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I Have a Dark Side

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    At school, I'm the girl who's extremely quiet

    and antisocial when I'm not around my good classmates. They think I'm their innocent, foolish-minded pal, but they don't even know me at all. I may look like I'm just zoning out and drifting off into La-La Land but I'm not. At school, I think of the darkest things my mind can...
    ImaginationAbomination ImaginationAbomination 16-17, F 3 Responses Dec 9, 2013

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    Eleni1179 Eleni1179 31-35, F 12 Responses Oct 13, 2014

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    Within the ruins of memories,

    Echoes of hollow screams haunting, Heart darkened by a penumbra of the past, Rising from the expanse of a dark conscious, A whisper, the rumbling of an awakening, Stretching its limbs, waiting and vigilant, Anticipating a taste of freedom from conscience, Ruination of self...
    urbannomad6699 urbannomad6699 36-40, M Mar 9

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    I am a sissy man who would love to find a

    dominant woman to train and dominate him/her. Do they exist?
    beyerswede beyerswede 61-65, M 4 Responses May 16

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    TGBman TGBman 22-25, M 2 Responses May 9

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    The corner of the tavern is my abode

    and my presence a provocation. Observing the inebriated and vacuous souls frolicking without a care in the world, I drown my fury in the firewater. A wasted effort to stifle the dark whispers of the past. Surreptitiously I will the riffraff to incite the fiend caged for eons...
    urbannomad6699 urbannomad6699 36-40, M 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    I Just Had To Kick My Friend Out Because This

    Mf Gone Tell Me To Mind My Business When She Talkin To MY MOM ....***** **** Out My House
    amorato amorato 18-21, M 1 Response Mar 14

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    Opening Up More

    I have just gotten out of a long term relationship. I am separated. Never gave myself the ability to be sexually explorative until now. I really want too. I fantasize. I dream. There are all kinds of ideas that come to mind on how I want to be....well I'm not that inappropriate...
    amf0128 amf0128 26-30, F 3 Responses Oct 28, 2013

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    That pretty little girl whose dressed in the

    pink? Well she has some secrets and they're darker than you think. That girl in the corner with the piercing blue eyes? She's not so innocent; a monster in disguise.
    WhatOnceWas WhatOnceWas 18-21, F 12 Responses Feb 9, 2014

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    Damnation your call I heed

    and walk willing, Weary shadows burdened by sin companions of choice, For the road is long and unyielding my friend, Web of deceit and temptation offering false redemption, Trickster of the dark! I recognize your ploys, Emotional frailties shall not weaken resolve, Walking...
    urbannomad6699 urbannomad6699 36-40, M Apr 8

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    Pillow Humping

    I have a thing for humping pillows I've been doing it for years and it feels good when it comes to humping a pillow I call it freshing I like using that term when I have fun with a pillow has anyone had a fetish like that?
    leejeans leejeans 36-40, M 6 Responses Nov 6, 2013

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    Well...since I'm typing this,

    I should be able to tell you that yes, I have a dark side of me. I keep it well hidden, butt it is always inside me, urging me on with thoughts and furious actions that I sometimes can't control. I'm not schizophrenic, but I'm still obsessed with the more macabre side of the...
    SnarklingForever SnarklingForever 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 8

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    XavierSenpai XavierSenpai 13-15, M 1 Response May 17

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    Or A Light Side...

    I've only dated and been sexually active with white guys in my life. Why do black girls do that? I never understood why I lean toward white men and kind of discard men of my own kind. It's not that they're less attractive I would love a black man, but it just never occurred...
    soldiergirl24 soldiergirl24 18-21, F 7 Responses Nov 19, 2013

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    That dark side of me is the voice

    that constantly tells me to not care about anything else besides myself. It's usually the "good" side that overrides those thought- sometimes... When I'm in a horrible mood, I listen to the dark side, as it somehow feels more realistic and truthful. Let's face it, if I were to...
    Sil833 Sil833 18-21, F 1 Response May 17

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    I have a side of me I'd

    rather few see, but it's a side I'd rather like to indulge in. It is the flip side of the coin which is me. It is my contradiction. It is my addiction. It is my mistake. It is my pleasure. Is it really me? Is it truly who I am? Is me being nice, kind, and polite all a well...
    ChanceSandmann ChanceSandmann 18-21, M 4 Responses Dec 1, 2013

