I Hate Who Ive Become

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 30 People

    Innocence Is Gone

    I hate how my life has change since i entered college. I was soo full of life, innocent in every way, bubblely and full of life. Now, im *****, i hate what i do, i feel like i degrace people and not that possitive. You see....i was a victim of bullying in my middle school. People...
    Hopefull522 Hopefull522
    18-21, F
    Apr 6, 2012

    Some days I refuse to get out of bed I just

    want to crawl in my blankets and hide for years... I wish I could be happy and start all over but I know that won't work because if I don't solve these problems now and restart my past will catch up with me. The problem is I don't know how to go about fixing everything...
    xoxomaryjane69 xoxomaryjane69
    18-21, F
    Dec 14, 2015

    I've recently been told by close family that,

    well, I'm a b*tch to talk to. but what they don't know is that I already know this. I have full knowledge of how I act and I wanna change so BADLY, but I can't. I want help but its too late to ask.
    janeybear janeybear
    13-15, F
    Apr 16

    What Happened To Me, Or Have I Been Like This All Along

    I remember back to the simple times where nothing mattered, just school and home. No friends to hang out with, just acquaintances to get me through a day at school, yet I was very content because the others weren't important to me for some reason, I just didn't care. All I wanted...
    Morninlighting Morninlighting
    22-25
    Jan 20, 2012

    It was just 6 months ago

    that i frowned upon people -who smoked weed/cigarettes -were suicidal or depressed -dated older people -engaged in any kind of sexual activity but now ive realized that ive become everything that i hate and my life is falling apart i mean by god i play knive games in abandoned...
    SW3D15H SW3D15H
    26-30, F
    Apr 6, 2015

    Well, Its more like throw back.

    2 years back at this time I had moved out of home for the first time ever. New job, new city new people, new experiences and truckloads of naivety and excitement...It was so easy to trust people, so easy to be happy and have fun, to love myself, to have endless selfie marathons...
    riaarora riaarora
    26-30, F
    Sep 1, 2014
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