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I Hate You Because I Still Love You

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 11 People

    Once Devided...Nothing Left To Subtract

    You didn't even pick up the phone and give me a last chance to listen to your sweet voice..."This will be my last email" It's the last thing you gave me before you left. I laid my head against your chest  to feel your arms around me and listened to your favorite music...It was...
    aStrangerInTheMirror aStrangerInTheMirror 31-35, F Aug 26, 2011

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    Always have memories of you randomly come to mind. I hate it all it does is make me sad and miss you. Honestly i should hated you for everything that happened. For some reason i...
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    if you use winkie faces for /everything/ i hate you. like "i went to church today ;)" ??? like what ? but then again if you've ever lied to me, i hate you. if you've ever made me...
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    I hate my family My father bruising me angrily, My mother filled with neutrality , And my sister enjoying the brutality. Tearing me down happily, Yet I cover it up elaborately...
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    i hate robin, i hate you robin, i hate your push over face, it's just you and me, your messed up face is here for the last time.
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    I wish I could go back to the day we broke up I would tell you that you're making the right decision She is the girl of your dreams You're going to be happy She's going to treat...
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    Don't waste your time comparing yourself to others. It will only lower your confidence and bring you down. There's no one out there just like you. Who has grown up with your...
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    To all my Current Friends, AND to all those who have 'Blocked me in the past' .. I wish you a Happy New Year, and a New beginning. Please try to let 'bygones be bygones' (if you...
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    okay Camille. stand there and watch me burn that's alright because I like the way it hurts, stand there baby and watch me cry that's alright because iam the one who lie.I know i...
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    Writing on her is beyond nerve wracking. Guys , she's back again. I have been with my guy for almost 3 years now, and her she is again. Ready to spin my world around and be a part...
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    Mom, i've been crying the whole night again because of you,,, did you ever sense that i'm having a hard time right now because i'm still thinking about the offensive words you said...
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    baby yes iam talking with other people yes iam trying to laugh but you always in my mind and you still the only one I want and I will ever want I miss you so so much baby I have...
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    I hate my mom at certain times, but love her other times. I called her just now and casually asked, "Can I dye my hair?" and she said, "Yeah, sure." :D
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    Gaaah. I ****** up is what I did. I broke up with him after I moved away for school because I thought that it would be easier to end it than let the distance make it fall apart...
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    hard to admit but yea I still do.
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    My first experience was with an older woman. I was young and she was in her 30s. She was my mom's friend. She has a daughter who has special needs so I used to help her out all...
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