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I Hate Myself

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    I hate my life so much.

    My family all hate me because i 'don't listen', they all treat me like ****. My mum threatens to punch me and slap me all the time. She shouts and swears at me a lot. In school I have about 3 friends. People who were meant to be my friends sit and talk about me behind my back...
    michael1129 michael1129 13-15, M Apr 26

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    I know a lot of people are going to comment

    saying how stupid I am being. But I truly do not like myself. I've never told anyone this.. because it's kind of embarrassing. I like some things about myself.. but there are a lot of things I wish I could change. I run varsity cross country.. so my thigh gap is almost non...
    abbbbbby abbbbbby 13-15, F 19 Responses Sep 13, 2014

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    ME

    I don't know...I guess its self explanatory really, I don't love myself. Every day I look at myself in the mirror and I hate it. I hate the fact that I hate myself, and its not just physically its also emotionally I hate who I am. I mean I know I'm being stupid but why would I...
    lifesize lifesize 22-25, F 17 Responses Apr 6, 2013

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    Born The Wrong Way...

    You will laugh, you will judge me, you won't understand... But still I want to write it. It began when I was little, I was only five and I already hated myself. I hated the fact that looking in the mirror was painful. I was looking at myself and thinking 'this is not me!'. I...
    JJTKM JJTKM 16-17 19 Responses Feb 21, 2013

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    I'm ugly I have cancer I'm fat No one wants

    to e my friend And everything seems to be going wrong I don't have a million dollars to buy everything that I need I hate myself because some how everything turns out to be my fault no matter what. I can't do anything right so yes excuse me when I blow up excuse me when I get...
    Jusjellybean Jusjellybean 18-21, F 8 Responses 17 hrs ago

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    I hate waking up feeling nothing

    but physical pain. I hate not being motivated, i want to wake up either terrified or overly exited but instead my life is a dead line.
    SarahTheEnigma SarahTheEnigma 16-17, F 9 Responses Oct 5, 2014

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    sometimes i'm talking

    and i'm just like "shut the **** up"
    Angelcum Angelcum 18-21, F 9 Responses Nov 16, 2014

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    I am a worthless person.

    I have never amounted up to much at all. I truly hate everything about me and would much rather be dead. I have tried and tried to kill myself, but each time has been unsuccessful. Someone has always stepped in and attempted to save me and tell me how good I am - yea, right...
    waeyeaw waeyeaw 41-45, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I just want to give up .

    I don't want to do this anymore .😔😔😔
    jhastme jhastme 18-21, F 8 Responses 3 days ago

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    It's so hard to feel good about yourself

    when you are constantly comparing yourself to your best friend. She's everything I wish I could be, funny, popular, gorgeous, skinny, perfect. She doesn't realize that when she says she's fat it kills me, because I would give anything to be as skinny as her... She doesn't...
    KakeLove KakeLove 13-15, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Not Easy To Change That...

    What I have to do is learn how to accept that I'm not perfect.  Accept that I've been banged up mentally pretty badly. Accept that I'm older now, that I will have bad days, that I will hurt..   That I will be depressed. that there are times I'll hurt so badly I'll need to sob...
    hylierandom hylierandom 41-45 7 Responses Jul 22, 2011

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    Sick Of Beind Depressed? Enjoyment Vs Pleasure

    When depressed, we turn to drugs, meaningless sex, alcohol, food full of fat and sugar, movies, video games, etc. These all give us small spikes of pleasure and do some good in lifting the gloom, but when it's over, what's left? We have less money, possibly STDs, gain weight...
    slow4speed slow4speed 22-25, F 14 Responses Jul 1, 2012

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    more than i think i do .

    i hate myself because of how i am perceived . i hate myself to extent that i cant say why i do. i dont want to have friends because i dont want them to see my imperfections . probably because all what i hear is criticism and mockery , how my family members portray...
    lonesomedove80 lonesomedove80 31-35, F 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    When I'm having sex and being a wh-ore it feels

    so good... until immediately afterwards, when all the guilt and the anger and the memories come back and I have to deal with it again. Usually, I cut afterwards, just to make it easier for me to stay numb for a little longer.
    KittyCunt KittyCunt 18-21, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    Pure Hatred

    I hate everything about me. my eyes my smile. but i do love my mind. why? because i can dream and run away from everything that is making my life hell. everyday i wake up wishing i hadn't. seems like everything that comes out of my mouth irritates someone. whenever i touch...
    SkinnyJeansAndSnakeBites SkinnyJeansAndSnakeBites 16-17, F 13 Responses Oct 7, 2012

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    arias831 arias831 22-25, M 4 Responses 6 days ago

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    I'm socially anxious.

