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I Hate My Self For Being Gay

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    So Often

    I hate myself for being gay and other times i don't. For instance i like being gay because i think it has helped me with my empathy. Being gay sometimes makes me feel defective you know? Like one of those tin items on the shelf in a supermarket with a dent so it is either sold...
    Jeair Jeair 22-25, M 4 Responses Dec 13, 2010

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    Not Actually Hating Myself Right Now...

    Year 2010 has been a quite hard year for me so far. I've been going trough a quite large emotional and spiritual crises troughout the year. And it's all because of the fact (I guess) me being a homosexual. I had my first boy crush at age of 13 and since then there has been many...
    IdontKnowEther IdontKnowEther 22-25, M 18 Responses Aug 15, 2010

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    I Love You

    This may not help. Some people may roll their eyes...but I will say it anyway because you never know. So many people support gay people and truly completely wholeheartedly care.I don't know each and everyone of your personal lives so i can't say that its the place that you live...
    VioletSound333 VioletSound333 18-21, F Dec 7, 2011

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    If Your On This Site You Can Guess What I'm Writing About Lol

    ok here it goes. my parents weren't too accepting when i came out, therefore, i act as straight as i can.  i have lots of friends who're all very cool and accepting of me, but a lot of ppl have done a lot of **** to me. i used to be really nice and carefree and trust everyone...
    fatbirdsinbonnets fatbirdsinbonnets 18-21 3 Responses Mar 26, 2011

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    Today As Usual...

    I was thinking so much of men and my instant reaction after was to slit my wrist how stupid right? I really hate being this way and there must be a way to not be this way i know you might be reading and disagree but i do believe that there is a way.....but how or what is the way...
    Jeair Jeair 22-25, M 11 Responses Jul 28, 2009

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    It Ruined My Life

    My own family doesn't accept me. I've been facing this situation by myself since I came out in high school. I'm an adult and my parents still hope I turn gay well I'm not! I hate this, this is stupid, I don't do drugs, I finished school, and they just see that what I'm doing is...
    Ix6o Ix6o 26-30 3 Responses Sep 11, 2013

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    I do, I've feel I have been disappointing people since I was young! I've never been able to please anyone or do what is asked of me right! I try my best and it was, is never good...
    Ilovetilikum Ilovetilikum 18-21, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Why wouldn't I? Just because we are small in number and most people hate our guts, all the more reason too like being gay! Buck up gay boys and gay girls and be happy!
    KawaiiDemon KawaiiDemon 18-21 1 Response Aug 15

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    Being gay is not fun to me. I'm Muslim and I'm proud thank god but being gay has caused me nothing but troubles and misery. I wish I had a boyfriend but at the same time I hate the...
    Abdulaziz94 Abdulaziz94 18-21, M 2 Responses Aug 18

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    Sometimes I wish I wasn't gay. There's nothing wrong with being gay but it's just hard I've recently been coming out of the closet but I haven't to my parents kus they don't...
    Vaughn37 Vaughn37 18-21, M Aug 16

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    Here I am again complaining about being gay. Here I am again feeling like absolute ****. Here I am again wanting to die and end it all. Why do I like my own gender? Why do I find...
    Abdulaziz94 Abdulaziz94 18-21, M 5 Responses Aug 5

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    I'm a gay 13 year old gay Still in the closet Need advice about coming out I'm also looking for a gay 13-20 year old gay who loves me for who I am No matter what Loves my...
    jgarcia75 jgarcia75 13-15, M 1 Response a week ago

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    I feel guilty for being alive. I feel guilty for being able to breath and walk and talk. I feel guilty for ruining my parents lives by being born. I wish they never met and got...
    sewshow sewshow 18-21 Aug 6

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    I hate asking for help of any kind, especially in the classroom. I feel as though it is because I am afraid of what people will think, that I'm weak and useless, or something along...
    mslainiegrace mslainiegrace 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 19

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    I don't wanna be "that guy" that tries to sound all tough and manly like: "Oh bruh I'm a man I don't ask nobody for help cause men just don't do that" but I don't ask for help...
    ifearsnowmen ifearsnowmen 18-21, M 1 Response Aug 22

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    I found out that I was gay in the middle of my teen years and feel comfortable with it, but it's been hard being myself because I haven't come out to my dad yet or my family...
    jamie1292 jamie1292 22-25, M 1 Response Aug 18

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    Homosexuals are EVIL! no offense but think of all the evil things we do! God created Adam and Eve not Adam and Steve! Repent before it's too late! I NEVER liked the gay life style...
    Abdulaziz94 Abdulaziz94 18-21, M 5 Responses Aug 3

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    I am so attracted to straight men. I am drawn to a straight man more than a gay man. I then feel like I may have a slight chance I can get them to like me. Is it because I studied...
    SocioNarcc SocioNarcc 31-35, M 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    When I'm gay, I will wear my bright coloured neon clothes I sing and dance Because gay is happiness
    joseey joseey 18-21, F Aug 3

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    People always ask me.. "Why did you choose to be gay?" I would always reply "I didn't choose to be gay, if I could, why would I choose all this taunting and teasing?"
    austintsnelson austintsnelson 13-15, M 3 Responses Aug 4

