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I Hate Myself

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    Sick Of It

    I can't even look in the mirror without wanting to punch the glass. I get so mad at what I am, everything is repulsive. Im so torn with wanting to be happy and just wallowing in this self hate. Im not good enough. My grades aren't good enough my personality, my weight, my face...
    kxrstxn kxrstxn 16-17, F 30 Responses Oct 20, 2013

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    For so many reasons. For being part of the

    family of which I am a part . For believing in people who I shouldn't have ever. For giving a sh-t about any of this. For being weak. For letting my ex make a fool of me. For having someone as wonderful as Bryan in my life and putting him through hell. I hate ME
    simplysusan01 simplysusan01 41-45, F 3 Responses a week ago

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    I had a good morning today

    and yes, I hate waking up because it's cold outside of the bed, but I was okay. I actually spent time with my mum and talked to her and went shopping, but f*** I can always just feel the tears behind my eyes. And then all I need is this little trigger that makes me want to step...
    TunedOut TunedOut 16-17, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    I Hate Who I Am

    I hate what I see in the mirror. I hate my past. I hate my present. I hate everything I am. I go to bed every night wishing I would wakeup with some disease and only have a few months to live. Or that I would die on the way to work in a car wreck or have a massive heart attack...
    Sorriso Sorriso 46-50, M 300 Responses Jul 10, 2007

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    i chat and message friends here,

    get frustrated and either seem needy or stalker and upset them and seem to then be ignored. what is wrong with me
    j0505c j0505c 41-45, M 23 hrs ago

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    Just Venting

    I swear I'm worthless, I claim to be so ******* strong then why can't I help the ones I care so much about. What is even the point of being alive if I can't even be of some use? Everyone keeps telling me that I need to stop worrying about everyone else for once and have someone...
    sagesbones sagesbones 18-21, M 9 Responses Apr 1, 2013

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    I Hate Myself

    I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself...
    inhale123exhale inhale123exhale 22-25, F 14 Responses Aug 1, 2011

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    I just want to give up .

    I don't want to do this anymore .๐Ÿ˜”๐Ÿ˜”๐Ÿ˜”
    jhastme jhastme 18-21, F 8 Responses 6 days ago

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    I had dropped a glass

    and my father expressed his disappointment more than once. I risked cutting myself to pick up the glass. my thumb is bleeding but I don't care. Things like this make me want to die even more.
    quietbunny quietbunny 18-21, F 4 Responses 1 day ago

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    I am 16 this year and I am a horrible *****.

    ..I have done so many bad things in my life I think I can never correct my mistakes. I constantly feel like a burden to everyone and I literally am the worse girl on earth. I don't think I can find anyone worse that me...
    cherlyna909 cherlyna909 13-15, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    As life gets better I hate myself more.

    I'm trying so hard to improve but the numbers on the scale keep going up. is it muscle? I mean honestly I really cant tell a huge difference and my clothes isn't that much tighter. WTF?
    Sometimesilence Sometimesilence 18-21, F 2 Responses 11 hrs ago

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    I hate everything about me.

    I have a shy and nice personality and because of that people think of me as a pushover. I hate the way my body looks and how ugly my face is. I am very ugly. I hate myself. I hate my life. My life sucks. I am a 27 year old male virgin that has never had a girlfriend before and I...
    atr7887 atr7887 26-30, M 1 Response 21 hrs ago

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    I literally have to talk to people

    who do nothing but put my down and treat me like trash just to have anyone to talk to at all, I am extremely socially shy and awkward because every time I let me guard down I get hurt because of it, I have no true friends at all, just a few bullies who want a verbal punching bag...
    Metalgamer Metalgamer 13-15, M 1 day ago

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    Goody Two Shoes Freak

    I was always that weird quiet kid who always knew the answer in school.  My family moved a lot and I was introverted so I didn't have many friends and honestly, I didn't really want any.  I hated kids my age for being stupid and cruel to each other.  I hated adults...
    seafall seafall 22-25 22 Responses Aug 21, 2008

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    Dreamscape98x Dreamscape98x 16-17, F 1 Response Jun 29, 2014

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    It Should Have Been Me

    I had a twin brother; when I was old enough my mother told me about him. He died a long time ago even before I was born. The doctor saved me but he was too weak. I tried to cope with it, the thought that I had a brother I'd never get to know. It was an accident, its something...
    GrumpyMe GrumpyMe 22-25, F 11 Responses Nov 28, 2013

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    Not Easy To Change That...

