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I Hate My Current Circumstances Aaaaaggghhhh

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 221 People

    I Can Not Take This Anymore!!!!!!!!!!

    For the past five years my son and I have struggled but have somehow always made ends meet.  But the last couple of years have been really tough, and this past month has been the hardest of all.  I swear I wish I could just runaway and never look back....but how? ...
    krysta911 krysta911 41-45 2 Responses Dec 3, 2010

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    I'm Recently Divorced, Sta...

    I'm recently divorced, staying with a friend in a run down house, and I am NOT making enough money.  It sucks to be poor and depressed all the time.
    IndyNudist IndyNudist 46-50, M 9 Responses Dec 5, 2007

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    Forlorn Hope of a Hopeless Romantic

    Its not the worst situation I could speak of...not by a long shot...Its really quite frivolous compared to many other dire circumstances, but it depresses me all the same. I was eating dinner at a restaurant tonight with my mother and two older siblings....a girl with red hair...
    forlornhope forlornhope 16-17, M 2 Responses Apr 1, 2008

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    I Cant Take It Much Longer

    I dont even know where to begin, Mom died last December, no life ins, lost my job because I took so much time off to care for her, no family in town, forced to move into an overcrowded situation that I hate. House is a cluttered mess all the time. Inherited two cats that I really...
    crowinkcmo crowinkcmo 51-55, M 3 Responses Apr 1, 2008

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    Look For the Silver Lining

    No matter how difficult my circumstances might be ... If I look for the SILVER LINING ... many times I find GOLD ... Growth in understanding and opportunities  ...  : Charlie : ...      :>)
    francis28340 francis28340 61-65, M 1 Response Jun 4, 2008

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    Sometimes Life Just Sucks

    So my mom married a man who was verbally and mentally abusive. They were together for about 10 years. I had gone into the navy, then they moved to where I was stationed. I helped them out constantly with money, even buying a brand new vehicle which I'm still paying for. Suddenly...
    midnightmiasma midnightmiasma 22-25, F 1 Response Sep 30, 2010

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    Enough Is Enough

    Life is so funny.  The smallest things can change it in a instant.  Right now I hate my circumstances.  Yep, just 7 days until Christmas and they are awful (for me).  Christmas is suppose to be a happy time, a family time, enjoyment, peace and goodwill...
    beaglewoman beaglewoman 26-30, F 2 Responses Dec 18, 2007

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    AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH!!!

    If I had hair I'd pull it right out!!!!
    ThisIsNotBilly ThisIsNotBilly 26-30, M 13 Responses Nov 2, 2007

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    Reject!!!

    once again ive been stupid enough to be honest about my life nd like most of the time it is thrown right back on my face and spat on. i applied to get supported accomodation as things are not good at home.it was my only hope of getting help.  ...
    bootyb bootyb 18-21, F Dec 1, 2007

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    Broken But Not Beaten

    On Sept. 16 I broke my back dirt biking with my son... 6 hrs of surgery later the doctor said I would never walk again.  Well I chose to challenge that and now I can walk with a cane and hope to almost fully recover. That was the easy part.... the hard part  is...
    concreteguy concreteguy 41-45 Mar 8, 2008

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    Summary

    1- Im abused! 2- My Family is playing mind games 3- Lost my health 4- Husband is nowhere in sight 5- Im clueless
    HelenParis HelenParis 22-25 Mar 23, 2012

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    Alone Again

     breaking up is hard to do they say.  The habit, the attraction, the togetherness, the phermones.  All gone now to be replaced with loneliness, aching heart, desire to reach out but I know better.  I can't take care of her now.  I've gotta take care of ME...
    raddish raddish 31-35 Mar 8, 2008

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    Liveing At Home

    I just quit my job and moved back home to take care of my mother. She is sick, and I am sad. I just really don't know what to say beyond that.
    CaseyGwynn CaseyGwynn 22-25, F Dec 5, 2007

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    Circumstances

    Circumstances,Hate mine,Currently,I could scream,Aaaaaggghhhh,Now that’s out,I feel a relief,I've made up my mind,I won’t be here,This time next year.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M 1 Response Dec 16, 2011

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    GGRR!!

    Just venting... work, children, work, children, work, schools, work, children, work, health, work, life... yep that about sums it up. Now we throw bills into the mix as well as car issues and the X and you see my problem. Will things ever change or should I get used to this...
    mysplitpersonality mysplitpersonality 36-40, F Nov 2, 2007

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    Killing Myself Again

    I could have had her. looking back, I now know she wanted me, but I was afraid to push her when she was still in love with him, even if she didn't want to be. I helped her get over him, but by the time I thought dating her would be a good idea, she had decided I was too good a...
    EntrepGuy EntrepGuy 22-25, M 1 Response Dec 18, 2007

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    Life

    I don't know how much longer I can take the way my life is going.  paying bills, cooking, cleaning,  and sitting around.   i want some new friends to hang around with. Trying to share my life with others.  can't take the idea of being broke.  No...
    saggy saggy 41-45, F Dec 13, 2007

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    Related Experiences

    Recent events demand a new perspective to my experience with my mil. Everything we lived through with her somehow settled into familiar reactions from her, but with our changed...
    stellera stellera 51-55, F 26 mins ago

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    I hate my mom so ******* much. She made me stop doing what I love, and she made me do things that I never liked since Im 3 years old. Since 3 years old, she made me do Drawing...
    annaambrose annaambrose 13-15 1 Response 3 hrs ago

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    My boyfriend just can't be happy unless he's stoned or drunk. I hate him for that. I'll get totally disgusted with him eventually and kick him out. Until then, I'm supposed to be...
    yppirt yppirt 31-35, F 1 Response 3 hrs ago

