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I Hate Myself Some Days

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    By some days, I actually mean MOST days.

    MOST days, I either avoid looking into the mirror, or when I do, I pick apart all of my imperfections. My nose is too big, my face is too long, and even though after struggling with facial acne for five years I have finally conquered 95% of it, I still look at the 5%, the little...
    Boulier Boulier 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 26, 2013

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    Im A Failure

    i hate myself because everyday my family and guys i like make me feel like im a nobody they dont so much say it ans the way they treat me and the look in their eyes. i know people say its a sin and its wrong to kill urself and that life is worth living people wonder how others...
    melindabush11 melindabush11 22-25, F Apr 27, 2013

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    I Just Cut Myself.

    I just cut myself three times for the three stupid things I did today. I cut myself yesterday, and the day before that, and the day before that. I have so many cuts on my wrist, old and new. So why doesn't anyone notice? I wear short sleeves almost every day, my We Heart It...
    anonymousinlove anonymousinlove 13-15, F 2 Responses Dec 19, 2012

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    Today For Being Stupid

    It's true. Ignorance is bliss. The truth can't hurt you if you know what it is. So I found out today that the boy I once loved (ok some twisted part of my heart still does) lied more than I imagined. He's an even bigger scumbag than I thought. But I'm still the idiot who fell...
    annathom annathom 26-30, F 2 Responses May 22, 2008

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    So my first post on this got deleted

    which just made my day even worse. What I was writing about that made me upset and angry got made worse by ep deleting it! So apparently I can't even say how I feel. I am a .... If I stick up for myself, I am a .... If I get upset or angry about how I am being treated, I tried...
    NewDay NewDay 31-35, F 2 Responses Feb 17

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    Wrong Turns

    I've made so many bad decisions in my life. The ones that are the toughest are the ones that I can't undo. I wish I could pause time and get out of this mess. Everyone thinks I lead such a perfect life because I'm positive on a daily basis but when I stop and reflect on my...
    FallenAngelWOOT FallenAngelWOOT 31-35, F 10 Responses Jun 1, 2012

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    Cinderella

    School shopping with my fam today, my mom asked me to see if any more parking spaces were available up ahead so when I found one I stood in it. Some guy in a truck came around the bend saw me standing in the space and told me to move. Long story short he didnt care about the car...
    undeniablyMe undeniablyMe 22-25, F Aug 18, 2013

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    I mostly hate myself is

    because some days I'm really clumsy and destructive and can be rude while other days its great, but the reason I hate myself a lot I'm self destructive, i know I'm not alone though, I stand for my fallen brothers and sisters
    Hotdudez78 Hotdudez78 13-15, M Jun 11, 2014

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    Picture Day.

    So I decided yesturday that for picture day I would wake up the next morning and whatever I was wearing I would also pick the matching background after I came up with an outfit. My outfit the next day ended up being a dress I picked out for our middle school eighth grade formal...
    AverageTeenager AverageTeenager 13-15, F Sep 14, 2012

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    Yeah, Me Too.

    You don't have to be young to be stupid.  Although I was young and for the times did something really goofy.  I was 17 and by that time, in this day and age a girl would know the score.  Well, your's truly didn't.  I went out with a college sophomore.  I...
    Barbara726 Barbara726 56-60, F 1 Response Aug 19, 2010

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    Every guy. Is going to fall

    for the same girl. The same girls are going to get told there pretty over and over again. Because they are. And then there are the best friends. The ones who keep waiting for there turn. The ones that are pretty but not pretty enough I guess. The ones that live on the outside...
    Cozie Cozie 13-15, F 2 Responses Jul 13, 2014

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    I Hate Myself.

    I hate how shy I am. I hate how everyone avoids me because I'm the awkward girl that sits alone during class. I hate how most people don't try to have a conversation with me, and when I attempt to talk to someone, they completely tune me out. I hate how the only person that had...
    SaharaD SaharaD 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 28, 2012

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    Today i feel awful is like nobody is there.

