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I Hate That I Care Too Much

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 128 People

    Learning To Care Less

    I wish I could just turn off my feelings like a light switch. I stress out about things and people too much. I had an epiphany today. Why should I care if some of my friends in real life or online have decided to stop interacting with me? It's silly to stress over it and get...
    howsab howsab 31-35, F Aug 10, 2011

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    Why Do I Even Care?!

     i keep second guessing myself and thinking about it... wtf is wrong with me? im like a stalker... i need to forget it already!!! Its making me feel horrible...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Nov 29, 2009

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    The Other Person

    Sometimes I wish I was one of those people who can control their feelings really well. I have always been that "other" person. The one who cares too much, or too fast, or too easily. I tell myself everytime that I am going to be better the next time, keep my feelings in check...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Nov 26, 2012

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    Watching The Next Man Start To Suffer

    My wife has been dating another man behind my back for about a year and a half. Sometime during all of this, I was pushed into a corner of neglect and loneliness so extreme, I wound up befriending and falling for someone. My Dream Girl. That really was just a friendship, and my...
    TheVerticalMan TheVerticalMan 41-45, M 4 Responses Oct 12, 2013

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    Picking Songs

    I always seem to be picking songs based on what my heart wants to say these days... When I get it right, my heart seems to resonate with the music, or the lyrics, or both.... I've been going through a lot of traumas in my love life lately, my marriage is dead and I am simply...
    TheVerticalMan TheVerticalMan 41-45, M 2 Responses May 20, 2013

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    butthumbs butthumbs 26-30, F May 14, 2014

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    He's amazing. I want us to be together

    so badly but we live soooo far away from each other and it sucks. He doesn't believe in long distance relationships but I really want to us a try. He says that we should just stay friends but that's easier said than done. I hate myself for caring so much about him because all...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Oct 15, 2015

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    JustBipolarMe JustBipolarMe 46-50, M 10 hrs ago

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    I cried yesterday. I feel my life is becoming too much for me. I've been in school forever, and I have a Bachelor of Science degree already...but I couldn't get a job with that...
    truth1212 truth1212 22-25, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I think that I over think things too much. I've tried to meet women and I'm very open from the very beginning and start enjoying chats but on 9 out of every 10 times the women are...
    BigDean1471 BigDean1471 41-45, M 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    I aaaaaaaalways think toooooo much!! πŸ˜–πŸ˜‘ I think if the tiniest detail especially when I'm with my close friends I always think about what I said and how I reacted , what...
    tachibana12 tachibana12 18-21, F 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    I find it so hard to let go of stuff, my head turns over injustice and subsequent hatred for people and yet what I've suffered is far less. I feel like a pathetic victim and hate...
    tony1411 tony1411 56-60, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Jade although we're best friends I don't see you like that. I see you as that we both know that our bond is brother and sister and I wouldn't have it any other way. we've been...
    SladeTheLegend SladeTheLegend 18-21, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    And this is the problem. I feel so Much and live by My Whole heart. And I think and I am to logical. And this tears me apart when I'm making choises. Two extremely strong sides...
    darkspiritwolf darkspiritwolf 18-21, F 5 days ago

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    My dad in particular... That sick, sick man ruined my life, I became so desperate to have a father I would pay him my own money that I made working to keep him happy. I bought him...
    xXverlorenXx xXverlorenXx 22-25, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Suffocating head locked down, feel you crenching my throat Was knocked by the blood clot to my brain I tried to make peace but it seems nothings better without you Hopeless...
    LeahLovee LeahLovee 70+, F 5 days ago

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    I worry over everything health, family, lack of job and independence, whether or not "he" really likes me, or if we will ever meet. I am making myself sick over it. . . I need to...
    RebekahWriter13 RebekahWriter13 31-35, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    Screwing me good, that’s what I sought to have you do Use to be us now you're gone I'm here working hard to improve So far away I'm here doing good without you Working hard...
    LeahLovee LeahLovee 70+, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    All I care about is music. I would love a music related career, problem is, I ain't that good at any instrument, never sang in front of anyone so I don't know if I'm any good at...
    NoReasonToLiveForMe NoReasonToLiveForMe 18-21, M 2 Responses a week ago

