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I Hate Myself

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    Alonzoisgay Alonzoisgay 13-15, M 2 days ago

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    Hey guys. I wrote this

    as a letter ill never send. let me know what you think? I stopped writing for a while, mostly because, well, I wanted to block out how I had been feeling, because I thought maybe then things would be easier. But that’s not me, I’m not one to push aside my feelings and...
    abbylynn98 abbylynn98 18-21, F 4 Responses 1 day ago

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    i hate myself but I'm smarter

    than most of u so it makes it ok
    Angelcum Angelcum 18-21, F 20 Responses Dec 2, 2014

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    I Am Incapable of Doing Anything Worthwhile.

    I am a thirty-something overweight single woman with two cats a messy condo with late mortgage payments who can't find her checkbook atm or credit card hasn't started a huge presentation that i have to give at work in eighteen hours and just knows that i will die alone in this f...
    afjsdkl afjsdkl 31-35, F 39 Responses Nov 19, 2006

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    staygoldenbaby staygoldenbaby 16-17, F 7 Responses Jan 20

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    Everything I do seems to be wrong,

    one way or another. It'd be nice if I could do something right for once. I'm filled with regret, I always catch my self remembering dumb stuff I've done in the past, which makes me hate my self a little more, even if what I did wasn't that bad.
    ScrewBeingNormal ScrewBeingNormal 13-15, F 3 Responses Jan 20

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    Whenever I post a picture of myself on here (a

    few times) I get comments and messages like "You're Beautiful." "You're pretty" stuff like that. I'm not here to fish for compliments either in No way whatsoever. It means So much to hear stuff like that too. I'm surprised and very flattered when I'm told that but.. Because my...
    vaashapenin vaashapenin 16-17, F 5 Responses 3 days ago

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    I'm just not good enough.

    Not for anyone and not for me. I'm just another nothing. I can't do anything right. I can't be beautiful. I can't be happy. I can't be anything. What's my purpose in life huh? NOTHING. I have nothing and no one.
    osnapitzama osnapitzama 18-21, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    Self Versus Self

    Please listen to me for once. You're not what you seem to show to people, you won't let them in but they feel your darkness.I'm not worth their time, I have to solve my issues on my own.You can't do this alone.Yes I can, I know where my problems stem from.Shut the **** up so I...
    CaptainMurphy CaptainMurphy 22-25, M 3 Responses May 23, 2013

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    Well duh.... I mean I always fck everything up.

    .. Everything's always my fault right dad .-. Just like you said... You love my sisters better then me you don't even love me .-. My sisters don't even care about me they would be happy if I just left already. I already know I'm stupid I'm worthless I'm a disgrace I'm fat I'm...
    FadingStarrr FadingStarrr 16-17, F 4 Responses 1 day ago

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    Never Happy Endings On These Dark Sets

    Its just all wrong. And the one thing that felt right went left. I climbed up and fell down. I woke up and fell asleep. I drove fast and flew by. I wanted and didn't take. I have fallen and can't get up. I attempted but failed. I studied and forgot. I felt like a winner but lost...
    ninerzoon ninerzoon 36-40, M 3 Responses May 13, 2013

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    Born The Wrong Way...

    You will laugh, you will judge me, you won't understand... But still I want to write it. It began when I was little, I was only five and I already hated myself. I hated the fact that looking in the mirror was painful. I was looking at myself and thinking 'this is not me!'. I...
    JJTKM JJTKM 16-17 19 Responses Feb 21, 2013

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    What is wrong with me?

    ! I hate this life!!!
    shortfry3 shortfry3 13-15, F 2 Responses 13 hrs ago

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    How do you start to love yourself

    when all you have in you is hate; fresh hate towards your failures, your choices, your dreams.....everything that you are?
    AmazonDaughter AmazonDaughter 16-17, F 3 days ago

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    Just Venting

    I swear I'm worthless, I claim to be so ******* strong then why can't I help the ones I care so much about. What is even the point of being alive if I can't even be of some use? Everyone keeps telling me that I need to stop worrying about everyone else for once and have someone...
    sagesbones sagesbones 18-21, M 9 Responses Apr 1, 2013

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    So a while ago me and my sisters were talking

    (I have an older sister and a younger sister both a year apart from me). And then it came up to the topic about looks. And by the way I hate talking about anything that has to do with looks, clothes, etc. They talked about how they constantly get compliments from friends and...
    PartyPat2336 PartyPat2336 16-17, F 4 Responses 1 day ago

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    I'm a piece of ****. As simple

    as that. I feel terrible that my husband has to deal with my constant pain and anxiety. I wish I could end it but that would hurt him too.
    zvezdnyy zvezdnyy 22-25, F 4 days ago

