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I Hate Myself

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    I have no friends people hate me The only thing

    I ever get told is I'm a pig and I hurt people purposely
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Feb 4

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    WHY LIKE ME

    i cant spell im dyslexic im Bi and my mom hates me im in love with someone i cant have i cut and burn im a nerd i cry to much i get drunk(not all the time) i always seem to lose my friends and family im a wuss AND I WANNA DIE
    BloodyRaven BloodyRaven 16-17, F 17 Responses Jul 8, 2013

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    Sick Of Beind Depressed? Enjoyment Vs Pleasure

    When depressed, we turn to drugs, meaningless sex, alcohol, food full of fat and sugar, movies, video games, etc. These all give us small spikes of pleasure and do some good in lifting the gloom, but when it's over, what's left? We have less money, possibly STDs, gain weight...
    slow4speed slow4speed 22-25, F 14 Responses Jul 1, 2012

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    I Am Incapable of Doing Anything Worthwhile.

    I am a thirty-something overweight single woman with two cats a messy condo with late mortgage payments who can't find her checkbook atm or credit card hasn't started a huge presentation that i have to give at work in eighteen hours and just knows that i will die alone in this f...
    afjsdkl afjsdkl 31-35, F 39 Responses Nov 19, 2006

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    just what it says. a ******* fool too f_n

    stupid to understand that no one gives a **** about his whining. stop thinking you matter. you are nothing. this world does not need you...no one needs you. die right now and no one would care. in fact it would make people happy.
    ArnoldJRimmer ArnoldJRimmer 46-50, M Jan 24

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    I'm sorry that I ruin everything.

    Maybe it would be best if I leave.
    Waffl3s Waffl3s 16-17 15 Responses Jan 8, 2015

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    When you just know you suck at life & you're a

    ****** person & you deserve nothing that God has blessed you with I may not show it enough, but I am thankful for all I have
    Baer2113 Baer2113 31-35, F 5 days ago

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    Thinking about my life makes me

    so angry. I went into counseling one day and my counselor told me I looked so sad. At home I'm just filled with so much anger. I don't look sad at home but when I get to my counselor is when I do. I'm just irritated as hell and resentful of everything. Like I'm so over it. I'm...
    aquamoongoddess aquamoongoddess 22-25, F 4 Responses Feb 6

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    I really have been struggling with this lately.

    .. well more like for the past 7 or so months. I ******* hate myself, I hate that I'm useless and can't bring home any income, I hate that I can't do hardly anything due to my chronic back and hip pain. I hate that I can't eat hardly anything anymore because I'm now diabetic... I...
    GoldenHeart69 GoldenHeart69 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 25

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    graceycoops1997 graceycoops1997 18-21, F 11 Responses May 27, 2015

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    It Should Have Been Me

    I had a twin brother; when I was old enough my mother told me about him. He died a long time ago even before I was born. The doctor saved me but he was too weak. I tried to cope with it, the thought that I had a brother I'd never get to know. It was an accident, its something...
    deleted deleted 26-30 10 Responses Nov 28, 2013

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    Just Venting

    I swear I'm worthless, I claim to be so ******* strong then why can't I help the ones I care so much about. What is even the point of being alive if I can't even be of some use? Everyone keeps telling me that I need to stop worrying about everyone else for once and have someone...
    sagesbones sagesbones 18-21, M 9 Responses Apr 1, 2013

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    I really really hate myself,

    ...ggrrrrr... I shouldn't done this and that... I should have done this and that... what if, what if, what if...there are so many what if's.. I just hate it,..I really really hate myself..:( :( :(...I want to shout out loud...I HATE MY SELF....
    shy07me shy07me 26-30, F 4 Responses 4 days ago

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    Never Happy Endings On These Dark Sets

    Its just all wrong. And the one thing that felt right went left. I climbed up and fell down. I woke up and fell asleep. I drove fast and flew by. I wanted and didn't take. I have fallen and can't get up. I attempted but failed. I studied and forgot. I felt like a winner but lost...
    ninerzoon ninerzoon 36-40, M 3 Responses May 13, 2013

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    I know a lot of people are going to comment

    saying how stupid I am being. But I truly do not like myself. I've never told anyone this.. because it's kind of embarrassing. I like some things about myself.. but there are a lot of things I wish I could change. I run varsity cross country.. so my thigh gap is almost non...
    abbbbbby abbbbbby 16-17, F 18 Responses Sep 13, 2014

