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I Have a Dark Side

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    Misanthropic scientists obsessed with

    mind-control forced me to become a bad person... Dang psychiatry, neurobiology and military scientists! I was going be a little more specific, but I figure it's just a waste at this point. "Confession is always weakness. The grave soul keeps its own secrets, and takes its...
    Forget2Trust Forget2Trust 26-30, F 3 Responses Apr 8

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    I Feel Like I'M Two.

    I feel like I'm two people in one body. I always fight with myself, I'm indecisive, and I always collide within myself. One side of me is happy to live and only talks to people worth my time. She feels superior and beautiful and is also a incredible actor. The other side is...
    RainbowDalia RainbowDalia 18-21, F 21 Responses Oct 20, 2013

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    Don't we all love double lives?

    We all have an outer appearance that we show to everyone else but deep down inside is who we truly are. Some are just better at masking it
    HawkEye13 HawkEye13 18-21, M 8 Responses Jan 20

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    Ugg I hate how I promise myself no more

    but I always end up doing it again... I want help, I need help... I hate having to hide them from my parents but what else am I supposed to do.. I'm so afraid...
    rosaluv4 rosaluv4 13-15, F 8 Responses Mar 26

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    Tug Of War

    There is a battle within me. On the surface I'm a happy homemaker, bubbly, smile on my face, milk and cookies kind of gal. I'm team mom for many of the sports teams my sons are on, I volunteer in the school, I teach a Sunday School Class. Yet beneath my surface lies this other...
    swtsacrifice swtsacrifice 36-40, F 15 Responses Sep 10, 2013

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    I have this picture on my iPad.

    It's a drawing. Not a real person. But I guess most people think it's disgusting anyways. I love it. I didn't even flinch when I first saw it. It's a girl. She's tied to a chair. Sitting in front if a table. On the table in a jar are her eyes. On a napkin is her tongue. A glass...
    ThisIsMordor ThisIsMordor 13-15, F 9 Responses Dec 18, 2013

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    Pillow Humping

    I have a thing for humping pillows I've been doing it for years and it feels good when it comes to humping a pillow I call it freshing I like using that term when I have fun with a pillow has anyone had a fetish like that?
    leejeans leejeans 36-40, M 5 Responses Nov 6, 2013

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    Everyone thinks I'm a good Christian girl

    but I have a girlfriend and I love it when she ties me up and ***** me from behind with a strap-on.
    skyler327 skyler327 22-25, F 8 Responses Feb 4

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    XXburnttoastXX XXburnttoastXX 13-15, F 5 Responses Mar 27

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    Sometimes I feel so weak,

    how do I stay strong? What the **** is wrong with me
    terriblefixations terriblefixations 22-25, F 4 Responses Apr 4

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    I come out when it gets dark outside,

    and come to a place where there are a few people. Just a few people though. It doesn't take me that long to find one. I drove my truck to the curb and got out. It was a dimly-lit pizzeria, and I decided this place was worth trying. I casually walked in. A few waiters were...
    Xzioxix Xzioxix 18-21, M 8 Responses Apr 3

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    What is love? All I've ever known to it was,

    possession, control, jealously, demanding. Love seems more dark then I ever thought it would be...
    Wallflower921 Wallflower921 18-21, F 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    Pressure- ~Katie~ You stand in front of a full

    length mirror. Staring, Thinking, Sighing, Hating. You know you've gained weight...
    ThisIsMordor ThisIsMordor 13-15, F 4 Responses Apr 2

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    Opening Up More

    I have just gotten out of a long term relationship. I am separated. Never gave myself the ability to be sexually explorative until now. I really want too. I fantasize. I dream. There are all kinds of ideas that come to mind on how I want to be....well I'm not that inappropriate...
    amf0128 amf0128 26-30, F 4 Responses Oct 28, 2013

