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I Hate My Life Right Now

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    I've lost... everything.

    I don't know how to move on from this.
    aelizabeth3300 aelizabeth3300 13-15, F 3 Responses May 7

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    I hate my life I thought I met someone I could

    trust but they just used me and now I have started cutting again :(
    1losthope 1losthope 18-21, F 6 Responses Dec 16, 2014

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    Everyone warned me to take care of myself,

    but too many people needed me. Now i find my self drowning. Staring at a knife thinking how this is a life im choosing to remain in. Smothering. Suffocating lost. And i sit here. And choose to suffer instead of ending it, i wish i was a little bit braver.. I wish i didnt care
    FAIRYboobs FAIRYboobs 18-21, F 4 Responses Apr 14

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    Hearing my parents talk about how much of a

    ***** I am, how lazy I am, etc. when I'm RIGHT in the other room, it's hurtful. It really is, I'm not lazy, and it really hurts me to listen to them say that **** about me. Hearing my dad say "Grace was supposed to take the scraps out." And my mom saying "I know, she was just...
    Bflyboo14 Bflyboo14 13-15, F 9 Responses Dec 22, 2014

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    I have no confidence

    and I find that I'm insecure and very nervous and anxious in any if not a lot of situations. I hate it, sometimes I think I should go to therapy or something, but I don't know how to do that or how much it would cost or if it would help...
    Experiencezzzz Experiencezzzz 18-21, M 11 Responses Apr 29, 2014

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    In need of a fresh start in life

    but it just doesn't seem possible not with the person im living with. They've made me miserable as hell can be.
    Cal30 Cal30 31-35, F 1 Response Mar 11

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    I hate my live i want to go other world i hate

    Tunisie ooooof my lord help me im very tired :(
    bilelfarhat bilelfarhat 22-25, M 1 Response Apr 14

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    All I seem to do lately is cry.

    I've cried for 16 days straight cause I missed my boyfriend who was in America and then the day he came back I found out he's been on here messaging other girls and lying to me.
    PrettyPrincess23 PrettyPrincess23 18-21, F 3 Responses May 8

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    There are numerous older men in the world

    who are single and seeking someone special in their life. For all such men, AgeMeet.com has been created as a reliable online platform to find women for dating and companionship. The spokesperson reports that many older men have started finding perfect companions through their...
    sarahccaa sarahccaa 26-30, F 5 days ago

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    I have spent all day cleaning cooking

    organising our house only to have my fiancรฉ come home not notice and literally disagree with everything I have had to say and if I stand up for what I'm saying he just starts yelling at me. And then he found out I forgot to pay a bill omg I actually though I was going to die! I...
    Boo22boo Boo22boo 22-25, F 9 Responses May 27, 2014

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    When i think : oh this is rock bottom.

    .. Its not- it can always ALWAYS get worse :( i want out im too tired.
    FAIRYboobs FAIRYboobs 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 3

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    Right now, I'm going through a tough time.

    Both my parents are out of town and my dad just continuously gets mad at me. I hate my stepmom and I just want to live with my mom but I'm too young to choose without my dads consent. My dad won't give consent. My stepmom is always mean to me and I just wanna run away. I don't...
    Juliasaenz Juliasaenz 13-15, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Sometimes I feel like my boyfriend takes

    advantage of the fact that I'm a nice girl and over the years he has gotten demanding and seems mentally abusive. He has his vices he must have cigarettes ... and he doesn't care what time of day it is or if it's the last $5 we have, he's buying cigarettes. He smokes way too...
    jess62186 jess62186 26-30, F Apr 4

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    Everything revolves around my sister

    and her depression, and yes I know depression is a terrible mental disorder and all, but my family keeps undermining me and putting me in these situations where I feel like I'm pointless and don't mean anything to them. They always do whatever they can to ensure that she wakes...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Needles

    I never needed the feeling of pain to get me through the day before.. I was only 12.. A mother consumed by alcohol, to dizzy to mind her children and a father that was always working to pay the bills and buy us off with plastic toys that filled our faces with this fake happiness...
    Xingouttheos Xingouttheos 16-17, F 8 Responses Mar 2, 2013

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    I hate my life right now.

