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I Have a Dark Side

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    Everyone thinks I'm a good Christian girl

    but I have a girlfriend and I love it when she ties me up and ***** me from behind with a strap-on.
    skyler327 skyler327 22-25, F 6 Responses Feb 4

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    My mind is a dark place.

    I'm scared to be alone with myself because I can't shut those voices down.
    belseg belseg 22-25, F 7 Responses Jun 9

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    You have no idea what some of the things I

    think about. I'm my mind it feels like a never ending nightmare ;D don't turn you back lol
    drinksandflowers drinksandflowers 22-25, F 4 Responses 2 days ago

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    A monster, a real monster,

    doesn't give a damn about the havoc it wreaks or the blood it spills... The hardest thing about knowing you're capable of inflicting pain, death even, is constantly trying to avoid doing so, especially when every fiber of your being wants to hurt and consume everyone you come...
    InfinitePossibilities01 InfinitePossibilities01 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 29

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    Pillow Humping

    I have a thing for humping pillows I've been doing it for years and it feels good when it comes to humping a pillow I call it freshing I like using that term when I have fun with a pillow has anyone had a fetish like that?
    leejeans leejeans 36-40, M 6 Responses Nov 6, 2013

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    I sometimes dream about killing people.

    Not random strangers, someone I hate, a crime of passion maybe. I feel like I'm getting eaten from the darkness within myself. It's scary, but I love it.
    bluefrogs247 bluefrogs247 18-21, F 6 Responses Jan 3

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    The dark side of the force is more fun

    than the other side. Come join!!.
    SirQuaggie SirQuaggie 31-35, M 2 Responses Oct 14

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    I secretly find dominance to be my biggest turn

    on. I love the hard pulling hair, slapping ***, handcuffs. Etc.
    nicoco28 nicoco28 18-21, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I like to photograph dead animals

    and I keep there sculls in my garage
    APS9 APS9 31-35 2 Responses Oct 24

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    Everyone has a dark side.

    If your a true friend or partner to someone you have to help them through their time on their dark side, as well as enjoy who they are. Loving someone truly means that you love everything, every part, every little piece of that person. Once you find them treat them like royalty...
    ajl04 ajl04 18-21, M Mar 15

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    Pretty much everyone I talk to doesn't know

    about my dark side. The fantasies that I have they will never know about. Some are absolutely crazy and some are considered the norm for others. But, all in all I'm not as innocent as I put out to others and the range of things I fantasize about is huge.
    AMillionReasons AMillionReasons 18-21, F 4 Responses Oct 13

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    You know that saying: "It's the quiet ones you

    need to look out for." What if I told you if it was true? I believe everyone has a dark side living inside us. It's that voice that tells you to stay home from school or work or a voice that tells people **** you to the persons you hate. I will not deny that I have a dark side...
    NeoxExor NeoxExor 22-25, M 6 Responses Nov 7

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    Every once in a while,

    I let something slip, so my family knows who I truly am. I'm fine with most sexual activities, I consider that a dark side! I'm vicious when needed, I definitely consider that a dark side. I am such a liar sometimes, I think of dirty nasty things to do to people or people doing...
    Theworldisminenow Theworldisminenow 18-21, F 3 Responses Oct 13

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    I Helped A Friend Out.

    I had a friend that was pregnant and she developed where if she had sex with her husband she would brake out, So I lived with them and was the middle person between them.
    Serena32168 Serena32168 36-40, F 14 Responses Dec 2, 2013

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    You feel safe tucked in your cozy little bed,

    fast asleep in your slumber.As you move through your days, in a happy little glee...be careful, there is something hunting you.....Your happiness expels as you sit around with friends and family alike, seeing their faces smile, conversations pass around....A cold little chill...
    SassyBabe39 SassyBabe39 41-45, F 3 days ago

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    arizonadream arizonadream 18-21, F 17 Responses Oct 30

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    Eleni1179 Eleni1179 31-35, F 12 Responses Oct 13

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    I will watch you, for my dark admiration of you

    feeds me,I will make you see little things in your world to make you think about me, seep into your thoughts, conquer your dreams.....I will caress your heart to what you think is gentleness, I will take your soul.....Soon you will not be able to escape me, I will take your...
    SassyBabe39 SassyBabe39 41-45, F 3 days ago

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    I'm changing my picture

    for 5 minutes. Ladies ~ ENJOY... Guys ~ don't be jerks!
    Girlzonly Girlzonly 22-25, F 16 Responses Dec 2, 2013

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    I used to read comics

    when I was a kid, and Hollywood regurgitating them back these days has been amusing. It makes me think about what I would do if I had super powers or even magic, and sometimes I'm glad that I don't because a lot of people would get hurt or even killed. Frequently, when I'm...
    DarkestDespair DarkestDespair 36-40, M Oct 28

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    Don't we all love double lives?

