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I Hate Myself

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    I am not good looking.

    I am not a genius. I am not hardworking. I am not extroverted and sociable. I am not living in the present. I am not happy. I am not interested in the things that most people are interested in. I am not confident. I am not normal. I am not worth anything. I am not good enough. I...
    Arrrbol Arrrbol 18-21, M 18 Responses May 12, 2014

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    Born The Wrong Way...

    You will laugh, you will judge me, you won't understand... But still I want to write it. It began when I was little, I was only five and I already hated myself. I hated the fact that looking in the mirror was painful. I was looking at myself and thinking 'this is not me!'. I...
    JJTKM JJTKM 16-17 19 Responses Feb 21, 2013

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    Alijumah Alijumah 18-21, M 1 day ago

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    Been There, It Gets Better

    If you hate yourself, it means you have empathy. It means you're human. It means you care so much about others that you're willing to damage yourself for their sake. It means you punish yourself so cruelly every second of most every day, for the sake of those you love, and...
    slow4speed slow4speed 22-25, F 42 Responses May 6, 2012

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    kaleidoscopic21 kaleidoscopic21 13-15, F 1 Response 12 hrs ago

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    Sick Of It

    I can't even look in the mirror without wanting to punch the glass. I get so mad at what I am, everything is repulsive. Im so torn with wanting to be happy and just wallowing in this self hate. Im not good enough. My grades aren't good enough my personality, my weight, my face...
    kxrstxn kxrstxn 16-17, F 30 Responses Oct 20, 2013

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    Well duh.... I mean I always fck everything up.

    .. Everything's always my fault right dad .-. Just like you said... You love my sisters better then me you don't even love me .-. My sisters don't even care about me they would be happy if I just left already. I already know I'm stupid I'm worthless I'm a disgrace I'm fat I'm...
    FadingStarrr FadingStarrr 16-17, F 4 Responses 4 days ago

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    nadirah96 nadirah96 18-21, F 2 Responses 19 hrs ago

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    No guy wants me, no one likes me,

    and I HATE IT! I'm always there for them but they aren't there for me! :( Why do I bother to live when no guy finds me beautiful and wants me? What the **** is wrong with me? :(
    SeanaO SeanaO 18-21, F 21 Responses May 18, 2014

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    one of the best ways i know how to vent makes

    me feel like ****, particularly what enables me to use it so well. Basically, over the years ive run into my fair share of people who think they'r superior and that everyone else is only useful to benifit them if that, or someone who considers a group of people nothing more than...
    thetalkingmushroom thetalkingmushroom 18-21, M 6 hrs ago

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    Dreamscape98x Dreamscape98x 16-17, F 1 Response Jun 29, 2014

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    Hey guys. I wrote this

    as a letter ill never send. let me know what you think? I stopped writing for a while, mostly because, well, I wanted to block out how I had been feeling, because I thought maybe then things would be easier. But that’s not me, I’m not one to push aside my feelings and...
    abbylynn98 abbylynn98 18-21, F 4 Responses 3 days ago

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    People Being Mean

    I have been hated so much for like my whole life, I have been bullied . So I have always hated myself
    Skatergirl16 Skatergirl16 13-15, F 17 Responses Nov 20, 2013

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    It Should Have Been Me

    I had a twin brother; when I was old enough my mother told me about him. He died a long time ago even before I was born. The doctor saved me but he was too weak. I tried to cope with it, the thought that I had a brother I'd never get to know. It was an accident, its something...
    GrumpyMe GrumpyMe 22-25, F 11 Responses Nov 28, 2013

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    i hate myself but I'm smarter

    than most of u so it makes it ok
    Angelcum Angelcum 18-21, F 20 Responses Dec 2, 2014

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    I hate myself and have really low confidence

    and self esteem . I don't know how I will surivie in a world where those tangibles are what we are dependent on . I have no drive or motivation to do anything. I hope I could live my whole life in prison cause I wouldn't have to pay any bills , free food and healthcare and no...
    Mizo0217 Mizo0217 18-21, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I'm sorry that I ruin everything.

    Maybe it would be best if I leave.
    Waffl3s Waffl3s 13-15, F 15 Responses Jan 8

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    How can I learn to except myself?

