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I Hate Myself

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    I don't want to exist anymore

    because all I do is let down my parents and make them argue and make my family miseravle and live miserably
    heatherm10 heatherm10 16-17, F 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    I Just Think That It's Gonna Be Okay If I Talk

    To People And Try. **** Is Not That ******* Easy. I Wonder If They Even Want Me There. I Think Im Only Making Things Worse...
    Eriannaa Eriannaa 13-15, F 8 hrs ago

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    Never Happy Endings On These Dark Sets

    Its just all wrong. And the one thing that felt right went left. I climbed up and fell down. I woke up and fell asleep. I drove fast and flew by. I wanted and didn't take. I have fallen and can't get up. I attempted but failed. I studied and forgot. I felt like a winner but lost...
    ninerzoon ninerzoon 36-40, M 3 Responses May 13, 2013

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    Well i don't hate myself.

    I just joined this group to encourage others who hate themselves and make them feel good about theirselves. Just wanna say that Everyone is beautiful in his/her own way, there's nothing like ugly.
    mahdiraza mahdiraza 16-17, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    It sucks to know you were born with a face you

    were not suppose to have or look the way you do and everyone tells you to accept yourself. How can you when you feel that this was not the way you were suppose to look? It is a horrible feeling to have.
    boo864 boo864 26-30, F 1 Response 7 hrs ago

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    So I'm just gonna say this.

    I don't care how many times anyone says I'm "beautiful" , "pretty" , "hot" , "cute" ... So on. I won't believe you ! Call me stubborn but I will not agree with you
    bluegirlie98 bluegirlie98 13-15, F 21 Responses Jul 11

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    I hate every fiber of my being I am a waste of

    space in the dark human would . I hate myself for walking and talking human . But I'm a wolf and ill shall never forever that. As soon as this human race is exterminated I will bring back true pure life on earth
    ShadowWolf190 ShadowWolf190 13-15, M 3 days ago

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    Self Versus Self

    Please listen to me for once. You're not what you seem to show to people, you won't let them in but they feel your darkness.I'm not worth their time, I have to solve my issues on my own.You can't do this alone.Yes I can, I know where my problems stem from.Shut the **** up so I...
    CaptainMurphy CaptainMurphy 22-25, M 3 Responses May 23, 2013

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    Sick Of It

    I can't even look in the mirror without wanting to punch the glass. I get so mad at what I am, everything is repulsive. Im so torn with wanting to be happy and just wallowing in this self hate. Im not good enough. My grades aren't good enough my personality, my weight, my face...
    kxrstxn kxrstxn 16-17, F 32 Responses Oct 20, 2013

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    No guy wants me, no one likes me,

    and I HATE IT! I'm always there for them but they aren't there for me! :( Why do I bother to live when no guy finds me beautiful and wants me? What the **** is wrong with me? :(
    SeanaO SeanaO 18-21, F 18 Responses May 18

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    how ******* dare i call my self a man im a

    pathetic loser deserve all the hate and bullying and pain ive ever got i don't deserve anything different i push everyone away and make them run fast my own parents and sister hate me I put on a macho tough guy ego cos my real personality makes people hate mean be sick at the...
    greatbritain1707 greatbritain1707 16-17, M 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    I've said a lot of negative things about myself.

    People have said negative things about me, too... But it doesn't really matter to me what they say, good or bad, it all depends on what I think about myself. In this story, I was just going to vent about all the bad things about myself. BUT! As soon as I clicked on here to...
    7WholeDays 7WholeDays 18-21, F 4 Responses Feb 18

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    i hate myself big time i dont know how to get

    healthy all i ver wanted wa my father i never got what i needed from him depression so bad
    hannahabbie hannahabbie 46-50, F 2 days ago

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    Not Easy To Change That...

    What I have to do is learn how to accept that I'm not perfect.  Accept that I've been banged up mentally pretty badly. Accept that I'm older now, that I will have bad days, that I will hurt..   That I will be depressed. that there are times I'll hurt so badly I'll need to sob...
    hylierandom hylierandom 41-45 7 Responses Jul 22, 2011

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    Pure Hatred

    I hate everything about me. my eyes my smile. but i do love my mind. why? because i can dream and run away from everything that is making my life hell. everyday i wake up wishing i hadn't. seems like everything that comes out of my mouth irritates someone. whenever i touch...
    SkinnyJeansAndSnakeBites SkinnyJeansAndSnakeBites 13-15, F 13 Responses Oct 7, 2012

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    MielBrionne MielBrionne 13-15, F 19 Responses Jun 27

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    I am thinking about committing suicide.

    I understand that my family dont need me and that there is no place for me to belong. I have no good days, my sister hates me (she's 12) and I have nothing. yesterday, I thought it was going to be a good day but it wasn't. My 12 year old sister started picking on me to the...
    WeirdOtaku WeirdOtaku 18-21, M 4 Responses 5 days ago

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    I am nothing. Forgotten.

