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I Hate My Life Right Now

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    I Feel Nothing

    Hello guys! I'm your average fool who has tried to fit in but doesn't. My only friend is a rabbit, my parents marriage is a phony, and the only girl that has payed attention to me in the past 5 years is not interested in me. Everyone tells me to not give up and that things will...
    forever6219 forever6219 22-25, M 2 Responses Nov 13, 2013

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    My ex used to tell me he loved me,

    that I healed him from his pain, that he hoped we'd spend the rest of our lives together, and that I meant a lot to him. He knew I was innocent, sweet, submissive, and caring. He took my virginity. About two months ago, that all changed when he dumped me. Then he became callous...
    lovecatsnothumans lovecatsnothumans 22-25, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    Ugh

    I have been stressing so much lately. My grades are due Wednesday and I am failing pretty much all of my classes because I have been absent so many days and I've missed a lot of assignments. So I only have a few days to make up all of my work so I can't bring up my grade and I'm...
    jessvaughn24 jessvaughn24 18-21, F 4 Responses Oct 7, 2013

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    God. I wish I could go to sleep

    and never wake up. :(
    KortneeAnne KortneeAnne 26-30, F 7 Responses May 28, 2014

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    no one dies a virgin.

    life ***** us all.
    Differentisgood Differentisgood 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 5, 2014

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    lovelinessbathes lovelinessbathes 31-35, M Jan 1

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    UGH is this week over yet?

    ? Literally the week from hell. Not sure what's making it so awful, but I just wanna quit everything. Just stop living to make the pain stop. I have a math quiz tomorrow and I don't know what the hell I'm doing. I'm so lost and majorly struggling right now. I shouldn't even be up...
    lizygurl lizygurl 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 14

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    that moment when u find out ur ex fiance is

    have a baby with his new gf:'(
    barrelracer1 barrelracer1 18-21, F 4 Responses Feb 4

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    Imacrazybiatch Imacrazybiatch 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 17, 2014

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    I have no confidence

    and I find that I'm insecure and very nervous and anxious in any if not a lot of situations. I hate it, sometimes I think I should go to therapy or something, but I don't know how to do that or how much it would cost or if it would help...
    Experiencezzzz Experiencezzzz 18-21, M 11 Responses Apr 29, 2014

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    Needles

    I never needed the feeling of pain to get me through the day before.. I was only 12.. A mother consumed by alcohol, to dizzy to mind her children and a father that was always working to pay the bills and buy us off with plastic toys that filled our faces with this fake happiness...
    Xingouttheos Xingouttheos 16-17, F 7 Responses Mar 2, 2013

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    I am 18 years old.and I feel like nobody hates

    life as much as I do.every time I try to change my life I fail and my life gets worst that it was.and now I gave up and I don't know what to do.I feel like I am never going to be the same person I was or be happy again
    9l9l9l 9l9l9l 18-21 1 Response Feb 20

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    I am frustrated. Frustrated with myself,

    life and people. I hate my job, hate people in general and life is hard. With little money how on earth am I supposed to live? I work, work and work... after rent I get nothing. I am getting to the point where I am going to punch a wall in annoyance. Money, why does everything...
    PikaRoarrk PikaRoarrk 18-21, F Jan 11

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    TlovesLouise TlovesLouise 22-25, M 2 Responses Jan 17

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    One of these days, everything will make sense.

    All of these messed up thoughts will be gone, and I'll finally be happy for more than a little while. One of these days, everything will be okay. Just not today... The only problem is that I don't know how much longer I can wait....
    untamedx3heart untamedx3heart 22-25, F Feb 9

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    deleted deleted 26-30 5 Responses Jan 2

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    Hearing my parents talk about how much of a

    ***** I am, how lazy I am, etc. when I'm RIGHT in the other room, it's hurtful. It really is, I'm not lazy, and it really hurts me to listen to them say that **** about me. Hearing my dad say "Grace was supposed to take the scraps out." And my mom saying "I know, she was just...
    Bflyboo14 Bflyboo14 13-15, F 13 Responses Dec 22, 2014

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    You come in here and tell me my attitude has

    sucked the last couple of days, OF COURSE IT DOES! Why wouldn't it. He controls my life and treats me like sh!t. I'm old enough by now to make my own decisions, I've pulled up my big girl pants a lonngggggg time ago. I understand why sissy wanted to leave when she did. She was...
    CheerleaderEm CheerleaderEm 16-17, F 3 Responses Jan 25

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    I just hate my life .

