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I Have a Dark Side

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    When You Are Broken, Perhaps You Need To Be Broken Again To Heal

    I have been thinking. Before I met anyone, I was quite broken honestly. I was sooo cold. So distant. I was aware of who I was and I did feel much pain still. But often, I dident really feel anything. Someone told me something once that I think is quite true. "You feel so little...
    Wintersorrow Wintersorrow 26-30, M 10 Responses Dec 20, 2012

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    here666 here666 22-25, F 1 Response Dec 10, 2014

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    I can be the best friend/ boyfriend you've ever

    had. You feel like you can relate to me in every way, like i am your soulmate...that is until i get bored of you. Then i'll slowly start stripping your self esteem away bit by bit leaving you emotionally crushed. Then the sexual sadism comes into play... While where ******* i...
    bignigsfro bignigsfro 22-25, M 5 Responses Jan 25

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    I roam the corridors of darkness alone.

    A dread, that I am transparent. A whisper echoing, source unrevealed; "we know you". I prowl the passage dreading the light. Yet this is my abode. Here is where I thrive. These corridors are the source of bliss. What looms behind the mask is a mystery. My senses are sharp and my...
    urbannomad6699 urbannomad6699 31-35, M 1 Response Jan 27

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    Don't we all love double lives?

    We all have an outer appearance that we show to everyone else but deep down inside is who we truly are. Some are just better at masking it
    HawkEye13 HawkEye13 18-21, M 7 Responses Jan 20, 2014

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    Today I have been really depressed,

    because one of my "fake Friend" called me fat, she also told me that she didn't like my face or my glasses, and my BFF didn't talk to me all week. So I tried something today.. No it wasn't drugs or alcohol. I starved myself for 15 hours. I feel bad for eating a piece of bread...
    pupie99 pupie99 13-15, F 4 Responses Dec 19, 2014

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    My co-worker, sitting at the workstation next

    to me has been relentlessly tapping her foot for the last five hours. One might venture to wonder if she was politely asked to stop, and she has been on multiple occasions. But this, individual, does not seem to possess the understanding or compassion that most people inherently...
    DarkestDespair DarkestDespair 36-40, M 4 Responses Feb 4

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    Eyes wide open, Fear looming in every corner,

    A zephyr of dread touching faces, Shadows dancing to the symphony of death, The monster stirring from deep slumber, Hungry and brimming with vengeance, Deception and trickery it's cloak, Devoid of emotion but intentions hidden, A scorching path of destruction and consumption...
    urbannomad6699 urbannomad6699 31-35, M 5 Responses Feb 17

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    My great grandma died the other day.

    I can't say I feel sad or anything. Maybe I'm just a heartless *******, but I don't see how people get as upset as they do when someone dies, I guess.
    nojuststop nojuststop 22-25, F 2 Responses Feb 23

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    My mind is a dark place.

    I'm scared to be alone with myself because I can't shut those voices down.
    belseg belseg 22-25, F 8 Responses Jun 9, 2014

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    Opening Up More

    I have just gotten out of a long term relationship. I am separated. Never gave myself the ability to be sexually explorative until now. I really want too. I fantasize. I dream. There are all kinds of ideas that come to mind on how I want to be....well I'm not that inappropriate...
    amf0128 amf0128 26-30, F 4 Responses Oct 28, 2013

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    Basically when u first look at me u see a tiny

    little girl who just smiles heaps and is all shy and ****. When u get to know me u'll realize I'm a complete Wack job and I'm random most of the time and have the dirtiest mind. Although there is a side barely no one know about me. When I'm usually alone I spend it crying, it's...
    suzannah98 suzannah98 16-17, F 4 Responses Mar 31, 2014

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    It's am old habit that I tried hard to forget.

    ..but now I don't want to get better.. i just want to die.
    Societykilledateenager Societykilledateenager 13-15, F 2 Responses Mar 9

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    The Dark Cheerleader

    I think it's sad (out loud) but secretly love that I smile to your face but imagine you being hit by a bus or head exploding! I can never really hide my anger or hatred, so I smile. I work with so many ********! I'm married to a slug! I smile!
    hollyholls hollyholls 31-35, F 7 Responses Nov 25, 2013

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    "I am constantly torn between killing myself

    and killing everyone around me. Those seem to be the two choices. Everything else is just killing time."
    Abnormalize Abnormalize 16-17, F 3 Responses Feb 23

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    You know that saying: "It's the quiet ones you

    need to look out for." What if I told you if it was true? I believe everyone has a dark side living inside us. It's that voice that tells you to stay home from school or work or a voice that tells people **** you to the persons you hate. I will not deny that I have a dark side...
    NeoxExor NeoxExor 22-25, M 6 Responses Nov 7, 2014

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    It's a good thing I can hide my dark side.

