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I Hate Myself For Missing Him

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    "I Hate Myself For Missing Him" - I hate myself so much right now, for missing him so much. He is the one who hurt me the most, and yet, I still Love him, I have Loved him this...
    DyinToBeLoved DyinToBeLoved 18-21, F 8 Responses Apr 25, 2008

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    How do I unlearn all these things? Waiting for you at night. The sound of the 11 o'clock chime, that means you have gotten off work and have the chance to talk to me. The elegant...
    girlon3rdfloorsuite9 girlon3rdfloorsuite9 26-30, F 1 Response a week ago

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    What else is there to say? I need to stop hoping that he will not be like how he was before. I was so vulnerable it feels like. Being with him broke my heart. But being away, makes...
    Hersheychic Hersheychic 18-21, F Mar 12

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    I Am So Sad And Depressed About This Right Now. - I want him to want me. He is so much more of a man than any man I have ever been with. I adore him, I think his body is...
    shortcake0007 shortcake0007 26-30, F 2 Responses Jul 27, 2011

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    I started talking to this guy in September. We were crazy about each other from the beginning, but we live on opposite sides of the world. We said we wanted to be together and he...
    CaliLove87 CaliLove87 26-30, F 1 Response a week ago

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    Broken Throne... - It wasn't meant to be in this life.... I HATE myself for missing him, I was in love, but I have let go. I've taken steps away but I drink just to stop my...
    TheRealWoman TheRealWoman 31-35, F 8 Responses May 24, 2009

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    I Shouldn't Miss Him - Well, I as everyone else says, I shouldn't still miss him, but I do.  It seems nearly impossible to move on when you just want that one person back...
    Faithful15 Faithful15 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 25, 2009

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    Its True - i miss him... i know he doest deserve anything from me... i know its over... the hopes the dreams of having a great family which i know was a huge possibility before he...
    Sumr Sumr 22-25, F 1 Response May 27, 2009

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    :( - It's stupid really, but when you get used to having someone there all the time and then they can't be there it leaves a huge void.  
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F 31 Responses Feb 6, 2011

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    Its True - i miss him... i know he doest deserve anything from me... i know its over... the hopes the dreams of having a great family which i know was a huge possibility before he...
    Sumr Sumr 22-25, F 3 Responses May 27, 2009

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    I Don't Want to Miss Him - He hasn't called or text me for almost 3 weeks. Last time he texted me, he said he was busy. It's an excuse, I know. I hate him! I didn't want him to ask...
    pepperdoll pepperdoll 31-35, F 4 Responses Apr 30, 2009

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    My boyfriend broke up with me and I feel weak. And there is nothing I hate more in this world than feeling weak. I am not a weak person but I guess when he left he took a part of...
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    I hate the way I look I hate the way I sound they way I make choices the way I talk to people the way I think the way I am as me the way I breathe the way I walk the looks on my...
    Naty13 Naty13 13-15, F 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    Seriously who's going to take me seriously my personality is too contradicting to one another. I have two separate personalities. Brightness : I wish everyone even ones I dislike...
    GrumpyGrouchy GrumpyGrouchy 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 5

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    So I took a psychology test today (hosted by seniors since I'm in high school) and i can't even believe that i did what i did. So i asked someone a question and they had to give an...
    lauren771 lauren771 13-15 6 days ago

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    i have a powerful weapon to use against people who try to hurt me..my scream!i will freakin break their ear drums and if that wont work i have another weapon.. i will cry and call...
    yaysandwich yaysandwich 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 18

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    I was completely serious about calling you my soul mate. The only one I want forever. Why does it have to play out like this? I don't want to have to use my back-up plan. You've...
    Alexdrunkunc Alexdrunkunc 18-21 a week ago

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    Sometimes food just feels so nasty and I just have to try to chew it up enough just to get it to go down my throat 😣😩
    Batchick420 Batchick420 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 25

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    It sucks when you want something more than the other person can give.
    SAN50 SAN50 46-50, F 3 Responses a week ago

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    You may have seen the anime, but the manga is more important... Kojika. She went through something too....
    Alexdrunkunc Alexdrunkunc 18-21 a week ago

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    I push everyone away and wonder why no one stays. I can't keep friends or intimate relationships. All my interactions are online. People at school assume I'm stupid or mute because...
    calicorex4 calicorex4 13-15, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    i have a brother with ADHD, my parents are split up, I don't have a lot of friends and I cant cope anymore! I know im probably no different than any other tennager when saying that...
    scarlet36912 scarlet36912 16-17, F 2 Responses Apr 3

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    I told you guys that I hated myself. Now I am in a messy circumstance and I felt everything was falling apart. I might not finish my degree on time when the financial stance is not...
    InFiDeL0020 InFiDeL0020 26-30, M Mar 24

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    I loved him. I really loved him. I hate myself for still being so madly in love with him. There hasn't been a single day I haven't thought about him ever since I met him. The break...
    nobodyn234 nobodyn234 26-30, M 1 Response Mar 26

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    I hate myself more often than before.. I hate myself because i could never do anything right. I hate myself for not being that strong person before. I hate myself for everything...
    Amature14 Amature14 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 27

