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I Hate Myself Most of the Time

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    Hate Myself

    I hate myself today I hate how I dont know I hate how I want to go But all I do is stay Stay when I know its wrong In a relationship thats so far gone The mirror lies to me everyday It shows me someone standing there But thats not me She doesn't care I hate myself today I...
    BrokenCry BrokenCry 26-30, F 1 Response Apr 28, 2011

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    Lonley

    I am 35 years old and about 10 months ago i decided to have a "thing" with a 20 yr old who works with me.This soon turned into love and now he lives with me and helps me care for my 2 kids.He has made alot of positive changes in these last 10 months and for that i am so...
    deara32nnmb deara32nnmb 31-35, F 5 Responses Aug 27, 2008

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    Hate...........

    I have CP, I hate it...I don't have controll over my body, I hate it......I knock stuff over, I hate it.......I trip and or fall, I hate itI have no friends, I hate it..........I have no life, I hate it......I don't want to be here I HATE it......I've hated everything for so long...
    cast1971 cast1971 36-40, M 3 Responses Jun 15, 2011

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    I Don't Know

    I dont know who I am or why I am here. Most people who know e and work with me really like me - they think i am smart funny interesting attractive and more. But it takes only a tiny thing to set me off saying I HATE MYSELF I WISH I'd NEVER BEEN ...
    roisindhu roisindhu 46-50, F Feb 8, 2009

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    Numb Inside

     I FEEL SO DEAD INSIDE EVERYDAY OF MY LIFE!!! I FEEL LIKE A HAVE ALL OF THESE ISSUES THAT I CAN'T WORK THROUGH BECAUSE I AM TOO SCARED TO TALK ABOUT THEM IN FEAR OF JUDGMENT AND REJECTION I DON'T KNOW WHAT I SHOULD DO ANYMORE
    seaxwica seaxwica 18-21 Nov 24, 2008

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    I Feel Uglyyyyyyyyy!

    Am I? here is my face..   and here is my body..   Tell me what you think, and be brutally honest!
    confused122 confused122 18-21 1 Response May 21, 2009

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    Wanting To Change And Be Happy

    I do hate myself most of the time.. because of the way I look. I don't like the way I look :( theres some things I wish I could change. But, sadly there is nothing I can do about it. There is only 1 thing I really hate about myself and that makes me so depressed most of the time...
    imperfect19 imperfect19 18-21, F Oct 26, 2012

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    I hate that I keep trying to keep our relationship going when he doesn't even want to be with me :( I'm tired of forcing this. I hate myself..it's all my fault :'( I wish I could...
    Rdelat Rdelat 18-21, F 17 hrs ago

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    I hate myself or being weak, for being caring, sympathetic all these useless things that make the persona weak. I hate myself for bringing the pain on myself from my own...
    Ic3Queen Ic3Queen 22-25, F Nov 24

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    I am disgusting in every way possible... I'm too fat, too ugly. I am extremely slow, and fast at the wrong times. I'm a cold girl, most of the times I do not care about anyone...
    Dementxa Dementxa 13-15, F 2 Responses Nov 21

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    I hate myself. I know people don't like me. I hate my gender and my skin colour. I hate that I have issues understanding words when others speak to me. I can't finish projects...
    zvezdnyy zvezdnyy 22-25, F 2 Responses Dec 1

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    All of the choices I've made in life have made me into who I am today, and I deeply regret most of those choices. Although, my future choices are uncertain as I have yet to...
    DarkestDespair DarkestDespair 36-40, M Dec 5

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    I hate myself. I hate being so stupid, and not being good at anything. I hate my face, my nose, my cheeks, my lips, and my eyes. I hate my personality, and my laugh. I hate the way...
    Missprincessgabby Missprincessgabby 16-17, F 3 Responses Nov 24

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    I was raped a little over a year ago, and my body is just damaged goods to me now. I hate it. I am a recovering self harmer, so it's scarred all over. I even have my exes initial...
    BrokenAndBetrayed612 BrokenAndBetrayed612 18-21, M 3 Responses Nov 29

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    I hate myself because I am not pretty. I am bull headed and clumsy. Forgetful and unkind at times. Have bad grades and am a disappointment to me, my friends, and my family. I seek...
    DesyMckenzie DesyMckenzie 13-15, F Nov 27

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    i hate myself but I'm smarter than most of u so it makes it ok
    Angelcum Angelcum 18-21, F 24 Responses Dec 2

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    I have been trying to learn not to hate myself, to know myself as I truly am. I found this book: http://www.peace.ca/powerofnow.htm, It really helped. I learned to stop seeing my...
    PurpleGlassPalace PurpleGlassPalace 26-30, M 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    I hate myself..People always take avantaged from me. I know it but i don't know how to deny. I care their poeple feeling too much but they don't care my feeling. I cannot really...
    chombongkoch chombongkoch 31-35, F Dec 2

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    I hate my heart for being stubborn. I hate my mind for keeping our memories alive. I hate my eyes when they see your face. I hate my ears when they hear your name I hate my voice...
    susieibeth susieibeth 18-21, F Dec 10

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    I do hate myself I hate the person I see when I look in the mirror I hate the fact that I'm so nice to others and love to help others and always their for others but when it my...
    Bre142 Bre142 18-21, F 4 Responses 6 days ago

