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I Hated My Childhood

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 221 People

    Nothing To It.

    As I child I was neglected and left at a park for 30 minuites by my birth dad at 4 months... My mom killed my sisters pets and My birth parents tried to kill eachother ... But then I was adopted loved and brought up good, I use to read books on princesses alot and I thought to...
    Deadlylovely13 Deadlylovely13 66-70 1 Response Jan 15, 2013

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    Just Need To Say It Out

    hi, im max, im 19 and i just wanted to take this out, dont know if it would make me feel better but, my childhood keeps haunting me, from childhood i have been lonely, ignored and excluded from almost everything. people didnt like me for who i was, and they made fun of me for 1...
    max1342 max1342 16-17, M 2 Responses Apr 25, 2010

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    I Never Knew Why Til Later In Life

    my family on my fathers side always had a hard time with me and basiclly toutured the hell out of me when i was younger they blaimed me for my father having to marry my mother and had a nickname for me the one that ruined his happy life  this family secret when on for almost 30...
    wotaloser wotaloser 36-40, M 2 Responses Dec 16, 2011

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    I Had No Control Of My Life

    My childhood was spent living and breathing however my mother wanted me to. Because of their businesses, my family was well known in our area and my paranoid, superficial liar of a mother always wanted to put up appearances. It was (still is perhaps) her goal to have everyone...
    braindeadbetty braindeadbetty 26-30, F May 4, 2013

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    It Shaped Me Into Who I Am

    I sincerely hate looking back on my childhood, but as much as I hate it, it shaped me into who I am now. My earliest memories are of visiting my older brother in the hospital after he was diagnosed with terminal brain cancer. He was 10. I was 3. My mother had to stay with him...
    Etceteras Etceteras 18-21, F Jan 6, 2013

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    Damaged

    Hi.  I grew up with an abusive alcoholic father and an insecure, neglectful mother.  They were both school dropouts by age 15.  They both had unhappy upbringings. Despite them, I went to college, married a great person and we are loving...
    Lotusbud67 Lotusbud67 41-45 5 Responses Nov 8, 2008

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    Never

    I hated My childhood because I was never allowed to be a child.  Whenever I wanted to play, laugh or do things children do, I was told to 'grow up' and 'not be so immature'.  I spent all My childhood alone, in My room, reading or writing stories as was also an outcast...
    alabastardragon alabastardragon 36-40, M 5 Responses Jan 16, 2008

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    When It Was So (Deleted) HOT!

    In the very early sixties, when we were still trapped in classrooms past mid-June, the teachers opened the windows to their maximum height and turned on huge box fans. That didn't help one bit, and we were pinning down paper with our hands or textbooks while we sweltered. One of...
    MaryJanine MaryJanine 56-60, F Sep 14, 2013

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    curvygirl55 curvygirl55 13-15, F Feb 7

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    In a Nutshell, But Not All Inclusive...

     I was born to a very young couple that started their relationship with many problems. During the course of their abusive relationship, my mother had two more children who were boys, which made me not only the oldest, but the only girl as well.     ...
    LotusLady LotusLady 36-40, F 1 Response Feb 9, 2008

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    The Crap I Experienced Made Me The Anxious Mess I Am Today

    Ever since I've been young I've been a victim. I didn't realise it until I was much older what had happened and what it's effects were on me...so I guess I can say this is my first opening of my secrets. I have not even told my closest friends or my partner since every time I try...
    wooss wooss 18-21, F Aug 4, 2013

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    I Really Did Hate My Childhood .

    I was molested , abused mentally / physically , and I had to see my mom get sick all the time with all of the conditions that she said . I grew with my mom being diagnosed with breast cancer and my grandma passing away from breast cancer .
    TiqqerGore TiqqerGore 18-21, F 5 Responses Oct 26, 2012

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    Too Much Of A Good Thing Can Be Bad

    I know my story doesn't come close to being as bad as others, but I hated my childhood and this is why. I'll be the first one to say that I lived the high life as a child. I was homeschooled but rarely did any schoolwork. I was an only child and was spoiled. I went out with my...
    octobre octobre 18-21, F Mar 12, 2012

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    My Mam ruined my childhood

    as a drug addict and bows its taking its toll on me even though shes 5+ years clean
    amyf98 amyf98 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 18, 2014

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    Yep...

    I just hated the fact that I could not ever be a child. I was always taking care of my sister, my parents when they were too drunk to do anything other than fall all over the place. I make sure now, that my kids have a childhood that they will look back on in life and hopefully...
    SteelCityGirl74 SteelCityGirl74 36-40, F 4 Responses Jan 14, 2008

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    I Do Not Remember Most Of My Childhood

    My memories of my childhood are of being hit by my mother who was seldom there. When she was there - I was in trouble. My older brother began molesting me when I was about 3 or 4. It continued for years.- at 49 years of age, with a family of my own who I have been insanely...
    lisaisinalaska lisaisinalaska 51-55 May 3, 2013

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    A Glimpse Of How My Childhood Shaped The Rest Of My Life

    Let me take you back to elementary school. A shy, quiet child sitting in his seat, not a soul to talk to. That's me. Yeah, a lot of kids can relate but can they also say they have been slowly gaining weight, losing energy, etc. with absolutely no sound reasoning as to why that...
    AwkwardBloke AwkwardBloke 26-30, M Aug 6, 2013

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    As Much As I Hated It,i Can Never Change It.

