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I Hate Seizures

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    I Hate How My Seizure Hurts My Child.

    I have such an amazing blessing blue eyed blonde haired angel from God (2 year old). My heart just shatters every time she experiences me having a seizure, or after. When she see's my in the hospital for day's and every morning when she wakes she asks me, mommy.... dr today...
    Allie714 Allie714 31-35 Feb 2, 2013

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    It Is Darn Rt Scary

    I have only had one and believe me, I don't ever want to go through that again. I really feel for those who get them. When I had mine it started as tremors that just tired me right out to the point where I went to the doc. She sent me up to the hospital wher it got worse and...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jun 19, 2012

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    I Was Afraid!

    I was 7 when I witnessed my mom's first seziure (to me at least.) My dad was out and I was reading. I heard something fall to the ground and it sounded like it came from my parent's room. I walked in and my mom was on the ground, completely unmoving. I kept trying to get her...
    MusicalLover MusicalLover 16-17, F Sep 6, 2009

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    Why Do Some People Live Alone With Seizures But I Can't Seem Too?

    I began having seizures 3 years ago, at age 39. I have not successfully lived alone since.  I have tried, but I have burned myself a few times, left things unattended and injured myself. I don't drive but have had incidents walking alone as well.  What is the...
    donnny1 donnny1 36-40 3 Responses Apr 13, 2009

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    Grand Mal Seizure

    The hopelessness of not being able to avoid what's going to happen to you..The constant fear and anxiety of having one while driving,working,in public.That maybe this is the one I don't awake from.I thought I was done with them ten years later and 23 sezuires counting,I'm tired...
    gatorbait7 gatorbait7 22-25 1 Response Mar 25, 2012

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    I Have A Random Seizure Disorder

    I had my first seizure at age 12. I heard my little sister crying in the night and I jumped up to see what was wrong. She had a bleeding nose so I was comforting her because my step-mom was trying to get out the door to work. The next thing I knew, I woke up on the floor. I am...
    kekerae kekerae 18-21, F 1 Response May 6, 2010

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    Son Used to Have Seizures.......

    My son, 17 1/2 now started having seizures out of the blue when he was about 7. They started out grand mal seizures and then his seizure pattern changed over the years. He stayed on tegretol for most of that time, but his body got used to it after years, and they changed him to...
    007angelgirl 007angelgirl 31-35 3 Responses Oct 4, 2008

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    First Time Seizure At 23 :/

    hello! im 23 years old an had my first seizure 2 days ago, im a very athletic guy and work out almost everyday and play sports only drawback is i do smoke. But other than that im healthy and two days ago i worked out hard in the morning then went to the pool for 3 hours in the...
    michaelnc88 michaelnc88 22-25 1 Response Jun 10, 2012

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    I have had epilepsy since I was 11. Its always held me back. I have social anxiety and anxiety about my seizures which doesn't help. I quit coolege and have sometimes been afraid...
    Grrrrgirl Grrrrgirl 22-25, F Oct 8

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    I was diagnosed with seizures I also have pots which is a heart condition it has really been tough for me to adjust to it all it just seems so unfair I have no life I mean I have a...
    Daiseyhope Daiseyhope 18-21 3 Responses Oct 8

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    It sort of feels like dying, while it is happening. It's happened so many times, that I'm becoming less and less scared of the seizures and gradually less ashamed too. There is a...
    GreenButtercup GreenButtercup 36-40, F 2 Responses Oct 12

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    Idk what's wrong with me!! I seriously barely even slept last night, I went to bed at 11 and I stayed up for an hour on my phone, then I turned over and closed my Eyes and my brain...
    Bflyboo14 Bflyboo14 13-15, F 2 Responses Sep 23

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    I do hate bullies I've been bullied in the past so I know it's not right it can really effect someone so no bullies
    SHYANNER SHYANNER 13-15, F 1 Response 1 hr ago

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    I hate my life so god damn much. I hate that when im in a more depressed mood my parents have to assume that I'm angry at them. I hate that they yell and make me feel worse because...
    RoyOfTheCosmos RoyOfTheCosmos 18-21, M Oct 12

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    I can write a novel of how much I hate people and their stupid, lack of knowledge, and zero common sense behaviour! I hate people who think they know everything yet they are so...
    Navia55 Navia55 26-30, F 2 Responses Sep 21

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    I hate that I can't make friends. I can't get people to stay. I can't hold a conversation or give people what they want. I'm very boring. I'm afraid to ask questions or start a...
    ChanelLove12 ChanelLove12 70+, F 1 Response Sep 26

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    I Hate God. I Hate God. I Hate God. I Hate God. I Hate God. I Hate God. I Hate God. I Hate God. I Hate God. I Hate God.
    unlovednbroken unlovednbroken 18-21, F 3 Responses Oct 3

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    I hate him with everything I own. I just hate him so damn much it's freaking crazy. I hate how he played me, and cheated. And made me feel bad for how his mom abused him but then...
    katstho katstho 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 3

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    Sometimes you hate Sometimes you hate a thing I hated a person I hated him with all my soul We were two completely different personalities We were always conflicted Every bit...
    august97 august97 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 29

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    I hate school I hate being here, I hate being around all the people, I hate all the talking, I hate all the work, I hate all the name calling, I just hate it.
    wedgieshurtalot wedgieshurtalot 16-17, F 2 Responses Oct 2

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    This may seem a bit Pollyanna, however, I do not know what it feels like to hate. I suppose I am lucky in a way. Don't let me mislead you though, I've been hated and I do not get...
    Helper96 Helper96 46-50, F Oct 5

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    So it all started when i was young when my dad killed my mom and started using me...i felt dirty....very ....unfit for . then when i started cutting i felt even worse because of...
    EmoNekoNiki EmoNekoNiki 18-21, F 4 Responses Sep 23

