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I Hate Myself Some Days

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    I Hate Myself.

    I hate how shy I am. I hate how everyone avoids me because I'm the awkward girl that sits alone during class. I hate how most people don't try to have a conversation with me, and when I attempt to talk to someone, they completely tune me out. I hate how the only person that had...
    SaharaD SaharaD 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 28, 2012

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    I mostly hate myself is

    because some days I'm really clumsy and destructive and can be rude while other days its great, but the reason I hate myself a lot I'm self destructive, i know I'm not alone though, I stand for my fallen brothers and sisters
    Hotdudez78 Hotdudez78 13-15, M Jun 11

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    By some days, I actually mean MOST days.

    MOST days, I either avoid looking into the mirror, or when I do, I pick apart all of my imperfections. My nose is too big, my face is too long, and even though after struggling with facial acne for five years I have finally conquered 95% of it, I still look at the 5%, the little...
    Boulier Boulier 16-17, F 3 Responses Dec 26, 2013

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    I Just Cut Myself.

    I just cut myself three times for the three stupid things I did today. I cut myself yesterday, and the day before that, and the day before that. I have so many cuts on my wrist, old and new. So why doesn't anyone notice? I wear short sleeves almost every day, my We Heart It...
    anonymousinlove anonymousinlove 13-15, F 2 Responses Dec 19, 2012

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    Picture Day.

    So I decided yesturday that for picture day I would wake up the next morning and whatever I was wearing I would also pick the matching background after I came up with an outfit. My outfit the next day ended up being a dress I picked out for our middle school eighth grade formal...
    AverageTeenager AverageTeenager 13-15, F Sep 14, 2012

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    The Mirror Said "I Hate You"

    The mirror said "i hate you" so i think ill kill myself tonight. That's what she said,   before she took the razor, dragged it across her skin and sat in agony. She sat there like a doll waiting to be played with, for she had never experienced that...
    Lithium4mySoul Lithium4mySoul 13-15, F 5 Responses Dec 10, 2008

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    I Can't Love Myself

    Dear whoever actually takes the time to read this, I can't love myself anymore. I think I've forgotten how and I don't know why. i have always been that kid that can't seem to do well, even though I try a lot. But I do try! I try so hard sometimes it hurts, oh well. I like to...
    Infinitebliss21 Infinitebliss21 18-21, F Oct 24, 2013

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    Today i feel awful is like nobody is there.

    I feel bad about myself, i look in the mirror and i just want to brake it. I don't like me and i feel stupid about it. Nobody cares about me or about how i feel and i just wish i could have more friends, go out and laugh.. i wish i could have a life. I wish i could see myself...
    havenoideaa havenoideaa 16-17, F Jul 19

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    Who Doesn't?

    i guess, we all have those days when we feel so not at ease with ourselves, so annoyed with ourselves, so disappointed. so not us.
    mistyeyedlass mistyeyedlass 18-21, F May 3, 2009

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    I Feel Bad About This...

    In short (as short as I can make it), there is a girl that I really have feelings for. She means a lot to me and I really wanted to be with her for months. About 3 months ago she got into a relationship with this guy. It hurt me more than anyone knows. I hoped so much that he...
    obvious11 obvious11 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 1, 2010

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    Cinderella

    School shopping with my fam today, my mom asked me to see if any more parking spaces were available up ahead so when I found one I stood in it. Some guy in a truck came around the bend saw me standing in the space and told me to move. Long story short he didnt care about the car...
    undeniablyMe undeniablyMe 22-25, F Aug 18, 2013

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    I used to have it all.

    I was the bassist in a major jam band. It all fell apart. We had it in our hands and threw it away. What really sucks is gave my career up for my dream. Now my wife supports us and I have trouble getting a good job. I was a glazier. Making more money than I could spend. It was a...
    Emack Emack 26-30, M Dec 26, 2013

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    Why?

