I Hate Myself Sometimes

i sometimes hate myself because, i am not who i would like to be, i sometimes think i have nothing to live for, but then some people i know care for me, but at the same time, i feel like they only do it because there part of church, my...

I am starting to change ... I'm not that happy , cheerful person I used to be . Instead I'm the exact opposite . My friends are slowly pushing me away .. They don't even acknowledge my presence anymore . Maybe it is my fault , I should...

When I wake up some mornings I really dont want to go on.
I hate everything about myself. Especially thoughts that go on in my head. I find it so hard to deal with emotions especially when people kind caring and show you warmth...

I hate how im so self conscious. I hate that I always feel alone even when I have people around me. I hate how fast my mood changes. I hate that I cant communicate my feelings to my boyfriend or my family. I hate being fat. I hate...

There are a lot of times where I absolutely cannot stand who I am.
My mind starts racing and I become so overwhelmed and anxious with self-loathing.
It's not like hating somebody else... you can always try to avoid people you despise...

I hate that I was so mean to my best friend so I lost her, but I can't get over her, we grew apart but I don't want to except it, I don't know if she still wants to be my friend or not but I still do.

Its been a while since ive been on here. Things are still the same, maybe even a bit worse. I wanna hurt myself all the time, I just wanna feel something other than depression.. Except I promised my boyfriend I wouldn't cut, I swore...

I hate myself quite intensly a lot of the time. It has been like this for years. That little voice of self doubt inside my head often tells me what I think of myself and generally expletives are used. If I look at myself in a mirror my...

I hate how I feel. I feel so ugly compared to average girls. I hate when people look at me. I can't even talk sometimes. I feel ugly. I know there is nothing wrong with my face but I can't help but be ashamed. It's awful. I just want to...

I am not a good person.  If people only knew...

I am a very self conscience person. But really what helped me was praying I know it sounds difficult or does it really work . I am a living testimony it did. I know my heavenly father is the only one who wont judge me so heartlessly...

I'm such an idiot why do I keep doing this my dad loves me and he loves all of us but I keep feeling so uncomfortable around him and I sometimes don't like it when he is around I really don't know what the hell is wrong with me I can't...

I have days where I hate absolutely everything about myself - my hair is frizzy, my skin looks dull and blemished, my eyes are cloudy, my breasts are too big, even though i have lost a lot of weight i focus on the ...

I am 48years old and I am working on my third marraige. I grew up with a dad who rarely had a kind word to say to any of us. I have forgiven him. He came from a bad home. His mom was abusive and his dad was an alcoholic. His mom was...

sometimes I get upset with myself for doing stupid things (which I seem to do alot) and then I start feeling sorry for myself. Calling myself and idiot and an asshole for doing it. Then i start to cry and call myself a baby for being so...

well I hate myself basically all the time really. I hate most things about me... I hate who I am. I wish I was someone else. I always make stupid mistakes and I'm so shy that I just end keeping things to myself and then I end up getting...

You no longer fear death. I've lost my fear of dying. Dying would be like getting your license renewed at the DMV or something. Just another one of those procedural processes that everyone goes through. No emotion in it. If you have...

I hate myself for being so... Angry, sometimes.
I hate myself for seeming to have so little control over my own life.
I hate myself for not ensuring that I *do* have control over my own life.
I hate myself for not being able to let...

I hate myself sometimes and today is one of those days. I guess I have been running away from things lately; from situations, responsibilities and some people I love. I was doing this only because I needed some time for myself, a...