    .. I think people would be terrified of me if they knew some of things I thought.
    vintagesoul87 vintagesoul87 26-30, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    Everyone has a dark side.

    And hey dont just judge me based on what you might read from me here. Yes i am horny alot, and maybe like kinky stuff. The last i want is to be annoying. Just mutual fun!. Get to know me a little better. Give some people a change to talk to, i am glad some EP friends actually...
    mic73 mic73 41-45, M 5 Responses Dec 28, 2013

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    BAD...Is it bad that I never made love,

    no I never did itBut I sure know how to f...I'll be your bad girl, I'll prove it to youI can't promise that I'll be good to youCause I have some issues, I won't commitNo, not having itBut at least I can admit that I'll be bad no to you (to you)Yeah, I'll be good in bed but I'll...
    JustNyx JustNyx 36-40, F 3 Responses Jan 10

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    UrOneAndOnly UrOneAndOnly 36-40, M 3 Responses Mar 9

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    Or A Light Side...

    I've only dated and been sexually active with white guys in my life. Why do black girls do that? I never understood why I lean toward white men and kind of discard men of my own kind. It's not that they're less attractive I would love a black man, but it just never occurred...
    soldiergirl24 soldiergirl24 18-21, F 8 Responses Nov 19, 2013

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    I Just Had To Kick My Friend Out Because This

    Mf Gone Tell Me To Mind My Business When She Talkin To MY MOM ....***** **** Out My House
    amorato amorato 18-21, M 1 Response Mar 14

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    monatonie monatonie 22-25, F 5 Responses Mar 15

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    I have a side of me I'd

    rather few see, but it's a side I'd rather like to indulge in. It is the flip side of the coin which is me. It is my contradiction. It is my addiction. It is my mistake. It is my pleasure. Is it really me? Is it truly who I am? Is me being nice, kind, and polite all a well...
    ChanceSandmann ChanceSandmann 18-21, M 4 Responses Dec 1, 2013

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    Just found out my husband has been arrested

    for child exploitation. He has been conversing with a 14yr old and just made a move to have sex with her. I am feeling incredibly homicidal right now.
    BrokenOneX BrokenOneX 31-35 4 Responses Feb 23

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    I have a penchant for the forbidden.

    People dont see it because I appear very reserved, dress prim and proper. But oh, my thoughts! I have to keep them in check.
    heleneceleste heleneceleste 26-30, F 5 Responses Jan 15, 2014

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    Within the ruins of memories,

    Echoes of hollow screams haunting, Heart darkened by a penumbra of the past, Rising from the expanse of a dark conscious, A whisper, the rumbling of an awakening, Stretching its limbs, waiting and vigilant, Anticipating a taste of freedom from conscience, Ruination of self...
    urbannomad6699 urbannomad6699 31-35, M Mar 9

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    I like how people post here trying to be deep,

    dark and mysterious. Those who are truly in the dark can see through your facade.
    Xplictt Xplictt 22-25, M 1 Response Feb 26

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    Who doesn't? I think everybody has a dark side,

    some are just better in hiding it than others... *creepy smile*
    Joylove347 Joylove347 18-21, F 5 Responses Mar 16

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    Jumbled voices speaking ill will.

    That only music can drown out. At last asleep where I can dream and forget. A place where I am hole and my mind is mine.
    yamang yamang 22-25, M Dec 20, 2014

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    Just an average girl,

    she always wore a smile. She was happy and cheerful for a short while. But now she's older, things are getting colder. Life's not what she thought she wish someone had told her. She told you she was down, you let it slip bye. So from then on she kept it on the inside. She told...
    Gothika88 Gothika88 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 21, 2014

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    Pillow Humping

    I have a thing for humping pillows I've been doing it for years and it feels good when it comes to humping a pillow I call it freshing I like using that term when I have fun with a pillow has anyone had a fetish like that?
    leejeans leejeans 36-40, M 6 Responses Nov 6, 2013

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    I'm what you would call two faced

    but isn't everyone like that? Well anyway, on the outside to the majority and people in public i am seen as shy, well mannered, not ill-tempered, kind basically someone who is "innocent". But in reality my family and closest friend know my dark side and when it comes out it is...
    Horse10202 Horse10202 18-21, F 4 Responses Jan 8

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    if i wasn't so good at hiding it,

    people would be scared of me._.
    mycatisbettrthanyurs mycatisbettrthanyurs 18-21, F 8 Responses Mar 18

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    I have this picture on my iPad.

