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I Hate Myself

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    Togepi07 Togepi07 18-21, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    I Hate Who I Am

    I hate what I see in the mirror. I hate my past. I hate my present. I hate everything I am. I go to bed every night wishing I would wakeup with some disease and only have a few months to live. Or that I would die on the way to work in a car wreck or have a massive heart attack...
    Sorriso Sorriso 46-50, M 299 Responses Jul 10, 2007

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    I'm sorry that I ruin everything.

    Maybe it would be best if I leave.
    Waffl3s Waffl3s 13-15 15 Responses Jan 8

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    Goody Two Shoes Freak

    I was always that weird quiet kid who always knew the answer in school.  My family moved a lot and I was introverted so I didn't have many friends and honestly, I didn't really want any.  I hated kids my age for being stupid and cruel to each other.  I hated adults...
    seafall seafall 22-25 22 Responses Aug 21, 2008

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    I can't believe I said

    that to him. Why did I say he treats me like a s*x toy. He doesn't he treats me well like s princess and I'm grateful for that. I'm so stupid I love him so much I didn't mean it. I don't want to lose him. I'm a terrible girl friend
    BooBear99 BooBear99 16-17, F Jul 14

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    I can go from being okay to hating myself

    and wanting to kill myself in 5 seconds :(
    butterflybaby123 butterflybaby123 13-15, F 2 Responses Jul 18

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    and i dont know why everyone hates me

    so much but maybe i do because now i hate me too and now i really don't see the reason for trying, or for talking, or for breathing im just done the one person who i thought wouldnt say anything bad about me called me a b i t c h ad said i need to be slapped to one of his...
    butterflybaby123 butterflybaby123 13-15, F 6 Responses Jul 19

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    You hate me? That's fine!

    .... I hate myself too
    JustineMusey JustineMusey 13-15, F 3 Responses Jul 15

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    I know a lot of people are going to comment

    saying how stupid I am being. But I truly do not like myself. I've never told anyone this.. because it's kind of embarrassing. I like some things about myself.. but there are a lot of things I wish I could change. I run varsity cross country.. so my thigh gap is almost non...
    abbbbbby abbbbbby 13-15, F 18 Responses Sep 13, 2014

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    I am not good looking.

    I am not a genius. I am not hardworking. I am not extroverted and sociable. I am not living in the present. I am not happy. I am not interested in the things that most people are interested in. I am not confident. I am not normal. I am not worth anything. I am not good enough. I...
    Arrrbol Arrrbol 18-21, M 16 Responses May 12, 2014

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    zarpanzur zarpanzur 26-30, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Never Happy Endings On These Dark Sets

    Its just all wrong. And the one thing that felt right went left. I climbed up and fell down. I woke up and fell asleep. I drove fast and flew by. I wanted and didn't take. I have fallen and can't get up. I attempted but failed. I studied and forgot. I felt like a winner but lost...
    ninerzoon ninerzoon 36-40, M 3 Responses May 13, 2013

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    Surviving is extremely difficult to do,

    I'd never wish this on my worst enemy.
    whyusteens whyusteens 13-15, F 3 Responses Jul 18

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    WHY LIKE ME

    i cant spell im dyslexic im Bi and my mom hates me im in love with someone i cant have i cut and burn im a nerd i cry to much i get drunk(not all the time) i always seem to lose my friends and family im a wuss AND I WANNA DIE
    BloodyRaven BloodyRaven 16-17, F 18 Responses Jul 8, 2013

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    bluegirlie98 bluegirlie98 16-17, F 23 Responses Dec 24, 2014

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    Ah, yes, ugly 'n brooding.

    Precisely what a girl needs to be.... Yeah, fair warning: I'll be using a bit of sarcasm in this even though I am anything but a sarcastic person. Resting b*tch face is one of a...treasure trove of my afflictions. I never really WAS aware of it until a point where many...
    Ewoo Ewoo 16-17 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Not Easy To Change That...

