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I Hate My Life Right Now

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    Why am I even here anymore?

    I'm obviously not wanted in the house. Sh!t went down on Friday night and it's now Saturday night and I haven't been spoken too. When I left I didn't get a "bye love you". Why don't you just let me leave. I will be happier. You will be happier. There is no reason for me to be...
    CheerleaderEm CheerleaderEm 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 28

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    Dead Inside

    I'm absolutely numb. Nothing makes me happy, and it feels like nothing ever will. I'm a dead person walking, like a zombie through life, pretending to be like everyone else. When the truth is that I'm a creep, and I don't belong here. I hate my life, and I hate myself. I'll never...
    Abbyjo Abbyjo 18-21, F 13 Responses Dec 2, 2011

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    >my mom tells house that she's going

    somewhere >brother says bye >mom says bye to brother >I say bye to my mom >"Don't call me mom." "The next time you talk to me I'll make you drink bleach." "Got that?"
    Jovanite Jovanite 13-15, M 1 Response Jan 23

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    I never thought I'll say this

    but I'm actually tired of everything right now I'm fed up with problems I just want to give up on life I can't Do this no more :(
    DraculasGirlfriend DraculasGirlfriend 18-21, F Mar 13

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    I used to be a very happy person

    but not anymore. The person I trusted, betrayed me. Lost my trust, there seem to be nothing else left in my heart.
    Chloeliew Chloeliew 31-35, F 3 Responses May 27, 2014

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    I'm going to rant on

    for awhile, just a heads up. So today I was making cookies and listening to old music and just chilling when I heard my parents talking about buying plane tickets as my dad was buying them online. So I asked where my mom was going, and she said "we're going to Ecuador for a...
    trismason trismason 13-15, F Mar 19

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    I Feel Nothing

    Hello guys! I'm your average fool who has tried to fit in but doesn't. My only friend is a rabbit, my parents marriage is a phony, and the only girl that has payed attention to me in the past 5 years is not interested in me. Everyone tells me to not give up and that things will...
    forever6219 forever6219 22-25, M 2 Responses Nov 13, 2013

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    I am frustrated. Frustrated with myself,

    life and people. I hate my job, hate people in general and life is hard. With little money how on earth am I supposed to live? I work, work and work... after rent I get nothing. I am getting to the point where I am going to punch a wall in annoyance. Money, why does everything...
    PikaRoarrk PikaRoarrk 18-21, F Jan 11

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    I hate everthing y does goes

    so bad for when u want to self harm urself
    aine12 aine12 22-25, F 2 Responses Feb 17

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    Ugh

    I have been stressing so much lately. My grades are due Wednesday and I am failing pretty much all of my classes because I have been absent so many days and I've missed a lot of assignments. So I only have a few days to make up all of my work so I can't bring up my grade and I'm...
    jessvaughn24 jessvaughn24 18-21, F 4 Responses Oct 7, 2013

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    I used to be so happy

    and now all I want to do is be dead.:(
    depressedgirl1234567890 depressedgirl1234567890 13-15, F 5 Responses Jun 5, 2014

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    Well, here I am. I am 14 years old

    and live in London, I have recently came out on Instagram, I am now being bullied, I have people who torment me at school and the follow me home only to abuse me more. There is one boy I like, he is gay, I didn't know how to express my feelings then, he moved to Sweden. I have...
    GayCharizard GayCharizard 13-15, M 13 Responses May 28, 2014

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    I just hate my life .

    . && I wanna die . ๐Ÿ˜” gosh it would really be good to know someone's out there ..
    AfroLove24 AfroLove24 13-15, F 2 Responses Jul 12, 2014

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    TlovesLouise TlovesLouise 22-25, M Jan 13

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    I really hate my life right now.

