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I Hate My Life Right Now

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    People take advantage of me lie to me

    and they do it all so I can feel bad, I think! They do it because they know I can be taken advantage of but whenever I do something wrong I'm yelled at I wish I had the guys to kill myself!!!! 🔫🔪💊💉
    jjrosw jjrosw 13-15, F Mar 10

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    but my life doesnt love me,

    i fell in love, gave everything i have into it, only to wake up one day in the hospital, diagnosed of food poison, 6 months pregnancy i was hoping would develop to be a great man in the future couldn't survive it. whats more painful was the fact that my husband whom i gave the...
    cloerichardsom cloerichardsom 26-30, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Am i invisible, or just not important to this

    world? I feel like i am drowning in my own cries for help. A flood of despair rushes through my body every time i see her. What did i do wrong? Is it just my existence that's a sin? I look at myself in the mirror everyday and i see a useless unimportant girl. Would it just be...
    miscellanious miscellanious 13-15, F 3 Responses Mar 11

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    I feel a little bit like I am drowning.

    I am 30, married and I have two boys (9 months and 4 years) and I'm a stay at home mom. This is what I always wanted, but not quite how I pictured things. I had to quit school (and no, I cannot finish because illustration is something that you can't do online and no college...
    MintyD MintyD 26-30 3 Responses Feb 24

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    Most days the voice inside my head says,

    " you're a loser, you're fat, you're crazy, you're going to be alone for the rest of your life." From the outside I seem "normal" or whatever. I have a good job, nice apartment, I have a lot of great friends who are in great relationships and have great jobs. For majority of my...
    lalalamandyland lalalamandyland 26-30, F Jan 5

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    Smile

    I hope one day everybody in this group leaves and finds happiness and strength in life. I know three years back i would have joined but now im okay. It's hard when you feel trapped whether its a bad relationship or its family or friends. But just keep your head up and try a smile...
    applepucker2 applepucker2 16-17, F 3 Responses Jun 28, 2012

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    I hate my life right now.

    I currently have no friends, which is strange for me. I used to be the smart funny girl that everyone would talk to. Now I have trouble even getting my "friends" to talk to me. Which sucks. My school is supposedly one of the best in the district but over half the teachers don't...
    Konalover0210 Konalover0210 16-17, F 3 Responses Feb 10

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    My life is in a whirl wind right now.

    Nothing seems to be going right. This past year has been the worst of my life and overall it seems that I've had a tough life. In the past year I've had a $3000 dollar computer stolen, had to move out of a beautiful home into an apartment, evicted from said apartment and moved...
    namkcor namkcor 36-40, M 1 Response Mar 13

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    Nothing I Do Ever Works Out

    I try so hard to do the best I can. I am taking care of my kids, (those at home and those who are on their own), I am going to school so that I can make a decent living and take care of myself and my kids. I was a stay at home mom for almost 20 years when I found myself out on my...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Oct 28, 2011

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    Someone..

    Please talk to me before I go completely insane..
    Xingouttheos Xingouttheos 16-17, F 7 Responses Nov 3, 2013

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    For the last twenty years,

    I have been either neutral or unhappy. I'm married to a wonderful person, I'm pregnant, I just got a job that I worked for forever, and I wish I had never been born. None of this brings me a single iota of joy. When I close my eyes, I envision a gun pointed at my head, with the...
    searchingontheinternet searchingontheinternet 31-35, F 2 Responses Mar 10

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    Moms leaving for 3 weeks

    as of tomorrow. I already explained to Jared (step brother) that I needed some space. He asked why and I told him so he proceeded with a "so?". I'm not looking forward to dealing with him without an adult I can trust around.
    Naty13 Naty13 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 7

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    Unfortunately I Do Hate My ...