    .. why u ask. well, because I'm a college graduate that has never used her degree for a career. I am unemployed not by choice (laid off). I have been supporting my boyfriend for 3 years while he applied for disability and was denied after all we have been through fighting for...
    jess62186 jess62186 26-30, F 2 Responses Mar 23

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    Dead Inside

    I'm absolutely numb. Nothing makes me happy, and it feels like nothing ever will. I'm a dead person walking, like a zombie through life, pretending to be like everyone else. When the truth is that I'm a creep, and I don't belong here. I hate my life, and I hate myself. I'll never...
    Abbyjo Abbyjo 18-21, F 13 Responses Dec 2, 2011

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    Ugh

    I have been stressing so much lately. My grades are due Wednesday and I am failing pretty much all of my classes because I have been absent so many days and I've missed a lot of assignments. So I only have a few days to make up all of my work so I can't bring up my grade and I'm...
    jessvaughn24 jessvaughn24 18-21, F 4 Responses Oct 7, 2013

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    Living Is Not Living

    Simply being alive and breathing on this planet is not the same as living a life. In my case, I honestly cannot justify my miserable existence. And what I mean by that is even though I am alive and breathing today, I am not however living. I am quite dead inside if you catch my...
    FainofHearts FainofHearts 22-25, M 6 Responses Apr 28, 2013

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    I'm so tired of being depressed

    and suicidal. Sometimes I think about ending everything just so I don't have to deal with it anymore.
    dcook6 dcook6 16-17, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Well, here I am. I am 14 years old

    and live in London, I have recently came out on Instagram, I am now being bullied, I have people who torment me at school and the follow me home only to abuse me more. There is one boy I like, he is gay, I didn't know how to express my feelings then, he moved to Sweden. I have...
    GayCharizard GayCharizard 13-15, M 14 Responses May 28, 2014

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    I used to be a very happy person

    but not anymore. The person I trusted, betrayed me. Lost my trust, there seem to be nothing else left in my heart.
    Chloeliew Chloeliew 31-35, F 3 Responses May 27, 2014

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    everyday is a war against myself.

    i've been trying so hard to stay here because no matter how bad i am and how many problems i have i know i can't be selfish and leave this world and my loved ones but sometimes it gets really hard. today i tried to kill myself. but i didn't, i'm still here writing this right now...
    sddsofiadias sddsofiadias 13-15, F 2 Responses May 26, 2014

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    12 years ago i was 6.

    I wanted to be a doctor. When i was 6 i had no idea what problems i would have to face today. When i was 8 i thought i was the fattest in my class. When i was 8 i thought i was the ugliest girl in the world. When i was 8 i had my first seizure. When i was 13 i was finally...
    breakersflow breakersflow 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 22, 2014

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    People don't even treat me the way I want to be

    treated. And I don't do a single thing to them but they just come out and hurt me. Even people on here do that to me. Just leave me the **** alone.
    BloodRedDarkness BloodRedDarkness 16-17, F Jul 24, 2014

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    I spend a lot of time daydreaming,

    whether it be how easier my life would be if I didn't make the mistakes that I made or how life would be perfect if this or that happened. And people have made comment to that effect. Telling me that i'm self involved, and self centered. But they don't know about the long nights...
    anonymousdrummer anonymousdrummer 13-15, M 1 Response Apr 16

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    I didn't get into PA school.

    I am over qualified academically but apparently inadequate in some other way. I just want to practice medicine and have jumped through all the hoops to get there. so here I am in a small trashy town in central Florida, and I didn't get out of bed today...again. my husband and...
    babarry babarry 31-35, F 1 Response Apr 9

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    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Dec 17, 2014

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    Heyababe Heyababe 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 19, 2014

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    I feel a little bit like I am drowning.

    I am 30, married and I have two boys (9 months and 4 years) and I'm a stay at home mom. This is what I always wanted, but not quite how I pictured things. I had to quit school (and no, I cannot finish because illustration is something that you can't do online and no college...
    MintyD MintyD 31-35 2 Responses Feb 24, 2014

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    Everyone who first met me all think

    that I'm very lucky when they saw my house, my family and everything. But they have no idea what I've gone through. Everyday I have to tell myself that Don't worry, everything will be okay but things just didn't come that way. I feel like an idiot because I let people get close...
    amyduell06 amyduell06 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 31, 2014

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    I'm failing school again.

