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I Hate The Demons Of Alcoholism And Drug Addiction

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 127 People

    My Beautiful Sister... Lost To Drugs

    I don't know how long I can live pretending that I don't think about my sister and her downfall. It consumes my mind and I worry about her constantly, even though I wish that I could just switch that part of my brain off. I feel guilty. she's on drugs... meth and mandrax... I...
    syengel syengel 26-30, F 1 Response Jun 3, 2013

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    Oh Brother.

    I have an older brother who's addicted to drugs & alcohol. At age 13, he was already smoking weed, and experimenting with other drugs. He's 29 now...and I had no idea that it would turn out like this. He drinks almost every day..and when he doesn't drink, he's doing drugs, and...
    Deesha89 Deesha89 26-30, F Aug 15, 2013

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    pain....pills and more pills.

    ... bigger and more pain.... surgery again & again over &overagain striping away her soul pill by pill....relief from the physical..... PAIN.... but it cost a leg..... more pain.... that no pill can ease..... no more pills.... what to do for the pain in her soul.... cost a son...
    TEMPOLTON TEMPOLTON 41-45, M 3 Responses Dec 29, 2014

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    Part VII During the time my cousin

    and her girlfriend were getting together, I had been dealing with my own problems. Drug addiction. I was a part of those idiot groups who would take anything without knowing what it was we were even taking. That's where I got the nick name Blaze. It reached a point where I...
    deleted deleted 26-30 May 7, 2014

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    For the last 6 years its been a battle between

    trying to have a good life with the man I love, and fighting with the mean, hallowed out shell of the alcoholic/ drug addict he is almost every minute were together. The alcohol has always been there. But the pills have been even more of a roller coaster. It started with hydros...
    Beth0888 Beth0888 26-30, F 1 Response Jun 12, 2014

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    Life In Bloom.....

    I recently ended my relationship with alcohol dependance. I started using drug when i was 13 and the alcohol when I was 16. It was all I knew. I was very poor when I was a child. I had an abuser stepfather who called me dumb *** since I can remember. That was my name. Its what he...
    underwatersymphony underwatersymphony 41-45, M 2 Responses May 18, 2013

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    You Will Not Win This Time

    You come like a stalker in the night while everyone is sleeping and you cast your spell.You pick your prey and you take and take until nothing is left but emptiness..rage..pain and sorrow. Your a coward...you hide so nobody can see you and therefore you stay strong and and make...
    ayankee ayankee 46-50, F 14 Responses Nov 11, 2009

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    Why People Can't Find Out Another Activity?

    I don't understand why people like to abuse drugs. There are many extreme activities that we could do for fun such as bungee jumping, sky diving, hiking and sit roller coaster. I hope some body would like to eat insects such as grass hopper, wood worm, scorpion, puffer fish and...
    Arrow17 Arrow17 36-40, F 1 Response Jan 24, 2013

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    My Sister Does Drugs

    My younger sister and I used to be very close growing up and as young adults, I considered her half sister, half daughter. She was very sweet and unfortunately had some issues (mainly self induced but some chemical imbalance) that had her turning to drugs for relief. Over the...
    tamsmiles tamsmiles 41-45 1 Response Dec 30, 2012

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    Im marrying a drug addict in 2 months.

    When I first met him I adored him, now I think I hate him but I'm still marrying him because he hasn't used in a while and I'm hoping his personality will be the same one day....
    Warriorbutterfly Warriorbutterfly 26-30, F 4 Responses Jun 23, 2014

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    Still Clean And Yet...

    It was the entire month of February in 1996 that my ex and I cold-turkeyed heroin and methadone.  After 17 years of off and on use I finally could not take it anymore.  I could not stand being held prisoner to the drugs anymore.1995 was marred by my father's passing...
    ktnkal1 ktnkal1 46-50 2 Responses Jan 12, 2010

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    Demon's....

    That tear people apart and destory families. That cause pain and ruin people. There are no words...Its just awful. And so sad.
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Nov 14, 2009

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    I love my boyfriend very much.

