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I Have A Baby Who Is My Angel In Heaven, I Miscarried

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    She Will Always Be My Daughter

    I lost my daughter at 8 and a half weeks. It was so much worse then you think it will be even though it sounds terrible. the worst part is when your dreading the obivious. When the nurse leaves the room to get another docter. When they look at each other. when they look at you...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Aug 14, 2012

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    My Little One

    I would get pregnant but couldn't carry. After surgeries to clean me out (had endometriosis ) and reposition everything that grew together I finally became pregnant again and was carrying this one! Spent so much time on the nursery, getting everything just perfect. Then one day...
    needtobefree3333 needtobefree3333 46-50, F Jul 14, 2012

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    To The Baby I Carried And Lost <3

    i wonder what happens to babies who diedo they transform magically into a butterflywith gossamer wings lift up to the sky?the little bright soul you were  not yet bornin my heart i carry you noon night and morn'.i console myself i say you may have been illi was malnourished and...
    lunadelobos lunadelobos 41-45 20 Responses Jun 1, 2011

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    Today is the 3 year anniversary of me finding

    out I lost my baby girl...I was 5 months pregnant with my step-brother's baby (we weren't siblings yet our parents weren't even dating at the time). We had picked a name for her just before we went to the doctor for a check up. She was going to be Kylie Ray Houston and when I...
    BabyFox1995 BabyFox1995 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 15

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    A Letter To My Angel

    Dear baby,hello my angel. I want you to know that mommy loves and misses you sooo much. I didn't get the chance to help you grow long enough to find out your sex. However, I did have names picked out for you. Had you been a boy, you would have been named Brock Allen Watson, and...
    wishingforamiracle12 wishingforamiracle12 13-15, F Jul 4, 2012

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    Never Had The Chance To Say "i Love You"

    im 15 years old, and had my first miscarriage on march 12th 2011. i was about a month and a half pregnant and didnt know it untill that day. i remember it so well, i was so scared. i didnt know what was happening to me, to my body. i went to my friend for help...she researched...
    laniebug laniebug 13-15, F 10 Responses Jun 11, 2011

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    The Grace Of God

    when i was 13 i had a very adusive boyfriend who would hold me down and force me to do things to him sexualy he also did thinks to me i hated then he cumed near me becuse i didnt want to get pregnate and he would laugh at me being nervouse and one day he cumed and held me down...
    nicole518 nicole518 18-21, T 2 Responses Sep 14, 2012

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    Jayde Amira Beth I love you.

    I think about you a lot and I really wish I had you. I feel so empty without you. People don't understand why I talk about you. They don't know how I feel! My womb is empty and I feel empty! Please watch over me and pray for me please! I love you so much! I wish I could have you...
    ShariAna ShariAna 22-25, F Jan 28

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    Jayla

    My Love Bug Would Of Been Three Mommy Loves You
    Shelovely93 Shelovely93 18-21, F Nov 17, 2013

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    Seriously.. ?

    How do you cope ? I'm depressed. Lonely. I can barley get out of bed. I just want to eat and sleep. Life seriously sucks
    AylEX AylEX 18-21, F Jul 20, 2012

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    The Choice Was Never Mine....

    I have been and continue to be raped by my brother. About a week ago I found out I was pregnant. I kept it a secret and prayed that as rough as my brother was that it wouldn't hurt the baby. I never knew of it was him or his friends. I never decided if I wanted to keep it, abort...
    Alexandria22 Alexandria22 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 19, 2012

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    Number 9

    i have had 15 (not a typo) miscarriages. after the first 4 the doctor finally said, hey there might be something wrong. After testing everything under the sun they found some blood disorders and some other things. i was told i would never have a child. That apparently was...
    Hisproperty Hisproperty 41-45, F 4 Responses Oct 29, 2012

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    16&miscarried

    I'm 16 And I Had A Miscarriage..  My Boyfriend And I Have Been Going Through Some Rough Patches Lately, And We Had Actually Broken Up For A Weekend. During That Weekend, I Had Gone To The Beach With My Bestfriend To Try And Keep My Mind Off The Break Up. I Had Symptoms Of Being...
    ThatsSoJune ThatsSoJune 16-17, F Jul 12, 2012

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    Words Can't Express...

