I Hate Myself

I swear I'm worthless, I claim to be so fucking strong then why can't I help the ones I care so much about. What is even the point of being alive if I can't even be of some use? Everyone keeps telling me that I need to stop worrying...

blood is dripping from my soul, i am surrounded by my weakness ..
i am a failure without reality

i'm a psychlogical murderer, a freak who can suck up your last energy by being myself.

i am a freakshow

You will laugh, you will judge me, you won't understand... But still I want to write it.
It began when I was little, I was only five and I already hated myself. I hated the fact that looking in the mirror was painful. I was looking at...

i screwed everything up, this should be a nice day but i have a sort of eating disorder
today i had chosen to eat more and more but i have my regrets and i feel ashamed i shouldnt be ...i almost lost 20kg in 2 years but ...my mind is...

How can I forget her,She Took everything for me she left me took my sweet beautiful boys,and left me oly enough pain to stain the sky She could never understand that once my sons were born there was noone and nothing that would matter...

Was it always this screwed up? I mean sure everyone has those days where nothing goes right, or everything just didn't meet expectations. But it seems like nothing goes right for me. I often wonder if my family would be better without...

this group has over ten thousand members.
impressive.
i think one of the hardest things to do is to stop hating yourself and learn to love yourself.
i haven't the slightest clue of how to do it.
i've no idea how one even starts that...

she's had to take the mirror out of my room, she's had t search me for razor blades and sharpeners because i use anything to cut. i dont eat some days because i hate my weight.
i cant look in the mirror without crying, i cant look at...

My life is a mess. I'm an unattractive slob who's too loud and can't keep her grades up in school. Everyone thinks i'm just going through a faze, but I'm not. I'm depressed, and no one cares about me enough to see it. They think i'm...

I think Albert Einstein once said 'the definition of insanity is doing the same thing over and over and expecting different results.' Well, once again I proved Einstein, or whoever said this,100% correct.

I just had a telephone panel...

I am a thirty-something overweight single woman with two cats a messy condo with late mortgage payments who can't find her checkbook atm or credit card hasn't started a huge presentation that i have to give at work in eighteen hours...

so fucked up in my fucking head, I don't know how much longer I can do this. I see things, and I want to smash them. I see bones, I want to break them. I see trees, I want to piss gasoline into their roots. I see happiness, but I'm...

I was always that weird quiet kid who always knew the answer in school.  My family moved a lot and I was introverted so I didn't have many friends and honestly, I didn't really want any.  I hated kids my age for being stupid...

I hate my scars. My cuts, my burns, my self harm. I hate my anxiety, depression, and that little voice inside my head telling me that life just isn't worth it anymore. I hate my suicidal thoughts, my suicide attempts, and my whole past...

On nights like tonight. I sometimes wonder what others see in myself when at times I can't even see whats so special about me. Here the past 3-4 months. I've been extremely depressed and completely distant from those who matter the...

Your body is absolutely amazing. It goes on for 16+ hours a day with only about 8 hours of sleep for about 80 something odd years, give or take a few. It puts up with all of the abuse you give it by falling of your bike, running into a...

I hate what I see in the mirror. I hate my past. I hate my present. I hate everything I am. I go to bed every night wishing I would wakeup with some disease and only have a few months to live. Or that I would die on the way to work in a...

Its just all wrong. And the one thing that felt right went left. I climbed up and fell down. I woke up and fell asleep. I drove fast and flew by. I wanted and didn't take. I have fallen and can't get up. I attempted but failed. I...

I hate everything about me. my eyes my smile. but i do love my mind. why? because i can dream and run away from everything that is making my life hell. this was very short yeah i know....i just wanted to share....

If you hate yourself, it means you have empathy. It means you're human. It means you care so much about others that you're willing to damage yourself for their sake. It means you punish yourself so cruelly every second of most every...