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I Have a Cousin Im Worried About

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 14 People

    May Be Paralyzied

    So, he was out on vacation...thought the water was deeper than it was...and now has a broken neck. The sixth vertebrae (spelling?) broke and punctured his spinal cord...the surgery put in an artificial vertebrae and fused it to the seventh....he can move his arms and wrists...but...
    foreversearching foreversearching 18-21, M 1 Response Jul 9, 2008

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    In the Army Now

    My cousin joined the Army and he and his family moved halfway across the country.  I miss them all very much.  He is getting deployed in January and will most likely end up in Afghanistan.  I'm proud of him for joining the Army, but I wish he never did.  I...
    heavensloss heavensloss 22-25, F Oct 21, 2008

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    Yeah...

    He's lonly and suicidal... and much like myself... I hope he gets better.... he has his kids and his family.. and that is what keeps him going.. and we'll always be there.
    PoeticRejection PoeticRejection 22-25, F Jul 2, 2007

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    I got back from a family party a

    while ago. Most of the time there was spent listening to my younger cousins talking about parties, druggies, drinking, messed up relationships, and their peers' sex lives. They're barely halfway through highschool and two of them are in grade NINE. It just shocks me that they're...
    almaera almaera 18-21, F Apr 20, 2014

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    The Army

    my cousin is in germany right now, but I fear when he has to go to iraq. he's done it before but it's just nervewracking.
    cassandrathethinkerbleedsteal cassandrathethinkerbleedsteal 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 27, 2007

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    He's a Bit of a Man *****,

    Seriously, I've lost count of how many different chicks he's trying to play right now. He's cool though, but sometimes I wonder.
    Satsujinkyou Satsujinkyou 26-30, M 6 Responses Jun 22, 2008

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    Being worried about going to sleep has triggered terrible sensations all over. I know this is anxiety. Lightheaded, can't breathe properly, racing heart, feel I'm dying and things...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 May 12

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    Found it very very hard to get to sleep. Was worried about having an attack which gave me anxiety symptoms. Had a few minor jumps which hurt. Drugged myself with fluoxetine and...
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    idontknow86 idontknow86 16-17, F May 5

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    My cousins hurt me so much. Right now I feel like ****. I called one of my cousins and she's like SHUT THE **** UP and I'm like ok. They make me feel so small and worthless, And I...
    Hannahsgirl08 Hannahsgirl08 13-15, F 1 Response May 2

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    I worked really hard last year and managed to land myself in one of the best high schools in the country. However, 4 months into school, I find that my friends are all doing better...
    LollipopTea98 LollipopTea98 22-25, F May 7

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    One of my bunnies has been producing unhealthy urine and fecal matter since last night. I read that she probably needs a change in diet and exercise. We decided to do that for her...
    CloudedDreams5 CloudedDreams5 22-25, F May 9

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    Very much still fear going to sleep every night that I avoid it as much as possible. Health has been ok apart from weird chest sensations/pulsating (throbbing?) which concerns me a...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 May 3

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    I tried to talk to my mother again as I'm in a lot of pain. She said about my cough and it sounds like something is "constricted" which is what I've felt all along. I believe a...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 May 4

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    Does anyone know any ways of ending your life that involve a legal pain free method? I've been in pain 24/7 with flushes and constant symptoms that go crazy all over my body. I...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 10 Responses May 12

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    Fibromyalgia I think could possibly be part of what I'm experiencing. I was looking here http://www.nhs.uk/Conditions/Fibromyalgia/Pages/Symptoms.aspx And what it said about pain...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 2 Responses Apr 27

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    Gasping for air all day to breathe. It's been awful. Suddenly got hit with an incredible urge to vomit. Kept trying but ending up just making the vomiting noises. Just couldn't...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 Apr 30

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    What do I even do anymore? I got hit with a strange feeling again. Almost like I was worrying. I've had similar sensations before but I wasn't worrying!! It sent chills all over me...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 3 Responses May 1

