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I Hate Who I Am Now

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    Ok so for many many years I was shy super

    deadly shy (like every year excluding this one I thought I was going to die from the mini heart attacks I gave myself when people or Anything was out if my comfort zone.) anyways basically this year I have no idea what it was but something finally brought me out of my shy world...
    blaze96 blaze96 16-17, F Feb 1

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    I Hate Me.

     I don't want to be here anymore. I screw over the people i'm closest to, and i don't want to be here anymore. I feel empty and sick and sad and angry. I don't want to be me. I feel like i have nothing to live for. I don't see the point of anything. The boy who said he would...
    wilbr0797 wilbr0797 18-21 2 Responses Aug 3, 2009

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    Annoyingly Melodramatic

    I don't exactly hate myself nor do i particularly like myself i have a strong feeling of nothingness towards my existence, Ive been like this since i broke up with my ex girlfriend. for a while I hurt but the pain went away what changed is that i no longer have a strong sense of...
    Jessehy Jessehy 18-21 1 Response Aug 30, 2011

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    Self Pity

    I hate who i am. I hate the fact i always fall short.no one seeems to really understand.i want change in my life but i can't figure thos one out. i have no friends,i can't keep a girlfriend and my life sucks. you can't talk to anyone because they will either lock you up,take your...
    borntodie borntodie 41-45 1 Response May 30, 2009

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    Failing At Life...

    Every single day I wake up with no clear direction of where I'm going in life. I have a Bachelor's degree and a Master's degree and yet I feel like I am completely unprepared for life. I am sick and tired of watching all my friends succeed in life and I'm still living at home...
    Waited4UEverlong Waited4UEverlong 22-25, M 1 Response May 13, 2010

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    One Who Is A Disgrace On This Earth.

    I know how everybody elso on this group feels. And I have to say that I feel the same way too. I am a boy, but I just can't stand being this way. I do not fit in with the boys. I sometimes make myself look just so socially akward and embarassing. I have no real close friends. The...
    confessionstotell confessionstotell 13-15, M Dec 21, 2010

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    I Hate My Life Or Myself

    Well where to start. I have it bad, but not as bad as some stories ive read, im sorry you all feel the way I do if not worse. its sad, and I dont like that. I'm very compassionate almost all the time i put everybody else before me and when I put me before anybody else i feel like...
    SitoR SitoR 18-21 1 Response Aug 10, 2011

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    Not Entirely....

    ~ due to technical difficulties (also read as protest to EP's partnership with Facebook) this story has been temporarily removed ~
    Areyan Areyan 31-35 1 Response Aug 20, 2010

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    Hate is such a strong word.

    I would rather say I'm unhappy with who I am now. I will be honest, that a good deal of it is superficial. (First world problems) If you have images of me looking like my avatar, I don't. (As of today: Dec. 05, 13) I AM CLASSIFIED AS OVERWEIGHT according to the BMI charts! I...
    OperationHotness OperationHotness 36-40, F 1 Response Dec 5, 2013

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    I Don't Recognize Myself Anymore

    I know I have changed, and I knew I would; I am young and people change when they grow up. It's just, I hate the person I have become. I am my own enemy and I have to defeat myself. Depression is what I have but also who I am. This sounds a bit cliché-ish, but I...
    Lola91 Lola91 16-17, F 5 Responses Jun 18, 2008

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    How Do You Cope Or Deal With Yourself After Being In Not Just One But Two Abusive Relationships?

