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I Hate Myself

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    Born The Wrong Way...

    You will laugh, you will judge me, you won't understand... But still I want to write it. It began when I was little, I was only five and I already hated myself. I hated the fact that looking in the mirror was painful. I was looking at myself and thinking 'this is not me!'. I...
    JJTKM JJTKM 16-17 19 Responses Feb 21, 2013

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    Not Easy To Change That...

    What I have to do is learn how to accept that I'm not perfect.  Accept that I've been banged up mentally pretty badly. Accept that I'm older now, that I will have bad days, that I will hurt..   That I will be depressed. that there are times I'll hurt so badly I'll need to sob...
    hylierandom hylierandom 41-45 7 Responses Jul 22, 2011

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    How many people out there

    who suffering with all conditions sleep disorder / social anxiety and chronic depression ! Are we enough still strong to facing ourself collapsing day by day ' i buried my all wishes , desires , dreams nothing left in heart but still feeling load dnt know why may be its...
    ProSolitude ProSolitude 26-30, F 2 Responses Aug 20

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    Had a one night stand.

    And I feel really stupid about it. And I didn't know the guy at all. I was super drunk. Can't stop beating my self about it.
    radisglad radisglad 22-25, F 3 Responses Aug 20

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    I've said a lot of negative things about myself.

    People have said negative things about me, too... But it doesn't really matter to me what they say, good or bad, it all depends on what I think about myself. In this story, I was just going to vent about all the bad things about myself. BUT! As soon as I clicked on here to...
    7WholeDays 7WholeDays 18-21, F 4 Responses Feb 18

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    I Hate Myself

    I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself...
    inhale123exhale inhale123exhale 22-25, F 12 Responses Aug 1, 2011

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    Everything I've ever done,

    I've failed at. Everyone else is moving forward while I stay in the same place I was 10 years ago. And all I can think about is how useless I am.
    kedsvardes kedsvardes 26-30, F 4 days ago

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    Sick Of Beind Depressed? Enjoyment Vs Pleasure

    When depressed, we turn to drugs, meaningless sex, alcohol, food full of fat and sugar, movies, video games, etc. These all give us small spikes of pleasure and do some good in lifting the gloom, but when it's over, what's left? We have less money, possibly STDs, gain weight...
    slow4speed slow4speed 22-25, F 13 Responses Jul 1, 2012

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    I am a 20 year old junior guy in college.

    I have never posted anything on this, but more than anything I am using this as a way to vent. So here I go. I hate myself. There are so many things I wish I could change about myself. For starters, I really hate my smile. I have a gap between my top teeth and have not smiled...
    slopez7597 slopez7597 18-21, M 2 Responses a week ago

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    I am not good looking.

    I am not a genius. I am not hardworking. I am not extroverted and sociable. I am not living in the present. I am not happy. I am not interested in the things that most people are interested in. I am not confident. I am not normal. I am not worth anything. I am not good enough. I...
    Arrrbol Arrrbol 16-17, M 18 Responses May 12

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    I Am Incapable of Doing Anything Worthwhile.

    I am a thirty-something overweight single woman with two cats a messy condo with late mortgage payments who can't find her checkbook atm or credit card hasn't started a huge presentation that i have to give at work in eighteen hours and just knows that i will die alone in this f...
    afjsdkl afjsdkl 31-35, F 39 Responses Nov 19, 2006

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    No guy wants me, no one likes me,

    and I HATE IT! I'm always there for them but they aren't there for me! :( Why do I bother to live when no guy finds me beautiful and wants me? What the **** is wrong with me? :(
    SeanaO SeanaO 18-21, F 18 Responses May 18

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    I hate being short and being a desequilibrated

    person. This has made that people easily get away from me. I've never had a girlfriend, and girls that sense that I like them, inmediatly go away. I feel like everyone is better than me and I'm not going to reach my goals, and if I do, I won't be able to enjoy them. I changed...
    DeniedWings DeniedWings 18-21, M 4 Responses 6 days ago

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    I am ugly, fat and stupid.

    I wish I didn't exist. I try and try and I never succeed at anything.
    faerieshimmer87 faerieshimmer87 26-30, F 7 Responses Aug 18

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    I tried to end it tonight.

