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I Hate My Life Right Now

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    Everyone warned me to take care of myself,

    but too many people needed me. Now i find my self drowning. Staring at a knife thinking how this is a life im choosing to remain in. Smothering. Suffocating lost. And i sit here. And choose to suffer instead of ending it, i wish i was a little bit braver.. I wish i didnt care
    FAIRYboobs FAIRYboobs 18-21, F 4 Responses Apr 14

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    I hate my life I thought I met someone I could

    trust but they just used me and now I have started cutting again :(
    1losthope 1losthope 18-21, F 6 Responses Dec 16, 2014

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    Things have get worse

    before they can get better.
    anonymousdrummer anonymousdrummer 13-15, M 1 Response May 12

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    I spend a lot of time daydreaming,

    whether it be how easier my life would be if I didn't make the mistakes that I made or how life would be perfect if this or that happened. And people have made comment to that effect. Telling me that i'm self involved, and self centered. But they don't know about the long nights...
    anonymousdrummer anonymousdrummer 13-15, M 1 Response Apr 16

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    I just don't know anymore.

    ..I'm falling apart and I've lost myself...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Dec 15, 2014

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    In need of a fresh start in life

    but it just doesn't seem possible not with the person im living with. They've made me miserable as hell can be.
    Cal30 Cal30 31-35, F 1 Response Mar 11

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    I never thought I'll say this

    but I'm actually tired of everything right now I'm fed up with problems I just want to give up on life I can't Do this no more :(
    CallMeFaye CallMeFaye 18-21, F Mar 13

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    I'm so tired of being depressed

    and suicidal. Sometimes I think about ending everything just so I don't have to deal with it anymore.
    dcook6 dcook6 16-17, F 1 Response a week ago

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    Everything revolves around my sister

    and her depression, and yes I know depression is a terrible mental disorder and all, but my family keeps undermining me and putting me in these situations where I feel like I'm pointless and don't mean anything to them. They always do whatever they can to ensure that she wakes...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response May 17

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    I feel a little bit like I am drowning.

    I am 30, married and I have two boys (9 months and 4 years) and I'm a stay at home mom. This is what I always wanted, but not quite how I pictured things. I had to quit school (and no, I cannot finish because illustration is something that you can't do online and no college...
    MintyD MintyD 31-35 2 Responses Feb 24, 2014

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    It seems like the older i get the less care

    your parents give, my dad is a workaholic and he just supports us financially but really all he cares about is his work , my mother says hurtful things to me like get out of my face and whenever i try to talk no one listens its like they're blinded by their thoughts ..seriously...
    leen94 leen94 18-21, F 5 Responses Apr 16

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    I've lost... everything.

    I don't know how to move on from this.
    aelizabeth3300 aelizabeth3300 13-15, F 3 Responses May 7

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    I used to be a very happy person

    but not anymore. The person I trusted, betrayed me. Lost my trust, there seem to be nothing else left in my heart.
    Chloeliew Chloeliew 31-35, F 3 Responses May 27, 2014

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    Right now, I'm going through a tough time.

    Both my parents are out of town and my dad just continuously gets mad at me. I hate my stepmom and I just want to live with my mom but I'm too young to choose without my dads consent. My dad won't give consent. My stepmom is always mean to me and I just wanna run away. I don't...
    Juliasaenz Juliasaenz 13-15, F 1 Response May 16

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    Why am I even here anymore?

    I'm obviously not wanted in the house. Sh!t went down on Friday night and it's now Saturday night and I haven't been spoken too. When I left I didn't get a "bye love you". Why don't you just let me leave. I will be happier. You will be happier. There is no reason for me to be...
    CheerleaderEm CheerleaderEm 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 28

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    I have no confidence

    and I find that I'm insecure and very nervous and anxious in any if not a lot of situations. I hate it, sometimes I think I should go to therapy or something, but I don't know how to do that or how much it would cost or if it would help...
    Experiencezzzz Experiencezzzz 18-21, M 10 Responses Apr 29, 2014

