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I Hate The Way Reality Sets In

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    Why, What, And Where In The Hell Am I @

    Charles Dickens life in the first line of Tale of Two Cities; “It was the best of times and it was the worst of times, it is a reflection of my life’s story. I believe each of us has the best and worst along our journey. I just did not which one. Just as day follows night...
    MarsSaloons MarsSaloons 26-30, M Sep 27, 2012

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    it always happens when I'm sitting at work

    listening to my iPod. every song reminds me of something i want to forget or should forget. that's when i get that slap in the face that you're not important.
    CallmeHopelessNotRomantic CallmeHopelessNotRomantic 36-40, F Jan 12

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    i recently lost my job.

    my job was my life. i lived there. they treated me like a dog though. i was their *****. but it was all i knew. Im starting school next week but all i can think about is working. My anxiety is through the roof realizing that im lost without work.
    anaalessandraa anaalessandraa 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 13

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    Snake In The Grass...

    I just thought about this phrase again the other day... been a long time since I've encountered this phrase. I see that reality sets in really slowly sometimes on either good or bad things. It makes me question the Purpose of Life!
    AlwaysPersevere71 AlwaysPersevere71 41-45, M Sep 9, 2012

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    The concept of family was long gone.

    Behind all the smiles and episodes of tolerating eachother, she united us. It's obvious we despised eachother and found common ground in loving her.
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jul 10

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    Recently Things Have Been Going Wrong..

    Shiit has really gotten worse. And I'm realizing how much hate I have for myself and life. I have EDNOS which sucks because I have both anorexic tendencies and a binge eating disorder. How do YOU think that works out in my head? The anorexia begging me to not eat and all I want...
    SupportTheDragonflies SupportTheDragonflies 13-15 1 Response Dec 27, 2012

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    Broken Dream

    All I wated is a good life but no I get s*** shoved in my face. And the past will come bite you im the a**. So through it all I will keep trying not to fell sad and keep my head up high.
    tysonelman1 tysonelman1 13-15, M Nov 1, 2013

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    I like to believe that I'm a realist

    but sometimes it's fun and freeing to get lost in something else, you know??? But today, reality bit me in the ***!!! Oh, and not just ONCE, mind you! But TWICE!!!!! TWICE.......in one ******* day?!?!?!? Are you kidding me??? Damn.
    09TiskTisk 09TiskTisk 31-35, F 3 Responses Jun 15

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    Spinning, I feel the spinning.

    .. I feel like I need somebody...
    1Freeyourself1 1Freeyourself1 18-21, M Dec 29, 2013

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    It's been a long month Lexi.

    And I miss you. A lot.
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jun 9

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    No matter what you do,

    or how far you run or how much you deny it, reality always, always, always makes sure to remind you it is in charge.
    HippieDee HippieDee 46-50, F 1 Response Feb 24

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    I want to have a future

    but I just can't see it. Everybody seems to have their life figured out, and here i am still on the blind spot not knowing what i wanna be, or potentially who I could be....
    LeviKururugi LeviKururugi 18-21, M 1 Response Jan 26

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    when you wake up and realize you'll take any

    job that's offered because the mortgage company doesn't care if you hate your job. They have one rule pay or we foreclose.
    WhiteSensibleShoes WhiteSensibleShoes 36-40, F Jan 12

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    I'm not sad because of how my face looks its because of acne that makes me ugly. I really hate it and I wish I could just kill my face. **** it!
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    I hate being a guy in the morning stupid morningwood
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    .OMFG someone fell out of the stupid tree when I left and hit every fking branch on the way down then climbed back up and jumped out of it hitting every fkin branch again for sh1ts...
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    I got a snapchat notification saying that one of he biggest liars that I know added me as a friend. He's an ex boyfriend from over 3 years ago. When I saw the notification I...
    09TiskTisk 09TiskTisk 31-35, F 3 Responses 6 hrs ago

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    I miss being on the depo shot. I enjoyed not having my period for almost 2 years. I had to come off of it though because it can cause some weight gain, and I wasn't sure if it is...
    cb0622 cb0622 22-25, F 7 hrs ago

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    My family is crazy. I'm completely and totally pissed at my family. My uncle and his partner, god knows who else. Is saying that all the sexual abuse, the rape, sexual assaults I...
    BeautifullySickkk BeautifullySickkk 31-35, F 4 Responses 7 hrs ago

