I Have a Dark Side

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    I think we all have one inside of us.

    I don't actually have a lot of experience with my "dark side." What I know is that it's an instinctive side of me that only surfaces when angered. I don't "manipulate" people or "scare" or any of that B.S. people claim they do with their "dark side." In fact, I'm pretty bad at...
    AliasSapien AliasSapien
    22-25, M
    Jan 29, 2016
    themisanthropicalien themisanthropicalien
    26-30, F
    5 Responses Apr 9, 2016

    Yeah, I'm too cold. I can be great friends with

    someone and they can drop me. I wouldn't care. The Earth keeps spinning, and we gotta keep moving. I haven't found anyone that can keep up with me...yet.
    Stormeyes Stormeyes
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Mar 13, 2016

    Don't we all love double lives?

    We all have an outer appearance that we show to everyone else but deep down inside is who we truly are. Some are just better at masking it
    HawkEye13 HawkEye13
    22-25, M
    7 Responses Jan 20, 2014

    I think my friends know I'm a very naughty girl

    but the dark side comes from me being a perfect daughter who sings in the choir and doesn't ever do anything wrong but im more naturally dark then light. It's a facade that I do take pleasure from ironically. What's everyone else's secret dark side? What do you want people to...
    Allysexycat Allysexycat
    26-30, F
    13 Responses Jul 8, 2015

    When You Are Broken, Perhaps You Need To Be Broken Again To Heal

    I have been thinking. Before I met anyone, I was quite broken honestly. I was sooo cold. So distant. I was aware of who I was and I did feel much pain still. But often, I dident really feel anything. Someone told me something once that I think is quite true. "You feel so little...
    Wintersorrow Wintersorrow
    26-30, M
    9 Responses Dec 20, 2012

    Or A Light Side...

    I've only dated and been sexually active with white guys in my life. Why do black girls do that? I never understood why I lean toward white men and kind of discard men of my own kind. It's not that they're less attractive I would love a black man, but it just never occurred...
    soldiergirl24 soldiergirl24
    22-25, F
    6 Responses Nov 19, 2013

    My co-worker, sitting at the workstation next

    to me has been relentlessly tapping her foot for the last five hours. One might venture to wonder if she was politely asked to stop, and she has been on multiple occasions. But this, individual, does not seem to possess the understanding or compassion that most people inherently...
    DarkestDespair DarkestDespair
    36-40, M
    6 Responses Feb 4, 2015

    "The Japanese say you have three faces.

    The first face, you show to the world. The second face, you show to your close friends and your family. The third face, you never show anyone. It's the truest reflection of who you are." --Unknown.
    Airlangga Airlangga
    7 Responses Apr 19, 2015

    Its not something I like to show to the world.

    If I let it out then it tends to hurt those who are closest to me and in turn that drags me down into the dark hole of depression. When my dark side come out I am not longer a nice person and I am no longer in control.
    deleted deleted
    Feb 7, 2016

    There's always been one thought

    that I can't get out of my head no matter what. What would it be like to be owned and have a collar? Some people see a collar as marriage, equal to a ring, and others see it as just simply ownership. I've always thought of the marriage side though but it is very intriguing.
    ISolemnlySwear ISolemnlySwear
    22-25, F
    Mar 14, 2016

    Have you crawled through the trenches of razor

    blades and dust Have you battled the indeniable pulls of lust Has screams pierced your mind where only insanity remains Our would you prefer for the demons to play Come, lets play in my realm I promise you its more tortureous in Hell
    ConsciousLivimg ConsciousLivimg
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Mar 14, 2016

    I'm so sorry I have a dark side

    that would earn me the death penalty. If you bother to go through my experiences, it's listed. I'm not going to apologise for having this side of me. It's an inherent part of human nature and I've just so happened to have embraced this part of me. The only thing separating me...
    deleted deleted
    2 Responses Jul 18, 2015
    deleted deleted
    Feb 2, 2016

    Just realise now how dark it is.

    That is such a turn on!
    MAXwho MAXwho
    46-50, M
    Mar 25, 2016

    Mom just came upstairs into my room with a

    chain dog collar. She says "I can't use this. I was going to try to use it to hang something up but it's too thick and it doesn't look good. Can you use it for anything?" I look at it, think about how I can use it and reply ".......... Yeah." And I can't really hide the...
    daddyslilmonster daddyslilmonster
    22-25, F
    1 Response Mar 14, 2016

    Kill it with fire, Burn it in flames murder

    hearts desire put to death without blame batter with iron on St Catherine's wheel tear the flesh! with steel sharply rend. crush bones with fanatical zeal neither stitches to close wounds or bandages to mend open the shutters to the soul rip down dark tattered veil with red...
    ArnoldJRimmer ArnoldJRimmer
    46-50, M
    1 Response Feb 17, 2016

    if i wasn't so good at hiding it,

    people would be scared of me._.
    deleted deleted
    7 Responses Mar 18, 2015

    I don't know what's wrong with me.

