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    Sick Of Beind Depressed? Enjoyment Vs Pleasure

    When depressed, we turn to drugs, meaningless sex, alcohol, food full of fat and sugar, movies, video games, etc. These all give us small spikes of pleasure and do some good in lifting the gloom, but when it's over, what's left? We have less money, possibly STDs, gain weight...
    slow4speed slow4speed 22-25, F 14 Responses Jul 1, 2012

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    People Being Mean

    I have been hated so much for like my whole life, I have been bullied . So I have always hated myself
    Skatergirl16 Skatergirl16 13-15, F 16 Responses Nov 20, 2013

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    I feel depressed because no one would hire me.

    After all I've been through with Indians from India because of the Caste System, no one still wants to hire me. I know I have to be afraid because I believe my computers at the last jobs were hacked by Indian Hindus whom are Genocides. Read my other stories for more information...
    ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT 26-30, F Jun 18

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    No guy wants me, no one likes me,

    and I HATE IT! I'm always there for them but they aren't there for me! :( Why do I bother to live when no guy finds me beautiful and wants me? What the **** is wrong with me? :(
    SeanaO SeanaO 18-21, F 31 Responses May 18, 2014

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    I know a lot of people are going to comment

    saying how stupid I am being. But I truly do not like myself. I've never told anyone this.. because it's kind of embarrassing. I like some things about myself.. but there are a lot of things I wish I could change. I run varsity cross country.. so my thigh gap is almost non...
    abbbbbby abbbbbby 13-15, F 18 Responses Sep 13, 2014

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    Annaambrose Annaambrose 16-17 1 Response 5 days ago

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    WHY LIKE ME

    i cant spell im dyslexic im Bi and my mom hates me im in love with someone i cant have i cut and burn im a nerd i cry to much i get drunk(not all the time) i always seem to lose my friends and family im a wuss AND I WANNA DIE
    BloodyRaven BloodyRaven 16-17, F 18 Responses Jul 8, 2013

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    I hate waking up feeling nothing

    but physical pain. I hate not being motivated, i want to wake up either terrified or overly exited but instead my life is a dead line.
    SarahTheEnigma SarahTheEnigma 16-17, F 9 Responses Oct 5, 2014

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    Just Venting

    I swear I'm worthless, I claim to be so ******* strong then why can't I help the ones I care so much about. What is even the point of being alive if I can't even be of some use? Everyone keeps telling me that I need to stop worrying about everyone else for once and have someone...
    sagesbones sagesbones 18-21, M 9 Responses Apr 1, 2013

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    im depessed i have issues im ugly i have an

    annyoing voice the list goes on and on of why i hate myself am i the only one who hates themself?
    LexiMarieTherien LexiMarieTherien 13-15, F 4 Responses 6 days ago

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    Never Happy Endings On These Dark Sets

    Its just all wrong. And the one thing that felt right went left. I climbed up and fell down. I woke up and fell asleep. I drove fast and flew by. I wanted and didn't take. I have fallen and can't get up. I attempted but failed. I studied and forgot. I felt like a winner but lost...
    ninerzoon ninerzoon 36-40, M 3 Responses May 13, 2013

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    ME

    I don't know...I guess its self explanatory really, I don't love myself. Every day I look at myself in the mirror and I hate it. I hate the fact that I hate myself, and its not just physically its also emotionally I hate who I am. I mean I know I'm being stupid but why would I...
    lifesize lifesize 22-25, F 16 Responses Apr 6, 2013

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    I really hate my body,

    my personality, my face well everything. I have no one to talk to because no one will ever understand how i deep down feel because they aren't me or fat. I noticed that my friends keep in some way ignore me and always make remarks about what i eat or how i act and they think it...
    shamefulloser shamefulloser 13-15, F 1 Response Jun 15

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    Sick Of It

    I can't even look in the mirror without wanting to punch the glass. I get so mad at what I am, everything is repulsive. Im so torn with wanting to be happy and just wallowing in this self hate. Im not good enough. My grades aren't good enough my personality, my weight, my face...
    kxrstxn kxrstxn 16-17, F 30 Responses Oct 20, 2013

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    I Hate Myself

    I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself...
    inhale123exhale inhale123exhale 22-25, F 14 Responses Aug 1, 2011

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    Yes so much that i just wanna kms.

