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I Have a Dark Side

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    I can be the best friend/ boyfriend you've ever

    had. You feel like you can relate to me in every way, like i am your soulmate...that is until i get bored of you. Then i'll slowly start stripping your self esteem away bit by bit leaving you emotionally crushed. Then the sexual sadism comes into play... While where ******* i...
    bignigsfro bignigsfro 22-25, M 5 Responses 2 days ago

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    here666 here666 22-25, F 4 Responses Nov 30, 2014

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    heartandbrain heartandbrain 26-30, F 8 Responses Dec 4, 2014

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    I have this picture on my iPad.

    It's a drawing. Not a real person. But I guess most people think it's disgusting anyways. I love it. I didn't even flinch when I first saw it. It's a girl. She's tied to a chair. Sitting in front if a table. On the table in a jar are her eyes. On a napkin is her tongue. A glass...
    ThisIsMordor ThisIsMordor 16-17, F 9 Responses Dec 18, 2013

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    Don't we all love double lives?

    We all have an outer appearance that we show to everyone else but deep down inside is who we truly are. Some are just better at masking it
    HawkEye13 HawkEye13 18-21, M 7 Responses Jan 20, 2014

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    I really do: I try to be humble,

    to be peaceful, to be patient with people, to remain calm in the midst of the barrage of ignorance. I try to refrain from doing physical or verbal harm, to not only keep my ways aligned in the ways of the Lord, but to demonstrate and set an example for people to follow and adopt...
    BiCPP BiCPP 18-21, M 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    Everyone has a dark side.

    And hey dont just judge me based on what you might read from me here. Yes i am horny alot, and maybe like kinky stuff. The last i want is to be annoying. Just mutual fun!. Get to know me a little better. Give some people a change to talk to, i am glad some EP friends actually...
    mic73 mic73 41-45, M 5 Responses Dec 28, 2013

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    Tug Of War

    There is a battle within me. On the surface I'm a happy homemaker, bubbly, smile on my face, milk and cookies kind of gal. I'm team mom for many of the sports teams my sons are on, I volunteer in the school, I teach a Sunday School Class. Yet beneath my surface lies this other...
    swtsacrifice swtsacrifice 36-40, F 12 Responses Sep 10, 2013

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    At school, I'm the girl who's extremely quiet

    and antisocial when I'm not around my good classmates. They think I'm their innocent, foolish-minded pal, but they don't even know me at all. I may look like I'm just zoning out and drifting off into La-La Land but I'm not. At school, I think of the darkest things my mind can...
    ImaginationAbomination ImaginationAbomination 16-17, F 3 Responses Dec 9, 2013

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    That pretty little girl whose dressed in the

    pink? Well she has some secrets and they're darker than you think. That girl in the corner with the piercing blue eyes? She's not so innocent; a monster in disguise.
    WhatOnceWas WhatOnceWas 16-17, F 12 Responses Feb 9, 2014

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    Is it creepy I sit in my room curled up in a

    ball rocking back and forth while blasting music in my ears and thinking about different ways I can kill people or kill myself?
    brownzugar brownzugar 16-17, M 2 Responses Dec 9, 2014

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    Pillow Humping

    I have a thing for humping pillows I've been doing it for years and it feels good when it comes to humping a pillow I call it freshing I like using that term when I have fun with a pillow has anyone had a fetish like that?
    leejeans leejeans 36-40, M 6 Responses Nov 6, 2013

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    Most people who met me

    for the first time or people that know me few months anyway by looking at my picture by seen my personality u never think I had a dark side >:) I've done things I'm not proud of some things I've done was the wrong thing for the right reason like my days as a con-artist I know...
    lucy2014 lucy2014 18-21, F 11 Responses Dec 21, 2013

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    I'm changing my picture

    for 5 minutes. Ladies ~ ENJOY... Guys ~ don't be jerks!
    Girlzonly Girlzonly 22-25, F 16 Responses Dec 2, 2013

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    Today I have been really depressed,

    because one of my "fake Friend" called me fat, she also told me that she didn't like my face or my glasses, and my BFF didn't talk to me all week. So I tried something today.. No it wasn't drugs or alcohol. I starved myself for 15 hours. I feel bad for eating a piece of bread...
    pupie99 pupie99 13-15, F 4 Responses Dec 19, 2014

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    I wish I could fade into the blankness,

    the great divide between this world snd the next to once more be with the one I loved so completely.
    Kimbizz Kimbizz 46-50, F Nov 28, 2014

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    Can You Love Mine?

    All humans got a dark side! Everybody ,all of us ! Me ,i have it too! Nobody is a picture perfect but we all worth it! So the question is, Can you love me? Can you love mine - my dark side? ...hmmmmm!
    ascelous21XXX ascelous21XXX 18-21, M 4 Responses Nov 23, 2012

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    You feel safe tucked in your cozy little bed,

    fast asleep in your slumber.As you move through your days, in a happy little glee...be careful, there is something hunting you.....Your happiness expels as you sit around with friends and family alike, seeing their faces smile, conversations pass around....A cold little chill...
    SassyBabe39 SassyBabe39 41-45, F Nov 20, 2014

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    Everyone has a dark side.

