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I Hate Who I Am Now

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    Annoyingly Melodramatic

    I don't exactly hate myself nor do i particularly like myself i have a strong feeling of nothingness towards my existence, Ive been like this since i broke up with my ex girlfriend. for a while I hurt but the pain went away what changed is that i no longer have a strong sense of...
    Jessehy Jessehy 18-21 1 Response Aug 30, 2011

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    Failing At Life...

    Every single day I wake up with no clear direction of where I'm going in life. I have a Bachelor's degree and a Master's degree and yet I feel like I am completely unprepared for life. I am sick and tired of watching all my friends succeed in life and I'm still living at home...
    Waited4UEverlong Waited4UEverlong 22-25, M 1 Response May 13, 2010

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    Self Pity

    I hate who i am. I hate the fact i always fall short.no one seeems to really understand.i want change in my life but i can't figure thos one out. i have no friends,i can't keep a girlfriend and my life sucks. you can't talk to anyone because they will either lock you up,take your...
    borntodie borntodie 41-45 1 Response May 30, 2009

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    Not Entirely....

    ~ due to technical difficulties (also read as protest to EP's partnership with Facebook) this story has been temporarily removed ~
    Areyan Areyan 31-35 1 Response Aug 20, 2010

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    How Do You Cope Or Deal With Yourself After Being In Not Just One But Two Abusive Relationships?

    The first that lasted 20+ yrs and I was terrified to leave..the other that started out great until the real person came out 8 mos later? Thankfully now have a man who completely cherishes me...but very disappointed in myself for allowing myself to be in either relationship...
    tornadodave tornadodave 36-40, M 3 Responses Sep 3, 2011

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    I Hate My Life Or Myself

    Well where to start. I have it bad, but not as bad as some stories ive read, im sorry you all feel the way I do if not worse. its sad, and I dont like that. I'm very compassionate almost all the time i put everybody else before me and when I put me before anybody else i feel like...
    SitoR SitoR 18-21 1 Response Aug 10, 2011

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    I Hate Me.

     I don't want to be here anymore. I screw over the people i'm closest to, and i don't want to be here anymore. I feel empty and sick and sad and angry. I don't want to be me. I feel like i have nothing to live for. I don't see the point of anything. The boy who said he would...
    wilbr0797 wilbr0797 18-21 2 Responses Aug 3, 2009

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    I Am Someone I Did Not Want To Be Now

    I am angry and hurt most of the time I am outspoken and don't care if I hurt peoples feelings (where as once I would never have said things or even half the things that people said to me) I am a time waster... I complain a lot more then I want to I often feel so depressed...
    IceEntice IceEntice 36-40, F Jan 4, 2013

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    I Don't Recognize Myself Anymore

    I know I have changed, and I knew I would; I am young and people change when they grow up. It's just, I hate the person I have become. I am my own enemy and I have to defeat myself. Depression is what I have but also who I am. This sounds a bit cliché-ish, but I...
    Lola91 Lola91 16-17, F 5 Responses Jun 18, 2008

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    One Who Is A Disgrace On This Earth.

    I know how everybody elso on this group feels. And I have to say that I feel the same way too. I am a boy, but I just can't stand being this way. I do not fit in with the boys. I sometimes make myself look just so socially akward and embarassing. I have no real close friends. The...
    confessionstotell confessionstotell 13-15, M Dec 21, 2010

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    Hate is such a strong word.

    I would rather say I'm unhappy with who I am now. I will be honest, that a good deal of it is superficial. (First world problems) If you have images of me looking like my avatar, I don't. (As of today: Dec. 05, 13) I AM CLASSIFIED AS OVERWEIGHT according to the BMI charts! I...
    OperationHotness OperationHotness 36-40, F 1 Response Dec 5, 2013

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    Self Pity

    I hate who i am. I hate the fact i always fall short.no one seeems to really understand.i want change in my life but i can't figure thos one out. i have no friends,i can't keep a girlfriend and my life sucks. you can't talk to anyone because they will either lock you up,take your...
    borntodie borntodie 41-45 1 Response May 30, 2009