    If I wake up with the alarm, then close my eyes again because I'm not ready to get up and sleep another hour, I hate myself all day. If it snows heavily and ices over so it's impossible to get to the mailbox, and I don't have a shovel since I moved in down here, I'm no good for...
    MaryJanine MaryJanine 56-60, F Mar 13, 2013

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    Im A Failure

    i hate myself because everyday my family and guys i like make me feel like im a nobody they dont so much say it ans the way they treat me and the look in their eyes. i know people say its a sin and its wrong to kill urself and that life is worth living people wonder how others...
    melindabush11 melindabush11 22-25, F Apr 27, 2013

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    Every guy. Is going to fall

    for the same girl. The same girls are going to get told there pretty over and over again. Because they are. And then there are the best friends. The ones who keep waiting for there turn. The ones that are pretty but not pretty enough I guess. The ones that live on the outside...
    Cozie Cozie 13-15, F 2 Responses Jul 13

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    Today For Being Stupid

    It's true. Ignorance is bliss. The truth can't hurt you if you know what it is. So I found out today that the boy I once loved (ok some twisted part of my heart still does) lied more than I imagined. He's an even bigger scumbag than I thought. But I'm still the idiot who fell...
    annathom annathom 26-30, F 2 Responses May 22, 2008

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    Yeah, Me Too.

    You don't have to be young to be stupid.  Although I was young and for the times did something really goofy.  I was 17 and by that time, in this day and age a girl would know the score.  Well, your's truly didn't.  I went out with a college sophomore.  I...
    Barbara726 Barbara726 56-60, F 1 Response Aug 19, 2010

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    Wrong Turns

    I've made so many bad decisions in my life. The ones that are the toughest are the ones that I can't undo. I wish I could pause time and get out of this mess. Everyone thinks I lead such a perfect life because I'm positive on a daily basis but when I stop and reflect on my...
    FallenAngelWOOT FallenAngelWOOT 31-35, F 10 Responses Jun 1, 2012

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    I hate that im not perfect and full of flaws. I hate that im not good enough for everybody. I hate that i cant make someone feel good or even make them laugh and happy because of...
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    On the outside I always look happy I'm smiling and I joke around with everyone. But deep down inside I worry, I deal with anxiety. I always feel like I'm not good enough. And I don...
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    I did it again. I hurt my friends's feelings. Not the normal "I didn't think that it would hurt them". What I said would hurt anyone in their situation. I just didn't care at the...
    Savi0r Savi0r 18-21, M 1 Response Sep 2

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    i found some clothes that fit me perfectly last year, and were even big on me. no i can't even get them past my tummy or my thighs or bum. i don't understand why I've gained as...
    LittleBeelzebub LittleBeelzebub 18-21, F Aug 18

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    dont know why but all of a sudden sometimes i just have 0 respect for myself and feel like a meaningless waste of space
    Builda47 Builda47 22-25, M Aug 28

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    I'm feeling a lot of dislike for myself at the moment, I have no one to vent to anymore because everyone's gone and the only ones here are too weak or not on the same mental level...
    othell00 othell00 16-17, F 2 Responses Aug 23

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    It happened again. Whenever I try helping I manage to inflict pain. It keeps happening.
    Untrustworthy117 Untrustworthy117 16-17, M Aug 23

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    I'm done. I'm done. I'm done.
    CaysenB12 CaysenB12 16-17, M a week ago

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    I despise myself. Somebody please shoot me. I can't take this anymore. I really can't. All my life I've been unhappy, but now it's getting worse. I cry all the time and I honestly...
    halfpace halfpace 16-17, F 3 Responses 4 hrs ago

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    I am a 20 year old junior guy in college. I have never posted anything on this, but more than anything I am using this as a way to vent. So here I go. I hate myself. There are so...
    slopez7597 slopez7597 18-21, M 3 Responses Aug 21

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    I have hated myself from a very young age. Although my parents never beat me black and blue or locked me in a closet, they played a big role in making me feel completely indequate...
    ridersofrohan ridersofrohan 18-21 Sep 3