    Words can't express the pain, hurt, anger and depression you go through when you have lost your child. Your baby is a part of you growing inside you and you feel the natural instinct to protect, nuture and care for it but what happens when you lose that? So many emotions its hard...
    Blackbarbie1987 Blackbarbie1987 26-30, F 8 Responses Jan 19, 2013

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    We Still Love You

    well, i want you to know that i miss you :/ i've been trying not to get so upset lately about you being gone, since only me & your daddy knows about you. i don't know how i would even begin to tell your grandparents about it? so i have to stay strong & fight back the tears most...
    brie0711 brie0711 16-17, F Sep 1, 2012

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    My Sweet Angel Baby

    This story may be graphic and sad but I need to share my story. I was 17 weeks, everything seemed fine he was a healthy baby boy, one morning I woke up to go to the bathroom n passed a blood clot. I was scared of course so I went to the er since my doc wasn't answering. At the er...
    brc24 brc24 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 27, 2013

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    I Had A Miscarriage At 12 Weeks :( !

    In December of 2012 I realized I was late a week, but I decided to wait one more to get tested because I had pain like I was ovulating or so. I thought it was the stress of college. The week came and the pain continued , my breasts were very swollen, but it didn't came. The 21st...
    itzyboo7 itzyboo7 18-21, F Feb 11, 2013

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    My Angel Baby.

    I am sixteen years old. I got pregnant February 26th of 2011, by my exboyfriend, who i had been dating at the time. I found out i was pregnant somewhere around March 30th. My boyfriend ended our relationship around March 1st, i never told him i was pregnant because my school was...
    Ambz16 Ambz16 16-17, F Nov 19, 2011

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    Mommy Loves You!

    Dear Baby K,I never got to meet you but I am certain you would have been amazing. I think about you all the time but I have never been able to find the words to speak to you. I love you more than anything. While it is true that you were not conceived out of love, I adore you...
    Overwhelmed15 Overwhelmed15 26-30, F 4 Responses Sep 18, 2013

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    I Miss My Three Angels.

    Its 6 weeks today since i had a miscarriage,i lost my darling triplets at 11 weeks and 6 days.What has been happening to me these past weeks is all awful,i am terribly sad and i feel so alone,i used to talk to them and think of them every time. Falling...
    ghaliafs ghaliafs 36-40, F 1 Response Jan 3, 2013

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    The Blame Game

    I still remember the first time I lost a baby. I was about 15 and 2 months pregnant. I didn't realise it at the time. My then-partner told me he was infertile, and that meant it was okay for him to blow inside me. Being dub and 15, I believed him. I was a heavy smoker back then...
    ThisIsMediocritiesOldAcc ThisIsMediocritiesOldAcc 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 15, 2013

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    The Choice Was Never Mine....

    I have been and continue to be raped by my brother. About a week ago I found out I was pregnant. I kept it a secret and prayed that as rough as my brother was that it wouldn't hurt the baby. I never knew of it was him or his friends. I never decided if I wanted to keep it, abort...
    Alexandria22 Alexandria22 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 19, 2012

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    Mourning The Loss Of My First Baby.

    I found out i was pregnant on my birthday, and i was 7 weeks when i miscarried. only 2 months on and i still dont know how to cope. im only 17 but doesnt make the pain any less easier. I think of how far id be now, how id be getting a belly. and how id be able to start getting...
    CLeee CLeee 16-17, F 2 Responses Jan 26, 2012

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    I Have Two Angel Babies

    They're my world<3 No matter how they were almost brought into this world, they are still my lovely little angels. :(
    hellosweetie900 hellosweetie900 16-17, F Sep 23, 2013

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    Rest In Peace, Beautiful <3

    Today I found out a girl I had went to school with passed away in a car accident recently. My sister called me the day it happened and asked if everyone was home. There was an accident. She lives in California. I instantly worried about my boyfriend and then my mom when had left...
    brittanyrmackey brittanyrmackey 22-25, F 2 Responses Nov 19, 2011

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    How In Two Weeks My Entire World Changed Forever.

