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I Have a Bad Side

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    Everyone Has a Bad Side, Or Do They

    i am mainly a rational person, but sometimes i get right on my high horse and i turn into the devils daughter. I have no control over this side of me but it makes me who i am. I must empthasis that i have an equally good good side!.
    thehippy thehippy 41-45, F 13 Responses Mar 22, 2009

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    AllLoveXOXO AllLoveXOXO 18-21, M Jun 9

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    The Ugly Within

    There's a part of me that comes out sometimes that I hate. When it happens the "real" me leaves and goes somewhere else. It almost feels like I'm somewhere up high, looking down on myself while I say and do horrible things. When this side comes out I am ruthless. It...
    Metanoia Metanoia 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 4, 2009

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    Well...

    It's the side that seek revenge, the side that hates, the side of me that wants to hurt, wants to destroy.
    CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick 18-21, F 5 Responses Jan 2, 2011

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    I'm usually really sweet

    and have sarcastic humor. But I always want to take risks and try so many things that so many people would shun me for... But I want to try them they seem exciting. I love breaking rules, big or small.
    laultman78 laultman78 16-17, F 4 Responses Jun 10

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    Badgirl

    i am a hard working,warm, trusting soul, mainly gentle and compassionate...then every now and then i just want to burst! spring fever erupts, i drink too much, listen to mettalica and curse god and the world...luckily no one sees me..all done in my living room hee hee...sick of...
    shenightowl shenightowl 51-55, F 1 Response Aug 30, 2011

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    I do. Yes, I can be the sweetest girl you've

    ever know, but as I'm pretty smart, when my evil side comes out... Sadly I recognize it but I can't stop being myself!
    ShyGirl17152 ShyGirl17152 16-17, F 2 Responses Jun 11

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    My Bad Side Is Not The Problem; Achieving Balance Is

    Sometimes I get so high on spiritual concepts, feelings of love and compassion, and a sense of Oneness -- that -- inevitably, I next experience my other side.  I am certain that we all have a "shadow self" -- Debbie Ford did great work on her DVD on the topic.  I think...
    FlowersNButterflies FlowersNButterflies 51-55, F 14 Responses Jul 7, 2010

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    Amanda

    I hate amanda and she hates me. I am usually this girl that you would find sitting in the back of the room. But Amanda, is the one sitting in the front row, with the full intention of blocking everyone's view. I first met Amanda when i got into a fight with a relative...
    TheBlakkSheep TheBlakkSheep 16-17, F Jun 19, 2009

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    Who S That

    sitting in the corner is it the male me depressed that i am not female or is it the female me wanting out? why do you do all those bad things to me? jealosy anger? frustration? until i kbow i cant move on
    christinemelody christinemelody 56-60, T 1 Response Feb 21, 2013

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    My Evil Side

    I am to this day still a fun loving kid. i go to school, i have friends, i do what i am told to. But a year ago something developed inside me it was combined with repressed memorizes, anger, and fear. it was my evil side. i have to this day repressed it but their is no secret its...
    joel2014 joel2014 13-15, M Feb 28, 2012

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    I Like to Think I Am a Good Person.

    I do my best to treat people with love and respect. I am a firm believer in the golden rule, though I have admittedly colossal issues with organized religion. But at the same time, I do not believe in second chances. I don't believe in "forgive and forget". If I...
    Sarette Sarette 18-21, F Jun 19, 2009

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    Well Not That Bad

     not bad at all but i took a fall far from grace i lost my place i shocked myself fell off the shelf i didn't care but felt their stare. and now i'm "good"? oh so it seems i am redeemed my life's a seam i coast the shore and they applaud but for my soul? not understood .
    shenightowl shenightowl 51-55, F 1 Response May 22, 2012

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    i break things

    ugh :(  hopefully, no more 
    canadiangoose canadiangoose 51-55 1 Response Nov 11, 2009

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    I don't necessarily have bad teeth . I have a front Gap that I love . Maybe one day I'll get adult-braces or invisalign, but for right now I'm good. Straight teeth might take away...
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    Most people haven't seen? I can't think of a single person who's seen my true dark side. 98% of the time, my good side shows, and I am able to express that part of myself to others...
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    My side is this side being on Ep sharing my thoughts and sometimes strange fantasies. Realising there are people out there that find me attractive still. Spoken to some lovely...
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    Bad teeth gave me confidence... when i was younger i had the best teeth ever them being milk teeth they fell out..m adult teeth i believe are the worst ever instead of being...
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    Lately I been having really bad dreams that don't stop so I'm really to scared to fall back asleep because they seem to scary . My first dream was me dreaming in the exact...
    riaa777 riaa777 18-21, F 3 Responses Aug 2

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    My hand-writing is so bad, when I was at school they made me write everything in capital letters. Has it helped? No way! Uppercase, lowercase, my hand-writing is shocking no...
    ConcreteSleeper ConcreteSleeper 31-35, M 1 Response Aug 6