    It's a drawing. Not a real person. But I guess most people think it's disgusting anyways. I love it. I didn't even flinch when I first saw it. It's a girl. She's tied to a chair. Sitting in front if a table. On the table in a jar are her eyes. On a napkin is her tongue. A glass...
    ThisIsMordor ThisIsMordor 16-17, F 9 Responses Dec 18, 2013

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    I Have a Dark Side Job Interview The FBI

    had an opening for an assassin. After all the background checks, interviewing, and testing were done, there were three candidates. For the final test, the FBI agents took one of the men to a large metal door and handed him a gun. "We must know that you will follow your...
    KalonaAyeliski KalonaAyeliski 36-40, F 3 Responses Mar 26, 2014

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    I wander around the trying to shut out the

    demons in my head. I am a pawn to the darkness in me. I am aware of right and wrong, my conscience has a voice. But a guttural scream drowns all the voices of light. My only solace is I am my own victim.
    urbannomad6699 urbannomad6699 31-35, M 2 Responses Jan 17

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    I have a evil side I have a good side Evil

    one brings pain The good one bring happiness Which side will kill me in the end? The one I feed.
    RainbowWolf13 RainbowWolf13 13-15, F 1 Response Feb 15

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    Anathema rising from the rubble of memories,

    Towering above all that is loved, It's identity an enigma to all but self, Searching for agony that numbs, Time not a deterrent for devious design, Tidal wave of fury dominating a weary soul, Feeble protests engulfed by omnipotent...
    urbannomad6699 urbannomad6699 31-35, M 2 days ago

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    I climb, I crawl, I claw out of hell

    that is my mind. But I am dragged into the burning fires once again. Facing the Demon, its eyes amber and hypnotic. The Demon understands and cherishes my fractured soul. Trance like I stare, my will weak and my resolve disappearing. I am naked and my frailties laid bare. The...
    urbannomad6699 urbannomad6699 31-35, M 1 Response Jan 22

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    Dark side is fun side!

    Only illegal if you get caught after all right? (Cue internet warriors coming out of the woodwork to call me a bad person :P) Seriously though, dark past blah blah blah checkered history blah blah blah 'negative' emotion dominated blah blah blah.
    Miansk Miansk 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 20

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    Everyone thinks I'm a good Christian girl

    but I have a girlfriend and I love it when she ties me up and ***** me from behind with a strap-on.
    skyler327 skyler327 22-25, F 6 Responses Feb 4, 2014

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    people think a dark side is ur story

    that u want to happen like going to hell no a true dark side is giving in to ur inner demon to want pain to love blood to love sin but to be scared of ur other half
    vice13 vice13 16-17 1 Response Feb 1

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    Most people who met me

    for the first time or people that know me few months anyway by looking at my picture by seen my personality u never think I had a dark side >:) I've done things I'm not proud of some things I've done was the wrong thing for the right reason like my days as a con-artist I know...
    lucy2014 lucy2014 18-21, F 11 Responses Dec 21, 2013

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    That pretty little girl whose dressed in the

    pink? Well she has some secrets and they're darker than you think. That girl in the corner with the piercing blue eyes? She's not so innocent; a monster in disguise.
    WhatOnceWas WhatOnceWas 18-21, F 12 Responses Feb 9, 2014

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    I Helped A Friend Out.

    I had a friend that was pregnant and she developed where if she had sex with her husband she would brake out, So I lived with them and was the middle person between them.
    Serena32168 Serena32168 36-40, F 14 Responses Dec 2, 2013

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    At school, I'm the girl who's extremely quiet

    and antisocial when I'm not around my good classmates. They think I'm their innocent, foolish-minded pal, but they don't even know me at all. I may look like I'm just zoning out and drifting off into La-La Land but I'm not. At school, I think of the darkest things my mind can...
    ImaginationAbomination ImaginationAbomination 16-17, F 3 Responses Dec 9, 2013