    . && I wanna die . 😔 gosh it would really be good to know someone's out there ..
    AfroLove24 AfroLove24 13-15, F 2 Responses Jul 12, 2014

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    I hate everthing y does goes

    so bad for when u want to self harm urself
    aine12 aine12 22-25, F 2 Responses Feb 17

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    Dead Inside

    I'm absolutely numb. Nothing makes me happy, and it feels like nothing ever will. I'm a dead person walking, like a zombie through life, pretending to be like everyone else. When the truth is that I'm a creep, and I don't belong here. I hate my life, and I hate myself. I'll never...
    Abbyjo Abbyjo 18-21, F 13 Responses Dec 2, 2011

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    I truly do. I honestly think

    that everyone would be better off if i was dead or missing. Evveryone could move on and enjoy life more without me.. I feel like i only screw things up. I think im just gonna shut my heart down for a few months and give up. Maybe when i wake back up things will be different and...
    TammieKira TammieKira 16-17, F Jan 26

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    I just don't know anymore.

    ..I'm falling apart and I've lost myself...
    Imacrazybiatch Imacrazybiatch 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 15, 2014

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    TlovesLouise TlovesLouise 22-25, M Jan 13

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    I've been working so hard to keep my boyfriend

    and I above water for over 2 years. He is waiting a disability decision. we aren't living like humans. we haven't had water or gas in our house in nearly a year. had to borrow money to get the electricity back on before it got too cold. we have two space heaters and sleep in the...
    jess62186 jess62186 26-30, F Jan 12

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    I used to be a very happy person

    but not anymore. The person I trusted, betrayed me. Lost my trust, there seem to be nothing else left in my heart.
    Chloeliew Chloeliew 31-35, F 3 Responses May 27, 2014

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    I hate my life so much,

    that I have so much negative in my life, I'm lonely, I don't have much friend, I fear rejection, I have no self confidence. I don't like who I'm, I lost my best friend, I lost another friend that I meet cause I said something, I'm not good with talking to girls. I always Isolate...
    deleted deleted 26-30 6 Responses Oct 7, 2014

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    its disappointing and frustrating.

    im not even teenagers anymore for gods sake!
    doesitmatterwhatmynameis doesitmatterwhatmynameis 18-21, F Jan 19

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    Heyababe Heyababe 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 19, 2014

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    I just want to cut myself right *******

    now that or ******* die either one I don't ******* care just put me out of my misery
    Imacrazybiatch Imacrazybiatch 18-21, F 3 Responses Dec 26, 2014

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    Life sucks right now.

    So rough... :'( [I also really hate how experiences have to be at least 25 characters because that's all I have to say].
    Sweetgirl120 Sweetgirl120 18-21, F Dec 22, 2014

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    Seriously, I have a mum

    that doesn't care for me, and does nothing for me >< she's always on Facebook chatting up with weirdos -,- I'm so annoyed because she can't do one simple task when I ask her too . >:(
    Dollylike Dollylike 16-17, F Feb 8

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    Well, here I am. I am 14 years old

    and live in London, I have recently came out on Instagram, I am now being bullied, I have people who torment me at school and the follow me home only to abuse me more. There is one boy I like, he is gay, I didn't know how to express my feelings then, he moved to Sweden. I have...
    GayCharizard GayCharizard 13-15, M 13 Responses May 28, 2014

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    I feel a little bit like I am drowning.

    I am 30, married and I have two boys (9 months and 4 years) and I'm a stay at home mom. This is what I always wanted, but not quite how I pictured things. I had to quit school (and no, I cannot finish because illustration is something that you can't do online and no college...
    MintyD MintyD 31-35 2 Responses Feb 24, 2014

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    I've just lost the only friend I ever had.

    He died alone and just before Christmas. I here nothing to live for now and just want to die. I would not be missed, I have no children and I'm not married nor am I in a relationship. I'm ugly and skinny and have spent my life being bullied. I just want a quick painless way to...
    raerae1985 raerae1985 26-30, F Dec 29, 2014

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    I hate my life I thought I met someone I could

    trust but they just used me and now I have started cutting again :(
    1losthope 1losthope 18-21, F 6 Responses Dec 16, 2014

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    Why am I even here anymore?

