I Hate Myself At Times

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    i can't explain why,

    but i just hate myself. i find it's hard to like me, to even like my face, like what i do, like what i like. and when yourself can't even like you, what'd you have left? i even hate myself for hating myself.
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    5 Responses Feb 23, 2014

    Sometimes I Hate Myself

    i feel like i'm a whole new person not in the good way i lie so much to my parents and siblings i wish i could'nt but i can't stop you know? its that way i should have learned that in thos crappy dragontales shows but i guess i didn't i hate the way i am and want to go back to...
    feinarri feinarri
    1 Response Dec 6, 2009

    I blame myself for everything.

    it's drives me crazy
    ursummerdreamz ursummerdreamz
    18-21, F
    Feb 25

    I look at people that look

    so much better than me and wonder why I was born looking like this. Sometimes I get so depressed about it I just want to sit in a corner and cry all day.
    Justme2396 Justme2396
    18-21, F
    1 Response Mar 3, 2014

    You can message me after two day,

    weeks, or maybe even months, but I'll always reply back to you within 24 hours. I hate myself for being too good lol.
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Jan 31, 2015

    I feel empty. I have nothing to lose

    if I just disappeared and no one would care if I did. I've been fighting for so long on a reason to stay and I'm losing. I'm not really sure if I want to exist or not. I'm here and I feel lost and confused. I'm not even sure on what.
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    2 Responses Sep 13, 2014

    I don't watch **** anymore

    and haven't for a few years. But I still think about sex constantly, even stuff that disgusts me like my subconscious is trying to defile me. I may be addicted to ******* to a seriously unhealthy degree. All I can think right now is do I have time for one before work. ... I don...
    celvorius celvorius
    31-35, M
    1 Response Feb 15

    I feel like a ditzy, idiot,

    stupid, dumb butt... That nobody likes right now. I started a new job in retail on Wednesday. I'm supposed to be working the floor zoning and stuff, but they train on employees on the register first. Well... Basically you go through this thing and train yourself then I was...
    Orangerocket Orangerocket
    36-40, F
    3 Responses Nov 8, 2015

    Sometimes i say stupid things

    and the world colapses beacause of me
    karasummit karasummit
    18-21, M
    1 Response Apr 26, 2014

    Just had another panic attack out the blue

    and now I'm so on edge and I can't relax Tonight is going to be a long long night
    amsx amsx
    18-21, F
    Jul 23, 2014

    yes,i have made some bad choices

    and mistakes I try to be positive though
    cieloissky cieloissky
    18-21, F
    Feb 15

    Something I've been needing to just say

    for a while. I think I'm a fricken idiot and hate it so much. I constantly over analyze everything and it's annoying me because I know it's just weighing down. It constantly just reminds me that I really have no one. I've lost everyone that's ever cared about me because I need...
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    3 Responses Mar 3, 2014

    I hate myself because I look like my dad,

    and most of the times and can't sleep at night because I worry too much that I end up being a worthless loser like he's always said, or even worse, end up like a ****** father like him.
    Elwreystingray Elwreystingray
    26-30, M
    Aug 31, 2015
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