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    Hi.. I'm 31 now and i'm Physically handicap

    and i couldn't walk without support. I use callipers to walk by holding others hands.. I would like to share my story because i dont know i will be alive or not or what happens to me..!! I was born in a middle class family in India. I got 2 younger sisters. When i was child...
    juliedisabled juliedisabled 31-35, F Jun 18

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    How can I learn to except myself?

    I'm 24 years old and I still find my self to be the ugliest woman walking the planet earth And it's because I'm a very dark skinned black woman. I've had ONE boyfriend in my whole life and it didn't really last to long. My skin color considered unattractive and my hair is...
    MareViCiOUS MareViCiOUS 22-25, F 21 Responses Jan 7, 2014

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    It Should Have Been Me

    I had a twin brother; when I was old enough my mother told me about him. He died a long time ago even before I was born. The doctor saved me but he was too weak. I tried to cope with it, the thought that I had a brother I'd never get to know. It was an accident, its something...
    GrumpyMe GrumpyMe 22-25, F 11 Responses Nov 28, 2013

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    I hate myself so much.

    I'm currently stuck in some random motel room with a guy I just met last night. I got super drunk and sucked two guys dicks and gave another one a hand job. (that's the most I've ever even done with a guy) I never get attention from guys and I guess I just liked the attention...
    nicole627 nicole627 16-17, F 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    bluegirlie98 bluegirlie98 16-17, F 23 Responses Dec 24, 2014

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    Annaambrose Annaambrose 16-17 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I Am Incapable of Doing Anything Worthwhile.

    I am a thirty-something overweight single woman with two cats a messy condo with late mortgage payments who can't find her checkbook atm or credit card hasn't started a huge presentation that i have to give at work in eighteen hours and just knows that i will die alone in this f...
    afjsdkl afjsdkl 31-35, F 39 Responses Nov 19, 2006

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    I am a worthless piece of ****.

    No one wants me around. I have tried socialising, and built a volatile group, and then it blew up two years before it had any reason to. I can't make friends with men, because they all value masculinity and power over knowledge. I cannot make friends with women because I fall in...
    PaladinVeritas PaladinVeritas 26-30, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    i hate the face that looks back at me in the

    mirror, wish i could take a holiday from myself and never come back... I just want to take my blade cut my face up so i cant recognise myself and cut my tongue out, so i cant hear my voice, but how do i stop hearing it in my head
    lycanthroat lycanthroat 36-40, M Jun 17

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    Sick Of It

    I can't even look in the mirror without wanting to punch the glass. I get so mad at what I am, everything is repulsive. Im so torn with wanting to be happy and just wallowing in this self hate. Im not good enough. My grades aren't good enough my personality, my weight, my face...
    kxrstxn kxrstxn 16-17, F 30 Responses Oct 20, 2013

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    Just Venting

    I swear I'm worthless, I claim to be so ******* strong then why can't I help the ones I care so much about. What is even the point of being alive if I can't even be of some use? Everyone keeps telling me that I need to stop worrying about everyone else for once and have someone...
    sagesbones sagesbones 18-21, M 9 Responses Apr 1, 2013

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    bluegirlie98 bluegirlie98 16-17, F 8 Responses a week ago

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    I don't want pity, save it.

    I was reading back through my older experiences... I really am a stupid ***** and I deserve all the **** that's happened to me. I might as well be dead, but of course, I **** that up too!
    KittyCunt KittyCunt 18-21, F 3 Responses Jun 16

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    I know a lot of people are going to comment

    saying how stupid I am being. But I truly do not like myself. I've never told anyone this.. because it's kind of embarrassing. I like some things about myself.. but there are a lot of things I wish I could change. I run varsity cross country.. so my thigh gap is almost non...
    abbbbbby abbbbbby 13-15, F 18 Responses Sep 13, 2014

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    Never Happy Endings On These Dark Sets

    Its just all wrong. And the one thing that felt right went left. I climbed up and fell down. I woke up and fell asleep. I drove fast and flew by. I wanted and didn't take. I have fallen and can't get up. I attempted but failed. I studied and forgot. I felt like a winner but lost...
    ninerzoon ninerzoon 36-40, M 3 Responses May 13, 2013

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    I should've just killed myself along time ago.

