I Have A Complicated Mind

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    It's driving me insane.

    I can't keep living like this.
    LikeAPrayer LikeAPrayer
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jul 12, 2014

    At Least That's What My Therapist Tells Me...

    and i'm not inclined to disagree. she says i rationalize doing self defeating things like sleeping and eating too much to escape depression. but i also use the same mind to come up with rationalizations to cope with bad things that happen to me by being very clever about finding...
    dianetheflighty dianetheflighty
    51-55, F
    2 Responses Jul 31, 2011

    Insomniac

    The sound of pouring rain bouncing of the roof as it hit in hard splashes kept me awake. It had been completely silent if not for the downpour, but for the first time in a long time I felt peaceful. Listening to the water fall down on my roof was calming, relaxing, soothing. I...
    KooKooCachoo KooKooCachoo
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Mar 9, 2013

    I am a rather lazy writer.

    I need ideas...motivation.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Nov 25, 2015

    Mind Over Sex

    The mind is the most powerful sex tool ever to be discovered. The mind can create beauty out of mediocrity. It can create willingness out of shyness. and in thus doing so it can open the entire body to dimensions of pleasure that were not even imagined even in people who have...
    badboybrian802 badboybrian802
    46-50, M
    Dec 30, 2010

    Be Afraid

    Be afraid of people like me. People who are not vulgar, that seem to be educated that good intentions, people you talk about the meaning of life, people who look charming. I am dangerous because i don't know what i want .And most of the things that i want are to high to be...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    5 Responses Sep 11, 2013

    My Mind Is A Mess

    i am 43, i have done very little with my life.my mum calls me a failure or a dissapointment to her. she says i need to get a life she knows im so fed up i admit my life has gone bad on me , im very lonely, i have been depressed for years. i take anti depressants but they do...
    defoekeane defoekeane
    36-40, M
    1 Response Sep 20, 2013

    It Hurts, It Breaks, But It Brings The Life In Your Soul....

    Definitely it's love... Where is the manual? I just need to prepare myself to the time when it's getting worse... Crying is easier, pain is heavier... But having someone you loe next to you, is like you own the whole word.,,, I love you but I hate you too...
    TurningPage2013 TurningPage2013
    26-30, F
    Mar 27, 2013

    I'm so random.... Like literally

    if people knew what I was thinking sometimes, they'd kill me
    Deleted02749 Deleted02749
    18-21, F
    1 Response Oct 10, 2014

    The Phases

    love phase: name says it all wondering bout soul mates my crushes etc gaming phase: thinking bout video gamez fantasy phase: thinking bout all things epic and unreal life phase: thinking about what is life aliens etc intelect phase: putting intelegice to work rage phase...
    AwokenBySilence AwokenBySilence
    18-21, M
    Mar 26, 2013

    The way I think if things is

    so extraordinary ! :)
    kissssmykiki kissssmykiki
    26-30, F
    Jul 29, 2014

    Yes, I Do

    I think way too much. I always overthink things, which leads me to worry way more than I truly should. I also analyze things, and I like to know how things work, and often end up figuring it out myself. I like knowing random facts because I want to know as much as possible...
    Veronica4 Veronica4
    18-21, F
    Jul 17, 2011

    My Random Mind

    Some would say I have a "very active mind". Others would say I'm crazy, but if you know me in reap life, you know I'm not. Anyway, I think about more things a day than my heart beats, mostly at the same time. At one spot I'd think about a theory, and have an argument with myself...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Mar 10, 2012

    Well,...

    at least it seems that way to me because I certainly can't figure myself out but good luck to the rest of you. :)
    MyLucidDream MyLucidDream
    70+
    8 Responses Sep 8, 2010

    The Big Question

    There is time to lend intelligence and there are times to lend your shoulders. There is time to speak and there are times to just hear them out. People may not be looking for your solution all the time. They may not be looking for your intelligent support all the time. There are...
    crazihilary crazihilary
    26-30, M
    4 Responses Feb 23, 2011

    I always have to think of the hardiest way to

    do things. For example rotating in volley ball
    XFallinAngelX XFallinAngelX
    16-17, F
    Apr 1, 2014

    I am smart enough to be complicated,

    but not smart enough to explain that complication to others. :(
    KittySoules KittySoules
    22-25, T
    Feb 9

    :)

    I can be a complicated person and I have been accused many times of thinking too much. Oh well that is just the way I am wired and I can't change it. 
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm
    41-45, F
    3 Responses May 7, 2010

    The Mind

    Sometimes the mind can work in ways that cannot be easily understood. Intelligence can be thought to be arrogance, so it must sometimes remain hidden. Walls are built within to shelter the uncommon from the rest.The mind can travel much further than the body itself can. But when...
    badboybrian802 badboybrian802
    46-50, M
    2 Responses Dec 24, 2010

    My Brain Doesn't Turn Off.

