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    Why can't I be pretty

    why can't I be smart why can't I be cool why can't I fit in
    ArtemistheHunter ArtemistheHunter 13-15, F 9 Responses 21 hrs ago

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    I Hate Myself

    I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself...
    inhale123exhale inhale123exhale 22-25, F 14 Responses Aug 1, 2011

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    How can I learn to except myself?

    I'm 24 years old and I still find my self to be the ugliest woman walking the planet earth And it's because I'm a very dark skinned black woman. I've had ONE boyfriend in my whole life and it didn't really last to long. My skin color considered unattractive and my hair is...
    MareViCiOUS MareViCiOUS 22-25, F 21 Responses Jan 7, 2014

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    I Hate Who I Am

    I hate what I see in the mirror. I hate my past. I hate my present. I hate everything I am. I go to bed every night wishing I would wakeup with some disease and only have a few months to live. Or that I would die on the way to work in a car wreck or have a massive heart attack...
    Sorriso Sorriso 46-50, M 300 Responses Jul 10, 2007

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    I hate waking up feeling nothing

    but physical pain. I hate not being motivated, i want to wake up either terrified or overly exited but instead my life is a dead line.
    SarahTheEnigma SarahTheEnigma 16-17, F 9 Responses Oct 5, 2014

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    People Being Mean

    I have been hated so much for like my whole life, I have been bullied . So I have always hated myself
    Skatergirl16 Skatergirl16 13-15, F 16 Responses Nov 20, 2013

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    I am not good looking.

    I am not a genius. I am not hardworking. I am not extroverted and sociable. I am not living in the present. I am not happy. I am not interested in the things that most people are interested in. I am not confident. I am not normal. I am not worth anything. I am not good enough. I...
    Arrrbol Arrrbol 18-21, M 16 Responses May 12, 2014

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    Hello Everyone -- I came across this site

    when I googled "I hate my family" so I figured I'd give it a shot to hopefully find other people who can relate. I am so sad lately because I feel like the one thing I always wanted was always so absent from my life (love). I haven't dated somebody in years, I feel ugly, I...
    hifuckedupworld hifuckedupworld 26-30, F 1 day ago

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    I Am Incapable of Doing Anything Worthwhile.

    I am a thirty-something overweight single woman with two cats a messy condo with late mortgage payments who can't find her checkbook atm or credit card hasn't started a huge presentation that i have to give at work in eighteen hours and just knows that i will die alone in this f...
    afjsdkl afjsdkl 31-35, F 39 Responses Nov 19, 2006

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    Right now I do at least.

    My fuckking mind is annoying
    FadedDreams222 FadedDreams222 18-21, M Aug 21

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    Been There, It Gets Better

    If you hate yourself, it means you have empathy. It means you're human. It means you care so much about others that you're willing to damage yourself for their sake. It means you punish yourself so cruelly every second of most every day, for the sake of those you love, and...
    slow4speed slow4speed 22-25, F 42 Responses May 6, 2012

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    **** my life. ?? I'm

    so done with this life.
    LadyChina LadyChina 18-21, F 20 hrs ago

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    I don't care if you are underweight

    or over weight. I don't care if you have braces, frizzy hair, acne, or a disability. I don't care, because to me: YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL💕
    AmandaRachael AmandaRachael 16-17, F 8 Responses Dec 20, 2013

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    God, why can't I just die already?

    No offense, but you must've been really ****** up when you created me.
    theoneIhate theoneIhate 22-25, M 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    Sometimes i just dont really want to be

    myself Sorry this is a rant... I was raised as a spoiled child and I still am. I always had to have everything I wanted and refused to anything else then perfect, even though I, myself, was imperfect. I always got snapped and yelled at my parents when the present they worked...
    Pillemy Pillemy 18-21 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I am hate incarnation tonight.

