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I Hate Myself

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    Mylo248 Mylo248 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 17

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    Never Happy Endings On These Dark Sets

    Its just all wrong. And the one thing that felt right went left. I climbed up and fell down. I woke up and fell asleep. I drove fast and flew by. I wanted and didn't take. I have fallen and can't get up. I attempted but failed. I studied and forgot. I felt like a winner but lost...
    ninerzoon ninerzoon 36-40, M 3 Responses May 13, 2013

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    I'm just not good enough.

    Not for anyone and not for me. I'm just another nothing. I can't do anything right. I can't be beautiful. I can't be happy. I can't be anything. What's my purpose in life huh? NOTHING. I have nothing and no one.
    osnapitzama osnapitzama 18-21, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    Wow I really hate myself.

    Everything I do is wrong.
    BabeFett BabeFett 16-17, F 4 Responses a week ago

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    I really do hate myself.

    I'm a 4'11 male and because of this many people made fun of me during high school. It was a really unpleasant time for me and I stopped going for a month. Because I missed school so much it made me fail a whole semester and I didn't graduate with my class. I just recently...
    furdayz furdayz 18-21, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Dreamscape98x Dreamscape98x 16-17, F 1 Response Jun 29, 2014

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    You know what? I'm tired of this tired of being

    ugly. It's really not fair that I was born ugly and other people were born attractive. It's not fair that they get to live the good life and I get the **** end of the stick for everything. It makes me mad. I hate my life and myself!
    wassup305 wassup305 16-17, F 1 hr ago

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    Born The Wrong Way...

    You will laugh, you will judge me, you won't understand... But still I want to write it. It began when I was little, I was only five and I already hated myself. I hated the fact that looking in the mirror was painful. I was looking at myself and thinking 'this is not me!'. I...
    JJTKM JJTKM 16-17 19 Responses Feb 21, 2013

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    I Hate Myself

    I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself...
    inhale123exhale inhale123exhale 22-25, F 13 Responses Aug 1, 2011

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    i hate myself but I'm smarter

    than most of u so it makes it ok
    Angelcum Angelcum 18-21, F 20 Responses Dec 2, 2014

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    Self Versus Self

    Please listen to me for once. You're not what you seem to show to people, you won't let them in but they feel your darkness.I'm not worth their time, I have to solve my issues on my own.You can't do this alone.Yes I can, I know where my problems stem from.Shut the **** up so I...
    CaptainMurphy CaptainMurphy 22-25, M 3 Responses May 23, 2013

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    It Should Have Been Me

    I had a twin brother; when I was old enough my mother told me about him. He died a long time ago even before I was born. The doctor saved me but he was too weak. I tried to cope with it, the thought that I had a brother I'd never get to know. It was an accident, its something...
    GrumpyMe GrumpyMe 22-25, F 11 Responses Nov 28, 2013

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    People Being Mean

    I have been hated so much for like my whole life, I have been bullied . So I have always hated myself
    Skatergirl16 Skatergirl16 13-15, F 17 Responses Nov 20, 2013

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    I am not good looking.

    I am not a genius. I am not hardworking. I am not extroverted and sociable. I am not living in the present. I am not happy. I am not interested in the things that most people are interested in. I am not confident. I am not normal. I am not worth anything. I am not good enough. I...
    Arrrbol Arrrbol 18-21, M 18 Responses May 12, 2014

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    ME

    I don't know...I guess its self explanatory really, I don't love myself. Every day I look at myself in the mirror and I hate it. I hate the fact that I hate myself, and its not just physically its also emotionally I hate who I am. I mean I know I'm being stupid but why would I...
    lifesize lifesize 22-25, F 17 Responses Apr 6, 2013

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    I always mess up the people i come into contact

    withs lives. I feel as if i have no purpose in life and that i dont belong anywhere.And i truly hate my life.
    BrandonDay BrandonDay 18-21, M 3 Responses Jan 12

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    Mess

    ​My life is a mess. I'm an unattractive slob who's too loud and can't keep her grades up in school. Everyone thinks i'm just going through a faze, but I'm not. I'm depressed, and no one cares about me enough to see it. They think i'm fine. They don't know that I hide in my room...
    teenfailure teenfailure 16-17, F 16 Responses Dec 29, 2012

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    bluegirlie98 bluegirlie98 16-17, F 25 Responses Dec 24, 2014

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    After tonight's cheerleading practice,

    I kinda felt.. Left out, I've been cheering for over 5 years, with the same gym and everything. But tonight I just felt like nobody really liked me anymore. People ignored me, everyone was too busy talking to this new girl, etc. I was shoved out to the side, and I was constantly...
    Bflyboo14 Bflyboo14 13-15, F 10 Responses Jan 12

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    I'm sorry that I ruin everything.

