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I Hate Myself Some Days

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    Yeah, Me Too.

    You don't have to be young to be stupid.  Although I was young and for the times did something really goofy.  I was 17 and by that time, in this day and age a girl would know the score.  Well, your's truly didn't.  I went out with a college sophomore.  I...
    Barbara726 Barbara726 56-60, F 1 Response Aug 19, 2010

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    The Mirror Said "I Hate You"

    The mirror said "i hate you" so i think ill kill myself tonight. That's what she said,   before she took the razor, dragged it across her skin and sat in agony. She sat there like a doll waiting to be played with, for she had never experienced that...
    Lithium4mySoul Lithium4mySoul 13-15, F 5 Responses Dec 10, 2008

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    I Hate Myself.

    I hate how shy I am. I hate how everyone avoids me because I'm the awkward girl that sits alone during class. I hate how most people don't try to have a conversation with me, and when I attempt to talk to someone, they completely tune me out. I hate how the only person that had...
    SaharaD SaharaD 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 28, 2012

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    Why?

    If I wake up with the alarm, then close my eyes again because I'm not ready to get up and sleep another hour, I hate myself all day. If it snows heavily and ices over so it's impossible to get to the mailbox, and I don't have a shovel since I moved in down here, I'm no good for...
    MaryJanine MaryJanine 56-60, F Mar 13, 2013

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    Today For Being Stupid

    It's true. Ignorance is bliss. The truth can't hurt you if you know what it is. So I found out today that the boy I once loved (ok some twisted part of my heart still does) lied more than I imagined. He's an even bigger scumbag than I thought. But I'm still the idiot who fell...
    annathom annathom 26-30, F 2 Responses May 22, 2008

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    Picture Day.

    So I decided yesturday that for picture day I would wake up the next morning and whatever I was wearing I would also pick the matching background after I came up with an outfit. My outfit the next day ended up being a dress I picked out for our middle school eighth grade formal...
    AverageTeenager AverageTeenager 13-15, F Sep 14, 2012

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    Every guy. Is going to fall

    for the same girl. The same girls are going to get told there pretty over and over again. Because they are. And then there are the best friends. The ones who keep waiting for there turn. The ones that are pretty but not pretty enough I guess. The ones that live on the outside...
    Cozie Cozie 13-15, F 2 Responses Jul 13

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    By some days, I actually mean MOST days.

    MOST days, I either avoid looking into the mirror, or when I do, I pick apart all of my imperfections. My nose is too big, my face is too long, and even though after struggling with facial acne for five years I have finally conquered 95% of it, I still look at the 5%, the little...
    Boulier Boulier 16-17, F 3 Responses Dec 26, 2013

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    I Just Cut Myself.

    I just cut myself three times for the three stupid things I did today. I cut myself yesterday, and the day before that, and the day before that. I have so many cuts on my wrist, old and new. So why doesn't anyone notice? I wear short sleeves almost every day, my We Heart It...
    anonymousinlove anonymousinlove 13-15, F 2 Responses Dec 19, 2012

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    Who Doesn't?

    i guess, we all have those days when we feel so not at ease with ourselves, so annoyed with ourselves, so disappointed. so not us.
    mistyeyedlass mistyeyedlass 18-21, F May 3, 2009

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    Cinderella

    School shopping with my fam today, my mom asked me to see if any more parking spaces were available up ahead so when I found one I stood in it. Some guy in a truck came around the bend saw me standing in the space and told me to move. Long story short he didnt care about the car...
    undeniablyMe undeniablyMe 22-25, F Aug 18, 2013

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    Im A Failure

    i hate myself because everyday my family and guys i like make me feel like im a nobody they dont so much say it ans the way they treat me and the look in their eyes. i know people say its a sin and its wrong to kill urself and that life is worth living people wonder how others...
    melindabush11 melindabush11 22-25, F Apr 27, 2013

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    I Feel Bad About This...

    In short (as short as I can make it), there is a girl that I really have feelings for. She means a lot to me and I really wanted to be with her for months. About 3 months ago she got into a relationship with this guy. It hurt me more than anyone knows. I hoped so much that he...
    obvious11 obvious11 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 1, 2010

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    I Can't Love Myself

    Dear whoever actually takes the time to read this, I can't love myself anymore. I think I've forgotten how and I don't know why. i have always been that kid that can't seem to do well, even though I try a lot. But I do try! I try so hard sometimes it hurts, oh well. I like to...
    Infinitebliss21 Infinitebliss21 18-21, F Oct 24, 2013

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    Wrong Turns

    I've made so many bad decisions in my life. The ones that are the toughest are the ones that I can't undo. I wish I could pause time and get out of this mess. Everyone thinks I lead such a perfect life because I'm positive on a daily basis but when I stop and reflect on my...
    FallenAngelWOOT FallenAngelWOOT 31-35, F 10 Responses Jun 1, 2012

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    Today i feel awful is like nobody is there.

    I feel bad about myself, i look in the mirror and i just want to brake it. I don't like me and i feel stupid about it. Nobody cares about me or about how i feel and i just wish i could have more friends, go out and laugh.. i wish i could have a life. I wish i could see myself...
    havenoideaa havenoideaa 16-17, F Jul 19

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    I used to have it all.

