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I Have A Complicated Mind

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    It's driving me insane.

    I can't keep living like this.
    LikeAPrayer LikeAPrayer 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 12, 2014

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    Me 2 !

    YEAH  ME 2 I M THE SAME WAY I GET TOLD I TALK 2 MUNCH D-TELL  / BUT I DONT THINK AND FEEL I DO !
    STARLINGX STARLINGX 18-21 Jun 19, 2010

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    This really messes up everything in my life

    because half of the time I don't even know what I'm really thinking or feeling. I do the opposite of what I want to do or say for no apparent reason.
    lacklongafter lacklongafter 18-21, M Apr 16, 2014

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    Be Afraid

    Be afraid of people like me. People who are not vulgar, that seem to be educated that good intentions, people you talk about the meaning of life, people who look charming. I am dangerous because i don't know what i want .And most of the things that i want are to high to be...
    deleted deleted 26-30 5 Responses Sep 11, 2013

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    My Random Mind

    Some would say I have a "very active mind". Others would say I'm crazy, but if you know me in reap life, you know I'm not. Anyway, I think about more things a day than my heart beats, mostly at the same time. At one spot I'd think about a theory, and have an argument with myself...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Mar 10, 2012

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    I Worry About Everything

    Unfortunately I have a tendency to worry about everything, even about things that do not concern me. I have been told off, and told to mind my own business, so I do now. Still, I can't help myself. I think too much.
    woollyjacket woollyjacket 46-50, F Jul 9, 2011

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    I always have to think of the hardiest way to

    do things. For example rotating in volley ball
    XFallinAngelX XFallinAngelX 16-17, F Apr 1, 2014

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    It Hurts, It Breaks, But It Brings The Life In Your Soul....

    Definitely it's love... Where is the manual? I just need to prepare myself to the time when it's getting worse... Crying is easier, pain is heavier... But having someone you loe next to you, is like you own the whole word.,,, I love you but I hate you too...
    TurningPage2013 TurningPage2013 26-30, F Mar 27, 2013

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    Can't Sleep

    So I'm going to just throw up here, mentally for a bit. It's 12:07am right now. 7 minutes into wednesday. I rather like wednesday. I rarely have anything planned. Except for this wednesday. Today I have to find a way to go to jeremy's graduation. This is difficult for me on a...
    Girlonwire Girlonwire 18-21, F Jun 1, 2011

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    Well,...

    at least it seems that way to me because I certainly can't figure myself out but good luck to the rest of you. :)
    MyLucidDream MyLucidDream 66-70 8 Responses Sep 8, 2010

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    I'm 107 pounds.... I think I'm gonna try to

    lose more weight /: my goal is 90-99
    Deleted02749 Deleted02749 18-21, F 5 Responses Oct 21, 2014

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    The Mind

    Sometimes the mind can work in ways that cannot be easily understood. Intelligence can be thought to be arrogance, so it must sometimes remain hidden. Walls are built within to shelter the uncommon from the rest.The mind can travel much further than the body itself can. But when...
    badboybrian802 badboybrian802 46-50, M 2 Responses Dec 24, 2010

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    Insomniac

    The sound of pouring rain bouncing of the roof as it hit in hard splashes kept me awake. It had been completely silent if not for the downpour, but for the first time in a long time I felt peaceful. Listening to the water fall down on my roof was calming, relaxing, soothing. I...
    KooKooCachoo KooKooCachoo 26-30, F 2 Responses Mar 9, 2013

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    The way I think if things is

    so extraordinary ! :)
    kissssmykiki kissssmykiki 26-30, F Jul 29, 2014

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    My Mind Is A Mess

    i am 43, i have done very little with my life.my mum calls me a failure or a dissapointment to her. she says i need to get a life she knows im so fed up i admit my life has gone bad on me , im very lonely, i have been depressed for years. i take anti depressants but they do...
    defoekeane defoekeane 36-40, M 1 Response Sep 20, 2013

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    Thinking In Complicated Ways

    I remember having a teacher when I was in high school who told me I thought in complicated ways. Since then, either consciously or unconsciously, my thinking has always been complex. Some people have told me they think I think in ways that are too complex. However, given the...
    SquarePeg61 SquarePeg61 46-50, M Jun 6, 2011

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    I'm so random.... Like literally

    if people knew what I was thinking sometimes, they'd kill me
    Deleted02749 Deleted02749 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 10, 2014

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    My Brain Doesn't Turn Off.

