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    I Didn't Mean For This To Happen.

    All throughout middle school, I was know as the ugly, fat, annoying, suicidal girl. Nobody would talk to me because they thought I was such a bad person because of what I had done in the past. It wasn't my fault that I got pushed over the edge one day and wanted to die, it really...
    laurenlovesyouu laurenlovesyouu
    18-21, F
    Aug 10, 2011

    My Life Is Not A Fictional Story, It Just Sounds Fictional (part Three)

    So, i am about 9 according to my "parents" at this time and am going into Fourth grade. Everything up to this point has been nothing but violence, screaming and yelling, my fake parents threatening to divorce every month over something stupid or another. Any ways, I enter the...
    joyba61 joyba61
    51-55, F
    1 Response Dec 13, 2012

    At the moment, I’m not in a good place

    and I want to get out of that. Yesterday I realised that suddenly I have the most awful reputation at the school that I go to. Everyone sees me as shallow, bitchy, rude, self-centred, fake, and someone who overreacts to everything. There may be some truth in this because in this...
    sebnezede sebnezede
    18-21, M
    Jun 9, 2014

    My Life Is Not A Fictional Story, And Eric Is A Four Letter Word...(part four)

    I might as well say the name of the pervert that ruined my life. Eric. Seems like someone that pillages and rapes, right? Well, you would be correct in this case...I don't want to go into too much detail...so i will list them chronologically. He yelled at me for hitting my dog...
    joyba61 joyba61
    51-55, F
    2 Responses Dec 16, 2012

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