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I Hate My Life

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    if i kill myself would the the world do

    betterWould they feel good if my life fell in the shredderBecause im not doing anygood as it itI was young piece of **** and worthless as a kidGetting beat up on a daily basis my happiness has fadedSo im going to leave by i got a knife by my bedWill you fell better if i was...
    GingerSlimSTL GingerSlimSTL 18-21, M 1 Response Oct 5

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    I've made so many mistakes in my life.

    I'm married to a man I probably never should have married, have two degrees yet work as a cashier in a grocery store and have epilepsy which has gone from bad to worse in the past past two years. I can no longer drive and have turned down good jobs because I couldn't get to...
    SerenaGal SerenaGal 26-30, F 1 Response Oct 4

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    Its not like im being ungrateful,

    but you all have no idea what im going through, i hate my life cause whenever i tried to be positive there are some people who will bring me down. Whenever i tried to be happy, someone will make me sad. And i thought i have great friends who have my back but i dont. And my...
    saffaismail saffaismail 16-17, F 2 Responses Aug 9

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    Yesterday my siblings

    and I were fighting and my mum lost it and wouldn't talk to any of us (she locked herself in the car), she came in at about 3:00 am, this morning I woke up and tried to apoligise and she said that she hates her life living with us and being a mother and she'll never be happy...
    LillyPilly12 LillyPilly12 13-15, F 4 Responses 2 days ago

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    I was homeschooled all my life,

    I never went to school with other kids or didn't really had a nice childhood. My mom and dad never took me, I hated my mom and still do for not taking me to school or not even be concerned about my education. My dad was just a lazy *** drunk and he didn't even care too. My dad...
    Whatsername21 Whatsername21 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 25

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    catherineabox catherineabox 16-17, F 2 Responses May 12

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    I feel like no one even wants me around I feel

    like for everyone's sake that I should just drop dead
    EmHeartsX EmHeartsX 13-15, F 6 Responses May 4

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    I really hate myself especially theses last

    couple of days. I don't know what to do Maybe I should drink. Drinking that always got me happy for a while
    PedroNune PedroNune 16-17, M 3 Responses Jun 4

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    TheRouge TheRouge 16-17, F 4 Responses Sep 3

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    this is just too simple,

    my parents don’t love me and my mother hates me to more than death instead … every kid says “I hate my parents” and “My parents don’t love me” …. so this makes me look more like those arrogant kids … I am dying of loneliness, my father is an alcoholic, he cares...
    vishar vishar 18-21, M 1 Response Jun 19

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    That choked up feeling you get

    when you're about to cry and then nothing comes out. I thought today was bad... Tomorrow is going to be the equivalent of hell. I'm ready to move out and get away from this ****!
    lizygurl lizygurl 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 13

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    TheRouge TheRouge 16-17, F 8 Responses Apr 17

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    I was used by many people in my life.

    The first who used me was my mother. She emotionally abused me from my age of 8. She would scream, yell and insult me for no real reason. Today i will call it emotional abuse and report her, but back then in the country where i was born, noone took it for child abuse and noone...
    angel8i angel8i 31-35, F Oct 8

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    I'm in love with someone I cannot be with.

    I see this man almost everyday at work however he's an assistant boss for my department. We have such a special connection and he told me likes me. Everyone started to realise that there was something between us and we got super close. One day I went into work, when my boss...
    mayaElham mayaElham 18-21, F Oct 9

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    I've made so many mistakes in my life.

    I'm married to a man I probably never should have married, have two degrees yet work as a cashier in a grocery store and have epilepsy which has gone from bad to worse in the past past two years. I can no longer drive and have turned down good jobs because I couldn't get to...
    SerenaGal SerenaGal 26-30, F Oct 4

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    zainshah1 zainshah1 22-25, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I wish that I were dead.

