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I Hate Myself 90 Percent of the Time

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    I Want A New Life...

    I hate my life & everything about it... I cant remember the last time i was REALLY HAPPY. In the past two years my life has went from bad to worse in every way. I went from one abusive relationship to another. And when i FINALLY said "i wont take it anymore, & im...
    MissCandie MissCandie 22-25, F 2 Responses Nov 1, 2009

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    Sometimes More Than 90%...

     I hate myself for the thoughts in my head. They aren't always present, but they hide in the darkest corners of my mind. There are days that I am fine, but 90% of the time I hate myself. I hate myself for being overweight and doing nothing about it. I hate myself for...
    sadblueyes sadblueyes 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 17, 2009

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    I always let myself down and I am always at war with my emotions they get the best of me I cry myself to sleep at night because there are prices of my heart missing and cant be found I always end up getting hurt And it tears my heart and soul apart:(
    prettyface1996 prettyface1996 18-21, M Nov 21, 2013

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    I Hate Myself (selves)

    I live a pseudo-double life--being trans and not out to my family yet-- this accentuates how much I already hate myself, I lack pretty much any self-esteem, confidence, and self-liking (there's such a thing?) I try so hard to make everyone proud of me (everyone meaning my family...
    shaun0h shaun0h 26-30, T 1 Response Feb 15, 2008

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    I Failed In Life.

    HI my name is alex and I failed to the point where it doesn't matter anymore. I did drugs and now have a disease. I hurt my mother. I hurt my stepfather. I watch ****. I am a sorry excuse of a person. I mess up other peoples lives very often. I should be killed for what I've done...
    failureinlife22 failureinlife22 13-15, M Sep 26, 2009

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    I hate everything about me. I have a shy and nice personality and because of that people think of me as a pushover. I hate the way my body looks and how ugly my face is. I am very...
    atr7887 atr7887 26-30, M 4 hrs ago

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    Why.Must.I.Be.Here? I can't handle myself. I just can't... I'm so done and over myself.. I sell myself short, I disrespect myself, I intentionally hurt myself... I'm all sorts...
    Catho Catho 18-21, F Apr 19

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    So I haven't been on here in awhile. I seriously can't take my life anymore. I freaking hate myself. Everything that is going wrong is because of me...or at least that's what...
    BabeFett BabeFett 16-17, F 2 days ago

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    I like to take many pictures and look at myself in the mirror a lot and people think I'm vain and conceited. However, there's a good enough reason for this... I never really had...
    ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT 26-30, F 3 Responses Apr 18

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    i hate myself and my life. i am the complete opposite of what i want to be in life. every time i try to better myself it gets me nowhere so i just give up. my family is no help...
    avalily avalily 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 23

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    I'll be honest. Death seems appetizing. I just can't cope with the self-hatred anymore. I hate the way I look, I hate the way I am, I hate that everyone hates me, I hate that...
    OtakuAndEmo OtakuAndEmo 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 26

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    I hate myself I hate my hair I hate my eyes my laugh my lips my arms my fingers my cheeks my voice my ears my skin my weight my mind my size my toes my freckles my jaw my thugs my...
    Sadfate Sadfate 18-21, F 3 Responses a week ago

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    My body is a prison. I hate every single inch of myself, and sometimes it's unbearable. I am such a disappointment to everyone, including myself, and I'm pretty sure my boyfriend...
    Mickkeyy Mickkeyy 18-21, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    Nate came to my house Saturday because my mom invited him inside when she saw him with chris. AND he had the nerve to bring in his new girlfriend in my home too! But I tried to...
    ChildOfHarmony ChildOfHarmony 16-17, F Apr 6

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    I hate myself. A lot. No one can hate me more than I do. I don't hate my body, I hate who I am. I wish I have never been born and I often think that the people around me would be...
    idontreallylikemyname idontreallylikemyname 22-25, F 2 Responses Apr 8

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    Sum days i really feel down and really hate myself for so many reasons ..... I even wish tht i go sleep and never wake up i sum times think how would life be for my family if i was...
    ThisIsMe987 ThisIsMe987 16-17, F 3 Responses Apr 8

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    for being a coward. It really ****** me of! Especially with my mom. I am just so afraid of she is going to react. I AM SO ******* STUPID... The first time I told her I had a bf was...
    DRgirl809 DRgirl809 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 20

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    I hate everything about myself...no matter what someone says...I don't have any friends to talk to..my dog listens though...today I was cutting ...because I hated myself so much..
    nonjoy nonjoy 46-50, F 1 Response Apr 23

