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I Hate Myself

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    Never Happy Endings On These Dark Sets

    Its just all wrong. And the one thing that felt right went left. I climbed up and fell down. I woke up and fell asleep. I drove fast and flew by. I wanted and didn't take. I have fallen and can't get up. I attempted but failed. I studied and forgot. I felt like a winner but lost...
    ninerzoon ninerzoon 36-40, M 3 Responses May 13, 2013

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    You know you’ve come to a low point in your

    life where you’d wish, practically begged, that your mother should have swallowed you, or aborted you when she had the chance. A point to where you’re driving down the road, and you have that need, a damn fantasy, to swerve and collide into the truck coming down the opposing...
    EatingSheep EatingSheep 18-21, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    The Woman In The Mirror

    On nights like tonight. I sometimes wonder what others see in myself when at times I can't even see whats so special about me. Here the past 3-4 months. I've been extremely depressed and completely distant from those who matter the absolute most to me. At times I just want to...
    AmazinglyAmazing AmazinglyAmazing 22-25, F 16 Responses Nov 1, 2012

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    Sick Of Beind Depressed? Enjoyment Vs Pleasure

    When depressed, we turn to drugs, meaningless sex, alcohol, food full of fat and sugar, movies, video games, etc. These all give us small spikes of pleasure and do some good in lifting the gloom, but when it's over, what's left? We have less money, possibly STDs, gain weight...
    slow4speed slow4speed 22-25, F 13 Responses Jul 1, 2012

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    I Hate Myself

    I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself...
    inhale123exhale inhale123exhale 22-25, F 13 Responses Aug 1, 2011

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    I feel lost somehow i always fail at some

    relationship.. seriously.. all of them cheated.. Hahaha.. i feel so used.. -sigh- hopeless romantic awarded to me 1st place Best at being cheated awarded to me What's next ? The most used girl on Earth!?! I hate myself...
    PartyPoison04 PartyPoison04 13-15, F 4 Responses 2 days ago

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    sharpfroth sharpfroth 22-25, M 4 Responses Sep 12

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    Self Versus Self

    Please listen to me for once. You're not what you seem to show to people, you won't let them in but they feel your darkness.I'm not worth their time, I have to solve my issues on my own.You can't do this alone.Yes I can, I know where my problems stem from.Shut the **** up so I...
    CaptainMurphy CaptainMurphy 22-25, M 3 Responses May 23, 2013

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    Goody Two Shoes Freak

    I was always that weird quiet kid who always knew the answer in school.  My family moved a lot and I was introverted so I didn't have many friends and honestly, I didn't really want any.  I hated kids my age for being stupid and cruel to each other.  I hated adults...
    seafall seafall 22-25 22 Responses Aug 21, 2008

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    I am not good looking.

    I am not a genius. I am not hardworking. I am not extroverted and sociable. I am not living in the present. I am not happy. I am not interested in the things that most people are interested in. I am not confident. I am not normal. I am not worth anything. I am not good enough. I...
    Arrrbol Arrrbol 16-17, M 18 Responses May 12

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    ive been self harming

    for a few years now... I told my family that I stopped a few months ago, but its even worse now. I love seeing blood, especially if its my own. the pain helps me calm down.. my boyfriend is really upset that I hurt myself so much, and he really wants me to stop. but I cant. ive...
    ashtonx3 ashtonx3 16-17, T 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I know a lot of people are going to comment

    saying how stupid I am being. But I truly do not like myself. I've never told anyone this.. because it's kind of embarrassing. I like some things about myself.. but there are a lot of things I wish I could change. I run varsity cross country.. so my thigh gap is almost non...
    abbbbbby abbbbbby 13-15, F 18 Responses a week ago

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    What would it be like to wake up

    and love yourself? What does that feel like? It must be nice.
    InternetKid905 InternetKid905 13-15, F 5 Responses 6 days ago

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    I'm to fat so I don't eat But

    now I'm too skinny I paint on a new face because they call mine ugly But now I'm just fake I change my clothes cuz they call me a looser Now I'm no better than a poser I can sing, I can draw My math teacher doesn't care I'm still just a fail in the eyes of the unaware So here's...
    HellBoundButterfly HellBoundButterfly 13-15, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    He is so stubborn and self absorbed

    or something he wants pity for god knows what and I can't fix him if he doesn't allow i hate that I can't do it and that I care but he never care I hate that what I say doesn't work. I hate myself for loosing his trust. But I mean that my fault. Ugh everything's my fault...
    NeverLooseYourFlames NeverLooseYourFlames 13-15, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    I'm basically done with this app I talk with

    people then all of a sudden the ignore my text I know they look at them just ignore them is there something wrong with me or what I'm done with this app!!!
    DubDancer24 DubDancer24 13-15, M 4 Responses a week ago

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    Been There, It Gets Better

    If you hate yourself, it means you have empathy. It means you're human. It means you care so much about others that you're willing to damage yourself for their sake. It means you punish yourself so cruelly every second of most every day, for the sake of those you love, and...
    slow4speed slow4speed 22-25, F 43 Responses May 6, 2012

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    Dreamscape98x Dreamscape98x 16-17, F 1 Response Jun 29

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    I always have. Always will.

