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I Hate The Way Reality Sets In

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    i recently lost my job.

    my job was my life. i lived there. they treated me like a dog though. i was their *****. but it was all i knew. Im starting school next week but all i can think about is working. My anxiety is through the roof realizing that im lost without work.
    anaalessandraa anaalessandraa 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 13

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    No matter what you do,

    or how far you run or how much you deny it, reality always, always, always makes sure to remind you it is in charge.
    HippieDee HippieDee 46-50, F 1 Response Feb 24

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    Recently Things Have Been Going Wrong..

    Shiit has really gotten worse. And I'm realizing how much hate I have for myself and life. I have EDNOS which sucks because I have both anorexic tendencies and a binge eating disorder. How do YOU think that works out in my head? The anorexia begging me to not eat and all I want...
    SupportTheDragonflies SupportTheDragonflies 13-15 1 Response Dec 27, 2012

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    when you wake up and realize you'll take any

    job that's offered because the mortgage company doesn't care if you hate your job. They have one rule pay or we foreclose.
    WhiteSensibleShoes WhiteSensibleShoes 36-40, F Jan 12

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    Why, What, And Where In The Hell Am I @

    Charles Dickens life in the first line of Tale of Two Cities; “It was the best of times and it was the worst of times, it is a reflection of my life’s story. I believe each of us has the best and worst along our journey. I just did not which one. Just as day follows night...
    MarsSaloons MarsSaloons 26-30, M Sep 27, 2012

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    Spinning, I feel the spinning.

    .. I feel like I need somebody...
    1Freeyourself1 1Freeyourself1 18-21, M Dec 29, 2013

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    Snake In The Grass...

    I just thought about this phrase again the other day... been a long time since I've encountered this phrase. I see that reality sets in really slowly sometimes on either good or bad things. It makes me question the Purpose of Life!
    AlwaysPersevere71 AlwaysPersevere71 41-45, M Sep 9, 2012

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    Broken Dream

    All I wated is a good life but no I get s*** shoved in my face. And the past will come bite you im the a**. So through it all I will keep trying not to fell sad and keep my head up high.
    tysonelman1 tysonelman1 13-15, M Nov 1, 2013

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    it always happens when I'm sitting at work

    listening to my iPod. every song reminds me of something i want to forget or should forget. that's when i get that slap in the face that you're not important.
    CallmeHopelessNotRomantic CallmeHopelessNotRomantic 36-40, F Jan 12

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    I want to have a future

    but I just can't see it. Everybody seems to have their life figured out, and here i am still on the blind spot not knowing what i wanna be, or potentially who I could be....
    LeviKururugi LeviKururugi 18-21, M 1 Response Jan 26

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    HannahSavannah HannahSavannah 18-21, F 1 Response 8 hrs ago

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    Some people act like they're your friend but then again they really aren't 'cause of how they act toward you. That isn't a friend that acts like that. I hate fake friends.
    DeanLangley97 DeanLangley97 16-17, M 1 Response 7 hrs ago

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