    I sat in my shower trying to slit my wrist with a kitchen knife. Unfortunately it was too dull. My bestfriend got more mad at me than ever. She's always been there for me. We share everything. Her being upset is worse than being stabbed. I would rather be stabbed. I tried to end...
    IDontEvenKnowAnymore1 IDontEvenKnowAnymore1 13-15, M 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    I am a hateful person,

    people tell me that i'm a kind soul and that i'm just hurting. True, I was abused and raped, but so were others and they recovered. I am a manic depressive. I hate life and the lie of happiness. A kind person wouldn't wish despair on his rapists. A kind person wouldn't enjoy...
    Oldwounds Oldwounds 18-21, M 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    I'm not looking for attention,

    I'm just trying to vent out my emotions I've been bottling up. But to get to the point, I'm a happy go lucky dude that loves to put a smile on people's faces, but inside I'm nothing but a pathetic piece of **** who ***** up at life, anything from minimal tasks to relationships...
    NigNog96 NigNog96 16-17, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Goody Two Shoes Freak

    I was always that weird quiet kid who always knew the answer in school.  My family moved a lot and I was introverted so I didn't have many friends and honestly, I didn't really want any.  I hated kids my age for being stupid and cruel to each other.  I hated adults...
    seafall seafall 22-25 22 Responses Aug 21, 2008

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    I hate myself the pain

    and humiliation I caused my parents by marrying outside my religion. I hate myself for for forcing my husband to convert to my religion albeit for show and for having to keep up the pretence in front of my parents. I hate myself for lying to everyone to keep up this charade...
    Hbee1980 Hbee1980 31-35, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    i really hate myself

    and everything i did to myself
    basicallydead basicallydead 18-21, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    neckd33p neckd33p 16-17, F 3 Responses Aug 19

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    I'm not looking for attention,

    I'm just trying to vent out my emotions I've been bottling up. But to get to the point, I'm a happy go lucky dude that loves to put a smile on people's faces, but inside I'm nothing but a pathetic piece of **** who ***** up at life, anything from minimal tasks to relationships...
    NigNog96 NigNog96 16-17, M 2 days ago

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    I always have. Always will.

    When someone asks me why i do, theres just too many answers.
    ItsPriscila ItsPriscila 13-15, F 22 Responses Jan 19

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    Maybe it's the fact I work all the time just to

    survive, but what am I surviving. An empty life. A boring life. A life that goes from work to sleep back to work again. Out of the thousands of people I've met throughout my life (facebook is my proof). I don't know anyone anymore. Not important enough for someone to care. Not...
    Humming247 Humming247 22-25, F 3 Responses 23 hrs ago

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    Pure Hatred

    I hate everything about me. my eyes my smile. but i do love my mind. why? because i can dream and run away from everything that is making my life hell. everyday i wake up wishing i hadn't. seems like everything that comes out of my mouth irritates someone. whenever i touch...
    SkinnyJeansAndSnakeBites SkinnyJeansAndSnakeBites 13-15, F 13 Responses Oct 7, 2012

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    Dreamscape98x Dreamscape98x 16-17, F 1 Response Jun 29

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    I know it wont fix anything

    and it is pointless and stupid but maybe it might make some of you smile Handsome/Beautiful Smart Kind Caring Understanding Funny Amazing Awesome Wonderful Remind you of anyone yet?...YES! i am talking about you :)
    jennylontay148 jennylontay148 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 19

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    strangerheart strangerheart 22-25, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    WHY LIKE ME

    i cant spell im dyslexic im Bi and my mom hates me im in love with someone i cant have i cut and burn im a nerd i cry to much i get drunk(not all the time) i always seem to lose my friends and family im a wuss AND I WANNA DIE
    BloodyRaven BloodyRaven 13-15, F 16 Responses Jul 8, 2013

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    I hate myself so much :'c I can't do anything

    right.. I have cried too much today ://
    marvelherogirl marvelherogirl 13-15, F 7 Responses Aug 20

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    It Should Have Been Me

    I had a twin brother; when I was old enough my mother told me about him. He died a long time ago even before I was born. The doctor saved me but he was too weak. I tried to cope with it, the thought that I had a brother I'd never get to know. It was an accident, its something...
    GrumpyMe GrumpyMe 22-25, F 13 Responses Nov 28, 2013

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    People Being Mean

    I have been hated so much for like my whole life, I have been bullied . So I have always hated myself
    Skatergirl16 Skatergirl16 13-15, F 17 Responses Nov 20, 2013

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    I Am Me

    I am brave I am strong I am stuck I am lonely I am a loser I am a geek I am a girl I am lost I am scared I am a soldier I am different I am a runner I am a writer But I am me
    itsagame itsagame 16-17, F 2 Responses Nov 12, 2013

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    I've done some horrible stuff in the past.

    Blown up at people. Been aggressive. Been emotionally needy. Been jealous. Been clingy.
    emiveritas emiveritas 18-21, F 3 Responses Aug 21

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    I don't care if you are underweight

    or over weight. I don't care if you have braces, frizzy hair, acne, or a disability. I don't care, because to me: YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL💕
    AmandaRachael AmandaRachael 13-15, F 9 Responses Dec 20, 2013

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    Never Gets Any Better...

