I Have a Bad Side

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 523 People

    I always show my good side

    but when I get hurt or angry the demon comes out to play
    Tylerb17 Tylerb17
    16-17, M
    May 24, 2015

    I'm usually really sweet

    and have sarcastic humor. But I always want to take risks and try so many things that so many people would shun me for... But I want to try them they seem exciting. I love breaking rules, big or small.
    laultman78 laultman78
    16-17, F
    5 Responses Jun 10, 2014

    The Ugly Within

    There's a part of me that comes out sometimes that I hate. When it happens the "real" me leaves and goes somewhere else. It almost feels like I'm somewhere up high, looking down on myself while I say and do horrible things. When this side comes out I am ruthless. It...
    Metanoia Metanoia
    18-21, F
    1 Response Dec 4, 2009

    Who S That

    sitting in the corner is it the male me depressed that i am not female or is it the female me wanting out? why do you do all those bad things to me? jealosy anger? frustration? until i kbow i cant move on
    christinemelody christinemelody
    56-60, T
    1 Response Feb 21, 2013

    My bad side is that I would

    rather let someone that I love hurt me then hurt this person even if It wasn't my fault, I always tend to do everything that I can to put a smile on someone's face because is very hard for me to go sleep thinking that I've hurt someone, it mostly happens with my family members.
    lizzyWaterbearer lizzyWaterbearer
    22-25, F
    1 Response Nov 11, 2014

    i like my bad side!

    so it's all good.
    CallmeHopelessNotRomantic CallmeHopelessNotRomantic
    36-40, F
    Apr 1, 2015
    Roz2014 Roz2014
    41-45, F
    4 Responses Nov 11, 2014

    Even with being filled with friendly peers,

    loving families, I sometimes still manage to be swallowed by anger, violence, etc. As much as I know its wrong, and I tell myself this everyday, I don't know if I will stop. I know I could never take another's life, but I won't hesitate to try on someone who deserves it more...
    ihatemypclife ihatemypclife
    18-21, M
    1 Response Nov 10, 2014

    i break things

    ugh :(  hopefully, no more 
    canadiangoose canadiangoose
    51-55
    1 Response Nov 11, 2009

    I think I might actually be an evil person.

    I try to be good but I always seem to make bad things happen. How can I stop being so destructive all the time?
    poirob poirob
    31-35, M
    Nov 11, 2014

    I cant remember the last time i was angry.

    When i get violent, i feel happy if anything. Laughing and yelling at the top of my lungs. Die die die ill yell while laughing just pounding at the ground for no reason. I let it out. And in these times it feels okay. This side is the secret weapon ive never used on a person. Im...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Jun 11, 2015

    Amanda

    I hate amanda and she hates me. I am usually this girl that you would find sitting in the back of the room. But Amanda, is the one sitting in the front row, with the full intention of blocking everyone's view. I first met Amanda when i got into a fight with a relative...
    TheBlakkSheep TheBlakkSheep
    16-17, F
    Jun 19, 2009

    I think everyone has a.

    Bad side Ofcourse. If u make thm mad thn you'll find there bad side
    Anabe1995 Anabe1995
    18-21, F
    Nov 11, 2014

    I have a bad side. My parents.

    Now that I'm in college probably worry about me more than ever but if they saw the bad side.... They would be shocked.
    xoxobabe5262 xoxobabe5262
    18-21, F
    1 Response Nov 11, 2014

    I Like to Think I Am a Good Person.

    I do my best to treat people with love and respect. I am a firm believer in the golden rule, though I have admittedly colossal issues with organized religion. But at the same time, I do not believe in second chances. I don't believe in "forgive and forget". If I...
    Sarette Sarette
    18-21, F
    Jun 19, 2009

    Well Not That Bad

     not bad at all but i took a fall far from grace i lost my place i shocked myself fell off the shelf i didn't care but felt their stare. and now i'm "good"? oh so it seems i am redeemed my life's a seam i coast the shore and they applaud but for my soul? not understood .
    shenightowl shenightowl
    51-55, F
    May 22, 2012
    AllLoveXOXO AllLoveXOXO
    18-21, M
    Jun 9, 2014

    Well...

    It's the side that seek revenge, the side that hates, the side of me that wants to hurt, wants to destroy.
    CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick
    22-25
    5 Responses Jan 2, 2011

    Everyone Has a Bad Side, Or Do They

    i am mainly a rational person, but sometimes i get right on my high horse and i turn into the devils daughter. I have no control over this side of me but it makes me who i am. I must empthasis that i have an equally good good side!.
    thehippy thehippy
    41-45, F
    13 Responses Mar 22, 2009

    I do. Yes, I can be the sweetest girl you've

    ever know, but as I'm pretty smart, when my evil side comes out... Sadly I recognize it but I can't stop being myself!
    ShyGirl17152 ShyGirl17152
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Jun 11, 2014

    at times, i just dont know what to think,

    just dont know what to do... at times, though i know what it is that has to be done and thought, i just wont do... at times, i just feel like i am oh so completely lost... at times, i act and feel oh so bad... did i just waste, the chances? the opportunities? and things? did i...
    hummingtree hummingtree
    16-17, F
    Apr 12, 2015

    Everyone has a bad side.

    .. Most are just afraid to use it.
    PsychGirl94 PsychGirl94
    18-21, F
    1 Response Mar 31, 2015

    My Evil Side

    I am to this day still a fun loving kid. i go to school, i have friends, i do what i am told to. But a year ago something developed inside me it was combined with repressed memorizes, anger, and fear. it was my evil side. i have to this day repressed it but their is no secret its...
    joel2014 joel2014
    13-15, M
    Feb 28, 2012

    I can easily forget people

    who hurt me..even if that person is my friend or so.. As long as they've hurt me in which they didn't know. I always act okay in front of them & still cast a smile on my face as if everything alright but I'm hurting... After we go on separate ways.. it really is 'goodbye' ...
    LiarOne LiarOne
    22-25, F
    Mar 31, 2015

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