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I Hate Myself

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    I'm sorry I love you.

    I'm sorry I care too much about you. I'm sorry you have my full attention. I'm sorry for making you mad. I'm sorry I'm still here. I'm sorry I vent to you too much but that's because I trust you. I'm sorry for trusting you. One day I'll leave you and everyone else alone.
    whyusteens whyusteens 13-15, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I'm just gonna starve myself.

    I can't take it anymore...
    Madi1000 Madi1000 13-15, F 7 Responses 5 days ago

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    I'm tired of being me.

    Fat and ugly.
    LexiK88 LexiK88 16-17, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    Born The Wrong Way...

    You will laugh, you will judge me, you won't understand... But still I want to write it. It began when I was little, I was only five and I already hated myself. I hated the fact that looking in the mirror was painful. I was looking at myself and thinking 'this is not me!'. I...
    JJTKM JJTKM 16-17 19 Responses Feb 21, 2013

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    How can I learn to except myself?

    I'm 24 years old and I still find my self to be the ugliest woman walking the planet earth And it's because I'm a very dark skinned black woman. I've had ONE boyfriend in my whole life and it didn't really last to long. My skin color considered unattractive and my hair is...
    MareViCiOUS MareViCiOUS 22-25, F 23 Responses Jan 7

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    I Am Incapable of Doing Anything Worthwhile.

    I am a thirty-something overweight single woman with two cats a messy condo with late mortgage payments who can't find her checkbook atm or credit card hasn't started a huge presentation that i have to give at work in eighteen hours and just knows that i will die alone in this f...
    afjsdkl afjsdkl 31-35, F 39 Responses Nov 19, 2006

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    I really do v.v to me what's life for?

    I should of ended it a long time ago... No one cares about me becuse im gay,stupid,ect why can't I just live a peaceful life and be like the people who is happy
    alonzokim alonzokim 13-15, M 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    i honestly hate myself with a passion

    and yes ive gotten tons of help and ive just lost hope i just want to leave already. i cant stand living on this planet anymore. family and friends always say that they would be devastated if i were to leave but in reality they will get over it eventually but im starting to feel...
    lvcr lvcr 22-25, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    The Woman In The Mirror

    On nights like tonight. I sometimes wonder what others see in myself when at times I can't even see whats so special about me. Here the past 3-4 months. I've been extremely depressed and completely distant from those who matter the absolute most to me. At times I just want to...
    AmazinglyAmazing AmazinglyAmazing 22-25, F 16 Responses Nov 1, 2012

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    I Hate Who I Am

    I hate what I see in the mirror. I hate my past. I hate my present. I hate everything I am. I go to bed every night wishing I would wakeup with some disease and only have a few months to live. Or that I would die on the way to work in a car wreck or have a massive heart attack...
    Sorriso Sorriso 46-50, M 299 Responses Jul 10, 2007

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    This face...how could anyone love me?

    I'm just a witch. My nose is ugly someone here said to me I needed to change my nose and it's true back in high school my friend said it looks like a mushroom. I wrote this the night I cried myself to sleep : Remember, do not mistaken a person's kindness for love ever again...
    Concerto Concerto 22-25, F 6 Responses 3 days ago

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    No one but me knows how seriously messed up I

    am inside. I hate everything about me. From the sound of my voice, to the way I look
    DarkOnTheInside13 DarkOnTheInside13 13-15, F 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    Okay so this field trip im on.

    ... I feel like I'm the only loser here. I barely talk to anyone and hang out with only my close friends. I wanna go out of my comfort zone and make friends from other schools like the rest of my school but idk how. I'm so awkward and not full of energy like other people to...
    LexiK88 LexiK88 16-17, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Not Easy To Change That...

    What I have to do is learn how to accept that I'm not perfect.  Accept that I've been banged up mentally pretty badly. Accept that I'm older now, that I will have bad days, that I will hurt..   That I will be depressed. that there are times I'll hurt so badly I'll need to sob...
    hylierandom hylierandom 41-45 7 Responses Jul 22, 2011

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    ME

    I don't know...I guess its self explanatory really, I don't love myself. Every day I look at myself in the mirror and I hate it. I hate the fact that I hate myself, and its not just physically its also emotionally I hate who I am. I mean I know I'm being stupid but why would I...
    lifesize lifesize 22-25, F 17 Responses Apr 6, 2013

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    Goody Two Shoes Freak

    I was always that weird quiet kid who always knew the answer in school.  My family moved a lot and I was introverted so I didn't have many friends and honestly, I didn't really want any.  I hated kids my age for being stupid and cruel to each other.  I hated adults...
    seafall seafall 22-25 22 Responses Aug 21, 2008

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    I am not good looking.

