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I Hate Myself

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    I Am Incapable of Doing Anything Worthwhile.

    I am a thirty-something overweight single woman with two cats a messy condo with late mortgage payments who can't find her checkbook atm or credit card hasn't started a huge presentation that i have to give at work in eighteen hours and just knows that i will die alone in this f...
    afjsdkl afjsdkl 31-35, F 37 Responses Nov 19, 2006

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    ME

    I don't know...I guess its self explanatory really, I don't love myself. Every day I look at myself in the mirror and I hate it. I hate the fact that I hate myself, and its not just physically its also emotionally I hate who I am. I mean I know I'm being stupid but why would I...
    lifesize lifesize 18-21, F 20 Responses Apr 6, 2013

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    everybody hates me. I don't blame them.

    I hate me too. im 14. I had sex with my (now ex-) best friends older brother 8 times. im now possibly pregnant. have a drug addiction, and have lost most of my friends. haven't cut in 2 years, and started again tonight because of a huge argument with my dad about my drug...
    huntycoco huntycoco 13-15, F 3 Responses a week ago

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    I've said a lot of negative things about myself.

    People have said negative things about me, too... But it doesn't really matter to me what they say, good or bad, it all depends on what I think about myself. In this story, I was just going to vent about all the bad things about myself. BUT! As soon as I clicked on here to...
    7WholeDays 7WholeDays 18-21, F 3 Responses Feb 18

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    So I've decided that I'm just going to take a

    break from eating for awhile. I just don't feel like existing right now.... So I figured of I stop eating maybe I'll be able to just, I dunno, disappear for good. It would be best.
    GaleJake GaleJake 13-15, M 4 Responses 2 days ago

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    I Hate Who I Am

    I hate what I see in the mirror. I hate my past. I hate my present. I hate everything I am. I go to bed every night wishing I would wakeup with some disease and only have a few months to live. Or that I would die on the way to work in a car wreck or have a massive heart attack...
    Sorriso Sorriso 46-50, M 293 Responses Jul 10, 2007

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    I Hate Me

    I hate myself because I don't like the way I think and feel, behave and react, and generally how I experience life and interact with the world...  There are billions of people on this planet, with spectrums of individual differences so wide that statistically, there must...
    Scarlet Scarlet 19-21, F 13 Responses Jun 2, 2007

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    I Am Me

    I am brave I am strong I am stuck I am lonely I am a loser I am a geek I am a girl I am lost I am scared I am a soldier I am different I am a runner I am a writer But I am me
    itsagame itsagame 16-17, F 2 Responses Nov 12, 2013

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    Never Happy Endings On These Dark Sets

    Its just all wrong. And the one thing that felt right went left. I climbed up and fell down. I woke up and fell asleep. I drove fast and flew by. I wanted and didn't take. I have fallen and can't get up. I attempted but failed. I studied and forgot. I felt like a winner but lost...
    ninerzoon ninerzoon 36-40, M 3 Responses May 13, 2013

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    I'm fat, disgusting, ugly,

    and worthless and everyone I've ever tried to get help from didn't care about how I feel. Sometimes I shout on the inside and I want to die because I'm a worthless piece of trash. All the other girls are better than me and I often find myself jealous and hurt because I can never...
    iLoveAsjohn iLoveAsjohn 16-17, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    I've been under depression

    for under 3years now. and I'm 13 this year. I never knew who i was, right from the start. I find myself an outcast which people hate/dislike. My grades are a mess and i always get pressure from family and friends. I was never able to crawl out of that "huge void" which i was...
    Vinxitus Vinxitus 13-15, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I feel like everyone hates me,

    I often cry myself to sleep over how lonely I feel. No one has ever loved me or thought I was pretty. I'ver never been kissed whilst loads of people around me are having sex and ****. I just feel like an outcast and that I don't belong here. People never listen to me and I just...
    naomimichelle naomimichelle 16-17, F 5 Responses 6 days ago

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    Had an awful day I to take off all my clothes

    so the doctors can see my scars ugh life sucks
    11001s 11001s 13-15, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    I always have. Always will.

    When someone asks me why i do, theres just too many answers.
    ItsPriscila ItsPriscila 13-15, F 24 Responses Jan 19

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    I wish I had a gun...