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    Ok so for many many years I was shy super

    deadly shy (like every year excluding this one I thought I was going to die from the mini heart attacks I gave myself when people or Anything was out if my comfort zone.) anyways basically this year I have no idea what it was but something finally brought me out of my shy world...
    blaze96 blaze96 16-17, F Feb 1

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    Related Experiences

    Well, Its more like throw back. 2 years back at this time I had moved out of home for the first time ever. New job, new city new people, new experiences and truckloads of naivety...
    riaarora riaarora 22-25, F 1 Response Sep 1

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    WTF!!!??? I dont know how can people post stories about love and how much it mean to them when they are simultaneously cheating on significant other ? I dont know how can people...
    iwantutoo iwantutoo 22-25, M Sep 8

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    I hate my brothers immature girlfriend so much that it has now caused a hole in my own family. Let explain why: My little brother ( almost 3 years younger) has this girlfriend...
    Gingerlocks813 Gingerlocks813 18-21, F Aug 25

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    I have a sister I'm law that hates me, now one thing is to hate someone,another is trying to sabotage ur sisters happiness. I feel she do it because she never had a man in her life...
    jay305 jay305 31-35, M 1 Response Aug 28

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    I don't hate my job. I hate who I work with. I am in school and I also work. I work as a petcare guy at PetSmart. I've been there for 2.5 years and in that time I really started...
    ValhallaAwaits ValhallaAwaits 18-21, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I have been dating this kid since 6th grade and I hate him now. I was so inlove at first but now it's like he rules me. Whatever he says goes. I wish there was someone out there...
    deadinsidebutscared deadinsidebutscared 13-15, F Aug 31

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    :L Me and my step brother have had a very complicated relationship (romantic/s*x*al) in the past, but it stopped (please look at my other posts for further details on that)Anyway a...
    OtakuGirl911 OtakuGirl911 16-17, F 2 Responses Aug 22

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    I get a project to create a theatrical 3 months, this task one of my courses at the university, I was a more frequent become a player on the stage rather than behind a screen, so...
    callixtine callixtine 18-21, F Sep 5

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    I cant wait to get out of this place I hate everyone its crazy how much I use to love my father and my mom but nothings the same anymore I hate them so much. I've been through a...
    annabella2245 annabella2245 18-21, F Sep 11

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    My dad was nice to us but when my mom didn't pay attention to him anymore he cheated on her with my aunt (moms sister) we didn't know until when we went to a birthday the whole...
    imsohotbitches imsohotbitches 18-21, F 1 Response 4 hrs ago

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    I wasn't always like this. When I got married I had a dog. I was forced to get rid of it due to it not being female. My husband hated the fact that I had a male dog. How disgusting...
    RomniCurse RomniCurse 26-30, F 12 mins ago

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    I hate people who try to one-up everybody else by hating people who try to one-up the people who hate being one-up'ed by everybody else.
    adianoeta adianoeta 26-30, F 1 Response 1 hr ago

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    Okay, I know I'm going to sound like an angry, jilted woman. But, I might as well be who I am. So, here goes: why does my ex's new GF feel the need to post her feelings about him...
    Beth1218 Beth1218 46-50 3 Responses 15 hrs ago

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    This is a response I posted earlier. But I need to get my number of stories up so here it is! Hi. I can only give you advice from my own experience. I was in a sexless marriage...
    scooper50 scooper50 56-60, M 31 mins ago

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    I hate mirrors. I hate photos. Why? Because they show a reflection of me, and I can't stand me. I just want to be pretty. I want to be beautiful. I want to have what other girls...
    Skollon Skollon 18-21, F 1 hr ago

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    I am so very afraid of my boyfriend. It all started when I met him. I met him online. Yeah there is a lot of stigma against meeting people online but I had met other people and...
    naturlista10 naturlista10 31-35, F 9 hrs ago

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    how much longer can I deal with the small mindedness before I explode? for example, just today I went to put gas in my car at one of the local stations. when I walked in to pay...
    ajrestless ajrestless 18-21, F 5 hrs ago