    What I have to do is learn how to accept that I'm not perfect.  Accept that I've been banged up mentally pretty badly. Accept that I'm older now, that I will have bad days, that I will hurt..   That I will be depressed. that there are times I'll hurt so badly I'll need to sob...
    hylierandom hylierandom 41-45 7 Responses Jul 22, 2011

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    I just wanna go to sleep

    and never wake up I don't wanna feel this pain anymore everyone would be happier if I just died someone please let me kill myself I really want to
    butterflybaby123 butterflybaby123 13-15, F 7 Responses 5 days ago

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    Sick Of Beind Depressed? Enjoyment Vs Pleasure

    When depressed, we turn to drugs, meaningless sex, alcohol, food full of fat and sugar, movies, video games, etc. These all give us small spikes of pleasure and do some good in lifting the gloom, but when it's over, what's left? We have less money, possibly STDs, gain weight...
    slow4speed slow4speed 22-25, F 14 Responses Jul 1, 2012

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    I hate myself for not listening to my head.

    I hate myself for not breaking it off when I knew I HAD to. I hate myself for not letting it go. I hate myself for not crying when I should. I hate myself for everything I've lost. hate myself for believing things were the way I thought it was. I I hate myself for not waiting. l...
    forevergirly forevergirly 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 18

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    I make myself sick. Unstable emotions,

    I hate one minutes I'm so happy and the next I want to cut my throat open. I'm disgusted by everything about me. From my looks to my personality. I don't know why I should be alive. I'm just too much of a coward to kill myself. I would gladly let someone else do it, though. No...
    FleshEatingBacteria FleshEatingBacteria 18-21, M 2 Responses Jul 15

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    i hate myself but I'm smarter

    than most of u so it makes it ok
    Angelcum Angelcum 18-21, F 17 Responses Dec 2, 2014

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    alice0493 alice0493 22-25, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    Sick Of It

    I can't even look in the mirror without wanting to punch the glass. I get so mad at what I am, everything is repulsive. Im so torn with wanting to be happy and just wallowing in this self hate. Im not good enough. My grades aren't good enough my personality, my weight, my face...
    kxrstxn kxrstxn 16-17, F 30 Responses Oct 20, 2013

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    Last night I got drunk

    and my friend was throwing up so her boyfriend took her home and I hung out with these other guys... Well I ended up having sex with both of them and gosh I hate myself so much for it. Well I'm just worried bc I took plan b stuff yesterday but then had sex with them.... They...
    Nicole1334 Nicole1334 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 15

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    No guy wants me, no one likes me,

    and I HATE IT! I'm always there for them but they aren't there for me! :( Why do I bother to live when no guy finds me beautiful and wants me? What the **** is wrong with me? :(
    SeanaO SeanaO 18-21, F 32 Responses May 18, 2014

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    Nicole1334 Nicole1334 16-17, F 5 Responses Jul 15

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    Confusion. The mind shattered into pieces from

    long ago, painstakingly putting it together to see the actions of my past. Was it me or them that struck down the hammer? Better yet, the keys are in my hands but I still refuse to unlock the shackles bound to my feet, ravens laughing at me in the distant. I yearn to move on but...
    NigNog96 NigNog96 18-21, M 5 days ago

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    Born The Wrong Way...

    You will laugh, you will judge me, you won't understand... But still I want to write it. It began when I was little, I was only five and I already hated myself. I hated the fact that looking in the mirror was painful. I was looking at myself and thinking 'this is not me!'. I...
    JJTKM JJTKM 16-17 19 Responses Feb 21, 2013

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    Just Venting

    I swear I'm worthless, I claim to be so ******* strong then why can't I help the ones I care so much about. What is even the point of being alive if I can't even be of some use? Everyone keeps telling me that I need to stop worrying about everyone else for once and have someone...
    sagesbones sagesbones 18-21, M 9 Responses Apr 1, 2013

