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I Hate Myself For Doing This to You

For those of us who have made the mistake of hurting someone we love, physically or emotionally. Tell us your story. 29 People

    Look I know we are coworkers

    and I am supposed to be giving my all and know I am not. I have been working less hard every day. And I now realize what you have been doing to cover up that. I felt as if I got a special privileges to not do anything at work. And I sized you up and realize I couldn't beat you...
    Reader1512 Reader1512 18-21, M Nov 15, 2014

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    i wasted your time, i wasted your love.

    i want to return, and do it over. i want to do it right, without ... oh. i wanted to make it a poem, but i can't. i just wish i did it right and not ruin it. it is all my fault.
    HanaKatsuragi HanaKatsuragi 18-21, T Jan 10, 2014

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    This entire day I had been more emotional

    than usual. My eyes were forcing tears I've been holding back for so long. I was alone and overwhelmed with sadness, so I decided to call my dad for some support. My dad is the only person who has genuinely stood by my side through my struggles with this addiction. He is all I...
    addictionbarbie addictionbarbie 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 19, 2014

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    Just Hate Me Please.

    i can stand hate and i can stand torture, but i cant stand your pain, your tears. i wish you would just hate me, want to never see me again... anything but this. i dont want to hear you will be waiting and that you will never leave. leave me please! stop crying, stop trying to...
    DarkAmber DarkAmber 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 24, 2010

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    You just wanted to help,

    but I pushed you away. At the last minute I realized, I needed you more than ever. You talked to me, tried to help. I pushed you away thinking you would never understand, but you do. You do understand. And I hate myself for hurting the only friend I've had in 4 months. In real...
    BlahhHead BlahhHead 13-15, F Jun 10, 2014

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    What A Perfect Group...

    Look M....For all the sh!t i've put you through im very very very sorry....i really am...i know you probably think im bullshItting but it's the truth...Now im going to tell ep our story over the last 2/3 months.M went to have surgery....and since the operation she's been in bits...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Aug 26, 2012

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    he says he loves me but WOW THAT'S A LIFE because this is not how you treat people you love. i may not know much about love but i don't think this is it. i shouldn't cry as much...
    daydreamer27 daydreamer27 16-17, F 1 Response May 24

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    no one likes me, no one is there for me,...everyone thinks im some weird loser kid...prolly am... do i bother staying on this ****** up planet when legit no one wants me?...(hate...
    DaveEatsToast DaveEatsToast 13-15, M 1 Response May 5

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    So, I got 3 C's in school this semester. Honors English, Honors Algebra 2, and Chemistry. I tried so hard to pull them up but failed to do so. My dad sees me as a total...
    koolove101 koolove101 18-21, F May 21

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    My father. He truly thought I could grow into some similar to him. It breaks his heart knowing that I wont amount to what he thought many years ago. I was his dream, now I'm his...
    koolove101 koolove101 18-21, F 2 Responses May 21

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    the list of things I do that disappoint myself and those close to me continues to grow day by day-_-
    cartoonblankets cartoonblankets 18-21, M 2 Responses May 22

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    If I just acted strong and had never trusted anyone, maybe I wouldn't be where I am now. I would have never trusted anyone and regretted it. Maybe I would be happier. I have...
    TiredOfBeingHurt TiredOfBeingHurt 18-21, F 1 Response May 19

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    So the other day I got invited to a party , yeah I was happy about it and pleased .... Only just to realise I got at text message saying' hey sorry some people at my party don't...
    mixedfellings mixedfellings 31-35, F 6 Responses May 21

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    I'm so awesome at ******* up my life. Like, I want a reward. It comes so effortlessly for me. When things are finally going good, I find a way to **** everyone over and ruin it...
    PorcelainGrenade PorcelainGrenade 13-15, F May 12

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    Soooo much. It's terrible. I wish I could stop feeling this way.
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response May 13

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    So I haven't been on here in awhile. I seriously can't take my life anymore. I freaking hate myself. Everything that is going wrong is because of me...or at least that's what...
    BabeFett BabeFett 16-17, F May 3

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    I hate my dad, i hate my family, I hate the fact I was put into this world but most importantly, I hate myself for feeling this way. Please do not comment
    jellyycook jellyycook 18-21, F 1 Response May 13

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    I want to die I can't stand living anymore and being told how selfish I am every fcking day. It tears me apart because I spend half of my time caring about other people and put...
    PaintOverItBlack PaintOverItBlack 22-25, F 5 Responses May 22

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    Why we care about what others think of us? Why am I so care abt what they think? What I want to please them? Why can't I be myself, I hate myself for pretending,I hate those kind...
    lVll lVll 13-15, F a week ago

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    I hate myself for the decisions I have to make
    Stucat Stucat 16-17, M 1 Response May 10

