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I Hate Myself Most of the Time

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    Hate...........

    I have CP, I hate it...I don't have controll over my body, I hate it......I knock stuff over, I hate it.......I trip and or fall, I hate itI have no friends, I hate it..........I have no life, I hate it......I don't want to be here I HATE it......I've hated everything for so long...
    cast1971 cast1971 36-40, M 3 Responses Jun 15, 2011

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    Wanting To Change And Be Happy

    I do hate myself most of the time.. because of the way I look. I don't like the way I look :( theres some things I wish I could change. But, sadly there is nothing I can do about it. There is only 1 thing I really hate about myself and that makes me so depressed most of the time...
    imperfect19 imperfect19 18-21, F Oct 26, 2012

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    Hate Myself

    I hate myself today I hate how I dont know I hate how I want to go But all I do is stay Stay when I know its wrong In a relationship thats so far gone The mirror lies to me everyday It shows me someone standing there But thats not me She doesn't care I hate myself today I...
    BrokenCry BrokenCry 26-30, F 1 Response Apr 28, 2011

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    I Don't Know

    I dont know who I am or why I am here. Most people who know e and work with me really like me - they think i am smart funny interesting attractive and more. But it takes only a tiny thing to set me off saying I HATE MYSELF I WISH I'd NEVER BEEN ...
    roisindhu roisindhu 46-50, F Feb 8, 2009

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    I hate myself so bad,

    I just want to stop being here. I'm here sitting in a bar on my own and that's so lame.
    rosejonescr rosejonescr 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 6

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    Lonley

    I am 35 years old and about 10 months ago i decided to have a "thing" with a 20 yr old who works with me.This soon turned into love and now he lives with me and helps me care for my 2 kids.He has made alot of positive changes in these last 10 months and for that i am so...
    deara32nnmb deara32nnmb 31-35, F 5 Responses Aug 27, 2008

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    Numb Inside

     I FEEL SO DEAD INSIDE EVERYDAY OF MY LIFE!!! I FEEL LIKE A HAVE ALL OF THESE ISSUES THAT I CAN'T WORK THROUGH BECAUSE I AM TOO SCARED TO TALK ABOUT THEM IN FEAR OF JUDGMENT AND REJECTION I DON'T KNOW WHAT I SHOULD DO ANYMORE
    seaxwica seaxwica 18-21 Nov 24, 2008

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    I Feel Uglyyyyyyyyy!

    Am I? here is my face..   and here is my body..   Tell me what you think, and be brutally honest!
    confused122 confused122 18-21 1 Response May 21, 2009

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    Why do i have to go telling people my opinions.... i only get attacked for it..... please people, for the love of God, don't judge me on my opinions. i just got called a pervert...
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    I like to take many pictures and look at myself in the mirror a lot and people think I'm vain and conceited. However, there's a good enough reason for this... I never really had...
    ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT 26-30, F 3 Responses 21 hrs ago

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    I don't know how to stop being so self loathing. Maybe if I was a better person and I actually did what I could be proud of, I wouldn't hate myself so much. I don't want to go the...
    stellag23 stellag23 22-25, F 2 Responses Mar 23

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    I hate myself, I hate everything about me. I wish I could just not exist anymore, I don't help anyone, my best friend is suffering and I can't help, and I wish I could.. I feel so...
    sadnessisbeauty sadnessisbeauty 16-17, M 2 Responses Apr 1

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    I am almost 20. I have a boyfriend, I live with him. My family bought me an expensive flat in a capital city last year, because I moved here to study. The studies are not going...
    vaguelyarabic vaguelyarabic 31-35, F Apr 1

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    ive been able to say no to drinking very much alcohol for 2 years now but lately thats all i want now im scared cus i think im an alcoholic. im always craving it i always wana...
    arias831 arias831 22-25, M Apr 4

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    Nate came to my house Saturday because my mom invited him inside when she saw him with chris. AND he had the nerve to bring in his new girlfriend in my home too! But I tried to...
    ChildOfHarmony ChildOfHarmony 16-17, F Apr 6

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    I hate myself. A lot. No one can hate me more than I do. I don't hate my body, I hate who I am. I wish I have never been born and I often think that the people around me would be...
    idontreallylikemyname idontreallylikemyname 22-25, F 3 Responses Apr 8

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    Sum days i really feel down and really hate myself for so many reasons ..... I even wish tht i go sleep and never wake up i sum times think how would life be for my family if i was...
    ThisIsMe987 ThisIsMe987 16-17, F 3 Responses Apr 8