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    Pain was bad in my chest today. Took a pill I was prescribed. The acid tablets again. Had diarrhea once. Also took my depression pill which I haven't had regularly and two diarrhea...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 1 Response May 2

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    So this is what I'm being tested for on my blood test. I was meant to do it by now but I keep waking up late. I wonder if it is even worth it. My last blood tests showed up nothing...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 1 Response May 4

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    Was looking online and came across someone who wrote about angina and heart attacks. I also discovered here is a third type of angina called prinzmetal or something like that...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 1 Response May 4

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    Doctor only gives me pills for acid or heart burn??? It's called omeprazole. He said if it doesn't do anything then he can rule it out as heart burn or something. I've struggled...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 3 Responses May 4

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    Some weird stuff has been happening to me lately. It's 1am and someone or something just scratched on my window screen. So first off, my window was open about half a centimeter...
    trademymistakesXxxx trademymistakesXxxx 16-17, F May 7

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    I got incrediblt bad last night. Chills all over, couldn't breathe, think and function. I literally thought I was dying. Couldn't take it annoyed so woke up mum who comforted me...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 9 Responses May 7

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    I suspect esphagus cancer...found out about online. Makes a lot of sense. But what to do if my doctor won't allow me to get a ct? He has no permission so what do I do? If I have...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 2 Responses May 7

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    Look online and there are several other things I wish I could be tested for. But no. My heart feels awful. It feels so tight and weak. It keeps doing things that I know means a...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 5 Responses May 12

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    I wish I knew what this was back in March. When I first went to hospital. Back when It was in early stages. But I've shown signs for a few months now. In December I randomly got...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 4 Responses May 12

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    Just a health update. I've been feeling pretty great for two days now. Well, I have still had episodes of a very painful hip and my chest seizing when I try to eat and gulping...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 5 days ago

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    I'm extremely afraid of waking up one day in my mid 30's alone without the love of my life beside me. I truly fear I will never find that type of happiness. I'm 23 now and dating...
    Arlingtonbridge Arlingtonbridge 22-25, F 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    I've been struggling with bad feelings lately. Sometimes, I'm okay, but sometimes the stress of life and school just weighs me down. I keep thinking about suicide--not really...
    Bentoboxcreature22 Bentoboxcreature22 13-15, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    Barely slept in days. All through the night I had attacks from my chest. Was awful!!!! Any slept i had was interrupted every few minutes. Been otherwise an ok day and been living...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 3 days ago

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    One of my closest friends is ruining his life and I don't know what to do about it. I've known him since high school and we've been through a lot of stuff together including...
    chinawhite007 chinawhite007 26-30, M 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    I don't know what happened. I was thinking to myself how glad I was that I hadn't anything significant for perhaps two weeks. I had a strange taste in my throat but didn't think...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 2 Responses Apr 26

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    When I breathe out now with my mouth open I hear squealing noises. It's odd. My chest pains are awful still. I keep getting strange stomahx sounds which I've been having for a...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 2 Responses May 2

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    What on earth can I do now. Doctor didn't ring for results. Every time I go to see him he is rude to me like I'm a joke being here for "stupid petty things" by how he reacts. I've...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 May 6

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    So I'm out of yoghurt and my mother has to make a special journey out to get it. I need it for my medication. Who knows what would happen if I stopped. I know now I need to take my...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 9 hrs ago

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    So back in 2011 i got kidnapped by my dad right he was treating me like a slave and **** i was taking care of my brothers while they was gone they didn't let me go to school but i...
    candyaddicted1997 candyaddicted1997 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 24

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    So much pain in my right hip!!!! I find it hard to spread apart my legs often and have various pains around my neck and around my rib cage. It's everywhere. So sick of it
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 Apr 29

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    I went to the doctor can't see him. Saw two nurses. Then a doctor quickly checked my breathing. Felt intimidated. Tried the best I could. By the way this morning I had a severe...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 2 Responses Apr 29

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