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I Hate Myself

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    I hate waking up feeling nothing

    but physical pain. I hate not being motivated, i want to wake up either terrified or overly exited but instead my life is a dead line.
    SarahTheEnigma SarahTheEnigma 16-17, F 9 Responses Oct 5, 2014

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    Today the guy I was talking to basically

    rejected me, since he asked this other girl out. But, being a female I went and talked to my friend, where this guy then gave me a list and said, "Here's a list of what is wrong with you, fix them then you'll get someone who will stay with you." At first I laughed like okay...
    funnella funnella 18-21, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    I'm sorry that I ruin everything.

    Maybe it would be best if I leave.
    Waffl3s Waffl3s 13-15, F 15 Responses Jan 8

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    There's really two of me trying to live inside

    one body. The first me, the one everyone see's is the crazy, loud, fun, easy going, party animal glam guy. That me is always having a good time and everyone just thinks he's so carefree. Behind closed doors, all alone I'm just Mike. The one that hates being in his own skin, the...
    FlyingMonkies FlyingMonkies 36-40, M 5 days ago

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    What can I say? I seem to always have a dark

    cloud that always follows me. I do think i'm crazy with some sort of illness other than depression & anxiety. All my life I have been treated quit badley home, work and school. I feel like i have a target on my back and theres no place for me to hide. My parents were raised...
    timg101 timg101 26-30, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I guess it was only a matter of time

    that all of the hatred, and anger, and sadness I felt would turn on myself as well. Hooray.
    Nix0 Nix0 16-17, M 3 days ago

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    I didn't choose to be mental !

    And I'm tired of this and everyone's tired of me ! So **** ! There's no place for me here !
    SpecialButReal SpecialButReal 18-21, F a week ago

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    Indecisiveness, constantly changing,

    self-harm, daydreaming, realist, contradictory, unstable, love-hate relationship with everyone, insecurities, gloomy, depressed, pessimistic...envious, BPD, OCD, suicide.
    Nual Nual 22-25, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Never Happy Endings On These Dark Sets

    Its just all wrong. And the one thing that felt right went left. I climbed up and fell down. I woke up and fell asleep. I drove fast and flew by. I wanted and didn't take. I have fallen and can't get up. I attempted but failed. I studied and forgot. I felt like a winner but lost...
    ninerzoon ninerzoon 36-40, M 3 Responses May 13, 2013

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    Sick Of Beind Depressed? Enjoyment Vs Pleasure

    When depressed, we turn to drugs, meaningless sex, alcohol, food full of fat and sugar, movies, video games, etc. These all give us small spikes of pleasure and do some good in lifting the gloom, but when it's over, what's left? We have less money, possibly STDs, gain weight...
    slow4speed slow4speed 22-25, F 15 Responses Jul 1, 2012

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    Self Versus Self

    Please listen to me for once. You're not what you seem to show to people, you won't let them in but they feel your darkness.I'm not worth their time, I have to solve my issues on my own.You can't do this alone.Yes I can, I know where my problems stem from.Shut the **** up so I...
    CaptainMurphy CaptainMurphy 22-25, M 2 Responses May 23, 2013

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    Whenever I post somthing people go straight

    ahead and message me I get about 3 new messages from people every time I get on :3 yes I hate myself yes I think my life sucks yes I wish I would die yes i cut yes yes i overdoes on vitements
    BiXwolfsXbears BiXwolfsXbears 13-15, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I Hate Myself

    I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself...
    inhale123exhale inhale123exhale 22-25, F 14 Responses Aug 1, 2011

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    imdifferent97 imdifferent97 16-17, F 4 Responses 5 days ago

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    i hate myself sometimes ,

    i hate being hurt by other people. I'm sick of falling for people and they rejecting me. I want someone to love me and care for me. I want to be happy
    justa333 justa333 18-21, F 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    WHY LIKE ME

    i cant spell im dyslexic im Bi and my mom hates me im in love with someone i cant have i cut and burn im a nerd i cry to much i get drunk(not all the time) i always seem to lose my friends and family im a wuss AND I WANNA DIE
    BloodyRaven BloodyRaven 13-15, F 16 Responses Jul 8, 2013

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    **WARNING** This is pretty much a vent about my

    personal life I hate me. I just hate myself so much. I get so worried about the smallest things. Are my fingernails too big? Do the creases in my hand make me look old? That seems silly, but it crosses my mind. The things I hate most are my legs. My thighs are possibly the...
    winception winception 13-15, T 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    my family hates me, everyone hates me,

    I just want to die and leave this some what of this world
    ricardo112 ricardo112 16-17, M 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    I don't care if you are underweight

    or over weight. I don't care if you have braces, frizzy hair, acne, or a disability. I don't care, because to me: YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL💕
    AmandaRachael AmandaRachael 16-17, F 8 Responses Dec 20, 2013

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    Dreamscape98x Dreamscape98x 16-17, F 1 Response Jun 29, 2014

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    sometimes i'm talking

    and i'm just like "shut the **** up"
    Angelcum Angelcum 18-21, F 10 Responses Nov 16, 2014

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    I hate being ugly, knowing

    that people are judging you and you'll never be loved even though I'm a hopeless romantic
    Hopeisalie Hopeisalie 13-15, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    i hate myself but I'm smarter

    than most of u so it makes it ok
    Angelcum Angelcum 18-21, F 19 Responses Dec 2, 2014

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    I Am Incapable of Doing Anything Worthwhile.

