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I Hate Myself Most of the Time

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     I FEEL SO DEAD INSIDE EVERYDAY OF MY LIFE!!! I FEEL LIKE A HAVE ALL OF THESE ISSUES THAT I CAN'T WORK THROUGH BECAUSE I AM TOO SCARED TO TALK ABOUT THEM IN FEAR OF JUDGMENT AND REJECTION I DON'T KNOW WHAT I SHOULD DO ANYMORE
    seaxwica seaxwica 18-21 Nov 24, 2008

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    Hate Myself

    I hate myself today I hate how I dont know I hate how I want to go But all I do is stay Stay when I know its wrong In a relationship thats so far gone The mirror lies to me everyday It shows me someone standing there But thats not me She doesn't care I hate myself today I...
    BrokenCry BrokenCry 26-30, F 1 Response Apr 28, 2011

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    Hate...........

    I have CP, I hate it...I don't have controll over my body, I hate it......I knock stuff over, I hate it.......I trip and or fall, I hate itI have no friends, I hate it..........I have no life, I hate it......I don't want to be here I HATE it......I've hated everything for so long...
    cast1971 cast1971 36-40, M 3 Responses Jun 15, 2011

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    Wanting To Change And Be Happy

    I do hate myself most of the time.. because of the way I look. I don't like the way I look :( theres some things I wish I could change. But, sadly there is nothing I can do about it. There is only 1 thing I really hate about myself and that makes me so depressed most of the time...
    imperfect19 imperfect19 18-21, F Oct 26, 2012

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    I hate myself so bad,

    I just want to stop being here. I'm here sitting in a bar on my own and that's so lame.
    rosejonescr rosejonescr 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 6

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    Lonley

    I am 35 years old and about 10 months ago i decided to have a "thing" with a 20 yr old who works with me.This soon turned into love and now he lives with me and helps me care for my 2 kids.He has made alot of positive changes in these last 10 months and for that i am so...
    deara32nnmb deara32nnmb 31-35, F 5 Responses Aug 27, 2008

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    I Feel Uglyyyyyyyyy!

    Am I? here is my face..   and here is my body..   Tell me what you think, and be brutally honest!
    confused122 confused122 18-21 1 Response May 21, 2009

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    I Don't Know

    I dont know who I am or why I am here. Most people who know e and work with me really like me - they think i am smart funny interesting attractive and more. But it takes only a tiny thing to set me off saying I HATE MYSELF I WISH I'd NEVER BEEN ...
    roisindhu roisindhu 46-50, F Feb 8, 2009

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    I **** up so many ******* times. I hate it I can't even pleasure my own transgender boyfriend because I will feel like a 40+ year old sexually touching a 15 Year old and I...
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    mandycandy0123 mandycandy0123 16-17, F 5 Responses Jul 24

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    Traddarker Traddarker 22-25, F 2 Responses Jul 24

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    NothingtoNoOne NothingtoNoOne 26-30, M Jul 24

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    I hate myself for being a boring noone. Thats the reason noone has crush on me EVER.
    lonely4560 lonely4560 31-35, F 1 Response Jul 23

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    So I was tall and skinny my whole life and beautiful but I kept getting bullied for being skinny and I hated myself. And I ruined my face trying to be white. And I am so stupid...
    ihatebeingblack44 ihatebeingblack44 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 23

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    butterflybaby123 butterflybaby123 13-15, F 7 Responses Jul 22

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    Confusion. The mind shattered into pieces from long ago, painstakingly putting it together to see the actions of my past. Was it me or them that struck down the hammer? Better yet...
    NigNog96 NigNog96 18-21, M Jul 22

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    Ah, yes, ugly 'n brooding. Precisely what a girl needs to be.... Yeah, fair warning: I'll be using a bit of sarcasm in this even though I am anything but a sarcastic person...
    Ewoo Ewoo 16-17 1 Response Jul 22

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    and i dont know why everyone hates me so much but maybe i do because now i hate me too and now i really don't see the reason for trying, or for talking, or for breathing im just...
    butterflybaby123 butterflybaby123 13-15, F 6 Responses Jul 19

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    I hate myself for not listening to my head. I hate myself for not breaking it off when I knew I HAD to. I hate myself for not letting it go. I hate myself for not crying when I...
    forevergirly forevergirly 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 18

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    I can go from being okay to hating myself and wanting to kill myself in 5 seconds :(
    butterflybaby123 butterflybaby123 13-15, F 2 Responses Jul 18

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    I hate the way I look, I hate that I'm depressed, I hate everything about me. I'm alone and the women I want to date don't like me and I don't know why.
    Foxmanrox Foxmanrox 22-25, M 2 Responses Jul 17

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    Why so negative, what about 100 reasons you love yourself or like 100 reasons your worth living cause there is definitely some and even if I don't know you, I know there is reasons...
    Emsickles Emsickles 13-15, F Jul 16

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    You hate me? That's fine!.... I hate myself too
    JustineMusey JustineMusey 13-15, F 3 Responses Jul 15

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    I make myself sick. Unstable emotions, I hate one minutes I'm so happy and the next I want to cut my throat open. I'm disgusted by everything about me. From my looks to my...
    FleshEatingBacteria FleshEatingBacteria 18-21, M 2 Responses Jul 15

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    I hate every single thing about me.
    fiji0water0 fiji0water0 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 15

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    Last night I got drunk and my friend was throwing up so her boyfriend took her home and I hung out with these other guys... Well I ended up having sex with both of them and gosh I...
    Nicole1334 Nicole1334 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 15

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    Being around people is draining... Yet being alone is painful. I'm lost and alone, no one understands me, I don't even understand myself. I'm tired of all this built up emotion...
    busybrain busybrain 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 14

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    I hate myself! Normal would be good right about now!
    Zefwed Zefwed 22-25, F 2 Responses Jul 14

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    Today's my birthday. I don't have any plans with anyone. Probably won't be getting any gifts. I don't want expensive things, just something to know someone was thinking about me. I...
    nothingfeelsgreat nothingfeelsgreat 18-21, M 3 Responses Jul 14

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    It's not fair. **** the media. **** celebrities. **** the vast majority of society. They make some many people mentally ill it's not even funny. I feel like in order to be...
    peacesoullove peacesoullove 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 13

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    I really really wish I wasn't here, I wish I was never born, and I know no one wants me here. including myself, I'm close to killing myself, everyday I live is just a constant...
    PleasureOverMatter PleasureOverMatter 22-25, M 2 Responses Jul 12

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    In my parents eyes, most everything I do is wrong. If I try to learn from my mistake and fix it I get yelled at as well. I don't know what's right from wrong anymore. How can I...
    brandonflowers brandonflowers 13-15, F Jul 12

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