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I Hate Myself

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    Its almost 4am again I can't sleep.

    I think I cry I cut its the same thing every night World War in my head I just want to sleep forever
    00Broken00 00Broken00 18-21, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    I know a lot of people are going to comment

    saying how stupid I am being. But I truly do not like myself. I've never told anyone this.. because it's kind of embarrassing. I like some things about myself.. but there are a lot of things I wish I could change. I run varsity cross country.. so my thigh gap is almost non...
    abbbbbby abbbbbby 13-15, F 19 Responses Sep 13, 2014

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    No guy wants me, no one likes me,

    and I HATE IT! I'm always there for them but they aren't there for me! :( Why do I bother to live when no guy finds me beautiful and wants me? What the **** is wrong with me? :(
    SeanaO SeanaO 18-21, F 28 Responses May 18, 2014

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    Always have and I probably always will.

    If only I was good enough
    emylauren27 emylauren27 18-21, F 1 Response a week ago

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    i hate myself but I'm smarter

    than most of u so it makes it ok
    Angelcum Angelcum 18-21, F 17 Responses Dec 2, 2014

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    I thought I was doing

    so well, but here I am right back where I started! I hate not being good enough! I just want to lock myself away from everyone and everything and not have to face anything!
    CatL0105 CatL0105 22-25, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I hate waking up feeling nothing

    but physical pain. I hate not being motivated, i want to wake up either terrified or overly exited but instead my life is a dead line.
    SarahTheEnigma SarahTheEnigma 16-17, F 9 Responses Oct 5, 2014

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    How can I learn to except myself?

    I'm 24 years old and I still find my self to be the ugliest woman walking the planet earth And it's because I'm a very dark skinned black woman. I've had ONE boyfriend in my whole life and it didn't really last to long. My skin color considered unattractive and my hair is...
    MareViCiOUS MareViCiOUS 22-25, F 21 Responses Jan 7, 2014

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    I hate myself. I have been nothing

    but a disappointment to everyone in my life. I come from a very affluent family. I went to an amazing private high school that costs more than most colleges. I squandered every single possibility and opportunity given to me. I did drugs all through high school and now into...
    deekbox deekbox 18-21, M 1 Response 7 hrs ago

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    Um hey I feel like everybody hates me no one me

    cares for me I'm just an invisible person because my parents siblings and just everybody think I'm invisible and hate and so I'm here to say this may be the last that anyone here's from me because I'm going to kill myself because people go behind my back I will never be noticed...
    kRaZeDmODDeR kRaZeDmODDeR 13-15, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    sometimes i'm talking

    and i'm just like "shut the **** up"
    Angelcum Angelcum 18-21, F 9 Responses Nov 16, 2014

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    I am numb. I have been upset enough to bawl my

    ******* eyes out for the last week, but I don't even shed a tear. I don't feel anymore, at least not how I used to feel. Something broke in me. I can't be truly happy anymore because I know I'm a rude uncaring ***** in my husband's eyes because I don't listen to and follow every...
    thatonecxnt thatonecxnt 22-25, F May 20

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    Dreamscape98x Dreamscape98x 16-17, F 1 Response Jun 29, 2014

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    Call me a saboteur, I wreck everything that's

    ever good/beautiful in my life and make it ruined. Honestly my mood swing is still bad and I treat people badly according to it mostly those whom I find extremely attractive/unattractive. It's a bad habit I've changed a lot being aware of it I don't use curse words anymore it...
    Nual Nual 22-25, F 2 Responses May 19

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    I am not good looking.

    I am not a genius. I am not hardworking. I am not extroverted and sociable. I am not living in the present. I am not happy. I am not interested in the things that most people are interested in. I am not confident. I am not normal. I am not worth anything. I am not good enough. I...
    Arrrbol Arrrbol 18-21, M 17 Responses May 12, 2014

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    graceycoops1997 graceycoops1997 16-17, F 6 Responses 5 days ago

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    Why we care about what others think of us?

