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I Hate The Demons Of Alcoholism And Drug Addiction

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 213 People

    I never really knew anyone with a drug problem,

    but I grew up with an alcoholic. They have an addiction and it's not something they can give up so easily. Though I'm glad they try, it's just sometimes not enough.
    crimsoncube crimsoncube 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 26

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    You Will Not Win This Time

    You come like a stalker in the night while everyone is sleeping and you cast your spell.You pick your prey and you take and take until nothing is left but emptiness..rage..pain and sorrow. Your a coward...you hide so nobody can see you and therefore you stay strong and and make...
    ayankee ayankee 46-50, F 14 Responses Nov 11, 2009

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    My Sister Does Drugs

    My younger sister and I used to be very close growing up and as young adults, I considered her half sister, half daughter. She was very sweet and unfortunately had some issues (mainly self induced but some chemical imbalance) that had her turning to drugs for relief. Over the...
    tamsmiles tamsmiles 41-45 1 Response Dec 30, 2012

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    Why People Can't Find Out Another Activity?

    I don't understand why people like to abuse drugs. There are many extreme activities that we could do for fun such as bungee jumping, sky diving, hiking and sit roller coaster. I hope some body would like to eat insects such as grass hopper, wood worm, scorpion, puffer fish and...
    Arrow17 Arrow17 36-40, F 1 Response Jan 24, 2013

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    Demons

    My demons are not of anything i did, but what was done to me by alcholics and drugies. My parents was alcoholics and they was very abusive. Kids at school were druggies and a couple have tried to kill me. Now then where do i come in on all of this? I am the nightmares of my...
    Arorin Arorin 22-25, M 1 Response Mar 22, 2010

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    Demon's....

    That tear people apart and destory families. That cause pain and ruin people. There are no words...Its just awful. And so sad.
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Nov 14, 2009

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    my husband finally admitted to abusing

    narcotics. surprisingly I feel better after hearing it from him. what now? he just started a job far away with restrictions and urine tests. Even tho it's not exactly rehab there for him, it is more comforting. Problem is, we survive off his income. How can he get help while...
    mammabee1 mammabee1 31-35 1 Response Jan 25

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    Oh Brother.

    I have an older brother who's addicted to drugs & alcohol. At age 13, he was already smoking weed, and experimenting with other drugs. He's 29 now...and I had no idea that it would turn out like this. He drinks almost every day..and when he doesn't drink, he's doing drugs, and...
    Deesha89 Deesha89 26-30, F Aug 15, 2013

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    My fathers friend is an alcoholic - a beautiful

    soul when sober. An embarrassing drunk. He is beyond help and won't have a long life.
    janey8 janey8 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 26

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    Part VII During the time my cousin

    and her girlfriend were getting together, I had been dealing with my own problems. Drug addiction. I was a part of those idiot groups who would take anything without knowing what it was we were even taking. That's where I got the nick name Blaze. It reached a point where I...
    deleted deleted 26-30 May 7, 2014

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    Meth; oh how it destroys family,

    and friends mental health, my control now I believe is substantial, but my anger is off the wall. Molly; she made me feel whole, and I don't know how I'm surviving without taking a line a day tbh, and the need for that disgusts me. drugs kill your soul, and in a sense they...
    fvckingm3ntal fvckingm3ntal 18-21, T Jan 26

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    Life In Bloom.....

    I recently ended my relationship with alcohol dependance. I started using drug when i was 13 and the alcohol when I was 16. It was all I knew. I was very poor when I was a child. I had an abuser stepfather who called me dumb *** since I can remember. That was my name. Its what he...
    underwatersymphony underwatersymphony 41-45, M 2 Responses May 18, 2013

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    pain....pills and more pills.

    ... bigger and more pain.... surgery again & again over &overagain striping away her soul pill by pill....relief from the physical..... PAIN.... but it cost a leg..... more pain.... that no pill can ease..... no more pills.... what to do for the pain in her soul.... cost a son...
    TEMPOLTON TEMPOLTON 41-45, M 3 Responses Dec 29, 2014

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    Still Clean And Yet...

    It was the entire month of February in 1996 that my ex and I cold-turkeyed heroin and methadone.  After 17 years of off and on use I finally could not take it anymore.  I could not stand being held prisoner to the drugs anymore.1995 was marred by my father's passing...
    ktnkal1 ktnkal1 46-50 2 Responses Jan 12, 2010

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    For the last 6 years its been a battle between

    trying to have a good life with the man I love, and fighting with the mean, hallowed out shell of the alcoholic/ drug addict he is almost every minute were together. The alcohol has always been there. But the pills have been even more of a roller coaster. It started with hydros...
    Beth0888 Beth0888 26-30, F 1 Response Jun 12, 2014

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    Boy oh boy! I started using

    when I was 17. I wasn't out to rebel or try new things. I found drugs following being sexually abused from 13-17. Emotionally I was having a crisis & had no support within my fam. Had I not found drugs I wouldn't be here today - I would, wo a doubt, committed suicide. Drugs...
    whatalifetolive whatalifetolive 36-40, F 2 Responses Jan 25

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    I love my boyfriend very much.

