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I Hate Myself 90 Percent of the Time

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    I Failed In Life.

    HI my name is alex and I failed to the point where it doesn't matter anymore. I did drugs and now have a disease. I hurt my mother. I hurt my stepfather. I watch ****. I am a sorry excuse of a person. I mess up other peoples lives very often. I should be killed for what I've done...
    failureinlife22 failureinlife22 13-15, M Sep 26, 2009

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    Sometimes More Than 90%...

     I hate myself for the thoughts in my head. They aren't always present, but they hide in the darkest corners of my mind. There are days that I am fine, but 90% of the time I hate myself. I hate myself for being overweight and doing nothing about it. I hate myself for...
    sadblueyes sadblueyes 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 17, 2009

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    Ya

    I always let myself down and I am always at war with my emotions they get the best of me I cry myself to sleep at night because there are prices of my heart missing and cant be found I always end up getting hurt And it tears my heart and soul apart:(
    prettyface1996 prettyface1996 16-17, M Nov 21, 2013

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    I Hate Myself (selves)

    I live a pseudo-double life--being trans and not out to my family yet-- this accentuates how much I already hate myself, I lack pretty much any self-esteem, confidence, and self-liking (there's such a thing?) I try so hard to make everyone proud of me (everyone meaning my family...
    shaun0h shaun0h 26-30, T 1 Response Feb 15, 2008

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    I Want A New Life...

    I hate my life & everything about it... I cant remember the last time i was REALLY HAPPY. In the past two years my life has went from bad to worse in every way. I went from one abusive relationship to another. And when i FINALLY said "i wont take it anymore, & im...
    MissCandie MissCandie 22-25, F 2 Responses Nov 1, 2009

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    Let me say this as just hate me for loving so sincere and have no return treat from the one i am in love with. OK! I found out that my girl friend can walk and protest and do...
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    I met an amazing girl yesterday. I don't think it was the first time I had seen her but it was the first time we were introduced. At first I thought she was a couple years older...
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    Call me crazy, but it's true no matter how you look at it. I can be having a good day, a bad day, I can help anyone I please, yet I'll still hate myself. Usually it's because of...
    Killamunjaro Killamunjaro 22-25, M 1 Response Jul 25

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    The rivers that were plagued by my emotions, They run with a force, The crimson tide has eroded the deepest of pleasures, I'm riding on like a racehorse, I'm being brought to...
    HUMAN2BME HUMAN2BME 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 27

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    I get angry at people too easily. I hate that I never stood up to the bullies and it's too late now as they are gone. They needed to learn their lesson but I was a coward so I...
    pikachuux pikachuux 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 29

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    Today I talked like "a guy" to my friend who's a girl, and she didn't like it. She told me so.... actually she didn't. She said she had some things to do and she wanted to go. I...
    MCxxOPREVxxOG MCxxOPREVxxOG 22-25, M 1 Response Aug 6

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    I, I HATE myself. I hate myself so much. I hate myself so much, it's hard for me to explain just how much. I don't think you'll ever be able to comprehend the amount of hatred and...
    Kmarcum99 Kmarcum99 13-15, F 10 Responses Jul 24

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    The other night as I was lying down in bed, I began having suicidal thoughts. I've these thoughts several times, but have never acted on them. I hate myself for having these...
    hanako0848 hanako0848 18-21, F 3 Responses Jul 24

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    I think I learned to hate myself To say I hated myself As a way to punish myself for being Powerless in the face of hurt And unable to express my anger With all the things I...
    dispossessed dispossessed 46-50, F 8 Responses Jul 25

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    I honestly hate myself with a passion, I have no self confidence, self esteem and just generally do not like who I am, well I hate who I am. I am very emotional all the time with...
    TheUnpredictable9 TheUnpredictable9 18-21, F 3 Responses Aug 7

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    I hate Myself. SO much it hurts. I'm horribly ugly. I hate that there is sexism. I hate being a girl. I hate my big breasts. I hate my hair, my face, my brain, my everything. I...
    DarkOnTheInside13 DarkOnTheInside13 13-15, F 7 Responses 4 days ago

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    I hate who i am. Who ive allowed myself to become. Because of you. I hate myself but love our baby. If it could live through it, id kill myself. But our child is innocent. But soon...
    soitskindoflikeadiary soitskindoflikeadiary 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 3

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    I hate myself and I hate my life . My mom will be the death of me. I kno teens go through this "I hate my parents stage" but this is way past a stage. I strongly hate my mom and I...
    BrownSugar96 BrownSugar96 18-21, F 4 Responses Aug 3

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    2 days ago I went to my neighbors house cause her boyfriend was being an ******* again. I always try and make others happy because I know what it's like to be sad. This girl used...
    IDontEvenKnowAnymore1 IDontEvenKnowAnymore1 13-15, M 2 Responses Aug 9

