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I Hate Myself

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    Sick Of Beind Depressed? Enjoyment Vs Pleasure

    When depressed, we turn to drugs, meaningless sex, alcohol, food full of fat and sugar, movies, video games, etc. These all give us small spikes of pleasure and do some good in lifting the gloom, but when it's over, what's left? We have less money, possibly STDs, gain weight...
    slow4speed slow4speed 22-25, F 14 Responses Jul 1, 2012

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    I don't care if you are underweight

    or over weight. I don't care if you have braces, frizzy hair, acne, or a disability. I don't care, because to me: YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL💕
    AmandaRachael AmandaRachael 16-17, F 8 Responses Dec 20, 2013

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    sometimes i'm talking

    and i'm just like "shut the **** up"
    Angelcum Angelcum 18-21, F 9 Responses Nov 16, 2014

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    I am not good looking.

    I am not a genius. I am not hardworking. I am not extroverted and sociable. I am not living in the present. I am not happy. I am not interested in the things that most people are interested in. I am not confident. I am not normal. I am not worth anything. I am not good enough. I...
    Arrrbol Arrrbol 18-21, M 17 Responses May 12, 2014

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    i hate myself but I'm smarter

    than most of u so it makes it ok
    Angelcum Angelcum 18-21, F 17 Responses Dec 2, 2014

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    Pure Hatred

    I hate everything about me. my eyes my smile. but i do love my mind. why? because i can dream and run away from everything that is making my life hell. everyday i wake up wishing i hadn't. seems like everything that comes out of my mouth irritates someone. whenever i touch...
    SkinnyJeansAndSnakeBites SkinnyJeansAndSnakeBites 16-17, F 13 Responses Oct 7, 2012

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    Goody Two Shoes Freak

    I was always that weird quiet kid who always knew the answer in school.  My family moved a lot and I was introverted so I didn't have many friends and honestly, I didn't really want any.  I hated kids my age for being stupid and cruel to each other.  I hated adults...
    seafall seafall 22-25 22 Responses Aug 21, 2008

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    Looking at other posts on this site makes my

    problems feel so much smaller. Thinking about it rationally I guess I have it pretty good. But I still feel like... no one would miss me if I was gone. I don't know if you know the feeling but it sucks. I hate so much about myself even though I feel bad saying it because I know...
    jthakkar1998 jthakkar1998 18-21, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    People Being Mean

    I have been hated so much for like my whole life, I have been bullied . So I have always hated myself
    Skatergirl16 Skatergirl16 13-15, F 16 Responses Nov 20, 2013

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    Okay I dont know where I went wrong.

    ... I say hello and I get scared to your respond... You respond to me and my chest feels heavy and I get nervous and scared... Wtf
    LeahLovee LeahLovee 16-17, F 4 Responses Apr 5

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    I lashed out at my mom

    because of what nate said before, then I decided to tell nate how I was really feeling and how messed I've been since he left AND THEN I decided to leave the house at like 2 in the morning to cry about my problems with Nicholas and I feel SO TERRIBLE about that because I was...
    ChildOfHarmony ChildOfHarmony 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 9

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    more than anyone will know.

    I guess I am worthless huh... What's the point in trying anymore. ...
    TiredOfBeingHurt TiredOfBeingHurt 18-21, F 3 Responses Apr 6

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    whyusteens whyusteens 13-15, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    Not Easy To Change That...

    What I have to do is learn how to accept that I'm not perfect.  Accept that I've been banged up mentally pretty badly. Accept that I'm older now, that I will have bad days, that I will hurt..   That I will be depressed. that there are times I'll hurt so badly I'll need to sob...
    hylierandom hylierandom 41-45 7 Responses Jul 22, 2011

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    I hate myself for still being in love with a

    girl, who walked over our serious long term relationship, because her parents did not approve me(I am not from her 'culture'.
    eternallonely eternallonely 26-30, M 1 Response 15 hrs ago

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    Born The Wrong Way...

    You will laugh, you will judge me, you won't understand... But still I want to write it. It began when I was little, I was only five and I already hated myself. I hated the fact that looking in the mirror was painful. I was looking at myself and thinking 'this is not me!'. I...
    JJTKM JJTKM 16-17 19 Responses Feb 21, 2013

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    Peedripping Peedripping 18-21, F 7 Responses Apr 9

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    Mess

    ​My life is a mess. I'm an unattractive slob who's too loud and can't keep her grades up in school. Everyone thinks i'm just going through a faze, but I'm not. I'm depressed, and no one cares about me enough to see it. They think i'm fine. They don't know that I hide in my room...
    teenfailure teenfailure 16-17, F 16 Responses Dec 29, 2012

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    I care a lot about my family,

    even though they don't care about me. The only reason why I haven't offed myself is because I know it'd cause a lot of money problems, my mother is really the only one who partially cares for me, I wouldn't want to hurt her like that. To clear up any confusion I've never just...
    Britt4ny Britt4ny 70+, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    And I hate myself for hating myself.

