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I Hate My Life

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    I am alone. Not allowed to see my boyfriend.

    I can't see him, can hardly call him. My life is a wreck. every second I think of him. I wonder what he's doing. how he's feeling. And then I cry. because I hate myself for the situation I put us in. it's all my fault and he has to suffer of a mistake I've made, like always he...
    Blissfulkissofdeath Blissfulkissofdeath 13-15, F 1 Response Jun 30

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    see my mom just saif fuc# you to me

    and just called me a Bitc# because I said I wanted to do cross country..and she just started saying those things!!!!
    imstillalive232677 imstillalive232677 13-15, F 2 Responses May 21

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    pinkunicornforever pinkunicornforever 13-15, F 3 Responses Jun 29

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    Darlinghton Darlinghton 18-21, M 2 Responses Jul 11

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    I hate my life ; it's like I am trapped in this

    house, I can't get out, and I don't have money. I know I should work hard to get into college. But I can't, 've worked hard enough during the school year and I just want to take a break, like go out and meet people and have fun, but not with parents like the ones I have.
    gloomy96 gloomy96 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 17

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    what's the point of living

    if you have no friends, and everyone hates you! I honestly don't know what I did to deserve all this. I feel so useless.
    imworthless0 imworthless0 16-17, F 6 Responses 1 day ago

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    I Hate My Life Dnt Want Too Be Here No More

    i am 18 i have been in foster care an i have been rapied twice i carnt evan go out no more cause i have panic attacts i have tryed suicide cuts my wrists tryed hanging myself an taken overdoses my mum is metally ill i have no one too turn too or talk too i really need a friend...
    samantha2345 samantha2345 19-21, F 2 Responses Sep 16, 2007

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    Slit your wrist and cut your thighs,

    fake a smile and dry your eyes,hate yourself and hate your life.Welcome To My World Of Lies
    TheMorticiansDaughter TheMorticiansDaughter 16-17, F 3 Responses May 29

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    R.i.p Bros

    If you read my last story youll know both my brothers have commited suicide.... My life will never be the same without them... Worst part is i never got to say goodbye to either of them... R.I.P Jake and Josh ill miss you guys forever
    Bullyboy8 Bullyboy8 13-15 2 Responses Dec 24, 2011

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    It could be so different.

    I feel so stuck. I dream of my life differently. I dream of being free, being happy, being alive. I dream of all the things I could do instead of what I'm forced to do now. Dreaming makes me happy. Reality ****** me off.
    gottabebettertoo gottabebettertoo 31-35, F 2 Responses Jul 12

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    I have no purpose of living,

    but if I do have a purpose for being alive it's to be other peoples punching bag.
    wassup305 wassup305 13-15, F 1 Response a week ago

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    that feeling you get

    when you're just waiting to get home into your room and let everything you have been digging deep within you all day out.....
    1livingstars 1livingstars 16-17, F Jun 13

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    I feel pretty selfish admitting this.

    . Life is such a precious thing but lately it hasn't been seeming like it. Honestly, nothing is particularly "wrong". Not many big problems going on, just feeling with out any purpose or direction. I often think if someone else's mind was in my body, how would I turn out? I'm not...
    lonelyxsoul lonelyxsoul 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 21

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    Fml

    Why would anyone love me? Why? What's there to me? Nothing.. What? Pretty face? Some might say I'm hot.. I find myself so boring... Everything sucks... nothing is exciting anymore. Everything is gray. Running through life, not really living it, just passing it by... What's life...
    lili86 lili86 22-25, F 9 Responses Jan 7, 2011

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    Everyone in my life doesn't understand,

    nor do they try to understand the stresses of my life. People say to remove those people from your life, only thing is those people are all I have left in this world. My moms a single parent of 4 teens. She hardly lives paycheck to paycheck so it's up to me to help. Meanwhile I...
    JustThat6irl JustThat6irl 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 1

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    Went to dinner tonight with two male friends

    after we went bowling. It's one of the few things to do in this wretched town if you're not a college student. The place is a country style burglar joint that is extremely popular in town with everyone. A lot of the people there were college age, must have been a group that...
    AggieGuy AggieGuy 31-35, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    nikkismith15 nikkismith15 13-15, F a week ago

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    I want to jump in front of a train

    or get hit by a car something so that I will die really fast I just hate my life
    whoooocares whoooocares 18-21, F 3 Responses Jul 4

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    Pls send me message thats cute please make me

    feel better i wanna kill myself right now
    imnotagirl imnotagirl 13-15, F 2 Responses Jul 15

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    I took a DNA test to find out

    why no drugs work on me and land me with serious possibly life threatening side effects. I'm an ultra rapid metabolizer if CYP2D6 ( only 1-2% of the WORLD has this) Most Medical drugs from psychotropics to opiates will either not work and give me tons of sides or kill me...
    Spadez87 Spadez87 26-30, M 1 day ago

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    Is it bad I wish I had another family?

