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I Hate The Demons Of Alcoholism And Drug Addiction

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    You Will Not Win This Time

    You come like a stalker in the night while everyone is sleeping and you cast your spell.You pick your prey and you take and take until nothing is left but emptiness..rage..pain and sorrow. Your a coward...you hide so nobody can see you and therefore you stay strong and and make...
    ayankee ayankee 46-50, F 15 Responses Nov 11, 2009

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    Godzilla From Hell

    What does Godzilla have to do with drug addiction?   I'm trying to learn how to cope in a creative way.  Hollywood - Three years in the making. It's a sunny day. The sky is blue. The birds are singing. BUT, everyday, you get burned to a crisp.  You look forward, you look...
    rjohnson2828 rjohnson2828 51-55 1 Response Jul 25, 2011

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    Oh Brother.

    I have an older brother who's addicted to drugs & alcohol. At age 13, he was already smoking weed, and experimenting with other drugs. He's 29 now...and I had no idea that it would turn out like this. He drinks almost every day..and when he doesn't drink, he's doing drugs, and...
    Deesha89 Deesha89 22-25, F Aug 15, 2013

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    Demons

    My demons are not of anything i did, but what was done to me by alcholics and drugies. My parents was alcoholics and they was very abusive. Kids at school were druggies and a couple have tried to kill me. Now then where do i come in on all of this? I am the nightmares of my...
    Arorin Arorin 22-25, M 1 Response Mar 22, 2010

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    Part VII During the time my cousin

    and her girlfriend were getting together, I had been dealing with my own problems. Drug addiction. I was a part of those idiot groups who would take anything without knowing what it was we were even taking. That's where I got the nick name Blaze. It reached a point where I...
    deleted deleted 26-30 May 7

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    Someone I Used To Know

    well you were my nephew but now i ******* hate you so much words can't describe,even though your only a year younger then me.you have been through some wrong patchs but still you turned out to be someone you always hated since you were a kid,now your just a scum of the...
    animalHero4ever animalHero4ever 18-21, M 1 Response Mar 2, 2011

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    My Sister Does Drugs

    My younger sister and I used to be very close growing up and as young adults, I considered her half sister, half daughter. She was very sweet and unfortunately had some issues (mainly self induced but some chemical imbalance) that had her turning to drugs for relief. Over the...
    tamsmiles tamsmiles 41-45 1 Response Dec 30, 2012

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    Demon's....

    That tear people apart and destory families. That cause pain and ruin people. There are no words...Its just awful. And so sad.
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Nov 14, 2009

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    Im marrying a drug addict in 2 months.

    When I first met him I adored him, now I think I hate him but I'm still marrying him because he hasn't used in a while and I'm hoping his personality will be the same one day....
    Anna85xo Anna85xo 26-30, F 4 Responses Jun 23

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    Why People Can't Find Out Another Activity?

    I don't understand why people like to abuse drugs. There are many extreme activities that we could do for fun such as bungee jumping, sky diving, hiking and sit roller coaster. I hope some body would like to eat insects such as grass hopper, wood worm, scorpion, puffer fish and...
    Arrow17 Arrow17 36-40, F 1 Response Jan 24, 2013

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    Still Clean And Yet...

    It was the entire month of February in 1996 that my ex and I cold-turkeyed heroin and methadone.  After 17 years of off and on use I finally could not take it anymore.  I could not stand being held prisoner to the drugs anymore.1995 was marred by my father's passing...
    ktnkal1 ktnkal1 46-50 2 Responses Jan 12, 2010

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    My Beautiful Sister... Lost To Drugs

    I don't know how long I can live pretending that I don't think about my sister and her downfall. It consumes my mind and I worry about her constantly, even though I wish that I could just switch that part of my brain off. I feel guilty. she's on drugs... meth and mandrax... I...
    syengel syengel 26-30, F 1 Response Jun 3, 2013

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    For the last 6 years its been a battle between

    trying to have a good life with the man I love, and fighting with the mean, hallowed out shell of the alcoholic/ drug addict he is almost every minute were together. The alcohol has always been there. But the pills have been even more of a roller coaster. It started with hydros...
    Beth0888 Beth0888 26-30, F Jun 12

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    Life In Bloom.....

    I recently ended my relationship with alcohol dependance. I started using drug when i was 13 and the alcohol when I was 16. It was all I knew. I was very poor when I was a child. I had an abuser stepfather who called me dumb *** since I can remember. That was my name. Its what he...
    underwatersymphony underwatersymphony 41-45, M 2 Responses May 18, 2013

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    I am so baffled right now. It's my first year of marriage. When we first met we didn't do drugs. Then we did hydrocodone at work waiting tables. We became a couple and went from...
    ladyeljay ladyeljay 26-30, F 1 Response Aug 24

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    The point out of California features absolutely free alcohol as well as other drug cure and rehabilitation expert services for California Females and their children. The Office...
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    Having clean up from Methadrine, Lorazepam, Liquor or some other material you or your liked just one is addicted to usually takes an individualized procedure program. Two choices...
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    Has anyone ever/still got a problem with drug addiction?
    Joe84 Joe84 26-30, M 2 Responses Aug 31

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    Oh my... I was hanging out with my friend after school today for a little while. Given he isn't the best influence, I usually try to bring him up and help him out a little. I was a...
    lovealwayz lovealwayz 16-17, F 1 Response 3 hrs ago

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    Dual prognosis refers to your individual who is at the same time Dealing with equally a drug or Alcoholic beverages abuse problem as well as a behavioral or mental difficulty. By...
    Ethan614c4ap9 Ethan614c4ap9 31-35, M 1 Response Aug 22

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    I've always convinced myself that it was because I had coursework or needed to prepare for an exam, but the reason for my adderall addiction started before I'd even tried it. When...
    shmannabelle shmannabelle 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 24

