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I Hate Myself

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    Self Versus Self

    Please listen to me for once. You're not what you seem to show to people, you won't let them in but they feel your darkness.I'm not worth their time, I have to solve my issues on my own.You can't do this alone.Yes I can, I know where my problems stem from.Shut the **** up so I...
    CaptainMurphy CaptainMurphy 22-25, M 3 Responses May 23, 2013

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    Sick Of It

    I can't even look in the mirror without wanting to punch the glass. I get so mad at what I am, everything is repulsive. Im so torn with wanting to be happy and just wallowing in this self hate. Im not good enough. My grades aren't good enough my personality, my weight, my face...
    kxrstxn kxrstxn 16-17, F 32 Responses Oct 20, 2013

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    ProSolitude ProSolitude 26-30, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    I always have. Always will.

    When someone asks me why i do, theres just too many answers.
    ItsPriscila ItsPriscila 13-15, F 22 Responses Jan 19

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    I know this sounds thirsty

    but i need someone to talkt too
    ActuallyGrace ActuallyGrace 13-15, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Sick Of Beind Depressed? Enjoyment Vs Pleasure

    When depressed, we turn to drugs, meaningless sex, alcohol, food full of fat and sugar, movies, video games, etc. These all give us small spikes of pleasure and do some good in lifting the gloom, but when it's over, what's left? We have less money, possibly STDs, gain weight...
    slow4speed slow4speed 22-25, F 13 Responses Jul 1, 2012

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    I hate being short and being a desequilibrated

    person. This has made that people easily get away from me. I've never had a girlfriend, and girls that sense that I like them, inmediatly go away. I feel like everyone is better than me and I'm not going to reach my goals, and if I do, I won't be able to enjoy them. I changed...
    DeniedWings DeniedWings 18-21, M 4 Responses 22 hrs ago

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    Been There, It Gets Better

    If you hate yourself, it means you have empathy. It means you're human. It means you care so much about others that you're willing to damage yourself for their sake. It means you punish yourself so cruelly every second of most every day, for the sake of those you love, and...
    slow4speed slow4speed 22-25, F 43 Responses May 6, 2012

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    I am not good looking.

    I am not a genius. I am not hardworking. I am not extroverted and sociable. I am not living in the present. I am not happy. I am not interested in the things that most people are interested in. I am not confident. I am not normal. I am not worth anything. I am not good enough. I...
    Arrrbol Arrrbol 16-17, M 18 Responses May 12

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    I'll never really adjust to life,

    you can't win. I see these fabulous, rich, and beautiful people with amazing lives on tv and magazines and then realize where I'm at in life and what I've been through and feel so sad for myself and then I see a commercial of starving children who have nothing and want to slap...
    TheRouge TheRouge 16-17, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    The Woman In The Mirror

    On nights like tonight. I sometimes wonder what others see in myself when at times I can't even see whats so special about me. Here the past 3-4 months. I've been extremely depressed and completely distant from those who matter the absolute most to me. At times I just want to...
    AmazinglyAmazing AmazinglyAmazing 22-25, F 16 Responses Nov 1, 2012

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    It Should Have Been Me

    I had a twin brother; when I was old enough my mother told me about him. He died a long time ago even before I was born. The doctor saved me but he was too weak. I tried to cope with it, the thought that I had a brother I'd never get to know. It was an accident, its something...
    GrumpyMe GrumpyMe 22-25, F 13 Responses Nov 28, 2013

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    Not Easy To Change That...

    What I have to do is learn how to accept that I'm not perfect.  Accept that I've been banged up mentally pretty badly. Accept that I'm older now, that I will have bad days, that I will hurt..   That I will be depressed. that there are times I'll hurt so badly I'll need to sob...
    hylierandom hylierandom 41-45 7 Responses Jul 22, 2011

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    Never Happy Endings On These Dark Sets

    Its just all wrong. And the one thing that felt right went left. I climbed up and fell down. I woke up and fell asleep. I drove fast and flew by. I wanted and didn't take. I have fallen and can't get up. I attempted but failed. I studied and forgot. I felt like a winner but lost...
    ninerzoon ninerzoon 36-40, M 3 Responses May 13, 2013

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    I Am Incapable of Doing Anything Worthwhile.

    I am a thirty-something overweight single woman with two cats a messy condo with late mortgage payments who can't find her checkbook atm or credit card hasn't started a huge presentation that i have to give at work in eighteen hours and just knows that i will die alone in this f...
    afjsdkl afjsdkl 31-35, F 38 Responses Nov 19, 2006

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    WHY LIKE ME

    i cant spell im dyslexic im Bi and my mom hates me im in love with someone i cant have i cut and burn im a nerd i cry to much i get drunk(not all the time) i always seem to lose my friends and family im a wuss AND I WANNA DIE
    BloodyRaven BloodyRaven 13-15, F 16 Responses Jul 8, 2013

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    I'm getting good at hating myself.

