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I Hate Who I Am Now

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    I Hate My Life Or Myself

    Well where to start. I have it bad, but not as bad as some stories ive read, im sorry you all feel the way I do if not worse. its sad, and I dont like that. I'm very compassionate almost all the time i put everybody else before me and when I put me before anybody else i feel like...
    SitoR SitoR 18-21 1 Response Aug 10, 2011

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    Not Entirely....

    ~ due to technical difficulties (also read as protest to EP's partnership with Facebook) this story has been temporarily removed ~
    Areyan Areyan 31-35 1 Response Aug 20, 2010

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    Self Pity

    I hate who i am. I hate the fact i always fall short.no one seeems to really understand.i want change in my life but i can't figure thos one out. i have no friends,i can't keep a girlfriend and my life sucks. you can't talk to anyone because they will either lock you up,take your...
    borntodie borntodie 41-45 1 Response May 30, 2009

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    Hate is such a strong word.

    I would rather say I'm unhappy with who I am now. I will be honest, that a good deal of it is superficial. (First world problems) If you have images of me looking like my avatar, I don't. (As of today: Dec. 05, 13) I AM CLASSIFIED AS OVERWEIGHT according to the BMI charts! I...
    OperationHotness OperationHotness 36-40, F 1 Response Dec 5, 2013

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    Failing At Life...

    Every single day I wake up with no clear direction of where I'm going in life. I have a Bachelor's degree and a Master's degree and yet I feel like I am completely unprepared for life. I am sick and tired of watching all my friends succeed in life and I'm still living at home...
    Waited4UEverlong Waited4UEverlong 22-25, M 1 Response May 13, 2010

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    Self Pity

    I hate who i am. I hate the fact i always fall short.no one seeems to really understand.i want change in my life but i can't figure thos one out. i have no friends,i can't keep a girlfriend and my life sucks. you can't talk to anyone because they will either lock you up,take your...
    borntodie borntodie 41-45 1 Response May 30, 2009

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    How Do You Cope Or Deal With Yourself After Being In Not Just One But Two Abusive Relationships?

    The first that lasted 20+ yrs and I was terrified to leave..the other that started out great until the real person came out 8 mos later? Thankfully now have a man who completely cherishes me...but very disappointed in myself for allowing myself to be in either relationship...
    tornadodave tornadodave 36-40, M 3 Responses Sep 3, 2011

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    I Am Someone I Did Not Want To Be Now

    I am angry and hurt most of the time I am outspoken and don't care if I hurt peoples feelings (where as once I would never have said things or even half the things that people said to me) I am a time waster... I complain a lot more then I want to I often feel so depressed...
    IceEntice IceEntice 36-40, F Jan 4, 2013

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    I Hate Me.

     I don't want to be here anymore. I screw over the people i'm closest to, and i don't want to be here anymore. I feel empty and sick and sad and angry. I don't want to be me. I feel like i have nothing to live for. I don't see the point of anything. The boy who said he would...
    wilbr0797 wilbr0797 18-21 2 Responses Aug 3, 2009

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    One Who Is A Disgrace On This Earth.

    I know how everybody elso on this group feels. And I have to say that I feel the same way too. I am a boy, but I just can't stand being this way. I do not fit in with the boys. I sometimes make myself look just so socially akward and embarassing. I have no real close friends. The...
    confessionstotell confessionstotell 13-15, M Dec 21, 2010

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    Ok so for many many years I was shy super

    deadly shy (like every year excluding this one I thought I was going to die from the mini heart attacks I gave myself when people or Anything was out if my comfort zone.) anyways basically this year I have no idea what it was but something finally brought me out of my shy world...
    blaze96 blaze96 16-17, F Feb 1

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    I Don't Recognize Myself Anymore

    I know I have changed, and I knew I would; I am young and people change when they grow up. It's just, I hate the person I have become. I am my own enemy and I have to defeat myself. Depression is what I have but also who I am. This sounds a bit cliché-ish, but I...
    Lola91 Lola91 16-17, F 5 Responses Jun 18, 2008

