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I Hate Myself

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    ​My life is a mess. I'm an unattractive slob who's too loud and can't keep her grades up in school. Everyone thinks i'm just going through a faze, but I'm not. I'm depressed, and no one cares about me enough to see it. They think i'm fine. They don't know that I hide in my room...
    teenfailure teenfailure 18-21, F 16 Responses Dec 29, 2012

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    Sick Of It

    I can't even look in the mirror without wanting to punch the glass. I get so mad at what I am, everything is repulsive. Im so torn with wanting to be happy and just wallowing in this self hate. Im not good enough. My grades aren't good enough my personality, my weight, my face...
    kxrstxn kxrstxn 16-17, F 30 Responses Oct 20, 2013

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    I don't like to use the word hate often

    but if I am being honest...I hate myself. I've always hated myself since I was a child. This feeling has gotten to such a low point where I know I'm not worthy of anyone so when someone becomes bored of me, I wouldn't stop them from leaving. I don't deserve friends or family. I...
    rcmh171822 rcmh171822 18-21, F 2 hrs ago

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    im tired of being who i am.

    a dissapointment to all and a waste of time. one whos love is poison and whos presence is unwelcome. whos humor is black and is arrogant and lazy. im going to start letting go. its time.
    ArnoldJRimmer ArnoldJRimmer 46-50, M 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    WHY LIKE ME

    i cant spell im dyslexic im Bi and my mom hates me im in love with someone i cant have i cut and burn im a nerd i cry to much i get drunk(not all the time) i always seem to lose my friends and family im a wuss AND I WANNA DIE
    BloodyRaven BloodyRaven 16-17, F 18 Responses Jul 8, 2013

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    I am not good looking.

    I am not a genius. I am not hardworking. I am not extroverted and sociable. I am not living in the present. I am not happy. I am not interested in the things that most people are interested in. I am not confident. I am not normal. I am not worth anything. I am not good enough. I...
    Arrrbol Arrrbol 18-21, M 16 Responses May 12, 2014

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    Ah, yes, ugly 'n brooding.

    Precisely what a girl needs to be.... Yeah, fair warning: I'll be using a bit of sarcasm in this even though I am anything but a sarcastic person. Resting b*tch face is one of a...treasure trove of my afflictions. I never really WAS aware of it until a point where many...
    Ewoo Ewoo 16-17 1 Response a week ago

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    I Am Incapable of Doing Anything Worthwhile.

    I am a thirty-something overweight single woman with two cats a messy condo with late mortgage payments who can't find her checkbook atm or credit card hasn't started a huge presentation that i have to give at work in eighteen hours and just knows that i will die alone in this f...
    afjsdkl afjsdkl 31-35, F 39 Responses Nov 19, 2006

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    Pure Hatred

    I hate everything about me. my eyes my smile. but i do love my mind. why? because i can dream and run away from everything that is making my life hell. everyday i wake up wishing i hadn't. seems like everything that comes out of my mouth irritates someone. whenever i touch...
    SkinnyJeansAndSnakeBites SkinnyJeansAndSnakeBites 16-17, F 13 Responses Oct 7, 2012

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    and i dont know why everyone hates me

    so much but maybe i do because now i hate me too and now i really don't see the reason for trying, or for talking, or for breathing im just done the one person who i thought wouldnt say anything bad about me called me a b i t c h ad said i need to be slapped to one of his...
    butterflybaby123 butterflybaby123 13-15, F 6 Responses Jul 19

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    I hate waking up feeling nothing

    but physical pain. I hate not being motivated, i want to wake up either terrified or overly exited but instead my life is a dead line.
    SarahTheEnigma SarahTheEnigma 16-17, F 9 Responses Oct 5, 2014

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    Not Easy To Change That...

