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I Hate Myself

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    I know there are many quotes about mistakes,

    but I'm sick and tired of myself. I missed my application day and wasted one year I feel so stupid, stupid, stupid, stupid, stupid, stupid, stupid, stupid. It seems as I just mastered the art of loss.
    WisePearls WisePearls 36-40, F 4 days ago

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    I am nearing critical mass,

    it won’t end well.
    peanutman27 peanutman27 22-25, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Well sometimes i just have to say **** it

    and just let it be and just move on.
    Manny570 Manny570 16-17, M 2 days ago

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    Why am I the one sitting here crying

    when it's my fault? Why am I the one sitting here missing you when it's my fault I lost you? It's all my fault It's my fault that we barely even talked I spent too much time worrying about school When I should've gave you more love and attention It's my fault you hate me...
    WhySufferxx WhySufferxx 13-15, M 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    ME

    I don't know...I guess its self explanatory really, I don't love myself. Every day I look at myself in the mirror and I hate it. I hate the fact that I hate myself, and its not just physically its also emotionally I hate who I am. I mean I know I'm being stupid but why would I...
    lifesize lifesize 22-25, F 17 Responses Apr 6, 2013

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    Everyday I'm reminded

    that the world doesn't want me here. I'd leave if I could. If I could change my race and gender, I would. The last thing I want to do is make anyone miserable because of my existence. I'm sorry that I'm here, trying the best I can. I'm sorry that I scare you. I'm sorry that I'm...
    RougePlanet RougePlanet 31-35, F 3 Responses 1 hr ago

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    Born The Wrong Way...

    You will laugh, you will judge me, you won't understand... But still I want to write it. It began when I was little, I was only five and I already hated myself. I hated the fact that looking in the mirror was painful. I was looking at myself and thinking 'this is not me!'. I...
    JJTKM JJTKM 16-17 19 Responses Feb 21, 2013

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    I just want to ******* die.

    I hate this place. I have everyone. I don't want to love anymore
    Poth15 Poth15 16-17, F 3 Responses 1 hr ago

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    Not Easy To Change That...

    What I have to do is learn how to accept that I'm not perfect.  Accept that I've been banged up mentally pretty badly. Accept that I'm older now, that I will have bad days, that I will hurt..   That I will be depressed. that there are times I'll hurt so badly I'll need to sob...
    hylierandom hylierandom 41-45 7 Responses Jul 22, 2011

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    Never Happy Endings On These Dark Sets

    Its just all wrong. And the one thing that felt right went left. I climbed up and fell down. I woke up and fell asleep. I drove fast and flew by. I wanted and didn't take. I have fallen and can't get up. I attempted but failed. I studied and forgot. I felt like a winner but lost...
    ninerzoon ninerzoon 36-40, M 3 Responses May 13, 2013

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    emgg emgg 13-15, F 3 Responses 21 hrs ago

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    Aurora202 Aurora202 18-21 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    I don't care if you are underweight

    or over weight. I don't care if you have braces, frizzy hair, acne, or a disability. I don't care, because to me: YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL💕
    AmandaRachael AmandaRachael 13-15, F 8 Responses Dec 20, 2013

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    Sick Of Beind Depressed? Enjoyment Vs Pleasure

    When depressed, we turn to drugs, meaningless sex, alcohol, food full of fat and sugar, movies, video games, etc. These all give us small spikes of pleasure and do some good in lifting the gloom, but when it's over, what's left? We have less money, possibly STDs, gain weight...
    slow4speed slow4speed 22-25, F 14 Responses Jul 1, 2012

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    I was doing so good then I let others bring me

    down and let myself fall back into depression. Don't know if I'll make through this time I just want to get away from everything and everyone.
    ladyyukihime ladyyukihime 18-21, F 2 Responses 23 hrs ago

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    How can I learn to except myself?

    I'm 24 years old and I still find my self to be the ugliest woman walking the planet earth And it's because I'm a very dark skinned black woman. I've had ONE boyfriend in my whole life and it didn't really last to long. My skin color considered unattractive and my hair is...
    MareViCiOUS MareViCiOUS 22-25, F 22 Responses Jan 7

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    I am tired of feeling like this.

    It never stops. I wish I could be someone different. Someone that is happy. I need a mental break. It hurts to pretend and smile all the time. I really need help and the longer I wait the more it is killing me. I look in the mirror and see crap. I have no idea what my boyfriend...
    thesorrybumblebee thesorrybumblebee 18-21, F 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    I've said a lot of negative things about myself.

    People have said negative things about me, too... But it doesn't really matter to me what they say, good or bad, it all depends on what I think about myself. In this story, I was just going to vent about all the bad things about myself. BUT! As soon as I clicked on here to...
    7WholeDays 7WholeDays 18-21, F 5 Responses Feb 18

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    Just Venting

    I swear I'm worthless, I claim to be so ******* strong then why can't I help the ones I care so much about. What is even the point of being alive if I can't even be of some use? Everyone keeps telling me that I need to stop worrying about everyone else for once and have someone...
    sagesbones sagesbones 18-21, M 8 Responses Apr 1, 2013

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    i guess i hated myself.

