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I Have a Dark Side

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    Bring forth the damned

    that dwells in earnest, A savage breathing with elan in the murkiness, Muted screams drowning the whispers of grace, The screams of fury that nourishes the brute, Lingering patiently for a breach in the wall, To paint every ache, every desire, every passion; With crimson...
    Frankenstein99 Frankenstein99 36-40, M 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    if i wasn't so good at hiding it,

    people would be scared of me._.
    deleted deleted 26-30 8 Responses Mar 18

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    But mainly only when I'm hungry.

    The other times, I'm only slightly shadowed.
    Prykat Prykat 26-30, F 2 Responses Jun 15

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    Or A Light Side...

    I've only dated and been sexually active with white guys in my life. Why do black girls do that? I never understood why I lean toward white men and kind of discard men of my own kind. It's not that they're less attractive I would love a black man, but it just never occurred...
    soldiergirl24 soldiergirl24 18-21, F 7 Responses Nov 19, 2013

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    Dark Angels, fallen from the light.

    .. Often plumb the depths of pain, to finally set things right. It isn't They're no longer good, nor that They've lost the fight... It's just that They were willing, See, to brave the darkest nights. **************Born with a name bound up in lights, adored by all who...
    AdoraGel AdoraGel 31-35, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    I Helped A Friend Out.

    I had a friend that was pregnant and she developed where if she had sex with her husband she would brake out, So I lived with them and was the middle person between them.
    Serena32168 Serena32168 36-40, F 15 Responses Dec 2, 2013

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    Don't we all love double lives?

    We all have an outer appearance that we show to everyone else but deep down inside is who we truly are. Some are just better at masking it
    HawkEye13 HawkEye13 18-21, M 7 Responses Jan 20, 2014

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    I believe that we as humans should embrace our

    dark side as well as our light side...to deny your dark side you suppress a part of yourself and possibly underlying emotions that could erupt. The key is equally balancing the two ;) duality
    ladysapio ladysapio 22-25, F 3 Responses May 30

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    Most people who met me

    for the first time or people that know me few months anyway by looking at my picture by seen my personality u never think I had a dark side >:) I've done things I'm not proud of some things I've done was the wrong thing for the right reason like my days as a con-artist I know...
    lucy2014 lucy2014 18-21, F 11 Responses Dec 21, 2013

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    Eyes wide open, Fear looming in every corner,

    A zephyr of dread touching faces, Shadows dancing to the symphony of death, The monster stirring from deep slumber, Hungry and brimming with vengeance, Deception and trickery it's cloak, Devoid of emotion but intentions hidden, A scorching path of destruction and consumption...
    deleted deleted 26-30 5 Responses Feb 17

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    "Cmon this's been my worst physical year ever.

    " https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=_Mvp-nOz9Gk
    CaptainHoof CaptainHoof 18-21, M Jun 17

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    zmilenseor zmilenseor 31-35, M 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    I hate you all. You all are

    so simple. So single minded freaks. We are all freaks but single mindedness, damn you. Should I just let all of it go and bring suffering, should I not care, should I do things I'm good at but shouldn't do? I don't give an F what you think this is my experience. Your all...
    Golfknar Golfknar 36-40, M 2 Responses Jun 15

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    I saw someone's post; it was this girl asking

    how she could mess with her boyfriend while he's sleeping, and she put a picture up. The best way to mess with anyone in this situation ever, is to set their alarm to 3 minutes from the time you set it at, wait under their bed, send them a text giving them some order that would...
    CaptainHoof CaptainHoof 18-21, M 5 Responses 6 days ago

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    I sometimes dream about killing people.

