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I Hate The Demons Of Alcoholism And Drug Addiction

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    pain....pills and more pills.

    ... bigger and more pain.... surgery again & again over &overagain striping away her soul pill by pill....relief from the physical..... PAIN.... but it cost a leg..... more pain.... that no pill can ease..... no more pills.... what to do for the pain in her soul.... cost a son...
    TEMPOLTON TEMPOLTON 41-45, M 3 Responses Dec 29, 2014

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    Part VII During the time my cousin

    and her girlfriend were getting together, I had been dealing with my own problems. Drug addiction. I was a part of those idiot groups who would take anything without knowing what it was we were even taking. That's where I got the nick name Blaze. It reached a point where I...
    deleted deleted 26-30 May 7, 2014

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    Oh Brother.

    I have an older brother who's addicted to drugs & alcohol. At age 13, he was already smoking weed, and experimenting with other drugs. He's 29 now...and I had no idea that it would turn out like this. He drinks almost every day..and when he doesn't drink, he's doing drugs, and...
    Deesha89 Deesha89 26-30, F Aug 15, 2013

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    My Beautiful Sister... Lost To Drugs

    I don't know how long I can live pretending that I don't think about my sister and her downfall. It consumes my mind and I worry about her constantly, even though I wish that I could just switch that part of my brain off. I feel guilty. she's on drugs... meth and mandrax... I...
    syengel syengel 26-30, F 1 Response Jun 3, 2013

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    My Sister Does Drugs

    My younger sister and I used to be very close growing up and as young adults, I considered her half sister, half daughter. She was very sweet and unfortunately had some issues (mainly self induced but some chemical imbalance) that had her turning to drugs for relief. Over the...
    tamsmiles tamsmiles 41-45 1 Response Dec 30, 2012

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    Still Clean And Yet...

    It was the entire month of February in 1996 that my ex and I cold-turkeyed heroin and methadone.  After 17 years of off and on use I finally could not take it anymore.  I could not stand being held prisoner to the drugs anymore.1995 was marred by my father's passing...
    ktnkal1 ktnkal1 46-50 2 Responses Jan 12, 2010

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    Im marrying a drug addict in 2 months.

    When I first met him I adored him, now I think I hate him but I'm still marrying him because he hasn't used in a while and I'm hoping his personality will be the same one day....
    Warriorbutterfly Warriorbutterfly 26-30, F 4 Responses Jun 23, 2014

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    Life In Bloom.....

    I recently ended my relationship with alcohol dependance. I started using drug when i was 13 and the alcohol when I was 16. It was all I knew. I was very poor when I was a child. I had an abuser stepfather who called me dumb *** since I can remember. That was my name. Its what he...
    underwatersymphony underwatersymphony 41-45, M 2 Responses May 18, 2013

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    You Will Not Win This Time

    You come like a stalker in the night while everyone is sleeping and you cast your spell.You pick your prey and you take and take until nothing is left but emptiness..rage..pain and sorrow. Your a coward...you hide so nobody can see you and therefore you stay strong and and make...
    ayankee ayankee 46-50, F 14 Responses Nov 11, 2009

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    Godzilla From Hell

    What does Godzilla have to do with drug addiction?   I'm trying to learn how to cope in a creative way.  Hollywood - Three years in the making. It's a sunny day. The sky is blue. The birds are singing. BUT, everyday, you get burned to a crisp.  You look forward, you look...
    rjohnson2828 rjohnson2828 51-55 1 Response Jul 25, 2011

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    I love my boyfriend very much.

    We just had a baby girl and I want things to work out but he has an alcohol addiction and I finally told him that we stay together he keeps drinking I'm miserable or he stays and resents me because i won't allow drinking. He didn't say anything. I told him he's free to leave if...
    iloveanalcoholic iloveanalcoholic 22-25, F Dec 29, 2014

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    Demon's....

    That tear people apart and destory families. That cause pain and ruin people. There are no words...Its just awful. And so sad.
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Nov 14, 2009

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    Demons

    My demons are not of anything i did, but what was done to me by alcholics and drugies. My parents was alcoholics and they was very abusive. Kids at school were druggies and a couple have tried to kill me. Now then where do i come in on all of this? I am the nightmares of my...
    Arorin Arorin 22-25, M 1 Response Mar 22, 2010

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    For the last 6 years its been a battle between

    trying to have a good life with the man I love, and fighting with the mean, hallowed out shell of the alcoholic/ drug addict he is almost every minute were together. The alcohol has always been there. But the pills have been even more of a roller coaster. It started with hydros...
    Beth0888 Beth0888 26-30, F 1 Response Jun 12, 2014

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    Why People Can't Find Out Another Activity?