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    On the outside I almost seem to be so successful, and have so much potential, but I'm dead inside. I hate myself. I'm locked in a constant downwards spiral of *********** and self...
    Ironman2219 Ironman2219 18-21, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    more than i think i do . i hate myself because of how i am perceived . i hate myself to extent that i cant say why i do. i dont want to have friends because i dont want...
    lonesomedove80 lonesomedove80 31-35, F 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    I'm ugly I have cancer I'm fat No one wants to e my friend And everything seems to be going wrong I don't have a million dollars to buy everything that I need I hate myself...
    Jusjellybean Jusjellybean 18-21, F 8 Responses 2 days ago

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    I legitimately hate myself. I just feel like a pathetic loser. I cried so hard last night that I actually collapsed. I'm buckling under the stress of work and school. And if I can...
    LunarRise LunarRise 22-25, F 1 day ago

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    I always tell myself that I like myself but the saddest truth is that I really hate myself.
    Xemplefied Xemplefied 26-30, M Apr 23

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    I hate that I bring up the ******* past with him. I hate myself everyday I do that to him. Ugh why can I be a damn normal girlfriend and love him right.
    buggalue00 buggalue00 13-15, F Apr 7

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    And I hate myself for hating myself. I've turned into someone else.
    khadij khadij 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 19

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    Always have and probably will for a while. Of course it doesn't upset me much that I hate myself, it encourages me to try and pinpoint why and how I can change it.
    Meirin Meirin 18-21, F 4 Responses Apr 10

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    I always hate myself for being awkward but I have friends and a gf that say I'm not awkward and it's just in my head, I know they mean well but my head still keeps on saying I'm...
    Just1n12345 Just1n12345 18-21, M Apr 20

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    I hate myself for still being in love with a girl, who walked over our serious long term relationship, because her parents did not approve me(I am not from her 'culture'.
    eternallonely eternallonely 26-30, M 1 Response Apr 20

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    I have a life people would kill for I think. I didn't have a bad life growing up.i have a strong will to live witch doesn't explain why I want to die. but I just straight up hate...
    misfit27 misfit27 22-25, M 1 Response Apr 23

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    My father had a stroke when I was 11 years old, about 14 years ago, since then he lost most of his ability to be a functional member of the society and has been in a mental...
    iggy1296 iggy1296 22-25, M 3 Responses 17 hrs ago

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    Looking at other posts on this site makes my problems feel so much smaller. Thinking about it rationally I guess I have it pretty good. But I still feel like... no one would miss...
    jthakkar1998 jthakkar1998 18-21, M 1 Response Apr 14

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    I had a good morning today and yes, I hate waking up because it's cold outside of the bed, but I was okay. I actually spent time with my mum and talked to her and went shopping...
    TunedOut TunedOut 16-17, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    I hate my life so much. My family all hate me because i 'don't listen', they all treat me like ****. My mum threatens to punch me and slap me all the time. She shouts and swears at...
    michael1129 michael1129 13-15, M Apr 26

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    I am a worthless person. I have never amounted up to much at all. I truly hate everything about me and would much rather be dead. I have tried and tried to kill myself, but each...
    waeyeaw waeyeaw 41-45, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    hate hate hate. hate in my heart. all for myself.
    hashbrown20 hashbrown20 18-21, F 3 Responses Apr 8

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    Hi guys, my name is (anonymous) I am 20 years old. I was bullied all through high school and at home. I was called black, stupid and ugly almost every single day. No one liked me...
    InvisbleGirl20 InvisbleGirl20 18-21, F 3 Responses Apr 13

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    I try as hard as I can to make those I love and admire proud of me, but every day in some way I'm told "You're not good enough" or "you're not attractive at all." I try to prove I...
    SomethingThatWorks SomethingThatWorks 18-21, F 8 hrs ago

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    I hate what I see in the mirror. I hate what I've become. Too skinny and bony. All bones. I'm a living skeleton. I'm Jack Skeleton from Nightmare Before Christmas. I'm looking more...
    AndreaCulea AndreaCulea 22-25, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    im a damn idiot. all i do is make a fool out of myself. these are the times i really wish i wasnt alive anymore. i hope my time comes up soon i cant take it anymore:(
    arias831 arias831 22-25, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I literally have to talk to people who do nothing but put my down and treat me like trash just to have anyone to talk to at all, I am extremely socially shy and awkward because...
    Metalgamer Metalgamer 13-15, M 17 hrs ago

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    There are so many reasons but i have one reason i still am here i have people to help and people who care about me even if i feel alone and sad i hate the way act sometimes and...
    Cheshirecupacat Cheshirecupacat 13-15, F 7 Responses Apr 8

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    I have everything about myself, my face, my body, my scars, my skin, I just hate it. I wish I wasn't born into this world... - I'm already dead in the inside.
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Apr 8

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