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I Hate Who I Am Now

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    Self Pity

    I hate who i am. I hate the fact i always fall short.no one seeems to really understand.i want change in my life but i can't figure thos one out. i have no friends,i can't keep a girlfriend and my life sucks. you can't talk to anyone because they will either lock you up,take your...
    borntodie borntodie 41-45 1 Response May 30, 2009

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    I Am Someone I Did Not Want To Be Now

    I am angry and hurt most of the time I am outspoken and don't care if I hurt peoples feelings (where as once I would never have said things or even half the things that people said to me) I am a time waster... I complain a lot more then I want to I often feel so depressed...
    IceEntice IceEntice 36-40, F Jan 4, 2013

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    Annoyingly Melodramatic

    I don't exactly hate myself nor do i particularly like myself i have a strong feeling of nothingness towards my existence, Ive been like this since i broke up with my ex girlfriend. for a while I hurt but the pain went away what changed is that i no longer have a strong sense of...
    Jessehy Jessehy 18-21 1 Response Aug 30, 2011

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    I Hate Me.

     I don't want to be here anymore. I screw over the people i'm closest to, and i don't want to be here anymore. I feel empty and sick and sad and angry. I don't want to be me. I feel like i have nothing to live for. I don't see the point of anything. The boy who said he would...
    wilbr0797 wilbr0797 18-21 2 Responses Aug 3, 2009

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    I Don't Recognize Myself Anymore

    I know I have changed, and I knew I would; I am young and people change when they grow up. It's just, I hate the person I have become. I am my own enemy and I have to defeat myself. Depression is what I have but also who I am. This sounds a bit cliché-ish, but I...
    Lola91 Lola91 16-17, F 5 Responses Jun 18, 2008

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    One Who Is A Disgrace On This Earth.

    I know how everybody elso on this group feels. And I have to say that I feel the same way too. I am a boy, but I just can't stand being this way. I do not fit in with the boys. I sometimes make myself look just so socially akward and embarassing. I have no real close friends. The...
    confessionstotell confessionstotell 13-15, M Dec 21, 2010

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    I Hate My Life Or Myself

    Well where to start. I have it bad, but not as bad as some stories ive read, im sorry you all feel the way I do if not worse. its sad, and I dont like that. I'm very compassionate almost all the time i put everybody else before me and when I put me before anybody else i feel like...
    SitoR SitoR 18-21 1 Response Aug 10, 2011

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    Not Entirely....

    ~ due to technical difficulties (also read as protest to EP's partnership with Facebook) this story has been temporarily removed ~
    Areyan Areyan 31-35 1 Response Aug 20, 2010

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    Self Pity

    I hate who i am. I hate the fact i always fall short.no one seeems to really understand.i want change in my life but i can't figure thos one out. i have no friends,i can't keep a girlfriend and my life sucks. you can't talk to anyone because they will either lock you up,take your...
    borntodie borntodie 41-45 1 Response May 30, 2009

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    Failing At Life...

    Every single day I wake up with no clear direction of where I'm going in life. I have a Bachelor's degree and a Master's degree and yet I feel like I am completely unprepared for life. I am sick and tired of watching all my friends succeed in life and I'm still living at home...
    Waited4UEverlong Waited4UEverlong 22-25, M 1 Response May 13, 2010

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    Hate is such a strong word.

    I would rather say I'm unhappy with who I am now. I will be honest, that a good deal of it is superficial. (First world problems) If you have images of me looking like my avatar, I don't. (As of today: Dec. 05, 13) I AM CLASSIFIED AS OVERWEIGHT according to the BMI charts! I...
    OperationHotness OperationHotness 36-40, F 1 Response Dec 5, 2013

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    How Do You Cope Or Deal With Yourself After Being In Not Just One But Two Abusive Relationships?

