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I Hate My Current Circumstances Aaaaaggghhhh

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    Killing Myself Again

    I could have had her. looking back, I now know she wanted me, but I was afraid to push her when she was still in love with him, even if she didn't want to be. I helped her get over him, but by the time I thought dating her would be a good idea, she had decided I was too good a...
    EntrepGuy EntrepGuy 22-25, M 1 Response Dec 18, 2007

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    I Can Not Take This Anymore!!!!!!!!!!

    For the past five years my son and I have struggled but have somehow always made ends meet.  But the last couple of years have been really tough, and this past month has been the hardest of all.  I swear I wish I could just runaway and never look back....but how? ...
    krysta911 krysta911 41-45 2 Responses Dec 3, 2010

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    Reject!!!

    once again ive been stupid enough to be honest about my life nd like most of the time it is thrown right back on my face and spat on. i applied to get supported accomodation as things are not good at home.it was my only hope of getting help.  ...
    bootyb bootyb 18-21, F Dec 1, 2007

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    Liveing At Home

    I just quit my job and moved back home to take care of my mother. She is sick, and I am sad. I just really don't know what to say beyond that.
    CaseyGwynn CaseyGwynn 22-25, F Dec 5, 2007

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    Sometimes Life Just Sucks

    So my mom married a man who was verbally and mentally abusive. They were together for about 10 years. I had gone into the navy, then they moved to where I was stationed. I helped them out constantly with money, even buying a brand new vehicle which I'm still paying for. Suddenly...
    midnightmiasma midnightmiasma 22-25, F 1 Response Sep 30, 2010

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    AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH!!!

    If I had hair I'd pull it right out!!!!
    ThisIsNotBilly ThisIsNotBilly 26-30, M 13 Responses Nov 2, 2007

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    GGRR!!

    Just venting... work, children, work, children, work, schools, work, children, work, health, work, life... yep that about sums it up. Now we throw bills into the mix as well as car issues and the X and you see my problem. Will things ever change or should I get used to this...
    mysplitpersonality mysplitpersonality 36-40, F Nov 2, 2007

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    Circumstances

    Circumstances,Hate mine,Currently,I could scream,Aaaaaggghhhh,Now that’s out,I feel a relief,I've made up my mind,I won’t be here,This time next year.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M 1 Response Dec 16, 2011

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    Summary

    1- Im abused! 2- My Family is playing mind games 3- Lost my health 4- Husband is nowhere in sight 5- Im clueless
    HelenParis HelenParis 22-25 Mar 23, 2012

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    Enough Is Enough

    Life is so funny.  The smallest things can change it in a instant.  Right now I hate my circumstances.  Yep, just 7 days until Christmas and they are awful (for me).  Christmas is suppose to be a happy time, a family time, enjoyment, peace and goodwill...
    beaglewoman beaglewoman 26-30, F 2 Responses Dec 18, 2007

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    Look For the Silver Lining

    No matter how difficult my circumstances might be ... If I look for the SILVER LINING ... many times I find GOLD ... Growth in understanding and opportunities  ...  : Charlie : ...      :>)
    francis28340 francis28340 61-65, M 1 Response Jun 4, 2008

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    Alone Again

     breaking up is hard to do they say.  The habit, the attraction, the togetherness, the phermones.  All gone now to be replaced with loneliness, aching heart, desire to reach out but I know better.  I can't take care of her now.  I've gotta take care of ME...
    raddish raddish 31-35 Mar 8, 2008

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    I'm Recently Divorced, Sta...

    I'm recently divorced, staying with a friend in a run down house, and I am NOT making enough money.  It sucks to be poor and depressed all the time.
    IndyNudist IndyNudist 46-50, M 9 Responses Dec 5, 2007

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    I Cant Take It Much Longer

    I dont even know where to begin, Mom died last December, no life ins, lost my job because I took so much time off to care for her, no family in town, forced to move into an overcrowded situation that I hate. House is a cluttered mess all the time. Inherited two cats that I really...
    crowinkcmo crowinkcmo 51-55, M 3 Responses Apr 1, 2008

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    Life

    I don't know how much longer I can take the way my life is going.  paying bills, cooking, cleaning,  and sitting around.   i want some new friends to hang around with. Trying to share my life with others.  can't take the idea of being broke.  No...
    saggy saggy 41-45, F Dec 13, 2007

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    Forlorn Hope of a Hopeless Romantic

    Its not the worst situation I could speak of...not by a long shot...Its really quite frivolous compared to many other dire circumstances, but it depresses me all the same. I was eating dinner at a restaurant tonight with my mother and two older siblings....a girl with red hair...
    forlornhope forlornhope 16-17, M 2 Responses Apr 1, 2008

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    Broken But Not Beaten

    On Sept. 16 I broke my back dirt biking with my son... 6 hrs of surgery later the doctor said I would never walk again.  Well I chose to challenge that and now I can walk with a cane and hope to almost fully recover. That was the easy part.... the hard part  is...
    concreteguy concreteguy 41-45 Mar 8, 2008

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    I currently live with a roommate who has a baby (approximately one year old). I didn't know I would be living with a baby when I decided to move in, I was told all of the roommates...
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    I, I HATE myself. I hate myself so much. I hate myself so much, it's hard for me to explain just how much. I don't think you'll ever be able to comprehend the amount of hatred and...
    Kmarcum99 Kmarcum99 13-15, F 9 Responses 12 hrs ago

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    I am half Chinese, three-eighths Black and one-eighths Native American (Choctaw). I am from Hawaii. I grew up raised to accept people and love one another no matter our differences...
    blossomingbeauti blossomingbeauti 36-40, F 2 Responses Jul 8

