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    Never Happy Endings On These Dark Sets

    Its just all wrong. And the one thing that felt right went left. I climbed up and fell down. I woke up and fell asleep. I drove fast and flew by. I wanted and didn't take. I have fallen and can't get up. I attempted but failed. I studied and forgot. I felt like a winner but lost...
    ninerzoon ninerzoon 36-40, M 3 Responses May 13, 2013

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    Sometimes I think it would be easier on

    everybody if I wasn't here....that I should just jump...maybe even now.....
    forgetaboutme2 forgetaboutme2 16-17, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Sometimes, I hope I have a mental illness .

    Just so I have something to blame for the way I am .
    jhastme jhastme 18-21, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    I don't know what to do anymore.

    I feel like everyone hates me. Especially myself. I just feel so alone.
    aelizabeth3300 aelizabeth3300 13-15, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    Sick Of Beind Depressed? Enjoyment Vs Pleasure

    When depressed, we turn to drugs, meaningless sex, alcohol, food full of fat and sugar, movies, video games, etc. These all give us small spikes of pleasure and do some good in lifting the gloom, but when it's over, what's left? We have less money, possibly STDs, gain weight...
    slow4speed slow4speed 22-25, F 14 Responses Jul 1, 2012

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    People Being Mean

    I have been hated so much for like my whole life, I have been bullied . So I have always hated myself
    Skatergirl16 Skatergirl16 13-15, F 17 Responses Nov 20, 2013

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    I think tonight's the night I finally will have

    the courage to take myself out of this world. It's for the better. Everyone wants me gone, including myself. I'm ready for this. Thank you everyone who has ever taken the time to talk to me through this, you all helped me for a while, but it's not working anymore. In fact...
    Theycallherelly Theycallherelly 13-15, F 8 Responses 5 days ago

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    Just Venting

    I swear I'm worthless, I claim to be so ******* strong then why can't I help the ones I care so much about. What is even the point of being alive if I can't even be of some use? Everyone keeps telling me that I need to stop worrying about everyone else for once and have someone...
    sagesbones sagesbones 18-21, M 8 Responses Apr 1, 2013

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    I've said a lot of negative things about myself.

    People have said negative things about me, too... But it doesn't really matter to me what they say, good or bad, it all depends on what I think about myself. In this story, I was just going to vent about all the bad things about myself. BUT! As soon as I clicked on here to...
    7WholeDays 7WholeDays 18-21, F 5 Responses Feb 18

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    So I met a guy that I really like.

    We haven't hung out yet, but I know we will. The problem is, I'm so shy. I don't want my awkward quiet self to ruin this for me.. I'm not good with communication. I can text someone all day or talk to anybody online, but face to face I'm a wreck. I can't seem to speak at all...
    ashley719 ashley719 18-21, F 3 Responses 19 hrs ago

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    I Can't Do a Damn Thing

    I hate myself. and I hate that I have to tell people online that i hate myself. I don't lack good friends but i wouldnt dare telling most of them as it's so much "cooler" to be happy. I'm jelous of everyone and i don't know how to fix this. I really really don't want to admit...
    DanHughes DanHughes 21-25, M 19 Responses Apr 6, 2007

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    I am not good looking.

    I am not a genius. I am not hardworking. I am not extroverted and sociable. I am not living in the present. I am not happy. I am not interested in the things that most people are interested in. I am not confident. I am not normal. I am not worth anything. I am not good enough. I...
    Arrrbol Arrrbol 16-17, M 18 Responses May 12

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    People probably wouldn't think this

    if they knew me. I mean I have no good reason to hate myself I just do. I have never technically been bullied and I have some friends and nice parents. So my life should be all sunshine and rainbows, right? Well it's not. We all have problems and even if we all had the...
    BlueSkysGreySkys BlueSkysGreySkys 13-15, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    I hate myself so much.

    No matter what I do I always end up ******* up. I'm alone and I'm officially ready to give up.
    LexyMarie LexyMarie 13-15, F 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    Mess

    ​My life is a mess. I'm an unattractive slob who's too loud and can't keep her grades up in school. Everyone thinks i'm just going through a faze, but I'm not. I'm depressed, and no one cares about me enough to see it. They think i'm fine. They don't know that I hide in my room...
    teenfailure teenfailure 16-17, F 16 Responses Dec 29, 2012

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    Dreamscape98x Dreamscape98x 16-17, F 1 Response Jun 29

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    How can I learn to except myself?

    I'm 24 years old and I still find my self to be the ugliest woman walking the planet earth And it's because I'm a very dark skinned black woman. I've had ONE boyfriend in my whole life and it didn't really last to long. My skin color considered unattractive and my hair is...
    MareViCiOUS MareViCiOUS 22-25, F 23 Responses Jan 7

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    i hate everytime i suffer from PMS .

