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I Hate My Life Right Now

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    If someone told me 10 months ago

    that this is where my life would be today I would have gotten something to eat and drink, and then have blown my brains out.
    anonymousdrummer anonymousdrummer 16-17, M Jul 4

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    All my so called friends have decided to ignore

    me, and I have tryed to get in touch with my family but they dont want to know me, is there any point in living.
    sissykira71 sissykira71 41-45, M 1 Response Jun 19

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    Don't question it. I fell off my bed

    and dislocated my arm luckily I managed to put it back in place but it hurts like hell
    SpiritOfOrpheus SpiritOfOrpheus 16-17, M 5 Responses Jul 19

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    I'm so tired of being depressed

    and suicidal. Sometimes I think about ending everything just so I don't have to deal with it anymore.
    dcook6 dcook6 18-21, F 1 Response May 19

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    I'm 19, I live in beautiful California.

    ... Only problem is... I'm pregnant and alone. Yes I have a boyfriend who I love so much but he's working all the time to save money for the baby. But anyways... After everyone found out I'm not close to any family or friends anymore. Ive gained about 46 pounds and I hate my body...
    Juliaw08 Juliaw08 18-21, F 4 Responses May 27, 2014

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    I officially suck at suicide.

    Every time I try, I fail. I'm afraid to stab myself because even that might not work at this point. :/
    DreamWarriorBlake DreamWarriorBlake 22-25, M 8 Responses Jun 27

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    I feel a little bit like I am drowning.

    I am 30, married and I have two boys (9 months and 4 years) and I'm a stay at home mom. This is what I always wanted, but not quite how I pictured things. I had to quit school (and no, I cannot finish because illustration is something that you can't do online and no college...
    MintyD MintyD 31-35 2 Responses Feb 24, 2014

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    Living Is Not Living

    Simply being alive and breathing on this planet is not the same as living a life. In my case, I honestly cannot justify my miserable existence. And what I mean by that is even though I am alive and breathing today, I am not however living. I am quite dead inside if you catch my...
    FainofHearts FainofHearts 22-25, M 6 Responses Apr 28, 2013

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    I absolutely hate my situation.

    I just got my Master's degree in biology, can't find a job and I'm not sure if my experience and grades are enough to apply for a PhD. My grades are good, but not excellent. I'm very interested in molecular medicine, but in my country there are almost no jobs in this field. I...
    DiscoveringTheTruth DiscoveringTheTruth 22-25, F 3 Responses Jul 10

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    dogsgowoof dogsgowoof 36-40, M Jun 27

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    Everyone who first met me all think

    that I'm very lucky when they saw my house, my family and everything. But they have no idea what I've gone through. Everyday I have to tell myself that Don't worry, everything will be okay but things just didn't come that way. I feel like an idiot because I let people get close...
    amyduell06 amyduell06 18-21, F 3 Responses Dec 31, 2014

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    Hmm I have to drop out school

    since I have no money to fee. My mom can't provide money to me anymore so I have to find work. Absolutely, in my life I have ever met this situation. I think it's so hard for me to do work because I have never live in a difficult situation. Before my family is rich, but because...
    Heyjin Heyjin 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 12

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    Am I gonna be another lesbian whose

    relationship goes down the **** hole after putting so much effort into it?
    nikkiHappiness nikkiHappiness 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 9

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    I just don't know anymore.

    ..I'm falling apart and I've lost myself...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Dec 15, 2014

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    this fucke^ suck! I really hate Mondays,

    one thing... I lost my job... secondly I was late to school... I missed one bus to go home and other broken down, so I walked home (glad that was nice). Today... I miss the ****!ng bus again!
    Thankyou1337 Thankyou1337 18-21, M 1 Response Jun 2

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    jjaynes01 jjaynes01 18-21, M Jun 7

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    Dealing with bills, a separation from my

    cheating and lying husband, his parents are driving me nuts, business is slow and i cannot get motivated to clean the house. I have no control of anything in my life right now and it's driving me crazy!!!! I'm such a control freak and I truly hate my effing life right now...
    RooTee RooTee 41-45, M 1 Response Jun 3

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    I hate my life. I wish I were dead.

