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I Hate My Self For Being Gay

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 43 People

    I Love You

    This may not help. Some people may roll their eyes...but I will say it anyway because you never know. So many people support gay people and truly completely wholeheartedly care.I don't know each and everyone of your personal lives so i can't say that its the place that you live...
    VioletSound333 VioletSound333 18-21, F Dec 7, 2011

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    So Often

    I hate myself for being gay and other times i don't. For instance i like being gay because i think it has helped me with my empathy. Being gay sometimes makes me feel defective you know? Like one of those tin items on the shelf in a supermarket with a dent so it is either sold...
    Jeair Jeair 22-25, M 4 Responses Dec 13, 2010

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    Today As Usual...

    I was thinking so much of men and my instant reaction after was to slit my wrist how stupid right? I really hate being this way and there must be a way to not be this way i know you might be reading and disagree but i do believe that there is a way.....but how or what is the way...
    Jeair Jeair 22-25, M 11 Responses Jul 28, 2009

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    Not Actually Hating Myself Right Now...

    Year 2010 has been a quite hard year for me so far. I've been going trough a quite large emotional and spiritual crises troughout the year. And it's all because of the fact (I guess) me being a homosexual. I had my first boy crush at age of 13 and since then there has been many...
    IdontKnowEther IdontKnowEther 22-25, M 18 Responses Aug 15, 2010

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    If Your On This Site You Can Guess What I'm Writing About Lol

    ok here it goes. my parents weren't too accepting when i came out, therefore, i act as straight as i can.  i have lots of friends who're all very cool and accepting of me, but a lot of ppl have done a lot of **** to me. i used to be really nice and carefree and trust everyone...
    fatbirdsinbonnets fatbirdsinbonnets 18-21 3 Responses Mar 26, 2011

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    It Ruined My Life

    My own family doesn't accept me. I've been facing this situation by myself since I came out in high school. I'm an adult and my parents still hope I turn gay well I'm not! I hate this, this is stupid, I don't do drugs, I finished school, and they just see that what I'm doing is...
    Ix6o Ix6o 26-30 3 Responses Sep 11, 2013

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    I am openly gay and my family is ok with it

    but I'm the one that isn't ok with it.. It seems I'm happy but if there was a pill tomorrow to turn me str8 then I would take it. It would just be easier than have people judging me and looking at me funny. Being judged in both worlds is hard! Str8 world I'm skinny but gay world...
    lonely8888 lonely8888 26-30, M Jan 3

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    It's just weird to have all those straight friends around you expecting you to know the ins and outs of the fashion world ! Chill, being gay isn’t synonymous with having the...
    ROB44OTTO ROB44OTTO 16-17, M 1 Response 3 hrs ago

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    i like sucking on others boys and dont know if it is normal for how much i like it
    nathanallen1998 nathanallen1998 16-17, M 1 Response 3 hrs ago

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    This is a long story.... Just before beginning of the school year this year this guy added me on Instagram he was native like me n he lived in the same area I was living in. So I...
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    Every time I ask my parents for something I feel guilty. I'm very frugal because my teachers once told us that children where very expensive to take care of, as a result I was...
    Hellooreopie Hellooreopie 16-17, F 2 Responses 19 hrs ago

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    I **** up so many ******* times. I hate it I can't even pleasure my own transgender boyfriend because I will feel like a 40+ year old sexually touching a 15 Year old and I...
    ShiningSkies ShiningSkies 13-15, F 1 Response 21 hrs ago

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    Someone asked me for a new profile picture. Here it is just remember I hate taking selfie's. I am not good at it. LOL
    lovlife777 lovlife777 46-50, M 1 day ago

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    I'm not gay but I there is nothing wrong with those who are and it ****** me off when people say there is something wrong with it or that something is gay. I think people who...
    Maybeincubus Maybeincubus 22-25, M 1 day ago

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    I love dressing up in thigh highs and garters. My first experience with another man I was wearing my white floral garter and white thigh high tights. I went to one of the clubs and...
    Darthbater Darthbater 31-35 2 days ago

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    I hate the future.... Idk what else to say..... Maybe living in the present is the best thing at this point
    timeaftertimeisnogood timeaftertimeisnogood 31-35, M 2 days ago