    I was raised in a conservative home. Sex before marriage was bad. My best example of why it was bad was my parents themselves. Not always the righteous southern Christians as when I was little they had two children outside of wedlock, my big sister and I. Because of us they got...
    graceinhealing graceinhealing 22-25, F Jul 24, 2012

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    Feel Broken

    my husband and i were trying to have a baby i was starting to think we will not be able to and then i get pregnant. than i found out that i miscarried and it was twins i need someone to talk to
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jun 4, 2012

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    Mommy's Angel.

    Dear Austin Trent Bearfield, I love you baby boy. Mommy misses you every single day. It has been a little over three years since you went to heaven. I bet its nice there, you will never get hurt there. I wish I could have held you. I just want you to know even though  I was...
    forgottenheart forgottenheart 18-21, F Jul 4, 2012

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    My First Love. My First Baby. My Tragedy.

    When I was 19 I was pregnant with my first and had got in a car accident. The woman was addicted to cocain and known for hitting people to collect insurance money according to the police. I lost the baby before I got to tell him b/c of an injury to my jaw. I knew I was sick so I...
    brittanyrmackey brittanyrmackey 22-25, F Nov 19, 2011

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    Dominique

    My first born would have turned 13 on February. Although its been years since we lost him, not a day goes by that I don't think of him, even if it's for a second. I lost him when I turned five months. I didn't know at the time I was meant to have difficult pregnancies. His loss...
    UpsidedownSnowglobe UpsidedownSnowglobe 36-40, F Jan 12, 2013

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    My Story

    I believe my story starts right at the beginning, with my marriage. In 2004 I married my best friend. He was a lot older then me, and I always wanted a large family, so we started right away. I happily got pregnant 4 months after our wedding day. I was so excited...nothing...
    lapla621 lapla621 26-30, F Nov 10, 2012

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    Cant Move On

    i miscarried at 10 weeks its been exactly 7 months since i miscarried and this saturday would have been my due date not a day has gone by that i dont think about my baby i cant handle being around pregnant people just far to painful ive been trying to get pregnant again but its...
    cantmoveonH cantmoveonH 18-21, F Oct 24, 2012

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    My Sweet Angel

    I had no idea when I went to the ultrasound that you even existed.... then went the woman told me that the baby looked well, but she had something to tell me I fell apart... You had been gone for 3 weeks already, and I never knew you were in me... Your twin sister will be 3...
    AprilM2006 AprilM2006 31-35, F 1 Response Feb 10, 2013

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    Well, where do I begin? I've wanted a baby my whole life. I can't wait to hold my bundle of joy in my arms. I got pregnant in March of 2013 and miscarried in May 2013. My due date...
    babygirl325 babygirl325 22-25, F 3 Responses Dec 2

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    1) I have been playing the flute for 10 years. 2) I have an African-American boyfriend, whom I love very much. 3) I want to go to college for Music Therapy. 4) I don't like ice...
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    Well, where do I begin? I've wanted a baby my whole life. I can't wait to hold my bundle of joy in my arms. I got pregnant in March of 2013 and miscarried in May 2013. My due date...
    babygirl325 babygirl325 22-25, F 3 Responses Dec 2

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    It's been just over a year since the last time I cut myself. This time of year is really hard for me. I miscarried last year, 5 days after the 1 year anniversary of my rape... For...
    KC94 KC94 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 1

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    I have been blessed by my friends who are ladies, they have given me guidance and their friendship they have tought me to love with out sex. I've cried with them loved them and...
    Richard1970 Richard1970 41-45 1 Response Dec 5

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    1.i am a mother 2. I am a hunter/fisher 3.i ride hoses 4.i am bi 5.i am allergic to avocados,lobster,tea,sun screen,bug spray,hairspray,wool,red dye 5, milk,coffee beans,grass...
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    This is the most miserable time of my life! My boyfriend of 1 year left me before I found out I was pregnant again... We planned this he wanted this he wanted a family and to be...
    HannahHurt HannahHurt 18-21, F 4 Responses Dec 10

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    Abortion was 8 months and a couple weeks ago.... We never got a due date, but it recently would have passed. We are both broken. She wanted to abort. I did not, I did not...
    sobagain sobagain 31-35 6 days ago

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