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I Hate Myself

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    All I want is me and him,

    but being happy is so hard.
    GaleJake GaleJake 13-15, M 6 days ago

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    Everyday I wake up and see

    that ugly piece of **** in the mirror staring back at me... I've never hated anymore then him.
    Ghost21z Ghost21z 16-17, M 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    I try to be nice to people,

    but when I get in deep conversation with them, someone inside of me takes the control and somehow breaks their ignorant heart.
    HonestGuyHighjack96 HonestGuyHighjack96 13-15, M 18 hrs ago

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    People Being Mean

    I have been hated so much for like my whole life, I have been bullied . So I have always hated myself
    Skatergirl16 Skatergirl16 13-15, F 17 Responses Nov 20, 2013

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    Superpsycho Superpsycho 22-25, F 6 Responses 2 days ago

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    If i kill myself who will care .

    My dad wont . The people who will , will cry for a week maximum and then forget me . No one will remember me after a month . But at least i'll be at peace . No pain . So why shouldn't i commit suicide
    peyton1998 peyton1998 16-17, F 32 Responses Aug 1

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    I just want to overdose on some pills

    and end my life. I feel so worthless and broken
    bruisexviolet bruisexviolet 16-17, F 5 Responses 5 days ago

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    Just Venting

    I swear I'm worthless, I claim to be so ******* strong then why can't I help the ones I care so much about. What is even the point of being alive if I can't even be of some use? Everyone keeps telling me that I need to stop worrying about everyone else for once and have someone...
    sagesbones sagesbones 18-21, M 9 Responses Apr 1, 2013

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    Born The Wrong Way...

    You will laugh, you will judge me, you won't understand... But still I want to write it. It began when I was little, I was only five and I already hated myself. I hated the fact that looking in the mirror was painful. I was looking at myself and thinking 'this is not me!'. I...
    JJTKM JJTKM 16-17 19 Responses Feb 21, 2013

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    WHY LIKE ME

    i cant spell im dyslexic im Bi and my mom hates me im in love with someone i cant have i cut and burn im a nerd i cry to much i get drunk(not all the time) i always seem to lose my friends and family im a wuss AND I WANNA DIE
    BloodyRaven BloodyRaven 13-15, F 16 Responses Jul 8, 2013

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    I Hate Myself

    I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself...
    inhale123exhale inhale123exhale 22-25, F 12 Responses Aug 1, 2011

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    I haven't liked myself in a long time.

    My friends deserve better. My family deserves better. But I don't deserve them. I should be doing homework. Instead, I'm f****** whining on the Internet. I'm so despicable. Can I be done?
    objectinmotion objectinmotion 13-15, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Never Happy Endings On These Dark Sets

    Its just all wrong. And the one thing that felt right went left. I climbed up and fell down. I woke up and fell asleep. I drove fast and flew by. I wanted and didn't take. I have fallen and can't get up. I attempted but failed. I studied and forgot. I felt like a winner but lost...
    ninerzoon ninerzoon 36-40, M 3 Responses May 13, 2013

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    For many reasons but mostly

    because I care too much, I am way too sensitive, and I'm also pathetic. And it doesn't help that I hate myself for hating myself. I just don't know how to get rid of these feelings and it's driving me insane.
    brimc7 brimc7 16-17, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    I Can't Do a Damn Thing

    I hate myself. and I hate that I have to tell people online that i hate myself. I don't lack good friends but i wouldnt dare telling most of them as it's so much "cooler" to be happy. I'm jelous of everyone and i don't know how to fix this. I really really don't want to admit...
    DanHughes DanHughes 21-25, M 19 Responses Apr 6, 2007

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    Can you tell me one 13 Year Old girl

    who already knows that what she wants for her 18th Birthday is a Breast Reduction just so she can be Happy? Cuz the only one I know, is Myself.
    DarkOnTheInside13 DarkOnTheInside13 13-15, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    xluhhv xluhhv 18-21, F 8 Responses 3 days ago

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    How can I learn to except myself?

    I'm 24 years old and I still find my self to be the ugliest woman walking the planet earth And it's because I'm a very dark skinned black woman. I've had ONE boyfriend in my whole life and it didn't really last to long. My skin color considered unattractive and my hair is...
    MareViCiOUS MareViCiOUS 22-25, F 21 Responses Jan 7

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    One reason I hate being me is I feel I am not

    smart enough. I can't pass algebra 1 and I can't do college classes. Supposedly when I was little it was found I have a low adverage Iq.It makes me feel like **** when the "smarter" kids show off their little personal computers they get.They are better and smarter than me(look...
    wassup305 wassup305 13-15, F 16 hrs ago

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    my thoughts have been getting more vivid

    and darker. Im not scared of dying im scared of living.
    nadia50 nadia50 16-17, M 4 days ago

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    I am disgusting in every way possible.

