I Hate New Years Eve

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    It is approaching 2015 on the east coast

    and this is just another blunt reminder of my loneliness and hatred of myself. It is a time where people get drunk, party and have their damn kiss. I cannot stand it anymore. I don't think I'll make it through the night if I see one God damn kiss or party again.
    Silverhawk1277 Silverhawk1277
    22-25, M
    Dec 31, 2014

    I hate New Years.. every year the time leading

    up to Christmas and New Years is horrible.. I feel like that every year that goes by.. I have done nothing with my life, I feel like an absolute failure and I am just nearing my death.
    Ensane Ensane
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Dec 20, 2014

    I hate how it's already December

    and how everyone's already looking for NYE plans. I hate this time of year because I dont have any real friends and I always fear of being all alone on New Year's (even though it's not that much of a deal, I just feel pathetic). I'm a very anxious person and I'm already freaking...
    gloriousoutside gloriousoutside
    Dec 1, 2014

    I Don't Enjoy It

    its my birthday but I have not enjoyed it for a long long time.... I think this year however I am going to take my parents out to dinner somewhere nice. I am sick of doing nothing on new years and being alone or watching the tv... and I have no real friends so it means nothing to...
    czaristacrystals czaristacrystals
    36-40, F
    3 Responses Nov 2, 2011

    The guy I'm currently dating is a foreigner

    and is way more pumped about celebrating the New Year than I am. I am dating him because I need to learn how to learn how to be happy about people who want to be around me and are loving people, but I would rather be with another person that I've been in an unrequited love with...
    Jaibok Jaibok
    18-21, F
    Dec 30, 2015

    Reminds Me Of How Alone I Am...

    And also how behind in life I am compared to my peers. I don't think I have ever celebrated New Years. My usual tradition is hiding under the bed covers and trying to sleep before another year starts up. I also find that this day is a time of reflection, how the year has gone for...
    deleted deleted
    2 Responses Jul 9, 2011

    Moderate PTSD and loud noises do not mix!

    ! I hate fireworks, they are too loud for me
    Verchiel Verchiel
    22-25, T
    Dec 31, 2013
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    1 Response Dec 31, 2014

      Found me for the first hour

    or two stooping to hear dwarves with my one good ear, whilst trying to stay balanced enough in the general push and shove not to spill my beer. When I escaped there was a queue outside, with a bouncer saying ‘One out, One in’. My joy at getting out was matched by someone...
    CrookedMan CrookedMan
    Jan 11, 2014
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