    Abused. Left behind. Smeared. Confused. Lost. Broken. And nobody cares.
    CaraLina CaraLina 18-21, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I just hurt my soulmate

    and I really didn't mean to. My world is falling apart without her and I feel like a total *******. Genie I'm so sorry and I love you so much
    CrownedWithLaurel CrownedWithLaurel 16-17, F 4 Responses 4 days ago

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    Dreamscape98x Dreamscape98x 16-17, F 1 Response Jun 29

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    I'm the one no one wants to be around.

    I'm always unhappy. No one wants to be close to a debbie downer. I always find the bad sides in everything. I hate how I am. Hate how I look. I can't be happy when I see all these flaws in myself. I'd love to be happy with who I am, what I look like. But I can't. I hate my...
    MikBlack13 MikBlack13 18-21, F 4 Responses 2 days ago

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    I screwed it all up, I can feel it.

    I don't get looked at the same, felt the same. I feel a lot of times things would be better without me around. The girl I met couldn't get enough of me and loved to just talk or be around me, now I feel like it's more of a race to get away with me. Yes I'm depressed right now...
    Lost42000 Lost42000 22-25, M 4 days ago

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    Sick Of Beind Depressed? Enjoyment Vs Pleasure

    When depressed, we turn to drugs, meaningless sex, alcohol, food full of fat and sugar, movies, video games, etc. These all give us small spikes of pleasure and do some good in lifting the gloom, but when it's over, what's left? We have less money, possibly STDs, gain weight...
    slow4speed slow4speed 22-25, F 13 Responses Jul 1, 2012

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    I am not good looking.

    I am not a genius. I am not hardworking. I am not extroverted and sociable. I am not living in the present. I am not happy. I am not interested in the things that most people are interested in. I am not confident. I am not normal. I am not worth anything. I am not good enough. I...
    Arrrbol Arrrbol 16-17, M 18 Responses May 12

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    Just had another panic attack out the blue

    and now I'm so on edge and I can't relax Tonight is going to be a long long night
    amsx amsx 18-21, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    Call me crazy, but it's true no matter how you

    look at it. I can be having a good day, a bad day, I can help anyone I please, yet I'll still hate myself. Usually it's because of the past things I've done, but it's also the things that run through my head too. The anger I feel over the petty things. The thought of failure...
    Killamunjaro Killamunjaro 22-25, M 2 days ago

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    ME

    I don't know...I guess its self explanatory really, I don't love myself. Every day I look at myself in the mirror and I hate it. I hate the fact that I hate myself, and its not just physically its also emotionally I hate who I am. I mean I know I'm being stupid but why would I...
    lifesize lifesize 18-21, F 17 Responses Apr 6, 2013

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    I really do hate myself,

    there's nothing worse then knowing that you've completely messed up not just your own life but others as well, constantly letting people down. I always want to improve myself, but I can't, I have no motivation to just help myself, and I have no confidence to ask for it. I just...
    Verix Verix 18-21, M 4 Responses 3 days ago

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    I feel claustrophobic in my own skin.

    I don't want to be me anymore. I honestly don't know how people go through life "happy" because for me life is literally just hard. It's hard for me to not to blame myself for every mistake I make. On top of this I have been in an on and off relationship for 2 years, which has...
    marisolitude marisolitude 22-25, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I Can't Do a Damn Thing

    I hate myself. and I hate that I have to tell people online that i hate myself. I don't lack good friends but i wouldnt dare telling most of them as it's so much "cooler" to be happy. I'm jelous of everyone and i don't know how to fix this. I really really don't want to admit...
    DanHughes DanHughes 21-25, M 18 Responses Apr 6, 2007

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    The Woman In The Mirror

    On nights like tonight. I sometimes wonder what others see in myself when at times I can't even see whats so special about me. Here the past 3-4 months. I've been extremely depressed and completely distant from those who matter the absolute most to me. At times I just want to...
    AmazinglyAmazing AmazinglyAmazing 22-25, F 16 Responses Nov 1, 2012

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    If I died people wouldn't

    even care. Maybe my bf would but I know that the others wouldn't. I wish that I could run away and never look back. Just pack my bags and run. No looking back.
    BloodRedDarkness BloodRedDarkness 16-17, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    i'm a complete **** up.

    i mess everthing up. i'm useless and no help to anyone. i dissapoint everyone. i hurt and push the people i care about the most away. i'm 20 years old, not good looking, not the best of skins and not a good body. i often listen to the bad side of myself which isn't very good. i...
    lucas7 lucas7 18-21, M 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    I always mess things up,

    I'm constantly worrying about how I look and act, and I can never find someone who truly loves me because of how I am. :(
    NyanCat73 NyanCat73 13-15, M 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    Mess

    ​My life is a mess. I'm an unattractive slob who's too loud and can't keep her grades up in school. Everyone thinks i'm just going through a faze, but I'm not. I'm depressed, and no one cares about me enough to see it. They think i'm fine. They don't know that I hide in my room...
    teenfailure teenfailure 16-17, F 16 Responses Dec 29, 2012

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    It Should Have Been Me

    I had a twin brother; when I was old enough my mother told me about him. He died a long time ago even before I was born. The doctor saved me but he was too weak. I tried to cope with it, the thought that I had a brother I'd never get to know. It was an accident, its something...
    GrumpyMe GrumpyMe 22-25, F 12 Responses Nov 28, 2013