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    One day I'm gonna snap

    and it's not gonna be me anymore I kinda notice that when I'm mad I attend to forget what happens and I black out for couple seconds and would calm down hours later idk I hate that side of me because one day I might hurt someone twice as hard do to damages in my life when I was...
    abriones abriones 16-17, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I want a lot of people dead

    and I'm hope they die soon
    Wolf267 Wolf267 13-15, M 4 Responses Feb 4

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    I'm changing my picture

    for 5 minutes. Ladies ~ ENJOY... Guys ~ don't be jerks!
    Girlzonly Girlzonly 22-25, F 19 Responses Dec 2, 2013

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    But don't worry. Just keep a light turned on,

    and you won't have to see it. :)
    Whoami30 Whoami30 26-30, M Mar 28

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    I have a penchant for the forbidden.

    People dont see it because I appear very reserved, dress prim and proper. But oh, my thoughts! I have to keep them in check.
    heleneceleste heleneceleste 22-25, F 5 Responses Jan 15

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    By dark side comes out

    when I get really angry. I'm the kind of person who hides all of my pain and doubt behind a smile so I never really have a reason to lash out and get angry. But trust me, when I get really angry, everything I'm not capable of doing becomes as simple as snapping a twig. I should...
    KeithPrice94 KeithPrice94 18-21, M 2 Responses Apr 6

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    But Doesn't Everyone....?

    . I'm not happy with my life, though I act like I have everything together, that I'm carefree and act like the big sister/mentor to some of my peers. I'm a put-together-prude. They don't know that I'm actually not as happy as I look. I'm not as content as I look. I don't want to...
    Fuzzies Fuzzies 56-60, M 2 Responses May 22, 2013

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    I have too simple of a dark side.

    It's almost a cliché. I've liked the antagonists of stories for merely a short time now... But from my point of view... Have I really become a bad guy? A bad guy that is so bad at being bad that they can be beaten by cartoonish stunts? That's how simple my 'dark' side is. It is...
    Phantomhummingbird Phantomhummingbird 13-15, F Apr 8

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    Most people who met me

    for the first time or people that know me few months anyway by looking at my picture by seen my personality u never think I had a dark side >:) I've done things I'm not proud of some things I've done was the wrong thing for the right reason like my days as a con-artist I know...
    lucy2014 lucy2014 18-21, F 10 Responses Dec 21, 2013

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    Into The Darkness

    Shadow is here now, he bids me come home my love. For you've danced in the light for too long now, and you've been burned now. . Come into the night, where all is cool, and all is right. No more fears, and no more tears. I will lay you down now, I will penetrate you, and...
    lookingwindow lookingwindow 41-45, F 3 Responses Dec 7, 2012

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    Everyone has a dark side.

    And hey dont just judge me based on what you might read from me here. Yes i am horny alot, and maybe like kinky stuff. The last i want is to be annoying. Just mutual fun!. Get to know me a little better. Give some people a change to talk to, i am glad some EP friends actually...
    mic73 mic73 41-45, M 3 Responses Dec 28, 2013

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    I Helped A Friend Out.

    I had a friend that was pregnant and she developed where if she had sex with her husband she would brake out, So I lived with them and was the middle person between them.
    Serena32168 Serena32168 36-40, F 13 Responses Dec 2, 2013

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    I Have A Dark Side

    Everyone always thinks i'm really sweet and quiet, and i try to be but even the nicest people have a breaking point. Everyone has a point where they realise they're sick of treating everyone with so much respect and never getting it back. I think people should be treated how they...
    SkullCandy123 SkullCandy123 13-15, F 14 Responses Nov 1, 2013

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    They only see what I want them to see.