    ...................
    unlovednbroken unlovednbroken 18-21, F 4 Responses Sep 20

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    I Hate Myself

    I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself...
    inhale123exhale inhale123exhale 22-25, F 13 Responses Aug 1, 2011

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    I know a lot of people are going to comment

    saying how stupid I am being. But I truly do not like myself. I've never told anyone this.. because it's kind of embarrassing. I like some things about myself.. but there are a lot of things I wish I could change. I run varsity cross country.. so my thigh gap is almost non...
    abbbbbby abbbbbby 13-15, F 19 Responses Sep 13

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    I see myself in a mirror

    and i feel sick to my stomach. I don't even know anything about myself as a person, what i like to eat, drink, watch, read, listen to, i'm just sick and numb inside.
    RazorToMySkin RazorToMySkin 16-17, M a week ago

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    I'm struggling bad today.

    I can't stop thinking about killing myself. I have no friends to talk to. I've begged one of my friends just to talk with no responce. I'm going out of my ******* mind I'm nothing but worthless...a waste of space. I think the world would be better off without me.
    dysfunctional42 dysfunctional42 31-35, M 1 Response Sep 21

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    "There comes a time when you look into the

    mirror and you realize that what you see is all that you will ever be. And then you accept it. Or you kill yourself. Or you stop looking in mirrors." -― Tennessee Williams No wonder I hate mirrors..*sigh*
    Aurora202 Aurora202 18-21 1 Response 3 days ago

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    So it all started when i was young

    when my dad killed my mom and started using me...i felt dirty....very ....unfit for . then when i started cutting i felt even worse because of what he did to me....then jason..he made me feel so bad..so dirty..i felt like a f*cking Wh*re and i didn't know what to do...Then when...
    EmoNekoNiki EmoNekoNiki 18-21, F 3 Responses a week ago

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    Damn you, damn you, damn you,

    damn you! Why are you like this!?
    HisDaysAreNumbered HisDaysAreNumbered 18-21, M 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    Self Versus Self

    Please listen to me for once. You're not what you seem to show to people, you won't let them in but they feel your darkness.I'm not worth their time, I have to solve my issues on my own.You can't do this alone.Yes I can, I know where my problems stem from.Shut the **** up so I...
    CaptainMurphy CaptainMurphy 22-25, M 3 Responses May 23, 2013

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    Reasons Why I Hate Myself

    I Hate Myself for being alive still I Hate Myself for being so selfish I Hate Myself for being ungrateful I Hate Myself for not having the balls to commit suicide I hate myself for being mean to my mom I hate myself for being mean to my brother I hate myself for being fat I hate...
    irrelevantperson14 irrelevantperson14 16-17 9 Responses Jul 31, 2010

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    The hate is growing and the days are harder

    especially by myself when my boyfriend isn't around. I'm trying to get through an eating disorder and stopped throwing up but eat in excess. I've put on weight. Making/maintaining friends is so stressful it almost doesn't seem worth it but I can't get better alone. It's a...
    Louise223 Louise223 26-30, F 4 days ago

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    Maybe I should cry for help,

    maybe I should kill myself 😭💔
    whyusteens whyusteens 13-15, F 8 Responses 6 days ago

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    I Can't Do a Damn Thing

    I hate myself. and I hate that I have to tell people online that i hate myself. I don't lack good friends but i wouldnt dare telling most of them as it's so much "cooler" to be happy. I'm jelous of everyone and i don't know how to fix this. I really really don't want to admit...
    DanHughes DanHughes 21-25, M 19 Responses Apr 6, 2007

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    I think things are starting to make sense.

    My life is miserable because of me. The circles under my eyes are so dark, they look like I have been doing drugs for years everyday. My friends through high school noticed how dark they were. My therapist even notices it and tells me about it every time. I stutter like im...
    DifferentOutsider DifferentOutsider 22-25, M 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    I Hate Who I Am

    I hate what I see in the mirror. I hate my past. I hate my present. I hate everything I am. I go to bed every night wishing I would wakeup with some disease and only have a few months to live. Or that I would die on the way to work in a car wreck or have a massive heart attack...
    Sorriso Sorriso 46-50, M 299 Responses Jul 10, 2007

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    I need a co-writer for a realistic drama novel

    about a woman in prison SO BADLY. PLEASE HELP ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I AM BEGGING YOU
    marcuscash marcuscash 18-21, T 1 Response Sep 21

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    I Am Incapable of Doing Anything Worthwhile.