    What I have to do is learn how to accept that I'm not perfect.  Accept that I've been banged up mentally pretty badly. Accept that I'm older now, that I will have bad days, that I will hurt..   That I will be depressed. that there are times I'll hurt so badly I'll need to sob...
    hylierandom hylierandom 41-45 7 Responses Jul 22, 2011

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    I'm just pondering over my life again

    and I realized that I screwed up again as usual! A few months ago, there was a girl that genuinely liked me, she was pretty, a little shy but very nice! I cut off talking to her because I truthfully didn't know what to do and now I can't go back! I screwed up once again!
    sm1ttay sm1ttay 16-17, M 2 Responses 19 hrs ago

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    Surviving is extremely difficult to do,

    I'd never wish this on my worst enemy.
    whyusteens whyusteens 13-15, F 3 Responses Jul 18

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    Goody Two Shoes Freak

    I was always that weird quiet kid who always knew the answer in school.  My family moved a lot and I was introverted so I didn't have many friends and honestly, I didn't really want any.  I hated kids my age for being stupid and cruel to each other.  I hated adults...
    seafall seafall 22-25 22 Responses Aug 21, 2008

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    I have no hope. The only job opportunity

    slipped through my fingers. Job hunting is horrible. Sep without a cell phone. I have nothing to live for. I'm behind on all of my bills. I sleep on the carpet of my room. I have no furniture. My car is barely running. I'm in a new town with no friends. All I have is nothing. I...
    BrokenWingedAngel BrokenWingedAngel 22-25, F 2 Responses 18 hrs ago

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    I hate myself for not listening to my head.

    I hate myself for not breaking it off when I knew I HAD to. I hate myself for not letting it go. I hate myself for not crying when I should. I hate myself for everything I've lost. hate myself for believing things were the way I thought it was. I I hate myself for not waiting. l...
    forevergirly forevergirly 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 18

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    Dreamscape98x Dreamscape98x 16-17, F 1 Response Jun 29, 2014

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    I can go from being okay to hating myself

    and wanting to kill myself in 5 seconds :(
    butterflybaby123 butterflybaby123 13-15, F 2 Responses Jul 18

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    I know a lot of people are going to comment

    saying how stupid I am being. But I truly do not like myself. I've never told anyone this.. because it's kind of embarrassing. I like some things about myself.. but there are a lot of things I wish I could change. I run varsity cross country.. so my thigh gap is almost non...
    abbbbbby abbbbbby 13-15, F 18 Responses Sep 13, 2014

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    You hate me? That's fine!

    .... I hate myself too
    JustineMusey JustineMusey 13-15, F 3 Responses Jul 15

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    I Hate Who I Am

    I hate what I see in the mirror. I hate my past. I hate my present. I hate everything I am. I go to bed every night wishing I would wakeup with some disease and only have a few months to live. Or that I would die on the way to work in a car wreck or have a massive heart attack...
    Sorriso Sorriso 46-50, M 299 Responses Jul 10, 2007

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    Tired of everyone hating me.

    Sometimes I feel like I rather be nonexistent. Recent news is that my best friend's parents might hate me too. They like her other friend more than me. She told me its because they think shes smarter than me which I dont get because that girl is ignorant as ****. Everyone seems...
    mandycandy0123 mandycandy0123 16-17, F 5 Responses 4 days ago

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    Self Versus Self

    Please listen to me for once. You're not what you seem to show to people, you won't let them in but they feel your darkness.I'm not worth their time, I have to solve my issues on my own.You can't do this alone.Yes I can, I know where my problems stem from.Shut the **** up so I...
    CaptainMurphy CaptainMurphy 22-25, M 2 Responses May 23, 2013

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    Oh yep...............

    .......................
    weirdWorks4me weirdWorks4me 22-25, F 10 Responses Jul 17

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    Self-sabotage is knowing exactly what you need

    to do to improve but not doing it. It’s procrastinating doing the very things that you know will make you happier. It’s waiting till things are 100% perfect till you do them, but that of course never happens. It’s remaining in the comfort zone because of the fear of...
    Ruinsky Ruinsky 16-17 Jul 19

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    I literally hate myself

    so much. I wish I wasn't even alive anymore. And I am starting to think that suicide is the answer. I mean, what's stopping me? Nothing Yeah, I have my whole life ahead of me, but what's the point if I hate myself so much to the point where I want to die? What's the point if...
    wildfright wildfright 16-17, F 2 Responses 2 hrs ago

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    bluegirlie98 bluegirlie98 16-17, F 23 Responses Dec 24, 2014

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    Been There, It Gets Better

    If you hate yourself, it means you have empathy. It means you're human. It means you care so much about others that you're willing to damage yourself for their sake. It means you punish yourself so cruelly every second of most every day, for the sake of those you love, and...
    slow4speed slow4speed 22-25, F 42 Responses May 6, 2012

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    Never Happy Endings On These Dark Sets

    Its just all wrong. And the one thing that felt right went left. I climbed up and fell down. I woke up and fell asleep. I drove fast and flew by. I wanted and didn't take. I have fallen and can't get up. I attempted but failed. I studied and forgot. I felt like a winner but lost...
    ninerzoon ninerzoon 36-40, M 3 Responses May 13, 2013

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    How can I learn to except myself?

