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I Hate Myself

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    Just Venting

    I swear I'm worthless, I claim to be so ******* strong then why can't I help the ones I care so much about. What is even the point of being alive if I can't even be of some use? Everyone keeps telling me that I need to stop worrying about everyone else for once and have someone...
    sagesbones sagesbones 18-21, M 9 Responses Apr 1, 2013

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    I do hate myself I hate the person I see

    when I look in the mirror I hate the fact that I'm so nice to others and love to help others and always their for others but when it my turn their none but me in the room I'm just tired of getting hurt by others and I'm tired of being and feeling lonely and I'm tired of pretend...
    Bre142 Bre142 18-21, F 4 Responses 3 days ago

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    I really do... I'm so fcking stupid I fck

    everything up I'm not gonna graduate so I might as well just give up and wait to drop out I don't even wanna be here I might as well just do everyone a favor and kill myself
    FadingStarrr FadingStarrr 13-15, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I know a lot of people are going to comment

    saying how stupid I am being. But I truly do not like myself. I've never told anyone this.. because it's kind of embarrassing. I like some things about myself.. but there are a lot of things I wish I could change. I run varsity cross country.. so my thigh gap is almost non...
    abbbbbby abbbbbby 13-15, F 17 Responses Sep 13

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    They tell me I'm pretty,

    but I don't see it. I have potential, but I can not reach it. I know I want to be somebody in life, but more & more everyday I feel like nothing. I'm alive for a reason, but I'm still trying to figure it what that is ...
    Username2245 Username2245 18-21 1 Response 4 days ago

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    i was beat pretty bad

    as i was growing up. i got hit alot when i was very young for wetting the bed. this was when my father was still around, a drunk for sure. but when he took off it got worse.... i got hit for not finishing my meals and bad grades (second grade.. wtf) and almost...
    Pigmaginny Pigmaginny 22-25, M 1 Response 12 hrs ago

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    Sick Of Beind Depressed? Enjoyment Vs Pleasure

    When depressed, we turn to drugs, meaningless sex, alcohol, food full of fat and sugar, movies, video games, etc. These all give us small spikes of pleasure and do some good in lifting the gloom, but when it's over, what's left? We have less money, possibly STDs, gain weight...
    slow4speed slow4speed 22-25, F 14 Responses Jul 1, 2012

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    I Can't Do a Damn Thing

    I hate myself. and I hate that I have to tell people online that i hate myself. I don't lack good friends but i wouldnt dare telling most of them as it's so much "cooler" to be happy. I'm jelous of everyone and i don't know how to fix this. I really really don't want to admit...
    DanHughes DanHughes 21-25, M 19 Responses Apr 6, 2007

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    drilling holes in my fake *** life,

    while my body sinks into the night......
    Pigmaginny Pigmaginny 22-25, M 1 day ago

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    ME

    I don't know...I guess its self explanatory really, I don't love myself. Every day I look at myself in the mirror and I hate it. I hate the fact that I hate myself, and its not just physically its also emotionally I hate who I am. I mean I know I'm being stupid but why would I...
    lifesize lifesize 22-25, F 17 Responses Apr 6, 2013

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    Sick Of It

    I can't even look in the mirror without wanting to punch the glass. I get so mad at what I am, everything is repulsive. Im so torn with wanting to be happy and just wallowing in this self hate. Im not good enough. My grades aren't good enough my personality, my weight, my face...
    kxrstxn kxrstxn 16-17, F 32 Responses Oct 20, 2013

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    EternallyHeartBroken EternallyHeartBroken 13-15, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    I Hate Who I Am

    I hate what I see in the mirror. I hate my past. I hate my present. I hate everything I am. I go to bed every night wishing I would wakeup with some disease and only have a few months to live. Or that I would die on the way to work in a car wreck or have a massive heart attack...
    Sorriso Sorriso 46-50, M 299 Responses Jul 10, 2007

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    ive come up with something if im happy the

    world goes to **** so this world wants me depressed
    killam42 killam42 16-17, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I know, I shouldn't. Everyone should love

    themselves. But, unfortunately, I find too many faults in myself to do so. I've been conditioned to think that being black is ugly. I know it's a horrible mentality, but that's what they teach at my school. I also hate that I screw everything up with my clumsiness. And I tend...
    morekisses morekisses 13-15, F 1 Response 19 hrs ago

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    I have never been this sad before,

    and I never thought I would be. Recently I just have been hating myself and I don't know why. I feel like I have no friends and everyone hates me.
    Ebunker123 Ebunker123 16-17, F 5 Responses 5 days ago

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    Mess

    ​My life is a mess. I'm an unattractive slob who's too loud and can't keep her grades up in school. Everyone thinks i'm just going through a faze, but I'm not. I'm depressed, and no one cares about me enough to see it. They think i'm fine. They don't know that I hide in my room...
    teenfailure teenfailure 16-17, F 16 Responses Dec 29, 2012

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    It Should Have Been Me

    I had a twin brother; when I was old enough my mother told me about him. He died a long time ago even before I was born. The doctor saved me but he was too weak. I tried to cope with it, the thought that I had a brother I'd never get to know. It was an accident, its something...
    GrumpyMe GrumpyMe 22-25, F 11 Responses Nov 28, 2013

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    Dreamscape98x Dreamscape98x 16-17, F 1 Response Jun 29

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    If i kill myself who will care .

