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    My Life Is Not A Fictional Story, And Eric Is A Four Letter Word...(part four)

    I might as well say the name of the pervert that ruined my life. Eric. Seems like someone that pillages and rapes, right? Well, you would be correct in this case...I don't want to go into too much detail...so i will list them chronologically. He yelled at me for hitting my dog...
    joyba61 joyba61 51-55, F 2 Responses Dec 16, 2012

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    At the moment, I’m not in a good place

    and I want to get out of that. Yesterday I realised that suddenly I have the most awful reputation at the school that I go to. Everyone sees me as shallow, bitchy, rude, self-centred, fake, and someone who overreacts to everything. There may be some truth in this because in this...
    sebnezede sebnezede 18-21, M Jun 9, 2014

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    I Didn't Mean For This To Happen.

    All throughout middle school, I was know as the ugly, fat, annoying, suicidal girl. Nobody would talk to me because they thought I was such a bad person because of what I had done in the past. It wasn't my fault that I got pushed over the edge one day and wanted to die, it really...
    laurenlovesyouu laurenlovesyouu 16-17, F Aug 10, 2011

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    My Life Is Not A Fictional Story, It Just Sounds Fictional (part Three)

    So, i am about 9 according to my "parents" at this time and am going into Fourth grade. Everything up to this point has been nothing but violence, screaming and yelling, my fake parents threatening to divorce every month over something stupid or another. Any ways, I enter the...
    joyba61 joyba61 51-55, F Dec 13, 2012

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    Heh heh heh....what can be achieved after the age of 30 and still have them thinking on the outside I'm innocent till I open my mouth.
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    Sometimes I feel like I'm a jinx because a lot of times I bring bad luck even though I don't mean to. When I first got with my ex, he lost his job and went broke, before me he was...
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    Ok, I really need help here. My mom restricted EVERYTHING on my phone. My stepdad won't let me go out with my friends. They won't let me do anything, just ANYTHING fun. Every time...
    LittleCutiePie7124 LittleCutiePie7124 13-15, F Jan 13

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    Welp, I just dumped two of my closest friends today. They both threw an ultimatum in my face, them or my fiance. They decided this because a couple months ago, they asked me to...
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    tlee5001 tlee5001 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 4

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    Well, haven't got that far but I see where it could come. My last attack was the 1st week in December, lasted four days. I just wanted to be alone, could not be around people. I...
    ernie222 ernie222 56-60, M Jan 7

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    To be a champion, I think you have to see the big picture. It's not about winning and losing; it's about every day hard work and about thriving on a challenge. It's about embracing...
    tiya78 tiya78 26-30, F Jan 12

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    akaShaun akaShaun 16-17, M 1 Response Dec 29, 2014

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    LoverOfAllSouls LoverOfAllSouls 13-15, F 1 Response Dec 31, 2014

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    tiya78 tiya78 26-30, F Jan 19

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    I'm gonna break down and just cry...
    EyelessGlitch EyelessGlitch 13-15, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    It's great that there's an experience for this. But, I would like to add that self-harm is a serious thing. Don't go posting pictures of your cuts, because you give those with a...
    Franse Franse 22-25, M 1 Response Jan 17

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    PaperPlanes88 PaperPlanes88 22-25, M 2 Responses Jan 6

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    Brunette4U Brunette4U 31-35, F 4 Responses 8 hrs ago

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    I been thinking a lot about this life thing. What it has in store for me and what am I gonna do with it. We humans always think for ourselves right? always the same old, get...
    YongTauFoo YongTauFoo 18-21, F 10 hrs ago

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    AndeleAndele AndeleAndele 18-21, M 10 hrs ago

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