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I Hate You So Much Right Now

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    u know who you are,and you know what u didi aint gonna tell the world who u r or how u hurt me,as that aint gonna make me feel betterbut i was there for you,and i always would have been,i even felt guilty for being with my boyfriend+not able to talk to uoh my god,what an idiot i...
    geekoftheweek geekoftheweek 26-30, F 2 Responses Apr 26, 2011

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    I Don't Hate You Anymore

    I am not a hateful person.  I am typically bright and cherry and generous and loving.  Usually.  But lately, things have been setting me off.  Today, my amazing baby boy dumped 2 cups of milk (a container holding two cups of milk), directly on my laptop...
    nidagichole nidagichole 22-25, F Jan 29, 2010

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    "from the corner of my eye i would let pass a

    silent tear and over my cold lips would escape words never meant to be said. with the immortal lust of one who wishes for love but stands alone beneath the marble sky. and grieves to see the sun. the silence is so loud overwhelms me with emptiness. the darkness so deep it...
    CaliforniaPsycho CaliforniaPsycho 18-21, F Apr 21, 2014

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    Sometimes.

    "I would love to swear to your face And i would love to reject your embrace And i would love to strangle you now Do you feel it? Can you feel me now?"
    TheRealMimi TheRealMimi 31-35, F Aug 15, 2010

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    How Can

     How can someone say they love you and leave you to deal with the pain alone...I hate myself more than anyone...I am ashame that it has only been one day without meds and I cant control my emotions and I am back to that horrible bubble again...I just want to curl up rite now...
    MiseducatedChik MiseducatedChik 26-30, F 2 Responses May 19, 2008

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    If I Can..

    If I can only hold a dagger and end the life that you breath so I can breathe...If only I can chase death as the freedom I so deserve...If only I can end everything so our final days come to an end..If only I can do this, maybe I can be happier. I never thought I...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Aug 15, 2010

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    Everyone is busy with their own ****, nobody has time for me. I have to do everything alone. Figure out everything alone. Go through everything alone. I'm so sick of it!
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    its not easy to hate you but you seem to be forcing me too. tho its been 2yrs 5 months now you left me without a word i still pin a bit hope that i will see you again but at times...
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    i wish I was a teen right now I would be sooo...FREAKIN" PRETTY.......LOL !!!!!
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    I officially suck at suicide. Every time I try, I fail. I'm afraid to stab myself because even that might not work at this point. :/
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    I have no idea why I'm writing this considering I havent needed help since yr R so Ii'm not gunna ask or accept it...its just nice to see peoples responsed and let friends know...
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    Perhaps, right now, is perfect. Always. The internal and the external. But the mind splits things into good or bad. Since this is the case and it is automatic, then this is also...
    WearOutKyd WearOutKyd 26-30, M 1 Response Jun 22

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    messeagr me! I'm feeling good right now so come on girl!
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    I'm pretty sure I have one of the most pathetic lives out there. I'm so ashamed of my situation right now. Where do I begin?! 1. I recently turned 18 years old 2. I live with my...
    pixywrites pixywrites 18-21, F 6 Responses Jun 21

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    All my so called friends have decided to ignore me, and I have tryed to get in touch with my family but they dont want to know me, is there any point in living.
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    Any takers?(; I'm lonely right now (;
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    This picture explains it all
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    Reminiscing with a little bit of Chris Botti and FourPlay right now. Haven't listened to either of these CDs in a long time. A nice way to relax on a stressful day. Love that...
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    Pretty horny right now. This beautiful girl keeps stoping by my office and bending over to tease me and there is nothing I can do about it. Any girls want to talk and help me...
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    missing quite a few right now. miss you Justin
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    I really really am missing someone right now
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