I Hate What I've Become

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    I need to talk to someone

    but I hate bothering people with my problems. I need to work on myself but I'm afraid if I take the time I'll miss out on something amazing. I'm terrified of being alone. Being around happy people make me ashamed of my sadness. I feel like a walking contradiction/oxymoron
    nikkisun nikkisun
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Feb 28, 2014

    Who am I? That's the question I ask myself

    sometimes because I've changed so much, I feel like I've lost my true identity. Everybody changes, I know this, it's life's experiences that often alter what we do and who we become. But for me personally, I just feel like I've lost sight of the person I really am, or rather WAS...
    deleted deleted
    3 Responses Feb 28, 2014

    After a lot of hurt and pain,

    I broke up with my girlfriend, idk, ever since then I have noticed all the people that I left and hurt while I was with her and mending the burned bridges isn't going to be easy but I feel like Ihave to do it.
    Isashimself Isashimself
    18-21, M
    May 5, 2014
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