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I Hate My Life

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    I was homeschooled all my life,

    I never went to school with other kids or didn't really had a nice childhood. My mom and dad never took me, I hated my mom and still do for not taking me to school or not even be concerned about my education. My dad was just a lazy *** drunk and he didn't even care too. My dad...
    Whatsername21 Whatsername21 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 25, 2014

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    Ma11hew Ma11hew 16-17, M 1 Response Feb 26

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    everything always goes wrong n no one will ever

    want me in real life and I just wanna die I'm just worthless
    matrixwolf matrixwolf 16-17, M 4 Responses Feb 10

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    ok maybe not hate....

    but I know for sure that I hate myself. I'm not that attractive, people think I'm weird so they dont talk to me, I'm not smart in school so I doubt i'll ever be something, I'm not articulate because I have anxiety, and I dont have any special skills or hobbies. I'm just a stupid...
    mandycandy0123 mandycandy0123 16-17, F 23 hrs ago

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    TheRouge TheRouge 16-17, F 3 Responses Sep 3, 2014

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    I don't understand !!

    !!!!!!!!!!!!!
    Ma11hew Ma11hew 16-17, M 1 Response Feb 22

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    I feel like I'm poor

    but I'm not. I go to a boarding school and loathe it, I keep getting depressed and medication never helps. I have to share a room with my little brother and I'm nearly 15. I feel like I dragged myself through my childhood.
    FoxFan64 FoxFan64 13-15, M 1 Response 6 hrs ago

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    Ma11hew Ma11hew 16-17, M 1 Response Feb 20

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    I just want to curl up in a ball

    and die **** life life sucks !!!
    Ma11hew Ma11hew 16-17, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    WarriorPoet97 WarriorPoet97 16-17, F 3 Responses Jan 18

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    I Wish..

    I want something to change or something to happen. There is actaully **** all good about it.. I don't think there is anything good about it. I don't know how I don't get deperssed more often.
    Achilles1989 Achilles1989 22-25, M 3 Responses Aug 28, 2010

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    Ma11hew Ma11hew 16-17, M 3 Responses Feb 22

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    lifesasecret127 lifesasecret127 13-15, F 2 Responses Jun 8, 2014

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    I Hate My Life Dnt Want Too Be Here No More

    i am 18 i have been in foster care an i have been rapied twice i carnt evan go out no more cause i have panic attacts i have tryed suicide cuts my wrists tryed hanging myself an taken overdoses my mum is metally ill i have no one too turn too or talk too i really need a friend...
    samantha2345 samantha2345 19-21, F 2 Responses Sep 16, 2007

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    In a couple months I'll be 25.

    I live with my dad and young sister. I get tired of living with my dad. Our relationship is not a close one.he is controlling.does not want me going out at night.he is just a different type of person. I hate him. I sometimes can't stand living with my sister. I was just...
    Hannarose Hannarose 22-25, F 1 Response Feb 21

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    I feel pretty selfish admitting this.

    . Life is such a precious thing but lately it hasn't been seeming like it. Honestly, nothing is particularly "wrong". Not many big problems going on, just feeling with out any purpose or direction. I often think if someone else's mind was in my body, how would I turn out? I'm not...
    lonelyxsoul lonelyxsoul 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 21, 2014

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    I don't know what to do anymore.

    .. I don't have a reason to keep living, so why am I still even here? I can't stand this carousel of torment.
    Elsiphael Elsiphael 16-17, T 2 Responses Feb 24

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    I'm ******* sick of all your bullshit

    and your lies !!! **** off
    Ma11hew Ma11hew 16-17, M 1 day ago

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    So, everybody obviously experiences their

    emotional ups and downs, but if the overall outcome is still negative, then it effectively means I would rather cease to exist than have to endure the pain and suffering of being. So why shouldn't I take my life? I don't even remember the last time I was happy, the last time I...
    Elsiphael Elsiphael 16-17, T 2 Responses Feb 22

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    I just want to disappear.

    I don't want to be here.
    Scaredmonster Scaredmonster 16-17, F 1 Response May 25, 2014

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    I do really hate my life,

    I came from a broken family.My father is a ******* ******* , he had an affair, he didn't support as financially and he left us.My mother is the only one who took care for us.She did everything for us and I'm thankful because she didn't even give up. I finish college and earned...
    sen017 sen017 22-25, F 4 Responses Apr 14, 2014

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    Ma11hew Ma11hew 16-17, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    that feeling you get

    when you're just waiting to get home into your room and let everything you have been digging deep within you all day out.....
    1livingstars 1livingstars 16-17, F Jun 13, 2014

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    TheRouge TheRouge 16-17, F 8 Responses Apr 17, 2014