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    Here's my story... Read it or not. I don't care. I'm gay but I'm also Christian and well that mixes as well as water mixes with oil. Especially when you have hard core Christian...
    kp4w kp4w 18-21, M 7 Responses Aug 9

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    I hate taking pictures of myself! Idk how ppl can even do that? I'm not afraid i just donmt feel good to take a selfie :s
    BlueBear98 BlueBear98 16-17, M Aug 19

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    If any guy is jealous of my daughter just because she is from my ex-husband, then he deserve no love or feelings from me. Before coming near me, he should put himself in my shoes...
    ForeverSahour ForeverSahour 26-30, F Aug 20

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    I guess so, it's what I am. Someone has to be gay, why not me?
    Kaiboy Kaiboy 18-21, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Any gays near Hobbs NM age 13-16
    coleirleee coleirleee 13-15, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    My neighbor held me and his sister down and did things to us.....I never said anything ......I like both sexes now but get guilt after being with guys...love going down on men and...
    mannylancaster mannylancaster 46-50, M Aug 10

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    So sick of caring about other people but when it comes down to my problems they have suddenly disappeared, a big majority of the population are self absorbed *****, we are all...
    maddieXxx maddieXxx 16-17, F Aug 11

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    I love for somebody to chat with on here. If you love tights and wanna be my master message me
    Sissyboy696969 Sissyboy696969 13-15, M Aug 10

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    A guy dumped me because I was rlly weird. Nothing wrong with being myself, if they don't like "you", screw em. Being weird is the bomb. Being different is special. Almost everyone...
    rachel96826 rachel96826 13-15, F Aug 12

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    I have a straight friend about 12 years. Used to work together since I moved to other country. After few years we connected again. I said to him I am gay and he accepted very cool...
    Bulkver Bulkver 36-40, M Aug 14

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    Looking for friends add me :)
    Shyloveman Shyloveman 22-25, M Aug 21

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    Hey I'm jimmy! And gay dudes wanna chat??:3
    jimmylewis08 jimmylewis08 13-15, M 1 Response Aug 22

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    Gay or bi cute around my age leave a comment no one over 15 some creeps keep messaging me
    Sprinklesnstuff Sprinklesnstuff 13-15, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Gay or bi someone cute and has a awesome personality 13-14
    Sprinklesnstuff Sprinklesnstuff 13-15, M 2 days ago

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    That reminds me of my Bromeo,he's gay I'm straight girl. He always fall for the straight guys and end up getting hurt(one christian straight guy dated him for about 1or2 years...
    Allyanqi Allyanqi 18-21, F 1 day ago

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    It's so sad and sickening that we only get 1 life and almost everything of what the quality of that life will be comes from how we are born. I don't understand why i wasn't born as...
    unknow1235 unknow1235 18-21, M 3 days ago

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    So, I heard that the Seniors at our school are mad at the Freshmen for cheering louder for the Juniors. Let me explain, the Seniors and the Freshmen have this sort of "Big Sis...
    Jdalgara14344 Jdalgara14344 13-15, F Aug 8

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    I'm looking for someone who is 15 years old who is just looking for a friend Maybe more ;-)
    deweycat deweycat 13-15, M 3 Responses Aug 1

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    Hey my name is daniel I a 14 years old and I am looking for a boyfriend that are 13-17 years old.
    ttdannytt ttdannytt 13-15, M Aug 4

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    Looking for someone 12-14 to send me pics (I don't send any back)
    djdicirnndksoxjfdjejx djdicirnndksoxjfdjejx 13-15, M 1 Response Aug 8

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    I have a huge crush on my straight best friend. We have such a good time. He got naked for me the other night, out on his back porch after his gf went to bed. I gave him a blow job...
    RomanNZolanski16 RomanNZolanski16 26-30, M Aug 21

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    I am a pretty impatient guy when it comes to waiting for replies. I can't stand it when people take up to twenty minutes to respond to me. I tell myself that they may be busy doing...
    wannabevocalist wannabevocalist 18-21, M Aug 5

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    My mother knows about my account and has rules for me being on here if I break any you may report me to her and ask to speak to her immediately. 1. No swearing 2.i must be honest...
    britbrat95 britbrat95 18-21, F 5 Responses Aug 6

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    After no longer being able to get up no one would feed me. They gave me water n 1 sandwich at lunch n dinner! If I wanted more id have to get up and get my own snacks. After 2...
    biggirl719 biggirl719 26-30, F 4 Responses Aug 15

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    I just canceled a job offer because I'm waiting for the other job's response. I'm waiting for it. Please call meeee, employer. I would be hurt to know that I lose them all after...
    theodoere theodoere 22-25, M 3 days ago

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    Sorry for posting this in an obscure subject title I couldn't find the right one. Woah this is crazy. I saw an uncircumcised penis for the first time today lol. I am in the US...
    kittygurl66 kittygurl66 26-30, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    iv'e herd this insult many times and it is horrible and doesn't even make any sense.Why do people go around calling things happy or homosexual just because they don't like it?
    Hoshi2288 Hoshi2288 13-15 1 Response Aug 3

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    Two guys together doesn't always mean or to be on who is a top and one who is a bottom only doe