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I Hate My Self For Being Gay

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 39 People

    I Love You

    This may not help. Some people may roll their eyes...but I will say it anyway because you never know. So many people support gay people and truly completely wholeheartedly care.I don't know each and everyone of your personal lives so i can't say that its the place that you live...
    VioletSound333 VioletSound333 18-21, F Dec 7, 2011

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    If Your On This Site You Can Guess What I'm Writing About Lol

    ok here it goes. my parents weren't too accepting when i came out, therefore, i act as straight as i can.  i have lots of friends who're all very cool and accepting of me, but a lot of ppl have done a lot of **** to me. i used to be really nice and carefree and trust everyone...
    fatbirdsinbonnets fatbirdsinbonnets 18-21 3 Responses Mar 26, 2011

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    Today As Usual...

    I was thinking so much of men and my instant reaction after was to slit my wrist how stupid right? I really hate being this way and there must be a way to not be this way i know you might be reading and disagree but i do believe that there is a way.....but how or what is the way...
    Jeair Jeair 22-25, M 11 Responses Jul 28, 2009

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    Not Actually Hating Myself Right Now...

    Year 2010 has been a quite hard year for me so far. I've been going trough a quite large emotional and spiritual crises troughout the year. And it's all because of the fact (I guess) me being a homosexual. I had my first boy crush at age of 13 and since then there has been many...
    IdontKnowEther IdontKnowEther 22-25, M 18 Responses Aug 15, 2010

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    It Ruined My Life

    My own family doesn't accept me. I've been facing this situation by myself since I came out in high school. I'm an adult and my parents still hope I turn gay well I'm not! I hate this, this is stupid, I don't do drugs, I finished school, and they just see that what I'm doing is...
    Ix6o Ix6o 26-30 3 Responses Sep 11, 2013

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    So Often

    I hate myself for being gay and other times i don't. For instance i like being gay because i think it has helped me with my empathy. Being gay sometimes makes me feel defective you know? Like one of those tin items on the shelf in a supermarket with a dent so it is either sold...
    Jeair Jeair 22-25, M 4 Responses Dec 13, 2010

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    I hate myself so much for who i am. My life has been a struggle. I never found true love, im crazy addicted to horror movies personality. I hate myself for this strange disorders...
    angel8i angel8i 31-35 2 Responses Dec 9

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    Usually I don't like sharing how I think about suicide because I know for a fact someone out there will judge me for it. They will end up thinking I am overreacting upon my...
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    I am terrified of discrimination for being gay. All I want is to be able to live my life without my identity experiencing so much hate. I feel like I have to lie about who I am...
    ajusu ajusu 22-25, M 6 days ago

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    I'm sorry for the lengthy post... I just watched Geography Club and it got me regretting how long it took me to come out, and then explore as to why that was.... One of the things...
    jbar291 jbar291 18-21, M 2 Responses Dec 12

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    Ok people r telling me to turn gay so they can make out with me...... First being gay is NOT a choice. At least I believe that cuz that is what I was taught. Second I clearly told...
    liajip liajip 13-15, F 1 Response Nov 23

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    Being gay is something that I just recently realized that I am. I wasn't one of those who thought I've been gay since I was four, it literally was something I just sort of...
    gamerboy2001 gamerboy2001 13-15, M 2 Responses Dec 2

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    Hello reader, So it's time for me to get personal about a subject that is so near and dear to my heart. Since I was a freshman in high school (I'm now a sophomore in college) I...
    oscaxr oscaxr 18-21, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Boys think the reason I don't give my number out online is because Ive been hurt in the past... Don't protect your ego by assuming it's because I'm damaged. I just don't give my...
    Misscoconut Misscoconut 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 28

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    Are any of you familiar eight the cool, outgoing, friendly straight best friend who is either getting hooked-up with every girl on campus, even the older ones (senpai...
    RealitysDesire RealitysDesire 16-17, M 1 Response Dec 8

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    I am a married gay who for years tried to deny that I had any feeling for the same gender. I now accept that I should have acknowledged this years ago but I will not come out of...
    willylover1 willylover1 61-65, M 6 days ago

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    Am a gay boy and I am so hot and horny
    tristony tristony 18-21, M 1 Response Nov 29

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    Add me on snapchat Baybaybay22 I'm a 23 year old gay college student
    william101890 william101890 22-25, M Dec 1

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    ADVICE FROM WOMEN ONLY!! PLEASE!! Okay, so I'm a gay male, but I don't think guys would understand this, I think this is more on the feminine side of topics... so yeah, so I got...
    deademotion11 deademotion11 22-25, M 2 Responses Dec 5

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    Im 19 . I Live in the middle east As you know middle east countries is strict with Gay rights . & Its 10 times harder to express your feelings . I have a Guy crush On A lot of...
    lordeley952 lordeley952 18-21, M 3 days ago

