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I Hate Myself

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    I'm sorry that I ruin everything.

    Maybe it would be best if I leave.
    Waffl3s Waffl3s 13-15, F 16 Responses Jan 8

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    Born The Wrong Way...

    You will laugh, you will judge me, you won't understand... But still I want to write it. It began when I was little, I was only five and I already hated myself. I hated the fact that looking in the mirror was painful. I was looking at myself and thinking 'this is not me!'. I...
    JJTKM JJTKM 16-17 19 Responses Feb 21, 2013

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    I will never be successful like my peers.

    Last year at a award ceremony at school I felt like such a dumb *** failer for not receiving even one award. What was the point of the people who didn't get a award going? So they can rub it in our face with their multiple awards? This year im probably just going to ******* walk...
    wassup305 wassup305 16-17, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    I should've just killed myself along time ago.

    I serve no purpose, I'm waste of space, and a waste of life.
    TeethTheSizeOfPianoKeys TeethTheSizeOfPianoKeys 18-21, M 30 Responses Dec 30, 2014

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    I Hate Myself

    I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself...
    inhale123exhale inhale123exhale 22-25, F 14 Responses Aug 1, 2011

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    There's a bloodhound in me.

    One that possesses not the dignity of a dog trained to hunt, and one anyone knows isn't even as cool as any dog. Still. It's there and though it doesn't know rage, it does chase and chase many things that have left it with a unsatisfying impression. It has a bit of a complex...
    Ewoo Ewoo 16-17 Mar 16

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    I Am Incapable of Doing Anything Worthwhile.

    I am a thirty-something overweight single woman with two cats a messy condo with late mortgage payments who can't find her checkbook atm or credit card hasn't started a huge presentation that i have to give at work in eighteen hours and just knows that i will die alone in this f...
    afjsdkl afjsdkl 31-35, F 39 Responses Nov 19, 2006

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    johnlee1527 johnlee1527 18-21, M Mar 16

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    People Being Mean

    I have been hated so much for like my whole life, I have been bullied . So I have always hated myself
    Skatergirl16 Skatergirl16 13-15, F 16 Responses Nov 20, 2013

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    sometimes i'm talking

    and i'm just like "shut the **** up"
    Angelcum Angelcum 18-21, F 10 Responses Nov 16, 2014

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    Self Versus Self

    Please listen to me for once. You're not what you seem to show to people, you won't let them in but they feel your darkness.I'm not worth their time, I have to solve my issues on my own.You can't do this alone.Yes I can, I know where my problems stem from.Shut the **** up so I...
    CaptainMurphy CaptainMurphy 22-25, M 2 Responses May 23, 2013

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    Pure Hatred

    I hate everything about me. my eyes my smile. but i do love my mind. why? because i can dream and run away from everything that is making my life hell. everyday i wake up wishing i hadn't. seems like everything that comes out of my mouth irritates someone. whenever i touch...
    SkinnyJeansAndSnakeBites SkinnyJeansAndSnakeBites 16-17, F 13 Responses Oct 7, 2012

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    sometimes i think i hate life

    but that's not the case, it's really just me.. i have good reasons for it too. i need to get it together
    OccultumLapidem OccultumLapidem 22-25, M 1 Response Mar 13

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    It Should Have Been Me

    I had a twin brother; when I was old enough my mother told me about him. He died a long time ago even before I was born. The doctor saved me but he was too weak. I tried to cope with it, the thought that I had a brother I'd never get to know. It was an accident, its something...
    GrumpyMe GrumpyMe 22-25, F 11 Responses Nov 28, 2013

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    No matter how many times people tell me i'm a

    good person I feel fundamentally evil. I hate everything about myself, the way I look and the way I talk. I feel like I contribute nothing good to the world.
    LinkinParkMuse LinkinParkMuse 26-30, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    i hate myself but I'm smarter

    than most of u so it makes it ok
    Angelcum Angelcum 18-21, F 19 Responses Dec 2, 2014

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    I'm not enough. I'm not enough.

