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I Hate Who I Am Now

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    One Who Is A Disgrace On This Earth.

    I know how everybody elso on this group feels. And I have to say that I feel the same way too. I am a boy, but I just can't stand being this way. I do not fit in with the boys. I sometimes make myself look just so socially akward and embarassing. I have no real close friends. The...
    confessionstotell confessionstotell 13-15, M Dec 21, 2010

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    Self Pity

    I hate who i am. I hate the fact i always fall short.no one seeems to really understand.i want change in my life but i can't figure thos one out. i have no friends,i can't keep a girlfriend and my life sucks. you can't talk to anyone because they will either lock you up,take your...
    borntodie borntodie 41-45 1 Response May 30, 2009

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    Hate is such a strong word.

    I would rather say I'm unhappy with who I am now. I will be honest, that a good deal of it is superficial. (First world problems) If you have images of me looking like my avatar, I don't. (As of today: Dec. 05, 13) I AM CLASSIFIED AS OVERWEIGHT according to the BMI charts! I...
    OperationHotness OperationHotness 36-40, F 1 Response Dec 5, 2013

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    How Do You Cope Or Deal With Yourself After Being In Not Just One But Two Abusive Relationships?

    The first that lasted 20+ yrs and I was terrified to leave..the other that started out great until the real person came out 8 mos later? Thankfully now have a man who completely cherishes me...but very disappointed in myself for allowing myself to be in either relationship...
    tornadodave tornadodave 36-40, M 3 Responses Sep 3, 2011

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    I Don't Recognize Myself Anymore

    I know I have changed, and I knew I would; I am young and people change when they grow up. It's just, I hate the person I have become. I am my own enemy and I have to defeat myself. Depression is what I have but also who I am. This sounds a bit cliché-ish, but I...
    Lola91 Lola91 16-17, F 5 Responses Jun 18, 2008

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    Not Entirely....

    ~ due to technical difficulties (also read as protest to EP's partnership with Facebook) this story has been temporarily removed ~
    Areyan Areyan 31-35 1 Response Aug 20, 2010

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    Annoyingly Melodramatic

    I don't exactly hate myself nor do i particularly like myself i have a strong feeling of nothingness towards my existence, Ive been like this since i broke up with my ex girlfriend. for a while I hurt but the pain went away what changed is that i no longer have a strong sense of...
    Jessehy Jessehy 18-21 1 Response Aug 30, 2011

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    I Hate My Life Or Myself

    Well where to start. I have it bad, but not as bad as some stories ive read, im sorry you all feel the way I do if not worse. its sad, and I dont like that. I'm very compassionate almost all the time i put everybody else before me and when I put me before anybody else i feel like...
    SitoR SitoR 18-21 1 Response Aug 10, 2011

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    Ok so for many many years I was shy super

    deadly shy (like every year excluding this one I thought I was going to die from the mini heart attacks I gave myself when people or Anything was out if my comfort zone.) anyways basically this year I have no idea what it was but something finally brought me out of my shy world...
    blaze96 blaze96 18-21, F Feb 1, 2014

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    Self Pity

    I hate who i am. I hate the fact i always fall short.no one seeems to really understand.i want change in my life but i can't figure thos one out. i have no friends,i can't keep a girlfriend and my life sucks. you can't talk to anyone because they will either lock you up,take your...
    borntodie borntodie 41-45 1 Response May 30, 2009

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    Failing At Life...

    Every single day I wake up with no clear direction of where I'm going in life. I have a Bachelor's degree and a Master's degree and yet I feel like I am completely unprepared for life. I am sick and tired of watching all my friends succeed in life and I'm still living at home...
    Waited4UEverlong Waited4UEverlong 22-25, M 1 Response May 13, 2010

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    I Hate Me.

     I don't want to be here anymore. I screw over the people i'm closest to, and i don't want to be here anymore. I feel empty and sick and sad and angry. I don't want to be me. I feel like i have nothing to live for. I don't see the point of anything. The boy who said he would...
    wilbr0797 wilbr0797 18-21 2 Responses Aug 3, 2009

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    I Am Someone I Did Not Want To Be Now

    I am angry and hurt most of the time I am outspoken and don't care if I hurt peoples feelings (where as once I would never have said things or even half the things that people said to me) I am a time waster... I complain a lot more then I want to I often feel so depressed...
    IceEntice IceEntice 36-40, F Jan 4, 2013

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    * If this where true I would drench myself with raindrops just to feel a thousand kisses from you ! 
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    I really don’t like living, I hate my life and I just don’t feel like if I belong in this world. My family thinks I am dumb and that I will never achieve anything in life. I...
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    Once I was so young and wanted. Everyone cared for me. But like a new toy, I was broken and discarded by everyone. I actually hate the people who left me more than the abuser. Now...
    Wounduponwound Wounduponwound 18-21, M 5 Responses 6 days ago

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    Why is it that when you get out of highschool people grow up and act as if their lifes are better than yours? Like you know those friends who you were friends with for a long time...
    MKxoxo MKxoxo 22-25, F 5 days ago

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    I hate who I've become. I hate how I feel like I have no control over it. I'm consumed by hatred, insecurity..I have this negative feeling inside me that makes me physically shake...
    bhabhablacksheep bhabhablacksheep 22-25, F 2 Responses Feb 17