    The first that lasted 20+ yrs and I was terrified to leave..the other that started out great until the real person came out 8 mos later? Thankfully now have a man who completely cherishes me...but very disappointed in myself for allowing myself to be in either relationship...
    tornadodave tornadodave 36-40, M 3 Responses Sep 3, 2011

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    Self Pity

    I hate who i am. I hate the fact i always fall short.no one seeems to really understand.i want change in my life but i can't figure thos one out. i have no friends,i can't keep a girlfriend and my life sucks. you can't talk to anyone because they will either lock you up,take your...
    borntodie borntodie 41-45 1 Response May 30, 2009

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    I Am Someone I Did Not Want To Be Now

    I am angry and hurt most of the time I am outspoken and don't care if I hurt peoples feelings (where as once I would never have said things or even half the things that people said to me) I am a time waster... I complain a lot more then I want to I often feel so depressed...
    IceEntice IceEntice 36-40, F Jan 4, 2013

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    I hate haters I swear if if I **** with you I **** with you if I dont then im busy or writing a post or experience im taking care of my nieces I have two nieces okay not gonna be...
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    As stupidly cliche as it sounds, it's the truth. There is literally no one out there like me that I can truly connect with. There's only the little interests, coworkers, family...
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    I hate my brothers immature girlfriend so much that it has now caused a hole in my own family. Let explain why: My little brother ( almost 3 years younger) has this girlfriend...
    Gingerlocks813 Gingerlocks813 18-21, F 2 days ago

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    I just turned one when my parents divorced so it wasn't hard for me to get over that since I don't remember when my parents even were together. A few years later my dad met my step...
    ahk16 ahk16 13-15, F 2 Responses Jul 29

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    Wow, so i am a straight A-B in school, Good in sports, manner-able, respectable religious girl. But i have done something bad on Omegle, Shamefully i ******** for 3 guys on Omegle...
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    I want to change. I don't like where I am and who I am at the moment. I am a anti social teenager with few friends. I have problems with believing people actually like me. I can...
    MyResistance MyResistance 13-15, F 3 Responses Aug 6

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    Iv posted about him before but now it's different I'm no longer wanting his love his compassion his or even his friendship I want him to suffer. " anything that a man can get he...
    renguard renguard 16-17, M Aug 8

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    I've always been a sort of weak girl, I mean almost anything could make me cry but since I've cried myself to sleep for the last three years it's harder for me to just lay down and...
    xogymfish xogymfish 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 16

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    My MIL and FIL are so hateful and jealous of my relationship with my husband and step daughter. I really feel like they want me out of the picture even if it means breaking up our...
    amyjo83 amyjo83 26-30, F 1 Response Aug 17

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    I hate who i am. Who ive allowed myself to become. Because of you. I hate myself but love our baby. If it could live through it, id kill myself. But our child is innocent. But soon...
    soitskindoflikeadiary soitskindoflikeadiary 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 3

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    I absolutely hate who I am. I was born into a military family so I move around a lot. I am a bad speaker, ugly, not smart at all, and horrible at making friends. When I think I...
    kamik423 kamik423 16-17, M 2 Responses Aug 15

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    :L Me and my step brother have had a very complicated relationship (romantic/s*x*al) in the past, but it stopped (please look at my other posts for further details on that)Anyway a...
    OtakuGirl911 OtakuGirl911 16-17, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    I honestly hate myself with a passion, I have no self confidence, self esteem and just generally do not like who I am, well I hate who I am. I am very emotional all the time with...
    TheUnpredictable9 TheUnpredictable9 18-21, F 3 Responses Aug 7

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    Dont ya jus hate when u **** people off. It's like ,"oh u hate me now too. Great so do I. I tried but thankx. Ya I know it's my fault." I'll just pretend it didn't happen. Idk
    SelfBattle SelfBattle 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 30

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    Assalam, i'm here because My Childhood Crush hates me...it bothers me for knowing the truth. i was devastated because i was too warped up for her and i paid the price. if you see...
    Iqbal13 Iqbal13 18-21, M 1 Response Aug 16

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    I hate myself for all the lies and deception I inflicted on my current boyfriend. I blame my family particularly. I am a cheater and this means I have broken my own value system. I...
    Deadlynightshade5 Deadlynightshade5 22-25, F 4 hrs ago

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    Hi Guys, I am new to this space and really am anxious on sharing my experience with you buddies on my first day here. So to begin with I would like to give you guys a background...
    troubledDIL2012 troubledDIL2012 22-25, F 5 Responses 8 hrs ago

