I Have a Complicated Life

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 258 People

    I feel like none of my friends really know me.

    I would never discuss what I've been and am currently going through because I feel as if they would never understand. In school it is like I am living a completely different life and am a different person. My demons are hidden. I don't know which one is really me.
    susann017 susann017
    13-15, F
    Jul 4, 2015

    My Crazy, Yet Not So Fun Life.

    My life is pretty screwed up, it may not be the worst, but its not the best. First of all, my parents divorced before i could even walk. I didnt know what a dad was, or who mine was untill the age of seven. After about a year i realized my mother was an alcoholic, she never did...
    LostInMyOwnWorld98 LostInMyOwnWorld98
    13-15, F
    2 Responses Jan 5, 2011

    I'm numb. I cannot concentrate on many things.

    Its hard to laugh and cry. Shock treatments did this to me. I feel all alone even when I'm around people.
    Ang012685 Ang012685
    31-35, F
    1 Response Jul 5, 2015

    And It's Not Just Complicated...

    My life is one big fat paradox, it should never have happened this way, it should never have been so complex and painful, I should never have experienced it all and live to tell. My personal history is full of contradictions, my parents tried to twist the past by constantly...
    Perturbee Perturbee
    46-50, F
    1 Response Sep 12, 2009

    Especially Over the Last 3 Years..

    ever since a lot of things have come out into the open my life has become a lot more complicated. i never know whats going to happen from one week to the next. some times my weeks are so monotinous and predictable, yet complicated then something will happen, most of the time bad...
    FromTheHeartOfaWoman FromTheHeartOfaWoman
    22-25, F
    May 11, 2009

    Hous Rules Too Many Comlplicated Life

    I have rules even a that my older brother appoved of with my caregiver, they are too many to remember, and at times, I want to go places but rules are too many rules, thats life, and love it here at my home even with too many rules of this complated life
    Ratfink Ratfink
    51-55, M
    1 Response Oct 11, 2008

    Train Station

    i have been having a lot of dreams here latley but this one isent about me... its my ex boyfriend, we recently split i split with him. he text me today saying that he had this dream... He was in a train station and he was calling out my name which he said seemed like forever. i...
    areinhart25 areinhart25
    22-25
    1 Response Jan 22, 2009

    Really bummed right now need people to talk to,

    I just can't sleep cause my life keeps becoming more and more complicated
    chrisk98 chrisk98
    18-21, M
    Mar 6, 2014

    At Least I Think So

    So I was not sure if this was the group for me, but I will let you guys decide that. My life is complicated because... Well first off I am at a place I hate. I have lived in Colorado for 90% of my life. I am so fed up with this god damn state. I have very few good memories, and...
    ForgottenMale ForgottenMale
    26-30, M
    Feb 8, 2013

    Oh God. I Have No Idea Where To Start. Fml Sounds Good.

    alright.... umm.. so my aunt she's trash k. and while her and her husband went out every night getting drunk and high her son-my cousin, was at the naghbors house being babysat. and he was about 3 when this started. and the guy babysitting him sexually abused my cousin. for...
    lpc17 lpc17
    13-15, F
    Apr 18, 2010

    I Get Confused Sometimes...

    just thinking about all the corners of my life, even gets me confused half the time. every erea of my life, is so complicated. my family, my friends, my schooling, deaths, jobs, past, present, future...i don't understand how we got to be so complicated.
    FromTheHeartOfaWoman FromTheHeartOfaWoman
    22-25, F
    1 Response Oct 11, 2008

    Wow, When Did I Type This?

    Change is something I face every day. Of course. From feelings to emotions, to where I live, and to who I am with. It's change. It's seems like a lot has changed. I once herd this before. Change is good, withoout change their is no process, without process, their will be no...
    Brandon15shawana Brandon15shawana
    18-21, M
    Mar 17, 2013

    People want to live double lives

    and wonder why their lives are so complicated ......
    Rosebox Rosebox
    18-21, F
    Dec 26, 2014

    They Think They Know Me.

    There are so many people who walk this world alone. I am one of those people. I have so many struggles. I have a lot of problems. my life is complicated. I don't have a lot of friends because I rather have 4 quarters then 100 pennies if you know what that means. I used to get...
    1 Response Feb 12, 2013

    I Won't Even Try To Explain

    It's just that I am not your typical single guy. I am domesticated, family oriented and very selective about who gets close to me. I believe EP is a great place for people like me that have a lot of love and affection to give from a distance. Can you guys dig that action? I...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Mar 27, 2011

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