    I feel like a loser and always have been the loser. No one ever cares about me no one ever loves me. I hate my life so ******* much.
    Lana11211 Lana11211 31-35 1 Response Jul 7

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    12 years ago i was 6.

    I wanted to be a doctor. When i was 6 i had no idea what problems i would have to face today. When i was 8 i thought i was the fattest in my class. When i was 8 i thought i was the ugliest girl in the world. When i was 8 i had my first seizure. When i was 13 i was finally...
    breakersflow breakersflow 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 22, 2014

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    ****** job, stressed out,

    no life, no love... Living a soulless life without pleasure or joy ... Merely existing not living
    thousandcuts thousandcuts 22-25, F 3 Responses Jul 9

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    I wish I would just stop eating.

    So It wasn't another thing I have to get depressed about. You know when you get really down, and fall into this seemingly huge rut- your activity levels go DOWN, and you start gravitating towards ' easy fixes', which effects don't really last that long and just leave you...
    yeahtimesahundred yeahtimesahundred 31-35, F 1 Response Jun 6

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    I knew my life couldn't be

    that happy for a long time... I knew that all those happy moments weren't going to last much. I'm pretty used to be sad tho. Like, w h a t e v e r. I stopped caring a long time ago anyways...
    LittleUnicorn LittleUnicorn 18-21 4 Responses Jun 16

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    I honestly can't recall the last time I was

    happy with my life. I sit here everyday and feel sorry for myself. I make no effort to change it so I can't blame anyone but myself. I just wish I was ******* normal!
    OfficiallyMe OfficiallyMe 18-21, F 5 Responses Jul 9, 2014

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    I'm pretty sure I have one of the most pathetic

    lives out there. I'm so ashamed of my situation right now. Where do I begin?! 1. I recently turned 18 years old 2. I live with my parents 2. I'm jobless 3. I don't attend school 4. I struggle with depression 5. I struggle with low self- esteem 6. I struggle with social anxiety...
    pixywrites pixywrites 18-21, F 5 Responses Jun 21

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    Dead Inside

    I'm absolutely numb. Nothing makes me happy, and it feels like nothing ever will. I'm a dead person walking, like a zombie through life, pretending to be like everyone else. When the truth is that I'm a creep, and I don't belong here. I hate my life, and I hate myself. I'll never...
    Abbyjo Abbyjo 18-21, F 13 Responses Dec 2, 2011

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    Everyone is busy with their own ****,

    nobody has time for me. I have to do everything alone. Figure out everything alone. Go through everything alone. I'm so sick of it!
    laleee laleee 31-35, F 3 Responses Jun 30

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    My story is one so sad i cant bare to tell ir.

    .. Im so fun and bubbly and loud and ... No one ever knows how hard things are... If i reckon that ill die of a broken heart.. Ive been dealt a ****** hand and i always smile snd tell my self i can do it.. Nothing has broken me yet so i can keep going... But dya know shat. I dont...
    FAIRYboobs FAIRYboobs 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 1

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    I have no confidence

    and I find that I'm insecure and very nervous and anxious in any if not a lot of situations. I hate it, sometimes I think I should go to therapy or something, but I don't know how to do that or how much it would cost or if it would help...
    Experiencezzzz Experiencezzzz 18-21, M 10 Responses Apr 29, 2014

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    I am so frustrated right now.

    I'm sick of people at the moment. I avoid social situations and I have on/off suicidal thoughts. Some people in my life currently just frustrate me and bring me down. I even have a relative I don't trust at the moment that is trying to become closer to me. I am already in a bad...
    rcmh171822 rcmh171822 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 23

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    I hate my life I thought I met someone I could

    trust but they just used me and now I have started cutting again :(
    1losthope 1losthope 18-21, F 6 Responses Dec 16, 2014

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    Ugh

    I have been stressing so much lately. My grades are due Wednesday and I am failing pretty much all of my classes because I have been absent so many days and I've missed a lot of assignments. So I only have a few days to make up all of my work so I can't bring up my grade and I'm...
    jessvaughn24 jessvaughn24 18-21, F 4 Responses Oct 7, 2013

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    People don't even treat me the way I want to be

    treated. And I don't do a single thing to them but they just come out and hurt me. Even people on here do that to me. Just leave me the **** alone.
    BloodRedDarkness BloodRedDarkness 16-17, F Jul 24, 2014

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    I lost my job 2 months ago.

