I Hate My Life

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    It's been a tough day.

    I really don't know what to say right now honestly. I just finished having a cig and now I'm having a drink while drowning out my parents voices with my headphones. I'm just tired of trying I guess? All I do is try. We all do. And what am I getting out of it? Nothing honestly. I...
    XxLittleBrotherxX XxLittleBrotherxX
    22-25, M
    3 Responses May 28, 2015

    I ****** up my life in less

    than a week. i lost my college money and ****** up my very few relationships. i had my heart broken by stupidity more than any boy could ever do.
    MevsLife MevsLife
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Mar 13, 2016

    I have lived about 27 years on this earth.

    Life is hard, and as you get older it gets no easier. Life gets so complicated and painful sometimes, but in my painful life experiences all I cam say is you have to keep going. Keep waking up and keep living. Bad days happen sometimes more than good but you keep waking up...
    edemylove edemylove
    26-30, F
    1 Response Mar 17, 2016

    I self-harmed in the bathroom of my school over

    two hours ago. I accidentally left the blade in the bathroom and it still hasn't stopped bleeding. I can't even screw up without screwing up. ****.
    aelizabeth3300 aelizabeth3300
    16-17, F
    Mar 23, 2016

    And you could have it all My empire of dirt I

    will let you down I will make you hurt If I could start again A million miles away I would keep myself I would find a way
    NoWhereToFlyTo NoWhereToFlyTo
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 19, 2016

    I Use To Hate My Life, But I Found My Way

    I use to hate myself, my life and the People around me and the whole world. I never hated God I would just question him,ask him why we're things happening to me. Why am I fat and ugly?,why do people hate me and bother me?,why doesn't my mother love me?,why do I cry and cut myself...
    deleted deleted
    Aug 7, 2013

    I'm 22 I've never done anything illegal

    and yet my family treats me like a convicted felon who's a complete waste of life and space but what else is new been that way forever oh well
    sasysister12 sasysister12
    22-25, F
    1 Response Mar 19, 2016
    Britishblueeyes Britishblueeyes
    22-25, F
    4 Responses Mar 30, 2015

    I'm like everybody's backup plan.

    When they need me,they start messaging me and I'm there for them. And then when I'm feeling depressed, they don't even bother messaging me or ask what's wrong. And the thing is, why should I be there for them when they are not there for me? People just use me like I'm a...
    Violetblossoms Violetblossoms
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Dec 7, 2015
    TheRouge TheRouge
    18-21, F
    6 Responses Apr 17, 2014

    Ugh!! I don't know what to do!

    !! I get blamed for everything that goes wrong. No one understands me. I've dug a pit that is too deep to climb out of!!!! I feel like running away from everything and starting over. I feel like cutting myself into pieces and just die!
    DanielJD DanielJD
    18-21, M
    2 Responses Feb 12, 2015

    I born in 1980, since I have remember I was

    so unlucky. Remember very well those days when as a 4-5 years old child when friends playing with theirs remot control toys mine was always wasn't working, we had to go to the shop not once but few times to exchange my remote control car to get the working one and when I had...
    Sam1980tdi Sam1980tdi
    36-40, M
    4 Responses Apr 2, 2016

    My life is just an abundance of finally

    figuring out what I want to do and then some rode block refusing to let me move forward. I'm 19 years old still at the beginning of my life but it just seems to be getting harder. I've got an abundance of bills I can't pay. I thought I'd found the solution but it turned out to...
    blaze96 blaze96
    18-21, F
    Mar 24, 2016

    I'm in a travelling family.

    I have two homes 1 in Vancouver and 1 in Hong Kong. I always hated travelling and still do. I wish I was never born! I have no place to call home!
    FoxFan64 FoxFan64
    16-17, M
    Mar 20, 2016

    my brother killed himself in booking of the

    jail in the county I grew up in about a month ago. there were 7 guards on duty and only 2 inmates & all off the surveillance systems were working perfectly. but they threw my drunk brother into a cell with a phone cord by himself and let him hang there, dead for 30 minutes. So...
    trophyhousewife trophyhousewife
    26-30, F
    1 Response Mar 6, 2016

    I don't understand why I'm always

    so unhappy. I just want to be free of stress and pain. I can't handle this **** anymore.
    aelizabeth3300 aelizabeth3300
    16-17, F
    1 Response Mar 17, 2016

    I Hate My Life Dnt Want Too Be Here No More

    i am 18 i have been in foster care an i have been rapied twice i carnt evan go out no more cause i have panic attacts i have tryed suicide cuts my wrists tryed hanging myself an taken overdoses my mum is metally ill i have no one too turn too or talk too i really need a friend...
    samantha2345 samantha2345
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Sep 16, 2007
    TheRouge TheRouge
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Sep 3, 2014

    People wait all week

    for Friday all year for summer all life for happiness
    cbnnhdxxsfnk cbnnhdxxsfnk
    41-45, F
    Jul 18, 2015

    I just really ******* hate this life.