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    Anathema rising from the rubble of memories,

    Towering above all that is loved, It's identity an enigma to all but self, Searching for agony that numbs, Time not a deterrent for devious design, Tidal wave of fury dominating a weary soul, Feeble protests engulfed by omnipotent...
    urbannomad6699 urbannomad6699 36-40, M Mar 24

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    Through the looking glass of time I have gazed,

    Above reproach my actions have not been, But gander into your conscious O' accusers of mine, Silently I shall not bear the echoes of all our lapses, Nudge me not any further into submission, For before I sink into the black abyss, My wrath shall consume and burn all you...
    urbannomad6699 urbannomad6699 36-40, M 2 Responses Apr 30

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    What lurk in the shadow

    before me? An impossible question to answer in truth. .My shadow precede me as to lead me in the wrong direction. When I close my eyes it steps inside of me to ensure that I am there and kept. And so I remain the only light that emits a faint glow that is of me, thus...
    PrettyOldSoul PrettyOldSoul 41-45, F 3 Responses May 17

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    Considering Darth Vader is my dad I didn't

    really have much choice ;)
    Stroker71 Stroker71 41-45, M 1 Response May 19

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    I have a dark side full of demons.

    I found these Demons every night. The demons have voice. These demons are my insecurities, my deepest fears, and my lonely nights. They are the insults I receive and the emotions I can't contain. They are a part of me and are what I have become. The demons tell me to cut. They...
    callmeperla callmeperla 18-21, F 12 Responses Jan 9, 2014

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    The dark side of the moon.

    It is desolate and turbulent. Inhabited by those standing in the raging rain till their souls are ******** to skin and bones. Stained by what was done to them and by what they do. All that is light encumbered by the heavy gloom. No halcyon days and nights exist here. Control is...
    urbannomad6699 urbannomad6699 36-40, M 6 Responses May 12

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    "The Japanese say you have three faces.

    The first face, you show to the world. The second face, you show to your close friends and your family. The third face, you never show anyone. It's the truest reflection of who you are." --Unknown.
    Airlangga Airlangga 18-21 8 Responses Apr 19

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    I Have a Dark Side Job Interview The FBI

    had an opening for an assassin. After all the background checks, interviewing, and testing were done, there were three candidates. For the final test, the FBI agents took one of the men to a large metal door and handed him a gun. "We must know that you will follow your...
    KalonaAyeliski KalonaAyeliski 36-40, F 3 Responses Mar 26, 2014

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    The things of my childhood will shape the man I

    will become. I fully expect to become evil, mainly because of what I've seen and what has happened. I want my name to not only be recognized but I want to be so well known, I'm simply called by my first name. Anything other than this will be a complete and utter failure of my...
    BenedictJones BenedictJones 13-15, M 4 Responses May 9

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    Tug Of War

    There is a battle within me. On the surface I'm a happy homemaker, bubbly, smile on my face, milk and cookies kind of gal. I'm team mom for many of the sports teams my sons are on, I volunteer in the school, I teach a Sunday School Class. Yet beneath my surface lies this other...
    deleted deleted 26-30 13 Responses Sep 10, 2013

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    Basically when u first look at me u see a tiny

    little girl who just smiles heaps and is all shy and ****. When u get to know me u'll realize I'm a complete Wack job and I'm random most of the time and have the dirtiest mind. Although there is a side barely no one know about me. When I'm usually alone I spend it crying, it's...
    suzannah98 suzannah98 16-17, F 4 Responses Mar 31, 2014

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    I have a penchant for the forbidden.

    People dont see it because I appear very reserved, dress prim and proper. But oh, my thoughts! I have to keep them in check.
    heleneceleste heleneceleste 26-30, F 5 Responses Jan 15, 2014

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    Who doesn't? I think everybody has a dark side,

    some are just better in hiding it than others... *creepy smile*
    Joylove347 Joylove347 18-21, F 6 Responses Mar 16

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    I have this picture on my iPad.