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    Austin rehab treatment method facility is much over just a procedure facility. Even though drug and Alcoholic beverages addiction can keep back your lifetime, Austin rehab...
    Alexander714b4xm8 Alexander714b4xm8 31-35, M 1 Response Aug 22

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    Material abuse procedure - outpatient plans for persons with HIV/AIDS, Gay and lesbian, pregnant/postpartum Girls, Ladies and Males such as felony justice consumersAre you...
    Michael749y5lj9 Michael749y5lj9 31-35, M 1 Response Aug 22

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    I really hate clubbing, and talking to people who won't even remember your name. I hate it how most people feel that they have to be drunk to make new friends
    megsy296 megsy296 18-21, F 9 Responses 9 hrs ago

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    I've been sober for 6 years. I love it. It has nothing to do with my own alcoholism (I'm not an alcoholic), but my father's... And the way alcohol negatively affects my brain. I...
    rainallthedays rainallthedays 31-35, F 3 Responses Sep 5

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    Prescription drugs can do just as much damage and illegal drugs. One of the things that lead to my divorce was discovering that my wife was addicted to a tranquillizer. So much...
    ACraigNewman ACraigNewman 36-40, M 1 Response Aug 26

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    MIRACLES Do Happen If You Stay (This is my updated experience I posted about 6 years ago, I lost my account and so I am reposting and updating some information on it...
    CabbyKelly CabbyKelly 51-55, M 1 Response Sep 7

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    Complete venting... I cannot stand upper management who call in sick all the time just because they are hungover or coming down off drugs
    mawniegirl mawniegirl 26-30, F 1 Response 10 hrs ago

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    Every man I've loved has had addiction problems. They lie to me about it and it tears me apart to see them that way. It hurts me. It hurts more to walk away then to stay. I'm tired...
    H3lt3rSk3lt3r H3lt3rSk3lt3r 18-21, F 6 days ago

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    There may be good chance no matter if cocaine is ingested by inhalation (snorting), injection, or smoking. It seems that compulsive cocaine use may well create even more rapidly if...
    Alexander714b4xm8 Alexander714b4xm8 31-35, M 1 Response Aug 22

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    Household or outpatient treatment method products and services provided that could provide Secure withdrawal or detoxification remedies in an ambulatory placing (pharmacological or...
    Andrew558n8la3 Andrew558n8la3 31-35, M 1 Response Aug 24

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    I do drugs sometimes please dont judge
    XxMaddieyxX XxMaddieyxX 13-15, F 2 Responses 3 hrs ago

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    You cannot understand how ******* stupid you look saying that weed is an acceptable drug. I have seen peoples lives destroyed by a marihuana addiction. I've seen the kindest people...
    ChloeMaay ChloeMaay 18-21, F 8 Responses Aug 31

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    Trigger Warning: Depression, Self-Injury, Drug Use I have suffered depression on and off for the last 6 years. For the last year, I have also intermittently had urges to become...
    voodoojoey voodoojoey 18-21, M 1 Response Sep 8

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    My Foster Mother hates me... I work at a bank... She demands $550 of rent money from me, yet uses it to pay her boyfriend to drug me... One night, I have her $200 in rent money...
    HUMAN2BME HUMAN2BME 26-30, F 1 Response Aug 25

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    I Have a question. My husband of 18 years is a drug addict. Addicted to pills and on and off heroin. He started the heroin After his mom passed away two years ago. It was months...
    Ssm3366 Ssm3366 36-40, F 3 Responses Sep 5

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    Hate me for going on here and saying these things. I don't care. This is supposed to be where no one judges you and I'm not judging any of you at all. But stop this. Don't do drugs...
    numinxus numinxus 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 24

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    So when I was nine years old my mother died. She died due to alcoholism as my experience states. I am now eighteen and I think I have sort of learned to deal with everything that I...
    sparklespatron sparklespatron 18-21, F Aug 25

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    My wife moved out in April and we were both fearing that our 3 kids would choose to stay with the other . They would go back and forth at first and that was fine. She is an...
    sdave9 sdave9 51-55, M Sep 4

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    There are things I really don't want, or need, but I crave..... Luckily it's nothing as bad as cigarettes, alcohol, or drugs, but actually it's just as serious. List: -High carb...
    colorstone colorstone 31-35, M Aug 23

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    Im so sick and tired of being a slave to this drug!!!1 50 years old and Ive spent half my life in prison because of this ****. 3 years ago I met a woman who does not use any type...
    Ronnieoc714 Ronnieoc714 46-50, M 1 Response Aug 26

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    It isn't me, it's my girlfriend. She had fractured her ankle today in school but couldn't get it treated because her parents can't afford it. Someone gave her Adderall to help take...
    CrunchyNoodle CrunchyNoodle 16-17, M Sep 3

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    Have these people learnt nothing?Alcohol cause a lot of problem like addiction,hip density problems etc.
    sineaddu sineaddu 16-17, F Sep 6

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    I was raised by a single mom who did very well with myself and my siblings; we loved her and she loved us. Taught us values and how to stand on our own two feet. When I was 14 I...
    TeaColleen TeaColleen 51-55, F 1 Response Sep 6

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    People who get tired of Northern winters tend to move to Florida looking for paradise and a place without snow. The problem is, it's too extreme of a change. Unless you LOVE hot...
    Georgie0324 Georgie0324 31-35, F 3 Responses Sep 8

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    Drugs can really make a mass of people lives, when you love a person that's on drugs!! Things can get really bad! War on drugs!!! Sure
    111888my 111888my 41-45, M Sep 14

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    I'm still battling addiction and overcoming where it brought me
    lovelypoison44 lovelypoison44 16-17, F 6 days ago

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