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I Have a Dark Side

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    Tug Of War

    There is a battle within me. On the surface I'm a happy homemaker, bubbly, smile on my face, milk and cookies kind of gal. I'm team mom for many of the sports teams my sons are on, I volunteer in the school, I teach a Sunday School Class. Yet beneath my surface lies this other...
    deleted deleted 26-30 13 Responses Sep 10, 2013

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    NothingLeft2Say NothingLeft2Say 46-50, M Aug 13

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    I have urges. In public,

    I'm as mellow as the next guy ; but when I'm alone at night, I dream of being a rampaging, violent, murderous monster. I want to destroy the world and kill everything in it. Come morning, I'm sane again. I also have the weirdest psychological quirks, most of them R-rated. I'd...
    SteveOBlocks SteveOBlocks 18-21, M Aug 14

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    I am a college student.

    I am a typical good guy, most of the times. I have lots of good friends I can count on, a good family. I like to goof around, and try new stuff. But sometimes, I feel like i'm evil. Like there's this monster crawling inside of me, scratching, trying to escape. Most of the times...
    EddA22 EddA22 18-21, M 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    The Dark Cheerleader

    I think it's sad (out loud) but secretly love that I smile to your face but imagine you being hit by a bus or head exploding! I can never really hide my anger or hatred, so I smile. I work with so many ********! I'm married to a slug! I smile!
    hollyholls hollyholls 31-35, F 6 Responses Nov 25, 2013

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    Most people who met me

    for the first time or people that know me few months anyway by looking at my picture by seen my personality u never think I had a dark side >:) I've done things I'm not proud of some things I've done was the wrong thing for the right reason like my days as a con-artist I know...
    lucy2014 lucy2014 18-21, F 11 Responses Dec 21, 2013

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    I Helped A Friend Out.

    I had a friend that was pregnant and she developed where if she had sex with her husband she would brake out, So I lived with them and was the middle person between them.
    Serena32168 Serena32168 36-40, F 16 Responses Dec 2, 2013

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    what's one thing abt u

    or that you do that's dark and gives you pleasure??
    WonderStruckLove WonderStruckLove 13-15, F 30 Responses Jul 8

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    Sometimes the only way to know the darkness of

    others is to own your own darkness
    hunterw0lf hunterw0lf 41-45, M 3 Responses Aug 11

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    My dark side keeps me sane.

    She's beautiful but also frightening. She has gotten rid of all the pieces of **** in my life. She keeps losers in their place and never allows me to take **** from anyone She weaves a web for those who cross her. They get trapped and begin to panic. For they know their...
    ladysapio ladysapio 22-25, F 3 Responses May 31

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    I Have a Dark Side Job Interview The FBI

    had an opening for an assassin. After all the background checks, interviewing, and testing were done, there were three candidates. For the final test, the FBI agents took one of the men to a large metal door and handed him a gun. "We must know that you will follow your...
    KalonaAyeliski KalonaAyeliski 36-40, F 3 Responses Mar 26, 2014

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    Everyone thinks I'm a good Christian girl

    but I have a girlfriend and I love it when she ties me up and ***** me from behind with a strap-on.
    skyler327 skyler327 22-25, F 7 Responses Feb 4, 2014

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    What? I got cookies out of it,

    can you blame me??
    AdolescentBro AdolescentBro 18-21, M 2 Responses Aug 16

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    Kingofthedarkness Kingofthedarkness 26-30, M 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    The world pushes us without mercy and,

    when someone pushes back , the world points and cries: EVIL!
    Disobey247 Disobey247 22-25, F 5 Responses Aug 7

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    I'm dating someone and I revealed to him

    that I have an alter ego... He thought it was interesting but we'll see if he still feels that way once I show him to her in the flesh.
    ladysapio ladysapio 22-25, F Aug 11

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    Don't we all love double lives?

