Post
Experience Project iOS Android Apps | Download EP for your Mobile Device

I Hate My Pessimism And Wish I Could Do Away With It

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 23 People

    I Don't Think I Will Ever Stop Being Pessimistic...

    I'm sorry. A bad joke. One of my mind's habits. I am actually an optimist, against all the evidence that the world has already gone to ****. By habit, my mind looks forward to things, even simple ones like shots of coffee or a barefoot walk on grass, my next meal, or a PM from...
    amberdextrous amberdextrous 51-55, M 7 Responses Mar 15, 2010

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I'm Not Sure When I Changed...

    ...Actually I can. It was probably about two years ago and it's changing my outlook on life. As you can see from my groups I am also passive aggressive, and I think somewhere in between halting bottling up my anger and speaking up when I feel hard done by - I've started to...
    ClosedBook ClosedBook 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 27, 2010

    Your Response

    Cancel

    The Early Morning Blahs...

    I arise in the moring with a rain cloud over my heard my mood is listless~uneasy apprehensive thoughts chasing each other , they long for a warm and fuzzy niche to settle themselves and just be at peace why cannot this be i say to me? i am already at sea seeking a safe...
    NyxInvictus NyxInvictus 41-45 1 Response Mar 14, 2010

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Related Experiences

    I really could live without TV, but do not take my music away. Music is my escape from reality when I need a break from my life. Music has helped me through some rough times.
    Southerncharm67 Southerncharm67 46-50, F 2 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I'm 16 and I'm from Colorado. I really really need someone to run away with. I make 75 dollars a day so I'll have a decent amount of money by the end of June. If anyone is...
    vertigoingvertigone vertigoingvertigone 16-17, F 2 Responses a week ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    any femail want to run away with me just go and dont say a word about it
    readytotext readytotext 51-55, M 1 Response 6 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I would allow you to be my everything..hold you in my arms..give you whatever your heart desired..I could never tolerate lies or cheating. Do you think a woman with intelligence...
    sensualbeauty1 sensualbeauty1 46-50, F 3 Responses May 18

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Well I like a guy named Julian ( he was Hispanic like us and hot like us). Everyone said he was a player an ignorant cocky *******. That no one likes. I didn't listen and he played...
    Hispan Hispan 13-15, M 2 Responses May 3

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Any day. I've fantasized about it. Honestly, I ******* hate people so if I could I'd kill them all.
    deleted deleted 26-30 May 4

    Your Response

    Cancel
    My family is trying their hardest to get me to commit to going to a shrink just because I didn't go to my dad's funeral. I thought people could grieve in their own way but...
    Princess201450 Princess201450 46-50, F 4 Responses May 25

    Your Response

    Cancel
    So I go to Art Institute in California a private college and I have to say I have doubts about the students there. They are very selfish and untrustworthy. I am in my 30s returning...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses May 3

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Your Response

    Cancel
    *Don't reply unless you want to run with me* I'm wanting to run away, I have the necessary pack..This includes food spare clothing a hammer and a lighter as well as a cup and 2...
    HeWhoRuns HeWhoRuns 16-17, M 1 Response May 7

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Warning labels would be amazing! Just wasted 3years of my life with a guy who I thought was loving warm kind..... Nope so wrong my mums just gotten very sick and the selfish...
    weemunchkin weemunchkin 22-25, F 2 Responses May 3

    Your Response

    Cancel
    It's absolutely disgusting. It's really not that hard to hew with your mouth closed. If you have something to say, it can wait until after you swallow. No one wants to see your...
    wedgieshurtalot wedgieshurtalot 16-17, F May 4

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I have had a enormous crush on my sister's friend Maria We meet when my sister invited her to out house and we just stared at each other as soon as we saw each other At first my...
    legalcobra6886 legalcobra6886 13-15, M 2 Responses May 17

    Your Response

    Cancel
    can u imagine how great it would be if people came with labels. if that were the case what would the label be for yourself. i think mine would say: a loyal person who will...
    1girl2find 1girl2find 51-55, M 2 Responses 5 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    The funny thing is, he kinda did. I always sensed everything he said was clouded in deceit. It might as well have been written on his forehead. I chose denial for whatever reason...
    Deeismee Deeismee 31-35, F 1 Response 14 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    even better, a monitor on their forehead so you can see their thoughts. we'd all be in some serious trouble......
    2batinman 2batinman 46-50, M May 3

