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I Hate Myself Most of the Time

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    I Don't Know

    I dont know who I am or why I am here. Most people who know e and work with me really like me - they think i am smart funny interesting attractive and more. But it takes only a tiny thing to set me off saying I HATE MYSELF I WISH I'd NEVER BEEN ...
    roisindhu roisindhu 46-50, F Feb 8, 2009

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    Hate Myself

    I hate myself today I hate how I dont know I hate how I want to go But all I do is stay Stay when I know its wrong In a relationship thats so far gone The mirror lies to me everyday It shows me someone standing there But thats not me She doesn't care I hate myself today I...
    BrokenCry BrokenCry 26-30, F 1 Response Apr 28, 2011

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    Numb Inside

     I FEEL SO DEAD INSIDE EVERYDAY OF MY LIFE!!! I FEEL LIKE A HAVE ALL OF THESE ISSUES THAT I CAN'T WORK THROUGH BECAUSE I AM TOO SCARED TO TALK ABOUT THEM IN FEAR OF JUDGMENT AND REJECTION I DON'T KNOW WHAT I SHOULD DO ANYMORE
    seaxwica seaxwica 18-21 Nov 24, 2008

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    I Feel Uglyyyyyyyyy!

    Am I? here is my face..   and here is my body..   Tell me what you think, and be brutally honest!
    confused122 confused122 18-21 1 Response May 21, 2009

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    Wanting To Change And Be Happy

    I do hate myself most of the time.. because of the way I look. I don't like the way I look :( theres some things I wish I could change. But, sadly there is nothing I can do about it. There is only 1 thing I really hate about myself and that makes me so depressed most of the time...
    imperfect19 imperfect19 18-21, F Oct 26, 2012

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    Hate...........

    I have CP, I hate it...I don't have controll over my body, I hate it......I knock stuff over, I hate it.......I trip and or fall, I hate itI have no friends, I hate it..........I have no life, I hate it......I don't want to be here I HATE it......I've hated everything for so long...
    cast1971 cast1971 36-40, M 3 Responses Jun 15, 2011

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    I hate myself so bad,

    I just want to stop being here. I'm here sitting in a bar on my own and that's so lame.
    rosejonescr rosejonescr 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 6

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    Lonley

    I am 35 years old and about 10 months ago i decided to have a "thing" with a 20 yr old who works with me.This soon turned into love and now he lives with me and helps me care for my 2 kids.He has made alot of positive changes in these last 10 months and for that i am so...
    deara32nnmb deara32nnmb 31-35, F 5 Responses Aug 27, 2008

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    i hate myself i hate my body, my face,my hair i hate how i walk,how i talk i hate looking into mirror i hate how i cant talk to people like a normal person i hate that i see myself...
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    **WARNING** This is pretty much a vent about my personal life I hate me. I just hate myself so much. I get so worried about the smallest things. Are my fingernails too big? Do the...
    winception winception 13-15, T 3 Responses Mar 3

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    I've battle with this for many years.The sad part is it came from out of many years of dealing with the stress of trying to be all things to all people.I was a very strong fit...
    AfanOfbigNaturals AfanOfbigNaturals 41-45, M 4 Responses Mar 18

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    I really can't get myself most of the time. I am a funny person but my mood change quickly. I always fake a smile. I am fine at one moment and then the next I hate myself and I don...
    RedThatDescribesMe RedThatDescribesMe 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 15

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    every time I pass a mirror I look at myself and say I am so freaking ugly. everyone tells me I'm pretty but I know that is so not true. I hate myself. I'm nothing. I'm a failure...
    DontKnow2013 DontKnow2013 18-21, F 17 Responses 2 days ago

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    I overheard of a expression that if a person hate of being along equally means he hate himself,cause he don't want to spend time with himself.In that case,I think no one really not...
    rexxar111 rexxar111 26-30, M Mar 9

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    There's a bloodhound in me. One that possesses not the dignity of a dog trained to hunt, and one anyone knows isn't even as cool as any dog. Still. It's there and though it doesn...
    Ewoo Ewoo 16-17 Mar 16

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    My mother makes me hate myself......I understand that a mother must correct you and stuff. My mother once told me that she hates me when I was in grade 8. she reminds me of...
    Adridee Adridee 16-17, F 3 Responses Mar 2

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    I hate myself so much and I can never help but to put myself down every time something positive comes my way.
    theultimatesashacourtney theultimatesashacourtney 13-15, F 3 Responses Mar 3

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    I hate being me. I am 22 and have not achieved anything in life. I have a social anxiety disorder and terrible public speaking skills. people make fun of everything I do. the way I...
    thequietgirl93 thequietgirl93 22-25, F 7 Responses Mar 13