    I am not suicidal though I wish I were.
    Artiste426 Artiste426 36-40, M 1 Response Oct 9

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    I hate my life. I'm such a loser

    and no one likes me and my family hates me and no boy likes me and never did and never will.
    StoryOfMyLife1234 StoryOfMyLife1234 16-17, F 13 Responses Sep 12

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    I don't know what it is,

    but I just want to crawl in bed and sleep forever. all I want to do is cry. what the heck is wrong with me? my life is a joke.
    lizygurl lizygurl 18-21, F 3 Responses Oct 5

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    I hate my life simply

    because I lost all my friends behind a guy too please him now we been together for 5 yrs n he spend more time talking to his dad going out football games practice and I just don't understand how can I give up my friends Bc he thought she was know good for me Bc she party hang...
    Moneea Moneea 22-25, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    i just feel like my life has been

    so unfortunate and sad and i cant get it back together because it was never together.
    unlovednbroken unlovednbroken 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 26

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    I just want to disappear.

    I don't want to be here.
    Scaredmonster Scaredmonster 16-17, F May 25

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    I do really hate my life,

    I came from a broken family.My father is a ******* ******* , he had an affair, he didn't support as financially and he left us.My mother is the only one who took care for us.She did everything for us and I'm thankful because she didn't even give up. I finish college and earned...
    sen017 sen017 22-25, F 4 Responses Apr 14

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    All my life has been is just a waist.

    I try to help everyone I can but it sees that no one wants to help me. My parents both left me my life has been gone I have no family and I have no friends. I have nothing to live for my mom and dad both said I could go die in a whole. No one on this earth cares about me they...
    Farl Farl 16-17, M 3 Responses Jul 22

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    I'm sick and tired of people telling me

    that it's gonna get better. Can they see the future? How the hell do they know if its gonna get better? What if it actually doesn't? All they're doing is bringing my hopes up without knowing if its the truth or not!
    Vagabond01 Vagabond01 16-17, F 4 Responses Aug 30

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    I Wish..

    I want something to change or something to happen. There is actaully **** all good about it.. I don't think there is anything good about it. I don't know how I don't get deperssed more often.
    Achilles1989 Achilles1989 22-25, M 3 Responses Aug 28, 2010

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    I want to jump in front of a train

    or get hit by a car something so that I will die really fast I just hate my life
    whoooocares whoooocares 18-21, F 3 Responses Jul 4

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    Some moments in my life,

    I guess everyone went through harder times in life. When you want to have a different life but you know that you have to wait it's very awful to be honest .
    cleanyoursoul cleanyoursoul 26-30, F 3 Responses 12 hrs ago

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    So, yesterday morning,

    my boyfriend of six months broke up with me, then I was told to commit suicide, then I went home and cried and cut myself, and then this morning my dad woke me up saying that my guinea pig died and I can no longer have pets because he gets too emotional when they die... I...
    xxbrokengirl98xx xxbrokengirl98xx 13-15, F 3 Responses Oct 9

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    Not much to say, title speaks

    for itself. Ha goodbye.
    Adam352 Adam352 18-21, M 4 days ago

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    that feeling you get

    when you're just waiting to get home into your room and let everything you have been digging deep within you all day out.....
    1livingstars 1livingstars 16-17, F Jun 13

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    lifesasecret127 lifesasecret127 13-15, F 2 Responses Jun 8

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    So today, I've been called stupid,

    ugly and other names that I can't list and I've been told to go kill myself 3 times for absolutely no reason. I want to keep fighting but it's getting harder. Advice?
    Kar197 Kar197 13-15, F 5 days ago

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    its so annoying. i wish i could have just had

    the life i wanted. god had to make evreything so difficult.
    unlovednbroken unlovednbroken 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 12

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    I can't ******* stand school.

    The best grade I have is an 80 and all my other seven classes I have less then a 75. I try hard but I am just terrible at school, how the **** did I manage to get into college? Everyone walks around with 90 and above and I feel so dumb. Neither do I have any talent to show. I am...
    RedtheEmerald RedtheEmerald 22-25, F 4 Responses Jun 4

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    I've always hated life from an early age(five)

    all my life I feel I don't belong anywhere no matter who I'm with I'm somehow out of place. I am physically alone but not mentally . I have wolves always. My kind is always there
    ShadowWolf190 ShadowWolf190 13-15, M 3 days ago

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    see my mom just saif fuc# you to me

    and just called me a Bitc# because I said I wanted to do cross country..and she just started saying those things!!!!
    scaredgirl69 scaredgirl69 13-15, F 2 Responses May 21

