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I Hate You So Much Right Now

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 50 People

    I Don't Hate You Anymore

    I am not a hateful person.  I am typically bright and cherry and generous and loving.  Usually.  But lately, things have been setting me off.  Today, my amazing baby boy dumped 2 cups of milk (a container holding two cups of milk), directly on my laptop...
    nidagichole nidagichole 22-25, F Jan 29, 2010

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    Sometimes.

    "I would love to swear to your face And i would love to reject your embrace And i would love to strangle you now Do you feel it? Can you feel me now?"
    TheRealMimi TheRealMimi 31-35, F Aug 15, 2010

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    Yeah

    u know who you are,and you know what u didi aint gonna tell the world who u r or how u hurt me,as that aint gonna make me feel betterbut i was there for you,and i always would have been,i even felt guilty for being with my boyfriend+not able to talk to uoh my god,what an idiot i...
    geekoftheweek geekoftheweek 26-30, F 2 Responses Apr 26, 2011

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    How Can

     How can someone say they love you and leave you to deal with the pain alone...I hate myself more than anyone...I am ashame that it has only been one day without meds and I cant control my emotions and I am back to that horrible bubble again...I just want to curl up rite now...
    MiseducatedChik MiseducatedChik 26-30, F 2 Responses May 19, 2008

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    If I Can..

    If I can only hold a dagger and end the life that you breath so I can breathe...If only I can chase death as the freedom I so deserve...If only I can end everything so our final days come to an end..If only I can do this, maybe I can be happier. I never thought I...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Aug 15, 2010

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    "from the corner of my eye i would let pass a

    silent tear and over my cold lips would escape words never meant to be said. with the immortal lust of one who wishes for love but stands alone beneath the marble sky. and grieves to see the sun. the silence is so loud overwhelms me with emptiness. the darkness so deep it...
    CaliforniaPsycho CaliforniaPsycho 18-21, F Apr 21

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