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    Annoyingly Melodramatic

    I don't exactly hate myself nor do i particularly like myself i have a strong feeling of nothingness towards my existence, Ive been like this since i broke up with my ex girlfriend. for a while I hurt but the pain went away what changed is that i no longer have a strong sense of...
    Jessehy Jessehy 18-21 1 Response Aug 30, 2011

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    I spent the last 11 years spending my entire life savings in a long, drawn out custody battle for my son, who I lost custody of to my ex-wife when he was two. On July 4, 2010 I...
    OneLostFather OneLostFather 31-35, M 4 Responses Jul 1

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    I hate the person I am, who I've become! I've made so many horrible mistakes and I don't even know who the hell I am anymore. I've become my own monster. I'm not asking for anyone...
    genie24 genie24 16-17, F 2 Responses Jul 12

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    I don't want to accept the fact that he's gone, I still can't believe it. Why did he have to leave us? I need him! After he died my life has changed for good and bad. He was my...
    DeterminedToMakeLifeWorthIt DeterminedToMakeLifeWorthIt 16-17, F 1 Response Jun 26

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    Even though i have turned around and act like a different person now doesnt take the pain away because of what i did and who i was then. i hate myself. i hate what ive done and i...
    wallwalker wallwalker 22-25 Jul 16

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    Let me say this as just hate me for loving so sincere and have no return treat from the one i am in love with. OK! I found out that my girl friend can walk and protest and do...
    Egyptianguy34 Egyptianguy34 31-35, M 3 days ago

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    On Christmas Eve two years ago my Mother was combing my hair and realised that I had two bald patches that were no larger than a 2p. After worrying and being very dark all...
    elanawaite elanawaite 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 5

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    I feel like an idiot. I met someone who i thought actually liked my quirkiness but after 6 months out of the blue im given a lame *** "i dont think we are a good fit" brush off...
    lostlonelyandunsocial lostlonelyandunsocial 31-35, F 1 Response Jul 16

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    Is it funny to take the mick out of the way someone looks? Talks? Dresses? Is it funny to gang up on someone who cannot defend themselves because they are shy, or have no friends...
    Mimi94x Mimi94x 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 9

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    My sister blames me for everything!! I don't know what the **** her problem is!! She bought a pack off hair bands and she gave me one to have! I lost it the day she gave it to me...
    sweetlove2014 sweetlove2014 16-17, F 1 day ago

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    It's been somewhere around seven months since I've posted here, and about eight months that I've been clean from adderall. I miss it everyday and constantly regret my decision to...
    Paige5 Paige5 18-21, F 2 days ago

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    i hate who i'm,, i'm always trying to find any reason that make me doesn't hate myself or my life ,, but why i hate myself for so many reason : first i'm poor from a poor family...
    RamyMB RamyMB 18-21, M 3 Responses Jun 30

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    I used to smoke a lot when I was in high school. 8th grade - sophomore year I would just hangout with the older kids and smoke smoke smoke! It was wake and bake everyday! Then I...
    RaccoonInDaRoom RaccoonInDaRoom 18-21, F Jul 2

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    I used to love making new friends "online", talking to them, sharing etc., but i sorta hate it now, they we'rent as genuine as i was to them, they talk to you for a long time and...
    Rraj619 Rraj619 16-17, M 1 Response Jun 28

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    It's not that I hate her, i just hate who she's become. We just don't mesh the way we use to.
    BrightSkyCity BrightSkyCity 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 6

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    Never, when I truly need him to step up, he is worse than ever! Angry with him, to the point of hatred! I have never hated anyone, now the man I once was madly in live with I...
    Froggy420 Froggy420 31-35, F 3 Responses Jun 26

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    Men just suck I hate them now and want them all to be women over night life would be better then
    honeypettle honeypettle 36-40, F 1 Response Jul 15

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    Company Store System of Babylon ... By Latin Law, the Vatican is the Head of the Family; and this is who is the Head of the Covens of Azazel. They renamed themselves “Religions...
    THEMADHATTERXXXX THEMADHATTERXXXX 46-50, M Jun 27

