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I Hate My Life

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    My concussion is making me feel suicidal.

    .. I don't know if I'll ever feel good again. I spent 3 months doing nothing, no electronics, physical activity, or anything, and I still get headaches a lot. I just want to be normal again...even though I was never happy either while I was normal in the first place :/
    anthonyc12 anthonyc12 18-21, M 2 Responses Feb 22

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    im so broken alone and depressed

    but no one seems to notice they dont care at all my so called friends never seem to understand me well its not their fault no one does anyways and im just tired of living in such a cruel world my boyfriend is the only reason to why im still alive but he hurts me a lot i just...
    xxSuicidalPrincessxx xxSuicidalPrincessxx 13-15, F 4 Responses Jun 26, 2014

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    Ugh!! I don't know what to do!

    !! I get blamed for everything that goes wrong. No one understands me. I've dug a pit that is too deep to climb out of!!!! I feel like running away from everything and starting over. I feel like cutting myself into pieces and just die!
    Dani3lJD Dani3lJD 13-15, M 3 Responses Feb 12

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    Ma11hew Ma11hew 16-17, M 6 Responses Feb 20

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    Ma11hew Ma11hew 16-17, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Ma11hew Ma11hew 16-17, M 2 Responses Feb 20

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    Why do people say they love you

    but never really mean it and then brake your heart. Cause that always happens it just makes me so sad that people would play games on love love is not a game!! I just always wanna die when they always lie to me
    crazywolf5683 crazywolf5683 16-17, F 3 Responses Aug 15, 2014

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    I just want to disappear.

    I don't want to be here.
    Scaredmonster Scaredmonster 16-17, F 1 Response May 25, 2014

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    I just have no purpose in life.

    I feel like I don't have anyone to talk to and even if I did they really wouldn't care.
    idkwhoiam13 idkwhoiam13 31-35, F 2 Responses Jan 10

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    lifesasecret127 lifesasecret127 13-15, F 2 Responses Jun 8, 2014

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    I don't know what to do anymore.

    .. I don't have a reason to keep living, so why am I still even here? I can't stand this carousel of torment.
    Elsiphael Elsiphael 16-17, T 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    You say you still care

    and love me but you have treated me like **** for the last 6 months wtf
    Ma11hew Ma11hew 16-17, M 1 Response Feb 22

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    Told to go kill myself **** my life ****

    living **** society **** this gay world
    BiXwolfsXbears BiXwolfsXbears 13-15, F 1 Response Feb 16

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    WarriorPoet97 WarriorPoet97 16-17, F 3 Responses Jan 18

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    I feel pretty selfish admitting this.

    . Life is such a precious thing but lately it hasn't been seeming like it. Honestly, nothing is particularly "wrong". Not many big problems going on, just feeling with out any purpose or direction. I often think if someone else's mind was in my body, how would I turn out? I'm not...
    lonelyxsoul lonelyxsoul 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 21, 2014

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    that feeling you get

    when you're just waiting to get home into your room and let everything you have been digging deep within you all day out.....
    1livingstars 1livingstars 16-17, F Jun 13, 2014

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    You know you're messed up

    when you're sad because you're not dead.
    TheRouge TheRouge 16-17, F 5 Responses Oct 16, 2014

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    **** life !!!!!!!!!!!

    !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
    Ma11hew Ma11hew 16-17, M 2 days ago

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    I just want to curl up in a ball

    and die **** life life sucks !!!
    Ma11hew Ma11hew 16-17, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I've had the I hate my self feelings,

    suicidal thoughts, depression, the feelings of hopelessness, my life started out **** and got shittier. But I'm here to tell you there is light at the end of the tunnel and if you need help or someone to talk to contact me.
    thatDfunnyJguy thatDfunnyJguy 31-35, M 2 Responses May 14, 2014

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    Yeah, not really. I may get stressed

    or have troubles of my own, but who doesn't? I don't want to say I hate my life. That's like taking it for granted. That's like saying I wouldn't care if it was taken away from me. I can't believe there are people who can take their live so for granted! You're going to be here...
    RhinosaurusRex RhinosaurusRex 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 14

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    To be perfectly honest.

    ..I’m not interested in living in this ******* world. I don’t have any goal or dream. I just have no purpose in life. I feel like I don't have anyone to talk to and even if I did they really wouldn't care. Well, I don’t care too. I’m just a simple lady who’s not...
    bored19899 bored19899 22-25, F 8 Responses Jan 11

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    Day 3 of being on anti depressants.

    I feel cloudy. I sit and watch the snow bank in front of the house. The DR and pharmacist, first two weeks can increase my anxiety and then it will level out. I could not concentrate yesterday to produce a letter. I don't know how i will function on that. Feel like my brain is...
    jaml jaml 41-45, M 4 Responses 5 days ago

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    But Not Everyday

    when I joined this group I was feeling particularly down.  I dont actually hate my life and any of you in this group shouldn't either.  Life is too short to focus on the negatives.  I hate the parts of my life that are beyond my control and some that I am smothered...
    johnwad3 johnwad3 26-30, M 8 Responses Dec 18, 2006

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    Ma11hew Ma11hew 16-17, M 3 Responses Feb 22

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    I Wish..

