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I Hate My Life Right Now

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    maddragonfly maddragonfly 22-25, F 2 Responses Oct 12, 2015

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    Living Is Not Living

    Simply being alive and breathing on this planet is not the same as living a life. In my case, I honestly cannot justify my miserable existence. And what I mean by that is even though I am alive and breathing today, I am not however living. I am quite dead inside if you catch my...
    FainofHearts FainofHearts 22-25, M 6 Responses Apr 28, 2013

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    Everyone warned me to take care of myself,

    but too many people needed me. Now i find my self drowning. Staring at a knife thinking how this is a life im choosing to remain in. Smothering. Suffocating lost. And i sit here. And choose to suffer instead of ending it, i wish i was a little bit braver.. I wish i didnt care
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Apr 14, 2015

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    I am so frustrated right now.

    I'm sick of people at the moment. I avoid social situations and I have on/off suicidal thoughts. Some people in my life currently just frustrate me and bring me down. I even have a relative I don't trust at the moment that is trying to become closer to me. I am already in a bad...
    rcmh171822 rcmh171822 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 23, 2015

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    Seriously, **** MY LIFE!

    I don't care if I'm being negative right now because I'm done with pretending I'm happy and everything is ok. I'm never good enough for anyone. No one wants me. No one loves me. I'm always second choice, never a priority. I'm invisible to practically everyone. When are...
    SeanaO SeanaO 22-25, F 13 Responses Sep 23, 2015

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    I just got a new friend

    and then I had to go and screw it up so I'm not a loner woohoo I'm so happy not. Urgh I just hate myself
    Girlgamer11 Girlgamer11 13-15, F 2 Responses Oct 18, 2015

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    infires infires 16-17, F Oct 12, 2015

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    Ugh

    I have been stressing so much lately. My grades are due Wednesday and I am failing pretty much all of my classes because I have been absent so many days and I've missed a lot of assignments. So I only have a few days to make up all of my work so I can't bring up my grade and I'm...
    jessvaughn24 jessvaughn24 18-21, F 4 Responses Oct 7, 2013

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    I hate feeling so arbitrary all the time.

    I feel that no matter what system of rules or laws or principles I try to live my life by, nothing gives me any sense of stability. I'm tired of fighting myself and abusing myself over things that don't really matter. I want to have goals that matter and feel normal!
    Imipramine Imipramine 22-25, M 1 Response Nov 25, 2015

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    I have no confidence

    and I find that I'm insecure and very nervous and anxious in any if not a lot of situations. I hate it, sometimes I think I should go to therapy or something, but I don't know how to do that or how much it would cost or if it would help...
    Experiencezzzz Experiencezzzz 18-21, M 10 Responses Apr 29, 2014

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    I love this girl for a while

    and now right before the holidays and comes flat out and tells me that she's happier with someone else
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Dec 4, 2015

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    AdmiralUnbearable AdmiralUnbearable 18-21, M Oct 11, 2015

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    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Dec 29, 2015

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    I honestly can't recall the last time I was

    happy with my life. I sit here everyday and feel sorry for myself. I make no effort to change it so I can't blame anyone but myself. I just wish I was ******* normal!
    OfficiallyMe OfficiallyMe 18-21, F 5 Responses Jul 9, 2014

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    When people don't believe you

    when you say you're going to kill yourself.
    RainbowCrayon666 RainbowCrayon666 16-17, F 2 Responses Dec 30, 2015

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    I hate my life I thought I met someone I could

    trust but they just used me and now I have started cutting again :(
    1losthope 1losthope 18-21, F 5 Responses Dec 16, 2014

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    I swear it's suffocating being here.

    My dad had one of his dictating meetings. He told us "We need to help mom more." I do everything but no one notices. He always sits there in the morning and does nothing. Then he tells us if we're going to sleep in we have to tell him or communicate that. What the hell? He wants...
    LoveisBeautiful5013 LoveisBeautiful5013 18-21, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Everything is just going downhill

    and I'm starting to lose hope.
    lolahoisen lolahoisen 18-21, F 6 Responses Oct 21, 2015

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    I am at the bar drinking,

    these are my thoughts. I am living my life. Moving on. To have a single friend, joy. I forget about you, forget about us. Seeking something, seeking passion, seeking compassion, seeking more, seeking... love. Then I remember what was us. Your embracing warmth in the bed. The...
    SeekingMyUnkown SeekingMyUnkown 26-30, M 2 Responses Oct 12, 2015

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    I can't believe I lost my mom at 25 years old.

    No matter how much I try to tell myself that death is a part of life I just can't accept this. It's overwhelming.
    batcatgirl batcatgirl 22-25, F 5 Responses Jan 24

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    I hate my life so much,

    that I have so much negative in my life, I'm lonely, I don't have much friend, I fear rejection, I have no self confidence. I don't like who I'm, I lost my best friend, I lost another friend that I meet cause I said something, I'm not good with talking to girls. I always Isolate...
    deleted deleted 26-30 6 Responses Oct 7, 2014

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    Nothing is going right

    and I feel like things will never change or get better.
    gabriellachristinaxo gabriellachristinaxo 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 14, 2015

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    I have Chronic Heart Failure

    and it's getting worse. Statistically I have around five years to live, give or take. It's making what once were simple things near impossible and very frustrating. The weekend just gone for example I cut my front lawn, that's all I managed to do and it took me two days. Two...
    Dropbear Dropbear 41-45, M 5 Responses Oct 12, 2015

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    12 years ago i was 6.