    Maybe it would be best if I leave.
    Waffl3s Waffl3s 13-15, F 15 Responses Jan 8

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    Everything I do seems to be wrong,

    one way or another. It'd be nice if I could do something right for once. I'm filled with regret, I always catch my self remembering dumb stuff I've done in the past, which makes me hate my self a little more, even if what I did wasn't that bad.
    ScrewBeingNormal ScrewBeingNormal 13-15, F 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    I'm scarred to tell any one a secret I've been

    keeping a secret since 3nd grade, I'm in 7th now.. I've only told a friend from ep and my counselor.. I really want to start telling people but I'm scarred of what they'll think.. What if they start bullying me.. ? I already hate my life as it is!! What if my family starts...
    Gamer0808 Gamer0808 13-15, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    I'm stupid, crazy, gross

    and an *******. I feel so bad...
    FoxFan64 FoxFan64 13-15, M Jan 12

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    I hate myself and I'm pretty sure everyone else

    does I mean who could love me I'm just a waste of space I'll just put it that way
    FadingStarrr FadingStarrr 16-17, F 3 Responses Jan 13

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    Just Venting

    I swear I'm worthless, I claim to be so ******* strong then why can't I help the ones I care so much about. What is even the point of being alive if I can't even be of some use? Everyone keeps telling me that I need to stop worrying about everyone else for once and have someone...
    sagesbones sagesbones 18-21, M 9 Responses Apr 1, 2013

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    Yup.. Sometimes i can feel Just like

    that (picture Was Made by me btw)
    AllieLe AllieLe 18-21, F Jan 11

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    Pure Hatred

    I hate everything about me. my eyes my smile. but i do love my mind. why? because i can dream and run away from everything that is making my life hell. everyday i wake up wishing i hadn't. seems like everything that comes out of my mouth irritates someone. whenever i touch...
    SkinnyJeansAndSnakeBites SkinnyJeansAndSnakeBites 16-17, F 13 Responses Oct 7, 2012

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    uhkenz uhkenz 13-15, F 13 Responses Jan 13

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    Sick Of It

    I can't even look in the mirror without wanting to punch the glass. I get so mad at what I am, everything is repulsive. Im so torn with wanting to be happy and just wallowing in this self hate. Im not good enough. My grades aren't good enough my personality, my weight, my face...
    kxrstxn kxrstxn 16-17, F 30 Responses Oct 20, 2013

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    I know a lot of people are going to comment

    saying how stupid I am being. But I truly do not like myself. I've never told anyone this.. because it's kind of embarrassing. I like some things about myself.. but there are a lot of things I wish I could change. I run varsity cross country.. so my thigh gap is almost non...
    abbbbbby abbbbbby 13-15, F 18 Responses Sep 13, 2014

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    I want to die. I hate myself

    so much. I hate the way I look, speak and act. Everything about is awful. I'm so talentless, pathetic, desperate and clingy and terrible an ugh god I just don't want this existence to last another minute :( I know, I'm letting people down. I'm going to keep living for them...
    gybe gybe 18-21, M 5 Responses Jan 16

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    Let's put it this way,

    I am very healthy and fit. I also have a nice personality. But, I have asked out many girls and they all said "Sorry, i SORT OF have a boyfriend" or "Sorry, I don't date kids" I don't know why girls rejects someone like that???
    whatupdoc54 whatupdoc54 18-21, M 1 Response 7 hrs ago

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    I hate waking up feeling nothing

    but physical pain. I hate not being motivated, i want to wake up either terrified or overly exited but instead my life is a dead line.
    SarahTheEnigma SarahTheEnigma 16-17, F 10 Responses Oct 5, 2014

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    I've always felt like a failure,

    like no one could ever be proud of me. I feel so screwed up, so depressed, so useless. I just want to go to sleep and not wake up. I'm tired of feeling that way. I'm tired of feeling. I just want the pain to go away.
    JustSomeTeenagerr JustSomeTeenagerr 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 11

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    I should've just killed myself along time ago.

    I serve no purpose, I'm waste of space, and a waste of life.
    MusicJunkie666 MusicJunkie666 18-21, M 30 Responses Dec 30, 2014

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    Not Easy To Change That...