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    It got really bad today. I was seriosuly considering suicide, and now I hate myself for feeling that low. I hate my life and I hate myself and I don't want to go on living like...
    namelessentity namelessentity 13-15 3 Responses Mar 13

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    I seriously just want to rip my eyes out so I don't have to look at myself. I hate myself. I hate the way I look. I am a failure at 21 I feel so horrible. I just don't tell anyone...
    niafiend niafiend 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 18

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    I don't know how to stop being so self loathing. Maybe if I was a better person and I actually did what I could be proud of, I wouldn't hate myself so much. I don't want to go the...
    stellag23 stellag23 22-25, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    I look in the mirror and see myself just this worthless person in front of me. Sure some say I'm handsome while others say I'm ok. But my eyes dont lie I hate myself I hate how I...
    kankuro18 kankuro18 18-21, M 4 Responses Mar 5

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    I hate myself because I have never been good at keeping and maintaining relationships, be it with friends or family, colleagues or teachers, or neighbors. I've come to realize that...
    abhisainani abhisainani 26-30, M 1 Response Mar 7

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    I suck. I am a horrible person. I hurt the people I love. I lie through my teeth. I do not do my homework. I can not tell family I love them. I always want to make people laugh so...
    molliee151 molliee151 22-25, F 3 Responses Mar 7

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    I'm just so sick of everything. I want to cut. I don't even know why; it wouldn't help in any way. It'd maybe stop me thinking for a few seconds, but that's about it. I just hate...
    kaleidoscopic21 kaleidoscopic21 13-15, F Mar 9

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    Dear everyone, I hate myself. I always have and I do not know why. Looming feelings of inadequacy along with body-image problems have plagued me since roughly the beginning of...
    Systral Systral 22-25, M 1 Response Feb 27

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    I could barely look at myself in the mirror. I wish I could take pictures of myself without disgust. I wish I was one of the cool guys that can talk to girls. I hate myself so much...
    ForeverALoser ForeverALoser 22-25, M 4 Responses Mar 15

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    Yesterday I competed at the state academic team thing in Louisville. And I made so many mistakes. I don't know if I'll be able to forgive myself for some of this. I'll always be...
    AshleyWCSloth AshleyWCSloth 16-17, F 4 Responses Mar 16

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    i hate myself sometimes , i hate being hurt by other people. I'm sick of falling for people and they rejecting me. I want someone to love me and care for me. I want to be happy
    justa333 justa333 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 2

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    i hate myself i hate everything about me
    givenupforever givenupforever 22-25, F 3 Responses Mar 5

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    I hate myself so freaking much!!! I tell myself i'm going to runaway and i tell my friends and i say goodbye but then i freaking go sickeningly weak! I just had to read those old...
    AleaAndLexi AleaAndLexi 13-15, F 3 Responses Mar 11

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    I want him to let me back in so I don't hate myself anymore but I am so helpless
    elyayamama elyayamama 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 3

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    I had a wonderful loving, sweet amazing boyfriend who I loved with all my heart and I treated him like a doormat. I broke his heart, I stomped on it and spit on it and laughed...
    revoirpendant revoirpendant 36-40 1 Response Mar 14

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    I feel PATHETIC. And I hate myself.
    MevsLife MevsLife 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 18

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    There's really two of me trying to live inside one body. The first me, the one everyone see's is the crazy, loud, fun, easy going, party animal glam guy. That me is always having a...
    FlyingMonkies FlyingMonkies 36-40, M Feb 28

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    Sometimes I can ignore it, act like I really don't. Mostly it's for show, though, like in nature when a hurt animal wont show that it's hurt no matter how much pain it's in for...
    graveyardghosty graveyardghosty 18-21, F Mar 11

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    I want to say to the strangers, "please, do not look at me more than once." Frustration nibbles away at my nerves whenever someone keeps glancing my way. I don't look back as to...
    Ewoo Ewoo 16-17 Mar 11

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    From 6th grade to now which now 10th I was called ugly by multiple people most of the people I've ever met have said it,but yesterday for the first time a girl I never saw before...
    wassup305 wassup305 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 13

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    I hate my self I hate my self I hate my self I hate my self I hate my self I hate my self I hate my self I hate my self I hate my self I hate my self I hate my self I hate my self...
    barbish barbish 18-21, F 4 Responses 4 days ago

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    No matter how many times people tell me i'm a good person I feel fundamentally evil. I hate everything about myself, the way I look and the way I talk. I feel like I contribute...
    LinkinParkMuse LinkinParkMuse 26-30, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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