I Hate That Feeling Of Not Being Good Enough

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    Blinding Fog

    I feel that every move I make is another mistake to my family.Im sorry I'm not what you want me to be, I can't help it that I'm not you.I was made different,I don't need you to raise my expectations so high that I can't reach, just to watch me fall.Why can't you except me?!What...
    TerraMeranda TerraMeranda
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Oct 26, 2013

    I think I am paralysed by this fear

    even though rationally intellectually it's stupid and a pathetic excuse which makes it worse. knowing you have a problem isn't the first step to solving it - just makes you feel twice as bad
    isshereal isshereal
    36-40, F
    1 Response Jan 7, 2016

    I hate disappointing myself,

    and I always push myself to be the best, no one asks me to do it, but I feel that I will never love myself, unless I can finally get to the point of mastery. My only motto in life is to win, nothing else. I hate not feeling capable to do that.
    LikeICare13 LikeICare13
    13-15, F
    1 Response Jan 15, 2016

    Am very broken a guy I did everything for

    and stayed with him even tho he cheated with others I still loved him he would always tell me he doesn't wanna talk to me he would never pick up my calls and even tho I have got breast cancer he still didn't care or treated me right few days ago everything changed when he would...
    rosegigi rosegigi
    22-25, F
    1 Response Nov 7, 2015

    I have been with the same guy

    for 9 months I have known him for over a year now. but lately it seems like I'm not good enough for him anymore and that he is bored with me. I have been staying at his new place some nights but now I wonder if I should just stop and just stick to hanging out. I don't know what...
    southernbelle07252013 southernbelle07252013
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Aug 17, 2015

    Haven't been to church in 2months it breaks my

    heart but I just feel not good enough to be around anyone just stay in bed 7days a week
    rosegigi rosegigi
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Sep 27, 2015

    When I was a teenager I used to compare myself

    to others. I never thought I was good enough or had the talent and experience. I no longer do it anymore. If a person can't accept me that's their loss.
    Gambler715 Gambler715
    51-55, M
    Jan 7, 2016

    So, recently, when i went to university (i

    didn't go for a long time because of my anxiety and other health problems), I saw HER! I have a really soft spot for beautiful eyes, so i fell for her almost instantly...She is beautiful enough to keep me up at night. I almost cry like a little baby from that cause of my past...
    NightSky92 NightSky92
    22-25, M
    1 Response Mar 13, 2016

    my cousin killed herself,

    mom is dead, my grandma is dead and through all of this my husband has been practically nonexistent in my life. When I cry, I cry alone. it's like I'm not even good enough for him to treat me like a human being that needs love and understanding in a time like this. What am I...
    Theshameless Theshameless
    22-25, F
    Sep 22, 2015

    This poem explains how I feel.

    "You'll never be..... Good enough Smart enough Fast enough Skinny enough You'll never be....... Able to ride like them Able to sing like them Able to play instruments like them Able to play like them Able to take care of others like them Able to do anything like them You'll...
    AlphaOfAPack AlphaOfAPack
    16-17, F
    Mar 10, 2016

    I hate people who do this.

    They make u feel nothing...losers and unworthy of even life. I hade a lot of fake friends who used me...and teased me. I experienced racism a lot. Nobody deserves this...nobody should be tested this way. Everybody is something really special....I know that...but anyone who...
    deleted deleted
    Aug 16, 2015

    I loved you. But I am not good enough.

    I am not what you need or want. I wanted to be the one you thought of driving to and from work. I wanted to be the one you wished was beside you watching tv, coming home to, waking up beside, dreaming about. I just wanted to be the one you wanted. I hope those pictures of...
    Ttiffany330 Ttiffany330
    46-50, F
    2 Responses Dec 24, 2015
    deleted deleted
    Aug 17, 2015

    "Take my love, Take my land,

    Take me where I cannot stand. I dont care, I'm still free, You can't take the sky from me. "
    Scarletsorbet Scarletsorbet
    31-35, F
    1 Response Jan 16, 2016

    I just never feel I'm good enough

    for mostly anyone...I try my nest to be nice to the ppl that are nice to me but it just seems no one ever wants.me around...ppl say you will find someone in time and just find the right ppl to be friends with but it never seems like anyone wants to talk to me or be my friend or...
    DaveEatsToast DaveEatsToast
    18-21, M
    1 Response Aug 19, 2015

    That was my father's role in life

    as I was growing up. He worked hard to get where he was in life. He has 3 degrees and before he retired a very high position in a public company. Good on you day I am proud of your achievements. Unfortunately while you were climbing that ladder you failed to spend...
    ScottyB3389 ScottyB3389
    51-55, M
    1 Response Sep 19, 2015
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