    1,2,3 boom it will all be over I would be happy maybe for once
    picKLe47 picKLe47 18-21, F 14 Responses 3 days ago

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    I can't really even remember a time

    when I was satisfied with myself. I think 7th grade is when it really started. I hated how I looked, had low self esteem everything all went downhill from there. From 7th grade - sophomore year I was in a depression pit. Jr year things started to get a bit better, that's when I...
    TheFreeSpirit TheFreeSpirit 18-21, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I don't know what to do with myself anymore.

    I've got no job, no friends, and bad grades. I try to improve myself and actually apply for jobs and make friends, but I'm so f****** bad at it. I try to be a good example of a daughter for my parents but they complain about how I never leave the house and now they're upset...
    riteyspecer riteyspecer 16-17, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I made a list of my bad traits,

    actually I finished and I hate every single character and I hate myself for having such traits in me.First, I’d like to apologize to all people suffered because they had to talk to such an awful man like me, I know u really suffered and I’m sorry. Here is the list : 1-I...
    Mvendetta2 Mvendetta2 18-21, M 8 Responses Jan 10

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    I'm tired of this, nothing good comes out of my

    life, I'm always getting rejected by girls. I always have crushes on chicks that I can never have. I've been told that I'm sweet and attractive, but I don't see it. I feel like I will never find that one girl. I'm starting to lose hope. I'm going to college next year and I feel...
    romero44 romero44 18-21, M 4 Responses Apr 10

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    I hate myself loathe

    and despise myself I am so pathetic and stupid y am I who I am u hate it I wish i wasn't me my fam r ryt I'm a list an embarrassment a sad excuse for a man I hate me of course no one can love or even like me
    greatbritain1 greatbritain1 16-17, M 1 day ago

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    I wish I didn't have these scars on my wrists I

    wish I was a lower weight I wish I was a perfect little doll
    hypnoticz hypnoticz 18-21, F 6 Responses 5 days ago

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    Born The Wrong Way...

    You will laugh, you will judge me, you won't understand... But still I want to write it. It began when I was little, I was only five and I already hated myself. I hated the fact that looking in the mirror was painful. I was looking at myself and thinking 'this is not me!'. I...
    JJTKM JJTKM 16-17 19 Responses Feb 21, 2013

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    I hate myself. I can't seem to do anything

    right. Being alone doesn't help either. I don't know why but every friend i make seems to turn against me for one reason or other. I have like no talents. None. People often discover their talents, but because they have it, unlike me. I'm selfish, short tempered, ugly, fat...
    awkwardbitch awkwardbitch 13-15, F 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    People Being Mean

    I have been hated so much for like my whole life, I have been bullied . So I have always hated myself
    Skatergirl16 Skatergirl16 13-15, F 14 Responses Nov 20, 2013

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    I compare myself with every girl i see,

    why am i always the ugly and the wierd friend? ugh :(
    rawan99 rawan99 13-15, F 6 Responses 2 days ago

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    I'm useless. I try to make others happy,

    but I fail at doing that. Instead, I'm just a huge burden to everyone. I'm pretty sure the world would be a better place without me.
    tnetennba tnetennba 18-21, F 2 Responses 19 hrs ago

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    Pure Hatred

    I hate everything about me. my eyes my smile. but i do love my mind. why? because i can dream and run away from everything that is making my life hell. everyday i wake up wishing i hadn't. seems like everything that comes out of my mouth irritates someone. whenever i touch...
    SkinnyJeansAndSnakeBites SkinnyJeansAndSnakeBites 13-15, F 13 Responses Oct 7, 2012

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    Sick Of It

    I can't even look in the mirror without wanting to punch the glass. I get so mad at what I am, everything is repulsive. Im so torn with wanting to be happy and just wallowing in this self hate. Im not good enough. My grades aren't good enough my personality, my weight, my face...
    kxrstxn kxrstxn 16-17, F 33 Responses Oct 20, 2013

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    The Woman In The Mirror

    On nights like tonight. I sometimes wonder what others see in myself when at times I can't even see whats so special about me. Here the past 3-4 months. I've been extremely depressed and completely distant from those who matter the absolute most to me. At times I just want to...
    AmazinglyAmazing AmazinglyAmazing 22-25, F 15 Responses Nov 1, 2012

