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I Have a Dark Side

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    I saw someone's post; it was this girl asking

    how she could mess with her boyfriend while he's sleeping, and she put a picture up. The best way to mess with anyone in this situation ever, is to set their alarm to 3 minutes from the time you set it at, wait under their bed, send them a text giving them some order that would...
    CaptainHoof CaptainHoof 18-21, M 5 Responses 5 days ago

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    Goodby for a bit. Who knows how long,

    not I, could be 10 mins could be 10 years. I came here for one thing found something else and now it doesn't matter right now. As close as people come to understanding almost most don't care to.
    Golfknar Golfknar 36-40, M 1 Response Jun 9

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    Or A Light Side...

    I've only dated and been sexually active with white guys in my life. Why do black girls do that? I never understood why I lean toward white men and kind of discard men of my own kind. It's not that they're less attractive I would love a black man, but it just never occurred...
    soldiergirl24 soldiergirl24 18-21, F 7 Responses Nov 19, 2013

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    The daft need of my owl souls censure

    for the demon within is ridiculously moot The profligacy it hold dull and inane **** you I say, you are not my void and I don't like you anyway I've a plethora of my own kind of Saturnalia to tend to Your sad pleas are supererogatory and vain You've no comprehension of...
    PrettyOldSoul PrettyOldSoul 41-45, F 6 Responses May 30

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    Don't we all love double lives?

    We all have an outer appearance that we show to everyone else but deep down inside is who we truly are. Some are just better at masking it
    HawkEye13 HawkEye13 18-21, M 7 Responses Jan 20, 2014

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    That pretty little girl whose dressed in the

    pink? Well she has some secrets and they're darker than you think. That girl in the corner with the piercing blue eyes? She's not so innocent; a monster in disguise.
    WhatOnceWas WhatOnceWas 18-21, F 12 Responses Feb 9, 2014

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    I believe that we as humans should embrace our

    dark side as well as our light side...to deny your dark side you suppress a part of yourself and possibly underlying emotions that could erupt. The key is equally balancing the two ;) duality
    ladysapio ladysapio 22-25, F 3 Responses May 30

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    The Dark Cheerleader

    I think it's sad (out loud) but secretly love that I smile to your face but imagine you being hit by a bus or head exploding! I can never really hide my anger or hatred, so I smile. I work with so many ********! I'm married to a slug! I smile!
    hollyholls hollyholls 31-35, F 6 Responses Nov 25, 2013

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    Can You Love Mine?

    All humans got a dark side! Everybody ,all of us ! Me ,i have it too! Nobody is a picture perfect but we all worth it! So the question is, Can you love me? Can you love mine - my dark side? ...hmmmmm!
    ascelous21XXX ascelous21XXX 18-21, M 4 Responses Nov 23, 2012

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    I have a penchant for the forbidden.

    People dont see it because I appear very reserved, dress prim and proper. But oh, my thoughts! I have to keep them in check.
    heleneceleste heleneceleste 26-30, F 5 Responses Jan 15, 2014

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    Basically when u first look at me u see a tiny

    little girl who just smiles heaps and is all shy and ****. When u get to know me u'll realize I'm a complete Wack job and I'm random most of the time and have the dirtiest mind. Although there is a side barely no one know about me. When I'm usually alone I spend it crying, it's...
    suzannah98 suzannah98 16-17, F 4 Responses Mar 31, 2014

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    I'm better than you. I thought I wasn't

    but I am. You all are a fing joke.
    Golfknar Golfknar 36-40, M 3 Responses Jun 15

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    I have never shown or will show anyone,

    I don't want to see my friends or family what I can be or what I'm thinking
    MusicIsMyFeelings MusicIsMyFeelings 13-15, F 2 Responses Jun 19

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    I put my red velvet lipstick tube inside of my

    br^ssiere after i gussied myself up. I couldn't help but giggle to myself while pulling my black lace p^nties up and putting my heels back on. With all the bl00d gushing from your neck all I could stare at was your flacc!d little pathetic c0c.k.. Watching my steps I go around...
    Her08 Her08 22-25, F 4 Responses 4 hrs ago

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    But mainly only when I'm hungry.