    We all have an outer appearance that we show to everyone else but deep down inside is who we truly are. Some are just better at masking it
    HawkEye13 HawkEye13 18-21, M 7 Responses Jan 20, 2014

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    To confront a person with his shadow is to show

    him his own light. Once one has experienced a few times what it is like to stand judgingly between the opposites, one begins to understand what is meant by the self. Anyone who perceives his shadow and his light simultaneously sees himself from two sides and thus gets in the...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Jul 15

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    If people knew the real me,

    I would probably be shot
    Head13 Head13 13-15, F 5 Responses Aug 12

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    You know its funny. When I get extremely mad I

    act very calm keeping it down and I talk erraticly so when someone gets me mad its funny to see how they get scared when I'm so calm but at the same time pissed to all hell.
    GaleTheSwift GaleTheSwift 16-17, M 2 Responses Jul 22

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    SO, Feel free to judge me

    if you must. You may also judge the dust of my forgotten bones when I have ascended past your stuck small mindedness.
    LadyGallivanter LadyGallivanter 41-45, F Jul 20

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    Or A Light Side...

    I've only dated and been sexually active with white guys in my life. Why do black girls do that? I never understood why I lean toward white men and kind of discard men of my own kind. It's not that they're less attractive I would love a black man, but it just never occurred...
    soldiergirl24 soldiergirl24 18-21, F 6 Responses Nov 19, 2013

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    I'm so sorry I have a dark side

    that would earn me the death penalty. If you bother to go through my experiences, it's listed. I'm not going to apologise for having this side of me. It's an inherent part of human nature and I've just so happened to have embraced this part of me. The only thing separating me...
    Kay06 Kay06 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 18

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    Eleni1179 Eleni1179 31-35, F 10 Responses Oct 13, 2014

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    That pretty little girl whose dressed in the

    pink? Well she has some secrets and they're darker than you think. That girl in the corner with the piercing blue eyes? She's not so innocent; a monster in disguise.
    WhatOnceWas WhatOnceWas 18-21, F 12 Responses Feb 9, 2014

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    When You Are Broken, Perhaps You Need To Be Broken Again To Heal

    I have been thinking. Before I met anyone, I was quite broken honestly. I was sooo cold. So distant. I was aware of who I was and I did feel much pain still. But often, I dident really feel anything. Someone told me something once that I think is quite true. "You feel so little...
    Wintersorrow Wintersorrow 26-30, M 9 Responses Dec 20, 2012

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    I have a penchant for the forbidden.

    People dont see it because I appear very reserved, dress prim and proper. But oh, my thoughts! I have to keep them in check.
    heleneceleste heleneceleste 26-30, F 5 Responses Jan 15, 2014

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    I sometimes dream about killing people.

    Not random strangers, someone I hate, a crime of passion maybe. I feel like I'm getting eaten from the darkness within myself. It's scary, but I love it.
    bluefrogs247 bluefrogs247 18-21, F 5 Responses Jan 3, 2014

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    Not many people see me at my angriest.

    When I am, though, I've been told I'm the scariest person alive. I get a bit of an accent, which tends to mix with multiple others. It's usually a mix of British, Irish, and Newark(NJ). I tend to hit things when I explode, but I've been able to control what I hit. Usually, it...
    AttackOnPinkie AttackOnPinkie 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 16

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    Walking between the raindrops,

    'Tis you sodden I leave desolate, Wander away from the shadows of the veiled sky, For every scorching drop reveals my name.
    Frankenstein99 Frankenstein99 36-40, M Aug 18

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    Who doesn't? I think everybody has a dark side,

    some are just better in hiding it than others... *creepy smile*
    Joylove347 Joylove347 18-21, F 6 Responses Mar 16

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    I found out along time ago

    that I had a dark side... Kinda my alter ego and she is something fierce. Some anger management and therapy helped but her back in that box. However, I sometimes feel her presence when people do annoying things to me IE: talk about me as if I'm not there or lie on me... Mostly...
    TooUnbearable TooUnbearable 36-40, F 4 Responses Jul 29

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    Alex2276 Alex2276 22-25, F 4 Responses Aug 12

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    I have killed a lot of people in my head.

