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    I never liked the way I am,

    my confident has slowly gone down here I can't even look in the mirror because i'm not very happy about my appearance and when i go out i feel like i'm starred in a bad way.....
    harl888 harl888 16-17, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    Born The Wrong Way...

    You will laugh, you will judge me, you won't understand... But still I want to write it. It began when I was little, I was only five and I already hated myself. I hated the fact that looking in the mirror was painful. I was looking at myself and thinking 'this is not me!'. I...
    JJTKM JJTKM 16-17 19 Responses Feb 21, 2013

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    It Should Have Been Me

    I had a twin brother; when I was old enough my mother told me about him. He died a long time ago even before I was born. The doctor saved me but he was too weak. I tried to cope with it, the thought that I had a brother I'd never get to know. It was an accident, its something...
    GrumpyMe GrumpyMe 22-25, F 11 Responses Nov 28, 2013

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    I'm sorry that I ruin everything.

    Maybe it would be best if I leave.
    Waffl3s Waffl3s 13-15, F 15 Responses Jan 8

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    I never do the things I'm supposed to do,

    and I end up hating myself even more. What a waste.
    simmerdame simmerdame 16-17, F 1 day ago

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    Never Happy Endings On These Dark Sets

    Its just all wrong. And the one thing that felt right went left. I climbed up and fell down. I woke up and fell asleep. I drove fast and flew by. I wanted and didn't take. I have fallen and can't get up. I attempted but failed. I studied and forgot. I felt like a winner but lost...
    ninerzoon ninerzoon 36-40, M 3 Responses May 13, 2013

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    Whenever I post somthing people go straight

    ahead and message me I get about 3 new messages from people every time I get on :3 yes I hate myself yes I think my life sucks yes I wish I would die yes i cut yes yes i overdoes on vitements
    BiXwolfsXbears BiXwolfsXbears 13-15, F 1 Response 17 hrs ago

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    Self Versus Self

    Please listen to me for once. You're not what you seem to show to people, you won't let them in but they feel your darkness.I'm not worth their time, I have to solve my issues on my own.You can't do this alone.Yes I can, I know where my problems stem from.Shut the **** up so I...
    CaptainMurphy CaptainMurphy 22-25, M 3 Responses May 23, 2013

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    I hate the way I am I hate the way I look I hate

    that I can't be better I hate that when I try I always fail I hate that my friends hate me I hate being alone when I'm not I hate that monster in mg house I hate not being able to hold the one I love I hate being so disgusted when I look in the mirror I hate destroying my self...
    WhiteRice14 WhiteRice14 18-21, F 4 Responses 3 days ago

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    Mess

    ​My life is a mess. I'm an unattractive slob who's too loud and can't keep her grades up in school. Everyone thinks i'm just going through a faze, but I'm not. I'm depressed, and no one cares about me enough to see it. They think i'm fine. They don't know that I hide in my room...
    teenfailure teenfailure 16-17, F 16 Responses Dec 29, 2012

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    I hate my life right

    now nothing is going good for me I wish I could just leave it all & start over most of the time I think if I weren't alive It would be better I have no one to talk to I think I don't even matter
    Theblackassassin Theblackassassin 18-21, M 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    Every time I look in the mirror,

    I hate the person staring back at me more than anyone else ever could.
    CloseButNoGuitar CloseButNoGuitar 26-30, M Feb 16

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    Just Venting

    I swear I'm worthless, I claim to be so ******* strong then why can't I help the ones I care so much about. What is even the point of being alive if I can't even be of some use? Everyone keeps telling me that I need to stop worrying about everyone else for once and have someone...
    sagesbones sagesbones 18-21, M 9 Responses Apr 1, 2013

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    I didn't choose to be mental !

    And I'm tired of this and everyone's tired of me ! So **** ! There's no place for me here !
    SpecialButReal SpecialButReal 18-21, F 1 Response 2 hrs ago

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    I should've just killed myself along time ago.