    I'm obviously not wanted in the house. Sh!t went down on Friday night and it's now Saturday night and I haven't been spoken too. When I left I didn't get a "bye love you". Why don't you just let me leave. I will be happier. You will be happier. There is no reason for me to be...
    CheerleaderEm CheerleaderEm 16-17, F 1 Response 8 hrs ago

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    I hate life. I hate myself.

    I just hate everything! I can't take it anymore!! I'm so sick of feeling so alone and depressed. All the pressure from my family is driving me insane. I feel like I have no one to confide in. My friends all left me because they didn't want to deal with me. Even my best friend...
    MissWallflower MissWallflower 18-21, F 10 Responses Dec 22, 2014

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    I Hate My Life Right Now

    , i wanna leave everything behind me and go away , i just hate everything aroud me it's like my life is getting boore , i wanna go somewhere and live in my way , meet new people and have new friends , somewhere where i can do what ever i want without being afraid , i really...
    sofiasofie sofiasofie 16-17 3 Responses Aug 7, 2012

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    I feel like I'm wasting it.

    Need to make a move. Now.
    SugarKaneFarrow SugarKaneFarrow 22-25, F Jan 27

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    Me; aah i'm so happy right now,

    life is good 😄 Life; waait a minute guurl, not that fast 😈
    Brokendreams24 Brokendreams24 16-17, F 2 Responses May 21, 2014

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    Someone..

    Please talk to me before I go completely insane..
    Xingouttheos Xingouttheos 16-17, F 9 Responses Nov 3, 2013

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    I used to be so happy

    and now all I want to do is be dead.:(
    depressedgirl1234567890 depressedgirl1234567890 13-15, F 5 Responses Jun 5, 2014

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    Well my own mother slapped me

    so I walked out...great ******* life *_* just kill me now
    Imacrazybiatch Imacrazybiatch 18-21, F Dec 17, 2014

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    I have spent all day cleaning cooking

    organising our house only to have my fiancé come home not notice and literally disagree with everything I have had to say and if I stand up for what I'm saying he just starts yelling at me. And then he found out I forgot to pay a bill omg I actually though I was going to die! I...
    Boo22boo Boo22boo 22-25, F 10 Responses May 27, 2014

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    I honestly can't recall the last time I was

    happy with my life. I sit here everyday and feel sorry for myself. I make no effort to change it so I can't blame anyone but myself. I just wish I was ******* normal!
    OfficiallyMe OfficiallyMe 18-21, F 6 Responses Jul 9, 2014

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    >my mom tells house that she's going

    somewhere >brother says bye >mom says bye to brother >I say bye to my mom >"Don't call me mom." "The next time you talk to me I'll make you drink bleach." "Got that?"
    Jovanite Jovanite 13-15, M 1 Response Jan 23

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    I moved to a new state

    where I knew no one about a year and a half ago. I met someone and dated them and I travel for work so the companionship of one person was enough for me. Long story short she left for school and met someone new. I see her on her breaks and it tears me apart. I've tried dating...
    bmo7897 bmo7897 26-30, M 1 Response Dec 22, 2014

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    People don't even treat me the way I want to be

    treated. And I don't do a single thing to them but they just come out and hurt me. Even people on here do that to me. Just leave me the **** alone.
    BloodRedDarkness BloodRedDarkness 16-17, F Jul 24, 2014

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    Merry Christmas! Bah Humbug

    For some of us Christmas is a time of feeling alone and depressed.  I have always loved Christmas but this year did it for me.  I think I am done.   We opened presents at my house tonight and I sat and watched as my kids, grandkids and hubby opened at least 10 to 15 presents...
    teri58 teri58 51-55, F 9 Responses Dec 25, 2011

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    Everyone who first met me all think

    that I'm very lucky when they saw my house, my family and everything. But they have no idea what I've gone through. Everyday I have to tell myself that Don't worry, everything will be okay but things just didn't come that way. I feel like an idiot because I let people get close...
    amyduell06 amyduell06 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 31, 2014

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    I really hate my life right now.

    ... I just feel so alone. All I want to do is cry..
    Juliaw08 Juliaw08 18-21, F 2 Responses