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    "I think too much" is an understatement. Each day, my mind is a whirlwind of activity and I can't turn it off, ever. I can't remember the last time I had a full night of sleep...
    SacrificeMe SacrificeMe 41-45, F 4 Responses Jan 31

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    I would like to know if anyone feels the same way Right now and for a while it has felt like I'm the only one who struggles so much with this Like to the point where it effects...
    Jordbaerbonnie Jordbaerbonnie 31-35, F 1 Response Jan 30

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    might as well call me Blurryface because I care what you think
    GayUkes GayUkes 13-15, T 2 Responses Jan 30

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    I think about everything and it hurts my f so much
    Buttercake30 Buttercake30 36-40 1 Response Jan 30

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    Ya I think too much... What's the Remedy to stop thinking So much
    Amnik Amnik 26-30, F 2 Responses Jan 30

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    I hate him so no more u r banned😑😑😑
    qtsara qtsara 31-35, F 1 Response Jan 30

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    I used to car what people thot of me, but after being exposed as a complete sissy girl to the public, I have got to the place that this is the way I'm going to have to live and so...
    bobbylee111 bobbylee111 41-45, T 1 Response Jan 29

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    Deadass I curse way too much πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚ but **** happens
    weirduo weirduo 13-15, F Jan 28

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    I think about things to much it's starts ok then mind start to think of every and I mean every possibility then I freak out, and scream or cry in a pillow because I think some...
    Hohenheim1 Hohenheim1 22-25, M Jan 26

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    i write and pour out on these pages. far too much of myself. mostly because i dont care anymore. i have a lot to sort out in life so writing here sort of helps. i doubt i...
    ArnoldJRimmer ArnoldJRimmer 46-50, M 3 Responses Jan 25

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    Yes I Do Because Girls are not toys To Play With They are Angels And We Must Respect Them and Treat Them Like Queens ! They Deserve Respect and The Truth Always also the loyalty...
    RomanticHussain RomanticHussain 18-21, M Jan 25

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    Today, I hate everything.... Guess it being Monday, it has something to do with it...
    TennesseeWhiskey TennesseeWhiskey 41-45, F 11 Responses Jan 25

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    I love you I said, I hate you I heard, I need you I cried, I'll leave you you said, I love you I said, I hate you I heard, I need you I cried, I'll leave you you said,
    LoneWarrior94 LoneWarrior94 18-21, M 2 Responses Jan 25

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    Also have never felt so alive. Today I have had a tattoo done which took 1 and a half hours. My first one but there was a little pain sensation whilst being done no the right...
    bobingalong bobingalong 26-30, M 1 Response Jan 23

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    I'm so quiet at school but people never take it into consideration that I have a racing mind. My dad has an IQ of about 170 and says I'm up there with him. We both suffer from...
    HaloTheNevermind HaloTheNevermind 13-15, F 5 Responses Jan 22

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    Ugh do you know what it's like having someone say that they don't have anyone but you have been there for them for as long as you remember ?? Yea well I do and it sucks trust. I...
    11shanaynay 11shanaynay 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 22

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    I wonder if I offended the guy on the phone that I kept calling ma'am. I hate when you get the voice wrong!!!! I'm so embarrassed!!!
    TennesseeWhiskey TennesseeWhiskey 41-45, F 6 Responses Jan 22

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    During dinner my partner and I were discussing his cousins upcoming nuptials. They have a two year old little girl and are living with my partners mother. My partners mother raised...
    snowberry75 snowberry75 36-40, F 3 Responses Jan 21

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    I think I am done with Ebay , too many bad experiences!!!!
    theusunghero3 theusunghero3 26-30, M 2 Responses Jan 21

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    I try to put on a fake smile pretend nothing's wrong when everything is wrong. I relive my rape over and over. It was my fault I know it. Everyone will hate me. I wanna just cry...
    justchasingdoes justchasingdoes 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 21

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    At the moment I feel painfully traumatised and I feel deeply hated and it is hurting me so much ... I hate my mother and I won't allow her to abuse me anymore ..she never liked me...
    Inthedark16 Inthedark16 36-40, F 2 Responses Jan 21

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