I Hate The Way Im Feeling

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    I hate how one moment it can feel like I'm on

    top of the world, able to accomplish anything if I wanted to, and in the next moment, everything seems so dark and useless again.
    whatsthepointt whatsthepointt
    22-25, F
    Aug 26, 2015

    My body hates me today

    and I don't know why I'm blue...
    teadiva teadiva
    36-40, F
    Apr 17, 2015

    I hate this! why am I watching finding nemo at

    bedtime. it makes me so sad!
    CallmeHopelessNotRomantic CallmeHopelessNotRomantic
    36-40, F
    May 16, 2015

    Sometimes I think I'm just waiting

    for something to push me over the edge and make me do things I wished I had the strength to do.
    whatsthepointt whatsthepointt
    22-25, F
    Nov 30, 2015
    QueenOfDarkness3107 QueenOfDarkness3107
    18-21
    May 16, 2015

    I am pretty ashamed to say this with all of the

    things I have been through with my family and there history and how much I am against what it can do to people and a family but. . . I would really love to be high right now. .
    WhoseMe WhoseMe
    22-25, F
    1 Response May 15, 2015
    Anchoredheart1 Anchoredheart1
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Apr 16, 2015

    When you know you don't matter

    as much as the rest. And everything's still gonna be the same, whether or not you're part of this world.
    whatsthepointt whatsthepointt
    22-25, F
    May 15, 2015

    I often wonder what it's like to wake up

    feeling happy, with a sense of purpose in mind to get through each and every day.
    whatsthepointt whatsthepointt
    22-25, F
    1 Response Jul 16, 2015

    How is it that when nothing's wrong,

    somehow I still feel as sad and empty as ever?
    whatsthepointt whatsthepointt
    22-25, F
    1 Response Sep 22, 2015
    QueenOfDarkness3107 QueenOfDarkness3107
    18-21
    3 Responses May 16, 2015

    I shouldn't have tried

    so hard, put so much effort into it and hoped for so much. Failure hurts.
    whatsthepointt whatsthepointt
    22-25, F
    Apr 28, 2015

    How is it that as I age,

    it feels like life is getting more pointless and even less worth living? Is it possible that I have just ran out of "good" times?
    whatsthepointt whatsthepointt
    22-25, F
    Aug 17, 2015

    I feel numb inside, I can't let my emotions out.

    I just lost my biological father who I was not close to. He wasn't in my life except for a few brief periods. Now he's passed away I ha end cried, I haven't felt anything just empty.
    WickedMythic WickedMythic
    31-35
    2 Responses May 16, 2015

    I truly hate the person I've become.

    Lately I think I've become very selfish in the actions I've and I don't think how it will affect the people around me. I really do try to change but I have no will power, no strength. Every time I change, it's always in a negative way. I seem to make things worse in my life when...
    ZosoJimmyPage ZosoJimmyPage
    18-21, F
    Jul 17, 2015

    I feel really ******* "blank" again right now.

    I'm just here. I'd rather just not say anything and just sit there than speak and be alive. why do I feel this way? I don't know, but it's ******* killing me everytime.
    durstm94 durstm94
    22-25, M
    Apr 1, 2014

    Someone recommend writing out how I was feeling

    this is it... I am thinking about dying lately like just a big exhale and it would all be done I wouldn't have to stress anymore or have this heavy feeling in my chest that just wants to burst. Maybe that burst will be the end to it all. Like the second right before you fall...
    WhoseMe WhoseMe
    22-25, F
    1 Response Apr 18, 2015

    Well all this week and last week I've felt good

    about my life. I was content and believed I could do anything. And now I'm going back into a sad state of mind :/ My brother and sister where staying at my house for a week or so and they brought their kittens and I was happy, My parents are divorced so it's just me and my dad...
    DaftPnk DaftPnk
    22-25, M
    1 Response Mar 12, 2014

    How I Feel Sucks

    I hate feeling torn... like i want the cake and i wan2 eat it too. i need to make up my mind. i want her but then there might be somethin better. i take each day one at a time hoping and praying that things will all make sense. i feel like im on a never ending roller coaster...
    BrikaBoo115 BrikaBoo115
    18-21, F
    1 Response Dec 26, 2009

    i hate working out,

    but i have to.....
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    4 Responses May 23, 2015

    I am have been angry lately.

    I never get angry. My own anger is scary to me. I am never spiteful and use fowl language, but lately I just can't help saying what ever stupid thing pops in my mind at work. It is so bad!!
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Apr 17, 2015

    Wrote my first suicide note.

    Thought it would be easy to delete and forget about. I just keep reading it. I don't have the guts to end my life but this note really makes me think.
    WhoseMe WhoseMe
    22-25, F
    1 Response May 15, 2015

    I am always so depressed.

    .. I even just get depressed that I have to wake up and live another day. and nothing makes me happy anymore. Not people and not even the things that I used to enjoy doing.... Everything is a chore. from walking, to even taking a shower. I spend many days glued to my bed.. I...
    FFPower FFPower
    22-25, M
    5 Responses May 16, 2015

    I met a really nice guy

    and hoped that somehow in the future as our friendship blossomed we could become more than friends. He said to me that I have too many kids and that's why he wouldn't be with me(out of the blue). I am aware of my situation, but I still had some hope that it wouldn't matter. I...
    scissorovacomb scissorovacomb
    31-35, F
    1 Response Aug 16, 2015

    i feel numb and cant stand it.

    i cant laugh or cry. its awful
    Ang012685 Ang012685
    31-35, F
    Apr 16, 2015

    Why is it I can never find something real

    or great with a man and when I finally do it's with someone I can't be with because he's twice my age. And the reasons It can't work out way the ways it might but I put myself in a place where I am going to be heart broken anyway.
    WhoseMe WhoseMe
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Aug 8, 2015
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