I Have a Cold and and Blackened Heart

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 134 People

    Don't judge until you actually understand.

    People always think they understand how you feel when they know nothing of it, they go about their days without a single clue as of why you act like this- but they truly don't care. I'm not going to go in and tell you a sob story of how my lil heart got broken and I lost...
    deleted deleted
    Mar 6, 2014

    I Wish

    I wish i was your happieness. the one who made you smile. I wish I was your everything.  I wish i could hug you and make your pain go away. I wish i could joke with you and just make your day. I want to be your everything. The one you charish and love. I so badly long to be...
    rfsfbb rfsfbb
    18-21, F
    1 Response Dec 13, 2007

    Pain Brings Punishment.

    So many people I've hurt, and most of the reasons, if any at all, were at the most trivial. I've told loved ones i hated them, even to my mother. I've laughed at the misfortunes of others, teased and insulted others for foolish reasons. And for what, FOR WHAT! A laugh here, a...
    JollyDevittaRoger JollyDevittaRoger
    22-25, M
    4 Responses Dec 15, 2007

    Black Rain.

    The rain sounds thunderous in my ears. My hands covered in blood. Who did I hurt this time? Should I care? What was there crime? The rain is all I hear. No heartbeat. I check myself, no pulse. I remember now. I hurt someone. My darling Andrea. A long drive in the rain...
    JollyDevittaRoger JollyDevittaRoger
    22-25, M
    9 Responses Dec 15, 2007

    Black Hole

    Honestly, this is what I am. I'm not a giver, I'm a taker. Some people are charmed by me and a majority know not to come near me. Everything from my motivations to how I live is not right in a good person's eye. I am what I am. This me and this is the condition of my heart. Don't...
    LovelessDeluxe LovelessDeluxe
    2 Responses Jun 27, 2011

    A Short Poem

    Do you see me. Can you hear. Im all alone wanting you near. you left me lonely drowning in my tears. My heart is pounding and i just cant think. my life is disapearing and im ready to sink. I watch you leave.  I have lost control. Im spiralling down. Im such a fool. I...
    rfsfbb rfsfbb
    18-21, F
    1 Response Dec 13, 2007

    Wasted Efforts

    My ex is addicted to coke. For years, I picked up his used tissues, checked out the "noises" he heard, covered for him with his kids and family, let him in when he was ready to lay off the sh*t for a few days. I told him he was better than being an addict. I held him...
    hotmama27 hotmama27
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Dec 13, 2007

    **** you. I hate this

    and everything else in this world...
    Sunshineh13 Sunshineh13
    26-30, F
    Feb 24, 2015

    Ice Queen

    People call me emotionless expressionless girl at school in classes they think Im weird x[ but at Lunch and Recess my friends and I go to this place =] [&&] we mock around laugh...smile =D  and we be ourselves xD I am cold sometimes maybe its because people treat me...
    LilMissInnocent LilMissInnocent
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jul 7, 2008


    Someone called me a robot once, which is cool I guess. :D
    Mdear Mdear
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Dec 16, 2010

    Antarctica Minor.

    Yep. It's not all sunshine and happy days. I have a cold spot. An Ace Of Spades next to the Queen Of Hearts. Both are my favourite cards in a deck. And the Joker too, of course. And the Jack, come to think of it. But not the card; the AC/DC song rather. That cold spot can...
    jimmyrudyjump jimmyrudyjump
    56-60, M
    1 Response Feb 22, 2011
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