    We just had a baby girl and I want things to work out but he has an alcohol addiction and I finally told him that we stay together he keeps drinking I'm miserable or he stays and resents me because i won't allow drinking. He didn't say anything. I told him he's free to leave if...
    iloveanalcoholic iloveanalcoholic 22-25, F Dec 29, 2014

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    Demons

    My demons are not of anything i did, but what was done to me by alcholics and drugies. My parents was alcoholics and they was very abusive. Kids at school were druggies and a couple have tried to kill me. Now then where do i come in on all of this? I am the nightmares of my...
    Arorin Arorin 22-25, M 1 Response Mar 22, 2010

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    Godzilla From Hell

    What does Godzilla have to do with drug addiction?   I'm trying to learn how to cope in a creative way.  Hollywood - Three years in the making. It's a sunny day. The sky is blue. The birds are singing. BUT, everyday, you get burned to a crisp.  You look forward, you look...
    rjohnson2828 rjohnson2828 51-55 1 Response Jul 25, 2011

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    There I said it, I'm addicted to food and I can't stop. When I try to kick the addiction sometimes it works for a few days, even maybe a week but then when I feel an overwhelming...
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    My parents got a divorce before I turned one. My mom wanted to stay sober and my dad relapsed. I lived with my grandmother and father consistently until I was five years old. My...
    SapphicMinion SapphicMinion 26-30, F 21 Responses 6 days ago

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    I haven't been open to discussing this until recently - I realized that there are so many young kids going through what I went through and sharing my story and offering my advice...
    Kerryn2508 Kerryn2508 22-25, F Feb 16

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    My fiance is an alcoholic. We have a child together and he is a wonderful father to my older son. He is funny, charming, loving, and a liar. I hate the lies. The lies are the...
    blaketrevor0608 blaketrevor0608 31-35, F Feb 15

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    Benzodiazepines /ˌbɛnzɵdaɪˈæzɨpiːn/ (sometimes colloquially "benzos"; often abbreviated "BZD") are a class of psychoactive drugs whose core chemical structure is the fusion...
    lunadelobos lunadelobos 41-45 1 Response a week ago

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    The funny part is, coffee is addictive and causes dependency. It's the caffeine, of course. Decaffeinated coffee avoids that issue, but it's fairly uncommon by comparison. All the...
    Unbeholden Unbeholden 18-21, M Feb 15

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    I am incapable of having orgasism from both a partner and myself. I have not been sexually stimulated for 7 years despite continued attempts with mutiple partners. Sexual intimacy...
    2lil2L8 2lil2L8 26-30, F 1 Response 5 hrs ago

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    In this post, I want to share why and how I have finally stopped my video game addiction. First of all let me introduce myself, I am a normal student in a state university and...
    rayx123 rayx123 18-21, M 14 hrs ago

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    Though this happened earlier this month, the hurt, anger, and disgust I feel, remains. A couple of weeks ago, I decided to hangout with a friend of mine after work. We were in...
    HiPpIeRoNiN HiPpIeRoNiN 31-35, M 18 Responses 6 hrs ago

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    I am a catholic and I have a sip of wine every Sunday lol. So I guess I do drink 😂 and I have tried hookah. But other then that I'm a virgin and I don't use any drugs or drink...
    thatgirl360 thatgirl360 16-17, F 19 hrs ago

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    I say no to drugs but yes to tacos and a bag of Doritos
    lorrena19 lorrena19 18-21, F 3 Responses 5 hrs ago

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    Oh **** I do smoke drink and take drugs sorry lol
    NightGambit NightGambit 31-35, M 55 mins ago

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    ...and I do regret it very much. I know addiction, physical or mental, is not a pleasant experience to go through, but I feel like I'm missing on something that just sort of is a...
    KimKarlsson KimKarlsson 16-17, M 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    I am currently the spouse of a cocaine addict. We have been together for 5 years and the addiction has been on and off in those years. We have a beautiful baby boy together and my...
    carriox carriox 22-25, F 3 days ago