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    The way things are, I can't

    even talk about it. How do I make time go faster? I'm only 15 years old. Next year in March I will be 16 and I can't wait. My mom has mental issues. She will be happy one time and then shell get mad right away and start screaming. She is taking pills. I'm failing 3 out of 4 of...
    EveTy EveTy 18-21, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I had a best friend who was the closest person

    to me in the world. We'd talk all the time, even when we weren't together, we'd text each other from "good morning" till "good night". Ever since I decided to move to the city next door to live with my boyfriend, things weren't the same. It gradually felt like she was...
    xmasquirade xmasquirade 22-25, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    So im having to clean my flat

    that im moving out of and I come across my blood up the walls n on the carpet where I was almost beaten to death. I hate my life so much do I have to live another day???
    Kelloggz90 Kelloggz90 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 13

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    I am grateful how easy my life is compared to

    some, and for all the things I have, but I don't have any friends... No one who cares. I am stuck in the house all the time except every other Wednesday for my counseling appt. Everyone I talk to has a job or school, so they hardly speak to me, and I know that is normal, but I...
    anonymouslymysterious anonymouslymysterious 16-17, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I havent been on in a while.

    Everythings been so stressful. Honestly i dont feel like i can talk to anyone about anything. My boyfriend just gets upset. I used to tell my bestfriend, but he just tells me to stop. I hate keeping everything to myself like this.
    AnnonymousSecrets AnnonymousSecrets 16-17, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    I Use To Hate My Life, But I Found My Way

    I use to hate myself, my life and the People around me and the whole world. I never hated God I would just question him,ask him why we're things happening to me. Why am I fat and ugly?,why do people hate me and bother me?,why doesn't my mother love me?,why do I cry and cut myself...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Aug 7, 2013

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    I Hate My Life Dnt Want Too Be Here No More

    i am 18 i have been in foster care an i have been rapied twice i carnt evan go out no more cause i have panic attacts i have tryed suicide cuts my wrists tryed hanging myself an taken overdoses my mum is metally ill i have no one too turn too or talk too i really need a friend...
    samantha2345 samantha2345 19-21, F 2 Responses Sep 16, 2007

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    Of there was a song written

    for me. It would be Shake it out bye Florence+ The Machine
    bluegirlie98 bluegirlie98 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 21

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    I stay hidden, away from the world.

    Unseen, and unheard of. No one is here, no one can find me. I will stay, as my life is taken. As I notice, I'm left alone. I wonder if someone will find me. My body is getting as cold as stone. I wonder, what is wrong with me? I lay on the ground, looking at the sky. These...
    Supershoes24 Supershoes24 22-25, M 1 Response Jul 29

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    None of you are good enough.

    None of you are long-term. None of you will sit and listen to these tears of blood I cry. Leave me before you come to me.
    Moweb95 Moweb95 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 7

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    What a big **** bag life has become !

    !!! And i m carryin it on my head alright , not a millionth of a second's break even when i am sleepin m carryin it . Ughhh carryin it over time !!!!!!
    anasteel2 anasteel2 41-45, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    I was talking to a friend about my life

    and I see how depressing it is. I want to end it and kill myself. I'm not saying this out of attention or anything like that. I go threw life like a in emotional zombie. I try not to feel anything. I hate my wife but I'm also a good person who does not want to see her hurt. I...
    lauraCD805 lauraCD805 36-40, T 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    Slit your wrist and cut your thighs,

    fake a smile and dry your eyes,hate yourself and hate your life.Welcome To My World Of Lies
    CynicalSkin CynicalSkin 16-17, F 3 Responses May 29

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    Everyone is ALWAYS mad at me.

    I never did one ******* thing to them and they decide to make my life a living hell.
    BloodRedDarkness BloodRedDarkness 16-17, F 3 Responses Jun 5

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    2 main reasons 1.I'm ugly 2.

    I'm in special ed. I really can't wait till I finally die.
    wassup305 wassup305 13-15, F 4 Responses Oct 11

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    You know you're messed up

    when you're sad because you're not dead.
    TheRouge TheRouge 16-17, F 5 Responses 6 days ago

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