    Like I hate my mom, my dad just never was there, me & my older brother are only hanging out when we are doing drugs or drinking together. My little sister I'm close with but I ******* hate her dad, which makes me wish she wasn't born so he has no reason to be around.. **** my...
    iamj iamj 16-17, F 3 Responses Jul 17

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    I just want to disappear.

    I don't want to be here.
    Scaredmonster Scaredmonster 13-15, F 1 Response May 25

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    **** life. Im sooo done.

    I just want to go to sleep and NEVER wake up. Like EVER
    Slowlydying16 Slowlydying16 16-17, F 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    I Hate My Life

    Hi, my name is Joel and basically, I pretty much hated my life. During both my junior and senior year of high school I had no friends, only acquaintances. Whenever I tried to talk to people I talked nervously and I seemed boring on one account, like I had a pretty boring...
    Sigint8 Sigint8 18-21, M 1 Response Oct 10, 2013

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    I'am sick about my Life.

    I so lonley, I'am very Fat and i can't loose weigth, I had a girl from France, she changed my Life and she go back France. I hate my Life, but even with all these ****, i want to live. Never thinked about suicide.
    carlosaaf carlosaaf 18-21, M 3 Responses Jul 3

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    lifesasecret127 lifesasecret127 13-15, F 2 Responses Jun 8

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    cweber219 cweber219 16-17, M 1 Response Jul 1

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    When you're 49, have never been in a

    relationship and have no friends, it's easy to do. Can't wait to die, to be honest. Life, to me, is about pain..and then you drop dead. I'm going to be 50 in December, and I hope I never live to see it.
    Misfitbrokentoy Misfitbrokentoy 46-50, F 6 Responses 2 days ago

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    But Not Everyday

    when I joined this group I was feeling particularly down.  I dont actually hate my life and any of you in this group shouldn't either.  Life is too short to focus on the negatives.  I hate the parts of my life that are beyond my control and some that I am smothered...
    johnwad3 johnwad3 26-30, M 8 Responses Dec 18, 2006

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    I hate when my family treats outsiders much

    more better than their own. IM tired of being mistreated
    ffgfgffga ffgfgffga 16-17 Jul 4

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    lonelinessneverfades lonelinessneverfades 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 1

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    When i think back to ever  single moment  in

    my life i have to say that i have no life and no  reason for being here. All memories i have  are bad ones never good ones.  I  never had   a good thing happen in my life. I have been tease and  made fun of all my life.  I have no luck and i fail at very thing i do . I...
    Yollie10575 Yollie10575 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 13

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    Everyone is ALWAYS mad at me.

    I never did one ******* thing to them and they decide to make my life a living hell.
    BloodRedDarkness BloodRedDarkness 16-17, F 3 Responses Jun 5

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    I can't ******* stand school.

    The best grade I have is an 80 and all my other seven classes I have less then a 75. I try hard but I am just terrible at school, how the **** did I manage to get into college? Everyone walks around with 90 and above and I feel so dumb. Neither do I have any talent to show. I am...
    RedtheEmerald RedtheEmerald 18-21, F 4 Responses Jun 4

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    I was homeschooled all my life,

    I never went to school with other kids or didn't really had a nice childhood. My mom and dad never took me, I hated my mom and still do for not taking me to school or not even be concerned about my education. My dad was just a lazy *** drunk and he didn't even care too. My dad...
    Whatsername21 Whatsername21 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 25

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    I feel really very immature

    and silly saying this, like I only complain and don't want to try and change my life so I can stop hating it. I know I'm the only one that can change it, but I'm not sure what to do or where to go anymore. I am living in a house that is so undoubtedly not my home at all anymore...
    AxDisorientedxMind AxDisorientedxMind 22-25, F 3 days ago

