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I Hate My Pessimism And Wish I Could Do Away With It

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    I Don't Think I Will Ever Stop Being Pessimistic...

    I'm sorry. A bad joke. One of my mind's habits. I am actually an optimist, against all the evidence that the world has already gone to ****. By habit, my mind looks forward to things, even simple ones like shots of coffee or a barefoot walk on grass, my next meal, or a PM from...
    amberdextrous amberdextrous 51-55, M 7 Responses Mar 15, 2010

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    The Early Morning Blahs...

    I arise in the moring with a rain cloud over my heard my mood is listless~uneasy apprehensive thoughts chasing each other , they long for a warm and fuzzy niche to settle themselves and just be at peace why cannot this be i say to me? i am already at sea seeking a safe...
    NyxInvictus NyxInvictus 41-45 1 Response Mar 14, 2010

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    I'm Not Sure When I Changed...

    ...Actually I can. It was probably about two years ago and it's changing my outlook on life. As you can see from my groups I am also passive aggressive, and I think somewhere in between halting bottling up my anger and speaking up when I feel hard done by - I've started to...
    ClosedBook ClosedBook 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 27, 2010

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    Do you want to run away with me? I live on Long Island and I'm desperate to run away with a group. I'm 13 and a girl and there one other person coming with me (hopefully us)
    EagerRunaway EagerRunaway 13-15, F Apr 3

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    Do you want to run away with me? I live on Long Island and I'm desperate to run away with a group. I'm 13 and a girl and there one other person coming with me (hopefully us)
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    I'm looking to run away with someone or multiple people. I'm 17, almost 18, and I live in Mass. Hmu
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    I want to run away with a soulmate forever and being happy together. Isn't that what it matters? Just to have the feeling of the real freedom of happiness with someone else in...
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    ok, so i know im still here but i need a place to go, im obviously not going to find someone to run away with on here but can someone at least tell me a place in california that is...
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    I wish I didn't have to wait much longer. I don't know how long it's going to take for us to be together, but reading the signs, I know someday we'll be in each other's arms. No...
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    i always seem to disappoint ppl when i try my hardest not to its a terrible feeling and cant be helped i hate it really but i always keep to myself i think i will keep doing that...
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    Anybody want to move to Colorado with me?
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    I would have been saved from a lot of hurt in my lifetime.
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    so you may know who is the real ones and the fake ones,
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    If my ex had a warning label it would read," I'm crazy, I lie, and if a man touches me below the belt I am his for the night."
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    I totally agree with Ali (an egyptian man from port said)who I met in Brighton many years ago when life was a little better and he told me that all white people hate us and if the...
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    I totally agree with Ali (an egyptian man from port said)who I met in Brighton many years ago when life was a little better and he told me that all white people hate us and if the...
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    I totally agree with Ali (an egyptian man from port said)who I met in Brighton many years ago when life was a little better and he told me that all white people hate us and if the...
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