I Hate My Self

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    I will never like myself.

    I've got a bunch of mental problems, I'm just generally a huge mess and I'm stupid.
    fluffyunicorn fluffyunicorn
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Mar 10, 2014


    The reason I hate myself its because I keep hurting my family and friends because I can't stop cutting! and  also I starting not to care about others feelings just the other I met up with my friend she was about to move so it would be the last time I saw her. My other friend...
    deleted deleted
    May 27, 2008

    I Should Be Positive In My Writing

    but I hate myself a lot of the time. I hate what I have done in the past and what I am. I hate that I am a failure in life, and that I could not prove them wrong. I hate what I have done abandoning my friends to hide for years. I hate myself for not being healed  after...
    demonizd demonizd
    31-35, M
    3 Responses Feb 15, 2009
    happsingh77 happsingh77
    22-25, M
    Jul 2, 2014
    31-35, M
    Apr 14, 2014

    My moms obsessed with me being skinny I'm a

    naturally skinny 14 year old girl and all that I want is to gain weight. I eat as much as I can shove in my mouth but it just doesn't work I can't gain a pound. I hate my thigh gap I feel like I look anerexic. People are constantly telling me to eat something or asking if I'm...
    insecure121 insecure121
    13-15, F
    2 Responses Mar 29
    emgg emgg
    16-17, F
    Sep 12, 2014

    I Hate My Self

    I hate my self for who I am! I hate my past, right now am hating my present and my life. I have hurt the only one who I have loved the most!! I look around me and I find myself all alone. I know that we are born alone and we die alone....but why is it I find my self all alone...
    shuchismitamukherjee shuchismitamukherjee
    1 Response Oct 23, 2011
    Thequietone1000 Thequietone1000
    16-17, F
    Apr 23, 2014

    I think is time for me to commit suicide again

    and this time good I will give the reasons too The worst decision my parents ever made was sending me to my first school (I was there since 4 years old) my dad has money so he sent me to the one of the most expensive "best school" as he used to say in my country because of my...
    IjUstDoNtCare12 IjUstDoNtCare12
    16-17, F
    6 Responses Mar 6, 2014

    Not good enough to speak to anyone

    and I bet everyone on here hates me too
    fashionanxiety fashionanxiety
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jun 29, 2014

    i hate it because, i don't know what should i

    do to all the fake people in our world.
    cloud2k11 cloud2k11
    22-25, M
    1 Response Mar 18, 2014

    the thing is I despise myself ,

    so why would I expect someone not to ? I'm my worst enemy and I'm tired of fighting with myself , I hate who I am how I look how everything
    brokenglass299 brokenglass299
    18-21, F
    Apr 19, 2014

    Sometimes I Just Feel Like I Hate My Self

    I dont know why but sometimes i just hate my self and i wish i wasnt born... When i feel bad or when i do something bad i just hate my self and i wish that i didnt say that thing and i didnt do that thing... but u cant change things that u did, so thats it. u have to think twice...
    anda55 anda55
    Sep 18, 2011


    I HATE MY LIFE! I hate not being the real me... I hate going outside with this facade.. I hate that im gay.. I Hate that the one i love is not gay so there is no chance.. I hate that we can only be friends.. I hate that he doesn't know im gay.. I hate getting picked on...
    yme73 yme73
    16-17, M
    1 Response Apr 29, 2009

    will I hate every thing in my life,

    Iam trying to change but nothing seems to gets better just running in circle, I wanaa disappear , I wish if I didn't born, why I am alife , to keep other life miserable ,and every one leaves , who cares anyway ): **** life
    justforgottenSOS justforgottenSOS
    22-25, M
    Oct 2, 2015

    My Uselessness

    i feel so bad i wanted to help her but shes so far away and lonely im just some unknown kid who cant help anyone.....
    bloodynightmares97 bloodynightmares97
    22-25, T
    2 Responses Jun 8, 2013

    I just never do anything right

    and I'm such an horrid person :/
    ChloeCuffs ChloeCuffs
    18-21, F
    1 Response Nov 23, 2014

    I Hate My Self

    To begin, well i'm not sure where to being really, its kind of hard to start about how i hate myself, just the feeling i get when i wake up, when i look in the mirror i feel like i'm worthless and i can do nothing right. I wonder why i feel so alone and why i cry at night. I...
    Colourmesky Colourmesky
    18-21, M
    1 Response Oct 27, 2012

    I hate my self so much

    when i remember what i did to the gay who loved me so much :( u know what i did ........ I left him aloe for the pain and now im in pain 😔
    HelenSs HelenSs
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Sep 6, 2014

    Good Girl Went Bad...

    ever since ppl starts to be mean to me...i turned into a bad girl...i turned hafe gothic and hafe cristin i need a life and a boy friend plz is there some one out there who is 13-15 i would be your girl...
    princesscristalrosethehedgecat princesscristalrosethehedgecat
    Apr 26, 2010

    I just wanna keep cutting

    until it's over.
    emgg emgg
    16-17, F
    2 Responses Sep 21, 2014

    ******* ****... I sometimes just don't like

    everything I've ****** up. All the people that don't like me. And all the girls who reject me because I'm "ugly". ******* sick of it all.
    GreenDay97 GreenDay97
    18-21, M
    2 Responses Sep 11, 2014

    Every time I try to get close to someone

    or try to do something I enjoy I **** it up and I'm tired of screwing peoples lives up
    pdogshotu pdogshotu
    18-21, F
    1 Response May 12, 2014

    Okay time for a rant.

