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I Have a Dark Side

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    Well dosent everyone.

    .. Its called a shadow.. The part of your psyche in which you reject that manifests itself into everything you reject about yourself. It grows and feeds on your inner struggles and eventually becomes to much to handle that it just go's berserk. Thats just one type of dark side...
    TeddyOrTeddie TeddyOrTeddie 13-15, M 1 Response Aug 11

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    I can be extremely manipulative.

    I have an unhealthy amount of control over people's lives. All I have to do is give a word and I could end a relationship as I see fit. I don't even have to be dishonest and I could change someone's outlook on life. The way I present myself and speak gives me a flawless aura of...
    MarimbaJake MarimbaJake 16-17, M 9 Responses Jun 17

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    I have dissociative identity disorder aka

    multiple personality disorder. Sigma is my dark side. He can mimic my voice and pretend to be me so he can mess with other people and I get the blame for it. I can control him but sometimes he lets loose and causes some damage.
    MultipleRex MultipleRex 16-17, M 2 Responses Jul 30

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    I love animals and all

    but sometimes I feel like I want to go hunting them down with a bow.
    tommyfung tommyfung 16-17, M 3 Responses Jun 30

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    Yes. I have a dark side.

    Not depression type dark side. Physchopathic dark side. I would just love to sink my teeth into your flesh and tear you apart. That would be a dream come true. :) But no. I have to be a good girl and stay. I have to obey the rules. It takes a toll on someone like me. I've...
    DarknessFalls101 DarknessFalls101 13-15, F 5 Responses Aug 5

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    Everyone has a dark side.

    And hey dont just judge me based on what you might read from me here. Yes i am horny alot, and maybe like kinky stuff. The last i want is to be annoying. Just mutual fun!. Get to know me a little better. Give some people a change to talk to, i am glad some EP friends actually...
    mic73 mic73 41-45, M 4 Responses Dec 28, 2013

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    The Dark Cheerleader

    I think it's sad (out loud) but secretly love that I smile to your face but imagine you being hit by a bus or head exploding! I can never really hide my anger or hatred, so I smile. I work with so many ********! I'm married to a slug! I smile!
    hollyholls hollyholls 31-35, F 7 Responses Nov 25, 2013

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    Something Which Is Me But I Hide

    Daughter of two pastors, I fantasize about very taboo sexual fantasies. If my parents knew, or my hubby, or my daughters ... They would freak out. Even I freak out thinking I get aroused that way. Almost scary
    mimibox mimibox 36-40, F 48 Responses Aug 20, 2013

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    So I was holding the stick left from my ice

    cream the other day, then snapped it in half before tossing it away. "Why did you do that?" I was asked out of the blue. "Because I can" I mused. My physical strength doesn't stretch very far, but it gives power knowing you can break something, even something as small and...
    AngelofPink AngelofPink 18-21, F 7 Responses May 26

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    I Helped A Friend Out.

    I had a friend that was pregnant and she developed where if she had sex with her husband she would brake out, So I lived with them and was the middle person between them.
    Serena32168 Serena32168 36-40, F 14 Responses Dec 2, 2013

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    butterflysplurge123 butterflysplurge123 18-21, F 6 Responses Aug 7

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    I try to do what is right

    and be a good person, but I have a really dark side that most people never see. I can be mean and cruel without even thinking about it, or knowing why I would do something like that. My thoughts seem to always be dark. When someone tells be how a kind I am, or how patient, I...
    GoranMountainMan GoranMountainMan 18-21, M 1 Response Jul 5

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    Walking home from the gym.

    It was dark out. Best time of a day. I feel alive. It was around 9. Very few people walk the path immediately around the Planet Fitness curve. Many days have I anticipated a victim of my rage to suffer on this path. Some guy was walking. I thought I would be the prey this time...
    MalumGreal MalumGreal 18-21 1 Response Jul 19

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    join the dark side, we have hentai,

    cake, and woman, also man, but no children. we have our limits here.
    ziroks ziroks 22-25, M 2 Responses Aug 12

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    Tug Of War

    There is a battle within me. On the surface I'm a happy homemaker, bubbly, smile on my face, milk and cookies kind of gal. I'm team mom for many of the sports teams my sons are on, I volunteer in the school, I teach a Sunday School Class. Yet beneath my surface lies this other...
    swtsacrifice swtsacrifice 36-40, F 15 Responses Sep 10, 2013

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    Most people who met me

    for the first time or people that know me few months anyway by looking at my picture by seen my personality u never think I had a dark side >:) I've done things I'm not proud of some things I've done was the wrong thing for the right reason like my days as a con-artist I know...
    lucy2014 lucy2014 18-21, F 14 Responses Dec 21, 2013

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    This is from AnnieHodgeTSC,

    the best food the state will never no because one woman and one man are crude criminals and criminals
    somethin2say somethin2say 22-25, F Jul 19

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    I have this picture on my iPad.