    Now I can't find anyone to disagree with me any more. In fact, people are piling on. I'm narcissistic and unscientific and they can't imagine I have any friends (I don't). My next goal is to get people to tell me to kill myself. Any takers?
    wundayatta wundayatta 56-60, M 5 days ago

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    So this is my first post.

    I feel awkward for even telling anyone this but, ... I hate myself. It's hard to explain the feeling you have when you can blatantly say what you've truly felt about yourself for so long. I've tried to tell myself over and over again that, "Only people who don't try to find the...
    Halloween482 Halloween482 18-21, M 5 days ago

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    I hate myself i feel like a horrible person

    everything i do i mess up or make worst i hate myself i can do anything without annoying others
    annoying143 annoying143 16-17, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I want so much to stop hating myself,

    but I think that I am afraid to fully accept myself and all my flaws because I am afraid that if I do that, I will be complacent and never get what I want out of life or become the person I want and need to be.
    beanz1 beanz1 31-35, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Dreamscape98x Dreamscape98x 16-17, F 1 Response Jun 29

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    I hate Myself. SO much it hurts.

    I'm horribly ugly. I hate that there is sexism. I hate being a girl. I hate my big breasts. I hate my hair, my face, my brain, my everything. I hate that girls are judged because there girls. I'm not weak! But maybe, I am. Because knifes won't cut my skin well enough. And I can...
    DarkOnTheInside13 DarkOnTheInside13 13-15, F 7 Responses a week ago

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    If i kill myself who will care .

    My dad wont . The people who will , will cry for a week maximum and then forget me . No one will remember me after a month . But at least i'll be at peace . No pain . So why shouldn't i commit suicide
    peyton1998 peyton1998 16-17, F 30 Responses Aug 1

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    Born The Wrong Way...

    You will laugh, you will judge me, you won't understand... But still I want to write it. It began when I was little, I was only five and I already hated myself. I hated the fact that looking in the mirror was painful. I was looking at myself and thinking 'this is not me!'. I...
    JJTKM JJTKM 16-17 19 Responses Feb 21, 2013

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    abbyhh25 abbyhh25 16-17, F 6 Responses 5 days ago

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    Pure Hatred

    I hate everything about me. my eyes my smile. but i do love my mind. why? because i can dream and run away from everything that is making my life hell. everyday i wake up wishing i hadn't. seems like everything that comes out of my mouth irritates someone. whenever i touch...
    SkinnyJeansAndSnakeBites SkinnyJeansAndSnakeBites 13-15, F 13 Responses Oct 7, 2012

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    Mess

    ​My life is a mess. I'm an unattractive slob who's too loud and can't keep her grades up in school. Everyone thinks i'm just going through a faze, but I'm not. I'm depressed, and no one cares about me enough to see it. They think i'm fine. They don't know that I hide in my room...
    teenfailure teenfailure 16-17, F 16 Responses Dec 29, 2012

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    I am ugly, fat and stupid.

    I wish I didn't exist. I try and try and I never succeed at anything.
    faerieshimmer87 faerieshimmer87 26-30, F 5 Responses 4 days ago

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    I've said a lot of negative things about myself.

    People have said negative things about me, too... But it doesn't really matter to me what they say, good or bad, it all depends on what I think about myself. In this story, I was just going to vent about all the bad things about myself. BUT! As soon as I clicked on here to...
    7WholeDays 7WholeDays 18-21, F 4 Responses Feb 18

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    coldswan coldswan 22-25, F 4 Responses 1 day ago

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    People Being Mean

    I have been hated so much for like my whole life, I have been bullied . So I have always hated myself
    Skatergirl16 Skatergirl16 13-15, F 16 Responses Nov 20, 2013

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    I Hate Who I Am

    I hate what I see in the mirror. I hate my past. I hate my present. I hate everything I am. I go to bed every night wishing I would wakeup with some disease and only have a few months to live. Or that I would die on the way to work in a car wreck or have a massive heart attack...
    Sorriso Sorriso 46-50, M 295 Responses Jul 10, 2007

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    I hate myself. I wish I was dead.

    And I deserve Hell.
    Levi1 Levi1 13-15, M 4 Responses 5 days ago

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    Never Gets Any Better...

    The older I get, the more I hate myself and my life. Isn't it supposed to be the other way around? Aren't people as they get older supposed to feel more and more comfortable with themselves and not worry so much about everyday bullshit? How is it that once again, I get to feel...
    Tuva Tuva 31-35, M 13 Responses Jun 20, 2013

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    I grew up a good girl.