    I can't find a new one. Can't find hope anywhere. I'm hopelessly in love with my friend, who knows it, but chooses to keep on going out with a guy who would rather hang out with his bromance the whole time she is over at his house, and only gives her a few hours. I honestly...
    Hatred69 Hatred69 26-30, M 1 Response Jun 2

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    Needles

    I never needed the feeling of pain to get me through the day before.. I was only 12.. A mother consumed by alcohol, to dizzy to mind her children and a father that was always working to pay the bills and buy us off with plastic toys that filled our faces with this fake happiness...
    Xingouttheos Xingouttheos 16-17, F 8 Responses Mar 2, 2013

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    That moment when u scratch the hell out of your

    arm just because your upset but can't cut
    butterflybaby123 butterflybaby123 13-15, F 2 Responses Jun 22

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    I seriously hate my life right now.

    Its so ****** up. My mom hates me I think. The 4th of July she said I don't belong here in an Funny Evil kind of way. And my new step brother likes me. He's just one year older and he's pretty handsome, cute or whatever. But he my brother so Ew. People keep lying to me. Like wtf...
    SDavis3543 SDavis3543 16-17, F Jul 6

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    I hate my life so much,

    that I have so much negative in my life, I'm lonely, I don't have much friend, I fear rejection, I have no self confidence. I don't like who I'm, I lost my best friend, I lost another friend that I meet cause I said something, I'm not good with talking to girls. I always Isolate...
    deleted deleted 26-30 6 Responses Oct 7, 2014

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    I hate my life after graduation.

    I haven't felt so lonely and the job that I do is very frustrating. I have never thought that my life would be lonely and scared of the future.
    jineshk jineshk 22-25, M Jun 2

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    I used to be a very happy person

    but not anymore. The person I trusted, betrayed me. Lost my trust, there seem to be nothing else left in my heart.
    Chloeliew Chloeliew 31-35, F 3 Responses May 27, 2014

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    Everything's going wrong like everything.

    1. My greatest friends from primary school have split off from me now and are the popular kids and then there's me who nobody notices. 2. I'm getting into trouble everyday at school. 3. I just generally feel bad 4. Me and my family keep arguing 5. One of my best friends...
    HMC17 HMC17 13-15, M 4 Responses Jul 3

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    I'm tired of my life.

    I'm tired of being in limbo with this divorce. I'm tired of being a single mom since the separation almost 2 years ago. I'm tired of playing referee, cook, housekeeper, driver, provider, etc. for my kids. I'm just tired, and I want to runaway by myself. Who knew all of...
    LRMommyof3 LRMommyof3 36-40, F 3 Responses May 23

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    Well, here I am. I am 14 years old

    and live in London, I have recently came out on Instagram, I am now being bullied, I have people who torment me at school and the follow me home only to abuse me more. There is one boy I like, he is gay, I didn't know how to express my feelings then, he moved to Sweden. I have...
    GayCharizard GayCharizard 13-15, M 13 Responses May 28, 2014

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    Heyababe Heyababe 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 19, 2014

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    I really hate my life right now.

    ... I just feel so alone. All I want to do is cry..
    Juliaw08 Juliaw08 18-21, F 1 Response May 29, 2014

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    I Feel Nothing

    Hello guys! I'm your average fool who has tried to fit in but doesn't. My only friend is a rabbit, my parents marriage is a phony, and the only girl that has payed attention to me in the past 5 years is not interested in me. Everyone tells me to not give up and that things will...
    forever6219 forever6219 22-25, M 2 Responses Nov 13, 2013

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    Hearing my parents talk about how much of a

    ***** I am, how lazy I am, etc. when I'm RIGHT in the other room, it's hurtful. It really is, I'm not lazy, and it really hurts me to listen to them say that **** about me. Hearing my dad say "Grace was supposed to take the scraps out." And my mom saying "I know, she was just...
    Bflyboo14 Bflyboo14 13-15, F 9 Responses Dec 22, 2014

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