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I Hate Thinking I'm Supposed To Be Different

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    well i actually dnt believe in luck nd all i feel itsur potential and hardwork tht costs but still days are getting hard fr me ...i feel lonely...i m loosing competitions...which i...
    Ahaanaa Ahaanaa 13-15, F 6 hrs ago

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    It's just sad this days, I don't enjoy being alone as I used to;in fact I am terrified of being alone the silence is deafening it forces me to think and thinking I s the last thing...
    zerubabeljohn zerubabeljohn 18-21, M 2 days ago

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    I'm scared for the winter. I already feel isolated up here. Often I feel the snow makes it worse. Makes travel over the mountain passes dangerous. Blocks access to the wilderness...
    SaundraMae SaundraMae 26-30, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I try not to. But it's hard. Often, it feels like a prison... I really feel like I'm going to need a lot of strength to get me through this next year. I find my strength through...
    SaundraMae SaundraMae 26-30, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    I look exactly like my father to the point were people think we are twins, and I hate it so much. My father is a terrible person and has been my whole life. He emotionally and...
    Elwreystingray Elwreystingray 22-25, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I feel bored with my life style. I live hours away from any family. My husband is always out of town for work, or to help his family do things. I'm stuck in a town I hate. I need...
    2plain2Bjane 2plain2Bjane 31-35, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    My thoughts torment me relentlessly. Day and night. Even in my sleep. I have nightmares frequently. I can't push my thoughts aside. It's a losing battle. I've tried so ******* hard...
    Noregrets5 Noregrets5 41-45, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Is it ok to sometimes spin into a wealth of insecurity knowing that someone anyone will bring me back? Is it ok to bare my soul and hope upon hope that this time it'll be...
    JosephinaBallerina JosephinaBallerina 31-35, F 7 Responses 5 days ago

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    I don't do different things... It's just that I do things differently!
    seniordingdong seniordingdong 26-30, M 6 days ago

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    I'm thinking about overdosing tonight
    christinelol christinelol 13-15, F 4 Responses a week ago

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    i don't know what to say. my mental experience feels very misconstrued. i don't know you and you don't know me. but there has to be just one gentle loving soul out there that has...
    cosmosdrift cosmosdrift 31-35, F Aug 25

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    I'm a mom I hide crying myself asleep the scars on my thigh from the many blades I hide how much I truly hate myself I hide my eating problems I hide it all and fake a smile I don...
    youngkinyteenmom youngkinyteenmom 18-21, F 6 Responses Aug 24

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    I blame God for everything bad that happens to me. Because I see him as an all powerful entity that can make my dreams come true. I don't understand how God works. am I supposed to...
    Abdulaziz94 Abdulaziz94 18-21, M 1 Response Aug 24

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    I was born in Connecticut and raised in a terrible little town called Ansonia in an even further away from the tiny town area that doesn't offer **** to do but drink in one of the...
    lifeisdumb62 lifeisdumb62 22-25, M Aug 24

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    I lived in a beautiful, secluded brick house with 3 bedrooms and two bathrooms, and a huge walk-up attic that I had converted into an art studio. I lived here alone with my two...
    purplemoonpie purplemoonpie 26-30, F 1 Response Aug 24

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    I've been told to no lose no more weight because of my height and I carry my weight better than smaller women. I so hate being a big female. It's embarrassing, especially being...
    MizzChocolate99 MizzChocolate99 22-25, F Aug 23

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    I'm done playing basketball for awhile! My friend run into my leg and twisted my ankle very badly! I had to yell at him and curse at him for like 5 minutes because that **** hurt...
    Unspokenfree Unspokenfree 18-21, M Aug 22

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    I've been friends with my best friend for about 6 years. We have a lot in common but we also like different things. We laugh a lot together and have a lot of fun, but lately shes...
    corndogage123 corndogage123 16-17, F Aug 22

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    Guess I'll just get right into it, I'm 38 years old& for as long as I can remember I've always known there was something different about me...I'm 5 ft. Very short, tiny woman, 100...
    Billieb123 Billieb123 36-40, F 1 Response Aug 22

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    I'll start from the beginning. When I was about 3 or 4 my mum met my first step dad. Early on we discovered he was an alcoholic. From then on a lot of days off were spent searching...
    Travellingmagnet Travellingmagnet 26-30, F Aug 22