    I am a thirty-something overweight single woman with two cats a messy condo with late mortgage payments who can't find her checkbook atm or credit card hasn't started a huge presentation that i have to give at work in eighteen hours and just knows that i will die alone in this f...
    afjsdkl afjsdkl 31-35, F 39 Responses Nov 19, 2006

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    The Woman In The Mirror

    On nights like tonight. I sometimes wonder what others see in myself when at times I can't even see whats so special about me. Here the past 3-4 months. I've been extremely depressed and completely distant from those who matter the absolute most to me. At times I just want to...
    AmazinglyAmazing AmazinglyAmazing 22-25, F 16 Responses Nov 1, 2012

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    Dreamscape98x Dreamscape98x 16-17, F 1 Response Jun 29

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    No guy wants me, no one likes me,

    and I HATE IT! I'm always there for them but they aren't there for me! :( Why do I bother to live when no guy finds me beautiful and wants me? What the **** is wrong with me? :(
    SeanaO SeanaO 18-21, F 18 Responses May 18

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    People Being Mean

    I have been hated so much for like my whole life, I have been bullied . So I have always hated myself
    Skatergirl16 Skatergirl16 13-15, F 17 Responses Nov 20, 2013

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    If i kill myself who will care .

    My dad wont . The people who will , will cry for a week maximum and then forget me . No one will remember me after a month . But at least i'll be at peace . No pain . So why shouldn't i commit suicide
    peyton1998 peyton1998 16-17, F 31 Responses Aug 1

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    I really do. A lot now.

    I can't do anything, I'm never going to be good enough.
    jeaaane jeaaane 13-15, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    Pure Hatred

    I hate everything about me. my eyes my smile. but i do love my mind. why? because i can dream and run away from everything that is making my life hell. everyday i wake up wishing i hadn't. seems like everything that comes out of my mouth irritates someone. whenever i touch...
    SkinnyJeansAndSnakeBites SkinnyJeansAndSnakeBites 13-15, F 13 Responses Oct 7, 2012

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    I need a co-writer for a realistic drama novel

    about a woman in prison. PLEASE HELP ME!!!!
    marcuscash marcuscash 18-21, T 3 days ago

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    I am not good looking.

    I am not a genius. I am not hardworking. I am not extroverted and sociable. I am not living in the present. I am not happy. I am not interested in the things that most people are interested in. I am not confident. I am not normal. I am not worth anything. I am not good enough. I...
    Arrrbol Arrrbol 16-17, M 18 Responses May 12

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    It Should Have Been Me

    I had a twin brother; when I was old enough my mother told me about him. He died a long time ago even before I was born. The doctor saved me but he was too weak. I tried to cope with it, the thought that I had a brother I'd never get to know. It was an accident, its something...
    GrumpyMe GrumpyMe 22-25, F 12 Responses Nov 28, 2013

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    I feel like I have wasted

    so much of my life, so much of my time. I have wasted my time on applying for college, on waiting on my medical waiver for the military. 2 damn years. I feel like such a waste of life.
    TheManInBlack1836 TheManInBlack1836 18-21, M 3 days ago

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    Goody Two Shoes Freak

    I was always that weird quiet kid who always knew the answer in school.  My family moved a lot and I was introverted so I didn't have many friends and honestly, I didn't really want any.  I hated kids my age for being stupid and cruel to each other.  I hated adults...
    seafall seafall 22-25 22 Responses Aug 21, 2008

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    Sick Of It

    I can't even look in the mirror without wanting to punch the glass. I get so mad at what I am, everything is repulsive. Im so torn with wanting to be happy and just wallowing in this self hate. Im not good enough. My grades aren't good enough my personality, my weight, my face...
    kxrstxn kxrstxn 16-17, F 32 Responses Oct 20, 2013

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    Been There, It Gets Better

    If you hate yourself, it means you have empathy. It means you're human. It means you care so much about others that you're willing to damage yourself for their sake. It means you punish yourself so cruelly every second of most every day, for the sake of those you love, and...
    slow4speed slow4speed 22-25, F 43 Responses May 6, 2012

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    Mess

    ​My life is a mess. I'm an unattractive slob who's too loud and can't keep her grades up in school. Everyone thinks i'm just going through a faze, but I'm not. I'm depressed, and no one cares about me enough to see it. They think i'm fine. They don't know that I hide in my room...
    teenfailure teenfailure 16-17, F 16 Responses Dec 29, 2012

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    Before you say you hate yourself please read

    this...about me I assure you. You'll feel better about yourself. I'm 24-years-old still living with my parents and although I don't have to worry about anything now. I hate myself in every single way possible. My looks aren't that bad but it's nothing near perfect. People tend...
    Concerto Concerto 22-25, F 4 Responses 11 hrs ago

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    I feel like I don't belong anywhere my two

    sisters are beautiful, succesful and smart. I'm nothing like them. I know it's a bad idea to compare yourself to others but I just can't help it. I'm the black sheep in our family. How did I end up so pathetic in every way...
    Careisla Careisla 18-21, F 4 Responses 2 days ago

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