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I Hate Who I Am Now

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    Annoyingly Melodramatic

    I don't exactly hate myself nor do i particularly like myself i have a strong feeling of nothingness towards my existence, Ive been like this since i broke up with my ex girlfriend. for a while I hurt but the pain went away what changed is that i no longer have a strong sense of...
    Jessehy Jessehy 18-21 1 Response Aug 30, 2011

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    Self Pity

    I hate who i am. I hate the fact i always fall short.no one seeems to really understand.i want change in my life but i can't figure thos one out. i have no friends,i can't keep a girlfriend and my life sucks. you can't talk to anyone because they will either lock you up,take your...
    borntodie borntodie 41-45 1 Response May 30, 2009

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    Hate is such a strong word.

    I would rather say I'm unhappy with who I am now. I will be honest, that a good deal of it is superficial. (First world problems) If you have images of me looking like my avatar, I don't. (As of today: Dec. 05, 13) I AM CLASSIFIED AS OVERWEIGHT according to the BMI charts! I...
    OperationHotness OperationHotness 36-40, F 1 Response Dec 5, 2013

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    Failing At Life...

    Every single day I wake up with no clear direction of where I'm going in life. I have a Bachelor's degree and a Master's degree and yet I feel like I am completely unprepared for life. I am sick and tired of watching all my friends succeed in life and I'm still living at home...
    Waited4UEverlong Waited4UEverlong 22-25, M 1 Response May 13, 2010

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    I Hate My Life Or Myself

    Well where to start. I have it bad, but not as bad as some stories ive read, im sorry you all feel the way I do if not worse. its sad, and I dont like that. I'm very compassionate almost all the time i put everybody else before me and when I put me before anybody else i feel like...
    SitoR SitoR 18-21 1 Response Aug 10, 2011

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    I Don't Recognize Myself Anymore

    I know I have changed, and I knew I would; I am young and people change when they grow up. It's just, I hate the person I have become. I am my own enemy and I have to defeat myself. Depression is what I have but also who I am. This sounds a bit cliché-ish, but I...
    Lola91 Lola91 16-17, F 5 Responses Jun 18, 2008

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    Not Entirely....

    ~ due to technical difficulties (also read as protest to EP's partnership with Facebook) this story has been temporarily removed ~
    Areyan Areyan 31-35 1 Response Aug 20, 2010

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    How Do You Cope Or Deal With Yourself After Being In Not Just One But Two Abusive Relationships?

    The first that lasted 20+ yrs and I was terrified to leave..the other that started out great until the real person came out 8 mos later? Thankfully now have a man who completely cherishes me...but very disappointed in myself for allowing myself to be in either relationship...
    tornadodave tornadodave 36-40, M 3 Responses Sep 3, 2011

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    Self Pity

    I hate who i am. I hate the fact i always fall short.no one seeems to really understand.i want change in my life but i can't figure thos one out. i have no friends,i can't keep a girlfriend and my life sucks. you can't talk to anyone because they will either lock you up,take your...
    borntodie borntodie 41-45 1 Response May 30, 2009

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    I hate my personality. I wish I could just change, but sadly it really is a hard thing to do. I would often curse myself 'Why am I born like this?' Sometimes I would just cry all...
    SecretsNeverHidden SecretsNeverHidden 22-25, F 2 Responses Mar 26

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    It's the worst feeling. Love him and he used to love me, but now he can't stand me. I ruin everything
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    I never thought things would be this way. I always wanted to leave here but seem so stuck. I've become exactly what I hate.
    dillont dillont 26-30, M Apr 6

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    It seems the more I am who I am, the less anyone wants to do with me. I'm so negative, I push everyone away because I make everyone feel bad. I can't help hating myself, it's been...
    dizlasthope dizlasthope 36-40, M Mar 29

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    I was a small child i had this horrible mean teacher she was really old had wrinkles and white hair and she didn't really know how to put make up on it all Started when I first...
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    I told you guys that I hated myself. Now I am in a messy circumstance and I felt everything was falling apart. I might not finish my degree on time when the financial stance is not...
    InFiDeL0020 InFiDeL0020 26-30, M Mar 24

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    I was the most bullied girl I know from 5th-7th grade..... & now, well... All the ******* who uses to taunt me are now either teen moms or are failing school. I'm a college...
    littlemissplur littlemissplur 18-21, F Mar 31

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    I work for a collection agency and absolutely hate it now. I have been there for about 3 years and the past year has been very frustrating and a bore to me. I am so sick and...
    koolbreezz8 koolbreezz8 31-35 2 Responses Mar 20

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    It's almost hard to say I hate her because she is bi-polar, but at the same time, It's not. When I was little and my mother was having an 'episode' my stepfather would always tell...
    KeebieBeebie KeebieBeebie 22-25, F 2 Responses Mar 27

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    David, Sometimes I wonder what is is I’m supposed to do… what it is that would dull the pain I feel just being alive. It’s hard, going day to day without having the one...
    DancingWithFire DancingWithFire 16-17, F 4 days ago

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    I think he's hates me now, or feels like he's sick of me... I just wondering that i already doin something wrong?? When i say i miss you, he said he miss me, but now it feels like...
    Sk203 Sk203 18-21, F Apr 5

