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I Hate Myself

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    I Am Incapable of Doing Anything Worthwhile.

    I am a thirty-something overweight single woman with two cats a messy condo with late mortgage payments who can't find her checkbook atm or credit card hasn't started a huge presentation that i have to give at work in eighteen hours and just knows that i will die alone in this f...
    afjsdkl afjsdkl 31-35, F 39 Responses Nov 19, 2006

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    i am a terrible person

    and i dont even see it. my husband just keeps telling me i am always so mean. i feel iv just finally broken now. and ive given in to all my doubts. i am such a ***** why does god let such a person live.
    leahwh leahwh 22-25, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Born The Wrong Way...

    You will laugh, you will judge me, you won't understand... But still I want to write it. It began when I was little, I was only five and I already hated myself. I hated the fact that looking in the mirror was painful. I was looking at myself and thinking 'this is not me!'. I...
    JJTKM JJTKM 16-17 19 Responses Feb 21, 2013

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    I can't do anything right.

    I mess everything up all the time. Seriously, I can't. And the bad part is, I'm not the only who sees it or points it out... God I'm so ******* done..
    Sarabell00 Sarabell00 13-15, F 1 Response 9 hrs ago

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    My mom is the worst thing

    that could ever happen to me im dating someone and i had my phone which i was not suppose to have and she found out and took it from me she is now on my stuff gosh she is so nosey. My house is a jail i cant get out of here i just want to go somewhere and never come back to my...
    soheartlover soheartlover 31-35, F 3 Responses Mar 20

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    No guy wants me, no one likes me,

    and I HATE IT! I'm always there for them but they aren't there for me! :( Why do I bother to live when no guy finds me beautiful and wants me? What the **** is wrong with me? :(
    SeanaO SeanaO 18-21, F 23 Responses May 18, 2014

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    When I was in college,

    I had to do a class project with a group of 5 others. There were two girls in the group who seemed really outgoing and nice and fun, and I tried to not be my stupid awkward, antisocial, shy, introverted self and interact with them. They said they'd keep in touch and promised...
    Somethinglikethat4 Somethinglikethat4 18-21, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    I hate my self I hate my self I hate my self I

    hate my self I hate my self I hate my self I hate my self I hate my self I hate my self I hate my self I hate my self I hate my self I hate my self I hate my self I hate my self I hate my self I hate my self I hate my self I hate my self I hate my self I hate my self I hate my...
    barbish barbish 18-21, F 6 Responses Mar 22

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    Self Versus Self

    Please listen to me for once. You're not what you seem to show to people, you won't let them in but they feel your darkness.I'm not worth their time, I have to solve my issues on my own.You can't do this alone.Yes I can, I know where my problems stem from.Shut the **** up so I...
    CaptainMurphy CaptainMurphy 22-25, M 2 Responses May 23, 2013

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    I've eaten way to much today,

    I do everyday, just binge and comfort eat. I feel discusting and fat now. I just want to stop eating and drop 3 stone immediately. I want my old clothes to fit and I want to be skinny.
    Unicornpeasant Unicornpeasant 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 18

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    I'm not enough. I'm not enough.

    I'm not enough. It's not an opinion, to me, it's a fact. I've never been enough. I'm ugly. I'm clinically obese. I'm not one bit desirable. Trust me, I know this.
    Mxrbid Mxrbid 13-15, F 1 Response a week ago

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    i hate myself but I'm smarter

    than most of u so it makes it ok
    Angelcum Angelcum 18-21, F 19 Responses Dec 2, 2014

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    I Hate Myself

    I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself...
    inhale123exhale inhale123exhale 22-25, F 13 Responses Aug 1, 2011

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    I dont want to live anymore,

    but i am too scared to kill myself. Hope I die soon!
    misterweirdo misterweirdo 22-25, M 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    Sick Of It

    I can't even look in the mirror without wanting to punch the glass. I get so mad at what I am, everything is repulsive. Im so torn with wanting to be happy and just wallowing in this self hate. Im not good enough. My grades aren't good enough my personality, my weight, my face...
    kxrstxn kxrstxn 16-17, F 30 Responses Oct 20, 2013

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    Dreamscape98x Dreamscape98x 16-17, F 1 Response Jun 29, 2014

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    I Hate Who I Am

    I hate what I see in the mirror. I hate my past. I hate my present. I hate everything I am. I go to bed every night wishing I would wakeup with some disease and only have a few months to live. Or that I would die on the way to work in a car wreck or have a massive heart attack...
    Sorriso Sorriso 46-50, M 300 Responses Jul 10, 2007

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    I cant explain how i really feel.