    We all have an outer appearance that we show to everyone else but deep down inside is who we truly are. Some are just better at masking it
    HawkEye13 HawkEye13 18-21, M 7 Responses Jan 20

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    Yes, I have a dark twisted side of me no one

    has ever seen, yet. I had a bad side to ...everyone does. I am 14 and a bunch of boys came to me and my friends giving us striper names. They called me Kit-kat and Cinnamon. And to be honest I kind of like it. to be a striper just to get a few dollars. Is that wrong?
    bitchybrandi bitchybrandi 13-15, F 5 Responses Oct 22

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    So I was holding the stick left from my ice

    cream the other day, then snapped it in half before tossing it away. "Why did you do that?" I was asked out of the blue. "Because I can" I mused. My physical strength doesn't stretch very far, but it gives power knowing you can break something, even something as small and...
    AngelofPink AngelofPink 18-21, F 6 Responses May 26

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    The trouble is that sometimes I can't tell

    where my dark side ends and my good side begins.
    JoannaBe JoannaBe 41-45, F 3 Responses Nov 10

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    She beauty is rare, for many cannot resist her.

    .....careful how close you let her be....for she hides the darkest of hearts...She feed on the souls of the weak, commanded by higher as she is told.....She will seduce you with her sweetest touch, lips that feel like of the silkiest of rose pedals.....then you are hers...
    SassyBabe39 SassyBabe39 41-45, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    Careful what you whisper in the night.

    ..he will hear you......careful what you dream in your slumber, he will see it.Love your life well, weaken from it you will be his, he will come for you.Take life for granted, and choose to end it he will be waiting for you....he will be your escort to his hell, dare to walk his...
    SassyBabe39 SassyBabe39 41-45, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    I have a penchant for the forbidden.

    People dont see it because I appear very reserved, dress prim and proper. But oh, my thoughts! I have to keep them in check.
    heleneceleste heleneceleste 26-30, F 5 Responses Jan 15

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    Brownie0987 Brownie0987 22-25, M 4 Responses Oct 29

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    Can You Love Mine?

    All humans got a dark side! Everybody ,all of us ! Me ,i have it too! Nobody is a picture perfect but we all worth it! So the question is, Can you love me? Can you love mine - my dark side? ...hmmmmm!
    ascelous21XXX ascelous21XXX 18-21, M 4 Responses Nov 23, 2012

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    I have this picture on my iPad.

    It's a drawing. Not a real person. But I guess most people think it's disgusting anyways. I love it. I didn't even flinch when I first saw it. It's a girl. She's tied to a chair. Sitting in front if a table. On the table in a jar are her eyes. On a napkin is her tongue. A glass...
    ThisIsMordor ThisIsMordor 16-17, F 9 Responses Dec 18, 2013

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    I love wearing women's clothes

    and ******* off. Sometimes pretending to **** a woman, other time pretending to be the woman. My sex drive is at an all time high lately and it's making me imagine things that other people might find wrong or weird.
    Needsomedd Needsomedd 26-30, M 1 Response Oct 23

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    I don't consider it a dark side.

    But i'm sure almost everybody would. You see the thing is i don't really believe in right and wrong or bad and good. I did put a story on EP in how i'm a bad person but i only put it there because by most people standards i am. You see i'm not rude or mean to anyone. Except to...
    chaoshead chaoshead 13-15, M 1 Response Oct 13

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    That pretty little girl whose dressed in the

    pink? Well she has some secrets and they're darker than you think. That girl in the corner with the piercing blue eyes? She's not so innocent; a monster in disguise.
    WhatOnceWas WhatOnceWas 16-17, F 12 Responses Feb 9

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    I'm usually nice. But sometimes I.