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    Needles

    I never needed the feeling of pain to get me through the day before.. I was only 12.. A mother consumed by alcohol, to dizzy to mind her children and a father that was always working to pay the bills and buy us off with plastic toys that filled our faces with this fake happiness...
    Xingouttheos Xingouttheos 16-17, F 8 Responses Mar 2, 2013

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    How do you jump out of a hole that's thirty

    feet deep. I can see the boy I adore at the top so clearly. I can see everybody knows where they're going.. they're thirty more feet above everybody else. how can I pull myself out of this hole as everybody walks on by?
    Jamal1234567 Jamal1234567 16-17, M May 7

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    I hate my life so much,

    that I have so much negative in my life, I'm lonely, I don't have much friend, I fear rejection, I have no self confidence. I don't like who I'm, I lost my best friend, I lost another friend that I meet cause I said something, I'm not good with talking to girls. I always Isolate...
    deleted deleted 26-30 6 Responses Oct 7, 2014

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    because I have to wear nail polish every day

    as if I do not , my mental illness tell me to wear it or I will sleepwalk and wear my nail polish on and I keep getting so disturd that I wear my nail polish everyday. And i eat my nail polish by accident to causing me super horrid stomach pains . And i can taste that cuticle...
    Thedepressedgirlatthewindow Thedepressedgirlatthewindow 16-17, F May 2

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    I hate life. I hate myself.

    I just hate everything! I can't take it anymore!! I'm so sick of feeling so alone and depressed. All the pressure from my family is driving me insane. I feel like I have no one to confide in. My friends all left me because they didn't want to deal with me. Even my best friend...
    MissWallflower MissWallflower 18-21, F 9 Responses Dec 22, 2014

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    Everyone who first met me all think

    that I'm very lucky when they saw my house, my family and everything. But they have no idea what I've gone through. Everyday I have to tell myself that Don't worry, everything will be okay but things just didn't come that way. I feel like an idiot because I let people get close...
    amyduell06 amyduell06 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 31, 2014

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    Well, here I am. I am 14 years old

    and live in London, I have recently came out on Instagram, I am now being bullied, I have people who torment me at school and the follow me home only to abuse me more. There is one boy I like, he is gay, I didn't know how to express my feelings then, he moved to Sweden. I have...
    GayCharizard GayCharizard 13-15, M 14 Responses May 28, 2014

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    I hate my live i want to go other world i hate

    Tunisie ooooof my lord help me im very tired :(
    bilelfarhat bilelfarhat 22-25, M 1 Response Apr 14

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    That's it. I'm done. I can't take any more pain.

    No one cares that I'm dying right before their eyes. Well then fine, I will end the waiting, end the agony, end the anger and fear. Tonight shall be my last, and don't any of you optimistic-happy-go-lucky jerks try to say anything against it. No, it will not "get better". No, I...
    VictimOfCircumstance14 VictimOfCircumstance14 22-25, M 1 Response Apr 13

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    I didn't get into PA school.

    I am over qualified academically but apparently inadequate in some other way. I just want to practice medicine and have jumped through all the hoops to get there. so here I am in a small trashy town in central Florida, and I didn't get out of bed today...again. my husband and...
    babarry babarry 31-35, F 1 Response Apr 9

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    I really hate my life right now.

    ... I just feel so alone. All I want to do is cry..
    Juliaw08 Juliaw08 18-21, F 2 Responses May 29, 2014

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    I used to be so happy

    and now all I want to do is be dead.:(
    depressedgirl1234567890 depressedgirl1234567890 13-15, F 5 Responses Jun 5, 2014

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    It's so fuc.king noisy here all the time.

