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I Hate Myself Most of the Time

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    Hate...........

    I have CP, I hate it...I don't have controll over my body, I hate it......I knock stuff over, I hate it.......I trip and or fall, I hate itI have no friends, I hate it..........I have no life, I hate it......I don't want to be here I HATE it......I've hated everything for so long...
    cast1971 cast1971 36-40, M 3 Responses Jun 15, 2011

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    Lonley

    I am 35 years old and about 10 months ago i decided to have a "thing" with a 20 yr old who works with me.This soon turned into love and now he lives with me and helps me care for my 2 kids.He has made alot of positive changes in these last 10 months and for that i am so...
    deara32nnmb deara32nnmb 31-35, F 5 Responses Aug 27, 2008

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    Hate Myself

    I hate myself today I hate how I dont know I hate how I want to go But all I do is stay Stay when I know its wrong In a relationship thats so far gone The mirror lies to me everyday It shows me someone standing there But thats not me She doesn't care I hate myself today I...
    BrokenCry BrokenCry 26-30, F 1 Response Apr 28, 2011

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    I hate myself so bad,

    I just want to stop being here. I'm here sitting in a bar on my own and that's so lame.
    rosejonescr rosejonescr 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 6

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    Wanting To Change And Be Happy

    I do hate myself most of the time.. because of the way I look. I don't like the way I look :( theres some things I wish I could change. But, sadly there is nothing I can do about it. There is only 1 thing I really hate about myself and that makes me so depressed most of the time...
    imperfect19 imperfect19 18-21, F Oct 26, 2012

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    Numb Inside

     I FEEL SO DEAD INSIDE EVERYDAY OF MY LIFE!!! I FEEL LIKE A HAVE ALL OF THESE ISSUES THAT I CAN'T WORK THROUGH BECAUSE I AM TOO SCARED TO TALK ABOUT THEM IN FEAR OF JUDGMENT AND REJECTION I DON'T KNOW WHAT I SHOULD DO ANYMORE
    seaxwica seaxwica 18-21 Nov 24, 2008

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    I Don't Know

    I dont know who I am or why I am here. Most people who know e and work with me really like me - they think i am smart funny interesting attractive and more. But it takes only a tiny thing to set me off saying I HATE MYSELF I WISH I'd NEVER BEEN ...
    roisindhu roisindhu 46-50, F Feb 8, 2009

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    I Feel Uglyyyyyyyyy!

    Am I? here is my face..   and here is my body..   Tell me what you think, and be brutally honest!
    confused122 confused122 18-21 1 Response May 21, 2009

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    There are days like today where I just absolutely hate myself and I wish I was dead.... Why does it have to be so hard for me all the time, Why am I this person, Why do i have to...
    Kanza00 Kanza00 22-25 4 hrs ago

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    It's just that for years I have felt like it's shameful to love myself. I'm also afraid to allow myself to be proud of myself or confident because I feel like I'll turn into a...
    TheEnduringSunrise TheEnduringSunrise 18-21, F 10 hrs ago

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    This is kind of a mix between hating myself, and having anxiety. I hate the way I think and feel when my bf plays video games with other females. I know it has almost everything to...
    MammaWolfie MammaWolfie 22-25, F 1 Response 13 hrs ago

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    You love someone so much that they become your daily life and then one day they just up and leave.... I don't hate myself but I do hate what I'm becoming..... Sitting in my empty...
    Arizv11 Arizv11 22-25, M 1 Response 17 hrs ago

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    I have a deep problem I can't think anything good about me.Like every time I look at a boy I think to myself "I can never have him as a boyfriend I'm too ugly " I don't know what...
    LovingElement13 LovingElement13 13-15, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I really hate myself most of the time, not sometimes.
    wedgieshurtalot wedgieshurtalot 16-17, F 3 days ago

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    I'm a failure to myself, my family, and my friends! I can't do anything right. I try to do everything for people but it's never good enough. They always compare me to everyone else...
    sm1ttay sm1ttay 16-17, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    more like all the time.....
    felicitydunlap felicitydunlap 13-15, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    The person I am. The way I think. The way I look. I hate everything about myself I constantly question my whole existence. I wanna look pretty and not be lied to I wanna feel...
    loveyourselmore loveyourselmore 16-17, F 4 days ago

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    I have made so many bad decisions all my life, never learned from my mistakes. Now at 38 I have no job married with a child and one more child to be born in OCT 1st week, Have...
    Peet77 Peet77 36-40, M 4 days ago

