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I Hate My Existence

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    I Hate Existing

    I feel that existing is wrong for me. I want to get away from it. Like people who feel they are the wrong gender. I feel that I am just living and waiting for the day that I'll die. I'm putting in time.
    Mischka123 Mischka123 51-55, F 1 Response Sep 12, 2013

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    im just pointless i should just die i want to go to the afterlife
    IFeelSoLonely101 IFeelSoLonely101 22-25, M Oct 10, 2013

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    Infact, im silently laughing at all these people who hate me, thinking: If I was them I would avoid them too! Hell, I am using the majority of my real life friends! Lol, I am...
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    At school, even if I try talking nobody notices me or pays me any attention. Only when they absolutely need something do they acknowledge my existence.
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    People always tell me to try and be happy but how can I when it seems like every person is on a mission to make me feel absolutely miserable and self conscious about my existence.
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    Everyone gets at one point in there lives where they question their existence and I am in this situation with my ex girlfriend and she keeps on hating me and I ignore her and idk...
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    This site is without a doubt the worst website in existence. FAR worse than Experience Project by a ******* mile. Sure, it doesn't have the pervs that EP has, but the community...
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    Sharia law is not direct in the Quran (the Islamic holy book), but is made from interpretations of the Quran and Hadith (recorded sayings of the Prophet Muhammad (pbuh)). The...
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    fresh out of collage sprites so high looking at a bright new future only know wat i was looking at was nothing more than a few mirages in the distance. everyone's life around me...
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    You know what I hate most? When women begin to complain, or tease, or downgrade other women for being "too fat", "too skinny", "too curvy" and "too much like a stick". We complain...
    SecondHearts3 SecondHearts3 18-21, F 2 Responses 9 hrs ago

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    erick1433 erick1433 22-25, M 8 hrs ago

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    I hate mornings.... I lay in bed all curled up with my dogs until the very last moment when I absolutely HAVE to get up for work.
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    I have a lot of little thoughts to myself that I am not good enough for someone so special to me. I keep making things worst by keeping things to myself and be quiet, blaming...
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    I genuinely hate people. We make laws to protect the weak and then allow them to believe that anything they have to say is relevant and important. All that is doing is promoting a...
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    And now my parents hate me they call me names my dads always out of town for work so in left with my mom who verbal amuses me and threatens and once she even called the police...
    cmr426 cmr426 13-15, F 1 Response 2 hrs ago

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    I hate cheaters and *liars :P
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    I really really hate the feeling of loneliness that pops up out of nowhere. I'm not usually dependent on others' presence but sometimes I just feel so frickin lonely.
    introverteddementor introverteddementor 18-21, F 1 Response 54 mins ago

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    I hate being there...the only people that will make me to go to school are my friends....I can't study there without then
    christinelim819 christinelim819 13-15, F 17 mins ago

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    I have to filter myself so much. Online. Through Text. On The Phone. In Person. Always. I have to always be this perfectly driven, successful, smart, courteous, kind, hardworking...
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    Many people say hate is a strong word, but when I say I hate school, I mean it. I hate it from the bottom of my heart. I hate it to the core. Today was my first day back to school...
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    I just found out JESUS predestined my friend for HEAVEN and me for hell. What really cuts me is that she thinks JUST LIKE ME I know cause if i put myself in the same life as her...
    Thedepressedgirlatthewindow Thedepressedgirlatthewindow 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 20

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    I think my mum who doesn't sound like my real mum really hate me ... It is a long story but since I existed I feel rejected by her and the way she talks to me and treat me shows...
    restlessuk restlessuk 31-35, F Apr 20

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    I think my mum who doesn't sound like my real mum really hate me ... It is a long story but since I existed I feel rejected by her and the way she talks to me and treat me shows...
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    I think my mum who doesn't sound like my real mum really hate me ... It is a long story but since I existed I feel rejected by her and the way she talks to me and treat me shows...
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    It's never good to "hate" anything. Especially people. Putting the word "ghetto" before "black people" doesn't justify it as being ok. Hate is hate, and to hate any person that you...
    WrongPage WrongPage 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 13

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    I know what that's like. I have a monster for a Mil. She is firstly a catholic fanatic that hates everybody that doesn't fit her ideal Irish Catholic "must think" like she does...
    anonymous1536 anonymous1536 36-40, F 1 Response Apr 18

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    In fact I know it is. I have seen love triumph over hate time and time again. The only time we see hate victorious is when those who are present are afraid to operate in love. We...
    stupendusdude stupendusdude 46-50 4 Responses Apr 18

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    kozeni kozeni 13-15 Apr 21

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    ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT 26-30, F Apr 22

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