    I want something to change or something to happen. There is actaully **** all good about it.. I don't think there is anything good about it. I don't know how I don't get deperssed more often.
    Achilles1989 Achilles1989 22-25, M 3 Responses Aug 28, 2010

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    Ma11hew Ma11hew 16-17, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I'm so stupid, slow and careless despite having

    aspergers. I hate the school I'm at because it's a boarding school far away from home and last year I was stalked by a creepy, fat dyslexic kid and mistreated by an old man and he's lucky I didn't break his spine. I can't leave this horrible place and I keep getting stuck in the...
    FoxFan64 FoxFan64 13-15, M 1 Response Feb 19

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    I feel like no one even wants me around I feel

    like for everyone's sake that I should just drop dead
    EmHeartsX EmHeartsX 13-15, F 6 Responses May 4, 2014

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    I Use To Hate My Life, But I Found My Way

    I use to hate myself, my life and the People around me and the whole world. I never hated God I would just question him,ask him why we're things happening to me. Why am I fat and ugly?,why do people hate me and bother me?,why doesn't my mother love me?,why do I cry and cut myself...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Aug 7, 2013

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    Ma11hew Ma11hew 16-17, M 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    I can't ******* stand school.

    The best grade I have is an 80 and all my other seven classes I have less then a 75. I try hard but I am just terrible at school, how the **** did I manage to get into college? Everyone walks around with 90 and above and I feel so dumb. Neither do I have any talent to show. I am...
    RedtheEmerald RedtheEmerald 22-25, F 3 Responses Jun 4, 2014

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    I'm just lying here dying slowly being

    tormented by the voices in my head not even my parents understand my suffering
    silverstrike silverstrike 13-15, M 2 Responses 20 hrs ago

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    I Hate My Life Dnt Want Too Be Here No More

    i am 18 i have been in foster care an i have been rapied twice i carnt evan go out no more cause i have panic attacts i have tryed suicide cuts my wrists tryed hanging myself an taken overdoses my mum is metally ill i have no one too turn too or talk too i really need a friend...
    samantha2345 samantha2345 19-21, F 2 Responses Sep 16, 2007

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    Of there was a song written

    for me. It would be Shake it out bye Florence+ The Machine
    bluegirlie98 bluegirlie98 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 21, 2014

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    mlzzmt mlzzmt 13-15, F 3 Responses 9 hrs ago

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    DepressedTeensRus DepressedTeensRus 13-15, M Jan 14

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    I can't wait till I die

    because I would be much better then my life rn
    Ma11hew Ma11hew 16-17, M 23 hrs ago

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    I was homeschooled all my life,

    I never went to school with other kids or didn't really had a nice childhood. My mom and dad never took me, I hated my mom and still do for not taking me to school or not even be concerned about my education. My dad was just a lazy *** drunk and he didn't even care too. My dad...
    Whatsername21 Whatsername21 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 25, 2014

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    TheRouge TheRouge 16-17, F 3 Responses Sep 3, 2014

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    I hate my life. I'm such a loser

    and no one likes me and my family hates me and no boy likes me and never did and never will.
    StoryOfMyLife1234 StoryOfMyLife1234 18-21, F 13 Responses Sep 12, 2014

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    TheRouge TheRouge 16-17, F 8 Responses Apr 17, 2014

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    I am incapable of having orgasism from

    both a partner and myself. I have not been sexually stimulated for 7 years despite continued attempts with mutiple partners. Sexual intimacy is the gule that holds two longing bodies into the deepest and happiest plunges of lust and love. My adult body is a stranger to both...
    2lil2L8 2lil2L8 26-30, F 3 days ago

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    I'm sick and tired of people telling me

    that it's gonna get better. Can they see the future? How the hell do they know if its gonna get better? What if it actually doesn't? All they're doing is bringing my hopes up without knowing if its the truth or not!
    Vagabond01 Vagabond01 16-17, F 4 Responses Aug 30, 2014

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    I hate my ****** life.

    I wish i was never born.
    2lil2L8 2lil2L8 26-30, F 3 Responses 17 hrs ago

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    I do really hate my life,

    I came from a broken family.My father is a ******* ******* , he had an affair, he didn't support as financially and he left us.My mother is the only one who took care for us.She did everything for us and I'm thankful because she didn't even give up. I finish college and earned...
    sen017 sen017 22-25, F 4 Responses Apr 14, 2014

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    This will be the 2nd day I have gone to bed

    with eating. I'm so sick of everything in my life in every way. I just want to sleep. Someone help me. I'm so scared I'm numb.
    deademotion11 deademotion11 22-25, M 3 days ago

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    everything always goes wrong n no one will ever

    want me in real life and I just wanna die I'm just worthless
    matrixwolf matrixwolf 16-17, M 4 Responses Feb 10

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    Ma11hew Ma11hew 16-17, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    So, everybody obviously experiences their

    emotional ups and downs, but if the overall outcome is still negative, then it effectively means I would rather cease to exist than have to endure the pain and suffering of being. So why shouldn't I take my life? I don't even remember the last time I was happy, the last time I...
    Elsiphael Elsiphael 16-17, T 2 Responses Feb 22

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    I don't understand !!

    !!!!!!!!!!!!!
    Ma11hew Ma11hew 16-17, M 1 Response Feb 22

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