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    Know what, I'm just totally sick of myself, that's it. I have just read the most awful, and hateful things ever, on a YouTube video. It was all stuff about how my people (black...
    Nix0 Nix0 16-17, M 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    So this is my first post. I feel awkward for even telling anyone this but, ... I hate myself. It's hard to explain the feeling you have when you can blatantly say what you've truly...
    Halloween482 Halloween482 18-21, M 1 day ago

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    how ******* dare i call my self a man im a pathetic loser deserve all the hate and bullying and pain ive ever got i don't deserve anything different i push everyone away and make...
    greatbritain1707 greatbritain1707 16-17, M 2 Responses Jul 23

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    I hate myself! I hate that I'm on here complaining about myself and my life, when it really isn't that bad. So many other people have a far worse situation then I do. And it makes...
    bluegirlie98 bluegirlie98 13-15, F 3 Responses Jul 25

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    I love you so much. I want nothing more to keep you. But how do i know that life won't take you like the last love if my life. I've never even felt you or anything in person. I...
    Caitlinsmith1636 Caitlinsmith1636 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 30

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    A couple days ago, I projected my feelings onto someone else then made a presumptuous passive-aggressive comment, and of course hurt her. Entirely unintentional, and she...
    scrimshaw scrimshaw 41-45, M 1 Response Aug 8

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    My mom hates me , my dad hates me , my brother hates me , my best friend now hates me , i guess ill hate myself too just to be a part of the circle for once.
    LeilaOlivia LeilaOlivia 13-15, F 3 Responses a week ago

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    What's not to hate? My emotions run deep. They make me weak. I cannot break out of this warped sense of reality. I know I am not perfect and never will be, but that doesn't stop me...
    EmotionallyWrecked EmotionallyWrecked 31-35, F 2 days ago

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    On the outside I always look happy I'm smiling and I joke around with everyone. But deep down inside I worry, I deal with anxiety. I always feel like I'm not good enough. And I don...
    blooop123 blooop123 18-21, F 1 day ago

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    I may not be beautiful on the outside, but I also feel ugly on the inside. I well know that feeling that everyone would be repulsed if they knew the real me. It makes me want to...
    wundayatta wundayatta 56-60, M 4 Responses Aug 6

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    I hate myself so much! I can do absultly nothing right!!! Everytime I get invited to a fun event I freakin screw up! My dad got mad at me because I was getting up late and I had to...
    LoveisBeautiful5013 LoveisBeautiful5013 18-21, F 3 Responses Aug 7

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    I'm having those feelings again. I've been trying hard to believe in myself and be productive. Doing that I feel requires self-esteem of some sort. So I'd like to let these...
    StokesQuirky StokesQuirky 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 9

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    Hi Im 13 years old and I hate myself. It all started in 7th grade my thoughts and opinions started to change about myself. I refused to speak to anyone for a period of 5 months...
    ilovecandyyyyyy ilovecandyyyyyy 13-15, F 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    I have so many reasons to hate myself... I'm smart in school, but I'm dumb when it comes to social things. I like to be alone, and I tend to shut myself in so I don't need to talk...
    KusuDesu KusuDesu 13-15, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    When I was younger I used to be a really outgoing kid. My dad always tells me I would go to the playground knowing no one, and I would come out with ten new friends. I remember...
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    i hate myself i hate my life. i hate god.
    basicallydead basicallydead 18-21, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    annoying143 annoying143 16-17, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    mahdiraza mahdiraza 16-17, M 2 Responses Jul 24

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    I really do hate myself, there's nothing worse then knowing that you've completely messed up not just your own life but others as well, constantly letting people down. I always...
    Verix Verix 18-21, M 5 Responses Jul 25

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    I hate every fiber of my being I am a waste of space in the dark human would . I hate myself for walking and talking human . But I'm a wolf and ill shall never forever that. As...
    ShadowWolf190 ShadowWolf190 13-15, M 1 Response Jul 25

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    Sometimes I feel like I'm ever good enough I'm hard on myself If I do something wrong I'll get angry with myself or get frustrated I'm not perfect but sometimes I do hate myself
    andreaespe andreaespe 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 27

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    Other people are smart some are attractive me I'm neither.I wish I was dead.I do not belong in this society everything I do is wrong it's criticized.I ******* hate myself soo much...
    wassup305 wassup305 13-15, F 4 Responses Jul 29

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    I hate myself for not fitting in with society. I mean what's so hard about going and getting a tattoo and going and getting drunk/high at a party? I don't understand myself I have...
    superabe11 superabe11 16-17, M 3 Responses Jul 29

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    I hate myself for being such a disappointment to everyone. I hate that I can't make my mother proud - I've always felt the need to, because she was so depressed after I was born...
    Gallobaby Gallobaby 18-21, F 4 Responses Jul 30

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    I wish I could have saved you and stopped you. I hate what you did but I hate myself more because I wasn't enough.
    LittleBeelzebub LittleBeelzebub 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 5

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