    What I have to do is learn how to accept that I'm not perfect.  Accept that I've been banged up mentally pretty badly. Accept that I'm older now, that I will have bad days, that I will hurt..   That I will be depressed. that there are times I'll hurt so badly I'll need to sob...
    hylierandom hylierandom 41-45 7 Responses Jul 22, 2011

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    I Hate Who I Am

    I hate what I see in the mirror. I hate my past. I hate my present. I hate everything I am. I go to bed every night wishing I would wakeup with some disease and only have a few months to live. Or that I would die on the way to work in a car wreck or have a massive heart attack...
    Sorriso Sorriso 46-50, M 299 Responses Jul 10, 2007

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    Been There, It Gets Better

    If you hate yourself, it means you have empathy. It means you're human. It means you care so much about others that you're willing to damage yourself for their sake. It means you punish yourself so cruelly every second of most every day, for the sake of those you love, and...
    slow4speed slow4speed 22-25, F 42 Responses May 6, 2012

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    I like the way this website has all of these

    "sponsored from around the web" images of before and after pictures and botox, etc. trying to sell crap to the people who hate themselves. Why do I hate myself? It's part genetic and part trauma. I can't even really share here anonymously. I am ashamed of my behavior. I wish...
    Lucyismycat Lucyismycat 31-35 1 day ago

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    Should I just blame everything on puberty

    and hormones? I mean, that's what everyone else does so maybe I should to. I guess nothing I feel is real right now, it's all just hormones, right?
    DarkOnTheInside13 DarkOnTheInside13 13-15, F 2 Responses Jan 17

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    My dads hate me. Am I really

    that horrible? My whole life I tried to live up to his expectations. I hid my suicide thoughts my whole life so I wouldn't be a disappointment. I did everything for him. But he still hates me. I put up this strong act but behind it I'm 100% broken. I don't know what to do...
    lexrae lexrae 13-15, F 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    No guy wants me, no one likes me,

    and I HATE IT! I'm always there for them but they aren't there for me! :( Why do I bother to live when no guy finds me beautiful and wants me? What the **** is wrong with me? :(
    SeanaO SeanaO 18-21, F 21 Responses May 18, 2014

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    I Hate Every Single Inch Of My Body.

    Of My Inner Self. I Hate Everything Im Not Perfect Far From It.
    devinamerman devinamerman 13-15, F 3 Responses Jan 14

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    How can I learn to except myself?

    I'm 24 years old and I still find my self to be the ugliest woman walking the planet earth And it's because I'm a very dark skinned black woman. I've had ONE boyfriend in my whole life and it didn't really last to long. My skin color considered unattractive and my hair is...
    MareViCiOUS MareViCiOUS 22-25, F 21 Responses Jan 7, 2014

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    i could say i say stupid ****,

    have no friends, and annoy everyone around me, but theres more to it. ever since i was little i was always excluded for being weird and i had no friends and i still have no friends. i feel like i was set up to be doomed. ive grown very bitter over the years from it and dont have...
    wxvx wxvx 16-17, F 5 Responses a week ago

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    sometimes i'm talking

    and i'm just like "shut the **** up"
    Angelcum Angelcum 18-21, F 10 Responses Nov 16, 2014

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    I am overweight, not particularly good looking,

    an alcoholic, have a pathetically small ****, lonely, and have never been good at one thing. Well accept maybe the alcoholic thing. I'm pretty good at that. I truly despise myself. Thank you mom and dad for bringing me into the world. Just what it needed..another loser
    sadlysmall sadlysmall 51-55, M 2 Responses Jan 13

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    should I just go end it all with a car,

    or a gun, or as rope, or as knife, rid the world of me
    AceTeen123 AceTeen123 13-15, F 7 Responses Jan 14

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    The Woman In The Mirror

    On nights like tonight. I sometimes wonder what others see in myself when at times I can't even see whats so special about me. Here the past 3-4 months. I've been extremely depressed and completely distant from those who matter the absolute most to me. At times I just want to...
    AmazinglyAmazing AmazinglyAmazing 22-25, F 16 Responses Nov 1, 2012

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    I Am Incapable of Doing Anything Worthwhile.

    I am a thirty-something overweight single woman with two cats a messy condo with late mortgage payments who can't find her checkbook atm or credit card hasn't started a huge presentation that i have to give at work in eighteen hours and just knows that i will die alone in this f...
    afjsdkl afjsdkl 31-35, F 39 Responses Nov 19, 2006

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    . It seem like everything I do makes everyone

    miserable !!! I hate when they all act different I hate that I cut And most of all I hate I always try to please people when they flat out don't give a damn
    OsoGorgeousMiller OsoGorgeousMiller 13-15, F 2 Responses Jan 14

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    I hate myself because I can't make any friends ,

    the one true friend I have is my bf , and hes always asleep when I need him. How did I become such a loner , I hate myself for not being able to open up or get along with anybody . I wish I could be someone else , someone who knew herself , someone who had a clue. The only...
    Lovelyloo Lovelyloo 22-25, F 3 Responses