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    im so broken alone and depressed

    but no one seems to notice they dont care at all my so called friends never seem to understand me well its not their fault no one does anyways and im just tired of living in such a cruel world my boyfriend is the only reason to why im still alive but he hurts me a lot i just...
    xxSuicidalPrincessxx xxSuicidalPrincessxx 13-15, F 4 Responses Jun 26

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    I Use To Hate My Life, But I Found My Way

    I use to hate myself, my life and the People around me and the whole world. I never hated God I would just question him,ask him why we're things happening to me. Why am I fat and ugly?,why do people hate me and bother me?,why doesn't my mother love me?,why do I cry and cut myself...
    LALArocks6 LALArocks6 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 7, 2013

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    What's the ******* point of living

    if my parents keep getting mad at me? I don't even do a ******* thing to them and they ALWAYS get mad at me.
    BloodRedDarkness BloodRedDarkness 16-17, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I Wish..

    I want something to change or something to happen. There is actaully **** all good about it.. I don't think there is anything good about it. I don't know how I don't get deperssed more often.
    Achilles1989 Achilles1989 22-25, M 3 Responses Aug 28, 2010

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    I really hate myself especially theses last

    couple of days. I don't know what to do Maybe I should drink. Drinking that always got me happy for a while
    PedroNune PedroNune 16-17, M 3 Responses Jun 4

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    Every since the begging of my tenth grade year

    I've been locked away in my house that should really be called jail. I do school online cause for other reasons i couldn't go to the school i had been for the previous years of my life. I never used to really get out cause my dad is such a paranoid freak, he thinks everything...
    Butterflywings17 Butterflywings17 16-17, F 5 Responses Dec 7, 2013

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    TheRouge TheRouge 16-17, F 8 Responses Apr 17

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    + I'm ******* done with this ****.

    I can't bare with this disease anymore. It hurts to ******* much. I don't care if life gets better with time. I don't have ******* time. I get weaker & weaker every single day, because of this disease. I can't even eat anymore. This has destroyed everything for me. I can't go...
    Milliesangel Milliesangel 13-15, F 5 Responses Jan 4

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    I've had the I hate my self feelings,

    suicidal thoughts, depression, the feelings of hopelessness, my life started out **** and got shittier. But I'm here to tell you there is light at the end of the tunnel and if you need help or someone to talk to contact me.
    thatDfunnyJguy thatDfunnyJguy 26-30, M 2 Responses May 14

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    I Hate It!!!

    i hate my life, i want to die. i want to go ahead and get it over with. i mean everyone just judges me because i hate my life, because im a cutter. because i want to kill my self. but its my life right? i can do what ever i want with it. i mean no one would miss me. most of my...
    Lifewillchange Lifewillchange 18-21, M 16 Responses Aug 5, 2013

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    All my life has been is just a waist.

    I try to help everyone I can but it sees that no one wants to help me. My parents both left me my life has been gone I have no family and I have no friends. I have nothing to live for my mom and dad both said I could go die in a whole. No one on this earth cares about me they...
    Farl Farl 16-17, M 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    I honestly cannot stand it.

    I try so hard to be positive, nice, helpful but god dammit, I need attention too! I can't keep on babying my parents because they're drunk all the time. If I knew this is how my life would be like, I would never have wanted to be born.
    neptunegurl neptunegurl 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 15

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    I wanted a cup of coffee this morning.

    Just a cup. One, tiny, neat, thing that was made properly and done just for me. But, no, I have to wade through the swarm of flies in the sink first. Then clear out a week's worth of dirty dishes just to get to the coffee maker- that's not even the rest of the countertop...
    annasteve annasteve 36-40, F Jul 8

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    I feel like no one even wants me around I feel

    like for everyone's sake that I should just drop dead
    EmHeartsX EmHeartsX 13-15, F 6 Responses May 4

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    My mom never let's me do anything,

    she mentally and physically abuses me, the rest of my family wants nothing to do with me, and no one wants or loves me. I hate my life so bad. I might as well die.
    XXHATEXX XXHATEXX 16-17, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    ^basically explains it all.

    I just hate my mom.
    FuzzyBunnyx3 FuzzyBunnyx3 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 18

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    Hey, I'm 12 years old,

    turning 13 soon and i don't have my own room but like all my friends do...and also my 7 year old half-sister does, so i sleep in the living room, and my mom doesn't let me use makeup, while like all my friends use makeup, and their parents don't care, and all people at school...
    katysfirework katysfirework 13-15, F 2 Responses a week ago

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