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    I hate myself so much that I would always cry whenever I make mistakes. I hate myself so much that I would be glad if I got hurt, because I believe that I deserve it when I suffer...
    Mjnicasio Mjnicasio 13-15 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I hate how I changed when I met my ex. I became this girl looking back that I'm ashamed of. I hate myself for it. Why did I become her? When I look in the mirror I don't hate how I...
    Blueberrybliss Blueberrybliss 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 23

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    I genuinely hate myself, I hate myself for always being my own worst enemy. For always allowing my heart and emotions to drive actions I know will only screw me over in the end but...
    Casinova85 Casinova85 26-30, M 1 Response Mar 25

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    I hate myself for being shy. I'm weird and don't accept myself so I create a big wall around me that I don't let anyone into. Family problems are bad and I have a hard time making...
    XdropintheoceanX XdropintheoceanX 13-15, F 2 Responses Mar 27

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    Sometimes I can't stand the sight of my own reflection. It has nothing to do with the way I look or the way I laugh or the way I smile. It has everything to do with what's inside...
    bbwarner bbwarner 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 31

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    Im a disappointment to everyone. I can't talk to anyone. I hurt. I'm soo afraid to just speak out and talk to someone. I'm afraid of what anyone will think of me. I hate myself for...
    Itsmeiguess Itsmeiguess 16-17, F 2 Responses Apr 7

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    I hate myself for many things
    Empress14 Empress14 13-15, F 4 days ago

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    Yeah, ironic that today is Sunday and later on I'll be in church and I am thinking this right now. But I've done terrible thing. I slept with my cousin. Since we grew apart, we...
    hazelnuts143 hazelnuts143 22-25, F Apr 6

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    I have always hated myself. I remember being a little girl and when people asked what I wanted to be when I grew up, I told them, "and actress so I can pretend to be someone that...
    Breatheuntome Breatheuntome 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 8

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    i could know a person for 2 days and fall in love with them when they give me more attention ( and they will usually like me back ) but it fades pretty fast too when they start...
    jessycarcher jessycarcher 22-25, F 3 Responses Mar 29

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    I started to really hate myself when I was about 9 or 10. I don't know why but as I was going through the day I realized all of the stupid things I do, how pathetic I am and I...
    skinnylittlewrists skinnylittlewrists 16-17, F 6 Responses Mar 31

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    Today is the four year anniversary of my suicide attempt. Normally, we'd be celebrating, me and him. The one who saved my life. The one who I owe my life to. The one who has been...
    ReesesPeaces ReesesPeaces 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 1

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    I'm so ******* ugly and gay. I'm in Salamanca right now for a Spanish study trip. A friend of mine who is in the same guest family is really handsome (I'm not into him), but he...
    Jordy94 Jordy94 18-21, M 2 Responses Apr 6

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    I hate myself. I hate that I was born with depression. I hate that at age ten I already loathed myself to cut. I hate that at age 11 I was already done with experiencing life and...
    Rawrimabeast Rawrimabeast 18-21, F 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    i hate myself when i scared of him.he can control me and this make me crazy,he shout and i just can be shut up !
    psh3146 psh3146 26-30, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I thought that I was making progress in the trek to love myself but I guess not because all I can think is how much I hate myself. No one wants me no one wants to love me. I'm not...
    sharyl1025 sharyl1025 26-30, F 3 Responses Mar 26

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    We're all here for the same reason right? We all hate ourselves. But I don't know if I actually hate myself or I just can't find anything about myself that I like. Or I think...
    caseylouise caseylouise 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 27

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    I have always felt disgusted with myself even from a young age. In middle school to now (Highschool) It has increased dramatically. I hate everything from my weight to my hair...
    patches36 patches36 13-15, F 3 Responses Mar 27

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    Hate. Hate. Hate. Really hate myself. I know I'm not beatiful. I don't have a beautiful face or a beautiful body or beautiful hairs or a beatiful soul. I really hate who I am.
    llilith llilith 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 28

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    I wish I was strong all the time. I wish I wasn't mentally sick, I wish I could be a great person for her. I wish I could be happy and make her happy. I wish I could control my...
    DeniedWings DeniedWings 18-21, M 2 Responses Mar 27

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    I hate that I have so many males to talk to. I want a few females to talk to also. But I hate that every person I've talked to has talked to me about sex at least once. I don't...
    PandaHaven PandaHaven 18-21, F 3 Responses a week ago

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    I am hoping to find some relief in venting about my personal war on fat. I feel a bit narcissistic posting about vanity, but it goes deeper than my exterior appearance. My self...
    peacockskeleton peacockskeleton 26-30, F 4 days ago

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    I think I'm ugly, I hate myself. I wake up everyday, look in the mirror and just get back into bed. It gets me down. I hate me.
    littlemissG littlemissG 13-15, F 11 Responses Mar 19

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    I freakin hate myself so much I feel like I'm worth nothing I'm bothering my bf to much and I feel like he hates me now :(
    nate1234321 nate1234321 13-15, M 2 Responses Mar 20

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    When I make a mistake, I hate myself, I get angry with myself & I want to hurt myself & punish myself!!! I feel worthless. I suffer from depression & social anxiety. I mentally...
    l2thedoublej l2thedoublej 26-30, F 5 Responses Mar 24