    I love to write stories were I kill all the people and in the end I die, I don't know why I'm like this. This morning I was in school, and all of a sudden I started crying I couldn't stop myself. I need a psychologist. :(
    Samkd Samkd
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Mar 8, 2016

    Pt. 14: I'm getting closer to the truth.

    And honestly, I'm excited, I'm anxious, I'm everything. The war is real, and I know I'll be ready. When the time is right.
    OldSoulRedux OldSoulRedux
    22-25, F
    4 Responses Mar 25, 2016

    useless human ive proven to be a truly useless

    human. im destructive. I'm a monster. i broke like a toy fell into a lonely void i lived for destruction as the only definite ability i hone i am not meant to create i am not meant for love i am not meant for companionship i am meant to be a destructive force one that...
    demonsaint demonsaint
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 9, 2016

    Eyes wide open, Fear looming in every corner,

    A zephyr of dread touching faces, Shadows dancing to the symphony of death, The monster stirring from deep slumber, Hungry and brimming with vengeance, Deception and trickery it's cloak, Devoid of emotion but intentions hidden, A scorching path of destruction and consumption...
    deleted deleted
    3 Responses Feb 17, 2015

    Tug Of War

    There is a battle within me. On the surface I'm a happy homemaker, bubbly, smile on my face, milk and cookies kind of gal. I'm team mom for many of the sports teams my sons are on, I volunteer in the school, I teach a Sunday School Class. Yet beneath my surface lies this other...
    deleted deleted
    12 Responses Sep 10, 2013

    Its my better half, what can I say.

    I`m definitely not the ingenue type. Where's the fun in that?
    hedonisticosset hedonisticosset
    46-50, F
    7 Responses Oct 4, 2015

    Most people who met me

    for the first time or people that know me few months anyway by looking at my picture by seen my personality u never think I had a dark side >:) I've done things I'm not proud of some things I've done was the wrong thing for the right reason like my days as a con-artist I know...
    lucy2014 lucy2014
    22-25, F
    10 Responses Dec 21, 2013
    GlitzandGlamber GlitzandGlamber
    22-25, F
    6 Responses Sep 23, 2015

    It only appears in desperation though.

    .when I can't escape the demons in my mind.
    Cocrispy Cocrispy
    26-30, M
    1 Response Jan 31, 2016

    Every has a side that nobody knows .

    ... or maybe we dont really wanna show.. There is nothing wrong in having a dark side.. Its a space created by your mind, where u can think whateva u want without external pressure... That space where you know the reality of the world irrespective of how ignorant u act around...
    ESR88888 ESR88888
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Feb 8, 2016

    Pt. 13: Often I sit back

    and think of all those I've come across and remembered the annoyance they've caused me. All of them. One by one I think to myself that they should just...die. Die. A slow and painful death. For being a complete nuisance. The lowest of species. It's sad when you can count on...
    OldSoulRedux OldSoulRedux
    22-25, F
    Mar 6, 2016

    I try and keep my shadow side

    and persona in harmony to be complete...life is about balance...too good is out of balance, too bad is out of balance...what do you think the story of Goldilocks and the 3 bears was about?? BALANCE
    PrometheusArcanus PrometheusArcanus
    31-35, M
    1 Response Feb 1, 2016

    I act like I'd hate to lose you

    as a friend but really I wish I could drop you so I can go back to being alone. Nothing personal, is how I am with everyone.
    soulhyalie soulhyalie
    16-17, F
    1 Response Mar 14, 2016

    Who doesn't? I think everybody has a dark side,

    some are just better in hiding it than others... *creepy smile*
    Joylove347 Joylove347
    22-25, F
    5 Responses Mar 16, 2015

    what's one thing abt u

    or that you do that's dark and gives you pleasure??
    deleted deleted
    24 Responses Jul 8, 2015

    Dark Phoenix is what I use on other sites.

    Sometime I can be very morbid or just enough to creep people out.... my darkness though only shows if I wanna scare someone or I am telling a story.
    darkcuckoo darkcuckoo
    22-25, M
    Jan 28, 2016
    Eleni1179 Eleni1179
    36-40, F
    10 Responses Oct 13, 2014
    41-45, M
    1 Response Mar 14, 2016

    Pt. 15: For those who use EP to get ideas

    for a novel or film....and happen to stumble across my stories I ask that you give credit to who you got it from. For these are not just stories....but a reality. Respect.
    OldSoulRedux OldSoulRedux
    22-25, F
    1 Response Apr 8, 2016
    deleted deleted
    12 Responses Jul 8, 2015

    I Have a Dark Side Job Interview The FBI

    had an opening for an assassin. After all the background checks, interviewing, and testing were done, there were three candidates. For the final test, the FBI agents took one of the men to a large metal door and handed him a gun. "We must know that you will follow your...
    KalonaAyeliski KalonaAyeliski
    41-45, F
    4 Responses Mar 26, 2014

    I like to keep my dark side a secret.

