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I Hate My Existence

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    I Hate Existing

    I feel that existing is wrong for me. I want to get away from it. Like people who feel they are the wrong gender. I feel that I am just living and waiting for the day that I'll die. I'm putting in time.
    Mischka123 Mischka123 51-55, F 1 Response Sep 12, 2013

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    im just pointless i should just die i want to go to the afterlife
    IFeelSoLonely101 IFeelSoLonely101 18-21, M Oct 10, 2013

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    i hate my life its so full of hate all i ever

    get from people is hate and so many bad things happen to me why am i alive to live this nightmare
    mrgears20 mrgears20 13-15, M Aug 9

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    So I have been talking to this guy for over a year now. We were close at one point but ended up just as friends. (Never had sex, just want to put that out there) We have been...
    WrongPage WrongPage 18-21, F 3 Responses 7 hrs ago

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    to those of you whom this concerns, you are sheep and we are the shepherds waking you up from this daydream, we tell u that you may as well just use your life in a different way...
    kieth1994 kieth1994 18-21, M 1 Response 6 hrs ago

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    What a perpetuation of an obsolete higher powering deity, I say to myself most of the time. It's not so much that I hate god, it's that this entity's power or relationship to...
    LDll LDll 18-21, F Nov 24

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    I Hate Conflict. Every shape and form. Fist Fights, Marital Quarrels, War, Fights between friends, Physical and Psychological Abuse. I hate it. I've grown up with it, I've seen it...
    SydMB SydMB 13-15, M 2 Responses Nov 30

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    There's being busy and not being able to get back to me, and then there's blatantly ignoring me. I hate the second one SO F***ING MUCH. I try to talk to you, be friends with you...
    CountryQueen623 CountryQueen623 18-21, F 9 Responses 7 hrs ago

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    I Hate When Guys Dont Answer.. Wtf? You Start The Conversation And When I Reply You Don't Answer. And When You See Them, They're Like "Oh? What Text?" Mhhmm. ._.
    Eriannaa Eriannaa 13-15, F 2 Responses 6 hrs ago

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    I get really tired of ur hypocrisy I hope u will be rotten u and ur ****** goodlookin face I hope u getaway from my life, leave me and my baby go away... I dont need u u...
    snowhitelady snowhitelady 31-35, F 1 Response 3 hrs ago

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    i had an uncle one,i dont really remwmber how old he was but in his 40s,he was mentally ill,hell i dont look him that way though,i loved him amd i still miss him,my cousin told.me...
    tones714677 tones714677 22-25, M 1 hr ago

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    I worked out how to view oneself in a better light. Look at your past, see how unreal all those memories seem? Memories are not solid, we cannot be certain the past happened at all...
    PurpleGlassPalace PurpleGlassPalace 26-30, M 2 Responses Dec 4

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    I hate myself because I am not pretty. I am bull headed and clumsy. Forgetful and unkind at times. Have bad grades and am a disappointment to me, my friends, and my family. I seek...
    DesyMckenzie DesyMckenzie 13-15, F Nov 27

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    Questions For My Late Mother-What the Hell was you thinking about getting involved with and having a baby by a man from a place where there aren't even 5 Black people?! Black and...
    TenThousandSorrows TenThousandSorrows 22-25, F Dec 10

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    i think my mother hates me.. she's so mean with me and i feel like she dont want me and hates my existence ... cuz she's always happy until she see me , and nothing i do pleases...
    Rwnn Rwnn 13-15, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I do. I think I'm going to leave EP soon, it just reminds me of what I am. And I'm going to hide my depression from my family, they don't need to know. I hope I helped some of you...
    SRayne SRayne 41-45 6 Responses Nov 20

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    This is one "experience" I crave to delete. I'll need to overcome this self hatred and sense of being a failure first though -- which may take awhile. I guess i'm so lost now, I...
    100397354HC 100397354HC 16-17 Nov 25

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    Ever since the day I was born my mother has been the bane of my existence. She lied to me all of the time about how my family never cared about me and how they wouldn't talk to me...
    LordZetroc2696 LordZetroc2696 18-21, M 1 Response Nov 25

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    I personally think that one's spiritual journey is way more peaceful and blissful when we work on our ego, our attitude towards life with an open mind. If we just practice...
    harmony226 harmony226 26-30, M Dec 1

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    I checked out a book from my local library, but didn't have time to read it, so I dropped it in the parking garage book bin. Then one week later, BOOM - I got a threatening...
    PacManFever PacManFever 31-35 Dec 2

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    A lie by omission, is still a lie. Just because you leave the truth out doesn't eliminate it's existence.
    BlackWidowBaby BlackWidowBaby 41-45, F 2 Responses Dec 3

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    Last Year, The Beginning Of Sixth Grade, I was in my room sitting on a chair and my brother was behind me. We were just playing and pulling the chair up and down without making it...
    DarkOnTheInside13 DarkOnTheInside13 13-15, F Nov 29

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    I hate being poor... I hate it when I have to save my money for my next week allowance... I hate it when we don't have any television or dvd...I hate it when we have no money to...
    kiendy123 kiendy123 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 1