    okay so my mom had my oldest bro aaron when she was 16 and got married to his dad, but when he died of an overdose thats same year she took my bro and lived with some friends.then she meet another dude when my bro was like 4or 5 and married him,she had 2 kids with him,my older...
    calebskates calebskates 16-17, M 3 Responses Apr 26, 2011

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    Related Experiences

    So I grew up in with two older brothers, two older sisters, and a younger sister. My older brothers and I weren't very close (heck, none of them were that close to me). And so, I...
    kennyboi317 kennyboi317 18-21 Mar 19

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    Growing up for me was no fun. I had so many bad experiences that even now it haunts me and i am 20 years old. When i was young, around 7 years old, my parents had sent me to a...
    mananb mananb 18-21, M 4 days ago

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    My childhood was just so beautiful. When I think about it, I end up having tears in my eyes because I sometimes want to go back and relive those moments. Those moments of innonence...
    jonbz17 jonbz17 22-25, M 3 Responses Mar 6

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    I didn't have any childhood dreams growing up. I've just made a search online to see if anyone else has ever felt this way, but all I could find was one forum on which people talk...
    squirrand squirrand 36-40, F Mar 4

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    I really miss my childhood. I miss the time when I fly kite!!! "Throw your dreams into space like a kite, and you do not know what it will bring back, a new life, a new friend, a...
    RedThatDescribesMe RedThatDescribesMe 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 7

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    I miss it so bad. No worry's except want to do after school. Now its bills and more bills.wish I could go back to my childhood.
    lilmorsie lilmorsie 22-25, M Mar 10

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    I have many bad childhood memories, but this one that I really am still sad about. I was in forth or fifth grade, and my one and only dream was to become a Major League baseball...
    keitof keitof 13-15, M Mar 18

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    I was in a relationship when I was very very young maybe around 5 to 7 years old. My parents discovered us one day when we were kids and they gave me the "talk" saying how we were...
    WhiteKnight303 WhiteKnight303 16-17, F Mar 22

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    I feel like I grew up too fast, the fact I knew too much things a kid shouldn't know. Yea, it helps now knowing those kinds of stuff since I'm in my teenage years. I feel like...
    nuwandaisaphony nuwandaisaphony 16-17 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I'm hated an made to feel hopeless and just jump. I will and you can't stop me Awake my soul to take A shooting star across this place Reflection collection I bring recollection...
    chair5 chair5 41-45, M Mar 18

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    I was in special ed from kindergarten, until 10th grade, when they finally put me in general ed. Diagnosis was only learning disability. I had a paraprofessional (para) from 6th...
    StiffedNeck StiffedNeck 18-21, F Mar 19

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    Hated Dentists As A Kid it was so scary..............
    goodnites25 goodnites25 22-25, M 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    any one want to rp about being spanked
    mistreszmayhem mistreszmayhem 18-21, F 1 Response 5 hrs ago

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    A part of me wishes I was great at Math like how I am with other subjects. Literally every subject, I have A's but damn when it comes to math. I have a cousin and she's genius at...
    nuwandaisaphony nuwandaisaphony 16-17 3 hrs ago

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    Today's Harry Potter/London Fog in my area reminded me of my second grade teachers explanation for fog...,"fog is basically a dying cloud". That hurt my feelings so much. I thought...
    bombchu bombchu 22-25, F Mar 3

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    Okay so I met this girl when I was 3. You could call her my first real friend. She is a kind-hearted, pretty, attractive, caring, friendly, nice, fun-to-be-with and thoughtful...
    MrFluFFYL0rd MrFluFFYL0rd 13-15, M Mar 3

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    When I was in 4th grade I was really sick. It was super cold outside in the morning thanks to it being winter. I had a long walk and being sick it sucked extra bad. The cold air...
    CyanideAndCupcakes CyanideAndCupcakes 18-21, M Mar 3

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    Has anyone as a child experimented with the same sex? I was about 6 or 7 years old. I knew what I was doing but I did it anyway. I am completely heterosexual now. Not that it's...
    Usernamesimpleman Usernamesimpleman 22-25, M 1 Response Mar 4

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    Story(s)? I look up as a man enters the hottub. Why does he have to come in? Now I can't play with my noodle! I think bitterly. I sigh, resigning to the side of the tub and...
    kingbrizo kingbrizo 18-21 Mar 4

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    One of the people who used to abuse me (a close family member) is dying.. They're not expected to live another six months. I really don't know how I should feel about this. They're...
    AaronH96 AaronH96 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 5

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    I remember I was in band, I was a proud trombone player. During one of our concerts I was getting into the music and was moving my slide to six position and my slide flew off my...
    jbm1984 jbm1984 31-35, F 1 Response Mar 5

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    Even though I only started being told by psychologists the past few years that i have depression, i definitely think its been a life long experience. when i was younger i think i...
    mattywheels25 mattywheels25 26-30, M 1 Response Mar 5

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    Sense 3rd grade.. And I'm still here.
    SleepingWithMyChemicalVeil SleepingWithMyChemicalVeil 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 5

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    I've been dealing with this for over 10 years now, most of this time I have been in a dark hole. It went as far as me losing all hope and even forgetting who I am, who I used to be...
    lily449 lily449 18-21, F Mar 6

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    Today i went to the playground with my son Kaiden :) It just reminded me of the time my mom took me to the same exact playground ;P memories... Kaiden loves the playground! He...
    MommyToKaiden MommyToKaiden 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 7

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