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I Hate Myself

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    Thinking about my life makes me

    so angry. I went into counseling one day and my counselor told me I looked so sad. At home I'm just filled with so much anger. I don't look sad at home but when I get to my counselor is when I do. I'm just irritated as hell and resentful of everything. Like I'm so over it. I'm...
    aquamoongoddess aquamoongoddess 22-25, F 4 Responses 14 hrs ago

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    Self Versus Self

    Please listen to me for once. You're not what you seem to show to people, you won't let them in but they feel your darkness.I'm not worth their time, I have to solve my issues on my own.You can't do this alone.Yes I can, I know where my problems stem from.Shut the **** up so I...
    CaptainMurphy CaptainMurphy 22-25, M 2 Responses May 23, 2013

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    I spend most of my time reminding myself how

    horrible I am and how much of a screw up I am.
    BarelyReal14 BarelyReal14 13-15, F 3 Responses Jan 24

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    Do you know what it's like to not be accepted,

    for people to hate you and you just expect it, you look in the mirror and you hate your reflection! Errrgh! 😡 ************!
    MarijuanaAbuser MarijuanaAbuser 18-21, M 10 Responses Aug 12, 2015

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    Never Happy Endings On These Dark Sets

    Its just all wrong. And the one thing that felt right went left. I climbed up and fell down. I woke up and fell asleep. I drove fast and flew by. I wanted and didn't take. I have fallen and can't get up. I attempted but failed. I studied and forgot. I felt like a winner but lost...
    ninerzoon ninerzoon 36-40, M 3 Responses May 13, 2013

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    Born The Wrong Way...

    You will laugh, you will judge me, you won't understand... But still I want to write it. It began when I was little, I was only five and I already hated myself. I hated the fact that looking in the mirror was painful. I was looking at myself and thinking 'this is not me!'. I...
    JJTKM JJTKM 16-17 18 Responses Feb 21, 2013

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    Pure Hatred

    I hate everything about me. my eyes my smile. but i do love my mind. why? because i can dream and run away from everything that is making my life hell. everyday i wake up wishing i hadn't. seems like everything that comes out of my mouth irritates someone. whenever i touch...
    SkinnyJeansAndSnakeBites SkinnyJeansAndSnakeBites 16-17, F 13 Responses Oct 7, 2012

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    Mess

    ​My life is a mess. I'm an unattractive slob who's too loud and can't keep her grades up in school. Everyone thinks i'm just going through a faze, but I'm not. I'm depressed, and no one cares about me enough to see it. They think i'm fine. They don't know that I hide in my room...
    teenfailure teenfailure 18-21, F 17 Responses Dec 29, 2012

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    WHY LIKE ME

    i cant spell im dyslexic im Bi and my mom hates me im in love with someone i cant have i cut and burn im a nerd i cry to much i get drunk(not all the time) i always seem to lose my friends and family im a wuss AND I WANNA DIE
    BloodyRaven BloodyRaven 16-17, F 17 Responses Jul 8, 2013

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    I Hate Who I Am

    I hate what I see in the mirror. I hate my past. I hate my present. I hate everything I am. I go to bed every night wishing I would wakeup with some disease and only have a few months to live. Or that I would die on the way to work in a car wreck or have a massive heart attack...
    Sorriso Sorriso 46-50, M 299 Responses Jul 10, 2007

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    I'm just a girl with problems

    that creates problems? Can I just die?
    SadLylaxx SadLylaxx 13-15, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    ME

    I don't know...I guess its self explanatory really, I don't love myself. Every day I look at myself in the mirror and I hate it. I hate the fact that I hate myself, and its not just physically its also emotionally I hate who I am. I mean I know I'm being stupid but why would I...
    lifesize lifesize 22-25, F 16 Responses Apr 6, 2013

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    Sick Of It

    I can't even look in the mirror without wanting to punch the glass. I get so mad at what I am, everything is repulsive. Im so torn with wanting to be happy and just wallowing in this self hate. Im not good enough. My grades aren't good enough my personality, my weight, my face...
    kxrstxn kxrstxn 16-17, F 30 Responses Oct 20, 2013

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    Everytime I see the girl my ex likes it feels

    like a reminder that I'm not good enough for him. I know this thinking is bs but I can't help it. I feel like she's prettier, smarter, younger, funnier, and more talented than me and I understand why he chose her over me. He said it was because she's an actress and I'm not. I...
    AquaQ AquaQ 22-25, F 2 Responses Jan 26