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    I hate everything about me. I have a shy and nice personality and because of that people think of me as a pushover. I hate the way my body looks and how ugly my face is. I am very...
    atr7887 atr7887 26-30, M 1 Response May 6

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    I have two loving parents and two great brothers. My other family is loving-ish but we are dysfunctional and no where near perfect. But I am loved. But this factor just makes me...
    HollowHeart17 HollowHeart17 18-21, F 1 Response May 7

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    Um hey I feel like everybody hates me no one me cares for me I'm just an invisible person because my parents siblings and just everybody think I'm invisible and hate and so I'm...
    kRaZeDmODDeR kRaZeDmODDeR 13-15, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    My body is a prison. I hate every single inch of myself, and sometimes it's unbearable. I am such a disappointment to everyone, including myself, and I'm pretty sure my boyfriend...
    Mickkeyy Mickkeyy 18-21, F 1 Response May 2

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    more than i think i do . i hate myself because of how i am perceived . i hate myself to extent that i cant say why i do. i dont want to have friends because i dont want...
    lonesomedove80 lonesomedove80 31-35, F 2 Responses May 3

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    I hate myself. I have been nothing but a disappointment to everyone in my life. I come from a very affluent family. I went to an amazing private high school that costs more than...
    deekbox deekbox 18-21, M 1 Response 22 hrs ago

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    I'm ugly I have cancer I'm fat No one wants to e my friend And everything seems to be going wrong I don't have a million dollars to buy everything that I need I hate myself...
    Jusjellybean Jusjellybean 18-21, F 8 Responses May 3

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    I legitimately hate myself. I just feel like a pathetic loser. I cried so hard last night that I actually collapsed. I'm buckling under the stress of work and school. And if I can...
    LunarRise LunarRise 22-25, F May 5

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    My mom is the reason why I hate myself so much. I was getting ready tonight and asked her how I looked. She shook her head meaning I looked nice, but her facial expression looked...
    lizygurl lizygurl 18-21, F 3 Responses May 8

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    words can never describe how much i hate myself. i don't blame anyone for not caring about me and no wonder why I always end up alone . how they shut me out and label me...
    lonesomedove80 lonesomedove80 31-35, F 2 Responses May 10

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    i hate myself so much. I'm never good enough. my hairs gross, I hate my eye color, I'm such a negative person, I'm fat I hate my smile and I hate the fact that I overthink way too...
    snj001 snj001 13-15, F 1 Response May 10

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    I hate myself, People think I'm not good enough and I think so.. I hate my body and I really hate my face!
    phoneringing20 phoneringing20 18-21, F 1 Response May 15

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    I hate myself. I hate my life. Really. I feel i'm alone. I really need someone who can understand me. Anyone? I have my friends tho. But i'm not sure if they really were my friends...
    yeahalone yeahalone 13-15 1 Response May 22

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    I'm not sure if I actually hate myself, but my parents make me feel like I should. My dad and step mom just love to tell me what a horrible person I am and how I can never do...
    LiveLoveCoffee LiveLoveCoffee 16-17, F 5 Responses 21 hrs ago

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    It feels like every time I wish or dream something big for myself it happens to my friend instead. Since high school I've been watching her live me dreams while I'm constantly left...
    telliellie telliellie 26-30, F May 6

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    I HATE MYSELF. IM UNDERWEIGHT I LOOK LIKE A MAN. I HATE IT
    ineedhelp122 ineedhelp122 18-21, F 1 Response May 21

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    And it seems I've always hated myself, or hated somebody else. I guess my biggest mistake has always been saying just how I've felt.
    H8M4CH1N3 H8M4CH1N3 13-15, M 1 Response a week ago

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    I hate myself. I can't even begin to explain the pain I feel everyday. I cant listen to music, read books, or watch movies without feeling this emptiness inside. **** you Shelby...
    ToLiveYouMustDie ToLiveYouMustDie 13-15, F 1 day ago

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    My father had a stroke when I was 11 years old, about 14 years ago, since then he lost most of his ability to be a functional member of the society and has been in a mental...
    iggy1296 iggy1296 22-25, M 3 Responses May 5

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    The way i look. The wayi feel how i think why am i so nice. Why i get nervous around teenagers my age i hate myself i just wanna be happy but i can never get there no matter if i...
    tishabanks tishabanks 18-21, F 1 Response May 10

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    I hate myself very much. I am battling depression. i have barely ate anything all day. i keep loosing weight all the time, & more than anything i feel so alone. suicide? take me...
    mekaxoxo mekaxoxo 16-17, F 1 Response May 12

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    I hate myself and my inability to do anything right. I don't give my husband the respect and attention he deserves, I ****** up so bad in the past that he doesn't trust me at all...
    thatonecxnt thatonecxnt 22-25, F 1 Response May 16