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I Hate Myself

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    I should've just killed myself along time ago.

    I serve no purpose, I'm waste of space, and a waste of life.
    xGNFx xGNFx 18-21, M 25 Responses Dec 30, 2014

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    Do you know what it's like to not be accepted,

    for people to hate you and you just expect it, you look in the mirror and you hate your reflection! Errrgh! 😡 ************!
    MarijuanaAbuser MarijuanaAbuser 16-17, M 9 Responses Aug 12

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    Yesterday I told my boyfriend

    that he reminds me of someone on tv, and he's been acting really weird since. I didn't mean it as an insult, but I guess I could've explained it better. fml
    YoungOne1901 YoungOne1901 22-25, M 3 hrs ago

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    I haven't used this app in quite sometime

    but i'm giving it another go. So yes, i hate myself. Sure i'm insecure about my face and body but that's not what i mean, i hate ME. I hate the way i act, the way i talk, the way i think. I regret everything i say and do, i'm a harsh and unkind person. I can't imagine why anyone...
    littlebird88 littlebird88 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 23

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    I am not good looking.

    I am not a genius. I am not hardworking. I am not extroverted and sociable. I am not living in the present. I am not happy. I am not interested in the things that most people are interested in. I am not confident. I am not normal. I am not worth anything. I am not good enough. I...
    Arrrbol Arrrbol 18-21, M 16 Responses May 12, 2014

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    I am going to hell. so I guess nothing else

    really matters. Nothing will ever be as bad as that. I might as well enjoy my life and do whatever I want while I still can. If I'm destined to burn in hell and suffer and be tortured for eternity. There's really nothing else to worry about.
    justalittlewallflower justalittlewallflower 16-17, F 4 Responses 2 days ago

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    My heart is filled with hate

    for myself, I hate everything about me. I am weak , I am a ******* failure, I am nothing, I am useless, I am everything my mother said I would be . I am an addict, a hopeless one at that, I am a ********, and I just was released from jail. My mother always said by the time I...
    imperfectbeauty imperfectbeauty 18-21, F 5 Responses 4 days ago

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    Hello Everyone -- I came across this site

    when I googled "I hate my family" so I figured I'd give it a shot to hopefully find other people who can relate. I am so sad lately because I feel like the one thing I always wanted was always so absent from my life (love). I haven't dated somebody in years, I feel ugly, I...
    hifuckedupworld hifuckedupworld 26-30, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Pure Hatred

    I hate everything about me. my eyes my smile. but i do love my mind. why? because i can dream and run away from everything that is making my life hell. everyday i wake up wishing i hadn't. seems like everything that comes out of my mouth irritates someone. whenever i touch...
    SkinnyJeansAndSnakeBites SkinnyJeansAndSnakeBites 16-17, F 13 Responses Oct 7, 2012

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    Never Happy Endings On These Dark Sets

    Its just all wrong. And the one thing that felt right went left. I climbed up and fell down. I woke up and fell asleep. I drove fast and flew by. I wanted and didn't take. I have fallen and can't get up. I attempted but failed. I studied and forgot. I felt like a winner but lost...
    ninerzoon ninerzoon 36-40, M 3 Responses May 13, 2013

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    Sick Of It

    I can't even look in the mirror without wanting to punch the glass. I get so mad at what I am, everything is repulsive. Im so torn with wanting to be happy and just wallowing in this self hate. Im not good enough. My grades aren't good enough my personality, my weight, my face...
    kxrstxn kxrstxn 16-17, F 30 Responses Oct 20, 2013

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    Dreamscape98x Dreamscape98x 16-17, F 1 Response Jun 29, 2014

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    Self Versus Self

    Please listen to me for once. You're not what you seem to show to people, you won't let them in but they feel your darkness.I'm not worth their time, I have to solve my issues on my own.You can't do this alone.Yes I can, I know where my problems stem from.Shut the **** up so I...
    CaptainMurphy CaptainMurphy 22-25, M 2 Responses May 23, 2013

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    Been There, It Gets Better

    If you hate yourself, it means you have empathy. It means you're human. It means you care so much about others that you're willing to damage yourself for their sake. It means you punish yourself so cruelly every second of most every day, for the sake of those you love, and...
    slow4speed slow4speed 22-25, F 42 Responses May 6, 2012

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    I Am Incapable of Doing Anything Worthwhile.

