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I Have a Dark Side

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    My dark side keeps me sane.

    She's beautiful but also frightening. She has gotten rid of all the pieces of **** in my life. She keeps losers in their place and never allows me to take **** from anyone She weaves a web for those who cross her. They get trapped and begin to panic. For they know their...
    ladysapio ladysapio 22-25, F 3 Responses May 31

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    Eyes wide open, Fear looming in every corner,

    A zephyr of dread touching faces, Shadows dancing to the symphony of death, The monster stirring from deep slumber, Hungry and brimming with vengeance, Deception and trickery it's cloak, Devoid of emotion but intentions hidden, A scorching path of destruction and consumption...
    deleted deleted 26-30 5 Responses Feb 17

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    She'd long felt she must be a black hole,

    as far as physical needs go. That there's no single human on the planet who could touch her, Move her Enough. Not to fully fill and satisfy her aches and cravings. Unfortunately, she's come to realize: Emotional needs exist, also, and run rampant within her. And her calm...
    AdoraGel AdoraGel 31-35, F 2 Responses Jun 28

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    It shows up,...when you turn your bright

    smiling face away and remove your radiant warmth from me. :(
    LadyGallivanter LadyGallivanter 70+, F 16 Responses Jun 15

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    Can You Love Mine?

    All humans got a dark side! Everybody ,all of us ! Me ,i have it too! Nobody is a picture perfect but we all worth it! So the question is, Can you love me? Can you love mine - my dark side? ...hmmmmm!
    ascelous21XXX ascelous21XXX 18-21, M 4 Responses Nov 23, 2012

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    For all my sins and mistakes,

    allow me to be your sin eater. I will devour the inferno of your damnation and make them mine. On the bleakest night, your sins will be my legacy. For when I am ablaze at last, the rain of ashes will wash away your agony.
    Frankenstein99 Frankenstein99 36-40, M 6 Responses 1 day ago

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    I have a side of me I'd

    rather few see, but it's a side I'd rather like to indulge in. It is the flip side of the coin which is me. It is my contradiction. It is my addiction. It is my mistake. It is my pleasure. Is it really me? Is it truly who I am? Is me being nice, kind, and polite all a well...
    MrSandmann MrSandmann 18-21, M 4 Responses Dec 1, 2013

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    I Helped A Friend Out.

    I had a friend that was pregnant and she developed where if she had sex with her husband she would brake out, So I lived with them and was the middle person between them.
    Serena32168 Serena32168 36-40, F 15 Responses Dec 2, 2013

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    Scarredhunter Scarredhunter 16-17, M 4 Responses Jul 2

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    Billypuffnstuff Billypuffnstuff 46-50, M Jul 15

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    I have spent my life

    so far believing i would reap what i sowed and making sure to do everything right. Instead my husband is reaping what i sowed and screwing my life up while he does whatever he wants. He has always made all the wrong choices but it seems he gets away with everything. Sometimes i...
    miaruth miaruth 22-25, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I Have a Dark Side Job Interview The FBI

    had an opening for an assassin. After all the background checks, interviewing, and testing were done, there were three candidates. For the final test, the FBI agents took one of the men to a large metal door and handed him a gun. "We must know that you will follow your...
    KalonaAyeliski KalonaAyeliski 36-40, F 3 Responses Mar 26, 2014

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    if i wasn't so good at hiding it,

    people would be scared of me._.
    deleted deleted 26-30 8 Responses Mar 18

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    very. very. dark let's us not awaken

    that darkness that lay dead within dreaming let it sleep awhile longer the time will come. soon enough let it dream
    afterthedead afterthedead 56-60, M Jul 20

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    My minds just a mess.

