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I Hate The Demons Of Alcoholism And Drug Addiction

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    Im marrying a drug addict in 2 months.

    When I first met him I adored him, now I think I hate him but I'm still marrying him because he hasn't used in a while and I'm hoping his personality will be the same one day....
    Warriorbutterfly Warriorbutterfly 26-30, F 4 Responses Jun 23, 2014

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    Demons

    My demons are not of anything i did, but what was done to me by alcholics and drugies. My parents was alcoholics and they was very abusive. Kids at school were druggies and a couple have tried to kill me. Now then where do i come in on all of this? I am the nightmares of my...
    Arorin Arorin 22-25, M 1 Response Mar 22, 2010

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    I love my boyfriend very much.

    We just had a baby girl and I want things to work out but he has an alcohol addiction and I finally told him that we stay together he keeps drinking I'm miserable or he stays and resents me because i won't allow drinking. He didn't say anything. I told him he's free to leave if...
    iloveanalcoholic iloveanalcoholic 22-25, F Dec 29, 2014

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    Life In Bloom.....

    I recently ended my relationship with alcohol dependance. I started using drug when i was 13 and the alcohol when I was 16. It was all I knew. I was very poor when I was a child. I had an abuser stepfather who called me dumb *** since I can remember. That was my name. Its what he...
    underwatersymphony underwatersymphony 41-45, M 2 Responses May 18, 2013

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    You Will Not Win This Time

    You come like a stalker in the night while everyone is sleeping and you cast your spell.You pick your prey and you take and take until nothing is left but emptiness..rage..pain and sorrow. Your a coward...you hide so nobody can see you and therefore you stay strong and and make...
    ayankee ayankee 46-50, F 14 Responses Nov 11, 2009

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    My Beautiful Sister... Lost To Drugs

    I don't know how long I can live pretending that I don't think about my sister and her downfall. It consumes my mind and I worry about her constantly, even though I wish that I could just switch that part of my brain off. I feel guilty. she's on drugs... meth and mandrax... I...
    syengel syengel 26-30, F 1 Response Jun 3, 2013

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    My Sister Does Drugs

    My younger sister and I used to be very close growing up and as young adults, I considered her half sister, half daughter. She was very sweet and unfortunately had some issues (mainly self induced but some chemical imbalance) that had her turning to drugs for relief. Over the...
    tamsmiles tamsmiles 41-45 1 Response Dec 30, 2012

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    Demon's....

    That tear people apart and destory families. That cause pain and ruin people. There are no words...Its just awful. And so sad.
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Nov 14, 2009

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    Why People Can't Find Out Another Activity?

    I don't understand why people like to abuse drugs. There are many extreme activities that we could do for fun such as bungee jumping, sky diving, hiking and sit roller coaster. I hope some body would like to eat insects such as grass hopper, wood worm, scorpion, puffer fish and...
    Arrow17 Arrow17 36-40, F 1 Response Jan 24, 2013

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    Still Clean And Yet...

    It was the entire month of February in 1996 that my ex and I cold-turkeyed heroin and methadone.  After 17 years of off and on use I finally could not take it anymore.  I could not stand being held prisoner to the drugs anymore.1995 was marred by my father's passing...
    ktnkal1 ktnkal1 46-50 2 Responses Jan 12, 2010

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    For the last 6 years its been a battle between

    trying to have a good life with the man I love, and fighting with the mean, hallowed out shell of the alcoholic/ drug addict he is almost every minute were together. The alcohol has always been there. But the pills have been even more of a roller coaster. It started with hydros...
    Beth0888 Beth0888 26-30, F 1 Response Jun 12, 2014

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    Godzilla From Hell

    What does Godzilla have to do with drug addiction?   I'm trying to learn how to cope in a creative way.  Hollywood - Three years in the making. It's a sunny day. The sky is blue. The birds are singing. BUT, everyday, you get burned to a crisp.  You look forward, you look...
    rjohnson2828 rjohnson2828 51-55 1 Response Jul 25, 2011

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    pain....pills and more pills.

