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I Hate The Demons Of Alcoholism And Drug Addiction

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    I love my boyfriend very much.

    We just had a baby girl and I want things to work out but he has an alcohol addiction and I finally told him that we stay together he keeps drinking I'm miserable or he stays and resents me because i won't allow drinking. He didn't say anything. I told him he's free to leave if...
    iloveanalcoholic iloveanalcoholic 22-25, F Dec 29, 2014

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    Demon's....

    That tear people apart and destory families. That cause pain and ruin people. There are no words...Its just awful. And so sad.
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Nov 14, 2009

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    Life In Bloom.....

    I recently ended my relationship with alcohol dependance. I started using drug when i was 13 and the alcohol when I was 16. It was all I knew. I was very poor when I was a child. I had an abuser stepfather who called me dumb *** since I can remember. That was my name. Its what he...
    underwatersymphony underwatersymphony 41-45, M 2 Responses May 18, 2013

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    pain....pills and more pills.

    ... bigger and more pain.... surgery again & again over &overagain striping away her soul pill by pill....relief from the physical..... PAIN.... but it cost a leg..... more pain.... that no pill can ease..... no more pills.... what to do for the pain in her soul.... cost a son...
    TEMPOLTON TEMPOLTON 41-45, M 3 Responses Dec 29, 2014

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    Im marrying a drug addict in 2 months.

    When I first met him I adored him, now I think I hate him but I'm still marrying him because he hasn't used in a while and I'm hoping his personality will be the same one day....
    Warriorbutterfly Warriorbutterfly 26-30, F 4 Responses Jun 23, 2014

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    My Sister Does Drugs

    My younger sister and I used to be very close growing up and as young adults, I considered her half sister, half daughter. She was very sweet and unfortunately had some issues (mainly self induced but some chemical imbalance) that had her turning to drugs for relief. Over the...
    tamsmiles tamsmiles 41-45 1 Response Dec 30, 2012

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    Godzilla From Hell

    What does Godzilla have to do with drug addiction?   I'm trying to learn how to cope in a creative way.  Hollywood - Three years in the making. It's a sunny day. The sky is blue. The birds are singing. BUT, everyday, you get burned to a crisp.  You look forward, you look...
    rjohnson2828 rjohnson2828 51-55 1 Response Jul 25, 2011

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    Part VII During the time my cousin

    and her girlfriend were getting together, I had been dealing with my own problems. Drug addiction. I was a part of those idiot groups who would take anything without knowing what it was we were even taking. That's where I got the nick name Blaze. It reached a point where I...
    deleted deleted 26-30 May 7, 2014

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    My Beautiful Sister... Lost To Drugs

    I don't know how long I can live pretending that I don't think about my sister and her downfall. It consumes my mind and I worry about her constantly, even though I wish that I could just switch that part of my brain off. I feel guilty. she's on drugs... meth and mandrax... I...
    syengel syengel 26-30, F 1 Response Jun 3, 2013

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    For the last 6 years its been a battle between

    trying to have a good life with the man I love, and fighting with the mean, hallowed out shell of the alcoholic/ drug addict he is almost every minute were together. The alcohol has always been there. But the pills have been even more of a roller coaster. It started with hydros...
    Beth0888 Beth0888 26-30, F 1 Response Jun 12, 2014

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    Oh Brother.

    I have an older brother who's addicted to drugs & alcohol. At age 13, he was already smoking weed, and experimenting with other drugs. He's 29 now...and I had no idea that it would turn out like this. He drinks almost every day..and when he doesn't drink, he's doing drugs, and...
    Deesha89 Deesha89 26-30, F Aug 15, 2013

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    You Will Not Win This Time

    You come like a stalker in the night while everyone is sleeping and you cast your spell.You pick your prey and you take and take until nothing is left but emptiness..rage..pain and sorrow. Your a coward...you hide so nobody can see you and therefore you stay strong and and make...
    ayankee ayankee 46-50, F 14 Responses Nov 11, 2009

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    Why People Can't Find Out Another Activity?

    I don't understand why people like to abuse drugs. There are many extreme activities that we could do for fun such as bungee jumping, sky diving, hiking and sit roller coaster. I hope some body would like to eat insects such as grass hopper, wood worm, scorpion, puffer fish and...
    Arrow17 Arrow17 36-40, F 1 Response Jan 24, 2013

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    Demons

    My demons are not of anything i did, but what was done to me by alcholics and drugies. My parents was alcoholics and they was very abusive. Kids at school were druggies and a couple have tried to kill me. Now then where do i come in on all of this? I am the nightmares of my...
    Arorin Arorin 22-25, M 1 Response Mar 22, 2010

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    Still Clean And Yet...