    No one can look me in the eyes and see me for who I am. I'm a lost soul who lost a life to live. Now I wait to see where the tunnel to my life leads. I'm closer to the light but surrounded by the darkness. It's becoming to hard to see. Let's hope I get to the light before I'm...
    justhatgurl justhatgurl 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 11

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    I Have a Dark Side Job Interview The FBI

    had an opening for an assassin. After all the background checks, interviewing, and testing were done, there were three candidates. For the final test, the FBI agents took one of the men to a large metal door and handed him a gun. "We must know that you will follow your...
    ahyokaatuyastanvusdayvhvsgi ahyokaatuyastanvusdayvhvsgi 36-40, F 2 Responses Mar 26

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    I sometimes dream about killing people.

    Not random strangers, someone I hate, a crime of passion maybe. I feel like I'm getting eaten from the darkness within myself. It's scary, but I love it.
    bluefrogs247 bluefrogs247 16-17, F 6 Responses Jan 3

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    I just cut my leg while shaving

    and it is bleeding non stop. I must say the color of blood is soooo pretty. But now my leg looks like a prop from Saw III Yeah
    UnderworldNymph UnderworldNymph 16-17, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    How do you know? How do you know,

    How deep your darkness goes?
    Wallflower921 Wallflower921 18-21, F 5 Responses 3 days ago

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    I've become addicted to things

    that used to disturb me. I don't understand why but I have an obsession for the macabre. It almost frightens me.
    ThisIsMordor ThisIsMordor 13-15, F 4 Responses Apr 3

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    Smarty123xxx Smarty123xxx 26-30, F 12 Responses Jan 1

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    The Beast

    I try to be a nice guy, I really do. I listen when someone needs a friend to talk to, and I like to help when I can. I have had a rough life, but it's taught me a lot and I enjoy sharing what I know with those who want or need it. Almost everyone I meet thinks I'm a good guy...
    Valdaine Valdaine 41-45, M 1 Response Nov 14, 2013

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    *Note: I write my stories in stanzas

    and in 2nd person* Pressure- ~Katie~ You stand in front of a full length mirror Staring, Thinking, Sighing...
    ThisIsMordor ThisIsMordor 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 2

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    I've decided to post one of my stories on here

    in small chapters. I don't want to publish this one, but people tell me it's good and I feel like this is the best place to put it. Most of this is fiction, but each of my characters have a piece of me. My next post will be the beginning of my story.
    ThisIsMordor ThisIsMordor 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 2

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    Please just kill me before I snap

    and either do it myself or hurt someone else. Please.
    ThisIsMordor ThisIsMordor 13-15, F 4 Responses Apr 6

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    Like all others we all have our own dark side.

    Some worse then others. Some can be easily directed to do harmful things to themselves. Some minds are set on thinking that they are not perfect, or that the are forever sinking. Well we also have a bright side. A side which should be show more. The dark side may seem the easy...
    esarosa esarosa 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 26

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    “Everyone has three lives: a public life,

    a private life, and a secret life".
    PinkDolphins PinkDolphins 18-21, F 5 Responses Jan 1

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    Someone here calls it a nihilist attitude.

    It's true, sometimes I just want everything to burn including myself. Doesn't make sense but when anger takes over the monster is not in control and it wants to destroy everything. And it's like all I feel is hatred and not a trace of kindness if left within me. But most of...
    GrumpyGrouchy GrumpyGrouchy 22-25, F Apr 8

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    Stare back at me with scared eyes.

    Your fearful gaze. The look you get once you’ve realized that everything you knew, everything you’ve come to depend on and trust, and all the things you loved and cared for… only existed to entrap you within misery and suffering. Your own hell, compliments of yourself...
    FonderAbsence FonderAbsence 31-35, M 1 Response Jan 14

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    CorruptedTyranny CorruptedTyranny 16-17, M 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    At school, I'm the girl who's extremely quiet

    and antisocial when I'm not around my good classmates. They think I'm their innocent, foolish-minded pal, but they don't even know me at all. I may look like I'm just zoning out and drifting off into La-La Land but I'm not. At school, I think of the darkest things my mind can...
    ImaginationAbomination ImaginationAbomination 13-15, F 3 Responses Dec 9, 2013

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    Or A Light Side...