    Extremely so. After the final exam I was invited to this party, the guy hosting it was very nice. Anyway being me I arrived seeing a few people, some playing football on the PlayStation and others were either watching or using their phones. I decided to come back when the part...
    aeinhardt aeinhardt 18-21, M Apr 24

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    Dreamscape98x Dreamscape98x 16-17, F 1 Response Jun 29, 2014

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    On the outside I almost seem to be

    so successful, and have so much potential, but I'm dead inside. I hate myself. I'm locked in a constant downwards spiral of *********** and self-doubt, all while people tell me how great I am and how much I mean to them. I hate this, I just want to escape and everyone to realise...
    Ironman2219 Ironman2219 18-21, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    How can I learn to except myself?

    I'm 24 years old and I still find my self to be the ugliest woman walking the planet earth And it's because I'm a very dark skinned black woman. I've had ONE boyfriend in my whole life and it didn't really last to long. My skin color considered unattractive and my hair is...
    MareViCiOUS MareViCiOUS 22-25, F 21 Responses Jan 7, 2014

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    Been There, It Gets Better

    If you hate yourself, it means you have empathy. It means you're human. It means you care so much about others that you're willing to damage yourself for their sake. It means you punish yourself so cruelly every second of most every day, for the sake of those you love, and...
    slow4speed slow4speed 22-25, F 42 Responses May 6, 2012

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    I hate myself I hate my hair I hate my eyes my

    laugh my lips my arms my fingers my cheeks my voice my ears my skin my weight my mind my size my toes my freckles my jaw my thugs my calve my nails my personality I hate absolutely everything about myself
    Sadfate Sadfate 18-21, F 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    No matter what I do its always wrong.

    With my friends, my family, my child and with my boyfriend. I never say or do the right thing. I always try so hard but all I want to do is at the end of the day is crawl in a hole and never come out again. I've been crushed so many times now that I am always doubting myself...
    standalonestar standalonestar 22-25, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I had a good morning today

    and yes, I hate waking up because it's cold outside of the bed, but I was okay. I actually spent time with my mum and talked to her and went shopping, but f*** I can always just feel the tears behind my eyes. And then all I need is this little trigger that makes me want to step...
    TunedOut TunedOut 16-17, F 2 Responses 12 hrs ago

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    Goody Two Shoes Freak

    I was always that weird quiet kid who always knew the answer in school.  My family moved a lot and I was introverted so I didn't have many friends and honestly, I didn't really want any.  I hated kids my age for being stupid and cruel to each other.  I hated adults...
    seafall seafall 22-25 22 Responses Aug 21, 2008

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    i ruin everything. i dont know anything.

    i dont know how tom do anything. everyone else in this world knows whats going on except me. im just so off
    ineedhelp122 ineedhelp122 18-21, F 1 Response 3 hrs ago

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    pansexualgirl pansexualgirl 13-15, F 3 Responses Apr 24

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    Just Venting

    I swear I'm worthless, I claim to be so ******* strong then why can't I help the ones I care so much about. What is even the point of being alive if I can't even be of some use? Everyone keeps telling me that I need to stop worrying about everyone else for once and have someone...
    sagesbones sagesbones 18-21, M 9 Responses Apr 1, 2013

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    For so many reasons. For being part of the

    family of which I am a part . For believing in people who I shouldn't have ever. For giving a sh-t about any of this. For being weak. For letting my ex make a fool of me. For having someone as wonderful as Bryan in my life and putting him through hell. I hate ME
    simplysusan01 simplysusan01 41-45, F 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    WHY LIKE ME

    i cant spell im dyslexic im Bi and my mom hates me im in love with someone i cant have i cut and burn im a nerd i cry to much i get drunk(not all the time) i always seem to lose my friends and family im a wuss AND I WANNA DIE
    BloodyRaven BloodyRaven 16-17, F 18 Responses Jul 8, 2013

