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I Hate Thinking I'm Supposed To Be Different

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    I haven't been sick in years! I think it's been 5 years, actually. This isn't supposed to happen to me, I'm perfect. :'( Now my throat hurts, it's all scratchy, and the cough...
    Knixveus5 Knixveus5 18-21, M a week ago

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    I've had about 20 minutes sleep thanks to some stupid Scottish bint phoning my husband at 2am, thinking he was some *** called Brian, then phoning back and leaving a voicemail...
    Jenezebel Jenezebel 26-30, F 6 days ago

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    That really drives me insane because it makes me feel like he/she doesn't trust what I'm saying.
    maddie91101 maddie91101 13-15, F Mar 1

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    I don't know who to believe... or who to trust.... I just want to end it.... I'm done with getting hurt...I'm tired of getting hurt...
    nomnommings nomnommings 16-17, F 1 Response Feb 28

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    And the worse part is there is no one here to talk to. I just sit for hours waiting for the sun to come up. My block is so quiet. hardly a car goes by after 11 pm. Every now...
    cljmovies cljmovies 51-55, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    yup.. hate it for awhile then.. i think.. oh well no one knows you for who you are.. only you (and God).. so its okay if they dont believe.. important thing is you know you are...
    graciousindifference29 graciousindifference29 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 1

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    Sometimes i make witty remarks about me being depressed, lonely, or self inflicting injury. Usually its situations where im just trying to be funny. It always makes me think, what...
    Xychorite Xychorite 16-17, M 1 Response Mar 2

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    Got to be one of the worst feelings.
    londepV londepV 22-25, F Feb 28

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    It's the worst feeling ever. Like you almost feel like crying
    ciarajones179 ciarajones179 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 1

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    I'd do it for nothing (but don't tell anyone.) I feel content when I am writing, like I am where I'm supposed to be. Alas I need wages so I'm working at something that is OK but...
    caralouise caralouise 46-50, F Mar 12

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    Okay, so it's called The Lost Ones and it's an Andy/OFC FanFic. Me and my best friend write it together. I will be posting updates pretty much whenever there are any. Oh, i'm also...
    xXxTheLostOnexXx xXxTheLostOnexXx 13-15, F Mar 20

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    I've considered it so often to be honest. Too often. I'm scared of my future, that I have no future, that I'll never become the boy I'm supposed to be, I'll never become the pilot...
    DerekintheMatrix DerekintheMatrix 13-15, T 1 Response Mar 14

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    I remember the day you tried to give your life away. You tried to leave this hell of a life, and leave me without a father. I visualize all the time what you looked like with the...
    DanniDarling DanniDarling 16-17, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I absolutely hate the place where I was born. I hate that I'm in stupid Montana and that I feel like I don't belong here at all. I look so out of place that it is completely...
    antihero98 antihero98 16-17, F Mar 6

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    Trapped by my profession because I'm trapped by my life choices. A quick sign onto work has resulted in 3+ hours of work. And I'm no longer billing by the hour :(
    Gwall1234 Gwall1234 36-40, F 1 Response 6 hrs ago

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    I'm always going to be 2nd best to something or someone. theres nothing that's just me, nothing I'm really good at. and there's no one that just wants me, no one wants me...
    Kmarcum99 Kmarcum99 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 17

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    Even my mom asked do I do dope. But I don't. I'm just odd af.
    TrackStackz TrackStackz 13-15, M 9 hrs ago

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    sometimes I question this. I am a big what if person but then I always think it could have been worse had I made a different choice. kind of hard sometimes
    tellmeyourstory tellmeyourstory 22-25, F 1 Response 8 hrs ago

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    Recently I started feeling more and more like moving forward with the things that make me happy and excites me such as piercing my ears or buying some new stilettos. But The truth...
    Danairis Danairis 46-50, T 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Top ten questions about relationships with psychopaths/narcissists. I took this from the site psychopathfree.com. I found it to be very helpful. 1. Is he / she really a psychopath...
    totallytea totallytea 46-50, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    Why can't I seem to find anyone to love me? What am I doing wrong? It can't be that hard. Well at least not for everyone else. Almost everyone I know has someone. Most of them are...
    RedSally RedSally 36-40, F Mar 18