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    So this is my first post. I feel awkward for even telling anyone this but, ... I hate myself. It's hard to explain the feeling you have when you can blatantly say what you've truly...
    Halloween482 Halloween482 18-21, M Aug 18

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    I hate myself the pain and humiliation I caused my parents by marrying outside my religion. I hate myself for for forcing my husband to convert to my religion albeit for show...
    Hbee1980 Hbee1980 31-35, F 2 Responses Aug 23

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    I am 5'7 and 205 pounds. In high school I used to be 120 pounds and looked sick, but I felt beautiful. I hate myself so much for how much weight I put on. I hate going outside...
    Calicogirl20 Calicogirl20 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 21

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    Maybe it's the fact I work all the time just to survive, but what am I surviving. An empty life. A boring life. A life that goes from work to sleep back to work again. Out of the...
    Humming247 Humming247 22-25, F 5 Responses Aug 28

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    I hate my life, I hate my age, I hate my hair, I hate my eyes, I hate every body part I have, I hate my past decisions, I hate my current decisions, I hate my family, I hate my...
    lonelygypsy lonelygypsy 13-15, F 1 Response Sep 3

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    I hate myself for all the lies and deception I inflicted on my current boyfriend. I blame my family particularly. I am a cheater and this means I have broken my own value system. I...
    Deadlynightshade5 Deadlynightshade5 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 27

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    I hate myself. I hate every single inch of myself; my eyes are too dull, my stomach is too fat. I hate how my thighs don't touch but still flatten out too largely when I sit down...
    magickalfiona magickalfiona 18-21 2 days ago

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    What's not to hate? My emotions run deep. They make me weak. I cannot break out of this warped sense of reality. I know I am not perfect and never will be, but that doesn't stop me...
    NeelraDorianGray NeelraDorianGray 31-35, F Aug 17

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    He is so stubborn and self absorbed or something he wants pity for god knows what and I can't fix him if he doesn't allow i hate that I can't do it and that I care but he never...
    NeverLooseYourFlames NeverLooseYourFlames 13-15, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I hate myself i feel like a horrible person everything i do i mess up or make worst i hate myself i can do anything without annoying others
    annoying143 annoying143 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 18

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    Im almost 18 years old f. and i feel worthless as f-k. Mostly hideous. Im so antisocial and quiet, i cant even make friends like how do you do it? I know others have it worse...
    errror errror 16-17, F 2 Responses Sep 2

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    I grew up a good girl. Meeting everyone's desires, my dad an alcoholic, my mom a 100% narcissist. I lost my best friend, my grandma, when I was 16. And then everything spiraled out...
    Seekingmyself23 Seekingmyself23 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 17

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    i really hate myself and everything i did to myself
    unlovednbroken unlovednbroken 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 24

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    I hate it that I don't know the difference anymore between beautify and lust, so I hate myself for that.
    jack3683 jack3683 16-17, M 3 Responses Aug 29

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    Why do I even exist. I was used as a punching bag all throughout elementary, was manipulated several times in middle school, and now I'm being used like a tool. I hate my life, and...
    ilovepie12345 ilovepie12345 13-15, M 1 Response Sep 5

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    so since i was in first grade i had self image problems. i was too skinny and too tall got made fun of for it so much. and because of this i had bdd. i dont know how the bdd...
    unlovednbroken unlovednbroken 18-21, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I hate myself. I feel defective. I should be happy. I am a teacher, told I am attractive who has an awesome dog. But I can't connect and now I associate meeting new people with...
    schneiderelli schneiderelli 36-40, M 3 Responses Aug 30

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    I was on ep before....loved it...it was my place. i met someone on here, we met, now live together. deleted my ep sometime along the way. three years later now ive lost...
    LostInTheLight LostInTheLight 26-30, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I tried to end it tonight. I sat in my shower trying to slit my wrist with a kitchen knife. Unfortunately it was too dull. My bestfriend got more mad at me than ever. She's always...
    IDontEvenKnowAnymore1 IDontEvenKnowAnymore1 13-15, M Aug 23

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