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I Hate My Current Circumstances Aaaaaggghhhh

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 220 People

    I Can Not Take This Anymore!!!!!!!!!!

    For the past five years my son and I have struggled but have somehow always made ends meet.  But the last couple of years have been really tough, and this past month has been the hardest of all.  I swear I wish I could just runaway and never look back....but how? ...
    krysta911 krysta911 41-45 2 Responses Dec 3, 2010

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    Reject!!!

    once again ive been stupid enough to be honest about my life nd like most of the time it is thrown right back on my face and spat on. i applied to get supported accomodation as things are not good at home.it was my only hope of getting help.  ...
    bootyb bootyb 18-21, F Dec 1, 2007

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    Killing Myself Again

    I could have had her. looking back, I now know she wanted me, but I was afraid to push her when she was still in love with him, even if she didn't want to be. I helped her get over him, but by the time I thought dating her would be a good idea, she had decided I was too good a...
    EntrepGuy EntrepGuy 22-25, M 1 Response Dec 18, 2007

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    Forlorn Hope of a Hopeless Romantic

    Its not the worst situation I could speak of...not by a long shot...Its really quite frivolous compared to many other dire circumstances, but it depresses me all the same. I was eating dinner at a restaurant tonight with my mother and two older siblings....a girl with red hair...
    forlornhope forlornhope 16-17, M 2 Responses Apr 1, 2008

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    AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH!!!

    If I had hair I'd pull it right out!!!!
    ThisIsNotBilly ThisIsNotBilly 26-30, M 13 Responses Nov 2, 2007

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    Liveing At Home

    I just quit my job and moved back home to take care of my mother. She is sick, and I am sad. I just really don't know what to say beyond that.
    CaseyGwynn CaseyGwynn 22-25, F Dec 5, 2007

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    Summary

    1- Im abused! 2- My Family is playing mind games 3- Lost my health 4- Husband is nowhere in sight 5- Im clueless
    HelenParis HelenParis 22-25 Mar 23, 2012

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    I Cant Take It Much Longer

    I dont even know where to begin, Mom died last December, no life ins, lost my job because I took so much time off to care for her, no family in town, forced to move into an overcrowded situation that I hate. House is a cluttered mess all the time. Inherited two cats that I really...
    crowinkcmo crowinkcmo 51-55, M 3 Responses Apr 1, 2008

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    Look For the Silver Lining

    No matter how difficult my circumstances might be ... If I look for the SILVER LINING ... many times I find GOLD ... Growth in understanding and opportunities  ...  : Charlie : ...      :>)
    francis28340 francis28340 61-65, M 1 Response Jun 4, 2008

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    Broken But Not Beaten

    On Sept. 16 I broke my back dirt biking with my son... 6 hrs of surgery later the doctor said I would never walk again.  Well I chose to challenge that and now I can walk with a cane and hope to almost fully recover. That was the easy part.... the hard part  is...
    concreteguy concreteguy 41-45 Mar 8, 2008

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    Alone Again

     breaking up is hard to do they say.  The habit, the attraction, the togetherness, the phermones.  All gone now to be replaced with loneliness, aching heart, desire to reach out but I know better.  I can't take care of her now.  I've gotta take care of ME...
    raddish raddish 31-35 Mar 8, 2008

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    Circumstances

    Circumstances,Hate mine,Currently,I could scream,Aaaaaggghhhh,Now that’s out,I feel a relief,I've made up my mind,I won’t be here,This time next year.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M 1 Response Dec 16, 2011

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    Life

    I don't know how much longer I can take the way my life is going.  paying bills, cooking, cleaning,  and sitting around.   i want some new friends to hang around with. Trying to share my life with others.  can't take the idea of being broke.  No...
    saggy saggy 41-45, F Dec 13, 2007

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    Enough Is Enough

    Life is so funny.  The smallest things can change it in a instant.  Right now I hate my circumstances.  Yep, just 7 days until Christmas and they are awful (for me).  Christmas is suppose to be a happy time, a family time, enjoyment, peace and goodwill...
    beaglewoman beaglewoman 26-30, F 2 Responses Dec 18, 2007

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    I'm Recently Divorced, Sta...

    I'm recently divorced, staying with a friend in a run down house, and I am NOT making enough money.  It sucks to be poor and depressed all the time.
    IndyNudist IndyNudist 46-50, M 9 Responses Dec 5, 2007

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    GGRR!!

    Just venting... work, children, work, children, work, schools, work, children, work, health, work, life... yep that about sums it up. Now we throw bills into the mix as well as car issues and the X and you see my problem. Will things ever change or should I get used to this...
    mysplitpersonality mysplitpersonality 36-40, F Nov 2, 2007

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    Sometimes Life Just Sucks

    So my mom married a man who was verbally and mentally abusive. They were together for about 10 years. I had gone into the navy, then they moved to where I was stationed. I helped them out constantly with money, even buying a brand new vehicle which I'm still paying for. Suddenly...
    midnightmiasma midnightmiasma 22-25, F 1 Response Sep 30, 2010

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