    When someone asks me why i do, theres just too many answers.
    ItsPriscila ItsPriscila 13-15, F 22 Responses Jan 19

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    All my friends are "in love"

    or engaged, and even living on their own with their significant other, or they're in school and know what they're doing with their life and I'm over here like I f*cking hate myself. Cool.
    graveyardghosty graveyardghosty 18-21, F 4 Responses 2 days ago

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    Even cutting doesn't make me feel better

    anymore it feels pointless I'm just ready to be dead.
    emgg emgg 13-15, F 7 Responses a week ago

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    Candylovespice Candylovespice 13-15, F 4 Responses 6 days ago

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    Candylovespice Candylovespice 13-15, F 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    i hate it all. its stupid

    and worthless. i know guys dont want me or want to talk to me. im just unattractive and i dont even try anymore because i know they dont like me. and its embrassing to be me.
    unlovednbroken unlovednbroken 18-21, F 4 Responses 4 days ago

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    Anger inside me boils my blood with the

    intensity of a phoenix incinerating me from the inside out, unfortunately I cant burn away all that I am, all that I hate, so I am stuck in the perpetual hell
    peanutman27 peanutman27 22-25, M 2 days ago

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    Sometimes when I reach way down,

    in the bottom depths of my soul I try to pull out something other than a piercing ache, only to pull up hate. A self hatred that is vile and cumbersome that I shudder. What can one do with such an ugly heart and body and soul to match? Words of self-loathing echo in my head, a...
    pinemtnwife pinemtnwife 41-45, F 1 day ago

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    Mess

    ​My life is a mess. I'm an unattractive slob who's too loud and can't keep her grades up in school. Everyone thinks i'm just going through a faze, but I'm not. I'm depressed, and no one cares about me enough to see it. They think i'm fine. They don't know that I hide in my room...
    teenfailure teenfailure 16-17, F 16 Responses Dec 29, 2012

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    For loving you!!! YOU SUCK!

    !!!!! You take me for granted at every turn, I show a vulnerable side to you, you spit in my face. I AM DONE WITH YOU! I'm finished! Take your indecisive self else where! LOSER!!!!!!!!!!!
    CongratulationS CongratulationS 22-25, M 2 Responses 20 hrs ago

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    I tried to overdose myself in a dark room with

    a dark consciousness. Something in my head said " Just do it, why should you be a sister to a family that don't even love you". I took 7 pills and nothing even happened. I wish it did because I don't want to live anymore. what's the point if I am depressed all the time...
    WeirdOtaku WeirdOtaku 18-21, F 5 Responses 3 days ago

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    I'm fed up. I can't stand to look in the mirror

    any more without a bra. I feel I look like an 8 year old girl. The hate I have for my body is frightening and unnatural, I've never cared about the size of my tummy, the shape or size of my legs, and I don't really care about my face. But one thought of my boobs and I cry. I...
    GinahPikah GinahPikah 13-15, F 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    so since i was in first grade i had self image

    problems. i was too skinny and too tall got made fun of for it so much. and because of this i had bdd. i dont know how the bdd started but i know i thought my face was too long. and then i started to try to massage it and try to put makeup to make it look smaller. then i had a...
    unlovednbroken unlovednbroken 18-21, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    ME

    I don't know...I guess its self explanatory really, I don't love myself. Every day I look at myself in the mirror and I hate it. I hate the fact that I hate myself, and its not just physically its also emotionally I hate who I am. I mean I know I'm being stupid but why would I...
    lifesize lifesize 18-21, F 17 Responses Apr 6, 2013

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    The only one who can help me is me,

    and I don’t think I deserve saving.
    peanutman27 peanutman27 22-25, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I can't recall the last decision I made

    that I did not end up regretting. I feel like a screw up. One big mistake after another. The latest mistake is the mother of all mistakes & now I am stuck forever & can never go back. I am so good at ruining my life.
    Kiara2012 Kiara2012 36-40, F 1 Response 6 hrs ago

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    No guy wants me, no one likes me,

    and I HATE IT! I'm always there for them but they aren't there for me! :( Why do I bother to live when no guy finds me beautiful and wants me? What the **** is wrong with me? :(
    SeanaO SeanaO 18-21, F 18 Responses May 18

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    People Being Mean

    I have been hated so much for like my whole life, I have been bullied . So I have always hated myself
    Skatergirl16 Skatergirl16 13-15, F 17 Responses Nov 20, 2013

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    I don't care if you are underweight

    or over weight. I don't care if you have braces, frizzy hair, acne, or a disability. I don't care, because to me: YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL💕
    AmandaRachael AmandaRachael 13-15, F 8 Responses Dec 20, 2013

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    Pure Hatred

    I hate everything about me. my eyes my smile. but i do love my mind. why? because i can dream and run away from everything that is making my life hell. everyday i wake up wishing i hadn't. seems like everything that comes out of my mouth irritates someone. whenever i touch...
    SkinnyJeansAndSnakeBites SkinnyJeansAndSnakeBites 13-15, F 13 Responses Oct 7, 2012

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    I Hate Who I Am

    I hate what I see in the mirror. I hate my past. I hate my present. I hate everything I am. I go to bed every night wishing I would wakeup with some disease and only have a few months to live. Or that I would die on the way to work in a car wreck or have a massive heart attack...
    Sorriso Sorriso 46-50, M 298 Responses Jul 10, 2007

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    Never Gets Any Better...

