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I Hate My Life

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    I always **** everything up will never let

    myself sustain happiness ill find away to rip it apart i wish i could rip away this pain and end the cycle.....
    TlovesLouise TlovesLouise 22-25, M 1 Response Jan 13

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    okay, so i guess i should start from the

    beginning. I was born August 13, 2001. I don't really remember much of my childhood, given children don't really remember things until they are like 2-4 years old. I guess I lived a somewhat decent life. I was a good kid, and if i wasn't my mom or dad would hit me with a sandal...
    taliaxox taliaxox 13-15, F 3 Responses Jan 6

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    wassup305 wassup305 16-17, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    I just sit in my self pity ,

    if no one notices I'll drown eventually .
    penguinproblems penguinproblems 18-21, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    To be honest, I don't know much about myself.

    There is no 'me'. Yeah I've been living a lie. My father has always been trying to influence the way I think. Judging me, criticizing every single detail of things I'm doing. Shutting me out all my entire life. I never talk back though. There is no point in it. Assuming it's...
    ellen023 ellen023 22-25, F 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    rgagich rgagich 22-25, M 2 Responses Jan 10

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    DepressedTeensRus DepressedTeensRus 13-15, M Jan 14

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    chack out my suicide chat room cute

    and past the link http://www.chatzy.com/37831562858889
    hopetodie hopetodie 51-55, M Jan 18

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    Went to the doctor yesterday

    and found out that my health is not very good. They can't find any physical reason for it, and after countless tests including a full body MRI and enough blood work to keep Dracula fed for a year, the only thing he can say is the problem is the extreme stress I am under. He...
    AggieGuy AggieGuy 36-40, M 1 Response Jan 8

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    I love this song... Rascal flats-what hurts the

    most...it's like since you left I can't cry anymore..im empty without you..since you decided you didn't want to be my friend because I fell in love with you my life has become total **** I can't do this without you it's hard to pull threw these days without you here..you were my...
    Scarsdontfade Scarsdontfade 18-21, F Jan 11

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    I feel pretty selfish admitting this.

    . Life is such a precious thing but lately it hasn't been seeming like it. Honestly, nothing is particularly "wrong". Not many big problems going on, just feeling with out any purpose or direction. I often think if someone else's mind was in my body, how would I turn out? I'm not...
    lonelyxsoul lonelyxsoul 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 21, 2014

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    that feeling you get

    when you're just waiting to get home into your room and let everything you have been digging deep within you all day out.....
    1livingstars 1livingstars 16-17, F Jun 13, 2014

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    TheRouge TheRouge 16-17, F 3 Responses Sep 3, 2014

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    I Wish..

    I want something to change or something to happen. There is actaully **** all good about it.. I don't think there is anything good about it. I don't know how I don't get deperssed more often.
    Achilles1989 Achilles1989 22-25, M 3 Responses Aug 28, 2010

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    I just want to disappear.

    I don't want to be here.
    Scaredmonster Scaredmonster 16-17, F 1 Response May 25, 2014

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    Life is so hard I have to raise my GPA

    for the military when I'm older and I have ADHD I have no friends and no one likes me in real life.
    Marines75 Marines75 13-15, M 2 Responses Jan 14

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    I was homeschooled all my life,

    I never went to school with other kids or didn't really had a nice childhood. My mom and dad never took me, I hated my mom and still do for not taking me to school or not even be concerned about my education. My dad was just a lazy *** drunk and he didn't even care too. My dad...
    Whatsername21 Whatsername21 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 25, 2014

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    I feel like no one even wants me around I feel

    like for everyone's sake that I should just drop dead
    EmHeartsX EmHeartsX 13-15, F 6 Responses May 4, 2014

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    Not sure where to start.

    Parents divorced by 8. Molested by a step brother. Put in psych ward by 15. Pregnant. Moved out at 18. Mother an alcoholic. Married to who I loved more than anything by 24. Kid at 26. Separated by 29. And widowed at 31. Failed relationship at 33. Ended up pregnant. Now 35 with...
    Tabetha7 Tabetha7 31-35, F 2 Responses Jan 9

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    TheRouge TheRouge 16-17, F 8 Responses Apr 17, 2014

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    im so broken alone and depressed

    but no one seems to notice they dont care at all my so called friends never seem to understand me well its not their fault no one does anyways and im just tired of living in such a cruel world my boyfriend is the only reason to why im still alive but he hurts me a lot i just...
    xxSuicidalPrincessxx xxSuicidalPrincessxx 13-15, F 4 Responses Jun 26, 2014

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    lifesasecret127 lifesasecret127 13-15, F 2 Responses Jun 8, 2014

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    suicidalwreck suicidalwreck 16-17, F 5 Responses Jan 12

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    annaambrose annaambrose 13-15 Jan 11

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    Slit your wrist and cut your thighs,

    fake a smile and dry your eyes,hate yourself and hate your life.Welcome To My World Of Lies
    TheDevilInTheMirror TheDevilInTheMirror 16-17, F 3 Responses May 29, 2014

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    Listening to greenday-wake me up

    when September ends while laying on a road for a car to come :'( im done
    Scarsdontfade Scarsdontfade 18-21, F 3 Responses a week ago

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    WarriorPoet97 WarriorPoet97 16-17, F 3 Responses Jan 18

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    i just really hate my life.

