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I Hate My Life Right Now

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    I just don't know what to do anymore.

    .. my life is getting worse day by day. I thought the worst part of my life was over and After my boyfriend and I both had fully time jobs our troubles would be over. Just to recap my miserable last 3 years: my boyfriend was convinced by the local mental health department that...
    jess62186 jess62186 26-30, F 1 Response Aug 7

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    ****** job, stressed out,

    no life, no love... Living a soulless life without pleasure or joy ... Merely existing not living
    thousandcuts thousandcuts 22-25, F 3 Responses Jul 9

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    I absolutely hate my situation.

    I just got my Master's degree in biology, can't find a job and I'm not sure if my experience and grades are enough to apply for a PhD. My grades are good, but not excellent. I'm very interested in molecular medicine, but in my country there are almost no jobs in this field. I...
    DiscoveringTheTruth DiscoveringTheTruth 22-25, F 3 Responses Jul 10

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    If someone told me 10 months ago

    that this is where my life would be today I would have gotten something to eat and drink, and then have blown my brains out.
    anonymousdrummer anonymousdrummer 16-17, M Jul 4

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    damn so many messed up stuffs going on right

    now I desperately need a BREAK! a break away from my life and my MIND. I wish I had a mute button. I keep thinking and its driving me nuts! I just want to be by myself and not have any of it right now.
    CasseMoi CasseMoi 31-35, F 5 Responses Aug 4

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    my day sucked butt...

    ...... nothing good came from it besides the fact I'm still breathing. i wish he could just LITERALLY be here for me
    jontony jontony 18-21, M 1 day ago

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    Living Is Not Living

    Simply being alive and breathing on this planet is not the same as living a life. In my case, I honestly cannot justify my miserable existence. And what I mean by that is even though I am alive and breathing today, I am not however living. I am quite dead inside if you catch my...
    FainofHearts FainofHearts 22-25, M 6 Responses Apr 28, 2013

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    That moment when u scratch the hell out of your

    arm just because your upset but can't cut
    butterflybaby123 butterflybaby123 13-15, F 2 Responses Jun 22

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    There are numerous older men in the world

    who are single and seeking someone special in their life. For all such men, AgeMeet.com has been created as a reliable online platform to find women for dating and companionship. The spokesperson reports that many older men have started finding perfect companions through their...
    allisoncc11 allisoncc11 26-30, F Aug 13

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    Dead Inside

    I'm absolutely numb. Nothing makes me happy, and it feels like nothing ever will. I'm a dead person walking, like a zombie through life, pretending to be like everyone else. When the truth is that I'm a creep, and I don't belong here. I hate my life, and I hate myself. I'll never...
    Abbyjo Abbyjo 18-21, F 13 Responses Dec 2, 2011

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    God. I wish I could go to sleep

    and never wake up. :(
    deleted deleted 26-30 7 Responses May 28, 2014

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    Ugh

    I have been stressing so much lately. My grades are due Wednesday and I am failing pretty much all of my classes because I have been absent so many days and I've missed a lot of assignments. So I only have a few days to make up all of my work so I can't bring up my grade and I'm...
    jessvaughn24 jessvaughn24 18-21, F 4 Responses Oct 7, 2013

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    Hearing my parents talk about how much of a

    ***** I am, how lazy I am, etc. when I'm RIGHT in the other room, it's hurtful. It really is, I'm not lazy, and it really hurts me to listen to them say that **** about me. Hearing my dad say "Grace was supposed to take the scraps out." And my mom saying "I know, she was just...
    Bflyboo14 Bflyboo14 13-15, F 9 Responses Dec 22, 2014

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    12 years ago i was 6.

