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I Hate Myself Sometimes

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    I kind of wish I was a tall lanky guy

    who didn't have an accent who just blended in with other people instead of sticking up like a sore thumb. As much as I like my uniqueness, others don't seem to think the same.
    darkpaladin87 darkpaladin87 22-25, M Mar 1

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    I hate myself. But I smile an laugh.

    I donn't want people to know I'm unhappy. The people in my school are judgmental. If I said I'm not happy, they think I'm depressed. Life seems to have a lot of downs then ups right now 😔
    hockeytho121 hockeytho121 13-15, F Mar 25

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    mayorMax mayorMax 18-21, M 1 Response Apr 9

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    I hate how people think I'm weird

    and stupid. I hate that I'm indifferent about my existence. I hate not having the strength to do anything with my life. I hate how i've let down my parents. I hate how i've made no difference in anyone's life.
    prescriptionesteem prescriptionesteem 22-25 1 Response Mar 28

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    deleted deleted 26-30 Mar 29

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    I'm like an emotional sponge.

    A little thing can trigger off my anxiety and it feels horrible. I don't hate my life, I just hate me. Sometimes.
    Catsive Catsive 13-15, F Jan 2

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    hrm I am actually someone

    who was always fine with herself. I knew I'd worked hard to be how I am. But now that I look back I seem to get into a lot of misunderstandings and fights lately. I do always understand both sides though... while i try to make them understand why it upsets me.. and then they...
    sahikat sahikat 18-21, F Dec 29, 2013

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    Zeire Zeire 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 1

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    I'm really mad at myself.

    I know I'm good looking, funny, articulate talented and all the great things I can possibly be. But I just don't feel comfortable with myself. I compare myself to others a lot and the most annoying thing is I'm friendly to people and I'm scared they see that as weakness. I'm...
    jesper9 jesper9 22-25 Mar 10

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    I Don't Know...

    i sometimes hate myself because, i am not who i would like to be, i sometimes think i have nothing to live for, but then some people i know care for me, but at the same time, i feel like they only do it because there part of church, my mom wanted em to join this site, but now, i...
    BaileyJean14 BaileyJean14 13-15, F Dec 14, 2012

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    My Dad.

    I'm such an idiot why do I keep doing this my dad loves me and he loves all of us but I keep feeling so uncomfortable around him and I sometimes don't like it when he is around I really don't know what the hell is wrong with me I can't even like my own dad? what is going on with...
    Frozenfires Frozenfires 18-21 5 Responses Jan 28, 2013

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    I am an artist feel free to criticize me.

    I am an artist please don't respect me. I am an artist please don't revere me. I am an artist please God forgive me.
    Catsive Catsive 13-15, F Jan 9

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    I feel i'm a burden, a nuisance

    for everyone and it's hard to me make any kind of relationship with the people because of that. I hate myself for have this kind of think because this make my social life be a bit harder. and is usual for me be alone but i think that should be nice get a relationship with...
    sadoll sadoll 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 3

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    What Is Wrong With Me?

    While I was growing up, I easily cried. I still do, in fact. The one thing that always struck me was how my mother would always ask me: "What is wrong with you?" She was always criticizing me. I wasn't skinny enough (I'm 5'10", 150 Pounds, by no means overweight), I was never...
    BlackenedCoal BlackenedCoal 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 28, 2012

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    In the past year I have pulled away from all of

    the friends that I ever had, even the few that I made attending college. My communication skills are terrible, I have have really low self esteem. My communications class book is constantly rubbing these things in my face. My low self esteem keeps me from getting close to people...
    whatwasthatpromisethatyoumade whatwasthatpromisethatyoumade 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 4

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    Hate Myself

    When I wake up some mornings I really dont want to go on. I hate everything about myself. Especially thoughts that go on in my head. I find it so hard to deal with emotions especially when people kind caring and show you warmth. Due to things in my past love hugs etc are...
    angel7 angel7 41-45 1 Response Apr 3, 2008

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    I am like nothing. I am not smart,

    don't have any hobbies, no friends. I am bullied at school and have no self confidence at all. I even tell myself how much I hate myself and point out all my flaws in the mirror. I've tried hurting myself in different ways like dropping weights on myself and putting my hand on...
    hellawatson hellawatson 13-15 1 Response Mar 11

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    Sometimes I don't like the way I am.

