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I Hate Myself

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    Sick Of It

    I can't even look in the mirror without wanting to punch the glass. I get so mad at what I am, everything is repulsive. Im so torn with wanting to be happy and just wallowing in this self hate. Im not good enough. My grades aren't good enough my personality, my weight, my face...
    kxrstxn kxrstxn 16-17, F 30 Responses Oct 20, 2013

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    I can't help it, I...

    .just can't look at myself without feeling pure revolution. What the hell is this thing.
    Kanashimisama Kanashimisama 18-21, M 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    i hate myself but I'm smarter

    than most of u so it makes it ok
    Angelcum Angelcum 18-21, F 17 Responses Dec 2, 2014

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    Im not good in describing what I feel in

    English ..its not my mother language ..Im not actually a writer .. I wish I was .. I dreamed to be a great Musician .. Writer ..Director ..someone who can do everything ...someone who is not Me !!! Im always dreaming .. Ive never been present ..maybe thats why Ive never cared of...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    debonaireash debonaireash 18-21, M 2 days ago

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    im depessed i have issues im ugly i have an

    annyoing voice the list goes on and on of why i hate myself am i the only one who hates themself?
    LexiMarieTherien LexiMarieTherien 13-15, F 4 Responses Jun 23

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    I am 15 years old and am just about ready to

    give up. In essence, I've gotten to a point where I find no value in my own existence. I hide behind a facade of being witty, intellectual, and carefree, but on the inside I feel permanently empty. I'm intelligent and a good talker, but whenever someone gets close to me on an...
    rtam7022 rtam7022 13-15, M 7 Responses 2 days ago

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    Suicide is easy. Reach your hand out,

    you get drugs. Break something with your hands, you can find a sharp tool to stab or slit. Find a rope, you can find yourself breathless.... Suicide is just in front of you, no matter where you are, when you are. It's always in front of you. I made a mistake....I made a big...
    colourflame colourflame 13-15, F 4 Responses 3 days ago

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    I don't care if you are underweight

    or over weight. I don't care if you have braces, frizzy hair, acne, or a disability. I don't care, because to me: YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL💕
    AmandaRachael AmandaRachael 16-17, F 8 Responses Dec 20, 2013

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    I hate myself so much.

    I'm currently stuck in some random motel room with a guy I just met last night. I got super drunk and sucked two guys dicks and gave another one a hand job. (that's the most I've ever even done with a guy) I never get attention from guys and I guess I just liked the attention...
    nicole627 nicole627 16-17, F 3 Responses Jun 25

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    I know a lot of people are going to comment

    saying how stupid I am being. But I truly do not like myself. I've never told anyone this.. because it's kind of embarrassing. I like some things about myself.. but there are a lot of things I wish I could change. I run varsity cross country.. so my thigh gap is almost non...
    abbbbbby abbbbbby 13-15, F 18 Responses Sep 13, 2014

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    It Should Have Been Me

    I had a twin brother; when I was old enough my mother told me about him. He died a long time ago even before I was born. The doctor saved me but he was too weak. I tried to cope with it, the thought that I had a brother I'd never get to know. It was an accident, its something...
    GrumpyMe GrumpyMe 22-25, F 10 Responses Nov 28, 2013

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    The person I am. The way I think.

    The way I look. I hate everything about myself I constantly question my whole existence. I wanna look pretty and not be lied to I wanna feel confident with who I am and not be ashamed to take pictures with friends or meet new people for the fear that all they'll see is ugly. I...
    loveyourselmore loveyourselmore 16-17, F 1 day ago

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    Where do begin? As a child i was always looked

    upon as a princess, who my parents loved and adored and we were close. I was the youngest of 5 and my siblings were not allowed to bully me. At the age of 9 my parents had another child who was my little brother. I hated him. Years lassed and they had completely forgotten me and...
    Pigglet15 Pigglet15 16-17, F 1 Response Jun 25

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    I do and I don't know what to do anymore.