    I wanted to be a doctor. When i was 6 i had no idea what problems i would have to face today. When i was 8 i thought i was the fattest in my class. When i was 8 i thought i was the ugliest girl in the world. When i was 8 i had my first seizure. When i was 13 i was finally...
    breakersflow breakersflow 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 22, 2014

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    Hmm I have to drop out school

    since I have no money to fee. My mom can't provide money to me anymore so I have to find work. Absolutely, in my life I have ever met this situation. I think it's so hard for me to do work because I have never live in a difficult situation. Before my family is rich, but because...
    Heyjin Heyjin 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 12

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    I hate my life so much,

    that I have so much negative in my life, I'm lonely, I don't have much friend, I fear rejection, I have no self confidence. I don't like who I'm, I lost my best friend, I lost another friend that I meet cause I said something, I'm not good with talking to girls. I always Isolate...
    deleted deleted 26-30 6 Responses Oct 7, 2014

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    SorrynotSorrynotSorry SorrynotSorrynotSorry 26-30, F 3 Responses Aug 7

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    I'm at the point where I want to give up.

    .. I'm an ex cutter thinking about doing it again... I'm broke I'm hungry and my boyfriend of two years is stuck in a different state with no way back to us. I have two kids so I'm trying to be brave for them but I can't take much more. I need help. I can't do it on my own...
    itsmimsy itsmimsy 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 7

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    I am so frustrated right now.

    I'm sick of people at the moment. I avoid social situations and I have on/off suicidal thoughts. Some people in my life currently just frustrate me and bring me down. I even have a relative I don't trust at the moment that is trying to become closer to me. I am already in a bad...
    rcmh171822 rcmh171822 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 23

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    Well, here I am. I am 14 years old

    and live in London, I have recently came out on Instagram, I am now being bullied, I have people who torment me at school and the follow me home only to abuse me more. There is one boy I like, he is gay, I didn't know how to express my feelings then, he moved to Sweden. I have...
    GayCharizard GayCharizard 13-15, M 13 Responses May 28, 2014

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    I hate my life. I wanna kill myself

    but im to scared and I am really hating my life here. I used to believe in god but maybe god forget about me and just ignore me maybe when I really cant take this **** anymore I'll end it myself.
    sahabatnoah sahabatnoah 18-21, M Aug 14

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    Jaze just dumped this morning.

    Now the only thing I have right now is a half tub of Ben & Jerry and my collection of break up DVD's I'm currently on Predator. I wish I had a group of girl friends around here so I'd have someone to talk to as I don't wanna talk to any of the MALE populace right now!! Men are...
    LizzyFeet1985 LizzyFeet1985 22-25, F 3 Responses Jul 18

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    I hate my life I thought I met someone I could

    trust but they just used me and now I have started cutting again :(
    1losthope 1losthope 18-21, F 6 Responses Dec 16, 2014

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    I knew my life couldn't be

    that happy for a long time... I knew that all those happy moments weren't going to last much. I'm pretty used to be sad tho. Like, w h a t e v e r. I stopped caring a long time ago anyways...
    LittleUnicorn LittleUnicorn 18-21 4 Responses Jun 16

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    I feel like no one likes me

    and everyone is against me. I feel like I have no where to turn and people look down on me. Worthless is not a good enough word to describe how I feel. People treat me so badly when I try to do my best to treat everyone the way I want to be treated. I hate my life almost 95% of...
    livlaughluhv livlaughluhv 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 13

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    I really hate my life right now.

    ... I just feel so alone. All I want to do is cry..
    Juliaw08 Juliaw08 18-21, F 1 Response May 29, 2014

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    So angry and stressed right now.

    Lack of sleep isn't helping. Kids are stressing me out. Acting up, refusing to behave. Today I specifically told them not to touch a cake. I left for 10 minutes to pick up dinner, and they somehow got the cake off the top of the refrigerator, dug in and ruined it. So I'm...
    JacobsGirl360 JacobsGirl360 31-35, F 2 Responses Jun 30

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    I have no idea what has come over me tonight.

    It is 2AM, and I haven't feel this way in a long time. I have been crying for the last hour, I haven't cried in a long time. Actually, I can't remember the last time I cried.I can't get one specific scene from my mind. 9yo me taking pictures of every room of my house, from every...
    null123 null123 26-30, M 2 Responses Aug 4

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    It's my birthday week

    and this one is the worst yet! I've come to the realization that I'm my parents favorite (my siblings would point that out to me, since my parents would try to be more lenient on me) just because they think I'm some cow they can milk, that I'm an investment that'll provide them...
    thecasualdilettante thecasualdilettante 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 25

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    SorrynotSorrynotSorry SorrynotSorrynotSorry 26-30, F Aug 19

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    I hate life. I hate myself.

