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I Hate Myself

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    Just Venting

    I swear I'm worthless, I claim to be so ******* strong then why can't I help the ones I care so much about. What is even the point of being alive if I can't even be of some use? Everyone keeps telling me that I need to stop worrying about everyone else for once and have someone...
    sagesbones sagesbones 18-21, M 9 Responses Apr 1, 2013

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    I hate myself so much,

    that when I look in the mirror, my eyes dilate. I want to crawl out of my own skin. This is not how humans were meant to live.
    Itfloo Itfloo 18-21, F 2 days ago

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    Its almost 4am again I can't sleep.

    I think I cry I cut its the same thing every night World War in my head I just want to sleep forever
    00Broken00 00Broken00 18-21, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    if you hate yourself then you should make a

    plan to change right? yes I know that but I juz can't find the motivation nor the will or I am juz too scared to left the old me behind
    YongTauFoo YongTauFoo 18-21, F 2 Responses May 20

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    I bore everyone I come in contact with.

    I know I'm not obese, but I am fat. I can't look myself in the mirror without criticizing myself. I'm also shallow. Yet I expect others to not be. I don't deserve a loving guy even if I want one so badly.
    Nickbailes Nickbailes 16-17, M 2 Responses May 19

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    i hate myself but I'm smarter

    than most of u so it makes it ok
    Angelcum Angelcum 18-21, F 17 Responses Dec 2, 2014

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    graceycoops1997 graceycoops1997 16-17, F 6 Responses 2 days ago

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    Dreamscape98x Dreamscape98x 16-17, F 1 Response Jun 29, 2014

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    I am not good looking.

    I am not a genius. I am not hardworking. I am not extroverted and sociable. I am not living in the present. I am not happy. I am not interested in the things that most people are interested in. I am not confident. I am not normal. I am not worth anything. I am not good enough. I...
    Arrrbol Arrrbol 18-21, M 17 Responses May 12, 2014

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    Sick Of Beind Depressed? Enjoyment Vs Pleasure

    When depressed, we turn to drugs, meaningless sex, alcohol, food full of fat and sugar, movies, video games, etc. These all give us small spikes of pleasure and do some good in lifting the gloom, but when it's over, what's left? We have less money, possibly STDs, gain weight...
    slow4speed slow4speed 22-25, F 14 Responses Jul 1, 2012

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    Pure Hatred

    I hate everything about me. my eyes my smile. but i do love my mind. why? because i can dream and run away from everything that is making my life hell. everyday i wake up wishing i hadn't. seems like everything that comes out of my mouth irritates someone. whenever i touch...
    SkinnyJeansAndSnakeBites SkinnyJeansAndSnakeBites 16-17, F 13 Responses Oct 7, 2012

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    I Hate Who I Am

    I hate what I see in the mirror. I hate my past. I hate my present. I hate everything I am. I go to bed every night wishing I would wakeup with some disease and only have a few months to live. Or that I would die on the way to work in a car wreck or have a massive heart attack...
    Sorriso Sorriso 46-50, M 300 Responses Jul 10, 2007

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    Sick Of It

    I can't even look in the mirror without wanting to punch the glass. I get so mad at what I am, everything is repulsive. Im so torn with wanting to be happy and just wallowing in this self hate. Im not good enough. My grades aren't good enough my personality, my weight, my face...
    kxrstxn kxrstxn 16-17, F 30 Responses Oct 20, 2013

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    I hate waking up feeling nothing

    but physical pain. I hate not being motivated, i want to wake up either terrified or overly exited but instead my life is a dead line.
    SarahTheEnigma SarahTheEnigma 16-17, F 9 Responses Oct 5, 2014

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    Born The Wrong Way...