    .. I'm too fat, too ugly. I am extremely slow, and fast at the wrong times. I'm a cold girl, most of the times I do not care about anyone, their emotions, the pain I may cause...I am a monster, a compulsive liar, mind is filled with tragedy and depressing thoughts. I am easily...
    Dementxa Dementxa 13-15, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    It hurts when people use you.

    Half the time, I don't even know what I'm being used for, but it happens, and people forget about me. I'm that kind of person. You meet me one year, and then you will completely stop caring a year later; maybe you won't even acknowledge me. I must serve some purpose, right...
    PresentlyNobody PresentlyNobody 16-17, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Lexi3is0dreaming Lexi3is0dreaming 16-17, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    No guy wants me, no one likes me,

    and I HATE IT! I'm always there for them but they aren't there for me! :( Why do I bother to live when no guy finds me beautiful and wants me? What the **** is wrong with me? :(
    SeanaO SeanaO 18-21, F 17 Responses May 18

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    It Should Have Been Me

    I had a twin brother; when I was old enough my mother told me about him. He died a long time ago even before I was born. The doctor saved me but he was too weak. I tried to cope with it, the thought that I had a brother I'd never get to know. It was an accident, its something...
    GrumpyMe GrumpyMe 22-25, F 11 Responses Nov 28, 2013

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    I know a lot of people are going to comment

    saying how stupid I am being. But I truly do not like myself. I've never told anyone this.. because it's kind of embarrassing. I like some things about myself.. but there are a lot of things I wish I could change. I run varsity cross country.. so my thigh gap is almost non...
    abbbbbby abbbbbby 13-15, F 17 Responses Sep 13

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    Sick Of Beind Depressed? Enjoyment Vs Pleasure

    When depressed, we turn to drugs, meaningless sex, alcohol, food full of fat and sugar, movies, video games, etc. These all give us small spikes of pleasure and do some good in lifting the gloom, but when it's over, what's left? We have less money, possibly STDs, gain weight...
    slow4speed slow4speed 22-25, F 14 Responses Jul 1, 2012

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    So there's this guy I used to talk to

    and he'll talk to me occasionally but he doesn't text me anymore and it sucks. He's a player though all his friends are girls almost -___- but idk I like him. And I want him to want me again YA know? And he just talked to me and I said the dumbest thing ever ugh wish I said...
    al6272 al6272 16-17, F 1 Response 20 hrs ago

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    My day just got ruined

    for one f***ing missing assignment from school, and my step mom is gonna be all over my *** for every assignment I do. I can't f***ing do anything and I have to keep everything to myself because I don't have anyone to talk to. Not one person understands me.
    Scax Scax 16-17, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    I do. I think I'm going to leave EP soon,

    it just reminds me of what I am. And I'm going to hide my depression from my family, they don't need to know. I hope I helped some of you and thank you for your support. I'm sorry but I just don't know what to think anymore. God I just hate being me. This is just a cruel...
    SRayne SRayne 41-45 5 Responses 2 days ago

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    I am not good looking.

    I am not a genius. I am not hardworking. I am not extroverted and sociable. I am not living in the present. I am not happy. I am not interested in the things that most people are interested in. I am not confident. I am not normal. I am not worth anything. I am not good enough. I...
    Arrrbol Arrrbol 18-21, M 18 Responses May 12

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    well here's my story.

    everyday i wake up thinking to myself don't let them get to you. It clearly never works because without them even needing to say a word i know its me they're talking about. i used to be able to tell my best friend these things and she'd help me but lately i don't even think she...
    misslettinggo misslettinggo 13-15, F 1 hr ago

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    i hate how i feel trapped.

    I hate how no matter how hard i try i cant stop cutting. i hate all the loneliness thats surrounds me. I hate how i dont enjoy the things i used to. I hate my thoughts telling me i bother people and they wont remember me. I hate this feeling of actively wanting to kill...
    nadia50 nadia50 16-17, M 6 days ago

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    Goody Two Shoes Freak

    I was always that weird quiet kid who always knew the answer in school.  My family moved a lot and I was introverted so I didn't have many friends and honestly, I didn't really want any.  I hated kids my age for being stupid and cruel to each other.  I hated adults...
    seafall seafall 22-25 22 Responses Aug 21, 2008

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    never liked myself. was always the odd one.

    the one who doesnt look right. the one os life has to be the worst. god just wanted everything to go bad. this s what i get for being humiliated all my life. everyday i hate what i see. having a body i hate. having a face that is distroyed . having skin that is ugly. never...
    unlovednbroken unlovednbroken 18-21, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Dreamscape98x Dreamscape98x 16-17, F 1 Response Jun 29

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    I hate myself. I hate myself.

