I Hate My Life But Always Smile and Face It

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    I wish I could have more control over my

    experiences without having to be so controlled. It's a ***** to realize that once you grow up, you're not free, you are even more trapped than you were before. Especially when everyone tells you that you're supposed to have more fun. The consequences are more expensive. Ie...
    redrockfun redrockfun
    26-30, F
    Mar 24, 2014

    Okay It's a Very Long Story

    1st i was born in australia by accident and i lived in syria for two years and then my parents got divorced and i went to my family is australia i was living with my mum and sister and brother for 8 years without my father not even talking to him when my mum left him when he...
    sarah777 sarah777
    1 Response May 4, 2008

    Every Day

    I wake up, even if sometimes i wake up crying, I am still here, even if I go to sleep thinking I won't be here, wanting not to be here, it's wroth something that I get up the next day, and smile and face it all, the pain, the crime, the wrongdoing, the judging, the pain, the...
    WiltingBlossom WiltingBlossom
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Jun 28, 2011

    I wanna cry soooo bad

    but my tears wont come out
    lmfaomiller14 lmfaomiller14
    18-21, F
    Feb 8, 2014

    I Feel Worthless.. But I Still Have A Smile

    Im not worth anything, theres nothing for me to cling on. im worthless, im a serious mess. what is the feeling of being loved? secure, never alone and happy? it isnt the feeling of being deserted or shoved, nor worthless or crappy. i go around with this feeling inside, that...
    UmbraEyes UmbraEyes
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Sep 29, 2011

    I hate pretending I'm happy around my friends &

    family when behind closed doors I'm a complete wreck & try my best just to make it through the day, I often think of taking my own life, that way I won't have to feel the way I do anymore.
    Hutto1993 Hutto1993
    22-25, M
    2 Responses May 19, 2014

    SOOO Unhappy, But ............

    I am sooo unhappy. I drink too much, my girls are always fighting & I HATE myself for not being a better Mother. My eldest daughter, who is 10, just came downstairs & told me she is being "bullied". I want to cry. I still try to do EVERYTHING & allways...
    torijane torijane
    36-40, F
    2 Responses May 4, 2009

    I Don't Know If I'm Wrong Or Right.

     So I'm about 6 months pregnant. A couple of months ago the father of my child and I were doing great. Now not so much. It all stemmed from one night. He went out with a friend at 12 noon on a sunday. And told me he was going to sell some stuff for money. I ended up waiting...
    Nozirev Nozirev
    18-21, F
    Jun 29, 2010

    Life Sucks, But Always Keep Up!

    There has come to times that i've plan leaving from the house. Starting because of my parents. They never let me go out,spend times with friends,and most of all go out and party. They have been like that ever since I was small. I mean, I understand that all they want is nothing...
    fruitl00ps fruitl00ps
    18-21, F
    1 Response Sep 13, 2009

    Help Me.

    I'm 14 years old. I'm a straight A student, volleyball player, cheerleader, Directioner, Ed-Head and Rusher, I've won writing comps and spelling bees, my cheer team got 2nd place in an international comp and my volleyball team got 2nd place at provincials. I started cutting when...
    vannyrannybanny vannyrannybanny
    13-15, F
    1 Response Aug 19, 2012

    I Don't Know What's Wrong With Me..

     I'm currently have a baby on the way, and I'm really excited about it. But the only person I want to spend time with is my boyfriend.. But everytime he ditches me to hang out with his friends. I feel deserted.. I don't have any friends because I don't allow myself to have...
    Nozirev Nozirev
    18-21, F
    1 Response Mar 23, 2010

    just laugh it off that is what I do no matter

    how much the world turns it's back on me
    meronkool meronkool
    22-25, F
    1 Response May 10, 2015

    I live in a very religious home

    and my family are all nice and sweet. But I guess I'm the black sheep here coz I never did anything right. . I keep on failing my thesis.. and my dad keep on saying he wanted to retire already because he's too old but he can't. He doesn't want me to have job because he wants me...
    jayshade jayshade
    22-25, F
    1 Response Sep 17, 2014

    Thats The Way

    So i have alot wrong in my life right now i have a dtrug addiction and i have alot of strangers calling me alsorts,and telling me they are going to to this and that to me,my girl friend always seems to take what i say the wrong way,and when i do something else without her it...
    nuttyrocker nuttyrocker
    26-30, F
    Mar 23, 2010

    My Brother's Ruining My Life.

    My brother's tearing me apart. I'm 17 years old and I have a brother who's 19. He goes to college, but lives at home. He makes me miserable. I'm literally embarrassed to have friends over and he's really effecting my life. I can't be home without hearing arguments, fights, plates...
    xxkelly20xx xxkelly20xx
    18-21, F
    Aug 5, 2013
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