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I Have a Complicated Life

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    I feel like none of my friends really know me.

    I would never discuss what I've been and am currently going through because I feel as if they would never understand. In school it is like I am living a completely different life and am a different person. My demons are hidden. I don't know which one is really me.
    susann017 susann017 13-15, F Jul 4, 2015

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    I'm numb. I cannot concentrate on many things.

    Its hard to laugh and cry. Shock treatments did this to me. I feel all alone even when I'm around people.
    Ang012685 Ang012685 31-35, F 1 Response Jul 5, 2015

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    I Won't Even Try To Explain

    It's just that I am not your typical single guy. I am domesticated, family oriented and very selective about who gets close to me. I believe EP is a great place for people like me that have a lot of love and affection to give from a distance. Can you guys dig that action? I...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Mar 27, 2011

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    Wow, When Did I Type This?

    Change is something I face every day. Of course. From feelings to emotions, to where I live, and to who I am with. It's change. It's seems like a lot has changed. I once herd this before. Change is good, withoout change their is no process, without process, their will be no...
    Brandon15shawana Brandon15shawana 18-21, M Mar 17, 2013

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    People want to live double lives

    and wonder why their lives are so complicated ......
    Rosebox Rosebox 18-21, F Dec 26, 2014

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    Hous Rules Too Many Comlplicated Life

    I have rules even a that my older brother appoved of with my caregiver, they are too many to remember, and at times, I want to go places but rules are too many rules, thats life, and love it here at my home even with too many rules of this complated life
    Ratfink Ratfink 51-55, M 1 Response Oct 11, 2008

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    They Think They Know Me.

    There are so many people who walk this world alone. I am one of those people. I have so many struggles. I have a lot of problems. my life is complicated. I don't have a lot of friends because I rather have 4 quarters then 100 pennies if you know what that means. I used to get...
    1 Response Feb 12, 2013

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    Train Station

    i have been having a lot of dreams here latley but this one isent about me... its my ex boyfriend, we recently split i split with him. he text me today saying that he had this dream... He was in a train station and he was calling out my name which he said seemed like forever. i...
    areinhart25 areinhart25 22-25 1 Response Jan 22, 2009

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    I Get Confused Sometimes...

    just thinking about all the corners of my life, even gets me confused half the time. every erea of my life, is so complicated. my family, my friends, my schooling, deaths, jobs, past, present, future...i don't understand how we got to be so complicated.
    FromTheHeartOfaWoman FromTheHeartOfaWoman 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 11, 2008

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    Really bummed right now need people to talk to,

    I just can't sleep cause my life keeps becoming more and more complicated
    chrisk98 chrisk98 18-21, M Mar 6, 2014

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    And It's Not Just Complicated...

    My life is one big fat paradox, it should never have happened this way, it should never have been so complex and painful, I should never have experienced it all and live to tell. My personal history is full of contradictions, my parents tried to twist the past by constantly...
    Perturbee Perturbee 46-50, F 1 Response Sep 12, 2009

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    My Crazy, Yet Not So Fun Life.

    My life is pretty screwed up, it may not be the worst, but its not the best. First of all, my parents divorced before i could even walk. I didnt know what a dad was, or who mine was untill the age of seven. After about a year i realized my mother was an alcoholic, she never did...
    LostInMyOwnWorld98 LostInMyOwnWorld98 13-15, F 2 Responses Jan 5, 2011

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    Especially Over the Last 3 Years..

    ever since a lot of things have come out into the open my life has become a lot more complicated. i never know whats going to happen from one week to the next. some times my weeks are so monotinous and predictable, yet complicated then something will happen, most of the time bad...
    FromTheHeartOfaWoman FromTheHeartOfaWoman 22-25, F May 11, 2009

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    Oh God. I Have No Idea Where To Start. Fml Sounds Good.

    alright.... umm.. so my aunt she's trash k. and while her and her husband went out every night getting drunk and high her son-my cousin, was at the naghbors house being babysat. and he was about 3 when this started. and the guy babysitting him sexually abused my cousin. for...
    lpc17 lpc17 13-15, F Apr 18, 2010

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    At Least I Think So

    So I was not sure if this was the group for me, but I will let you guys decide that. My life is complicated because... Well first off I am at a place I hate. I have lived in Colorado for 90% of my life. I am so fed up with this god damn state. I have very few good memories, and...
    ForgottenMale ForgottenMale 26-30, M Feb 8, 2013

