I Hate Myslef

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    I hate for a longgg longggg time.

    When I was in China,in middle school and high school, I was always the easiest and softest to pick at.i got bullied.i didn't know why.maybe coz I'm just too easy to pick. And when I come to America to study in college,I felt I was not rest at all but my pushy mum just push me as...
    Iskskskdjjzzjjxjxjx Iskskskdjjzzjjxjxjx
    16-17, F
    1 Response Mar 3, 2014

    I hate who I've become.

    I hate how I feel like I have no control over it. I'm consumed by hatred, insecurity..I have this negative feeling inside me that makes me physically shake sometimes. I have this pent up rage that I can't even pinpoint the root cause anymore. It's taken permanent residence...
    bhabhablacksheep bhabhablacksheep
    22-25, F
    1 Response Feb 17, 2015


    Im tired of being weak Part of me wants to just lay here and die,to accept that im weak,stupid,and an idiot and to just shut up about it. The other part wants to keep fighting,to be stronger,to stand up in what i believe in even if it means standing alone,to protect those i love...
    Blade345 Blade345
    16-17, F
    1 Response Sep 11, 2013

    I Hate Myself

    I am clingy to the ones I love which pushes them away and causes them to leave me. I feel like I can never do anything right. Even on day that I feel confident about myself something tears me down and I end up hating myself by the end of the day. I just want one person to show me...
    Toriblueeyes Toriblueeyes
    22-25, F
    Oct 13, 2013

    It was a beautiful night in Texas

    when I get a text from my friend to go to her house. I get on my bike a book it there as fast as possible. I get to her house and kindly great her mother and headed toward her room. I knock on the door and she lets me in . We sit there for about 3 hours just talking when she...
    Xavier11213 Xavier11213
    16-17, M
    Apr 1, 2014

    Idk what happened but

    when I was doing archery I lost it. I left early and went home. I started to feel guilty for drinking a milkshake, hating my body, I am just about to cry. I hate my self! I'm fat! I'm ugly! I will never be happy!
    BooBear99 BooBear99
    18-21, F
    1 Response Mar 31, 2014

    About a couple of days ago I did something

    stupid and now I'm pretty sure he's avoiding me now and I hate myself for hurting him so bad he would ignore me....I just want to die sometimes ....I know he wouldn't want that though he'd be heart broken .....I just I hate myself so much
    whispywind whispywind
    18-21, F
    2 Responses May 30, 2014

    Why am I so stupid?! Why does it take me 2-3

    times for the person to tell me how to do something before I understand? Why do I make things complicated? Something is wrong with me. And to top it off from all this self hatred, I have no one to talk to or just hug. I just cry outside in the cold.
    blueberrypies19 blueberrypies19
    22-25, F
    1 Response Jan 28, 2014

    I don't even think it's hate anymore,

    it's more like I despise myself now. I hate almost everything in general. People say learn to love your flaws, but I can't I've tried to before and I tried really hard too. I just can't bring myself to like me in general. I feel like I'm stuck between the living and the dead...
    deleted deleted
    Mar 13, 2015

    I Get Teated Like Dirt

    my name is natalie crawford and i want to die i take herion people treat me like **** no one cares about me i dont want to live every day is a nightmare .nata2
    nc19 nc19
    Apr 8, 2012

    I stop talking to a lot of people I am popular

    at school like very popular people don't know I am hurting I have beaten my self up I am nasty disgusting girl my parents don't know what's wrong with me I hate myslef I try to forget about my self I am nasty
    jordachejpnes jordachejpnes
    26-30, F
    Jun 26, 2014
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