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I Hate Who I Am Now

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    I Am Someone I Did Not Want To Be Now

    I am angry and hurt most of the time I am outspoken and don't care if I hurt peoples feelings (where as once I would never have said things or even half the things that people said to me) I am a time waster... I complain a lot more then I want to I often feel so depressed...
    IceEntice IceEntice 36-40, F Jan 4, 2013

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    Self Pity

    I hate who i am. I hate the fact i always fall short.no one seeems to really understand.i want change in my life but i can't figure thos one out. i have no friends,i can't keep a girlfriend and my life sucks. you can't talk to anyone because they will either lock you up,take your...
    borntodie borntodie 41-45 1 Response May 30, 2009

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    I Hate My Life Or Myself

    Well where to start. I have it bad, but not as bad as some stories ive read, im sorry you all feel the way I do if not worse. its sad, and I dont like that. I'm very compassionate almost all the time i put everybody else before me and when I put me before anybody else i feel like...
    SitoR SitoR 18-21 1 Response Aug 10, 2011

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    How Do You Cope Or Deal With Yourself After Being In Not Just One But Two Abusive Relationships?

    The first that lasted 20+ yrs and I was terrified to leave..the other that started out great until the real person came out 8 mos later? Thankfully now have a man who completely cherishes me...but very disappointed in myself for allowing myself to be in either relationship...
    tornadodave tornadodave 36-40, M 3 Responses Sep 3, 2011

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    Hate is such a strong word.

    I would rather say I'm unhappy with who I am now. I will be honest, that a good deal of it is superficial. (First world problems) If you have images of me looking like my avatar, I don't. (As of today: Dec. 05, 13) I AM CLASSIFIED AS OVERWEIGHT according to the BMI charts! I...
    OperationHotness OperationHotness 36-40, F 1 Response Dec 5, 2013

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    Ok so for many many years I was shy super

    deadly shy (like every year excluding this one I thought I was going to die from the mini heart attacks I gave myself when people or Anything was out if my comfort zone.) anyways basically this year I have no idea what it was but something finally brought me out of my shy world...
    blaze96 blaze96 16-17, F Feb 1

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    I Don't Recognize Myself Anymore

    I know I have changed, and I knew I would; I am young and people change when they grow up. It's just, I hate the person I have become. I am my own enemy and I have to defeat myself. Depression is what I have but also who I am. This sounds a bit cliché-ish, but I...
    Lola91 Lola91 16-17, F 5 Responses Jun 18, 2008

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    Self Pity

    I hate who i am. I hate the fact i always fall short.no one seeems to really understand.i want change in my life but i can't figure thos one out. i have no friends,i can't keep a girlfriend and my life sucks. you can't talk to anyone because they will either lock you up,take your...
    borntodie borntodie 41-45 1 Response May 30, 2009

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    Annoyingly Melodramatic

    I don't exactly hate myself nor do i particularly like myself i have a strong feeling of nothingness towards my existence, Ive been like this since i broke up with my ex girlfriend. for a while I hurt but the pain went away what changed is that i no longer have a strong sense of...
    Jessehy Jessehy 18-21 1 Response Aug 30, 2011

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    One Who Is A Disgrace On This Earth.

    I know how everybody elso on this group feels. And I have to say that I feel the same way too. I am a boy, but I just can't stand being this way. I do not fit in with the boys. I sometimes make myself look just so socially akward and embarassing. I have no real close friends. The...
    confessionstotell confessionstotell 13-15, M Dec 21, 2010

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    Not Entirely....

    ~ due to technical difficulties (also read as protest to EP's partnership with Facebook) this story has been temporarily removed ~
    Areyan Areyan 31-35 1 Response Aug 20, 2010

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    I Hate Me.

     I don't want to be here anymore. I screw over the people i'm closest to, and i don't want to be here anymore. I feel empty and sick and sad and angry. I don't want to be me. I feel like i have nothing to live for. I don't see the point of anything. The boy who said he would...
    wilbr0797 wilbr0797 18-21 2 Responses Aug 3, 2009

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    Failing At Life...

