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I Hate Myself

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    Sick Of Beind Depressed? Enjoyment Vs Pleasure

    When depressed, we turn to drugs, meaningless sex, alcohol, food full of fat and sugar, movies, video games, etc. These all give us small spikes of pleasure and do some good in lifting the gloom, but when it's over, what's left? We have less money, possibly STDs, gain weight...
    slow4speed slow4speed 22-25, F 13 Responses Jul 1, 2012

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    I'm a 18 year old guy who's not very tall,

    looks extremly ugly and has a squeeky stupid voice. Can i die please? :(
    Jaggerno Jaggerno 18-21, M 10 Responses 4 hrs ago

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    So just about everyday I'm gonna post a rating

    of how today has gone from 1-10. One being awesome day and ten being multiple suicide attempts. So today has been a 6 so far: I currently don't care to do anything that matters
    Experiencevisionary Experiencevisionary 13-15, M 3 Responses 3 hrs ago

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    Been There, It Gets Better

    If you hate yourself, it means you have empathy. It means you're human. It means you care so much about others that you're willing to damage yourself for their sake. It means you punish yourself so cruelly every second of most every day, for the sake of those you love, and...
    slow4speed slow4speed 22-25, F 43 Responses May 6, 2012

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    Never Happy Endings On These Dark Sets

    Its just all wrong. And the one thing that felt right went left. I climbed up and fell down. I woke up and fell asleep. I drove fast and flew by. I wanted and didn't take. I have fallen and can't get up. I attempted but failed. I studied and forgot. I felt like a winner but lost...
    ninerzoon ninerzoon 36-40, M 3 Responses May 13, 2013

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    I don't care if you are underweight

    or over weight. I don't care if you have braces, frizzy hair, acne, or a disability. I don't care, because to me: YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL💕
    AmandaRachael AmandaRachael 13-15, F 9 Responses Dec 20, 2013

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    I hate myself. I hate my ******* life.

    I hate my ******* parents and my ******* body. I hate everything and I want to give up. I want to quit everything. I don't give a **** about anything and the numb feeling is still there. **** OFF. I don't need or want you here I want to ******* kill myself but I'm to much of a...
    skylerGrace skylerGrace 13-15, F 6 Responses 1 hr ago

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    I always have. Always will.

    When someone asks me why i do, theres just too many answers.
    ItsPriscila ItsPriscila 13-15, F 22 Responses Jan 19

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    I hate it that I don't know the difference

    anymore between beautify and lust, so I hate myself for that.
    jack3683 jack3683 16-17, M 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    Everything I've ever done,

    I've failed at. Everyone else is moving forward while I stay in the same place I was 10 years ago. And all I can think about is how useless I am.
    kedsvardes kedsvardes 26-30, F Aug 24

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    I hate myself. Life is not going

    as planned. I'm constantly being pulled away from love because of work. I try my best to be a good boyfriend but women just take advantage of my kindness and leave. I just don't understand. It probably doesn't help seeing all my peers getting married and having kids. Just...
    Bjjallday Bjjallday 26-30, M 3 days ago

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    I feel bad that I complain about my Problems,

    when others have it south worse than me, it makes me hate myself even more...
    bluegirlie98 bluegirlie98 13-15, F 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    strangerheart strangerheart 22-25, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    How can I learn to except myself?

    I'm 24 years old and I still find my self to be the ugliest woman walking the planet earth And it's because I'm a very dark skinned black woman. I've had ONE boyfriend in my whole life and it didn't really last to long. My skin color considered unattractive and my hair is...
    MareViCiOUS MareViCiOUS 22-25, F 23 Responses Jan 7

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    I tried to end it tonight.

    I sat in my shower trying to slit my wrist with a kitchen knife. Unfortunately it was too dull. My bestfriend got more mad at me than ever. She's always been there for me. We share everything. Her being upset is worse than being stabbed. I would rather be stabbed. I tried to end...
    IDontEvenKnowAnymore1 IDontEvenKnowAnymore1 13-15, M 1 Response Aug 23

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    WHY LIKE ME

    i cant spell im dyslexic im Bi and my mom hates me im in love with someone i cant have i cut and burn im a nerd i cry to much i get drunk(not all the time) i always seem to lose my friends and family im a wuss AND I WANNA DIE
    BloodyRaven BloodyRaven 13-15, F 16 Responses Jul 8, 2013

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    jasmineisb0red jasmineisb0red 13-15, F 9 Responses 1 day ago

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    I Hate Who I Am

    I hate what I see in the mirror. I hate my past. I hate my present. I hate everything I am. I go to bed every night wishing I would wakeup with some disease and only have a few months to live. Or that I would die on the way to work in a car wreck or have a massive heart attack...
    Sorriso Sorriso 46-50, M 296 Responses Jul 10, 2007

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    I've said a lot of negative things about myself.

