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I Hate Myself Most of the Time

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    Hate Myself

    I hate myself today I hate how I dont know I hate how I want to go But all I do is stay Stay when I know its wrong In a relationship thats so far gone The mirror lies to me everyday It shows me someone standing there But thats not me She doesn't care I hate myself today I...
    BrokenCry BrokenCry 26-30, F 1 Response Apr 28, 2011

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    I Feel Uglyyyyyyyyy!

    Am I? here is my face..   and here is my body..   Tell me what you think, and be brutally honest!
    confused122 confused122 18-21 1 Response May 21, 2009

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    Wanting To Change And Be Happy

    I do hate myself most of the time.. because of the way I look. I don't like the way I look :( theres some things I wish I could change. But, sadly there is nothing I can do about it. There is only 1 thing I really hate about myself and that makes me so depressed most of the time...
    imperfect19 imperfect19 18-21, F Oct 26, 2012

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    I Don't Know

    I dont know who I am or why I am here. Most people who know e and work with me really like me - they think i am smart funny interesting attractive and more. But it takes only a tiny thing to set me off saying I HATE MYSELF I WISH I'd NEVER BEEN ...
    roisindhu roisindhu 46-50, F Feb 8, 2009

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    Lonley

    I am 35 years old and about 10 months ago i decided to have a "thing" with a 20 yr old who works with me.This soon turned into love and now he lives with me and helps me care for my 2 kids.He has made alot of positive changes in these last 10 months and for that i am so...
    deara32nnmb deara32nnmb 31-35, F 5 Responses Aug 27, 2008

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    Numb Inside

     I FEEL SO DEAD INSIDE EVERYDAY OF MY LIFE!!! I FEEL LIKE A HAVE ALL OF THESE ISSUES THAT I CAN'T WORK THROUGH BECAUSE I AM TOO SCARED TO TALK ABOUT THEM IN FEAR OF JUDGMENT AND REJECTION I DON'T KNOW WHAT I SHOULD DO ANYMORE
    seaxwica seaxwica 18-21 Nov 24, 2008

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    I hate myself so bad,

    I just want to stop being here. I'm here sitting in a bar on my own and that's so lame.
    rosejonescr rosejonescr 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 6

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    Hate...........

    I have CP, I hate it...I don't have controll over my body, I hate it......I knock stuff over, I hate it.......I trip and or fall, I hate itI have no friends, I hate it..........I have no life, I hate it......I don't want to be here I HATE it......I've hated everything for so long...
    cast1971 cast1971 36-40, M 3 Responses Jun 15, 2011

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    I don't know how to stop. I've realised I'm not my own friend. I don't even know the person in the mirror. My heart aches because I want to love myself so much, not no matter what...
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    It feels so ******* bad...especially after you've spoiled a relationship and you're the only one that's in love. I can't stop thinking of what I could've done to make it better...I...
    Kbrabbit Kbrabbit 18-21, F 9 hrs ago

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    theguywiththeredhair theguywiththeredhair 18-21, M 1 Response 17 hrs ago

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    I hate being Asian male. I'm 29 and never had a girlfriend or approached a girl because I'm an Asian and have nothing but a dead end job.
    monotonouso monotonouso 26-30, M 18 hrs ago

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    Honestly I'm so useless. Like I its rally can't do anything right, for anyone. I resent that I was born. I should've been a miscarriage or my mother should've had an abortion. I'm...
    BornBroken BornBroken 16-17, F 19 hrs ago

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    Hello Everyone -- I came across this site when I googled "I hate my family" so I figured I'd give it a shot to hopefully find other people who can relate. I am so sad lately...
    hifuckedupworld hifuckedupworld 26-30, F 20 hrs ago

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    My heart is filled with hate for myself, I hate everything about me. I am weak , I am a ******* failure, I am nothing, I am useless, I am everything my mother said I would be . I...
    imperfectbeauty imperfectbeauty 18-21, F 5 Responses 1 day ago

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    can you get a girlfriend if you hate yourself? I'm 29 and never had a girlfriend because I'm an ugly Asian with a dead end job
    monotonouso monotonouso 26-30, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I feel like I should just put and end to myself sometimes, well most of the time.
    staygoldenbaby staygoldenbaby 16-17, F 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    I can't even look at myself in the mirror because I just hate myself. I don't believe I deserve to be happy or to feel content. I try really hard at trying to find a job but keep...
    alice0493 alice0493 22-25, F 2 days ago

