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I Hate Myself Most of the Time

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     I FEEL SO DEAD INSIDE EVERYDAY OF MY LIFE!!! I FEEL LIKE A HAVE ALL OF THESE ISSUES THAT I CAN'T WORK THROUGH BECAUSE I AM TOO SCARED TO TALK ABOUT THEM IN FEAR OF JUDGMENT AND REJECTION I DON'T KNOW WHAT I SHOULD DO ANYMORE
    seaxwica seaxwica 18-21 Nov 24, 2008

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    Hate Myself

    I hate myself today I hate how I dont know I hate how I want to go But all I do is stay Stay when I know its wrong In a relationship thats so far gone The mirror lies to me everyday It shows me someone standing there But thats not me She doesn't care I hate myself today I...
    BrokenCry BrokenCry 26-30, F 1 Response Apr 28, 2011

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    Lonley

    I am 35 years old and about 10 months ago i decided to have a "thing" with a 20 yr old who works with me.This soon turned into love and now he lives with me and helps me care for my 2 kids.He has made alot of positive changes in these last 10 months and for that i am so...
    deara32nnmb deara32nnmb 31-35, F 5 Responses Aug 27, 2008

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    I hate myself so bad,

    I just want to stop being here. I'm here sitting in a bar on my own and that's so lame.
    rosejonescr rosejonescr 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 6

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    Hate...........

    I have CP, I hate it...I don't have controll over my body, I hate it......I knock stuff over, I hate it.......I trip and or fall, I hate itI have no friends, I hate it..........I have no life, I hate it......I don't want to be here I HATE it......I've hated everything for so long...
    cast1971 cast1971 36-40, M 3 Responses Jun 15, 2011

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    I Don't Know

    I dont know who I am or why I am here. Most people who know e and work with me really like me - they think i am smart funny interesting attractive and more. But it takes only a tiny thing to set me off saying I HATE MYSELF I WISH I'd NEVER BEEN ...
    roisindhu roisindhu 46-50, F Feb 8, 2009

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    I Feel Uglyyyyyyyyy!

    Am I? here is my face..   and here is my body..   Tell me what you think, and be brutally honest!
    confused122 confused122 18-21 1 Response May 21, 2009

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    Wanting To Change And Be Happy

    I do hate myself most of the time.. because of the way I look. I don't like the way I look :( theres some things I wish I could change. But, sadly there is nothing I can do about it. There is only 1 thing I really hate about myself and that makes me so depressed most of the time...
    imperfect19 imperfect19 18-21, F Oct 26, 2012

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    words can never describe how much i hate myself. i don't blame anyone for not caring about me and no wonder why I always end up alone . how they shut me out and label me...
    lonesomedove80 lonesomedove80 31-35, F 2 Responses May 10

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    I hate my dad, i hate my family, I hate the fact I was put into this world but most importantly, I hate myself for feeling this way. Please do not comment
    jellyycook jellyycook 18-21, F 1 Response May 13

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    Weird, I know. Sometimes I cry, inside I'm often sad but have to put on a brave face for the world. I feel guilt sometimes.
    Michaelx5 Michaelx5 18-21 1 day ago

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    I have two loving parents and two great brothers. My other family is loving-ish but we are dysfunctional and no where near perfect. But I am loved. But this factor just makes me...
    HollowHeart17 HollowHeart17 18-21, F 1 Response May 7

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    My father had a stroke when I was 11 years old, about 14 years ago, since then he lost most of his ability to be a functional member of the society and has been in a mental...
    iggy1296 iggy1296 22-25, M 3 Responses May 5

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    I want to die I can't stand living anymore and being told how selfish I am every fcking day. It tears me apart because I spend half of my time caring about other people and put...
    PaintOverItBlack PaintOverItBlack 22-25, F 5 Responses 4 days ago

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    So I haven't been on here in awhile. I seriously can't take my life anymore. I freaking hate myself. Everything that is going wrong is because of me...or at least that's what...
    BabeFett BabeFett 16-17, F May 3

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    I hate myself I hate my hair I hate my eyes my laugh my lips my arms my fingers my cheeks my voice my ears my skin my weight my mind my size my toes my freckles my jaw my thugs my...
    Sadfate Sadfate 18-21, F 3 Responses Apr 28

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    My body is a prison. I hate every single inch of myself, and sometimes it's unbearable. I am such a disappointment to everyone, including myself, and I'm pretty sure my boyfriend...
    Mickkeyy Mickkeyy 18-21, F 2 Responses May 2

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    I hate everything about me. I have a shy and nice personality and because of that people think of me as a pushover. I hate the way my body looks and how ugly my face is. I am very...
    atr7887 atr7887 26-30, M 1 Response May 6