    I am not a genius. I am not hardworking. I am not extroverted and sociable. I am not living in the present. I am not happy. I am not interested in the things that most people are interested in. I am not confident. I am not normal. I am not worth anything. I am not good enough. I...
    Arrrbol Arrrbol 16-17, M 18 Responses May 12

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    I try to think back to a time

    where my life was different. A time where I was completely content with myself. And you know what? I can't recall a time where I was ever content with myself. Anyways forget all that. I have a problem. I am an addict to cocaine and alcohol. I'm 23 years old with my life ahead of...
    terriblefixations terriblefixations 22-25, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    One day you are nothing

    and you feel miserable. Another day 3000 people pay 150 dollars to listen to you tell them how you do what you do. And you still feel miserable anyways.
    Offoff Offoff 26-30, M 3 days ago

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    Never Happy Endings On These Dark Sets

    Its just all wrong. And the one thing that felt right went left. I climbed up and fell down. I woke up and fell asleep. I drove fast and flew by. I wanted and didn't take. I have fallen and can't get up. I attempted but failed. I studied and forgot. I felt like a winner but lost...
    ninerzoon ninerzoon 36-40, M 3 Responses May 13, 2013

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    If i kill myself who will care .

    My dad wont . The people who will , will cry for a week maximum and then forget me . No one will remember me after a month . But at least i'll be at peace . No pain . So why shouldn't i commit suicide
    peyton1998 peyton1998 16-17, F 32 Responses Aug 1

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    So in the past I've had problems with stealing

    stuff from my mom, dad, and brother. It wasn't ever like money or anything but like stuff that was theres. I've gotten in trouble doing it so many times my parents put a lock on their door. I found the key tonight and went and got some stuff like candy and makeup. I'm so scared...
    LexiK88 LexiK88 16-17, F 3 days ago

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    Sick Of It

    I can't even look in the mirror without wanting to punch the glass. I get so mad at what I am, everything is repulsive. Im so torn with wanting to be happy and just wallowing in this self hate. Im not good enough. My grades aren't good enough my personality, my weight, my face...
    kxrstxn kxrstxn 16-17, F 32 Responses Oct 20, 2013

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    TheRouge TheRouge 16-17, F 4 Responses a week ago

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    Mess

    ​My life is a mess. I'm an unattractive slob who's too loud and can't keep her grades up in school. Everyone thinks i'm just going through a faze, but I'm not. I'm depressed, and no one cares about me enough to see it. They think i'm fine. They don't know that I hide in my room...
    teenfailure teenfailure 16-17, F 16 Responses Dec 29, 2012

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    People probably wouldn't think this

    if they knew me. I mean I have no good reason to hate myself I just do. I have never technically been bullied and I have some friends and nice parents. So my life should be all sunshine and rainbows, right? Well it's not. We all have problems and even if we all had the...
    BlueSkysGreySkys BlueSkysGreySkys 13-15, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    It Should Have Been Me

    I had a twin brother; when I was old enough my mother told me about him. He died a long time ago even before I was born. The doctor saved me but he was too weak. I tried to cope with it, the thought that I had a brother I'd never get to know. It was an accident, its something...
    GrumpyMe GrumpyMe 22-25, F 12 Responses Nov 28, 2013

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    I don't know what to do anymore.

    I feel like everyone hates me. Especially myself. I just feel so alone.
    aelizabeth3300 aelizabeth3300 13-15, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    Self Versus Self

    Please listen to me for once. You're not what you seem to show to people, you won't let them in but they feel your darkness.I'm not worth their time, I have to solve my issues on my own.You can't do this alone.Yes I can, I know where my problems stem from.Shut the **** up so I...
    CaptainMurphy CaptainMurphy 22-25, M 3 Responses May 23, 2013

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    I think tonight's the night I finally will have

    the courage to take myself out of this world. It's for the better. Everyone wants me gone, including myself. I'm ready for this. Thank you everyone who has ever taken the time to talk to me through this, you all helped me for a while, but it's not working anymore. In fact...
    Theycallherelly Theycallherelly 13-15, F 7 Responses 2 days ago

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    Excitement anxiety in disguise Such a hypocrite

    feeling Vicious Happiness No, euphoria Just for a couple of hours a few lines of coke Ah, how does it to feel when you're finally enjoying the moment? Dull, Then is gone.
    Offoff Offoff 26-30, M 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    i heard you shout it millions of times

    now : that ii am just fukking worthless human trash.a million times you proved that.fukk it.you too are just a waste of time.and i am so done wasting time on someone who makes me feel as horrible n awful as you do. at one point..... whats it matter??? another million times i...
    deadsoulinside deadsoulinside 41-45, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    I Hate Myself

    I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself...
    inhale123exhale inhale123exhale 22-25, F 13 Responses Aug 1, 2011

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    Been There, It Gets Better

    If you hate yourself, it means you have empathy. It means you're human. It means you care so much about others that you're willing to damage yourself for their sake. It means you punish yourself so cruelly every second of most every day, for the sake of those you love, and...
    slow4speed slow4speed 22-25, F 43 Responses May 6, 2012

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    I can't stand myself today.