    I serve no purpose, I'm waste of space, and a waste of life.
    XxFuckYouxX XxFuckYouxX 18-21, M 30 Responses Dec 30, 2014

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    No guy wants me, no one likes me,

    and I HATE IT! I'm always there for them but they aren't there for me! :( Why do I bother to live when no guy finds me beautiful and wants me? What the **** is wrong with me? :(
    SeanaO SeanaO 18-21, F 21 Responses May 18, 2014

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    Unstableteen Unstableteen 13-15, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    WHY LIKE ME

    i cant spell im dyslexic im Bi and my mom hates me im in love with someone i cant have i cut and burn im a nerd i cry to much i get drunk(not all the time) i always seem to lose my friends and family im a wuss AND I WANNA DIE
    BloodyRaven BloodyRaven 13-15, F 16 Responses Jul 8, 2013

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    I Hate Who I Am

    I hate what I see in the mirror. I hate my past. I hate my present. I hate everything I am. I go to bed every night wishing I would wakeup with some disease and only have a few months to live. Or that I would die on the way to work in a car wreck or have a massive heart attack...
    Sorriso Sorriso 46-50, M 299 Responses Jul 10, 2007

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    The Woman In The Mirror

    On nights like tonight. I sometimes wonder what others see in myself when at times I can't even see whats so special about me. Here the past 3-4 months. I've been extremely depressed and completely distant from those who matter the absolute most to me. At times I just want to...
    AmazinglyAmazing AmazinglyAmazing 22-25, F 16 Responses Nov 1, 2012

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    Dreamscape98x Dreamscape98x 16-17, F 1 Response Jun 29, 2014

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    A friend came to me today talking about how two

    of his uncles have died in the past month leaving him grief stricken. He's really not handling it well, and at the end of it all I found myself really disgusted with my reactions. Here my friend is in front of me bearing his pain and anguish, then I'm jealous and angry because...
    Bubblery Bubblery 22-25, F 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    `I need to believe that only I can change my

    dreams. That only I can light the fire in me. That no one can break me unless I break myself and only someone else can help mr carry the pieces. I need to believe that I am different and I am full of love, and if I live every moment believing, then the chaos in my heart will be...
    PuppetOnStrings PuppetOnStrings 22-25, F Feb 18

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    vicky143clear vicky143clear 26-30, M 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    sometimes i'm talking

    and i'm just like "shut the **** up"
    Angelcum Angelcum 18-21, F 10 Responses Nov 16, 2014

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    It hurts when you know all your faults

    and how you're ruining other people's lives. You become the person you hate the most and your own enemy. It's a constant battle to live when your own voice in your head reminds you how much you suck and what a terrible person you are.
    swimswithcrocs swimswithcrocs 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 14

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    I Hate Myself

    I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself...
    inhale123exhale inhale123exhale 22-25, F 13 Responses Aug 1, 2011

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    Sick Of Beind Depressed? Enjoyment Vs Pleasure

    When depressed, we turn to drugs, meaningless sex, alcohol, food full of fat and sugar, movies, video games, etc. These all give us small spikes of pleasure and do some good in lifting the gloom, but when it's over, what's left? We have less money, possibly STDs, gain weight...
    slow4speed slow4speed 22-25, F 15 Responses Jul 1, 2012

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    I hate waking up feeling nothing

    but physical pain. I hate not being motivated, i want to wake up either terrified or overly exited but instead my life is a dead line.
    SarahTheEnigma SarahTheEnigma 16-17, F 9 Responses Oct 5, 2014

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    On the floor where my locker is at school,

    there's a door and a mirror attached to the door so every time it walk by, I see myself, and it completely ruins the rest of my day.... There's nothing I hate more than myself
    bluegirlie98 bluegirlie98 16-17, F 5 Responses Feb 12

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    All I want to do is sit in my room

    and isolate myself from everyone because it seems like no one really likes me. So what's the point of showing my self to people who doesn't give a **** about me
    Alonzoisgay Alonzoisgay 13-15, M 5 Responses 3 days ago

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    I just got back from Sadie.

    . It really ******* sucked. I asked a really good guy friend of mine and discussed it with a chick friend. She then went behind my back and asked him and he said yes.. It's not so much the fact that he said yes to her (he likes her) but that she KNEW I asked him and went and...
    Sarabell00 Sarabell00 13-15, F Feb 13

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    I'm not attractive so what's the point of

    living . People are only nice to attractive people
    imdifferent97 imdifferent97 16-17, F 4 Responses 4 days ago

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    just do. why love myself

    when I dont really care? theres a picture that says "my life is a joke, and im not even laughing anymore." pretty much how I feel. yet I still keep walking for unknown reasons. guess ill see what happens at the end of the story.
    FabledCity FabledCity 18-21, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    How can I learn to except myself?

    I'm 24 years old and I still find my self to be the ugliest woman walking the planet earth And it's because I'm a very dark skinned black woman. I've had ONE boyfriend in my whole life and it didn't really last to long. My skin color considered unattractive and my hair is...
    MareViCiOUS MareViCiOUS 22-25, F 21 Responses Jan 7, 2014

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    My legs are dangling off the edge,

    The bottom of the bottle is my only friend, I think I'll slit my wrists again and I'm gone, gone, gone, gone. My legs are dangling off the edge, A stomach full of pills didn't work again, I'll put a bullet in my head and I'm gone, gone, gone, gone.
    SweetGazePup SweetGazePup 18-21, M 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    bluegirlie98 bluegirlie98 16-17, F 23 Responses Dec 24, 2014

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    To be completely honest I truly hate myself.