    I just keep messing up constantly and ruining my life
    EssSmith EssSmith 16-17, F 3 Responses Jun 24

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    WHY LIKE ME

    i cant spell im dyslexic im Bi and my mom hates me im in love with someone i cant have i cut and burn im a nerd i cry to much i get drunk(not all the time) i always seem to lose my friends and family im a wuss AND I WANNA DIE
    BloodyRaven BloodyRaven 16-17, F 18 Responses Jul 8, 2013

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    Born The Wrong Way...

    You will laugh, you will judge me, you won't understand... But still I want to write it. It began when I was little, I was only five and I already hated myself. I hated the fact that looking in the mirror was painful. I was looking at myself and thinking 'this is not me!'. I...
    JJTKM JJTKM 16-17 19 Responses Feb 21, 2013

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    Pure Hatred

    I hate everything about me. my eyes my smile. but i do love my mind. why? because i can dream and run away from everything that is making my life hell. everyday i wake up wishing i hadn't. seems like everything that comes out of my mouth irritates someone. whenever i touch...
    SkinnyJeansAndSnakeBites SkinnyJeansAndSnakeBites 16-17, F 13 Responses Oct 7, 2012

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    I Hate Who I Am

    I hate what I see in the mirror. I hate my past. I hate my present. I hate everything I am. I go to bed every night wishing I would wakeup with some disease and only have a few months to live. Or that I would die on the way to work in a car wreck or have a massive heart attack...
    Sorriso Sorriso 46-50, M 299 Responses Jul 10, 2007

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    Self Versus Self

    Please listen to me for once. You're not what you seem to show to people, you won't let them in but they feel your darkness.I'm not worth their time, I have to solve my issues on my own.You can't do this alone.Yes I can, I know where my problems stem from.Shut the **** up so I...
    CaptainMurphy CaptainMurphy 22-25, M 2 Responses May 23, 2013

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    sometimes i'm talking

    and i'm just like "shut the **** up"
    Angelcum Angelcum 18-21, F 9 Responses Nov 16, 2014

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    Dreamscape98x Dreamscape98x 16-17, F 1 Response Jun 29, 2014

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    I'm sorry that I ruin everything.

    Maybe it would be best if I leave.
    Waffl3s Waffl3s 13-15 15 Responses Jan 8

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    Never Happy Endings On These Dark Sets

    Its just all wrong. And the one thing that felt right went left. I climbed up and fell down. I woke up and fell asleep. I drove fast and flew by. I wanted and didn't take. I have fallen and can't get up. I attempted but failed. I studied and forgot. I felt like a winner but lost...
    ninerzoon ninerzoon 36-40, M 3 Responses May 13, 2013

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    Been There, It Gets Better

    If you hate yourself, it means you have empathy. It means you're human. It means you care so much about others that you're willing to damage yourself for their sake. It means you punish yourself so cruelly every second of most every day, for the sake of those you love, and...
    slow4speed slow4speed 22-25, F 42 Responses May 6, 2012

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    I felt like everyone was against me a work

    today ... I started off feeling good(emotionally) today from not feeling good(emotionally) for a couple of days and my coworkers just made me feel unwelcome and you know how it feels when you think people are talking about you?? That's how I felt for the majority of the day...
    OutOfSight23 OutOfSight23 18-21, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    I Hate Myself

    I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself...
    inhale123exhale inhale123exhale 22-25, F 14 Responses Aug 1, 2011

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    bluegirlie98 bluegirlie98 16-17, F 23 Responses Dec 24, 2014

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    I just hate myself...

    I'm just a stupid 12 year old girl, right?
    IBattleDepressionPleaseHelp IBattleDepressionPleaseHelp 18-21, F 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    I hate me life. apparently my parents don't

    love me. I'm not important to my so called friends and every one hates me. I always thought it was them that where wrong but I see that it is all my fault. I hate my self.
    psychopuppet23 psychopuppet23 18-21, M 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    Just Venting

    I swear I'm worthless, I claim to be so ******* strong then why can't I help the ones I care so much about. What is even the point of being alive if I can't even be of some use? Everyone keeps telling me that I need to stop worrying about everyone else for once and have someone...
    sagesbones sagesbones 18-21, M 9 Responses Apr 1, 2013