    . I haven't done anything wrong, plus i never meant to exist.. I never meant for my parents to meet.. I really didn't mean it.. I just want all the pain to go away.. I've tried killing myself so many times but i always end up in the hospital, still waking up.. I wish we could be...
    deleted deleted
    3 Responses Jul 5, 2015

    I am not sure how to say what I am feeling

    right now, but I have felt this way for a very___ long time. I don't like swearing, but fill in these blanks with whatever the heck your mind comes up with. The first girl I ever dated was for about a___ month. I really liked her, and I thought she liked me too. We did the whole...
    stewartgreen stewartgreen
    18-21, M
    1 Response Apr 18, 2016
    kindaspoilt kindaspoilt
    13-15, F
    Mar 9, 2016

    Life is like playing poker,

    in a way. Nobody automatically knows how to play. You have to learn. There are fast learners, and slow learners. People who are slow, but naturally good at it. People who are fast, but naturally pretty ******. Me, I know exactly what I'm supposed to be doing, exactly...
    deleted deleted
    4 Responses Sep 5, 2015

    I tell you why i hate my life people are

    heartless.people abuse animals for no reason and the animal die. i work at a job i hate that stress me out.and people are mean to nice people.people abuse nice people even elderly people . i am tired of it my mom is mean to me and talked down to me she always take her anger out...
    deleted deleted
    2 Responses Apr 17, 2016

    My depression is getting worse.

    .. I'm tired now.. just want it to be over
    ForeverAlone81 ForeverAlone81
    36-40, F
    9 Responses Aug 30, 2015

    ok so i found out i dont love my best friend it

    was that she acually showed true afection and care but i do know for a fact i love a guy, a guy with deep dark brown hair to mach his eyes and hieght matched perfectly to mine and i told him how i felt and about a week later he asks someone else out and i dont know if i can...
    emo22mystic emo22mystic
    13-15, F
    Mar 20, 2016

    I'm kinda going crazy

    and I don't know who to talk to but I desperately want to relapse.
    aelizabeth3300 aelizabeth3300
    16-17, F
    1 Response Mar 11, 2016

    I hate my life. I am married to someone I

    despise. My job is difficult for me. I am in physical pain every day. My wife tells me I am an embarrassment to my daughter. I am 45 years old, I work my *** off to make around 70k a year in a job that has become increasingly difficult for me to do physically. I try my best to...
    Bsfcstrfrk Bsfcstrfrk
    46-50, M
    1 Response Apr 4, 2016

    My mind and heart and pulled on every direction.

    One is telling me thus but the other is saying another thing. It's so ******* confusing.
    XDeadxNxAliveX XDeadxNxAliveX
    16-17, F
    Mar 15, 2016

    my mother just completely disowned me on Easter

    saying I was the biggest mistake of her life and that i'll never amount to anything. would killing myself be an easy solution to lift a burden off her back ?
    jaejae200 jaejae200
    16-17, F
    1 Response Mar 27, 2016

    I hate the life that my parents make me live.

    I really don't mean to sound selfish but I just can't stand being treated like I am a 12 year old. Not being allowed out of the house, being asked who am I talking to all the time, and telling me how I must do things. I am 20 years old and I barely have a life outside my...
    Arleth Arleth
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Mar 16, 2016

    I feel that all my hopes

    and dreams are fading. I hit a black spot. I Loved too much that's why I get hurt. My parents took away my dreams, my joy and my freedom. They are controlling me. They are manipulating me on how to live my life. One of my greatest fear is God. I hate myself and I feel that I am...
    greenamythese77 greenamythese77
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Mar 5, 2016

    I wish i could go into a coma.

    It seems peaceful!
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Oct 18, 2015

    Why do people say they love you

    but never really mean it and then brake your heart. Cause that always happens it just makes me so sad that people would play games on love love is not a game!! I just always wanna die when they always lie to me
    crazywolf5683 crazywolf5683
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Aug 15, 2014
    Madison18 Madison18
    18-21, F
    7 Responses Jan 20, 2016

    Being Suicidal sucks,

    like right now I'm crying my eyes out thinking of doing it. (I get really emotional when I think about it). My friends and other people know when I have suicidal thought because I try to change my mood and stuff. And Ofc they always say think about all the good things in your...
    deleted deleted
    2 Responses Nov 22, 2015

    But Not Everyday

    when I joined this group I was feeling particularly down.  I dont actually hate my life and any of you in this group shouldn't either.  Life is too short to focus on the negatives.  I hate the parts of my life that are beyond my control and some that I am smothered...
    johnwad3 johnwad3
    26-30, M
    8 Responses Dec 18, 2006

    Hello,people.excuse me about my English,

    it's not m'y mother language .Iam a girl 20 years Old,student,a unique girl without sisters.m'y life changes since Iwas too little,ihave both psychological And familial problèmes.it's about m'y thoughts idon't know where Iam living,in which planète,the reason that i forget a...
    Souffrance Souffrance
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Apr 8, 2016
    SkunkSprayFan2 SkunkSprayFan2
    22-25, M
    1 Response Mar 21, 2016
    love29581 love29581
    66-70, M
    Apr 11, 2016

    Someone just told me to kill myself

    and I was already depressed im seriously considering it right now
    butterflybaby123 butterflybaby123
    13-15, F
    12 Responses Jun 29, 2015

    I've had so many damn signs to give up on him.