    If your a true friend or partner to someone you have to help them through their time on their dark side, as well as enjoy who they are. Loving someone truly means that you love everything, every part, every little piece of that person. Once you find them treat them like royalty...
    ajl04 ajl04 18-21, M Mar 15, 2014

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    Egotist ia a person of low taste,

    more interested in himself than in me.
    here666 here666 22-25, F 1 Response Dec 6, 2014

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    I Helped A Friend Out.

    I had a friend that was pregnant and she developed where if she had sex with her husband she would brake out, So I lived with them and was the middle person between them.
    Serena32168 Serena32168 36-40, F 14 Responses Dec 2, 2013

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    Or A Light Side...

    I've only dated and been sexually active with white guys in my life. Why do black girls do that? I never understood why I lean toward white men and kind of discard men of my own kind. It's not that they're less attractive I would love a black man, but it just never occurred...
    soldiergirl24 soldiergirl24 18-21, F 8 Responses Nov 19, 2013

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    I'm not Sith though I'm a Viking!

    I think we all have that darkness within. Most control it pretty well, but I liked to let the monster out every now and then! It's healthier that way I think.
    Skjeggstad Skjeggstad 22-25, F 3 Responses Sep 22, 2014

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    I have a dark side full of demons.

    I found these Demons every night. The demons have voice. These demons are my insecurities, my deepest fears, and my lonely nights. They are the insults I receive and the emotions I can't contain. They are a part of me and are what I have become. The demons tell me to cut. They...
    callmeperla callmeperla 18-21, F 12 Responses Jan 9, 2014

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    I roam the corridors of darkness alone.

    A dread, that I am transparent. A whisper echoing, source unrevealed; "we know you". I prowl the passage dreading the light. Yet this is my abode. Here is where I thrive. These corridors are the source of bliss. What looms behind the mask is a mystery. My senses are sharp and my...
    urbannomad6699 urbannomad6699 31-35, M 13 hrs ago

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    For the most part, if someone insults me,

    I can rise above it. I'm usually calm and collective, and realise that the problem is not with me, but with the person hurling the abuse. However sometimes, I am tired, I have had a difficult week, I am stressed/depressed, or angry for some reason, and someone decides to...
    shellofaboy shellofaboy 18-21, M 2 Responses Nov 28, 2014

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    Jumbled voices speaking ill will.

    That only music can drown out. At last asleep where I can dream and forget. A place where I am hole and my mind is mine.
    yamang yamang 22-25, M Dec 20, 2014

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    Just an average girl,

    she always wore a smile. She was happy and cheerful for a short while. But now she's older, things are getting colder. Life's not what she thought she wish someone had told her. She told you she was down, you let it slip bye. So from then on she kept it on the inside. She told...
    Gothika88 Gothika88 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 21, 2014

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    I wander around the trying to shut out the

    demons in my head. I am a pawn to the darkness in me. I am aware of right and wrong, my conscience has a voice. But a guttural scream drowns all the voices of light. My only solace is I am my own victim.
    urbannomad6699 urbannomad6699 31-35, M 3 Responses Jan 17

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    I sometimes dream about killing people.

    Not random strangers, someone I hate, a crime of passion maybe. I feel like I'm getting eaten from the darkness within myself. It's scary, but I love it.
    bluefrogs247 bluefrogs247 18-21, F 5 Responses Jan 3, 2014

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    Careful what you whisper in the night.

    ..he will hear you......careful what you dream in your slumber, he will see it.Love your life well, weaken from it you will be his, he will come for you.Take life for granted, and choose to end it he will be waiting for you....he will be your escort to his hell, dare to walk his...
    SassyBabe39 SassyBabe39 41-45, F 2 Responses Nov 20, 2014

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    Dark Sided My dark thoughts dim the

    senses Will not indulge in words like menses Deep down in the abyss low Thoughts considered taboo flow The lust gets a jump start Thoughts spicy, juicy and tart You think I'll share for you to swoon Think again dark mind, not so soon You think writing like this is a boon? You...
    ReflectiveMan ReflectiveMan 41-45, M 3 Responses Nov 21, 2014

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    So I was holding the stick left from my ice

    cream the other day, then snapped it in half before tossing it away. "Why did you do that?" I was asked out of the blue. "Because I can" I mused. My physical strength doesn't stretch very far, but it gives power knowing you can break something, even something as small and...
    AngelofPink AngelofPink 70+, F 6 Responses May 26, 2014

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    I Have a Dark Side Job Interview The FBI

    had an opening for an assassin. After all the background checks, interviewing, and testing were done, there were three candidates. For the final test, the FBI agents took one of the men to a large metal door and handed him a gun. "We must know that you will follow your...
    KalonaAyeliski KalonaAyeliski 36-40, F 3 Responses Mar 26, 2014

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    She beauty is rare, for many cannot resist her.