    Why am I so care abt what they think? What I want to please them? Why can't I be myself, I hate myself for pretending,I hate those kind people who like to pretend, like a FAKE guy!!!!!!
    lVll lVll 13-15, F a week ago

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    if you hate yourself then you should make a

    plan to change right? yes I know that but I juz can't find the motivation nor the will or I am juz too scared to left the old me behind
    YongTauFoo YongTauFoo 18-21, F 2 Responses May 20

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    I just wish i could do more

    than cutting i feel like a bother in this world everybody leaves me soon enough so i guess nobody would miss me if i was gone nobody would really notice
    zeebug99 zeebug99 13-15, F 3 Responses May 20

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    I Am Incapable of Doing Anything Worthwhile.

    I am a thirty-something overweight single woman with two cats a messy condo with late mortgage payments who can't find her checkbook atm or credit card hasn't started a huge presentation that i have to give at work in eighteen hours and just knows that i will die alone in this f...
    afjsdkl afjsdkl 31-35, F 39 Responses Nov 19, 2006

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    WHY LIKE ME

    i cant spell im dyslexic im Bi and my mom hates me im in love with someone i cant have i cut and burn im a nerd i cry to much i get drunk(not all the time) i always seem to lose my friends and family im a wuss AND I WANNA DIE
    BloodyRaven BloodyRaven 16-17, F 18 Responses Jul 8, 2013

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    Well, the love of my life is gone.

    He's fine with it. I'm dying here, Drinking booze. Broken Hearted. Forever. Depressed. Soul.
    NoOrdinaryDork NoOrdinaryDork 13-15, F 2 Responses May 23

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    Self Versus Self

    Please listen to me for once. You're not what you seem to show to people, you won't let them in but they feel your darkness.I'm not worth their time, I have to solve my issues on my own.You can't do this alone.Yes I can, I know where my problems stem from.Shut the **** up so I...
    CaptainMurphy CaptainMurphy 22-25, M 2 Responses May 23, 2013

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    Sick Of Beind Depressed? Enjoyment Vs Pleasure

    When depressed, we turn to drugs, meaningless sex, alcohol, food full of fat and sugar, movies, video games, etc. These all give us small spikes of pleasure and do some good in lifting the gloom, but when it's over, what's left? We have less money, possibly STDs, gain weight...
    slow4speed slow4speed 22-25, F 14 Responses Jul 1, 2012

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    I Hate Who I Am

    I hate what I see in the mirror. I hate my past. I hate my present. I hate everything I am. I go to bed every night wishing I would wakeup with some disease and only have a few months to live. Or that I would die on the way to work in a car wreck or have a massive heart attack...
    Sorriso Sorriso 46-50, M 300 Responses Jul 10, 2007

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    Mess

    ​My life is a mess. I'm an unattractive slob who's too loud and can't keep her grades up in school. Everyone thinks i'm just going through a faze, but I'm not. I'm depressed, and no one cares about me enough to see it. They think i'm fine. They don't know that I hide in my room...
    teenfailure teenfailure 18-21, F 16 Responses Dec 29, 2012

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    I hate myself so much,

    that when I look in the mirror, my eyes dilate. I want to crawl out of my own skin. This is not how humans were meant to live.
    Itfloo Itfloo 18-21, F 5 days ago

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    I hate everything about myself.

    Culture, ethnicity, look, behavior, health. EVERYTHING. The way I play the piano, the way I talk, THE WAY I TYPE, the way I dress up, the way I fangirl. Someone help me. I am chinese and people make fun of me bc of that. I am ugly because I am chinese. Some chinese people are...
    jungkookies4u jungkookies4u 16-17, F 2 Responses 6 hrs ago

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    I just don't know what to do anymore,

    im just giving up on everything. I don't want to do anything, I don't want to be anyone.
    Potassium12 Potassium12 18-21, F 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    Just Venting

    I swear I'm worthless, I claim to be so ******* strong then why can't I help the ones I care so much about. What is even the point of being alive if I can't even be of some use? Everyone keeps telling me that I need to stop worrying about everyone else for once and have someone...
    sagesbones sagesbones 18-21, M 9 Responses Apr 1, 2013

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    Pure Hatred

    I hate everything about me. my eyes my smile. but i do love my mind. why? because i can dream and run away from everything that is making my life hell. everyday i wake up wishing i hadn't. seems like everything that comes out of my mouth irritates someone. whenever i touch...
    SkinnyJeansAndSnakeBites SkinnyJeansAndSnakeBites 16-17, F 13 Responses Oct 7, 2012

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    I hate myself. I hate my life.