    I wanted to be a doctor. When i was 6 i had no idea what problems i would have to face today. When i was 8 i thought i was the fattest in my class. When i was 8 i thought i was the ugliest girl in the world. When i was 8 i had my first seizure. When i was 13 i was finally...
    breakersflow breakersflow 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 22, 2014

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    I suffer from very bad depression

    and none of the medicine works I constantly cry and i never have anything interesting to say or think. I am in a relationship i do not like with a drunk asswhole who blames me for everything. My self esteem has been horrible. I hate my life, bad things always happen to me...
    sletvanavinivatche sletvanavinivatche 16-17, F Nov 20, 2015

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    dqtxeb25 dqtxeb25 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 31, 2015

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    coryleecc11 coryleecc11 26-30, F Oct 11, 2015

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    Well, here I am. I am 14 years old

    and live in London, I have recently came out on Instagram, I am now being bullied, I have people who torment me at school and the follow me home only to abuse me more. There is one boy I like, he is gay, I didn't know how to express my feelings then, he moved to Sweden. I have...
    GayCharizard GayCharizard 13-15, M 13 Responses May 28, 2014

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    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jun 16, 2015

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    SheWhoCuts SheWhoCuts 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 12

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    I hate life. I hate myself.

    I just hate everything! I can't take it anymore!! I'm so sick of feeling so alone and depressed. All the pressure from my family is driving me insane. I feel like I have no one to confide in. My friends all left me because they didn't want to deal with me. Even my best friend...
    MissWallflower MissWallflower 18-21, F 7 Responses Dec 22, 2014

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    Im just a senior in high school

    who has gone through so much and is still at the moment. I grew up watching my parents fight all the time to the point where i thought it was normal to hear them argue everyday... I had no friends in middle school because they hated me and then id go home and hear my parents...
    Marthaa3204 Marthaa3204 16-17, F 2 Responses Jan 21

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    I used to be so happy

    and now all I want to do is be dead.:(
    depressedgirl1234567890 depressedgirl1234567890 13-15, F 5 Responses Jun 5, 2014

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    I really hate my life right now.

    ... I just feel so alone. All I want to do is cry..
    Juliaw08 Juliaw08 18-21, F 1 Response May 29, 2014

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    I just don't know anymore.

    ..I'm falling apart and I've lost myself...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Dec 15, 2014

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    Everyone who first met me all think

    that I'm very lucky when they saw my house, my family and everything. But they have no idea what I've gone through. Everyday I have to tell myself that Don't worry, everything will be okay but things just didn't come that way. I feel like an idiot because I let people get close...
    amyduell06 amyduell06 18-21, F 3 Responses Dec 31, 2014

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    I know life has its ups

    and downs. If everything were easy we wouldn't enjoy the good times. But, sometimes life will kick you when you are down. No matter how hard you try to get up, another blow sends you down further than where you started. I know others are dealing with things way worse than I am...
    amisfitlady amisfitlady 41-45, F 3 Responses Jan 11

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    Needles

    I never needed the feeling of pain to get me through the day before.. I was only 12.. A mother consumed by alcohol, to dizzy to mind her children and a father that was always working to pay the bills and buy us off with plastic toys that filled our faces with this fake happiness...
    Iamvindicated Iamvindicated 18-21, F 8 Responses Mar 2, 2013

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    Heyababe Heyababe 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 19, 2014

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    I'm in my room it 22:43 I'm normal asleep/

    reading at 21:00 I'm not I'm hiding, from what? Everthing what's in my head the work out side the things I want the things I dont I'm hiding from Everthing and everyone. Coz copeing is becoming harder and harder " in a world fild with hatrid someone would rather die than be who...
    Lasbutterfly Lasbutterfly 16-17, F 1 Response Oct 31, 2015

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    Pinkprosecco Pinkprosecco 41-45, F 5 Responses Oct 31, 2015

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    Hearing my parents talk about how much of a

    ***** I am, how lazy I am, etc. when I'm RIGHT in the other room, it's hurtful. It really is, I'm not lazy, and it really hurts me to listen to them say that **** about me. Hearing my dad say "Grace was supposed to take the scraps out." And my mom saying "I know, she was just...
    deleted deleted 26-30 9 Responses Dec 22, 2014

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    That moment when u scratch the hell out of your

    arm just because your upset but can't cut
    butterflybaby123 butterflybaby123 13-15, F 2 Responses Jun 22, 2015

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    I feel so alone. I've been single

    for approximately five years now. All I want is a girl to call my own. A girl I would love and cherish and protect. Is that too much to ask of life?
    RommelJGuzman RommelJGuzman 36-40, M 2 Responses Nov 17, 2015

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    I feel a little bit like I am drowning.

    I am 30, married and I have two boys (9 months and 4 years) and I'm a stay at home mom. This is what I always wanted, but not quite how I pictured things. I had to quit school (and no, I cannot finish because illustration is something that you can't do online and no college...
    MintyD MintyD 31-35 2 Responses