    The first that lasted 20+ yrs and I was terrified to leave..the other that started out great until the real person came out 8 mos later? Thankfully now have a man who completely cherishes me...but very disappointed in myself for allowing myself to be in either relationship...
    tornadodave tornadodave 36-40, M 3 Responses Sep 3, 2011

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    Ok so for many many years I was shy super

    deadly shy (like every year excluding this one I thought I was going to die from the mini heart attacks I gave myself when people or Anything was out if my comfort zone.) anyways basically this year I have no idea what it was but something finally brought me out of my shy world...
    blaze96 blaze96 16-17, F Feb 1

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    Yes- but who am I? Many people who don't know me would say I'm the quiet boy who flinches at his shadow, and that's all they would say. Some who get to know me a little more would...
    XxDeadDreamsxBrokenHeartsxX XxDeadDreamsxBrokenHeartsxX 18-21, M Nov 18

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    I hate who I am idk who I am I'm dating someone and I told here I smoked to never know the really me and she said what are you a monster and I said but the truth is I think I am...
    imbaster imbaster 18-21, M 5 days ago

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    I'm a ******* to my girlfriend we have a kid and last time we got in a fight she told me that she wasn't happy anymore and she hasn't been happy in a long time and I want to tell...
    imbaster imbaster 18-21, M 5 days ago

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    This is one "experience" I crave to delete. I'll need to overcome this self hatred and sense of being a failure first though -- which may take awhile. I guess i'm so lost now, I...
    100397354HC 100397354HC 16-17 3 days ago

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    I lost the 2 most loving grandparents within 3 years. March will not be a good month for me. Crazy thing is I knew in dec that she my last would pass away the same month of my...
    rachelbeth6 rachelbeth6 36-40, F 1 Response Nov 11

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    sometimes I will remember her and start to feel like I'm going to cry.. she was my foster mother.. and now my nephew is on the list too..
    meandmythought meandmythought 26-30, F Nov 12

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    My son. People will never understand the pain and trauma his death has caused me, most don't even care to try. They tell me things like "everything happens for a reason" or things...
    NoRegretsAndNoRemorse NoRegretsAndNoRemorse 22-25, F 4 Responses Nov 12

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    I hope my boyfriend realizes this before it's too late. He has ignored me soo long. I feel like I'm not enough. I don't want to be ignored. I wish he would just realize it so it...
    haileyskyrich haileyskyrich 16-17, F Nov 11

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    I have been missing my son tremendously lately, the holidays are making it worse. he would be 2 in April. I still remember everything like it was yesterday. mommy loves you...
    blueeyeddevil18 blueeyeddevil18 36-40, F 4 Responses Nov 13

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    I know that it's wrong, but I've come to hate my boyfriend's mother over the 3.5 years that we've been together. From the very moment we first met she has always been very unkind...
    huckleberryfidget huckleberryfidget 22-25, F 4 days ago

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    I'm going to be honest here, and I'm sure I'll sound like a monster, but I'm pretty sure I hate my baby. Im almost positive I have postpartum. I posted once, then immediately...
    turtles2014 turtles2014 22-25 1 Response Nov 1

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    Mainly hate the horrible overplayed music, which is always about SANTA. A fella that doesn't even exist. Who took the place of Jesus, who is what Christmas is all about Anagram of...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 2 Responses a week ago

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    Our first child is nearly 7 months old now. We both work full time. She makes nearly 3x what I do. This is her second marriage. When I was in grad school I remodeled our house and...
    ethicalrelic ethicalrelic 31-35, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I always feel so uncomfortable towards those of the opposite sex.. Whether I find them attractive or not. I hate it. A while ago I went to the school library.. I like it there cuz...
    kangaroo02 kangaroo02 16-17, F Nov 4

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    He was my first and may be last relationship in my life. He was a douchbag but he was the cutest person ever. I was fat and ugly that time but he chost to love me as what i was. We...
    rosirposy rosirposy 16-17, F 2 Responses Nov 15

