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I Hate Who I Am Now

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    Self Pity

    I hate who i am. I hate the fact i always fall short.no one seeems to really understand.i want change in my life but i can't figure thos one out. i have no friends,i can't keep a girlfriend and my life sucks. you can't talk to anyone because they will either lock you up,take your...
    borntodie borntodie 41-45 1 Response May 30, 2009

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    Failing At Life...

    Every single day I wake up with no clear direction of where I'm going in life. I have a Bachelor's degree and a Master's degree and yet I feel like I am completely unprepared for life. I am sick and tired of watching all my friends succeed in life and I'm still living at home...
    Waited4UEverlong Waited4UEverlong 22-25, M 1 Response May 13, 2010

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    Ok so for many many years I was shy super

    deadly shy (like every year excluding this one I thought I was going to die from the mini heart attacks I gave myself when people or Anything was out if my comfort zone.) anyways basically this year I have no idea what it was but something finally brought me out of my shy world...
    blaze96 blaze96 16-17, F Feb 1

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    Annoyingly Melodramatic

    I don't exactly hate myself nor do i particularly like myself i have a strong feeling of nothingness towards my existence, Ive been like this since i broke up with my ex girlfriend. for a while I hurt but the pain went away what changed is that i no longer have a strong sense of...
    Jessehy Jessehy 18-21 1 Response Aug 30, 2011

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    Self Pity

    I hate who i am. I hate the fact i always fall short.no one seeems to really understand.i want change in my life but i can't figure thos one out. i have no friends,i can't keep a girlfriend and my life sucks. you can't talk to anyone because they will either lock you up,take your...
    borntodie borntodie 41-45 1 Response May 30, 2009

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    I Am Someone I Did Not Want To Be Now

    I am angry and hurt most of the time I am outspoken and don't care if I hurt peoples feelings (where as once I would never have said things or even half the things that people said to me) I am a time waster... I complain a lot more then I want to I often feel so depressed...
    IceEntice IceEntice 36-40, F Jan 4, 2013

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    I Hate Me.

     I don't want to be here anymore. I screw over the people i'm closest to, and i don't want to be here anymore. I feel empty and sick and sad and angry. I don't want to be me. I feel like i have nothing to live for. I don't see the point of anything. The boy who said he would...
    wilbr0797 wilbr0797 18-21 2 Responses Aug 3, 2009

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    Not Entirely....

    ~ due to technical difficulties (also read as protest to EP's partnership with Facebook) this story has been temporarily removed ~
    Areyan Areyan 31-35 1 Response Aug 20, 2010

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    I Hate My Life Or Myself

    Well where to start. I have it bad, but not as bad as some stories ive read, im sorry you all feel the way I do if not worse. its sad, and I dont like that. I'm very compassionate almost all the time i put everybody else before me and when I put me before anybody else i feel like...
    SitoR SitoR 18-21 1 Response Aug 10, 2011

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    I Don't Recognize Myself Anymore

    I know I have changed, and I knew I would; I am young and people change when they grow up. It's just, I hate the person I have become. I am my own enemy and I have to defeat myself. Depression is what I have but also who I am. This sounds a bit cliché-ish, but I...
    Lola91 Lola91 16-17, F 5 Responses Jun 18, 2008

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    Hate is such a strong word.

    I would rather say I'm unhappy with who I am now. I will be honest, that a good deal of it is superficial. (First world problems) If you have images of me looking like my avatar, I don't. (As of today: Dec. 05, 13) I AM CLASSIFIED AS OVERWEIGHT according to the BMI charts! I...
    OperationHotness OperationHotness 36-40, F 1 Response Dec 5, 2013

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    How Do You Cope Or Deal With Yourself After Being In Not Just One But Two Abusive Relationships?

    The first that lasted 20+ yrs and I was terrified to leave..the other that started out great until the real person came out 8 mos later? Thankfully now have a man who completely cherishes me...but very disappointed in myself for allowing myself to be in either relationship...
    tornadodave tornadodave 36-40, M 3 Responses Sep 3, 2011

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    One Who Is A Disgrace On This Earth.

    I know how everybody elso on this group feels. And I have to say that I feel the same way too. I am a boy, but I just can't stand being this way. I do not fit in with the boys. I sometimes make myself look just so socially akward and embarassing. I have no real close friends. The...
    confessionstotell confessionstotell 13-15, M Dec 21, 2010

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    My face is asymmetrical and I hate who I am and how I look, I'm not confident and no matter how hard I try to be it just doesn't work. I do my hair and put on makeup everyday. Like...
    kkam34 kkam34 13-15, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I hate who I am idk who I am I'm dating someone and I told here I smoked to never know the really me and she said what are you a monster and I said but the truth is I think I am...
    imbaster imbaster 18-21, M Nov 23

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    I hate her for several reasons, the number one being that she supports ********* rapist Roman Polanski and now rapist Bill Cosby. I want to see Hollywood shut their door on her.
    AvalonWeiss AvalonWeiss 31-35, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I'm a ******* to my girlfriend we have a kid and last time we got in a fight she told me that she wasn't happy anymore and she hasn't been happy in a long time and I want to tell...
    imbaster imbaster 18-21, M Nov 23

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    This is one "experience" I crave to delete. I'll need to overcome this self hatred and sense of being a failure first though -- which may take awhile. I guess i'm so lost now, I...
    100397354HC 100397354HC 16-17 Nov 25

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    I know that it's wrong, but I've come to hate my boyfriend's mother over the 3.5 years that we've been together. From the very moment we first met she has always been very unkind...
    huckleberryfidget huckleberryfidget 22-25, F Nov 24

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    He'l never love me , not like he loves HER .. No matter how hard I try I will never be what he wants because I am just not that person. I can't be someone I'm not. I can't change...
    Purrkitty Purrkitty 31-35, F Nov 29

