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I Hate Myself For Loving Him

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    I hate myself for loving someone

    who doesn't love me back...it's the worst feeling ever.. :/
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jun 22

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    I Hate Myself For Loving Him

    im doing my best just to love me.but the worst thing he's always ignoring me.i cant feel his love.he dont care what i feel,he just love himself.what will i do?
    maddydan maddydan 22-25 1 Response Jul 22, 2013

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    The Biggest Mistake

    I was a girl full of joy & happiness. I am a teen, when I believe it the time of doing mistakes. But I believe I did the biggest mistake of my life, got committed with a guy who I think was never mine. He was a simple guy but as the time passed by he became the best flurt of the...
    mrinalpandey mrinalpandey 16-17, F Nov 13, 2011

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    I Really Do...

    ...hate myself for loving him still. And for even allowing myself to actually have hope and think that he might actually come through; that all of this hasn't been for nothing. That I haven't wasted 2 years of my life waiting for him. I can't walk away and apparently, he can't...
    9Dragonz 9Dragonz 36-40, F 3 Responses Apr 5, 2009

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    He has been in my life for 12 years. We've been married for 5 years. Then he just stopped talking to me. Just ... stopped. 45 days later he asked me when I was going to finally see...
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    I hate myself for all the lies and deception I inflicted on my current boyfriend. I blame my family particularly. I am a cheater and this means I have broken my own value system. I...
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    He is so stubborn and self absorbed or something he wants pity for god knows what and I can't fix him if he doesn't allow i hate that I can't do it and that I care but he never...
    NeverLooseYourFlames NeverLooseYourFlames 13-15, F 2 Responses Sep 14

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    I hate myself the pain and humiliation I caused my parents by marrying outside my religion. I hate myself for for forcing my husband to convert to my religion albeit for show...
    Hbee1980 Hbee1980 31-35, F 3 Responses Aug 23

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    I hate it that I don't know the difference anymore between beautify and lust, so I hate myself for that.
    jack3683 jack3683 16-17, M 4 Responses Aug 29

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    I hate that I always fall into the trap of "don't worry, I'm not like them" or "I would never leave you." But everyone always stays for my good side, the fake me, the me that's...
    OsyriaRose OsyriaRose 16-17, F 6 Responses 2 days ago

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    I hate myself for what has happened in the past. I have hurt my family with secrets.. But I don't know how to say anything... I was raped for a year by a guy who was obsessed...
    YoungLovee15 YoungLovee15 13-15, F 2 Responses Aug 27

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    So about a year ago, I got on a scale and I wasn't happy with what I saw... so I stopped eating. My mom made me start eating again and made me promise not to get back on the scale...
    smpoetry smpoetry 13-15, F 10 Responses Sep 14

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    Maybe it's the fact I work all the time just to survive, but what am I surviving. An empty life. A boring life. A life that goes from work to sleep back to work again. Out of the...
    Humming247 Humming247 22-25, F 6 Responses Aug 28

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    I hate myself. I hate every single inch of myself; my eyes are too dull, my stomach is too fat. I hate how my thighs don't touch but still flatten out too largely when I sit down...
    magickalfiona magickalfiona 18-21 1 Response Sep 14

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    For loving you!!! YOU SUCK!!!!!! You take me for granted at every turn, I show a vulnerable side to you, you spit in my face. I AM DONE WITH YOU! I'm finished! Take your indecisive...
    CongratulationS CongratulationS 22-25, M 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    There are days when I won't be able to do anything but feel. (I say only "feel" because I can't quite find the words. I feel bad about myself and everything else, but not really...
    TwoWastedCigarettes TwoWastedCigarettes 16-17, F 6 days ago

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    I hate my life, I hate my age, I hate my hair, I hate my eyes, I hate every body part I have, I hate my past decisions, I hate my current decisions, I hate my family, I hate my...
    lonelygypsy lonelygypsy 13-15, F 2 Responses Sep 3

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    I hate that im not perfect and full of flaws. I hate that im not good enough for everybody. I hate that i cant make someone feel good or even make them laugh and happy because of...
    saffaismail saffaismail 16-17, F Sep 14

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    My mom hates me. My stepdad hates me. I feel like I should just give up and kill myself. I hate everything about me. I just wanna die. I hate myself more than anyone on the...
    naddo630 naddo630 18-21, F 6 Responses 5 days ago

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    Im almost 18 years old f. and i feel worthless as f-k. Mostly hideous. Im so antisocial and quiet, i cant even make friends like how do you do it? I know others have it worse...
    errror errror 16-17, F 3 Responses Sep 2

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    i really hate myself and everything i did to myself
    unlovednbroken unlovednbroken 18-21, F 3 Responses Aug 24

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    I have hated myself from a very young age. Although my parents never beat me black and blue or locked me in a closet, they played a big role in making me feel completely indequate...
    ridersofrohan ridersofrohan 18-21 1 Response Sep 3

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    Why do I even exist. I was used as a punching bag all throughout elementary, was manipulated several times in middle school, and now I'm being used like a tool. I hate my life, and...
    ilovepie12345 ilovepie12345 13-15, M 2 Responses Sep 5