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    I'm Terrified Of Crossing The Street Thinking

    That I'm Gonna Get Run Over. I Was Almost Run Over Once So That's Why I'm Scared Of Crossing The Street.
    isabellamarie02 isabellamarie02 13-15, F 1 Response Jun 24

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    Right. Don't come on here much

    but when I do I tell people about how I'm feeling at the moment. Truthfully I thought I moved on front my ex but she just told me she moved on from me and I almost broke down crying. When we were dating we were fine until the end of our relationship. I started flirting with...
    Caine135 Caine135 13-15, M 1 Response Jun 25

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    my boyfriends mom hates me.

    she thinks im not good enough for him. i guess shes right im not good enough at all. i break up with him a lot and i get overly emotional. but she doesnt know he cheated and calls me names but i dont tell because its my fault. i love him sooo much but his mom is right about me.
    Jaybells Jaybells 13-15, F 1 Response Jun 22

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    I Hate Myself And Sometimes I Really Wish I

    Wasn't Part Of Life. I Just Wanna Die.
    isabellamarie02 isabellamarie02 13-15, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Not Easy To Change That...

    What I have to do is learn how to accept that I'm not perfect.  Accept that I've been banged up mentally pretty badly. Accept that I'm older now, that I will have bad days, that I will hurt..   That I will be depressed. that there are times I'll hurt so badly I'll need to sob...
    hylierandom hylierandom 41-45 7 Responses Jul 22, 2011

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    I will always hate myself.

    I'm never good enough and I'm honestly just a mistake.
    lifesacruelgame lifesacruelgame 16-17, F 5 Responses Jun 23

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    lifeistough123 lifeistough123 13-15, F 5 Responses 3 days ago

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    People Being Mean

    I have been hated so much for like my whole life, I have been bullied . So I have always hated myself
    Skatergirl16 Skatergirl16 13-15, F 16 Responses Nov 20, 2013

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    ME

    I don't know...I guess its self explanatory really, I don't love myself. Every day I look at myself in the mirror and I hate it. I hate the fact that I hate myself, and its not just physically its also emotionally I hate who I am. I mean I know I'm being stupid but why would I...
    lifesize lifesize 22-25, F 16 Responses Apr 6, 2013

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    I hate when people comment on how skinny I am.

    Really bums me out. Every time I feel good and confident someone brings up my weight and I get down on myself. If I had 20-30 pounds on me ide feel a lot better about myself. I'm not even sure how to put on weight in the right places to look decent. Every time I look in the...
    nothingfeelsgreat nothingfeelsgreat 18-21, M 2 Responses Jun 24

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    I have made so many bad decisions all my life,

    never learned from my mistakes. Now at 38 I have no job married with a child and one more child to be born in OCT 1st week, Have been an addict to **** for all my life. Wasted so much time on internet in last 10 years. I'm good programmer but never worked hard in my life. My...
    Peet77 Peet77 36-40, M 1 day ago

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    How can I learn to except myself?

    I'm 24 years old and I still find my self to be the ugliest woman walking the planet earth And it's because I'm a very dark skinned black woman. I've had ONE boyfriend in my whole life and it didn't really last to long. My skin color considered unattractive and my hair is...
    MareViCiOUS MareViCiOUS 22-25, F 21 Responses Jan 7, 2014

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    Sick Of Beind Depressed? Enjoyment Vs Pleasure

    When depressed, we turn to drugs, meaningless sex, alcohol, food full of fat and sugar, movies, video games, etc. These all give us small spikes of pleasure and do some good in lifting the gloom, but when it's over, what's left? We have less money, possibly STDs, gain weight...
    slow4speed slow4speed 22-25, F 14 Responses Jul 1, 2012

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    I swear to god I hate myself

    so much. I'm the stupidest person in this world I have no sense in my brain
    ihatebeingblack44 ihatebeingblack44 18-21, F 4 Responses 2 days ago

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    Know why cause I am a fat *****.

    and I am trying to lose weight. but I am just gonna a fail. whatever to annoyed and tired to give a damn.
    emmygribbia2002 emmygribbia2002 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 24

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