    I really wish I didn't exist
    peeppeep21 peeppeep21 26-30, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    I utterly hate myself,

    inside and out.
    JessicaIsMyName JessicaIsMyName 18-21, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    Dreamscape98x Dreamscape98x 16-17, F 1 Response Jun 29

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    I don't always but every now

    and then I have nights like tonight. I know I shouldn't hate myself, I wish I didn't but sometimes I just can't stop the way I feel. I've never been a thin girl, even when I was young and constantly on the go I still wasn't thin and I'm still not. The whole time I was growing up...
    misspaperwait misspaperwait 22-25, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I found this and idk how to explain my life

    cause my english is not so good, Im from South america and I want to share it. I only explain this in steps. 1.- When I born, my mom always overprotected me till 9 years old. 2.- When I was 9 my mom had an car accident, I saw when she came home and she was with blood in her...
    myselfistheworse myselfistheworse 13-15, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    i hate myself if i don't get the perfect grade.

    i hate myself if i see a bigger number on the scales. i hate myself sooo much if i don't get an awarding certificate at the end of the semester. i hate myself when i can't get a math problem right!! i hate myself when I'm not the perfect daughter!
    michiko michiko 16-17, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Do you hate yourself?

    if yes then you should try these easy ways to love yourself: Stop trying to be perfect, Stop comparing yourself to others, Be who you really are, Learn to let go of bad things of past events, Define yourself by your effort, not your accomplishments, Sit in front of the mirror...
    mahdiraza mahdiraza 16-17, M 3 Responses Sep 25

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    I've said a lot of negative things about myself.

    People have said negative things about me, too... But it doesn't really matter to me what they say, good or bad, it all depends on what I think about myself. In this story, I was just going to vent about all the bad things about myself. BUT! As soon as I clicked on here to...
    7WholeDays 7WholeDays 18-21, F 5 Responses Feb 18

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    People always ask me

    why I hate me self
    wisdomgirl wisdomgirl 16-17, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    Sometimes, I hope I have a mental illness .

    Just so I have something to blame for the way I am .
    jhastme jhastme 18-21, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    I know a lot of people are going to comment

    saying how stupid I am being. But I truly do not like myself. I've never told anyone this.. because it's kind of embarrassing. I like some things about myself.. but there are a lot of things I wish I could change. I run varsity cross country.. so my thigh gap is almost non...
    abbbbbby abbbbbby 13-15, F 18 Responses Sep 13

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    I hate waking up feeling nothing

    but physical pain. I hate not being motivated, i want to wake up either terrified or overly exited but instead my life is a dead line.
    SarahTheEnigma SarahTheEnigma 13-15, F 9 Responses Oct 5

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    Sick Of Beind Depressed? Enjoyment Vs Pleasure

    When depressed, we turn to drugs, meaningless sex, alcohol, food full of fat and sugar, movies, video games, etc. These all give us small spikes of pleasure and do some good in lifting the gloom, but when it's over, what's left? We have less money, possibly STDs, gain weight...
    slow4speed slow4speed 22-25, F 14 Responses Jul 1, 2012

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    I Can't Do a Damn Thing

    I hate myself. and I hate that I have to tell people online that i hate myself. I don't lack good friends but i wouldnt dare telling most of them as it's so much "cooler" to be happy. I'm jelous of everyone and i don't know how to fix this. I really really don't want to admit...
    DanHughes DanHughes 21-25, M 19 Responses Apr 6, 2007

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    No guy wants me, no one likes me,

    and I HATE IT! I'm always there for them but they aren't there for me! :( Why do I bother to live when no guy finds me beautiful and wants me? What the **** is wrong with me? :(
    SeanaO SeanaO 18-21, F 17 Responses May 18

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    WHY LIKE ME

    i cant spell im dyslexic im Bi and my mom hates me im in love with someone i cant have i cut and burn im a nerd i cry to much i get drunk(not all the time) i always seem to lose my friends and family im a wuss AND I WANNA DIE
    BloodyRaven BloodyRaven 13-15, F 16 Responses Jul 8, 2013

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    I'm fat im ugly I'm crippled I don't have any

    friends what's there to like
    annirawrmuffin annirawrmuffin 18-21, F 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    If suicide wasn't a mortal sin,

    I'd have done it a long time ago. Honestly, that's the only reason I haven't .
    JessicaIsMyName JessicaIsMyName 18-21, F 5 Responses 5 days ago

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    People Being Mean

    I have been hated so much for like my whole life, I have been bullied . So I have always hated myself
    Skatergirl16 Skatergirl16 13-15, F 17 Responses Nov 20, 2013

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