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I Hate Myself

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    Dreamscape98x Dreamscape98x 16-17, F 1 Response Jun 29

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    I Am Incapable of Doing Anything Worthwhile.

    I am a thirty-something overweight single woman with two cats a messy condo with late mortgage payments who can't find her checkbook atm or credit card hasn't started a huge presentation that i have to give at work in eighteen hours and just knows that i will die alone in this f...
    afjsdkl afjsdkl 31-35, F 39 Responses Nov 19, 2006

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    I have found that I can do the impossible,

    I can push anyone away. here is hoping my victory will be short lived. sorry everyone.
    peanutman27 peanutman27 22-25, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    sometimes i'm talking

    and i'm just like "shut the **** up"
    Angelcum Angelcum 18-21, F 10 Responses Nov 16

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    Dannie Riel is SO PERFECT !

    I always find it unfair how some girls are just so perfect 😔 Why can't I be beautiful like her? :(
    jhastme jhastme 18-21, F 1 Response 6 hrs ago

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    I hate myself. I hate being

    so stupid, and not being good at anything. I hate my face, my nose, my cheeks, my lips, and my eyes. I hate my personality, and my laugh. I hate the way I talk, the way I walk. I hate my body, and I destroy it with cuts. I hate it when people insist they love me. What is there...
    Missprincessgabby Missprincessgabby 16-17, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    Life give you two paths - being ruthless,

    not caring, focused on your well being, Do not try to understand other, get out the best that you can from someone or a situation, don't demonstrate weakness, Don't demonstrate humanity, don't save othrrs, don't respect, no mercy, no pity, no compassion. Or you could just spend...
    Offoff Offoff 26-30, M 4 days ago

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    I Can't Do a Damn Thing

    I hate myself. and I hate that I have to tell people online that i hate myself. I don't lack good friends but i wouldnt dare telling most of them as it's so much "cooler" to be happy. I'm jelous of everyone and i don't know how to fix this. I really really don't want to admit...
    DanHughes DanHughes 21-25, M 19 Responses Apr 6, 2007

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    I do and I prob always will.

    I'm such a **** up.. I don't fit in anywhere.. most people blame everyone else.. I don't blame anyone for anything except myself because I know it's my fault like everything else is. I'm still waiting death.. when is it my turn
    Ghost21z Ghost21z 16-17, M 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    I'm fat, ugly, 'too religious',

    hated, my mom hates me, not good enough, not smart enough, disgusting, and much more. I make so many mistakes and I just hate myself for everything I do. Why can't I just do something good for once?
    therealsydster therealsydster 13-15, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    People Being Mean

    I have been hated so much for like my whole life, I have been bullied . So I have always hated myself
    Skatergirl16 Skatergirl16 13-15, F 17 Responses Nov 20, 2013

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    I hate waking up feeling nothing

    but physical pain. I hate not being motivated, i want to wake up either terrified or overly exited but instead my life is a dead line.
    SarahTheEnigma SarahTheEnigma 16-17, F 11 Responses Oct 5

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    One reason I hate being me is I feel I am not

    smart enough. I can't pass algebra 1 and I can't do college classes. Supposedly when I was little it was found I have a low adverage Iq.It makes me feel like **** when the "smarter" kids show off their little personal computers they get.They are better and smarter than me(look...
    wassup305 wassup305 13-15, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I know a lot of people are going to comment

    saying how stupid I am being. But I truly do not like myself. I've never told anyone this.. because it's kind of embarrassing. I like some things about myself.. but there are a lot of things I wish I could change. I run varsity cross country.. so my thigh gap is almost non...
    abbbbbby abbbbbby 13-15, F 17 Responses Sep 13

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    I don't need a reason.

    Here’s your extra characters, EP: **** you.
    ftmFreddy ftmFreddy 18-21, T 1 Response 19 hrs ago

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    I want to be thin yet I gorge

    and binge on food when I'm not even hungry. I'm not strong enough to limit myself again, I'm just in a constant state of hate and I ******* hate it. I want to rip myself apart daily.
    emiri77 emiri77 18-21, F 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    I'm always angry with myself

    but lately I've been taking it out on my boyfriend and that only makes me hate me more. I wish I was someone else.
    girlanonymous0421 girlanonymous0421 18-21, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Offoff Offoff 26-30, M 4 days ago

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    Goody Two Shoes Freak

    I was always that weird quiet kid who always knew the answer in school.  My family moved a lot and I was introverted so I didn't have many friends and honestly, I didn't really want any.  I hated kids my age for being stupid and cruel to each other.  I hated adults...
    seafall seafall 22-25 22 Responses Aug 21, 2008

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    I ******* hate my self I can't wait

    until someone pushes my buttons so I can try another suicide attempt.
    wassup305 wassup305 13-15, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Not Easy To Change That...