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    Mainly hate the horrible overplayed music, which is always about SANTA. A fella that doesn't even exist. Who took the place of Jesus, who is what Christmas is all about Anagram of...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 2 Responses Nov 21

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    I have a small family, we don't have much cousins yet we don't get along well, especially with my older brother. I know I'm not better myself, but I had to say that he is the most...
    NewClassic NewClassic 16-17, F Dec 2

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    Our first child is nearly 7 months old now. We both work full time. She makes nearly 3x what I do. This is her second marriage. When I was in grad school I remodeled our house and...
    ethicalrelic ethicalrelic 31-35, M 1 Response Nov 24

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    It's like a pressure that won't stop building. It's causing me to lash out and hurt people I care about, one in particular. I'm over reacting at everything and tearing into him. I...
    lauraslark lauraslark 22-25, F 1 Response Dec 5

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    Am i possessive of my brother? I hope not... My brother's current girlfriend is a total *****!!! Me and my brother are just a year apart and attend the same college. I and her...
    lucysharpe lucysharpe 18-21 a week ago

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    I normally just have a small sort of celebration with my family. I haven’t celebrated my birthday with my friends since my 9th birthday. It was the best birthday ever, too, so...
    tarara0414 tarara0414 18-21, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I don't know I have this terrible gut feeling & I just hate myself so much I hate who I am physically & emotionally I want to kill myself so badly but something's stopping me & it...
    kencity kencity 18-21, F 4 Responses Dec 9

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    People think its just because of my age. No. I don't care if these people are supposedly related to me, I hate who they are. I hate their personalities, not just because I have to...
    JezebelWhitman JezebelWhitman 16-17, F 6 days ago

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    she decided to leave me for good i never thought she would i always assumed she'd be there for me shows just how wrong i was i hate myself now she hates me too
    itsalwaysme80 itsalwaysme80 31-35, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    44/100 on test, guess whos now failing math once again. fml
    ablonddude ablonddude 16-17, M 3 Responses Dec 10

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    I just told my parents I'm Bi they hate me now
    7531yo 7531yo 18-21, M 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    Why can't I be more like those beautiful girls out there that are just stunning with perfect boobs,perfect face and a perfect body? I hate who I am I wish I was more like those...
    Youareallbeautiful Youareallbeautiful 18-21, F 10 Responses Nov 30

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    I like wearing my leather pants on the weekend going clubbing etc. When I first met my wife she wasn't too keen but as soon as she saw the attention I was getting, not only from...
    Leatherhunk88 Leatherhunk88 36-40, M 2 Responses Dec 11

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    Firstly, I just want to say how pleased I am I found this site, for the last few years I have been feeling like I must be an extremely messed up person to hate one of my step...
    Shimmergirl Shimmergirl 26-30, F 7 hrs ago

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    Firstly, I just want to say how pleased I am I found this site, for the last few years I have been feeling like I must be an extremely messed up person to hate one of my step...
    Shimmergirl Shimmergirl 26-30, F 1 Response 6 hrs ago

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    I hate seeing 50 yr. guys or older on here have a lot of sexual experiences and then seeing them have most of their circle be a bunch of girls my age. And i hate seeing guys in...
    kkam34 kkam34 13-15, F 6 hrs ago

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    There is this one particular member names contentio. Used to be called 2stepsforward3shoves back. Or something like that anyway. Well we have all heard of billy Madison and this...
    TheCoitalQueen TheCoitalQueen 31-35, F 2 Responses 5 hrs ago

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    I hate how I been treated all my life by girls and women. I always been nothing to women. I was always not important to them. They always liked other guys. They always went around...
    Niko864 Niko864 41-45, M 1 hr ago

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    Almost three weeks ago i wonderful caring woman I know was brutally murdered by her husband. He also killed their two sons. The police who found her and the boys have to go to...
    Etheros Etheros 46-50, F 2 Responses 5 hrs ago

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    There are so many cases in which people have given excuses for animal abuse, like saying "it was an accident, I don't even know how my pet got those bruises!" Most nights I just...
    musicalcats1 musicalcats1 13-15, F 7 hrs ago

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    Dear everyone who reads this, I am trustworthy person, and I always give a chance to people to make me trust them. Recently I've been cheated by a horrible guy. His name is...
    Emilylol1 Emilylol1 22-25, F 8 Responses 4 hrs ago

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    Argh weird messages from someone who seems normal but actually pervs! Argh! Block!block!😓😤
    mozaq mozaq 16-17 3 hrs ago

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    Margaret did not know she was bullying her at merrill...6 months prior too return andy was already bullying her with Margaret having no knowledge who it was yet...... Bully
    spareus555 spareus555 51-55, F 2 Responses 2 hrs ago

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    I on average get 20-30 messages a day from random people on here telling me how I'm ugly, or dumb, or fat, or even sl*tty, But you know what.. I used to argue with them, but I'm...
    Bflyboo14 Bflyboo14 13-15, F 1 Response 44 mins ago

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    What I hate even more is waking up in the middle of the night...alone. Some might think how lucky I am....no snoring partner that steals the covers, but that also means I have no...
    Macy24 Macy24 22-25, F 5 Responses 5 hrs ago

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    not so much the fighting, but the loooow battle cry before the fight. The one that sounds like a person saying ROOOOOOUUUAAAAAAr...or the kind that sounds like a baby crying...so...
    Shells4Belles Shells4Belles 26-30, F 4 hrs ago

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    I really hate when u text someone and its takes so long to,text back but god forbid if u do it to them they Eighther complain n (or) cut u off if ur,busy just say so please don't...
    howard1945 howard1945 51-55, M 1 Response 4 hrs ago

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