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    My crush hates me. I don't know why or how, but I know it's because I'm an *******. I'm such a f*cked up person, and I felt something like this would happen. I felt that I would...
    WinterIncandescence WinterIncandescence 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 28

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    When I was in college, I had to do a class project with a group of 5 others. There were two girls in the group who seemed really outgoing and nice and fun, and I tried to not be my...
    Somethinglikethat4 Somethinglikethat4 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 27

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    I hate that I bring up the ******* past with him. I hate myself everyday I do that to him. Ugh why can I be a damn normal girlfriend and love him right.
    buggalue00 buggalue00 13-15, F Apr 7

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    i hate myself i dont want to feel like this anymore should i take some very strong painkillers to feel nuthing i cant cope
    givenupforever givenupforever 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 28

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    Always have and probably will for a while. Of course it doesn't upset me much that I hate myself, it encourages me to try and pinpoint why and how I can change it.
    Meirin Meirin 18-21, F 4 Responses Apr 10

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    I Made A List Of Things I Hate About Myself: -colossal sized nose -respiratory system (nosebleeds alot, constantly running, cant breathe on my side in bed and no i dont smoke and...
    idiotoftheyear37 idiotoftheyear37 18-21, M 2 Responses Apr 4

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    Looking at other posts on this site makes my problems feel so much smaller. Thinking about it rationally I guess I have it pretty good. But I still feel like... no one would miss...
    jthakkar1998 jthakkar1998 18-21, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I hate my self I hate my self I hate my self I hate my self I hate my self I hate my self I hate my self I hate my self I hate my self I hate my self I hate my self I hate my self...
    barbish barbish 18-21, F 5 Responses Mar 22

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    No matter how many times people tell me i'm a good person I feel fundamentally evil. I hate everything about myself, the way I look and the way I talk. I feel like I contribute...
    LinkinParkMuse LinkinParkMuse 26-30, F 2 Responses Mar 25

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    I can't take it anymore.... I'm trying to understand what's going on but I can't... I've looked online I've done research We don't go out anymore... I get it but still why I don't...
    LeahLovee LeahLovee 16-17, F 3 Responses Apr 1

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    I cut myself today. For the second time. I love it and hate it. It's addicting.
    AshleyWCSloth AshleyWCSloth 16-17, F 5 Responses Apr 3

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    hate hate hate. hate in my heart. all for myself.
    hashbrown20 hashbrown20 18-21, F 3 Responses Apr 8

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    Hi guys, my name is (anonymous) I am 20 years old. I was bullied all through high school and at home. I was called black, stupid and ugly almost every single day. No one liked me...
    InvisbleGirl20 InvisbleGirl20 18-21, F 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    Feel so discourage. Feel like life is not worth living.Feel like nothing will get better.so many tears and no smiles.I cannot manage anymore. No one to talk to no one who cares.I...
    Icantgiveupnow Icantgiveupnow 22-25, F 4 Responses Mar 23

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    I have this friend. Or...ex friend I guess as we stopped talking. We at first got along really well and liked similar things but soon it became apparent he wanted more than I could...
    Catherdra Catherdra 22-25, F Mar 27

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    I've spent a good amount of time standing in front of my mirror trying to study myself and look for the good things that I like about myself but the more I looked at me, the more...
    hecknope hecknope 16-17, F 2 Responses Mar 31

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    I hate how much of a pushover I am. It's been that way since I was a little kid, and it hasn't changed now that I'm an adult. I'm just so sick of everyone treating me like I'm some...
    warclaw warclaw 22-25, F 3 Responses Mar 27

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    I purge after eating. . I'm currently in hillside children center living there. I hate the mirror. I used to weigh 255 lbs but now I weigh 227 from restrictions and purging. I...
    585loubear 585loubear 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 29

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    I can't look at myself in the mirror! its horrible and yet you can do nothing to stop your hate
    ramdomgirl02 ramdomgirl02 13-15, F Apr 5

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    There are so many reasons but i have one reason i still am here i have people to help and people who care about me even if i feel alone and sad i hate the way act sometimes and...
    Cheshirecupacat Cheshirecupacat 13-15, F 7 Responses Apr 8

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    I have everything about myself, my face, my body, my scars, my skin, I just hate it. I wish I wasn't born into this world... - I'm already dead in the inside.
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Apr 8

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