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I Hate My Life

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    Ok I'm starting to think it's ok

    if I'm bullied to the point were i fall on my knees crying bc I have scars on my leg and on my wrist from cutting and once a bully sees them I'll be bullied bc I can't find anything to hid them with bc make-up an braclets don't work
    imnotthatspecia imnotthatspecia 13-15, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    that feeling you get

    when you're just waiting to get home into your room and let everything you have been digging deep within you all day out.....
    1livingstars 1livingstars 16-17, F Jun 13

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    Manny570 Manny570 16-17, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I feel pretty selfish admitting this.

    . Life is such a precious thing but lately it hasn't been seeming like it. Honestly, nothing is particularly "wrong". Not many big problems going on, just feeling with out any purpose or direction. I often think if someone else's mind was in my body, how would I turn out? I'm not...
    lonelyxsoul lonelyxsoul 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 21

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    lifesasecret127 lifesasecret127 13-15, F 2 Responses Jun 8

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    I have no purpose of living,

    but if I do have a purpose for being alive it's to be other peoples punching bag.
    wassup305 wassup305 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 20

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    imnotthatspecia imnotthatspecia 13-15, F 5 Responses 6 days ago

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    I was homeschooled all my life,

    I never went to school with other kids or didn't really had a nice childhood. My mom and dad never took me, I hated my mom and still do for not taking me to school or not even be concerned about my education. My dad was just a lazy *** drunk and he didn't even care too. My dad...
    Whatsername21 Whatsername21 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 25

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    I Use To Hate My Life, But I Found My Way

    I use to hate myself, my life and the People around me and the whole world. I never hated God I would just question him,ask him why we're things happening to me. Why am I fat and ugly?,why do people hate me and bother me?,why doesn't my mother love me?,why do I cry and cut myself...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Aug 7, 2013

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    Plain and simple. It's pointless.

    I'm dead inside. Wish the inside became a reality
    Dogger3333 Dogger3333 41-45, M 6 days ago

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    I really need help I bed somthing

    that people won't suspect is werid on my wrists and close to my foot I need it to hide my scars from cutting I Havnt cut in more than 30 days
    imnotthatspecia imnotthatspecia 13-15, F 5 days ago

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    I was sitting down and thinking.

    .. And I literally have no friends.... Literally... I have a couple but I know they don't care about me, I'm the third wheel... I haven't had a boyfriend since I was 12, and I probably would still be with him but I broke up with him because he wanted to kiss me and I'm shy...
    Bflyboo14 Bflyboo14 13-15, F 6 hrs ago

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    All my life has been is just a waist.

    I try to help everyone I can but it sees that no one wants to help me. My parents both left me my life has been gone I have no family and I have no friends. I have nothing to live for my mom and dad both said I could go die in a whole. No one on this earth cares about me they...
    Farl Farl 16-17, M 3 Responses Jul 22

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    Anyone think I rather be bullied

    than try and hid my scars plz help me hid my scars I don't want to fall to the ground crying bc of being bullied
    imnotthatspecia imnotthatspecia 13-15, F 4 days ago

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    Of there was a song written

    for me. It would be Shake it out bye Florence+ The Machine
    bluegirlie98 bluegirlie98 13-15, F 1 Response 23 hrs ago

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    Everyday day I wake up its more suffering,

    loneliness , being ignored , and being misunderstood . All I want to do is get my physical wolf shift and protect wolves. I suffer everyday waiting for my shift and all I hear is " your crazy your not a wolf what's wrong with you" I am a magnet of unfortunate events . I wanted...
    ShadowWolf190 ShadowWolf190 13-15, M 2 Responses Aug 14

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    My soul is dark & it cries deep inconsolable

    tears. I am the walking wounded. This is the worse depression I have had in a long time. I am in such deep agony, it feels that I will never recover. I am hurt and angry. I really don't know what to do with it. I want to scream, but then I know it will not help, because the...
    onewingedangel18 onewingedangel18 22-25, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I just don't see the point in living anymore.

    I have family that loves me but i am just a failure. I am an idiot i will never make in college so i will never make it in life. I have like one friend and he rarely talks to me. I cut myself i don't fit in with modern society at all. I am against drugs alcohol tattoos and...
    laserabe1 laserabe1 16-17, M 4 Responses Aug 13

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    i just feel like the dumbest person on this

    earth. the things i do are so illogical so stupid. i dont think before i do things. i hate the way god made my life. he made it just so i cold make bad mistakes and hate myself. he gave me the worst mother in the world. he gave me the ugliest body a girl could have. and the one...
    basicallydead basicallydead 18-21, F 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    I totally hate it right now.

