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I Hate My Life Right Now

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    I used to be so happy

    and now all I want to do is be dead.:(
    depressedgirl1234567890 depressedgirl1234567890 13-15, F 5 Responses Jun 5, 2014

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    I hate life. I hate myself.

    I just hate everything! I can't take it anymore!! I'm so sick of feeling so alone and depressed. All the pressure from my family is driving me insane. I feel like I have no one to confide in. My friends all left me because they didn't want to deal with me. Even my best friend...
    MissWallflower MissWallflower 18-21, F 8 Responses Dec 22, 2014

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    I feel a little bit like I am drowning.

    I am 30, married and I have two boys (9 months and 4 years) and I'm a stay at home mom. This is what I always wanted, but not quite how I pictured things. I had to quit school (and no, I cannot finish because illustration is something that you can't do online and no college...
    MintyD MintyD 31-35 2 Responses Feb 24, 2014

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    I seriously hate my life right now.

    Its so ****** up. My mom hates me I think. The 4th of July she said I don't belong here in an Funny Evil kind of way. And my new step brother likes me. He's just one year older and he's pretty handsome, cute or whatever. But he my brother so Ew. People keep lying to me. Like wtf...
    SDavis3543 SDavis3543 16-17, F Jul 6

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    That moment when u scratch the hell out of your

    arm just because your upset but can't cut
    butterflybaby123 butterflybaby123 13-15, F 2 Responses Jun 22

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    I am so frustrated right now.

    I'm sick of people at the moment. I avoid social situations and I have on/off suicidal thoughts. Some people in my life currently just frustrate me and bring me down. I even have a relative I don't trust at the moment that is trying to become closer to me. I am already in a bad...
    rcmh171822 rcmh171822 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 23

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    There are numerous older men in the world

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    allisoncc11 allisoncc11 26-30, F Aug 13

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    I have spent all day cleaning cooking

    organising our house only to have my fiancé come home not notice and literally disagree with everything I have had to say and if I stand up for what I'm saying he just starts yelling at me. And then he found out I forgot to pay a bill omg I actually though I was going to die! I...
    Boo22boo Boo22boo 22-25, F 8 Responses May 27, 2014

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    SorrynotSorrynotSorry SorrynotSorrynotSorry 26-30, F 3 Responses Aug 7

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    People don't even treat me the way I want to be

    treated. And I don't do a single thing to them but they just come out and hurt me. Even people on here do that to me. Just leave me the **** alone.
    BloodRedDarkness BloodRedDarkness 16-17, F Jul 24, 2014

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    All my so called friends have decided to ignore

    me, and I have tryed to get in touch with my family but they dont want to know me, is there any point in living.
    sissykira71 sissykira71 41-45, M 1 Response Jun 19

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    Living Is Not Living

    Simply being alive and breathing on this planet is not the same as living a life. In my case, I honestly cannot justify my miserable existence. And what I mean by that is even though I am alive and breathing today, I am not however living. I am quite dead inside if you catch my...
    FainofHearts FainofHearts 22-25, M 6 Responses Apr 28, 2013

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    dogsgowoof dogsgowoof 36-40, M Jun 27

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    Someone..

    Please talk to me before I go completely insane..
    Xingouttheos Xingouttheos 16-17, F 9 Responses Nov 3, 2013

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    So angry and stressed right now.

    Lack of sleep isn't helping. Kids are stressing me out. Acting up, refusing to behave. Today I specifically told them not to touch a cake. I left for 10 minutes to pick up dinner, and they somehow got the cake off the top of the refrigerator, dug in and ruined it. So I'm...
    JacobsGirl360 JacobsGirl360 31-35, F 2 Responses Jun 30

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    SorrynotSorrynotSorry SorrynotSorrynotSorry 26-30, F Aug 19

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    I knew my life couldn't be

    that happy for a long time... I knew that all those happy moments weren't going to last much. I'm pretty used to be sad tho. Like, w h a t e v e r. I stopped caring a long time ago anyways...
    LittleUnicorn LittleUnicorn 18-21 4 Responses Jun 16