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    I like the way this website has all of these

    "sponsored from around the web" images of before and after pictures and botox, etc. trying to sell crap to the people who hate themselves. Why do I hate myself? It's part genetic and part trauma. I can't even really share here anonymously. I am ashamed of my behavior. I wish...
    Lucyismycat Lucyismycat 31-35 5 days ago

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    I Hate Myself

    I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself...
    inhale123exhale inhale123exhale 22-25, F 13 Responses Aug 1, 2011

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    The Woman In The Mirror

    On nights like tonight. I sometimes wonder what others see in myself when at times I can't even see whats so special about me. Here the past 3-4 months. I've been extremely depressed and completely distant from those who matter the absolute most to me. At times I just want to...
    AmazinglyAmazing AmazinglyAmazing 22-25, F 16 Responses Nov 1, 2012

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    We did nothing to the blonde in the trio.

    ..her binder is dome We don't know you so we had too Document. ....your another gullible putz.. .teach
    blacktwit44 blacktwit44 51-55, F 3 days ago

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    Mess

    ​My life is a mess. I'm an unattractive slob who's too loud and can't keep her grades up in school. Everyone thinks i'm just going through a faze, but I'm not. I'm depressed, and no one cares about me enough to see it. They think i'm fine. They don't know that I hide in my room...
    teenfailure teenfailure 16-17, F 16 Responses Dec 29, 2012

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    I hate myself and have really low confidence

    and self esteem . I don't know how I will surivie in a world where those tangibles are what we are dependent on . I have no drive or motivation to do anything. I hope I could live my whole life in prison cause I wouldn't have to pay any bills , free food and healthcare and no...
    Mizo0217 Mizo0217 18-21, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Pure Hatred

    I hate everything about me. my eyes my smile. but i do love my mind. why? because i can dream and run away from everything that is making my life hell. everyday i wake up wishing i hadn't. seems like everything that comes out of my mouth irritates someone. whenever i touch...
    SkinnyJeansAndSnakeBites SkinnyJeansAndSnakeBites 16-17, F 13 Responses Oct 7, 2012

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    sometimes i'm talking

    and i'm just like "shut the **** up"
    Angelcum Angelcum 18-21, F 10 Responses Nov 16, 2014

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    No guy wants me, no one likes me,

    and I HATE IT! I'm always there for them but they aren't there for me! :( Why do I bother to live when no guy finds me beautiful and wants me? What the **** is wrong with me? :(
    SeanaO SeanaO 18-21, F 21 Responses May 18, 2014

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    Sick Of Beind Depressed? Enjoyment Vs Pleasure

    When depressed, we turn to drugs, meaningless sex, alcohol, food full of fat and sugar, movies, video games, etc. These all give us small spikes of pleasure and do some good in lifting the gloom, but when it's over, what's left? We have less money, possibly STDs, gain weight...
    slow4speed slow4speed 22-25, F 14 Responses Jul 1, 2012

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    Ok. Apparently I'm worthless

    and ugly. My ex girlfriend new girlfriend told me that. And I believe her. I am worthless and ugly
    lovehate1994 lovehate1994 18-21, F 7 Responses 2 days ago

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    Not Easy To Change That...

    What I have to do is learn how to accept that I'm not perfect.  Accept that I've been banged up mentally pretty badly. Accept that I'm older now, that I will have bad days, that I will hurt..   That I will be depressed. that there are times I'll hurt so badly I'll need to sob...
    hylierandom hylierandom 41-45 7 Responses Jul 22, 2011

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    I'm sorry that I ruin everything.

    Maybe it would be best if I leave.
    Waffl3s Waffl3s 13-15, F 15 Responses Jan 8

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    bluegirlie98 bluegirlie98 16-17, F 24 Responses Dec 24, 2014

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    Mylo248 Mylo248 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 17

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    Been There, It Gets Better

    If you hate yourself, it means you have empathy. It means you're human. It means you care so much about others that you're willing to damage yourself for their sake. It means you punish yourself so cruelly every second of most every day, for the sake of those you love, and...
    slow4speed slow4speed 22-25, F 42 Responses May 6, 2012

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    How can I learn to except myself?

    I'm 24 years old and I still find my self to be the ugliest woman walking the planet earth And it's because I'm a very dark skinned black woman. I've had ONE boyfriend in my whole life and it didn't really last to long. My skin color considered unattractive and my hair is...
    MareViCiOUS MareViCiOUS 22-25, F 21 Responses Jan 7, 2014

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    Wow I really hate myself.

