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I Hate My Self For Being Gay

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 43 People

    Today As Usual...

    I was thinking so much of men and my instant reaction after was to slit my wrist how stupid right? I really hate being this way and there must be a way to not be this way i know you might be reading and disagree but i do believe that there is a way.....but how or what is the way...
    Jeair Jeair 22-25, M 11 Responses Jul 28, 2009

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    It Ruined My Life

    My own family doesn't accept me. I've been facing this situation by myself since I came out in high school. I'm an adult and my parents still hope I turn gay well I'm not! I hate this, this is stupid, I don't do drugs, I finished school, and they just see that what I'm doing is...
    Ix6o Ix6o 26-30 3 Responses Sep 11, 2013

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    If Your On This Site You Can Guess What I'm Writing About Lol

    ok here it goes. my parents weren't too accepting when i came out, therefore, i act as straight as i can.  i have lots of friends who're all very cool and accepting of me, but a lot of ppl have done a lot of **** to me. i used to be really nice and carefree and trust everyone...
    fatbirdsinbonnets fatbirdsinbonnets 18-21 3 Responses Mar 26, 2011

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    Not Actually Hating Myself Right Now...

    Year 2010 has been a quite hard year for me so far. I've been going trough a quite large emotional and spiritual crises troughout the year. And it's all because of the fact (I guess) me being a homosexual. I had my first boy crush at age of 13 and since then there has been many...
    IdontKnowEther IdontKnowEther 22-25, M 18 Responses Aug 15, 2010

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    I Love You

    This may not help. Some people may roll their eyes...but I will say it anyway because you never know. So many people support gay people and truly completely wholeheartedly care.I don't know each and everyone of your personal lives so i can't say that its the place that you live...
    VioletSound333 VioletSound333 18-21, F Dec 7, 2011

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    I am openly gay and my family is ok with it

    but I'm the one that isn't ok with it.. It seems I'm happy but if there was a pill tomorrow to turn me str8 then I would take it. It would just be easier than have people judging me and looking at me funny. Being judged in both worlds is hard! Str8 world I'm skinny but gay world...
    lonely8888 lonely8888 26-30, M Jan 3

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    So Often

    I hate myself for being gay and other times i don't. For instance i like being gay because i think it has helped me with my empathy. Being gay sometimes makes me feel defective you know? Like one of those tin items on the shelf in a supermarket with a dent so it is either sold...
    Jeair Jeair 22-25, M 4 Responses Dec 13, 2010

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    no one likes me, no one is there for me,...everyone thinks im some weird loser kid...prolly am... do i bother staying on this ****** up planet when legit no one wants me?...(hate...
    DaveEatsToast DaveEatsToast 13-15, M 1 Response May 5

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    So, I got 3 C's in school this semester. Honors English, Honors Algebra 2, and Chemistry. I tried so hard to pull them up but failed to do so. My dad sees me as a total...
    koolove101 koolove101 18-21, F May 21

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    I'm so awesome at ******* up my life. Like, I want a reward. It comes so effortlessly for me. When things are finally going good, I find a way to **** everyone over and ruin it...
    PorcelainGrenade PorcelainGrenade 13-15, F May 12

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    My father. He truly thought I could grow into some similar to him. It breaks his heart knowing that I wont amount to what he thought many years ago. I was his dream, now I'm his...
    koolove101 koolove101 18-21, F 2 Responses May 21

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    If I just acted strong and had never trusted anyone, maybe I wouldn't be where I am now. I would have never trusted anyone and regretted it. Maybe I would be happier. I have...
    TiredOfBeingHurt TiredOfBeingHurt 18-21, F 1 Response May 19

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    So the other day I got invited to a party , yeah I was happy about it and pleased .... Only just to realise I got at text message saying' hey sorry some people at my party don't...
    mixedfellings mixedfellings 31-35, F 6 Responses May 21

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    the list of things I do that disappoint myself and those close to me continues to grow day by day-_-
    cartoonblankets cartoonblankets 18-21, M 2 Responses May 22

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    All my life I was told gay's were bad ppl. That because both man and man loved each other. And as a younger child I thought it was true. I saw them as a nother species that they...
    emo200 emo200 13-15, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I hate that I'm gay. :( and I hate that I'm alone because I can't come out. If anyone needs anyone to talk to, I'm here.
    willnevertell07 willnevertell07 26-30, M 3 Responses May 8

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    well iv only been on EP for a short time but im starting to make new friends by talking to other gay men i now know im not the only person who has been struggling wi being gay so...
    12monty 12monty 51-55, M May 10