    .. My mind so corrupt so mentally damaged.. . My heart broken....crying my soul is lost... That I can tell you how it really feels... Some days I can't even breathe.. I can't think straight... I can't do anything right I'm so lost... I really did get drunk... Something not even...
    LeahLovee LeahLovee 16-17, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Pure Hatred

    I hate everything about me. my eyes my smile. but i do love my mind. why? because i can dream and run away from everything that is making my life hell. everyday i wake up wishing i hadn't. seems like everything that comes out of my mouth irritates someone. whenever i touch...
    SkinnyJeansAndSnakeBites SkinnyJeansAndSnakeBites 16-17, F 13 Responses Oct 7, 2012

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    Sick Of Beind Depressed? Enjoyment Vs Pleasure

    When depressed, we turn to drugs, meaningless sex, alcohol, food full of fat and sugar, movies, video games, etc. These all give us small spikes of pleasure and do some good in lifting the gloom, but when it's over, what's left? We have less money, possibly STDs, gain weight...
    slow4speed slow4speed 22-25, F 15 Responses Jul 1, 2012

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    I'm just weak.... you know,

    like, I'm the type of person noone wants to end up like. weak willed, no personality, a pushover and just plain stupid. will probably be exploited my entire life for my naivety and stupidity. can't blame them, we live in a world where the weak must fend for themselves or get...
    MangaFanJudy MangaFanJudy 16-17, F 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    I hate how much of a pushover I am.

    It's been that way since I was a little kid, and it hasn't changed now that I'm an adult. I'm just so sick of everyone treating me like I'm some insignificant little speck who needs her hand held and be told what to do. I wish I were brave, more confident in myself and the...
    warclaw warclaw 22-25, F 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    I am just an awful person,

    I really can't stand myself :(
    Awhiteorchid Awhiteorchid 18-21, F 7 Responses Mar 18

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    How can I learn to except myself?

    I'm 24 years old and I still find my self to be the ugliest woman walking the planet earth And it's because I'm a very dark skinned black woman. I've had ONE boyfriend in my whole life and it didn't really last to long. My skin color considered unattractive and my hair is...
    MareViCiOUS MareViCiOUS 22-25, F 21 Responses Jan 7, 2014

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    im done. i cant do it anymore.

    the anger and hate towards myself is too great. i just cant take it anymore. im tired of looking like an idiot always making a fool outta myself. im just a failure at everything even when i do my best. im tired of hurting everyone i love i think all of them would be much better...
    arias831 arias831 22-25, M 3 Responses Mar 18

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    My current weight 3 weeks ago: 205 current

    weight now: 190 been exercising all day and night eating less and less everyday. restricting a lot barley eating STAY STRONG PRO ANA"S
    myproanalifestyle123 myproanalifestyle123 13-15, F 1 day ago

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    leahwh leahwh 22-25, F 2 days ago

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    Just Venting

    I swear I'm worthless, I claim to be so ******* strong then why can't I help the ones I care so much about. What is even the point of being alive if I can't even be of some use? Everyone keeps telling me that I need to stop worrying about everyone else for once and have someone...
    sagesbones sagesbones 18-21, M 9 Responses Apr 1, 2013

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    I am not good looking.

    I am not a genius. I am not hardworking. I am not extroverted and sociable. I am not living in the present. I am not happy. I am not interested in the things that most people are interested in. I am not confident. I am not normal. I am not worth anything. I am not good enough. I...
    Arrrbol Arrrbol 18-21, M 17 Responses May 12, 2014

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    It Should Have Been Me

    I had a twin brother; when I was old enough my mother told me about him. He died a long time ago even before I was born. The doctor saved me but he was too weak. I tried to cope with it, the thought that I had a brother I'd never get to know. It was an accident, its something...
    GrumpyMe GrumpyMe 22-25, F 11 Responses Nov 28, 2013