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    Majority of them just inflict emotional and physical pain towards me.They just will do anything to get what they want out of you regardless of how their selfish greedy actions will...
    kittenlover24 kittenlover24 22-25, F a week ago

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    Funny how when you give advice, you actually end up giving yourself advice. I've read some stories on EP and have sought after answersvto my own problems currently in the zone of...
    defconfigueroa defconfigueroa 22-25, M Jun 29

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    Does anyone hate Fifty Shades of Grey? I do. If it isn't the one dimensional characterization, it's the " Oh my's " or " My inner Goddess". Please feel free to share why you hate...
    agathashelly agathashelly 26-30, F 11 hrs ago

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    This is why people don't send me hate mail on online gaming. Lol. It's a guy by the way, and he kept calling me gay, so, yeah.
    TheAmazingSpiderJoe TheAmazingSpiderJoe 18-21, M 10 hrs ago

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    Hubby won't lemme adopt the rabbit I rescued, but I got really attached to it emotionally. He ignores my feelings completely, refuses talk about it, and meanwhile treat me like a...
    sheilahbun sheilahbun 22-25, F 1 Response 10 hrs ago

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    Absolutly hate my teeth the shape gaps etc my smile looks goofy hate people seeing them I try keep my mouth closed at all times
    selfconscious24 selfconscious24 22-25, M 7 hrs ago

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    Ok so I can't say hate. In my opinion, it requires a lot of love to hate someone. I feel nothing towards her. Maybe pity. When our mother passed away, my sister only cared about...
    AuntieShani AuntieShani 31-35, F 1 Response 3 hrs ago

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    Well i don't hate myself. I just joined this group to encourage others who hate themselves and make them feel good about theirselves. Just wanna say that Everyone is beautiful in...
    mahdiraza mahdiraza 16-17, M 1 Response 2 hrs ago

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    I really hate my family but spend each day trying to make things better. So long story short but when I was two my mom passed away and my dad played the mom/dad role for many years...
    leek12345 leek12345 22-25, F Jul 9

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    Plans are a lie, we can never know which our circumstances will be when they are expected to become real. We don't even know if we will be alive by that time. Plans are just...
    gio36 gio36 36-40, M 1 Response Jun 26

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    I'm a 16 year old boy and these past 18 months have been the worst 18 months of my life and I really want them to end. It started in the valentine school break, I was talking to...
    Bonban Bonban 16-17, M 2 Responses Jul 2

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    Has anyone else noticed that the people having kids early are probably not the people that should be reproducing...? Well, my neighbors have 2 little munchkins (around ages 5-7...
    captivateyourlife captivateyourlife 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 6

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    I'm a 19 year old college football player. I'm 6 foot 7, 230 pounds. My whole life I've grown up being told how much potential I have in athletics and other areas of life simply...
    dabah2014 dabah2014 18-21, M 4 days ago

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    I do not feel enough for them to muster hate.
    macabrEnigma macabrEnigma 18-21, T 11 hrs ago

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    I hate everyone believing we can still live and this world everything's ****** were all dead and don't even know it wish I a blade or a bullet
    ShadowWolf190 ShadowWolf190 13-15, M 1 Response 10 hrs ago

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    I'm 29 my life came crashing down around me about 2mths ago I've been given a bad hand at live so much so that I wish like the rest of my family I was dead but death isn't comming...
    CathyKenney CathyKenney 26-30 2 Responses 9 hrs ago

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    hate papoose boards its a dental restraint
    michigan11 michigan11 22-25, M 2 hrs ago

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    I fking hate being misunderstood. It makes my blood boil, and makes me want to cry. I'm a good person, I take the time to figure out what someone is trying to say. I hear them out...
    dat1kiid dat1kiid 16-17 2 hrs ago

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    Now and then I look to see if I can find out what happened to people I knew growing up. Usually I don't find much because I can't remember how to spell names or women have gotten...
    AggieGuy AggieGuy 31-35, M Jun 24

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    Yeah, I do hate my period. I'm currently on birth control to control it, but being on birth control, the as I call them "period pills" cause me to experience everything a period...
    ForgottenCelestria ForgottenCelestria 16-17, F 1 Response Jun 25

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    Here goes. I hate being treated like a mental case or someone who actively needs attention and help. I talk to people about my thoughts and ideas, not necessarily my beliefs, and...
    ImagineA ImagineA 16-17 Jun 27

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    Currently changing my life style and eating better. Going to the gym too. I am happy about this..But I still hate myself
    naddo630 naddo630 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 29

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    Everyone in my life doesn't understand, nor do they try to understand the stresses of my life. People say to remove those people from your life, only thing is those people are all...
    JustThat6irl JustThat6irl 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 1

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    I am stuck in **** hole Florida. Myself and my daughter's came here 5 years ago so I could finish my degree then LEAVE!! But aboutsix months into being here i met my now husband a...
    flruinedlife flruinedlife 26-30, F Jul 2

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    I have recently moved away from home to the UK. I am 24 years old, always lived at home with my parents. I moved because there is no jobs in my home country and currently live with...
    23lost14 23lost14 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 2

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    On Christmas Eve two years ago my Mother was combing my hair and realised that I had two bald patches that were no larger than a 2p. After worrying and being very dark all...
    elanawaite elanawaite 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 5

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    I am 19, I am pregnant to a 25 year old guy.. This wouldn't be all too bad if my partner wasn't a drug dealer, if he hadn't been in and out of jail, of he isn't a violent person...
    jessicamayx jessicamayx 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 5

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    I hate the direction that nursing has taken. I have been a RN for 40 years, worked in ICU & CCU, L&D, Maternity;,now working in an OB-GYN office for the past 14 years. Currently...
    marsamide marsamide 61-65, F 1 Response Jul 8