    We just had a baby girl and I want things to work out but he has an alcohol addiction and I finally told him that we stay together he keeps drinking I'm miserable or he stays and resents me because i won't allow drinking. He didn't say anything. I told him he's free to leave if...
    iloveanalcoholic iloveanalcoholic 22-25, F Dec 29, 2014

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    I remember a house we

    once owned. Over a period of a few years we discovered hidden whiskey flasks, half empty. At least a half dozen. Like in a crawl space, in a rafter, a utility closet .... I felt so sorry for the previous owner. One night, about 4 or 5 years after we purchased the house from him...
    JohnInKansas JohnInKansas 70+, M Jan 27

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    Im marrying a drug addict in 2 months.

    When I first met him I adored him, now I think I hate him but I'm still marrying him because he hasn't used in a while and I'm hoping his personality will be the same one day....
    Warriorbutterfly Warriorbutterfly 26-30, F 4 Responses Jun 23, 2014

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    Godzilla From Hell

    What does Godzilla have to do with drug addiction?   I'm trying to learn how to cope in a creative way.  Hollywood - Three years in the making. It's a sunny day. The sky is blue. The birds are singing. BUT, everyday, you get burned to a crisp.  You look forward, you look...
    rjohnson2828 rjohnson2828 51-55 1 Response Jul 25, 2011

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    My Beautiful Sister... Lost To Drugs

    I don't know how long I can live pretending that I don't think about my sister and her downfall. It consumes my mind and I worry about her constantly, even though I wish that I could just switch that part of my brain off. I feel guilty. she's on drugs... meth and mandrax... I...
    syengel syengel 26-30, F 1 Response Jun 3, 2013

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    Oh but there is... But most people who say they want peace in a "hate filled" world ironically can't see it because they're focusing only on what's going wrong... It's easy to do...
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    Married 3 years. We are both emotionally unavailable, we are both struggling with the same thoughts that we hate each other. (Or so he says) I don't even know where to start, we...
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    You always hear stories of demons talking and interacting with people, but never angels. Angels sound pretty boring right about now lol
    EatMyWaffleTaco EatMyWaffleTaco 18-21, M 4 Responses 1 day ago

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    i never really thought about this until now. what i go through daily has to be an addiction. i struggle so hard with food but i can say no. its really sad and depressing. the way I...
    ibeenthinkin ibeenthinkin 31-35, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    For anyone who deals drugs, it will likely not end well. I thought this was common sense, but I guess some people think they're invincible and it won't happen to them. I guess it...
    kico4 kico4 16-17, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Drug destroy people in ways that are unimaginable and that person loses everything
    Anthony2400 Anthony2400 22-25, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    but its much easier... ah a tall glass of black rum. black and murky as the depths of the human soul. liquid fire with complex and subtle flavors. a bite to sink into those...
    ArnoldJRimmer ArnoldJRimmer 46-50, M 4 Responses 3 days ago

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    I write a lot about men...like a LOT. Men have always been a big part of my life since the first breath I took in this form. Growing up the only man a part of my life, after the...
    MsJessicaRabbit MsJessicaRabbit 26-30, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I'm a kid of 13 years.... Long story short, I have the worst ******* parents in the world .... imagine parents who r worse than demons..... They r that.... I can go on and on and...
    killercop12 killercop12 13-15, M 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    I don't hate him, I hate how he treated me. It's easier to see how badly someone treated you in retrospect. I'm very happy that the relationship is over. I just wish he didn't...
    oddpodd oddpodd 22-25, F 5 days ago

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    Somehow I don't have an addictive personality. Or rather, I can get addicted for a while then be done with it suddenly. I've done crack, Coke, speed, Shrooms, weed, various...
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    Become Christian! GOD will help protect you he is the light from the dark and In no way shape or form acknowledge the demons IGNORE THEM BE SURE TO IGNORE THEM COMPLETLY AND THEY...
    Withaspade Withaspade 22-25, F 6 days ago

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    There are demons everywhere and many have been assigned to certain places. Demons of suicide, demons of greed and hate, demons of homosexuality, demons of violence and murder...
    Allthingschrist Allthingschrist 36-40 2 Responses Feb 4

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    We both Hurt each other in different ways. Very bad... I feel responsible for everything, but I know everyone is responsible for their own decisions, including what we put in our...
    Starkizzed21 Starkizzed21 22-25, F Feb 4

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