    I'm 24 years old and I still find my self to be the ugliest woman walking the planet earth And it's because I'm a very dark skinned black woman. I've had ONE boyfriend in my whole life and it didn't really last to long. My skin color considered unattractive and my hair is...
    MareViCiOUS MareViCiOUS 22-25, F 21 Responses Jan 7, 2014

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    sometimes i'm talking

    and i'm just like "shut the **** up"
    Angelcum Angelcum 18-21, F 9 Responses Nov 16, 2014

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    Confusion. The mind shattered into pieces from

    long ago, painstakingly putting it together to see the actions of my past. Was it me or them that struck down the hammer? Better yet, the keys are in my hands but I still refuse to unlock the shackles bound to my feet, ravens laughing at me in the distant. I yearn to move on but...
    NigNog96 NigNog96 18-21, M a week ago

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    So I was tall and skinny my whole life

    and beautiful but I kept getting bullied for being skinny and I hated myself. And I ruined my face trying to be white. And I am so stupid because I could have been a model. No one told me I was beautiful or could have been a model. And now my face is ruined. And I'm stupid...
    ihatebeingblack44 ihatebeingblack44 18-21, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Just Venting

    I swear I'm worthless, I claim to be so ******* strong then why can't I help the ones I care so much about. What is even the point of being alive if I can't even be of some use? Everyone keeps telling me that I need to stop worrying about everyone else for once and have someone...
    sagesbones sagesbones 18-21, M 9 Responses Apr 1, 2013

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    It Should Have Been Me

    I had a twin brother; when I was old enough my mother told me about him. He died a long time ago even before I was born. The doctor saved me but he was too weak. I tried to cope with it, the thought that I had a brother I'd never get to know. It was an accident, its something...
    GrumpyMe GrumpyMe 22-25, F 10 Responses Nov 28, 2013

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    Call me a b****,a s***,

    a w****,anything. I deserve it plus I'm used to it.
    colourflame colourflame 13-15, F 7 Responses Jul 19

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    I just wanna go to sleep

    and never wake up I don't wanna feel this pain anymore everyone would be happier if I just died someone please let me kill myself I really want to
    butterflybaby123 butterflybaby123 13-15, F 7 Responses a week ago

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    ShyProdigy ShyProdigy 16-17, M 1 Response Jul 19

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    I have to face it. I'm childish.

    Silly situations bring the drama queen out in me. I keep losing people because of my high sensitivity and bad temper. I don't hold grudges but that's often useless and too late.
    Seeyouinhellz Seeyouinhellz 22-25, F 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    i hate myself but I'm smarter

    than most of u so it makes it ok
    Angelcum Angelcum 18-21, F 17 Responses Dec 2, 2014

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    alice0493 alice0493 22-25, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    Sick Of Beind Depressed? Enjoyment Vs Pleasure

    When depressed, we turn to drugs, meaningless sex, alcohol, food full of fat and sugar, movies, video games, etc. These all give us small spikes of pleasure and do some good in lifting the gloom, but when it's over, what's left? We have less money, possibly STDs, gain weight...
    slow4speed slow4speed 22-25, F 14 Responses Jul 1, 2012

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    ME

    I don't know...I guess its self explanatory really, I don't love myself. Every day I look at myself in the mirror and I hate it. I hate the fact that I hate myself, and its not just physically its also emotionally I hate who I am. I mean I know I'm being stupid but why would I...
    lifesize lifesize 22-25, F 16 Responses Apr 6, 2013

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    Sadness is where I belong,

    and pain is my home. I hate myself, not my physical self (what I look like), but who I actually am
    MadAsAHatterXII MadAsAHatterXII 18-21, M 2 days ago

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    I don't care if you are underweight

    or over weight. I don't care if you have braces, frizzy hair, acne, or a disability. I don't care, because to me: YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL💕
    AmandaRachael AmandaRachael 16-17, F 8 Responses Dec 20, 2013

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