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    i hate myself i dont want to feel like this

    anymore should i take some very strong painkillers to feel nuthing i cant cope
    givenupforever givenupforever 22-25, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    No matter how many times people tell me i'm a

    good person I feel fundamentally evil. I hate everything about myself, the way I look and the way I talk. I feel like I contribute nothing good to the world.
    LinkinParkMuse LinkinParkMuse 26-30, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    Goody Two Shoes Freak

    I was always that weird quiet kid who always knew the answer in school.  My family moved a lot and I was introverted so I didn't have many friends and honestly, I didn't really want any.  I hated kids my age for being stupid and cruel to each other.  I hated adults...
    seafall seafall 22-25 22 Responses Aug 21, 2008

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    every time I pass a mirror I look at myself

    and say I am so freaking ugly. everyone tells me I'm pretty but I know that is so not true. I hate myself. I'm nothing. I'm a failure. And most important I'm worthless.
    DontKnow2013 DontKnow2013 18-21, F 17 Responses 6 days ago

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    I know a lot of people are going to comment

    saying how stupid I am being. But I truly do not like myself. I've never told anyone this.. because it's kind of embarrassing. I like some things about myself.. but there are a lot of things I wish I could change. I run varsity cross country.. so my thigh gap is almost non...
    abbbbbby abbbbbby 13-15, F 19 Responses Sep 13, 2014

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    I'm sorry that I ruin everything.

    Maybe it would be best if I leave.
    Waffl3s Waffl3s 13-15, F 16 Responses Jan 8

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    Mess

    ​My life is a mess. I'm an unattractive slob who's too loud and can't keep her grades up in school. Everyone thinks i'm just going through a faze, but I'm not. I'm depressed, and no one cares about me enough to see it. They think i'm fine. They don't know that I hide in my room...
    teenfailure teenfailure 16-17, F 16 Responses Dec 29, 2012

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    My mother makes me feel like a stupid *****

    because I have a boyfriend who wants to do more than just hold my hand on occasion. I feel worthless because of her and it's not fair.
    JellyfishPrincess JellyfishPrincess 13-15, F Mar 19

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    I should've just killed myself along time ago.

    I serve no purpose, I'm waste of space, and a waste of life.
    TeethTheSizeOfPianoKeys TeethTheSizeOfPianoKeys 18-21, M 30 Responses Dec 30, 2014

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    ME

    I don't know...I guess its self explanatory really, I don't love myself. Every day I look at myself in the mirror and I hate it. I hate the fact that I hate myself, and its not just physically its also emotionally I hate who I am. I mean I know I'm being stupid but why would I...
    lifesize lifesize 22-25, F 17 Responses Apr 6, 2013

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    I've spent a good amount of time standing in

    front of my mirror trying to study myself and look for the good things that I like about myself but the more I looked at me, the more flaws I point out and I just I'm so gross both physically and in my attitude I wish I was born someone else idk
    hecknope hecknope 16-17, F 1 Response 5 hrs ago

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    sometimes i'm talking

    and i'm just like "shut the **** up"
    Angelcum Angelcum 18-21, F 10 Responses Nov 16, 2014

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    Never Happy Endings On These Dark Sets

    Its just all wrong. And the one thing that felt right went left. I climbed up and fell down. I woke up and fell asleep. I drove fast and flew by. I wanted and didn't take. I have fallen and can't get up. I attempted but failed. I studied and forgot. I felt like a winner but lost...
    ninerzoon ninerzoon 36-40, M 3 Responses May 13, 2013

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    Icantgiveupnow Icantgiveupnow 22-25, F 1 day ago

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    When you hate yourself more

    than anything in the world and you finally face the truth.....you are not worthy of love or acceptance and you deserve all the pain, mental, physical and emotional. Unless I could change everything..my image, personality, emotions ect the spiral will just keep going down. I have...
    Voldermin Voldermin 18-21, F 2 days ago

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    I hate waking up feeling nothing

    but physical pain. I hate not being motivated, i want to wake up either terrified or overly exited but instead my life is a dead line.
    SarahTheEnigma SarahTheEnigma 16-17, F 9 Responses Oct 5, 2014

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    WHY LIKE ME

    i cant spell im dyslexic im Bi and my mom hates me im in love with someone i cant have i cut and burn im a nerd i cry to much i get drunk(not all the time) i always seem to lose my friends and family im a wuss AND I WANNA DIE
    BloodyRaven BloodyRaven 13-15, F 17 Responses Jul 8, 2013