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    MORE ON AUSTRALIAN WOMEN Expanding on boganbait's observations of Australian womanhood: EP Link Having spent the past year in the northern hemisphere in the US and now Europe...
    seatbelthoon seatbelthoon 41-45, M 3 Responses 17 hrs ago

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    I hate any type of scam that tricks people into paying the ones pulling it money. I know because I would've been caught by one if it wasn't for remembering hearing about those...
    BLACKTIGER75 BLACKTIGER75 36-40, M 5 hrs ago

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    Okay I am officially 1000% done with my job. I hate working 12 hours days, my coworker is a raging ***** that loves to lie to the boss who immediately believes her. Even when I...
    misspaperwait misspaperwait 22-25, F 1 Response 1 hr ago

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    Mil and Sil tactics: When all fails: play the victim I still get vivid flashbacks of the abuse that I have experienced. What I remember is both mil and my sil (husband brother's...
    genie201 genie201 31-35, F 4 Responses 9 hrs ago

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    I have always had a weight problem. Growing up, I was always chubby, and it didn't bother me until the kids started bullying me in 7th grade. It was the typical "Skinny girl hates...
    vbs28 vbs28 18-21, F 7 hrs ago

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    To all those who are considering university: unless you know exactly what you are doing and unless you know that your degree will definitely benefit you in a major way, do not...
    2095TwistedTransistor3684 2095TwistedTransistor3684 26-30, F 1 Response 5 hrs ago

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    My math teacher gives an hour more of homework that other teachers everyday. Sometimes more and I wish I was exaggerating. She doesn't tell the class when tests are, because she...
    teenstudent546 teenstudent546 16-17, M 1 hr ago

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    I can't eat anything because I am a fat *****! I can't do anything because I am FAT and DUMB! That is what my mom calls me! My mom will never ever me proud of me ever! I am going...
    oceanunique123 oceanunique123 16-17, F 2 Responses 9 hrs ago

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    What about the women who hit men? Do you hate them too?
    Blizzardpaw Blizzardpaw 16-17, F 2 Responses 24 mins ago

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    I do everything a site tells me to if something is inappropriate. 1. Mark whether it's only for 18+ users. 2. Post it in the right place so that nothing could possibly go wrong...
    HappyBlushCalayapie HappyBlushCalayapie 22-25 3 hrs ago

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    I hate myself for what has happened in the past. I have hurt my family with secrets.. But I don't know how to say anything... I was raped for a year by a guy who was obsessed...
    YoungLovee15 YoungLovee15 13-15, F 1 Response 3 hrs ago

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    I am pretty sure I have damned well figured out why I get so many compliments and have never been called ugly, too: IT DEPENDS ON THE LIGHTING. I look "Around Average/Plain" in...
    Ewoo Ewoo 16-17 1 hr ago

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    Why is it okay for guys to have big noses but when woman do we are usually called ugly, monster, a witch? why are we so demonized by society? why must men always associate woman...
    vivianna7 vivianna7 18-21 5 hrs ago

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    When people judge you for being a country girl who got abused since you were two grow up I am who I am!!
    maddog1000 maddog1000 13-15, F 4 hrs ago

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    And women who hit guys. Domestic abuse..seriously..it's disgusting. That goes without saying. Why do people feel the need to beat the sh*t out of their 'partner' when they...
    loveyourselfalwaysxx loveyourselfalwaysxx 13-15, F 3 Responses 2 hrs ago

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    I am bisexual, although very few people in my life knows. I always thought that I was in control of my feelings. I thought it was okay that I liked girls too because I can just...
    whirlwindofher whirlwindofher 18-21, F 5 Responses 17 hrs ago

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    I'm not looking for attention, I'm just trying to vent out my emotions I've been bottling up. But to get to the point, I'm a happy go lucky dude that loves to put a smile on...
    NigNog96 NigNog96 16-17, M 16 hrs ago

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