    Not random strangers, someone I hate, a crime of passion maybe. I feel like I'm getting eaten from the darkness within myself. It's scary, but I love it.
    bluefrogs247 bluefrogs247 18-21, F 5 Responses Jan 3, 2014

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    Tug Of War

    There is a battle within me. On the surface I'm a happy homemaker, bubbly, smile on my face, milk and cookies kind of gal. I'm team mom for many of the sports teams my sons are on, I volunteer in the school, I teach a Sunday School Class. Yet beneath my surface lies this other...
    deleted deleted 26-30 13 Responses Sep 10, 2013

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    Traveling along austral paths inscribed into my

    providence, Zealously revelled in every sear to my being, Absolute, to the infinite pummel, has been my acceptance, The burden of my transgressions I carry ardently, With fortitude bred in the fires of Hades, To bear the damnation of even your doing, Beware! Rapt awaits a...
    deleted deleted 26-30 May 30

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    XavierSenpai XavierSenpai 13-15, M May 31

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    I'm better than you. I thought I wasn't

    but I am. You all are a fing joke.
    Golfknar Golfknar 36-40, M 3 Responses Jun 15

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    At school, I'm the girl who's extremely quiet

    and antisocial when I'm not around my good classmates. They think I'm their innocent, foolish-minded pal, but they don't even know me at all. I may look like I'm just zoning out and drifting off into La-La Land but I'm not. At school, I think of the darkest things my mind can...
    ImaginationAbomination ImaginationAbomination 16-17, F 3 Responses Dec 9, 2013

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    My co-worker, sitting at the workstation next

    to me has been relentlessly tapping her foot for the last five hours. One might venture to wonder if she was politely asked to stop, and she has been on multiple occasions. But this, individual, does not seem to possess the understanding or compassion that most people inherently...
    DarkestDespair DarkestDespair 36-40, M 8 Responses Feb 4

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    The daft need of my owl souls censure

    for the demon within is ridiculously moot The profligacy it hold dull and inane **** you I say, you are not my void and I don't like you anyway I've a plethora of my own kind of Saturnalia to tend to Your sad pleas are supererogatory and vain You've no comprehension of...
    PrettyOldSoul PrettyOldSoul 41-45, F 6 Responses May 30

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    Everyone thinks I'm a good Christian girl

    but I have a girlfriend and I love it when she ties me up and ***** me from behind with a strap-on.
    skyler327 skyler327 22-25, F 7 Responses Feb 4, 2014

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    Thank you for making me like it a little bit

    more. You are the uniquely familiar without a trace. A breed of rare form who's company I keep. The intensity I feed off of.
    Isis27 Isis27 36-40 2 Responses Mar 2

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    When You Are Broken, Perhaps You Need To Be Broken Again To Heal

    I have been thinking. Before I met anyone, I was quite broken honestly. I was sooo cold. So distant. I was aware of who I was and I did feel much pain still. But often, I dident really feel anything. Someone told me something once that I think is quite true. "You feel so little...
    Wintersorrow Wintersorrow 26-30, M 10 Responses Dec 20, 2012

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    I have this picture on my iPad.

    It's a drawing. Not a real person. But I guess most people think it's disgusting anyways. I love it. I didn't even flinch when I first saw it. It's a girl. She's tied to a chair. Sitting in front if a table. On the table in a jar are her eyes. On a napkin is her tongue. A glass...
    ThisIsMordor ThisIsMordor 16-17, F 9 Responses Dec 18, 2013

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    I feel like there is this monster inside me

    (which in reality I suspect are just a twisted form of primal human urges) that makes me want to destroy everything around me, I want to control people and make them fear for their lives. I want to tear them apart and smash them into a bloody pulp, just make a mess of them. I...
    thefogman thefogman 18-21, M 3 Responses Jun 2

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    I have a dark side that I hide from

    everyone(mainly my friends).Only my family has seen it. My friends haven't seen it because I know how to control it when I'm in front of them. I do it in front of my family because they don't care,and my sister deserves to see.
    xXxSkittleMonsterxXx xXxSkittleMonsterxXx 13-15, F 2 Responses Jun 16

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    Goodby for a bit. Who knows how long,

    not I, could be 10 mins could be 10 years. I came here for one thing found something else and now it doesn't matter right now. As close as people come to understanding almost most don't care to.
    Golfknar Golfknar 36-40, M 1 Response Jun 9

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    Can You Love Mine?

