I Hate That I Love Him

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    Why? Why cant i let him go.

    . why does this hurt so much.. why cant i stop loving him.. i hate the fact that i dont hate him.. he completely broke me... he changed me.. i dontknow how to deal with this pain... i cant handle it.
    Roseyyheart Roseyyheart
    22-25, F
    Dec 2, 2014

    He confuses me. Some days,

    I swear i see clear hints that he likes me. Other days, it's as if he's avoiding me. I can't get him out of my head. He's the first thing i think about in the morning, and memories of him keep me awake at night. He confuses me, he unknowingly hurts me. I hate that i love him so...
    confusionswirlinginmyhead confusionswirlinginmyhead
    22-25, F
    Jul 31, 2014

    Have you ever loved someone

    so much that you hate it and you wish u didn't but then ur happy that you do and your just so crazy and you know you should let them go but you can't and every time you try to something pulls you back and this is ur life, you cry and cry and cry and hope that one day it will be...
    deleted deleted
    Dec 25, 2014

    Hate That I Love Him

    I fell in love with the most amazing guy in the world and now he's gone. Well, he's here but he's not the man I fell in love with. It kills me inside but every day gets easier. I occupy myself with different things so that I don't get too down on myself. I have hope that he will...
    xomomoxo193 xomomoxo193
    18-21, F
    Apr 10, 2011

    How can love and hate be

    so close but yet so far in definition? I would know considering I love the person I hate most. And I now realize that the only reason I hate him is because I love him so much. He was so annoying and obnoxious but thats what i loved most. I loved it when he would tease me and...
    ariel2891 ariel2891
    26-30, F
    Mar 1, 2015
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