    ... bigger and more pain.... surgery again & again over &overagain striping away her soul pill by pill....relief from the physical..... PAIN.... but it cost a leg..... more pain.... that no pill can ease..... no more pills.... what to do for the pain in her soul.... cost a son...
    TEMPOLTON TEMPOLTON 41-45, M 3 Responses Dec 29, 2014

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    Oh Brother.

    I have an older brother who's addicted to drugs & alcohol. At age 13, he was already smoking weed, and experimenting with other drugs. He's 29 now...and I had no idea that it would turn out like this. He drinks almost every day..and when he doesn't drink, he's doing drugs, and...
    Deesha89 Deesha89 22-25, F Aug 15, 2013

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    Part VII During the time my cousin

    and her girlfriend were getting together, I had been dealing with my own problems. Drug addiction. I was a part of those idiot groups who would take anything without knowing what it was we were even taking. That's where I got the nick name Blaze. It reached a point where I...
    deleted deleted 26-30 May 7, 2014

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    for the past five years I've been living with my husband's drug addiction everyday...so much damage has been done...feelings of abandonment and neglect because let's face it we...
    justcarolyn justcarolyn 31-35, F 2 Responses Jan 14

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    I am in recovery from addiction to drugs and alcohol. I started drinking and using as a teen, and it took many years before addiction caught up with me. It was a long and slow...
    bethanngirl bethanngirl 56-60, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I think my husband hates me.....My childhood was REALLY bad. My current husband also had a childhood similar to mine but was not as lucky as me and his life took a different path...
    Lsngthsbttle Lsngthsbttle 26-30, F 2 Responses Jan 4

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    Today I heard bad news about my daughter in laws father. He has passed away at the age of 45. And all because of alcohol!! I never got to see my grandfather because he died of...
    yak3 yak3 41-45, F 11 Responses Jan 10

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    I am father to two young children and married to a woman who has been abusing pain medication for three years that I know of. For the last year or more I have turned a blind eye...
    XVIFlaviaFirma XVIFlaviaFirma 36-40, M 3 Responses Jan 18

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    Damn Fakeness is a hell of a drug! Not too many real people out here.
    LuvableBee101 LuvableBee101 18-21, F 5 Responses 13 hrs ago

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    Damn Fakeness is a hell of a drug! Not too many real people out here.
    LuvableBee101 LuvableBee101 18-21, F 4 Responses 13 hrs ago

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    Remember kids , Stay in drugs Eat ur school Dont do vegetables.
    Onikanohtakew Onikanohtakew 13-15, M 14 hrs ago

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    It started with weed & and alcohol at 14, now I'm 27, and done all the drugs I can name. I've come to the realization that I'm addicted to heroin and I'm going to need help to stop...
    TimboSlice01 TimboSlice01 26-30, M 1 Response 13 hrs ago

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    drug and alcohol are not the path of mental peace. it is only the path of loneliness,poverty and death. so I choose the path of mental peace.
    sumit555 sumit555 16-17, M 6 Responses 12 hrs ago

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    I know people don't normally see people who smoke cannabis as having a bad drug problem, it's not one of the worst things someone can be addicted to. But after being in a...
    elz311289 elz311289 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 29, 2014

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    I lost my mother march 2014. It has almost been a year but still feels like yesterday. She was only 56 years old.She left here way too early she was supposed to see me have kids.My...
    aniessa aniessa 36-40, F Jan 11

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    Okay, so recently my mom has been watching this show called Beyond Scared Straight and it's about these kids who like smoke weed and drink steal do drugs etc. and they take a jail...
    MichelleTanner MichelleTanner 13-15, F 5 days ago

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    The title says it all. Well yeah, I really do hate myself. I've been hospitalized 3 times in the past year for suicide attempts, self-harm, and drug use. I've done so many things...
    shecancareless shecancareless 22-25, F 1 Response Dec 30, 2014

