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I Hate Myself Some Days

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    I Can't Love Myself

    Dear whoever actually takes the time to read this, I can't love myself anymore. I think I've forgotten how and I don't know why. i have always been that kid that can't seem to do well, even though I try a lot. But I do try! I try so hard sometimes it hurts, oh well. I like to...
    Infinitebliss21 Infinitebliss21 18-21, F Oct 24, 2013

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    Today For Being Stupid

    It's true. Ignorance is bliss. The truth can't hurt you if you know what it is. So I found out today that the boy I once loved (ok some twisted part of my heart still does) lied more than I imagined. He's an even bigger scumbag than I thought. But I'm still the idiot who fell...
    annathom annathom 26-30, F 2 Responses May 22, 2008

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    Today i feel awful is like nobody is there.

    I feel bad about myself, i look in the mirror and i just want to brake it. I don't like me and i feel stupid about it. Nobody cares about me or about how i feel and i just wish i could have more friends, go out and laugh.. i wish i could have a life. I wish i could see myself...
    havenoideaa havenoideaa 16-17, F Jul 19

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    Im A Failure

    i hate myself because everyday my family and guys i like make me feel like im a nobody they dont so much say it ans the way they treat me and the look in their eyes. i know people say its a sin and its wrong to kill urself and that life is worth living people wonder how others...
    melindabush11 melindabush11 22-25, F Apr 27, 2013

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    Cinderella

    School shopping with my fam today, my mom asked me to see if any more parking spaces were available up ahead so when I found one I stood in it. Some guy in a truck came around the bend saw me standing in the space and told me to move. Long story short he didnt care about the car...
    undeniablyMe undeniablyMe 22-25, F Aug 18, 2013

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    I Just Cut Myself.

    I just cut myself three times for the three stupid things I did today. I cut myself yesterday, and the day before that, and the day before that. I have so many cuts on my wrist, old and new. So why doesn't anyone notice? I wear short sleeves almost every day, my We Heart It...
    anonymousinlove anonymousinlove 13-15, F 2 Responses Dec 19, 2012

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    I Feel Bad About This...

    In short (as short as I can make it), there is a girl that I really have feelings for. She means a lot to me and I really wanted to be with her for months. About 3 months ago she got into a relationship with this guy. It hurt me more than anyone knows. I hoped so much that he...
    obvious11 obvious11 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 1, 2010

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    The Mirror Said "I Hate You"

    The mirror said "i hate you" so i think ill kill myself tonight. That's what she said,   before she took the razor, dragged it across her skin and sat in agony. She sat there like a doll waiting to be played with, for she had never experienced that...
    Lithium4mySoul Lithium4mySoul 13-15, F 5 Responses Dec 10, 2008

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    I used to have it all.

    I was the bassist in a major jam band. It all fell apart. We had it in our hands and threw it away. What really sucks is gave my career up for my dream. Now my wife supports us and I have trouble getting a good job. I was a glazier. Making more money than I could spend. It was a...
    Emack Emack 26-30, M Dec 26, 2013

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    I Hate Myself.

    I hate how shy I am. I hate how everyone avoids me because I'm the awkward girl that sits alone during class. I hate how most people don't try to have a conversation with me, and when I attempt to talk to someone, they completely tune me out. I hate how the only person that had...
    SaharaD SaharaD 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 28, 2012

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    Picture Day.

    So I decided yesturday that for picture day I would wake up the next morning and whatever I was wearing I would also pick the matching background after I came up with an outfit. My outfit the next day ended up being a dress I picked out for our middle school eighth grade formal...
    AverageTeenager AverageTeenager 13-15, F Sep 14, 2012

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    By some days, I actually mean MOST days.

    MOST days, I either avoid looking into the mirror, or when I do, I pick apart all of my imperfections. My nose is too big, my face is too long, and even though after struggling with facial acne for five years I have finally conquered 95% of it, I still look at the 5%, the little...
    Boulier Boulier 16-17, F 3 Responses Dec 26, 2013

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    Yeah, Me Too.

    You don't have to be young to be stupid.  Although I was young and for the times did something really goofy.  I was 17 and by that time, in this day and age a girl would know the score.  Well, your's truly didn't.  I went out with a college sophomore.  I...
    Barbara726 Barbara726 56-60, F 1 Response Aug 19, 2010

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    I mostly hate myself is

    because some days I'm really clumsy and destructive and can be rude while other days its great, but the reason I hate myself a lot I'm self destructive, i know I'm not alone though, I stand for my fallen brothers and sisters
    Hotdudez78 Hotdudez78 22-25, M Jun 11

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    Who Doesn't?

    i guess, we all have those days when we feel so not at ease with ourselves, so annoyed with ourselves, so disappointed. so not us.
    mistyeyedlass mistyeyedlass 18-21, F May 3, 2009

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    Wrong Turns

    I've made so many bad decisions in my life. The ones that are the toughest are the ones that I can't undo. I wish I could pause time and get out of this mess. Everyone thinks I lead such a perfect life because I'm positive on a daily basis but when I stop and reflect on my...
    FallenAngelWOOT FallenAngelWOOT 31-35, F 10 Responses Jun 1, 2012

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    Why?