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    i thought i hated a man, until i heard his voice again.... i cried and cried, my heart ached, and i realized i was just thinking i hated him... in reality, i fooled myself into...
    forgiveness12 forgiveness12 36-40 Oct 6

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    Yes you the deadly poison, Yes you the wicked wise, Warmth, love, levitation? No, weak, loathsome and hell-fire. I hate you, the truth I hate you, the moon Even in darkness...
    ymfas ymfas 26-30, M 2 Responses Oct 7

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    When I say "I hate school" is doesn't mean I hate the education and knowledge. It means I hate selfish and ignorant people there. It means I hate stress and high expectations that...
    JessiesColumn JessiesColumn 16-17, F Oct 11

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    i hate my life. i hate god. i hate my mother. i hate everything. i hate this fact i even came to this world.
    unlovednbroken unlovednbroken 18-21, F 4 Responses Sep 21

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    Society is f*cked up. Now I may say things in this post that may sound offensive but I assure you those are not my intentions. What do I see when I go out in public? What do I see...
    WintersSoldier2 WintersSoldier2 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 22

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    I hate taking care of my mom. I hate that she's living with me. I feel suffocated and overwhelmed. I moved over 800 miles to get away from her. That lasted 9 months before she...
    EclecticHumanDecoy EclecticHumanDecoy 41-45 2 Responses Sep 23

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    She is the worst human being on earth and she's better off dead. She has crossed many lines and i question her existence. I hate her. She has hurt every family member and she is...
    Rascalex Rascalex 16-17, F Sep 28

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    So yeah I've been thinking about it and sometimes I honestly can not tell... It's hard to say when sometimes I feel like there's just too many things I hate and my tolerance for...
    SpoiledKingPotatoePop SpoiledKingPotatoePop 22-25, M 1 Response Sep 28

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    I hate school, I hate people, I hate myself, I hate this world. I hate everything.
    TheRouge TheRouge 16-17, F 3 Responses Oct 7

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    I just absolutely hate it. I hate learning i'm just more of a laid back kind of person. i'm far from a dummie though,. I just hate waking up early. I have to be to school by 8:15...
    Dsanders13 Dsanders13 16-17, F 2 Responses Oct 8

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    Well, my boyfriend just stormed out on me, and I'm eating myself up. Like always. I carry a tremendous burden of guilt, self-hatred, shame... Even when I do nothing wrong. I hate...
    princessslaya princessslaya 18-21, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I ******* hate not being able to tell people to **** Off....>:( I hate not being able to hate someone, I hate caring about everyone even the people that bully me.... I just...
    Chocolate29 Chocolate29 13-15, F 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    "Frankly, I have to worry about an individual who says he hates all mothers." -Block...(Heart Heart). "...I do not choose to associate with such an individual..." "That's okay. I...
    Levi1 Levi1 13-15, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    i hate myself if i don't get the perfect grade. i hate myself if i see a bigger number on the scales. i hate myself sooo much if i don't get an awarding certificate at the end of...
    michiko michiko 16-17, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I don't want any one to reply I just want to rant. I ******* hate people, I ******* hate how they say crap about people behind peoples back I hate how they think it's okay to make...
    Chocolate29 Chocolate29 13-15, F 1 day ago

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    I was born with excess fat on my stomach and even when I got super skinny and wore size 2 and I was super lean and fit I still had that stomach. Now I stopped dancing, I gained...
    InternationGal InternationGal 18-21, F 18 hrs ago

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    Well, the title says it all. I hate when people tell me fake lies so I give them sympathy. People in school tell me bunch of lies which are super unbelievable. For example...
    jonho10 jonho10 13-15, M 2 Responses Sep 22

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    Can you.. Love someone & hate them at the same time but you don't know why you hate them. Maybe you hate them because you hate how they made you happy but did they make you happy...
    BookOfShadows BookOfShadows 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 23

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    I have lived in MI my entire life in the same house in the same town and I hate it! I hate the weather, I hate the lack of excitement, and I hate the lack of opportunity for...
    DanielleJW DanielleJW 18-21, F Sep 23

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    Sometimes i just hate my body so much. It hard to look at myself naked with my cruves. And female body, all I very wish for is for me to be born a boy. Because being a girl is...
    crazyhyperkid crazyhyperkid 13-15, M 3 Responses Sep 23

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    Hi, I am an 18 year old male suffering from terrible insecurities. I hate looking at myself, I am 18 and I still can't grow chin hair or a beard fully, it comes in patchy and I...
    buddhaology buddhaology 18-21, M 1 Response Sep 24

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    Yes, i do... And my hate is about that bad clue that keeps parts of Russia existing even after they performed genocide in Ichkheia aka Chechen Republic, occupied a part of Moldova...
    yetanotherfeeder yetanotherfeeder 31-35, M 2 Responses Sep 24

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    I hate my father because he was never there for me when it mattered. He walked away when I was a baby and he only saw me so he could manipulate his parents into giving him money...
    purpleiris30 purpleiris30 36-40, F Sep 28

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    Most people in this world like school or they really LOVE it. But why? Most people my age hates school and I really really hate school. It contains stress and tiredness and you...
    TornadoStar TornadoStar 13-15, F 3 Responses Sep 28

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    I wouldn't even call it a relationship anymore. Before we started dating we were friends for many years, I was always in a long term relationship so we never connected on a...
    Belle1014 Belle1014 26-30, F 1 Response Sep 28

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    Why do people think Islam is evil? Seriously, it isn't the religion, it is always the person. ALL HUMANS ARE EVIL!! EVERY HUMAN SHOULD DIE! Right? no? Stop posting hate about a...
    kaizob2x kaizob2x 22-25, M Sep 28