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I Hate Thinking I'm Supposed To Be Different

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    I'm supposed to be training for the military. And here I am, smoking and eating cheerios. Good.
    HypeAboutEverything HypeAboutEverything 18-21, F Nov 14

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    So... I know I should'nt feel that way, but I'm so jealous of my boyfriends life. It's absolutely not his fault but it bothers me so much and I don't really want to tell him how I...
    tellmeimnormal tellmeimnormal 18-21, M 1 Response Oct 23

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    I'm just so tired of it, now I don't even have to bother in lying, I just say the truth and everyone ignores it
    RobbieID RobbieID 13-15, F 3 Responses Nov 1

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    Well, I write 200 stories about my life, but had to erase them all because of negative comments made by people. I wrote about Indian Hindu genocides and how they murdered my...
    ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT 26-30, F 1 Response Oct 30

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    My So-called Mother charges me rent, but is paying her boyfriend's hitman Father to destroy me over the caste system... The last time I paid her $200 rent, out of the $550 that I...
    ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT 26-30, F 1 Response Oct 31

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    I have a lot of interest like Politics, Philosophy, Psychiatry, Religion but I also love music, makeup, art, and interior decorating. If I had enough money, I'd be like Jennifer...
    gglz18 gglz18 22-25, F 5 days ago

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    miketolike miketolike 18-21, M Oct 30

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    People will come into your life yet leave so fast...
    Aubreyxoxoxo Aubreyxoxoxo 16-17, F 1 Response Oct 23

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    This is the worst indescribable mood I have been in for a long time. I don't have enough energy to be angry - and anger would be illogical anyway. Today the man and I moved...
    SmartKat SmartKat 46-50, F 10 Responses a week ago

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    I always think that I'm not smart enough, not qualified enough, not knowledgable enough, not talented enough. I keep comparing myself to other people. I keep thinking that theres...
    notthatclassy notthatclassy 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 4

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    We lacked teachers and therapists who could recognize gifted children in my part of the country when I grew up. As such teachers found me wierd and as a result my classmates found...
    Vumsy Vumsy 18-21, M 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    I have these 2 best friends that go to my school. we do everything together. one day I left school a little earlier than them and apparently something happened to one of my friends...
    justaweebitnaughty justaweebitnaughty 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 29

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    The most animal motif would suit me best is probably wolf. I'm in like an "wolf" as in at college I am very socially adaptable with all kind of people, be it smart one or...
    DelonWulf DelonWulf 18-21, M Oct 27

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    Who m i? I really dont know. Where did i come from? Where i m heading to? Where do i have to go? What is my destination? Who knows? Me or you or someone else? I know what is the...
    SsL919 SsL919 18-21, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I always hate when I'm someone's second choice. I feel like I'm being used. And I don't like that. I feel like you only wan me around when something fails,It makes me feel like...
    AshCakes AshCakes 18-21, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    For quite some time now actually. At this point I think I can deal with it much better than years ago and find myself not concerning with what I'm doing or where I'm going so long...
    lFrostBitel lFrostBitel 22-25, M 2 hrs ago

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    I'm so F()$@ing Alone I know plenty of people in my life. I used to think I was alone when I was surrounded by people. Now I realize, I'm so alone because, I am alone. It's a...
    Atlas0Scar Atlas0Scar 18-21, M Nov 8

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    Isn’t it supposed to be the people that love you and say how much they care for you support you? I know I’m pretty damn stupid as everyone keeps telling me but I’m smart...
    LoveLessOne97 LoveLessOne97 18-21, F 1 Response 11 hrs ago

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    I think I’m in love with my best friend and we are both female and straight. I have never felt this way about another girl, she makes me feel safe, and beautiful and loved. It...
    ast2014 ast2014 22-25 2 days ago

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    I don't know if it's depression, or what, but since last year i've been feeling like I have no direction in my life, like I don't like nothing, I've been feeling that what is ahead...
    licito licito 18-21, F 1 day ago

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    I'm scared of everything...the dark because it manifests itself into creatures, boys because of their abusive tendencies, the thunder and wind because of how loud it violently...
    Quackimaducky Quackimaducky 16-17, F 1 Response Oct 24

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    I don't believe in friendships. I have had so many bad experiences and I think this is enough. I'm tired of trying to fit in the society just in order to make new friends. Whenever...
    TommyRosellino TommyRosellino 18-21, M 5 Responses Nov 4

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    It's getting harder and harder to pretend I'm ok, now there are more obvious signs that I'm not gonna last much longer, but in still trying to stay so I can always be here for my...
    HeadStrongPro HeadStrongPro 16-17, M Nov 6

