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I Hate Myself For Doing This to You

For those of us who have made the mistake of hurting someone we love, physically or emotionally. Tell us your story. 29 People

    Look I know we are coworkers

    and I am supposed to be giving my all and know I am not. I have been working less hard every day. And I now realize what you have been doing to cover up that. I felt as if I got a special privileges to not do anything at work. And I sized you up and realize I couldn't beat you...
    andrew1512 andrew1512 18-21, M Nov 15, 2014

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    What A Perfect Group...

    Look M....For all the sh!t i've put you through im very very very sorry....i really am...i know you probably think im bullshItting but it's the truth...Now im going to tell ep our story over the last 2/3 months.M went to have surgery....and since the operation she's been in bits...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Aug 26, 2012

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    You just wanted to help,

    but I pushed you away. At the last minute I realized, I needed you more than ever. You talked to me, tried to help. I pushed you away thinking you would never understand, but you do. You do understand. And I hate myself for hurting the only friend I've had in 4 months. In real...
    BlahhHead BlahhHead 13-15, F Jun 10, 2014

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    i wasted your time, i wasted your love.

    i want to return, and do it over. i want to do it right, without ... oh. i wanted to make it a poem, but i can't. i just wish i did it right and not ruin it. it is all my fault.
    HanaKatsuragi HanaKatsuragi 18-21, T Jan 10, 2014

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    This entire day I had been more emotional

    than usual. My eyes were forcing tears I've been holding back for so long. I was alone and overwhelmed with sadness, so I decided to call my dad for some support. My dad is the only person who has genuinely stood by my side through my struggles with this addiction. He is all I...
    addictionbarbie addictionbarbie 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 19, 2014

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    Just Hate Me Please.

    i can stand hate and i can stand torture, but i cant stand your pain, your tears. i wish you would just hate me, want to never see me again... anything but this. i dont want to hear you will be waiting and that you will never leave. leave me please! stop crying, stop trying to...
    DarkAmber DarkAmber 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 24, 2010

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    I hated how I say to people that Im proud of myself and I loved it. I hated how **** I am. I hated how I can be so confident. I hated how I interact with others. I hated how I feel...
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    I hate myself because I can't make any friends , the one true friend I have is my bf , and hes always asleep when I need him. How did I become such a loner , I hate myself for not...
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    I hate myself for various reasons that i cannot even put into words. Whether it be i feel i always did something wrong, or i am just simply a waste of space, i know no amount of...
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    I hate myself for being such a creepy bastard but ****, I need her
    styxc styxc 18-21, M Jan 1

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    Yep, I hate myself. Constant litany of self hate. Going on and on. It also doesn't help that dad is constantly belittling me, and my sister insults my intelligence every time I see...
    nicias nicias 13-15, M 3 Responses Jan 11

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    Hey guys. I wrote this as a letter ill never send. let me know what you think? I stopped writing for a while, mostly because, well, I wanted to block out how I had been feeling...
    abbylynn98 abbylynn98 18-21, F 4 Responses 2 days ago

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    I hate being strong when I know I'm weak...but I act that way so ppl don't look at me with pity I hate being beautiful when I feel ugly, i put on makeup and dress to impress, but...
    boxgirl1987 boxgirl1987 26-30, F Jan 4

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    I hate myself. Why couldn't I be normal and less crazy or at least be diagnosed to know what's wrong? I hate my face, too youthful. I hate my body; too skiny. I hate everything...
    Lovelife090994 Lovelife090994 18-21, M 2 Responses Jan 2

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    Today I was at the hair salon and a random old lady, I haven't ever met in my whole life called me fat. It's not the fact that I didn't ever hear it before, it's just that I never...
    ihatemyself24 ihatemyself24 26-30, F 7 Responses Jan 3

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    It's weird, I haven't really heard of it before. I thought it was just hormones or something that had me confused about my feelings for the first guy, because shortly after...
    idontcareir idontcareir 16-17, F Jan 17

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    I like the way this website has all of these "sponsored from around the web" images of before and after pictures and botox, etc. trying to sell crap to the people who hate...
    Lucyismycat Lucyismycat 31-35 6 days ago

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    I hate myself so much im so ******* ugly and I stopped cutting for a while but now I'm itching to do it again. I'm lonely and only have 4 close friends and I hate everything about...
    sociallyxawk sociallyxawk 13-15, F 5 Responses Jan 1

