I Hate My Depression

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    Off-topic.

    I'm intrigued: what the hell is that thing in the logo? Someone care to enlighten me, please?
    lntel lntel
    22-25
    Jan 30, 2012

    So I got brave and got out of bed

    and went to do something...anything just to show myself I could. I immediately got that heavy feeling and it only took me about 15min to start shaking uncontrollably. I pushed through and finished my chosen task(just basic duties around home) and now I am back in bed, on shut...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Aug 31, 2015

    I can't get out of bed today

    and my childhood home is in the beginning stages of escrow. Everybody around me is telling me to get over it and just hold on to the memories. All I want to do these days is sleep because at least then I don't feel this way and I don't have to deal with the constant fogginess in...
    lonestargladiator lonestargladiator
    22-25, F
    Jun 18, 2015

    I Hate My Depression!

    I hate not being able to work.  I hate not being able to go watch my sons in their activities.  I hate staying in the house.  I hate not answering my phone.  I hate eliminating my friends from my life.  I hate having to take medication.  I hate not...
    butterfly62 butterfly62
    41-45, F
    1 Response Apr 2, 2008

    I Hate My Depression

    I hate not being motivated. I hate Hating my life for no good reason. I hate not being interested in anything. I hate being so depressed all the time when other people have it so much worse than me. I hate being unable to do anything at school. I hate hating myself. I hate people...
    Ello345 Ello345
    16-17
    1 Response May 7, 2013

    Have you ever just stared at the wall in your

    bedroom and wonder what the hell you're going to do with yourself? Question if these feelings are the only thing you'll have to look forward too because everything else is pointless and blank? I do.
    BrokenNOTcracked BrokenNOTcracked
    18-21, F
    May 25, 2015

    Here I go again The darkness is rolling

    in Even though I've been there before I know I'll be lost in it Until it fades back to grey numbness And then my energy goes to existing To survive minute by minute Hour by hour Day by day... Until the darkness comes to claim me again And every time it does, it makes...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Oct 7, 2015

    When you're on rock bottom the only way is up.

    .. Or some optimistic bullsh*t like that.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Jul 4, 2015

    This is a twice a month thing.

    Getting rated to see how ****** up I am. On the positive side I gained two pounds. Not sure how I feel about that.
    BrokenNOTcracked BrokenNOTcracked
    18-21, F
    May 26, 2015

    Just this week I've hurt myself twice

    and cried all of Saturday over how worthless I am.... Fun fun fun. But today was better so hopefully it won't happen again for a while.
    QuietViolets QuietViolets
    18-21, F
    Sep 20, 2015

    I am depressed. Unfortunately I am also human.

    That means I learn from my depression. The first thing depression taught me was that I was different. People around me didn't seem as affected by life as I was. Somehow they were able to 'roll with the punches' and 'get back up'. Depression taught me that I didn't have the...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Sep 3, 2015

    I never really wanna be around expect my bf.

    I don't wanna go see my family and I stopped taking my meds cuz i feel like they wasn't working. I've been told to take them but what is the point
    tasha2kids tasha2kids
    26-30, F
    Aug 20, 2015

    New Research Regarding Depression

    Hello all, I am a fellow depressive. I am a pretty motivated person, so I did a lot of research on my own because the doctors didn't really help me all that much. 8 years later, I got it figured out. Now, I just wanna make sure that everyone else knows what I know, so...
    UV4D UV4D
    26-30
    1 Response Apr 28, 2008

    🔷Have you ever found yourself struggling

    so hard with the depression that you decide it's time to medicate or else you will loose your **** and go mad? 🔹Trying the medications. One after another until you find one that doesn't give you as many side effects. That this medication doesn't make you want to rip...
    BrokenNOTcracked BrokenNOTcracked
    18-21, F
    Jul 18, 2015

    I hate my depression

    because I hate the fact that I cannot be happy without being on medication. It only takes three days of not taking my meds for me to suddenly explode into an emotional wreck. Crying over everything, irritability - an emotional rollercoaster. Its not that I hate being depressed...
    Miller2011 Miller2011
    22-25, F
    4 Responses Jun 14, 2014
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