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I Hate Myself

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    Self Versus Self

    Please listen to me for once. You're not what you seem to show to people, you won't let them in but they feel your darkness.I'm not worth their time, I have to solve my issues on my own.You can't do this alone.Yes I can, I know where my problems stem from.Shut the **** up so I...
    CaptainMurphy CaptainMurphy 22-25, M 3 Responses May 23, 2013

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    The Woman In The Mirror

    On nights like tonight. I sometimes wonder what others see in myself when at times I can't even see whats so special about me. Here the past 3-4 months. I've been extremely depressed and completely distant from those who matter the absolute most to me. At times I just want to...
    AmazinglyAmazing AmazinglyAmazing 22-25, F 16 Responses Nov 1, 2012

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    Honestly I just wanna fcking slice my throat

    open so I don't have to see myself or fck anything up anymore cause that's just all I do
    FadingStarrr FadingStarrr 16-17, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I am not good looking.

    I am not a genius. I am not hardworking. I am not extroverted and sociable. I am not living in the present. I am not happy. I am not interested in the things that most people are interested in. I am not confident. I am not normal. I am not worth anything. I am not good enough. I...
    Arrrbol Arrrbol 18-21, M 18 Responses May 12, 2014

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    How do you start to love yourself

    when all you have in you is hate; fresh hate towards your failures, your choices, your dreams.....everything that you are?
    AmazonDaughter AmazonDaughter 16-17, F 1 day ago

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    Ok. Apparently I'm worthless

    and ugly. My ex girlfriend new girlfriend told me that. And I believe her. I am worthless and ugly
    lovehate1994 lovehate1994 18-21, F 7 Responses 1 day ago

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    I can't be bothered to take care of myself any

    more... If I wasn't living at home, I'd be in a pretty bad state I guess... All emotions have left my body... I just don't care... Nobody wants me right? It's all a lie.. I keep telling myself that, it's all a lie... You care more about them, than me.. I'm not important...
    catho catho 18-21, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    I really do hate myself.

    I'm a 4'11 male and because of this many people made fun of me during high school. It was a really unpleasant time for me and I stopped going for a month. Because I missed school so much it made me fail a whole semester and I didn't graduate with my class. I just recently...
    furdayz furdayz 18-21, M 1 Response a week ago

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    Sick Of Beind Depressed? Enjoyment Vs Pleasure

    When depressed, we turn to drugs, meaningless sex, alcohol, food full of fat and sugar, movies, video games, etc. These all give us small spikes of pleasure and do some good in lifting the gloom, but when it's over, what's left? We have less money, possibly STDs, gain weight...
    slow4speed slow4speed 22-25, F 14 Responses Jul 1, 2012

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    Mylo248 Mylo248 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 17

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    Not Easy To Change That...

    What I have to do is learn how to accept that I'm not perfect.  Accept that I've been banged up mentally pretty badly. Accept that I'm older now, that I will have bad days, that I will hurt..   That I will be depressed. that there are times I'll hurt so badly I'll need to sob...
    hylierandom hylierandom 41-45 7 Responses Jul 22, 2011

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    Never Happy Endings On These Dark Sets

    Its just all wrong. And the one thing that felt right went left. I climbed up and fell down. I woke up and fell asleep. I drove fast and flew by. I wanted and didn't take. I have fallen and can't get up. I attempted but failed. I studied and forgot. I felt like a winner but lost...
    ninerzoon ninerzoon 36-40, M 3 Responses May 13, 2013

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    Alonzoisgay Alonzoisgay 13-15, M 21 hrs ago

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    My dads hate me. Am I really

    that horrible? My whole life I tried to live up to his expectations. I hid my suicide thoughts my whole life so I wouldn't be a disappointment. I did everything for him. But he still hates me. I put up this strong act but behind it I'm 100% broken. I don't know what to do...
    lexrae lexrae 13-15, F 3 Responses Jan 19

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    I Hate Every Single Inch Of My Body.

    Of My Inner Self. I Hate Everything Im Not Perfect Far From It.
    devinamerman devinamerman 13-15, F 3 Responses Jan 14

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    bluegirlie98 bluegirlie98 16-17, F 24 Responses Dec 24, 2014

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    Whenever I post a picture of myself on here (a

    few times) I get comments and messages like "You're Beautiful." "You're pretty" stuff like that. I'm not here to fish for compliments either in No way whatsoever. It means So much to hear stuff like that too. I'm surprised and very flattered when I'm told that but.. Because my...
    vaashapenin vaashapenin 16-17, F 4 Responses 1 day ago

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    I hate myself and have really low confidence

    and self esteem . I don't know how I will surivie in a world where those tangibles are what we are dependent on . I have no drive or motivation to do anything. I hope I could live my whole life in prison cause I wouldn't have to pay any bills , free food and healthcare and no...
    Mizo0217 Mizo0217 18-21, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    AceTeen123 AceTeen123 13-15, F 5 Responses Jan 15

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    We did nothing to the blonde in the trio.