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    I Hate Who I Am

    I hate what I see in the mirror. I hate my past. I hate my present. I hate everything I am. I go to bed every night wishing I would wakeup with some disease and only have a few months to live. Or that I would die on the way to work in a car wreck or have a massive heart attack...
    Sorriso Sorriso 46-50, M 299 Responses Jul 10, 2007

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    I hate myself today. Idk what is happening to

    me. I hate my face today. I think I look so ******. - soko
    LittleUnicorn LittleUnicorn 18-21 5 Responses Jan 30

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    I loathe myself. I am

    so miserable. I hate going anyway with my partner he's 31 I'm 23. Woman look at him he looks at them in constantly hideous and invisible. I used to jog I got down to a size 10. I was 13 stone prev went to 9st 5 and now i stopped because as fed up even when I did exercise still...
    Ufront1 Ufront1 22-25, F 2 hrs ago

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    Not Easy To Change That...

    What I have to do is learn how to accept that I'm not perfect.  Accept that I've been banged up mentally pretty badly. Accept that I'm older now, that I will have bad days, that I will hurt..   That I will be depressed. that there are times I'll hurt so badly I'll need to sob...
    hylierandom hylierandom 41-45 6 Responses Jul 22, 2011

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    I just want people to understand me

    and not go against me every time I say something.
    KT3535 KT3535 13-15, F 2 Responses Jan 25

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    Suicide? noooo! Please DON'T.

    Don't do it! Never! There's always a better way. If you feel so miserable and you think it's the only way out, YOU'RE WRONG! If you're being bullied or abused or some people are just so stupid enough to not see your worth... don't give them the satisfaction of proving they were...
    soyyoprincesa soyyoprincesa 22-25, F 4 days ago

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    Born The Wrong Way...

    You will laugh, you will judge me, you won't understand... But still I want to write it. It began when I was little, I was only five and I already hated myself. I hated the fact that looking in the mirror was painful. I was looking at myself and thinking 'this is not me!'. I...
    JJTKM JJTKM 16-17 18 Responses Feb 21, 2013

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    I hate you so much. You're

    so disgusting. How do I even look at you in the mirror and actually believe what I see. You. Are. Disgusting. Get out of my sights! Why do you exist? You're a waste of space. No seriously, why are you alive? You can't even serve basic purposes. So close your eyes, smash...
    KilljoyKitty KilljoyKitty 18-21, F 12 Responses Nov 3, 2015

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    i hate myself but I'm smarter

    than most of u so it makes it ok
    Angelcum Angelcum 18-21, F 14 Responses Dec 2, 2014

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    Im tired of being a complete fool.

    I always embarass myself no matter what!!! I can't do anything right!!!! I'm tired of people telling me to be more confident in myself but for that small moment when I let go of all the insecurity that's holding me back and have a shred of confidence in what I'm saying or doing...
    FemaIeWeezy FemaIeWeezy 18-21, M 4 Responses Jan 31

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    I wish I could act normal without thinking

    about what people think of my body. I want to just chill with my shirt off, but I hate my body so much.
    toprainbow toprainbow 18-21, M 11 Responses Sep 13, 2015

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    Do you know what it's like to not be accepted,

    for people to hate you and you just expect it, you look in the mirror and you hate your reflection! Errrgh! 😡 ************!
    MarijuanaAbuser MarijuanaAbuser 18-21, M 10 Responses Aug 12, 2015

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    I'll try to keep this short: I hate everything.

    I am 35, no talents, scary UGLY, and fat. Everyone hates me also. This isn't a feeling. I'm not a good person to be around. I'm tired of people thinking I'm on crack, because my looks are so terrifying. I have trichtomillimania. I have zero funds to improve my looks. I have one...
    YAGWIT YAGWIT 26-30 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I can see it. I can feel it.

    I can taste it. I even touched it...more than once. I can see how broken everything is. I can feel it all. But most importantly, I sometimes feel like apart of something that's been broken and repaired and broken again as if I was a toy that was in constant need of repairs.
    AmazonDaughter AmazonDaughter 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 26

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    I literally find nothing beautiful

    or attractive about me. My eyes are too small, I have acne, my nose is weird, my mouth is small, my eyebrows are just ew, my hair is annoying and I don't like the length, my voice is weird, I hate my body, it's too fat and gross, I hate how short I am...I just hate everything...
    osnapitzama osnapitzama 18-21, F 7 Responses 6 days ago

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    How can I learn to except myself?