    I honestly hate being tall. People constantly asking "How tall are you?", "How's the weather up there.", "Hey, come help me reach this!" and many more! People think that being tall is great, but it really isn't. I am 6 ft 2 or maybe 6ft 3 (I hate measuring myself for obvious...
    Imjustdone Imjustdone
    18-21, M
    Apr 18, 2014

    I hate my Self . Straight out I hate my Self.

    I hate my hair, i hate my eyes, I hate my smile, I hate my dimples, I hate my arms, I hate my legs, i hate my stomach, I hate my ears, I hate my voice! OH GOD I hate my voice its so annoying, I do not know how my friends put up with it! I hate my laugh. I hate my nose, i hate...
    MissunderstoodChick MissunderstoodChick
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Dec 8, 2013

    I Hate Myself

    i hate my self so much i hate the way that i look i hate the way that i let my family and friends down time and time again. i hate it when people talk down to me, im a human being and i should be treated like one! i hate everything about my self, everything thats in y head...
    deleted deleted
    2 Responses Mar 25, 2009

    Why do i have to open my mouth

    and **** everything up? I had something amazing, something I would never get with anyone else. And then what do i do? I **** it all up, I breakdown and I may have just lose the most important thing in my life
    Tomb9870 Tomb9870
    18-21, M
    May 2, 2015

    I hate you. You need to loose weight.

    You're too tall. Your hair isn't the right shade. Your skin is too light. Your hands are too big. You should be more muscular. Your nose should be a little smaller. You are stupid, clueless, worthless, a waste of space and just everything about you is horrible. The list goes on...
    Imjustdone Imjustdone
    18-21, M
    Jun 3, 2014

    Whats The Use

    I hate my life i dont even know the reason y i am here.. Y am i alive, i cant do anything right no matter how hard i try am just messed. I wish that some day i can be happy and proud about myself
    UglyAngel18 UglyAngel18
    18-21, F
    4 Responses Oct 27, 2012

    I hate absolutely everything about myself,

    it just keeps getting worse everyday and I'm really just done.
    emgg emgg
    16-17, F
    Sep 16, 2014

    I Hate Myself

    I hate the person that I am. I hate not being strong enough. I hate how I let family, friends, strangers walk all over me. I hate how I look. I hate the fake person that I become just to get people to like me. I hate feeling invisible all the time. I whish I was different, I...
    vv77ja vv77ja
    22-25, F
    1 Response Nov 6, 2013

    My Mom Hates Me .

    Ever since my mom has called all kinds of ugly names. I guess she thinks I don't have feelings. Yesterday , Sunday around 10 at night suddenly came to my room because her shirt was all stepped on. She hit me with a hanger and left me marks in my left arm. She hit me with the...
    LizVega LizVega
    13-15, F
    1 Response Jul 30, 2012

    I hate myself because all my mom does is hate

    me I've been used by my so called "friends" I've been raped my dad died when I was 5 my mom always neglects me not wants in my intire life has she said I love you or say have a nice day and I swear she blames me about dads death and I got a feeling I'm goons snap
    Iloveblood34 Iloveblood34
    13-15, F
    Mar 30

    I Can't Love Someone I Don't Know

    I hate myself...that won't change. Time has passed and as I look back, I hate what I had been. I was broken but the difference was I had a mask. I wore my poker face all the time and treated people as scum. I had almost no friends...it left me feeling alone and unloved. Even my...
    ConLocura ConLocura
    18-21, F
    1 Response Oct 23, 2011

    In hurting all over .

    . It aches to get up and face another day of being a disappointment .. Another day of fake smiling and keeping strong .. What's the point ? So I can someday accomplish my dream of travelling the world, seeing te northern lights? Hmm will I even let myself live long enough to see...
    Elliemaex Elliemaex
    22-25, F
    4 Responses Jan 27, 2014

    "Whats depression like?

    " He whispered. "It's like drowning. Except you can see everyone around you breathing."
    LunaKruna LunaKruna
    13-15, F
    Apr 9

    I really hate myself right now.

    I understand its my eating disorder who's being a jerk. But I feel like I'm so fat....which I'm not. I actually a little bit underweight. And my mom bought cupcakes which she's going to make me eat some. Help!
    BooBear99 BooBear99
    16-17, F
    1 Response Mar 21, 2014
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