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I Hate The Demons Of Alcoholism And Drug Addiction

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 96 People

    Why People Can't Find Out Another Activity?

    I don't understand why people like to abuse drugs. There are many extreme activities that we could do for fun such as bungee jumping, sky diving, hiking and sit roller coaster. I hope some body would like to eat insects such as grass hopper, wood worm, scorpion, puffer fish and...
    Arrow17 Arrow17 36-40, F 1 Response Jan 24, 2013

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    Life In Bloom.....

    I recently ended my relationship with alcohol dependance. I started using drug when i was 13 and the alcohol when I was 16. It was all I knew. I was very poor when I was a child. I had an abuser stepfather who called me dumb *** since I can remember. That was my name. Its what he...
    underwatersymphony underwatersymphony 41-45, M 2 Responses May 18, 2013

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    Demon's....

    That tear people apart and destory families. That cause pain and ruin people. There are no words...Its just awful. And so sad.
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Nov 14, 2009

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    My Sister Does Drugs

    My younger sister and I used to be very close growing up and as young adults, I considered her half sister, half daughter. She was very sweet and unfortunately had some issues (mainly self induced but some chemical imbalance) that had her turning to drugs for relief. Over the...
    tamsmiles tamsmiles 41-45 1 Response Dec 30, 2012

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    Im marrying a drug addict in 2 months.

    When I first met him I adored him, now I think I hate him but I'm still marrying him because he hasn't used in a while and I'm hoping his personality will be the same one day....
    Warriorbutterfly Warriorbutterfly 26-30, F 4 Responses Jun 23

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    My Beautiful Sister... Lost To Drugs

    I don't know how long I can live pretending that I don't think about my sister and her downfall. It consumes my mind and I worry about her constantly, even though I wish that I could just switch that part of my brain off. I feel guilty. she's on drugs... meth and mandrax... I...
    syengel syengel 26-30, F 1 Response Jun 3, 2013

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    For the last 6 years its been a battle between

    trying to have a good life with the man I love, and fighting with the mean, hallowed out shell of the alcoholic/ drug addict he is almost every minute were together. The alcohol has always been there. But the pills have been even more of a roller coaster. It started with hydros...
    Beth0888 Beth0888 26-30, F Jun 12

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    Part VII During the time my cousin

    and her girlfriend were getting together, I had been dealing with my own problems. Drug addiction. I was a part of those idiot groups who would take anything without knowing what it was we were even taking. That's where I got the nick name Blaze. It reached a point where I...
    deleted deleted 26-30 May 7

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    Godzilla From Hell

    What does Godzilla have to do with drug addiction?   I'm trying to learn how to cope in a creative way.  Hollywood - Three years in the making. It's a sunny day. The sky is blue. The birds are singing. BUT, everyday, you get burned to a crisp.  You look forward, you look...
    rjohnson2828 rjohnson2828 51-55 1 Response Jul 25, 2011

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    Oh Brother.

    I have an older brother who's addicted to drugs & alcohol. At age 13, he was already smoking weed, and experimenting with other drugs. He's 29 now...and I had no idea that it would turn out like this. He drinks almost every day..and when he doesn't drink, he's doing drugs, and...
    Deesha89 Deesha89 22-25, F Aug 15, 2013

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    Still Clean And Yet...

    It was the entire month of February in 1996 that my ex and I cold-turkeyed heroin and methadone.  After 17 years of off and on use I finally could not take it anymore.  I could not stand being held prisoner to the drugs anymore.1995 was marred by my father's passing...
    ktnkal1 ktnkal1 46-50 2 Responses Jan 12, 2010

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    You Will Not Win This Time

    You come like a stalker in the night while everyone is sleeping and you cast your spell.You pick your prey and you take and take until nothing is left but emptiness..rage..pain and sorrow. Your a coward...you hide so nobody can see you and therefore you stay strong and and make...
    ayankee ayankee 46-50, F 14 Responses Nov 11, 2009

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    Demons

    My demons are not of anything i did, but what was done to me by alcholics and drugies. My parents was alcoholics and they was very abusive. Kids at school were druggies and a couple have tried to kill me. Now then where do i come in on all of this? I am the nightmares of my...
    Arorin Arorin 22-25, M 1 Response Mar 22, 2010

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    I haven't told the truth in a long time about my drug addiction. The last time I was clean was about 8 years ago and I'm not even sure that is true. My drug of choice has been meth...
    Goddess007 Goddess007 46-50 2 days ago

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    I HATE EVERYTHING EVERYTHING IVE EXPERIENCED WITH THEM AND EVERYTHING THEY DID TO ME !!!
    nonorawi nonorawi 13-15, F Nov 24

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    i have an older brother who is literally insane and a drug addict ..over the years he's been in and out of psychiatric wards and mental hospitals and rehabs.. since i can remember...
    antoneli antoneli 18-21, M 1 Response Dec 12

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    I have never tried an illegal drug once. Not one time. I feel that my body should be free from illegal drugs to be at it's healthiest. That is just my personal thoughts on the...
    smartreader3 smartreader3 46-50, M 29 mins ago

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    The title of this thread, 'I Hate My Alcoholic Husband', is really unhelpful, isn't it? There are times I do hate him, but underneath all the hate for his addiction is love and...
    KatieDarling7 KatieDarling7 41-45, F 1 Response Dec 12

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    No more tears of sadness, only tears of joy I know your struggles are over. I know you struggled within yourself also, trying be cleaned. I know you needed help as, a family they...
    natashaxxs natashaxxs 31-35, F Dec 2

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    I hate addiction, I've seen it destroy a lot of good people but I've also seen people that where able to put their lives back together. My best friend since I was 11 started...
    misspaperwait misspaperwait 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 22

