I Hate Myself For Being Weak

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    Its like i predict everything,

    i think of the worst **** that could happen to me all the time, make myself ill over it, and then it actually happens
    MillySmith809 MillySmith809
    18-21, F
    Nov 14, 2015

    If I just acted strong

    and had never trusted anyone, maybe I wouldn't be where I am now. I would have never trusted anyone and regretted it. Maybe I would be happier. I have learned now though. You can't trust anyone in this world- not even yourself.
    WentAway WentAway
    18-21, F
    May 19, 2015

    But when you get to be strong again,

    there's always that one person that can bring you down with a single sentence, and they always do.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Sep 8, 2015

    Not being confident enough to express how I

    feel, open up an idea, share an opinion, set my boundaries. Feels friggin weak huh? I do hate this part of myself and it does get to me.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Aug 2, 2015

    Help Me I Am Weak

    i see things in my family that each one has strength and i have weaknesses that run deep in me.i see that all i got is their faults and no strength inside of me and all is pain that i mit stay this way and never have power over myself and over my life.help me i am weak,this...
    albert17 albert17
    16-17
    1 Response Aug 7, 2009

    Hate Myself For Not Speaking Up

    I fear to speak up and communicate with others in school. Even when I try to join discussion in classes, I felt unappreciated. Nobody's listening to me, my suggestions are worthless. I give up. I give up.
    anrenvq57 anrenvq57
    18-21, M
    Nov 19, 2009

    Day 5

    I hate the fact that I'm letting the drugs control me. I'm only 16, I should have my whole life ahead of me yet I'm just trying to get through each day at a time. I just cannot seem to put things into context. I can't stop arguing with my best friend. I can't stop crying...
    BeanWilliams BeanWilliams
    16-17, F
    Oct 2, 2012

    I just hate my life right now.

    A lot of family drama has been going on right now and in reality it doesn't affect me as much as my aunt, uncle, grandma, and my mom but I love my family too much and I take it personally. I just talked to my aunt (the one the situation affects) and she yelled at me because I...
    LittleNutbag LittleNutbag
    16-17, F
    Dec 24, 2015

    I Am So Useless

    I feel so useless and undeserving. i know i am not so good looking and charming but even my best friend makes me feel so small. i feel so unhappy and i am so hurt. i feel like dying everyday, just wanna stab myself and free myself from all this pain and suffering. i did not do...
    uselessgirl uselessgirl
    18-21
    Jul 7, 2011

    I Little Less

    i can wake up to a bed that won't brake, i can wake up to a room with no holes in the walls that bring in the chill winds of mornuing. i find it that my days are bareable and not easy, im shameful when others look ate me and i compare myslef to them. but it seems i can live...
    albert17 albert17
    16-17
    Jan 1, 2010

    Don't Let Your Habits Control You.

    Right, so I'm 20 years old. 21 in a couple of weeks time. I have been smoking for the last 3 years, and I guess you could classify me as a heavy smoker as I tend to go to, at this point in time, 10-20 smokes a day, depending on how social I am. I also drink from time...
    dialecticsoul dialecticsoul
    18-21
    2 Responses Nov 15, 2009

    I hate weakness. It's hard

    for me to show any type of weakness because it simply gives someone power over me.
    CriminalMinds14 CriminalMinds14
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jun 15, 2014

    I've always been ashamed to admit this

    but I felt I need to. I was in year 10 and I was 14 when it all started. I always had quite a fond opinion of a teacher at my school (lets call her Miss S). One of my best friends had her as a teacher a year earlier and had taken quite a liking to her, so whenver I was with this...
    Since1995 Since1995
    18-21, F
    1 Response Feb 22, 2014

    Waiting

    im waiting for the day i will turn 18 and i will be a little happier and a liitle closer to the world and away from the peolpe how remind me of me.i will be able to change and become some stronger.but makes me feel even more weak because im waiting for a day,how is a day to help...
    albert17 albert17
    16-17
    1 Response Aug 20, 2009

    I Feel Things So Deeply...

    And get so angry at myself for being this way and not being stronger. I feel like I give off weak and vulnerable vibes and that this is why people feel they can take advantage of me and treat me badly. Deep down I know I have some level of strength as I have no friends, am single...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Jun 21, 2011
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