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I Hate My Life Right Now

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    I feel like I'm wasting it.

    Need to make a move. Now.
    SugarKaneFarrow SugarKaneFarrow 22-25, F Jan 27

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    I'm 19, I live in beautiful California.

    ... Only problem is... I'm pregnant and alone. Yes I have a boyfriend who I love so much but he's working all the time to save money for the baby. But anyways... After everyone found out I'm not close to any family or friends anymore. Ive gained about 46 pounds and I hate my body...
    Juliaw08 Juliaw08 18-21, F 4 Responses May 27, 2014

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    its disappointing and frustrating.

    im not even teenagers anymore for gods sake!
    doesitmatterwhatmynameis doesitmatterwhatmynameis 18-21, F Jan 19

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    I feel that at 24 years old I would be enjoying

    life, good friends, working at a nice job, and looking forward to the future. But instead I have isolated myself to the point that I only have 1 that I barely even talk to. I feel so depressed and I never want to leave my house anymore. When I wake up in the morning I dread...
    AshopefulAsICanBe AshopefulAsICanBe 22-25, F 3 Responses Jan 21

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    I hate my life I thought I met someone I could

    trust but they just used me and now I have started cutting again :(
    1losthope 1losthope 18-21, F 6 Responses Dec 16, 2014

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    People don't even treat me the way I want to be

    treated. And I don't do a single thing to them but they just come out and hurt me. Even people on here do that to me. Just leave me the **** alone.
    BloodRedDarkness BloodRedDarkness 16-17, F Jul 24, 2014

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    Society has long become more open to the idea

    of older man - younger woman relationship and older woman - younger man relationship as well. Hollywood has brought in the practice of successful older men looking for younger women. With actresses such as Catherine Zeta Jones marrying Michael Douglas with an age gap of 25 years...
    adelecc11 adelecc11 26-30, F Jan 21

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    I really hate my life right now.

    ... I just feel so alone. All I want to do is cry..
    Juliaw08 Juliaw08 18-21, F 2 Responses May 29, 2014

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    everyday is a war against myself.

    i've been trying so hard to stay here because no matter how bad i am and how many problems i have i know i can't be selfish and leave this world and my loved ones but sometimes it gets really hard. today i tried to kill myself. but i didn't, i'm still here writing this right now...
    sddsofiadias sddsofiadias 13-15, F 2 Responses May 26, 2014

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    >my mom tells house that she's going

    somewhere >brother says bye >mom says bye to brother >I say bye to my mom >"Don't call me mom." "The next time you talk to me I'll make you drink bleach." "Got that?"
    Jovanite Jovanite 13-15, M 1 Response Jan 23

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    Seriously, I have a mum

    that doesn't care for me, and does nothing for me >< she's always on Facebook chatting up with weirdos -,- I'm so annoyed because she can't do one simple task when I ask her too . >:(
    Dollylike Dollylike 16-17, F Feb 8

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    Dead Inside

    I'm absolutely numb. Nothing makes me happy, and it feels like nothing ever will. I'm a dead person walking, like a zombie through life, pretending to be like everyone else. When the truth is that I'm a creep, and I don't belong here. I hate my life, and I hate myself. I'll never...
    Abbyjo Abbyjo 18-21, F 13 Responses Dec 2, 2011

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    God. I wish I could go to sleep

    and never wake up. :(
    KortneeAnne KortneeAnne 26-30, F 7 Responses May 28, 2014

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    You come in here and tell me my attitude has

    sucked the last couple of days, OF COURSE IT DOES! Why wouldn't it. He controls my life and treats me like sh!t. I'm old enough by now to make my own decisions, I've pulled up my big girl pants a lonngggggg time ago. I understand why sissy wanted to leave when she did. She was...
    CheerleaderEm CheerleaderEm 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 25

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    I feel a little bit like I am drowning.

