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I Hate Myself

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    I hate waking up feeling nothing

    but physical pain. I hate not being motivated, i want to wake up either terrified or overly exited but instead my life is a dead line.
    SarahTheEnigma SarahTheEnigma 16-17, F 9 Responses Oct 5, 2014

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    I always believed in the inherent consistency

    of myself; that, since I was depressed as a child, being down in the dumps is just a fact for me...as if it's my hometown that I am always destined, despite all my rebellion, to return to. But there's something else that has changed that was one of the few good things about me...
    Ewoo Ewoo 16-17 2 Responses May 23

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    I just don't know what to do anymore,

    im just giving up on everything. I don't want to do anything, I don't want to be anyone.
    Potassium12 Potassium12 18-21, F 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    And it seems I've always hated myself,

    or hated somebody else. I guess my biggest mistake has always been saying just how I've felt.
    H8M4CH1N3 H8M4CH1N3 13-15, M 1 Response May 25

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    I don't need answers I just wanted to release

    my thoughts and say how much I hate myself. I'm weak and stupid, I can't make right choices by my own and all I'm good at is crying. I feel like crap all the time, I'm a complete failure... And I care too much about what people might think of me, can't help it. My life seems so...
    Booktiful Booktiful 13-15, F 1 Response May 20

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    Mess

    ​My life is a mess. I'm an unattractive slob who's too loud and can't keep her grades up in school. Everyone thinks i'm just going through a faze, but I'm not. I'm depressed, and no one cares about me enough to see it. They think i'm fine. They don't know that I hide in my room...
    teenfailure teenfailure 18-21, F 16 Responses Dec 29, 2012

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    Um hey I feel like everybody hates me no one me

    cares for me I'm just an invisible person because my parents siblings and just everybody think I'm invisible and hate and so I'm here to say this may be the last that anyone here's from me because I'm going to kill myself because people go behind my back I will never be noticed...
    kRaZeDmODDeR kRaZeDmODDeR 13-15, M 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    I am not good looking.

    I am not a genius. I am not hardworking. I am not extroverted and sociable. I am not living in the present. I am not happy. I am not interested in the things that most people are interested in. I am not confident. I am not normal. I am not worth anything. I am not good enough. I...
    Arrrbol Arrrbol 18-21, M 17 Responses May 12, 2014

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    I Hate Who I Am

    I hate what I see in the mirror. I hate my past. I hate my present. I hate everything I am. I go to bed every night wishing I would wakeup with some disease and only have a few months to live. Or that I would die on the way to work in a car wreck or have a massive heart attack...
    Sorriso Sorriso 46-50, M 300 Responses Jul 10, 2007

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    Well right now I hate myself a lot I just want

    to be isolated from my family and just be away from everything I'm done with all of the **** people are telling me well I'm ok with being bullied at school and out side if home but when your own family says that i makes them look bad so I'm done with all there bullshit an I'm in...
    rymanone23 rymanone23 13-15, M 6 days ago

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    I'm sorry that I ruin everything.

    Maybe it would be best if I leave.
    Waffl3s Waffl3s 13-15 16 Responses Jan 8

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    i hate myself but I'm smarter

    than most of u so it makes it ok
    Angelcum Angelcum 18-21, F 17 Responses Dec 2, 2014

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    ineedhelp122 ineedhelp122 18-21, F 1 Response May 21

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    Sick Of Beind Depressed? Enjoyment Vs Pleasure

    When depressed, we turn to drugs, meaningless sex, alcohol, food full of fat and sugar, movies, video games, etc. These all give us small spikes of pleasure and do some good in lifting the gloom, but when it's over, what's left? We have less money, possibly STDs, gain weight...
    slow4speed slow4speed 22-25, F 14 Responses Jul 1, 2012

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    How can I learn to except myself?

    I'm 24 years old and I still find my self to be the ugliest woman walking the planet earth And it's because I'm a very dark skinned black woman. I've had ONE boyfriend in my whole life and it didn't really last to long. My skin color considered unattractive and my hair is...
    MareViCiOUS MareViCiOUS 22-25, F 21 Responses Jan 7, 2014

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    I Am Incapable of Doing Anything Worthwhile.