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    I just hate myself... I'm just a stupid 12 year old girl, right?
    IBattleDepressionPleaseHelp IBattleDepressionPleaseHelp 18-21, F 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    1. I'm afraid of people and can't socialize. 2. I have hurt people in the past to make me feel better about myself. 3. I'm the ugliest person I have ever seen. 4. I'm not skinny...
    brokenxwings0 brokenxwings0 16-17, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I swear to god I hate myself so much. I'm the stupidest person in this world I have no sense in my brain
    ihatebeingblack44 ihatebeingblack44 18-21, F 4 Responses 5 days ago

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    Most people don't like me in school and and my parents don't get me,
    SilverMoony SilverMoony 13-15, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I am 15 years old and am just about ready to give up. In essence, I've gotten to a point where I find no value in my own existence. I hide behind a facade of being witty...
    rtam7022 rtam7022 13-15, M 6 Responses 5 days ago

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    I hate me life. apparently my parents don't love me. I'm not important to my so called friends and every one hates me. I always thought it was them that where wrong but I see that...
    psychopuppet23 psychopuppet23 18-21, M 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    Suicide is easy. Reach your hand out, you get drugs. Break something with your hands, you can find a sharp tool to stab or slit. Find a rope, you can find yourself breathless...
    colourflame colourflame 13-15, F 4 Responses 6 days ago

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    I Hate Myself And Sometimes I Really Wish I Wasn't Part Of Life. I Just Wanna Die.
    isabellamarie02 isabellamarie02 13-15, F 1 Response a week ago

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    Im not good in describing what I feel in English ..its not my mother language ..Im not actually a writer .. I wish I was .. I dreamed to be a great Musician .. Writer ..Director...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Jun 28

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    It doesn't happened often. Sometimes it strikes me and I don't know why. I just hate myself. I see myself as pathetic and degrading. I have things people will never get and I know...
    cloudycarnage cloudycarnage 16-17, M 1 Response Jun 27

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    I envy smaller females all the time...I ******* hate looking in the mirror because all I see are my imperfections...Why couldn't I have just been a liiiiitle bit skinnier? I hate...
    Nixismachina Nixismachina 13-15, F 1 Response Jun 25

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    I hate myself so much. I'm currently stuck in some random motel room with a guy I just met last night. I got super drunk and sucked two guys dicks and gave another one a hand job...
    nicole627 nicole627 16-17, F 3 Responses Jun 25

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    Where do begin? As a child i was always looked upon as a princess, who my parents loved and adored and we were close. I was the youngest of 5 and my siblings were not allowed to...
    Pigglet15 Pigglet15 16-17, F 1 Response Jun 25

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    I hate when people comment on how skinny I am. Really bums me out. Every time I feel good and confident someone brings up my weight and I get down on myself. If I had 20-30 pounds...
    nothingfeelsgreat nothingfeelsgreat 18-21, M 2 Responses Jun 24

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    im depessed i have issues im ugly i have an annyoing voice the list goes on and on of why i hate myself am i the only one who hates themself?
    LexiMarieTherien LexiMarieTherien 13-15, F 4 Responses Jun 23

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    I'm the kind of person who's always acting like everything is OK when it's not. I just don't want to bother anyone, so when I need help the most there's no one to help me. But I...
    Ariamis Ariamis 18-21, M 3 Responses Jun 23

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    I will always hate myself. I'm never good enough and I'm honestly just a mistake.
    lifesacruelgame lifesacruelgame 16-17, F 5 Responses Jun 23

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    Just had a moment today where I'm hating myself even more. police was called on me. after talking with several people and even the officer, I did nothing wrong. but I still feel...
    brknsilence79 brknsilence79 31-35, F Jun 20

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    I hate myself because I'm downright ugly........I've never been anywhere remotely close to a date, and I've never had any girl who's had a crush on me. Never kissed anyone, never...
    norb1138 norb1138 16-17, M 2 Responses Jun 18

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    I feel depressed because no one would hire me. After all I've been through with Indians from India because of the Caste System, no one still wants to hire me. I know I have to be...
    ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT 26-30, F Jun 18

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    Hi.. I'm 31 now and i'm Physically handicap and i couldn't walk without support. I use callipers to walk by holding others hands.. I would like to share my story because i dont...
    juliedisabled juliedisabled 31-35, F Jun 18

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    I hate myself and what I do to people. I hate this body that I'm in. I hate my words. I hate my actions. I hate my feelings. Sometimes I wish I could be someone else, but then I...
    ThatAwkwardGuy ThatAwkwardGuy 18-21, M 1 Response Jun 18

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    i hate the face that looks back at me in the mirror, wish i could take a holiday from myself and never come back... I just want to take my blade cut my face up so i cant recognise...
    lycanthroat lycanthroat 36-40, M Jun 17

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    So I'm 14, a lesbian and hate my life. I'm out and proud and my mom, dad and sister say they're cool with it. But earlier today, my mom comes up to me and says this, "your sister...
    Kim105 Kim105 13-15, F 1 Response Jun 15

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