    I'm the fattest I've ever been. I feel tired all the time from this depression. Everybody's either making me mad or ignoring me. I just want to be grown & on my own.
    lovethybey lovethybey 16-17, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I hate life. I hate myself.

    I just hate everything! I can't take it anymore!! I'm so sick of feeling so alone and depressed. All the pressure from my family is driving me insane. I feel like I have no one to confide in. My friends all left me because they didn't want to deal with me. Even my best friend...
    MissWallflower MissWallflower 18-21, F 9 Responses Dec 22, 2014

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    It seems like the older i get the less care

    your parents give, my dad is a workaholic and he just supports us financially but really all he cares about is his work , my mother says hurtful things to me like get out of my face and whenever i try to talk no one listens its like they're blinded by their thoughts ..seriously...
    leen94 leen94 18-21, F 5 Responses Apr 16

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    Me; aah i'm so happy right now,

    life is good ๐Ÿ˜„ Life; waait a minute guurl, not that fast ๐Ÿ˜ˆ
    Brokendreams24 Brokendreams24 16-17, F 2 Responses May 21, 2014

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    I just don't know anymore.

    ..I'm falling apart and I've lost myself...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Dec 15, 2014

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    I honestly can't recall the last time I was

    happy with my life. I sit here everyday and feel sorry for myself. I make no effort to change it so I can't blame anyone but myself. I just wish I was ******* normal!
    OfficiallyMe OfficiallyMe 18-21, F 5 Responses Jul 9, 2014

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    because I have to wear nail polish every day

    as if I do not , my mental illness tell me to wear it or I will sleepwalk and wear my nail polish on and I keep getting so disturd that I wear my nail polish everyday. And i eat my nail polish by accident to causing me super horrid stomach pains . And i can taste that cuticle...
    Thedepressedgirlatthewindow Thedepressedgirlatthewindow 16-17, F May 2

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    I made a mistake on joining the army.

    I knew it would suck but I guess I under estimated how long 3 years is. I'm halfway around the world, I miss home, I hate everyone here, my job sucks, all I have going for me is a promising career and benefits when I get out but that's not even certain because somehow I keep...
    m112 m112 22-25, M 1 Response May 8

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    My ex used to tell me he loved me,

    that I healed him from his pain, that he hoped we'd spend the rest of our lives together, and that I meant a lot to him. He knew I was innocent, sweet, submissive, and caring. He was the one that took my virginity. About two months ago, that all changed when he dumped me. Then...
    lovecatsnothumans lovecatsnothumans 22-25, F 2 Responses Feb 23

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    I just hate my life .

    . && I wanna die . ๐Ÿ˜” gosh it would really be good to know someone's out there ..
    AfroLove24 AfroLove24 13-15, F 2 Responses Jul 12, 2014

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    I Feel Nothing

    Hello guys! I'm your average fool who has tried to fit in but doesn't. My only friend is a rabbit, my parents marriage is a phony, and the only girl that has payed attention to me in the past 5 years is not interested in me. Everyone tells me to not give up and that things will...
    forever6219 forever6219 22-25, M 2 Responses Nov 13, 2013

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    God. I wish I could go to sleep

    and never wake up. :(
    deleted deleted 26-30 7 Responses May 28, 2014

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    I used to be so happy

    and now all I want to do is be dead.:(
    depressedgirl1234567890 depressedgirl1234567890 13-15, F 5 Responses Jun 5, 2014

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    I'm 19, I live in beautiful California.

    ... Only problem is... I'm pregnant and alone. Yes I have a boyfriend who I love so much but he's working all the time to save money for the baby. But anyways... After everyone found out I'm not close to any family or friends anymore. Ive gained about 46 pounds and I hate my body...
    Juliaw08 Juliaw08 18-21, F 4 Responses May 27, 2014

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    Someone..

    Please talk to me before I go completely insane..
    Xingouttheos Xingouttheos 16-17, F 9 Responses Nov 3, 2013

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