    My dad wont . The people who will , will cry for a week maximum and then forget me . No one will remember me after a month . But at least i'll be at peace . No pain . So why shouldn't i commit suicide
    peyton1998 peyton1998 16-17, F 32 Responses Aug 1

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    Pure Hatred

    I hate everything about me. my eyes my smile. but i do love my mind. why? because i can dream and run away from everything that is making my life hell. everyday i wake up wishing i hadn't. seems like everything that comes out of my mouth irritates someone. whenever i touch...
    SkinnyJeansAndSnakeBites SkinnyJeansAndSnakeBites 13-15, F 13 Responses Oct 7, 2012

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    I'm falling apart. I had a bad childhood

    which I got through. I thought I was strong. I told myself I'd never do.. it. I'm doing it... I'm so disappointed but I'm numb. I bottled everything up and now I'm facing the outcome of it all. It's just too much. I hate myself. I realised all this apart confidence I had and me...
    WeCouldBeDead WeCouldBeDead 16-17, F 2 Responses 16 hrs ago

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    I hate my self as stated above.

    I don't like my face, figure, voice, friends, family, location, and just overall life. I have sever anxiety and always find myself counting and picking out each and everyone of my flaws. I wish I was anyone but myself. I wish I had a better me. A better life... I've tried coping...
    mckennaolsen mckennaolsen 13-15, F 4 days ago

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    Never Happy Endings On These Dark Sets

    Its just all wrong. And the one thing that felt right went left. I climbed up and fell down. I woke up and fell asleep. I drove fast and flew by. I wanted and didn't take. I have fallen and can't get up. I attempted but failed. I studied and forgot. I felt like a winner but lost...
    ninerzoon ninerzoon 36-40, M 3 Responses May 13, 2013

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    That moment when you're not good enough.

    When you can't even get a friend. When no one will talk to you when you need it most.
    lexrae lexrae 13-15, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    sometimes i'm talking

    and i'm just like "shut the **** up"
    Angelcum Angelcum 18-21, F 10 Responses Nov 16

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    The Woman In The Mirror

    On nights like tonight. I sometimes wonder what others see in myself when at times I can't even see whats so special about me. Here the past 3-4 months. I've been extremely depressed and completely distant from those who matter the absolute most to me. At times I just want to...
    AmazinglyAmazing AmazinglyAmazing 22-25, F 16 Responses Nov 1, 2012

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    I hate that I left my wife.

    Ever since I left I have missed her so much. A few months ago we signed the papers. It was so hard too but I did it. She was the world to me and still is. I miss her still like crazy and wish she would see that. I would do anything to get her back. Sometimes I want to fly out to...
    mophasa mophasa 36-40, M 6 days ago

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    so i just punished myself

    for feeling. what a way to be....
    Pigmaginny Pigmaginny 22-25, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    No guy wants me, no one likes me,

    and I HATE IT! I'm always there for them but they aren't there for me! :( Why do I bother to live when no guy finds me beautiful and wants me? What the **** is wrong with me? :(
    SeanaO SeanaO 18-21, F 19 Responses May 18

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    I hate what I'm becoming :( And I can't seem to

    stop it even when my brain is telling me to stop or this is not you or don't think this way. It seems that the only way to make me feel better is when I've spewed all vile thoughts and leave a carnage of hurt souls by the wayside. I hate myself for it!!
    LoveJaney LoveJaney 36-40, F 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    I hate waking up feeling nothing

    but physical pain. I hate not being motivated, i want to wake up either terrified or overly exited but instead my life is a dead line.
    SarahTheEnigma SarahTheEnigma 16-17, F 10 Responses Oct 5

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    When I was in 6th grade I became obsessive

    about a guy I had liked...he was from Pakistan... I became so obsessed that I began to bother him...he hated me for that...he wanted me dead... Prior to this I felt that I was so ugly that I could not have a boyfriend...it was like monkey see monkey do, pertaining to the fact...
    ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT 26-30, F 2 Responses 21 hrs ago

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    I got all dressed up looking snazzy to go see

    my girlfriend at the mall, only to get into a fight with her. It was so bad her mom advised me to end the relationship. But i dont want to lose her
    Xychorite Xychorite 18-21, M 4 Responses 4 days ago

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    I HATE YOU, SUNANGEL.