    i'm 18, last year of high school. i've been talking to online counselors, but they just say to go to school counseling which really dosen't help at all because i've tried. my mom drives me crazy, and my little brother just cusses me out every day. my parents never got married...
    randomgirl42 randomgirl42 18-21, F 6 Responses Jan 4

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    I've had the I hate my self feelings,

    suicidal thoughts, depression, the feelings of hopelessness, my life started out **** and got shittier. But I'm here to tell you there is light at the end of the tunnel and if you need help or someone to talk to contact me.
    thatDfunnyJguy thatDfunnyJguy 31-35, M 2 Responses May 14, 2014

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    I hate my life ever since I could walk reason

    being I can't tell my family who I am and how I feel because all they care about is there views on anything and will and have told me if I don't fit there idea of who I should be then I have no business being part of the family to begin with
    silverfoxxx silverfoxxx 18-21 3 Responses Jan 7

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    catherineabox catherineabox 18-21, F 2 Responses May 12, 2014

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    hanitears hanitears 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 18

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    I just have no purpose in life.

    I feel like I don't have anyone to talk to and even if I did they really wouldn't care.
    idkwhoiam13 idkwhoiam13 31-35, F 2 Responses Jan 10

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    I Use To Hate My Life, But I Found My Way

    I use to hate myself, my life and the People around me and the whole world. I never hated God I would just question him,ask him why we're things happening to me. Why am I fat and ugly?,why do people hate me and bother me?,why doesn't my mother love me?,why do I cry and cut myself...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Aug 7, 2013

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    You know you're messed up

    when you're sad because you're not dead.
    TheRouge TheRouge 16-17, F 5 Responses Oct 16, 2014

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    I can't ******* stand school.

    The best grade I have is an 80 and all my other seven classes I have less then a 75. I try hard but I am just terrible at school, how the **** did I manage to get into college? Everyone walks around with 90 and above and I feel so dumb. Neither do I have any talent to show. I am...
    RedtheEmerald RedtheEmerald 22-25, F 3 Responses Jun 4, 2014

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    LifeOnAThread LifeOnAThread 18-21, F 7 Responses Jan 7

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    To be perfectly honest.

    ..I’m not interested in living in this ******* world. I don’t have any goal or dream. I just have no purpose in life. I feel like I don't have anyone to talk to and even if I did they really wouldn't care. Well, I don’t care too. I’m just a simple lady who’s not...
    bored19899 bored19899 22-25, F 7 Responses Jan 11

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    UglyLife UglyLife 16-17, M Jan 14

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    So my birthdays coming up.

    ..... Yaay. The only good thing is that I get to go to the PTV and SWS concert 4 days before it. Their my 2 top fav bands along with ATL. So that I'm looking forward to but other wise i would love to just sit in a corner in a dark room with nothing but my music.
    Justaghost127 Justaghost127 13-15, F Jan 15

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    Marines75 Marines75 13-15, M 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    I want to jump in front of a train

    or get hit by a car something so that I will die really fast I just hate my life
    whoooocares whoooocares 18-21, F 3 Responses Jul 4, 2014

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    Of there was a song written

    for me. It would be Shake it out bye Florence+ The Machine
    bluegirlie98 bluegirlie98 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 21, 2014

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    Im about ready to just run away.

    .I am sick of getting treated the way I do im not a ******* dog you don't understand that the things you go out of your way to say to me really hurt! Do you not think I have been punished enough?! Im suffering for cancer for **** sake! I have no life and all you want is to treat...
    Scarsdontfade Scarsdontfade 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 8

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    I hate my life. I'm such a loser

    and no one likes me and my family hates me and no boy likes me and never did and never will.
    StoryOfMyLife1234 StoryOfMyLife1234 18-21, F 13 Responses Sep 12, 2014

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    Mums kicking me out..

    .I have no where to go but my car..my own friend hates me I had a **** day at work what else can go ******* wrong:'(
    Scarsdontfade Scarsdontfade 18-21, F 6 Responses Jan 10

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    My life is **** right

    now . My only friend has been ignoring me for their other friends . Like I know they are able to have friends other than me but when they just get up and stop talking to me and when they do start talking to me they start talking about all the stuff they did with their new...
    zebrelle9 zebrelle9 13-15, F 4 Responses 2 days ago

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    All my life has been is just a waist.

    I try to help everyone I can but it sees that no one wants to help me. My parents both left me my life has been gone I have no family and I have no friends. I have nothing to live for my mom and dad both said I could go die in a whole. No one on this earth cares about me they...
    Farl Farl 16-17, M 3 Responses Jul 22, 2014

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    lovelyy25 lovelyy25 18-21, F 4 Responses Jan 5

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    I'm sick and tired of people telling me

    that it's gonna get better. Can they see the future? How the hell do they know if its gonna get better? What if it actually doesn't? All they're doing is bringing my hopes up without knowing if its the truth or not!
    Vagabond01 Vagabond01 16-17, F 4 Responses Aug 30, 2014

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    I do really hate my life,

    I came from a broken family.My father is a ******* ******* , he had an affair, he didn't support as financially and he left us.My mother is the only one who took care for us.She did everything for us and I'm thankful because she didn't even give up. I finish college and earned...
    sen017 sen017 22-25, F 4 Responses Apr 14, 2014

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    But Not Everyday

    when I joined this group I was feeling particularly down.  I dont actually hate my life and any of you in this group shouldn't either.  Life is too short to focus on the negatives.  I hate the parts of my life that are beyond my control and some that I am smothered...
    johnwad3 johnwad3 26-30, M 8 Responses Dec 18, 2006