    The older I get, the more I hate myself and my life. Isn't it supposed to be the other way around? Aren't people as they get older supposed to feel more and more comfortable with themselves and not worry so much about everyday bullshit? How is it that once again, I get to feel...
    Tuva Tuva 31-35, M 13 Responses Jun 20, 2013

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    Not Easy To Change That...

    What I have to do is learn how to accept that I'm not perfect.  Accept that I've been banged up mentally pretty badly. Accept that I'm older now, that I will have bad days, that I will hurt..   That I will be depressed. that there are times I'll hurt so badly I'll need to sob...
    hylierandom hylierandom 41-45 7 Responses Jul 22, 2011

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    It Should Have Been Me

    I had a twin brother; when I was old enough my mother told me about him. He died a long time ago even before I was born. The doctor saved me but he was too weak. I tried to cope with it, the thought that I had a brother I'd never get to know. It was an accident, its something...
    GrumpyMe GrumpyMe 22-25, F 12 Responses Nov 28, 2013

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    So about a year ago, I got on a scale

    and I wasn't happy with what I saw... so I stopped eating. My mom made me start eating again and made me promise not to get back on the scale... but about last week, I got back on. It was horrifying. I couldn't stand to look at those numbers... so I stopped eating again. I didn...
    smpoetry smpoetry 13-15, F 10 Responses 6 days ago

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    I Can't Do a Damn Thing

    I hate myself. and I hate that I have to tell people online that i hate myself. I don't lack good friends but i wouldnt dare telling most of them as it's so much "cooler" to be happy. I'm jelous of everyone and i don't know how to fix this. I really really don't want to admit...
    DanHughes DanHughes 21-25, M 19 Responses Apr 6, 2007

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    I hate myself. I hate every single inch of

    myself; my eyes are too dull, my stomach is too fat. I hate how my thighs don't touch but still flatten out too largely when I sit down, and I hate how my stomach's fat rolls create red marks when I slouch. I hate how my neck is too long, and my nose is oddly shaped. I have had...
    magickalfiona magickalfiona 18-21 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I hate that I always fall into the trap of

    "don't worry, I'm not like them" or "I would never leave you." But everyone always stays for my good side, the fake me, the me that's always happy and smiling, telling jokes and having a good time. They leave once they know the real me, the constantly depressed, lonely, longing...
    OsyriaRose OsyriaRose 16-17, F 4 Responses 21 hrs ago

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    I Am Incapable of Doing Anything Worthwhile.

    I am a thirty-something overweight single woman with two cats a messy condo with late mortgage payments who can't find her checkbook atm or credit card hasn't started a huge presentation that i have to give at work in eighteen hours and just knows that i will die alone in this f...
    afjsdkl afjsdkl 31-35, F 39 Responses Nov 19, 2006

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    Sick Of It

    I can't even look in the mirror without wanting to punch the glass. I get so mad at what I am, everything is repulsive. Im so torn with wanting to be happy and just wallowing in this self hate. Im not good enough. My grades aren't good enough my personality, my weight, my face...
    kxrstxn kxrstxn 16-17, F 32 Responses Oct 20, 2013

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    I feel empty, useless,

    unloved, broken and i dont know how to fix myself, i try so hard to believe in a fantasy that can never really be a reality to me... Because I'll never be that person, I'll never be ideal or perfect or wanted and loved the way i do because who i am isnt lovable. I ma bad person...
    Tooweak Tooweak 16-17, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I've said a lot of negative things about myself.

    People have said negative things about me, too... But it doesn't really matter to me what they say, good or bad, it all depends on what I think about myself. In this story, I was just going to vent about all the bad things about myself. BUT! As soon as I clicked on here to...
    7WholeDays 7WholeDays 18-21, F 4 Responses Feb 18

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    WHY LIKE ME

    i cant spell im dyslexic im Bi and my mom hates me im in love with someone i cant have i cut and burn im a nerd i cry to much i get drunk(not all the time) i always seem to lose my friends and family im a wuss AND I WANNA DIE
    BloodyRaven BloodyRaven 13-15, F 16 Responses Jul 8, 2013

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    i guess i hated myself.

    ...................
    unlovednbroken unlovednbroken 18-21, F 3 Responses 6 hrs ago

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    If i kill myself who will care .

    My dad wont . The people who will , will cry for a week maximum and then forget me . No one will remember me after a month . But at least i'll be at peace . No pain . So why shouldn't i commit suicide
    peyton1998 peyton1998 16-17, F 31 Responses Aug 1

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