    I've been trying so hard to get it together. My plans get derailed and overtaken by my family. I feel crushed inside. The dark cloud once again comes back and overtakes me a particle at a time. Getting sucked back into the blackness of the void. My heart darkens with despair...
    Ludavin Ludavin 46-50, F 5 days ago

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    Sick of crying... Tired of trying.

    . Yea I'm smiling, But inside I'm dying......
    werebentnotbroken werebentnotbroken 16-17, F 2 Responses 16 hrs ago

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    catherineabox catherineabox 16-17, F 2 Responses May 12

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    I stay hidden, away from the world.

    Unseen, and unheard of. No one is here, no one can find me. I will stay, as my life is taken. As I notice, I'm left alone. I wonder if someone will find me. My body is getting as cold as stone. I wonder, what is wrong with me? I lay on the ground, looking at the sky. These...
    Supershoes24 Supershoes24 22-25, M 1 Response Jul 29

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    I do really hate my life,

    I came from a broken family.My father is a ******* ******* , he had an affair, he didn't support as financially and he left us.My mother is the only one who took care for us.She did everything for us and I'm thankful because she didn't even give up. I finish college and earned...
    sen017 sen017 22-25, F 4 Responses Apr 14

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    And I let things take over

    so I can feel better about myself and it causes total hell in my life!!!
    TexasYankeesFan TexasYankeesFan 13-15, M 1 Response Aug 14

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    I Hate My Life Dnt Want Too Be Here No More

    i am 18 i have been in foster care an i have been rapied twice i carnt evan go out no more cause i have panic attacts i have tryed suicide cuts my wrists tryed hanging myself an taken overdoses my mum is metally ill i have no one too turn too or talk too i really need a friend...
    samantha2345 samantha2345 19-21, F 2 Responses Sep 16, 2007

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    im so broken alone and depressed

    but no one seems to notice they dont care at all my so called friends never seem to understand me well its not their fault no one does anyways and im just tired of living in such a cruel world my boyfriend is the only reason to why im still alive but he hurts me a lot i just...
    xxSuicidalPrincessxx xxSuicidalPrincessxx 13-15, F 4 Responses Jun 26

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    imnotthatspecia imnotthatspecia 13-15, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    But Not Everyday

    when I joined this group I was feeling particularly down.  I dont actually hate my life and any of you in this group shouldn't either.  Life is too short to focus on the negatives.  I hate the parts of my life that are beyond my control and some that I am smothered...
    johnwad3 johnwad3 26-30, M 8 Responses Dec 18, 2006

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    I just want to disappear.

    I don't want to be here.
    Scaredmonster Scaredmonster 16-17, F 1 Response May 25

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    I'm crying right now 1.

    I just told my boyfriend to leave me alone for a few days or I'll flip out on him 2. My friends parents and sister and her sisters friend are mad at her and she is cryin so I am crying 3. We have to leave vacation a day early 4. I just plain put hate my life and wanna die
    imnotthatspecia imnotthatspecia 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 13

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    SirWannabeGhost SirWannabeGhost 16-17, M 1 Response 3 hrs ago

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    "Sticks and stones can break my bones

    but names can never hurt me" well, i would rather have my bones broken than my heart cut apart like this..
    FatinNajihah1 FatinNajihah1 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 31

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    I'm so tired of always feeling like this.

    . I don't think anybody understands, or knows what's going on in my life. I keep everything bottled up, I know it's not good for me but I still do it. I don't like how my life has changed. I never feel happy anymore. I remember how happy I used to be. when nothing mattered. it's...
    imworthless0 imworthless0 16-17, F 1 Response 23 hrs ago

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    Sometimes I feel like I need to run away from

    my current life in order for me to get it together. From the outside looking in, people think I have it all together; in reality I am falling apart. I keep having these dreams: In one of my dreams, I am running, but I keep running in circles. In another one, I am trying to run...
    Missinterpret Missinterpret 31-35, F 4 days ago

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    imnotthatspecia imnotthatspecia 13-15, F 2 Responses 15 hrs ago

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    I really hate myself especially theses last

    couple of days. I don't know what to do Maybe I should drink. Drinking that always got me happy for a while
    PedroNune PedroNune 16-17, M 3 Responses Jun 4

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    I want to jump in front of a train

    or get hit by a car something so that I will die really fast I just hate my life
    whoooocares whoooocares 18-21, F 3 Responses Jul 4

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    My mom abuses me, my dad does everything my mom

    tells him to do and he is mean to me!! My brother gets favored in my family and I'm always left out! Everything I say makes my parents mad!fml
    imstillalive232677 imstillalive232677 13-15, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    I Wish..