    Every once and while someone will say my eyes and smile give it away. Note to self Smile less lol
    girl1e girl1e
    36-40, F
    11 Responses Apr 9, 2016

    That pretty little girl whose dressed in the

    pink? Well she has some secrets and they're darker than you think. That girl in the corner with the piercing blue eyes? She's not so innocent; a monster in disguise.
    WhatOnceWas WhatOnceWas
    18-21, F
    12 Responses Feb 9, 2014

    Can You Love Mine?

    All humans got a dark side! Everybody ,all of us ! Me ,i have it too! Nobody is a picture perfect but we all worth it! So the question is, Can you love me? Can you love mine - my dark side? ...hmmmmm!
    ascelous21XXX ascelous21XXX
    18-21, M
    4 Responses Nov 23, 2012

    Do not fear the dark.

    I have power from my dark side makes me Dominate
    DominateMaster DominateMaster
    31-35, M
    Feb 7, 2016

    Evil fantasies swimming in my head.

    Ready to embrace my dark side.
    badbillisbackagain badbillisbackagain
    36-40, M
    3 Responses Apr 15, 2016

    the biggest problem is

    when the dark side begins to take over... there is something about the dark side that excites me... and I have to be really careful not to let it grow!
    ElfawithaWolfHeart ElfawithaWolfHeart
    41-45, F
    5 Responses Jan 27, 2016

    I'm changing my picture

    for 5 minutes. Ladies ~ ENJOY... Guys ~ don't be jerks!
    Girlzonly Girlzonly
    26-30, F
    14 Responses Dec 2, 2013

    Everyone thinks I'm a good Christian girl

    but I have a girlfriend and I love it when she ties me up and ***** me from behind with a strap-on.
    skyler327 skyler327
    22-25, F
    7 Responses Feb 4, 2014
    genesis02 genesis02
    13-15, F
    3 Responses Apr 13, 2016

    It's hard to calm the darkness within you.

    You need to control your thoughts and make sure that they can't get out. I'm not in the habit of expressing my real feelings to anyone. I know that my sharp tongue can make people cry. My younger self's probably proud of it & won't apologize for being brutally frank. I know...
    hawksnravens hawksnravens
    41-45, F
    1 Response Feb 14, 2016

    Mistress: You shall obey me!

    Sazzio: yes mistress. Mistress: *Whips a naked Sazzio* I didn't hear you! Sazzio: I shall obey you Mistress. Now lick my feet. Harder! Faster! Sazzio: yes mistress. Mistress sits on face and strokes away, teasing, saying how small it is. She finishes off with footjob. (The...
    Sazzio Sazzio
    26-30, M
    2 Responses Mar 23, 2016

    I think we all have a dark side.

    There are things about me that no one knows about. There's a website that I visit religiously. It's packed with photos and videos of gruesome crime scenes, suicides, murders, and much more. I love that site. Most people would be shocked to know this about me. There's plenty more...
    Jononymous Jononymous
    26-30, M
    1 Response Feb 23, 2016

    I have a penchant for the forbidden.

    People dont see it because I appear very reserved, dress prim and proper. But oh, my thoughts! I have to keep them in check.
    heleneceleste heleneceleste
    26-30, F
    5 Responses Jan 15, 2014

    It shows up,...when you turn your bright

    smiling face away and remove your radiant warmth from me. :(
    LadyGallivanter LadyGallivanter
    8 Responses Jun 15, 2015
    deleted deleted
    21 Responses Oct 19, 2015

    To confront a person with his shadow is to show

    him his own light. Once one has experienced a few times what it is like to stand judgingly between the opposites, one begins to understand what is meant by the self. Anyone who perceives his shadow and his light simultaneously sees himself from two sides and thus gets in the...
    deleted deleted
    2 Responses Jul 15, 2015

    it's not creepy or violent it's just somewhere

    I go where I'm angry or depressed. it's scary because I can't crawl out of it I have to snap out of it.
    MyLove20 MyLove20
    18-21, F
    1 Response Mar 13, 2016

    I Helped A Friend Out.

    I had a friend that was pregnant and she developed where if she had sex with her husband she would brake out, So I lived with them and was the middle person between them.
    Serena32168 Serena32168
    41-45, F
    15 Responses Dec 2, 2013
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