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I Hate My Existence

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    I Hate Existing

    I feel that existing is wrong for me. I want to get away from it. Like people who feel they are the wrong gender. I feel that I am just living and waiting for the day that I'll die. I'm putting in time.
    Mischka123 Mischka123 51-55, F 1 Response Sep 12, 2013

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    im just pointless i should just die i want to go to the afterlife
    IFeelSoLonely101 IFeelSoLonely101 22-25, M Oct 10, 2013

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