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    Okay , so i have this huge void in my life that nothing seems to fill No amount of soul searching will do it and certainly no amount of practical actions can detract from it. So I...
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    Within two years of graduating from high school back in the early 80's, I married and had three children. A few years after that marriage ended, I remarried and was in a miserable...
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    It is time I take moment. I sit back and take a critical inventory of my life. Whom I have hurt. How I managed to get to where I am. I have never allowed myself to dwell on it...
    GWMH GWMH 56-60, M 1 Response 4 hrs ago

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    15 years ago I loved him. I adored him and I respected him. Now, for the life of me, no matter what good he does I have little feelings at all. For the longest time I tried to...
    Mallory38 Mallory38 36-40, F 3 Responses 4 hrs ago

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    Six months ago my life was very different. I was complacently married to a man that I had grown apart from, but I was alright with our situation. I had been intensely focused on...
    ginger9999 ginger9999 31-35, F 1 Response 5 hrs ago

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    One day, maybe two years ago, I had attempted scuicide, I felt as if I was alone and at the time I didn't have any friends, they had all began to dislike me due to another "friend...
    Gage13Flores Gage13Flores 18-21, M 1 Response 6 hrs ago

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    My dad is a heroin addict, has been for as long as I remember. I don't know how to help him anymore. He has had spells where he gets clean for a couple of weeks but always go back...
    Charley271 Charley271 26-30, F 6 hrs ago

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    I write a lot about men...like a LOT. Men have always been a big part of my life since the first breath I took in this form. Growing up the only man a part of my life, after the...
    MsJessicaRabbit MsJessicaRabbit 26-30, F 1 Response 6 hrs ago

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    I'm hurting for different reasons and i dont know where to start my healing process.. what issue to tackle first(sigh) Why can't i find peace and move on? Accept what i cannot...
    sweetsandlove sweetsandlove 26-30, F 1 Response 8 hrs ago

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    Every has a side that nobody knows .... or maybe we dont really wanna show.. There is nothing wrong in having a dark side.. Its a space created by your mind, where u can think...
    ESR88888 ESR88888 18-21, F 2 Responses 9 hrs ago

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    I'll dress up in a nice dress. I'll paint my nails pearl. I'll dye my hair in a nice light colour, And make it look perfect. I'll have my heels tied with an elegant little bow. I...
    Ilerovers Ilerovers 22-25, F 9 hrs ago

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    I had a very bad road accident coming home from work (March 2001). My brain was very badly damaged; I was told that there was no part around the outside of the brain which was not...
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    Waking up in the middle of the night and being unable to sleep. What was it, 3 am? Many nights I will wake up spontaneously during. But typically if the lights are on I just fall...
    Hush92 Hush92 18-21, F 1 Response 12 hrs ago

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    I have made mistakes in life like anyone else. But I have learned from them all and I am a better person for it .
    Cynthia79 Cynthia79 36-40, F 4 Responses 12 hrs ago

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    Why are so many among us live with little or no joy? Discouragement, weariness, disillusionment, shattered dreams, unrealized goals; the same old battles we have been fighting. I...
    Solegne Solegne 41-45, F 4 Responses 13 hrs ago

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    I'm very assuming that my life here isn't easy I just think the way I am and I think someday I'll be out here and never return. so I was like a hard rock in the past I can't feel...
    aereuz2 aereuz2 16-17, M 14 hrs ago

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    While four-year-old Alfie loves ­dinosaurs, fire engines and cars, Logan prefers sparkly dresses, wands and Frozen’s Princess Elsa.But what makes their differences all...
    janecool janecool 16-17, M 4 Responses 14 hrs ago

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    Getting old fears me. True. I am shocked that i am no longer a teenager, but why is it like only my age increases? I feel like my mentality when i was a teenager is the same as i...
    blitzkrieg7 blitzkrieg7 22-25, F 3 Responses 15 hrs ago

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    Most of the time I'm a fail simple kind of man. But sometimes I can be extremely complicated also. My emotions are what complicates things because I'm highly emotional with certain...
    TimeUnfolds TimeUnfolds 31-35, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Don't get me wrong; I like boobs. I just like them on other people. :) I think my life is complicated enough without them getting in the way!
    thecutestpanda thecutestpanda 26-30, M 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    this is gonna be the one thing I'm gonna be looking for most in life. a guy who will stay with me no matter who complicated I am. as truly I'm a mess when it comes to things in my...
    dathglas dathglas 13-15, M 4 Responses 2 days ago

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    This is exactly what i want,been wanting.I find it really hard to believe that this person is real though.Id like to but,why would they?I wouldn't,if I'm honest irregardless of how...
    simpleandpossible simpleandpossible 22-25, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    You attract confusion when you put yourself in a complicated situation.. You wont feel the effect at first but once you indulge yourself with others peoples dilemma you find your...
    nalbyan nalbyan 31-35, F 3 Responses 2 days ago