    You will laugh, you will judge me, you won't understand... But still I want to write it. It began when I was little, I was only five and I already hated myself. I hated the fact that looking in the mirror was painful. I was looking at myself and thinking 'this is not me!'. I...
    JJTKM JJTKM 16-17 19 Responses Feb 21, 2013

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    I don't care if you are underweight

    or over weight. I don't care if you have braces, frizzy hair, acne, or a disability. I don't care, because to me: YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL💕
    AmandaRachael AmandaRachael 16-17, F 8 Responses Dec 20, 2013

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    Never Happy Endings On These Dark Sets

    Its just all wrong. And the one thing that felt right went left. I climbed up and fell down. I woke up and fell asleep. I drove fast and flew by. I wanted and didn't take. I have fallen and can't get up. I attempted but failed. I studied and forgot. I felt like a winner but lost...
    ninerzoon ninerzoon 36-40, M 3 Responses May 13, 2013

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    I'm so sick of this cruel messed up world.

    Can't people focus on something other than age, shape, color, sex, etc. I wish people could see the same pain I feel. i'm so sick of being judjed and told to kill myself. They know nothing about me!
    HelpMePlzSOS HelpMePlzSOS 13-15, F 5 days ago

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    I just don't know what to do anymore,

    im just giving up on everything. I don't want to do anything, I don't want to be anyone.
    Potassium12 Potassium12 16-17, F 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    Why we care about what others think of us?

    Why am I so care abt what they think? What I want to please them? Why can't I be myself, I hate myself for pretending,I hate those kind people who like to pretend, like a FAKE guy!!!!!!
    lVll lVll 13-15, F 3 days ago

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    I hate myself. I hate my life.

    Really. I feel i'm alone. I really need someone who can understand me. Anyone? I have my friends tho. But i'm not sure if they really were my friends. Ugh. I don't know what to do. Im really bored easily. Sometimes i'm busying myself. I read books but sometimes i got bored. Ugh...
    yeahalone yeahalone 13-15 1 Response a week ago

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    People Being Mean

    I have been hated so much for like my whole life, I have been bullied . So I have always hated myself
    Skatergirl16 Skatergirl16 13-15, F 16 Responses Nov 20, 2013

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    I keep hurting the ones I love.

    I know everyone does that, but it's way worse with me. I get mad when someone is trying to help me. I'm not really grateful for anything. And I'm just so negative and angry. I sometimes wonder why my parents ever had me in the first place. I asked my mom that and she said she...
    Peridot22 Peridot22 22-25, F 2 Responses May 15

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    I've been getting very tired of the shot I deal

    with. My crohns has had me nearly ripping my hair out. I didn't go to class today because I would have been to far from the bathroom, instead I sat in the library which is much closer. Today wasn't as bad as usual for my stomach, I've only gone to the bathroom around 15 times...
    persononinternet persononinternet 18-21, M May 21

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    For hating myself. I let negativity run my

    whole life and I take it out on everyone around me, i never realize it until moments when I stop and see what it does to my life, people don't wanna talk to me, I'm set off easily, childish, petty, and I don't want to be like this anymore, I just want to be happy and easy going...
    civics22 civics22 18-21, M 2 Responses May 16

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    I Am Incapable of Doing Anything Worthwhile.

    I am a thirty-something overweight single woman with two cats a messy condo with late mortgage payments who can't find her checkbook atm or credit card hasn't started a huge presentation that i have to give at work in eighteen hours and just knows that i will die alone in this f...
    afjsdkl afjsdkl 31-35, F 39 Responses Nov 19, 2006

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    I don't want to nor need to live anymore.

    I have absolutely no purpose in life. No one likes/loves me and I'm losing friends by the second. Everyone would be so much happier if I was gone.
    MariahsLamb MariahsLamb 13-15, F 3 Responses a week ago

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    Goody Two Shoes Freak

    I was always that weird quiet kid who always knew the answer in school.  My family moved a lot and I was introverted so I didn't have many friends and honestly, I didn't really want any.  I hated kids my age for being stupid and cruel to each other.  I hated adults...
    seafall seafall 22-25 22 Responses Aug 21, 2008

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    I hate myself and my inability to do anything

    right. I don't give my husband the respect and attention he deserves, I ****** up so bad in the past that he doesn't trust me at all, even though that was almost two years ago. I am a terrible excuse for a person and I have no idea why he's still married to me.
    thatonecxnt thatonecxnt 22-25, F 1 Response May 16

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    Always have and I probably always will.