    I've turned into someone else.
    khadij khadij 13-15, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Hi guys, my name is (anonymous) I am 20 years

    old. I was bullied all through high school and at home. I was called black, stupid and ugly almost every single day. No one liked me. My cousins and high school kids hated me. I cried every day, cut myslef, choked myself, attempted and thought about suicide every day. I was told...
    InvisbleGirl20 InvisbleGirl20 18-21, F 3 Responses a week ago

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    Why can't I just keep my mouth shut

    and carry on with life?
    WisdomIsKeyyyy WisdomIsKeyyyy 18-21, F 3 Responses Apr 11

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    I can't look at myself in the mirror!

    its horrible and yet you can do nothing to stop your hate
    ramdomgirl02 ramdomgirl02 13-15, F Apr 5

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    Always have and probably will

    for a while. Of course it doesn't upset me much that I hate myself, it encourages me to try and pinpoint why and how I can change it.
    Meirin Meirin 18-21, F 4 Responses Apr 10

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    Never Happy Endings On These Dark Sets

    Its just all wrong. And the one thing that felt right went left. I climbed up and fell down. I woke up and fell asleep. I drove fast and flew by. I wanted and didn't take. I have fallen and can't get up. I attempted but failed. I studied and forgot. I felt like a winner but lost...
    ninerzoon ninerzoon 36-40, M 3 Responses May 13, 2013

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    I wish I can give my parents their favorite

    cars, a big house... I am such a disappointment.
    afyfa afyfa 22-25, F 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    I like to take many pictures

    and look at myself in the mirror a lot and people think I'm vain and conceited. However, there's a good enough reason for this... I never really had high self-esteem and I always take pictures of myself, as a matter of fact, too many at a time, because I DO NOT believe that I...
    ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT 26-30, F 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    I stopped cutting but ever

    since my dad committed suicide, I'm slowly going back to only existing through my pain.
    AmazonDaughter AmazonDaughter 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 4

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    No guy wants me, no one likes me,

    and I HATE IT! I'm always there for them but they aren't there for me! :( Why do I bother to live when no guy finds me beautiful and wants me? What the **** is wrong with me? :(
    SeanaO SeanaO 18-21, F 24 Responses May 18, 2014

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    ive been able to say no to drinking very much

    alcohol for 2 years now but lately thats all i want now im scared cus i think im an alcoholic. im always craving it i always wana drink some and whn i do drink i just cant cant stop at times and i just black out. ive lost count of how many times ive blacked out and friends...
    arias831 arias831 22-25, M Apr 4

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    persononinternet persononinternet 18-21, M 1 Response Apr 11

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    I have everything about myself,

    my face, my body, my scars, my skin, I just hate it. I wish I wasn't born into this world... - I'm already dead in the inside.
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Apr 8

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    I should've just killed myself along time ago.

    I serve no purpose, I'm waste of space, and a waste of life.
    EmbraceTheEVIL EmbraceTheEVIL 18-21, M 28 Responses Dec 30, 2014

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    butterflybaby123 butterflybaby123 13-15 6 Responses Apr 11

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    I'm sorry that I ruin everything.

    Maybe it would be best if I leave.
    Waffl3s Waffl3s 13-15, F 17 Responses Jan 8

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    Just Venting

    I swear I'm worthless, I claim to be so ******* strong then why can't I help the ones I care so much about. What is even the point of being alive if I can't even be of some use? Everyone keeps telling me that I need to stop worrying about everyone else for once and have someone...
    sagesbones sagesbones 18-21, M 9 Responses Apr 1, 2013

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    How can I learn to except myself?

    I'm 24 years old and I still find my self to be the ugliest woman walking the planet earth And it's because I'm a very dark skinned black woman. I've had ONE boyfriend in my whole life and it didn't really last to long. My skin color considered unattractive and my hair is...
    MareViCiOUS MareViCiOUS 22-25, F 21 Responses Jan 7, 2014

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    It Should Have Been Me

    I had a twin brother; when I was old enough my mother told me about him. He died a long time ago even before I was born. The doctor saved me but he was too weak. I tried to cope with it, the thought that I had a brother I'd never get to know. It was an accident, its something...
    GrumpyMe GrumpyMe 22-25, F 11 Responses Nov 28, 2013

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    ihyyy ihyyy 13-15, F 6 Responses 3 days ago

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    if we want to forget someone by force

    even we love them then its a stupidity..
    prashik1996 prashik1996 18-21, M Apr 11

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    for being a coward. It really ****** me of!

    Especially with my mom. I am just so afraid of she is going to react. I AM SO ******* STUPID... The first time I told her I had a bf was over text cuz I was so scared. That is ******* embarrassing :'( I feel so impotent, I just want to die. I hate myself for this and many more...
    DRgirl809 DRgirl809 18-21, F 2 Responses 3 hrs ago

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    I Hate Myself

    I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself...
    inhale123exhale inhale123exhale 22-25, F 14 Responses Aug 1, 2011

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    Got really sad today I feel like I don't want

    to be here anymore. Here been earth The only thing that keeps me going are my kids.
    Fedupman Fedupman 56-60, M 2 Responses Apr 5

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    hashbrown20 hashbrown20 18-21, F 3 Responses Apr 8

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    Waffl3s Waffl3s 13-15, F 4 Responses Apr 11

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    Been There, It Gets Better

    If you hate yourself, it means you have empathy. It means you're human. It means you care so much about others that you're willing to damage yourself for their sake. It means you punish yourself so cruelly every second of most every day, for the sake of those you love, and...
    slow4speed slow4speed 22-25, F 42 Responses May 6, 2012

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