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    Me and mom have this love hate relationship, it basically all started when I was young; she was a workaholic and my great-grandma for 19 years, has been my mom for me and my best...
    Xmidniteangel15X Xmidniteangel15X 18-21, F 9 hrs ago

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    I feel claustrophobic in my own skin. I don't want to be me anymore. I honestly don't know how people go through life "happy" because for me life is literally just hard. It's hard...
    marisolitude marisolitude 22-25, F 1 Response 30 mins ago

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    I hate everyone. I had two friends, two great friends. Everything was so great and we were all thrilled to be alive. Then that little ---- came along and ruined everything. She...
    bornand4gotten bornand4gotten 18-21, F 7 hrs ago

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    Opinionated Entitled Ozzies ... Here’s something I found written by an ozzie who was upset to have discovered the forum “ I hate LIVING IN australia”…. His rant is in...
    Spankerr Spankerr 51-55 3 Responses 17 hrs ago

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    I'm a private person so i hatee people who are nosey and watch your every move. I also hate people who ask a bunch of personal questions.. Mind your own ✋ Nosey people are just...
    ThePrettyOnee ThePrettyOnee 13-15 1 Response 7 hrs ago

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    I hate parties and any sort of gatherings because I just don't think that I belong. I hate the fact that I have to pretend that I am happy for such an occasion though I am not, I...
    nbsbgal nbsbgal 22-25, F 15 hrs ago

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    I have some scientific evidence too. Making it spotless takes more effort and actually is less effective than staying at equilibrium. I get more things done when I have a little...
    4NeonFun 4NeonFun 16-17, F 6 hrs ago

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    If you want to go through hell, get trapped in my body...if you want to know what the truth to being ugly, then don't be surprised to see me in the mirror instead of yourself...if...
    HUMAN2BME HUMAN2BME 26-30, F 3 Responses 43 mins ago

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    My mom and grandfather ALWAYS compares me to other people my age. Mostly my mom. Constantly. Every. *******. Day. She compares me to other people around my age, telling me, "oh...
    sugarcakes143 sugarcakes143 18-21, F 1 Response 2 hrs ago

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    I dated a really mean guy for a week in December before I came out as a lesbian. He tried breaking my fingers, insulted me, I took him to work and he almost got me fired, and he...
    LezzieRose LezzieRose 16-17, F 4 Responses 11 hrs ago

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    I saw this horrific video of some 12 year olds putting oil on a tiny puppy then setting it on fire it was ******* horrible!! they were just laughing at his while it cried and...
    AnotherTomboyGamer AnotherTomboyGamer 13-15, F 2 Responses 2 hrs ago

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    I think I learned to hate myself To say I hated myself As a way to punish myself for being Powerless in the face of hurt And unable to express my anger With all the things I...
    dispossessed dispossessed 46-50, F 3 Responses 8 hrs ago

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    I now block people who are agitators and disinformationists. IMHO there are people on EP who try to distort and misdirect many questions and experiences. I sincerely believe many...
    johnny048 johnny048 46-50, M 3 hrs ago

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    I seriously feel like I'm dying right now. These cramps start small, and then feel like stabs in the stomach. They make me want to cry, throw up, and whine about it. I think the...
    EmoSakurachan EmoSakurachan 16-17 10 hrs ago

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    My old high school friends and I have remained close up until a few years ago. We would get together for birthday parties, or just hang out and have a couple of drinks and catch...
    snickybinks snickybinks 36-40, M 2 Responses 9 hrs ago

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    We judge others instantly by their clothes, their cars, their appearance, their race, their education, their social status. The list is endless. What gets me is that most people...
    bitchybeck bitchybeck 18-21, F 1 Response 7 hrs ago

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    Oh man I am freaking pissed right now. Why does those perverts have to be here? I am here to meet new people, give them advice and share my thoughts. I want those perverts to leave...
    yomy1603 yomy1603 18-21, F 4 Responses 7 hrs ago

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    I have classes with certain people, where inside the classroom, we talk regularly. We learn hundreds of facts about each other, laugh at the little things of life, and find that we...
    rumblingheart rumblingheart 16-17, F 4 Responses 6 hrs ago

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