    Every single day I wake up with no clear direction of where I'm going in life. I have a Bachelor's degree and a Master's degree and yet I feel like I am completely unprepared for life. I am sick and tired of watching all my friends succeed in life and I'm still living at home...
    Waited4UEverlong Waited4UEverlong 22-25, M 1 Response May 13, 2010

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    Well, Its more like throw back. 2 years back at this time I had moved out of home for the first time ever. New job, new city new people, new experiences and truckloads of naivety...
    riaarora riaarora 22-25, F 1 Response Sep 1

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    WTF!!!??? I dont know how can people post stories about love and how much it mean to them when they are simultaneously cheating on significant other ? I dont know how can people...
    Want2di3 Want2di3 22-25, M Sep 8

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    Recently I've noticed that I'm not proud of the person I've grown up to be. I'm almost 19 and I should be heavily invested in college and getting scholarships but instead I spend...
    ElMusiciano ElMusiciano 18-21, M 2 Responses Sep 22

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    I am in love with someone who now lives in Heaven.
    gardengirl17 gardengirl17 22-25, F 1 hr ago

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    I don't hate my job. I hate who I work with. I am in school and I also work. I work as a petcare guy at PetSmart. I've been there for 2.5 years and in that time I really started...
    ValhallaAwaits ValhallaAwaits 18-21, M 1 Response Sep 17

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    I hate my life. This guy I really liked found a fake profile of me! It has a bunch of lies posted about me! It's not even me! Now he thinks I'm nothing but a liar and I don't know...
    ImYourLady ImYourLady 16-17, F Sep 22

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    I get a project to create a theatrical 3 months, this task one of my courses at the university, I was a more frequent become a player on the stage rather than behind a screen, so...
    callixtine callixtine 18-21, F Sep 5

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    Omg if only i could turn back time, i would never have married my husband and realize that i dont like living with his kids. It was just the two of us when we got married but then...
    missmiserable32 missmiserable32 31-35, F 6 Responses 4 days ago

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    I cant wait to get out of this place I hate everyone its crazy how much I use to love my father and my mom but nothings the same anymore I hate them so much. I've been through a...
    annabella2245 annabella2245 18-21, F Sep 11

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    I don't really know how this thing works yet, but here it goes... Im haylee. Just turned 21 in September. I was diagnosed with dysautonomia POTS when I was 17. I knew I was sick...
    hayleebloom hayleebloom 18-21, F 7 hrs ago

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    There are many types of people, one unfortunate type I've had experienced would be the people who are stuck in the same rut so to speak. They have a way of ******* everything up...
    Anngeleyes Anngeleyes 26-30, F 49 mins ago

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    I hate my life, I am almost 30 and haven't had a job in over 10 years, live alone, have 0 friends for 10 years now, almost never leave my house, high anxiety, major depression...
    Asadfellow Asadfellow 26-30, M 1 Response 11 hrs ago

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    I hate waking up with myself, opening my despised eyes to see my hideous self. Tasting the horrible taste of my own mouth makes me not want to breathe. Then comes the stupid...
    tylerkleewilliams tylerkleewilliams 18-21, M 20 hrs ago

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    My last story was 2011..........its 2014 and I'm literally dying inside, emotionally, physically and mentally from all the stress, emotional abuse, and mental abuse my son is...
    honeysuckle23 honeysuckle23 46-50, F 10 hrs ago

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    There, I said it. I don't hate the idea, I just don't see what the big deal is. This is mainly because people these days are too selfish to make marriage work. What, then, are we...
    ssj29 ssj29 22-25, M 12 hrs ago

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    I can't tell if I'm beautiful or ugly. My face and body distort when I look at myself in the mirror. The one moment when I finally tell myself I could possibly be pretty, I look up...
    Aepeth Aepeth 16-17, F 1 Response 6 hrs ago

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    I used to use this site when I was in high school and I'd be so explicit about stuff I was doing but now...ridiculous. My stuff gets removed even though I word it meticulously with...
    KellyAnn95 KellyAnn95 18-21, F 17 Responses 12 hrs ago

