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I Hate Who I Am Now

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    How Do You Cope Or Deal With Yourself After Being In Not Just One But Two Abusive Relationships?

    The first that lasted 20+ yrs and I was terrified to leave..the other that started out great until the real person came out 8 mos later? Thankfully now have a man who completely cherishes me...but very disappointed in myself for allowing myself to be in either relationship...
    tornadodave tornadodave 36-40, M 3 Responses Sep 3, 2011

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    One Who Is A Disgrace On This Earth.

    I know how everybody elso on this group feels. And I have to say that I feel the same way too. I am a boy, but I just can't stand being this way. I do not fit in with the boys. I sometimes make myself look just so socially akward and embarassing. I have no real close friends. The...
    confessionstotell confessionstotell 13-15, M Dec 21, 2010

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    Ok so for many many years I was shy super

    deadly shy (like every year excluding this one I thought I was going to die from the mini heart attacks I gave myself when people or Anything was out if my comfort zone.) anyways basically this year I have no idea what it was but something finally brought me out of my shy world...
    blaze96 blaze96 18-21, F Feb 1, 2014

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    Failing At Life...

    Every single day I wake up with no clear direction of where I'm going in life. I have a Bachelor's degree and a Master's degree and yet I feel like I am completely unprepared for life. I am sick and tired of watching all my friends succeed in life and I'm still living at home...
    Waited4UEverlong Waited4UEverlong 22-25, M 1 Response May 13, 2010

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    I Don't Recognize Myself Anymore

    I know I have changed, and I knew I would; I am young and people change when they grow up. It's just, I hate the person I have become. I am my own enemy and I have to defeat myself. Depression is what I have but also who I am. This sounds a bit cliché-ish, but I...
    Lola91 Lola91 16-17, F 5 Responses Jun 18, 2008

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    Hate is such a strong word.

    I would rather say I'm unhappy with who I am now. I will be honest, that a good deal of it is superficial. (First world problems) If you have images of me looking like my avatar, I don't. (As of today: Dec. 05, 13) I AM CLASSIFIED AS OVERWEIGHT according to the BMI charts! I...
    OperationHotness OperationHotness 36-40, F 1 Response Dec 5, 2013

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    Self Pity

    I hate who i am. I hate the fact i always fall short.no one seeems to really understand.i want change in my life but i can't figure thos one out. i have no friends,i can't keep a girlfriend and my life sucks. you can't talk to anyone because they will either lock you up,take your...
    borntodie borntodie 41-45 1 Response May 30, 2009

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    Annoyingly Melodramatic

    I don't exactly hate myself nor do i particularly like myself i have a strong feeling of nothingness towards my existence, Ive been like this since i broke up with my ex girlfriend. for a while I hurt but the pain went away what changed is that i no longer have a strong sense of...
    Jessehy Jessehy 18-21 1 Response Aug 30, 2011

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    I Hate Me.

     I don't want to be here anymore. I screw over the people i'm closest to, and i don't want to be here anymore. I feel empty and sick and sad and angry. I don't want to be me. I feel like i have nothing to live for. I don't see the point of anything. The boy who said he would...
    wilbr0797 wilbr0797 18-21 2 Responses Aug 3, 2009

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    I Hate My Life Or Myself

    Well where to start. I have it bad, but not as bad as some stories ive read, im sorry you all feel the way I do if not worse. its sad, and I dont like that. I'm very compassionate almost all the time i put everybody else before me and when I put me before anybody else i feel like...
    SitoR SitoR 18-21 1 Response Aug 10, 2011

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    Self Pity

    I hate who i am. I hate the fact i always fall short.no one seeems to really understand.i want change in my life but i can't figure thos one out. i have no friends,i can't keep a girlfriend and my life sucks. you can't talk to anyone because they will either lock you up,take your...
    borntodie borntodie 41-45 1 Response May 30, 2009

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    Not Entirely....

