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I Hate Myself

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    i am worthless and useless on this planet i

    hate seeing people with their friends and looking all nice and seeing them all happy while i am just sitting in my room all alone if i died no one would care
    cweber219 cweber219 16-17, M 4 Responses a week ago

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    I think I might have gotten a look into the

    mirror, I ******* hope that's not how I really am.
    peanutman27 peanutman27 22-25, M 1 Response Jul 15

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    I just want to give up everything .

    And run away but this stupid life doesn't let me run. I m done with frnds, family, love,relations with my job. Hating every thing. I just feel irritated and pissed off .
    hasank hasank 22-25, M Jul 15

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    WHY LIKE ME

    i cant spell im dyslexic im Bi and my mom hates me im in love with someone i cant have i cut and burn im a nerd i cry to much i get drunk(not all the time) i always seem to lose my friends and family im a wuss AND I WANNA DIE
    BloodyRaven BloodyRaven 13-15, F 16 Responses Jul 8, 2013

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    I hate browsing Instagram

    and seeing everyone my age having fun with their best friends, having stable jobs, travelling the world, living out of home , wearing nice clothes , having nice cars, looking like models from a magazine. I want their life but here I am. Fat, underemployed, chronically...
    emiveritas emiveritas 18-21, F 9 Responses Jul 15

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    Been There, It Gets Better

    If you hate yourself, it means you have empathy. It means you're human. It means you care so much about others that you're willing to damage yourself for their sake. It means you punish yourself so cruelly every second of most every day, for the sake of those you love, and...
    slow4speed slow4speed 22-25, F 43 Responses May 6, 2012

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    People Being Mean

    I have been hated so much for like my whole life, I have been bullied . So I have always hated myself
    Skatergirl16 Skatergirl16 13-15, F 16 Responses Nov 20, 2013

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    I used to hate myself

    so much and beat myself up over the dumbest of things. Till recently I had been getting better little by little at not doing it. But I got something that made it so I don't beat myself up. I'm happier because of that event.
    shyguy38 shyguy38 18-21, M 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    I am nothing. Forgotten.

    Abused. Left behind. Smeared. Confused. Lost. Broken. And nobody cares.
    CaraLina CaraLina 18-21, F 1 Response 21 hrs ago

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    If I could have one wish,

    I would wish to be beautiful. I wish I could know how it feels to wake up and feel good about myself. Some people are so lucky. They were born looking gorgeous. Some women have men running after them 24/7. I don't even want to go out in public because I don't want people...
    ggggabbyyyy ggggabbyyyy 13-15, F 6 Responses 5 days ago

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    how ******* dare i call my self a man im a

    pathetic loser deserve all the hate and bullying and pain ive ever got i don't deserve anything different i push everyone away and make them run fast my own parents and sister hate me I put on a macho tough guy ego cos my real personality makes people hate mean be sick at the...
    greatbritain1707 greatbritain1707 16-17, M 2 Responses 2 hrs ago

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    I am thinking about committing suicide.

    I understand that my family dont need me and that there is no place for me to belong. I have no good days, my sister hates me (she's 12) and I have nothing. yesterday, I thought it was going to be a good day but it wasn't. My 12 year old sister started picking on me to the...
    WeirdOtaku WeirdOtaku 18-21, M 4 Responses 8 hrs ago

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    I should have never been born.

    Why do I have something so good then just mess it up.
    dummy911 dummy911 13-15, F 14 Responses 2 days ago

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    I Can't Do a Damn Thing

    I hate myself. and I hate that I have to tell people online that i hate myself. I don't lack good friends but i wouldnt dare telling most of them as it's so much "cooler" to be happy. I'm jelous of everyone and i don't know how to fix this. I really really don't want to admit...
    DanHughes DanHughes 21-25, M 18 Responses Apr 6, 2007

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    MielBrionne MielBrionne 13-15, F 19 Responses Jun 27

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    I'm so unhappy with myself.

    I long for close friendships, but I don't allow people to get close to me because I have trust issues. I lie to the majority of people because I'm afraid that they'll hate the real me. I make really good decisions, but often times, I make them too late so they hardly matter. I...
    hanako0848 hanako0848 18-21, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I can't stand looking at myself.

    I hate everything about me. It gets worse everyday. It's been so bad where I have looked in the mirror and started crying because I just hate my outcome so far. Even the reflection in windows and puddles get to me. I can't stand it. I find myself the most disgusting thing in...
    DepressingKayla DepressingKayla 16-17, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    I Hate Who I Am

    I hate what I see in the mirror. I hate my past. I hate my present. I hate everything I am. I go to bed every night wishing I would wakeup with some disease and only have a few months to live. Or that I would die on the way to work in a car wreck or have a massive heart attack...
    Sorriso Sorriso 46-50, M 293 Responses Jul 10, 2007

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    No guy wants me, no one likes me,

    and I HATE IT! I'm always there for them but they aren't there for me! :( Why do I bother to live when no guy finds me beautiful and wants me? What the **** is wrong with me? :(
    SeanaO SeanaO 18-21, F 18 Responses May 18

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    lanae001 lanae001 13-15, F 6 Responses Jul 14

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    I just cant stop thinking about it.