    Harbor fantasies of hurting those who are mean to me. I would love to turn the tables and make those who were mean to beg for mercy.
    Will0108 Will0108 36-40, M 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    At school, I'm the girl who's extremely quiet

    and antisocial when I'm not around my good classmates. They think I'm their innocent, foolish-minded pal, but they don't even know me at all. I may look like I'm just zoning out and drifting off into La-La Land but I'm not. At school, I think of the darkest things my mind can...
    ImaginationAbomination ImaginationAbomination 16-17, F 3 Responses Dec 9, 2013

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    bgp1 bgp1 51-55, M 4 Responses Oct 23

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    Yes I do. Don't **** me off

    or upset me in any way because you will regret ever meeting me. I will not take anyone's abuse because I've had enough crap go on in my life and yours doesn't fit! Otherwise I'm really nice :)
    DeathIsPartDinosaur DeathIsPartDinosaur 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 16

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    It surprises me that

    so many people assume that I'm a nice, friendly person who they can come to with their problems and be good buddies. In reality, I'm grouchy, mean, probably a future serial killer or the one who will lead the next genocide, I hate humans, I don't want to hear your problems...
    InvaderGashloog InvaderGashloog 70+, F 4 Responses Nov 7

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    Tug Of War

    There is a battle within me. On the surface I'm a happy homemaker, bubbly, smile on my face, milk and cookies kind of gal. I'm team mom for many of the sports teams my sons are on, I volunteer in the school, I teach a Sunday School Class. Yet beneath my surface lies this other...
    swtsacrifice swtsacrifice 36-40, F 12 Responses Sep 10, 2013

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    When You Are Broken, Perhaps You Need To Be Broken Again To Heal

    I have been thinking. Before I met anyone, I was quite broken honestly. I was sooo cold. So distant. I was aware of who I was and I did feel much pain still. But often, I dident really feel anything. Someone told me something once that I think is quite true. "You feel so little...
    Wintersorrow Wintersorrow 26-30, M 11 Responses Dec 20, 2012

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    I have a dark side full of demons.

    I found these Demons every night. The demons have voice. These demons are my insecurities, my deepest fears, and my lonely nights. They are the insults I receive and the emotions I can't contain. They are a part of me and are what I have become. The demons tell me to cut. They...
    callmeperla callmeperla 18-21, F 12 Responses Jan 9

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    liajip liajip 13-15, F 2 Responses Oct 28

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    Everyone has a dark side.

    And hey dont just judge me based on what you might read from me here. Yes i am horny alot, and maybe like kinky stuff. The last i want is to be annoying. Just mutual fun!. Get to know me a little better. Give some people a change to talk to, i am glad some EP friends actually...
    mic73 mic73 41-45, M 4 Responses Dec 28, 2013

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    I have a side of me I'd

    rather few see, but it's a side I'd rather like to indulge in. It is the flip side of the coin which is me. It is my contradiction. It is my addiction. It is my mistake. It is my pleasure. Is it really me? Is it truly who I am? Is me being nice, kind, and polite all a well...
    ChanceSandmann ChanceSandmann 18-21, M 4 Responses Dec 1, 2013

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    Dark Sided My dark thoughts dim the

    senses Will not indulge in words like menses Deep down in the abyss low Thoughts considered taboo flow The lust gets a jump start Thoughts spicy, juicy and tart You think I'll share for you to swoon Think again dark mind, not so soon You think writing like this is a boon? You...
    ReflectiveMan ReflectiveMan 41-45, M 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    I have a dark side. There are some things

    people might not expect me to do..
    lilykitten1998 lilykitten1998 16-17, F 2 Responses May 30

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    KrissyBearRawr KrissyBearRawr 18-21, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Challenge: Can you see it?

    I know it's there. It drags me down, makes me hesitate to listen to the calls to action my inner being makes. Telling me to do things that will be beneficial to me. Telling me not to do things that are harmful to me. I hesitate, then I feel sad about that hesitation, then I turn...
    cloudsoflife cloudsoflife 26-30, M 6 Responses Nov 4

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    The Dark Cheerleader

    I think it's sad (out loud) but secretly love that I smile to your face but imagine you being hit by a bus or head exploding! I can never really hide my anger or hatred, so I smile. I work with so many ********! I'm married to a slug! I smile!
    hollyholls hollyholls 31-35, F 7 Responses Nov 25, 2013

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    Or A Light Side...

    I've only dated and been sexually active with white guys in my life. Why do black girls do that? I never understood why I lean toward white men and kind of discard men of my own kind. It's not that they're less attractive I would love a black man, but it just never occurred...
    soldiergirl24 soldiergirl24 18-21, F 9 Responses Nov 19, 2013

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    I feel like the darker side of me is taking

    control over the rest of my personality. Like I'm some sort of Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde hybrid.
    Skuggington Skuggington 13-15, M 2 Responses Oct 14

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    Basically when u first look at me u see a tiny

    little girl who just smiles heaps and is all shy and ****. When u get to know me u'll realize I'm a complete Wack job and I'm random most of the time and have the dirtiest mind. Although there is a side barely no one know about me. When I'm usually alone I spend it crying, it's...