    People have said negative things about me, too... But it doesn't really matter to me what they say, good or bad, it all depends on what I think about myself. In this story, I was just going to vent about all the bad things about myself. BUT! As soon as I clicked on here to...
    7WholeDays 7WholeDays 18-21, F 4 Responses Feb 18

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    I tried to end it tonight.

    I sat in my shower trying to slit my wrist with a kitchen knife. Unfortunately it was too dull. My bestfriend got more mad at me than ever. She's always been there for me. We share everything. Her being upset is worse than being stabbed. I would rather be stabbed. I tried to end...
    IDontEvenKnowAnymore1 IDontEvenKnowAnymore1 13-15, M 2 Responses Aug 23

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    I can't look in the mirror without wanting to

    vomit and I know everyone that sees me thinks that the world would be a better place if I just ended it
    kgorton1 kgorton1 18-21, F 7 Responses 17 hrs ago

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    i really hate myself

    and everything i did to myself
    unlovednbroken unlovednbroken 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 24

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    : I don't know what to do anymore ,

    can I fall asleep & never wake up ? 😔😔😔
    jhastme jhastme 18-21, F 2 Responses 12 hrs ago

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    I hate myself. I feel defective.

    I should be happy. I am a teacher, told I am attractive who has an awesome dog. But I can't connect and now I associate meeting new people with failure. I do therapy, medication, eating right, exercising...and the more I try the sadder I become but I know I have to keep going or...
    schneiderelli schneiderelli 36-40, M 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    I start talking to someone

    and then I completely ruin it because I'm such a ******* retard. No wonder people dislike talking to me.
    lexrae lexrae 13-15, F 1 Response 20 hrs ago

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    I Am Incapable of Doing Anything Worthwhile.

    I am a thirty-something overweight single woman with two cats a messy condo with late mortgage payments who can't find her checkbook atm or credit card hasn't started a huge presentation that i have to give at work in eighteen hours and just knows that i will die alone in this f...
    afjsdkl afjsdkl 31-35, F 39 Responses Nov 19, 2006

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    I hate myself and how cruel

    and inhuman I am... but people say im nice... if only they knew how evil i really am.... i want to die....
    NovaLee12 NovaLee12 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 24

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    Just Venting

    I swear I'm worthless, I claim to be so ******* strong then why can't I help the ones I care so much about. What is even the point of being alive if I can't even be of some use? Everyone keeps telling me that I need to stop worrying about everyone else for once and have someone...
    sagesbones sagesbones 18-21, M 8 Responses Apr 1, 2013

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    I am a stupid person

    and i dont understand why
    unlovednbroken unlovednbroken 18-21, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Mess

    ​My life is a mess. I'm an unattractive slob who's too loud and can't keep her grades up in school. Everyone thinks i'm just going through a faze, but I'm not. I'm depressed, and no one cares about me enough to see it. They think i'm fine. They don't know that I hide in my room...
    teenfailure teenfailure 16-17, F 16 Responses Dec 29, 2012

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    I am a hateful person,

    people tell me that i'm a kind soul and that i'm just hurting. True, I was abused and raped, but so were others and they recovered. I am a manic depressive. I hate life and the lie of happiness. A kind person wouldn't wish despair on his rapists. A kind person wouldn't enjoy...
    Oldwounds Oldwounds 18-21, M 2 Responses a week ago

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    That moment when you're

    so sure of yourself not to talk nor text this person but you find yourself sending a message and have already hit send. This is full of cr*p. Jesus christ!!!!!
    calliecassidy calliecassidy 22-25, F 2 Responses 10 hrs ago

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    Goody Two Shoes Freak

    I was always that weird quiet kid who always knew the answer in school.  My family moved a lot and I was introverted so I didn't have many friends and honestly, I didn't really want any.  I hated kids my age for being stupid and cruel to each other.  I hated adults...
    seafall seafall 22-25 22 Responses Aug 21, 2008

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    Maybe it's the fact I work all the time just to

    survive, but what am I surviving. An empty life. A boring life. A life that goes from work to sleep back to work again. Out of the thousands of people I've met throughout my life (facebook is my proof). I don't know anyone anymore. Not important enough for someone to care. Not...
    Humming247 Humming247 22-25, F 4 Responses 5 days ago

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    If i kill myself who will care .

    My dad wont . The people who will , will cry for a week maximum and then forget me . No one will remember me after a month . But at least i'll be at peace . No pain . So why shouldn't i commit suicide
    peyton1998 peyton1998 16-17, F 30 Responses Aug 1

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    Figures. You ask for help

    and nobody will. No wonder it felt so odd to type such nonsense, there's no point. Well, I got 2 new scars to join the others. Ah fine. Panic's over. It's funny how a blade is more human than most people. It keeps me safe when I walk and helps me when im alone. I don't know...
    Oldwounds Oldwounds 18-21, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Born The Wrong Way...