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    I hear it almost everyday And it doesn't bother me at all I'm sure I have a few screws missing here and there I just like to think it shows how different I am and there is nothing...
    Forbiddenkisses Forbiddenkisses 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 9

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    how do you tell that you are a wolf because I feel like I am and some agree but some say I'm a cat. And a long time ago someone told me I'm more like a dog and though they didn't...
    Okamipyon Okamipyon 16-17, F 2 Responses Oct 24

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    Muslim are alway portray badly by the media in the west and only focus on the negative aspect of it. If only they show the good aspect of it (Charity,Eid Mubarak,the equal system...
    DelonWulf DelonWulf 18-21, M 1 Response Oct 28

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    What's interesting to you out there? I personally feel it's authenticity. But when two people walk down the same road, they pick up on different things. I'm curious to know what...
    whrisit whrisit 18-21, F 3 Responses Oct 30

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    i hate living in this world where people just keep going through me as if i don't exist i'm just a person filling a space nothing more i hate this it makes me feel sad and empty...
    Tjana Tjana 31-35, F Nov 2

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    Seriously, in my mind, I'm ugly as hell, like how am I not? I honestly hate when people say that I'm not, because that's a lie, I'm ******* hideous, if I wasn't, I wouldn't be a...
    Nix0 Nix0 16-17, M 4 Responses Nov 9

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    I can't stand when I have to sugar coat things to save someones feelings. I'm sorry for my opinion?
    Caseylxyy Caseylxyy 16-17, F a week ago

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    Yes- but who am I? Many people who don't know me would say I'm the quiet boy who flinches at his shadow, and that's all they would say. Some who get to know me a little more would...
    XxDorkyBoyxX XxDorkyBoyxX 18-21, M 4 days ago

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    Okay so, i pretend to be someone else on social media. i've been doing this for years. about a year ago, as this fake person, i met this guy. i fell in love with him. he made me...
    courtneythepizzaqueen courtneythepizzaqueen 13-15, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I spend so much time thinking about how I've screwed up, about how things can't possibly go well for me since they haven't in the past. When I get into a certain mood, I decide it...
    Holdontothefire Holdontothefire 18-21, M 1 Response Oct 24

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    I'm tired and weirded-out by the quiet. I'm lonely and i just want to sleep.
    newgirl2123 newgirl2123 18-21, F Oct 24

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    I pretend I'm okay, I pretend I'm not hurting or depressed because I don't want anyone to know. I thought he was different, I thought he was a nice guy, I thought he really liked...
    misspaperwait misspaperwait 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 3

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    I'm not into Kpop, Jpop, anime, nor do I have Yellow Fever. Also, I have enough friends from Asia that have gone home that I'd like to visit. I actually like a cultural experience...
    newasexy newasexy 26-30, F Nov 4

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    I'm at my breaking point and I can't stop thinking that death is the only way ill be happy. I can't think of anything that cheers me up and the only thing stopping me is that I don...
    JenKnibs JenKnibs 16-17, F 3 Responses Nov 4

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    32f been dating a 27 year old for 11 months. Deep down inside I know currently he is not able to offer me what I'm looking for but there's something that keeps me latching on...
    cjg3838 cjg3838 26-30, F Nov 4

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    My bestfriend has been showing me lots of love But lately he's been being different since I have a boyfriend But idk I get moment where I feel like hugging him and my heart beats...
    mariishere mariishere 13-15, F 1 Response Nov 9

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    I want to end it... Tonight... I think I'm going to take extra sleeping pills... Kill myself... If I survive, I'll tell them I couldn't sleep and took one more than I should have...
    MrCutBleedSmile MrCutBleedSmile 18-21, M 9 Responses Nov 10

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    My mum doesn't respect me or listen to me. Unless her husband isn't around then she will listen. Otherwise I'm just a kid to her. I hate that she treats me like this...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 2 Responses Nov 13

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    Hi I'm 21 and I've been seeing this guy for about half a year now. I know he'd never leave her for me but I just keep on expecting and waiting.. God I like him so much. I've never...
    loveholic66 loveholic66 18-21, F Nov 13

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    People seem to be bothered by pessimists, but anyone can fake a smile. When that side is shown, a human is revealed. If you're happy, show it, but if you see the world differently...
    TheAnonymousINFx TheAnonymousINFx 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 14

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    I see a pretty girl and I feel envy and jealousy. I may have a certain level of attraction towards her, but I catch myself really thinking "I want to be her". I have researched...
    emma619 emma619 22-25, T 1 Response a week ago

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