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    ....I almost can't believe what a detestable person I am. A lot of the things that people say are what make life living are suspended far beyond my reach. Happiness seems...
    Ewoo Ewoo 16-17 3 days ago

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    I don't really hate my self but some times I say dumb stuff a lot, there is a girl i tried to start a relationship with and it didn't work, few days ago i was talking to her and I...
    comlpicatedguy comlpicatedguy 18-21, M 3 days ago

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    I hate myself. I hate every single piece of me . I'm ugly. I'm stupid. I'm fat. I'm suicidal. I want to die.
    IAmSuicidalEmma IAmSuicidalEmma 16-17, F 4 Responses 4 days ago

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    I hate myself. I wish I was never born.
    ChelseaMonroe ChelseaMonroe 26-30, F 4 Responses 4 days ago

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    I fell back on my old habit of cutting so I could feel numb mentally . When my dad found out he looked so sad and it makes me so mad at myself. I wish I hadn't done it. I only did...
    rosedimond99 rosedimond99 16-17, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Sometimes i just dont really want to be myself Sorry this is a rant... I was raised as a spoiled child and I still am. I always had to have everything I wanted and refused to...
    Pillemy Pillemy 18-21 1 Response 4 days ago

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    It's one of these nights again.I hate myself.I hate everything about myself, everything that is in my life and everything that is not.I hate perfect people and those lucky enough...
    yeniC yeniC 18-21, F 4 days ago

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    Because I'm so damn stupid, shy, a stutterer and hate the way I look I've passed up another chance to vid chat with a seemingly nice girl. I'm just so damn useless and that'll...
    hreinn hreinn 18-21, M 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    I HATE BEING ME. Im the lowest piece of the low pieces of **** person. No wonder no one likes being around me. I dont even like me. Im a spineless little coward b1tch who does...
    Azena Azena 18-21, F 8 Responses 5 days ago

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    and so what...its as it should be. too much the coward to just be done and eat a bullet. screw it...useless. when does this **** end...just a ******* burden to all... earliest...
    ArnoldJRimmer ArnoldJRimmer 46-50, M 5 days ago

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    I haven't used this app in quite sometime but i'm giving it another go. So yes, i hate myself. Sure i'm insecure about my face and body but that's not what i mean, i hate ME. I...
    littlebird88 littlebird88 13-15, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I am hate incarnation tonight. Come purchase your gate through me. Plenty to spare. If you fing dare. Doubt you can. F$ck you all!! F&ck you to the darkest depths the solar...
    Golfknar Golfknar 36-40, M 1 Response a week ago

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    I really do. I'm trying to become a better person but whenever I remember my mistakes from the past I begin to hate myself even more. I don't think that I deserve friendship or...
    rcmh171822 rcmh171822 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 19

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    I hate myself. I hate the way I look. I hate my shy personality. I hate that I can never speak my mind. I hate the way my life is turning out. I hate how I'm constantly thinking...
    Hammer2222 Hammer2222 16-17, F 2 Responses Aug 17

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    Just bore I got on EP I knew what I wanted to share but now As I get on all I have to say is "I hate my ugly fat disgusting self." & "I can't wait to get my blades out of my car...
    secretchey secretchey 18-21, F Aug 17

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    I thought I was important to him. That I'm his bestie. That he cares. But no. That never happened. It's time for me to wake up. I don't need to believe these anymore. Because that...
    colourflame colourflame 13-15, F 5 Responses Aug 17

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    Yes, hope you find someone who will not hurt u. Unlike me, I made u sad all the time.
    Lexis91 Lexis91 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 17

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    I never admitted this to myself. I'm afraid of being abandoned. I'm super sensitive to ridicule and humiliation. I hate my parents. I wrote mom a letter when I was about 6-7...
    MentAl69noMAD MentAl69noMAD 18-21 2 Responses Aug 16

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    I always fantasise about hurting myself, especially in public. I analysed myself (as cold as I could be) and found that I could be seeking for attention. I hate that part of myself...
    sabrina1ryo sabrina1ryo 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 16

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    His stupid lies, his broken promises! I hate him for making me become the person that I am today. I should have known that I knew better than to give him a chance, but I did it...
    Felicia209 Felicia209 18-21, F Aug 16

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    Why do I have to keep letting myself down all the time? I work so hard to keep everything together, I've been happy and content all day then I had to ruin it. I'm such an idiot. I...
    lovetodraw19 lovetodraw19 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 15

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    And i hate life its so ******* unfair
    ihatebeingblack44 ihatebeingblack44 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 14

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