    I loathe almost every aspect that my life has given me. Grown up poor, with a mother who never cared for my education... So now Im what many would consider unintelligent. Ive lived a life of physical, emotional and verbal abuse. Never really had any friends on my journey...
    CaraLina CaraLina 18-21, F 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    I Am Incapable of Doing Anything Worthwhile.

    I am a thirty-something overweight single woman with two cats a messy condo with late mortgage payments who can't find her checkbook atm or credit card hasn't started a huge presentation that i have to give at work in eighteen hours and just knows that i will die alone in this f...
    afjsdkl afjsdkl 31-35, F 38 Responses Nov 19, 2006

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    Why cant i get over him?

    I cant stop thinking about him and I cant sleep or eat! I need help. I need to stop lying to myself saying I'm over him when I'm clearly not. Why cant my heart stop hurting? Why must I cry everyday over a stupid boy who probably never thinks about me. I hate myself for still...
    angelbaby8 angelbaby8 13-15, F 5 Responses Jul 15

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    Even though i have turned around

    and act like a different person now doesnt take the pain away because of what i did and who i was then. i hate myself. i hate what ive done and i hate who i am. i want to live a life of servitude and humility now, to appease if not the gods, then myself. ive realised the only...
    wallwalker wallwalker 22-25 a week ago

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    Ok so basically I'm just writing this

    because ep is stupid and I need 25 characters
    Ashley1421 Ashley1421 13-15, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I want to die I hate my life myself

    and everyone around me my parents abused me and then abandoned me with my grandparents and got completely new families. I want to kill myself I'm so fat and ugly and I binge and starve all the time and I hate it. I'm jealous of all the other girls everywhere no matter where I go...
    slater666 slater666 13-15, F 5 Responses 5 days ago

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    Goody Two Shoes Freak

    I was always that weird quiet kid who always knew the answer in school.  My family moved a lot and I was introverted so I didn't have many friends and honestly, I didn't really want any.  I hated kids my age for being stupid and cruel to each other.  I hated adults...
    seafall seafall 22-25 21 Responses Aug 21, 2008

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    Just Venting

    I swear I'm worthless, I claim to be so ******* strong then why can't I help the ones I care so much about. What is even the point of being alive if I can't even be of some use? Everyone keeps telling me that I need to stop worrying about everyone else for once and have someone...
    sagesbones sagesbones 18-21, M 8 Responses Apr 1, 2013

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    I've said a lot of negative things about myself.

    People have said negative things about me, too... But it doesn't really matter to me what they say, good or bad, it all depends on what I think about myself. In this story, I was just going to vent about all the bad things about myself. BUT! As soon as I clicked on here to...
    7WholeDays 7WholeDays 18-21, F 4 Responses Feb 18

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    Never Happy Endings On These Dark Sets

    Its just all wrong. And the one thing that felt right went left. I climbed up and fell down. I woke up and fell asleep. I drove fast and flew by. I wanted and didn't take. I have fallen and can't get up. I attempted but failed. I studied and forgot. I felt like a winner but lost...
    ninerzoon ninerzoon 36-40, M 3 Responses May 13, 2013

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    Born The Wrong Way...

    You will laugh, you will judge me, you won't understand... But still I want to write it. It began when I was little, I was only five and I already hated myself. I hated the fact that looking in the mirror was painful. I was looking at myself and thinking 'this is not me!'. I...
    JJTKM JJTKM 16-17 19 Responses Feb 21, 2013

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    Self Versus Self

    Please listen to me for once. You're not what you seem to show to people, you won't let them in but they feel your darkness.I'm not worth their time, I have to solve my issues on my own.You can't do this alone.Yes I can, I know where my problems stem from.Shut the **** up so I...
    CaptainMurphy CaptainMurphy 22-25, M 3 Responses May 23, 2013

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    Sick Of Beind Depressed? Enjoyment Vs Pleasure

    When depressed, we turn to drugs, meaningless sex, alcohol, food full of fat and sugar, movies, video games, etc. These all give us small spikes of pleasure and do some good in lifting the gloom, but when it's over, what's left? We have less money, possibly STDs, gain weight...
    slow4speed slow4speed 22-25, F 13 Responses Jul 1, 2012

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    I don't care if you are underweight

    or over weight. I don't care if you have braces, frizzy hair, acne, or a disability. I don't care, because to me: YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL💕
    AmandaRachael AmandaRachael 13-15, F 8 Responses Dec 20, 2013

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    If I died people wouldn't

    even care. Maybe my bf would but I know that the others wouldn't. I wish that I could run away and never look back. Just pack my bags and run. No looking back.
    BloodRedDarkness BloodRedDarkness 16-17, F 2 Responses 14 hrs ago

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    Do you ever have those episodes

    where you just FEEL bad about yourself? It's like your brain fills with liquid. It's warm...bordering hot, and you can feel it behind your eyelids and it makes your vision blurry. A weird, dark purple/brown chemical. That's how I imagine it. That's how it feels. Your whole...
    StokesQuirky StokesQuirky 18-21, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I always have. Always will.