    I feel bad about myself, i look in the mirror and i just want to brake it. I don't like me and i feel stupid about it. Nobody cares about me or about how i feel and i just wish i could have more friends, go out and laugh.. i wish i could have a life. I wish i could see myself...
    havenoideaa havenoideaa 16-17, F Jul 19, 2014

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    The Mirror Said "I Hate You"

    The mirror said "i hate you" so i think ill kill myself tonight. That's what she said,   before she took the razor, dragged it across her skin and sat in agony. She sat there like a doll waiting to be played with, for she had never experienced that...
    Lithium4mySoul Lithium4mySoul 13-15, F 5 Responses Dec 10, 2008

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    I don't know what to do.

    I had some stuff happen that caused me to leave for a while. I finally got back and one of the few people that understood and accepted me won't speak to me now. I think she felt or feels abandoned. ideas?
    Joshuawt Joshuawt 31-35, M 1 Response Jan 27

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    I Can't Love Myself

    Dear whoever actually takes the time to read this, I can't love myself anymore. I think I've forgotten how and I don't know why. i have always been that kid that can't seem to do well, even though I try a lot. But I do try! I try so hard sometimes it hurts, oh well. I like to...
    Infinitebliss21 Infinitebliss21 18-21, F Oct 24, 2013

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    Yeah it's one of those days.

    I thought I was finally becoming emotionally stable, over my teen angst, but I guess not. This year has been rough for me emotionally. Between dropping out of college twice (winter and fall semesters) and quitting my first job which, admittedly, was totally irresponsible, I can...
    LonelyistheAdventurer LonelyistheAdventurer 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 16, 2014

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    I Feel Bad About This...

    In short (as short as I can make it), there is a girl that I really have feelings for. She means a lot to me and I really wanted to be with her for months. About 3 months ago she got into a relationship with this guy. It hurt me more than anyone knows. I hoped so much that he...
    obvious11 obvious11 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 1, 2010

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    Why?

    If I wake up with the alarm, then close my eyes again because I'm not ready to get up and sleep another hour, I hate myself all day. If it snows heavily and ices over so it's impossible to get to the mailbox, and I don't have a shovel since I moved in down here, I'm no good for...
    MaryJanine MaryJanine 56-60, F Mar 13, 2013

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    Who Doesn't?

    i guess, we all have those days when we feel so not at ease with ourselves, so annoyed with ourselves, so disappointed. so not us.
    mistyeyedlass mistyeyedlass 18-21, F May 3, 2009

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    I used to have it all.

    I was the bassist in a major jam band. It all fell apart. We had it in our hands and threw it away. What really sucks is gave my career up for my dream. Now my wife supports us and I have trouble getting a good job. I was a glazier. Making more money than I could spend. It was a...
    Emack Emack 26-30, M Dec 26, 2013

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    I relive every moment of the day before I go to sleep and analyze all the times I said or did something stupid. I do this until I hate myself.
    magickmegs magickmegs 26-30, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Well I pretty much hate myself all the time
    silverstrike silverstrike 13-15, M 1 Response Feb 11

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    I hate myself for loving you. I am definitely done with you. I was stupid for giving you my attention and time. What a waste. I realized you aren't worth it and you aren't the one...
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    This week has been long and horrible, and IDK if it'll get better. I have been upset about my body and myself. I was doing great in accepting myself and trying to be ok with myself...
    imgivingupnow imgivingupnow 18-21, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I wonder if I'll ever love myself...
    MissSara13 MissSara13 31-35, F 1 Response Feb 3

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    Yea. Sometimes you just wanna get punched in the face because you're so stupid sometimes. That's how I feel right now. So dumb.
    Euphoricbunnymaster Euphoricbunnymaster 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 28

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    I've grown so unattached to people and life. I don't know what to do anymore if I'm not crying I'm just numb I want to get out if I don't get out soon I'm not sure what'll happen I...
    DizziMayy DizziMayy 22-25, F Jan 31