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    She's obnoxious. I hate her so much O.O She is ignorant. She is arrogant. She is suppose to be in college, but she's not; she works at freakin Adidas. She is also straight up rude...
    SeitheSaiyan SeitheSaiyan 16-17, F 4 hrs ago

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    I live with a mom who has a mental illness. I truly do love my mom, but coming home after a day at school you never know what is gonna happen. And I am so sick of it. The littlest...
    hrmo hrmo 18-21, F 1 Response 1 hr ago

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    Texting someone when you want to breakup with them: WORST MISTAKE OF MY MIDDLE SCHOOL LIFE, and you know why? I never got to see the guys face when I told him that he said the...
    GetYourFreakOn GetYourFreakOn 16-17, F 16 hrs ago

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    Makings me feel like I was something better than what I always thought of myself. Putting a smile on my face. Always making me happy. Everything changed this morning. It's like a...
    trb98 trb98 13-15, F 2 hrs ago

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    My boyfriend is Black, Hispanic, Asian, & White I love him to death but my sister hates him because of his nationalities. She won't even give him the time of day. Since the day we...
    MsHesitationsx3 MsHesitationsx3 18-21, F 18 hrs ago

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    Hate is a strong word but I seriously dislike her. She has never been a fan of mine...she is a very strong woman. She gave birth to five children who are her life. Her oldest...
    FiestyJacqueline FiestyJacqueline 31-35, F 3 Responses 6 hrs ago

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    People say we aren't Ugly, society is. But what people don't get is that we apart of is! Everything and everyone is apart of this stupid messed up society that involves cruel...
    Chocolate29 Chocolate29 13-15, F 10 hrs ago

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    I am very 'frustrated' with being a stepmom...im new here, so bear with me:) Been with hubby 5 years now, when we got together, his ex wife moved to another state and stopped...
    justthechickraisingthem justthechickraisingthem 31-35, F 4 Responses 12 hrs ago

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    I'm currently a freshman in college and I really dislike it. It's only been a month and I'm still trying to figure out why people say it's going to be "some of the best years of...
    marialadelbarrio marialadelbarrio 18-21, M 13 hrs ago

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    When my wife and I first met, we were both in loveless relationships. A simple handshake in late 2005 took us down a complicated road of friendship, love, loss, love again...
    overtherainbow47 overtherainbow47 41-45, M 1 Response 6 hrs ago

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    There was this fat woman at Uni who I overheard complaining about men and how they're all shallow pigs. She apparently got angry when a good-looking, tall, slim, blonde man...
    BieberFeverForever BieberFeverForever 18-21, F 1 Response 6 hrs ago

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    I feel empty, useless, unloved, broken and i dont know how to fix myself, i try so hard to believe in a fantasy that can never really be a reality to me... Because I'll never be...
    Tooweak Tooweak 16-17, F 1 Response 4 hrs ago

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    I have a friend, well actually a neighbour for several years, we started to socialise more over the last 4 years, we go for coffee every couple of weeks sometimes have a glass of...
    TheMightyAphrodite TheMightyAphrodite 41-45, F 1 Response 5 hrs ago

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    Month of June is the beginning of rainy season. this is one of the example how deep is the flood here in our country. outside our house have knee deep now. 
    AsianGirl1000 AsianGirl1000 22-25, F 16 hrs ago

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    I got it now for 2 nights on run my poor lil bottom...
    Spankedsarah Spankedsarah 18-21, F 2 Responses 15 hrs ago

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    My parents disappointed me. Last year i saved up for a concert really bad. My parents have sometimes money problems and i thought instead of asking pocket money i would work for my...
    Scinion Scinion 13-15, F 1 Response 2 hrs ago

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    Seriously. I mean, I know it isn't in the Uk yet, but it's not fair that other people have to deal with it like they are and yes, we're trying to help, but it's still not enough...
    SuperLemon SuperLemon 18-21, F 1 hr ago

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    Went to the hospital and now I have to have an IV in my arm for a few days
    wisdomgirl wisdomgirl 16-17, F 1 Response 1 hr ago

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