    I need advice. Not about relationship stuff, i need like professional advice :( can anyone help me pls? I'm currently in this messed up situation and I honestly dont know what to freaking do anymore. Im so done with everything.
    xodamaris xodamaris 13-15, F Jun 17

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    Where do begin? As a child i was always looked

    upon as a princess, who my parents loved and adored and we were close. I was the youngest of 5 and my siblings were not allowed to bully me. At the age of 9 my parents had another child who was my little brother. I hated him. Years lassed and they had completely forgotten me and...
    Pigglet15 Pigglet15 16-17, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I am a worthless piece of ****.

    No one wants me around. I have tried socialising, and built a volatile group, and then it blew up two years before it had any reason to. I can't make friends with men, because they all value masculinity and power over knowledge. I cannot make friends with women because I fall in...
    PaladinVeritas PaladinVeritas 26-30, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I hate when people comment on how skinny I am.

    Really bums me out. Every time I feel good and confident someone brings up my weight and I get down on myself. If I had 20-30 pounds on me ide feel a lot better about myself. I'm not even sure how to put on weight in the right places to look decent. Every time I look in the...
    nothingfeelsgreat nothingfeelsgreat 18-21, M 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    I hate myself because I'm downright ugly.

    .......I've never been anywhere remotely close to a date, and I've never had any girl who's had a crush on me. Never kissed anyone, never even hugged anyone. I wish personalities were looked upon as better than appearance - but clearly my face is ugly enough - my appearance is...
    norb1138 norb1138 16-17, M 2 Responses Jun 18

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    I don't want pity, save it.

    I was reading back through my older experiences... I really am a stupid ***** and I deserve all the **** that's happened to me. I might as well be dead, but of course, I **** that up too!
    KittyCunt KittyCunt 18-21, F 3 Responses Jun 16

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    Mess

    ​My life is a mess. I'm an unattractive slob who's too loud and can't keep her grades up in school. Everyone thinks i'm just going through a faze, but I'm not. I'm depressed, and no one cares about me enough to see it. They think i'm fine. They don't know that I hide in my room...
    teenfailure teenfailure 18-21, F 16 Responses Dec 29, 2012

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    my boyfriends mom hates me.

    she thinks im not good enough for him. i guess shes right im not good enough at all. i break up with him a lot and i get overly emotional. but she doesnt know he cheated and calls me names but i dont tell because its my fault. i love him sooo much but his mom is right about me.
    Jaybells Jaybells 13-15, F 1 Response a week ago

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    Self Versus Self

    Please listen to me for once. You're not what you seem to show to people, you won't let them in but they feel your darkness.I'm not worth their time, I have to solve my issues on my own.You can't do this alone.Yes I can, I know where my problems stem from.Shut the **** up so I...
    CaptainMurphy CaptainMurphy 22-25, M 2 Responses May 23, 2013

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    sometimes i'm talking

    and i'm just like "shut the **** up"
    Angelcum Angelcum 18-21, F 9 Responses Nov 16, 2014

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    I Hate Who I Am

    I hate what I see in the mirror. I hate my past. I hate my present. I hate everything I am. I go to bed every night wishing I would wakeup with some disease and only have a few months to live. Or that I would die on the way to work in a car wreck or have a massive heart attack...
    Sorriso Sorriso 46-50, M 299 Responses Jul 10, 2007

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    I should've just killed myself along time ago.

    I serve no purpose, I'm waste of space, and a waste of life.
    LetForeverBelongToTheDead LetForeverBelongToTheDead 18-21, M 27 Responses Dec 30, 2014

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    i hate myself but I'm smarter

    than most of u so it makes it ok
    Angelcum Angelcum 18-21, F 17 Responses Dec 2, 2014

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    I am not good looking.

    I am not a genius. I am not hardworking. I am not extroverted and sociable. I am not living in the present. I am not happy. I am not interested in the things that most people are interested in. I am not confident. I am not normal. I am not worth anything. I am not good enough. I...
    Arrrbol Arrrbol 18-21, M 17 Responses May 12, 2014

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    Pure Hatred

    I hate everything about me. my eyes my smile. but i do love my mind. why? because i can dream and run away from everything that is making my life hell. everyday i wake up wishing i hadn't. seems like everything that comes out of my mouth irritates someone. whenever i touch...
    SkinnyJeansAndSnakeBites SkinnyJeansAndSnakeBites 16-17, F 13 Responses Oct 7, 2012

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    Not Easy To Change That...

