I Hate That I Care Too Much

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 151 People

    Why Do I Even Care?!

     i keep second guessing myself and thinking about it... wtf is wrong with me? im like a stalker... i need to forget it already!!! Its making me feel horrible...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Nov 29, 2009

    He's amazing. I want us to be together

    so badly but we live soooo far away from each other and it sucks. He doesn't believe in long distance relationships but I really want to us a try. He says that we should just stay friends but that's easier said than done. I hate myself for caring so much about him because all...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Oct 15, 2015

    Picking Songs

    I always seem to be picking songs based on what my heart wants to say these days... When I get it right, my heart seems to resonate with the music, or the lyrics, or both.... I've been going through a lot of traumas in my love life lately, my marriage is dead and I am simply...
    TheVerticalMan TheVerticalMan
    41-45, M
    2 Responses May 20, 2013

    Learning To Care Less

    I wish I could just turn off my feelings like a light switch. I stress out about things and people too much. I had an epiphany today. Why should I care if some of my friends in real life or online have decided to stop interacting with me? It's silly to stress over it and get...
    howsab howsab
    31-35, F
    Aug 10, 2011

    The Other Person

    Sometimes I wish I was one of those people who can control their feelings really well. I have always been that "other" person. The one who cares too much, or too fast, or too easily. I tell myself everytime that I am going to be better the next time, keep my feelings in check...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    3 Responses Nov 26, 2012

    Watching The Next Man Start To Suffer

    My wife has been dating another man behind my back for about a year and a half. Sometime during all of this, I was pushed into a corner of neglect and loneliness so extreme, I wound up befriending and falling for someone. My Dream Girl. That really was just a friendship, and my...
    TheVerticalMan TheVerticalMan
    41-45, M
    4 Responses Oct 12, 2013

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