    It was the entire month of February in 1996 that my ex and I cold-turkeyed heroin and methadone.  After 17 years of off and on use I finally could not take it anymore.  I could not stand being held prisoner to the drugs anymore.1995 was marred by my father's passing...
    ktnkal1 ktnkal1 46-50 2 Responses Jan 12, 2010

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    My mother and I have NEVER had a good relationship. She is overbearing, stubborn and down right annoying. We as a family have been through a lot and it's made her very cold and ill...
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    Ever since I was young my mother has been a drinker. In recent years it has gotten worse and worse. She has hit me, neglected me, kicked me out, and treated me horrible. At...
    boozebaby boozebaby 18-21, F 2 hrs ago

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    My drugs of choice were pills. I was addicted to xanax for about three years, and I am currently struggling with a sleeping pill addiction, it is not easy, its very hard to cope...
    BroknGirl89 BroknGirl89 26-30, F 7 hrs ago

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    I really need to get this off my chest oMG I don't even know where to start so my mom has been addicted to drugs my whole life I was her first born and she had my brother then she...
    LuvLostSoul LuvLostSoul 26-30, F 1 Response 15 hrs ago

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    Interested in a story that will make you feel like your problems are minor? READ ON... I can only give a quick summary, but looking forward to a true vent session later tonight...
    ReAwakenedGirl ReAwakenedGirl 26-30, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Suicide is easy. Reach your hand out, you get drugs. Break something with your hands, you can find a sharp tool to stab or slit. Find a rope, you can find yourself breathless...
    colourflame colourflame 13-15, F 4 Responses 2 days ago

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    Dear life, Could you pretty please stop giving it to me dry and fast? I didn't choose to be here, I didn't choose my mother and father... step father, next step father, mothers...
    Aliandras Aliandras 26-30, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    With very good cause, I would never touch, or go near any drugs and I know the bad things that they can do to someone. I cherish my life and enjoy playing outside rather than as...
    WolfSweet WolfSweet 18-21 3 days ago

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    6/28/15 💉My first sweet needle.💉 Hush now. Quiet down. Can you hear my heart racing? Falling to my knees because I've been chasing a lie. Love life? I don't know what I was...
    therainberry therainberry 18-21, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I just really need to let this out. When I first met my S/O, my relationship with his family was great (for the first few weeks). I went to a concert with his mother, got along...
    blamegame91 blamegame91 22-25, F 3 Responses a week ago

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    These are real thoughts/quotes/things that happened during my work days. Yes mam I understand what you want, I'm just unable to provide that service. Stop b**ching at me I'm...
    DreamlessDesire DreamlessDesire 18-21, F 1 Response a week ago

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    Demons are demons, they are evil. There are demons who are harmless than the others; but I wish they would leave sooner regardless of the fact.
    WitchOfEndor WitchOfEndor 18-21, F a week ago

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    Today my mother once again called me the c word and said screw you as she left the room. I hate that I'm her least favorite child. Even my best friend who lives with us gets...
    antihero98 antihero98 16-17, F Jun 25

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    I am really struggling right now, so I thought maybe writing about it might help. At least maybe distract me. Hopefully. I'm feeling incredibly hopeless and frustrated with regards...
    Aimee17 Aimee17 41-45, F 24 Responses Jun 25

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    I guess it comes down to this - do I make my hubby pay for his SD? My stepdaughter is in her late 20's, and a complete sociopath. I let her stay with us when she didn't have a...
    jenna5972 jenna5972 41-45, F 4 Responses Jun 25

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    my father would to beat me up many times a week,month,year.. he would use his fists, he would whip me with his belt, he would strangle me , he would wrip my clothes,slap me with...
    mistywillow mistywillow 22-25, M 2 Responses Jun 25

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    I have been in a relationship with my partner for 6 years, we were engaged for 2 but I ended that due to his drug/anger issues. We have a 4 year old son together. This week his...
    danimm danimm 22-25, F 2 Responses Jun 24

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    Actually it's his kid I hate, he has a 16 year old daughter, she was arrested for drug possession, and threatening to kill someone. She is rich so as a rich spoiled brat she got...
    thebooboo thebooboo 26-30, F Jun 24

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    My step daughter has just turned 12 her dad has had custody since she was 1 years old. About 3 years ago his daughter really wanted to meet her mom and was crying for her so he...
    Hollymmcc Hollymmcc 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 23

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    >Before coming to Australia, there's something you need to know about oozies:they value "toughness".You've got to be seen as "tough" or else you won't fit in.Several posters on...
    boganbait boganbait 46-50, M 28 Responses Jun 21

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    My sister is 8 years older than me so one would think she's more mature than me right? And that she has everything figured out, living on her own and successful? That's not the...
    SunnyRaye SunnyRaye 18-21, F 3 Responses Jun 20

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    I have never really said this out loud, my co workers know that I use to do it while my family never had a sense of clue. About a year and some time ago I got involved with some...
    TheresAPossibility TheresAPossibility 13-15, F 2 Responses Jun 20

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    I laughed when I heard Dylan Roof talk about blacks taking over the world and then black men raping white women..Rape? You guys don't need a history lesson do you? We all know what...
    theslyfox theslyfox 36-40, M Jun 19

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    Heavenbound5511 Heavenbound5511 36-40, F Jun 18

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    The past day and a half I've been drifting in and out of drug-induced sleep. Apparently not even hospital drugs can cure my insomnia. To top it off, if I stay awake for longer than...
    DreamWarriorBlake DreamWarriorBlake 22-25, M Jun 18