I Hate Who I Am

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 152 People

    I am no longer happy with myself.

    I used to be able to get up be happy go through the day genuinely happy. Now I fake my way through the day. It's a struggle to get up. Go to bed. Forget it. I don't know what sleep means. I just want my life back. I'm scared of who I am becoming. I started taking pills to sleep...
    tayfiloMR tayfiloMR
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 28, 2014

    Yes- but who am I? Many people

    who don't know me would say I'm the quiet boy who flinches at his shadow, and that's all they would say. Some who get to know me a little more would say, I'm Sam the goofy/funny guy. Some who are really close to me would say, I'm Sammy boy the playful goofy guy who always puts a...
    XxLittleBrotherxX XxLittleBrotherxX
    22-25, M
    Nov 18, 2014

    Where Am I Going?

    Where am I even going in my life? I show up to school or work, stare out the window and pretend to be somewhere else, and try to ignore the incessant narcissistic drone of my employer/teachers. To be honest, the highlight of my week is seeing my psychologist. I can't connect...
    shari4minipigz shari4minipigz
    Sep 13, 2012

    It seems the more I am

    who I am, the less anyone wants to do with me. I'm so negative, I push everyone away because I make everyone feel bad. I can't help hating myself, it's been part of me for as long as I can remember. I always tell myself, "I'm stupid,'" or "Nobody loves me," and always "No women...
    dizlasthope dizlasthope
    36-40, M
    Mar 29, 2014

    I hate who I am idk who I am I'm dating someone

    and I told here I smoked to never know the really me and she said what are you a monster and I said but the truth is I think I am and I want here to be happy but we have a family but I don't want to leave here
    imbaster imbaster
    18-21, M
    Nov 23, 2014


    i have never felt like my self always felt differnt and i may be a boy but deep in side me im a girl i stared felling like this when i was 10 years old and ever since i new i was ment to be a girl so i am always gonna be safeing money up so i can become a girl if i became a girl...
    darkknight33 darkknight33
    18-21, M
    Jul 23, 2011

    A couple months ago, I thought I was pregnant.

    Knowing the risk of being intimidate with my 2 year boyfriend without any protection, I did it again. And I hate that I betrayed myself over the most stupidest ******* thing. I hate that I had lost virginity. I hate how I did it again even after I was terrified that I became...
    Icantfeelanything Icantfeelanything
    Jun 7, 2014

    I have tried an tried again to be what he wants.

    I can never be. The moment I have any happiness. He has to crush it. Why do I not just go away? Six foot under cant be that bad. No hurt, no chest crushing pain, no loneliness, no more being not enough. All I ever wanted was to love and be loved. Why is that to much? Why am I...
    Txwoman123 Txwoman123
    46-50, F
    Feb 22, 2015

    Hey, you! Yea, you! The one

    who thinks they aren't small enough, not skinny enough, not funny enough, not cool enough, and not good enough. The one who may think all these things but I know deep down is a beautiful person!! Yea you! Listen to me and listen to me closely- you want to be happy right? Then...
    kxCobra kxCobra
    22-25, F
    1 Response Mar 29, 2014

    I hate who I am truly,

    I hate my looks, My personality and almost everything in my life. I beat myself up a lot and insult myself a lot. I am so negative to myself that I have no self esteem left. Someone please tell me something positive, I don't know how much more negativity I can take.
    TheOneWhoCouldnt TheOneWhoCouldnt
    1 Response Mar 29, 2014


    I really hate who I am. I hate how i feel, i hate how i look, i hate how emotional i am, and i hate that its hard for me to trust and believe in people. i just completely hate who i am!
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Dec 20, 2010

    I'm a ******* to my girlfriend we have a kid

    and last time we got in a fight she told me that she wasn't happy anymore and she hasn't been happy in a long time and I want to tell her to find someone better then me to have a better life but I don't want to lose here I just don't know what to do anymore sometimes I want to...
    imbaster imbaster
    18-21, M
    Nov 23, 2014

    Ive really just came to the conclusion

    that I am simply just not meant to be happy. I have never been happy. Everyone always says "it'll get better" but the thing is, is that it never "gets better". Im always the loser, I'm always the one getting the short end of the stick in life. Im so alone and unhappy and just...
    deleted deleted
    Mar 29, 2015

    I'm Such A Player >.<

    NickĀ thinks i'm going to ask my sister if I can take her car but i'm not going to. o.o1. i have a papsmear tomorrow and I don't wanna have sex before I go. I know there isnt a rule for that but I think its gross.2. I really don't want to cheat on my boyfriend :[I love him too...
    Meriel120 Meriel120
    Sep 16, 2011

    I am drowning. While one hand reaches out

    for help the other holds my head under the water, I despise myself for being so different, it is okay to be unique but I am the source of my own pain, very choice was wrong, every word misunderstood. I see the average person move forward each day in their life but I am stuck...
    FarTooGone FarTooGone
    22-25, M
    Oct 19, 2015

    I Sowwie If You Disagree But This Is What I Think

    i think im a ugly bastard who cant make friends. and every damn friend i make is a fake friend and of course i find out when i loved them more than anyone. i wrote stories for and about them, i pretty much dedicated my life to those ******** and then they slapped me in the face...
    AngryBirdsLegos AngryBirdsLegos
    13-15, F
    Jun 13, 2012

    I hate the person I am,

    who I've become! I've made so many horrible mistakes and I don't even know who the hell I am anymore. I've become my own monster. I'm not asking for anyone to understand, just need to let things out because I can't talk to anyone anymore, I just feel judged.
    genie24 genie24
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Jul 12, 2014

    Ive always felt this way.

    Ive forever been wishing I could be anyone else but me. I hate the way I feel and act. Ugh
    deleted deleted
    Apr 5, 2015
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