    .....hungry too much..chest ache....high sex desire....mood swing...
    zumii zumii 26-30, F 1 Response 23 hrs ago

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    The Woman In The Mirror

    On nights like tonight. I sometimes wonder what others see in myself when at times I can't even see whats so special about me. Here the past 3-4 months. I've been extremely depressed and completely distant from those who matter the absolute most to me. At times I just want to...
    AmazinglyAmazing AmazinglyAmazing 22-25, F 16 Responses Nov 1, 2012

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    I found this and idk how to explain my life

    cause my english is not so good, Im from South america and I want to share it. I only explain this in steps. 1.- When I born, my mom always overprotected me till 9 years old. 2.- When I was 9 my mom had an car accident, I saw when she came home and she was with blood in her...
    myselfistheworse myselfistheworse 13-15, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    It Should Have Been Me

    I had a twin brother; when I was old enough my mother told me about him. He died a long time ago even before I was born. The doctor saved me but he was too weak. I tried to cope with it, the thought that I had a brother I'd never get to know. It was an accident, its something...
    GrumpyMe GrumpyMe 22-25, F 12 Responses Nov 28, 2013

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    Pure Hatred

    I hate everything about me. my eyes my smile. but i do love my mind. why? because i can dream and run away from everything that is making my life hell. everyday i wake up wishing i hadn't. seems like everything that comes out of my mouth irritates someone. whenever i touch...
    SkinnyJeansAndSnakeBites SkinnyJeansAndSnakeBites 13-15, F 13 Responses Oct 7, 2012

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    I look out the window on the bus to college

    and realize that I want to be anything, anyone else but me. I hate everything about myself - everyone else seems to have something to live for and I don't. I'm clouded with self hate and suicidal thoughts all the time. I thought "Will I even be alive at the end of next week...
    MrJoshMH MrJoshMH 16-17, M 1 Response 12 hrs ago

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    If i kill myself who will care .

    My dad wont . The people who will , will cry for a week maximum and then forget me . No one will remember me after a month . But at least i'll be at peace . No pain . So why shouldn't i commit suicide
    peyton1998 peyton1998 16-17, F 32 Responses Aug 1

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    Sick Of It

    I can't even look in the mirror without wanting to punch the glass. I get so mad at what I am, everything is repulsive. Im so torn with wanting to be happy and just wallowing in this self hate. Im not good enough. My grades aren't good enough my personality, my weight, my face...
    kxrstxn kxrstxn 16-17, F 32 Responses Oct 20, 2013

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    WHY LIKE ME

    i cant spell im dyslexic im Bi and my mom hates me im in love with someone i cant have i cut and burn im a nerd i cry to much i get drunk(not all the time) i always seem to lose my friends and family im a wuss AND I WANNA DIE
    BloodyRaven BloodyRaven 13-15, F 16 Responses Jul 8, 2013

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    Everyone calls me gay

    and thinks I look like a girl. A fly could kick my ***. I hate myself. I'm so pathetic. The bruises on my face? Not even done by a dude. I'm so worthless. Everyone says I look like a female. I ***** like one too, right? I hate myself.
    Levi1 Levi1 13-15, M 4 Responses 2 days ago

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    I look in the mirror

    and I hate what I see. I don't hate anyone as much as I hate myself The hatred I feel burns and I'm at battle I'm fighting with myself The flame that won't be put out When will it stop
    StayingSaneWithoutYou StayingSaneWithoutYou 13-15, F 2 Responses 6 hrs ago

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    I feel like im useless,

    like no one can look at me and say wow she has done something extraordinary with her life. My parents are always disappointed in me and I feel like i have no purpose. I am haunted by this every waking moment of everyday.. I also hate the way I am with people, i am never myself...
    sherr15 sherr15 13-15, F 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    Not Easy To Change That...

    What I have to do is learn how to accept that I'm not perfect.  Accept that I've been banged up mentally pretty badly. Accept that I'm older now, that I will have bad days, that I will hurt..   That I will be depressed. that there are times I'll hurt so badly I'll need to sob...
    hylierandom hylierandom 41-45 7 Responses Jul 22, 2011

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    Been There, It Gets Better

    If you hate yourself, it means you have empathy. It means you're human. It means you care so much about others that you're willing to damage yourself for their sake. It means you punish yourself so cruelly every second of most every day, for the sake of those you love, and...
    slow4speed slow4speed 22-25, F 43 Responses May 6, 2012

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    We hate ourselves so much,

    for so many years. But when someone else says they hate themselves, we somehow feel the need to make them realize they shouldn't. We want to cheer them up and remind them of what lovely people they are. Why can't we also do that for ourselves? When you want to type in 'I hate...
    CactusHugger CactusHugger 18-21, F 1 Response 9 hrs ago

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    I can't stand myself today.

    I really wish I didn't exist
    peeppeep21 peeppeep21 26-30, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    I just really hate everything I am,

    and all the things I have done. I'm so fat, and if I was dead other people could benefit from the food and drink that I consume more than I do. No one is ever going to love me apart from my current friends and family, and they're only here because they feel like they have an...
    iloveyousomuchdontforgetit iloveyousomuchdontforgetit 13-15, F 1 Response 12 hrs ago

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    I Am Incapable of Doing Anything Worthwhile.