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    You say you still care

    and love me but you have treated me like **** for the last 6 months wtf
    Ma11hew Ma11hew 16-17, M 1 Response Feb 22

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    I feel like no one even wants me around I feel

    like for everyone's sake that I should just drop dead
    EmHeartsX EmHeartsX 13-15, F 6 Responses May 4, 2014

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    This will be the 2nd day I have gone to bed

    with eating. I'm so sick of everything in my life in every way. I just want to sleep. Someone help me. I'm so scared I'm numb.
    deademotion11 deademotion11 22-25, M a week ago

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    But Not Everyday

    when I joined this group I was feeling particularly down.  I dont actually hate my life and any of you in this group shouldn't either.  Life is too short to focus on the negatives.  I hate the parts of my life that are beyond my control and some that I am smothered...
    johnwad3 johnwad3 26-30, M 8 Responses Dec 18, 2006

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    Ma11hew Ma11hew 16-17, M 2 Responses Feb 25

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    I'm just lying here dying slowly being

    tormented by the voices in my head not even my parents understand my suffering
    silverstrike silverstrike 13-15, M 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    Ma11hew Ma11hew 16-17, M 2 Responses Feb 20

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    I hate my ****** life.

    I wish i was never born.
    2lil2L8 2lil2L8 26-30, F 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    I'm sick and tired of people telling me

    that it's gonna get better. Can they see the future? How the hell do they know if its gonna get better? What if it actually doesn't? All they're doing is bringing my hopes up without knowing if its the truth or not!
    Vagabond01 Vagabond01 16-17, F 4 Responses Aug 30, 2014

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    So after all the **** yesterday I found out one

    of my buddies died last night. **** everything right now.
    Dickard101 Dickard101 22-25, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    My parents are mean to me,

    I want to express myself but they won't let me. I keep getting grounded. I'm too shy. I get made fun of a lot. My best friend doesn't understand that i'm really in pain, she takes it as a joke and makes fun of it. I hate school, I can't focus at all. I hurt myself. Being in an...
    DiamondMushroom DiamondMushroom 13-15, F 3 days ago

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    Ma11hew Ma11hew 16-17, M 1 Response Feb 25

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    I can't ******* stand school.

    The best grade I have is an 80 and all my other seven classes I have less then a 75. I try hard but I am just terrible at school, how the **** did I manage to get into college? Everyone walks around with 90 and above and I feel so dumb. Neither do I have any talent to show. I am...
    RedtheEmerald RedtheEmerald 22-25, F 3 Responses Jun 4, 2014

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    She won't even talk to me

    or make eye contact wtf she lying about me so wtf I hate my life so ******* much !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
    Ma11hew Ma11hew 16-17, M 2 days ago

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    Of there was a song written

    for me. It would be Shake it out bye Florence+ The Machine
    bluegirlie98 bluegirlie98 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 21, 2014

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    My life couldn't get any worse right about

    now plz someone just kill me already
    silverstrike silverstrike 13-15, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I'm unsatisfied with my life.

    It is selfish of me to be unhappy. I have an amazing family who love me and just want to see me happy. I have a loving boyfriend who I've been with for a year and a half. I have my own apartment with my boyfriend. I have a great job with plenty of money. I have a good...
    Kxtten Kxtten 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 9

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    I've had the I hate my self feelings,

    suicidal thoughts, depression, the feelings of hopelessness, my life started out **** and got shittier. But I'm here to tell you there is light at the end of the tunnel and if you need help or someone to talk to contact me.
    thatDfunnyJguy thatDfunnyJguy 31-35, M 2 Responses May 14, 2014

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    I want to jump in front of a train

    or get hit by a car something so that I will die really fast I just hate my life
    whoooocares whoooocares 18-21, F 3 Responses Jul 4, 2014

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    DepressedTeensRus DepressedTeensRus 13-15, M Jan 14

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    I Use To Hate My Life, But I Found My Way

    I use to hate myself, my life and the People around me and the whole world. I never hated God I would just question him,ask him why we're things happening to me. Why am I fat and ugly?,why do people hate me and bother me?,why doesn't my mother love me?,why do I cry and cut myself...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Aug 7, 2013

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    Day 3 of being on anti depressants.

    I feel cloudy. I sit and watch the snow bank in front of the house. The DR and pharmacist, first two weeks can increase my anxiety and then it will level out. I could not concentrate yesterday to produce a letter. I don't know how i will function on that. Feel like my brain is...
    jaml jaml 41-45, M 5 Responses Feb 25

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    I can't wait till I die

    because I would be much better then my life rn
    Ma11hew Ma11hew 16-17, M 5 days ago

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