    The older I get, the more I hate myself and my life. Isn't it supposed to be the other way around? Aren't people as they get older supposed to feel more and more comfortable with themselves and not worry so much about everyday bullshit? How is it that once again, I get to feel...
    Tuva Tuva 31-35, M 13 Responses Jun 20, 2013

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    coldswan coldswan 22-25, F 4 Responses 6 days ago

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    Never Happy Endings On These Dark Sets

    Its just all wrong. And the one thing that felt right went left. I climbed up and fell down. I woke up and fell asleep. I drove fast and flew by. I wanted and didn't take. I have fallen and can't get up. I attempted but failed. I studied and forgot. I felt like a winner but lost...
    ninerzoon ninerzoon 36-40, M 3 Responses May 13, 2013

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    ME

    I don't know...I guess its self explanatory really, I don't love myself. Every day I look at myself in the mirror and I hate it. I hate the fact that I hate myself, and its not just physically its also emotionally I hate who I am. I mean I know I'm being stupid but why would I...
    lifesize lifesize 18-21, F 17 Responses Apr 6, 2013

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    The Woman In The Mirror

    On nights like tonight. I sometimes wonder what others see in myself when at times I can't even see whats so special about me. Here the past 3-4 months. I've been extremely depressed and completely distant from those who matter the absolute most to me. At times I just want to...
    AmazinglyAmazing AmazinglyAmazing 22-25, F 16 Responses Nov 1, 2012

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    I Can't Do a Damn Thing

    I hate myself. and I hate that I have to tell people online that i hate myself. I don't lack good friends but i wouldnt dare telling most of them as it's so much "cooler" to be happy. I'm jelous of everyone and i don't know how to fix this. I really really don't want to admit...
    DanHughes DanHughes 21-25, M 19 Responses Apr 6, 2007

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    Everyone hates me and im thinkin kinda suicidal.

    It wont make a difference to anyone. I keep getting constantly ignored everywere so y not
    SexyBeazt96 SexyBeazt96 13-15, M 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    I want so much to stop hating myself,

    but I think that I am afraid to fully accept myself and all my flaws because I am afraid that if I do that, I will be complacent and never get what I want out of life or become the person I want and need to be.
    beanz1 beanz1 31-35, M 3 Responses a week ago

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    After 2 classes I had to go home from school.

    I can't take it anymore. Why can't I just be normal? Why do I have to be so ****** up? Why can't I be like everybody else? Everything is falling apart, and I don't want to fight anymore. I'm tired.
    ColourfulDreams ColourfulDreams 13-15, F 7 Responses 3 days ago

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    I tried to end it tonight.

    I sat in my shower trying to slit my wrist with a kitchen knife. Unfortunately it was too dull. My bestfriend got more mad at me than ever. She's always been there for me. We share everything. Her being upset is worse than being stabbed. I would rather be stabbed. I tried to end...
    IDontEvenKnowAnymore1 IDontEvenKnowAnymore1 13-15, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I Hate Who I Am

    I hate what I see in the mirror. I hate my past. I hate my present. I hate everything I am. I go to bed every night wishing I would wakeup with some disease and only have a few months to live. Or that I would die on the way to work in a car wreck or have a massive heart attack...
    Sorriso Sorriso 46-50, M 295 Responses Jul 10, 2007

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    I hate myself i feel like a horrible person

    everything i do i mess up or make worst i hate myself i can do anything without annoying others
    annoying143 annoying143 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 18

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    Self Versus Self

    Please listen to me for once. You're not what you seem to show to people, you won't let them in but they feel your darkness.I'm not worth their time, I have to solve my issues on my own.You can't do this alone.Yes I can, I know where my problems stem from.Shut the **** up so I...
    CaptainMurphy CaptainMurphy 22-25, M 3 Responses May 23, 2013

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    Sick Of It

    I can't even look in the mirror without wanting to punch the glass. I get so mad at what I am, everything is repulsive. Im so torn with wanting to be happy and just wallowing in this self hate. Im not good enough. My grades aren't good enough my personality, my weight, my face...
    kxrstxn kxrstxn 16-17, F 32 Responses Oct 20, 2013

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    Been There, It Gets Better

    If you hate yourself, it means you have empathy. It means you're human. It means you care so much about others that you're willing to damage yourself for their sake. It means you punish yourself so cruelly every second of most every day, for the sake of those you love, and...
    slow4speed slow4speed 22-25, F 43 Responses May 6, 2012

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    If i kill myself who will care .

    My dad wont . The people who will , will cry for a week maximum and then forget me . No one will remember me after a month . But at least i'll be at peace . No pain . So why shouldn't i commit suicide
    peyton1998 peyton1998 16-17, F 30 Responses Aug 1

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    I hate myself and how cruel

    and inhuman I am... but people say im nice... if only they knew how evil i really am.... i want to die....
    NovaLee12 NovaLee12 18-21, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    I know this sounds thirsty

    but i need someone to talkt too
    ActuallyGrace ActuallyGrace 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 20

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    I honestly hate myself.

    I'm so dumb and awkward. Nobody wants to be around me especially in school, I basically only have like 1 friend :x which makes me scared as **** for school next week, and its not like I can just ignore it, its almost like every one is against me. I haven't done anything besides...
    mandycandy0123 mandycandy0123 16-17, F