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    What It's Like To Be Me

    I'm a pretty blonde cheerleader, my boyfriend is the Senior captain of the basketball team. I get good grades, I have a lot of friends, I'm invited to parties regularly. And all I hear all day long is how pretty I am, how good I look, how perfect my hair and my makeup is, how...
    babybluee96 babybluee96 18-21, F 6 Responses Oct 27, 2013

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    Sick Of Beind Depressed? Enjoyment Vs Pleasure

    When depressed, we turn to drugs, meaningless sex, alcohol, food full of fat and sugar, movies, video games, etc. These all give us small spikes of pleasure and do some good in lifting the gloom, but when it's over, what's left? We have less money, possibly STDs, gain weight...
    slow4speed slow4speed 22-25, F 11 Responses Jul 1, 2012

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    Trust me, I'm like a vault you never really

    want to open, I'm such a terrible person inside.
    neckd33p neckd33p 16-17, F 8 Responses 4 days ago

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    Self Versus Self

    Please listen to me for once. You're not what you seem to show to people, you won't let them in but they feel your darkness.I'm not worth their time, I have to solve my issues on my own.You can't do this alone.Yes I can, I know where my problems stem from.Shut the **** up so I...
    CaptainMurphy CaptainMurphy 22-25, M 2 Responses May 23, 2013

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    I Hate Who I've Become

    I don't want to get up in the morning and I don't want to go to sleep at night. I feel so hopless and lonely all the time. I'm so damn needy all the time because I can never seem to get my needs met. I've had such severe anger issues that I got arrested for domestic assault. My...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Aug 5, 2013

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    I feel like such a hypocrite,

    I always tell people who say their suicidal not to do it and that things will get better yet inside all I can think about is dying
    TheRouge TheRouge 18-21, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I Hate Myself

    I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself...
    inhale123exhale inhale123exhale 18-21, F 11 Responses Aug 1, 2011

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    I hate myself. I hate

    that I was born with depression. I hate that at age ten I already loathed myself to cut. I hate that at age 11 I was already done with experiencing life and only thing that got me through the day was thinking on how to end it. I hate that from then on it's been a STRUGGLE to...
    Rawrimabeast Rawrimabeast 18-21, F 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    Just Venting

    I swear I'm worthless, I claim to be so ******* strong then why can't I help the ones I care so much about. What is even the point of being alive if I can't even be of some use? Everyone keeps telling me that I need to stop worrying about everyone else for once and have someone...
    sagesbones sagesbones 18-21, M 8 Responses Apr 1, 2013

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    It Should Have Been Me

    I had a twin brother; when I was old enough my mother told me about him. He died a long time ago even before I was born. The doctor saved me but he was too weak. I tried to cope with it, the thought that I had a brother I'd never get to know. It was an accident, its something...
    GrumpyGrouchy GrumpyGrouchy 22-25, F 12 Responses Nov 28, 2013

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    I hate myself and I hate my life.

    Everyday is such a struggle for me. I don't have anyone in my life to really talk to. I have made such a mess of everything. A year and a half ago I lost my relationship and my job, both I loved very much. I lost them because I was using drugs. A year ago I got into...
    tamstaub tamstaub 31-35, F 2 Responses Apr 11

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    I felt like **** today.

    Headache, cramps, back pain. Gained weight and so I feel crappy and bloated an yucky. Phone calls to the church so annoying, the people overall annoying. I don't want to be around anyone. I wanted to cut but I didn't. I had therapy and I got upset and angry and cried. I care too...
    searchingfar searchingfar 22-25, F 1 day ago

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    On twitter, over eleven personal trainers have

    Direct Messaged me and said I should go to a gym. THEY. MAKE. ME. FEEL. FREAKING. FAT.
    LucyGirlAkita2 LucyGirlAkita2 16-17, F 4 Responses 4 days ago

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    I Can't Do a Damn Thing

    I hate myself. and I hate that I have to tell people online that i hate myself. I don't lack good friends but i wouldnt dare telling most of them as it's so much "cooler" to be happy. I'm jelous of everyone and i don't know how to fix this. I really really don't want to admit...
    DanHughes DanHughes 21-25, M 18 Responses Apr 6, 2007

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    How can I learn to except myself?

