Post

I Hate Myself

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 21,086 People

    I am not good looking.

    I am not a genius. I am not hardworking. I am not extroverted and sociable. I am not living in the present. I am not happy. I am not interested in the things that most people are interested in. I am not confident. I am not normal. I am not worth anything. I am not good enough. I...
    Arrrbol Arrrbol 16-17, M 18 Responses May 12

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Dont ya jus hate when u **** people off.

    It's like ,"oh u hate me now too. Great so do I. I tried but thankx. Ya I know it's my fault." I'll just pretend it didn't happen. Idk
    SelfBattle SelfBattle 13-15, F 1 day ago

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I hate myself for being

    such a disappointment to everyone. I hate that I can't make my mother proud - I've always felt the need to, because she was so depressed after I was born - because I was born. I feel I need to make it up to her, but I can't.
    GallowsBaby GallowsBaby 18-21, F 3 Responses 1 day ago

    Your Response

    Cancel

    have u heard the song 'Because Of You' by Kelly

    Clarkson? thats what i am right now...
    FatinNajihah1 FatinNajihah1 13-15, F 1 Response 1 day ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    NatashaRose NatashaRose 18-21, F 8 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Never Happy Endings On These Dark Sets

    Its just all wrong. And the one thing that felt right went left. I climbed up and fell down. I woke up and fell asleep. I drove fast and flew by. I wanted and didn't take. I have fallen and can't get up. I attempted but failed. I studied and forgot. I felt like a winner but lost...
    ninerzoon ninerzoon 36-40, M 3 Responses May 13, 2013

    Your Response

    Cancel

    It Should Have Been Me

    I had a twin brother; when I was old enough my mother told me about him. He died a long time ago even before I was born. The doctor saved me but he was too weak. I tried to cope with it, the thought that I had a brother I'd never get to know. It was an accident, its something...
    GrumpyMe GrumpyMe 22-25, F 12 Responses Nov 28, 2013

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Pure Hatred

    I hate everything about me. my eyes my smile. but i do love my mind. why? because i can dream and run away from everything that is making my life hell. everyday i wake up wishing i hadn't. seems like everything that comes out of my mouth irritates someone. whenever i touch...
    SkinnyJeansAndSnakeBites SkinnyJeansAndSnakeBites 13-15, F 13 Responses Oct 7, 2012

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I'm suffering depression.

    .. and multiple other psychological issues which have infested my mind since I was a little kid. I'm crying right now. Why? When there's nothing to cry about
    LeMadCat LeMadCat 16-17, F 7 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I hate myself for not fitting in with society.

    I mean what's so hard about going and getting a tattoo and going and getting drunk/high at a party? I don't understand myself I have two choices kill myself to end the torture society is putting me through or go and act like everyone else.
    superabe11 superabe11 16-17, M 2 Responses 2 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Not Easy To Change That...

    What I have to do is learn how to accept that I'm not perfect.  Accept that I've been banged up mentally pretty badly. Accept that I'm older now, that I will have bad days, that I will hurt..   That I will be depressed. that there are times I'll hurt so badly I'll need to sob...
    hylierandom hylierandom 41-45 7 Responses Jul 22, 2011

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Other people are smart some are attractive me

    I'm neither.I wish I was dead.I do not belong in this society everything I do is wrong it's criticized.I ******* hate myself soo much!!!!! There is no need for me to be in the world no one needs me no one wants me.I have no friends everyone who has seen me in person hates or...
    wassup305 wassup305 13-15, F 3 Responses 2 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel

    The song "My Immortal" by Evanescence basically

    is the song of my life. And also the song "Sorry" by The Tiny.
    BloodRedDarkness BloodRedDarkness 16-17, F 1 day ago

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I feel sorry for my mother putting up with me

    having to see my ugly face for 16 years sometimes i feel like hiding so no one has to see me
    KTRose KTRose 16-17, F 1 Response 1 day ago

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Sick Of It

    I can't even look in the mirror without wanting to punch the glass. I get so mad at what I am, everything is repulsive. Im so torn with wanting to be happy and just wallowing in this self hate. Im not good enough. My grades aren't good enough my personality, my weight, my face...
    kxrstxn kxrstxn 16-17, F 32 Responses Oct 20, 2013

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I Just Think That It's Gonna Be Okay If I Talk

    To People And Try. **** Is Not That ******* Easy. I Wonder If They Even Want Me There. I Think Im Only Making Things Worse...
    Eriannaa Eriannaa 13-15, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel

    How can I learn to except myself?

    I'm 24 years old and I still find my self to be the ugliest woman walking the planet earth And it's because I'm a very dark skinned black woman. I've had ONE boyfriend in my whole life and it didn't really last to long. My skin color considered unattractive and my hair is...
    MareViCiOUS MareViCiOUS 22-25, F 23 Responses Jan 7

    Your Response

    Cancel

    People Being Mean

    I have been hated so much for like my whole life, I have been bullied . So I have always hated myself
    Skatergirl16 Skatergirl16 13-15, F 16 Responses Nov 20, 2013

    Your Response

    Cancel

    So I'm just gonna say this.