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    I hate myself today. Idk what is happening to

    me. I hate my face today. I think I look so ******. - soko
    LittleUnicorn LittleUnicorn 18-21 5 Responses Jan 30

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    I do...I am 21 and no

    where near where I feel I should be in my life. I have made so many mistakes growing up as a kid and in my teen years. I feel so inadequate and pathetic in everything I try to acheive. My motivation to get through life is shot. I'm at the point where I don't want to deal with...
    Jason947 Jason947 18-21, M 1 Response Jan 30

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    ive figured it out who i am.

    from Charlie the Unicorn: STARFISH LOVES YOU! !!!!! Its a special moment when you figure such things out.
    ArnoldJRimmer ArnoldJRimmer 46-50, M 1 day ago

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    Just Venting

    I swear I'm worthless, I claim to be so ******* strong then why can't I help the ones I care so much about. What is even the point of being alive if I can't even be of some use? Everyone keeps telling me that I need to stop worrying about everyone else for once and have someone...
    sagesbones sagesbones 18-21, M 9 Responses Apr 1, 2013

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    I've got a lot to say

    but I just can't :""( idk, I'm not used to expressing myself to people, it seems I've just been hiding the real me. I don't deserve anything in this world, I've got a lotta guilt, unsaid confessions, insecurities, a feeling of being a loser and lot more stuff! there's just so...
    slytheringuy slytheringuy 16-17, M 6 Responses Sep 28, 2015

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    I should've just killed myself along time ago.

    I serve no purpose, I'm waste of space, and a waste of life.
    PopulaceInOne PopulaceInOne 18-21, M 25 Responses Dec 30, 2014

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    I made a promise to myself,

    one that I haven't kept. me and my mom never had a good relationship, and this particular day after picking me up from my dad's she went to shower after we got to her house and I remember standing at the bottom of the stairs while she was at the top she was naked and talking to...
    pricklytickk pricklytickk 22-25, F 5 days ago

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    I wish I could act normal without thinking

    about what people think of my body. I want to just chill with my shirt off, but I hate my body so much.
    toprainbow toprainbow 18-21, M 12 Responses Sep 13, 2015

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    How can I learn to except myself?

    I'm 24 years old and I still find my self to be the ugliest woman walking the planet earth And it's because I'm a very dark skinned black woman. I've had ONE boyfriend in my whole life and it didn't really last to long. My skin color considered unattractive and my hair is...
    MareViCiOUS MareViCiOUS 26-30, F 21 Responses Jan 7, 2014

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    Im tired of being a complete fool.

    I always embarass myself no matter what!!! I can't do anything right!!!! I'm tired of people telling me to be more confident in myself but for that small moment when I let go of all the insecurity that's holding me back and have a shred of confidence in what I'm saying or doing...
    FemaIeWeezy FemaIeWeezy 18-21, M 4 Responses a week ago

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    I Am Incapable of Doing Anything Worthwhile.

    I am a thirty-something overweight single woman with two cats a messy condo with late mortgage payments who can't find her checkbook atm or credit card hasn't started a huge presentation that i have to give at work in eighteen hours and just knows that i will die alone in this f...
    afjsdkl afjsdkl 31-35, F 39 Responses Nov 19, 2006

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    just what it says. a ******* fool too f_n

    stupid to understand that no one gives a **** about his whining. stop thinking you matter. you are nothing. this world does not need you...no one needs you. die right now and no one would care. in fact it would make people happy.
    ArnoldJRimmer ArnoldJRimmer 46-50, M Jan 24

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    bluegirlie98 bluegirlie98 16-17, F 22 Responses Dec 24, 2014

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    NoReasonToLiveForMe NoReasonToLiveForMe 18-21, M 1 Response Jan 18

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    Not Easy To Change That...

    What I have to do is learn how to accept that I'm not perfect.  Accept that I've been banged up mentally pretty badly. Accept that I'm older now, that I will have bad days, that I will hurt..   That I will be depressed. that there are times I'll hurt so badly I'll need to sob...
    hylierandom hylierandom 41-45 6 Responses Jul 22, 2011

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    I really have been struggling with this lately.