    I am a thirty-something overweight single woman with two cats a messy condo with late mortgage payments who can't find her checkbook atm or credit card hasn't started a huge presentation that i have to give at work in eighteen hours and just knows that i will die alone in this f...
    afjsdkl afjsdkl 31-35, F 39 Responses Nov 19, 2006

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    Just Venting

    I swear I'm worthless, I claim to be so ******* strong then why can't I help the ones I care so much about. What is even the point of being alive if I can't even be of some use? Everyone keeps telling me that I need to stop worrying about everyone else for once and have someone...
    sagesbones sagesbones 18-21, M 9 Responses Apr 1, 2013

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    I'm pathetic,weird, I hate going to school

    because people call me she and her and i'm too scared that if I say call me he they will get vilent and stare at me. I'm already lonely at school because they will call me she when i'm a boy I'm a coward and deserve to be treated badly i'm disgusting and deserve to be treated...
    11Nathaniel 11Nathaniel 13-15, M 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    My mother makes me hate myself.

    .....I understand that a mother must correct you and stuff. My mother once told me that she hates me when I was in grade 8. she reminds me of everything I do wrong. Its hard to be me and I hate myself too
    Adridee Adridee 16-17, F 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    Been There, It Gets Better

    If you hate yourself, it means you have empathy. It means you're human. It means you care so much about others that you're willing to damage yourself for their sake. It means you punish yourself so cruelly every second of most every day, for the sake of those you love, and...
    slow4speed slow4speed 22-25, F 42 Responses May 6, 2012

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    i hate myself i hate my body,

    my face,my hair i hate how i walk,how i talk i hate looking into mirror i hate how i cant talk to people like a normal person i hate that i see myself as a freak i hate that i AM freak i hate the fact that people don't like me i hate knowing that they never will i hate myself so...
    yeniC yeniC 18-21, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Not Easy To Change That...

    What I have to do is learn how to accept that I'm not perfect.  Accept that I've been banged up mentally pretty badly. Accept that I'm older now, that I will have bad days, that I will hurt..   That I will be depressed. that there are times I'll hurt so badly I'll need to sob...
    hylierandom hylierandom 41-45 7 Responses Jul 22, 2011

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    People Being Mean

    I have been hated so much for like my whole life, I have been bullied . So I have always hated myself
    Skatergirl16 Skatergirl16 13-15, F 16 Responses Nov 20, 2013

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    wassup305 wassup305 16-17, F 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    Born The Wrong Way...

    You will laugh, you will judge me, you won't understand... But still I want to write it. It began when I was little, I was only five and I already hated myself. I hated the fact that looking in the mirror was painful. I was looking at myself and thinking 'this is not me!'. I...
    JJTKM JJTKM 16-17 19 Responses Feb 21, 2013

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    Honestly it wasn't the world

    that broke me... It was my hatred of myself and the inability to see past that loathing..
    painseeker16 painseeker16 18-21, F 6 days ago

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    No guy wants me, no one likes me,

    and I HATE IT! I'm always there for them but they aren't there for me! :( Why do I bother to live when no guy finds me beautiful and wants me? What the **** is wrong with me? :(
    SeanaO SeanaO 18-21, F 23 Responses May 18, 2014

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    Sick Of It

    I can't even look in the mirror without wanting to punch the glass. I get so mad at what I am, everything is repulsive. Im so torn with wanting to be happy and just wallowing in this self hate. Im not good enough. My grades aren't good enough my personality, my weight, my face...
    kxrstxn kxrstxn 16-17, F 30 Responses Oct 20, 2013

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    Dear everyone, I hate myself.

    I always have and I do not know why. Looming feelings of inadequacy along with body-image problems have plagued me since roughly the beginning of high-school. Many of these feelings are irrational. I understand they are irrational, but they will not go away. I feel stupid...
    Systral Systral 22-25, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    bluegirlie98 bluegirlie98 16-17, F 23 Responses Dec 24, 2014

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    ME

    I don't know...I guess its self explanatory really, I don't love myself. Every day I look at myself in the mirror and I hate it. I hate the fact that I hate myself, and its not just physically its also emotionally I hate who I am. I mean I know I'm being stupid but why would I...
    lifesize lifesize 22-25, F 17 Responses Apr 6, 2013

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    How can I learn to except myself?

    I'm 24 years old and I still find my self to be the ugliest woman walking the planet earth And it's because I'm a very dark skinned black woman. I've had ONE boyfriend in my whole life and it didn't really last to long. My skin color considered unattractive and my hair is...
    MareViCiOUS MareViCiOUS 22-25, F 21 Responses Jan 7, 2014

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    The Woman In The Mirror

    On nights like tonight. I sometimes wonder what others see in myself when at times I can't even see whats so special about me. Here the past 3-4 months. I've been extremely depressed and completely distant from those who matter the absolute most to me. At times I just want to...
    AmazinglyAmazing AmazinglyAmazing 22-25, F 16 Responses Nov 1, 2012

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    Pure Hatred

    I hate everything about me. my eyes my smile. but i do love my mind. why? because i can dream and run away from everything that is making my life hell. everyday i wake up wishing i hadn't. seems like everything that comes out of my mouth irritates someone. whenever i touch...
    SkinnyJeansAndSnakeBites SkinnyJeansAndSnakeBites 16-17, F 13 Responses Oct 7, 2012

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    I hate myself so much

    and I can never help but to put myself down every time something positive comes my way.
    theultimatesashacourtney theultimatesashacourtney 13-15, F 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    I should've just killed myself along time ago.

    I serve no purpose, I'm waste of space, and a waste of life.
    XxFuckYouxX XxFuckYouxX 18-21, M 30 Responses Dec 30, 2014

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    The number of thoughts

    that lead to this conclusion.. massive.
    simmerdame simmerdame 16-17, F 3 days ago

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    givenupforever givenupforever 22-25, F 2 Responses 15 hrs ago

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    all i have to do is get online to HATE myself

    even more and feel more depessed.
    gurldeleted gurldeleted 41-45, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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