    ..her binder is dome We don't know you so we had too Document. ....your another gullible putz.. .teach
    blacktwit44 blacktwit44 51-55, F 2 days ago

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    I want to die. I hate myself

    so much. I hate the way I look, speak and act. Everything about is awful. I'm so talentless, pathetic, desperate and clingy and terrible an ugh god I just don't want this existence to last another minute :( I know, I'm letting people down. I'm going to keep living for them...
    gybe gybe 18-21, M 5 Responses Jan 16

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    Mess

    ​My life is a mess. I'm an unattractive slob who's too loud and can't keep her grades up in school. Everyone thinks i'm just going through a faze, but I'm not. I'm depressed, and no one cares about me enough to see it. They think i'm fine. They don't know that I hide in my room...
    teenfailure teenfailure 16-17, F 16 Responses Dec 29, 2012

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    i hate myself but I'm smarter

    than most of u so it makes it ok
    Angelcum Angelcum 18-21, F 20 Responses Dec 2, 2014

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    I Am Incapable of Doing Anything Worthwhile.

    I am a thirty-something overweight single woman with two cats a messy condo with late mortgage payments who can't find her checkbook atm or credit card hasn't started a huge presentation that i have to give at work in eighteen hours and just knows that i will die alone in this f...
    afjsdkl afjsdkl 31-35, F 39 Responses Nov 19, 2006

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    I Hate Myself

    I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself...
    inhale123exhale inhale123exhale 22-25, F 13 Responses Aug 1, 2011

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    Well duh.... I mean I always fck everything up.

    .. Everything's always my fault right dad .-. Just like you said... You love my sisters better then me you don't even love me .-. My sisters don't even care about me they would be happy if I just left already. I already know I'm stupid I'm worthless I'm a disgrace I'm fat I'm...
    FadingStarrr FadingStarrr 16-17, F 4 Responses 3 hrs ago

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    Sigh. I've ruined it all.

    Good job, idiot. Honestly, I might not hate myself as much as I hate the way the human brain works.
    junipersun21 junipersun21 18-21, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I'm a piece of ****. As simple

    as that. I feel terrible that my husband has to deal with my constant pain and anxiety. I wish I could end it but that would hurt him too.
    zvezdnyy zvezdnyy 22-25, F 2 days ago

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    I don't care if you are underweight

    or over weight. I don't care if you have braces, frizzy hair, acne, or a disability. I don't care, because to me: YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL💕
    AmandaRachael AmandaRachael 16-17, F 9 Responses Dec 20, 2013

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    WHY LIKE ME

    i cant spell im dyslexic im Bi and my mom hates me im in love with someone i cant have i cut and burn im a nerd i cry to much i get drunk(not all the time) i always seem to lose my friends and family im a wuss AND I WANNA DIE
    BloodyRaven BloodyRaven 13-15, F 16 Responses Jul 8, 2013

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    It Should Have Been Me

    I had a twin brother; when I was old enough my mother told me about him. He died a long time ago even before I was born. The doctor saved me but he was too weak. I tried to cope with it, the thought that I had a brother I'd never get to know. It was an accident, its something...
    GrumpyMe GrumpyMe 22-25, F 11 Responses Nov 28, 2013

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    i could say i say stupid ****,

    have no friends, and annoy everyone around me, but theres more to it. ever since i was little i was always excluded for being weird and i had no friends and i still have no friends. i feel like i was set up to be doomed. ive grown very bitter over the years from it and dont have...
    wxvx wxvx 16-17, F 5 Responses Jan 18

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    I'm just not good enough.

    Not for anyone and not for me. I'm just another nothing. I can't do anything right. I can't be beautiful. I can't be happy. I can't be anything. What's my purpose in life huh? NOTHING. I have nothing and no one.
    osnapitzama osnapitzama 18-21, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    staygoldenbaby staygoldenbaby 16-17, F 7 Responses a week ago

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    Just Venting

    I swear I'm worthless, I claim to be so ******* strong then why can't I help the ones I care so much about. What is even the point of being alive if I can't even be of some use? Everyone keeps telling me that I need to stop worrying about everyone else for once and have someone...
    sagesbones sagesbones 18-21, M 9 Responses Apr 1, 2013

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    I'm sorry that I ruin everything.