    Come purchase your gate through me. Plenty to spare. If you fing dare. Doubt you can. F$ck you all!! F&ck you to the darkest depths the solar system will provide your pity. I f$inf hate right now and don't give a f$ck. why should I?! Don't ******* answer. **** you all...
    Golfknar Golfknar 36-40, M 1 Response Aug 22

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    can you get a girlfriend

    if you hate yourself? I'm 29 and never had a girlfriend because I'm an ugly Asian with a dead end job
    monotonouso monotonouso 26-30, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Do you know what it's like to not be accepted,

    for people to hate you and you just expect it, you look in the mirror and you hate your reflection! Errrgh! 😡 ************!
    MarijuanaAbuser MarijuanaAbuser 16-17, M 8 Responses Aug 12

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    I fell back on my old habit of cutting

    so I could feel numb mentally . When my dad found out he looked so sad and it makes me so mad at myself. I wish I hadn't done it. I only did it because someone I'm close to died . I promised him I would come to them ( my parents) next time before I hurt myself. I promised...
    rosedimond99 rosedimond99 16-17, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I've been told to stay strong.

    But for how long? I don't know. This is going to worth it in the end; all this crap you go through now won't matter, they said. However how can I be strong when all I wanna do is lay on the floor and do absolutely nothing but let my life pass by. How can I be strong when I've...
    LadyChina LadyChina 18-21, F 4 days ago

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    Just Venting

    I swear I'm worthless, I claim to be so ******* strong then why can't I help the ones I care so much about. What is even the point of being alive if I can't even be of some use? Everyone keeps telling me that I need to stop worrying about everyone else for once and have someone...
    sagesbones sagesbones 18-21, M 9 Responses Apr 1, 2013

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    Pure Hatred

    I hate everything about me. my eyes my smile. but i do love my mind. why? because i can dream and run away from everything that is making my life hell. everyday i wake up wishing i hadn't. seems like everything that comes out of my mouth irritates someone. whenever i touch...
    SkinnyJeansAndSnakeBites SkinnyJeansAndSnakeBites 16-17, F 13 Responses Oct 7, 2012

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    I'm sorry that I ruin everything.

    Maybe it would be best if I leave.
    Waffl3s Waffl3s 13-15 15 Responses Jan 8

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    DreamWarriorBlake DreamWarriorBlake 22-25, M 5 days ago

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    Not Easy To Change That...

    What I have to do is learn how to accept that I'm not perfect.  Accept that I've been banged up mentally pretty badly. Accept that I'm older now, that I will have bad days, that I will hurt..   That I will be depressed. that there are times I'll hurt so badly I'll need to sob...
    hylierandom hylierandom 41-45 7 Responses Jul 22, 2011

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    I can't even look at myself in the mirror

    because I just hate myself. I don't believe I deserve to be happy or to feel content. I try really hard at trying to find a job but keep getting rejected and my boyfriends parents think I'm a loser for their son. And I agree with them. I have completely given up
    alice0493 alice0493 22-25, F 3 days ago

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    ....I almost can't believe what a detestable

    person I am. A lot of the things that people say are what make life living are suspended far beyond my reach. Happiness seems paramount, but it's always eluded me because I hate the world. It makes my eyes burn...from its tragedies, to its soulless wastes and many of its...
    Ewoo Ewoo 16-17 4 days ago

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    I should've just killed myself along time ago.

    I serve no purpose, I'm waste of space, and a waste of life.
    xGNFx xGNFx 18-21, M 26 Responses Dec 30, 2014

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    every day I wake up I want to believe it will

    get better, but by noon im crying wishing I never woke up
    lizdipity lizdipity 31-35, F 1 Response Aug 19

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    Born The Wrong Way...