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    It's my birthday week

    and this one is the worst yet! I've come to the realization that I'm my parents favorite (my siblings would point that out to me, since my parents would try to be more lenient on me) just because they think I'm some cow they can milk, that I'm an investment that'll provide them...
    thecasualdilettante thecasualdilettante 22-25, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Hmm I have to drop out school

    since I have no money to fee. My mom can't provide money to me anymore so I have to find work. Absolutely, in my life I have ever met this situation. I think it's so hard for me to do work because I have never live in a difficult situation. Before my family is rich, but because...
    Heyjin Heyjin 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 12

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    I just hate my life .

    . && I wanna die . 😔 gosh it would really be good to know someone's out there ..
    AfroLove24 AfroLove24 13-15, F 2 Responses Jul 12, 2014

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    I just don't know what to do anymore.

    .. my life is getting worse day by day. I thought the worst part of my life was over and After my boyfriend and I both had fully time jobs our troubles would be over. Just to recap my miserable last 3 years: my boyfriend was convinced by the local mental health department that...
    jess62186 jess62186 26-30, F 1 Response Aug 7

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    I hate my life. I wanna kill myself

    but im to scared and I am really hating my life here. I used to believe in god but maybe god forget about me and just ignore me maybe when I really cant take this **** anymore I'll end it myself.
    sahabatnoah sahabatnoah 18-21, M Aug 14

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    I used to be a very happy person

    but not anymore. The person I trusted, betrayed me. Lost my trust, there seem to be nothing else left in my heart.
    Chloeliew Chloeliew 31-35, F 3 Responses May 27, 2014

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    Well, here I am. I am 14 years old

    and live in London, I have recently came out on Instagram, I am now being bullied, I have people who torment me at school and the follow me home only to abuse me more. There is one boy I like, he is gay, I didn't know how to express my feelings then, he moved to Sweden. I have...
    GayCharizard GayCharizard 13-15, M 13 Responses May 28, 2014

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    I feel like no one likes me

    and everyone is against me. I feel like I have no where to turn and people look down on me. Worthless is not a good enough word to describe how I feel. People treat me so badly when I try to do my best to treat everyone the way I want to be treated. I hate my life almost 95% of...
    livlaughluhv livlaughluhv 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 13

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    ****** job, stressed out,

    no life, no love... Living a soulless life without pleasure or joy ... Merely existing not living
    thousandcuts thousandcuts 22-25, F 3 Responses Jul 9

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    I'm pretty sure I have one of the most pathetic

    lives out there. I'm so ashamed of my situation right now. Where do I begin?! 1. I recently turned 18 years old 2. I live with my parents 2. I'm jobless 3. I don't attend school 4. I struggle with depression 5. I struggle with low self- esteem 6. I struggle with social anxiety...
    pixywrites pixywrites 18-21, F 5 Responses Jun 21

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    If someone told me 10 months ago

    that this is where my life would be today I would have gotten something to eat and drink, and then have blown my brains out.
    anonymousdrummer anonymousdrummer 16-17, M Jul 4

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    Everything's going wrong like everything.

    1. My greatest friends from primary school have split off from me now and are the popular kids and then there's me who nobody notices. 2. I'm getting into trouble everyday at school. 3. I just generally feel bad 4. Me and my family keep arguing 5. One of my best friends...
    HMC17 HMC17 13-15, M 4 Responses Jul 3

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    Jaze just dumped this morning.

    Now the only thing I have right now is a half tub of Ben & Jerry and my collection of break up DVD's I'm currently on Predator. I wish I had a group of girl friends around here so I'd have someone to talk to as I don't wanna talk to any of the MALE populace right now!! Men are...
    LizzyFeet1985 LizzyFeet1985 22-25, F 3 Responses Jul 18

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    I absolutely hate my situation.

    I just got my Master's degree in biology, can't find a job and I'm not sure if my experience and grades are enough to apply for a PhD. My grades are good, but not excellent. I'm very interested in molecular medicine, but in my country there are almost no jobs in this field. I...
    DiscoveringTheTruth DiscoveringTheTruth 22-25, F 3 Responses Jul 10

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    I hate my life. I wish I were dead.