    .. well more like for the past 7 or so months. I ******* hate myself, I hate that I'm useless and can't bring home any income, I hate that I can't do hardly anything due to my chronic back and hip pain. I hate that I can't eat hardly anything anymore because I'm now diabetic... I...
    GoldenHeart69 GoldenHeart69 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 25

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    Nobody understands what I'm going through.

    They either think I'm lying or they just think I think I have depression or something, when I know for a matter of a fact I don't. I know that many teenagers go through puppetry and stuff but this feels different. Everyday I have to plan out the things that I do so I don't seem...
    KT3535 KT3535 13-15, F 3 Responses Jan 22

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    I don't care if you are underweight

    or over weight. I don't care if you have braces, frizzy hair, acne, or a disability. I don't care, because to me: YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL💕
    AmandaRachael AmandaRachael 16-17, F 8 Responses Dec 20, 2013

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    I don't like myself,and I can understand

    why others can too. I'm ugly. My family keeps telling me that I'm beautiful, but I'm not. I have an apple body shape,meaning that I have no curves,no hips,broad shoulders,slim arms,and thick legs(from exercise and fat) I'm overweight,but my problem area is my midsection. Despite...
    RainbowLollipop587 RainbowLollipop587 16-17 2 Responses Jan 26

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    I don't want to live anymore.

    I'm sick of living this loop which goes nowhere, being abused, contradicted and disappointed. I don't want to be here any more. ****. I don't want to live in fear of waking up any more, with the tension of being at home, feeling like an outcast. I don't want to hurt people but...
    BeCautious1 BeCautious1 13-15, M 1 Response Jan 17

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    There has to be a reason

    for all of this. I can't believe I am who I am, the way I am, where I am, all that I am. I hate it all.
    NoReasonToLiveForMe NoReasonToLiveForMe 18-21, M 1 Response Jan 23

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    I'm so close to jumping out my window I'm

    trapped I don't want to be alive anymore at all. I'm sick of my life in every way, my death will convey a message to my abusive mother and her ignorant ******* ways.
    BeCautious1 BeCautious1 13-15, M 1 Response Jan 17

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    I hate myself so much.

    I despise my size and hate it when I realize just how curvy I am. I want to be a tooth pick so badly. I have tried working out, I only gained muscle, I dont eat unhealthy, I just don't know what else to do but to go the weight loss pill route. so I guess I'm headed there next...
    Caitlinsmith1636 Caitlinsmith1636 18-21, F 7 Responses Jan 24

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    i hate myself but I'm smarter

    than most of u so it makes it ok
    Angelcum Angelcum 18-21, F 14 Responses Dec 2, 2014

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    I have no friends people hate me The only thing

    I ever get told is I'm a pig and I hurt people purposely
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses 2 days ago

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    I've been acting like the biggest **** to all

    my friends and new people I meet, and I have no clue why, but it bothers me like crazy. I can't sleep at night knowing I'm as mean as I am.
    jroyal32 jroyal32 16-17, M 3 Responses Jan 24

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    No guy wants me, no one likes me,

    and I HATE IT! I'm always there for them but they aren't there for me! :( Why do I bother to live when no guy finds me beautiful and wants me? What the **** is wrong with me? :(
    SeanaO SeanaO 22-25, F 30 Responses May 18, 2014

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    People Being Mean

    I have been hated so much for like my whole life, I have been bullied . So I have always hated myself
    Skatergirl16 Skatergirl16 16-17, F 15 Responses Nov 20, 2013

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    It Should Have Been Me

    I had a twin brother; when I was old enough my mother told me about him. He died a long time ago even before I was born. The doctor saved me but he was too weak. I tried to cope with it, the thought that I had a brother I'd never get to know. It was an accident, its something...
    deleted deleted 26-30 10 Responses Nov 28, 2013

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    Sick Of Beind Depressed? Enjoyment Vs Pleasure

    When depressed, we turn to drugs, meaningless sex, alcohol, food full of fat and sugar, movies, video games, etc. These all give us small spikes of pleasure and do some good in lifting the gloom, but when it's over, what's left? We have less money, possibly STDs, gain weight...
    slow4speed slow4speed 22-25, F 14 Responses Jul 1, 2012

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    Been There, It Gets Better

    If you hate yourself, it means you have empathy. It means you're human. It means you care so much about others that you're willing to damage yourself for their sake. It means you punish yourself so cruelly every second of most every day, for the sake of those you love, and...
    slow4speed slow4speed 22-25, F 42 Responses May 6, 2012

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