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I Hate My Life

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    Of there was a song written

    for me. It would be Shake it out bye Florence+ The Machine
    bluegirlie98 bluegirlie98 16-17, F Aug 21, 2014

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    You know you're messed up

    when you're sad because you're not dead.
    TheRouge TheRouge 16-17, F 5 Responses Oct 16, 2014

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    But Not Everyday

    when I joined this group I was feeling particularly down.  I dont actually hate my life and any of you in this group shouldn't either.  Life is too short to focus on the negatives.  I hate the parts of my life that are beyond my control and some that I am smothered...
    johnwad3 johnwad3 26-30, M 8 Responses Dec 18, 2006

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    I Use To Hate My Life, But I Found My Way

    I use to hate myself, my life and the People around me and the whole world. I never hated God I would just question him,ask him why we're things happening to me. Why am I fat and ugly?,why do people hate me and bother me?,why doesn't my mother love me?,why do I cry and cut myself...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Aug 7, 2013

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    annieee1034 annieee1034 18-21, F 7 Responses Mar 30

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    I was homeschooled all my life,

    I never went to school with other kids or didn't really had a nice childhood. My mom and dad never took me, I hated my mom and still do for not taking me to school or not even be concerned about my education. My dad was just a lazy *** drunk and he didn't even care too. My dad...
    Whatsername21 Whatsername21 22-25, F 2 Responses Apr 25, 2014

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    The only thing holding me back from offing

    myself, is my religion. If I kill myself I can't go to heaven...
    bluegirlie98 bluegirlie98 16-17, F 10 Responses May 9

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    I DESPISE my autistic brother SO MUCH I

    honestly wish he was never born. I don't think he has no point in living. Unless he's here to make my family's lives worse. People might find me a total ***** for hating an autistic child but how would you feel if you lived with a violent autistic child who hits, bites, and...
    harryshyuna harryshyuna 16-17, F 2 Responses 15 hrs ago

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    I just want to disappear.

    I don't want to be here.
    Scaredmonster Scaredmonster 16-17, F 1 Response May 25, 2014

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    Been grounded nearly a month

    and it really sucks bum
    Pussycrave Pussycrave 22-25, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    I really think it would have been better

    if I was just dead or never born at all ...my family gives me a hard time and it sucks and it really gets to me because I actually am very sensitive and don't understand why they can be so mean and I wish I could just leave but I can't ...there are so many things going on and I...
    trew5432 trew5432 13-15, M 3 Responses 9 hrs ago

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    How much does one have to "cry out"

    for help before help is delivered? How much attention does one have to bring to himself to warrant a response? Why does it always seem like help is only offered, or deemed necessary, after it's too late and he has already done something irreversible? Why can't one get help...
    pantspooper12345 pantspooper12345 31-35, M May 20

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    I want to jump in front of a train

    or get hit by a car something so that I will die really fast I just hate my life
    whoooocares whoooocares 18-21, F 3 Responses Jul 4, 2014

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    I have some serious issues with my life I

    hate it, I hate my job, I hate where I live, I hate the fact my partner doesn't trust me, I just don't want to be here, I don't want to wake up in the morning I hope one day I wont
    theagonyaunt theagonyaunt 31-35, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I can't ******* stand school.

    The best grade I have is an 80 and all my other seven classes I have less then a 75. I try hard but I am just terrible at school, how the **** did I manage to get into college? Everyone walks around with 90 and above and I feel so dumb. Neither do I have any talent to show. I am...
    RedtheEmerald RedtheEmerald 22-25, F 3 Responses Jun 4, 2014

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    that feeling you get

    when you're just waiting to get home into your room and let everything you have been digging deep within you all day out.....
    1livingstars 1livingstars 16-17, F Jun 13, 2014

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    I strongly believe that I am just not meant to

    be happy. Every turn I take, there is another problem that I need to deal with. There's always another bad thing happening to me. It's like a cant catch a break. Every time that I start feeling a little happy, it comes crashing down because of another problem thrown in my face...
    PsychGirl94 PsychGirl94 18-21, F 7 Responses 2 days ago

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    DepressedTeensRus DepressedTeensRus 13-15, M Jan 14

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    To be perfectly honest.

    ..I’m not interested in living in this ******* world. I don’t have any goal or dream. I just have no purpose in life. I feel like I don't have anyone to talk to and even if I did they really wouldn't care. Well, I don’t care too. I’m just a simple lady who’s not...
    bored19899 bored19899 22-25, F 7 Responses Jan 11

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    Ma11hew Ma11hew 16-17, M 1 Response May 16

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    I've always been so unhygienic

    and gross even in public. I have a lot of anger issues and I feel like school is too hard for me along with everything else. I'm very lazy and gross. I'm always bothered by toxic people who ruin my life and experiences. I sweat A LOT, have filthy ears and my hair constantly...
    FoxFan64 FoxFan64 13-15, M May 12

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    I really hate my life.