    I feel like a loser and always have been the loser. No one ever cares about me no one ever loves me. I hate my life so ******* much.
    Lana11211 Lana11211 31-35 1 Response Jul 7

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    God. I wish I could go to sleep

    and never wake up. :(
    deleted deleted 26-30 7 Responses May 28, 2014

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    Everyone who first met me all think

    that I'm very lucky when they saw my house, my family and everything. But they have no idea what I've gone through. Everyday I have to tell myself that Don't worry, everything will be okay but things just didn't come that way. I feel like an idiot because I let people get close...
    amyduell06 amyduell06 18-21, F 3 Responses Dec 31, 2014

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    Jobs on a stalemate, Just went through a rough

    breakup, Nobody to talk.Just turned 22 and im feeling lonely
    SidRiddh SidRiddh 22-25, M 1 Response Aug 14

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    Don't question it. I fell off my bed

    and dislocated my arm luckily I managed to put it back in place but it hurts like hell
    SpiritOfOrpheus SpiritOfOrpheus 16-17, M 5 Responses Jul 19

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    I've just lost a close friend of mine over the

    stupidest thing. I'm about to lose another friend over another stupid thing. My relationship with my parents have gone further south than before amidst all of these things. I also made my little brother traumatized from all of my actions, and he broke down crying in front of me...
    crypticcrime crypticcrime 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 7

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    I have no idea what has come over me tonight.

    It is 2AM, and I haven't feel this way in a long time. I have been crying for the last hour, I haven't cried in a long time. Actually, I can't remember the last time I cried.I can't get one specific scene from my mind. 9yo me taking pictures of every room of my house, from every...
    null123 null123 26-30, M 2 Responses Aug 4

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    I hate my life I thought I met someone I could

    trust but they just used me and now I have started cutting again :(
    1losthope 1losthope 18-21, F 6 Responses Dec 16, 2014

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    I just don't know anymore.

    ..I'm falling apart and I've lost myself...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Dec 15, 2014

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    damn so many messed up stuffs going on right

    now I desperately need a BREAK! a break away from my life and my MIND. I wish I had a mute button. I keep thinking and its driving me nuts! I just want to be by myself and not have any of it right now.
    CasseMoi CasseMoi 31-35, F 5 Responses Aug 4

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    I have no confidence

    and I find that I'm insecure and very nervous and anxious in any if not a lot of situations. I hate it, sometimes I think I should go to therapy or something, but I don't know how to do that or how much it would cost or if it would help...
    Experiencezzzz Experiencezzzz 18-21, M 10 Responses Apr 29, 2014

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    Needles

    I never needed the feeling of pain to get me through the day before.. I was only 12.. A mother consumed by alcohol, to dizzy to mind her children and a father that was always working to pay the bills and buy us off with plastic toys that filled our faces with this fake happiness...
    Xingouttheos Xingouttheos 16-17, F 8 Responses Mar 2, 2013

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    12 years ago i was 6.

    I wanted to be a doctor. When i was 6 i had no idea what problems i would have to face today. When i was 8 i thought i was the fattest in my class. When i was 8 i thought i was the ugliest girl in the world. When i was 8 i had my first seizure. When i was 13 i was finally...
    breakersflow breakersflow 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 22, 2014

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    My bf is off at camp.

    .. I'm so alone and depressed, I hate it when he's gone he is my everything and the one person Ik I can vent to... he's only been gone since Saturday and I miss him like he's been gone a month... but I still hope he has fun and I can't wait till I get to see him again *^_^*
    KiyaVoigt KiyaVoigt 13-15, F 3 Responses Jul 8

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    I'm at the point where I want to give up.

    .. I'm an ex cutter thinking about doing it again... I'm broke I'm hungry and my boyfriend of two years is stuck in a different state with no way back to us. I have two kids so I'm trying to be brave for them but I can't take much more. I need help. I can't do it on my own...
    itsmimsy itsmimsy 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 7