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    hi there Let me begin with introducing myself as a decent good looking jain 'Gay' guy from mumbai whoz looking for a life partner. I am choosing this platform to do so, as the...
    rshah1987 rshah1987 22-25 1 Response Dec 13

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    I am 29, gay, straight-acting, well educated, Hindu and I live in Delhi. I am looking for a MOC with a feminine and closeted lesbian. If anyone is interested, then please mail me...
    seekingmoc28 seekingmoc28 26-30, M 6 days ago

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    Especially low self esteem. Which I have. I don't find myself useful or attractive. Not that I care. I just try to make people happy that are most important in my life, and it's...
    Ebolaa Ebolaa 16-17, M 5 days ago

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    I have changed my number so my stupid professor can't be able to communicate with me anymore.  I can't tell if I'm happy that I did that because I will be able to check A7mad's...
    unknown159231 unknown159231 18-21, F Nov 22

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    I don’t like giving up on people i don’t like believing that some people will never learn to get along i refuse to give up. Hate me love me i don’t really care, or at least i...
    Autumnflowers Autumnflowers 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 2

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    Want 13 Year Old Gay Or Bi Bf I'm 13 bisexual in kuwait if u want to know more about me reply to me and ill give u contact information. I'm looking for a funny caring guy ages 12...
    Monsterboy95 Monsterboy95 13-15, M Nov 29

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    Kiik: suck_it_baby_ For some fun All ages welcomed
    suckmegay suckmegay 16-17, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Other teen gay or even bi to talk to and all
    Kyle456 Kyle456 13-15, M 2 days ago

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    I do self pleasure and my family knows about it. My dad doesn't care but my sister is always telling me I'm going to Hell for it. We have a Christian upbringing but it doesn't say...
    KeiKeiChan KeiKeiChan 18-21, F 3 Responses Dec 11

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    I am 29, gay, straight-acting, well educated, Hindu and I live in Delhi. I am looking for a MOC with a feminine and closeted lesbian. If anyone is interested, then please mail me...
    seekingmoc28 seekingmoc28 26-30, M 6 days ago

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    They are so annoying. I never take them ever. But I got nominated for this #stopdropselfie thing and I took this really awkward one. I take them for snapchat but I would never post...
    LandonS LandonS 16-17, M 1 Response Nov 27

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    Him? I don't even think he's capable of being a human and thinking of others. It was all about you and what you wanted.
    DiamondNikki12 DiamondNikki12 18-21, F 3 Responses Nov 22

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    Love me Hate me Tolerate me Adore me It's all good I am true to me
    certifiable certifiable 70+, F Dec 6

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    "When someone walks away from you, it's not the end of your story. It's the end of their part in your story." "It may seem as the hardest thing in the world, but you have to...
    sunnywinter sunnywinter 41-45, F Nov 23

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    My boyfriend is black and I am white and earlier this evening I went out to eat with my boyfriend. While we were eating this older white couple was sitting across from us and they...
    abbylicious abbylicious 13-15, F 5 Responses Dec 12

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    I feel like an honest to god failer. I feel like I don't give my kids enough. I feel like my husband doesn't get everything he deserves. Like debts repaid, the flooring he deserves...
    Surrick Surrick 31-35, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I'm so pissed at my boyfriend... he works out of town. We live together and I haven't seen him for two weeks and he hasn't called me on his own in three days...he responds to my...
    lostinthoughtss lostinthoughtss 26-30, F 1 Response Dec 1

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    For words untold.. I'm sorry for not giving you reasons of my broken heart.. I want to love you freely and securely I'm sorry I know you only want to be friends but that's not what...
    crumbling389 crumbling389 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 12

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    Sometimes I'm quiet because no words could ever describe what's going on in my head. Everyone is used to me being the outgoing talkative life of the party but some days I just can...
    RememberingSunday22 RememberingSunday22 36-40, F Dec 12

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    My mother: why are you always quiet? My teachers: you must talk more. Me: why should talk I like being quiet. But that is also the reason why I don't have friends. Am I the only...
    Mahrhindha Mahrhindha 16-17, F Dec 13

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    my aunt saw me over thxgiving and she told me that i needed to go for a run... and my boyfriend agreed w/ her and told me that my gut was too big and he wanted me to lose 20 lbs...
    lulululu908 lulululu908 26-30, F 7 Responses Dec 5

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    Want someone to talk to^~^
    HydroNitewing14 HydroNitewing14 13-15, M Nov 29

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    But I ****** up my hair I look ugly asf but I don't regret it at the same time
    noelol noelol 13-15, M 1 Response Dec 11

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    I gave a guy I like a message saying I like him, I gave him a chance to talk to me. He didn't take, he ignored it. So I said to him "You know what, screw you." What do you think he...
    ScrewBoysTheySuck ScrewBoysTheySuck 18-21, F 4 days ago

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    Hey I'm bored and have nobody to talk to
    HydroNitewing14 HydroNitewing14 13-15, M Nov 25

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    i love summer weather. ....................................
    fseanb fseanb 36-40, M Dec 11

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