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I Hate You So Much Right Now

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    Sometimes.

    "I would love to swear to your face And i would love to reject your embrace And i would love to strangle you now Do you feel it? Can you feel me now?"
    TheRealMimi TheRealMimi 31-35, F Aug 15, 2010

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    "from the corner of my eye i would let pass a

    silent tear and over my cold lips would escape words never meant to be said. with the immortal lust of one who wishes for love but stands alone beneath the marble sky. and grieves to see the sun. the silence is so loud overwhelms me with emptiness. the darkness so deep it...
    CaliforniaPsycho CaliforniaPsycho 18-21, F Apr 21

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    How Can

     How can someone say they love you and leave you to deal with the pain alone...I hate myself more than anyone...I am ashame that it has only been one day without meds and I cant control my emotions and I am back to that horrible bubble again...I just want to curl up rite now...
    MiseducatedChik MiseducatedChik 26-30, F 2 Responses May 19, 2008

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    If I Can..

    If I can only hold a dagger and end the life that you breath so I can breathe...If only I can chase death as the freedom I so deserve...If only I can end everything so our final days come to an end..If only I can do this, maybe I can be happier. I never thought I...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Aug 15, 2010

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    I Don't Hate You Anymore

    I am not a hateful person.  I am typically bright and cherry and generous and loving.  Usually.  But lately, things have been setting me off.  Today, my amazing baby boy dumped 2 cups of milk (a container holding two cups of milk), directly on my laptop...
    nidagichole nidagichole 22-25, F Jan 29, 2010

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    Yeah

    u know who you are,and you know what u didi aint gonna tell the world who u r or how u hurt me,as that aint gonna make me feel betterbut i was there for you,and i always would have been,i even felt guilty for being with my boyfriend+not able to talk to uoh my god,what an idiot i...
    geekoftheweek geekoftheweek 26-30, F 2 Responses Apr 26, 2011

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    Just to be clear I don't hate ME. I just hate what's going on in my life so bad..
    ifearsnowmen ifearsnowmen 18-21, M 2 Responses Aug 24

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    xae014 xae014 22-25, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Here is a hint...if I ask a question..usually it means I would like to discuss. Its not a reason to keep talking over me and dismissing what I think. I am not your employee. If...
    ArnoldJRimmer ArnoldJRimmer 46-50, M Aug 24

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    My heart beats furiously at the thought of pushing forward in trying with this job. I've worked hard for over two years for a .50 cent raise, have watched others get more...
    Xenasdreams Xenasdreams 22-25, F Sep 8

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    I realized I was completely wrong. I thought I would be so excited to see you again, but that was the last feeling I felt. I realized I was better off never seeing you again...
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    Why the **** does life have to be so stressful.....
    Heyababe Heyababe 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 19

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    teebagg teebagg 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 4

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    I can't get over him...😔
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    Yup! My stupid life! I can't do anything right. At this moment I kinda get why people would rather be dead. I get it! Im finding it hard to just type this right now through my...
    Raptax231 Raptax231 18-21, M 2 Responses Sep 11

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    I feel so ****** right now and my eyes are so red. I hate this feeling
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    He said "Wait, she's with me So send that other man walking with his two left feet" Now I hate my love But now the other man's floating in the Dead Mans sea And he's floating face...
    ifearsnowmen ifearsnowmen 18-21, M Aug 23

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    I'm so wet right now, just lying on my bed with my butt up pressing my boobs into my pillow playing with myself, really want a big hard one in my slit right now, so wet and ready...
    OtakuGirl911 OtakuGirl911 16-17, F 4 Responses Aug 21

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    It's been a few days and this anger seems to stay. Mainly because I'm angry at ignorant people who make false informations travel fast, and they grow like weeds. They don't want to...
    AyanasSight AyanasSight 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 31

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    alwayswantingmore78 alwayswantingmore78 31-35, F 1 Response Sep 3

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    I am so horny right now. I would love a woman to suck me dry right now. Any woman care to help?
    GivingUp83 GivingUp83 31-35, M 6 days ago

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    <3 Mmmmm, I was walking around with a mini vibe in my panties before...now I'm so turned on, I really want a big hard **** in my naughty little slit right now, ram it in me...
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