    It's a drawing. Not a real person. But I guess most people think it's disgusting anyways. I love it. I didn't even flinch when I first saw it. It's a girl. She's tied to a chair. Sitting in front if a table. On the table in a jar are her eyes. On a napkin is her tongue. A glass...
    ThisIsMordor ThisIsMordor 16-17, F 9 Responses Dec 18, 2013

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    My dark side is really,

    really evil... C:< Because when I'm evil, I don't share my food.
    ThatAwkwardPanda ThatAwkwardPanda 13-15 2 Responses Jul 5

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    Stare back at me with scared eyes.

    Your fearful gaze. The look you get once you’ve realized that everything you knew, everything you’ve come to depend on and trust, and all the things you loved and cared for… only existed to entrap you within misery and suffering. Your own hell, compliments of yourself...
    FonderAbsence FonderAbsence 31-35, M 1 Response Jan 14

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    I have a penchant for the forbidden.

    People dont see it because I appear very reserved, dress prim and proper. But oh, my thoughts! I have to keep them in check.
    heleneceleste heleneceleste 26-30, F 5 Responses Jan 15

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    I think I have a dark side sometimes,

    because sometimes for no reason I just want to hit someone for no reason and just be mean to someone, but I think I can control it now
    Chasemanning Chasemanning 13-15, M Jul 13

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    I think as we grow older

    and expierence not so pleasent things..we realize the monsters are no longer under our beds but inside of us. We are terrified of ourselves
    findasilverlining33 findasilverlining33 16-17, F 3 Responses Jul 8

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    I have a side of me I'd

    rather few see, but it's a side I'd rather like to indulge in. It is the flip side of the coin which is me. It is my contradiction. It is my addiction. It is my mistake. It is my pleasure. Is it really me? Is it truly who I am? Is me being nice, kind, and polite all a well...
    ChanceSandmann ChanceSandmann 18-21, M 4 Responses Dec 1, 2013

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    Basically when u first look at me u see a tiny

    little girl who just smiles heaps and is all shy and ****. When u get to know me u'll realize I'm a complete Wack job and I'm random most of the time and have the dirtiest mind. Although there is a side barely no one know about me. When I'm usually alone I spend it crying, it's...
    suzannah98 suzannah98 16-17, F 6 Responses Mar 31

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    Pillow Humping

    I have a thing for humping pillows I've been doing it for years and it feels good when it comes to humping a pillow I call it freshing I like using that term when I have fun with a pillow has anyone had a fetish like that?
    leejeans leejeans 36-40, M 6 Responses Nov 6, 2013

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    Sorry. I don't really have anything specific to

    say. I just got a sudden compulsion to write something. It happens sometimes. You may ignore this. Thanks
    ThisIsMordor ThisIsMordor 16-17, F 4 Responses Jul 12

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    whenever i see stupid people doing stupid

    things... i get this dark feeling and start to imagine things i would like to happen to them, like really horrible things, like lessons so they would understand and stop doing anything stupid, things that would traumatize them for life, scare them into never doing whatever they...
    gabscaussigh gabscaussigh 18-21, F Aug 11

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    I have a dark side full of demons.

    I found these Demons every night. The demons have voice. These demons are my insecurities, my deepest fears, and my lonely nights. They are the insults I receive and the emotions I can't contain. They are a part of me and are what I have become. The demons tell me to cut. They...
    callmeperla callmeperla 18-21, F 13 Responses Jan 9

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    I surelly allways had a dark side in me.

    I allways watched horror movies and was fascinated by them. I like haunted old houses, old places...I know im strange but i cant explain what is in me. Maybe ghosts from the past try to communicate with me , to find connection thruh me. Im sure theres somethung strange in me all...
    angel8i angel8i 31-35, F 2 Responses Jul 13

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    Or A Light Side...

    I've only dated and been sexually active with white guys in my life. Why do black girls do that? I never understood why I lean toward white men and kind of discard men of my own kind. It's not that they're less attractive I would love a black man, but it just never occurred...
    soldiergirl24 soldiergirl24 18-21, F 10 Responses Nov 19, 2013

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    Don't we all love double lives?

    We all have an outer appearance that we show to everyone else but deep down inside is who we truly are. Some are just better at masking it
    HawkEye13 HawkEye13 18-21, M 7 Responses Jan 20

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    My mind is a dark place.