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    I hate how I'm not like every one I hate how I'm fat I hate how I'm not smart I hate how I don't know what to do I hate how I cut and treat people I hate how I'm not wanted...
    Alonzoisgay Alonzoisgay 13-15, M 3 Responses Dec 3

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    I hate my heart for being stubborn. I hate my mind for keeping our memories alive. I hate my eyes when they see your face. I hate my ears when they hear your name I hate my voice...
    susieibeth susieibeth 18-21, F Dec 10

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    I hate it when people say: He's a nice person when u get to know him...... Haha just say he's a dickhead but but I'll get used to it I hate when people say They hate someone and...
    Arielle1justsmile Arielle1justsmile 13-15, F 1 Response Nov 19

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    I hate myself. I hate being so stupid, and not being good at anything. I hate my face, my nose, my cheeks, my lips, and my eyes. I hate my personality, and my laugh. I hate the way...
    Missprincessgabby Missprincessgabby 16-17, F 3 Responses Nov 24

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    I hate him. I'm in pain. I hate being rejected. I hate being told I'm not good enough. I hate being taken advantage of. I hate him. I hate feeling this way, like my head is about...
    classicslove classicslove 26-30, F 11 Responses Dec 2

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    I hate myself I hate my looks I hate my life I hate my body i hate my hair I hate my height I hate my voice I hate my thoughts
    prettybrowneyes1993 prettybrowneyes1993 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 10

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    Sometimes I hate everything . This means that I hate my life and everyone else and sometimes even myself. And ironically I hate hating. So then I repeat over and over to myself...
    MentalTravelor MentalTravelor 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 1

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    she not even a bad mother. just to me. she just feels like she can control me because im skinny and lanky. she is so nice to my sisters because they look like women they have...
    msworstlife msworstlife 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 9

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    Recently, I began dating a guy who my parents absolutely hated. Actually, at the point in time in which my parents hated him, he was barely in my life at all. He and I had become...
    anonymous1129 anonymous1129 18-21 2 Responses Dec 10

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    Dear, boring one. You're a repeated record Hesitating on opportunities Missing life by staring at blank white walls Pondering on words you wish you said Being left out of the...
    crumbling389 crumbling389 18-21, F a week ago

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    I hate hate hate hate when people say panties. Hate.
    littleindigoviolet littleindigoviolet 26-30, F 1 Response Nov 20

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    i hate that i feel i have to be rude to people to get them to respect my boundary's, i hate watching someone bully someone else, i hate the smell of egg, i hate it when men pee on...
    AnOtHaJaZzYDrEaMeR AnOtHaJaZzYDrEaMeR 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 24

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    I hate family get togethers, I hate Christmas. I hate thanksgiving, I hate Easter, I hate everything. They are all drama, someone always ends up getting hurt from a fight, I'm...
    Bflyboo14 Bflyboo14 13-15, F 2 Responses Nov 25

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    This may sound cliche but I hated high school because of a boy.I thought I loved him,but I was completely wrong.It all started my freshman year.He was a sophomore who was second...
    Katherine27 Katherine27 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 27

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    I hate myself. I know people don't like me. I hate my gender and my skin colour. I hate that I have issues understanding words when others speak to me. I can't finish projects...
    zvezdnyy zvezdnyy 22-25, F 2 Responses Dec 1

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    I don't know why I try.... sometimes I just hate to get out of bed I hate to wake up i just hate to be alive.... people say negative things about you then expect you to be normal...
    boxgirl1987 boxgirl1987 26-30, F 1 Response Dec 1

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    I came to North Central Florida ten years ago because I fell for the scam about thinking it would be cool living near family. My younger sister and two brothers had recently moved...
    sunshower5 sunshower5 36-40, F Nov 19

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    I hate winter with a passion like the only little reason why i like winter is because of Christmas and thats it. I hate snow, i hate being cold, all my awesome and cute clothes are...
    MariexOkay MariexOkay 13-15, F Nov 20

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    Another one of my high school horror stories. So, for drama class we had to go to the school hall and move and carry things. The teacher wasn't there. I can't really remember much...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 Nov 21

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    So another occasion. For a high school requirement, everyone had to deliver notes to classes sometimes. I had it happen twice. I feared it so much. I knew how much I was hated, I...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 Nov 21

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    This is my first post. I don't know what to say. First off, sure, I like my family sometimes but... I just don't feel anything stronger than liking them. Yeah, maybe i'm a horrible...
    ID0ntKn0wAnym0re ID0ntKn0wAnym0re 13-15, F Nov 22

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    And I'm dreading today. Its 8:52 and I'm lying in bed writing this because I dont want to go. I really can't. I'm dreading art the most. I hate it I hate it I hate it. I can't wait...
    dmccxp dmccxp 13-15, F 1 Response Nov 24

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    I am sure my story is similar to many on this blog. I am a step mom and have been for about three years. When I was first introduced to my husband he had his girls every weekend...
    bettylou1212 bettylou1212 41-45, F 5 Responses Nov 27