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I Hate Myself For Doing This to You

For those of us who have made the mistake of hurting someone we love, physically or emotionally. Tell us your story. 29 People

    This entire day I had been more emotional

    than usual. My eyes were forcing tears I've been holding back for so long. I was alone and overwhelmed with sadness, so I decided to call my dad for some support. My dad is the only person who has genuinely stood by my side through my struggles with this addiction. He is all I...
    addictionbarbie addictionbarbie 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 19, 2014

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    What A Perfect Group...

    Look M....For all the sh!t i've put you through im very very very sorry....i really am...i know you probably think im bullshItting but it's the truth...Now im going to tell ep our story over the last 2/3 months.M went to have surgery....and since the operation she's been in bits...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Aug 26, 2012

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    You just wanted to help,

    but I pushed you away. At the last minute I realized, I needed you more than ever. You talked to me, tried to help. I pushed you away thinking you would never understand, but you do. You do understand. And I hate myself for hurting the only friend I've had in 4 months. In real...
    BlahhHead BlahhHead 13-15, F Jun 10, 2014

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    Look I know we are coworkers

    and I am supposed to be giving my all and know I am not. I have been working less hard every day. And I now realize what you have been doing to cover up that. I felt as if I got a special privileges to not do anything at work. And I sized you up and realize I couldn't beat you...
    andrew1512 andrew1512 18-21, M Nov 15, 2014

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    i wasted your time, i wasted your love.

    i want to return, and do it over. i want to do it right, without ... oh. i wanted to make it a poem, but i can't. i just wish i did it right and not ruin it. it is all my fault.
    HanaKatsuragi HanaKatsuragi 18-21, T Jan 10, 2014

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    Just Hate Me Please.

    i can stand hate and i can stand torture, but i cant stand your pain, your tears. i wish you would just hate me, want to never see me again... anything but this. i dont want to hear you will be waiting and that you will never leave. leave me please! stop crying, stop trying to...
    DarkAmber DarkAmber 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 24, 2010

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    This is it. I give up. I'm sorry for giving up but I can only take so much. I've lost to many people I care about and I'm worried of hurting another. It's best it's all over now.
    EpicBrotato EpicBrotato 13-15, M 1 Response 5 hrs ago

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    What is the point of living? - What is the point of living, if you cannot be the shield? If your life, if your soul cannot be the wall to keep away all the evils of the world at...
    themanoflegends themanoflegends 22-25, M 3 Responses Feb 8

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    I hate myself for loving you. I am definitely done with you. I was stupid for giving you my attention and time. What a waste. I realized you aren't worth it and you aren't the one...
    Togepi07 Togepi07 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 14

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    I don't hate myself for the way I look anymore ... I hate myself for the person I am ... I realize how ******* awful I am to everybody!! I'm just so mean to people all the time and...
    suicidalblonde suicidalblonde 13-15, F 1 Response Feb 15

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    i hate myself i hate my body, my face,my hair i hate how i walk,how i talk i hate looking into mirror i hate how i cant talk to people like a normal person i hate that i see myself...
    yeniC yeniC 18-21, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I hate myself for being too afraid to be myself. I hate myself for not being able to express anger, sadness and happiness. I hate myself for being so useless. I can't trust anybody...
    bluerosesandblackfoxes bluerosesandblackfoxes 18-21, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    If you play with fire, you're going to get burnt.... Why did I let this happen? Someone is going to get hurt... And I hope it me and not the people involved... I've ****** up...
    catho catho 18-21, F Feb 10

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    I hate my life so much, I really have been compensating whether or not I should kill myself, but I can never bring myself to it, like it's just thoughts; but seriously Life's...
    Krchan2 Krchan2 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 12

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    Kind of. My whole life was full of horrible.. Just horrible days. As a child, I was always beaten so severely I couldn't go to school ever, no one would know. My mom was a crazy...
    GuuIsAwesome GuuIsAwesome 18-21, M 2 Responses Feb 5

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    I hate the way I am I hate the way I look I hate that I can't be better I hate that when I try I always fail I hate that my friends hate me I hate being alone when I'm not I hate...
    WhiteRice14 WhiteRice14 18-21, F 5 Responses Feb 24

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    **WARNING** This is pretty much a vent about my personal life I hate me. I just hate myself so much. I get so worried about the smallest things. Are my fingernails too big? Do the...
    winception winception 13-15, T 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    I just realized how much I hate myself I cant even look at myself in the mirror without crying I hate my personality I cant even talk to people im pathetic and weak and I just want...
    Crystalsgirl08 Crystalsgirl08 13-15, F 16 Responses Feb 7

