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I Hate Myself 90 Percent of the Time

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    I Hate Myself (selves)

    I live a pseudo-double life--being trans and not out to my family yet-- this accentuates how much I already hate myself, I lack pretty much any self-esteem, confidence, and self-liking (there's such a thing?) I try so hard to make everyone proud of me (everyone meaning my family...
    shaun0h shaun0h 26-30, T 1 Response Feb 15, 2008

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    I Failed In Life.

    HI my name is alex and I failed to the point where it doesn't matter anymore. I did drugs and now have a disease. I hurt my mother. I hurt my stepfather. I watch ****. I am a sorry excuse of a person. I mess up other peoples lives very often. I should be killed for what I've done...
    failureinlife22 failureinlife22 13-15, M Sep 26, 2009

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    I Want A New Life...

    I hate my life & everything about it... I cant remember the last time i was REALLY HAPPY. In the past two years my life has went from bad to worse in every way. I went from one abusive relationship to another. And when i FINALLY said "i wont take it anymore, & im...
    MissCandie MissCandie 22-25, F 2 Responses Nov 1, 2009

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    Ya

    I always let myself down and I am always at war with my emotions they get the best of me I cry myself to sleep at night because there are prices of my heart missing and cant be found I always end up getting hurt And it tears my heart and soul apart:(
    prettyface1996 prettyface1996 16-17, M Nov 21, 2013

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    Sometimes More Than 90%...

     I hate myself for the thoughts in my head. They aren't always present, but they hide in the darkest corners of my mind. There are days that I am fine, but 90% of the time I hate myself. I hate myself for being overweight and doing nothing about it. I hate myself for...
    sadblueyes sadblueyes 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 17, 2009

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    I hate myself, absolutely hate myself. Why do I feel like this, why can't I be normal? Why can't I love myself unconditionally, even if I were to be flawed, why? Why did I have to...
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    Hi, I'm 16 this year. I just really need someone who can relate to me. I hate myself so much. I hate everything about myself. And this is why. I'm Asian so ever since I was young...
    jyjho jyjho 16-17, F 7 Responses Jul 14

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    I feel claustrophobic in my own skin. I don't want to be me anymore. I honestly don't know how people go through life "happy" because for me life is literally just hard. It's hard...
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    Let me say this as just hate me for loving so sincere and have no return treat from the one i am in love with. OK! I found out that my girl friend can walk and protest and do...
    Egyptianguy34 Egyptianguy34 31-35, M Jul 22

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    Why do I hate myself? I look deep inside myself to answer the question and all I see is a monster staring back at me. In my eyes, I see Frankenstein without the scars and body...
    scooterp23 scooterp23 36-40, M 3 Responses Jul 12

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    I met an amazing girl yesterday. I don't think it was the first time I had seen her but it was the first time we were introduced. At first I thought she was a couple years older...
    persononinternet persononinternet 16-17, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I want to die I hate my life myself and everyone around me my parents abused me and then abandoned me with my grandparents and got completely new families. I want to kill myself I...
    slater666 slater666 13-15, F 5 Responses Jul 18

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    Call me crazy, but it's true no matter how you look at it. I can be having a good day, a bad day, I can help anyone I please, yet I'll still hate myself. Usually it's because of...
    Killamunjaro Killamunjaro 22-25, M a week ago

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    The rivers that were plagued by my emotions, They run with a force, The crimson tide has eroded the deepest of pleasures, I'm riding on like a racehorse, I'm being brought to...
    HUMAN2BME HUMAN2BME 26-30, F 5 days ago

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    I get angry at people too easily. I hate that I never stood up to the bullies and it's too late now as they are gone. They needed to learn their lesson but I was a coward so I...
    pikachuux pikachuux 18-21, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Even though i have turned around and act like a different person now doesnt take the pain away because of what i did and who i was then. i hate myself. i hate what ive done and i...
    wallwalker wallwalker 22-25 Jul 16

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    I seriously hate it so much . My body's terrible . My thoughts kill me . My face is hideous . My mom sucks . I don't have a dad. All the relation ships I've been in fail...
    emoniemm emoniemm 13-15, F 3 Responses Jul 18

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    I, I HATE myself. I hate myself so much. I hate myself so much, it's hard for me to explain just how much. I don't think you'll ever be able to comprehend the amount of hatred and...
    Kmarcum99 Kmarcum99 13-15, F 9 Responses Jul 24

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    I hate myself. I immediately regret everything I say or do, or don't say or don't do, from the deepest conversations to the tiniest facial expressions I might make while ordering a...
    biggoron biggoron 26-30, M Jul 8

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    I've never been good enough and I hate myself for it. When other kids were having a dandy time with their fathers. Mine was out cheating on my mom and doing drugs. I hate people...
    NPkid97 NPkid97 16-17, M 3 Responses Jul 18

