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I Hate Myself Most of the Time

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    I hate myself so bad,

    I just want to stop being here. I'm here sitting in a bar on my own and that's so lame.
    rosejonescr rosejonescr 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 6

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    Wanting To Change And Be Happy

    I do hate myself most of the time.. because of the way I look. I don't like the way I look :( theres some things I wish I could change. But, sadly there is nothing I can do about it. There is only 1 thing I really hate about myself and that makes me so depressed most of the time...
    imperfect19 imperfect19 18-21, F Oct 26, 2012

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    Hate...........

    I have CP, I hate it...I don't have controll over my body, I hate it......I knock stuff over, I hate it.......I trip and or fall, I hate itI have no friends, I hate it..........I have no life, I hate it......I don't want to be here I HATE it......I've hated everything for so long...
    cast1971 cast1971 36-40, M 3 Responses Jun 15, 2011

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    Lonley

    I am 35 years old and about 10 months ago i decided to have a "thing" with a 20 yr old who works with me.This soon turned into love and now he lives with me and helps me care for my 2 kids.He has made alot of positive changes in these last 10 months and for that i am so...
    deara32nnmb deara32nnmb 31-35, F 5 Responses Aug 27, 2008

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    I Don't Know

    I dont know who I am or why I am here. Most people who know e and work with me really like me - they think i am smart funny interesting attractive and more. But it takes only a tiny thing to set me off saying I HATE MYSELF I WISH I'd NEVER BEEN ...
    roisindhu roisindhu 46-50, F Feb 8, 2009

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    Hate Myself

    I hate myself today I hate how I dont know I hate how I want to go But all I do is stay Stay when I know its wrong In a relationship thats so far gone The mirror lies to me everyday It shows me someone standing there But thats not me She doesn't care I hate myself today I...
    BrokenCry BrokenCry 26-30, F 1 Response Apr 28, 2011

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    I Feel Uglyyyyyyyyy!

    Am I? here is my face..   and here is my body..   Tell me what you think, and be brutally honest!
    confused122 confused122 18-21 1 Response May 21, 2009

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    Numb Inside

     I FEEL SO DEAD INSIDE EVERYDAY OF MY LIFE!!! I FEEL LIKE A HAVE ALL OF THESE ISSUES THAT I CAN'T WORK THROUGH BECAUSE I AM TOO SCARED TO TALK ABOUT THEM IN FEAR OF JUDGMENT AND REJECTION I DON'T KNOW WHAT I SHOULD DO ANYMORE
    seaxwica seaxwica 18-21 Nov 24, 2008

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    i hate myself i hate my body, my face,my hair i hate how i walk,how i talk i hate looking into mirror i hate how i cant talk to people like a normal person i hate that i see myself...
    yeniC yeniC 18-21, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    **WARNING** This is pretty much a vent about my personal life I hate me. I just hate myself so much. I get so worried about the smallest things. Are my fingernails too big? Do the...
    winception winception 13-15, T 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    I don't hate myself for the way I look anymore ... I hate myself for the person I am ... I realize how ******* awful I am to everybody!! I'm just so mean to people all the time and...
    suicidalblonde suicidalblonde 13-15, F 1 Response Feb 15

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    I hate myself but when I say that I mean I hate everything about me no joke I font like one bit of me. I sit in my room in the dark cuz I'm to afraid to go out in the world and let...
    sexybeast1202 sexybeast1202 13-15, F Feb 10

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    My brother and I just had an argument. He sucks at arguing because of how he drags the focus of the argument to other things. Things like me. He constantly insults me for being...
    DrowningInRed DrowningInRed 13-15, F 6 Responses Feb 13

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    If you play with fire, you're going to get burnt.... Why did I let this happen? Someone is going to get hurt... And I hope it me and not the people involved... I've ****** up...
    catho catho 18-21, F Feb 10

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    I hate the way I am I hate the way I look I hate that I can't be better I hate that when I try I always fail I hate that my friends hate me I hate being alone when I'm not I hate...
    WhiteRice14 WhiteRice14 18-21, F 5 Responses Feb 24

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    I hate myself for being too afraid to be myself. I hate myself for not being able to express anger, sadness and happiness. I hate myself for being so useless. I can't trust anybody...
    bluerosesandblackfoxes bluerosesandblackfoxes 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 25

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    It hurts when you know all your faults and how you're ruining other people's lives. You become the person you hate the most and your own enemy. It's a constant battle to live when...
    swimswithcrocs swimswithcrocs 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 14