    Right now I'm so depressed, and it's just the worst feeling. You can be sad yes... But then there is a reason why you are sad. But it's much worse when you don't have a reason why you are sad and no matter how much you are trying to imagine what Could make you happy, you can't...
    2greeneyess 2greeneyess 16-17, F 1 day ago

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    I just want you to imagine

    for a second your a 15 year old girl and this is your average daily life when I write in brackets it's an instruction to you the rest you must imagine. Here it is: Your just going about your day as a normal girl like everyone else just a little bit more nervous and...
    polarbearlove polarbearlove 13-15, F 1 Response May 19

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    I'm sick and tired of people telling me

    that it's gonna get better. Can they see the future? How the hell do they know if its gonna get better? What if it actually doesn't? All they're doing is bringing my hopes up without knowing if its the truth or not!
    Vagabond01 Vagabond01 16-17, F 4 Responses Aug 30, 2014

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    butterflybaby123 butterflybaby123 13-15 1 Response May 11

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    No one cares until it's too late.

    .. When I die you'll come see me say sorry see I was bleeding and I tried so hard lasted so long but it came back with a vengeance and not until I'm dead will it be gone. When I die you'll come running and you'll say your sorry for never understanding never being there at all...
    polarbearlove polarbearlove 13-15, F 3 Responses May 19

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    kevo3827 kevo3827 13-15, M 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    I'm right in the middle of my finals,

    and I already know I'm not gonna pass. I feel like everyone around me thinks I'm stupid/dumb/not smart enough, and yeah, after a while, I started to believe it myself. This whole year I already knew I wouldn't pass, but when you say it out loud people always react like: ooh...
    ABACDEE ABACDEE 18-21, F May 20

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    What did i do to deserve the life i live?

    ****** family, im ugly, stupid, poor, living with bedbugs. Im really sick of getting up everyday. I hate myself. Nothing going to ever get better. Everytime i talk to someone about things it doesnt make a difference. I want to give up
    darkskies7 darkskies7 18-21, F a week ago

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    GirlInABottle GirlInABottle 13-15, F 2 Responses May 18

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    Ma11hew Ma11hew 16-17, M 1 Response May 16

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    I feel like no one even wants me around I feel

    like for everyone's sake that I should just drop dead
    EmHeartsX EmHeartsX 13-15, F 6 Responses May 4, 2014

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    Slit your wrist and cut your thighs,

    fake a smile and dry your eyes,hate yourself and hate your life.Welcome To My World Of Lies
    TheDevilInTheMirror TheDevilInTheMirror 16-17, F 3 Responses May 29, 2014

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    life is ugly. its an ugly thing

    and I have to live in it
    ThatOneSomaliGirl ThatOneSomaliGirl 13-15, F 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    lifesasecret127 lifesasecret127 13-15, F 2 Responses Jun 8, 2014

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    IrwinsScars IrwinsScars 16-17, F 2 Responses Jan 18

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    For people here on this website message me

    cause I probably have gone through way more than any of you but don't worry you will think that your life is a paridise
    photographyismylife photographyismylife 13-15, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I can't wait to leave home next year,

    I can't cope being with my family much longer, they are so horrible yo me and my brother always says stuff to me and try to beat me up and says stuff about me being gay, I cut myself every day xxx :'(
    jamesmonty3950 jamesmonty3950 13-15, M 3 Responses May 18

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    I just fvucked up my relationship with my

    boyfriend. I hate my life. I always fvck everything up and can't do shat to save my life. We were fine, up until one question. One of my friends wanted a bj and I didn't want to because I had a boyfriend, my friend didn't know I had a boyfriend. So I asked my boyfriend if I...
    GayBoyyyy13 GayBoyyyy13 13-15, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I'm unsatisfied with my life.

    It is selfish of me to be unhappy. I have an amazing family who love me and just want to see me happy. I have a loving boyfriend who I've been with for a year and a half. I have my own apartment with my boyfriend. I have a great job with plenty of money. I have a good...
    Kxtten Kxtten 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 9

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    I feel pretty selfish admitting this.

    . Life is such a precious thing but lately it hasn't been seeming like it. Honestly, nothing is particularly "wrong". Not many big problems going on, just feeling with out any purpose or direction. I often think if someone else's mind was in my body, how would I turn out? I'm not...
    lonelyxsoul lonelyxsoul 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 21, 2014

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    Ma11hew Ma11hew 16-17, M May 15

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    please just let me die,

    i can't do this anymore
    GirlInABottle GirlInABottle 13-15, F 4 Responses 4 days ago

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    I Hate My Life Dnt Want Too Be Here No More

    i am 18 i have been in foster care an i have been rapied twice i carnt evan go out no more cause i have panic attacts i have tryed suicide cuts my wrists tryed hanging myself an taken overdoses my mum is metally ill i have no one too turn too or talk too i really need a friend...
    samantha2345 samantha2345 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 16, 2007

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    Ugh!! I don't know what to do!

    !! I get blamed for everything that goes wrong. No one understands me. I've dug a pit that is too deep to climb out of!!!! I feel like running away from everything and starting over. I feel like cutting myself into pieces and just die!
    DanielJD DanielJD 13-15, M 1 Response Feb 12

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    I just have no purpose in life.

    I feel like I don't have anyone to talk to and even if I did they really wouldn't care.
    idkwhoiam13 idkwhoiam13 31-35, F 2 Responses Jan 10

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