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    i feel sick i shouldnt have done what i did its not even been a day and i miss her im so stupid and worthless even just if shed talk to me again im so stupid and pathetic ive...
    greatbritain1707 greatbritain1707 18-21, M Jan 2

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    Even though i felt lonely, felt depression and suicidal things creeping up on my back bone, the only thing thats keeping me now from waking up with a razor and slitted wrist is the...
    CursedRaven CursedRaven 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 2

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    I absolutely hate myself last night I tried to commit suicide,but I couldn't go through with it. It's like I'm trapped here. One main reason I hate myself is I'm not smart like...
    wassup305 wassup305 16-17, F 3 Responses Jan 3

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    I hate how I look. I hate how Im weak. I hate how Im alone. I hate myself.
    vicki90 vicki90 22-25, F 3 Responses Jan 16

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    More than anything in this existence. "What could be So bad about you?" don't ask me that, you shouldn't ask me that, very annoying. I take everything out on myself because I feel...
    Britt4ny Britt4ny 70+, F 1 Response 22 hrs ago

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    I look in the mirror and I'm unhappy. I compare myself to others and I am so awful. I see pictures of myself and I can't even look at them. I do things that annoy people or I make...
    taylorsuzenski taylorsuzenski 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 4

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    hate asking for help ever since I was little if I feel or hot cut my dad would stare and say to go fix myself when I hurt myself badly he just stared and left me to take care of...
    sadmistak3 sadmistak3 18-21, F Jan 4

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    I hate myself, i don't need to explain why, i just hate me.
    beee23 beee23 26-30, F 5 Responses Jan 7

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    I'm ugly, a *****, selfish, fat, lazy, lesbian, immature, thick, hated, loner, loser, ridiculous, a failure, annoying!! I have a lot of reasons to hate myself. and in case I begin...
    AceTeen123 AceTeen123 13-15, F 4 Responses Jan 8

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    My dads hate me. Am I really that horrible? My whole life I tried to live up to his expectations. I hid my suicide thoughts my whole life so I wouldn't be a disappointment. I did...
    lexrae lexrae 13-15, F 3 Responses Jan 19

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    Sigh. I've ruined it all. Good job, idiot. Honestly, I might not hate myself as much as I hate the way the human brain works.
    junipersun21 junipersun21 18-21, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    this speaks for itself... I hate myself.. lmfao its pathetic that a human being like me hate himself... gahh
    dksl14 dksl14 18-21, M 1 Response Jan 1

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    Sometimes I just have those moments where a little voice in my head says "you're not good enough quit now" and the voice always sounds like my biological dad which makes it that...
    arirose43 arirose43 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 8

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    I hate myself and my body. Ugh I disgust myself.
    PierceSleepingWithParamore PierceSleepingWithParamore 16-17, F 3 Responses Jan 8

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    After tonight's cheerleading practice, I kinda felt.. Left out, I've been cheering for over 5 years, with the same gym and everything. But tonight I just felt like nobody really...
    Bflyboo14 Bflyboo14 13-15, F 10 Responses Jan 12

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    I want to die. I hate myself so much. I hate the way I look, speak and act. Everything about is awful. I'm so talentless, pathetic, desperate and clingy and terrible an ugh god I...
    gybe gybe 18-21, M 5 Responses Jan 16

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    I hate myself, I'm way overweight for my age, not only fat but ugly AF and I just hate the way I am, I'm annoying, I'm such a terrible person and I don't really know how to change...
    cappyroe1 cappyroe1 13-15, F 2 Responses Jan 18

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    I always **** things up! I ****** over the boy I love for someone I was just lusting after. Or so I think. Either way I'll never get the boy I loved back. I'm such a **** up! No...
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    I have a master in pushing guys away, i am 23 years old and I don't have a single relationship, I hate myself because of that but I can't be anybody else but that, I feel lonely...
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    I ******* hate myself. Why can't I be a good person? Why can't I just be good at talking? Confident.
    Heyheyheyhey99 Heyheyheyhey99 18-21, M 2 Responses Jan 7

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    I ******* hate myself and my life right now. I just want to disappear.
    unlovedana unlovedana 13-15, F 2 Responses Jan 11

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    I hate myself and I'm pretty sure everyone else does I mean who could love me I'm just a waste of space I'll just put it that way
    FadingStarrr FadingStarrr 16-17, F 3 Responses Jan 13

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