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    i hate the sound of kids period shut up!
    miimii0069 miimii0069 26-30, F 2 Responses 7 hrs ago

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    I hate my birthday as age is now a growing experience in life, if life don't have a happy meaning then growing old don't mean a thing, age develops with years of cold isolation, no...
    Amazon3 Amazon3 31-35, M 8 hrs ago

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    I hate the words you spoke I hate the way you hold yourself I hate your scent of cigarette smoke I hate how you acted you never helped I hope bad karma comes your way I hope...
    katariffik katariffik 31-35, F 1 Response 9 hrs ago

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    I feel so sad. One minute we are happy then the next he is shutting me out and yelling at me. I have no family and no one to talk to. When I try to talk to him, he gets angry and...
    ConfusedWife318 ConfusedWife318 31-35, F 5 Responses 10 hrs ago

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    ...at writing! Not lazy as in sitting on the couch/sofa/bed all day kind of way, because quite actually I love being active, but I mean more when it comes to writing an experience...
    Gabe1997 Gabe1997 18-21, T 11 hrs ago

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    Unfortunately, those guys are just doing what our society raised them to do. Not all societies are like that- though at this point it may be safe to say that most are. That's why...
    Mossonarock Mossonarock 41-45, M 1 day ago

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    I've lost all fate in a world so full of hate I don't f****** love music I just use it to escape I'm caught between wanting to punch someone in the face and putting a bullet in my...
    Eyedea9 Eyedea9 16-17, F 1 day ago

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    I want you. After everything.  I still want you! I'm glad I never will have you, again but the need to have you won't go away. Your on my mind all day everyday.  Sometimes when I...
    celia8789 celia8789 31-35, F 3 days ago

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    I was born in Connecticut and raised in a terrible little town called Ansonia in an even further away from the tiny town area that doesn't offer **** to do but drink in one of the...
    lifeisdumb62 lifeisdumb62 22-25, M 3 days ago

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    Going through this MIL issue has been very much like peeling back the layers for me. At the crux of the conflict with my MIL I could easily blame her for everything wrong in my...
    BoundariesSet BoundariesSet 46-50 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    I hate the way my shirt clings to every protruding lump, I hate the way my *** strains to get free from the confines of my ever shrinking jeans, I hate the way I have to avert my...
    greeneyedmomma greeneyedmomma 26-30, F 4 Responses 6 days ago

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    I do hate bad parents but I hate hypocritical parents more. they say one thing but do another and then they say they want what's best for you and yet sets the wrong examples and...
    Hayden23 Hayden23 13-15, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    He's my oldest brother. I haven't spoken to him in five years. I doubt I ever will again. I'm open to giving him another chance, if he got off meth and stops drinking. I have a...
    SapphicMinion SapphicMinion 26-30, F 8 Responses 6 days ago

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    It makes me laugh.... Quietly to myself off course but I do just think - why bother tryin to convince people of something fake your puttin more effort into the lie than the actual...
    CBabzzz82 CBabzzz82 31-35, F 1 Response a week ago

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    My ex mother-in-law was a major contributing factor to the destruction of my first marriage (I'm happily married to a different woman now, and my new mother-in-law is MUCH better...
    SomewhatJaded SomewhatJaded 26-30, M 6 Responses Aug 18

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    "Damn..." I hear him whisper as we stroll through the mall. I look over to see him making eyes at the girl in the booty shorts, chopped tshirt, and boots walking in front of us...
    MissMimiMusic MissMimiMusic 22-25, F Aug 18

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    I was harassed my a mob of people all because of a "misunderstanding". I was watching my brother's dog for the weekend while he was on a lil trip. I've watched him before for like...
    MyMindCravesNectar MyMindCravesNectar 22-25, F 3 Responses Aug 18

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    I hate myself. I hate the way I look. I hate my shy personality. I hate that I can never speak my mind. I hate the way my life is turning out. I hate how I'm constantly thinking...
    Hammer2222 Hammer2222 16-17, F 2 Responses Aug 17

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    I'm so much more fascinated by the thoughts in my head, the constructs of my imagination, and the dreams I have at night. This feeling I occasionally get surpasses boredom by...
    StrawHatWanderer StrawHatWanderer 18-21, M 2 Responses Aug 16

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