I Hate Myself and My Life

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 187 People

    Struggling a ton with life today.

    Ever have those days where nothing goes right, you feel like **** about yourself and life in general, and no one responds to your messages? Yeah, well that's basically my life every day, but especially today. I hate having conversations with people only for it to end up they...
    lizygurl lizygurl
    22-25, F
    1 Response Jan 24, 2015

    I just want to end it.

    ...I'm tired of getting hurt by people....
    nomnommings nomnommings
    18-21, F
    Feb 28, 2015
    craz3f8g craz3f8g
    Feb 1, 2015

    I know I'm only young

    and that I'm just moaning but I feel the need to say something. I'm never certain of how I feel, I'm never completely happy and to be honest I'd be quite happy on an island on my own or not here at all. I often struggle to see the point in living. I know I'm just being crappy...
    Thebreathingobjectinthecorner Thebreathingobjectinthecorner
    18-21, M
    1 Response Feb 1, 2015

    I have messed up too much things,

    I have hurt people who I love. I want to change, but I don't know where to start, because there is so much I need to change. And I hope someone can help me with this, because I'm hopeless at the moment, and I really need to change.
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Jul 30, 2015


    i hate myself so much.... i cant bare 2 look at my ugly self in th mirror cuz it'll make me puke my friends left me.. and there all i had in this world... now the only thing keeping me alive is my pet kitty... i love her.. but *cry* i nvr c her cuz we had 2 give her 2 my bros...
    AwesomePerson AwesomePerson
    18-21, F
    Jul 27, 2008

    I have a sad childhood ,

    Bc my family was poor , my dad lost jobs and my mom had car accident , broke her leg , spent a lot of money , my dad like hitting me , then my mom try to help me , my dad sometimes hurt my mom too ! Then my mom cried , I think it really hurt my feeling ! When I was 18 , I had...
    NoneEver NoneEver
    26-30, F
    Nov 7, 2015

    "Ur boyfriend should have broken up with you"

    Thats what i get for helping a friend.... Two nights ago me and four of my friends where playing truth or dare. Me (T), V, C, Ad, and Au. Ya it was fun and i was on anxiety meds, so i was really tired. V: "c go kiss t." C: "okay" *2hours later* Ad: "bye babe" V: "love...
    100BlackRoses 100BlackRoses
    18-21, F
    Jun 12, 2015

    I want to kill myself every single second

    or every single ******* day. Every single day since my life has started going down hill. Every single thought in my mind is about suicide.
    xXsomaavXx xXsomaavXx
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jun 27, 2014
    Clownfacecrack Clownfacecrack
    26-30, M
    Sep 25, 2014
    staycloseintheend staycloseintheend
    18-21, F
    Jun 17, 2015

    people are always treating me like crap

    including my family and classmates. I had started to cut myself but stoped. most people don't truly understand me and they see me as a mean, cruel, crazy person but im not. its hard to show the real me after so much cruelness had been done to me. most people that were in my life...
    SweetAlone13 SweetAlone13
    18-21, F
    Mar 30, 2014
    Alylovespuppies Alylovespuppies
    18-21, F
    Feb 1, 2015
    Ripjr Ripjr
    22-25, M
    2 Responses Mar 19, 2016

    I try to cope with the world,

    people mostly but I don't understand why people just can hate on me without a reason. my family treats me like crap, and when I was little I would get abused. most people died in my life. I had a boyfriend that got killed in a car accident. I used to cut myself but stopped cuz I...
    deleted deleted
    2 Responses Mar 28, 2014

    I don't wanna live anymore I'm tired of feeling

    hated and unwanted. I'm tired of all the fighting. I'm tired of being lonely and sad all the time I'm done I give up
    AntiLynx AntiLynx
    18-21, M
    2 Responses Feb 27, 2015

    When I'm sober I can suppress my feelings

    but as soon as j get drunk everything starts to hurt and I realize how much I don't like myself
    leex1234 leex1234
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Feb 2, 2015

    When I try to make a friend lol of course it

    fails I text her and she doesn't reply back,and I know she has her phone. No one likes me. IDC about life because I WILL kill myself. So nothing matters anyway. I hate myself,my life,and everyone.
    wassup305 wassup305
    18-21, F
    1 Response Feb 1, 2015

    Yep life is pain misery

    and everyday for me is like walking on broken bottles
    Kingdarkroom Kingdarkroom
    26-30, M
    1 Response Nov 1, 2014
    xXsomaavXx xXsomaavXx
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Sep 27, 2014

    I just don't know if life is worth living.

    I can see no clear purpose of life. We all die anyway, so why does it matter when? I would rather die now how I want to go than to die in some random unforeseen event in my future. It just doesn't make sense. Why wait years and years for death to come find you when you can end...
    AshleyWCSloth AshleyWCSloth
    18-21, F
    28 Responses Sep 30, 2014

    Today I felt so out of place I wish I could be

    ok but I'm not I want so many things but I don't get them my life is a mess and I can't put it together.
    Primrosa Primrosa
    31-35, F
    Feb 2, 2015
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