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    For the past (about) eight years I've been raising my two children without much help from their dad (who now has another kid with someone else) I can't even call him for any kind...
    Hteag Hteag 26-30, F 5 Responses 6 days ago

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    I'm from India and my husband is from America and we have been married 18 years now. In the beginning she told my husband not to marry me because 'you never know where she comes...
    yellowrose2015 yellowrose2015 41-45, F 4 Responses 2 hrs ago

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    I'm from India and my husband is from America and we have been married 18 years now. In the beginning she told my husband not to marry me because 'you never know where she comes...
    yellowrose2015 yellowrose2015 41-45, F 2 hrs ago

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    Most men I know don't know the value of a relationship,I knew a guy who had been having sex with different women while doing a serious long distant relationship and now his gf just...
    grabamic828 grabamic828 18-21, F 3 hrs ago

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    I hate living in a small town. I don't hate all small towns, I love the cool artsy villages full of artisans and independent studios and cafes. I don't even mind the country. But I...
    LowFidelity LowFidelity 31-35 10 hrs ago

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    What's wrong with this old man??!! He is walking in front of me and passing by like more than one time! Come on old man stop it! You are getting my admirer jealous, and I hate to...
    DawnSahour DawnSahour 26-30, F 17 hrs ago

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    my dad left us when i was 9... now i live with my mom ans sis.. my mom always scold us and use bad words... she blames us for everything due to some reasons.. but she loves us.. i...
    strongbutweak strongbutweak 13-15, F 1 Response 9 hrs ago

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    yea , whatever your beliefs , whoever you are , regardless your race , without thinking in your color , even if you are hate me , iam really adore you !!!!!!!!!! , since you are a...
    umayyad umayyad 31-35, M 1 Response 7 hrs ago

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    Maybe it's because I'm not in love, maybe because of the antidepressants I'm on, maybe it's because of what I been through. Either way I don't want it at all right now, I want to...
    londepV londepV 22-25, F 4 hrs ago

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    Chris is SO mean! He tried making nate feel bad by throwing every single mistake at him over the phone! Nates a good person HE WOULD NEVER HURT ME INTENTIONALLY! The whole "he's a...
    ChildOfHarmony ChildOfHarmony 16-17, F 1 Response 3 hrs ago

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    1. Ham , pork , chicken , fish 2. Too much pizza 3. Too much chocolate 4. People who scream randomly 5. People who scream on roller coasters? 6. Bugs / insects / snakes...
    abby816 abby816 22-25, F 10 hrs ago

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    I don't like being single. I hate coming home with no one to look foreword to seeing me or vice versa. I hate going to bed alone and I hate taking care of my own "needs"
    myshell91 myshell91 22-25, F 3 hrs ago

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    i am not racist except in a couple of things you poeple might consider racism first i hate gay people so if any gay dude starts texting me i just stop reponding and i hate lesbain...
    rozerkliege rozerkliege 13-15, M 3 hrs ago

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    Morning all: damn just woke up after a freaking dream of my ex wife! Watch out all I crawled out of bed 20 years older and and 2 hours earlier than I needed too. Urrrgggghhhh I'm...
    cellamaxx cellamaxx 36-40, M 4 Responses 12 hrs ago

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    I wish there was a way to stop body hair from growing in the first place. I tried waxing and laser and the hair just keeps coming back, now I just have to wax my legs and underarms...
    PinkChocolate00 PinkChocolate00 13-15, F 7 hrs ago

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    My life couldn't get any worse right about now plz someone just kill me already
    silverstrike silverstrike 13-15, M 32 mins ago

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    I know how mean I sound but she is definitely my least favorite person in the whole world. I hate her more than all of the bullies who have threatened me in my whole life and I...
    Currlye93 Currlye93 18-21, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I really do. I hate being a teenager. I hate everything about myself.
    lamiavarc lamiavarc 16-17, F 2 Responses 14 hrs ago

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    http://www.experienceproject.com/groups/Hate-Political-Correctness/25590 The link above will provide context for what I am about to publish. Regarding the comment 'I hate...
    Tannasheart Tannasheart 51-55, F 7 hrs ago

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    He left when i was a baby and from this day i still dont know who he is.
    dean70 dean70 16-17, M 14 hrs ago

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    Umm, am I the only person who loves math?
    Aduicy Aduicy 18-21, F 2 Responses 14 hrs ago

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    Everyone should take a look at bizzybee123's photo's....he has invited us all...well not me lve just been blocked for commenting that they aren't in fact hot 'ladies' , but they...
    2BlossomBlue 2BlossomBlue 51-55, F 1 Response 4 hrs ago

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    Baby mamas are DEPRESSED with no real life passions or goals other than CHASING the men who decided long ago they aren't the ONE. THEY consistently use the children and try to...
    Ladonya24 Ladonya24 41-45, F 1 Response 2 hrs ago

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    When a guy talks about how girls can sometimes ***** and whine for no reason, how they create drama for no reason or why girls don't appreciate the good guys. Society tell guys...
    Storyguy007 Storyguy007 18-21, M 1 hr ago

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