    ... I just feel so alone. All I want to do is cry..
    Juliaw08 Juliaw08 18-21, F 2 Responses May 29, 2014

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    God. I wish I could go to sleep

    and never wake up. :(
    KortneeAnne KortneeAnne 26-30, F 7 Responses May 28, 2014

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    My ex used to tell me he loved me,

    that I healed him from his pain, that he hoped we'd spend the rest of our lives together, and that I meant a lot to him. He knew I was innocent, sweet, submissive, and caring. He was the one that took my virginity. About two months ago, that all changed when he dumped me. Then...
    lovecatsnothumans lovecatsnothumans 22-25, F 2 Responses Feb 23

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    I hate my life I thought I met someone I could

    trust but they just used me and now I have started cutting again :(
    1losthope 1losthope 18-21, F 6 Responses Dec 16, 2014

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    Me; aah i'm so happy right now,

    life is good ๐Ÿ˜„ Life; waait a minute guurl, not that fast ๐Ÿ˜ˆ
    Brokendreams24 Brokendreams24 16-17, F 2 Responses May 21, 2014

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    I hate my life right now.

    .. why u ask. well, because I'm a college graduate that has never used her degree for a career. I am unemployed not by choice (laid off). I have been supporting my boyfriend for 3 years while he applied for disability and was denied after all we have been through fighting for...
    jess62186 jess62186 26-30, F 2 Responses Mar 23

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    I feel like I'm wasting it.

    Need to make a move. Now.
    SugarKaneFarrow SugarKaneFarrow 22-25, F Jan 27

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    I feel a little bit like I am drowning.

    I am 30, married and I have two boys (9 months and 4 years) and I'm a stay at home mom. This is what I always wanted, but not quite how I pictured things. I had to quit school (and no, I cannot finish because illustration is something that you can't do online and no college...
    MintyD MintyD 31-35 2 Responses Feb 24, 2014

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    I honestly can't recall the last time I was

    happy with my life. I sit here everyday and feel sorry for myself. I make no effort to change it so I can't blame anyone but myself. I just wish I was ******* normal!
    OfficiallyMe OfficiallyMe 18-21, F 6 Responses Jul 9, 2014

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    Needles

    I never needed the feeling of pain to get me through the day before.. I was only 12.. A mother consumed by alcohol, to dizzy to mind her children and a father that was always working to pay the bills and buy us off with plastic toys that filled our faces with this fake happiness...
    Xingouttheos Xingouttheos 16-17, F 8 Responses Mar 2, 2013

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    that moment when u find out ur ex fiance is

    have a baby with his new gf:'(
    barrelracer1 barrelracer1 18-21, F 4 Responses Feb 4

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    I truly do. I honestly think

    that everyone would be better off if i was dead or missing. Evveryone could move on and enjoy life more without me.. I feel like i only screw things up. I think im just gonna shut my heart down for a few months and give up. Maybe when i wake back up things will be different and...
    TammieKira TammieKira 16-17, F Jan 26

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    Someone..

    Please talk to me before I go completely insane..
    Xingouttheos Xingouttheos 16-17, F 9 Responses Nov 3, 2013

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    I have spent all day cleaning cooking

    organising our house only to have my fiancรฉ come home not notice and literally disagree with everything I have had to say and if I stand up for what I'm saying he just starts yelling at me. And then he found out I forgot to pay a bill omg I actually though I was going to die! I...
    Boo22boo Boo22boo 22-25, F 10 Responses May 27, 2014

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    deleted deleted 26-30 5 Responses Jan 2

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    I feel that at 24 years old I would be enjoying

    life, good friends, working at a nice job, and looking forward to the future. But instead I have isolated myself to the point that I only have 1 that I barely even talk to. I feel so depressed and I never want to leave my house anymore. When I wake up in the morning I dread...
    AshopefulAsICanBe AshopefulAsICanBe 22-25, F 3 Responses Jan 21

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    In need of a fresh start in life

    but it just doesn't seem possible not with the person im living with. They've made me miserable as hell can be.
    Cal30 Cal30 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 11