    I don't care how many times anyone says I'm "beautiful" , "pretty" , "hot" , "cute" ... So on. I won't believe you ! Call me stubborn but I will not agree with you
    bluegirlie98 bluegirlie98 13-15, F 21 Responses Jul 11

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I met an amazing girl yesterday.

    I don't think it was the first time I had seen her but it was the first time we were introduced. At first I thought she was a couple years older than me because she looked like a college girl and acted mature. My mom is really forward and can be pushy and so the entire night...
    persononinternet persononinternet 16-17, M 1 Response 2 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Even if I get a really good score on a test

    or drop some weight, I still don't feel good about myself at all. I still feel fat, not good enough, and just like I annoy every single person I ever even glance at. Sometimes I don't know what the point of going on like this is.
    secretlydepressedd secretlydepressedd 13-15, F 4 Responses 2 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I Am Incapable of Doing Anything Worthwhile.

    I am a thirty-something overweight single woman with two cats a messy condo with late mortgage payments who can't find her checkbook atm or credit card hasn't started a huge presentation that i have to give at work in eighteen hours and just knows that i will die alone in this f...
    afjsdkl afjsdkl 31-35, F 38 Responses Nov 19, 2006

    Your Response

    Cancel

    The rivers that were plagued by my emotions,

    They run with a force, The crimson tide has eroded the deepest of pleasures, I'm riding on like a racehorse, I'm being brought to a place called hell, Where all who are innocent face some sort of penalty, For being who and what they are, I am awaiting His love to set me...
    HUMAN2BME HUMAN2BME 26-30, F 4 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel

    As of today, I'm done eating.

    I'm done being fat and hating who I see in the mirror.
    mayraxandrea mayraxandrea 16-17, F 7 Responses 1 day ago

    Your Response

    Cancel

    If i kill myself who will care .

    My dad wont . The people who will , will cry for a week maximum and then forget me . No one will remember me after a month . But at least i'll be at peace . No pain . So why shouldn't i commit suicide
    peyton1998 peyton1998 16-17, F 9 Responses 2 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I don't care if you are underweight

    or over weight. I don't care if you have braces, frizzy hair, acne, or a disability. I don't care, because to me: YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL💕
    AmandaRachael AmandaRachael 13-15, F 8 Responses Dec 20, 2013

    Your Response

    Cancel

    for being a horrible person.

    I seriously do not understand why I am the way I am. I feel like I am ruining everyone around me. I can't take this anymore.
    FallingForward10 FallingForward10 13-15, F 1 Response 1 day ago

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Screw Love! Screw Life!

    Screw it all! Im done with it just when i think I'm stable someone comes and shatters my heart. Im never letting someone in again . I just wanna shut everyone and everything out , because life is kicking my ***... 😔
    LittleLoneBear LittleLoneBear 13-15, M 2 Responses 1 day ago

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Mess

    ​My life is a mess. I'm an unattractive slob who's too loud and can't keep her grades up in school. Everyone thinks i'm just going through a faze, but I'm not. I'm depressed, and no one cares about me enough to see it. They think i'm fine. They don't know that I hide in my room...
    teenfailure teenfailure 16-17, F 16 Responses Dec 29, 2012

    Your Response

    Cancel

    WHY LIKE ME

    i cant spell im dyslexic im Bi and my mom hates me im in love with someone i cant have i cut and burn im a nerd i cry to much i get drunk(not all the time) i always seem to lose my friends and family im a wuss AND I WANNA DIE
    BloodyRaven BloodyRaven 13-15, F 16 Responses Jul 8, 2013

    Your Response

    Cancel
    MielBrionne MielBrionne 13-15, F 19 Responses Jun 27

    Your Response

    Cancel

    if i could i would cut off my arms break all my

    bones stab myself 50 times burn myself alive and push myself on the fifth floor of our building and other weird painful things x_x or just donate all my internal organs to people who need them
    harmlesscheesecake harmlesscheesecake 18-21, F 2 Responses 4 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Self Versus Self

    Please listen to me for once. You're not what you seem to show to people, you won't let them in but they feel your darkness.I'm not worth their time, I have to solve my issues on my own.You can't do this alone.Yes I can, I know where my problems stem from.Shut the **** up so I...
    CaptainMurphy CaptainMurphy 22-25, M 3 Responses May 23, 2013

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I'm a Pathetic Loser.