    I serve no purpose, I'm waste of space, and a waste of life.
    LetForeverBelongToTheDead LetForeverBelongToTheDead 18-21, M 27 Responses Dec 30, 2014

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    Know why cause I am a fat *****.

    and I am trying to lose weight. but I am just gonna a fail. whatever to annoyed and tired to give a damn.
    emmygribbia2002 emmygribbia2002 18-21, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I'm Terrified Of Crossing The Street Thinking

    That I'm Gonna Get Run Over. I Was Almost Run Over Once So That's Why I'm Scared Of Crossing The Street.
    isabellamarie02 isabellamarie02 13-15, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Sick Of Beind Depressed? Enjoyment Vs Pleasure

    When depressed, we turn to drugs, meaningless sex, alcohol, food full of fat and sugar, movies, video games, etc. These all give us small spikes of pleasure and do some good in lifting the gloom, but when it's over, what's left? We have less money, possibly STDs, gain weight...
    slow4speed slow4speed 22-25, F 14 Responses Jul 1, 2012

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    Been There, It Gets Better

    If you hate yourself, it means you have empathy. It means you're human. It means you care so much about others that you're willing to damage yourself for their sake. It means you punish yourself so cruelly every second of most every day, for the sake of those you love, and...
    slow4speed slow4speed 22-25, F 42 Responses May 6, 2012

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    Yes so much that i just wanna kms.

    I need advice. Not about relationship stuff, i need like professional advice :( can anyone help me pls? I'm currently in this messed up situation and I honestly dont know what to freaking do anymore. Im so done with everything.
    xodamaris xodamaris 13-15, F Jun 17

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    No guy wants me, no one likes me,

    and I HATE IT! I'm always there for them but they aren't there for me! :( Why do I bother to live when no guy finds me beautiful and wants me? What the **** is wrong with me? :(
    SeanaO SeanaO 18-21, F 31 Responses May 18, 2014

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    I do and I don't know what to do anymore.

    I just keep messing up constantly and ruining my life
    EssSmith EssSmith 16-17, F 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    it is said " be satisfied with what ever god

    has given" i wish i could make God live with my face, and wat he has given me and i be in his place.
    heartless2 heartless2 22-25, M Jun 22

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    I will always hate myself.

    I'm never good enough and I'm honestly just a mistake.
    lifesacruelgame lifesacruelgame 16-17, F 5 Responses a week ago

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    Im not good in describing what I feel in

    English ..its not my mother language ..Im not actually a writer .. I wish I was .. I dreamed to be a great Musician .. Writer ..Director ..someone who can do everything ...someone who is not Me !!! Im always dreaming .. Ive never been present ..maybe thats why Ive never cared of...
    Passepartout307 Passepartout307 22-25, M 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    I hate myself because I'm downright ugly.

    .......I've never been anywhere remotely close to a date, and I've never had any girl who's had a crush on me. Never kissed anyone, never even hugged anyone. I wish personalities were looked upon as better than appearance - but clearly my face is ugly enough - my appearance is...
    norb1138 norb1138 16-17, M 2 Responses Jun 18

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    I am not good looking.

    I am not a genius. I am not hardworking. I am not extroverted and sociable. I am not living in the present. I am not happy. I am not interested in the things that most people are interested in. I am not confident. I am not normal. I am not worth anything. I am not good enough. I...
    Arrrbol Arrrbol 18-21, M 17 Responses May 12, 2014

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    Pure Hatred

    I hate everything about me. my eyes my smile. but i do love my mind. why? because i can dream and run away from everything that is making my life hell. everyday i wake up wishing i hadn't. seems like everything that comes out of my mouth irritates someone. whenever i touch...
    SkinnyJeansAndSnakeBites SkinnyJeansAndSnakeBites 16-17, F 13 Responses Oct 7, 2012

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    I feel depressed because no one would hire me.