    What I have to do is learn how to accept that I'm not perfect.ย  Accept that I've been banged up mentally pretty badly. Accept that I'm older now, that I will have bad days, that I will hurt..ย ย  That I will be depressed. that there are times I'll hurt so badly I'll need to sob...
    hylierandom hylierandom 41-45 7 Responses Jul 22, 2011

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    I am not good looking.

    I am not a genius. I am not hardworking. I am not extroverted and sociable. I am not living in the present. I am not happy. I am not interested in the things that most people are interested in. I am not confident. I am not normal. I am not worth anything. I am not good enough. I...
    Arrrbol Arrrbol 18-21, M 17 Responses May 12, 2014

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    i ruin everything. i dont know anything.

    i dont know how tom do anything. everyone else in this world knows whats going on except me. im just so off
    ineedhelp122 ineedhelp122 18-21, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    My body is a prison. I hate every single inch

    of myself, and sometimes it's unbearable. I am such a disappointment to everyone, including myself, and I'm pretty sure my boyfriend is going to leave me because every inch of me is disgusting and he wants someone better. I have issues with eating because I hate myself so much...
    Mickkeyy Mickkeyy 18-21, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    more than i think i do .

    i hate myself because of how i am perceived . i hate myself to extent that i cant say why i do. i dont want to have friends because i dont want them to see my imperfections . probably because all what i hear is criticism and mockery , how my family members portray...
    lonesomedove80 lonesomedove80 31-35, F 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    Pure Hatred

    I hate everything about me. my eyes my smile. but i do love my mind. why? because i can dream and run away from everything that is making my life hell. everyday i wake up wishing i hadn't. seems like everything that comes out of my mouth irritates someone. whenever i touch...
    SkinnyJeansAndSnakeBites SkinnyJeansAndSnakeBites 16-17, F 13 Responses Oct 7, 2012

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    I am having suicidal thoughts right

    now . Fรปck me dude .
    KatelynKillz KatelynKillz 13-15, F 2 hrs ago

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    im a damn idiot. all i do is make a fool out of

    myself. these are the times i really wish i wasnt alive anymore. i hope my time comes up soon i cant take it anymore:(
    arias831 arias831 22-25, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I Am Incapable of Doing Anything Worthwhile.

    I am a thirty-something overweight single woman with two cats a messy condo with late mortgage payments who can't find her checkbook atm or credit card hasn't started a huge presentation that i have to give at work in eighteen hours and just knows that i will die alone in this f...
    afjsdkl afjsdkl 31-35, F 39 Responses Nov 19, 2006

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    today was my senior honors assembly; at this

    assembly, seniors are awarded with scholarships that they had earned. I only received one scholarship, and I knew I was getting this one already. Realizing that I had only received one while everyone around me received like 3 or 4, really made me think about what a lazy loser I...
    KaliG15 KaliG15 16-17, T 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    WHY LIKE ME

    i cant spell im dyslexic im Bi and my mom hates me im in love with someone i cant have i cut and burn im a nerd i cry to much i get drunk(not all the time) i always seem to lose my friends and family im a wuss AND I WANNA DIE
    BloodyRaven BloodyRaven 16-17, F 18 Responses Jul 8, 2013

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    I am a worthless person.

    I have never amounted up to much at all. I truly hate everything about me and would much rather be dead. I have tried and tried to kill myself, but each time has been unsuccessful. Someone has always stepped in and attempted to save me and tell me how good I am - yea, right...
    waeyeaw waeyeaw 41-45, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I'm sorry that I ruin everything.

    Maybe it would be best if I leave.
    Waffl3s Waffl3s 13-15, F 17 Responses Jan 8

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    Sometimes I wish I could cry,

    only the tears can't be found. I'm surrounded by a thousand screams, but I can't hear a single sound. I'm walking through a land of darkness, without even a flashlight. I'm hit by a thousand fists, and I've forgotten how to fight. I know that I need to breathe, but my...
    good4nothin1 good4nothin1 31-35, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    bluegirlie98 bluegirlie98 16-17, F 23 Responses Dec 24, 2014

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    I hate what I see in the mirror.