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    I'm a food addict. When I'm struggling with emotions, I turn to food. When I'm bored, I rely on food. This past week I did very well, reduced my calorie intake, and went to the...
    benforce benforce 31-35, M 1 Response Jan 10

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    What you do, always comes with a consequence. Good or bad. ------------------------------- So here's a 100% true story, that is currently going on in my life. I won't say names...
    HannahMarieX HannahMarieX 18-21 Jan 13

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    If I didn't love my boyfriend so much, I would HATE him. He is an addict. He is a liar. He says terrible things about me and lies to his friends, family, and our couple's...
    pbandds pbandds 26-30, F 1 Response Dec 28, 2014

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    I hate drugs. People think that doing drugs is cool. Drugs are bad for you. I will never do drugs....ever.
    TimidGrl01 TimidGrl01 18-21, F 5 Responses Jan 1

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    1- Everyone has got demons inside them. Everyone. We are no saints, no angels. You have your demons. They are different from anybody else's. Know it. 2- Learn how to feel them. The...
    Danceofhours Danceofhours 41-45, M 2 Responses Jan 5

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    Hometown I came unto you some time ago As a child born, then given In a family who slowly killed me While you so silently watched. You introduced to me my Demons, Pain, Sorrow...
    TwentyTwoReasons TwentyTwoReasons 18-21, M Jan 5

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    Can You Feel My Heart by BMTH. One of my all time favorites. The whole entire line is just amazing "I'm scared to get close and I hate being alone. I long for that feeling to not...
    Haleyh02 Haleyh02 18-21, F Jan 11

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    My hole life I've been cursed with ******* parents and a society that is so ignorant that ive become antisocial. My whole life people have treated me like I'm a criminal cause...
    sace1375 sace1375 36-40, M Jan 18

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    So I suppose once you are addicted to something then you will always be addicted. The reasoning behind alcoholics staying away from bars or socializing with people who drink. The...
    tiredgoodguy tiredgoodguy 26-30, M 1 Response a week ago

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    I hate my family My father bruising me angrily, My mother filled with neutrality , And my sister enjoying the brutality. Tearing me down happily, Yet I cover it up elaborately...
    vibhasparkle1 vibhasparkle1 22-25 5 hrs ago

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    Addiction is a large percent genetics and I have such a huge probability if getting addicted, it's not worth the risk for me. Besides, my mom says I'm crazy enough without them!
    lillolipop lillolipop 18-21, F Dec 27, 2014

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    I'm having a painkiller addiction
    onexnick onexnick 22-25, M Jan 8

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    I don't care what Nationality you are, if go to foreign country and get busted for drug trafficking and end up on death row;you have no rights. No one thinks about the loved ones...
    Dozer1010 Dozer1010 36-40, F Jan 16

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    Food has a hold on me like nothing else in my entire life. I feel helpless I feel out of control. I don't know how to stop its the only time I feel good or happy when I'm eating. I...
    Slackergirl Slackergirl 31-35, F 1 Response Jan 17

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    Right after Christmas I found out my fiancé has been using heroin (smoking) and cocaine. His reasoning is because he needed to stay awake during his overnight job during the...
    mamabear2013 mamabear2013 26-30, F 6 days ago

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    On my 45 minute journey through the darkened woods tonight, I decided not to listen to music. I just paced myself and listened. I listened to the quiet of the night, trying not to...
    hunterw0lf hunterw0lf 41-45, M 2 Responses Dec 29, 2014

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    It's leaning more towards hate atm because we all know I'd be happily asleep right now if I wasn't on my stupid *** phone being entertained by absolutely nothing but the blinding...
    musicforlife0321 musicforlife0321 18-21, F Jan 2

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    I'm scared to get close, and I hate being alone, I long for that feeling to not feel at all, the higher I get, the lower I'll sink, I can't drown my demons they know how to swim...
    mcrxforever mcrxforever 13-15, F Jan 8

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