    Unfortunately I do hate my life right now. I am thankful for all the wonderful people in it, but sometimes I just can't help but scream and cry. I hate being sick and tired. I hate not being able to go out with my friends, or grow a garden. I hate having a dirty cluttered house...
    autumnmoon autumnmoon 41-45, F 5 Responses Jun 18, 2008

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    I cant do anything right

    and it seems like im falling into an escapelss pit of shame and dumbassness i feel so stupid i cant do anything right and i just ... Ugh **** it nvm
    RavenHearts RavenHearts 16-17, F 2 Responses Apr 2

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    Dead Inside

    I'm absolutely numb. Nothing makes me happy, and it feels like nothing ever will. I'm a dead person walking, like a zombie through life, pretending to be like everyone else. When the truth is that I'm a creep, and I don't belong here. I hate my life, and I hate myself. I'll never...
    Abbyjo Abbyjo 18-21, F 12 Responses Dec 2, 2011

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    I HATE MY LIFE ALWAYS!

    Not just right now. LIFE SUCKS, I HATE IT. TORTURE.
    fukkmylife fukkmylife 41-45, F 1 Response Apr 5

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    I Truly Like Using Rhymes To Express My Feelings And Emotions...

    Who doesn't have a father? Maybe he died, passed on Or he doesn't even bother To treat you like an actual daughter or son So, you try to move on with it Your life Which you don't care for anymore No, not a bit And you try to heal before You're beyond all repair All you want is...
    GreenManley GreenManley 18-21, M 1 Response Jun 3, 2013

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    I hate my life so, so much right now.

    .. This is the only consistent thing I have in my life right now... my total disdain for my life! I am in pain psychologically and I can't figure out how to fix that on a more consistent and permanent and empowered basis. My body doesn't feel so hot either. I feel stuck and...
    aniave aniave 31-35, F 2 Responses Mar 30

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    How Do You Make It Stop

    So much bad is happening in my life I'm scared I'm going to end up never leaving the house again. Wife cheated and left, went from 229 to 161 in 3 months without drugs. Now 4 months later I'm back to 191 but still have to force myself to eat and get through every day and night...
    Trustedlies Trustedlies 70+, M 11 Responses Apr 16, 2013

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    I feel like I'm on the trueman show like no

    matter what I do I don't succeed and i don't choose what happens in my life not even the stuff your supposed to. I see so many lies in my life I kinda want to throw up. Why can't this be the boondock saints and I could just say a prayer and end them all haha I prob sound like...
    anglesanddemons anglesanddemons 18-21, M 1 Response Mar 23

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    Those night where you just lay awake thinking

    about what could have been if you said or did something different. Maybe we'd all be happy if we could solve some of our past......
    DrugStorePoet DrugStorePoet 18-21, M 1 Response Mar 15

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    Here I am at the mall again drinking

    and eating and wasting my money. I'm so angry at so much right now. It's been 2 years since I've been living an empty life. My grades are ****** I have no friends. I want to go back to school but it's too expensive and I have to pay 800-900 KD for tuition. I'm so pissed. Really...
    Abdulaziz94 Abdulaziz94 18-21, M Mar 30

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    I Don'T Enjoy My Life

    I not happy with my life. I had a life with very little support and need to solve things on my own. This help me be a stronger person, but wish I had people that cared about me.
    ChillyWilly82 ChillyWilly82 31-35, M 3 Responses Feb 14, 2013

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    SpiritualMe SpiritualMe 16-17, M 1 Response Mar 13

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    My friends have all turned,

    my brother won't talk to me, and my girlfriend is always telling me how to improve my "attractiveness" and how other guys are "so very much hotter" than me... I thought a girlfriend was supposed to love you for who you are... I don't know what to do anymore, suicide? Shut myself...
    TristonBrozik TristonBrozik 13-15, M 1 Response Apr 9

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    I Hate My Life Right Now

    , i wanna leave everything behind me and go away , i just hate everything aroud me it's like my life is getting boore , i wanna go somewhere and live in my way , meet new people and have new friends , somewhere where i can do what ever i want without being afraid , i really...
    sofiasofie sofiasofie 16-17 2 Responses Aug 7, 2012