    You know, counting sheep never works for me. I always get to four and then, I get distracted. But I try. I do everything I can to be comfortable. I get a nice glass of water, lie on my back, the room submerged in darkness, the pillow cold under my neck, a sheet draped lightly...
    Girlonwire Girlonwire 18-21, F Jun 4, 2011

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    Yes, I Do

    I think way too much. I always overthink things, which leads me to worry way more than I truly should. I also analyze things, and I like to know how things work, and often end up figuring it out myself. I like knowing random facts because I want to know as much as possible...
    Veronica4 Veronica4 18-21, F Jul 17, 2011

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    Frustration And Laughter

    I love that I have a complicated mind because in some cases I say the most random things that make my friends and family laugh like crazy. In some other cases I say things that confuse people to where they think about what I said till this day and we get a great laughter out of...
    Shortie19 Shortie19 18-21, M Apr 27, 2012

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    What Summer Might Be.

    So far since schools ended, I've spent more time with my friends that live near by and I hadnt really hung out with them as much as I do now. One good thing is that they know so many people that I dont know, so whenever we go out to meet up I meet someone new. I think this is...
    mary42996 mary42996 16-17, F Jun 25, 2012

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    Thinking In Complicated Ways

    I remember having a teacher when I was in high school who told me I thought in complicated ways. Since then, either consciously or unconsciously, my thinking has always been complex. Some people have told me they think I think in ways that are too complex. However, given the...
    SquarePeg61 SquarePeg61 46-50, M 1 Response Jun 6, 2011

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    I have something I always wanted,

    but i am not happy, it just doesn't feel enough. I want more. What is wrong with me?
    LouieD LouieD 26-30, F 1 Response Aug 11, 2014

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    I often have to resort to talking to myself

    because my mind moves too fast for me to keep up, but when I talk I have to take the time to think of the words and say them
    Rachlm214 Rachlm214 16-17, F Jun 2, 2014

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    Maybe Not Complicated As Much As..........

    Running on a different frequency, and I really don't know if that makes sense either. My mind never seems to shut down, ever. I work on things in my dreams, I work on things when I am awake. It seems that the only time my mind is focused on something other than everything else...
    ablmu65 ablmu65 41-45, M 3 Responses Jun 3, 2011

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    My Mind Is 'awzum'

    people are ether always saying, I wish I knew how your mind works, or wow, I hope I never get inside your mind, or your mind is scary, or please dont trap in there, my mind works diffrentlay then certain peoples, I have gotten asked if they can run experiments on my mind...
    numbuh13m numbuh13m 13-15, F 2 Responses Mar 9, 2012

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    At Least That's What My Therapist Tells Me...

    and i'm not inclined to disagree. she says i rationalize doing self defeating things like sleeping and eating too much to escape depression. but i also use the same mind to come up with rationalizations to cope with bad things that happen to me by being very clever about finding...
    dianetheflighty dianetheflighty 51-55, F 2 Responses Jul 31, 2011

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    The Big Question

    There is time to lend intelligence and there are times to lend your shoulders. There is time to speak and there are times to just hear them out. People may not be looking for your solution all the time. They may not be looking for your intelligent support all the time. There are...
    crazihilary crazihilary 26-30, M 4 Responses Feb 23, 2011

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    kristinaloo kristinaloo 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 1, 2014

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    :)

    I can be a complicated person and I have been accused many times of thinking too much. Oh well that is just the way I am wired and I can't change it. 
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F 3 Responses May 7, 2010

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    Mind Over Sex

    The mind is the most powerful sex tool ever to be discovered. The mind can create beauty out of mediocrity. It can create willingness out of shyness. and in thus doing so it can open the entire body to dimensions of pleasure that were not even imagined even in people who have...
    badboybrian802 badboybrian802 46-50, M 1 Response Dec 30, 2010

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    My Mind Is Never Still....

    I am always berating myself for not being good enough for a start. Someone on another support forum once told me that she was surprised I am still sane after all the emotional batterings I give myself. I constantly worry,berate, analyze peoples motives and am always thinking. My...
    Jenni855 Jenni855 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 4, 2011

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    I'M So Confused ...

    Why am I so confused about myself and what I want? Isn't it an obvious thing for people to know what they WANT? And yet.. I don't...
    kingofall3 kingofall3 26-30 2 Responses Aug 5, 2013

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    The Phases

    love phase: name says it all wondering bout soul mates my crushes etc gaming phase: thinking bout video gamez fantasy phase: thinking bout all things epic and unreal life phase: thinking about what is life aliens etc intelect phase: putting intelegice to work rage phase...
    AwokenBySilence AwokenBySilence 16-17, M Mar 26, 2013

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    Being Reduced To A Cipher

    This is a story about someone I've worked for the past 30 years.He has a complicated mind, too. So, over those years, he has learned how complicated I am, too. And it ****** him off. He will go to great lengths to find something I have said or done that in his imagination are...
    angsty angsty 61-65, F 2 Responses Sep 16, 2012

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