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    Just went I think about myself. Like being around a lot of people makes me feel ugly, so my mind snaps and I start to believe it and then I hate myself
    jeaaane jeaaane 13-15, F 3 days ago

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    I may not be young for much longer, but I can always be beautiful forever loving myself and continuously striving to be a better person. If that's more than enough for me, then it...
    Aquarius1402 Aquarius1402 22-25, F 1 Response 13 hrs ago

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    I mean I'll start out by saying that I don't hate myself, I just sometimes hate the way I look. I mean have you ever looked in the mirror and just been disgusted by your face? Like...
    MissxThing MissxThing 18-21, F 4 Responses 7 hrs ago

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    I hate myself and how cruel and inhuman I am... but people say im nice... if only they knew how evil i really am.... i want to die....
    NovaLee12 NovaLee12 18-21, F 3 Responses Aug 24

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    I hate myself and i don't know why ?!!!!!
    strangerheart strangerheart 22-25, M 2 Responses Aug 26

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    I hate myself. Life is not going as planned. I'm constantly being pulled away from love because of work. I try my best to be a good boyfriend but women just take advantage of my...
    Bjjallday Bjjallday 26-30, M 1 Response Aug 29

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    I feel bad that I complain about my Problems, when others have it south worse than me, it makes me hate myself even more...
    bluegirlie98 bluegirlie98 13-15, F 4 Responses Aug 30

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    I hate myself. I feel defective. I should be happy. I am a teacher, told I am attractive who has an awesome dog. But I can't connect and now I associate meeting new people with...
    schneiderelli schneiderelli 36-40, M 4 Responses Aug 30

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    I just screwed up another friendship. I really hate myself. Back to cutting I guess...
    gomega98 gomega98 16-17, M 2 Responses Aug 31

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    I did it again. I hurt my friends's feelings. Not the normal "I didn't think that it would hurt them". What I said would hurt anyone in their situation. I just didn't care at the...
    Savi0r Savi0r 18-21, M 1 Response Sep 2

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    Everything is my fault. I drive people away because I automatically assume they're pissed off at me or that they hate me. I get terrified of anger towards me and actually by...
    ChantelSurvived ChantelSurvived 22-25, F 2 Responses Sep 13

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    so since i was in first grade i had self image problems. i was too skinny and too tall got made fun of for it so much. and because of this i had bdd. i dont know how the bdd...
    unlovednbroken unlovednbroken 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 15

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    I feel lost somehow i always fail at some relationship.. seriously.. all of them cheated.. Hahaha.. i feel so used.. -sigh- hopeless romantic awarded to me 1st place Best at being...
    PartyPoison04 PartyPoison04 13-15, F 4 Responses 4 days ago

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    All my friends are "in love" or engaged, and even living on their own with their significant other, or they're in school and know what they're doing with their life and I'm over...
    graveyardghosty graveyardghosty 18-21, F 4 Responses 4 days ago

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    i guess i hated myself....................
    unlovednbroken unlovednbroken 18-21, F 4 Responses 2 days ago

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    I tried to end it tonight. I sat in my shower trying to slit my wrist with a kitchen knife. Unfortunately it was too dull. My bestfriend got more mad at me than ever. She's always...
    IDontEvenKnowAnymore1 IDontEvenKnowAnymore1 13-15, M Aug 23

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    I tried to end it tonight. I sat in my shower trying to slit my wrist with a kitchen knife. Unfortunately it was too dull. My bestfriend got more mad at me than ever. She's always...
    IDontEvenKnowAnymore1 IDontEvenKnowAnymore1 13-15, M 3 Responses Aug 23

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    I honestly hate myself. I'm so dumb and awkward. Nobody wants to be around me especially in school, I basically only have like 1 friend :x which makes me scared as **** for school...
    mandycandy0123 mandycandy0123 16-17, F 7 Responses Aug 28

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    I guess I hate asking for help because I always want to be the one to help others, it's what makes me happy. But lately I've had to come to the realization that you can't pour into...
    jolieember12 jolieember12 18-21, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    You know you’ve come to a low point in your life where you’d wish, practically begged, that your mother should have swallowed you, or aborted you when she had the chance. A...
    EatingSheep EatingSheep 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 13

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    I am going mad. I try to love myself, I really do. People tell me I am intelligent and people tell me that I am beautiful but I just can't see it personally. I try to act...
    teenagefrustration teenagefrustration 18-21, F 7 Responses Sep 4

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    I ******* hate my self so much. I hate everything about me nothing I ever do is good enough or how I look is horrid all the ******* time. I always look gross and ugly everyday. I...
    mymindsalivingnightmare mymindsalivingnightmare 13-15, F 4 Responses Sep 9

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    Ok, I started high school about 2 years ago. On the second day of school I found my first high school crush. His name was Noah, and I slowly (much to my dismay) fell in love with...
    WinterIncandescence WinterIncandescence 16-17, F Aug 25

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    I hate the way I look. My mother has hated me ever since I was born. She never was once my mother. The only mother I have and ever will have is my stepmother. I hate that I was...
    Marisacruz20 Marisacruz20 18-21, F 9 Responses Sep 10

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