    I am a thirty-something overweight single woman with two cats a messy condo with late mortgage payments who can't find her checkbook atm or credit card hasn't started a huge presentation that i have to give at work in eighteen hours and just knows that i will die alone in this f...
    afjsdkl afjsdkl 31-35, F 39 Responses Nov 19, 2006

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    I'm usually fine during the day

    and at school, but when I get home alone or at night, I punish myself and constantly put myself down. I cry myself to sleep often. I don't know why my brain feels the need to do this, it just makes me sad. During the day I believe I am smart and pretty and nice but at night I...
    z1a2r3a z1a2r3a 13-15, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    It Should Have Been Me

    I had a twin brother; when I was old enough my mother told me about him. He died a long time ago even before I was born. The doctor saved me but he was too weak. I tried to cope with it, the thought that I had a brother I'd never get to know. It was an accident, its something...
    GrumpyMe GrumpyMe 22-25, F 11 Responses Nov 28, 2013

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    I'm sorry for all the people I have third

    wheeled. Its not fun.I was just third wheeled for the first time today. Yeah, never happening again.
    xgoodbyex xgoodbyex 18-21, F 1 Response 21 hrs ago

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    I just wish i could do more

    than cutting i feel like a bother in this world everybody leaves me soon enough so i guess nobody would miss me if i was gone nobody would really notice
    zeebug99 zeebug99 13-15, F 3 Responses May 20

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    I'm so sick of this cruel messed up world.

    Can't people focus on something other than age, shape, color, sex, etc. I wish people could see the same pain I feel. i'm so sick of being judjed and told to kill myself. They know nothing about me!
    HelpMePlzSOS HelpMePlzSOS 13-15, F May 24

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    graceycoops1997 graceycoops1997 16-17, F 6 Responses a week ago

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    I'm not sure if I actually hate myself,

    but my parents make me feel like I should. My dad and step mom just love to tell me what a horrible person I am and how I can never do anything right. I don't want or need their acceptance but sometimes it's hard when the person who is supposed to love you unconditionally...
    LiveLoveCoffee LiveLoveCoffee 16-17, F 6 Responses 1 day ago

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    I should've just killed myself along time ago.

    I serve no purpose, I'm waste of space, and a waste of life.
    AStaticNothingness AStaticNothingness 18-21, M 27 Responses Dec 30, 2014

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    I hate myself so much,

    that when I look in the mirror, my eyes dilate. I want to crawl out of my own skin. This is not how humans were meant to live.
    Itfloo Itfloo 18-21, F 6 days ago

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    Its almost 4am again I can't sleep.

    I think I cry I cut its the same thing every night World War in my head I just want to sleep forever
    00Broken00 00Broken00 18-21, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    annonymous56 annonymous56 13-15, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    No guy wants me, no one likes me,

    and I HATE IT! I'm always there for them but they aren't there for me! :( Why do I bother to live when no guy finds me beautiful and wants me? What the **** is wrong with me? :(
    SeanaO SeanaO 18-21, F 28 Responses May 18, 2014

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    Why we care about what others think of us?

    Why am I so care abt what they think? What I want to please them? Why can't I be myself, I hate myself for pretending,I hate those kind people who like to pretend, like a FAKE guy!!!!!!
    lVll lVll 13-15, F May 26

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    bluegirlie98 bluegirlie98 16-17, F 23 Responses Dec 24, 2014

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    I Hate Myself

    I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself...
    inhale123exhale inhale123exhale 22-25, F 14 Responses Aug 1, 2011

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    I hate myself. I hate my life.

