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I Hate My Self For Being Gay

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 43 People

    So Often

    I hate myself for being gay and other times i don't. For instance i like being gay because i think it has helped me with my empathy. Being gay sometimes makes me feel defective you know? Like one of those tin items on the shelf in a supermarket with a dent so it is either sold...
    Jeair Jeair 22-25, M 4 Responses Dec 13, 2010

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    Not Actually Hating Myself Right Now...

    Year 2010 has been a quite hard year for me so far. I've been going trough a quite large emotional and spiritual crises troughout the year. And it's all because of the fact (I guess) me being a homosexual. I had my first boy crush at age of 13 and since then there has been many...
    IdontKnowEther IdontKnowEther 22-25, M 18 Responses Aug 15, 2010

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    It Ruined My Life

    My own family doesn't accept me. I've been facing this situation by myself since I came out in high school. I'm an adult and my parents still hope I turn gay well I'm not! I hate this, this is stupid, I don't do drugs, I finished school, and they just see that what I'm doing is...
    Ix6o Ix6o 26-30 3 Responses Sep 11, 2013

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    I Love You

    This may not help. Some people may roll their eyes...but I will say it anyway because you never know. So many people support gay people and truly completely wholeheartedly care.I don't know each and everyone of your personal lives so i can't say that its the place that you live...
    VioletSound333 VioletSound333 18-21, F Dec 7, 2011

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    Today As Usual...

    I was thinking so much of men and my instant reaction after was to slit my wrist how stupid right? I really hate being this way and there must be a way to not be this way i know you might be reading and disagree but i do believe that there is a way.....but how or what is the way...
    Jeair Jeair 22-25, M 11 Responses Jul 28, 2009

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    If Your On This Site You Can Guess What I'm Writing About Lol

    ok here it goes. my parents weren't too accepting when i came out, therefore, i act as straight as i can.  i have lots of friends who're all very cool and accepting of me, but a lot of ppl have done a lot of **** to me. i used to be really nice and carefree and trust everyone...
    fatbirdsinbonnets fatbirdsinbonnets 18-21 3 Responses Mar 26, 2011

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    I am openly gay and my family is ok with it

    but I'm the one that isn't ok with it.. It seems I'm happy but if there was a pill tomorrow to turn me str8 then I would take it. It would just be easier than have people judging me and looking at me funny. Being judged in both worlds is hard! Str8 world I'm skinny but gay world...
    lonely8888 lonely8888 26-30, M Jan 3

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    Still kinda new at being teased but I still love it
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    Please tease me!! I love it
    Cakeandchocolate Cakeandchocolate 13-15, F 3 Responses 7 hrs ago

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    Mostly, I want to apologize for the fact that you can't take a joke. We can file this under not my problem but yours!
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    (Picture) my mom is taking me to a weight loss clinic soon, she wants me to get skinny....so until the diet start I'll most likely eat fattening foods. In this picture I look like...
    purplepumpkin17 purplepumpkin17 16-17, F 2 Responses 16 hrs ago

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    I wanna end it all. Why do I have to be gay? I hate it. I hate that I feel like I have no one and I hate the fact that I came out to some of my friends and I've lost them. I just...
    willnevertell07 willnevertell07 26-30, M 3 Responses 22 hrs ago

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    ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT 26-30, F 1 day ago

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    Samanthita Samanthita 18-21, F 1 day ago

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    Not sure why but I find selfies and selfie culture to be extremely egotistical and narcissistic. How hard can it be to ask someone to take a picture of you??
    TarikP TarikP 18-21, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I am 17 years old and I live in western washington. I am looking for a strong white male to dominate me but I don't want it to be a master slave relationship. just BDSM. please...
    Brit98 Brit98 16-17, F 3 days ago

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    When your having a hard day of course you'll have a attitude but when everybody around you make it worse with there little petty behavior whats the point of being around them i...
    FlowerChildXOXO FlowerChildXOXO 18-21, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    I'd like anyone who doesn't support gay rights to give me an actual GOOD example that gay marriage is wrong. Not "The bible say so" or "God hates gays" crap. I want a legit example...
    GreenDayIsBae GreenDayIsBae 16-17, M 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    Disney: Make the next prince gay! Petition: http://www.thepetitionsite.com/992/572/195/disney-lets-see-some-gay-princes/
    SupernaturalScientist SupernaturalScientist 22-25, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    lolilover2 lolilover2 18-21, M 5 days ago

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    Seriously who would choose it if you thinks a Choice go down to your local LGBT Community youth center and ask them why there there cause there parent's kicked them out. Or Ask...
    Pamela74 Pamela74 36-40, F a week ago

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    I have emotionally cheated on my lover. I was talking to a ex. I was confronted and I lied. Repeatedly. It wasn't until I knew I had hurt them did I change my ways. But change I...
    Killingcasper Killingcasper 31-35, M Jun 29

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    If ur looking for a boyfriend please text me 3616839371
    Jflores1212 Jflores1212 13-15, M 1 Response Jun 29

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    Ur u want a boyfriend text me 3616839371
    Jflores1212 Jflores1212 13-15, M Jun 29

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    Just to put it out there before my long-as-hell speech, I do NOT oppose gay marriage, however I do not support it either. I'm right in between. If two people of the same sex like...
    PopcornLadder PopcornLadder 26-30, M 2 Responses Jun 28

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    I luv p.e cause I can see guys getting undressed but the worst Part is that I see hot guys but all straight
    gay13uk gay13uk 13-15, M 3 Responses Jun 28

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    i love being gay but it sucks not having a bf or friends who r..... lol i need a bf ??????
    damianwalker damianwalker 18-21, M 2 Responses Jun 28

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    I do not even know how to start. I am so scared. I am 21and in college and have been feeling kind of depressed lately. I have really bad ocd related to being gay and it killing me...
    cooper4545 cooper4545 18-21, M 2 Responses Jun 28

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    I like being gay but it sucks not having many gay people around who can relate to things going on. No offense to my straight friends but sometimes they just can't relate.
    iamxopherr iamxopherr 31-35, M Jun 27

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    i want to start a rp family
    jaybkid98 jaybkid98 16-17, M Jun 27

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    hi 13 looking for bf very romantic n cute
    gay13uk gay13uk 13-15, M 2 Responses Jun 27

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    Like I'm really glad that gay marriage is legal and stuff but my mom would never let me marry a man and she won't be dead until I'm out of my prime. And she won't even let me go to...
    carlo0907 carlo0907 13-15, M Jun 26

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    so happy when i found out marriage equality happened
    peedro7890 peedro7890 13-15, M Jun 26

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    Anyone from Wisconsin two rivers?
    Kristopher16 Kristopher16 18-21, M Jun 26

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    In college I had a gay male friend talk to me how other treated him. It was in the 1970s I was studying stable management in a class of women and three Of us men. I think the...
    equusrider equusrider 56-60, M Jun 26

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    I envy smaller females all the time...I ******* hate looking in the mirror because all I see are my imperfections...Why couldn't I have just been a liiiiitle bit skinnier? I hate...
    Nixismachina Nixismachina 13-15, F 1 Response Jun 25

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    I have been gay ever since I was born, but never really accepted it until I was in eight grade (while I was at a Christian private school lol). My family was initially open to it...
    Eneal1202 Eneal1202 16-17, M Jun 22

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    I am impulsive because I am an impatient person. I just can't stand waiting, that's why I tend to make a snap decision right there and then without thinking. And I hate myself for...
    nbsbgal nbsbgal 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 22

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    What's worse than wAiting for a call? Never getting one, especially on your Birthday!
    Beyonder33 Beyonder33 36-40, F Jun 21

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