    I'm 24 years old and I still find my self to be the ugliest woman walking the planet earth And it's because I'm a very dark skinned black woman. I've had ONE boyfriend in my whole life and it didn't really last to long. My skin color considered unattractive and my hair is...
    MareViCiOUS MareViCiOUS 22-25, F 21 Responses Jan 7, 2014

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    I hate myself more and more everyday

    and I didn't even know that was possible. Every time I eat, the hate grow. I'm disappointing Ana and I'm sorry. I just wish I could disappear without people noticing
    unlovedana unlovedana 13-15, F 2 hrs ago

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    BEWARE!! I am about to write the most personal

    and sucky story ever. I just need to get it out since no one will talk to me anymore. On Wensday, my "friend" Cam had a party to celebrate the end of Exams(his exams I had another on thurs). There are these 3 a-ssholes at my school called Tyson, Landon and Luke who make sure...
    QuinnMac12 QuinnMac12 13-15, F 1 day ago

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    I should've just killed myself along time ago.

    I serve no purpose, I'm waste of space, and a waste of life.
    MusicJunkie666 MusicJunkie666 18-21, M 30 Responses Dec 30, 2014

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    Honestly I just wanna fcking slice my throat

    open so I don't have to see myself or fck anything up anymore cause that's just all I do
    FadingStarrr FadingStarrr 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 24

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    I like the way this website has all of these

    "sponsored from around the web" images of before and after pictures and botox, etc. trying to sell crap to the people who hate themselves. Why do I hate myself? It's part genetic and part trauma. I can't even really share here anonymously. I am ashamed of my behavior. I wish...
    Lucyismycat Lucyismycat 31-35 a week ago

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    I don't care if you are underweight

    or over weight. I don't care if you have braces, frizzy hair, acne, or a disability. I don't care, because to me: YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL💕
    AmandaRachael AmandaRachael 16-17, F 8 Responses Dec 20, 2013

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    {maybe i should cry for help,

    maybe i should kill myself} Do not tell me to be happy. Do not tell me to love myself. Do not tell me I'm attention-seeking. Do not tell me to suck it up. Do not tell me to go on another day. Do not tell me that these scars on my body were made to get sympathy. You don't...
    whyusteens whyusteens 13-15, F 1 day ago

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    I Hate Who I Am

    I hate what I see in the mirror. I hate my past. I hate my present. I hate everything I am. I go to bed every night wishing I would wakeup with some disease and only have a few months to live. Or that I would die on the way to work in a car wreck or have a massive heart attack...
    Sorriso Sorriso 46-50, M 299 Responses Jul 10, 2007

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    I can't be bothered to take care of myself any

    more... If I wasn't living at home, I'd be in a pretty bad state I guess... All emotions have left my body... I just don't care... Nobody wants me right? It's all a lie.. I keep telling myself that, it's all a lie... You care more about them, than me.. I'm not important...
    catho catho 18-21, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    There is more things I can think of

    that are wrong with me than things that are right. I'm always looked past, I'm always too ugly, or too fat. I'm always too stupid, or too smart. I'm always to quiet, or too loud. I'm always too happy or too depressed. I'm always hated. You see, I can't do anything right. What's...
    Theycallherelly Theycallherelly 13-15, F 2 days ago

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    Alonzoisgay Alonzoisgay 13-15, M 4 days ago

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    Sigh. I've ruined it all.

    Good job, idiot. Honestly, I might not hate myself as much as I hate the way the human brain works.
    junipersun21 junipersun21 18-21, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    So a while ago me and my sisters were talking

    (I have an older sister and a younger sister both a year apart from me). And then it came up to the topic about looks. And by the way I hate talking about anything that has to do with looks, clothes, etc. They talked about how they constantly get compliments from friends and...
    PartyPat2336 PartyPat2336 16-17, F 4 Responses 3 days ago

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    I Am Incapable of Doing Anything Worthwhile.