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    under the circumstances anyways. I HATE when people demand things of me. like f.cking ask me to do something, don't demand me to do it because I will do the opposite and you will...
    flawlxsskay flawlxsskay 16-17, F 2 days ago

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    If you have the attention span of a gnat or you don't enjoy reading, keep it moving. This is my bully story. Real life bullies hurt people more than online bullies. Granted, if...
    adianoeta adianoeta 26-30, F 4 Responses 16 hrs ago

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    My dear friend Zias I'm writing to you this post as I feel mad and distressed by the mental health professionals in middlesbrough in the uk ... As you know my dear friend I was...
    newyear15 newyear15 31-35, F 18 hrs ago

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    Honestly , What rights do anyone have to judge another human being. None of us in this world have a similar life.But yet , each one of us judge another. I can understand contempt...
    hira0126 hira0126 18-21, F Jan 5

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    I once wrote a play for a college writing class. For a rough summary, the play was about a group of lost souls from a different planet. They find themselves in a state of purgatory...
    HellGeist HellGeist 22-25, M 3 Responses Jan 5

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    I cannot make amends with family members who do not see my motivations as sincere. They believe I'm playing some kind of sophisticated con game to get them to give me something...
    AggiePride15 AggiePride15 22-25, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    My husband is Egypian Muslim. He is critical of everything I do. He picks on me for the littlest things. For instance, my skirt/dress is too short, my shirt too low, etc. I...
    Anaheimkaren Anaheimkaren 46-50 1 Response Dec 26, 2014

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    I think my husband hates me.....My childhood was REALLY bad. My current husband also had a childhood similar to mine but was not as lucky as me and his life took a different path...
    Lsngthsbttle Lsngthsbttle 26-30, F 2 Responses Jan 4

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    I rather get on a plane, deal with spiders, get a shot with the worlds longest needle or any of the things that other people are scared of than drive anywhere. It gives me level 10...
    newasexy newasexy 26-30, F Jan 14

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    Anyone else used to love the holidays as a kid and now hate them as an adult? The primary reason for this are my in-laws (anyone else!?). My MIL is a lovely depressed alcoholic...
    violettec violettec 26-30, F Dec 29, 2014

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    I think I need therapy for this. My best friend betrayed me when I was 13. I want to shout TO THE WORLD what an incredible ***** she was. I'm not sure why I didn't. She stabbed...
    kisstherainn kisstherainn 22-25, F 3 Responses Jan 8

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    Well in my freshmen year I met this girl and she was my bestfriend we were inseparable until junior year and she turned rotten! She told my current bf who I was dating at that time...
    hannahh33 hannahh33 18-21, F 5 Responses Jan 11

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    Currently sick. -_- Thanks to my brother. -.- *Sigh* Why me tho?? I hate this ish. >_>
    Rosieeeee Rosieeeee 18-21, F Jan 15

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    Ugh, I hate my body so much. I don't feel attractive or wanted..  I've always felt this way since I was like 15, and no matter what I do I can't stop it :c I have and am...
    MsElliee MsElliee 16-17, F 12 Responses Jan 15

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    I have never posted a blog entry in my life but I need support from people who understand mental illness. I cannot stand being bipolar. I ******* hate it! It is exhausting and...
    Bipolartype2 Bipolartype2 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 16

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    My parents are getting a divorce- My mom found out from some friends/ neighbors that he has been cheating on her for quit a while. Now my mom calls it and she is currently getting...
    Zineq Zineq 16-17, F 2 days ago

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    It's a Saturday and there are so many things that needs to be done in my home. My husband is a carpenter and I am the primary bread winner in our family. I loathe the fact that...
    crystal828 crystal828 31-35, F 18 hrs ago

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    Hmmm... many to say but to keep it short I will just mention the current people I encounter in my day to day life. first my younger brother - for me all people are important and...
    psycruler psycruler 31-35, M Dec 28, 2014

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    At the beginning of this year my daughter met a young man on Facebook. At first she was travelling to a nearby town and staying with him, but he suddenly became homeless and so I...
    Alisveris Alisveris 51-55, F 1 Response Dec 29, 2014

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    WARNING: The following "story" is simply a rant about how flakey my current "friend," *Lexi is. *Names have been changed to avoid any potential issues. Lexi has always been an...
    SouthernBelle01 SouthernBelle01 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 30, 2014

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    Here we go, AGAIN !! I ever wonder if she would run out of her ideas to kill my self esteem and destroy my ego !! Shes been doing a damn fine job in maintaining those 2 holy goals...
    TheLeftBehind TheLeftBehind 16-17, M 3 Responses Dec 31, 2014

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    currently dont have new years plans because my friend ditched me for an exclusive party...
    Kateq989 Kateq989 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 31, 2014

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    I hate being alone and sick and ignored
    lovelinessbathes lovelinessbathes 31-35, M 1 Response Dec 31, 2014

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    Or at least it feels that way....I have been married for almost 21 years. My husband had a situation with an acquaintance that is 25 yrs younger than him! A few months ago she...
    fwgal fwgal 46-50, F 4 Responses Jan 1

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    Currently, Being ignored by this 3DS game called Fantasy Life. You go ahead sweet cakes. I'm about to have my own party on Little Big Planet 3.
    bombchu bombchu 22-25, F Jan 2

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    My dad wasn't apart of my life until I was 15, and I'm currently 27. The reason for his absence was prison (convicted of murder) and my Grandparents which are my legal guardians...
    ChildOfAWhore ChildOfAWhore 26-30, F Jan 3

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    When I cry, I do it in the bathroom or say I'm gonna take a nap. My boyfriend can tell when I'm going to cry, no matter what's happening. I never cry in front of boyfriends during...
    BeautifulStruggle18 BeautifulStruggle18 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 5