    You know, counting sheep never works for me. I always get to four and then, I get distracted. But I try. I do everything I can to be comfortable. I get a nice glass of water, lie on my back, the room submerged in darkness, the pillow cold under my neck, a sheet draped lightly...
    Girlonwire Girlonwire
    18-21, F
    Jun 4, 2011

    Thinking In Complicated Ways

    I remember having a teacher when I was in high school who told me I thought in complicated ways. Since then, either consciously or unconsciously, my thinking has always been complex. Some people have told me they think I think in ways that are too complex. However, given the...
    SquarePeg61 SquarePeg61
    46-50, M
    1 Response Jun 6, 2011

    What Summer Might Be.

    So far since schools ended, I've spent more time with my friends that live near by and I hadnt really hung out with them as much as I do now. One good thing is that they know so many people that I dont know, so whenever we go out to meet up I meet someone new. I think this is...
    mary42996 mary42996
    16-17, F
    Jun 25, 2012

    Maybe Not Complicated As Much As..........

    Running on a different frequency, and I really don't know if that makes sense either. My mind never seems to shut down, ever. I work on things in my dreams, I work on things when I am awake. It seems that the only time my mind is focused on something other than everything else...
    ablmu65 ablmu65
    41-45, M
    3 Responses Jun 3, 2011

    I'm 107 pounds.... I think I'm gonna try to

    lose more weight /: my goal is 90-99
    Deleted02749 Deleted02749
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Oct 21, 2014
    kristinaloo kristinaloo
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Apr 1, 2014

    My Mind Is 'awzum'

    people are ether always saying, I wish I knew how your mind works, or wow, I hope I never get inside your mind, or your mind is scary, or please dont trap in there, my mind works diffrentlay then certain peoples, I have gotten asked if they can run experiments on my mind...
    numbuh13m numbuh13m
    13-15, F
    2 Responses Mar 9, 2012

    Thinking In Complicated Ways

    I remember having a teacher when I was in high school who told me I thought in complicated ways. Since then, either consciously or unconsciously, my thinking has always been complex. Some people have told me they think I think in ways that are too complex. However, given the...
    SquarePeg61 SquarePeg61
    46-50, M
    Jun 6, 2011

    I'M So Confused ...

    Why am I so confused about myself and what I want? Isn't it an obvious thing for people to know what they WANT? And yet.. I don't...
    kingofall3 kingofall3
    26-30
    2 Responses Aug 5, 2013

    I often have to resort to talking to myself

    because my mind moves too fast for me to keep up, but when I talk I have to take the time to think of the words and say them
    Coconutsin1698 Coconutsin1698
    18-21, F
    Jun 2, 2014

    I have something I always wanted,

    but i am not happy, it just doesn't feel enough. I want more. What is wrong with me?
    LouieD LouieD
    26-30, F
    1 Response Aug 11, 2014

    i believe the garden of Eden was full to

    capacity with tainted fruit triggering abdominal pain that strongly resembled menstrual cramps thus for drewing a link between the two.... the tale was scare ~tactics because rations were bare minimum (spooking people out of greed)
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Mar 16

    This really messes up everything in my life

    because half of the time I don't even know what I'm really thinking or feeling. I do the opposite of what I want to do or say for no apparent reason.
    lacklongafter lacklongafter
    18-21, M
    Apr 16, 2014
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Mar 18, 2015

    My Mind Is Never Still....

    I am always berating myself for not being good enough for a start. Someone on another support forum once told me that she was surprised I am still sane after all the emotional batterings I give myself. I constantly worry,berate, analyze peoples motives and am always thinking. My...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Jul 4, 2011

    I Worry About Everything

    Unfortunately I have a tendency to worry about everything, even about things that do not concern me. I have been told off, and told to mind my own business, so I do now. Still, I can't help myself. I think too much.
    woollyjacket woollyjacket
    46-50, F
    Jul 9, 2011

    I'm a very sexual person & also intellectual .

    My ex called, & we 'hit it' a couple of times. Our chemistry in bed is amazing! We can go for hours, but he doesn't get, that outside the bed, we just don't match. He's rough around the edges, loud, & did a few things in the past that broke my trust . I've hurt him too, but it...
    TheRightFitforLife TheRightFitforLife
    46-50, F
    4 Responses Mar 14
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