I Hate to Cry

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 238 People

    Ogh! I Hate It!

    More like "I hate to be seen doing it". Very few of even my close friends have ever seen me cry, and only one teacher. I think it's shame-related with me. Not sure why, I've seen other people do it, I don't think less of them when they do, but this one right here typing...
    Maxine13 Maxine13
    16-17, F
    Dec 20, 2008

    I just want to cry, but feel crying is me being

    weak. I am so impressed with people who can cry. I have to be strong all the time, hold others up, but it gets tiring, and I must still go forward. not letting anyone know I just want to die, or leave forever.
    tiffsica tiffsica
    46-50, F
    May 4, 2015
    LAsuperstar LAsuperstar
    70+, F
    Oct 5, 2014

    I hate the feeling of being lonely.

    I don't like to cry in front of people or let people know I'm hurt. I hate knowing I can cry and I hate the feeling that makes it happen.
    herealways2017 herealways2017
    13-15, F
    Oct 5, 2014

    I feel too weak when I cry.

    Whether or not that is the case it's my emotions.
    Isabellesheart Isabellesheart
    18-21, F
    Sep 12, 2009

    Depends what type of tears.

    Sure, we've heard of happy tears and the tears of sorrow. To me, tears are types of emotions. There are happy tears as said before, which is happiness. And sad tears, which are sadness. I'd like my happy tears to be concealed within me, so I can stay happy. But, there is nothing...
    AsCaLuMi AsCaLuMi
    18-21
    Oct 4, 2014

    I Do It Anyway.

    Crying. It's something I have a love-hate relationship with. I hate to do it, especially in the presence of other people. Not being able to hold back my tears makes me feel like I'm taking everything too emotionally, like I'm overreacting. But I do cry. Mostly when I'm sad or...
    JojaRodenaLente JojaRodenaLente
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Sep 27, 2008

    Everything seems hard

    for me right now. Someone saying s.hit about to me, is f.ucking bull s.hit. I can't handle all this stress. when I get really stressed out I tend to shake like hell.. . I don't know where to begin anymore... I'm just trying to keep myself together and not cry... I hate f.ucking...
    MysataMota MysataMota
    18-21, F
    Apr 3, 2014
    lorrena19 lorrena19
    18-21, F
    Oct 4, 2014

    But I'm just so damn sensitive

    when it comes to sad movies and stories. I just tear up an start balling.
    GetYourFreakOn GetYourFreakOn
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Oct 5, 2014

    Honestly I think everyone hates crying.

    If you are a person that likes to cry then wow you are the first person I know that likes to cry. For me crying just makes me feel weak and useless it just tears me apart. I loose all control and don't know what to do with myself. Grr crying is so depressing
    ScarM3 ScarM3
    18-21, F
    Oct 3, 2014

    I don't wanna go back to school,

    it brings back the memories of me and my bf.......... I am an emotional wreck.
    lutcal lutcal
    18-21
    Jul 8, 2014

    I can't cry even when I'm sad I can cry

    if it was an objective but not for emotional reasons
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Oct 4, 2014

    It takes so much to make me cry,

    but I'm at my breaking point today.
    CallmeHopelessNotRomantic CallmeHopelessNotRomantic
    36-40, F
    1 Response Jun 26, 2015

    Always Crying

    Im crying so much lately. All it takes is a sentence or word that touches me ina good or bad way. I try and forget it but i spend hours crying in my room. Its like today (2nd of december 2012) i was crying so much because my foster dad was lecturing me about my future and other...
    KaisonWolf KaisonWolf
    18-21, M
    1 Response Dec 2, 2012

    Worst Thing Imaginable

    ok so this is how i see the crying idea. its so stupid. i mean i hate to cry i really do. i think it shows a sign of weakness. and personally me i dont like to. i mean i try not to cry at times but i cant help it. i hate to cry. i hate the feeling when i cry. i hate the physical...
    amyxsmashxhearts amyxsmashxhearts
    13-15, F
    May 19, 2012
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Aug 23, 2014

    My eyes stay puffy and red

    for a long time afterwards. It drives me crazy.
    orangeapes orangeapes
    18-21, F
    Oct 5, 2014

    When ever I'm on the verge of tears I always

    get them back in... Can't show weakness. Can't show weakness. I tell myself so each time I am about to cry I stop myself... I've gotten control over the emotional ones to the point where the tears don't even swell up it's just the tears I get from physical pain I have to work on...
    Nightfang109 Nightfang109
    16-17, M
    1 Response Oct 4, 2014
    AfterFall AfterFall
    22-25, F
    1 Response Oct 5, 2014

    It's not that I really hate to cry it's just I

    can't cry I haven't cried for years my girlfriend thinks I'm broken but I really can't cry
    Jazke Jazke
    18-21, M
    1 Response Oct 4, 2014

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