and more about recently and I'm thinking of telling a few friends soon.
I want someone to know, someone I can talk to about it that's my age, who's going through the same stuff or has.
I wish I could tell people without worrying what they'll think.
I may never tell them, I...
. I'm afraid it will hurt them too much. I have to hold it back and act like i don't care. I know what's wrong but I'm not going to tell them.. I have absolutely nothing I can do. Do you know how hard it is? Everything I've worked for, down the drain. I spend my days pissed off...
time we can
He touches me like no one ever did
He kisses me so passionately
My heart melts every time i see his eyes
I feel weak when i think of him
He turns me on with one kiss
He knows how i like it done
He undresses me while we kiss
He pushes in so softly
He turns me on its...
and shame to my therapist. I feel like I'm about to die; I fear silent judgement and I'm sure I'll melt down in tears due to shame. Maybe one day I'll feel strong enough to share it on EP too, we'll see.