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I Have a Bad Side

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 405 People

    And it wont go away either.

    Me begs God to shrink caring. Since caring causes it.
    OddlyScintilating OddlyScintilating 46-50, M Nov 15

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    Well Not That Bad

     not bad at all but i took a fall far from grace i lost my place i shocked myself fell off the shelf i didn't care but felt their stare. and now i'm "good"? oh so it seems i am redeemed my life's a seam i coast the shore and they applaud but for my soul? not understood .
    shenightowl shenightowl 51-55, F 1 Response May 22, 2012

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    Everyone Has a Bad Side, Or Do They

    i am mainly a rational person, but sometimes i get right on my high horse and i turn into the devils daughter. I have no control over this side of me but it makes me who i am. I must empthasis that i have an equally good good side!.
    thehippy thehippy 41-45, F 13 Responses Mar 22, 2009

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    Even with being filled with friendly peers,

    loving families, I sometimes still manage to be swallowed by anger, violence, etc. As much as I know its wrong, and I tell myself this everyday, I don't know if I will stop. I know I could never take another's life, but I won't hesitate to try on someone who deserves it more...
    ihatemypclife ihatemypclife 16-17, M 1 Response Nov 10

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    Who S That

    sitting in the corner is it the male me depressed that i am not female or is it the female me wanting out? why do you do all those bad things to me? jealosy anger? frustration? until i kbow i cant move on
    christinemelody christinemelody 56-60, T 1 Response Feb 21, 2013

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    Amanda

    I hate amanda and she hates me. I am usually this girl that you would find sitting in the back of the room. But Amanda, is the one sitting in the front row, with the full intention of blocking everyone's view. I first met Amanda when i got into a fight with a relative...
    TheBlakkSheep TheBlakkSheep 16-17, F Jun 19, 2009

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    I'm usually really sweet

    and have sarcastic humor. But I always want to take risks and try so many things that so many people would shun me for... But I want to try them they seem exciting. I love breaking rules, big or small.
    laultman78 laultman78 16-17, F 5 Responses Jun 10

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    Roz2014 Roz2014 41-45, F 5 Responses Nov 11

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    AllLoveXOXO AllLoveXOXO 18-21, M Jun 9

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    My bad side is that I would

    rather let someone that I love hurt me then hurt this person even if It wasn't my fault, I always tend to do everything that I can to put a smile on someone's face because is very hard for me to go sleep thinking that I've hurt someone, it mostly happens with my family members.
    lizzyWaterbearer lizzyWaterbearer 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 11

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    I think I might actually be an evil person.

    I try to be good but I always seem to make bad things happen. How can I stop being so destructive all the time?
    poirob poirob 26-30, M Nov 11

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    I Like to Think I Am a Good Person.

    I do my best to treat people with love and respect. I am a firm believer in the golden rule, though I have admittedly colossal issues with organized religion. But at the same time, I do not believe in second chances. I don't believe in "forgive and forget". If I...
    Sarette Sarette 18-21, F Jun 19, 2009

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    I have a bad side. My parents.

    Now that I'm in college probably worry about me more than ever but if they saw the bad side.... They would be shocked.
    xoxobabe5262 xoxobabe5262 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 11

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    I do. Yes, I can be the sweetest girl you've

    ever know, but as I'm pretty smart, when my evil side comes out... Sadly I recognize it but I can't stop being myself!
    ShyGirl17152 ShyGirl17152 16-17, F 3 Responses Jun 11

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    Well...

    It's the side that seek revenge, the side that hates, the side of me that wants to hurt, wants to destroy.
    CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick 22-25, F 5 Responses Jan 2, 2011

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    i break things

    ugh :(  hopefully, no more 
    canadiangoose canadiangoose 51-55 1 Response Nov 11, 2009

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    I think everyone has a.

    Bad side Ofcourse. If u make thm mad thn you'll find there bad side
    Anabe1995 Anabe1995 18-21, F Nov 11

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    The Ugly Within

    There's a part of me that comes out sometimes that I hate. When it happens the "real" me leaves and goes somewhere else. It almost feels like I'm somewhere up high, looking down on myself while I say and do horrible things. When this side comes out I am ruthless. It...
    Metanoia Metanoia 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 4, 2009

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    My Bad Side Is Not The Problem; Achieving Balance Is

    Sometimes I get so high on spiritual concepts, feelings of love and compassion, and a sense of Oneness -- that -- inevitably, I next experience my other side.  I am certain that we all have a "shadow self" -- Debbie Ford did great work on her DVD on the topic.  I think...
    FlowersNButterflies FlowersNButterflies 51-55, F 14 Responses Jul 7, 2010

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    My Evil Side

    I am to this day still a fun loving kid. i go to school, i have friends, i do what i am told to. But a year ago something developed inside me it was combined with repressed memorizes, anger, and fear. it was my evil side. i have to this day repressed it but their is no secret its...
    joel2014 joel2014 13-15, M Feb 28, 2012

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    Related Experiences

    Today's been so bad and the mornings just started. Late to school, but on the bright side I gotta play with 6 babies at daycare :)
    DeterminedToMakeLifeWorthIt DeterminedToMakeLifeWorthIt 16-17, F Nov 20

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    Haha... Side #1: Happy, retarded joker!!! Always smiles, very sensitive, swears. A LOT. Never takes things seriously, never quiet, clumsy, tolerant, nice, egotistic. Awesome...
    TheHetalianPewdiepieNerd TheHetalianPewdiepieNerd 26-30, F 6 days ago