    I wish I were strong enough to actually do it. I never will be.
    aelizabeth3300 aelizabeth3300
    16-17, F
    1 Response Mar 18, 2016

    Not only that but I'm scared of dogs

    and my mom wants to get a puppy but I really don't like them and she said its my house. I don't care if it is..you had kids even though you didn't want any, I wouldn't get a puppy knowing my child is terrified I mean she can two years I'll be out by then
    dinahparrish dinahparrish
    18-21, F
    Apr 1, 2016
    DepressedTeensRus DepressedTeensRus
    16-17, M
    Jan 14, 2015
    love29581 love29581
    66-70, M
    1 Response Apr 11, 2016

    To be perfectly honest.

    ..I’m not interested in living in this ******* world. I don’t have any goal or dream. I just have no purpose in life. I feel like I don't have anyone to talk to and even if I did they really wouldn't care. Well, I don’t care too. I’m just a simple lady who’s not...
    bored19899 bored19899
    26-30, F
    7 Responses Jan 11, 2015

    I wish I could quit life

    and live in my imagination.
    SpaceGlitch SpaceGlitch
    18-21, F
    4 Responses Oct 5, 2015

    Grew up dyslexic most saw me like a social

    disease ended up in special ed for 2 years. Went on to study cinematography at a scam school that will be shutdown soon. Ended up right back in the ******* **** working in health care since I was 16 I am 24 now with no end in sight. today I had an angry old man throwing a chair...
    Redkm Redkm
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Apr 8, 2016

    I don't care what people think

    or say about me ,I was not born on this earth to please anyone ...
    Mayssounaaa Mayssounaaa
    16-17, F
    1 Response Mar 5, 2016

    I have used this phrase

    for atleast 25 years.."these are the cards I was dealt for my life"..I woke up in the middle of the night the other night for no reason my eyes were barely open yet when a thought ran through my mind "these are the cards I was dealt, I can change those cards or I can fold and...
    deleted deleted
    4 Responses Nov 15, 2015

    I just want to disappear.

    I don't want to be here.
    Scaredmonster Scaredmonster
    18-21, F
    1 Response May 25, 2014

    that feeling you get

    when you're just waiting to get home into your room and let everything you have been digging deep within you all day out.....
    1livingstars 1livingstars
    18-21, F
    Jun 13, 2014

    I met the girl of my dreams one day

    and she was perfect for me. But, due to her personal life complications she wasn't ready for a relationship. I was heart broken and moved on because she told me to. I moved on to someone else. I married someone else. I married her to fill the void in my life. Of course all...
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Mar 15, 2016

    i really hate my life i think i have nothing

    left in my life i'm so Alone i need a friend i'm very alone
    Herojavier Herojavier
    22-25, M
    3 Responses Sep 27, 2015

    i hate life .........

    ..............................it sucks
    lovebug1073 lovebug1073
    16-17, F
    1 Response Apr 4, 2016

    Had a super ****** day today

    when my family ganged up on me and screamed at me. Currently in the middle of a massive breakdown. I'm not sure I'll live to see another day.
    aelizabeth3300 aelizabeth3300
    16-17, F
    3 Responses Feb 9, 2016

    The only thing holding me back from offing

    myself, is my religion. If I kill myself I can't go to heaven...
    deleted deleted
    5 Responses May 9, 2015

    I'm going to be turning 19 in a little over a

    month and I feel like I have nothing in my life worth being proud of. I have no friends here, I haven't had a single healthy/happy relationship that didn't end in total heartbreak, I've actually grown farther apart from my family, I hate my job.. I'm almost 19 and my life...
    Madison18 Madison18
    18-21, F
    10 Responses Aug 23, 2015

    I'm having an emotional breakdown rn during

    school I can't take it anymore I'm Literally crying and no one thinks anything is wrong
    deleted deleted
    5 Responses Oct 19, 2015

    I feel so lonely :(( again

    and again,makes me sick living with my grandmother,I lost joy in life,everyday is the same,I stay home and I miss my mom,she's far away :'( I hate that I can't find someone who understands me and going out alone when it's sunny -it's not fun for me anymore,I feel old,this summer...
    deleted deleted
    2 Responses Aug 3, 2015
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