    I've only dated and been sexually active with white guys in my life. Why do black girls do that? I never understood why I lean toward white men and kind of discard men of my own kind. It's not that they're less attractive I would love a black man, but it just never occurred...
    soldiergirl24 soldiergirl24 18-21, F 13 Responses Nov 19, 2013

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    porscheman porscheman 31-35, M Mar 23

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    I can have a dark side too.

    I can have a dark side, of you want me to. I can develop my brooding potential. If pain's what you want in a man, pain I can do. Yeah, I can have a dark side too. I can have a dark side I can have a dark side I can have a dark side, oooh, yeahhh..........yippee! Tim Minchin...
    ArguablyLonely ArguablyLonely 18-21, F 4 Responses Apr 1

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    I have a side of me I'd

    rather few see, but it's a side I'd rather like to indulge in. It is the flip side of the coin which is me. It is my contradiction. It is my addiction. It is my mistake. It is my pleasure. Is it really me? Is it truly who I am? Is me being nice, kind, and polite all a well...
    ChanceSandmann ChanceSandmann 18-21, M 4 Responses Dec 1, 2013

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    That pretty little girl whose dressed in the

    pink? Well she has some secrets and they're darker than you think. That girl in the corner with the piercing blue eyes? She's not so innocent; a monster in disguise.
    WhatOnceWas WhatOnceWas 16-17, F 13 Responses Feb 9

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    Some lyrics I wrote-a fictional love story

    about a grave robber and a corpse. Because I have a dark sense if humour... A moment of ecstasy You can't wait to uncover the mannequin's home Digging on into the dark hours While the Orb of Night looks down as you roam The polluted carpet degenerates Crumbling as you push in...
    sinkingwater sinkingwater 31-35, M 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    The Dark Cheerleader

    I think it's sad (out loud) but secretly love that I smile to your face but imagine you being hit by a bus or head exploding! I can never really hide my anger or hatred, so I smile. I work with so many ********! I'm married to a slug! I smile!
    hollyholls hollyholls 31-35, F 10 Responses Nov 25, 2013

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    I saw someone getting beat up just a couple

    feet from where i was standing.I chose to help him but make sure the attackers paid for beating up a civilian.I threw snowballs with rocks in the center to give it a little more power.I hit one of their eyes by accident.I liked the feeling of having them in pain.
    ConnorKenway12 ConnorKenway12 13-15, M 3 Responses Mar 29

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    When You Are Broken, Perhaps You Need To Be Broken Again To Heal

    I have been thinking. Before I met anyone, I was quite broken honestly. I was sooo cold. So distant. I was aware of who I was and I did feel much pain still. But often, I dident really feel anything. Someone told me something once that I think is quite true. "You feel so little...
    Wintersorrow Wintersorrow 26-30, M 12 Responses Dec 20, 2012

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    Yeah this is true. My dark side comes out every

    once in a while and while I strongly believe it just wants to protect me it can be mean. If someone starts to push the right buttons here it comes rage and frustration flies right out. Mostly built up from other things and just looking for the chance to escape. I just go be by...
    solojo solojo 31-35, M 2 Responses Mar 23

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    I have a dark side full of demons.

    I found these Demons every night. The demons have voice. These demons are my insecurities, my deepest fears, and my lonely nights. They are the insults I receive and the emotions I can't contain. They are a part of me and are what I have become. The demons tell me to cut. They...
    callmeperla callmeperla 18-21, F 13 Responses Jan 9

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    Basically when u first look at me u see a tiny

    little girl who just smiles heaps and is all shy and ****. When u get to know me u'll realize I'm a complete Wack job and I'm random most of the time and have the dirtiest mind. Although there is a side barely no one know about me. When I'm usually alone I spend it crying, it's...
    suzannah98 suzannah98 16-17, F 6 Responses Mar 31

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