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    My brother and I just had an argument. He sucks at arguing because of how he drags the focus of the argument to other things. Things like me. He constantly insults me for being...
    DrowningInRed DrowningInRed 13-15, F 6 Responses Feb 13

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    There's really two of me trying to live inside one body. The first me, the one everyone see's is the crazy, loud, fun, easy going, party animal glam guy. That me is always having a...
    FlyingMonkies FlyingMonkies 36-40, M 4 days ago

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    My mother makes me hate myself......I understand that a mother must correct you and stuff. My mother once told me that she hates me when I was in grade 8. she reminds me of...
    Adridee Adridee 16-17, F 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    I hate myself but when I say that I mean I hate everything about me no joke I font like one bit of me. I sit in my room in the dark cuz I'm to afraid to go out in the world and let...
    sexybeast1202 sexybeast1202 13-15, F Feb 10

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    To be completely honest I truly hate myself. Just the way I look and act make's me absolutely sick to my stomach. I have no confidence in the way I look, I feel as though everyone...
    CarsonKid14 CarsonKid14 13-15, M 6 Responses Feb 22

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    Dear everyone, I hate myself. I always have and I do not know why. Looming feelings of inadequacy along with body-image problems have plagued me since roughly the beginning of...
    Systral Systral 22-25, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    i hate myself sometimes , i hate being hurt by other people. I'm sick of falling for people and they rejecting me. I want someone to love me and care for me. I want to be happy
    justa333 justa333 18-21, F 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    I hate myself so much and I can never help but to put myself down every time something positive comes my way.
    theultimatesashacourtney theultimatesashacourtney 13-15, F 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    I am a freshman college student at a small university. I have friends, but I always text first and don't feel met half way by any of them. Some of my friends are sophomores and...
    alec90 alec90 18-21, M 2 Responses Feb 7

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    Well I pretty much hate myself all the time
    silverstrike silverstrike 13-15, M 1 Response Feb 11

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    I just got back from Sadie.. It really ******* sucked. I asked a really good guy friend of mine and discussed it with a chick friend. She then went behind my back and asked him and...
    Sarabell00 Sarabell00 13-15, F Feb 13

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    I relive every moment of the day before I go to sleep and analyze all the times I said or did something stupid. I do this until I hate myself.
    magickmegs magickmegs 26-30, F 1 Response Feb 22

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    I hate myself so much I just want someone to talk to but I guess I'm too much of a freak for anyone to like me :/
    adelinep013 adelinep013 13-15, F 4 Responses Feb 22

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    Whenever I post somthing people go straight ahead and message me I get about 3 new messages from people every time I get on :3 yes I hate myself yes I think my life sucks yes I...
    BiXwolfsXbears BiXwolfsXbears 13-15, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    all i have to do is get online to HATE myself even more and feel more depessed.
    gurldeleted gurldeleted 41-45, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    I want him to let me back in so I don't hate myself anymore but I am so helpless
    elyayamama elyayamama 22-25, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    It hurts when you know all your faults and how you're ruining other people's lives. You become the person you hate the most and your own enemy. It's a constant battle to live when...
    swimswithcrocs swimswithcrocs 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 14

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    "Coz I'm missing you so bad. Now you're not by my side. Guess you could say, it's me who's hurting so bad. After all this time, After all that we've been through, Baby, aren't you...
    trAnSyLvanIanconcuBinE trAnSyLvanIanconcuBinE 26-30, F 2 days ago

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    It's not a new development really, I just take a look at the way I do and say things and think I want to change them the whole time. Self doubt, acting like a child or a stupid...
    HelterSkelter1 HelterSkelter1 22-25, M 2 Responses Feb 12

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    I hate asking for because by the time the person I asked gives me a hand I have almost found my way out of the problem.
    sroonaka616 sroonaka616 18-21 Feb 12

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    I have always had a picture of my honeymoon night all planned in my head. i have always wanted to surprise my husband with a gift that god had given me. i am not a girl that is...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Accept You For Who You Are...................
    goodnites1091 goodnites1091 22-25, M 4 days ago

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    This week has been long and horrible, and IDK if it'll get better. I have been upset about my body and myself. I was doing great in accepting myself and trying to be ok with myself...
    imgivingupnow imgivingupnow 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 22

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    I think it started with my home life. My sister called me a **** for wanting to wear a skirt to school. My dad called me a pig at age 5 because I left a plate on the table. My mom...
    semirelatableteen semirelatableteen 13-15, F Feb 10

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