    What I have to do is learn how to accept that I'm not perfect.  Accept that I've been banged up mentally pretty badly. Accept that I'm older now, that I will have bad days, that I will hurt..   That I will be depressed. that there are times I'll hurt so badly I'll need to sob...
    hylierandom hylierandom 41-45 7 Responses Jul 22, 2011

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    Been There, It Gets Better

    If you hate yourself, it means you have empathy. It means you're human. It means you care so much about others that you're willing to damage yourself for their sake. It means you punish yourself so cruelly every second of most every day, for the sake of those you love, and...
    slow4speed slow4speed 22-25, F 42 Responses May 6, 2012

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    ineedhelp122 ineedhelp122 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 21

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    So I'm 14, a lesbian

    and hate my life. I'm out and proud and my mom, dad and sister say they're cool with it. But earlier today, my mom comes up to me and says this, "your sister is going back on her depression pills and will be seeing her psychiatrist. So I want you two to keep doing what you're...
    Kim105 Kim105 13-15, F 1 Response Jun 15

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    I do and I don't know what to do anymore.

    I just keep messing up constantly and ruining my life
    EssSmith EssSmith 16-17, F 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    I don't care if you are underweight

    or over weight. I don't care if you have braces, frizzy hair, acne, or a disability. I don't care, because to me: YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL💕
    AmandaRachael AmandaRachael 16-17, F 8 Responses Dec 20, 2013

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    I Am Incapable of Doing Anything Worthwhile.

    I am a thirty-something overweight single woman with two cats a messy condo with late mortgage payments who can't find her checkbook atm or credit card hasn't started a huge presentation that i have to give at work in eighteen hours and just knows that i will die alone in this f...
    afjsdkl afjsdkl 31-35, F 39 Responses Nov 19, 2006

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    I am touching my skin

    and hating every inch of it.
    lonleygal lonleygal 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 18

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    I'm Terrified Of Crossing The Street Thinking

    That I'm Gonna Get Run Over. I Was Almost Run Over Once So That's Why I'm Scared Of Crossing The Street.
    isabellamarie02 isabellamarie02 13-15, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Hi.. I'm 31 now and i'm Physically handicap

    and i couldn't walk without support. I use callipers to walk by holding others hands.. I would like to share my story because i dont know i will be alive or not or what happens to me..!! I was born in a middle class family in India. I got 2 younger sisters. When i was child...
    juliedisabled juliedisabled 31-35, F Jun 18

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    How can I learn to except myself?

    I'm 24 years old and I still find my self to be the ugliest woman walking the planet earth And it's because I'm a very dark skinned black woman. I've had ONE boyfriend in my whole life and it didn't really last to long. My skin color considered unattractive and my hair is...
    MareViCiOUS MareViCiOUS 22-25, F 21 Responses Jan 7, 2014

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    Not much to it, I feel like ****,

    then the voice says: "you suck". To which I respond "yeah, I know."
    Sanguinesnake Sanguinesnake 18-21, M Jun 20

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    i hate the face that looks back at me in the

    mirror, wish i could take a holiday from myself and never come back... I just want to take my blade cut my face up so i cant recognise myself and cut my tongue out, so i cant hear my voice, but how do i stop hearing it in my head
    lycanthroat lycanthroat 36-40, M Jun 17

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    I'm a **** up. Nothing

    but a goddamned ************* **** up.
    Th3Ch3shir3Kat Th3Ch3shir3Kat 13-15, M 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    It Should Have Been Me

    I had a twin brother; when I was old enough my mother told me about him. He died a long time ago even before I was born. The doctor saved me but he was too weak. I tried to cope with it, the thought that I had a brother I'd never get to know. It was an accident, its something...
    GrumpyMe GrumpyMe 22-25, F 11 Responses Nov 28, 2013

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    bluegirlie98 bluegirlie98 16-17, F 23 Responses Dec 24, 2014

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