    Meeting everyone's desires, my dad an alcoholic, my mom a 100% narcissist. I lost my best friend, my grandma, when I was 16. And then everything spiraled out of control. I'm still not bad, but I've done things I'm not proud of. The thing is, since I've moved away from home my...
    Seekingmyself23 Seekingmyself23 22-25, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I don't care if you are underweight

    or over weight. I don't care if you have braces, frizzy hair, acne, or a disability. I don't care, because to me: YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL💕
    AmandaRachael AmandaRachael 13-15, F 8 Responses Dec 20, 2013

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    I hate everything about me.

    I'm 14, and I have stretch marks EVERYWHERE. Really thick stretch marks COVERING my thighs, my butt, my chest, my knees, my calves, and my hips. Everyone asks me "what's wrong with your legs?" I also have cellulite in my legs and butt. And it's not because I'm REALLY fat because...
    becca224 becca224 13-15, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    Just Venting

    I swear I'm worthless, I claim to be so ******* strong then why can't I help the ones I care so much about. What is even the point of being alive if I can't even be of some use? Everyone keeps telling me that I need to stop worrying about everyone else for once and have someone...
    sagesbones sagesbones 18-21, M 8 Responses Apr 1, 2013

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    I know it wont fix anything

    and it is pointless and stupid but maybe it might make some of you smile Handsome/Beautiful Smart Kind Caring Understanding Funny Amazing Awesome Wonderful Remind you of anyone yet?...YES! i am talking about you :)
    jennylontay148 jennylontay148 18-21, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    Goody Two Shoes Freak

    I was always that weird quiet kid who always knew the answer in school.  My family moved a lot and I was introverted so I didn't have many friends and honestly, I didn't really want any.  I hated kids my age for being stupid and cruel to each other.  I hated adults...
    seafall seafall 22-25 21 Responses Aug 21, 2008

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    ME

    I don't know...I guess its self explanatory really, I don't love myself. Every day I look at myself in the mirror and I hate it. I hate the fact that I hate myself, and its not just physically its also emotionally I hate who I am. I mean I know I'm being stupid but why would I...
    lifesize lifesize 18-21, F 17 Responses Apr 6, 2013

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    I Can't Do a Damn Thing

    I hate myself. and I hate that I have to tell people online that i hate myself. I don't lack good friends but i wouldnt dare telling most of them as it's so much "cooler" to be happy. I'm jelous of everyone and i don't know how to fix this. I really really don't want to admit...
    DanHughes DanHughes 21-25, M 18 Responses Apr 6, 2007

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    You wouldn't know since you don't know me.

    So don't try to tell me what to feel about myself when you don't even know who I am. I just hate it when people tell me, "I know how you feel." HOW CAN YOU? How can you know how I feel when sometimes, I DON'T EVEN KNOW HOW I FEEL ABOUT MYSELF! The feeling of self-loathing can...
    NicoBunny6 NicoBunny6 18-21, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    And I am tired of strangers telling me to love

    myself. You would leave too if you knew me.
    Levi1 Levi1 13-15, M 4 Responses 3 days ago

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    I've done some horrible stuff in the past.

    Blown up at people. Been aggressive. Been emotionally needy. Been jealous. Been clingy.
    emiveritas emiveritas 18-21, F 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    No guy wants me, no one likes me,

    and I HATE IT! I'm always there for them but they aren't there for me! :( Why do I bother to live when no guy finds me beautiful and wants me? What the **** is wrong with me? :(
    SeanaO SeanaO 18-21, F 19 Responses May 18

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    I hate myself the pain

    and humiliation I caused my parents by marrying outside my religion. I hate myself for for forcing my husband to convert to my religion albeit for show and for having to keep up the pretence in front of my parents. I hate myself for lying to everyone to keep up this charade...
    Hbee1980 Hbee1980 31-35, F 2 Responses 6 hrs ago

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    I Am Me

    I am brave I am strong I am stuck I am lonely I am a loser I am a geek I am a girl I am lost I am scared I am a soldier I am different I am a runner I am a writer But I am me
    itsagame itsagame 16-17, F 2 Responses Nov 12, 2013

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    neckd33p neckd33p 16-17, F 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    I Hate Myself

    I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself...
    inhale123exhale inhale123exhale 22-25, F 12 Responses Aug 1, 2011

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    I don't hate myself personally,

    but why do you hate yourself?
    LittleSunflowers LittleSunflowers 18-21, F 4 Responses 1 day ago

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    How many people out there

    who suffering with all conditions sleep disorder / social anxiety and chronic depression ! Are we enough still strong to facing ourself collapsing day by day ' i buried my all wishes , desires , dreams nothing left in heart but still feeling load dnt know why may be its...
    ProSolitude ProSolitude 26-30, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    I can't even express my true feelings

    nor say anything. I feel the pain in my heart yet I'm scared to express my feelings. I'm afraid of hurting other feelings and this is why I reject their feelings for me. I'm greedy to not acknowledge their feelings because I'm more afraid of your well being.I don't have the...
    ohida ohida 16-17, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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