    I am a thirty-something overweight single woman with two cats a messy condo with late mortgage payments who can't find her checkbook atm or credit card hasn't started a huge presentation that i have to give at work in eighteen hours and just knows that i will die alone in this f...
    afjsdkl afjsdkl 31-35, F 39 Responses Nov 19, 2006

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    I ****** up so hard tonight.

    I told my crush I often fantasize about her and me and stuff, because she kept telling me to do so, but now I'm scared I ruined everything, even our friendship. Why did I give in to her :'(
    gomega98 gomega98 16-17, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I Hate Who I Am

    I hate what I see in the mirror. I hate my past. I hate my present. I hate everything I am. I go to bed every night wishing I would wakeup with some disease and only have a few months to live. Or that I would die on the way to work in a car wreck or have a massive heart attack...
    Sorriso Sorriso 46-50, M 299 Responses Jul 10, 2007

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    Born The Wrong Way...

    You will laugh, you will judge me, you won't understand... But still I want to write it. It began when I was little, I was only five and I already hated myself. I hated the fact that looking in the mirror was painful. I was looking at myself and thinking 'this is not me!'. I...
    JJTKM JJTKM 16-17 19 Responses Feb 21, 2013

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    i hate myself if i don't get the perfect grade.

    i hate myself if i see a bigger number on the scales. i hate myself sooo much if i don't get an awarding certificate at the end of the semester. i hate myself when i can't get a math problem right!! i hate myself when I'm not the perfect daughter!
    michiko michiko 16-17, F 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    Do you hate yourself?

    if yes then you should try these easy ways to love yourself: Stop trying to be perfect, Stop comparing yourself to others, Be who you really are, Learn to let go of bad things of past events, Define yourself by your effort, not your accomplishments, Sit in front of the mirror...
    mahdiraza mahdiraza 16-17, M 3 Responses Sep 25

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    ME

    I don't know...I guess its self explanatory really, I don't love myself. Every day I look at myself in the mirror and I hate it. I hate the fact that I hate myself, and its not just physically its also emotionally I hate who I am. I mean I know I'm being stupid but why would I...
    lifesize lifesize 22-25, F 17 Responses Apr 6, 2013

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    I hate myself... im ugly stupid annoying

    and stupid and people hate me for no reason.. I hate myself for not being good enough for people.. I'm always such a disappointment... i hate myself for that..
    Ghost21z Ghost21z 16-17, M 3 Responses 11 hrs ago

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    It's sad how everyone tries

    so hard to be someone that they arnt.. Including me, I'm not going to lie.. But like really..
    akaKitten akaKitten 16-17, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I think I moved pass hating myself.

    I don't deserve such a strong feeling. Now I'm just indifferent of my stupid worthless existence. Maybe if I keep ignoring myself I will finally cease to exist.
    Offoff Offoff 26-30, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Goody Two Shoes Freak

    I was always that weird quiet kid who always knew the answer in school.  My family moved a lot and I was introverted so I didn't have many friends and honestly, I didn't really want any.  I hated kids my age for being stupid and cruel to each other.  I hated adults...
    seafall seafall 22-25 22 Responses Aug 21, 2008

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    I know a lot of people are going to comment

    saying how stupid I am being. But I truly do not like myself. I've never told anyone this.. because it's kind of embarrassing. I like some things about myself.. but there are a lot of things I wish I could change. I run varsity cross country.. so my thigh gap is almost non...
    abbbbbby abbbbbby 13-15, F 18 Responses Sep 13

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    TheRouge TheRouge 16-17, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I don't care if you are underweight

    or over weight. I don't care if you have braces, frizzy hair, acne, or a disability. I don't care, because to me: YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL💕
    AmandaRachael AmandaRachael 13-15, F 8 Responses Dec 20, 2013

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    Self Versus Self

    Please listen to me for once. You're not what you seem to show to people, you won't let them in but they feel your darkness.I'm not worth their time, I have to solve my issues on my own.You can't do this alone.Yes I can, I know where my problems stem from.Shut the **** up so I...
    CaptainMurphy CaptainMurphy 22-25, M 3 Responses May 23, 2013

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    I really do v.v to me what's life for?

    I should of ended it a long time ago... No one cares about me becuse im gay,stupid,ect why can't I just live a peaceful life and be like the people who is happy
    alonzokim alonzokim 13-15, M 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    No guy wants me, no one likes me,

    and I HATE IT! I'm always there for them but they aren't there for me! :( Why do I bother to live when no guy finds me beautiful and wants me? What the **** is wrong with me? :(
    SeanaO SeanaO 18-21, F 17 Responses May 18

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    unlovednbroken unlovednbroken 18-21, F 3 Responses 10 hrs ago

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    This guy I used to be head over heels in love

    with all of the sudden stopped talking to me then called me a "spoiled stuck up *****" even though he barely knew me. And then told me he had been talking to someone else as well. Anyways I recently messaged him bc I've been missing him... My mistake. He's made me really sad and...
    LexiK88 LexiK88 16-17, F 2 Responses 9 hrs ago

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