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I Hate My Life Right Now

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    God. I wish I could go to sleep

    and never wake up. :(
    KortneeAnne KortneeAnne 26-30, F 7 Responses May 28, 2014

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    One of these days, everything will make sense.

    All of these messed up thoughts will be gone, and I'll finally be happy for more than a little while. One of these days, everything will be okay. Just not today... The only problem is that I don't know how much longer I can wait....
    untamedx3heart untamedx3heart 22-25, F Feb 9

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    In need of a fresh start in life

    but it just doesn't seem possible not with the person im living with. They've made me miserable as hell can be.
    Cal30 Cal30 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 11

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    Imacrazybiatch Imacrazybiatch 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 17, 2014

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    I'm 19, I live in beautiful California.

    ... Only problem is... I'm pregnant and alone. Yes I have a boyfriend who I love so much but he's working all the time to save money for the baby. But anyways... After everyone found out I'm not close to any family or friends anymore. Ive gained about 46 pounds and I hate my body...
    Juliaw08 Juliaw08 18-21, F 4 Responses May 27, 2014

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    Me; aah i'm so happy right now,

    life is good 😄 Life; waait a minute guurl, not that fast 😈
    Brokendreams24 Brokendreams24 16-17, F 2 Responses May 21, 2014

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    My ex used to tell me he loved me,

    that I healed him from his pain, that he hoped we'd spend the rest of our lives together, and that I meant a lot to him. He knew I was innocent, sweet, submissive, and caring. He took my virginity. About two months ago, that all changed when he dumped me. Then he became callous...
    lovecatsnothumans lovecatsnothumans 22-25, F 2 Responses Feb 23

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    I truly do. I honestly think

    that everyone would be better off if i was dead or missing. Evveryone could move on and enjoy life more without me.. I feel like i only screw things up. I think im just gonna shut my heart down for a few months and give up. Maybe when i wake back up things will be different and...
    TammieKira TammieKira 16-17, F Jan 26

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    People don't even treat me the way I want to be

    treated. And I don't do a single thing to them but they just come out and hurt me. Even people on here do that to me. Just leave me the **** alone.
    BloodRedDarkness BloodRedDarkness 16-17, F Jul 24, 2014

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    Dead Inside

    I'm absolutely numb. Nothing makes me happy, and it feels like nothing ever will. I'm a dead person walking, like a zombie through life, pretending to be like everyone else. When the truth is that I'm a creep, and I don't belong here. I hate my life, and I hate myself. I'll never...
    Abbyjo Abbyjo 18-21, F 13 Responses Dec 2, 2011

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    Currently I'm a sophomore

    and I'm in private school. My mom wants to take me out of my school because the tuition is to much. She wants me to go to public school I refuse I hate public school. I want to be cyber schooled if she's taking me out of my school. If she takes the choice of going to cyber...
    curious1998 curious1998 16-17, F Mar 16

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    Well, here I am. I am 14 years old

    and live in London, I have recently came out on Instagram, I am now being bullied, I have people who torment me at school and the follow me home only to abuse me more. There is one boy I like, he is gay, I didn't know how to express my feelings then, he moved to Sweden. I have...
    GayCharizard GayCharizard 13-15, M 13 Responses May 28, 2014

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    For the past year, I have had nothing

    but disappointment after disappointment. I'm lonely, having no friends to talk to and my family sees me more as a waste of space than anything else. I can't hold down a job and the reasons for being fired range from "You're personality is offputting" to "I don't think your are a...
    VictimOfCircumstance14 VictimOfCircumstance14 22-25, M 1 Response Feb 24

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    deleted deleted 26-30 5 Responses Jan 2

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    I feel a little bit like I am drowning.