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    Hate. Hate. Hate. Really hate myself. I know I'm not beatiful. I don't have a beautiful face or a beautiful body or beautiful hairs or a beatiful soul. I really hate who I am.
    llilith llilith 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 28

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    I know it's wrong to hate who I am. God made me this way for a reason. But I hate being female. It doesn't feel right. I can't relate to other girls. I mean, I can relate to girls...
    RuthieAnja RuthieAnja 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 1

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    I freakin hate myself so much I feel like I'm worth nothing I'm bothering my bf to much and I feel like he hates me now :(
    nate1234321 nate1234321 13-15, M 2 Responses Mar 20

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    Who I am Hates Who I've Been - Reliant K
    Alexdrunkunc Alexdrunkunc 18-21 3 days ago

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    I'm 16 years old and my older sister (by 17 years) has agreed to let me stay at her house for the rest of the school year until mom gets back from visiting her brother. (I couldn't...
    ThatelfR ThatelfR 16-17, F 2 Responses 3 hrs ago

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    When I got pregnant at 17 my then boyfriend forced to live in their house which was a hell cause his father is an alcoholic dickhead. I've tried many times to leave my husband but...
    alivia25 alivia25 26-30, F 7 hrs ago

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    What he did was unforgivable and I can never forgive him. Worst off he expects me to say sorry for calling his idiot wife (not my mom and she never will be!) a ***** and cos I won...
    MixedLesbian MixedLesbian 16-17, F 1 hr ago

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    For those of you... mostly female I expect who are subject to this kind of conversation in private messages from a stranger.... Most days I would happily block this type of...
    PhoenixM4 PhoenixM4 46-50, F 1 Response 7 hrs ago

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    Well the iOS7 has decided to knocked the wifi off my iPhone 4s so I now have to use my 3G and what Apple dd apple say trees nothing we can do we are trying to release the iOS7.1...
    Daisyellenrose Daisyellenrose 13-15, F 2 Responses 31 mins ago

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    The funny thing is people who scream looks don't matter 24/7 can be the most shallow and judgemental people of them all.... All I have to say is I'm often prejudged as superficial...
    MissLorii MissLorii 18-21, F 4 hrs ago

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    It's definitely more so the unavailable than don't like me. In this story I'm going to talk about several different guys. I'll mention their name at the beginning of each story...
    cemarie128 cemarie128 18-21, F 1 Response 6 hrs ago

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    & I know he hates me too . he is always kicking me out always blamming his fights with my mom on me. everything i do bothers him . he laughs when he sees me crying ! i hate him
    crstyna crstyna 16-17, F 2 Responses 5 hrs ago

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    My father used to be my idol when I was small, but know I hate him with a fiery passion. When I was 8 years old I found out that he sleeps with other women. I found this out...
    Yasora Yasora 13-15, F 2 hrs ago

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    I hate when aye person do scandalous stuff lik don't act lik u like me too use my heart .
    Moneea Moneea 22-25, F 7 hrs ago

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    Just why? Why do you hate us? We haven't done anything wrong.
    TheElephant17 TheElephant17 16-17, F 1 Response 7 hrs ago

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    Oh god how I hate lies and fake complements , being honest isn't a crime !
    nero1991 nero1991 22-25, F 1 Response 4 hrs ago

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    I just hate them, i think that's enough to say about these creeps.
    xanshi xanshi 22-25, F 1 hr ago

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    I really do hate technology!! You see most of the time in everywhere, everybody is on their laptops or smart phone! You have to say the same topic so many times and then they'll...
    Nobody112 Nobody112 16-17, F 1 Response 1 hr ago

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    This post maybe a nonsense... -_- so there's a girl in my class who I hate very much, call her Lucy. She's such an attention-seeker and a crybaby who gets scared of every little...
    Tiffany98702 Tiffany98702 16-17, F 4 days ago

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    What am I going to say to you? All my life I've probably been suffering because of you. Thinking back, it's pathetic what happened. I don't even know now, I'm tired. Ever since I...
    jxstagirl jxstagirl 13-15, F Mar 24

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    My dad cheated on my mom with my best friend. I had just made friends with this girl and her husband and children. In the short time I've gotten to know them, I became attached...
    duClo duClo 18-21, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I feel as though I should not hate my parents, but the more I try not to... the more I do. I am 20. My parents have been apart since I was 4. They has an over 10 year divorce...
    AnimalsAreLife AnimalsAreLife 18-21, F Mar 20

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    I hate how I changed when I met my ex. I became this girl looking back that I'm ashamed of. I hate myself for it. Why did I become her? When I look in the mirror I don't hate how I...
    Blueberrybliss Blueberrybliss 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 23

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    sueoneil sueoneil 41-45, F 3 Responses Mar 31

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    kobochibi kobochibi 26-30, F 4 Responses Apr 7

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    I've hated my dad since I was 13. He robbed me of my self esteem and my potential- I could have been so much more, I really feel that with every fibre of my being. When I was...
    femmefatality femmefatality 22-25, F 3 Responses Apr 9

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    Let me tell you about my sister. She is 3 years older than me, was very jealous of me as a child, was a bully to me until I left home before her and has always been a broody type...
    BoundariesSet BoundariesSet 46-50 1 Response Mar 22

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    I hate my life so, so much right now... This is the only consistent thing I have in my life right now... my total disdain for my life! I am in pain psychologically and I can't...
    aniave aniave 31-35, F 2 Responses Mar 30