I Hate Myself

hi! this is my 1st time here. I discovered this site cause i searched "i hate myself" on google. this seemed like a nice place... i really need to talk to someone and i dont have anyone. dont take me wrong... i have friends, but i just...

I hate what I see in the mirror. I hate my past. I hate my present. I hate everything I am. I go to bed every night wishing I would wakeup with some disease and only have a few months to live. Or that I would die on the way to work in a...

On nights like tonight. I sometimes wonder what others see in myself when at times I can't even see whats so special about me. Here the past 3-4 months. I've been extremely depressed and completely distant from those who matter the...

If you hate yourself, it means you have empathy. It means you're human. It means you care so much about others that you're willing to damage yourself for their sake. It means you punish yourself so cruelly every second of most every...

You will laugh, you will judge me, you won't understand... But still I want to write it.
It began when I was little, I was only five and I already hated myself. I hated the fact that looking in the mirror was painful. I was looking at...

My bf will never understand me. I know I'm wasting my time trying to make him but he's just so focused on hisself and his anger issues that he doesn't see how much he hurts me. I just wish I had someone who would ask me if I'm doing...

Its just all wrong. And the one thing that felt right went left. I climbed up and fell down. I woke up and fell asleep. I drove fast and flew by. I wanted and didn't take. I have fallen and can't get up. I attempted but failed. I...

I feel like I'm going to fall back into depression from all of this anger and pain and hate. Its scaring me. I dont want to see a black and white world. I dont want to feel apathy. But I don't want this god damn pain anymore. I want to...

I wish I was smarter
I wish I was skinnier
I wish I was prettier
I wish I knew how to act around people
I wish I stopped hating myself
I wish I could talk to someone who understands
I wish I would stop over thinking

My life is a mess. I'm an unattractive slob who's too loud and can't keep her grades up in school. Everyone thinks i'm just going through a faze, but I'm not. I'm depressed, and no one cares about me enough to see it. They think i'm...

I hate everything about me. my eyes my smile. but i do love my mind. why? because i can dream and run away from everything that is making my life hell. this was very short yeah i know....i just wanted to share....

I swear I'm worthless, I claim to be so fucking strong then why can't I help the ones I care so much about. What is even the point of being alive if I can't even be of some use? Everyone keeps telling me that I need to stop worrying...

Hi. My name is Kylie. My life sucks. My dad was doing drugs when I was born, and he was also never around for my entire life, until I turned 11. I first met him on my 11th birthday. I grew up thinking thinking that I was an only child...

She is afraid. Afraid of this world. Nothing is enough for anyone. Everyone wants more. The world is so broken and full of mine fields we all have to avoid in order to survive. The girl is not strong enough to avoid those mine fields...

I've been called it all & how can I not hate myself? If you've ever heard about the band Blue October, I always feel like the songs Into The Ocean & Hate Me sums up my life. Anyways...

Whore - I lost my virginity in seventh grade...

I am a 24 year old adult male, and I have strongly disliked--not to say hated--myself for as long as I can remember. Since adolescence, at least. From everything to the way I look, to my physique, to the quality of my character and...

I can't say I hate myself but I don't know how. I'm such a know it all. I always get mad at people when I do get my way and blah blah. I still don't change. I'm content with myself personality wise I guess. Looks, ehh. I'll save that...

I was always that weird quiet kid who always knew the answer in school.  My family moved a lot and I was introverted so I didn't have many friends and honestly, I didn't really want any.  I hated kids my age for being stupid...

I have lied to so many people in my life, i can never tell the truth because i don't want them to know who i really am. I can't talk to anyone about my problems, i can't face my fears, i tell myself that i will change but i never do, I...

I am a thirty-something overweight single woman with two cats a messy condo with late mortgage payments who can't find her checkbook atm or credit card hasn't started a huge presentation that i have to give at work in eighteen hours...