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    Mess

    ​My life is a mess. I'm an unattractive slob who's too loud and can't keep her grades up in school. Everyone thinks i'm just going through a faze, but I'm not. I'm depressed, and no one cares about me enough to see it. They think i'm fine. They don't know that I hide in my room...
    teenfailure teenfailure 18-21, F 16 Responses Dec 29, 2012

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    People Being Mean

    I have been hated so much for like my whole life, I have been bullied . So I have always hated myself
    Skatergirl16 Skatergirl16 13-15, F 16 Responses Nov 20, 2013

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    No guy wants me, no one likes me,

    and I HATE IT! I'm always there for them but they aren't there for me! :( Why do I bother to live when no guy finds me beautiful and wants me? What the **** is wrong with me? :(
    SeanaO SeanaO 18-21, F 24 Responses May 18, 2014

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    I am not good looking.

    I am not a genius. I am not hardworking. I am not extroverted and sociable. I am not living in the present. I am not happy. I am not interested in the things that most people are interested in. I am not confident. I am not normal. I am not worth anything. I am not good enough. I...
    Arrrbol Arrrbol 18-21, M 17 Responses May 12, 2014

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    I Am Incapable of Doing Anything Worthwhile.

    I am a thirty-something overweight single woman with two cats a messy condo with late mortgage payments who can't find her checkbook atm or credit card hasn't started a huge presentation that i have to give at work in eighteen hours and just knows that i will die alone in this f...
    afjsdkl afjsdkl 31-35, F 39 Responses Nov 19, 2006

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    I should've just killed myself along time ago.

    I serve no purpose, I'm waste of space, and a waste of life.
    EmbraceTheEVIL EmbraceTheEVIL 18-21, M 28 Responses Dec 30, 2014

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    today ...I could just walk out into traffic.

    why? I don't know..my inner voice keeps saying ..your out of shape,stupid,people only pretend to like you...I'm better off staying away from everyone
    nonjoy nonjoy 46-50, F 3 days ago

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    I Hate Myself

    I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself...
    inhale123exhale inhale123exhale 22-25, F 14 Responses Aug 1, 2011

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    i hate myself but I'm smarter

    than most of u so it makes it ok
    Angelcum Angelcum 18-21, F 17 Responses Dec 2, 2014

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    My body is a prison. I hate every single inch

    of myself, and sometimes it's unbearable. I am such a disappointment to everyone, including myself, and I'm pretty sure my boyfriend is going to leave me because every inch of me is disgusting and he wants someone better. I have issues with eating because I hate myself so much...
    Mickkeyy Mickkeyy 18-21, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    I'll be honest. Death seems appetizing.

    I just can't cope with the self-hatred anymore. I hate the way I look, I hate the way I am, I hate that everyone hates me, I hate that everyone at school bullies me, I hate that my parents think this is just a phase and ignore me, I HATE MYSELF SO MUCH I'M SO USELESS
    OtakuAndEmo OtakuAndEmo 13-15, F 1 Response a week ago

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    today was my senior honors assembly; at this

    assembly, seniors are awarded with scholarships that they had earned. I only received one scholarship, and I knew I was getting this one already. Realizing that I had only received one while everyone around me received like 3 or 4, really made me think about what a lazy loser I...
    KaliG15 KaliG15 16-17, T 2 Responses 14 hrs ago

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    So I haven't been on here in awhile.

    I seriously can't take my life anymore. I freaking hate myself. Everything that is going wrong is because of me...or at least that's what everyone makes it seem like. I'm worrying about so much. It's driving me crazy. I wish I could just go back in time and fix everything that...
    BabeFett BabeFett 16-17, F 10 hrs ago

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    I am 16 this year and I am a horrible *****.

    ..I have done so many bad things in my life I think I can never correct my mistakes. I constantly feel like a burden to everyone and I literally am the worse girl on earth. I don't think I can find anyone worse that me...
    cherlyna909 cherlyna909 13-15, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    Sick Of It

    I can't even look in the mirror without wanting to punch the glass. I get so mad at what I am, everything is repulsive. Im so torn with wanting to be happy and just wallowing in this self hate. Im not good enough. My grades aren't good enough my personality, my weight, my face...
    kxrstxn kxrstxn 16-17, F 30 Responses Oct 20, 2013

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    I Am pathetic i cant

    even kill myself
    emre3211 emre3211 22-25, T a week ago

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