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I Have a Bad Side

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    Well Not That Bad

     not bad at all but i took a fall far from grace i lost my place i shocked myself fell off the shelf i didn't care but felt their stare. and now i'm "good"? oh so it seems i am redeemed my life's a seam i coast the shore and they applaud but for my soul? not understood .
    shenightowl shenightowl 51-55, F 1 Response May 22, 2012

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    I do. Yes, I can be the sweetest girl you've

    ever know, but as I'm pretty smart, when my evil side comes out... Sadly I recognize it but I can't stop being myself!
    ShyGirl17152 ShyGirl17152 16-17, F 3 Responses Jun 11, 2014

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    at times, i just dont know what to think,

    just dont know what to do... at times, though i know what it is that has to be done and thought, i just wont do... at times, i just feel like i am oh so completely lost... at times, i act and feel oh so bad... did i just waste, the chances? the opportunities? and things? did i...
    hummingtree hummingtree 13-15, F Apr 12

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    Everyone Has a Bad Side, Or Do They

    i am mainly a rational person, but sometimes i get right on my high horse and i turn into the devils daughter. I have no control over this side of me but it makes me who i am. I must empthasis that i have an equally good good side!.
    thehippy thehippy 41-45, F 13 Responses Mar 22, 2009

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    I can easily forget people

    who hurt me..even if that person is my friend or so.. As long as they've hurt me in which they didn't know. I always act okay in front of them & still cast a smile on my face as if everything alright but I'm hurting... After we go on separate ways.. it really is 'goodbye' ...
    LiarOne LiarOne 22-25, F Mar 31

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    The Ugly Within

    There's a part of me that comes out sometimes that I hate. When it happens the "real" me leaves and goes somewhere else. It almost feels like I'm somewhere up high, looking down on myself while I say and do horrible things. When this side comes out I am ruthless. It...
    Metanoia Metanoia 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 4, 2009

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    I think everyone has a.

    Bad side Ofcourse. If u make thm mad thn you'll find there bad side
    Anabe1995 Anabe1995 18-21, F Nov 11, 2014

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    Who S That

    sitting in the corner is it the male me depressed that i am not female or is it the female me wanting out? why do you do all those bad things to me? jealosy anger? frustration? until i kbow i cant move on
    christinemelody christinemelody 56-60, T 1 Response Feb 21, 2013

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    Amanda

    I hate amanda and she hates me. I am usually this girl that you would find sitting in the back of the room. But Amanda, is the one sitting in the front row, with the full intention of blocking everyone's view. I first met Amanda when i got into a fight with a relative...
    TheBlakkSheep TheBlakkSheep 16-17, F Jun 19, 2009

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    I'm usually really sweet

    and have sarcastic humor. But I always want to take risks and try so many things that so many people would shun me for... But I want to try them they seem exciting. I love breaking rules, big or small.
    laultman78 laultman78 16-17, F 5 Responses Jun 10, 2014

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    My Bad Side Is Not The Problem; Achieving Balance Is

    Sometimes I get so high on spiritual concepts, feelings of love and compassion, and a sense of Oneness -- that -- inevitably, I next experience my other side.  I am certain that we all have a "shadow self" -- Debbie Ford did great work on her DVD on the topic.  I think...
    FlowersNButterflies FlowersNButterflies 51-55, F 12 Responses Jul 7, 2010

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    Well...

    It's the side that seek revenge, the side that hates, the side of me that wants to hurt, wants to destroy.
    CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick 70+, F 5 Responses Jan 2, 2011

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    My bad side is that I would

    rather let someone that I love hurt me then hurt this person even if It wasn't my fault, I always tend to do everything that I can to put a smile on someone's face because is very hard for me to go sleep thinking that I've hurt someone, it mostly happens with my family members.
    lizzyWaterbearer lizzyWaterbearer 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 11, 2014

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    i break things

    ugh :(  hopefully, no more 
    canadiangoose canadiangoose 51-55 1 Response Nov 11, 2009

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    I think I might actually be an evil person.

    I try to be good but I always seem to make bad things happen. How can I stop being so destructive all the time?
    poirob poirob 26-30, M Nov 11, 2014

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    Everyone has a bad side.

    .. Most are just afraid to use it.
    PsychGirl94 PsychGirl94 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 31

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    Even with being filled with friendly peers,

    loving families, I sometimes still manage to be swallowed by anger, violence, etc. As much as I know its wrong, and I tell myself this everyday, I don't know if I will stop. I know I could never take another's life, but I won't hesitate to try on someone who deserves it more...
    ihatemypclife ihatemypclife 16-17, M 1 Response Nov 10, 2014

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    AllLoveXOXO AllLoveXOXO 18-21, M Jun 9, 2014

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    I have a bad side. My parents.