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    Why can't I just be normal?! I don't want to deal with this confusion and these stupid feelings.
    namelessentity namelessentity 13-15, M 2 Responses Feb 15

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    I am usually calm and composed. But this time I was just so angry. I let my emotions get the better of me....**** me...
    loklambert loklambert 16-17, M 1 Response a week ago

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    Dear everyone, I hate myself. I always have and I do not know why. Looming feelings of inadequacy along with body-image problems have plagued me since roughly the beginning of...
    Systral Systral 22-25, M 3 hrs ago

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    BEWARE!! I am about to write the most personal and sucky story ever. I just need to get it out since no one will talk to me anymore. On Wensday, my "friend" Cam had a party to...
    QuinnMac12 QuinnMac12 13-15, F Jan 30

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    Kind of. My whole life was full of horrible.. Just horrible days. As a child, I was always beaten so severely I couldn't go to school ever, no one would know. My mom was a crazy...
    GuuIsAwesome GuuIsAwesome 18-21, M 2 Responses Feb 5

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    To be completely honest I truly hate myself. Just the way I look and act make's me absolutely sick to my stomach. I have no confidence in the way I look, I feel as though everyone...
    CarsonKid14 CarsonKid14 13-15, M 4 Responses 5 days ago

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    I hate my life so much, I really have been compensating whether or not I should kill myself, but I can never bring myself 2 it, like it's just thoughts; but seriously Life's been...
    Krchan2 Krchan2 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 12

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    I don't hate myself for the way I look anymore ... I hate myself for the person I am ... I realize how ******* awful I am to everybody!! I'm just so mean to people all the time and...
    suicidalblonde suicidalblonde 13-15, F 1 Response Feb 15

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    My brother and I just had an argument. He sucks at arguing because of how he drags the focus of the argument to other things. Things like me. He constantly insults me for being...
    DrowningInRed DrowningInRed 13-15, F 5 Responses Feb 13

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    I hate myself for being too afraid to be myself. I hate myself for not being able to express anger, sadness and happiness. I hate myself for being so useless. I can't trust anybody...
    bluerosesandblackfoxes bluerosesandblackfoxes 18-21, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    I hate the way I am I hate the way I look I hate that I can't be better I hate that when I try I always fail I hate that my friends hate me I hate being alone when I'm not I hate...
    WhiteRice14 WhiteRice14 18-21, F 4 Responses 3 days ago

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    If you play with fire, you're going to get burnt.... Why did I let this happen? Someone is going to get hurt... And I hope it me and not the people involved... I've ****** up...
    catho catho 18-21, F Feb 10

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    I hate myself but when I say that I mean I hate everything about me no joke I font like one bit of me. I sit in my room in the dark cuz I'm to afraid to go out in the world and let...
    sexybeast1202 sexybeast1202 13-15, F Feb 10

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    I just realized how much I hate myself I cant even look at myself in the mirror without crying I hate my personality I cant even talk to people im pathetic and weak and I just want...
    juicy1233 juicy1233 13-15, F 16 Responses Feb 7

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    I am a freshman college student at a small university. I have friends, but I always text first and don't feel met half way by any of them. Some of my friends are sophomores and...
    alec90 alec90 18-21, M 2 Responses Feb 7

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    Sigh. I've ruined it all. Good job, idiot. Honestly, I might not hate myself as much as I hate the way the human brain works.
    junipersun21 junipersun21 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 27

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    I hate myself more and more everyday and I didn't even know that was possible. Every time I eat, the hate grow. I'm disappointing Ana and I'm sorry. I just wish I could disappear...
    unlovedana unlovedana 13-15, F Feb 1

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    When I try to make a friend lol of course it fails I text her and she doesn't reply back,and I know she has her phone. No one likes me. IDC about life because I WILL kill myself...
    wassup305 wassup305 16-17, F 1 Response Feb 1

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    I just got back from Sadie.. It really ******* sucked. I asked a really good guy friend of mine and discussed it with a chick friend. She then went behind my back and asked him and...
    Sarabell00 Sarabell00 13-15, F Feb 13