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    It feels like every time I wish or dream something big for myself it happens to my friend instead. Since high school I've been watching her live me dreams while I'm constantly left...
    telliellie telliellie 26-30, F May 6

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    more than i think i do . i hate myself because of how i am perceived . i hate myself to extent that i cant say why i do. i dont want to have friends because i dont want...
    lonesomedove80 lonesomedove80 31-35, F 2 Responses May 3

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    On the outside I almost seem to be so successful, and have so much potential, but I'm dead inside. I hate myself. I'm locked in a constant downwards spiral of *********** and self...
    Ironman2219 Ironman2219 18-21, M 1 Response May 1

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    I'm ugly I have cancer I'm fat No one wants to e my friend And everything seems to be going wrong I don't have a million dollars to buy everything that I need I hate myself...
    Jusjellybean Jusjellybean 18-21, F 8 Responses May 3

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    I legitimately hate myself. I just feel like a pathetic loser. I cried so hard last night that I actually collapsed. I'm buckling under the stress of work and school. And if I can...
    LunarRise LunarRise 22-25, F May 5

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    i hate myself so much. I'm never good enough. my hairs gross, I hate my eye color, I'm such a negative person, I'm fat I hate my smile and I hate the fact that I overthink way too...
    snj001 snj001 13-15, F 1 Response May 10

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    I hate myself very much. I am battling depression. i have barely ate anything all day. i keep loosing weight all the time, & more than anything i feel so alone. suicide? take me...
    mekaxoxo mekaxoxo 16-17, F 1 Response May 12

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    I hate myself, People think I'm not good enough and I think so.. I hate my body and I really hate my face!
    phoneringing20 phoneringing20 18-21, F 1 Response May 15

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    I don't need answers I just wanted to release my thoughts and say how much I hate myself. I'm weak and stupid, I can't make right choices by my own and all I'm good at is crying. I...
    Booktiful Booktiful 13-15, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I hate myself. I hate my life. Really. I feel i'm alone. I really need someone who can understand me. Anyone? I have my friends tho. But i'm not sure if they really were my friends...
    yeahalone yeahalone 13-15 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Why we care about what others think of us? Why am I so care abt what they think? What I want to please them? Why can't I be myself, I hate myself for pretending,I hate those kind...
    lVll lVll 13-15, F 23 hrs ago

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    My mom is the reason why I hate myself so much. I was getting ready tonight and asked her how I looked. She shook her head meaning I looked nice, but her facial expression looked...
    lizygurl lizygurl 18-21, F 3 Responses May 8

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    I HATE MYSELF. IM UNDERWEIGHT I LOOK LIKE A MAN. I HATE IT
    ineedhelp122 ineedhelp122 18-21, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    And it seems I've always hated myself, or hated somebody else. I guess my biggest mistake has always been saying just how I've felt.
    H8M4CH1N3 H8M4CH1N3 13-15, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I hate myself for the decisions I have to make
    Stucat Stucat 16-17, M 1 Response May 10

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    The way i look. The wayi feel how i think why am i so nice. Why i get nervous around teenagers my age i hate myself i just wanna be happy but i can never get there no matter if i...
    tishabanks tishabanks 18-21, F May 10

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    I hate myself and my inability to do anything right. I don't give my husband the respect and attention he deserves, I ****** up so bad in the past that he doesn't trust me at all...
    thatonecxnt thatonecxnt 22-25, F 1 Response May 16

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    I hate myself, and I can't say it in another way
    deleted deleted 26-30 a week ago

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    I'm here again tonight, just when i thought i should have by now feeling more better about myself after the short escape from the hermit shell i've been self-confined in - I'm not...
    jessycarcher jessycarcher 22-25, F May 9

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    I've been having a hard time finding any kind of feelings about anything lately. Nothing excites me anymore. Life just never seems to move forward to me. I'm mostly the same person...
    ianbrewman ianbrewman 26-30, T 2 Responses May 14

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    I literally have to talk to people who do nothing but put my down and treat me like trash just to have anyone to talk to at all, I am extremely socially shy and awkward because...
    Metalgamer Metalgamer 13-15, M May 5

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    i hate how i look. i hate how i cant be who i want to be. i hate how i am embrassed about going anywhere. i look like a skinny man. i hate how dark my skin is. i hate how i have...
    ineedhelp122 ineedhelp122 18-21, F 1 Response May 12

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    I had a good morning today and yes, I hate waking up because it's cold outside of the bed, but I was okay. I actually spent time with my mum and talked to her and went shopping...
    TunedOut TunedOut 16-17, F 2 Responses May 3

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    It's so hard to feel good about yourself when you are constantly comparing yourself to your best friend. She's everything I wish I could be, funny, popular, gorgeous, skinny...
    KakeLove KakeLove 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 28

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