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I Hate Myself

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    People Being Mean

    I have been hated so much for like my whole life, I have been bullied . So I have always hated myself
    Skatergirl16 Skatergirl16 13-15, F 16 Responses Nov 20, 2013

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    DreamWarriorBlake DreamWarriorBlake 22-25, M 2 days ago

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    Never Happy Endings On These Dark Sets

    Its just all wrong. And the one thing that felt right went left. I climbed up and fell down. I woke up and fell asleep. I drove fast and flew by. I wanted and didn't take. I have fallen and can't get up. I attempted but failed. I studied and forgot. I felt like a winner but lost...
    ninerzoon ninerzoon 36-40, M 3 Responses May 13, 2013

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    I've been told to stay strong.

    But for how long? I don't know. This is going to worth it in the end; all this crap you go through now won't matter, they said. However how can I be strong when all I wanna do is lay on the floor and do absolutely nothing but let my life pass by. How can I be strong when I've...
    LadyChina LadyChina 18-21, F 1 day ago

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    sometimes i'm talking

    and i'm just like "shut the **** up"
    Angelcum Angelcum 18-21, F 9 Responses Nov 16, 2014

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    laurenzerbe laurenzerbe 16-17, F 2 Responses Aug 19

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    bluegirlie98 bluegirlie98 16-17, F 23 Responses Dec 24, 2014

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    If I had my way, I'd take a step out of my body

    and go on a vacation in the tropics. The only way I'd ever be able to return is as an person who bears no resemblance to who I am now. ...that's the only way I'd ever want to return.
    Ewoo Ewoo 16-17 Aug 19

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    I always fantasise about hurting myself,

    especially in public. I analysed myself (as cold as I could be) and found that I could be seeking for attention. I hate that part of myself.... why am I so selfish??
    sabrina1ryo sabrina1ryo 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 16

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    I can't even look at myself in the mirror

    because I just hate myself. I don't believe I deserve to be happy or to feel content. I try really hard at trying to find a job but keep getting rejected and my boyfriends parents think I'm a loser for their son. And I agree with them. I have completely given up
    alice0493 alice0493 22-25, F 11 hrs ago

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    I HATE BEING ME. Im the lowest piece of the low

    pieces of **** person. No wonder no one likes being around me. I dont even like me. Im a spineless little coward b1tch who does nothing but stupid ****. I cant do anything that benefits society. Im just a bug that needs to be crushed. Why cant i just die? Why does the universe...
    Azena Azena 18-21, F 8 Responses 3 days ago

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    ihatebeingblack44 ihatebeingblack44 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 14

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    ....I almost can't believe what a detestable

    person I am. A lot of the things that people say are what make life living are suspended far beyond my reach. Happiness seems paramount, but it's always eluded me because I hate the world. It makes my eyes burn...from its tragedies, to its soulless wastes and many of its...
    Ewoo Ewoo 16-17 1 Response 1 day ago

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    How can I learn to except myself?

    I'm 24 years old and I still find my self to be the ugliest woman walking the planet earth And it's because I'm a very dark skinned black woman. I've had ONE boyfriend in my whole life and it didn't really last to long. My skin color considered unattractive and my hair is...
    MareViCiOUS MareViCiOUS 22-25, F 21 Responses Jan 7, 2014

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    Because I'm so damn stupid,

    shy, a stutterer and hate the way I look I've passed up another chance to vid chat with a seemingly nice girl. I'm just so damn useless and that'll never change.
    hreinn hreinn 18-21, M 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    WHY LIKE ME

    i cant spell im dyslexic im Bi and my mom hates me im in love with someone i cant have i cut and burn im a nerd i cry to much i get drunk(not all the time) i always seem to lose my friends and family im a wuss AND I WANNA DIE
    BloodyRaven BloodyRaven 16-17, F 18 Responses Jul 8, 2013

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    Been There, It Gets Better

    If you hate yourself, it means you have empathy. It means you're human. It means you care so much about others that you're willing to damage yourself for their sake. It means you punish yourself so cruelly every second of most every day, for the sake of those you love, and...
    slow4speed slow4speed 22-25, F 42 Responses May 6, 2012