    If only I was good enough
    emylauren27 emylauren27 18-21, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    deleted deleted 26-30 May 19

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    Well, the love of my life is gone.

    He's fine with it. I'm dying here, Drinking booze. Broken Hearted. Forever. Depressed. Soul.
    NoOrdinaryDork NoOrdinaryDork 13-15, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    So the trophy to the most stupid human in the

    world is... for me *claps claps claps* *cries cries cries* why am i so f*cking useless, stupid, clumsy, silly and any other negativo adjective? I wish I was the only one affected by all my stupid and inhuman mistakes - like really i don't think any human can be as stupid as me...
    UNDecodable UNDecodable 18-21, F 3 Responses May 18

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    How can I learn to except myself?

    I'm 24 years old and I still find my self to be the ugliest woman walking the planet earth And it's because I'm a very dark skinned black woman. I've had ONE boyfriend in my whole life and it didn't really last to long. My skin color considered unattractive and my hair is...
    MareViCiOUS MareViCiOUS 22-25, F 21 Responses Jan 7, 2014

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    Call me a saboteur, I wreck everything that's

    ever good/beautiful in my life and make it ruined. Honestly my mood swing is still bad and I treat people badly according to it mostly those whom I find extremely attractive/unattractive. It's a bad habit I've changed a lot being aware of it I don't use curse words anymore it...
    Nual Nual 22-25, F 2 Responses May 19

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    It Should Have Been Me

    I had a twin brother; when I was old enough my mother told me about him. He died a long time ago even before I was born. The doctor saved me but he was too weak. I tried to cope with it, the thought that I had a brother I'd never get to know. It was an accident, its something...
    GrumpyMe GrumpyMe 22-25, F 11 Responses Nov 28, 2013

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    I'm sorry that I ruin everything.

    Maybe it would be best if I leave.
    Waffl3s Waffl3s 13-15 16 Responses Jan 8

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    Well right now I hate myself a lot I just want

    to be isolated from my family and just be away from everything I'm done with all of the **** people are telling me well I'm ok with being bullied at school and out side if home but when your own family says that i makes them look bad so I'm done with all there bullshit an I'm in...
    rymanone23 rymanone23 13-15, M 2 days ago

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    And it seems I've always hated myself,

    or hated somebody else. I guess my biggest mistake has always been saying just how I've felt.
    H8M4CH1N3 H8M4CH1N3 13-15, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    ineedhelp122 ineedhelp122 18-21, F 1 Response May 21

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    No guy wants me, no one likes me,

    and I HATE IT! I'm always there for them but they aren't there for me! :( Why do I bother to live when no guy finds me beautiful and wants me? What the **** is wrong with me? :(
    SeanaO SeanaO 18-21, F 28 Responses May 18, 2014

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    I just wish i could do more

    than cutting i feel like a bother in this world everybody leaves me soon enough so i guess nobody would miss me if i was gone nobody would really notice
    zeebug99 zeebug99 13-15, F 3 Responses May 20

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    WHY LIKE ME

    i cant spell im dyslexic im Bi and my mom hates me im in love with someone i cant have i cut and burn im a nerd i cry to much i get drunk(not all the time) i always seem to lose my friends and family im a wuss AND I WANNA DIE
    BloodyRaven BloodyRaven 16-17, F 18 Responses Jul 8, 2013

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    For letting it all get like this.

    For not doing something different. for not being able to make things all better. For not apologizing. Why is it like this.
    TiredOfBeingHurt TiredOfBeingHurt 18-21, F May 16

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    I am numb. I have been upset enough to bawl my

    ******* eyes out for the last week, but I don't even shed a tear. I don't feel anymore, at least not how I used to feel. Something broke in me. I can't be truly happy anymore because I know I'm a rude uncaring ***** in my husband's eyes because I don't listen to and follow every...
    thatonecxnt thatonecxnt 22-25, F May 20

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    bluegirlie98 bluegirlie98 16-17, F 23 Responses Dec 24, 2014

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    Mess

    ​My life is a mess. I'm an unattractive slob who's too loud and can't keep her