    .....careful how close you let her be....for she hides the darkest of hearts...She feed on the souls of the weak, commanded by higher as she is told.....She will seduce you with her sweetest touch, lips that feel like of the silkiest of rose pedals.....then you are hers...
    SassyBabe39 SassyBabe39 41-45, F 2 Responses Nov 20, 2014

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    And I realize that I often don't care about

    anything that's happening to other people. Even stuff that most people see as horrible. I often feel no sympathy or pity, but these things don't bother me as much as it should.
    alric alric 16-17, F 3 Responses Dec 5, 2014

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    I have a penchant for the forbidden.

    People dont see it because I appear very reserved, dress prim and proper. But oh, my thoughts! I have to keep them in check.
    heleneceleste heleneceleste 26-30, F 5 Responses Jan 15, 2014

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    I want a lot of people dead

    and I'm hope they die soon
    Wolf267 Wolf267 16-17, M 5 Responses Feb 4, 2014

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    I'm what you would call two faced

    but isn't everyone like that? Well anyway, on the outside to the majority and people in public i am seen as shy, well mannered, not ill-tempered, kind basically someone who is "innocent". But in reality my family and closest friend know my dark side and when it comes out it is...
    Horse10202 Horse10202 18-21, F 4 Responses Jan 8

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    I climb, I crawl, I claw out of hell

    that is my mind. But I am dragged into the burning fires once again. Facing the Demon, its eyes amber and hypnotic. The Demon understands and cherishes my fractured soul. Trance like I stare, my will weak and my resolve disappearing. I am naked and my frailties laid bare. The...
    urbannomad6699 urbannomad6699 31-35, M 5 days ago

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    here666 here666 22-25, F 1 Response Dec 10, 2014

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    BAD...Is it bad that I never made love,

    no I never did itBut I sure know how to f...I'll be your bad girl, I'll prove it to youI can't promise that I'll be good to youCause I have some issues, I won't commitNo, not having itBut at least I can admit that I'll be bad no to you (to you)Yeah, I'll be good in bed but I'll...
    Nyx1978 Nyx1978 36-40, F 4 Responses Jan 10

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    You have no idea what some of the things I

    think about. I'm my mind it feels like a never ending nightmare ;D don't turn you back lol
    Whothehellcares1 Whothehellcares1 22-25, F 5 Responses Nov 21, 2014

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    everyone has some shadow in what makes up

    who they are. in some its blatant hunger for power and domination...the darkness of the fanatic true believer. in some its a desire to spread pain and misery for the thrill. in some its a disregard for the damages done out of selfishness. yet others manifest darkness in the...
    ArnoldJRimmer ArnoldJRimmer 46-50, M Nov 30, 2014

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    Basically when u first look at me u see a tiny

    little girl who just smiles heaps and is all shy and ****. When u get to know me u'll realize I'm a complete Wack job and I'm random most of the time and have the dirtiest mind. Although there is a side barely no one know about me. When I'm usually alone I spend it crying, it's...
    suzannah98 suzannah98 16-17, F 4 Responses Mar 31, 2014

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    I was in a casual, cheerful mood.

    But a friend of mine pissed me off, and in a trice, my voice had dropped a few octaves. I was angry, but too calm and composed. Luckily another friend made a silly comment to dissipate the situation and I realised what had happened. It was indeed scary how my different self had...
    waterflame waterflame 16-17, F Jan 2

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    Eleni1179 Eleni1179 31-35, F 12 Responses Oct 13, 2014

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    I will watch you, for my dark admiration of you

    feeds me,I will make you see little things in your world to make you think about me, seep into your thoughts, conquer your dreams.....I will caress your heart to what you think is gentleness, I will take your soul.....Soon you will not be able to escape me, I will take your...
    SassyBabe39 SassyBabe39 41-45, F Nov 20, 2014

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    I have a side of me I'd

    rather few see, but it's a side I'd rather like to indulge in. It is the flip side of the coin which is me. It is my contradiction. It is my addiction. It is my mistake. It is my pleasure. Is it really me? Is it truly who I am? Is me being nice, kind, and polite all a well...
    ChanceSandmann ChanceSandmann 18-21, M 4 Responses Dec 1, 2013

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    I have a dark side. Like one days I was with

    some of my friends going trick or treating and we went to a house where the person inside just lost some. They both felt bad but I didn't is that weird mean or normal?
    catdog5452 catdog5452 13-15, F 3 Responses Dec 8, 2014

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    My mind is a dark place.

    I'm scared to be alone with myself because I can't shut those voices down.
    belseg belseg 22-25, F 8 Responses Jun 9, 2014

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    The Dark Cheerleader

    I think it's sad (out loud) but secretly love that I smile to your face but imagine you being hit by a bus or head exploding! I can never really hide my anger or hatred, so I smile. I work with so many ********! I'm married to a slug! I smile!