    It's a drawing. Not a real person. But I guess most people think it's disgusting anyways. I love it. I didn't even flinch when I first saw it. It's a girl. She's tied to a chair. Sitting in front if a table. On the table in a jar are her eyes. On a napkin is her tongue. A glass...
    ThisIsMordor ThisIsMordor 16-17, F 9 Responses Dec 18, 2013

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    My mind is a dark place.

    I'm scared to be alone with myself because I can't shut those voices down.
    belseg belseg 22-25, F 8 Responses Jun 9, 2014

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    Thank you for making me like it a little bit

    more. You are the uniquely familiar without a trace. A breed of rare form who's company I keep. The intensity I feed off of.
    Isis27 Isis27 36-40 2 Responses Mar 2

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    I Helped A Friend Out.

    I had a friend that was pregnant and she developed where if she had sex with her husband she would brake out, So I lived with them and was the middle person between them.
    Serena32168 Serena32168 36-40, F 14 Responses Dec 2, 2013

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    When You Are Broken, Perhaps You Need To Be Broken Again To Heal

    I have been thinking. Before I met anyone, I was quite broken honestly. I was sooo cold. So distant. I was aware of who I was and I did feel much pain still. But often, I dident really feel anything. Someone told me something once that I think is quite true. "You feel so little...
    Wintersorrow Wintersorrow 26-30, M 10 Responses Dec 20, 2012

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    I need to be dominated

    so badly. I am wearing only a bra and panty . I have tied my legs spread eagle to my bed posts and tied my left arm to a bed post as well with my right arm loosely tied and ready to be cinched . I have a bottle of lube and begging to be used in any way by a boy or girl, I feel...
    kristahere kristahere 26-30, T May 16

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    Come to the dark side,

    I have cookies.
    Glumie57 Glumie57 16-17, F 12 Responses Apr 15

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    Ghouls whispering tales of a tortured past,

    Of a life born anew from ashes of anguish, A Cimmerian shade blotting what once was radiance, Breathing wrathful life into the soul of a brute, Fable no longer a figment but now absolute, Armor of hate and the Sword of pain his legacy, The child of dark saunters among the...
    urbannomad6699 urbannomad6699 36-40, M Apr 3

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    The Dark Cheerleader

    I think it's sad (out loud) but secretly love that I smile to your face but imagine you being hit by a bus or head exploding! I can never really hide my anger or hatred, so I smile. I work with so many ********! I'm married to a slug! I smile!
    hollyholls hollyholls 31-35, F 6 Responses Nov 25, 2013

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    Don't we all love double lives?

    We all have an outer appearance that we show to everyone else but deep down inside is who we truly are. Some are just better at masking it
    HawkEye13 HawkEye13 18-21, M 7 Responses Jan 20, 2014

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    My co-worker, sitting at the workstation next

    to me has been relentlessly tapping her foot for the last five hours. One might venture to wonder if she was politely asked to stop, and she has been on multiple occasions. But this, individual, does not seem to possess the understanding or compassion that most people inherently...
    DarkestDespair DarkestDespair 36-40, M 4 Responses Feb 4

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    I'm changing my picture

    for 5 minutes. Ladies ~ ENJOY... Guys ~ don't be jerks!
    Girlzonly Girlzonly 22-25, F 16 Responses Dec 2, 2013

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    Everyone thinks I'm a good Christian girl

    but I have a girlfriend and I love it when she ties me up and ***** me from behind with a strap-on.
    skyler327 skyler327 22-25, F 6 Responses Feb 4, 2014

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    Don't join the dark side.

    The cookies are a lie! I've had the dark side for some time now. Soon 6 years. It has taught me many things but brought me great despair. And I am too corrupt at my heart to go back to Bright side. Not even sure if I ever could...
    Zim0 Zim0 18-21, M 2 Responses Apr 4

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    Most people are so surprised

    when they find out all the things I do behind closed doors.
    punicorn1 punicorn1 13-15, F 8 Responses Apr 21

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    monatonie monatonie 22-25, F 5 Responses Mar 15

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    if i wasn't so good at hiding it,

    people would be scared of me._.
    deleted deleted 26-30 9 Responses Mar 18

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