and shame to my therapist. I feel like I'm about to die; I fear silent judgement and I'm sure I'll melt down in tears due to shame. Maybe one day I'll feel strong enough to share it on EP too, we'll see.
time we can
He touches me like no one ever did
He kisses me so passionately
My heart melts every time i see his eyes
I feel weak when i think of him
He turns me on with one kiss
He knows how i like it done
He undresses me while we kiss
He pushes in so softly
He turns me on its...
and more about recently and I'm thinking of telling a few friends soon.
I want someone to know, someone I can talk to about it that's my age, who's going through the same stuff or has.
I wish I could tell people without worrying what they'll think.
I may never tell them, I...
. I'm afraid it will hurt them too much. I have to hold it back and act like i don't care. I know what's wrong but I'm not going to tell them.. I have absolutely nothing I can do. Do you know how hard it is? Everything I've worked for, down the drain. I spend my days pissed off...