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    As I stand in complete darkness I hear screams and cries. I shake not knowing where I am at. While I stand there I feel warm wetness slowly work its way from my wrist to my hand. I...
    XxOutOfLovexX XxOutOfLovexX 16-17, F 13 hrs ago

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    The only women iI could ever love is my daughter, my paternal aunts and paternal cousins. I don't hate all women, just a vast majority of white American feminazi women who are toi...
    SaiaN SaiaN 46-50, F 2 hrs ago

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    He isn't even my boyfriend,but he used to be. I honestly don't even know why we broke up in the first place, but we did. It never mattered to him who I was with after that, he...
    Lexie1516 Lexie1516 18-21, F 3 Responses 14 hrs ago

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    I find it funny I found this group. But yes I hate going to the post office. Especially the one by me. The guy at the front desk is one mean son of a b I t c h! The people at...
    bettygingham bettygingham 22-25, F 3 Responses 8 hrs ago

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    I hate it when people accuses you of something you didn't do or say. I'm officially pissed at someone who accuses me of something I didn't say. Like WTF is your problem?! Read the...
    JoeyNight JoeyNight 13-15, F 11 hrs ago

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    The one person I hate more than anyone else is myself. I feel like a freak because of who I am. I wake up everyday as a freak, and feel like a disgrace all day long until I fall...
    griffinlynn1 griffinlynn1 13-15, T 8 hrs ago

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    Ahh, that's my boyfriend. I love him but I hate that trait of his. It's so annoying.
    gardengirl17 gardengirl17 22-25, F 1 Response 58 mins ago

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    I'm fairly sure this is sort of a quote but I can't remember who said it. Anyway, if you talk a lot, you're hearing what you already know. If you're open to hearing what others say...
    rapfordays rapfordays 13-15, F 18 hrs ago

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    It's been lot of bad experience across my friends and family that they all tend to tell lie , I never wanted to be one of them ,feel very angry and really sorry for them. My...
    hussein85 hussein85 26-30, M 5 hrs ago

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    This is to all of you people who constantly chat with me all the time or asking me to be their girlfriend. Cut it out! I'm sick of the sob stories, pathetic mewling, whining that...
    Marysone Marysone 22-25, F 4 hrs ago

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    Me is exactly what society wants to dump in trash bins. unattractive, my actions are usually actions or word that i'll regret less than a second after doing it, i hate the fact...
    roseinsurvival roseinsurvival 13-15 17 hrs ago

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    I don't hate fat people but I hate when they skinny shame skinny people but say they love being fat and contradict themselves. You obviously hate being fat and wish you were skinny...
    OverWorkedWoman OverWorkedWoman 18-21, F 14 Responses 13 hrs ago

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    I love it but I hate it. I miss my boyfriend. I hate that all my friends want me to go out with them and their boyfriend, though I hate third wheeling. One friend even asked me to...
    queennahbe queennahbe 18-21, F 1 Response 1 hr ago

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    I am doing it now while on EP, and thankful to it for giving me the chance of meeting great people here, but my attitude towards it is negative in general. And I do not mean just...
    Danceofhours Danceofhours 36-40, M 18 hrs ago

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    all my life I've been a small petite girl, & before when I was younger I never had a problem with myself. But, now I'm starting to dislike my body more & more as I'm getting older...
    erikamariahxo erikamariahxo 13-15, F 3 Responses 16 hrs ago

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    I hate having to prep for a colonoscopy over almost anything.
    Didro56 Didro56 56-60, F 14 hrs ago

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    So I've been on ep before but my mum found out and was pretty upset that I hadn't asked her and stuff so it all got taken down. Basically dry at night was something that never...
    Justanna15 Justanna15 18-21, F 2 Responses 8 hrs ago

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    So I've been on ep before but my mum found out and was pretty upset that I hadn't asked her and stuff so it all got taken down. When I was much younger, a smack on the bum wasn't...
    Justanna15 Justanna15 18-21, F 4 Responses 7 hrs ago

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