    If only I had a staple gun right now because everyone here won't shut the fu.ck up for a few hours...
    BrutallyHonest13 BrutallyHonest13 22-25, F 3 Responses May 7

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    sarahccaa sarahccaa 26-30, F May 18

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    I got my wisdom teeths pull out

    and there the back one 4 of them and I try my best but it was never good info to began with either I told my mom it tasted bitter the power medical on my tongue And I whine like a baby I can't help it if it hurts so much too. she want to leave me and go far away from me. I...
    hellgirl123 hellgirl123 18-21, F May 15

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    People don't even treat me the way I want to be

    treated. And I don't do a single thing to them but they just come out and hurt me. Even people on here do that to me. Just leave me the **** alone.
    BloodRedDarkness BloodRedDarkness 16-17, F Jul 24, 2014

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    12 years ago i was 6.

    I wanted to be a doctor. When i was 6 i had no idea what problems i would have to face today. When i was 8 i thought i was the fattest in my class. When i was 8 i thought i was the ugliest girl in the world. When i was 8 i had my first seizure. When i was 13 i was finally...
    breakersflow breakersflow 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 22, 2014

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    For the past year, I have had nothing

    but disappointment after disappointment. I'm lonely, having no friends to talk to and my family sees me more as a waste of space than anything else. I can't hold down a job and the reasons for being fired range from "You're personality is offputting" to "I don't think your are a...
    VictimOfCircumstance14 VictimOfCircumstance14 22-25, M 1 Response Feb 24

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    Living Is Not Living

    Simply being alive and breathing on this planet is not the same as living a life. In my case, I honestly cannot justify my miserable existence. And what I mean by that is even though I am alive and breathing today, I am not however living. I am quite dead inside if you catch my...
    FainofHearts FainofHearts 22-25, M 6 Responses Apr 28, 2013

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    no one dies a virgin.

    life ***** us all.
    Differentisgood Differentisgood 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 5, 2014

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    Me; aah i'm so happy right now,

    life is good 😄 Life; waait a minute guurl, not that fast 😈
    Brokendreams24 Brokendreams24 16-17, F 2 Responses May 21, 2014

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    Heyababe Heyababe 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 19, 2014

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    I honestly can't recall the last time I was

    happy with my life. I sit here everyday and feel sorry for myself. I make no effort to change it so I can't blame anyone but myself. I just wish I was ******* normal!
    OfficiallyMe OfficiallyMe 18-21, F 5 Responses Jul 9, 2014

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    Dead Inside

    I'm absolutely numb. Nothing makes me happy, and it feels like nothing ever will. I'm a dead person walking, like a zombie through life, pretending to be like everyone else. When the truth is that I'm a creep, and I don't belong here. I hate my life, and I hate myself. I'll never...
    Abbyjo Abbyjo 18-21, F 13 Responses Dec 2, 2011

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    I have spent all day cleaning cooking

    organising our house only to have my fiancé come home not notice and literally disagree with everything I have had to say and if I stand up for what I'm saying he just starts yelling at me. And then he found out I forgot to pay a bill omg I actually though I was going to die! I...
    Boo22boo Boo22boo 22-25, F 9 Responses May 27, 2014

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    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Dec 17, 2014

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    I'm 19, I live in beautiful California.

    ... Only problem is... I'm pregnant and alone. Yes I have a boyfriend who I love so much but he's working all the time to save money for the baby. But anyways... After everyone found out I'm not close to any family or friends anymore. Ive gained about 46 pounds and I hate my body...
    Juliaw08 Juliaw08 18-21, F 4 Responses May 27, 2014

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    God. I wish I could go to sleep

    and never wake up. :(
    deleted deleted 26-30 7 Responses May 28, 2014

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    I'm tired of my life.

    I'm tired of being in limbo with this divorce. I'm tired of being a single mom since the separation almost 2 years ago. I'm tired of playing referee, cook, housekeeper, driver, provider, etc. for my kids. I'm just tired, and I want to runaway by myself. Who knew all of...
    LRMommyof3 LRMommyof3 36-40, F 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    I made a mistake on joining the army.

    I knew it would suck but I guess I under estimated how long 3 years is. I'm halfway around the world, I miss home, I hate everyone here, my job sucks, all I have going for me is a promising career and benefits when I get out but that's not even certain because somehow I keep...
    m112 m112 22-25, M 1 Response May 8

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