    I want something to change or something to happen. There is actaully **** all good about it.. I don't think there is anything good about it. I don't know how I don't get deperssed more often.
    Achilles1989 Achilles1989 22-25, M 3 Responses Aug 28, 2010

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    I can't ******* stand school.

    The best grade I have is an 80 and all my other seven classes I have less then a 75. I try hard but I am just terrible at school, how the **** did I manage to get into college? Everyone walks around with 90 and above and I feel so dumb. Neither do I have any talent to show. I am...
    RedtheEmerald RedtheEmerald 18-21, F 4 Responses Jun 4

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    Why do people say they love you

    but never really mean it and then brake your heart. Cause that always happens it just makes me so sad that people would play games on love love is not a game!! I just always wanna die when they always lie to me
    crazywolf5683 crazywolf5683 13-15, F 6 days ago

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    Slit your wrist and cut your thighs,

    fake a smile and dry your eyes,hate yourself and hate your life.Welcome To My World Of Lies
    xXxXxMissMurderxXxXx xXxXxMissMurderxXxXx 16-17, F 3 Responses May 29

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    And it is about time I did something about it.

    .. goodbye cruel cruel world.
    lostguy19892014 lostguy19892014 22-25, M 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    Help me out ppl I need ways of hiding my scars

    on my wrists and closes to my foot and make-up and braclets won't work!
    imnotthatspecia imnotthatspecia 13-15, F 5 days ago

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    My life right know pretty much sucks.

    I'm in the bathroom right now just because I feel like a total retard out there. I mean I tried but no one looked at me. No one said anything and everything I said was never commented on. I felt like I wasn't even there. These people say they are my friends but if they were such...
    xogymfish xogymfish 16-17, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I've had the I hate my self feelings,

    suicidal thoughts, depression, the feelings of hopelessness, my life started out **** and got shittier. But I'm here to tell you there is light at the end of the tunnel and if you need help or someone to talk to contact me.
    thatDfunnyJguy thatDfunnyJguy 26-30, M 2 Responses May 14

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    Its not like im being ungrateful,

    but you all have no idea what im going through, i hate my life cause whenever i tried to be positive there are some people who will bring me down. Whenever i tried to be happy, someone will make me sad. And i thought i have great friends who have my back but i dont. And my...
    saffaismail saffaismail 16-17, F 2 Responses Aug 9

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    see my mom just saif fuc# you to me

    and just called me a Bitc# because I said I wanted to do cross country..and she just started saying those things!!!!
    imstillalive232677 imstillalive232677 13-15, F 2 Responses May 21

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    moment begins in.... 3 2 1. Ugh kansmdncifuckinghatemyself...
    bluegirlie98 bluegirlie98 13-15, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I hate the person I've become,

    self hate gets the best of me. School starts in a couple weeks and it's just gonna make things worse. I'm such a horrible person and a **** up. I just **** everything up for myself. I can't take this anymore, I just wanna escape my thoughts. I'm feeling so damn alone, I just don...
    imworthless0 imworthless0 16-17, F 2 Responses Aug 13

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    Everyone is ALWAYS mad at me.

    I never did one ******* thing to them and they decide to make my life a living hell.
    BloodRedDarkness BloodRedDarkness 16-17, F 3 Responses Jun 5

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    Umm I just remember that school is in 3 days

    for me and I sti have scars on my wrists and my leg I don't want bulliyed again
    imnotthatspecia imnotthatspecia 13-15, F 6 days ago

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    Hey, I'm 12 years old,

    turning 13 soon and i don't have my own room but like all my friends do...and also my 7 year old half-sister does, so i sleep in the living room, and my mom doesn't let me use makeup, while like all my friends use makeup, and their parents don't care, and all people at school...