    You will laugh, you will judge me, you won't understand... But still I want to write it. It began when I was little, I was only five and I already hated myself. I hated the fact that looking in the mirror was painful. I was looking at myself and thinking 'this is not me!'. I...
    JJTKM JJTKM 16-17 19 Responses Feb 21, 2013

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    Sick Of It

    I can't even look in the mirror without wanting to punch the glass. I get so mad at what I am, everything is repulsive. Im so torn with wanting to be happy and just wallowing in this self hate. Im not good enough. My grades aren't good enough my personality, my weight, my face...
    kxrstxn kxrstxn 16-17, F 32 Responses Oct 20, 2013

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    it takes a lot of energy to continuously get

    back up after being knocked down so many times, i can't do this for much longer
    xenababy7 xenababy7 18-21, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    After 2 classes I had to go home from school.

    I can't take it anymore. Why can't I just be normal? Why do I have to be so ****** up? Why can't I be like everybody else? Everything is falling apart, and I don't want to fight anymore. I'm tired.
    ColourfulDreams ColourfulDreams 13-15, F 7 Responses a week ago

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    Everyone hates me and im thinkin kinda suicidal.

    It wont make a difference to anyone. I keep getting constantly ignored everywere so y not
    SexyBeazt96 SexyBeazt96 13-15, M 2 Responses Aug 25

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    Why do I even bother anymore?

    I'm ugly and worthless and clingy and annoying and awkward and if you don't hate me already I'm sure you'll find a reason soon emough
    Ashley1421 Ashley1421 13-15, F 2 Responses 17 hrs ago

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    It Should Have Been Me

    I had a twin brother; when I was old enough my mother told me about him. He died a long time ago even before I was born. The doctor saved me but he was too weak. I tried to cope with it, the thought that I had a brother I'd never get to know. It was an accident, its something...
    GrumpyMe GrumpyMe 22-25, F 13 Responses Nov 28, 2013

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    I am not good looking.

    I am not a genius. I am not hardworking. I am not extroverted and sociable. I am not living in the present. I am not happy. I am not interested in the things that most people are interested in. I am not confident. I am not normal. I am not worth anything. I am not good enough. I...
    Arrrbol Arrrbol 16-17, M 18 Responses May 12

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    Pure Hatred

    I hate everything about me. my eyes my smile. but i do love my mind. why? because i can dream and run away from everything that is making my life hell. everyday i wake up wishing i hadn't. seems like everything that comes out of my mouth irritates someone. whenever i touch...
    SkinnyJeansAndSnakeBites SkinnyJeansAndSnakeBites 13-15, F 13 Responses Oct 7, 2012

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    I Can't Do a Damn Thing

    I hate myself. and I hate that I have to tell people online that i hate myself. I don't lack good friends but i wouldnt dare telling most of them as it's so much "cooler" to be happy. I'm jelous of everyone and i don't know how to fix this. I really really don't want to admit...
    DanHughes DanHughes 21-25, M 19 Responses Apr 6, 2007

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    The Woman In The Mirror

    On nights like tonight. I sometimes wonder what others see in myself when at times I can't even see whats so special about me. Here the past 3-4 months. I've been extremely depressed and completely distant from those who matter the absolute most to me. At times I just want to...
    AmazinglyAmazing AmazinglyAmazing 22-25, F 16 Responses Nov 1, 2012

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    Not Easy To Change That...

    What I have to do is learn how to accept that I'm not perfect.  Accept that I've been banged up mentally pretty badly. Accept that I'm older now, that I will have bad days, that I will hurt..   That I will be depressed. that there are times I'll hurt so badly I'll need to sob...
    hylierandom hylierandom 41-45 7 Responses Jul 22, 2011

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    Dreamscape98x Dreamscape98x 16-17, F 1 Response Jun 29

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    No guy wants me, no one likes me,

    and I HATE IT! I'm always there for them but they aren't there for me! :( Why do I bother to live when no guy finds me beautiful and wants me? What the **** is wrong with me? :(
    SeanaO SeanaO 18-21, F 18 Responses May 18

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    I'm not looking for attention,

    I'm just trying to vent out my emotions I've been bottling up. But to get to the point, I'm a happy go lucky dude that loves to put a smile on people's faces, but inside I'm nothing but a pathetic piece of **** who ***** up at life, anything from minimal tasks to relationships...
    NigNog96 NigNog96 16-17, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    People Being Mean

    I have been hated so much for like my whole life, I have been bullied . So I have always hated myself
    Skatergirl16 Skatergirl16 13-15, F 17 Responses Nov 20, 2013

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    I Hate Myself

    I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself...
    inhale123exhale inhale123exhale 22-25, F 12 Responses Aug 1, 2011

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    ME

    I don't know...I guess its self explanatory really, I don't love myself. Every day I look at myself in the mirror and I hate it. I hate the fact that I hate myself, and its not just physically its also emotionally I hate who I am. I mean I know I'm being stupid but why would I...
    lifesize lifesize 18-21, F