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    My requirements are skinny white and cute and around 13-14
    gdos gdos 13-15, M 2 days ago

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    live In Manchester and I'm looking for someone special I my area if ur interested message me
    XxxspectrumxxX XxxspectrumxxX 13-15, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Warning this is a rant about how much I hate my life. All the way through middle school I was bullied and to cope with that I cut my self....a lot. I also attempted suicide and...
    shybutfunky shybutfunky 18-21, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    Im Arab I do to as well hate racism and countries built on racisim. Defining them selves as a race better than others. we are all the same .
    Iamdusk Iamdusk 36-40, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Last time I checked our parents, grandparents, great great grandparents (or beyond) were all immigrants at one point. Get over it.
    Exhilar8 Exhilar8 18-21, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    I hate it when one group of people looks down on another group of people just because they are different from them. There's not a single one of us who is perfect and no one race is...
    marlene41298 marlene41298 16-17, F 5 days ago

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    I hate myself for being a boring noone. Thats the reason noone has crush on me EVER.
    lonely4560 lonely4560 31-35, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    In some cases, if I can't figure it out, it won't get done until I can.
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    He was a guy I'd noticed as soon as I started working at the department. Dark, handsome and middle eastern. He was in his mid twenties and well fit, great arms, nice round bum and...
    Stanbulboy Stanbulboy 41-45, M 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    I can't even express how happy I am to be gay. I live in a small town and I have seen my impact. When I came out, there was about as much backlash as Madonna's "Erotica" album got...
    TheDopeAura TheDopeAura 18-21, M 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    The entire concept of "race" is asinine! There is only one race! The human race! Having darker skin than another no more makes you a member of some mythical race than having...
    BradScott BradScott 46-50, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I find it funny when a black person says. "Your racist!" And I ask "why, how am I racist" and they answer "because you white" (literally a word for word convo I've had) the point...
    KateTheStraightedge KateTheStraightedge 18-21, F 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    I'm feeling so hot and horny. I need a couple of older guys to hold me down and take turns ramming me senseless
    Stanbulboy Stanbulboy 41-45, M 1 Response Jul 20

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    Ok. So I'm 23 & just starting to come to terms with my sexuality. About 8 months ago, I finally started to acknowledge that I liked girls & allowed myself the space & time to come...
    lostlamp lostlamp 22-25, F 2 Responses Jul 20

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    21, white, very fit, looking for some hot guys to trade pics with! message me
    chas201222 chas201222 18-21, M 1 Response Jul 19

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    21, white, very fit, looking for some hot guys to trade pics with! message me
    chas201222 chas201222 18-21, M 1 Response Jul 19

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    I hate it with a psychotic passion. One of my friend on my facebook post selfies of herself at work and post them on FB. My gosh,who the **** care!!!!!!!! GO BACK TO WORK LADY.
    Iloveowl Iloveowl 26-30, F Jul 19

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    I wish I would get spanked
    hashtagbitch hashtagbitch 16-17, F 2 Responses Jul 17

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    I dont think that being gay is a sin I think that god accepts us for who we are
    jason1118 jason1118 18-21, M Jul 17

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    I'm looking for someone cute/hot, fun, and isn't afraid of weed that lives in north hollywood. Hmu if you're out there
    junglekat420 junglekat420 16-17, M 2 Responses Jul 16

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    actually I feel bad for people who are struggling with being gay or just coming out because everyone's family is mostly ****** up I mean honestly if the “family” I have didn't...
    shiasan shiasan 16-17, M Jul 15

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    It can be difficult to deal with family and homophobic people, but I will always try to be true to myself and appreciate myself for who I am. Thank god for the local LGBT center...
    RowanSamuel RowanSamuel 18-21, M Jul 14

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    Have been meaning to go shop for clothes, get something nice just in case I get a job interview or something, so i would look sooooo good, you know ;) BUT I hate shopping for...
    MissGaga MissGaga 22-25, F 2 Responses Jul 14

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    I'm a Christian and if some people hates me for what I believe then that's fine it won't stop me believing.
    shellie77 shellie77 36-40, F 2 Responses Jul 14

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    How do I set my age ( change) in profile
    1234cardiff 1234cardiff 46-50, M 1 Response Jul 13

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