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    I wanna be strong I really do

    but I can't help bursting out crying sometimes, because I just don't know how things will get better
    butterflybaby123 butterflybaby123 13-15, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Pure Hatred

    I hate everything about me. my eyes my smile. but i do love my mind. why? because i can dream and run away from everything that is making my life hell. everyday i wake up wishing i hadn't. seems like everything that comes out of my mouth irritates someone. whenever i touch...
    SkinnyJeansAndSnakeBites SkinnyJeansAndSnakeBites 16-17, F 13 Responses Oct 7, 2012

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    im tired of being who i am.

    a dissapointment to all and a waste of time. one whos love is poison and whos presence is unwelcome. whos humor is black and is arrogant and lazy. im going to start letting go. its time.
    ArnoldJRimmer ArnoldJRimmer 46-50, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    ShyProdigy ShyProdigy 16-17, M 1 Response Jul 19

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    Oh yep...............

    .......................
    weirdWorks4me weirdWorks4me 22-25, F 10 Responses Jul 17

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    Mess

    ​My life is a mess. I'm an unattractive slob who's too loud and can't keep her grades up in school. Everyone thinks i'm just going through a faze, but I'm not. I'm depressed, and no one cares about me enough to see it. They think i'm fine. They don't know that I hide in my room...
    teenfailure teenfailure 18-21, F 16 Responses Dec 29, 2012

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    I don't care if you are underweight

    or over weight. I don't care if you have braces, frizzy hair, acne, or a disability. I don't care, because to me: YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL💕
    AmandaRachael AmandaRachael 16-17, F 8 Responses Dec 20, 2013

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    ME

    I don't know...I guess its self explanatory really, I don't love myself. Every day I look at myself in the mirror and I hate it. I hate the fact that I hate myself, and its not just physically its also emotionally I hate who I am. I mean I know I'm being stupid but why would I...
    lifesize lifesize 22-25, F 16 Responses Apr 6, 2013

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    Call me a b****,a s***,

    a w****,anything. I deserve it plus I'm used to it.
    colourflame colourflame 13-15, F 7 Responses Jul 19

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    I should've just killed myself along time ago.

    I serve no purpose, I'm waste of space, and a waste of life.
    xBleedMeDryx xBleedMeDryx 18-21, M 27 Responses Dec 30, 2014

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    Self Versus Self

    Please listen to me for once. You're not what you seem to show to people, you won't let them in but they feel your darkness.I'm not worth their time, I have to solve my issues on my own.You can't do this alone.Yes I can, I know where my problems stem from.Shut the **** up so I...
    CaptainMurphy CaptainMurphy 22-25, M 2 Responses May 23, 2013

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    I Hate Myself

    I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself...
    inhale123exhale inhale123exhale 22-25, F 14 Responses Aug 1, 2011

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    sometimes i'm talking

    and i'm just like "shut the **** up"
    Angelcum Angelcum 18-21, F 9 Responses Nov 16, 2014

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    I hate myself more than you can know.

    Worthless doesn't even begin to describe how I feel. I smile and act happy just so people don't have to put up with my bullshit. I can't stand myself. I can give you a hundred reasons to like me, but none of them have convinced me to love myself.
    NothingtoNoOne NothingtoNoOne 26-30, M 2 days ago

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    fiji0water0 fiji0water0 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 15

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    How can I learn to except myself?

    I'm 24 years old and I still find my self to be the ugliest woman walking the planet earth And it's because I'm a very dark skinned black woman. I've had ONE boyfriend in my whole life and it didn't really last to long. My skin color considered unattractive and my hair is...
    MareViCiOUS MareViCiOUS 22-25, F 21 Responses Jan 7, 2014

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    It Should Have Been Me

    I had a twin brother; when I was old enough my mother told me about him. He died a long time ago even before I was born. The doctor saved me but he was too weak. I tried to cope with it, the thought that I had a brother I'd never get to know. It was an accident, its something...