I Hate Myself For Loving You

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    I don't want to. I never meant to.

    It hurts every day. You love her more than me. She doesn't see it. She gets to hold you, to kiss you, to be with you yet she chooses not to because I might be on your mind. Yeah I know I own real estate in your heart but she is the landlord. She holds the key. I will...
    Nikolasmom Nikolasmom
    36-40, F
    Nov 4, 2014

    Just Says It All

    Love Joan Jett, love the song and now, more than ever, it means so much. Easier to express feelings with music in my opinion...   Midnight, gettin' uptight. Where are you? You said you'd meet me, now it's quarter to two I know I'm hangin' but I'm still wantin' you. Hey...
    mysplitpersonality mysplitpersonality
    36-40, F
    Aug 7, 2009

    when I had taken care of my ex fiance

    and her family, I threw my life away blinded by what I thought was Love. $90,000 gone, my heart crushed, and you even got physical when I never did!!
    deleted deleted
    Sep 6, 2015

    How long has it been now?

    Four, no, five years sice you left me. Five years since I lied in bed for days while you packed your things. Five years since I last saw you. But still I Love you. We were one for nine years, or this was what I belived. But now I am not so sure. If you ever loved me, how chould...
    stillhet stillhet
    31-35, M
    Jul 27, 2014

    Even I Know You Treat Me Bad.

    I care about you. I can't lie; I do.  I think about you.  I wait for you to call.  I want to kiss and hug and hold you.    You don't care about me.  You don't care, you don't call, you take what you can get from me and leave.   ...
    patchworkofmistakes patchworkofmistakes
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Dec 19, 2009

    I know I'll never kiss you But I can't stop

    thinking of your lips on mine I know I'll never hug you But I can't stop imagining being snug between your arms I know I'll never make love with you But I can't stop dreaming of our entwined passion. I know my boyfriend loves me But it's you I see when I close my eyes at...
    covetanother covetanother
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Sep 28, 2014

    I don't hate myself and I don't love you

    but I'm not happy with myself for coming back to you. You give me reasons to leave but I can't bring myself to give up on you.
    HappyHart5 HappyHart5
    18-21, F
    Nov 4, 2014
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