    When someone asks me why i do, theres just too many answers.
    ItsPriscila ItsPriscila 13-15, F 22 Responses Jan 19

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    I hate myself for what I have done.

    .. I always wanted to be the perfect guy a girl always wanted to have... but I ****** up and became the total opposite... I had put this person through so much pain... I wanted to kill myself but what's the point in that if no one would care...
    BSRivera01 BSRivera01 16-17, M 1 Response a week ago

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    Seriously why do I have to **** everything up,

    like I think I actually have people to talk to and then I do something to mess it up
    Ashley1421 Ashley1421 13-15, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    desiredusername000 desiredusername000 13-15, F 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    Let me say this as just hate me

    for loving so sincere and have no return treat from the one i am in love with. OK! I found out that my girl friend can walk and protest and do activities daily. I was thinking that she is still on bed and wasn't allowed to walk outside of her room at her house. I heard from her...
    Egyptianguy34 Egyptianguy34 31-35, M 1 day ago

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    Not Easy To Change That...

    What I have to do is learn how to accept that I'm not perfect.  Accept that I've been banged up mentally pretty badly. Accept that I'm older now, that I will have bad days, that I will hurt..   That I will be depressed. that there are times I'll hurt so badly I'll need to sob...
    hylierandom hylierandom 41-45 7 Responses Jul 22, 2011

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    The Woman In The Mirror

    On nights like tonight. I sometimes wonder what others see in myself when at times I can't even see whats so special about me. Here the past 3-4 months. I've been extremely depressed and completely distant from those who matter the absolute most to me. At times I just want to...
    AmazinglyAmazing AmazinglyAmazing 22-25, F 16 Responses Nov 1, 2012

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    It Should Have Been Me

    I had a twin brother; when I was old enough my mother told me about him. He died a long time ago even before I was born. The doctor saved me but he was too weak. I tried to cope with it, the thought that I had a brother I'd never get to know. It was an accident, its something...
    GrumpyMe GrumpyMe 22-25, F 12 Responses Nov 28, 2013

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    Dreamscape98x Dreamscape98x 16-17, F 1 Response Jun 29

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    I Am Me

    I am brave I am strong I am stuck I am lonely I am a loser I am a geek I am a girl I am lost I am scared I am a soldier I am different I am a runner I am a writer But I am me
    itsagame itsagame 16-17, F 2 Responses Nov 12, 2013

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    I'm really, really ugly.

    .. I hate when people are just like "you're beautiful smile! xoxo <3" when they don't even know what I look like, but I am seriously not attractive, insecurities and body image aside. I'm fat, ugly, kind of gross, a huge liar and I can be so stupid. I'm so bad at talking to...
    ALittleLess15 ALittleLess15 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 15

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    How can I learn to except myself?

    I'm 24 years old and I still find my self to be the ugliest woman walking the planet earth And it's because I'm a very dark skinned black woman. I've had ONE boyfriend in my whole life and it didn't really last to long. My skin color considered unattractive and my hair is...
    MareViCiOUS MareViCiOUS 22-25, F 23 Responses Jan 7

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    I cant believe how I held you in my arms

    and cried with you when u felt like ****. Look at me im not okay and you don't seem to bother to even ask how I am doing. ugh
    insoniac insoniac 13-15, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    I seriously would not mind being someone else

    right now so I might have the courage to stab myself in the throat with a screwdriver repeatedly or maybe run myself over with a semi. My life is crap and its completely my fault because I'm too much of an idiot to do anything right.
    ALittleLess15 ALittleLess15 16-17, F 1 Response a week ago

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    So I'm just gonna say this.

    I don't care how many times anyone says I'm "beautiful" , "pretty" , "hot" , "cute" ... So on. I won't believe you ! Call me stubborn but I will not agree with you
    bluegirlie98 bluegirlie98 13-15, F 21 Responses Jul 11

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    I Hate Myself

    I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself...
    inhale123exhale inhale123exhale 22-25, F 12 Responses Aug 1, 2011

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    ME

    I don't know...I guess its self explanatory really, I don't love myself. Every day I look at myself in the mirror and I hate it. I hate the fact that I hate myself, and its not just physically its also emotionally I hate who I am. I mean I know I'm being stupid but why would I...
    lifesize lifesize 18-21, F 17 Responses Apr 6, 2013

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