I Hate My Life Right Now

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    God. I wish I could go to sleep

    and never wake up. :(
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    7 Responses May 28, 2014

    Seriously, **** MY LIFE!

    I don't care if I'm being negative right now because I'm done with pretending I'm happy and everything is ok. I'm never good enough for anyone. No one wants me. No one loves me. I'm always second choice, never a priority. I'm invisible to practically everyone. When are...
    SeanaO SeanaO
    22-25, F
    11 Responses Sep 23, 2015

    The only positive I had to look forward to gets

    shot down because my brother drops me, nothing good has happened to me for the last year and now the only good I was look forward to is now not a option because my **** car is to unreliable to get me from one city to the next. **** you life I had positivity and now my out look...
    Tiggerzzzz Tiggerzzzz
    22-25, M
    Apr 14

    I'm in my room it 22:43 I'm normal asleep/

    reading at 21:00 I'm not I'm hiding, from what? Everthing what's in my head the work out side the things I want the things I dont I'm hiding from Everthing and everyone. Coz copeing is becoming harder and harder " in a world fild with hatrid someone would rather die than be who...
    Lasbutterfly Lasbutterfly
    18-21, F
    1 Response Oct 31, 2015

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    emilyccaa emilyccaa
    26-30, F
    Dec 7, 2015

    I just don't know anymore.

    ..I'm falling apart and I've lost myself...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Dec 15, 2014
    infires infires
    16-17, F
    Oct 12, 2015

    I left the love of my life

    for a girl who didn't love me, I had psychosis and religious delusions and I'm studying theology wich I don't give a s*** about and it just gets on my nerve when people talk about a loving God. I am 26 and have no work experience whatsoever. I'm going to be a pastor in five...
    Gioele Gioele
    26-30, M
    2 Responses Dec 31, 2015

    I dont love my husband,

    i dont enjoy nothing with him. his voice annoys me and his touch is disgusting to me. He is a good guy, he cares and loves me very much. Im misarable with myself. i hate his calls....I miss feeling love again.
    Naima86 Naima86
    31-35, F
    Mar 24

    It's sad that I'm used to waking up in the

    morning and think of ways to commit suicide.
    RainbowCrayon666 RainbowCrayon666
    16-17, F
    2 Responses Jan 2

    I used to be so happy

    and now all I want to do is be dead.:(
    depressedgirl1234567890 depressedgirl1234567890
    13-15, F
    5 Responses Jun 5, 2014

    Everyone warned me to take care of myself,

    but too many people needed me. Now i find my self drowning. Staring at a knife thinking how this is a life im choosing to remain in. Smothering. Suffocating lost. And i sit here. And choose to suffer instead of ending it, i wish i was a little bit braver.. I wish i didnt care
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Apr 14, 2015
    SheWhoCuts SheWhoCuts
    13-15, F
    1 Response Jan 12

    I swear it's suffocating being here.

    My dad had one of his dictating meetings. He told us "We need to help mom more." I do everything but no one notices. He always sits there in the morning and does nothing. Then he tells us if we're going to sleep in we have to tell him or communicate that. What the hell? He wants...
    LoveisBeautiful5013 LoveisBeautiful5013
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Feb 6

    Im just a senior in high school

    who has gone through so much and is still at the moment. I grew up watching my parents fight all the time to the point where i thought it was normal to hear them argue everyday... I had no friends in middle school because they hated me and then id go home and hear my parents...
    Marthaa3204 Marthaa3204
    16-17, F
    2 Responses Jan 21

    Nothing is going right

    and I feel like things will never change or get better.
    gabriellachristinaxo gabriellachristinaxo
    22-25, F
    1 Response Oct 14, 2015

    Well, here I am. I am 14 years old

    and live in London, I have recently came out on Instagram, I am now being bullied, I have people who torment me at school and the follow me home only to abuse me more. There is one boy I like, he is gay, I didn't know how to express my feelings then, he moved to Sweden. I have...
    GayCharizard GayCharizard
    16-17, M
    12 Responses May 28, 2014

    I am at the bar drinking,

    these are my thoughts. I am living my life. Moving on. To have a single friend, joy. I forget about you, forget about us. Seeking something, seeking passion, seeking compassion, seeking more, seeking... love. Then I remember what was us. Your embracing warmth in the bed. The...
    SeekingMyUnknown SeekingMyUnknown
    31-35, M
    2 Responses Oct 12, 2015

    Everything's going wrong like everything.