    I hate myself. I hate myself. I hate you!!!! I hate you!!!!! I hate you!!!!
    walkinwonder walkinwonder 16-17, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Been There, It Gets Better

    If you hate yourself, it means you have empathy. It means you're human. It means you care so much about others that you're willing to damage yourself for their sake. It means you punish yourself so cruelly every second of most every day, for the sake of those you love, and...
    slow4speed slow4speed 22-25, F 43 Responses May 6, 2012

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    Googling people with your name,

    and seeing all the occupations they hold can become the most depressing thing if you're some loser whose waiting for their big break to come. I want to do something great. I want to do something amazing with my life. Why can't I have a career? Why can't I find romance? When is...
    seakissedjem seakissedjem 26-30, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    I Am Incapable of Doing Anything Worthwhile.

    I am a thirty-something overweight single woman with two cats a messy condo with late mortgage payments who can't find her checkbook atm or credit card hasn't started a huge presentation that i have to give at work in eighteen hours and just knows that i will die alone in this f...
    afjsdkl afjsdkl 31-35, F 39 Responses Nov 19, 2006

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    I just want to cut...

    I want someone to give me a reason to first though.I'm addicted to the feeling of hate and depression. I hate myself.
    wassup305 wassup305 13-15, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    I Hate Who I Am

    I hate what I see in the mirror. I hate my past. I hate my present. I hate everything I am. I go to bed every night wishing I would wakeup with some disease and only have a few months to live. Or that I would die on the way to work in a car wreck or have a massive heart attack...
    Sorriso Sorriso 46-50, M 299 Responses Jul 10, 2007

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    ME

    I don't know...I guess its self explanatory really, I don't love myself. Every day I look at myself in the mirror and I hate it. I hate the fact that I hate myself, and its not just physically its also emotionally I hate who I am. I mean I know I'm being stupid but why would I...
    lifesize lifesize 22-25, F 17 Responses Apr 6, 2013

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    Sick Of It

    I can't even look in the mirror without wanting to punch the glass. I get so mad at what I am, everything is repulsive. Im so torn with wanting to be happy and just wallowing in this self hate. Im not good enough. My grades aren't good enough my personality, my weight, my face...
    kxrstxn kxrstxn 16-17, F 32 Responses Oct 20, 2013

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    Do you hate yourself?

    if yes then you should try these easy ways to love yourself: Stop trying to be perfect, Stop comparing yourself to others, Be who you really are, Learn to let go of bad things of past events, Define yourself by your effort, not your accomplishments, Sit in front of the mirror...
    mahdiraza mahdiraza 16-17, M 5 Responses Sep 25

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    Saying that I hate myself sounds

    so harsh and cruel but its more or less what it is. It's not something that emerged during my early teenage years but rather something that's been with me for as long as I can remember. Its not just that I feel like a worthless piece of **** but that I /feel/ like it too. I...
    lokiirs lokiirs 16-17, F 6 days ago

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    I hate myself. I hate everything about me.

    One day death will knock on my door and he will find I did it myself.
    Ghost21z Ghost21z 16-17, M 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    Mess

    ​My life is a mess. I'm an unattractive slob who's too loud and can't keep her grades up in school. Everyone thinks i'm just going through a faze, but I'm not. I'm depressed, and no one cares about me enough to see it. They think i'm fine. They don't know that I hide in my room...
    teenfailure teenfailure 16-17, F 16 Responses Dec 29, 2012

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    Self Versus Self

    Please listen to me for once. You're not what you seem to show to people, you won't let them in but they feel your darkness.I'm not worth their time, I have to solve my issues on my own.You can't do this alone.Yes I can, I know where my problems stem from.Shut the **** up so I...
    CaptainMurphy CaptainMurphy 22-25, M 3 Responses May 23, 2013

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    sometimes i'm talking

    and i'm just like "shut the **** up"
    Angelcum Angelcum 18-21, F 10 Responses 5 days ago

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    Shes back in her arms again I wonder

    if she ever thinks of me when she kisses her. I feel cheated on and its all my fault im a failure as a husband and now I have to try to be happy in the morning after working 12 hours stuck in my head.
    itsjustme3684 itsjustme3684 26-30, M 6 days ago

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    I hate waking up feeling nothing

    but physical pain. I hate not being motivated, i want to wake up either terrified or overly exited but instead my life is a dead line.
    SarahTheEnigma SarahTheEnigma 16-17, F