    What? Did you think i killed for real??! ?????? Sometimes I imagine myself as an assassin and I make a list of people I would kill and what my price would be etc.
    PsychMarshmallow PsychMarshmallow 26-30, F 2 Responses Aug 13

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    My co-worker, sitting at the workstation next

    to me has been relentlessly tapping her foot for the last five hours. One might venture to wonder if she was politely asked to stop, and she has been on multiple occasions. But this, individual, does not seem to possess the understanding or compassion that most people inherently...
    DarkestDespair DarkestDespair 36-40, M 7 Responses Feb 4

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    THE DARKNESS Through some quirk of nature,

    a private joke if you will, both good and bad is innate to human nature. Light and dark. Some capitulate to that gloom and give birth to an anathema. Evil they become. The sinister they breathe. Their path is unaltered. And then there are the cursed few for whom the strife...
    Frankenstein99 Frankenstein99 36-40, M Aug 16

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    I have an online friend.

    We're very close, I think, and I feel like I can tell him all my secrets. Most of my secrets, I mean. And that he'll understand and accept them. But there's an even darker side of me he hasn't seen. I want to share that with him, too. I need to know he accepts it. But I'm so...
    JennaZee JennaZee 22-25, T 3 Responses Aug 13

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    Come to the dark side.

    We have cookies.
    MglMndt MglMndt 16-17, M 7 Responses Aug 11

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    THE DARKNESS Through some quirk of nature,

    a private joke if you will, both good and bad is innate to human nature. Light and dark. Some capitulate to that gloom and give birth to an anathema. Evil they become. The sinister they breathe. Their path is unaltered. And then there are the cursed few for whom the strife...
    Frankenstein99 Frankenstein99 36-40, M Aug 16

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    As the years go by I become more

    and more unable to restrain the monster growing inside me. I am alone in this world and even my own reflection turns its back on me, leaving me vulnerable to this demon. I am losing my light rapidly as the beast feeds on what little sparkle of luminescence I have left inside...
    anhonestgirl anhonestgirl 26-30, F 11 Responses Jul 28

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    Eyes wide open, Fear looming in every corner,

    A zephyr of dread touching faces, Shadows dancing to the symphony of death, The monster stirring from deep slumber, Hungry and brimming with vengeance, Deception and trickery it's cloak, Devoid of emotion but intentions hidden, A scorching path of destruction and consumption...
    deleted deleted 26-30 5 Responses Feb 17

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    Im in my mid 60's , married 45 years.

    And im having fantasies of have sex with a man. I cant believe it
    RowdyDawg1952 RowdyDawg1952 61-65, M 1 Response Aug 16

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    I'm changing my picture

    for 5 minutes. Ladies ~ ENJOY... Guys ~ don't be jerks!
    Girlzonly Girlzonly 26-30, F 16 Responses Dec 2, 2013

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    dreaming of dressing

    as a pretty flower girl at a wedding
    SeanMe SeanMe 46-50, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    At school, I'm the girl who's extremely quiet

    and antisocial when I'm not around my good classmates. They think I'm their innocent, foolish-minded pal, but they don't even know me at all. I may look like I'm just zoning out and drifting off into La-La Land but I'm not. At school, I think of the darkest things my mind can...
    ImaginationAbomination ImaginationAbomination 16-17, F 3 Responses Dec 9, 2013

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    Brick by brick, I created

    that demoniac bridge. Every predestined footfall ardently taken toward the gloom. Forever realizing, the true spirit breathes free in the darkness. Crossing the threshold into the darkened foyer, where the echoes of pain and fury clamor for dominance. In that mystic eclipse I...
    Frankenstein99 Frankenstein99 36-40, M 1 Response Aug 7

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