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    I am still so angry. I don't know how to process these feelings and they are eroding my adult life, holding me back from being a successful person. Mental illness runs in my...
    momshelle momshelle 26-30, F Dec 9

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    I'd say a bad friend is someone who forgets to wish you a happy birthday and one who waits six months after hearing of your mothers death to contact you. Or someone who tells you...
    cicisays13 cicisays13 26-30, F 1 Response Dec 8

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    I joined this website because after getting in my second car accident in the the last two weeks (one resulting in my car being unfixable and the other which just happened an hour...
    kiiiten kiiiten 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 30

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    especially today is a bad day... the system of my country is sucks. there are no mercy to weaker people. i am feeling so down right now...no sweet family but abuser...i need to...
    juryandrews juryandrews 31-35, F Dec 2

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    Today is a bad day.... Nothing is going right .. I cannot smile my way Through My Sadness! I cannot carry another feather I will break.. I am home..In my favorite Pyjamas The...
    warriormama warriormama 41-45, F 8 Responses Dec 8

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    I feel like ive been cursed or something. All of my life ive been only suffering. It started from my childhood and continued now. I tried so many things but nothing helped. I fail...
    angel8i angel8i 31-35 2 Responses Nov 26

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    Plz excuse me if I'm ever mean to u or if I'm suddenly sad or even crying, I have like the worst mood swings
    Wannafillout Wannafillout 13-15, F Nov 29

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    im only 15 and I have horrid teeth. I don't smile infront of my friends and I allways cover my mouth. I just got braces and everybody wants to see them, but im not confident...
    jordyn0987654321 jordyn0987654321 26-30, F Dec 3

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    i really need to throw my negativety out.. i can't be better today. today is sucks!! i knew it.i shouldn't believed people easily. i did it again...i feel like i am so stupid...
    juryandrews juryandrews 31-35, F 2 Responses Dec 8

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    I told by my eye doctor that I was super near sighted. But my vision got even worse when I wore the wrong prescription of glasses, because last summer I broke them. I'm thankful...
    gorgeusgirlSky3 gorgeusgirlSky3 13-15 6 days ago

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    Some women say they like it gentle and some women like it rough! I like both done in the right way. Some men can get carried away with rough and some are just far too gentle.
    Peeonme69 Peeonme69 46-50, F 1 Response 13 hrs ago

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    I was raised to be sweet, kind, and compassionate. However, I can go from "bless your heart" to "awww hell naw!" in an instant.
    Dezireesdesire Dezireesdesire 18-21, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    One minutes I'm happy the next minute I'm depressed then I'm angry. I hate my life so much it make me sick when I think about certain things from my past.... God please bring peace...
    Ace2117 Ace2117 22-25, M 2 Responses Nov 19

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    I may be getting put on probation...
    DeterminedToMakeLifeWorthIt DeterminedToMakeLifeWorthIt 16-17, F Nov 20

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    Numbers On a silly piece of paper Is that all, The sum total Of what we do? To be in the world But not of the world We say. This day last year we were made To dissect those...
    novembermountain novembermountain 41-45, F Nov 20

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    One of those days where absolutely nothing does right :((
    TheSongPlaysWithin TheSongPlaysWithin 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 1

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    But things seem to always work themselves out. I'm staying hopeful and trying very hard to stay positive through these rough times.. I'm looking forward to getting the therapy I...
    alliemamabear alliemamabear 18-21, F Dec 2

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    My eyes are super dark they used to get mistaken as black not brown (now I say they're brown before someone can say they're black). When I wake up they're a bit lighter though.
    TurtlesAndLlamas TurtlesAndLlamas 18-21, F Dec 2

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    Im really fed up with you two being closer with each other than u r with me. and i was the one that introduced u two. im sick of u ignoring me all day today and making me feel...
    haily9784 haily9784 22-25, F 2 Responses Dec 5

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    the more self aware I become about my moods. the more I realize wow my moods are sooooo unstable! like this morning I was on top of the world. feeling great. now im like meh...
    wickedlilangel69 wickedlilangel69 31-35, F 6 days ago

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    I am not going to lie... I battle with depression. My life has not been easy. Some days I just don't want to get out if bed and today is one of them!!! But I had to work today :-(
    princessalicia princessalicia 22-25, F 5 Responses 3 days ago

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    When will I ever sleep again? Thinking about taking pills but have bad side effects. I don't know what to do and how to cope up with this.
    MaryJay712 MaryJay712 16-17, F 2 Responses Nov 25

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    this is going to sound stupid. I'm afraid of demons. like for real. And the dream I just had. I was awake the whole time. I knew where I was in time and space. but I heard these...
    ZombieBaitMaiden ZombieBaitMaiden 31-35, F 13 Responses Dec 10

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    dear: person I am angry at. I looked up to you. You didn't notice because you were busy looking at yourself in the mirror. I did everything you said to please you, to not get on...
    writingforlife6 writingforlife6 18-21, F 2 days ago

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    A few : -I don't know how to forgive, even if I say I forgive someone. I always have this passive aggressive behavior towards you if you've got on my bad side -I would NEVER cheat...
    akaShaun akaShaun 16-17, M 1 Response Nov 27

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    I'm a good person. Just don't get on my bad side or else the devils of the underworld will salute me for what I'm about to do to you
    TheKDoomsday TheKDoomsday 16-17, F 6 Responses Dec 8