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    I am a white male in love with a black girl right now. I've always liked/preferred black girls, and I feel like it's wrong. I'm from Chicago and honestly you don't see white male...
    keelay9947 keelay9947 18-21, M 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    So I have lived either in the country or Moore all my life. My mom, divorced 4/5 years ago, decided to move into a house that is in the absolute ghetto. It's in ******* Del...
    insomniacc insomniacc 18-21, F 5 hrs ago

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    I don't know...sometimes pictures don't capture the real you. It's only a snapshot into a finite moment, usually forced. I'd rather people judge me based on my personality rather...
    GlockBlocked GlockBlocked 22-25, M 1 Response 2 hrs ago

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    I have been with my husband since 2008. When we first met, I laughed and we talked a lot. Then he slowly took over my life. He started coming over to my house when I was at work to...
    mom4ce mom4ce 51-55, F 1 Response Mar 4

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    I'm haunted by the past, dissapointed with the present, and afraid of the future. Day in, and day out, I have vivid flashbacks of my youth, of the fun I had, memories I relish...
    Eclipse993 Eclipse993 18-21, M 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    Well, my story is a bit different. I live in a urban, but very poor area. Some areas don't even have proper sanitation, everything is filthy (lot's of garbage in the streets), it's...
    LilMinn LilMinn 22-25, F Mar 3

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    This year will be our tenth wedding anniversary, fourteenth year together. My husband recently told me that he wants to see other people, that he's unhappy with his life, and that...
    Baralinel Baralinel 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 3

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    Wow. i didn't know that existence about this community. i have a online friend who i've been known in this couple of months but we haven't been talked a lot. i like her..i want her...
    Juri0902 Juri0902 31-35, F Mar 13

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    I'm such a needy ***** right now lol I am literally sitting here with my Bf and he's telling me I'm a needy ***** when I'm on my period all jokes aside now that I think about it I...
    KaiFields1245 KaiFields1245 16-17, F Mar 18

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    I draw. I join groups were you post your drawings, people would see them and like it or sometimes add you. I only add friends who I know. If I don't know them, I'll look through...
    ZairinChan ZairinChan 13-15 Mar 18

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    I'm fed up with people thinking cuz I'm gay I wanna 'trade' I'm not into that sorta stuff and seriously if that's all your gonna message me about don't even bother
    silverstrike silverstrike 13-15, M 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    My friends are amazing, but can't feel my loss. I dated a woman, briefly, who was in my circle of friends and it didn't work out (her decision). Over the next two years, we...
    illbaround illbaround 26-30, M 3 days ago

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    I seriously ******* hate high school with a passion. It just adds to my depression and adds to the fact that I'm extremely lonely and unloved. Pretty much everyone has a prom...
    MegaManZero97 MegaManZero97 16-17, M 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    I am starting to give up on life. Each day I grow emotionally weaker and weaker. Every crush that I have ever has ended up in failure which makes me think that I'm a failure. I...
    elugo12345 elugo12345 18-21, M 1 Response Feb 28

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    I went half my life thinking I was a good person but with all that's going on in my life made me realize maybe I'm not a good person but a heartless person not just in love but in...
    gemini61289 gemini61289 22-25, F Mar 4

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    I'm only posting this because I'm happy how far my hard work has benefited my body!!! 2 kids can be rough so don't hate...
    TheAngelAlyssaH TheAngelAlyssaH 26-30, F 14 Responses Mar 5

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    My parents are pushing me a lot to have good grades and be their perfect daughter they even made me skip classes so I could graduate early like they did but sometimes I just have...
    otakulover909 otakulover909 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 14

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    One thing that always really troubles me is where I feel people are following me from site to site as if I'm some kind of authority or spiritual leader, checking out all my posts...
    Joanne0chan Joanne0chan 26-30, F Mar 14

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    I'm feeling certain I'm going mad today. My mind won't stop thinking but it cannot think of the right thing to do. I have been like this to please everyone, to be the good daughter...
    vwoolf53 vwoolf53 22-25, F Mar 16

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    Love....Can anyone truly explain what it is? It's different for everyone, and not everyone wants it. I've heard people say that they are looking for their true love, but in my...
    musiclover74 musiclover74 36-40, M 6 days ago

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