    I don't think anyone could truly understand me nor put up with me for long besides the very few people who have so far. I guess it's why I never let many people to close into my life.. they'd go crazy dealing with me.
    anon0109 anon0109 22-25, F 9 Responses Jul 21

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    .clenching your dark hair .

    pulling it back so tightly .a bite on your neck
    xruckusx xruckusx 36-40, M 1 Response Jun 28

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    The Dark Cheerleader

    I think it's sad (out loud) but secretly love that I smile to your face but imagine you being hit by a bus or head exploding! I can never really hide my anger or hatred, so I smile. I work with so many ********! I'm married to a slug! I smile!
    hollyholls hollyholls 31-35, F 6 Responses Nov 25, 2013

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    Most people who met me

    for the first time or people that know me few months anyway by looking at my picture by seen my personality u never think I had a dark side >:) I've done things I'm not proud of some things I've done was the wrong thing for the right reason like my days as a con-artist I know...
    lucy2014 lucy2014 18-21, F 11 Responses Dec 21, 2013

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    We all have dark sides.

    Anyone pretending they don't is in need of therapy. Some of us manage our dark sides better than others; some of us are mostly dark side. It varies from person to person. The worst thing our dark sides can do is convince us they don't exist. Then we're controlled by them.
    DaveCthulhu DaveCthulhu 41-45, M 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    SO, Feel free to judge me

    if you must. You may also judge the dust of my forgotten bones when I have ascended past your stuck small mindedness.
    LadyGallivanter LadyGallivanter 70+, F Jul 20

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    "Violence is never the answer" is the dumbest

    quote I've ever heard and I really hate it. The person who made that quote most not live on the same planet as me. History and life in general has taught me that violence is sometimes needed to get your point across. In 6th grade, I had a friend that liked to play a lot...
    moose73630 moose73630 16-17, M 5 Responses Jul 18

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    I beat the **** out of someone

    because they said I was retarded...I am normally a pacifist!!
    GaleTheSwift GaleTheSwift 16-17, M 8 Responses Jul 4

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    At school, I'm the girl who's extremely quiet

    and antisocial when I'm not around my good classmates. They think I'm their innocent, foolish-minded pal, but they don't even know me at all. I may look like I'm just zoning out and drifting off into La-La Land but I'm not. At school, I think of the darkest things my mind can...
    ImaginationAbomination ImaginationAbomination 16-17, F 3 Responses Dec 9, 2013

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    When You Are Broken, Perhaps You Need To Be Broken Again To Heal

    I have been thinking. Before I met anyone, I was quite broken honestly. I was sooo cold. So distant. I was aware of who I was and I did feel much pain still. But often, I dident really feel anything. Someone told me something once that I think is quite true. "You feel so little...
    Wintersorrow Wintersorrow 26-30, M 10 Responses Dec 20, 2012

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    Or A Light Side...

    I've only dated and been sexually active with white guys in my life. Why do black girls do that? I never understood why I lean toward white men and kind of discard men of my own kind. It's not that they're less attractive I would love a black man, but it just never occurred...
    soldiergirl24 soldiergirl24 18-21, F 7 Responses Nov 19, 2013

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    I feel like murderers

    and serial killers just don't understand what they're doing anymore. If I lost my conscious, you would not want to be in the same room with me. I continuously plan out how I would kill people, steal things, and cause general mayhem. It is in everyone and I wish my dark side was...
    TiredTruth TiredTruth 16-17 1 Response Jul 10

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    I'm changing my picture

    for 5 minutes. Ladies ~ ENJOY... Guys ~ don't be jerks!
    Girlzonly Girlzonly 26-30, F 16 Responses Dec 2, 2013

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    'Hearting' some evil comments on here shows my

    true nature!!! I'm a heartless human who feels like a monster for 'hearting' rude or cruel comments. Yes... That's my dark side!!! .... xD Ahahaha... Yah, but seriously, I feel freaking evil when I heart bad comments against others...
    EarlPhantomhive EarlPhantomhive 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 9

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    A maelstrom foreshadows the revival of the

    degenerate within, Poised at the cusp of not denial but exalted yielding, A famine of strength afflicts the weary spirit, To bear the burden of the aspirations whispered with hope, Outstretched hands cannot grasp the future Zion envisaged, Embraced I have the scorching...
    Frankenstein99 Frankenstein99 36-40, M 2 Responses Jul 15