    I was the bassist in a major jam band. It all fell apart. We had it in our hands and threw it away. What really sucks is gave my career up for my dream. Now my wife supports us and I have trouble getting a good job. I was a glazier. Making more money than I could spend. It was a...
    Emack Emack 26-30, M Dec 26, 2013

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    I mostly hate myself is

    because some days I'm really clumsy and destructive and can be rude while other days its great, but the reason I hate myself a lot I'm self destructive, i know I'm not alone though, I stand for my fallen brothers and sisters
    Hotdudez78 Hotdudez78 13-15, M Jun 11

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    I'm such a **** up.........
    MusicJunkie6794 MusicJunkie6794 18-21, M 4 Responses Oct 21

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    Before I start, I realise this will be a short but chaotic story, as I'm just writing down my emotions in a certain state of what I believe to be panic...
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    I think I am really disgusting and honestly I picture being around my friends on EP, and I think I wouldn't want them to touch me. I am so disgusting that it wouldn't be fair to...
    Levi1 Levi1 13-15, M 10 Responses Oct 26

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    lets put it this way. i hate myself for lettin people fool the hell outta me i hate myself for trusting i hate myself for liking someone i shouldn't i hate myself writing this i...
    johnL3 johnL3 18-21, M 2 Responses Nov 3

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    I have a lot of dysphoria. I have hated myself for years, and sometimes, I think I'm getting better, but I still hate myself. I hate my body. I hate my body. I want to be a boy. I...
    savakora savakora 16-17 Nov 5

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    I hate myself. I hate myself. I hate myself. I hate myself. I hate you!!!! I hate you!!!!! I hate you!!!!
    walkinwonder walkinwonder 16-17, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    We hate ourselves so much, for so many years. But when someone else says they hate themselves, we somehow feel the need to make them realize they shouldn't. We want to cheer them...
    CactusHugger CactusHugger 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 24

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    I just hate myself. I really do. I did work really hard to improve myself. What I hate about myself lately is that I seemed to have lost my motivation for life. I just don't care...
    ChrisBoshi ChrisBoshi 22-25 1 Response Nov 12

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    I just hate myself. I really do. I did work really hard to improve myself. What I hate about myself lately is that I seemed to have lost my motivation for life. I just don't care...
    ChrisBoshi ChrisBoshi 22-25 Nov 12

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    People probably wouldn't think this if they knew me. I mean I have no good reason to hate myself I just do. I have never technically been bullied and I have some friends and nice...
    BlueSkysGreySkys BlueSkysGreySkys 13-15, F 2 Responses Oct 20

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    I hate myself... im ugly stupid annoying and stupid and people hate me for no reason.. I hate myself for not being good enough for people.. I'm always such a disappointment... i...
    Ghost21z Ghost21z 16-17, M 3 Responses Oct 24

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    I really hate myself. I act like a 5 year old in so many situations and I really don't understand myself. I don't understand why I have friends, sometimes I act like SUCH a...
    mrskoala mrskoala 18-21, F Oct 25

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    I always feel so uncomfortable towards those of the opposite sex.. Whether I find them attractive or not. I hate it. A while ago I went to the school library.. I like it there cuz...
    kangaroo02 kangaroo02 16-17, F Nov 4

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    i hate how i feel trapped. I hate how no matter how hard i try i cant stop cutting. i hate all the loneliness thats surrounds me. I hate how i dont enjoy the things i used to. I...
    nadia50 nadia50 16-17, M 5 days ago

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    I hate myself . I always catch myself going into the kitchen and eating anything in sight . I am scared of becoming overweight and what others will think of me . Everyday is a...
    relatableALY relatableALY 18-21, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I do... I just hate myself and everything I do... I hate me, and everyone hates me and I wanna just disappear and die and I'm so done with people and I just ugh! I'm just so...
    debonaireash debonaireash 16-17, M 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    Saying that I hate myself sounds so harsh and cruel but its more or less what it is. It's not something that emerged during my early teenage years but rather something that's been...
    lokiirs lokiirs 16-17, F 4 days ago

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    I look in the mirror and I hate what I see. I don't hate anyone as much as I hate myself The hatred I feel burns and I'm at battle I'm fighting with myself The flame that won't be...
    StayingSaneWithoutYou StayingSaneWithoutYou 16-17, F 4 Responses Oct 24

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    Everyone calls me gay and thinks I look like a girl. A fly could kick my ***. I hate myself. I'm so pathetic. The bruises on my face? Not even done by a dude. I'm so worthless...
    Levi1 Levi1 13-15, M 3 Responses Oct 23

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    I hate myself. I've been lonely my whole life, and realized I have been depressed for 5 years. I'm lonely, ugly, worthless and pathetic. I've been thinking about suicide. Thinking...
    Classicalbird Classicalbird 18-21, M 3 Responses Oct 28

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    4 hours ago, I attempted suicide and I hate myself for it. I promised I wouldnt, but I did. Unfortunately, it didn't work. I took 15 pills. I hate myself so much.
    smpoetry smpoetry 13-15, F 2 Responses Nov 4

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    I love myself. I hate myself. I hate you all... I love you all. Who cares what I think. Who cares what you think. That's life.
    LeMadCat LeMadCat 16-17, F Nov 7

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    I'm sick of life... and I idk what to do.. Her best friend hates me, she's starting too, and I might as well hate myself... why shouldn't I ? Tiffany told me I'm scum... Cat says I...
    debonaireash debonaireash 16-17, M Nov 9

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    I am fat. It is clear to anybody who looks at me. I hate it and I often hate myself because of it but I also know that I'm the only one who can change it. Diets are hard because I...
    DriftingDreaming DriftingDreaming 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 10

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    I hate myself. I hate everything about me. One day death will knock on my door and he will find I did it myself.
    Ghost21z Ghost21z 16-17, M 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    I just want to cut...I want someone to give me a reason to first though.I'm addicted to the feeling of hate and depression. I hate myself.
    wassup305 wassup305 13-15, F 2 Responses 21 hrs ago

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