    I am a thirty-something overweight single woman with two cats a messy condo with late mortgage payments who can't find her checkbook atm or credit card hasn't started a huge presentation that i have to give at work in eighteen hours and just knows that i will die alone in this f...
    afjsdkl afjsdkl 31-35, F 39 Responses Nov 19, 2006

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    sometimes i'm talking

    and i'm just like "shut the **** up"
    Angelcum Angelcum 18-21, F 10 Responses Nov 16, 2014

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    I think it every day

    and it honestly sucks. I want to learn to love myself it's just hard to think of good things about myself.
    Allieyo Allieyo 16-17, F 1 day ago

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    Ok. Apparently I'm worthless

    and ugly. My ex girlfriend new girlfriend told me that. And I believe her. I am worthless and ugly
    lovehate1994 lovehate1994 18-21, F 7 Responses 5 days ago

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    You know what? I'm tired of this tired of being

    ugly. It's really not fair that I was born ugly and other people were born attractive. It's not fair that they get to live the good life and I get the **** end of the stick for everything. It makes me mad. I hate my life and myself!
    wassup305 wassup305 16-17, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    I'm a piece of ****. As simple

    as that. I feel terrible that my husband has to deal with my constant pain and anxiety. I wish I could end it but that would hurt him too.
    zvezdnyy zvezdnyy 22-25, F 6 days ago

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    Mess

    ​My life is a mess. I'm an unattractive slob who's too loud and can't keep her grades up in school. Everyone thinks i'm just going through a faze, but I'm not. I'm depressed, and no one cares about me enough to see it. They think i'm fine. They don't know that I hide in my room...
    teenfailure teenfailure 16-17, F 16 Responses Dec 29, 2012

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    More than anything in this existence.

    "What could be So bad about you?" don't ask me that, you shouldn't ask me that, very annoying. I take everything out on myself because I feel it's my own fault, regardless if it is or not. I wish I could explain myself more, why it is I feel the way I do, why I want to choke...
    Britt4ny Britt4ny 70+, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Let's put it this way,

    I am very healthy and fit. I also have a nice personality. But, I have asked out many girls and they all said "Sorry, i SORT OF have a boyfriend" or "Sorry, I don't date kids" I don't know why girls rejects someone like that???
    whatupdoc54 whatupdoc54 18-21, M 1 Response a week ago

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    bluegirlie98 bluegirlie98 16-17, F 24 Responses Dec 24, 2014

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    I live my life in a constant state of regret.

    I dwell on all the bad decisions I've made and am convinced I've wasted a large portion of my life. Along the way I've set a poor example for my kids, and my wife has lost all respect for me. There are days I just want to run away and disappear. I'm convinced my family would be...
    kenyon85 kenyon85 51-55, M 1 day ago

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    We did nothing to the blonde in the trio.

    ..her binder is dome We don't know you so we had too Document. ....your another gullible putz.. .teach
    blacktwit44 blacktwit44 51-55, F 6 days ago

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    Sick Of Beind Depressed? Enjoyment Vs Pleasure

    When depressed, we turn to drugs, meaningless sex, alcohol, food full of fat and sugar, movies, video games, etc. These all give us small spikes of pleasure and do some good in lifting the gloom, but when it's over, what's left? We have less money, possibly STDs, gain weight...
    slow4speed slow4speed 22-25, F 14 Responses Jul 1, 2012

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    How do you start to love yourself

    when all you have in you is hate; fresh hate towards your failures, your choices, your dreams.....everything that you are?
    AmazonDaughter AmazonDaughter 16-17, F 5 days ago

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    What is wrong with me?

    ! I hate this life!!!
    shortfry3 shortfry3 13-15, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    The Woman In The Mirror

    On nights like tonight. I sometimes wonder what others see in myself when at times I can't even see whats so special about me. Here the past 3-4 months. I've been extremely depressed and completely distant from those who matter the absolute most to me. At times I just want to...
    AmazinglyAmazing AmazinglyAmazing 22-25, F 16 Responses Nov 1, 2012

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    I don't know what's wrong with me.

    I don't know why I'm feeling like this. I don't think I can do this.
    iloveyoudude iloveyoudude 18-21, F 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    Pure Hatred

    I hate everything about me. my eyes my smile. but i do love my mind. why? because i can dream and run away from everything that is making my life hell. everyday i wake up wishing i hadn't. seems like everything that comes out of my mouth irritates someone. whenever i touch...
    SkinnyJeansAndSnakeBites SkinnyJeansAndSnakeBites 16-17, F 13 Responses Oct 7, 2012

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    I'm so tired of apologizing

    for a life I didn't even ask for!
    AmazonDaughter AmazonDaughter 16-17, F 19 hrs ago

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    I Hate Myself

    I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself...
    inhale123exhale inhale123exhale 22-25, F 13 Responses Aug 1, 2011

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    Why can't I do it? Why can't I grab the bottle

    and take the pills all at once? Why can't I jump?
    whyusteens whyusteens 13-15, F 1 Response 15 hrs ago