    The other times, I'm only slightly shadowed.
    Prykat Prykat 26-30, F 2 Responses Jun 15

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    I have this picture on my iPad.

    It's a drawing. Not a real person. But I guess most people think it's disgusting anyways. I love it. I didn't even flinch when I first saw it. It's a girl. She's tied to a chair. Sitting in front if a table. On the table in a jar are her eyes. On a napkin is her tongue. A glass...
    ThisIsMordor ThisIsMordor 16-17, F 9 Responses Dec 18, 2013

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    I feel like there is this monster inside me

    (which in reality I suspect are just a twisted form of primal human urges) that makes me want to destroy everything around me, I want to control people and make them fear for their lives. I want to tear them apart and smash them into a bloody pulp, just make a mess of them. I...
    thefogman thefogman 18-21, M 3 Responses Jun 2

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    zmilenseor zmilenseor 31-35, M 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    I Helped A Friend Out.

    I had a friend that was pregnant and she developed where if she had sex with her husband she would brake out, So I lived with them and was the middle person between them.
    Serena32168 Serena32168 36-40, F 15 Responses Dec 2, 2013

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    if i wasn't so good at hiding it,

    people would be scared of me._.
    deleted deleted 26-30 8 Responses Mar 18

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    Traveling along austral paths inscribed into my

    providence, Zealously revelled in every sear to my being, Absolute, to the infinite pummel, has been my acceptance, The burden of my transgressions I carry ardently, With fortitude bred in the fires of Hades, To bear the damnation of even your doing, Beware! Rapt awaits a...
    deleted deleted 26-30 May 30

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    I have a side of me I'd

    rather few see, but it's a side I'd rather like to indulge in. It is the flip side of the coin which is me. It is my contradiction. It is my addiction. It is my mistake. It is my pleasure. Is it really me? Is it truly who I am? Is me being nice, kind, and polite all a well...
    ChanceSandmann ChanceSandmann 18-21, M 4 Responses Dec 1, 2013

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    Eleni1179 Eleni1179 31-35, F 11 Responses Oct 13, 2014

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    And back and front too

    because my T-Shirts are black. I also have a flashlight...if that counts.
    Sleih Sleih 26-30, M 1 Response Jun 15

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    "Cmon this's been my worst physical year ever.

    " https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=_Mvp-nOz9Gk
    CaptainHoof CaptainHoof 18-21, M Jun 17

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    At school, I'm the girl who's extremely quiet

    and antisocial when I'm not around my good classmates. They think I'm their innocent, foolish-minded pal, but they don't even know me at all. I may look like I'm just zoning out and drifting off into La-La Land but I'm not. At school, I think of the darkest things my mind can...
    ImaginationAbomination ImaginationAbomination 16-17, F 3 Responses Dec 9, 2013

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    What lurk in the shadow

    before me? An impossible question to answer in truth. .My shadow precede me as to lead me in the wrong direction. When I close my eyes it steps inside of me to ensure that I am there and kept. And so I remain the only light that emits a faint glow that is of me, thus...
    LadyGallivanter LadyGallivanter 41-45, F 1 Response Jun 7

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    The dark has taken hold of my heart.

    Longing to feel anything other than this. Can't take photos, can't smile. Cant cry and let it out. It stays trapped within, robbing me of my joy. Can't see the beauty that I once saw. Shadows replace the light and fear replaces confidence. No more swagger, just self loathing and...
    lavendersea lavendersea 41-45, F 9 Responses a week ago

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    Eyes wide open, Fear looming in every corner,

    A zephyr of dread touching faces, Shadows dancing to the symphony of death, The monster stirring from deep slumber, Hungry and brimming with vengeance, Deception and trickery it's cloak, Devoid of emotion but intentions hidden, A scorching path of destruction and consumption...
    deleted deleted 26-30 5 Responses Feb 17

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    I thought about killing my grandma

    when I was in elementary school, if something happens I instantly turn away from people and bury myself in my own darkness... I thought about different ways my boyfriends brother would get killed. actually hoping he does anyway, I really hate him. he's girlfriend to, if one of...
    RavenRena17 RavenRena17 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 15