    ~ due to technical difficulties (also read as protest to EP's partnership with Facebook) this story has been temporarily removed ~
    Areyan Areyan 31-35 1 Response Aug 20, 2010

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    If you're gonna reply to someone who's hurting in their post maybe you shouldn't laugh at them call them a girl then tell them their worries are trivial and they should concentrate...
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    Q or T I just feel like saying I think everyone of you are perfectly fine the way you are and the way you wish to identify. occasionally I come across this myself being I'm...
    Autumnflowers Autumnflowers 18-21 2 hrs ago

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    I hate it when i buy things and my mom or my sister stare at it! As if i couldn't buy anything.
    Aaaashton Aaaashton 22-25, F 1 Response 2 hrs ago

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    I was having an extended conversation with a member that I was thoroughly enjoying, or so I thought. I came to find out that about half of her messages were simply being omitted...
    bluvnatural bluvnatural 51-55, M 2 hrs ago

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    Hate when I message someone and they can't respond. I would even be alright with a "**** off" at least they replied.
    JustinMA88 JustinMA88 26-30, M 2 hrs ago

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    Ok first, do not judge me... I have always been attracted to older men, ever since I began experience arousing thoughts. I was very sheltered but still always fantasize about...
    naughtyprincessbaby naughtyprincessbaby 18-21, F 1 Response 3 hrs ago

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    Ok first, do not judge me... I have always been attracted to older men, ever since I began experience arousing thoughts. I was very sheltered but still always fantasize about...
    naughtyprincessbaby naughtyprincessbaby 18-21, F 3 hrs ago

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    Move now or do not even consider moving here. Don't look back. Conservative, narrow-minded, uneducated and cliquish state. One state over, NC, is exactly the opposite in every...
    sam8191 sam8191 41-45, F 4 hrs ago

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    PinkMellow PinkMellow 18-21, F 13 hrs ago

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    Don't understand sometimes life turns for the worse. You have achieved every thing you wanted yet you watch the love of your life just drift away. And worse of all you don't know...
    bsoul9000 bsoul9000 36-40, M 13 hrs ago

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    My mom really hates me.She has done so many horrible things.She did meth in the house with my two year sister home.She had an affair with a man who beats her horribly(He broke her...
    Alwaysalone101 Alwaysalone101 13-15, F 14 hrs ago

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    hello. I'm not a mother in law, I'm a daughter in law. I have a terrible situation and I need some advice from someone on the other side. I've ruined my husband's family. I didn't...
    thedaughterinlawfromhell thedaughterinlawfromhell 22-25, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Ever since I was young I hated my mother. She constantly yelled, i disrespected, and then she hit me. Really hard. As I got older, I remember moving to another city my sixth grade...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response 2 days ago

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    BADLIFEFORME BADLIFEFORME 13-15, F 2 days ago

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    I am so delighted to have discovered this page this morning. So much so that I have sat down with the biggest mug of tea so I can comfortably type away to people who share the same...
    EEC1988 EEC1988 26-30, F 5 Responses 3 days ago

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    I hate clothes shopping soooooo much. If I have to try something on I have to grab like five of the same things because sizes are different for everything so I don't know what size...
    Lcy2472 Lcy2472 13-15, F 4 days ago

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    I HATE my husband's ex...I finally said it! My husband dated this woman for a few months when he realized she was wrong for him and told her he didn't see this having a future bc...
    LAE1005 LAE1005 26-30, F 4 days ago

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    This is a long story.... Just before beginning of the school year this year this guy added me on Instagram he was native like me n he lived in the same area I was living in. So I...
    cassie200015 cassie200015 13-15, F 5 days ago

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    My husband believes the issues between my mother in law and I are my fault because I am "hard to talk to". I have been married since june but together a little over a year with a...
    ShannonKV ShannonKV 22-25, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    Warning this is a rant about how much I hate my life. All the way through middle school I was bullied and to cope with that I cut my self....a lot. I also attempted suicide and...
    shybutfunky shybutfunky 18-21, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    She was my wife, my lover, my bestfriend, my partner in crime and the person who would always help me stand tall, I would never trade a single day I had with her but I would trade...
    Mondoaz Mondoaz 41-45, M Jul 23

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    I'm a college sophomore and I absolutely hate it here. i like the course I've taken but i do not get along with anyone here. I loved high school. I had friends who were on my same...
    stacym123 stacym123 18-21, F Jul 22

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    butterflybaby123 butterflybaby123 13-15, F 6 Responses Jul 19

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    I hate myself for not listening to my head. I hate myself for not breaking it off when I knew I HAD to. I hate myself for not letting it go. I hate myself for not crying when I...
    forevergirly forevergirly 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 18

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