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    People don't even treat me the way I want to be

    treated. And I don't do a single thing to them but they just come out and hurt me. Even people on here do that to me. Just leave me the **** alone.
    BloodRedDarkness BloodRedDarkness 16-17, F Jul 24, 2014

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    Hearing my parents talk about how much of a

    ***** I am, how lazy I am, etc. when I'm RIGHT in the other room, it's hurtful. It really is, I'm not lazy, and it really hurts me to listen to them say that **** about me. Hearing my dad say "Grace was supposed to take the scraps out." And my mom saying "I know, she was just...
    Bflyboo14 Bflyboo14 13-15, F 12 Responses Dec 22, 2014

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    I Give Up

    I try my best, I really do But I always end up turning it into a big mess. I dont care anymore. I wont care anymore. So What if I have no friends?!? So What if I dont have anyone to talk to?!? So What if I am being backstabbed?!? I dont freaking care!!! Who are they to pick or...
    ScaredFlower ScaredFlower 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 21, 2013

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    12 years ago i was 6.

    I wanted to be a doctor. When i was 6 i had no idea what problems i would have to face today. When i was 8 i thought i was the fattest in my class. When i was 8 i thought i was the ugliest girl in the world. When i was 8 i had my first seizure. When i was 13 i was finally...
    breakersflow breakersflow 18-21, F Jul 22, 2014

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    Imacrazybiatch Imacrazybiatch 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 17, 2014

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    no one dies a virgin.

    life ***** us all.
    Differentisgood Differentisgood 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 5, 2014

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    I hate my life so much,

    that I have so much negative in my life, I'm lonely, I don't have much friend, I fear rejection, I have no self confidence. I don't like who I'm, I lost my best friend, I lost another friend that I meet cause I said something, I'm not good with talking to girls. I always Isolate...
    deleted deleted 26-30 6 Responses Oct 7, 2014

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    TlovesLouise TlovesLouise 22-25, M 2 Responses Jan 17

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    For the past year, I have had nothing

    but disappointment after disappointment. I'm lonely, having no friends to talk to and my family sees me more as a waste of space than anything else. I can't hold down a job and the reasons for being fired range from "You're personality is offputting" to "I don't think your are a...
    VictimOfCircumstance14 VictimOfCircumstance14 22-25, M 1 Response Feb 24

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    Recently got fired...

    ..being charged with a 3rd degree felony....still living with controlling relatives......going broke......drink too much and everyone's on my damn back about it......and I'm 24 with nothing going for me at this point. There's really nothing about my life I'm proud of at the...
    TheOneTheyWarnedYouAbout TheOneTheyWarnedYouAbout 22-25 1 Response Mar 18

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    You come in here and tell me my attitude has

    sucked the last couple of days, OF COURSE IT DOES! Why wouldn't it. He controls my life and treats me like sh!t. I'm old enough by now to make my own decisions, I've pulled up my big girl pants a lonngggggg time ago. I understand why sissy wanted to leave when she did. She was...
    CheerleaderEm CheerleaderEm 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 25

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    lovelinessbathes lovelinessbathes 31-35, M Jan 1

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    its disappointing and frustrating.

    im not even teenagers anymore for gods sake!
    doesitmatterwhatmynameis doesitmatterwhatmynameis 18-21, F Jan 19

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    One of these days, everything will make sense.

    All of these messed up thoughts will be gone, and I'll finally be happy for more than a little while. One of these days, everything will be okay. Just not today... The only problem is that I don't know how much longer I can wait....
    untamedx3heart untamedx3heart 22-25, F Feb 9

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    It's not a constant thing alright,

    sometimes distractions and escapism through being here helps and the supportive friends and people who tried to understand. But I realize right now...indifference is my only option. Why do you think people who claims to love one another, saying that they are family also fights...
    EnvysEnemy EnvysEnemy 22-25, F 2 Responses Mar 16

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