    Really. I feel i'm alone. I really need someone who can understand me. Anyone? I have my friends tho. But i'm not sure if they really were my friends. Ugh. I don't know what to do. Im really bored easily. Sometimes i'm busying myself. I read books but sometimes i got bored. Ugh...
    yeahalone yeahalone 13-15 1 Response May 22

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    I want to die I can't stand living anymore

    and being told how selfish I am every fcking day. It tears me apart because I spend half of my time caring about other people and put them before me !! I do first aid community service and volunteer my time to helping people. I just hate myself for every bad thing I have done. I...
    PaintOverItBlack PaintOverItBlack 22-25, F 5 Responses May 22

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    bluegirlie98 bluegirlie98 16-17, F 23 Responses Dec 24, 2014

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    I don't care if you are underweight

    or over weight. I don't care if you have braces, frizzy hair, acne, or a disability. I don't care, because to me: YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL💕
    AmandaRachael AmandaRachael 16-17, F 8 Responses Dec 20, 2013

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    I'm usually fine during the day

    and at school, but when I get home alone or at night, I punish myself and constantly put myself down. I cry myself to sleep often. I don't know why my brain feels the need to do this, it just makes me sad. During the day I believe I am smart and pretty and nice but at night I...
    z1a2r3a z1a2r3a 13-15, F 1 Response 22 hrs ago

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    I don't want to nor need to live anymore.

    I have absolutely no purpose in life. No one likes/loves me and I'm losing friends by the second. Everyone would be so much happier if I was gone.
    MariahsLamb MariahsLamb 13-15, F 3 Responses May 22

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    ineedhelp122 ineedhelp122 18-21, F 1 Response May 21

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    Never Happy Endings On These Dark Sets

    Its just all wrong. And the one thing that felt right went left. I climbed up and fell down. I woke up and fell asleep. I drove fast and flew by. I wanted and didn't take. I have fallen and can't get up. I attempted but failed. I studied and forgot. I felt like a winner but lost...
    ninerzoon ninerzoon 36-40, M 3 Responses May 13, 2013

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    I've been getting very tired of the shot I deal

    with. My crohns has had me nearly ripping my hair out. I didn't go to class today because I would have been to far from the bathroom, instead I sat in the library which is much closer. Today wasn't as bad as usual for my stomach, I've only gone to the bathroom around 15 times...
    persononinternet persononinternet 18-21, M May 21

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    Been There, It Gets Better

    If you hate yourself, it means you have empathy. It means you're human. It means you care so much about others that you're willing to damage yourself for their sake. It means you punish yourself so cruelly every second of most every day, for the sake of those you love, and...
    slow4speed slow4speed 22-25, F 42 Responses May 6, 2012

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    I don't need answers I just wanted to release

    my thoughts and say how much I hate myself. I'm weak and stupid, I can't make right choices by my own and all I'm good at is crying. I feel like crap all the time, I'm a complete failure... And I care too much about what people might think of me, can't help it. My life seems so...
    Booktiful Booktiful 13-15, F 1 Response May 20

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    annonymous56 annonymous56 13-15, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I hate myself. I can't

    even begin to explain the pain I feel everyday. I cant listen to music, read books, or watch movies without feeling this emptiness inside. **** you Shelby, youre worthless... Why are you even posting this? no one REALLY cares about you and your dark nights. You have to let go to...
    ToLiveYouMustDie ToLiveYouMustDie 13-15, F 1 day ago

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    It Should Have Been Me

    I had a twin brother; when I was old enough my mother told me about him. He died a long time ago even before I was born. The doctor saved me but he was too weak. I tried to cope with it, the thought that I had a brother I'd never get to know. It was an accident, its something...
    GrumpyMe GrumpyMe 22-25, F 11 Responses Nov 28, 2013

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    im tired of the way i look.

    i cant stand it anymore. i look like a man. im underweight. im dark. i have no boobs or butt. and i messed up my face
    ineedhelp122 ineedhelp122 18-21, F 2 Responses May 22

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