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    Before you go up and about on me for this experience posting, I am 100% Vietnamese too. Technically I'm Vietnamese-American, and yes, I'm young, about 19. What I am referring to is...
    DarkFireMoon DarkFireMoon 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 3

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    I write this with my own experience in mind, I do not judge anyone yet I will 'preach' about how addiction can ruin your quality of life. I have struggled with opiates, but...
    TheCoitalQueen TheCoitalQueen 31-35, F 3 Responses Dec 6

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    My dad was a coke head / crack addict . So that's why I hate drugs . I'm not going to be hypocritical I have smoked pot before but liked it alittle to much which is why I stopped I...
    Delusionalkrysti Delusionalkrysti 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 30

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    I would never admit it to people I actually know but I have known for a while that I have a problem. Its weird to talk about and I doubt anyone cares but I am going to talk about...
    LandonS LandonS 16-17, M 2 Responses Dec 11

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    It is definitely a love/hate relationship with my AH. One moment I see the old him and it fills my heart with joy and some sadness because I miss that him. The next day he may...
    KatieDarling7 KatieDarling7 41-45, F 1 Response Dec 11

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    For most of my adult life I've suffered from alcoholism. For years I lived under the illusion of control, 'I got this, I can handle this, I know what I'm doing' were my standard...
    Allysoninaz Allysoninaz 46-50, M 3 Responses Nov 21

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    I am just now looking at my addiction. I have been clean for four years. After 10 years on the street, selling my body, 5 years in prison, and waking up one morning asking myself...
    fayeunold fayeunold 36-40, F 1 Response Dec 5

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    I have an addiction , I shall not disclose what it is but to me its like alcohol, its my drug. I take a sip of the wine and it feels good , amazing , the adrenaline of doing it . I...
    NERDYGIRL101 NERDYGIRL101 18-21, F 3 days ago

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    Well here we are, at a point in life where everything I hide shall arise to the surface. Everyone who takes drugs, doesn't see the devastating damage they are inflicting on others...
    Lunarflowerrr Lunarflowerrr 22-25, F 4 days ago

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    You can always tell which people have an addict and which people have never done drugs or never been addicted the people who say just say no and it's ok it's easy you can do it, or...
    crazybeautiful26 crazybeautiful26 22-25, F 2 Responses Nov 30

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    I hate my dad. I know it sounds bad but I do. We've never really had the best relationship in the world. But things have gotten so bad. In the past, he was never there, abused me...
    GenrationX GenrationX 13-15, M Nov 30

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    i hate violence,i hate seeing violence, i hate being violent and i hate being violated.. seeing bruises and cuts and swelling on a person caused by my hands is one of the worst...
    antoneli antoneli 18-21, M 4 hrs ago

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    Life give you two paths - being ruthless, not caring, focused on your well being, Do not try to understand other, get out the best that you can from someone or a situation, don't...
    Offoff Offoff 26-30, M Nov 24

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    Hi guys... This will be such a long story . But I need help ... or someone just to tell me that they are there for me ... Because I don't know what else to do. So here it goes my...
    singingthestoryofmylife singingthestoryofmylife 13-15, F 2 Responses Nov 25

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    I don't exactly hate him but im very disapointed at him.He left me and my mom when i was 10,he was alcoholic and abusive.I remember when i was little before he left us he was...
    Tessa3 Tessa3 22-25, F 1 Response Dec 4

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    175 days clean and sober today! im 20 and been using since 15 and though its hard i never thought it was possible. To anyone struggling with addiction in any field stay positive...
    dansimpson40 dansimpson40 18-21, M 1 Response Nov 21

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    when i was small at the age of 10 i decided not to do any smoking or any other bad things But when i reached teenage and was very socialize.Most of my friends were smokers ,they...
    vicky1995xx vicky1995xx 18-21, M Nov 23

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    lol I'm not addict to drugs or anything but I loveeeeee corn starch
    GoldenJay GoldenJay 16-17, F Nov 24

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    It's been four years and your timing couldn't be worse, but all I can do is think of you in the worst way possible. You're my ever desired addiction.
    catgeneral catgeneral 18-21, F Nov 30

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    It's been four years and your timing couldn't be worse, but all I can do is think of you in the worst way possible. You're my ever desired addiction.
    catgeneral catgeneral 18-21, F Nov 30

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    It's been four years and your timing couldn't be worse, but all I can do is think of you in the worst way possible. You're my ever desired addiction.
    catgeneral catgeneral 18-21, F Nov 30

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    when you start looking on the ground for little peices that fell, just to get high I'm disappointed in myself. #addiction
    calibuds calibuds 16-17, M Dec 12

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    I have spent the last 9 years volunteering at both men's and women's prisons. The last two I have worked for an organization that runs transition houses for ex offenders. Most...
    mktonght mktonght 41-45, M Dec 12

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    I absolutely hate my mother anymore. I can remember all of the horrible things she did to my as a young child from physically abuse, having me live in a filthy horrible environment...
    blmf1994 blmf1994 18-21, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    Some of the older crowd on EP tend to encourage and even advise the use of narcotics to young and naive members, I find it absolutely disgusting. Sure, it can be fun, but addiction...
    InsaneDane InsaneDane 18-21, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Sorry if this posted twice. I think GOD Wants us to show fallen angels compassion. The Bible says we should love one another and that means the demons as well. GOD Loves them...
    angelatone angelatone 22-25, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    I hate that I keep trying to keep our relationship going when he doesn't even want to be with me :( I'm tired of forcing this. I hate myself..it's all my fault :'( I wish I could...
    Rdelat Rdelat 18-21, F 5 hrs ago