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I would delete all the times someone made me feel useless and less than.
    tsnuggles tsnuggles 36-40, F May 3

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Ok so I'm a lesbian and I'm out at work. I have a straight coworker who acts like a jealous girlfriend all the time. What gives?!
    TheFemaleWinstonSmith TheFemaleWinstonSmith 41-45, F 1 Response May 5

    Your Response

    Cancel
    i have been single for a while. :( i don't like it. but i think my neighbor likes me.
    randomart4lives randomart4lives 13-15, F 2 Responses May 8

    Your Response

    Cancel
    If you don't want to know then don't ask!
    unknownpoetx unknownpoetx 26-30, M 3 Responses May 11

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I used to be sweet The world was a good place Then I met him,my life was never the same I used to let people show me who they are Now I take the time to figure them out Before I...
    kanonr kanonr 26-30, F 2 Responses May 13

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Put simply, it's disgusting manners!
    PeterSp8 PeterSp8 41-45, M May 18

    Your Response

    Cancel
    My friend punched my in my stomach. So I punched her back. I got ISS and she got nothing. Wtf.
    paigegandy paigegandy 13-15, F 1 Response May 20

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Mine would say "I bite"... It's what I do when I have to fight. I don't fight nice
    pardax pardax 13-15, M May 21

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Mine would be "fragile, do not drop" because I'm a huge baby
    DrumheadTrial DrumheadTrial 18-21, M May 21

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Mines most likely would say "I am very nice and peaceful.... Until further notice" lml ;)
    SuperRose27 SuperRose27 13-15, F 1 Response May 21

    Your Response

    Cancel
    A lot of my friends turned out to only be " fair weather friends"
    Cat052314 Cat052314 26-30, F 4 Responses May 21

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Why does my ex girlfriend and I keep talking even though she knows she was wrong cheating and breaking it off .Maybe its the two years we shared and I'm the only guy who treated...
    LoztSoul LoztSoul 26-30, M May 23

    Your Response

    Cancel
    If they did may be I wouldn't learn my lesson...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response a week ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Can anyone tell me why some men like to go around calling you a "ho" when you've done nothing to indicate any type of behavior like that?
    Mfudgie Mfudgie 31-35, F 8 Responses 2 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    But they do. Am proof. Was mentally gifted minor. But raised by covertly drunken lawyer. In a place where greedy egos rule. And upset thugs abuse. Freely. Or...
    convertihd convertihd 46-50, M May 5

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Quite easily!! For occasional entertainment, it has its place. But daytime TV and reality programmes are an insult to human intelligence!!
    PeterSp8 PeterSp8 41-45, M 1 Response May 24

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I'd imagine someone else out here may agree. I think perhaps this was starting long before I ever came to EP the first time. You fall on this site thinking you can share what you...
    CrypticK76 CrypticK76 36-40, M 17 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    There's a lot I wish I could take back in my life but if I could make one wish it would be having u. Cause the way u make me feel inside no one can make me feel like. I am honestly...
    skykidx1 skykidx1 22-25, M 2 Responses May 15

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I had my first encounter with CPS ever today at our first interview with our caseworker & was informed she's already recommending my son, who was just born last Sunday & is still...
    hollygolightly24 hollygolightly24 26-30 1 Response 3 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I hate my mother. I know many people say this but very few actually mean it with all their soul. I am the very few that do. I never tell anyone about this because I know how they...
    ihateher44 ihateher44 18-21, F 6 Responses 2 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Today, we will hate on the whiny person with first-world problems. You know the one. Let's quote them: "I am a financially stable middle aged woman (or man) with a good job, great...
    thelioninwinter thelioninwinter 46-50, F 5 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    When I was a very young teen, I read a story that touched my soul ... I kept the pages of the magazine and when they began to perish, I copied it to the journal I now write in...
    shaggynz shaggynz 41-45, M 2 Responses May 15

    Your Response

    Cancel