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    Who doesn't? I think everybody has a dark side,

    some are just better in hiding it than others... *creepy smile*
    Joylove347 Joylove347 18-21, F 6 Responses Mar 16

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    It shows up,...when you turn your bright

    smiling face away and remove your radiant warmth from me. :(
    LadyGallivanter LadyGallivanter 41-45, F 14 Responses Jun 15

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    XavierSenpai XavierSenpai 13-15, M May 31

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    She'd long felt she must be a black hole,

    as far as physical needs go. That there's no single human on the planet who could touch her, Move her Enough. Not to fully fill and satisfy her aches and cravings. Unfortunately, she's come to realize: Emotional needs exist, also, and run rampant within her. And her calm...
    AdoraGel AdoraGel 31-35, F 2 Responses 22 hrs ago

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    I hate you all. You all are

    so simple. So single minded freaks. We are all freaks but single mindedness, damn you. Should I just let all of it go and bring suffering, should I not care, should I do things I'm good at but shouldn't do? I don't give an F what you think this is my experience. Your all...
    Golfknar Golfknar 36-40, M 2 Responses Jun 15

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    .clenching your dark hair .

    pulling it back so tightly .a bite on your neck
    xruckusx xruckusx 36-40, M 1 Response 20 hrs ago

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    So dark, it lights all true darkness around me.

    I pray for the chance to use my bright darkness to put out the dark light of evil. But evil is hard and easy to find. Hard to allow yourself to stop. As of you or I do am I not a dark light myself. I'm afraid of who I would be if I was a dark light.
    Golfknar Golfknar 36-40, M Jun 9

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    I have a dark side that I hide from

    everyone(mainly my friends).Only my family has seen it. My friends haven't seen it because I know how to control it when I'm in front of them. I do it in front of my family because they don't care,and my sister deserves to see.
    xXxSkittleMonsterxXx xXxSkittleMonsterxXx 13-15, F 2 Responses Jun 16

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    "The Japanese say you have three faces.

    The first face, you show to the world. The second face, you show to your close friends and your family. The third face, you never show anyone. It's the truest reflection of who you are." --Unknown.
    Airlangga Airlangga 22-25 8 Responses Apr 19

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    Want me to creep you out?

    I can follow you quietly, but I will make a point to let you know I am there. I will utter jibberish under my breath just loud enough for you to hear, and when you are about to scream... I burst out laughing and walk away. I loved working at haunted houses :P
    stewartgreen stewartgreen 18-21, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    My mind is a dark place.

    I'm scared to be alone with myself because I can't shut those voices down.
    belseg belseg 22-25, F 8 Responses Jun 9, 2014

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    Most people who met me

    for the first time or people that know me few months anyway by looking at my picture by seen my personality u never think I had a dark side >:) I've done things I'm not proud of some things I've done was the wrong thing for the right reason like my days as a con-artist I know...
    lucy2014 lucy2014 18-21, F 11 Responses Dec 21, 2013

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    Thank you for making me like it a little bit

    more. You are the uniquely familiar without a trace. A breed of rare form who's company I keep. The intensity I feed off of.
    Isis27 Isis27 36-40 2 Responses Mar 2

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    No one ever sees it,

    but if anyone cared to understand me, they would understand why I am who I am and why I act the way I do. So much has never left my head... Way too much stuff that few have seen or experienced has happened to me. Get to know what happens inside my head and you may just want to...
    stewartgreen stewartgreen 18-21, M 1 Response May 29

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    Tug Of War

    There is a battle within me. On the surface I'm a happy homemaker, bubbly, smile on my face, milk and cookies kind of gal. I'm team mom for many of the sports teams my sons are on, I volunteer in the school, I teach a Sunday School Class. Yet beneath my surface lies this other...
    deleted deleted 26-30 13 Responses Sep 10, 2013

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    You know that saying: "It's the quiet ones you

    need to look out for." What if I told you if it was true? I believe everyone has a dark side living inside us. It's that voice that tells you to stay home from school or work or a voice that tells people **** you to the persons you hate. I will not deny that I have a dark side...
    NeoxExor NeoxExor 22-25, M 6 Responses Nov 7, 2014

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