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    So I've been talking to this guy, he's a senior im a sophomore. I had a dream where my mom read our texts and found out we were sexting and it was so bad cause at first she asked...
    PierceTheGreen PierceTheGreen 13-15, F Aug 6

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    Many. But that shows good days. If i live through the bad.
    Livyn4pals Livyn4pals 46-50, M Aug 12

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    I feel as though I can commit great evil and not even bat an eye lash and not have emotions then my mind completely switches to how could I have ever thought that I don't know...
    MrStein MrStein 18-21, M 1 Response Aug 23

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    Lately, i've been feeling really on edge, like i just want to ******* blow up & cry & then just laugh. I've been feeling suicidal, but i haven't been wanting to go back to the...
    xxbangbangxx xxbangbangxx 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 12

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    I randomly get all depressed and I feel like no one want me around :( I don't know what to do. I don't have many friends as it is and my family is a damn mess. If only there was an...
    tm0801 tm0801 16-17, M 1 Response Aug 15

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    Omg we are going back to school in about 2 weeks and I'm freaking out, I have a lump in my throat again how will I manage another year like this? Help me :((
    acissej10 acissej10 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 21

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    I can write well... but that is when I proofread everything. I have re read my essays in college over and over again... most times I always miss somthing. I usally get good grades...
    stawnalahcim stawnalahcim 22-25, M 4 days ago

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    Without my glasses I am helpless, which sucks cause I hate glasses. I have had glasses for 10/17 years of my life. Now, at only 17 years old I have a prescription of -8.00 in both...
    sarasstories sarasstories 13-15, F 21 hrs ago

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    Whenever I smile I don't show my teeth. I don't have any cavities or rotten teeth. However my top front teeth are yellowed due to years of smoking. I no longer smoke. This has...
    BtotheR BtotheR 36-40, M Aug 16

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    Unfortunately this is me. I want to change that and be nice to everyone no matter how they treat you because that's what Jesus wants from us. I don't want an evil hateful person to...
    gardengirl17 gardengirl17 22-25, F Aug 5

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    I wish I could "me too" this but its very hard for me to always be nice.
    bigbacon12 bigbacon12 26-30, M Aug 5

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    Thank you for understanding me internet
    ActuallyGrace ActuallyGrace 13-15, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    How do you misspell 'no'?...
    elainah elainah 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 22

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    Survival of the Fittest - Most of the time I am steen as a reserved friendly smart kid. But when I feel in danger to myself in any form; I react with swiftly and brutally. This...
    ThatSn1perGuy ThatSn1perGuy 16-17, M Aug 16

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    Well, I wouldn't say that my handwriting is sloppy. I think of my handwriting as my own font!!!
    AwkwardlyClumsy AwkwardlyClumsy 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 6

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    They say rapid cycling bipolar. My pals say i care too much. Me says too hypersensitive. And too humane. And too ethical. And too much good stuff. Lol. Lmao...
    Livyn4pals Livyn4pals 46-50, M Aug 12

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    Today. I don't want to be a mom. For one day I don't want to be responsible. Day in day out I'm mom and dad. Today I want to be irresponsible. Today I want to get drunk. Today I...
    Jess7787 Jess7787 26-30, F Aug 12

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    Got a credit card at age 18 and it was a downward spiral from there. Now, I'm working on rebuilding it.
    guideme2truth guideme2truth 26-30, F 1 Response Aug 13

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    Cyclothymia maybe :/ there are triggers though. I'm not good with change.
    Bluesrain Bluesrain 26-30, F Aug 18

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    Bam. I woke up, I found out I got straight As in science GCSEs I took early. Science is my worst subject so yeah I felt ecstatic. I then look at myself in the mirror and, being...
    n4ta1i3 n4ta1i3 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 21

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    My teeth are awful. When I was younger I never brushed my teeth as I hate Mint and now , even though I do brush my teeth , I am seeing the consequences of my malnourishment . I'm...
    hannahleonard23 hannahleonard23 13-15, F Aug 24

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    I somehow managed to smash my grandmothers $200 per lamp, lamps in under 10 seconds. Oh great. :((
    TheSongPlaysWithin TheSongPlaysWithin 16-17, F Aug 24

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    I hate hate hate my handwriting!
    jenadvice jenadvice 18-21, F 5 days ago

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    My uncles still there. We got news today that his level of functioning is that of a comatose patient. They now also discovered that the reason his right side isn't functioning and...
    blahlahblah599 blahlahblah599 16-17, F 1 Response 9 hrs ago

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    Lost salvation, my senses are changing... Hey everyone. Please excuse my bad english since i am not a native speaker. I lost my salvation one month ago and I don't have to tell...
    fabigi fabigi 26-30, M 3 Responses Aug 24

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    I am such a bad person. I have done so many bad things in my life and I am still doing some of them till now and I'm afraid that it is only a matter of time before I go back to my...
    meme30 meme30 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 15

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    For as far as I can remember, I have the ability to influence the television. When I was young, the influence appeared to be positive. I wasn't aware that I had this influence...
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