    I just hate everything! I can't take it anymore!! I'm so sick of feeling so alone and depressed. All the pressure from my family is driving me insane. I feel like I have no one to confide in. My friends all left me because they didn't want to deal with me. Even my best friend...
    MissWallflower MissWallflower 18-21, F 8 Responses Dec 22, 2014

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    People don't even treat me the way I want to be

    treated. And I don't do a single thing to them but they just come out and hurt me. Even people on here do that to me. Just leave me the **** alone.
    BloodRedDarkness BloodRedDarkness 16-17, F Jul 24, 2014

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    I honestly can't recall the last time I was

    happy with my life. I sit here everyday and feel sorry for myself. I make no effort to change it so I can't blame anyone but myself. I just wish I was ******* normal!
    OfficiallyMe OfficiallyMe 18-21, F 5 Responses Jul 9, 2014

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    I used to be a very happy person

    but not anymore. The person I trusted, betrayed me. Lost my trust, there seem to be nothing else left in my heart.
    Chloeliew Chloeliew 31-35, F 3 Responses May 27, 2014

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    I have no confidence

    and I find that I'm insecure and very nervous and anxious in any if not a lot of situations. I hate it, sometimes I think I should go to therapy or something, but I don't know how to do that or how much it would cost or if it would help...
    Experiencezzzz Experiencezzzz 18-21, M 10 Responses Apr 29, 2014

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    I feel a little bit like I am drowning.

    I am 30, married and I have two boys (9 months and 4 years) and I'm a stay at home mom. This is what I always wanted, but not quite how I pictured things. I had to quit school (and no, I cannot finish because illustration is something that you can't do online and no college...
    MintyD MintyD 31-35 2 Responses Feb 24, 2014

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    I am battling depression I get bullied at school

    for being overweight and not pretty like the other girls my mom and "dad" had been together for 20 years and my mom just found out that my ***** donor had been cheating on her with another guy who was married and had three kids I was really close i my father and he broke my...
    Renny1026 Renny1026 13-15, F 2 Responses Aug 3

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    I Feel Nothing

    Hello guys! I'm your average fool who has tried to fit in but doesn't. My only friend is a rabbit, my parents marriage is a phony, and the only girl that has payed attention to me in the past 5 years is not interested in me. Everyone tells me to not give up and that things will...
    forever6219 forever6219 22-25, M 2 Responses Nov 13, 2013

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    I Feel Like A

    Fat Ugly Retarded Worthless Useless Pathetic Loser Insane Lazy Selfish Burden Talentless Annoying Freak Who deserves to die.
    DenaChan DenaChan 13-15, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Don't question it. I fell off my bed

    and dislocated my arm luckily I managed to put it back in place but it hurts like hell
    SpiritOfOrpheus SpiritOfOrpheus 16-17, M 5 Responses Jul 19

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    dogsgowoof dogsgowoof 36-40, M Jun 27

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    Someone..

    Please talk to me before I go completely insane..
    Xingouttheos Xingouttheos 16-17, F 9 Responses Nov 3, 2013

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    Everything's going wrong like everything.

    1. My greatest friends from primary school have split off from me now and are the popular kids and then there's me who nobody notices. 2. I'm getting into trouble everyday at school. 3. I just generally feel bad 4. Me and my family keep arguing 5. One of my best friends...
    HMC17 HMC17 13-15, M 3 Responses Jul 3

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    I hate my life. I wish I were dead.

    I feel like a loser and always have been the loser. No one ever cares about me no one ever loves me. I hate my life so ******* much.
    Lana11211 Lana11211 31-35 1 Response Jul 7

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    I just don't know anymore.

    ..I'm falling apart and I've lost myself...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Dec 15, 2014

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    Jobs on a stalemate, Just went through a rough

    breakup, Nobody to talk.Just turned 22 and im feeling lonely
    SidRiddh SidRiddh 22-25, M 1 Response Aug 14