    After all I've been through with Indians from India because of the Caste System, no one still wants to hire me. I know I have to be afraid because I believe my computers at the last jobs were hacked by Indian Hindus whom are Genocides. Read my other stories for more information...
    ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT 26-30, F Jun 18

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    my boyfriends mom hates me.

    she thinks im not good enough for him. i guess shes right im not good enough at all. i break up with him a lot and i get overly emotional. but she doesnt know he cheated and calls me names but i dont tell because its my fault. i love him sooo much but his mom is right about me.
    Jaybells Jaybells 13-15, F 1 Response Jun 22

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    im depessed i have issues im ugly i have an

    annyoing voice the list goes on and on of why i hate myself am i the only one who hates themself?
    LexiMarieTherien LexiMarieTherien 13-15, F 4 Responses a week ago

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    I'm sorry that I ruin everything.

    Maybe it would be best if I leave.
    Waffl3s Waffl3s 13-15 15 Responses Jan 8

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    Not Easy To Change That...

    What I have to do is learn how to accept that I'm not perfect.  Accept that I've been banged up mentally pretty badly. Accept that I'm older now, that I will have bad days, that I will hurt..   That I will be depressed. that there are times I'll hurt so badly I'll need to sob...
    hylierandom hylierandom 41-45 7 Responses Jul 22, 2011

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    Born The Wrong Way...

    You will laugh, you will judge me, you won't understand... But still I want to write it. It began when I was little, I was only five and I already hated myself. I hated the fact that looking in the mirror was painful. I was looking at myself and thinking 'this is not me!'. I...
    JJTKM JJTKM 16-17 19 Responses Feb 21, 2013

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    Why did u ever give that guy your phone number?

    Considering you just realized he hit all the girls up at fire school for their phone number and you know he got what he wanted.
    DeterminedToMakeLifeWorthIt DeterminedToMakeLifeWorthIt 16-17, F 1 Response Jun 20

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    Mess

    ​My life is a mess. I'm an unattractive slob who's too loud and can't keep her grades up in school. Everyone thinks i'm just going through a faze, but I'm not. I'm depressed, and no one cares about me enough to see it. They think i'm fine. They don't know that I hide in my room...
    teenfailure teenfailure 18-21, F 16 Responses Dec 29, 2012

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    I am touching my skin

    and hating every inch of it.
    lonleygal lonleygal 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 18

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    I'm the kind of person who's always acting like

    everything is OK when it's not. I just don't want to bother anyone, so when I need help the most there's no one to help me. But I manage to get through it, I don't know why I'm even writing this which make me hate myself even more. That is all sorry, I
    Ariamis Ariamis 18-21, M 3 Responses a week ago

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    People Being Mean

    I have been hated so much for like my whole life, I have been bullied . So I have always hated myself
    Skatergirl16 Skatergirl16 13-15, F 16 Responses Nov 20, 2013

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    ME

    I don't know...I guess its self explanatory really, I don't love myself. Every day I look at myself in the mirror and I hate it. I hate the fact that I hate myself, and its not just physically its also emotionally I hate who I am. I mean I know I'm being stupid but why would I...
    lifesize lifesize 22-25, F 16 Responses Apr 6, 2013

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    I Hate Myself

    I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself...
    inhale123exhale inhale123exhale 22-25, F 14 Responses Aug 1, 2011

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    I want to learn to love myself more.

    I met up with my step mom and a really good friend of ours today for lunch. We were sitting there talking and my friend asked if something was bothering me. I am normally the kind of person that is quick to say everything is fine, wonderful etc even if its not, but this time I...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jun 15

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    Right. Don't come on here much

    but when I do I tell people about how I'm feeling at the moment. Truthfully I thought I moved on front my ex but she just told me she moved on from me and I almost broke down crying. When we were dating we were fine until the end of our relationship. I started flirting with...
    Caine135 Caine135 13-15, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I hate waking up feeling nothing

    but physical pain. I hate not being motivated, i want to wake up either terrified or overly exited but instead my life is a dead line.
    SarahTheEnigma SarahTheEnigma 16-17, F 9 Responses Oct 5, 2014

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    Not much to it, I feel like ****,

    then the voice says: "you suck". To which I respond "yeah, I know."
    Sanguinesnake Sanguinesnake 18-21, M Jun 20

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