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    what's one thing abt u

    or that you do that's dark and gives you pleasure??
    WonderStruckLove WonderStruckLove 13-15, F 30 Responses Jul 8

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    so..today I learned my brother stole something

    of mine. something near and dear. so what do I do? go into his room and break and tear his room up looking for it. I find it in his garbage and I decide to then take his Xbox controller and decide to break it out of anger.
    GaleTheSwift GaleTheSwift 16-17, M 3 Responses Jul 10

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    Eleni1179 Eleni1179 31-35, F 11 Responses Oct 13, 2014

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    I think my friends know I'm a very naughty girl

    but the dark side comes from me being a perfect daughter who sings in the choir and doesn't ever do anything wrong but im more naturally dark then light. It's a facade that I do take pleasure from ironically. What's everyone else's secret dark side? What do you want people to...
    Allysexycat Allysexycat 22-25, F 20 Responses Jul 8

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    I have a penchant for the forbidden.

    People dont see it because I appear very reserved, dress prim and proper. But oh, my thoughts! I have to keep them in check.
    heleneceleste heleneceleste 26-30, F 5 Responses Jan 15, 2014

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    That pretty little girl whose dressed in the

    pink? Well she has some secrets and they're darker than you think. That girl in the corner with the piercing blue eyes? She's not so innocent; a monster in disguise.
    WhatOnceWas WhatOnceWas 18-21, F 12 Responses Feb 9, 2014

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    Manderz8815 Manderz8815 26-30, F 19 Responses Jul 8

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    I hadn't realized the extent to

    which I'd never let anyone in. Not even myself.
    AdoraGel AdoraGel 31-35, F 4 Responses Jun 27

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    As the years go by I become more

    and more unable to restrain the monster growing inside me. I am alone in this world and even my own reflection turns its back on me, leaving me vulnerable to this demon. I am losing my light rapidly as the beast feeds on what little sparkle of luminescence I have left inside...
    anhonestgirl anhonestgirl 26-30, F 10 Responses a week ago

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    I know this may not be related,

    but have you ever watched 1 lunatic 1 ice pick video ? Or 3 guys 1 hammer ? Those are videos of murders that really took place. If you're easily impressionable don't watch them, gore videos.
    russianangel russianangel 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 12

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    Oblivious to entreaties of those beloved

    and dear, Hark doth I to the wails of the caged, Clawing to life from the mind's purgatory, A phantom emanates from the flames for a final waltz, To the divine orchestra of rapturous rage, Dancing feet furiously obliterating the remnants of gentility, Enveloping the heart...
    Frankenstein99 Frankenstein99 36-40, M Jul 6

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    I'm so sorry I have a dark side

    that would earn me the death penalty. If you bother to go through my experiences, it's listed. I'm not going to apologise for having this side of me. It's an inherent part of human nature and I've just so happened to have embraced this part of me. The only thing separating me...
    Kay06 Kay06 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 18

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    pandaangel pandaangel 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 8

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    .pressing into flesh .

    breaking her skin with fanged tooth .warm crimson flows cold
    xruckusx xruckusx 36-40, M 1 Response Jul 20

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    Tug Of War

    There is a battle within me. On the surface I'm a happy homemaker, bubbly, smile on my face, milk and cookies kind of gal. I'm team mom for many of the sports teams my sons are on, I volunteer in the school, I teach a Sunday School Class. Yet beneath my surface lies this other...
    deleted deleted 26-30 13 Responses Sep 10, 2013

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    My co-worker, sitting at the workstation next

    to me has been relentlessly tapping her foot for the last five hours. One might venture to wonder if she was politely asked to stop, and she has been on multiple occasions. But this, individual, does not seem to possess the understanding or compassion that most people inherently...
    DarkestDespair DarkestDespair 36-40, M 7 Responses Feb 4

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    I'm definitely the worst person I know.

    I just break out in ******* whenever stupidity is around. If you're not stupid we'd make great friends though.
    TheSturgeonGeneral TheSturgeonGeneral 18-21, M 3 Responses Jul 1

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