    I am 30, married and I have two boys (9 months and 4 years) and I'm a stay at home mom. This is what I always wanted, but not quite how I pictured things. I had to quit school (and no, I cannot finish because illustration is something that you can't do online and no college...
    MintyD MintyD 31-35 2 Responses Feb 24, 2014

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    I spend a lot of time daydreaming,

    whether it be how easier my life would be if I didn't make the mistakes that I made or how life would be perfect if this or that happened. And people have made comment to that effect. Telling me that i'm self involved, and self centered. But they don't know about the long nights...
    anonymousdrummer anonymousdrummer 13-15, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I just hate my life .

    . && I wanna die . 😔 gosh it would really be good to know someone's out there ..
    AfroLove24 AfroLove24 13-15, F 2 Responses Jul 12, 2014

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    Well, here I am. I am 14 years old

    and live in London, I have recently came out on Instagram, I am now being bullied, I have people who torment me at school and the follow me home only to abuse me more. There is one boy I like, he is gay, I didn't know how to express my feelings then, he moved to Sweden. I have...
    GayCharizard GayCharizard 13-15, M 13 Responses May 28, 2014

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    Living Is Not Living

    Simply being alive and breathing on this planet is not the same as living a life. In my case, I honestly cannot justify my miserable existence. And what I mean by that is even though I am alive and breathing today, I am not however living. I am quite dead inside if you catch my...
    FainofHearts FainofHearts 22-25, M 6 Responses Apr 28, 2013

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    In need of a fresh start in life

    but it just doesn't seem possible not with the person im living with. They've made me miserable as hell can be.
    Cal30 Cal30 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 11

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    Heyababe Heyababe 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 19, 2014

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    no one dies a virgin.

    life ***** us all.
    Differentisgood Differentisgood 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 5, 2014

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    I'm a 15 year old male highschool student

    and my parents practically treat me like I'm 10 they tell me I can't sleep over any of my friends houses and they choose who I'm allowed to hangout with. My step mom constantly threatens me almost daily that she could kick me out if I don't agree with everything she says, and if...
    Olivierz Olivierz 13-15, M 2 Responses Apr 9

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    I never thought I'll say this

    but I'm actually tired of everything right now I'm fed up with problems I just want to give up on life I can't Do this no more :(
    CallMeFaye CallMeFaye 18-21, F Mar 13

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    I have spent all day cleaning cooking

    organising our house only to have my fiancé come home not notice and literally disagree with everything I have had to say and if I stand up for what I'm saying he just starts yelling at me. And then he found out I forgot to pay a bill omg I actually though I was going to die! I...
    Boo22boo Boo22boo 22-25, F 10 Responses May 27, 2014

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    I used to be a very happy person

    but not anymore. The person I trusted, betrayed me. Lost my trust, there seem to be nothing else left in my heart.
    Chloeliew Chloeliew 31-35, F 3 Responses May 27, 2014

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    Imacrazybiatch Imacrazybiatch 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 17, 2014

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    Ugh

    I have been stressing so much lately. My grades are due Wednesday and I am failing pretty much all of my classes because I have been absent so many days and I've missed a lot of assignments. So I only have a few days to make up all of my work so I can't bring up my grade and I'm...
    jessvaughn24 jessvaughn24 18-21, F 4 Responses Oct 7, 2013

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    I hate my live i want to go other world i hate

    Tunisie ooooof my lord help me im very tired :(
    bilelfarhat bilelfarhat 22-25, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    One of these days, everything will make sense.

    All of these messed up thoughts will be gone, and I'll finally be happy for more than a little while. One of these days, everything will be okay. Just not today... The only problem is that I don't know how much longer I can wait....
    untamedx3heart untamedx3heart 22-25, F Feb 9

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    I hate my life right now.

    .. why u ask. well, because I'm a college graduate that has never used her degree for a career. I am unemployed not by choice (laid off). I have been supporting my boyfriend for 3 years while he applied for disability and was denied after all we have been through fighting for...
    jess62186 jess62186 26-30, F 2 Responses Mar 23

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    Everyone warned me to take care of myself,

    but too many people needed me. Now i find my self drowning. Staring at a knife thinking how this is a life im choosing to remain in. Smothering. Suffocating lost. And i sit here. And choose to suffer instead of ending it, i wish i was a little bit braver.. I wish i didnt care
    FAIRYboobs FAIRYboobs 18-21, F 5 Responses a week ago

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    I'm going to rant on

    for awhile, just a heads up. So today I was making cookies and listening to old music and just chilling when I heard my parents talking about buying plane tickets as my dad was buying them online. So I asked where my mom was going, and she said "we're going to Ecuador for a...
    trismason trismason 13-15, F Mar 19

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    That's it. I'm done. I can't take any more pain.