    Maybe it would be best if I leave.
    Waffl3s Waffl3s 13-15, F 15 Responses Jan 8

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    should I just go end it all with a car,

    or a gun, or as rope, or as knife, rid the world of me
    AceTeen123 AceTeen123 13-15, F 7 Responses Jan 14

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    I Hate Who I Am

    I hate what I see in the mirror. I hate my past. I hate my present. I hate everything I am. I go to bed every night wishing I would wakeup with some disease and only have a few months to live. Or that I would die on the way to work in a car wreck or have a massive heart attack...
    Sorriso Sorriso 46-50, M 299 Responses Jul 10, 2007

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    Sick Of It

    I can't even look in the mirror without wanting to punch the glass. I get so mad at what I am, everything is repulsive. Im so torn with wanting to be happy and just wallowing in this self hate. Im not good enough. My grades aren't good enough my personality, my weight, my face...
    kxrstxn kxrstxn 16-17, F 30 Responses Oct 20, 2013

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    Born The Wrong Way...

    You will laugh, you will judge me, you won't understand... But still I want to write it. It began when I was little, I was only five and I already hated myself. I hated the fact that looking in the mirror was painful. I was looking at myself and thinking 'this is not me!'. I...
    JJTKM JJTKM 16-17 19 Responses Feb 21, 2013

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    Let's put it this way,

    I am very healthy and fit. I also have a nice personality. But, I have asked out many girls and they all said "Sorry, i SORT OF have a boyfriend" or "Sorry, I don't date kids" I don't know why girls rejects someone like that???
    whatupdoc54 whatupdoc54 18-21, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I hate myself, I'm way overweight

    for my age, not only fat but ugly AF and I just hate the way I am, I'm annoying, I'm such a terrible person and I don't really know how to change the way I am. I'm super reluctant to text people because I don't want to bother people but I text them anyway and it annoys them I...
    cappyroe1 cappyroe1 13-15, F 2 Responses Jan 18

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    Dreamscape98x Dreamscape98x 16-17, F 1 Response Jun 29, 2014

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    No guy wants me, no one likes me,

    and I HATE IT! I'm always there for them but they aren't there for me! :( Why do I bother to live when no guy finds me beautiful and wants me? What the **** is wrong with me? :(
    SeanaO SeanaO 18-21, F 21 Responses May 18, 2014

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    I like the way this website has all of these

    "sponsored from around the web" images of before and after pictures and botox, etc. trying to sell crap to the people who hate themselves. Why do I hate myself? It's part genetic and part trauma. I can't even really share here anonymously. I am ashamed of my behavior. I wish...
    Lucyismycat Lucyismycat 31-35 3 days ago

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    I know a lot of people are going to comment

    saying how stupid I am being. But I truly do not like myself. I've never told anyone this.. because it's kind of embarrassing. I like some things about myself.. but there are a lot of things I wish I could change. I run varsity cross country.. so my thigh gap is almost non...
    abbbbbby abbbbbby 13-15, F 18 Responses Sep 13, 2014

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    Wow I really hate myself.

    Everything I do is wrong.
    BabeFett BabeFett 16-17, F 4 Responses Jan 18

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    People Being Mean

    I have been hated so much for like my whole life, I have been bullied . So I have always hated myself
    Skatergirl16 Skatergirl16 13-15, F 17 Responses Nov 20, 2013

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    I'm scarred to tell any one a secret I've been

    keeping a secret since 3nd grade, I'm in 7th now.. I've only told a friend from ep and my counselor.. I really want to start telling people but I'm scarred of what they'll think.. What if they start bullying me.. ? I already hate my life as it is!! What if my family starts...
    Gamer0808 Gamer0808 13-15, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    Everything I do seems to be wrong,

    one way or another. It'd be nice if I could do something right for once. I'm filled with regret, I always catch my self remembering dumb stuff I've done in the past, which makes me hate my self a little more, even if what I did wasn't that bad.
    ScrewBeingNormal ScrewBeingNormal 13-15, F 3 Responses Jan 20

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    Should I just blame everything on puberty

    and hormones? I mean, that's what everyone else does so maybe I should to. I guess nothing I feel is real right now, it's all just hormones, right?
    DarkOnTheInside13 DarkOnTheInside13 13-15, F 2 Responses Jan 17

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    You know what? I'm tired of this tired of being

    ugly. It's really not fair that I was born ugly and other people were born attractive. It's not fair that they get to live the good life and I get the **** end of the stick for everything. It makes me mad. I hate my life and myself!
    wassup305 wassup305 16-17, F 2 Responses