Post
Experience Project iOS Android Apps | Download EP for your Mobile Device

I Hate My Pessimism And Wish I Could Do Away With It

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 22 People

    I'm Not Sure When I Changed...

    ...Actually I can. It was probably about two years ago and it's changing my outlook on life. As you can see from my groups I am also passive aggressive, and I think somewhere in between halting bottling up my anger and speaking up when I feel hard done by - I've started to...
    ClosedBook ClosedBook 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 27, 2010

    Your Response

    Cancel

    The Early Morning Blahs...

    I arise in the moring with a rain cloud over my heard my mood is listless~uneasy apprehensive thoughts chasing each other , they long for a warm and fuzzy niche to settle themselves and just be at peace why cannot this be i say to me? i am already at sea seeking a safe...
    lunadelobos lunadelobos 41-45 1 Response Mar 14, 2010

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I Don't Think I Will Ever Stop Being Pessimistic...

    I'm sorry. A bad joke. One of my mind's habits. I am actually an optimist, against all the evidence that the world has already gone to ****. By habit, my mind looks forward to things, even simple ones like shots of coffee or a barefoot walk on grass, my next meal, or a PM from...
    amberdextrous amberdextrous 51-55, M 7 Responses Mar 15, 2010

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Related Experiences

    It's like one day we were talking on the phone, saying how we just couldn't wait any longer to hold eachother, to see eachothers face again without a computer screen holding back...
    pillsofdiamond pillsofdiamond 13-15, F 1 day ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    this is my last cry for help. im done with this life if anyone from california wants to run away with me plaese message me.. i dont care who you are and please dont ask why.
    nightmarehorizons nightmarehorizons 13-15, M 1 Response Mar 21

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Live in northern Spain and would really need someone, preferably female, to run away with. But everyone seems to be from the US or UK around here...!
    CVarjak CVarjak 18-21, F a week ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I act like a ***** to most people so they can hate me as much as I hate myself because I don't believe I deserve to be liked.
    oliveyouberrymuch oliveyouberrymuch 18-21, F Mar 14

    Your Response

    Cancel
    When I first met my now mother-in-law, she seemed like such a nice lady and would do anything to keep her son happy. Her son wanted to be with me, everyone was against it. But she...
    Faith89 Faith89 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 20

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I am scared to be hurt by anyone so I avoid people I'm not proud of it sometimes I wish I had a LOYAL friend !
    sebastianflores12 sebastianflores12 13-15, M 2 Responses Mar 6

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I wish each of us had warning labels. I have had bad experiences many times. It's all due to the fact that you don't know what makes that person tick. People get angry and upset...
    planter715 planter715 51-55, M Mar 12

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I wish each of us had warning labels. I have had bad experiences many times. It's all due to the fact that you don't know what makes that person tick. People get angry and upset...
    planter715 planter715 51-55, M 1 Response Mar 12

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I hate being single. What is wrong with me? Am I not likeable? I lost a girl now a guy. I dont think I would be in a relationship. I am going to be someone raising cats in my house...
    elephant17 elephant17 18-21, F Mar 14

    Your Response

    Cancel
    April 1st, april first it all ends, the silence and this neverending nightmare will finally reach its end... if anyone wants to join me in running away feel free im in california...
    nightmarehorizons nightmarehorizons 13-15, M 2 Responses 5 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Everyone is perfect the way they are. As long as you are happy with yourself and are living life the way you want you should see no reason to change. In the end, all you will have...
    Retro5NAF Retro5NAF 26-30, F 6 Responses Mar 18

    Your Response

    Cancel
    It's disgusting . Is this really what we are going to teach people ? That a freaking number on a scale determines how pretty you are , or how much you are worth , or whether or not...
    momo335 momo335 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 18

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I could always do with a cuddle...body against body...skin against skin...
    alittlekiny63 alittlekiny63 51-55, M 3 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I have not sat down and watched tv for a few months now and all I can say is my life has improved so much. My head isn't filled with useless fake garbage anymore. When I walk by...
    futuremike1 futuremike1 18-21, M 2 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    On the highway in an 18 wheeler in the snow and ice at 29 degrees. Now is the perfect time for a cuddle. Wrap up in a blanket in the sleeper with hot chocolate and just wait it...
    lakedude1960 lakedude1960 51-55, M Mar 4

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I met this woman recently moved into neighborhoods posing as naive...and then slowly sabotaging me and putting me down in the conversation and talking rudely....
    amisha1 amisha1 36-40, F 2 Responses Mar 7