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    I broke someone's heart reall bad,

    never in my life had to tell such big lie. Its all my fault, she can put all the blame on me. Every minute I feel a pain coming, pain from god has give me, I know much more punishment awaits me.
    RrTrueAllMe RrTrueAllMe 13-15, F Mar 8

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    Horrible cycle *wakes up exhausted* *takes a

    nap later due to exhaustion* *cant fall asleep at night due to nap* *wakes up exhausted*
    LolitaxLana LolitaxLana 18-21, F Jan 27

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    Needles

    I never needed the feeling of pain to get me through the day before.. I was only 12.. A mother consumed by alcohol, to dizzy to mind her children and a father that was always working to pay the bills and buy us off with plastic toys that filled our faces with this fake happiness...
    Xingouttheos Xingouttheos 16-17, F 8 Responses Mar 2, 2013

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    My husband verbally abuses me constantly!

    I am so sick of it! I wish I could die right now. He says women who buy cars are terrible people who sleep with men. Women who have mammograms are terrible people who sleep with men. Women whose parents call them or whose children call them are terrible people who sleep with...
    tony20dw17 tony20dw17 41-45, F 5 Responses Apr 2

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    How Did This Happen?

    When I was young, my future was set up for me so that I could thrive in whatever way I chose. I've made several decisions, and I think I've made mostly good ones. Somehow, however, everything seems wrong and things are going from bad to worse. I don't know how to recover my...
    FlynnMorrow FlynnMorrow 26-30, F 3 Responses Sep 13, 2013

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    Ugh

    I have been stressing so much lately. My grades are due Wednesday and I am failing pretty much all of my classes because I have been absent so many days and I've missed a lot of assignments. So I only have a few days to make up all of my work so I can't bring up my grade and I'm...
    jessvaughn24 jessvaughn24 18-21, F 6 Responses Oct 7, 2013

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    I Want To Walk Away From My Life

    I hate my life. I am a mom to 10 children and am married to an alcoholic who has abused me for most our relationship. I never get any rest, I never have time alone, it is never quiet enough to think. I am stressed out all the time and have ended up in the emergency room several...
    Jaynelle Jaynelle 36-40, F 5 Responses Feb 15, 2011

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    I just can't do this anymore.

    I have too much going on all at once. I can only take so much of it. I already have my own problems, let alone dealing with the stress of school, family, and drama with friends. I just don't want to be here anymore. I want to end all of the pain. It's pretty scary when your mind...
    kaylamarie1000 kaylamarie1000 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 9

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    When Does It Get Better?

    I'm buried in student debt with no end in sight. Was college worth it? No. I live at home. I want to move out, but I feel tremendous guilt about potentially abandoning my widowed mother. I hate my job. I'm looking for a new job, but I know I'll hate the next place I end up at...
    incrediblylost incrediblylost 22-25, M 2 Responses May 11, 2013

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    LikeAPrayer LikeAPrayer 18-21, F 4 Responses Mar 25

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    cycloneange cycloneange 70+, F 8 Responses Feb 18

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    Im constantly feeling alone,

    and wanting to be wanted. I want someone to want to talk to me. I'm tired of always bugging them. Why can't anyone talk to me first or be interested in me or who I am. Everyone seems to have interest in others. Just about everyone but me has someone to talk to and to care about...
    dylanneo98 dylanneo98 16-17, M 1 Response Mar 10

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    I Feel Nothing

    Hello guys! I'm your average fool who has tried to fit in but doesn't. My only friend is a rabbit, my parents marriage is a phony, and the only girl that has payed attention to me in the past 5 years is not interested in me. Everyone tells me to not give up and that things will...
    forever6219 forever6219 18-21, M 2 Responses Nov 13, 2013

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    I was dumped over text by my dream girl 2

    months ago. we have dated for 4 months but we spent tons of time together and I know that I love her. She wants nothing to do with me now and she always ignores me and flirts with guys already even tho she once claimed to love me. I've thought about her every single day and...
    dylanneo98 dylanneo98 16-17, M 1 Response Mar 8

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    I hate my life... I hate my personal life,