    .. YOU'VE BEEN NOTHING BUT A BLIGHT AND HAVOC. YOU ARE HATED EVERYWHERE YOU GO... TODAY I SACRIFICE MY BLOOD IN THE NAME OF BEAUTY BECAUSE I AM NOT BEAUTIFUL... Maybe JESUS would see my anguish and allow me to be beautiful... The way I was meant to be... THERE ARE THINGS I...
    ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT 26-30, F 2 Responses 13 hrs ago

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    I am not good looking.

    I am not a genius. I am not hardworking. I am not extroverted and sociable. I am not living in the present. I am not happy. I am not interested in the things that most people are interested in. I am not confident. I am not normal. I am not worth anything. I am not good enough. I...
    Arrrbol Arrrbol 18-21, M 18 Responses May 12

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    styxc styxc 18-21, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    WHY LIKE ME

    i cant spell im dyslexic im Bi and my mom hates me im in love with someone i cant have i cut and burn im a nerd i cry to much i get drunk(not all the time) i always seem to lose my friends and family im a wuss AND I WANNA DIE
    BloodyRaven BloodyRaven 13-15, F 16 Responses Jul 8, 2013

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    I don't care if you are underweight

    or over weight. I don't care if you have braces, frizzy hair, acne, or a disability. I don't care, because to me: YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL💕
    AmandaRachael AmandaRachael 13-15, F 8 Responses Dec 20, 2013

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    People Being Mean

    I have been hated so much for like my whole life, I have been bullied . So I have always hated myself
    Skatergirl16 Skatergirl16 13-15, F 17 Responses Nov 20, 2013

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    Why do I have to go thru the things I go thru?

    ? Why do I have to be ugly,retarded, weird,poor,and every other thing no one wants to be.Why do I have to be me? And if anything good will come out of this it won't be worth living this pathetic life I have.I rather die.
    wassup305 wassup305 13-15, F 1 Response 17 hrs ago

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    How can I learn to except myself?

    I'm 24 years old and I still find my self to be the ugliest woman walking the planet earth And it's because I'm a very dark skinned black woman. I've had ONE boyfriend in my whole life and it didn't really last to long. My skin color considered unattractive and my hair is...
    MareViCiOUS MareViCiOUS 22-25, F 21 Responses Jan 7

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    DreamingSouls DreamingSouls 13-15, F 8 Responses 1 day ago

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    why do I always have to be

    so rotton when I'm angry I constantly lose control of my emotions I used to make people smile all the time I would do anything for anyone everyone loved to be around me now I just being everyone down I hate the bitter mean crazed lunatic I have become and I don't know why I have...
    itsjustme3684 itsjustme3684 26-30, M 6 days ago

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    I Am Incapable of Doing Anything Worthwhile.

    I am a thirty-something overweight single woman with two cats a messy condo with late mortgage payments who can't find her checkbook atm or credit card hasn't started a huge presentation that i have to give at work in eighteen hours and just knows that i will die alone in this f...
    afjsdkl afjsdkl 31-35, F 39 Responses Nov 19, 2006

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    i hate myself but I'm smarter

    than most of u so it makes it ok
    Angelcum Angelcum 18-21, F 24 Responses Dec 2

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    I Hate Myself

    I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself...
    inhale123exhale inhale123exhale 22-25, F 12 Responses Aug 1, 2011

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    So im such a loser im at work friday night on

    my day off just so I have people to talk to what a wonderful life I lead.
    itsjustme3684 itsjustme3684 26-30, M 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    Self Versus Self

    Please listen to me for once. You're not what you seem to show to people, you won't let them in but they feel your darkness.I'm not worth their time, I have to solve my issues on my own.You can't do this alone.Yes I can, I know where my problems stem from.Shut the **** up so I...
    CaptainMurphy CaptainMurphy 22-25, M 3 Responses May 23, 2013

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    Been There, It Gets Better

    If you hate yourself, it means you have empathy. It means you're human. It means you care so much about others that you're willing to damage yourself for their sake. It means you punish yourself so cruelly every second of most every day, for the sake of those you love, and...
    slow4speed slow4speed 22-25, F 43 Responses May 6, 2012

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    Nikkki1 Nikkki1 22-25, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    she decided to leave me

    for good i never thought she would i always assumed she'd be there for me shows just how wrong i was i hate myself now she hates me too
    itsalwaysme80 itsalwaysme80 31-35, M 1 Response