    I'm not enough. It's not an opinion, to me, it's a fact. I've never been enough. I'm ugly. I'm clinically obese. I'm not one bit desirable. Trust me, I know this.
    Mxrbid Mxrbid 13-15, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Mess

    ​My life is a mess. I'm an unattractive slob who's too loud and can't keep her grades up in school. Everyone thinks i'm just going through a faze, but I'm not. I'm depressed, and no one cares about me enough to see it. They think i'm fine. They don't know that I hide in my room...
    teenfailure teenfailure 16-17, F 16 Responses Dec 29, 2012

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    I know that there is always someone better

    than me ,but why I have to be the one on the botton of everything? Recently I started to think that I won't suceed ,I actually don't immagine my future ,every day I come to my house angry of myself ,angry that I don't have character or that I am not smart enough or corageous or...
    karymendes karymendes 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 14

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    I am just an awful person,

    I really can't stand myself :(
    Awhiteorchid Awhiteorchid 18-21, F 8 Responses Mar 18

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    WHY LIKE ME

    i cant spell im dyslexic im Bi and my mom hates me im in love with someone i cant have i cut and burn im a nerd i cry to much i get drunk(not all the time) i always seem to lose my friends and family im a wuss AND I WANNA DIE
    BloodyRaven BloodyRaven 13-15, F 16 Responses Jul 8, 2013

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    Never Happy Endings On These Dark Sets

    Its just all wrong. And the one thing that felt right went left. I climbed up and fell down. I woke up and fell asleep. I drove fast and flew by. I wanted and didn't take. I have fallen and can't get up. I attempted but failed. I studied and forgot. I felt like a winner but lost...
    ninerzoon ninerzoon 36-40, M 3 Responses May 13, 2013

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    I don't care if you are underweight

    or over weight. I don't care if you have braces, frizzy hair, acne, or a disability. I don't care, because to me: YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL💕
    AmandaRachael AmandaRachael 16-17, F 8 Responses Dec 20, 2013

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    Been There, It Gets Better

    If you hate yourself, it means you have empathy. It means you're human. It means you care so much about others that you're willing to damage yourself for their sake. It means you punish yourself so cruelly every second of most every day, for the sake of those you love, and...
    slow4speed slow4speed 22-25, F 42 Responses May 6, 2012

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    It got really bad today.

    I was seriosuly considering suicide, and now I hate myself for feeling that low. I hate my life and I hate myself and I don't want to go on living like this. I fell like a hypocrite because I have told people that it gets better and its okay and just be yourself, but here I am...
    namelessentity namelessentity 13-15 3 Responses Mar 13

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    Screaming !!!!!!!!!!!

    !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! God help me i gonna lose my mind. I know i dont have the heart to kill myself so I know imma lose my mind so much pain so much disappointments. My heart is heavy I am so angry
    Icantgiveupnow Icantgiveupnow 22-25, F 3 Responses Mar 17

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    Goody Two Shoes Freak

    I was always that weird quiet kid who always knew the answer in school.  My family moved a lot and I was introverted so I didn't have many friends and honestly, I didn't really want any.  I hated kids my age for being stupid and cruel to each other.  I hated adults...
    seafall seafall 22-25 22 Responses Aug 21, 2008

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    I had a wonderful loving,

    sweet amazing boyfriend who I loved with all my heart and I treated him like a doormat. I broke his heart, I stomped on it and spit on it and laughed about it. I hurt him so badly he will probably never speak to me again and I feel like I don't deserve friends or even to live. I...
    revoirpendant revoirpendant 36-40 1 Response Mar 14

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    I dont want to live anymore,

    but i am too scared to kill myself. Hope I die soon!
    misterweirdo misterweirdo 22-25, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I believe we'll be judged based on what we have

    created and what we have destroyed... Be willing to count the number of good and bad things you have had a part in the creation of. Just the same, be fine with counting the number of bad things, as well as good things you have destroyed. At the end, remember that good and bad...
    iamFrightened iamFrightened 18-21, M Mar 14