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    The other night as I was lying down in bed, I began having suicidal thoughts. I've these thoughts several times, but have never acted on them. I hate myself for having these...
    hanako0848 hanako0848 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 24

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    I think I learned to hate myself To say I hated myself As a way to punish myself for being Powerless in the face of hurt And unable to express my anger With all the things I...
    dispossessed dispossessed 46-50, F 8 Responses a week ago

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    I'm doing horrible my depression is worst everyone denies me and leaves me my trust issues have been lynched on the tree of my instincts I hate everyone if I don't shift this life...
    WolfForever14 WolfForever14 13-15, M 4 Responses Jul 3

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    I literally could not hate myself more than I already do. I mess things up with every single person that tries to be friends with me. I'm lucky to even have my little group of 4...
    Ashley1421 Ashley1421 13-15, F 3 Responses Jul 5

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    how ******* dare i call my self a man im a pathetic loser deserve all the hate and bullying and pain ive ever got i don't deserve anything different i push everyone away and make...
    greatbritain1707 greatbritain1707 16-17, M 2 Responses Jul 23

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    I hate myself! I hate that I'm on here complaining about myself and my life, when it really isn't that bad. So many other people have a far worse situation then I do. And it makes...
    bluegirlie98 bluegirlie98 13-15, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    I love you so much. I want nothing more to keep you. But how do i know that life won't take you like the last love if my life. I've never even felt you or anything in person. I...
    Caitlinsmith1636 Caitlinsmith1636 18-21, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    I hate myself even though I don't even know who I am. Everyone thinks my life is perfect, but its extremely ******. I wasn't always this unhappy though, once upon a time I didn't...
    kaaligirl kaaligirl 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 5

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    I hate popping hydro at night cause when I do, all I can think about are the things I've done wrong and why I hate myself for doing them. I'm such a **** person.
    seabassep seabassep 18-21, M Jul 14

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    I used to hate myself so much and beat myself up over the dumbest of things. Till recently I had been getting better little by little at not doing it. But I got something that made...
    shyguy38 shyguy38 18-21, M 2 Responses Jul 16

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    And I always will even if I'm happy, even if I laugh I will always hate myself simply because I'm me.Who am I? I'm a loser, a very stupid,dumb,retarded,idiotic person.I'm a ugly...
    wassup305 wassup305 13-15, F 3 Responses Jul 19

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    Well i don't hate myself. I just joined this group to encourage others who hate themselves and make them feel good about theirselves. Just wanna say that Everyone is beautiful in...
    mahdiraza mahdiraza 16-17, M 1 Response Jul 24

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    I really do hate myself, there's nothing worse then knowing that you've completely messed up not just your own life but others as well, constantly letting people down. I always...
    Verix Verix 18-21, M 4 Responses a week ago

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    I hate every fiber of my being I am a waste of space in the dark human would . I hate myself for walking and talking human . But I'm a wolf and ill shall never forever that. As...
    ShadowWolf190 ShadowWolf190 13-15, M a week ago

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    Sometimes I feel like I'm ever good enough I'm hard on myself If I do something wrong I'll get angry with myself or get frustrated I'm not perfect but sometimes I do hate myself
    andreaespe andreaespe 18-21, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Other people are smart some are attractive me I'm neither.I wish I was dead.I do not belong in this society everything I do is wrong it's criticized.I ******* hate myself soo much...
    wassup305 wassup305 13-15, F 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    superabe11 superabe11 16-17, M 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    I hate myself for being such a disappointment to everyone. I hate that I can't make my mother proud - I've always felt the need to, because she was so depressed after I was born...
    GallowsBaby GallowsBaby 18-21, F 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    if i could i would cut off my arms break all my bones stab myself 50 times burn myself alive and push myself on the fifth floor of our building and other weird painful things x_x...
    harmlesscheesecake harmlesscheesecake 18-21, F 3 Responses 19 hrs ago

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    Why can't my mother understand! Every night I destroy myself into tears cause I feel like I didn't eat that much food. Now that dad is away and mom is working I'm forced to stay...
    broadwaybabe99 broadwaybabe99 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 13

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    Why cant i get over him? I cant stop thinking about him and I cant sleep or eat! I need help. I need to stop lying to myself saying I'm over him when I'm clearly not. Why cant my...
    angelbaby8 angelbaby8 13-15, F 5 Responses Jul 15

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    I hate myself for what I have done... I always wanted to be the perfect guy a girl always wanted to have... but I ****** up and became the total opposite... I had put this person...
    BSRivera01 BSRivera01 16-17, M 1 Response Jul 16

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    Its not until very recently that i started realizing that i have done a lot of bad things to the people who cared for me. I always thought myself and never cared to listen them...
    Rapturekiller Rapturekiller 26-30, M 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    I hate myself the most ......
    DrowningInPain2 DrowningInPain2 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 5

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