    If I wake up with the alarm, then close my eyes again because I'm not ready to get up and sleep another hour, I hate myself all day. If it snows heavily and ices over so it's impossible to get to the mailbox, and I don't have a shovel since I moved in down here, I'm no good for...
    MaryJanine MaryJanine 56-60, F Mar 13, 2013

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    Every guy. Is going to fall

    for the same girl. The same girls are going to get told there pretty over and over again. Because they are. And then there are the best friends. The ones who keep waiting for there turn. The ones that are pretty but not pretty enough I guess. The ones that live on the outside...
    Cozie Cozie 13-15, F 2 Responses Jul 13

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    Yes guys.. It's another post about how bad my life sucks... Firstly.. This isn't where I wanted to be at this age, I'm not smart, and I won't go to college, This isn't...
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    I'm such a **** up.........
    HisDaysAreNumbered HisDaysAreNumbered 18-21, M 2 Responses 18 hrs ago

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    I hate myself so much. No matter what I do I always end up ******* up. I'm alone and I'm officially ready to give up.
    LexyMarie LexyMarie 13-15, F 1 Response 3 hrs ago

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    Sometimes you hate Sometimes you hate a thing I hated a person I hated him with all my soul We were two completely different personalities We were always conflicted Every bit...
    august97 august97 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 29

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    i hate myself if i don't get the perfect grade. i hate myself if i see a bigger number on the scales. i hate myself sooo much if i don't get an awarding certificate at the end of...
    michiko michiko 16-17, F 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    Hi, I am an 18 year old male suffering from terrible insecurities. I hate looking at myself, I am 18 and I still can't grow chin hair or a beard fully, it comes in patchy and I...
    buddhaology buddhaology 18-21, M 1 Response Sep 24

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    Before you say you hate yourself please read this...about me I assure you. You'll feel better about yourself. I'm 24-years-old still living with my parents and although I don't...
    Concerto Concerto 22-25, F 8 Responses Sep 30

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    People probably wouldn't think this if they knew me. I mean I have no good reason to hate myself I just do. I have never technically been bullied and I have some friends and nice...
    BlueSkysGreySkys BlueSkysGreySkys 13-15, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    So it all started when i was young when my dad killed my mom and started using me...i felt dirty....very ....unfit for . then when i started cutting i felt even worse because of...
    EmoNekoNiki EmoNekoNiki 18-21, F 4 Responses Sep 23

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    Why am I the one sitting here crying when it's my fault? Why am I the one sitting here missing you when it's my fault I lost you? It's all my fault It's my fault that we barely...
    WhySufferxx WhySufferxx 13-15, M 2 Responses Sep 25

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    I cant help it. I constantly look down on myself. My mother is a psychopath. Growing up, I didn't have a good role model. My mother lied all the time, and my dad was foolish enough...
    InsertMyName InsertMyName 13-15, F Oct 4

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    I hate myself.. I hate how I feel everything I do or even say goes bad. Even the littlest things get turned around back to me.. Feeling this way makes me feel like I'll never be...
    autum25 autum25 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 12

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    I mean I'll start out by saying that I don't hate myself, I just sometimes hate the way I look. I mean have you ever looked in the mirror and just been disgusted by your face? Like...
    MissxThing MissxThing 18-21, F 4 Responses Sep 22

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    I am tired of feeling like this. It never stops. I wish I could be someone different. Someone that is happy. I need a mental break. It hurts to pretend and smile all the time. I...
    thesorrybumblebee thesorrybumblebee 18-21, F 3 Responses Sep 24

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    once there was a guy who message me this "hii, youve probably heard this a million times but i think youre suuuper cute :p" this amaze me a little 'cause he give a different...
    ElizabethSwannTurner ElizabethSwannTurner 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 2

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    Im 24 years old, and I have a pretty face, I have gorgeous boyfriend, I know I am intelligent, on the outside people think that I am so lucky. It's so easy to pretend, but I...
    lostinthisnightmare lostinthisnightmare 22-25, F 6 Responses Oct 8

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    I don't always but every now and then I have nights like tonight. I know I shouldn't hate myself, I wish I didn't but sometimes I just can't stop the way I feel. I've never been a...
    misspaperwait misspaperwait 22-25, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I had never hated anything ever, until this very moment and that thing is me. I was always that happy kid growing up. Nothing ever really bothered my until these last couple of...
    arias831 arias831 22-25, M 1 Response Oct 6

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    I've been depressed for 5 or 6 years. I don't want to live anymore. I'm ugly, dumb, boring, weird, worthless and a coward. Trust me, I know my self better than any if you know me...
    Classicalbirdy Classicalbirdy 18-21, M 2 Responses Oct 6

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    I'm WAY to wide and I think that's why people hate me. I also hate myself because of it
    himynameishikari himynameishikari 16-17, F 3 Responses Oct 4

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    I'm afraid that if I hate too much I'll become like them. And I already hate myself plenty =_=
    KazeDream KazeDream 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 7

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    No one will ever hate me as much as I hate myself When people try to insult me with what they think are 'hurtful' words, I can't help but agree with them
    Kampion Kampion 18-21, M 2 Responses Oct 8

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    I'm just so ugly. I have such small eyes, and chubby cheeks, a crooked nose, a skinny rib cage, fat legs, an oily face, and acne. I am so ugly, I hate it. My sister is so pretty...
    bandfreak26 bandfreak26 13-15, F 3 Responses Oct 14

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    i honestly hate myself with a passion and yes ive gotten tons of help and ive just lost hope i just want to leave already. i cant stand living on this planet anymore. family and...
    lvcr lvcr 22-25, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    for years i have been watching hidden voyeur videos on net, and i regret every time i see anything like that. i hate myself for watching someone unknown and i wish if i could just...
    anonymous112022 anonymous112022 18-21, M 5 days ago

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    So in the past I've had problems with stealing stuff from my mom, dad, and brother. It wasn't ever like money or anything but like stuff that was theres. I've gotten in trouble...
    LexiK88 LexiK88 16-17, F 4 days ago

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    I'm pregnant. The test said yes. The nurses said yes. I can't deal with this. I hate myself.
    halfpace halfpace 16-17, F 7 Responses Sep 29

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    I feel lonely Hate myself I wanted to need a gf seriously
    shovons shovons 18-21, M 1 Response Oct 3

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