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    Yesterday I competed at the state academic team

    thing in Louisville. And I made so many mistakes. I don't know if I'll be able to forgive myself for some of this. I'll always be the idiot that thought Sophocles wrote Lysistrata. It was Aristophanes. The question was which did Sophocles not write. The options were Lysistrata...
    AshleyWCSloth AshleyWCSloth 16-17, F 4 Responses Mar 16

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    I know a lot of people are going to comment

    saying how stupid I am being. But I truly do not like myself. I've never told anyone this.. because it's kind of embarrassing. I like some things about myself.. but there are a lot of things I wish I could change. I run varsity cross country.. so my thigh gap is almost non...
    abbbbbby abbbbbby 13-15, F 19 Responses Sep 13, 2014

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    MevsLife MevsLife 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 18

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    Dreamscape98x Dreamscape98x 16-17, F 1 Response Jun 29, 2014

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    My mother makes me feel like a stupid *****

    because I have a boyfriend who wants to do more than just hold my hand on occasion. I feel worthless because of her and it's not fair.
    JellyfishPrincess JellyfishPrincess 13-15, F a week ago

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    I don't know how to stop being

    so self loathing. Maybe if I was a better person and I actually did what I could be proud of, I wouldn't hate myself so much. I don't want to go the rest of this year with regrets. I guess it's time to endure intense pain and get to where I want to be. I don't care if I cry at...
    stellag23 stellag23 22-25, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    every time I pass a mirror I look at myself

    and say I am so freaking ugly. everyone tells me I'm pretty but I know that is so not true. I hate myself. I'm nothing. I'm a failure. And most important I'm worthless.
    DontKnow2013 DontKnow2013 18-21, F 17 Responses 3 days ago

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    i tried to be myself on here

    but no one liked it so I'm pretending to be cool and hot, like I wish I was.
    tattedariel tattedariel 18-21, F 6 Responses Mar 18

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    From 6th grade to now which

    now 10th I was called ugly by multiple people most of the people I've ever met have said it,but yesterday for the first time a girl I never saw before and I'm 100% sure she never saw me called me pretty. She said something like I saw you walking in and I'm like oh she's pretty...
    wassup305 wassup305 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 13

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    bluegirlie98 bluegirlie98 16-17, F 23 Responses Dec 24, 2014

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    I could barely look at myself in the mirror.

    I wish I could take pictures of myself without disgust. I wish I was one of the cool guys that can talk to girls. I hate myself so much I want people to beat me up and insult me.
    ForeverALoser ForeverALoser 22-25, M 4 Responses Mar 15

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    I seriously just want to rip my eyes out

    so I don't have to look at myself. I hate myself. I hate the way I look. I am a failure at 21 I feel so horrible. I just don't tell anyone how much I hate myself. I let everyone think km happy when I'm not. I'm not happy. I'm really not.
    niafiend niafiend 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 18

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    I am not good looking.

    I am not a genius. I am not hardworking. I am not extroverted and sociable. I am not living in the present. I am not happy. I am not interested in the things that most people are interested in. I am not confident. I am not normal. I am not worth anything. I am not good enough. I...
    Arrrbol Arrrbol 18-21, M 17 Responses May 12, 2014

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    My mom is the worst thing

    that could ever happen to me im dating someone and i had my phone which i was not suppose to have and she found out and took it from me she is now on my stuff gosh she is so nosey. My house is a jail i cant get out of here i just want to go somewhere and never come back to my...
    soheartlover soheartlover 31-35, F 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    barbish barbish 18-21, F 4 Responses 4 days ago

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    I hate being me. I am 22

    and have not achieved anything in life. I have a social anxiety disorder and terrible public speaking skills. people make fun of everything I do. the way I talk and walk everything. everyone asks me why dont I talk much. I just don't know how to talk to people.i always fail at...
    thequietgirl93 thequietgirl93 22-25, F 7 Responses Mar 13

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