    Your Response

    Cancel
    But few do. Convicts aint all bad. Nut jobs often care more. And successfuls are often horrid.
    convertihd convertihd 46-50, M 2 Responses Mar 8

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Everything is about me life is about me ,I am tired of giving in . The taker keep taking ,I'm just here to live life and be myself
    vennatte vennatte 46-50, F 2 Responses Mar 18

    Your Response

    Cancel
    My friend and I hung out one night and she kept kissing my cheeks and hugging me and holding my hand and told me that if she already had her first kiss she would totally kiss me...
    taliaharpaz taliaharpaz 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 20

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I would have been saved from a lot of hurt in my lifetime.
    justme5079 justme5079 36-40, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Huh I feel like girls don't like me😔
    benAverdin benAverdin 13-15, M 5 Responses Mar 2

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Is it unreasonable to want such a thing? Is it impossible to meet someone amazing and run off together? Travel, explore, find a place together? I want to begin the next chapter of...
    lovelywarpedlemon lovelywarpedlemon 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 10

    Your Response

    Cancel
    i only ask that you are from california just please help me get out of here..
    nightmarehorizons nightmarehorizons 13-15, M Mar 10

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I just want a nice black boyfriend :(
    Nautica1416 Nautica1416 16-17, M 1 Response Mar 11

    Your Response

    Cancel
    i see so many islamaphobic groups on this site and no one knows what the **** they're talking about. please, please **** off
    rowanoaks rowanoaks 16-17, T Mar 12

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Urrrr my brother is notorious for it, every time I remind him to stop he just does it louder to annoy me. In school a lot of people do it too, it's filthy, like, don't they get it...
    thedimone thedimone 13-15, F Mar 12

    Your Response

    Cancel
    People really need to close their mouths! I don't care how beautiful you are, this is a deal breaker.
    IllusionaryGentleman39 IllusionaryGentleman39 18-21, M Mar 12

    Your Response

    Cancel
    It's always been something I wanted to do. Find someone and just go on an adventure for who knows how long. It'd be amazing, but sadly nobody probably would want to.
    BrightAurora BrightAurora 16-17, M 3 Responses Mar 18

    Your Response

    Cancel
    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kVZwd3CHwYU
    michealcalm michealcalm 36-40, M 2 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Kill Your Television. There's a real world out there. Should probably say the same about the internet and video games, but trying to keep a positive attitude so one step at a time
    Direwolf65 Direwolf65 46-50, M 1 Response 1 day ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Smart Relationships : My approach to build one . Atlast I permitted my boyfriend to enter in my life :) He will live with me in my house along with my family . Love these moments...
    rsushama73 rsushama73 41-45, F 1 Response 3 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I originally shared this story in response to an EP question but I think it needs to be added t my stories because it's the saddest story of my life... I lost my father at the age...
    stillinlove2 stillinlove2 36-40, F 4 Responses Mar 10

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I hate when people see me cry cus I'm known at school as a strong tough girl who can take a hit or put down and walk away with a smile on my face because I still feel good about...
    kenyakayabney kenyakayabney 13-15, F Mar 18

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I just want you to leave and runaway and be with me. away from that *****. you deserve a better life. and I wish it could be with me. but she hates me for no reason and I don't...
    TheFortunate0 TheFortunate0 22-25, F Mar 10

    Your Response

    Cancel
    When I was 16 I got pregnant. Lost 25 lbs in 2 weeks and was 10 lbs away from going back to my regular weight. I honestly got careless and kept gaining weight I hated it but couldn...
    Confusedfordummys Confusedfordummys 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 7

    Your Response

    Cancel
    For all people who are wondering or questioning about racism and discriminations in the uk .. The answer is a BIG YES especially if you are a dark skinned person and this apply to...
    Powerlesss Powerlesss 31-35, F 3 Responses 6 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    recently, i've been ridiculed about being black. i've had stereotypes placed on me, i've been called the n-word, and some people of other races get shocked when they find out i'm...
    hashiba hashiba 16-17, F 4 Responses Mar 13

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I feel a little backward, I see all these people wishing they were with someone but all I can think about is how badly I wish I was single. I don't want to feel responsible for...
    Cyarika Cyarika 26-30, F Mar 15

    Your Response

    Cancel
    There's actually one thing I wish could change about myself. I am 40 years old with baby soft skin from head to toe. I wish I knew how to make it not so soft. This may sound like...
    CowboysAndAngels CowboysAndAngels 36-40, F 13 Responses Mar 8 <