    No one cares that I'm dying right before their eyes. Well then fine, I will end the waiting, end the agony, end the anger and fear. Tonight shall be my last, and don't any of you optimistic-happy-go-lucky jerks try to say anything against it. No, it will not "get better". No, I...
    VictimOfCircumstance14 VictimOfCircumstance14 22-25, M a week ago

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    I just don't know anymore.

    ..I'm falling apart and I've lost myself...
    Imacrazybiatch Imacrazybiatch 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 15, 2014

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    Sometimes I feel like my boyfriend takes

    advantage of the fact that I'm a nice girl and over the years he has gotten demanding and seems mentally abusive. He has his vices he must have cigarettes ... and he doesn't care what time of day it is or if it's the last $5 we have, he's buying cigarettes. He smokes way too...
    jess62186 jess62186 26-30, F Apr 4

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    I'm tired of all the let downs

    for one... If this is all life is I'm going to end it, end it all. And go to helll for killling myself. I literally right now don't care if I do go there... But you know what? God let me down, so guess what I'm going to do?
    SadlySafe SadlySafe 13-15 3 Responses a week ago

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    I have no confidence

    and I find that I'm insecure and very nervous and anxious in any if not a lot of situations. I hate it, sometimes I think I should go to therapy or something, but I don't know how to do that or how much it would cost or if it would help...
    Experiencezzzz Experiencezzzz 18-21, M 11 Responses Apr 29, 2014

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    Recently got fired...

    ..being charged with a 3rd degree felony....still living with controlling relatives......going broke......drink too much and everyone's on my damn back about it......and I'm 24 with nothing going for me at this point. There's really nothing about my life I'm proud of at the...
    TheOneTheyWarnedYouAbout TheOneTheyWarnedYouAbout 22-25 1 Response Mar 18

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    It seems like the older i get the less care

    your parents give, my dad is a workaholic and he just supports us financially but really all he cares about is his work , my mother says hurtful things to me like get out of my face and whenever i try to talk no one listens its like they're blinded by their thoughts ..seriously...
    leen94 leen94 18-21, F 5 Responses 4 days ago

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    I hate my life so much,

    that I have so much negative in my life, I'm lonely, I don't have much friend, I fear rejection, I have no self confidence. I don't like who I'm, I lost my best friend, I lost another friend that I meet cause I said something, I'm not good with talking to girls. I always Isolate...
    deleted deleted 26-30 6 Responses Oct 7, 2014

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    Hearing my parents talk about how much of a

    ***** I am, how lazy I am, etc. when I'm RIGHT in the other room, it's hurtful. It really is, I'm not lazy, and it really hurts me to listen to them say that **** about me. Hearing my dad say "Grace was supposed to take the scraps out." And my mom saying "I know, she was just...
    Bflyboo14 Bflyboo14 13-15, F 10 Responses Dec 22, 2014

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    that moment when u find out ur ex fiance is

    have a baby with his new gf:'(
    barrelracer1 barrelracer1 18-21, F 4 Responses Feb 4

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    For the past year, I have had nothing

    but disappointment after disappointment. I'm lonely, having no friends to talk to and my family sees me more as a waste of space than anything else. I can't hold down a job and the reasons for being fired range from "You're personality is offputting" to "I don't think your are a...
    VictimOfCircumstance14 VictimOfCircumstance14 22-25, M 1 Response Feb 24

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    Someone..

    Please talk to me before I go completely insane..
    Xingouttheos Xingouttheos 16-17, F 9 Responses Nov 3, 2013

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    I hate everthing y does goes

    so bad for when u want to self harm urself
    aine12 aine12 22-25, F 2 Responses Feb 17

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