    All humans got a dark side! Everybody ,all of us ! Me ,i have it too! Nobody is a picture perfect but we all worth it! So the question is, Can you love me? Can you love mine - my dark side? ...hmmmmm!
    ascelous21XXX ascelous21XXX 18-21, M 4 Responses Nov 23, 2012

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    I hadn't realized the extent to

    which I'd never let anyone in. Not even myself.
    AdoraGel AdoraGel 31-35, F 4 Responses 2 days ago

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    I'm changing my picture

    for 5 minutes. Ladies ~ ENJOY... Guys ~ don't be jerks!
    Girlzonly Girlzonly 26-30, F 16 Responses Dec 2, 2013

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    Want me to creep you out?

    I can follow you quietly, but I will make a point to let you know I am there. I will utter jibberish under my breath just loud enough for you to hear, and when you are about to scream... I burst out laughing and walk away. I loved working at haunted houses :P
    stewartgreen stewartgreen 18-21, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I thought about killing my grandma

    when I was in elementary school, if something happens I instantly turn away from people and bury myself in my own darkness... I thought about different ways my boyfriends brother would get killed. actually hoping he does anyway, I really hate him. he's girlfriend to, if one of...
    RavenRena17 RavenRena17 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 15

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    The corner of the tavern is my abode

    and my presence a provocation. Observing the inebriated and vacuous souls frolicking without a care in the world, I drown my fury in the firewater. A wasted effort to stifle the dark whispers of the past. Surreptitiously I will the riffraff to incite the fiend caged for eons...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses May 25

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    Your all selfish f$cks.

    Does it matter for me. I don't know. But it hurts. I came here to be me and now I care about people. Whom don't give a sh$t about me. No one can care about me. Your all just simple f&cks. You all are, even you supposed empaths.
    Golfknar Golfknar 36-40, M 6 Responses 5 days ago

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    It shows up,...when you turn your bright

    smiling face away and remove your radiant warmth from me. :(
    LadyGallivanter LadyGallivanter 41-45, F 14 Responses Jun 15

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    .clenching your dark hair .

    pulling it back so tightly .a bite on your neck
    xruckusx xruckusx 36-40, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    She'd long felt she must be a black hole,

    as far as physical needs go. That there's no single human on the planet who could touch her, Move her Enough. Not to fully fill and satisfy her aches and cravings. Unfortunately, she's come to realize: Emotional needs exist, also, and run rampant within her. And her calm...
    AdoraGel AdoraGel 31-35, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    I have never shown or will show anyone,

    I don't want to see my friends or family what I can be or what I'm thinking
    MusicIsMyFeelings MusicIsMyFeelings 13-15, F 2 Responses Jun 19

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    You know that saying: "It's the quiet ones you

    need to look out for." What if I told you if it was true? I believe everyone has a dark side living inside us. It's that voice that tells you to stay home from school or work or a voice that tells people **** you to the persons you hate. I will not deny that I have a dark side...
    NeoxExor NeoxExor 22-25, M 6 Responses Nov 7, 2014

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    My mind is a dark place.

    I'm scared to be alone with myself because I can't shut those voices down.
    belseg belseg 22-25, F 8 Responses Jun 9, 2014

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    That pretty little girl whose dressed in the

    pink? Well she has some secrets and they're darker than you think. That girl in the corner with the piercing blue eyes? She's not so innocent; a monster in disguise.
    WhatOnceWas WhatOnceWas 18-21, F 12 Responses Feb 9, 2014

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    My dark side keeps me sane.

    She's beautiful but also frightening. She has gotten rid of all the pieces of **** in my life. She keeps losers in their place and never allows me to take **** from anyone She weaves a web for those who cross her. They get trapped and begin to panic. For they know their...
    ladysapio ladysapio 22-25, F 4 Responses May 31

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    I Have a Dark Side Job Interview The FBI

    had an opening for an assassin. After all the background checks, interviewing, and testing were done, there were three candidates. For the final test, the FBI agents took one of the men to a large metal door and handed him a gun. "We must know that you will follow your...
    KalonaAyeliski KalonaAyeliski 36-40, F 3 Responses Mar 26, 2014

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    I have a penchant for the forbidden.

    People dont see it because I appear very reserved, dress prim and proper. But oh, my thoughts! I have to keep them in check.
    heleneceleste heleneceleste 26-30, F 5 Responses Jan 15, 2014

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