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    Pure Hatred

    I hate everything about me. my eyes my smile. but i do love my mind. why? because i can dream and run away from everything that is making my life hell. everyday i wake up wishing i hadn't. seems like everything that comes out of my mouth irritates someone. whenever i touch...
    SkinnyJeansAndSnakeBites SkinnyJeansAndSnakeBites 16-17, F 13 Responses Oct 7, 2012

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    It Should Have Been Me

    I had a twin brother; when I was old enough my mother told me about him. He died a long time ago even before I was born. The doctor saved me but he was too weak. I tried to cope with it, the thought that I had a brother I'd never get to know. It was an accident, its something...
    deleted deleted 26-30 10 Responses Nov 28, 2013

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    Goody Two Shoes Freak

    I was always that weird quiet kid who always knew the answer in school.  My family moved a lot and I was introverted so I didn't have many friends and honestly, I didn't really want any.  I hated kids my age for being stupid and cruel to each other.  I hated adults...
    seafall seafall 22-25 22 Responses Aug 21, 2008

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    I should've just killed myself along time ago.

    I serve no purpose, I'm waste of space, and a waste of life.
    xGNFx xGNFx 18-21, M 27 Responses Dec 30, 2014

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    I don't care if you are underweight

    or over weight. I don't care if you have braces, frizzy hair, acne, or a disability. I don't care, because to me: YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL💕
    AmandaRachael AmandaRachael 16-17, F 8 Responses Dec 20, 2013

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    Just Venting

    I swear I'm worthless, I claim to be so ******* strong then why can't I help the ones I care so much about. What is even the point of being alive if I can't even be of some use? Everyone keeps telling me that I need to stop worrying about everyone else for once and have someone...
    sagesbones sagesbones 18-21, M 9 Responses Apr 1, 2013

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    ME

    I don't know...I guess its self explanatory really, I don't love myself. Every day I look at myself in the mirror and I hate it. I hate the fact that I hate myself, and its not just physically its also emotionally I hate who I am. I mean I know I'm being stupid but why would I...
    lifesize lifesize 22-25, F 16 Responses Apr 6, 2013

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    Sometimes i just dont really want to be

    myself Sorry this is a rant... I was raised as a spoiled child and I still am. I always had to have everything I wanted and refused to anything else then perfect, even though I, myself, was imperfect. I always got snapped and yelled at my parents when the present they worked...
    Pillemy Pillemy 18-21 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I feel like I should just put

    and end to myself sometimes, well most of the time.
    staygoldenbaby staygoldenbaby 16-17, F 3 Responses 7 hrs ago

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    and so what...its as it should be.

    too much the coward to just be done and eat a bullet. screw it...useless. when does this **** end...just a ******* burden to all... earliest memories are of being hated..lol thanks grandma....guys sucked so you made sure i knew it.
    ArnoldJRimmer ArnoldJRimmer 46-50, M 3 days ago

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    ChelseaMonroe ChelseaMonroe 26-30, F 4 Responses 2 days ago

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    Just bore I got on EP I knew what I wanted to

    share but now As I get on all I have to say is "I hate my ugly fat disgusting self." & "I can't wait to get my blades out of my car tomorrow"
    secretchey secretchey 18-21, F Aug 17

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    I know a lot of people are going to comment

    saying how stupid I am being. But I truly do not like myself. I've never told anyone this.. because it's kind of embarrassing. I like some things about myself.. but there are a lot of things I wish I could change. I run varsity cross country.. so my thigh gap is almost non...
    abbbbbby abbbbbby 13-15, F 18 Responses Sep 13, 2014

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    No guy wants me, no one likes me,

    and I HATE IT! I'm always there for them but they aren't there for me! :( Why do I bother to live when no guy finds me beautiful and wants me? What the **** is wrong with me? :(
    SeanaO SeanaO 22-25, F 31 Responses May 18, 2014

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    I don't really hate my self

    but some times I say dumb stuff a lot, there is a girl i tried to start a relationship with and it didn't work, few days ago i was talking to her and I said" good evening beautiful how are you? " i didn't wanted her to think That i am still trying to make a relationship so i...
    comlpicatedguy comlpicatedguy 18-21, M 2 days ago

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    Dreamscape98x Dreamscape98x 16-17, F 1 Response Jun 29, 2014

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    I am hate incarnation tonight.