    I hate what I've become. Too skinny and bony. All bones. I'm a living skeleton. I'm Jack Skeleton from Nightmare Before Christmas. I'm looking more and more like Isabelle Caro. God how much I hate this! I don't want to be this skinny. I hate it. I hate how weak I've become...
    AndreaCulea AndreaCulea 22-25, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    today ...I could just walk out into traffic.

    why? I don't know..my inner voice keeps saying ..your out of shape,stupid,people only pretend to like you...I'm better off staying away from everyone
    nonjoy nonjoy 46-50, F 6 days ago

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    Self Versus Self

    Please listen to me for once. You're not what you seem to show to people, you won't let them in but they feel your darkness.I'm not worth their time, I have to solve my issues on my own.You can't do this alone.Yes I can, I know where my problems stem from.Shut the **** up so I...
    CaptainMurphy CaptainMurphy 22-25, M 2 Responses May 23, 2013

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    I hate waking up feeling nothing

    but physical pain. I hate not being motivated, i want to wake up either terrified or overly exited but instead my life is a dead line.
    SarahTheEnigma SarahTheEnigma 16-17, F 9 Responses Oct 5, 2014

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    No guy wants me, no one likes me,

    and I HATE IT! I'm always there for them but they aren't there for me! :( Why do I bother to live when no guy finds me beautiful and wants me? What the **** is wrong with me? :(
    SeanaO SeanaO 18-21, F 25 Responses May 18, 2014

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    How can I learn to except myself?

    I'm 24 years old and I still find my self to be the ugliest woman walking the planet earth And it's because I'm a very dark skinned black woman. I've had ONE boyfriend in my whole life and it didn't really last to long. My skin color considered unattractive and my hair is...
    MareViCiOUS MareViCiOUS 22-25, F 21 Responses Jan 7, 2014

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    I should've just killed myself along time ago.

    I serve no purpose, I'm waste of space, and a waste of life.
    EmbraceTheEVIL EmbraceTheEVIL 18-21, M 28 Responses Dec 30, 2014

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    Never Happy Endings On These Dark Sets

    Its just all wrong. And the one thing that felt right went left. I climbed up and fell down. I woke up and fell asleep. I drove fast and flew by. I wanted and didn't take. I have fallen and can't get up. I attempted but failed. I studied and forgot. I felt like a winner but lost...
    ninerzoon ninerzoon 36-40, M 3 Responses May 13, 2013

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    I legitimately hate myself.

    I just feel like a pathetic loser. I cried so hard last night that I actually collapsed. I'm buckling under the stress of work and school. And if I can't handle this, what makes me think I will be able to work and plan a wedding? Work and have kids? I feel so sick and worthless...
    LunarRise LunarRise 22-25, F 1 day ago

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    Sick Of Beind Depressed? Enjoyment Vs Pleasure

    When depressed, we turn to drugs, meaningless sex, alcohol, food full of fat and sugar, movies, video games, etc. These all give us small spikes of pleasure and do some good in lifting the gloom, but when it's over, what's left? We have less money, possibly STDs, gain weight...
    slow4speed slow4speed 22-25, F 14 Responses Jul 1, 2012

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    I'm ugly I have cancer I'm fat No one wants

    to e my friend And everything seems to be going wrong I don't have a million dollars to buy everything that I need I hate myself because some how everything turns out to be my fault no matter what. I can't do anything right so yes excuse me when I blow up excuse me when I get...
    Jusjellybean Jusjellybean 18-21, F 8 Responses 3 days ago

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    Been There, It Gets Better

    If you hate yourself, it means you have empathy. It means you're human. It means you care so much about others that you're willing to damage yourself for their sake. It means you punish yourself so cruelly every second of most every day, for the sake of those you love, and...
    slow4speed slow4speed 22-25, F 42 Responses May 6, 2012

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    Mess

    โ€‹My life is a mess. I'm an unattractive slob who's too loud and can't keep her grades up in school. Everyone thinks i'm just going through a faze, but I'm not. I'm depressed, and no one cares about me enough to see it. They think i'm fine. They don't know that I hide in my room...
    teenfailure teenfailure 18-21, F 16 Responses Dec 29, 2012

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    i hate myself but I'm smarter

    than most of u so it makes it ok
    Angelcum Angelcum 18-21, F 17 Responses Dec 2, 2014

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    My friends often make fun of me.

    They say they're joking but it really hurts me. I don't want to tell them that because they'll laugh about it and keep doing it. They laugh about my insecurities. it hurts a lot.
    michael1129 michael1129 13-15, M 1 Response 7 hrs ago

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