    I am 30, married and I have two boys (9 months and 4 years) and I'm a stay at home mom. This is what I always wanted, but not quite how I pictured things. I had to quit school (and no, I cannot finish because illustration is something that you can't do online and no college...
    MintyD MintyD 31-35 2 Responses Feb 24, 2014

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    Why did u do this ? .

    no explanation . dont even tell me you dont want to be together anymore u just block me . WTF . I cant deal with getting ****** over like this anymore . I just want to die .
    girldevil123 girldevil123 16-17, F 5 hrs ago

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    I Give Up

    I try my best, I really do But I always end up turning it into a big mess. I dont care anymore. I wont care anymore. So What if I have no friends?!? So What if I dont have anyone to talk to?!? So What if I am being backstabbed?!? I dont freaking care!!! Who are they to pick or...
    ScaredFlower ScaredFlower 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 21, 2013

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    I Hate My Life Right Now

    , i wanna leave everything behind me and go away , i just hate everything aroud me it's like my life is getting boore , i wanna go somewhere and live in my way , meet new people and have new friends , somewhere where i can do what ever i want without being afraid , i really...
    sofiasofie sofiasofie 16-17 3 Responses Aug 7, 2012

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    lovelinessbathes lovelinessbathes 31-35, M Jan 1

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    >my mom tells house that she's going

    somewhere >brother says bye >mom says bye to brother >I say bye to my mom >"Don't call me mom." "The next time you talk to me I'll make you drink bleach." "Got that?"
    Jovanite Jovanite 13-15, M 1 Response Jan 23

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    I feel that at 24 years old I would be enjoying

    life, good friends, working at a nice job, and looking forward to the future. But instead I have isolated myself to the point that I only have 1 that I barely even talk to. I feel so depressed and I never want to leave my house anymore. When I wake up in the morning I dread...
    AshopefulAsICanBe AshopefulAsICanBe 22-25, F 3 Responses Jan 21

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    Why am I even here anymore?

    I'm obviously not wanted in the house. Sh!t went down on Friday night and it's now Saturday night and I haven't been spoken too. When I left I didn't get a "bye love you". Why don't you just let me leave. I will be happier. You will be happier. There is no reason for me to be...
    CheerleaderEm CheerleaderEm 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 28

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    Needles

    I never needed the feeling of pain to get me through the day before.. I was only 12.. A mother consumed by alcohol, to dizzy to mind her children and a father that was always working to pay the bills and buy us off with plastic toys that filled our faces with this fake happiness...
    Xingouttheos Xingouttheos 16-17, F 8 Responses Mar 2, 2013

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    I hate my life so much,

    that I have so much negative in my life, I'm lonely, I don't have much friend, I fear rejection, I have no self confidence. I don't like who I'm, I lost my best friend, I lost another friend that I meet cause I said something, I'm not good with talking to girls. I always Isolate...
    deleted deleted 26-30 6 Responses Oct 7, 2014

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    12 years ago i was 6.

    I wanted to be a doctor. When i was 6 i had no idea what problems i would have to face today. When i was 8 i thought i was the fattest in my class. When i was 8 i thought i was the ugliest girl in the world. When i was 8 i had my first seizure. When i was 13 i was finally...
    breakersflow breakersflow 18-21, F Jul 22, 2014

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    Living Is Not Living

    Simply being alive and breathing on this planet is not the same as living a life. In my case, I honestly cannot justify my miserable existence. And what I mean by that is even though I am alive and breathing today, I am not however living. I am quite dead inside if you catch my...
    FainofHearts FainofHearts 22-25, M 6 Responses Apr 28, 2013

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    its disappointing and frustrating.

    im not even teenagers anymore for gods sake!
    doesitmatterwhatmynameis doesitmatterwhatmynameis 18-21, F Jan 19

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    Seriously, I have a mum

    that doesn't care for me, and does nothing for me >< she's always on Facebook chatting up with weirdos -,- I'm so annoyed because she can't do one simple task when I ask her too . >:(
    Dollylike Dollylike 16-17, F Feb 8

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    Hearing my parents talk about how much of a

    ***** I am, how lazy I am, etc. when I'm RIGHT in the other room, it's hurtful. It really is, I'm not lazy, and it really hurts me to listen to them say that **** about me. Hearing my dad say "Grace was supposed to take the scraps out." And my mom saying "I know, she was just...
    Bflyboo14 Bflyboo14 13-15, F 12 Responses Dec 22, 2014

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    TlovesLouise TlovesLouise 22-25, M 2 Responses Jan 17