    You will laugh, you will judge me, you won't understand... But still I want to write it. It began when I was little, I was only five and I already hated myself. I hated the fact that looking in the mirror was painful. I was looking at myself and thinking 'this is not me!'. I...
    JJTKM JJTKM 16-17 18 Responses Feb 21, 2013

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    i hate myself but I'm smarter

    than most of u so it makes it ok
    Angelcum Angelcum 18-21, F 16 Responses Dec 2, 2014

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    I am too emotional. too soft.

    too empathetic. too nice. too loving. too friendly. too much doing things for others. too romantic. too good hearted. I have too many good traits but can't keep one person in my life.
    kittyanthony kittyanthony 22-25, M 5 days ago

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    Sick Of It

    I can't even look in the mirror without wanting to punch the glass. I get so mad at what I am, everything is repulsive. Im so torn with wanting to be happy and just wallowing in this self hate. Im not good enough. My grades aren't good enough my personality, my weight, my face...
    kxrstxn kxrstxn 16-17, F 30 Responses Oct 20, 2013

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    Because I'm so damn stupid,

    shy, a stutterer and hate the way I look I've passed up another chance to vid chat with a seemingly nice girl. I'm just so damn useless and that'll never change.
    hreinn hreinn 18-21, M 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    I hate myself. I hate every single piece of me .

    I'm ugly. I'm stupid. I'm fat. I'm suicidal. I want to die.
    IAmSuicidalEmma IAmSuicidalEmma 16-17, F 4 Responses 5 days ago

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    My heart is filled with hate

    for myself, I hate everything about me. I am weak , I am a ******* failure, I am nothing, I am useless, I am everything my mother said I would be . I am an addict, a hopeless one at that, I am a ********, and I just was released from jail. My mother always said by the time I...
    imperfectbeauty imperfectbeauty 18-21, F 5 Responses 2 days ago

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    No guy wants me, no one likes me,

    and I HATE IT! I'm always there for them but they aren't there for me! :( Why do I bother to live when no guy finds me beautiful and wants me? What the **** is wrong with me? :(
    SeanaO SeanaO 22-25, F 31 Responses May 18, 2014

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    I HATE BEING ME. Im the lowest piece of the low

    pieces of **** person. No wonder no one likes being around me. I dont even like me. Im a spineless little coward b1tch who does nothing but stupid ****. I cant do anything that benefits society. Im just a bug that needs to be crushed. Why cant i just die? Why does the universe...
    Azena Azena 18-21, F 8 Responses 6 days ago

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    I am going to hell. so I guess nothing else

    really matters. Nothing will ever be as bad as that. I might as well enjoy my life and do whatever I want while I still can. If I'm destined to burn in hell and suffer and be tortured for eternity. There's really nothing else to worry about.
    justalittlewallflower justalittlewallflower 16-17, F 4 Responses 10 hrs ago

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    Sick Of Beind Depressed? Enjoyment Vs Pleasure

    When depressed, we turn to drugs, meaningless sex, alcohol, food full of fat and sugar, movies, video games, etc. These all give us small spikes of pleasure and do some good in lifting the gloom, but when it's over, what's left? We have less money, possibly STDs, gain weight...
    slow4speed slow4speed 22-25, F 14 Responses Jul 1, 2012

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    sometimes i'm talking

    and i'm just like "shut the **** up"
    Angelcum Angelcum 18-21, F 9 Responses Nov 16, 2014

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    It Should Have Been Me

    I had a twin brother; when I was old enough my mother told me about him. He died a long time ago even before I was born. The doctor saved me but he was too weak. I tried to cope with it, the thought that I had a brother I'd never get to know. It was an accident, its something...
    deleted deleted 26-30 10 Responses Nov 28, 2013

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    I don't really hate my self

    but some times I say dumb stuff a lot, there is a girl i tried to start a relationship with and it didn't work, few days ago i was talking to her and I said" good evening beautiful how are you? " i didn't wanted her to think That i am still trying to make a relationship so i...
    comlpicatedguy comlpicatedguy 18-21, M 4 days ago

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    I haven't used this app in quite sometime

    but i'm giving it another go. So yes, i hate myself. Sure i'm insecure about my face and body but that's not what i mean, i hate ME. I hate the way i act, the way i talk, the way i think. I regret everything i say and do, i'm a harsh and unkind person. I can't imagine why anyone...
    littlebird88 littlebird88 13-15, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I feel like I should just put

    and end to myself sometimes, well most of the time.
    staygoldenbaby staygoldenbaby 16-17, F 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    bluegirlie98 bluegirlie98 16-17, F 23 Responses Dec 24, 2014

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