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I Have a Bad Side

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 534 People

    Even with being filled with friendly peers,

    loving families, I sometimes still manage to be swallowed by anger, violence, etc. As much as I know its wrong, and I tell myself this everyday, I don't know if I will stop. I know I could never take another's life, but I won't hesitate to try on someone who deserves it more...
    ihatemypclife ihatemypclife 18-21, M 1 Response Nov 10, 2014

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    My bad side is that I would

    rather let someone that I love hurt me then hurt this person even if It wasn't my fault, I always tend to do everything that I can to put a smile on someone's face because is very hard for me to go sleep thinking that I've hurt someone, it mostly happens with my family members.
    lizzyWaterbearer lizzyWaterbearer 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 11, 2014

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    Well...

    It's the side that seek revenge, the side that hates, the side of me that wants to hurt, wants to destroy.
    CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick 22-25 5 Responses Jan 2, 2011

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    I'm usually really sweet

    and have sarcastic humor. But I always want to take risks and try so many things that so many people would shun me for... But I want to try them they seem exciting. I love breaking rules, big or small.
    laultman78 laultman78 16-17, F 5 Responses Jun 10, 2014

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    Everyone has a bad side.

    .. Most are just afraid to use it.
    PsychGirl94 PsychGirl94 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 31, 2015

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    I cant remember the last time i was angry.

    When i get violent, i feel happy if anything. Laughing and yelling at the top of my lungs. Die die die ill yell while laughing just pounding at the ground for no reason. I let it out. And in these times it feels okay. This side is the secret weapon ive never used on a person. Im...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jun 11, 2015

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    I think I might actually be an evil person.

    I try to be good but I always seem to make bad things happen. How can I stop being so destructive all the time?
    poirob poirob 31-35, M Nov 11, 2014

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    I think everyone has a.

    Bad side Ofcourse. If u make thm mad thn you'll find there bad side
    Anabe1995 Anabe1995 18-21, F Nov 11, 2014

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    I have a bad side. My parents.

    Now that I'm in college probably worry about me more than ever but if they saw the bad side.... They would be shocked.
    xoxobabe5262 xoxobabe5262 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 11, 2014

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    My Evil Side

    I am to this day still a fun loving kid. i go to school, i have friends, i do what i am told to. But a year ago something developed inside me it was combined with repressed memorizes, anger, and fear. it was my evil side. i have to this day repressed it but their is no secret its...
    joel2014 joel2014 13-15, M Feb 28, 2012

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    Well Not That Bad

     not bad at all but i took a fall far from grace i lost my place i shocked myself fell off the shelf i didn't care but felt their stare. and now i'm "good"? oh so it seems i am redeemed my life's a seam i coast the shore and they applaud but for my soul? not understood .
    shenightowl shenightowl 51-55, F May 22, 2012

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    at times, i just dont know what to think,

    just dont know what to do... at times, though i know what it is that has to be done and thought, i just wont do... at times, i just feel like i am oh so completely lost... at times, i act and feel oh so bad... did i just waste, the chances? the opportunities? and things? did i...
    hummingtree hummingtree 16-17, F Apr 12, 2015

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    I always show my good side

    but when I get hurt or angry the demon comes out to play
    Tylerb17 Tylerb17 16-17, M May 24, 2015

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    Roz2014 Roz2014 41-45, F 4 Responses Nov 11, 2014

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    I do. Yes, I can be the sweetest girl you've

    ever know, but as I'm pretty smart, when my evil side comes out... Sadly I recognize it but I can't stop being myself!
    ShyGirl17152 ShyGirl17152 18-21, F 3 Responses Jun 11, 2014

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    Everyone Has a Bad Side, Or Do They

    i am mainly a rational person, but sometimes i get right on my high horse and i turn into the devils daughter. I have no control over this side of me but it makes me who i am. I must empthasis that i have an equally good good side!.
    thehippy thehippy 41-45, F 13 Responses Mar 22, 2009

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    i break things

    ugh :(  hopefully, no more 
    canadiangoose canadiangoose 51-55 1 Response Nov 11, 2009

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    AllLoveXOXO AllLoveXOXO 18-21, M Jun 9, 2014

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    Amanda

    I hate amanda and she hates me. I am usually this girl that you would find sitting in the back of the room. But Amanda, is the one sitting in the front row, with the full intention of blocking everyone's view. I first met Amanda when i got into a fight with a relative...
    TheBlakkSheep TheBlakkSheep 16-17, F Jun 19, 2009

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    Who S That

    sitting in the corner is it the male me depressed that i am not female or is it the female me wanting out? why do you do all those bad things to me? jealosy anger? frustration? until i kbow i cant move on
    christinemelody christinemelody 56-60, T 1 Response Feb 21, 2013

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    I Like to Think I Am a Good Person.

    I do my best to treat people with love and respect. I am a firm believer in the golden rule, though I have admittedly colossal issues with organized religion. But at the same time, I do not believe in second chances. I don't believe in "forgive and forget". If I...
    Sarette Sarette 18-21, F Jun 19, 2009

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    The Ugly Within

    There's a part of me that comes out sometimes that I hate. When it happens the "real" me leaves and goes somewhere else. It almost feels like I'm somewhere up high, looking down on myself while I say and do horrible things. When this side comes out I am ruthless. It...
    Metanoia Metanoia 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 4, 2009

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    i like my bad side!

    so it's all good.
    CallmeHopelessNotRomantic CallmeHopelessNotRomantic 36-40, F Apr 1, 2015

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    I can easily forget people

    who hurt me..even if that person is my friend or so.. As long as they've hurt me in which they didn't know. I always act okay in front of them & still cast a smile on my face as if everything alright but I'm hurting... After we go on separate ways.. it really is 'goodbye' ...
    LiarOne LiarOne 22-25, F Mar 31, 2015

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    I find the happier my days are the harder and lonlier my nights are. The highs are wonderful but the lows are awful. No matter how hard I try I can't even out! I just want to feel...
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    It was a Saturday, around nine o'clock. I remember I had been feeling particularly apathetic that day, since a second, strong bout of depression had hit me the beginning of that...
    Kaoruk100 Kaoruk100 18-21, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Pushing out a lot of big farts :p
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    People say not to look to the past. I'm not sure if it's a blessing or a curse, but the past isn't an option for me because I don't remember it.
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    And today was one of them.......
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    LOL. I will try to improve, okay? :)
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