    What I have to do is learn how to accept that I'm not perfect.  Accept that I've been banged up mentally pretty badly. Accept that I'm older now, that I will have bad days, that I will hurt..   That I will be depressed. that there are times I'll hurt so badly I'll need to sob...
    hylierandom hylierandom 41-45 7 Responses Jul 22, 2011

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    I'm trying to understand

    why I can't stand to be in my own skin, I want out of this. How can I be so kind to others but I can't I be kind to myself? What is wrong with me??
    prettyballerina prettyballerina 31-35, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    The Woman In The Mirror

    On nights like tonight. I sometimes wonder what others see in myself when at times I can't even see whats so special about me. Here the past 3-4 months. I've been extremely depressed and completely distant from those who matter the absolute most to me. At times I just want to...
    AmazinglyAmazing AmazinglyAmazing 22-25, F 16 Responses Nov 1, 2012

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    I don't care if you are underweight

    or over weight. I don't care if you have braces, frizzy hair, acne, or a disability. I don't care, because to me: YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL💕
    AmandaRachael AmandaRachael 13-15, F 8 Responses Dec 20, 2013

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    Never Happy Endings On These Dark Sets

    Its just all wrong. And the one thing that felt right went left. I climbed up and fell down. I woke up and fell asleep. I drove fast and flew by. I wanted and didn't take. I have fallen and can't get up. I attempted but failed. I studied and forgot. I felt like a winner but lost...
    ninerzoon ninerzoon 36-40, M 3 Responses May 13, 2013

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    I know I really shouldn't.

    I have to spend every minute of every day with myself. If there's one person I should care about it would be me. I thought if someone else loved me I would be okay to hate myself. But then they left me and I'm still stuck with me. And I hate me.
    theoneleftme theoneleftme 22-25, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I am not good looking.

    I am not a genius. I am not hardworking. I am not extroverted and sociable. I am not living in the present. I am not happy. I am not interested in the things that most people are interested in. I am not confident. I am not normal. I am not worth anything. I am not good enough. I...
    Arrrbol Arrrbol 18-21, M 18 Responses May 12

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    I hate myself because I am not pretty.

    I am bull headed and clumsy. Forgetful and unkind at times. Have bad grades and am a disappointment to me, my friends, and my family. I seek attention every waking moment of my existence and though I know it I can't stop it. I don't have a good body and when society judges me...
    DesyMckenzie DesyMckenzie 13-15, F 12 hrs ago

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    Born The Wrong Way...

    You will laugh, you will judge me, you won't understand... But still I want to write it. It began when I was little, I was only five and I already hated myself. I hated the fact that looking in the mirror was painful. I was looking at myself and thinking 'this is not me!'. I...
    JJTKM JJTKM 16-17 19 Responses Feb 21, 2013

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    Pure Hatred

    I hate everything about me. my eyes my smile. but i do love my mind. why? because i can dream and run away from everything that is making my life hell. everyday i wake up wishing i hadn't. seems like everything that comes out of my mouth irritates someone. whenever i touch...
    SkinnyJeansAndSnakeBites SkinnyJeansAndSnakeBites 13-15, F 13 Responses Oct 7, 2012

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    It Should Have Been Me

    I had a twin brother; when I was old enough my mother told me about him. He died a long time ago even before I was born. The doctor saved me but he was too weak. I tried to cope with it, the thought that I had a brother I'd never get to know. It was an accident, its something...
    GrumpyMe GrumpyMe 22-25, F 11 Responses Nov 28, 2013

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    i suck at art and my breath stinks.

    i think i hope i die.
    luckylunchbox luckylunchbox 18-21, F 1 Response 3 hrs ago

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    because im fat and ugly

    and socially awkward i cant make friends and everybody hates me im usless and bad at everything.
    tobeskinandthin tobeskinandthin 16-17, F 1 Response 13 hrs ago

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    ME

    I don't know...I guess its self explanatory really, I don't love myself. Every day I look at myself in the mirror and I hate it. I hate the fact that I hate myself, and its not just physically its also emotionally I hate who I am. I mean I know I'm being stupid but why would I...
    lifesize lifesize 22-25, F 17 Responses Apr 6, 2013

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    I really do. I don't see anything positive

    about me. I hate my personality, my looks, everything about me. I need to change, but I don't know how. I just keep all these feelings pent up inside and tell everyone I'm fine
    lamaninja lamaninja 16-17, M 18 hrs ago

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    I feel like I disappoint my mother a lot.

