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I Hate Myself 90 Percent of the Time

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    Sometimes More Than 90%... -  I hate myself for the thoughts in my head. They aren't always present, but they hide in the darkest corners of my mind. There are days that I am...
    sadblueyes sadblueyes 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 17, 2009

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    I Hate Myself (selves) - I live a pseudo-double life--being trans and not out to my family yet-- this accentuates how much I already hate myself, I lack pretty much any self-esteem...
    shaun0h shaun0h 22-25, T 2 Responses Feb 15, 2008

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    I Want A New Life... - I hate my life & everything about it... I cant remember the last time i was REALLY HAPPY. In the past two years my life has went from bad to worse in...
    MissCandie MissCandie 22-25, F 2 Responses Nov 1, 2009

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    Ya - I always let myself down and I am always at war with my emotions they get the best of me I cry myself to sleep at night because there are prices of my heart missing and cant...
    prettyface1996 prettyface1996 16-17, M Nov 21, 2013

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    I wish I was strong all the time. I wish I wasn't mentally sick, I wish I could be a great person for her. I wish I could be happy and make her happy. I wish I could control my...
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    I started to really hate myself when I was about 9 or 10. I don't know why but as I was going through the day I realized all of the stupid things I do, how pathetic I am and I...
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    ****. Where to begin... I hate my looks, my personality, my behavior, everything. I lose my temper at random times, and have hurt people in the process, however I am a major...
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    I hate myself for being shy. I'm weird and don't accept myself so I create a big wall around me that I don't let anyone into. Family problems are bad and I have a hard time making...
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    I have always felt disgusted with myself even from a young age. In middle school to now (Highschool) It has increased dramatically. I hate everything from my weight to my hair...
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    Mjnicasio Mjnicasio 13-15 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I felt like **** today. Headache, cramps, back pain. Gained weight and so I feel crappy and bloated an yucky. Phone calls to the church so annoying, the people overall annoying. I...
    searchingfar searchingfar 22-25, F 4 hrs ago

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    I hate how I changed when I met my ex. I became this girl looking back that I'm ashamed of. I hate myself for it. Why did I become her? When I look in the mirror I don't hate how I...
    Blueberrybliss Blueberrybliss 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 23

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    I thought that I was making progress in the trek to love myself but I guess not because all I can think is how much I hate myself. No one wants me no one wants to love me. I'm not...
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    TheRouge TheRouge 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 30

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    Yeah, ironic that today is Sunday and later on I'll be in church and I am thinking this right now. But I've done terrible thing. I slept with my cousin. Since we grew apart, we...
    hazelnuts143 hazelnuts143 22-25, F Apr 6

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    greatbritain1 greatbritain1 16-17, M 8 hrs ago

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    l2thedoublej l2thedoublej 26-30, F 5 Responses Mar 24

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    I genuinely hate myself, I hate myself for always being my own worst enemy. For always allowing my heart and emotions to drive actions I know will only screw me over in the end but...
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    I am not good enough for anything. I hate myself because nothing I ever do is any good. No girls like me. I use a wheelchair and no one will hire me for work either. So I feel...
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    i could know a person for 2 days and fall in love with them when they give me more attention ( and they will usually like me back ) but it fades pretty fast too when they start...
    jessycarcher jessycarcher 22-25, F 3 Responses Mar 29

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    mathan1212 mathan1212 22-25, M 3 Responses Mar 18

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    ReesesPeaces ReesesPeaces 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 1

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    I hate myself so much i really do i always have but righ now more than normal:/
    AussieListener AussieListener 18-21, M 2 Responses Apr 1

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    I'm so ******* fat I'm like a balloon I hate myself so much I seriously have jiggle every where and I wish I could just lose the weight already 😖
    picKLe47 picKLe47 18-21, F Apr 4

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    I'm becoming emotionless day by day. My face no longer holds a smile nor a frown just a blank expressionless slate. My thoughts are getting into me and so far they are winning...
    wretchedgirl wretchedgirl 16-17, F 2 Responses Apr 5

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    I'm so ******* ugly and gay. I'm in Salamanca right now for a Spanish study trip. A friend of mine who is in the same guest family is really handsome (I'm not into him), but he...
    Jordy94 Jordy94 18-21, M 2 Responses Apr 6

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    Im a disappointment to everyone. I can't talk to anyone. I hurt. I'm soo afraid to just speak out and talk to someone. I'm afraid of what anyone will think of me. I hate myself for...
    Itsmeiguess Itsmeiguess 16-17, F 2 Responses Apr 7

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    I wish I were as pretty as my friends. I'm just that person in the background. I hate myself more and more everyday. :/
    MyMonstersHideUnderMySkin MyMonstersHideUnderMySkin 16-17, F 2 Responses Apr 7

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    i hate myself when i scared of him.he can control me and this make me crazy,he shout and i just can be shut up !
    psh3146 psh3146 26-30, F 1 Response Apr 9

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