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    I never thought I'll say this

    but I'm actually tired of everything right now I'm fed up with problems I just want to give up on life I can't Do this no more :(
    FayeThePrincess FayeThePrincess 18-21, F Mar 13

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    I hate my life I thought I met someone I could

    trust but they just used me and now I have started cutting again :(
    1losthope 1losthope 18-21, F 6 Responses Dec 16, 2014

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    I've been working so hard to keep my boyfriend

    and I above water for over 2 years. He is waiting a disability decision. we aren't living like humans. we haven't had water or gas in our house in nearly a year. had to borrow money to get the electricity back on before it got too cold. we have two space heaters and sleep in the...
    jess62186 jess62186 26-30, F Jan 12

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    I used to be a very happy person

    but not anymore. The person I trusted, betrayed me. Lost my trust, there seem to be nothing else left in my heart.
    Chloeliew Chloeliew 31-35, F 3 Responses May 27, 2014

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    I honestly can't recall the last time I was

    happy with my life. I sit here everyday and feel sorry for myself. I make no effort to change it so I can't blame anyone but myself. I just wish I was ******* normal!
    OfficiallyMe OfficiallyMe 18-21, F 6 Responses Jul 9, 2014

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    TlovesLouise TlovesLouise 22-25, M Jan 13

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    I used to be so happy

    and now all I want to do is be dead.:(
    depressedgirl1234567890 depressedgirl1234567890 13-15, F 5 Responses Jun 5, 2014

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    no one dies a virgin.

    life ***** us all.
    Differentisgood Differentisgood 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 5, 2014

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    Recently got fired...

    ..being charged with a 3rd degree felony....still living with controlling relatives......going broke......drink too much and everyone's on my damn back about it......and I'm 24 with nothing going for me at this point. There's really nothing about my life I'm proud of at the...
    TheOneTheyWarnedYouAbout TheOneTheyWarnedYouAbout 22-25 1 Response Mar 18

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    Society has long become more open to the idea

    of older man - younger woman relationship and older woman - younger man relationship as well. Hollywood has brought in the practice of successful older men looking for younger women. With actresses such as Catherine Zeta Jones marrying Michael Douglas with an age gap of 25 years...
    adelecc11 adelecc11 26-30, F Jan 21

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    I hate life. I hate myself.

    I just hate everything! I can't take it anymore!! I'm so sick of feeling so alone and depressed. All the pressure from my family is driving me insane. I feel like I have no one to confide in. My friends all left me because they didn't want to deal with me. Even my best friend...
    MissWallflower MissWallflower 18-21, F 10 Responses Dec 22, 2014

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    I am 18 years old.and I feel like nobody hates

    life as much as I do.every time I try to change my life I fail and my life gets worst that it was.and now I gave up and I don't know what to do.I feel like I am never going to be the same person I was or be happy again
    9l9l9l 9l9l9l 18-21 1 Response Feb 20

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    I really hate my life right now.

    ... I just feel so alone. All I want to do is cry..
    Juliaw08 Juliaw08 18-21, F 2 Responses May 29, 2014

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    I have no confidence

    and I find that I'm insecure and very nervous and anxious in any if not a lot of situations. I hate it, sometimes I think I should go to therapy or something, but I don't know how to do that or how much it would cost or if it would help...
    Experiencezzzz Experiencezzzz 18-21, M 11 Responses Apr 29, 2014

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    I Feel Nothing

    Hello guys! I'm your average fool who has tried to fit in but doesn't. My only friend is a rabbit, my parents marriage is a phony, and the only girl that has payed attention to me in the past 5 years is not interested in me. Everyone tells me to not give up and that things will...
    forever6219 forever6219 22-25, M 2 Responses Nov 13, 2013

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    that moment when u find out ur ex fiance is

    have a baby with his new gf:'(
    barrelracer1 barrelracer1 18-21, F 4 Responses Feb 4

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    You come in here and tell me my attitude has

    sucked the last couple of days, OF COURSE IT DOES! Why wouldn't it. He controls my life and treats me like sh!t. I'm old enough by now to make my own decisions, I've pulled up my big girl pants a lonngggggg time ago. I understand why sissy wanted to leave when she did. She was...
    CheerleaderEm CheerleaderEm 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 25