Basically, I'm stuck. I like this boy, and he's told me he likes me but I haven't admitted it yet. However, I don't want a relationship at a young age again having already...
My ex gf is pregnant now she's expecting her babe in February and she call him our babe! Well I like that I wish I could be the father! I loved her even now I just don't trust her...
So me and my boyfriend are living together and we have argued a lot already and we have broken up. Honestly I believe it's a bunch of communication and trust issues and honestly I...
Watching the Matrix at 12:26 AM, with a pack of beer and my mind to keep me company... Down the rabbit hole I go.
I have school the next day and I try to go to sleep early then suddenly my mind think it's the perfect to be screaming DEMONS!!!
I'd rather have you're mouth do it
I was up all night, till 9 am then half slept till one pm.... Easy to explain but to deep to complex in the same... A physcologist told to quit trying to figure out Gods thoughts...
The curse of those who almost see how fubar society is.
Or do we see and wonder what next.
Tonight is (was?) one of those nights --- celebrating it with.....coffee!!
and beer or any alcoholic beverage is the cure.
Every single night I stay up at night and all I can think of is how screwed up I am and how I've changed. And question what I even remember before this started happening.
And it hates me being law biding.
Was this way before meds.
Before car wrecks.
Before heart attacks.
But not before bullies.
Not before dad went alcoholic jerk.
They're way more fun to be around! I have close minded "friends" but they won't be my friends any longer after I graduate. (because I have to see them at school, it's for the...
To talk to other people when I wanted to.
To tell him I like him.
To say no.
To say yes.
To stand up for myself.
To prove the *** holes wrong.
To wear what I like.