    Just the way I look and act make's me absolutely sick to my stomach. I have no confidence in the way I look, I feel as though everyone is judging me. Like I'm strange ugly creature that needs to be killed, or whenever I try to be social. I'm never fun, or nice to be around. I'm...
    CarsonKid14 CarsonKid14 13-15, M 4 Responses 5 days ago

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    That is it. I've hold it in long enough.

    I shall begin from how and where it all went wrong. It all started when I'm a Christian that tries to do very well in life and such. There are 2 things however that stands on getting my way. 1 I'm bi curious. Now, What I feel about this honestly is not all that bad, However, I...
    UphillCord1 UphillCord1 16-17, M 3 Responses Feb 16

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    I hate my body. It's

    so disgusting :/
    SpecialButReal SpecialButReal 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 15

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    Been There, It Gets Better

    If you hate yourself, it means you have empathy. It means you're human. It means you care so much about others that you're willing to damage yourself for their sake. It means you punish yourself so cruelly every second of most every day, for the sake of those you love, and...
    slow4speed slow4speed 22-25, F 42 Responses May 6, 2012

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    My brother and I just had an argument.

    He sucks at arguing because of how he drags the focus of the argument to other things. Things like me. He constantly insults me for being shy and for procrastinating. He insults me for that one marking period where I got a lot of bad grades in math. He insults me for not...
    DrowningInRed DrowningInRed 13-15, F 5 Responses Feb 13

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    I know a lot of people are going to comment

    saying how stupid I am being. But I truly do not like myself. I've never told anyone this.. because it's kind of embarrassing. I like some things about myself.. but there are a lot of things I wish I could change. I run varsity cross country.. so my thigh gap is almost non...
    abbbbbby abbbbbby 13-15, F 18 Responses Sep 13, 2014

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    I don't care if you are underweight

    or over weight. I don't care if you have braces, frizzy hair, acne, or a disability. I don't care, because to me: YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL💕
    AmandaRachael AmandaRachael 16-17, F 8 Responses Dec 20, 2013

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    Today just the worst it makes it

    even worst when your a stubborn idiot:(
    Alonzoisgay Alonzoisgay 13-15, M 3 Responses Feb 17

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    I hate myself for being too afraid to be myself.

    I hate myself for not being able to express anger, sadness and happiness. I hate myself for being so useless. I can't trust anybody and i can't tell anybody about my fears, not even my best friends, not even my family. I have too many secrets. Secrets i wish i could tell someone...
    bluerosesandblackfoxes bluerosesandblackfoxes 18-21, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    ME

    I don't know...I guess its self explanatory really, I don't love myself. Every day I look at myself in the mirror and I hate it. I hate the fact that I hate myself, and its not just physically its also emotionally I hate who I am. I mean I know I'm being stupid but why would I...
    lifesize lifesize 22-25, F 17 Responses Apr 6, 2013

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    I am not good looking.

    I am not a genius. I am not hardworking. I am not extroverted and sociable. I am not living in the present. I am not happy. I am not interested in the things that most people are interested in. I am not confident. I am not normal. I am not worth anything. I am not good enough. I...
    Arrrbol Arrrbol 18-21, M 17 Responses May 12, 2014

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    I hate myself so much I just want someone to

    talk to but I guess I'm too much of a freak for anyone to like me :/
    adelinep013 adelinep013 13-15, F 4 Responses 4 days ago

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    Pure Hatred

    I hate everything about me. my eyes my smile. but i do love my mind. why? because i can dream and run away from everything that is making my life hell. everyday i wake up wishing i hadn't. seems like everything that comes out of my mouth irritates someone. whenever i touch...
    SkinnyJeansAndSnakeBites SkinnyJeansAndSnakeBites 16-17, F 13 Responses Oct 7, 2012

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    People Being Mean

    I have been hated so much for like my whole life, I have been bullied . So I have always hated myself
    Skatergirl16 Skatergirl16 13-15, F 16 Responses Nov 20, 2013

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    "I hate my own reflection,

    question every choice I make" I hate everything about myself. I really do try tho. I try to find good things. But I never can. Not in my personality. Not in my looks. Nothing I do is good enough. My memory is seriously bad. People think I'm just lazy or rebellious when I dont...