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    I Hate My Life Ten years ago, I found myself laying on the street begging for money in order to pay for my beautiful wife's medical treatment after I stupidly advised her to get...
    GreatGuy88 GreatGuy88 70+, M 1 Response Feb 3

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    This is an journal entry I wrote back in September of 2014 but I felt I should share it on here. Day 1 12 September 2014 Today is day 1 of my journey to overcome...
    benforce benforce 31-35, M 1 Response Jan 31

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    I will count the ways why I hate your religion 1- in my humble and intelligent opinion it perpetuates hate , I and I Hate haters , they are nasty people, why do you hate others ? I...
    missreeedy missreeedy 31-35, F 5 Responses 10 hrs ago

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    I have come to realize that my shopping addiction comes from my mom. We have similar mindset. When we want something and we just to have it and can't live without it and there is a...
    NiteOwlet NiteOwlet 22-25, F 3 Responses Jan 28

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    my mother in law lives with us, because my husband fears for her health and safety. She is an alcoholic and spends every moment off work, drinking and smoking cigarettes. I take...
    MommysGotTats420 MommysGotTats420 22-25, F 1 Response Feb 9

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    A needle in my arm, the thoughts in my head What's it matter anyways? By the morning, I'll be dead It'll all end quick, why not do it right now? Yeah, I'm dealing with some ****, I...
    jasminepeck jasminepeck 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 11

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    My dad is an alcoholic douche bag, he would do just about anything to get a woman in bed, not thinking of the consequences it might have.He treats my grandmother like **** and...
    crazcat97 crazcat97 13-15, F 2 Responses Feb 13

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    When you enter a relationship, you do so with the mutual understanding that this is trust involved. If you are anything like me, this person becomes your entire life, your best...
    SecretAngel6 SecretAngel6 26-30, F 9 Responses a week ago

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    My sister probably won't be going to college because of it. Yea, I'm blaming you, Tumblr. I have several personal reasons for hating social media, but right now my negative...
    Drag0nMaster Drag0nMaster 18-21, F 4 days ago

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    I don't even know where to begin with. My dad has been an alcoholic since him and my mother's whole entire marriage which I'd say, 27 years?I couldn't just imagine the pain my...
    marebare303 marebare303 13-15, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    First off, I just have to say I do not view marijuana as a drug. I did start smoking cigarettes first, tried weed a few times and wasn't a fan. Awhile later in life (16 or so) I...
    WhatAMadWorldWeAreIn WhatAMadWorldWeAreIn 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 29

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    you can give someone as a gift from the new dark web drugstore.comli.com/crack_.html
    drodre40 drodre40 22-25, T Feb 2

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    It doesn't work. It makes criminals out of nonviolent users and does nothing to help them. We need to take a look at other countries that treat addiction as an illness and send...
    oneawkwardcactus oneawkwardcactus 31-35, F 4 Responses Feb 4

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    We've been married for 5 years. I have put up with him cheating on me with both women and men. He has stolen from me and my Mom. He has never had a job or paid a single bill. He...
    joniland joniland 46-50, F 3 Responses Feb 14

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    I have a friend who does/did drugs. He use to only smoke weed and one day I found out he tried Molly. I lost a friend to drugs and will not tolerate drug users in my life. I cannot...
    lezbihonest93 lezbihonest93 22-25, F 1 Response Feb 16

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    I am at a loss as to what to do anymore. I didn't think I could hate anyone....until I have a teenage stepdaughter. I have been with her father since she was 6 years old, she is 14...
    CT1129 CT1129 41-45, F 1 Response Feb 16

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    I'm addicted to everything. When I was 4 my grandpa taught me how to play chess. I then proceeded to play at every available opportunity. When I turned 7 I got my first couple...
    addictedtoeverything addictedtoeverything 18-21, M 1 Response Feb 5

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