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    I really want to kill myself. My life is going on horribly. My mother has psychotic depression, she has been on an affair for 9 years & has just recently stopped after being...
    mangoseed mangoseed 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 22

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    this feeling always comes up while i'm working as a saller
    akemin akemin 18-21, F Aug 21

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    Everyday is a constant struggle because my life for now feels empty with meaning. For the longest time I didn't have direction on who I was going to be. I was lost. Then I found my...
    Stormeyes Stormeyes 18-21, F Aug 21

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    I feel like every one hates me. I try to be a good friend or girl friend. I sometimes feel like people see me as a making a joke target at me. Its like 4 or 5 people makes jokes...
    tasha2kids tasha2kids 26-30, F 1 Response Aug 21

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    I hate the way I look sometimes. I think I'm quite handsome, but I look so much younger than I actually am. It makes me want to smile less, so I look tougher. I'm quite short in my...
    EdwardBD EdwardBD 16-17 Aug 21

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    My mother died on November 11, 2011. My dad died on June 10 this year. My older brother ran away with all the inheritance money that was supposed to be for both of us because he...
    xingru xingru 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 21

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    Soo i'm meeting up with a guy this week, we've met online but never seen each other in real life... Which has triggered all my insecurities. I do post pictures of myself online but...
    ThinkerBeast ThinkerBeast 16-17, F Aug 20

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    My best friend has been going through some stuff lately and now is arguing with me about it. She has not had her phone for 2 weeks and both of us were out of town. She is now...
    NarryCake NarryCake 16-17, F Aug 19

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    Confessions of a Habitual Apologizer: I’m sorry. I say it when I bump into someone at the store, when my card doesn’t swipe the first time, and when my phone cuts out. In...
    MissMimiMusic MissMimiMusic 22-25, F 4 Responses Aug 19

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    This is gonna be long but this is my experience - my story. I come from a complicated family background. You can say I don't know much about my parent's stories since they never...
    Abcak937 Abcak937 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 18

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    I'm so ******* tired, I just wanna sleep. I'm so ******* terrified that I'm going to have nightmares; I can't even close my eyes. I'm done living like this. Bring on the drugs.
    HidingInTheMusic HidingInTheMusic 13-15, F Aug 18

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    When ever I feel sorry for my self I feel like I'm being selfish. I mean a lot of people have it worse then me and here I'm complaining cause of stupid little things. I hate it so...
    chocolatecrazy9010 chocolatecrazy9010 13-15, F Aug 17

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    I just woke up startled and cried like little children. For the past hour, I've been trying to go to sleep. What would happen is, I'd feel like I'm hardly dozing off, then my...
    Soligem Soligem 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 16

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    I hate that I'm not good enough for my friends and family, and I do everything I can for them but if I mess up a task, 70% of the time I get yelled at and I'm very very sensitive...
    dominick6 dominick6 13-15, M Aug 15

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    I was diagnosed with depression in 2009, been on and off on anti-depressants and I'm thinking of going back again, but the illusion those pills cause me scared me a lot and cause...
    deleted deleted 26-30 7 Responses Aug 14

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    I love to sing, and all of my family and friends day I have an amazing voice. But, when I record myself singing, I hate every second of it... I don't believe I'm a good singer but...
    MyNameIsNotKnown MyNameIsNotKnown 13-15, F 4 Responses Aug 14

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    I'm going to school of my Associates in Arts for Social Work. After I graduate I plan to go online classes for my Bachelors. So in between then, I'd like to look for an internship...
    vadupree vadupree 18-21, F Aug 14

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    OK, I'm no home-wrecking Holly. When me and this guy first started out "dating" I had NO idea he had a girl friend he said he was single. I don't mean to toot my own horn but I'm a...
    SassyAnnie SassyAnnie 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 14

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    I have troubles with my height. I am 11 years old and I'm 5'4 ft tall. I have a problem where when people hate me they go to the teacher and say that I bullied them cause they...
    Tnflower7 Tnflower7 13-15, F Aug 13

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    Sometimes I hate having sisters, my oldest bro and sis are just like siblings leaving my other sis behind and I took her in , but I'm so sick of my bro or dad or oldest sis...
    Silentsuffer Silentsuffer 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 13

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