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    4 years that I'm depressed. Nobody can help me. I have absolutely nothing: no friends, no job, a family, but I hate... who can not understand what I live. I'm not good at anything...
    InIxent999 InIxent999 18-21, M 2 Responses Nov 5

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    somebody chat any age any gender any size idm honestly I lije to chat and who nows could turn into a freindship :3
    skittay skittay 13-15, M 1 Response Nov 8

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    I can't stand college student. As one myself, I don't think there is a single subset of human beings on this planet who acts so condescending and narcissistic as some idiot college...
    ofskies ofskies 18-21, M 1 Response 1 hr ago

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    The quite leads me to think n question. Today I've reached this conclusion. When there's so many things you wish you'd done differently. So many things you regret. So many thing...
    Sunrise13 Sunrise13 31-35, F 1 hr ago

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    Ok so I don't HATE them but I do find them EXTREMELY annoying! My boyfriend and I can't breath without his parents needing to know about it! We went up north with some friends over...
    soapygirl1989 soapygirl1989 22-25 1 hr ago

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    I did post this comment a few weeks ago, but somehow I deleted it accidentally. Therefore, I am posting it again. A MESSAGE TO AUSTRALIANS! Stay away from this forum. Do not...
    sickness18 sickness18 56-60, M 1 hr ago

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    Ok.. so I'm at work and my friend called me a little concerned about her boyfriend he went on a trip to Cali to see his fam for the holidays. She said he is only Been Txtn her and...
    missyluvslilies missyluvslilies 26-30, F 3 Responses 2 hrs ago

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    Oh come on thurderstorm can you please leave fast?! i know you're trying to annoyed me but seriously I am not just annoyed I AM SO TERRIFIED :'( please leave now..... im begging...
    LoveHadassah LoveHadassah 18-21, F 1 hr ago

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    let me start out by saying that I don't like the idea of black history month. (for the exact same reason that Morgan Freeman doesn't and I've felt this way for years) I mean I see...
    BiCPP BiCPP 18-21, M 1 hr ago

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    i am my own prey. No one can feed on my weaknesses. Don't dare adding me thinking i am some vulnerable woman that will fall for a guy who cares.
    Superpsycho Superpsycho 22-25, F 3 Responses 1 hr ago

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    I don't hate him, I hate how he doesn't give a ****.
    Jennnnla Jennnnla 22-25, F 1 hr ago

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    I am a girl; I am 16 years old. My sister is 18. This long story is mostly about us two. Therefore, please read this carefully and help me get out of this living hell!:( I hate my...
    Miserabelle Miserabelle 16-17, F Nov 4

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    I hate my family. At first I thought it was because of our misunderstandings and fights but as time passed I knew that I really hate my family. I hate my mom for being so...
    Dardar113 Dardar113 13-15 Nov 2

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    I am sick of my family i hate my mom i hate my 2 sisters. They are disgusting selfish people. My sister is 100% a psychopath she is very manipulative and enjoys seeing other people...
    sophiejon sophiejon 18-21 1 Response Oct 29

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    I hate him. I hate how he treated us like we're stupid, how he didn't believe in us, how he'll blatantly tell everyone his problems about us even when we're right there. I hate how...
    bhabhablacksheep bhabhablacksheep 22-25, F 2 Responses Nov 3

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    I just hate myself. I really do. I did work really hard to improve myself. What I hate about myself lately is that I seemed to have lost my motivation for life. I just don't care...
    ChrisBoshi ChrisBoshi 22-25 1 Response Nov 12

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    I just hate myself. I really do. I did work really hard to improve myself. What I hate about myself lately is that I seemed to have lost my motivation for life. I just don't care...
    ChrisBoshi ChrisBoshi 22-25 Nov 12

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    This experience site cracks me up. I literally laugh out loud at all the women who hate their husbands. Not because I think their situations are funny. The opposite. I can't...
    cleophoenix cleophoenix 41-45, F 1 Response Nov 18

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    why am i Horny right now plz help
    jjjbq5 jjjbq5 18-21, M 2 hrs ago