    Come purchase your gate through me. Plenty to spare. If you fing dare. Doubt you can. F$ck you all!! F&ck you to the darkest depths the solar system will provide your pity. I f$inf hate right now and don't give a f$ck. why should I?! Don't ******* answer. **** you all...
    Golfknar Golfknar 36-40, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I Am Incapable of Doing Anything Worthwhile.

    I am a thirty-something overweight single woman with two cats a messy condo with late mortgage payments who can't find her checkbook atm or credit card hasn't started a huge presentation that i have to give at work in eighteen hours and just knows that i will die alone in this f...
    afjsdkl afjsdkl 31-35, F 39 Responses Nov 19, 2006

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    Sick Of Beind Depressed? Enjoyment Vs Pleasure

    When depressed, we turn to drugs, meaningless sex, alcohol, food full of fat and sugar, movies, video games, etc. These all give us small spikes of pleasure and do some good in lifting the gloom, but when it's over, what's left? We have less money, possibly STDs, gain weight...
    slow4speed slow4speed 22-25, F 14 Responses Jul 1, 2012

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    Sick Of It

    I can't even look in the mirror without wanting to punch the glass. I get so mad at what I am, everything is repulsive. Im so torn with wanting to be happy and just wallowing in this self hate. Im not good enough. My grades aren't good enough my personality, my weight, my face...
    kxrstxn kxrstxn 16-17, F 30 Responses Oct 20, 2013

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    I am, a rose, turned blue with cold.

    My stem has wilted, turning black. And I'm, all alone. Just a small flower, in a cruel, large world. A freak, an oddity. But I live on, in the desperate hope, of love. I'm a small, blue rose. Unloved. Uncared for. I grow weaker every day. But I live for the day, when a...
    dragoncub dragoncub 31-35, M 2 Responses Aug 18

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    Mess

    ​My life is a mess. I'm an unattractive slob who's too loud and can't keep her grades up in school. Everyone thinks i'm just going through a faze, but I'm not. I'm depressed, and no one cares about me enough to see it. They think i'm fine. They don't know that I hide in my room...
    teenfailure teenfailure 18-21, F 16 Responses Dec 29, 2012

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    I hate myself. I hate every single piece of me .

    I'm ugly. I'm stupid. I'm fat. I'm suicidal. I want to die.
    IAmSuicidalEmma IAmSuicidalEmma 16-17, F 4 Responses 2 days ago

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    can you get a girlfriend

    if you hate yourself? I'm 29 and never had a girlfriend because I'm an ugly Asian with a dead end job
    monotonouso monotonouso 26-30, M 29 mins ago

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    Right now I do at least.

    My fuckking mind is annoying
    FadedDreams222 FadedDreams222 18-21, M 6 days ago

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    i hate myself but I'm smarter

    than most of u so it makes it ok
    Angelcum Angelcum 18-21, F 16 Responses Dec 2, 2014

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    It's one of these nights again.

    I hate myself.I hate everything about myself, everything that is in my life and everything that is not.I hate perfect people and those lucky enough to be born in a socially acceptible body.I would tell you about all the boys i hate, all the girls i hate, all the things i hate in...
    yeniC yeniC 18-21, F 3 days ago

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    Self Versus Self

    Please listen to me for once. You're not what you seem to show to people, you won't let them in but they feel your darkness.I'm not worth their time, I have to solve my issues on my own.You can't do this alone.Yes I can, I know where my problems stem from.Shut the **** up so I...
    CaptainMurphy CaptainMurphy 22-25, M 2 Responses May 23, 2013

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