    I don't do drugs or drink but I usually am failing some of my classes and I look more like a guy then the little girly girl she always wanted after having 4 boys. I just never really feel like I'm enough. Enough for anyone i guess not just my mom. I mean why would I even mean...
    mclovin31321 mclovin31321 22-25, F 5 days ago

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    I can't cope with being alive,

    I'm so disgusted with myself
    abluetuesday abluetuesday 18-21, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    Do you hate yourself?

    if yes then you should try these easy ways to love yourself: Stop trying to be perfect, Stop comparing yourself to others, Be who you really are, Learn to let go of bad things of past events, Define yourself by your effort, not your accomplishments, Sit in front of the mirror...
    mahdiraza mahdiraza 16-17, M 5 Responses Sep 25

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    Its becoming easier and easier to hate myself

    more and more.... thanks.... </3
    imgivingupnow imgivingupnow 18-21, F 4 Responses 5 days ago

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    I told myself today I was gonna change.

    Workout, be happier, and nicer to my family. I've just been laying in bed practically all day. I have no motivation to do anything. It's like the energy has been sucked out of me. I'm always tired and over sleep A LOT. I don't know what to do anymore. I constantly care about...
    allie1998 allie1998 16-17, F 4 Responses 4 days ago

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    Been There, It Gets Better

    If you hate yourself, it means you have empathy. It means you're human. It means you care so much about others that you're willing to damage yourself for their sake. It means you punish yourself so cruelly every second of most every day, for the sake of those you love, and...
    slow4speed slow4speed 22-25, F 43 Responses May 6, 2012

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    How can I learn to except myself?

    I'm 24 years old and I still find my self to be the ugliest woman walking the planet earth And it's because I'm a very dark skinned black woman. I've had ONE boyfriend in my whole life and it didn't really last to long. My skin color considered unattractive and my hair is...
    MareViCiOUS MareViCiOUS 22-25, F 21 Responses Jan 7

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    Self Versus Self

    Please listen to me for once. You're not what you seem to show to people, you won't let them in but they feel your darkness.I'm not worth their time, I have to solve my issues on my own.You can't do this alone.Yes I can, I know where my problems stem from.Shut the **** up so I...
    CaptainMurphy CaptainMurphy 22-25, M 3 Responses May 23, 2013

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    truth is we all have some bad times

    that make us hate are selfs but really we can't have a rainbow without rain :)
    AngieM12 AngieM12 13-15, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    well here's my story.

    everyday i wake up thinking to myself don't let them get to you. It clearly never works because without them even needing to say a word i know its me they're talking about. i used to be able to tell my best friend these things and she'd help me but lately i don't even think she...
    misslettinggo misslettinggo 13-15, F 6 days ago

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    Mess

    ​My life is a mess. I'm an unattractive slob who's too loud and can't keep her grades up in school. Everyone thinks i'm just going through a faze, but I'm not. I'm depressed, and no one cares about me enough to see it. They think i'm fine. They don't know that I hide in my room...
    teenfailure teenfailure 16-17, F 16 Responses Dec 29, 2012

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    I Hate Myself

    I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself...
    inhale123exhale inhale123exhale 22-25, F 12 Responses Aug 1, 2011

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    I Hate Who I Am

    I hate what I see in the mirror. I hate my past. I hate my present. I hate everything I am. I go to bed every night wishing I would wakeup with some disease and only have a few months to live. Or that I would die on the way to work in a car wreck or have a massive heart attack...
    Sorriso Sorriso 46-50, M 299 Responses Jul 10, 2007

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    I will never ever forgive myself

    for letting you go. Never. I'll have to live the rest of my life with a missing piece in my chest.
    sproetje sproetje 18-21, F 5 days ago

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    WHY LIKE ME

    i cant spell im dyslexic im Bi and my mom hates me im in love with someone i cant have i cut and burn im a nerd i cry to much i get drunk(not all the time) i always seem to lose my friends and family im a wuss AND I WANNA DIE
    BloodyRaven BloodyRaven 13-15, F 16 Responses Jul 8, 2013

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    No guy wants me, no one likes me,

    and I HATE IT! I'm always there for them but they aren't there for me! :( Why do I bother to live when no guy finds me beautiful and wants me? What the **** is wrong with me? :(
    SeanaO SeanaO 18-21, F 18 Responses May 18

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    Sick Of Beind Depressed? Enjoyment Vs Pleasure

    When depressed, we turn to drugs, meaningless sex, alcohol, food full of fat and sugar, movies, video games, etc. These all give us small spikes of pleasure and do some good in lifting the gloom, but when it's over, what's left? We have less money, possibly STDs, gain weight...
    slow4speed slow4speed 22-25, F 14 Responses