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I Hate Myself

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    I have everything about myself,

    my face, my body, my scars, my skin, I just hate it. I wish I wasn't born into this world... - I'm already dead in the inside.
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Apr 8

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    I am a childhood sexual abuse survivor

    but now I have this thing where I want guys to pin me down and have their way with me I don't know what's wrong with me
    maleeny maleeny 18-21, F 4 Responses 3 days ago

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    whyusteens whyusteens 13-15, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    Times like this, I wish I could just perish.

    I actually brought miserable into my own life. I literally destroyed my own happiness. And eternal darkness conquered the lands once again. Goodnight world....
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses a week ago

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    Always have and probably will

    for a while. Of course it doesn't upset me much that I hate myself, it encourages me to try and pinpoint why and how I can change it.
    Meirin Meirin 18-21, F 4 Responses Apr 10

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    How can I learn to except myself?

    I'm 24 years old and I still find my self to be the ugliest woman walking the planet earth And it's because I'm a very dark skinned black woman. I've had ONE boyfriend in my whole life and it didn't really last to long. My skin color considered unattractive and my hair is...
    MareViCiOUS MareViCiOUS 22-25, F 21 Responses Jan 7, 2014

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    leimic leimic 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 9

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    Born The Wrong Way...

    You will laugh, you will judge me, you won't understand... But still I want to write it. It began when I was little, I was only five and I already hated myself. I hated the fact that looking in the mirror was painful. I was looking at myself and thinking 'this is not me!'. I...
    JJTKM JJTKM 16-17 19 Responses Feb 21, 2013

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    Been There, It Gets Better

    If you hate yourself, it means you have empathy. It means you're human. It means you care so much about others that you're willing to damage yourself for their sake. It means you punish yourself so cruelly every second of most every day, for the sake of those you love, and...
    slow4speed slow4speed 22-25, F 42 Responses May 6, 2012

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    No guy wants me, no one likes me,

    and I HATE IT! I'm always there for them but they aren't there for me! :( Why do I bother to live when no guy finds me beautiful and wants me? What the **** is wrong with me? :(
    SeanaO SeanaO 18-21, F 24 Responses May 18, 2014

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    I should've just killed myself along time ago.

    I serve no purpose, I'm waste of space, and a waste of life.
    EmbraceTheEVIL EmbraceTheEVIL 18-21, M 28 Responses Dec 30, 2014

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    Sick Of Beind Depressed? Enjoyment Vs Pleasure

    When depressed, we turn to drugs, meaningless sex, alcohol, food full of fat and sugar, movies, video games, etc. These all give us small spikes of pleasure and do some good in lifting the gloom, but when it's over, what's left? We have less money, possibly STDs, gain weight...
    slow4speed slow4speed 22-25, F 14 Responses Jul 1, 2012

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    People Being Mean

    I have been hated so much for like my whole life, I have been bullied . So I have always hated myself
    Skatergirl16 Skatergirl16 13-15, F 16 Responses Nov 20, 2013

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    I Hate Myself

    I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself...
    inhale123exhale inhale123exhale 22-25, F 14 Responses Aug 1, 2011

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    i hate myself but I'm smarter

    than most of u so it makes it ok
    Angelcum Angelcum 18-21, F 17 Responses Dec 2, 2014

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    ME

    I don't know...I guess its self explanatory really, I don't love myself. Every day I look at myself in the mirror and I hate it. I hate the fact that I hate myself, and its not just physically its also emotionally I hate who I am. I mean I know I'm being stupid but why would I...
    lifesize lifesize 22-25, F 17 Responses Apr 6, 2013

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    And I hate myself for hating myself.

    I've turned into someone else.
    khadij khadij 13-15, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Pure Hatred

    I hate everything about me. my eyes my smile. but i do love my mind. why? because i can dream and run away from everything that is making my life hell. everyday i wake up wishing i hadn't. seems like everything that comes out of my mouth irritates someone. whenever i touch...
    SkinnyJeansAndSnakeBites SkinnyJeansAndSnakeBites 16-17, F 13 Responses Oct 7, 2012

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    I like to take many pictures

    and look at myself in the mirror a lot and people think I'm vain and conceited. However, there's a good enough reason for this... I never really had high self-esteem and I always take pictures of myself, as a matter of fact, too many at a time, because I DO NOT believe that I...
    ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT 26-30, F 3 Responses a week ago

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    I know a lot of people are going to comment

    saying how stupid I am being. But I truly do not like myself. I've never told anyone this.. because it's kind of embarrassing. I like some things about myself.. but there are a lot of things I wish I could change. I run varsity cross country.. so my thigh gap is almost non...
    abbbbbby abbbbbby 13-15, F 19 Responses Sep 13, 2014

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    WHY LIKE ME

    i cant spell im dyslexic im Bi and my mom hates me im in love with someone i cant have i cut and burn im a nerd i cry to much i get drunk(not all the time) i always seem to lose my friends and family im a wuss AND I WANNA DIE
    BloodyRaven BloodyRaven 13-15, F 17 Responses Jul 8, 2013

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    Will i find someone

    who will make me feel peace? I'm tired of feeling like an animal on a cage, a time bomb or a loaded gun. Will I ever close my eyes and feel calm? Stop this rage against the world and everything on it? I'm tired of feeling this, like I'm alone on a world of enemies, I have...
    Healinghate Healinghate 18-21, M 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    butterflybaby123 butterflybaby123 13-15 6 Responses Apr 11