    I am a thirty-something overweight single woman with two cats a messy condo with late mortgage payments who can't find her checkbook atm or credit card hasn't started a huge presentation that i have to give at work in eighteen hours and just knows that i will die alone in this f...
    afjsdkl afjsdkl 31-35, F 39 Responses Nov 19, 2006

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    I am hate incarnation tonight.

    Come purchase your gate through me. Plenty to spare. If you fing dare. Doubt you can. F$ck you all!! F&ck you to the darkest depths the solar system will provide your pity. I f$inf hate right now and don't give a f$ck. why should I?! Don't ******* answer. **** you all...
    Golfknar Golfknar 36-40, M 1 Response Aug 22

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    I fell back on my old habit of cutting

    so I could feel numb mentally . When my dad found out he looked so sad and it makes me so mad at myself. I wish I hadn't done it. I only did it because someone I'm close to died . I promised him I would come to them ( my parents) next time before I hurt myself. I promised...
    rosedimond99 rosedimond99 16-17, F 1 Response a week ago

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    God, why can't I just die already?

    No offense, but you must've been really ****** up when you created me.
    theoneIhate theoneIhate 22-25, M 3 Responses Aug 24

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    I know a lot of people are going to comment

    saying how stupid I am being. But I truly do not like myself. I've never told anyone this.. because it's kind of embarrassing. I like some things about myself.. but there are a lot of things I wish I could change. I run varsity cross country.. so my thigh gap is almost non...
    abbbbbby abbbbbby 16-17, F 18 Responses Sep 13, 2014

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    Mess

    ​My life is a mess. I'm an unattractive slob who's too loud and can't keep her grades up in school. Everyone thinks i'm just going through a faze, but I'm not. I'm depressed, and no one cares about me enough to see it. They think i'm fine. They don't know that I hide in my room...
    teenfailure teenfailure 18-21, F 16 Responses Dec 29, 2012

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    Sick Of Beind Depressed? Enjoyment Vs Pleasure

    When depressed, we turn to drugs, meaningless sex, alcohol, food full of fat and sugar, movies, video games, etc. These all give us small spikes of pleasure and do some good in lifting the gloom, but when it's over, what's left? We have less money, possibly STDs, gain weight...
    slow4speed slow4speed 22-25, F 14 Responses Jul 1, 2012

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    I am too emotional. too soft.

    too empathetic. too nice. too loving. too friendly. too much doing things for others. too romantic. too good hearted. I have too many good traits but can't keep one person in my life.
    kittyanthony kittyanthony 22-25, M a week ago

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    Sometimes i just dont really want to be

    myself Sorry this is a rant... I was raised as a spoiled child and I still am. I always had to have everything I wanted and refused to anything else then perfect, even though I, myself, was imperfect. I always got snapped and yelled at my parents when the present they worked...
    Pillemy Pillemy 18-21 1 Response a week ago

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    I hate being Asian male.

    I'm 29 and never had a girlfriend or approached a girl because I'm an Asian and have nothing but a dead end job.
    monotonouso monotonouso 26-30, M 3 days ago

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    I don't care if you are underweight

    or over weight. I don't care if you have braces, frizzy hair, acne, or a disability. I don't care, because to me: YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL💕
    AmandaRachael AmandaRachael 16-17, F 8 Responses Dec 20, 2013

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    Honestly I'm so useless.

    Like I its rally can't do anything right, for anyone. I resent that I was born. I should've been a miscarriage or my mother should've had an abortion. I'm such a **** up. But my parents paid money to get me and I'm not going to kill myself since I was so expensive... I wasn't...
    BornBroken BornBroken 16-17, F 3 days ago

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    I Hate Who I Am

    I hate what I see in the mirror. I hate my past. I hate my present. I hate everything I am. I go to bed every night wishing I would wakeup with some disease and only have a few months to live. Or that I would die on the way to work in a car wreck or have a massive heart attack...
    Sorriso Sorriso 46-50, M 300 Responses Jul 10, 2007