    Sometimes I wish I had a different life. But, oh well :/
    HeyItsJanet HeyItsJanet 13-15, F 1 Response Dec 27, 2013

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    I Hate Me.

    well I hate myself basically all the time really. I hate most things about me... I hate who I am. I wish I was someone else. I always make stupid mistakes and I'm so shy that I just end keeping things to myself and then I end up getting myself into situations I just don't want to...
    BrokenAngelWishes BrokenAngelWishes 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 8, 2009

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    I Hate Her

    He picked her over me, but I know why because she's pretty & I'm not, she's short and cute & I'm not, she's perfectly perfect & I'm not, she's sweet & I'm not because I hate myself for you loving her
    DepressedSweatheart DepressedSweatheart 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 28, 2013

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    Cheer Leader Lessons

    Everyone has days they hate themselves, this group is more about those who have days like that far too often. I have struggled with that in my life. I like many of you could explain it by describing the childhood of being told I was worthless, fat, stupid etc. By the people who...
    JennaR JennaR 46-50, F 1 Response Oct 17, 2012

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    %$#@!!!

    There are a lot of times where I absolutely cannot stand who I am. My mind starts racing and I become so overwhelmed and anxious with self-loathing. It's not like hating somebody else... you can always try to avoid people you despise, but when you really feel like you hate...
    paperalias paperalias 22-25, F 7 Responses Apr 23, 2008

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    I Hate Myself.

    I hate how im so self conscious. I hate that I always feel alone even when I have people around me. I hate how fast my mood changes. I hate that I cant communicate my feelings to my boyfriend or my family. I hate being fat. I hate wanting to but not being able to. I hate not...
    Difficultme Difficultme 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 27, 2013

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    I'm holding my life together

    for the others in my life who need and deserve the illusion that everything is good and happy. Innocents who should never suffer discomfort because of me. My life cracked when I fell in love where I should not have, splintered when I sent her a drunken email confession and...
    popuptarget popuptarget 46-50, M Feb 20

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    Not all the time but sometimes.

    I always make my friends mad and I hate it as hard as I try they still get mad.. I always f.uck up. And I hate it. God I'm such a bad friend. I have ADHD and I get a little to hyper and make my friends mad.. Love always, Alexander
    crazyhyperkid crazyhyperkid 13-15, M 1 Response Feb 17

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    We All Hate Ourselves At Times

    I have days where I hate absolutely everything about myself - my hair is frizzy, my skin looks dull and blemished, my eyes are cloudy, my breasts are too big, even though i have lost a lot of weight i focus on the weight i need to lose, my legs are too short...
    Flugelblues Flugelblues 31-35, F 14 Responses May 3, 2008

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    I don't know why sometimes I do sometimes I

    don't . When I'm alone it's so sad and boring.
    adamsoweird adamsoweird 18-21, M Mar 26

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    Those Times

    society just hurts me so much. i feel so lonely every time but no one listens. I try to say it, talk about it but they just don't understand. I hate everything about myself sometimes i just wish i would die. every time, every night i cry myself to sleep and think about how much...
    paulinav paulinav 16-17, F 2 Responses Sep 30, 2013

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    Dead, broken... My true thoughts are left

    unspoken. Hiding behind a beaming smile, I am happy for just a while. As the sun goes down, my fake smile fades, And in darkness, a deep depression invades. My mind is in turmoil, my own thoughts turn against me, what I would do to just be free. torturing, painful thoughts...
    evie96 evie96 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 12

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    I hate myself sometimes

    because I am very known for messing things up. Being a klutz. I don't care, because It's true, I am. I know Krys knows I didn't mean for this to happen, I want us back. I am dying inside knowing I did something wrong, and not talking to my true love
    sexychicz sexychicz 26-30, F Mar 18

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    I sometimes hate myself

    because I'm a lesbian. I was bullied really badly when I was younger because people suspected me. Now it's a lot more accepted at my school, but I still feel ashamed. I can't change myself, I can't hide myself, but sometimes it's hard to embrace that I'm different.
    Boo37 Boo37 13-15, F Mar 26

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    Why Am I Like This Now ??

    I am starting to change ... I'm not that happy , cheerful person I used to be . Instead I'm the exact opposite . My friends are slowly pushing me away .. They don't even acknowledge my presence anymore . Maybe it is my fault , I should pretend to be happy right ? I should put on...
    shineeemoon shineeemoon 13-15 Jul 20, 2012

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    I hate myself more than sometimes.