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    If being gay isn't a choice , why am I not gay ? Why aren't I still confused about my sexuality ? That's because it's purely emotional and psychological , and I overcame that . I...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response 6 days ago

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    iv just come out has being gay not so long ago i would like to meet someone alot of people dont understand what its like 2 be gay its not a choice u cant help the way u r made...
    12monty 12monty 51-55, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I love being gay:) if you wanna chat hmu
    sillynilly231 sillynilly231 26-30, M May 10

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    The best part about being gay is that you can always peek at a runner or jogger if your walking and they will never know 😘
    DragonMaster2357 DragonMaster2357 16-17, M 1 Response a week ago

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    I'm Looking For A Gay My Age..... I like boys between 13-19 years old..... I love sweet boys^^
    000Thallensjaan 000Thallensjaan 16-17, M 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    I'm 31 years old, and for as long as I can remember I've been dodging the fact that I'm at least bisexual or gay. It's taken up so much of my strength and, looking back, has shaped...
    thanks4listening thanks4listening 31-35, M 5 Responses May 9

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    Helpless to get Help I have a phobia of asking for help. My symptoms include not getting stuff done, spending hours figuring out trivial things, procrastinating, annoying people...
    kiarrafire kiarrafire 18-21, F May 7

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    i alway knew there was something diffrent with me i had girlfriends but it never felt right im a 50years old when i was at school i was bullied it knock my confidence so i kept...
    12monty 12monty 51-55, M 2 Responses May 4

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    I am a Gay Man from an Asian Archipelago. I am a Honor Student, A Licensed Teacher and an Heir to our Family Business. My Family is not really open-minded about Homosexuality. They...
    dbearbmax dbearbmax 22-25, M 2 Responses May 9

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    Hello guys, I am a bisexual male and I have a real passion to help struggling or confused or scared or lonely gay teenage boys, please reach out I want to help
    BiBoy3 BiBoy3 31-35, M 3 days ago

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    I'm 26 years old and just came out to my best friend well only friend about 4 months ago. Before that I did not really think much of it, I always thought to myself that I'll take...
    uddon uddon 26-30, M 4 Responses May 3

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    I just hate them. I already look bad in every picture. I don't want more.
    SpaceGlitch SpaceGlitch 16-17, F May 12

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    I decided to give Facebook another go, but since nothing ever seems to happen there, I followed Marilyn Manson's page. I started going through the pictures, because that's what...
    TheAnonymousINFx TheAnonymousINFx 18-21, F May 16

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    From being attracted to guys I have learned to be who you are and to not hide it forever.
    chaoticscars chaoticscars 13-15, M 1 Response May 19

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    I'm looking for single guys add me
    Bostongreen98 Bostongreen98 16-17, M May 3

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    I have struggled with this for many years. Not the concept but the actual connotations attached to it. In todays modern age it is not really a huge problem, but I will still...
    wanker1953 wanker1953 61-65, M 1 Response May 6

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    It also helps with body acceptance. Me, I'm a dwarf. I'm almost 15 and I am physically ( in every respect) the size of a ten year old. It's fun to do it to challenge yourself in...
    pardax pardax 13-15, M 5 days ago

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    Gay 14 year old boy who's kind and caring and looking for a cute boyfriend aged 12-15
    lukeyboy325 lukeyboy325 13-15, M 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    You see stories, tales of a time long since past. I see scars, nasty blemishes on undeserving flesh. I see reminders that your strength once failed you. You hear a diagnosis and...
    FoolOfATook FoolOfATook 16-17 May 18

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    I am a 19-years-old mexican guy. I have a friend that I met doing my military service. We are both handsome dudes and he is one of the few male friends I still have. I've been...
    Shouldntbecrushed Shouldntbecrushed 18-21, M 1 Response May 17

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    anyone in Wales, UK looking for a boyfriend
    Kieron895 Kieron895 16-17, M 6 days ago

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    M 14 looking for a boyfriend I'm Luke
    lukeyboy325 lukeyboy325 13-15, M 5 days ago

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    Anyone live in the Bay Area in California. I'm looking for a friend with benefits. No one older than 17. Im 16. Message me
    Dboy15 Dboy15 13-15, M 2 days ago

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    look for a boyfriend in the USA gust want someone who is there for me
    geoM1 geoM1 13-15, M 1 Response 12 hrs ago

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    he says he loves me but WOW THAT'S A LIFE because this is not how you treat people you love. i may not know much about love but i don't think this is it. i shouldn't cry as much...
    daydreamer27 daydreamer27 16-17, F 1 Response May 24

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