    I don't understand why people like to abuse drugs. There are many extreme activities that we could do for fun such as bungee jumping, sky diving, hiking and sit roller coaster. I hope some body would like to eat insects such as grass hopper, wood worm, scorpion, puffer fish and...
    Arrow17 Arrow17 36-40, F 1 Response Jan 24, 2013

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    I wrote something out for this, but it was so long I didn't think anyone would read it. It's so hard to summarize a drug addiction story, but I'll try. I had done most drugs...
    chinawhite007 chinawhite007 26-30, M 1 Response Mar 16

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    Before anyone says a thing let me ask you something. Do you know about the Prohibition of Alcohol in the US? Basically it was a law put in place that banned the production...
    AnAnonymousPanda AnAnonymousPanda 16-17, M Mar 13

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    I read on the internet that Australia has the highest rate of drug addiction in the world. Look at people like former afl footballer Ben Cousins. I wonder why? Is it because of...
    nonaustralian nonaustralian 41-45, M 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    I love my boyfriend very much, he's currently in jail. Hes an addict, IV user, and I'm worried about what's going to happen when he comes home. The reason hes in jail right now is...
    hillaryalexis hillaryalexis 18-21, F 10 hrs ago

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    Who doesn't! Since I've been young, fitness and health had been important to me. Avoiding drugs, alcohol, not great habits of eating bad food are all fundamental to my values...
    Desvedia Desvedia 13-15, M 1 Response 21 hrs ago

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    Australian Exceptionalism. Here is an interesting essay I read recently. It focuses on the inconsistencies in Australia's position on justice, punishment and the death penalty in...
    Spankerr Spankerr 51-55 2 Responses Mar 7

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    I finally moved out. I found my husband cheating. One night he wasn't pain attention to me after we talked and I was supposed to support him ( since he relapse) and he was supposed...
    memarried memarried 22-25, F 6 hrs ago

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    I don't think people who do drugs are "bad",it is just that I find it incredibly stupid.There is no way you can escape your problems,and more importantly your emotional problems...
    aquabunny aquabunny 22-25, F 3 Responses Mar 4

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    I am the spouse of a drug addict. I have been married to my husband for two years, together for three. we have a beautiful baby together. When I first met my husband (summer of...
    toreybella toreybella 18-21, F Mar 12

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    The very fact that I have to interact with him from now on makes me feel sick. We have three children suffering from our misery. We live together and tell each other how much we...
    fulltimehatred fulltimehatred 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 3

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    She's a headcase and a cruel heartless b-tch. She berates me and emotionally attacks me and then asks why I'm not dealing with my problems by myself. It's because you're abusing me...
    anononononono anononononono 26-30, T 2 Responses Mar 12

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    I've been a drug addict for three years almost four. I only smoke pot but I smoke it to the extreme, at my worst I was smoking more than ten times a day. I smoked through my...
    toreybella toreybella 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 12

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    Hi. I am 14 years old and I feel that I need to share a little bit of my story with a couple people. Well nine years ago when my little brother was born my mom met "the guy of her...
    ripmommy110614 ripmommy110614 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 18

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    Well, this is just one of the 500 emails I get daily at my Dog Rescue.....only man could be so cruel.POOR ENZO- HE WAS SOLD FOR DRUGSBrooklyn, NY ***Transport Available to Approved...
    rescueme99 rescueme99 41-45 1 Response Mar 9

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    Any type of prescription drugs. I'm Getting better though
    hhannahhbabe hhannahhbabe 13-15, F Mar 15

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    Part two: about two months later me and branden are at our grandparents house and my grandma tells me everything to so she tells me " alexis I don't want to scare you but your...
    ripmommy110614 ripmommy110614 13-15, F Mar 18

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    first of all, he talked crap to me about my moms side of the family. says what "really" happened when they separated. lies. says my big brother that I'm very close with does drugs...
    A1133cat A1133cat 13-15, F 3 Responses Mar 20

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    Hi. So my sister has been addicted to drugs since a teen. Mainly pain meds has dabbled in heroine n the like. She was a functioning drug addict for ever u couldn't really tell...
    Punkin7788 Punkin7788 22-25, F Mar 21

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    i find it hard to distinguish between non-addiction life and my addiction behaviours. I'm trying to be good. I feel like my addictions fill a void in me
    tarjawhore tarjawhore 22-25, M Mar 10

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    UGGHH!!! Can't stand 'em! Can't stand that drug or what it turns people into. I've known way too many people who've thrown their lives away on that ****! It has NO value whatsoever...
    SnowCrow SnowCrow 31-35, M 6 days ago

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    I need one of my friends to message me, I get that it's 5am but that doesn't change the fact that something bad might and probably will happen if they don't message me. I need them...
    AleaAndLexi AleaAndLexi 13-15, F 4 Responses Mar 7

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    do you know yours ? what team is winning? the angels or the demons? the choice is always yours. remember that. you only have to recognize which ones are the demons and which ones...
    OccultumLapidem OccultumLapidem 22-25, M Mar 18

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    The Liberal Hypocrisy aka the prime cockroach and the vermin following him: So here we have 2 cases of legal procedures. One is the case of a supposed terrorist (supporter...
    doktorevil doktorevil 70+ 2 Responses Mar 5

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    I won't ever do drugs, I hate them!
    1776patriot 1776patriot 18-21, M 2 Responses Mar 6

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    My marriage is a horror story. My husband is lucky to even call me his wife. I'm beautiful, intelligent, & loyal. We also have a gorgeous son. To start off with, I met my husband...
    dbdz dbdz 22-25, F 2 Responses Mar 7

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    I always recover, then Stupid me always relapses Over and over again. After how many times I've told myself I wasn't going to drink. ****!! I need to get myself together from this...
    SunshineAnderson13 SunshineAnderson13 22-25, F Mar 8

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    i honestly hate my so called "father" he made my life a living hell, i know some people are going through much worse than i am going through but it still sucks. so let me get...
    Anonymouspenguin Anonymouspenguin 16-17, T Mar 11

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    Well hate is a strong word. I get that your meant to hate your parents during puberty(im 15)Sometimes he can be nice and funny. but most of the time he is a grump. I don't have a...
    bbwusa123 bbwusa123 16-17, F 2 Responses Mar 20

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