    .. It seems to be a re-occurring theme in my life. My life is going no where fast. Everytime I manage to get a good person in it I do something idiotic and lose them.. I can't hold a steady job either.. Just like everything else I do I just end up getting fired or quitting. I can...
    DiosesOscuros DiosesOscuros 22-25, M Mar 6

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    Ugh

    I am not a good person.  If people only knew...
    ehl7279 ehl7279 26-30, F 2 Responses Jan 25, 2008

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    Trying to leave this tendency to come down upon

    myself when something does not go well for one reason or another. I know it all comes down to self-esteem and it's hard to build up after so many years of it being low. I can love/respect everyone else, but never myself.
    asert12345678 asert12345678 31-35, M 2 Responses Dec 23, 2013

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    Today Is One Of Those Days

    I hate myself sometimes and today is one of those days. I guess I have been running away from things lately; from situations, responsibilities and some people I love. I was doing this only because I needed some time for myself, a peaceful quiet time where I needed to be alone...
    Waocky Waocky 26-30, F Dec 22, 2012

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    My life has been a vicious cycle of self

    sabotage and self destructive behavior from as long I can humanly recall. I have completed every possible task to avoid the solitary prison of my own self hatred. I have over eaten, indulged in drugs, violence, sex, music, males, females, work, exercise, internet, ****, crafts...
    creepn creepn 22-25, F Mar 6

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    I feel as though I have lost friends

    because I am not able to deal with what I am going thru. If feels as if I am daily getting sucker punched by things I didn't expect. Phone calls from bill collectors saying the most hateful things to me. They won't listen when I tell them I am currently homeless and have no...
    RoseReg RoseReg 46-50, F 1 Response Apr 7

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    I think everyone does sometimes.

    But then, I think that if I had the opportunity to change anything, I wouldn't because one little fix could change everything about yourself. Sometimes I don't like me, but there's a bunch of things I do like about myself. So I have to focus on those things rather than those I...
    taylor468 taylor468 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 26

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    So I recently met a lady

    that interested me, what's even better she seemed even more interested in me than I was her, we had great conversations smiled laughed, everything was fine, I decided I'd ask her out, any place or anything she would like to do, and she turned me down and accused me of "trying to...
    ImAlone420 ImAlone420 22-25, M 2 Responses Jan 12

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    Hate... Not a Strong Word, This Time.

    I hate myself for being so... Angry, sometimes. I hate myself for seeming to have so little control over my own life. I hate myself for not ensuring that I *do* have control over my own life. I hate myself for not being able to let go, and let fate or god or whatever you want...
    Elwing Elwing 26-30, F 3 Responses Jul 7, 2008

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    When im drunk and out with friends I totally

    let go and dont care what I look like but the next day I hate myself! Im so ashamed of the way I behaved I want to hurt myself. I feel like I deserve it for being such a mess :-(
    misindecisive misindecisive 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 6

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    Sometimes I just look in the mirror

    and hate myself.... Especially my body. How did I allow myself to get this big? I feel like a failure sometimes and I hate it....I'm so tired of everything
    TiaAutumn TiaAutumn 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 18

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    Stupidity.

    I don't know why I am the way I am. There's nothing wrong in my life really... I have an amazing guy and a family who although we argue I know they love me. I've always been a happy person and an upbeat person, I still am... With people anyways. But when I'm alone, I can't help...
    Difficultme Difficultme 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 22, 2012

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    It is verily the sign of awful degradation in

    man. Ay, when a man has begun to hate himself, then the last blow has come. When a man has begun to be ashamed of his ancestors, the end has come. ~ Swami Vivekananda
    Abhih123 Abhih123 22-25, M Jan 30

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    ..

    I guess some things are better kept as secrets
    flyingunicorn1 flyingunicorn1 16-17, F Aug 20, 2013

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    I'm a pretty ok person,

    but I can be the worlds biggest ****. I'm my father on the inside and the only use for that is in the workplace. : /
    Twichl Twichl 18-21, F 5 days ago

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    Why can't I wake up with the determination of

    living? I feel so awful, why did I even woke up today. I had no reasons to get up and start the day. Lately, I started to withdraw myself to everyone I know. I don't even want to talk to them yet I feel so alone by doing it. I don't know why I'm like this but I just hate myself...
    Caelus Caelus 18-21 2 Responses Dec 19, 2013

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    Ungrateful

    I hate myself quite intensly a lot of the time. It has been like this for years. That little voice of self doubt inside my head often tells me what I think of myself and generally expletives are used. If I look at myself in a mirror my first reaction is disgust and when times are...
    WyldHoney WyldHoney 31-35, F 6 Responses May 4, 2008

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    When I get in a relationship it's really hard

    for me not to spoil that person .I hate hearing my friends stories that they tell me that their bf or gf doesn't do anything nice for them . I hate that even to the guys that have done me wrong I still like being sweet to them idk why .People tell me to stop but I just can't I...
    sammiee101 sammiee101 18-21, F Jan 20

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