I Hate My Childhood Memories

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    Embarrassing And Sad

    I'll often have flashbacks to some awful part of my childhood. Mostly its memories of being laughed at for doing something. I wish I could those memories go away. They make me want to hide. I get too paralyzed to do anything, I'm too terrified of humiliation. 
    Mdear Mdear
    18-21, F
    Dec 9, 2012

    Sometimes I Wish I Could Forget

    they say that children often block memories that are too painful for them. I wish this had happened to me. Instead i live with those horrible memories of my brother in law. All i need is a noise a touch a smell to trigger it all and its like im back there again; i can remember...
    Violet86 Violet86
    22-25, F
    4 Responses Jul 3, 2011

    I wish I coud forget it all.

    From My best friend being molested by Two Other spoiled Brats to my first crush kicking me in the stomach to get me away from her Best friend which we shared and her Betrayal of me. To being Tageted by most of my class to the grim sinking feeling of her VERY public spurning on...
    ManifestoOfThePhoenix ManifestoOfThePhoenix
    26-30, M
    Oct 18, 2014

    I Hate My Child Hood And I Was Deprived

    i hate my childhood. i was quiet and very scared of people. it doesn't help that my mother always put me down. i don't have much friends. i was lonely. i often cry myself to sleep. i was passive as a person and my mother would scold me for being like other kids. but i don't...
    uniquely uniquely
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Aug 9, 2010

    "Living a dysfunctional childhood"

    Today I turned 34.  This signals disappointment, deep depression and disturbing thoughts of "what could of and what should of been" I cannot block out the sad memories of my childhood.......they return to haunt me. They consist of an abusive, mental...
    sexymama09 sexymama09
    31-35, F
    4 Responses May 8, 2008

    Hope I Could Change The Past

    FROM BIRTH I HAVE ALWAYZZZ BEEN DEPRIVED OF WHAT EVERY CHILD IS ENTITLED TO.I REMEBER MY EARLY YEARS LIVING LIKE A DUMB AND A VERY QUIET GUY(I DIDNT EVEN SPEAK TO MOST OF THE PERSONS).THIS WAS ALL BCOZ OF MY THEN OVER TEMPERED AND HIGHLY RUDE DAD.HE ALWAYZZZ USED TO TRASH ME WITH...
    ARUNVERMA12 ARUNVERMA12
    18-21
    Dec 16, 2012
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