    1. My greatest friends from primary school have split off from me now and are the popular kids and then there's me who nobody notices. 2. I'm getting into trouble everyday at school. 3. I just generally feel bad 4. Me and my family keep arguing 5. One of my best friends...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Jul 3, 2015

    its crappy and worthless

    and i dont see the point in staying here.
    livinginabox003 livinginabox003
    18-21, F
    1 Response Mar 31

    I am so frustrated right now.

    I'm sick of people at the moment. I avoid social situations and I have on/off suicidal thoughts. Some people in my life currently just frustrate me and bring me down. I even have a relative I don't trust at the moment that is trying to become closer to me. I am already in a bad...
    rcmh171822 rcmh171822
    18-21, F
    Jun 23, 2015

    I hate my life so much,

    that I have so much negative in my life, I'm lonely, I don't have much friend, I fear rejection, I have no self confidence. I don't like who I'm, I lost my best friend, I lost another friend that I meet cause I said something, I'm not good with talking to girls. I always Isolate...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    6 Responses Oct 7, 2014

    I look around at all the other stories on here

    and other people's problems and I always feel so weak and pathetic because I'm lying here crying about my tiny ******* problems and wishing I had the balls to commit suicide in an apartment paid for by my parents, knowing that any financial troubles I have can just be taken care...
    jwhansen jwhansen
    18-21, M
    3 Responses Jan 6
    Heyababe Heyababe
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Aug 19, 2014
    maddragonfly maddragonfly
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Oct 12, 2015

    I honestly can't recall the last time I was

    happy with my life. I sit here everyday and feel sorry for myself. I make no effort to change it so I can't blame anyone but myself. I just wish I was ******* normal!
    OfficiallyMe OfficiallyMe
    18-21, F
    5 Responses Jul 9, 2014

    I hate feeling so arbitrary all the time.

    I feel that no matter what system of rules or laws or principles I try to live my life by, nothing gives me any sense of stability. I'm tired of fighting myself and abusing myself over things that don't really matter. I want to have goals that matter and feel normal!
    Imipramine Imipramine
    22-25, M
    1 Response Nov 25, 2015
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Jun 16, 2015

    I hate my life right now,

    in my school my friend all have iPhone but I have a cheap small old phone. I use this phone for 3years and I think it's time to change the phone so last years I ask my dad if he can buy me new phone and then I explain my reason why I needs new phone. Then my dad said you don't...
    Icantthinktheusernamebruh Icantthinktheusernamebruh
    16-17, F
    1 Response Oct 12, 2015

    Living Is Not Living

    Simply being alive and breathing on this planet is not the same as living a life. In my case, I honestly cannot justify my miserable existence. And what I mean by that is even though I am alive and breathing today, I am not however living. I am quite dead inside if you catch my...
    FainofHearts FainofHearts
    22-25, M
    6 Responses Apr 28, 2013
    lilkattie5684 lilkattie5684
    13-15, F
    1 Response Dec 7, 2015

    I just got a new friend

    and then I had to go and screw it up so I'm not a loner woohoo I'm so happy not. Urgh I just hate myself
    Girlgamer11 Girlgamer11
    13-15, F
    2 Responses Oct 18, 2015

    Ugh

    I have been stressing so much lately. My grades are due Wednesday and I am failing pretty much all of my classes because I have been absent so many days and I've missed a lot of assignments. So I only have a few days to make up all of my work so I can't bring up my grade and I'm...
    jessvaughn24 jessvaughn24
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Oct 7, 2013

    I can't believe I lost my mom at 25 years old.

    No matter how much I try to tell myself that death is a part of life I just can't accept this. It's overwhelming.
    batcatgirl batcatgirl
    22-25, F
    5 Responses Jan 24

    When people don't believe you

    when you say you're going to kill yourself.
    RainbowCrayon666 RainbowCrayon666
    16-17, F
    1 Response Dec 30, 2015

    Everything is just going downhill

    and I'm starting to lose hope.
    lolahoisen lolahoisen
    18-21, F
    6 Responses Oct 21, 2015
    Pinkprosecco Pinkprosecco
    41-45, F
    2 Responses Oct 31, 2015

    Needles

    I never needed the feeling of pain to get me through the day before.. I was only 12.. A mother consumed by alcohol, to dizzy to mind her children and a father that was always working to pay the bills and buy us off with plastic toys that filled our faces with this fake happiness...
    Iamvindicated Iamvindicated
    18-21, F
    7 Responses Mar 2, 2013