    Really. I feel i'm alone. I really need someone who can understand me. Anyone? I have my friends tho. But i'm not sure if they really were my friends. Ugh. I don't know what to do. Im really bored easily. Sometimes i'm busying myself. I read books but sometimes i got bored. Ugh...
    yeahalone yeahalone 13-15 1 Response May 22

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    Just Venting

    I swear I'm worthless, I claim to be so ******* strong then why can't I help the ones I care so much about. What is even the point of being alive if I can't even be of some use? Everyone keeps telling me that I need to stop worrying about everyone else for once and have someone...
    sagesbones sagesbones 18-21, M 9 Responses Apr 1, 2013

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    if you hate yourself then you should make a

    plan to change right? yes I know that but I juz can't find the motivation nor the will or I am juz too scared to left the old me behind
    YongTauFoo YongTauFoo 18-21, F 2 Responses May 20

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    Dreamscape98x Dreamscape98x 16-17, F 1 Response Jun 29, 2014

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    Well, the love of my life is gone.

    He's fine with it. I'm dying here, Drinking booze. Broken Hearted. Forever. Depressed. Soul.
    NoOrdinaryDork NoOrdinaryDork 13-15, F 2 Responses May 23

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    Always have and I probably always will.

    If only I was good enough
    emylauren27 emylauren27 18-21, F 1 Response May 26

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    I don't care if you are underweight

    or over weight. I don't care if you have braces, frizzy hair, acne, or a disability. I don't care, because to me: YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL💕
    AmandaRachael AmandaRachael 16-17, F 8 Responses Dec 20, 2013

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    Sick Of It

    I can't even look in the mirror without wanting to punch the glass. I get so mad at what I am, everything is repulsive. Im so torn with wanting to be happy and just wallowing in this self hate. Im not good enough. My grades aren't good enough my personality, my weight, my face...
    kxrstxn kxrstxn 16-17, F 30 Responses Oct 20, 2013

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    Pure Hatred

    I hate everything about me. my eyes my smile. but i do love my mind. why? because i can dream and run away from everything that is making my life hell. everyday i wake up wishing i hadn't. seems like everything that comes out of my mouth irritates someone. whenever i touch...
    SkinnyJeansAndSnakeBites SkinnyJeansAndSnakeBites 16-17, F 13 Responses Oct 7, 2012

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    I hate everything about myself.

    Culture, ethnicity, look, behavior, health. EVERYTHING. The way I play the piano, the way I talk, THE WAY I TYPE, the way I dress up, the way I fangirl. Someone help me. I am chinese and people make fun of me bc of that. I am ugly because I am chinese. Some chinese people are...
    jungkookies4u jungkookies4u 16-17, F 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    I hate myself. I can't

    even begin to explain the pain I feel everyday. I cant listen to music, read books, or watch movies without feeling this emptiness inside. **** you Shelby, youre worthless... Why are you even posting this? no one REALLY cares about you and your dark nights. You have to let go to...
    ToLiveYouMustDie ToLiveYouMustDie 13-15, F 2 days ago

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    Never Happy Endings On These Dark Sets

    Its just all wrong. And the one thing that felt right went left. I climbed up and fell down. I woke up and fell asleep. I drove fast and flew by. I wanted and didn't take. I have fallen and can't get up. I attempted but failed. I studied and forgot. I felt like a winner but lost...
    ninerzoon ninerzoon 36-40, M 3 Responses May 13, 2013

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    I know a lot of people are going to comment

    saying how stupid I am being. But I truly do not like myself. I've never told anyone this.. because it's kind of embarrassing. I like some things about myself.. but there are a lot of things I wish I could change. I run varsity cross country.. so my thigh gap is almost non...
    abbbbbby abbbbbby 13-15, F 19 Responses Sep 13, 2014

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    Not Easy To Change That...

    What I have to do is learn how to accept that I'm not perfect.  Accept that I've been banged up mentally pretty badly. Accept that I'm older now, that I will have bad days, that I will hurt..   That I will be depressed. that there are times I'll hurt so badly I'll need to sob...
    hylierandom hylierandom 41-45 7 Responses Jul 22, 2011

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    ME

    I don't know...I guess its self explanatory really, I don't love myself. Every day I look at myself in the mirror and I hate it. I hate the fact that I hate myself, and its not just physically its also emotionally I hate who I am. I mean I know I'm being stupid but why would I...
    lifesize lifesize 22-25, F 16 Responses Apr 6, 2013

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