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    My mother makes me hate myself......I understand that a mother must correct you and stuff. My mother once told me that she hates me when I was in grade 8. she reminds me of...
    Adridee Adridee 16-17, F 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    I hate myself so much and I can never help but to put myself down every time something positive comes my way.
    theultimatesashacourtney theultimatesashacourtney 13-15, F 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    I just realized how much I hate myself I cant even look at myself in the mirror without crying I hate my personality I cant even talk to people im pathetic and weak and I just want...
    Crystalsgirl08 Crystalsgirl08 13-15, F 16 Responses Feb 7

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    Well I pretty much hate myself all the time
    silverstrike silverstrike 13-15, M 1 Response Feb 11

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    I hate myself for loving you. I am definitely done with you. I was stupid for giving you my attention and time. What a waste. I realized you aren't worth it and you aren't the one...
    Togepi07 Togepi07 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 14

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    To be completely honest I truly hate myself. Just the way I look and act make's me absolutely sick to my stomach. I have no confidence in the way I look, I feel as though everyone...
    CarsonKid14 CarsonKid14 13-15, M 7 Responses Feb 22

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    I relive every moment of the day before I go to sleep and analyze all the times I said or did something stupid. I do this until I hate myself.
    magickmegs magickmegs 26-30, F 1 Response Feb 22

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    Whenever I post somthing people go straight ahead and message me I get about 3 new messages from people every time I get on :3 yes I hate myself yes I think my life sucks yes I...
    BiXwolfsXbears BiXwolfsXbears 13-15, F 1 Response Feb 26

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    I look in the mirror and see myself just this worthless person in front of me. Sure some say I'm handsome while others say I'm ok. But my eyes dont lie I hate myself I hate how I...
    kankuro18 kankuro18 18-21, M 3 Responses 19 hrs ago

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    Dear everyone, I hate myself. I always have and I do not know why. Looming feelings of inadequacy along with body-image problems have plagued me since roughly the beginning of...
    Systral Systral 22-25, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    i hate myself sometimes , i hate being hurt by other people. I'm sick of falling for people and they rejecting me. I want someone to love me and care for me. I want to be happy
    justa333 justa333 18-21, F 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    i hate myself i hate everything about me
    givenupforever givenupforever 22-25, F 2 Responses 22 hrs ago

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    I am a freshman college student at a small university. I have friends, but I always text first and don't feel met half way by any of them. Some of my friends are sophomores and...
    alec90 alec90 18-21, M 2 Responses Feb 7

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    I just got back from Sadie.. It really ******* sucked. I asked a really good guy friend of mine and discussed it with a chick friend. She then went behind my back and asked him and...
    Sarabell00 Sarabell00 13-15, F Feb 13

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    I hate myself so much I just want someone to talk to but I guess I'm too much of a freak for anyone to like me :/
    adelinep013 adelinep013 13-15, F 4 Responses Feb 22

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    all i have to do is get online to HATE myself even more and feel more depessed.
    gurldeleted gurldeleted 41-45, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    I want him to let me back in so I don't hate myself anymore but I am so helpless
    elyayamama elyayamama 22-25, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    There's really two of me trying to live inside one body. The first me, the one everyone see's is the crazy, loud, fun, easy going, party animal glam guy. That me is always having a...
    FlyingMonkies FlyingMonkies 36-40, M 5 days ago

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    I was fine all day, yet as i was in bed on tumblr, I came across a love blog. And after about 10 minutes of scrolling, I found myself sobbing into my teddy bear. The reason, this...
    MiniMe57 MiniMe57 13-15, F Feb 7

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    That is it. I've hold it in long enough. I shall begin from how and where it all went wrong. It all started when I'm a Christian that tries to do very well in life and such. There...
    UphillCord1 UphillCord1 16-17, M 3 Responses Feb 16

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    I hate my life right now nothing is going good for me I wish I could just leave it all & start over most of the time I think if I weren't alive It would be better I have no one to...
    Theblackassassin Theblackassassin 18-21, M 2 Responses Feb 23

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    "I hate my own reflection, question every choice I make" I hate everything about myself. I really do try tho. I try to find good things. But I never can. Not in my personality...
    shhyoudontknowme shhyoudontknowme 16-17, F 2 Responses Feb 22

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    On the floor where my locker is at school, there's a door and a mirror attached to the door so every time it walk by, I see myself, and it completely ruins the rest of my day...
    bluegirlie98 bluegirlie98 16-17, F 5 Responses Feb 12

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    I hate my life and myself so much. Idk if it's this new medicine or not but I'm so depressed. I hate everything about every single day. I wanna cut so bad RN or just kill myself so...
    Allieyo Allieyo 16-17, F 2 Responses Feb 6

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