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    THE AFTERMATH... I LOVE GOD FOR MAKING ME, NOT ONLY AS A HUMAN, BUT AS AN INCAPABLE HUMAN... MAYBE IT WAS MEANT FOR ME TO SUFFER... I KNOW MY DESTINY... I LOVE YOU MY DEAR...
    ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT 26-30, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I was with a friend today. while we were talking, he stopped a minute and looked very carefully at my face, he told me that he doesn't believe I don't care about anything because I...
    SwansongForARaven SwansongForARaven 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 30

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    I hate my body. My life. Just me. The way I look especially. I'm never first choice, never is never was. I'm not even an option....ppl in my class call me a mistake, annoying...
    TheLoner1234 TheLoner1234 13-15, F 2 Responses Nov 30

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    I don't know I have this terrible gut feeling & I just hate myself so much I hate who I am physically & emotionally I want to kill myself so badly but something's stopping me & it...
    kencity kencity 18-21, F 4 Responses Dec 9

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    I hate myself I hate my looks I hate my life I hate my body i hate my hair I hate my height I hate my voice I hate my thoughts
    prettybrowneyes1993 prettybrowneyes1993 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 10

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    I hate myself so much for who i am. My life has been a struggle. I never found true love, im crazy addicted to horror movies personality. I hate myself for this strange disorders...
    angel8i angel8i 31-35 2 Responses Dec 9

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    I'm fat, ugly, 'too religious', hated, my mom hates me, not good enough, not smart enough, disgusting, and much more. I make so many mistakes and I just hate myself for everything...
    pxthetic pxthetic 13-15, F 2 Responses Nov 23

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    I know I really shouldn't. I have to spend every minute of every day with myself. If there's one person I should care about it would be me. I thought if someone else loved me I...
    theoneleftme theoneleftme 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 24

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    I'm currently trying to starve myself and work out. I don't know why but I feel like I do that I'll feel better in myself.. I hate myself so much. If I had the opportunity to kill...
    oxoxJillianxoxo oxoxJillianxoxo 13-15, F 3 Responses Nov 30

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    I get those days when I hate myself so much. I've always had the self destruction feeling in my mind but I try to ignore it. Some days it's really hard and I have a strong urge to...
    ponycupcake ponycupcake 18-21, F 3 Responses Nov 30

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    I walk with confidence but I truly hate myself. The only thing I want to ever do is sleep. It's the only time I feel good. I've realized I like being in bed because I can't be...
    walkinwonder walkinwonder 16-17, F 3 Responses Dec 1

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    I hate myself sometimes i mean all the time i wish i was dead or never born
    Mizo0217 Mizo0217 18-21, M 3 Responses Dec 3

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    I know hate is a strong word but I'm gonna say this I hate myself I hate having an eating disorder and a bunch of other stuff
    relapsing14 relapsing14 13-15, F 1 Response Dec 4

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    Around 6 months ago I was going through a terribly hard time. I was partying like crazy, had no money, and no self esteem. These photographers asked two of my friends and me to...
    Liz967 Liz967 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 11

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    I hate that I left my wife. Ever since I left I have missed her so much. A few months ago we signed the papers. It was so hard too but I did it. She was the world to me and still...
    mophasa mophasa 36-40, M 1 Response Dec 11

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    I'm falling apart. I had a bad childhood which I got through. I thought I was strong. I told myself I'd never do.. it. I'm doing it... I'm so disappointed but I'm numb. I bottled...
    WeCouldBeDead WeCouldBeDead 16-17, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    well here's my story. everyday i wake up thinking to myself don't let them get to you. It clearly never works because without them even needing to say a word i know its me they're...
    misslettinggo misslettinggo 13-15, F Nov 22

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    I hate myself so much. I wish I was smart like"normal" people,and I wish I wasn't ugly. I'm not going to graduate because I will never pass algebra 1 or biology topics how pathetic...
    wassup305 wassup305 13-15, F 4 Responses Nov 27

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    I hate what I'm becoming :( And I can't seem to stop it even when my brain is telling me to stop or this is not you or don't think this way. It seems that the only way to make me...
    LoveJaney LoveJaney 36-40, F 3 Responses Dec 12

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    she decided to leave me for good i never thought she would i always assumed she'd be there for me shows just how wrong i was i hate myself now she hates me too
    itsalwaysme80 itsalwaysme80 31-35, M 1 Response a week ago

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    I used say...I don't.I won't.I CANT hate myself....but I do.Sometimes I just look at myself....I think about myself and I just feel disgusted.... ashamed... unworthy...terrible. It...
    irreelevance irreelevance 16-17, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    Its becoming easier and easier to hate myself more and more.... thanks.... </3
    imgivingupnow imgivingupnow 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 22

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    I hate myself becuase of my brain is stupid.
    Sentoat Sentoat 16-17, M 1 Response Dec 5

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    I hate myself so ******* much. Just everything about me is horrible
    EternallyHeartBroken EternallyHeartBroken 13-15, F 4 Responses Dec 10

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    I haven't let myself feel anything for the last 7 years. Sure, I've put on the appropriate faces for the right occassion. Grief, forced happiness, sadness...tonight I don't know...
    MsInked511 MsInked511 26-30, F 1 Response 17 hrs ago

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