    I'm 24 years old and I still find my self to be the ugliest woman walking the planet earth And it's because I'm a very dark skinned black woman. I've had ONE boyfriend in my whole life and it didn't really last to long. My skin color considered unattractive and my hair is...
    MareViCiOUS MareViCiOUS 22-25, F 25 Responses Jan 7

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    I don't care if you are underweight

    or over weight. I don't care if you have braces, frizzy hair, acne, or a disability. I don't care, because to me: YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL💕
    AmandaRachael AmandaRachael 13-15, F 8 Responses Dec 20, 2013

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    I disgust myself, I should be happy; I have

    absolutely no worries in the world yet I become a sobbing ugly mess every single night. I hurt my self and feel better for seconds then instantly regret what I've done and the cycle repeats. My boyfriend doesn't understand, I know I'm going to lose him, he could do so much...
    sapphirelake sapphirelake 18-21, F 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    I'm so fed up of being

    so fat I weigh 16st and I'm 16 no doctors will help me and if they do I'm in a 2 year waiting list. I'm goin to Egypt in the summer an it was a surprise an the moment I found out I cried because I am not confident in wearing summer clothes in 45 degree heat. I don know what...
    lc1711 lc1711 16-17, F 4 Responses 1 day ago

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    Endless Night Part 8

    Epilogue: So here I am; the circle is complete. Still do I hate myself. Even going to sleep at night I don't look forward to, I hope that I don't dream. All I want is pitch black sleep. I don't have any dreams left for myself, I am unable to find any joy in goals or quests. I...
    megatron316 megatron316 36-40, M 21 Responses May 18, 2009

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    Been There, It Gets Better

    If you hate yourself, it means you have empathy. It means you're human. It means you care so much about others that you're willing to damage yourself for their sake. It means you punish yourself so cruelly every second of most every day, for the sake of those you love, and...
    slow4speed slow4speed 22-25, F 43 Responses May 6, 2012

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    Walls built left alone in silence my thoughts

    the only company my cries for help unheard a tortured soul slowly slipping away sanity a mere memory remnants of who I used to be scour these walls broken my prices scattered and cast aside left to waste away with what's left of me I need you to save me tonight this soul needs...
    tatterdremains tatterdremains 13-15, M Apr 10

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    Mess

    My life is a mess. I'm an unattractive slob who's too loud and can't keep her grades up in school. Everyone thinks i'm just going through a faze, but I'm not. I'm depressed, and no one cares about me enough to see it. They think i'm fine. They don't know that I hide in my room...
    teenfailure teenfailure 16-17, F 14 Responses Dec 29, 2012

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    Not Easy To Change That...

    What I have to do is learn how to accept that I'm not perfect.  Accept that I've been banged up mentally pretty badly. Accept that I'm older now, that I will have bad days, that I will hurt..   That I will be depressed. that there are times I'll hurt so badly I'll need to sob...
    hylierandom hylierandom 41-45 7 Responses Jul 22, 2011

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    I am hating myself right

    now I'm soooooo fat I can never find something cute to wear I wear the same 2 sweatshirts all week with one pair of pants and I just want to be skinny 😢😰😫😖
    picKLe47 picKLe47 18-21, F 5 Responses 6 days ago

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    I don't like myself, don't

    even know how to picture myself happy, or the way I want to. It just isn't. I just am. And I just hate me.
    shyannecat shyannecat 22-25, F 4 Responses Apr 10

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    I hate myself so much

    that I would always cry whenever I make mistakes. I hate myself so much that I would be glad if I got hurt, because I believe that I deserve it when I suffer. My friends are fake, and I hate myself for being too trusting. Whenever I meet people, they will be my friends and I...
    Mjnicasio Mjnicasio 13-15 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Goody Two Shoes Freak

    I was always that weird quiet kid who always knew the answer in school.  My family moved a lot and I was introverted so I didn't have many friends and honestly, I didn't really want any.  I hated kids my age for being stupid and cruel to each other.  I hated adults...
    seafall seafall 22-25 21 Responses Aug 21, 2008

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    Everyday I wish I could be a different person.

    Smarter, sexy, a people person. I look at myself in complete disgust it's not even funny. It seemed like when I was born I was cursed to have the worst traits such as overweight, gay, social phobic, so unappealing to people I go through years without friends cause no one with a...
    TheTimeOfMyLife TheTimeOfMyLife 26-30, M 1 Response Apr 10

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