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    I hate myself! I hate

    that I'm on here complaining about myself and my life, when it really isn't that bad. So many other people have a far worse situation then I do. And it makes me mad that I'm thinking about myself, I'm so selfish...
    bluegirlie98 bluegirlie98 13-15, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    People Being Mean

    I have been hated so much for like my whole life, I have been bullied . So I have always hated myself
    Skatergirl16 Skatergirl16 13-15, F 16 Responses Nov 20, 2013

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    I, I HATE myself. I hate myself

    so much. I hate myself so much, it's hard for me to explain just how much. I don't think you'll ever be able to comprehend the amount of hatred and disgust I have for myself. I can't stand myself. And I don't blame anyone for hating me. I'm not good enough. I give up. I give up...
    Kmarcum99 Kmarcum99 13-15, F 9 Responses 4 days ago

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    My earliest memory of this self hate is

    when i was 5 years old, and i got a secret diary. One of the first entries was, 'on my 18th birthday i want to change my face'.. i just turned 18, and its still the same case. I wake up every day and look in the mirror only to look away, disgusted. I cant leave the house without...
    Gallowbaby Gallowbaby 18-21, F 3 hrs ago

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    Its not until very recently

    that i started realizing that i have done a lot of bad things to the people who cared for me. I always thought myself and never cared to listen them properly They were ones whom i should have listened! But it was very late when i realized that ! Either they had gone for away...
    Rapturekiller Rapturekiller 26-30, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Sometimes I think of something I did randomly

    and I have to stop what I'm doing to go ""... Wtf is wrong with me?"
    tonib123 tonib123 16-17, F 3 days ago

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    WHY LIKE ME

    i cant spell im dyslexic im Bi and my mom hates me im in love with someone i cant have i cut and burn im a nerd i cry to much i get drunk(not all the time) i always seem to lose my friends and family im a wuss AND I WANNA DIE
    BloodyRaven BloodyRaven 13-15, F 16 Responses Jul 8, 2013

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    The rivers that were plagued by my emotions,

    They run with a force, The crimson tide has eroded the deepest of pleasures, I'm riding on like a racehorse, I'm being brought to a place called hell, Where all who are innocent face some sort of penalty, For being who and what they are, I am awaiting His love to set me...
    HUMAN2BME HUMAN2BME 26-30, F 1 day ago

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    I don't care if you are underweight

    or over weight. I don't care if you have braces, frizzy hair, acne, or a disability. I don't care, because to me: YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL💕
    AmandaRachael AmandaRachael 13-15, F 8 Responses Dec 20, 2013

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    I Am Me

    I am brave I am strong I am stuck I am lonely I am a loser I am a geek I am a girl I am lost I am scared I am a soldier I am different I am a runner I am a writer But I am me
    itsagame itsagame 16-17, F 2 Responses Nov 12, 2013

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    How can I learn to except myself?

    I'm 24 years old and I still find my self to be the ugliest woman walking the planet earth And it's because I'm a very dark skinned black woman. I've had ONE boyfriend in my whole life and it didn't really last to long. My skin color considered unattractive and my hair is...
    MareViCiOUS MareViCiOUS 22-25, F 23 Responses Jan 7

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    Goody Two Shoes Freak

    I was always that weird quiet kid who always knew the answer in school.  My family moved a lot and I was introverted so I didn't have many friends and honestly, I didn't really want any.  I hated kids my age for being stupid and cruel to each other.  I hated adults...
    seafall seafall 22-25 21 Responses Aug 21, 2008

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    I think I learned to hate myself To say I

    hated myself As a way to punish myself for being Powerless in the face of hurt And unable to express my anger With all the things I could not control or punish with my hate And although admitting I feel powerless and hurt And impotent and out of control and angry Is...
    dispossessed dispossessed 46-50, F 5 Responses 3 days ago

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    Been There, It Gets Better

    If you hate yourself, it means you have empathy. It means you're human. It means you care so much about others that you're willing to damage yourself for their sake. It means you punish yourself so cruelly every second of most every day, for the sake of those you love, and...
    slow4speed slow4speed 22-25, F 43 Responses May 6, 2012

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    The other night as I was lying down in bed,

    I began having suicidal thoughts. I've these thoughts several times, but have never acted on them. I hate myself for having these thoughts. I hate so negative all the time.
    hanako0848 hanako0848 18-21, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    I Am Incapable of Doing Anything Worthwhile.

    I am a thirty-something overweight single woman with two cats a messy condo with late mortgage payments who can't find her checkbook atm or credit card hasn't started a huge presentation that i have to give at work in eighteen hours and just knows that i will die alone in this f...
    afjsdkl afjsdkl 31-35, F 38 Responses Nov 19, 2006

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    If you want to go through hell,

    get trapped in my body...if you want to know what the truth to being ugly, then don't be surprised to see me in the mirror instead of yourself...if you think you're tough and want to fight, walk into my shoes, and ask yourself what you did wrong to be bullied...if you are...
    HUMAN2BME HUMAN2BME 26-30, F 3 Responses 3 days ago

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