    I lost my business, my PhD, my family, my job. Who does that? Who completely annihilates their entire life? A horrible, twisted, sh1itty, pathetic, useless, loser excuse for a human who is worse than dog sh1t on the bottom of somebody's shoe.
    absolom absolom 36-40 6 Responses 21 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Goody Two Shoes Freak

    I was always that weird quiet kid who always knew the answer in school.  My family moved a lot and I was introverted so I didn't have many friends and honestly, I didn't really want any.  I hated kids my age for being stupid and cruel to each other.  I hated adults...
    seafall seafall 22-25 21 Responses Aug 21, 2008

    Your Response

    Cancel

    It sucks to know you were born with a face you

    were not suppose to have or look the way you do and everyone tells you to accept yourself. How can you when you feel that this was not the way you were suppose to look? It is a horrible feeling to have.
    boo864 boo864 26-30, F 1 Response 3 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel

    ME

    I don't know...I guess its self explanatory really, I don't love myself. Every day I look at myself in the mirror and I hate it. I hate the fact that I hate myself, and its not just physically its also emotionally I hate who I am. I mean I know I'm being stupid but why would I...
    lifesize lifesize 18-21, F 17 Responses Apr 6, 2013

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I Am Me

    I am brave I am strong I am stuck I am lonely I am a loser I am a geek I am a girl I am lost I am scared I am a soldier I am different I am a runner I am a writer But I am me
    itsagame itsagame 16-17, F 2 Responses Nov 12, 2013

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I get angry at people too easily.

    I hate that I never stood up to the bullies and it's too late now as they are gone. They needed to learn their lesson but I was a coward so I never did it. I hate myself for wasting my time with all the people who hurt me. I am so ******* low with my confidence and I hate my...
    pikachuux pikachuux 18-21, F 1 Response 3 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I Hate Who I Am

    I hate what I see in the mirror. I hate my past. I hate my present. I hate everything I am. I go to bed every night wishing I would wakeup with some disease and only have a few months to live. Or that I would die on the way to work in a car wreck or have a massive heart attack...
    Sorriso Sorriso 46-50, M 294 Responses Jul 10, 2007

    Your Response

    Cancel

    jkjk I just chose a category lolz.

    I'm board so that's fun
    amyrobbyy amyrobbyy 16-17, F 2 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Been There, It Gets Better

    If you hate yourself, it means you have empathy. It means you're human. It means you care so much about others that you're willing to damage yourself for their sake. It means you punish yourself so cruelly every second of most every day, for the sake of those you love, and...
    slow4speed slow4speed 22-25, F 43 Responses May 6, 2012

    Your Response

    Cancel

    what i have for myself is beyond hate.

    i hate everything about myself. i hate my own existence. i hate my parents for having me. i hate god for creating such a weak helpless being. i hate my loneliness which i have become addicted to. I hate how i make myself believe there is hope for me to have a good life. I hate...
    SlaveToMyBullshit SlaveToMyBullshit 18-21 8 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Dreamscape98x Dreamscape98x 16-17, F 1 Response Jun 29

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I felt more and more hopeless

    and things are falling apart.
    InFiDeL0020 InFiDeL0020 26-30, M 2 Responses 1 day ago

    Your Response

    Cancel

    The Woman In The Mirror

    On nights like tonight. I sometimes wonder what others see in myself when at times I can't even see whats so special about me. Here the past 3-4 months. I've been extremely depressed and completely distant from those who matter the absolute most to me. At times I just want to...
    AmazinglyAmazing AmazinglyAmazing 22-25, F 16 Responses Nov 1, 2012

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Today I saw a woman on the train crying,

    I'm probably the only one who noticed yet I still didn't help. Now I tell myself that you couldn't have helped because it's a different country so she wouldn't have understood me and I thought I might have seem weird, but now I feel really bad, I mean a simple gesture, hug or...
    Verix Verix 18-21, M 1 Response 2 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I hate myself more then anything .

    Nothing is in my control anymore
    xchelseydawnx xchelseydawnx 22-25, F 9 Responses 2 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Its not until very recently

    that i started realizing that i have done a lot of bad things to the people who cared for me. I always thought myself and never cared to listen them properly They were ones whom i should have listened! But it was very late when i realized that ! Either they had gone for away...
    Rapturekiller Rapturekiller 26-30, M 2 Responses 5 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel

    No guy wants me, no one likes me,

    and I HATE IT! I'm always there for them but they aren't there for me! :( Why do I bother to live when no guy finds me beautiful and wants me? What the **** is wrong with me? :(
    SeanaO SeanaO 18-21, F 20 Responses May 18

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I love you so much. I want nothing more to keep

    you. But how do i know that life won't take you like the last love if my life. I've never even felt you or anything in person. I just don't know what to do with myself anymore. All i know is my eyes are a waterfall that i can only stop when i have to hide how i really feel. I...
    Caitlinsmith1636 Caitlinsmith1636 18-21, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I always have. Always will.

    When someone asks me why i do, theres just too many answers.
    ItsPriscila ItsPriscila 13-15, F 22 Responses Jan 19

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Sick Of Beind Depressed? Enjoyment Vs Pleasure

    When depressed, we turn to drugs, meaningless sex, alcohol, food full of fat and sugar, movies, video games, etc. These all give us small spikes of pleasure and do some good in lifting the gloom, but when it's over, what's left? We have less money, possibly STDs, gain weight...
    slow4speed slow4speed 22-25, F 13 Responses Jul 1, 2012

    Your Response

    Cancel