    I hate my work life, I hate myself, I hate my friends life. I hate my personal life because I live in a sexless relationship. He would rather spend time with anyone in the world except for me. He doesn't even look at me. I hate my work life because I can't stand the women...
    AlsoUnknown AlsoUnknown 31-35, F Mar 9

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    Betrayal

    When this **** made accusations you denied it even though it was true you ****** her and knocked her up and now we have a newborn brother called Angus. how could you do this to us, to mum you sly ****. what did you see in that ugly ****,you didn't give a **** about the impact you...
    NinjaKitteh1999 NinjaKitteh1999 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 6, 2012

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    Living Is Not Living

    Simply being alive and breathing on this planet is not the same as living a life. In my case, I honestly cannot justify my miserable existence. And what I mean by that is even though I am alive and breathing today, I am not however living. I am quite dead inside if you catch my...
    FainofHearts FainofHearts 22-25, M 6 Responses Apr 28, 2013

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    jayseca jayseca 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 2

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    I just want it to stop.

    I want a do-over.
    Travel4work Travel4work 46-50, M 2 Responses Mar 18

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    I Did It Again

    Im starting to cut my wrists again. Sigh, I am so stressed, so much peer pressure, so much anger building inside me. Im so tired. I cant take it anymore. I am so tired of everything
    ScaredFlower ScaredFlower 16-17, F 5 Responses Feb 26, 2013

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    Merry Christmas! Bah Humbug

    For some of us Christmas is a time of feeling alone and depressed.  I have always loved Christmas but this year did it for me.  I think I am done.   We opened presents at my house tonight and I sat and watched as my kids, grandkids and hubby opened at least 10 to 15 presents...
    teri58 teri58 51-55, F 8 Responses Dec 25, 2011

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    I have a ****** job, no one to love

    and no one who loves me, no friends (except for my ex-boyfriend, who just found his dream girl) and no dreams left to dream any more
    photosynthea photosynthea 26-30, F 2 Responses Mar 8

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    The Person Who I've Become Isn't Who I Want To Be...

    I hate my life right now, this person who I've become isn't me. This sad, depressed, hating the world girl, who would rather through everything away than work towards all the goals she had set in life. I cannot deal with it anymore. I do not find joy or comfort in anything...
    tryingtogaincontrol tryingtogaincontrol 18-21, F 4 Responses Oct 30, 2013

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    I think I'm really pretty,

    but I fear that I'm actually ugly and the beautiful reflection that I see is just a warped image of how I want to look as opposed to how I actually look. :/
    reesespeices reesespeices 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 9

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    I Give Up

    I try my best, I really do But I always end up turning it into a big mess. I dont care anymore. I wont care anymore. So What if I have no friends?!? So What if I dont have anyone to talk to?!? So What if I am being backstabbed?!? I dont freaking care!!! Who are they to pick or...
    ScaredFlower ScaredFlower 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 21, 2013

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    Bluenox Bluenox 18-21, F 2 Responses 35 mins ago

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    They say that it will be better,

    but seem to me like it gets worse everyday. I can expect nothing and ask for nothing, people don't really understand of what's going on, nor do they want to understand. It's just too lonely, I'm wondering if there are even people of my kind out there. When I feel in need of...
    brokenfall brokenfall 18-21, M Mar 9

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    I Have For About 2 Years

    I think its time to end it soon, only way I can release all my thoughts and my heart.
    iminpain iminpain 18-21, M 6 Responses Oct 3, 2010

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    I'm starting to accept everything

    as being terrible and giving up on finding happiness. I'm learning to live with the pain, and disconnect myself from my emotions again.....
    dylanneo98 dylanneo98 16-17, M 3 Responses Mar 10

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    So sick of everything.

    All I want to do is run away but I dont know wot to do or where to go. He treats me like **** but I still stay y I do not know any more. I do not know who iam anymore I have lost who I am because of him and his emotional abuse. He can b so nice amd perfect amd then he changes...
    gamerchick03 gamerchick03 26-30, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    lonleylovers lonleylovers 16-17, F 3 Responses Apr 8

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