    Now that I'm in college probably worry about me more than ever but if they saw the bad side.... They would be shocked.
    xoxobabe5262 xoxobabe5262 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 11, 2014

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    My Evil Side

    I am to this day still a fun loving kid. i go to school, i have friends, i do what i am told to. But a year ago something developed inside me it was combined with repressed memorizes, anger, and fear. it was my evil side. i have to this day repressed it but their is no secret its...
    joel2014 joel2014 13-15, M Feb 28, 2012

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    i like my bad side!

    so it's all good.
    CallmeHopelessNotRomantic CallmeHopelessNotRomantic 36-40, F Apr 1

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    Roz2014 Roz2014 41-45, F 5 Responses Nov 11, 2014

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    I Like to Think I Am a Good Person.

    I do my best to treat people with love and respect. I am a firm believer in the golden rule, though I have admittedly colossal issues with organized religion. But at the same time, I do not believe in second chances. I don't believe in "forgive and forget". If I...
    Sarette Sarette 18-21, F Jun 19, 2009

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    Whenever I'm in a good mood I am a really fun and nice person...but if you get on my bad side I will punch you until you beg for mercy...then rip your throat out
    shadow696 shadow696 13-15 1 Response Apr 23

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    Yesterday I'd felt like I was still awake though I was sleeping, if that makes sense at all. I had a dream about living in this little worn down shack and for some reason I was...
    Britt4ny Britt4ny 70+, F 3 hrs ago

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    Charming and charismatic, cold, calculated, and contemptuous. I can waver back and for like a light switch being flicked. The darker side of me is vengeful, and irate...
    Congruent Congruent 18-21, M 1 Response May 7

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    Everyone had a side to them that no one knows of some people choose to eventually reveal it others choose to keep it locked away and only let it come out when they are alone or...
    LostNAnEcho LostNAnEcho 16-17, F 16 hrs ago

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    I didn't do well in this test. but they heard about my results. they literally didn't give me a minute of computer time since then. but what can i do? i did the best i can! and...
    player6598 player6598 13-15, M Apr 28

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    i dont know why the bad luck is always following me i wanna die??????
    imanb99 imanb99 13-15, F 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    Know what, to hell with this sudden bad mood. Ima find some good movies to distract myself. See ya, guys!
    MienaMena MienaMena 26-30, F 21 hrs ago

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    I got all my friends something for their birthday but none of them got me anything. they didn't even wish me a happy birthday and I always treat them out to eat. when they dont...
    xxxyl xxxyl 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 23

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    I have days where I just shut down. Yeah, I'm doing okay and better than I was. Though I have those days where I'm sad and don't do anything. I hate those days
    EssSmith EssSmith 16-17, F 3 Responses Apr 24

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    I have the same dream over and over nearly every time I go to sleep. Since September.... Someone I really care about that won't talk to me killing himself and its terrifying and I...
    AsCharleigh AsCharleigh 18-21, F Apr 28

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    The smallest things put me in the worst mood. Someone says a small comment and I want to rip their neck out with my teeth. I have absolutely no way of releasing my anger. I've...
    maroonmonsterchip maroonmonsterchip 13-15, F May 11

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    I have the worst friends. I'm always there for them and yet they are constantly ditching me or they'll go weeks without talking to me. ;( ;( ;(
    gjf112 gjf112 16-17, M 1 Response May 11

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    Okay love study leave get move around school whenever I want and can leave whenever but what I dislike about it is no one at school as they all at home. It just makes me lonely.
    CuteButTheDevil CuteButTheDevil 16-17, F 1 day ago

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    kind shy and insecure, and rude and inquizitive
    j0505c j0505c 41-45, M May 6

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    I can't help but slump in front of the computer. Spent a few hours there and now the top half of my back hurts. Always happens. I find sitting straight is uncomfortable and...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 1 Response Apr 23

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    Particularly with guys. Somehow the universe messes with the stars and destines me with men who i find very attractive, to be gay. I am for gay people, don't get me wrong, but i...
    Garcinia Garcinia 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 26

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    I go out to eat for the first time in like 2 months and now I'm sick. Great.
    akaShaun akaShaun 16-17, M 3 Responses May 1

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    My day didn't even start yet but I know it probably won't be a good one. I just woke up feeling sad and angry. Right now I feel very irritated and im sitting here in silence...
    anonamanda001 anonamanda001 18-21, F 2 Responses May 5

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    Hello fellow CES survivors my heart is out to you all I had surgery on March 4 2015 laminectomy/discectomy emergency decompression was paralyzed for 30 hours .This syndrome is one...
    clint03 clint03 36-40, M 6 hrs ago

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    I have a *not so hidden* darkside: You know that there are people that have a darkside that rarely comes out? That's NOT the case for me. I am a very violent and aggressive person...
    MasterMinecraft768 MasterMinecraft768 13-15, F 1 Response a week ago

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