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I Hate Myself

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    Okay I dont know where I went wrong.

    ... I say hello and I get scared to your respond... You respond to me and my chest feels heavy and I get nervous and scared... Wtf
    LeahLovee LeahLovee 16-17, F 4 Responses Apr 5

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    I should've just killed myself along time ago.

    I serve no purpose, I'm waste of space, and a waste of life.
    EmbraceTheEVIL EmbraceTheEVIL 18-21, M 29 Responses Dec 30, 2014

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    I Made A List Of Things I Hate About

    Myself: -colossal sized nose -respiratory system (nosebleeds alot, constantly running, cant breathe on my side in bed and no i dont smoke and never have in my life) -hair looks like a constant black tumbleweed on my head because genetics -voice is lame and boring ever since it...
    idiotoftheyear37 idiotoftheyear37 18-21, M 2 Responses Apr 4

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    I cut myself today. For the second time.

    I love it and hate it. It's addicting.
    AshleyWCSloth AshleyWCSloth 16-17, F 5 Responses Apr 3

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    Born The Wrong Way...

    You will laugh, you will judge me, you won't understand... But still I want to write it. It began when I was little, I was only five and I already hated myself. I hated the fact that looking in the mirror was painful. I was looking at myself and thinking 'this is not me!'. I...
    JJTKM JJTKM 16-17 19 Responses Feb 21, 2013

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    This site is the only place I can truly express

    myself, and it kind of makes me mad it's the only place because it shouldn't be this way, but I'm thankful for it anyhow. I'd say 90% of us on here are depressed. I'm sitting in my room in front of my computer right now, crying, drowning my sorrows in beer, listening to music...
    Britt4ny Britt4ny 70+, F 3 Responses Apr 3

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    ME

    I don't know...I guess its self explanatory really, I don't love myself. Every day I look at myself in the mirror and I hate it. I hate the fact that I hate myself, and its not just physically its also emotionally I hate who I am. I mean I know I'm being stupid but why would I...
    lifesize lifesize 22-25, F 17 Responses Apr 6, 2013

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    i did it it again, ill spend spend tomorrow

    apologizing to my friends.
    Arune5 Arune5 22-25, M 1 Response Apr 3

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    Looking at other posts on this site makes my

    problems feel so much smaller. Thinking about it rationally I guess I have it pretty good. But I still feel like... no one would miss me if I was gone. I don't know if you know the feeling but it sucks. I hate so much about myself even though I feel bad saying it because I know...
    jthakkar1998 jthakkar1998 18-21, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Not Easy To Change That...

    What I have to do is learn how to accept that I'm not perfect.  Accept that I've been banged up mentally pretty badly. Accept that I'm older now, that I will have bad days, that I will hurt..   That I will be depressed. that there are times I'll hurt so badly I'll need to sob...
    hylierandom hylierandom 41-45 7 Responses Jul 22, 2011

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    leimic leimic 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 9

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    I stopped cutting but ever

    since my dad committed suicide, I'm slowly going back to only existing through my pain.
    AmazonDaughter AmazonDaughter 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 4

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    Pure Hatred

    I hate everything about me. my eyes my smile. but i do love my mind. why? because i can dream and run away from everything that is making my life hell. everyday i wake up wishing i hadn't. seems like everything that comes out of my mouth irritates someone. whenever i touch...
    SkinnyJeansAndSnakeBites SkinnyJeansAndSnakeBites 16-17, F 13 Responses Oct 7, 2012

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    Goody Two Shoes Freak

    I was always that weird quiet kid who always knew the answer in school.  My family moved a lot and I was introverted so I didn't have many friends and honestly, I didn't really want any.  I hated kids my age for being stupid and cruel to each other.  I hated adults...
    seafall seafall 22-25 22 Responses Aug 21, 2008

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    Self Versus Self

    Please listen to me for once. You're not what you seem to show to people, you won't let them in but they feel your darkness.I'm not worth their time, I have to solve my issues on my own.You can't do this alone.Yes I can, I know where my problems stem from.Shut the **** up so I...
    CaptainMurphy CaptainMurphy 22-25, M 2 Responses May 23, 2013

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    Hi guys, my name is (anonymous) I am 20 years

    old. I was bullied all through high school and at home. I was called black, stupid and ugly almost every single day. No one liked me. My cousins and high school kids hated me. I cried every day, cut myslef, choked myself, attempted and thought about suicide every day. I was told...
    InvisbleGirl20 InvisbleGirl20 18-21, F 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    Whenever I try to be myself,

    people always judge me and make fun of me.
    pleasehelp12 pleasehelp12 22-25, M 1 Response Apr 2

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    I don't understand why I'm here.

    Friends think I should live a happy life but they just miss the truth that it costs a bit and I'm really in a big debt. But whose fault the debt is? Mine... I'm 26 yrs and I need to pay ~8000$... I'm so sorry that I woke up and started to feel and dream again. That I could buy...
    FrozenDesert FrozenDesert 26-30, F 1 Response Apr 4

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    Been There, It Gets Better

    If you hate yourself, it means you have empathy. It means you're human. It means you care so much about others that you're willing to damage yourself for their sake. It means you punish yourself so cruelly every second of most every day, for the sake of those you love, and...
    slow4speed slow4speed 22-25, F 42 Responses May 6, 2012

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    sometimes i'm talking

    and i'm just like "shut the **** up"
    Angelcum Angelcum 18-21, F 9 Responses Nov 16, 2014

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    hashbrown20 hashbrown20 18-21, F 3 Responses Apr 8

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    I know a lot of people are going to comment

    saying how stupid I am being. But I truly do not like myself. I've never told anyone this.. because it's kind of embarrassing. I like some things about myself.. but there are a lot of things I wish I could change. I run varsity cross country.. so my thigh gap is almost non...
    abbbbbby abbbbbby 13-15, F 19 Responses Sep 13, 2014

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    more than anyone will know.