    I'm scared to be alone with myself because I can't shut those voices down.
    belseg belseg 22-25, F 7 Responses Jun 9

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    (Scott = Scott Mescudi = Kid Cudi) I believe

    some artists deserve praise for their ability to so eloquently put on paper the feelings we feel inside and don't express publicly.
    idontmindtherain idontmindtherain 18-21, M 1 Response Aug 5

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    Hello you can call me G (parents don't want me

    sharing my name so I'll use my first initial) and I'm fairly new here. What I mean by having a dark side is that I'm normally very friendly and nice to people, but if someone REALLY pushes my buttons, I can snap back. There was this one kid at my school who bullied me because I...
    GSquared2 GSquared2 18-21, M 1 Response Jul 16

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    When You Are Broken, Perhaps You Need To Be Broken Again To Heal

    I have been thinking. Before I met anyone, I was quite broken honestly. I was sooo cold. So distant. I was aware of who I was and I did feel much pain still. But often, I dident really feel anything. Someone told me something once that I think is quite true. "You feel so little...
    Wintersorrow Wintersorrow 26-30, M 12 Responses Dec 20, 2012

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    I have a dark side that is visas

    and Is disturbing and is like seeing a real life monster as I see the red missed I go to that dark place and there is nothin nice about that place I try to keep that side of me locked up and never to be seen but morn and more eatch week and month it grows stronger and only...
    scottishbigguy scottishbigguy 22-25, M 2 Responses Aug 12

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    I'm changing my picture

    for 5 minutes. Ladies ~ ENJOY... Guys ~ don't be jerks!
    Girlzonly Girlzonly 22-25, F 18 Responses Dec 2, 2013

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    Into The Darkness

    Shadow is here now, he bids me come home my love. For you've danced in the light for too long now, and you've been burned now. . Come into the night, where all is cool, and all is right. No more fears, and no more tears. I will lay you down now, I will penetrate you, and...
    lookingwindow lookingwindow 41-45, F 3 Responses Dec 7, 2012

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    On the surface, there appears to be a calm girl.

    On the inside, it's the total opposite and so much more.
    laubrown1 laubrown1 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 7

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    At school, I'm the girl who's extremely quiet

    and antisocial when I'm not around my good classmates. They think I'm their innocent, foolish-minded pal, but they don't even know me at all. I may look like I'm just zoning out and drifting off into La-La Land but I'm not. At school, I think of the darkest things my mind can...
    ImaginationAbomination ImaginationAbomination 16-17, F 3 Responses Dec 9, 2013

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    When I zone out, I see dead people.

    I will see missing limbs, bloodshot eyes, blood gushing, exposed organs. Whatever's in my hand becomes a tool for these visions. The images themselves don't scare me. It's what I'm capable of, the victim actually becoming a reality. These thoughts pop in randomly. I am so...
    MalumGreal MalumGreal 18-21 2 Responses Jul 12

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    As we got older, the monsters crept from under

    our beds to inside out heads
    foreverdream101 foreverdream101 16-17, F Jul 1

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    I want a lot of people dead

    and I'm hope they die soon
    Wolf267 Wolf267 13-15, M 5 Responses Feb 4

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    I have a dark side. There are some things

    people might not expect me to do..
    lilykitten1998 lilykitten1998 16-17, F 2 Responses May 30

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    I Have a Dark Side Job Interview The FBI

    had an opening for an assassin. After all the background checks, interviewing, and testing were done, there were three candidates. For the final test, the FBI agents took one of the men to a large metal door and handed him a gun. "We must know that you will follow your...
    ahyokaatuyastanvusdayvhvsgi ahyokaatuyastanvusdayvhvsgi 36-40, F 2 Responses Mar 26

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    Daddylicksyou Daddylicksyou 61-65, M 2 Responses Jul 26

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    I'm want to find a nice naughty girl :) age

    doesn't matter My k_i_k is rayorcas. Feel free to write.
    rayorcas rayorcas 26-30, M Jul 24

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    Last night, I was getting undressed to shower,

    and I noticed my recently attained gut. I pushed my stomach out, and I'll I could think was I wish I was pregnant because an abortion has to be cheaper than liposuction.
    pitbullmama518 pitbullmama518 22-25, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    I've always felt that we

    as humans have a dark side. Even if your family and friends may know about it, I don't believe we'll ever 'really know' or 'fully understand' it's depth.
    Sourminds Sourminds 18-21, F 4 Responses Jul 2

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    Everyone thinks I'm a good Christian girl

    but I have a girlfriend and I love it when she ties me up and ***** me from behind with a strap-on.
    skyler327 skyler327 22-25, F 9 Responses Feb 4

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    I sometimes dream about killing people.

    Not random strangers, someone I hate, a crime of passion maybe. I feel like I'm getting eaten from the darkness within myself. It's scary, but I love it.
    bluefrogs247 bluefrogs247 18-21, F 6 Responses Jan 3

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    I feel like a majority of people are a waste of

    oxygen. My attitude towards people is kind and giving, but I feel mostly apathetic when it comes to strangers.
    pitbullmama518 pitbullmama518 22-25, F 2 Responses Aug 13

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