    Everything I do is wrong.
    BabeFett BabeFett 16-17, F 4 Responses Jan 18

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    My dads hate me. Am I really

    that horrible? My whole life I tried to live up to his expectations. I hid my suicide thoughts my whole life so I wouldn't be a disappointment. I did everything for him. But he still hates me. I put up this strong act but behind it I'm 100% broken. I don't know what to do...
    lexrae lexrae 13-15, F 3 Responses Jan 19

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    I know a lot of people are going to comment

    saying how stupid I am being. But I truly do not like myself. I've never told anyone this.. because it's kind of embarrassing. I like some things about myself.. but there are a lot of things I wish I could change. I run varsity cross country.. so my thigh gap is almost non...
    abbbbbby abbbbbby 13-15, F 18 Responses Sep 13, 2014

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    I Hate Who I Am

    I hate what I see in the mirror. I hate my past. I hate my present. I hate everything I am. I go to bed every night wishing I would wakeup with some disease and only have a few months to live. Or that I would die on the way to work in a car wreck or have a massive heart attack...
    Sorriso Sorriso 46-50, M 299 Responses Jul 10, 2007

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    I'm scarred to tell any one a secret I've been

    keeping a secret since 3nd grade, I'm in 7th now.. I've only told a friend from ep and my counselor.. I really want to start telling people but I'm scarred of what they'll think.. What if they start bullying me.. ? I already hate my life as it is!! What if my family starts...
    Gamer0808 Gamer0808 13-15, F 2 Responses Jan 22

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    More than anything in this existence.

    "What could be So bad about you?" don't ask me that, you shouldn't ask me that, very annoying. I take everything out on myself because I feel it's my own fault, regardless if it is or not. I wish I could explain myself more, why it is I feel the way I do, why I want to choke...
    Britt4ny Britt4ny 70+, F 1 Response 4 hrs ago

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    People Being Mean

    I have been hated so much for like my whole life, I have been bullied . So I have always hated myself
    Skatergirl16 Skatergirl16 13-15, F 17 Responses Nov 20, 2013

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    Honestly I just wanna fcking slice my throat

    open so I don't have to see myself or fck anything up anymore cause that's just all I do
    FadingStarrr FadingStarrr 16-17, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Let's put it this way,

    I am very healthy and fit. I also have a nice personality. But, I have asked out many girls and they all said "Sorry, i SORT OF have a boyfriend" or "Sorry, I don't date kids" I don't know why girls rejects someone like that???
    whatupdoc54 whatupdoc54 18-21, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I should've just killed myself along time ago.

    I serve no purpose, I'm waste of space, and a waste of life.
    MusicJunkie666 MusicJunkie666 18-21, M 30 Responses Dec 30, 2014

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    Dreamscape98x Dreamscape98x 16-17, F 1 Response Jun 29, 2014

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    I hate waking up feeling nothing

    but physical pain. I hate not being motivated, i want to wake up either terrified or overly exited but instead my life is a dead line.
    SarahTheEnigma SarahTheEnigma 16-17, F 10 Responses Oct 5, 2014

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    WHY LIKE ME

    i cant spell im dyslexic im Bi and my mom hates me im in love with someone i cant have i cut and burn im a nerd i cry to much i get drunk(not all the time) i always seem to lose my friends and family im a wuss AND I WANNA DIE
    BloodyRaven BloodyRaven 13-15, F 16 Responses Jul 8, 2013

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    I don't care if you are underweight

    or over weight. I don't care if you have braces, frizzy hair, acne, or a disability. I don't care, because to me: YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL💕
    AmandaRachael AmandaRachael 16-17, F 9 Responses Dec 20, 2013

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    It Should Have Been Me

    I had a twin brother; when I was old enough my mother told me about him. He died a long time ago even before I was born. The doctor saved me but he was too weak. I tried to cope with it, the thought that I had a brother I'd never get to know. It was an accident, its something...
    GrumpyMe GrumpyMe 22-25, F 11 Responses Nov 28, 2013

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    You know what? I'm tired of this tired of being

    ugly. It's really not fair that I was born ugly and other people were born attractive. It's not fair that they get to live the good life and I get the **** end of the stick for everything. It makes me mad. I hate my life and myself!
    wassup305 wassup305 16-17, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    Should I just blame everything on puberty

    and hormones? I mean, that's what everyone else does so maybe I should to. I guess nothing I feel is real right now, it's all just hormones, right?
    DarkOnTheInside13 DarkOnTheInside13 13-15, F 2 Responses Jan 17

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    Sick Of It

    I can't even look in the mirror without wanting to punch the glass. I get so mad at what I am, everything is repulsive. Im so torn with wanting to be happy and just wallowing in this self hate. Im not good enough. My grades aren't good enough my personality, my weight, my face...
    kxrstxn kxrstxn 16-17, F 30 Responses