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    hashbrown20 hashbrown20 18-21, F 3 Responses Apr 8

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    There were many positive talents people

    compliment me on, or insist could yield a fruitful career, and yet nevertheless... they're useless in these faceless hands. Experience after experience beat into me that people really didn't understand my intentions. This made me believe that I had tripped up somewhere. That...
    Ewoo Ewoo 16-17 1 hr ago

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    I wish I can give my parents their favorite

    cars, a big house... I am such a disappointment.
    afyfa afyfa 22-25, F 3 Responses a week ago

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    pansexualgirl pansexualgirl 13-15, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Just Venting

    I swear I'm worthless, I claim to be so ******* strong then why can't I help the ones I care so much about. What is even the point of being alive if I can't even be of some use? Everyone keeps telling me that I need to stop worrying about everyone else for once and have someone...
    sagesbones sagesbones 18-21, M 9 Responses Apr 1, 2013

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    Dreamscape98x Dreamscape98x 16-17, F 1 Response Jun 29, 2014

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    I'm sorry that I ruin everything.

    Maybe it would be best if I leave.
    Waffl3s Waffl3s 13-15, F 17 Responses Jan 8

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    for being a coward. It really ****** me of!

    Especially with my mom. I am just so afraid of she is going to react. I AM SO ******* STUPID... The first time I told her I had a bf was over text cuz I was so scared. That is ******* embarrassing :'( I feel so impotent, I just want to die. I hate myself for this and many more...
    DRgirl809 DRgirl809 18-21, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    I hate myself for still being in love with a

    girl, who walked over our serious long term relationship, because her parents did not approve me(I am not from her 'culture'.
    eternallonely eternallonely 26-30, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    sometimes i'm talking

    and i'm just like "shut the **** up"
    Angelcum Angelcum 18-21, F 9 Responses Nov 16, 2014

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    I lashed out at my mom

    because of what nate said before, then I decided to tell nate how I was really feeling and how messed I've been since he left AND THEN I decided to leave the house at like 2 in the morning to cry about my problems with Nicholas and I feel SO TERRIBLE about that because I was...
    ChildOfHarmony ChildOfHarmony 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 9

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    if we want to forget someone by force

    even we love them then its a stupidity..
    prashik1996 prashik1996 18-21, M Apr 11

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    I Am Incapable of Doing Anything Worthwhile.

    I am a thirty-something overweight single woman with two cats a messy condo with late mortgage payments who can't find her checkbook atm or credit card hasn't started a huge presentation that i have to give at work in eighteen hours and just knows that i will die alone in this f...
    afjsdkl afjsdkl 31-35, F 39 Responses Nov 19, 2006

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    I'm socially anxious.

    Extremely so. After the final exam I was invited to this party, the guy hosting it was very nice. Anyway being me I arrived seeing a few people, some playing football on the PlayStation and others were either watching or using their phones. I decided to come back when the part...
    aeinhardt aeinhardt 18-21, M 1 day ago

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    I care a lot about my family,

    even though they don't care about me. The only reason why I haven't offed myself is because I know it'd cause a lot of money problems, my mother is really the only one who partially cares for me, I wouldn't want to hurt her like that. To clear up any confusion I've never just...
    Britt4ny Britt4ny 70+, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    ihyyy ihyyy 13-15, F 6 Responses Apr 17

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    Peedripping Peedripping 18-21, F 7 Responses Apr 9

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    Hi guys, my name is (anonymous) I am 20 years

    old. I was bullied all through high school and at home. I was called black, stupid and ugly almost every single day. No one liked me. My cousins and high school kids hated me. I cried every day, cut myslef, choked myself, attempted and thought about suicide every day. I was told...
    InvisbleGirl20 InvisbleGirl20 18-21, F 3 Responses Apr 13

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    Self Versus Self

    Please listen to me for once. You're not what you seem to show to people, you won't let them in but they feel your darkness.I'm not worth their time, I have to solve my issues on my own.You can't do this alone.Yes I can, I know where my problems stem from.Shut the **** up so I...
    CaptainMurphy CaptainMurphy 22-25, M 2 Responses May 23, 2013

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    I've lost all motivation

    and I hate these stupid headaches.
    nostalgickittens nostalgickittens 16-17, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Not Easy To Change That...

    What I have to do is learn how to accept that I'm not perfect.  Accept that I've been banged up mentally pretty badly. Accept that I'm older now, that I will have bad days, that I will hurt..   That I will be depressed. that there are times I'll hurt so badly I'll need to sob...
    hylierandom hylierandom 41-45 7 Responses Jul 22, 2011

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    Sick Of It

    I can't even look in the mirror without wanting to punch the glass. I get so mad at what I am, everything is repulsive. Im so torn with wanting to be happy and just wallowing in this self hate. Im not good enough. My grades aren't good enough my personality, my weight, my face...
    kxrstxn kxrstxn 16-17, F 30 Responses Oct 20, 2013

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    I Hate Who I Am

    I hate what I see in the mirror. I hate my past. I hate my present. I hate everything I am. I go to bed every night wishing I would wakeup with some disease and only have a few months to live. Or that I would die on the way to work in a car wreck or have a massive heart attack...
    Sorriso Sorriso 46-50, M 300 Responses Jul 10, 2007

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