    I suffer from very bad depression

    and none of the medicine works I constantly cry and i never have anything interesting to say or think. I am in a relationship i do not like with a drunk asswhole who blames me for everything. My self esteem has been horrible. I hate my life, bad things always happen to me...
    sletvanavinivatche sletvanavinivatche
    16-17, F
    Nov 20, 2015

    Hearing my parents talk about how much of a

    ***** I am, how lazy I am, etc. when I'm RIGHT in the other room, it's hurtful. It really is, I'm not lazy, and it really hurts me to listen to them say that **** about me. Hearing my dad say "Grace was supposed to take the scraps out." And my mom saying "I know, she was just...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    6 Responses Dec 22, 2014

    I really hate my life right now.

    ... I just feel so alone. All I want to do is cry..
    Juliaw08 Juliaw08
    18-21, F
    1 Response May 29, 2014

    I love this girl for a while

    and now right before the holidays and comes flat out and tells me that she's happier with someone else
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Dec 4, 2015

    I feel a little bit like I am drowning.

    I am 30, married and I have two boys (9 months and 4 years) and I'm a stay at home mom. This is what I always wanted, but not quite how I pictured things. I had to quit school (and no, I cannot finish because illustration is something that you can't do online and no college...
    MintyD MintyD
    31-35
    2 Responses Feb 24, 2014

    I hate life. I hate myself.

    I just hate everything! I can't take it anymore!! I'm so sick of feeling so alone and depressed. All the pressure from my family is driving me insane. I feel like I have no one to confide in. My friends all left me because they didn't want to deal with me. Even my best friend...
    MissWallflower MissWallflower
    18-21, F
    6 Responses Dec 22, 2014
    dqtxeb25 dqtxeb25
    22-25, F
    1 Response Oct 31, 2015

    12 years ago i was 6.

    I wanted to be a doctor. When i was 6 i had no idea what problems i would have to face today. When i was 8 i thought i was the fattest in my class. When i was 8 i thought i was the ugliest girl in the world. When i was 8 i had my first seizure. When i was 13 i was finally...
    breakersflow breakersflow
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jul 22, 2014
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    3 Responses Dec 29, 2015

    That moment when u scratch the hell out of your

    arm just because your upset but can't cut
    butterflybaby123 butterflybaby123
    13-15, F
    2 Responses Jun 22, 2015

    I have Chronic Heart Failure

    and it's getting worse. Statistically I have around five years to live, give or take. It's making what once were simple things near impossible and very frustrating. The weekend just gone for example I cut my front lawn, that's all I managed to do and it took me two days. Two...
    Dropbear Dropbear
    46-50, M
    5 Responses Oct 12, 2015

    Someone..

    Please talk to me before I go completely insane..
    Iamvindicated Iamvindicated
    18-21, F
    8 Responses Nov 3, 2013

    I have no confidence

    and I find that I'm insecure and very nervous and anxious in any if not a lot of situations. I hate it, sometimes I think I should go to therapy or something, but I don't know how to do that or how much it would cost or if it would help...
    Experiencezzzz Experiencezzzz
    18-21, M
    10 Responses Apr 29, 2014

    there is no one around you,

    when you are ****** up, not even the one ****** you up ;(
    brainstruggle brainstruggle
    22-25, M
    Feb 11

    Everyone who first met me all think

    that I'm very lucky when they saw my house, my family and everything. But they have no idea what I've gone through. Everyday I have to tell myself that Don't worry, everything will be okay but things just didn't come that way. I feel like an idiot because I let people get close...
    amyduell06 amyduell06
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Dec 31, 2014

    I hate my life I thought I met someone I could

    trust but they just used me and now I have started cutting again :(
    1losthope 1losthope
    22-25, F
    4 Responses Dec 16, 2014

    I know life has its ups

    and downs. If everything were easy we wouldn't enjoy the good times. But, sometimes life will kick you when you are down. No matter how hard you try to get up, another blow sends you down further than where you started. I know others are dealing with things way worse than I am...
    amisfitlady amisfitlady
    41-45, F
    3 Responses Jan 11

    You have a way of making me feel like pure ****.

    Like you give me the last bit of what you ever had or worked for. Like all I do is sit here, neglect myself, my being, depressed, no luck, no friends, no life. You act so concerned, I swear you confuse me. You do one thing, say the opposite, do another. Nothing I do will be good...
    mentallyhigh mentallyhigh
    18-21, F
    1 Response Mar 16
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