    I guess I am worthless huh... What's the point in trying anymore. ...
    TiredOfBeingHurt TiredOfBeingHurt 18-21, F 3 Responses Apr 6

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    Waffl3s Waffl3s 13-15, F 4 Responses 6 days ago

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    I am not good looking.

    I am not a genius. I am not hardworking. I am not extroverted and sociable. I am not living in the present. I am not happy. I am not interested in the things that most people are interested in. I am not confident. I am not normal. I am not worth anything. I am not good enough. I...
    Arrrbol Arrrbol 18-21, M 17 Responses May 12, 2014

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    There are so many reasons

    but i have one reason i still am here i have people to help and people who care about me even if i feel alone and sad i hate the way act sometimes and regret many thing i have done before and can forgive myself but i still have people who care thanks you guys
    Cheshirecupacat Cheshirecupacat 13-15, F 7 Responses Apr 8

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    Peedripping Peedripping 18-21, F 8 Responses Apr 9

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    Why can't I just keep my mouth shut

    and carry on with life?
    jennings2295 jennings2295 18-21, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    ihyyy ihyyy 13-15, F 6 Responses 21 hrs ago

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    How can I learn to except myself?

    I'm 24 years old and I still find my self to be the ugliest woman walking the planet earth And it's because I'm a very dark skinned black woman. I've had ONE boyfriend in my whole life and it didn't really last to long. My skin color considered unattractive and my hair is...
    MareViCiOUS MareViCiOUS 22-25, F 21 Responses Jan 7, 2014

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    Never Happy Endings On These Dark Sets

    Its just all wrong. And the one thing that felt right went left. I climbed up and fell down. I woke up and fell asleep. I drove fast and flew by. I wanted and didn't take. I have fallen and can't get up. I attempted but failed. I studied and forgot. I felt like a winner but lost...
    ninerzoon ninerzoon 36-40, M 3 Responses May 13, 2013

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    WHY LIKE ME

    i cant spell im dyslexic im Bi and my mom hates me im in love with someone i cant have i cut and burn im a nerd i cry to much i get drunk(not all the time) i always seem to lose my friends and family im a wuss AND I WANNA DIE
    BloodyRaven BloodyRaven 13-15, F 17 Responses Jul 8, 2013

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    People Being Mean

    I have been hated so much for like my whole life, I have been bullied . So I have always hated myself
    Skatergirl16 Skatergirl16 13-15, F 16 Responses Nov 20, 2013

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    I Hate Myself

    I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself...
    inhale123exhale inhale123exhale 22-25, F 14 Responses Aug 1, 2011

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    persononinternet persononinternet 18-21, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Mess

    ​My life is a mess. I'm an unattractive slob who's too loud and can't keep her grades up in school. Everyone thinks i'm just going through a faze, but I'm not. I'm depressed, and no one cares about me enough to see it. They think i'm fine. They don't know that I hide in my room...
    teenfailure teenfailure 16-17, F 16 Responses Dec 29, 2012

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    Sick Of It

    I can't even look in the mirror without wanting to punch the glass. I get so mad at what I am, everything is repulsive. Im so torn with wanting to be happy and just wallowing in this self hate. Im not good enough. My grades aren't good enough my personality, my weight, my face...
    kxrstxn kxrstxn 16-17, F 30 Responses Oct 20, 2013

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    if we want to forget someone by force

    even we love them then its a stupidity..
    prashik1996 prashik1996 18-21, M 6 days ago

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    Dreamscape98x Dreamscape98x 16-17, F 1 Response Jun 29, 2014

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    bluegirlie98 bluegirlie98 16-17, F 23 Responses Dec 24, 2014

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    I Am Incapable of Doing Anything Worthwhile.

    I am a thirty-something overweight single woman with two cats a messy condo with late mortgage payments who can't find her checkbook atm or credit card hasn't started a huge presentation that i have to give at work in eighteen hours and just knows that i will die alone in this f...
    afjsdkl afjsdkl 31-35, F 39 Responses Nov 19, 2006

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    I can't look at myself in the mirror!

    its horrible and yet you can do nothing to stop your hate
    ramdomgirl02 ramdomgirl02 13-15, F Apr 5

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    Just Venting

    I swear I'm worthless, I claim to be so ******* strong then why can't I help the ones I care so much about. What is even the point of being alive if I can't even be of some use? Everyone keeps telling me that I need to stop worrying about everyone else for once and have someone...
    sagesbones sagesbones 18-21, M 9 Responses Apr 1, 2013

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    ive been able to say no to drinking very much

    alcohol for 2 years now but lately thats all i want now im scared cus i think im an alcoholic. im always craving it i always wana drink some and whn i do drink i just cant cant stop at times and i just black out. ive lost count of how many times ive blacked out and friends...
    arias831 arias831 22-25, M Apr 4

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    I hate waking up feeling nothing

    but physical pain. I hate not being motivated, i want to wake up either terrified or overly exited but instead my life is a dead line.
    SarahTheEnigma SarahTheEnigma 16-17, F 9 Responses Oct 5, 2014

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    butterflybaby123 butterflybaby123 13-15 6 Responses 6 days ago

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