    I'm 24 years old and I still find my self to be the ugliest woman walking the planet earth And it's because I'm a very dark skinned black woman. I've had ONE boyfriend in my whole life and it didn't really last to long. My skin color considered unattractive and my hair is...
    MareViCiOUS MareViCiOUS 26-30, F 21 Responses Jan 7, 2014

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    I hate myself so much.

    I despise my size and hate it when I realize just how curvy I am. I want to be a tooth pick so badly. I have tried working out, I only gained muscle, I dont eat unhealthy, I just don't know what else to do but to go the weight loss pill route. so I guess I'm headed there next...
    Caitlinsmith1636 Caitlinsmith1636 18-21, F 7 Responses Jan 24

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    ME

    I don't know...I guess its self explanatory really, I don't love myself. Every day I look at myself in the mirror and I hate it. I hate the fact that I hate myself, and its not just physically its also emotionally I hate who I am. I mean I know I'm being stupid but why would I...
    lifesize lifesize 22-25, F 16 Responses Apr 6, 2013

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    I deal with a lot of self-hatred

    and disgust. I'm disgusted with myself for feeling awful all the time. I'm disgusted with myself for feeling broken. My life is practically perfect. I'm from a wealthy family, get everything I want, no student debt so I'm basically getting a free college education, my parents...
    Hush92 Hush92 18-21, F 9 Responses Jan 31

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    I should've just killed myself along time ago.

    I serve no purpose, I'm waste of space, and a waste of life.
    PopulaceInOne PopulaceInOne 18-21, M 25 Responses Dec 30, 2014

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    I feel that most people in my life are only

    there due to convenience. I don't feel any "bond" or connection with even my closest friends and family anymore. I know it's my fault because I'm nearly impossible to form a true bond with. I hate myself for being the person that I am and for being clueless as to how I can...
    Sparklyblueunicorns Sparklyblueunicorns 22-25, F 5 Responses Feb 3

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    I made a promise to myself,

    one that I haven't kept. me and my mom never had a good relationship, and this particular day after picking me up from my dad's she went to shower after we got to her house and I remember standing at the bottom of the stairs while she was at the top she was naked and talking to...
    pricklytickk pricklytickk 22-25, F Feb 1

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    I hate my life and myself

    so much. I'm so ugly and chubby and nobody likes me I'm basically nothing. I get rejected by the lowest of the low. I don't even know why I'm still alive
    katiebuggg katiebuggg 16-17, F 2 Responses 10 hrs ago

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    What have I done today?

    As soon as I woke up got yelled at. I ate breakfast and went to school. Class was fine. Got in the car, got yelled at all the way to the store. Finished shopping. Guess what, got yelled at again in the car. Wasn't hungry once we got home. Got yelled at for not eating but if I...
    jennifer5006 jennifer5006 18-21, F 4 Responses Feb 1

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    Pure Hatred

    I hate everything about me. my eyes my smile. but i do love my mind. why? because i can dream and run away from everything that is making my life hell. everyday i wake up wishing i hadn't. seems like everything that comes out of my mouth irritates someone. whenever i touch...
    SkinnyJeansAndSnakeBites SkinnyJeansAndSnakeBites 16-17, F 13 Responses Oct 7, 2012

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    I've got a lot to say

    but I just can't :""( idk, I'm not used to expressing myself to people, it seems I've just been hiding the real me. I don't deserve anything in this world, I've got a lotta guilt, unsaid confessions, insecurities, a feeling of being a loser and lot more stuff! there's just so...
    slytheringuy slytheringuy 16-17, M 6 Responses Sep 28, 2015

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    ive figured it out who i am.

    from Charlie the Unicorn: STARFISH LOVES YOU! !!!!! Its a special moment when you figure such things out.
    ArnoldJRimmer ArnoldJRimmer 46-50, M Feb 5

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    Been There, It Gets Better

    If you hate yourself, it means you have empathy. It means you're human. It means you care so much about others that you're willing to damage yourself for their sake. It means you punish yourself so cruelly every second of most every day, for the sake of those you love, and...
    slow4speed slow4speed 22-25, F 42 Responses May 6, 2012

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    I don't care if you are underweight

    or over weight. I don't care if you have braces, frizzy hair, acne, or a disability. I don't care, because to me: YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL💕
    AmandaRachael AmandaRachael 16-17, F 8 Responses Dec 20, 2013

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    It was Begging of September of 2015.

    .. I was invited to a Wedding to a military buddy of mine. And I was feeling more Obligated to go because I am a man of m