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    I don't really hate my self

    but some times I say dumb stuff a lot, there is a girl i tried to start a relationship with and it didn't work, few days ago i was talking to her and I said" good evening beautiful how are you? " i didn't wanted her to think That i am still trying to make a relationship so i...
    comlpicatedguy comlpicatedguy 18-21, M a week ago

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    I feel like I should just put

    and end to myself sometimes, well most of the time.
    staygoldenbaby staygoldenbaby 18-21, F 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    I'm ******* mean at times

    for no reason... I snap sometimes and wreck people's lives.. Weak people....I just snap and **** with their inner soul..its ****** and I have no control over my demons
    ThetaOmegaDelta ThetaOmegaDelta 18-21, M 2 days ago

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    i hate myself but I'm smarter

    than most of u so it makes it ok
    Angelcum Angelcum 18-21, F 16 Responses Dec 2, 2014

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    Born The Wrong Way...

    You will laugh, you will judge me, you won't understand... But still I want to write it. It began when I was little, I was only five and I already hated myself. I hated the fact that looking in the mirror was painful. I was looking at myself and thinking 'this is not me!'. I...
    JJTKM JJTKM 16-17 18 Responses Feb 21, 2013

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    and so what...its as it should be.

    too much the coward to just be done and eat a bullet. screw it...useless. when does this **** end...just a ******* burden to all... earliest memories are of being hated..lol thanks grandma....guys sucked so you made sure i knew it.
    ArnoldJRimmer ArnoldJRimmer 46-50, M Aug 23

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    I hate myself. I hate every single piece of me .

    I'm ugly. I'm stupid. I'm fat. I'm suicidal. I want to die.
    IAmSuicidalEmma IAmSuicidalEmma 16-17, F 4 Responses a week ago

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    You've caught me in one of my fragile states,

    now read this if you want. I don't believe in romantic love, I believe in divine, absolute love. Even I have a soft side too you know, it does pain me to see people that can truly love like me or like her, blame or hate themselves. They're so worthy they don't even know it. I...
    Calamityy Calamityy 22-25, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Everyone says no cutting.

    No self mutilation. No hurting yourself. They say it hurts them so much. Well I haven't cut and now I am getting more tired of all of this. My head hurts. My body aches for a few more cuts. And they keep saying no cutting no cutting no cutting and instead of imagining large cuts...
    Untrustworthy117 Untrustworthy117 18-21, M 1 day ago

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    People Being Mean

    I have been hated so much for like my whole life, I have been bullied . So I have always hated myself
    Skatergirl16 Skatergirl16 13-15, F 16 Responses Nov 20, 2013

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    I'm sorry that I ruin everything.

    Maybe it would be best if I leave.
    Waffl3s Waffl3s 16-17 15 Responses Jan 8

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    Why can't I be pretty

    why can't I be smart why can't I be cool why can't I fit in
    ArtemistheHunter ArtemistheHunter 13-15, F 10 Responses 3 days ago

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    It Should Have Been Me

    I had a twin brother; when I was old enough my mother told me about him. He died a long time ago even before I was born. The doctor saved me but he was too weak. I tried to cope with it, the thought that I had a brother I'd never get to know. It was an accident, its something...
    deleted deleted 26-30 10 Responses Nov 28, 2013

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    How can I learn to except myself?

    I'm 24 years old and I still find my self to be the ugliest woman walking the planet earth And it's because I'm a very dark skinned black woman. I've had ONE boyfriend in my whole life and it didn't really last to long. My skin color considered unattractive and my hair is...
    MareViCiOUS MareViCiOUS 26-30, F 21 Responses Jan 7, 2014

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    I Hate Myself

    I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself...
    inhale123exhale inhale123exhale 26-30, F 14 Responses Aug 1, 2011

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    can you get a girlfriend

    if you hate yourself? I'm 29 and never had a girlfriend because I'm an ugly Asian with a dead end job
    monotonouso monotonouso 26-30, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    ChelseaMonroe ChelseaMonroe 26-30, F 4 Responses a week ago

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    I hate waking up feeling nothing

    but physical pain. I hate not being motivated, i want to wake up either terrified or overly exited but instead my life is a dead line.
    SarahTheEnigma SarahTheEnigma 16-17, F 9 Responses Oct 5, 2014

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