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I Have a Dark Side

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    if i wasn't so good at hiding it,

    people would be scared of me._.
    mycatisbettrthanyurs mycatisbettrthanyurs 18-21, F 8 Responses Mar 18

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    At school, I'm the girl who's extremely quiet

    and antisocial when I'm not around my good classmates. They think I'm their innocent, foolish-minded pal, but they don't even know me at all. I may look like I'm just zoning out and drifting off into La-La Land but I'm not. At school, I think of the darkest things my mind can...
    ImaginationAbomination ImaginationAbomination 16-17, F 3 Responses Dec 9, 2013

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    Pillow Humping

    I have a thing for humping pillows I've been doing it for years and it feels good when it comes to humping a pillow I call it freshing I like using that term when I have fun with a pillow has anyone had a fetish like that?
    leejeans leejeans 36-40, M 6 Responses Nov 6, 2013

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    I have a evil side I have a good side Evil

    one brings pain The good one bring happiness Which side will kill me in the end? The one I feed.
    RainbowWolf13 RainbowWolf13 13-15, F 1 Response Feb 15

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    Anathema rising from the rubble of memories,

    Towering above all that is loved, It's identity an enigma to all but self, Searching for agony that numbs, Time not a deterrent for devious design, Tidal wave of fury dominating a weary soul, Feeble protests engulfed by omnipotent...
    urbannomad6699 urbannomad6699 36-40, M Mar 24

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    My great grandma died the other day.

    I can't say I feel sad or anything. Maybe I'm just a heartless *******, but I don't see how people get as upset as they do when someone dies, I guess.
    nojuststop nojuststop 22-25, F 2 Responses Feb 23

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    Opening Up More

    I have just gotten out of a long term relationship. I am separated. Never gave myself the ability to be sexually explorative until now. I really want too. I fantasize. I dream. There are all kinds of ideas that come to mind on how I want to be....well I'm not that inappropriate...
    amf0128 amf0128 26-30, F 3 Responses Oct 28, 2013

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    That pretty little girl whose dressed in the

    pink? Well she has some secrets and they're darker than you think. That girl in the corner with the piercing blue eyes? She's not so innocent; a monster in disguise.
    WhatOnceWas WhatOnceWas 18-21, F 12 Responses Feb 9, 2014

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    side(s). I have experienced horrible feelings,

    depression, anxiety, anger. The Anger is scary. I'm not sure if these feelings led up to me wanting to kill people, or what. I mean I do have empathy, I think anyway. But there are times when certain people cause trouble, and I just fantasize about torturing them. I don't see...
    chairsmissing chairsmissing 22-25, F 4 Responses Apr 16

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    I Have a Dark Side Job Interview The FBI

    had an opening for an assassin. After all the background checks, interviewing, and testing were done, there were three candidates. For the final test, the FBI agents took one of the men to a large metal door and handed him a gun. "We must know that you will follow your...
    KalonaAyeliski KalonaAyeliski 36-40, F 3 Responses Mar 26, 2014

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    when i burn bugs and frogs

    or torture them i get a hard on watching them suffer and die.
    XxxdinoxxX XxxdinoxxX 18-21, M 4 Responses Apr 10

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    A gateway left ajar by fate,

    A wisp of smoke passing through the narrow passage, Breathing life into what should slumber for eternity, Allegiance to the shadow world a desire insurmountable, Into it I have walked and let the dark in, Where destruction is supreme, where pain is bliss, Where pain is the...
    urbannomad6699 urbannomad6699 36-40, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    My co-worker, sitting at the workstation next

    to me has been relentlessly tapping her foot for the last five hours. One might venture to wonder if she was politely asked to stop, and she has been on multiple occasions. But this, individual, does not seem to possess the understanding or compassion that most people inherently...
    DarkestDespair DarkestDespair 36-40, M 4 Responses Feb 4

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    I sold my soul to the devil

    and in return I asked for his.
    JohnVBlackburn JohnVBlackburn 18-21, M 5 Responses Apr 19

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    It's am old habit that I tried hard to forget.

    ..but now I don't want to get better.. i just want to die.
    Societykilledateenager Societykilledateenager 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 9

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    I sometimes dream about killing people.

    Not random strangers, someone I hate, a crime of passion maybe. I feel like I'm getting eaten from the darkness within myself. It's scary, but I love it.
    bluefrogs247 bluefrogs247 18-21, F 5 Responses Jan 3, 2014

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    I have a side of me I'd

    rather few see, but it's a side I'd rather like to indulge in. It is the flip side of the coin which is me. It is my contradiction. It is my addiction. It is my mistake. It is my pleasure. Is it really me? Is it truly who I am? Is me being nice, kind, and polite all a well...
    ChanceSandmann ChanceSandmann 18-21, M 4 Responses Dec 1, 2013

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    Most people are so surprised

    when they find out all the things I do behind closed doors.
    punicorn1 punicorn1 13-15, F 6 Responses 6 days ago

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    I have a penchant for the forbidden.

    People dont see it because I appear very reserved, dress prim and proper. But oh, my thoughts! I have to keep them in check.
    heleneceleste heleneceleste 26-30, F 5 Responses Jan 15, 2014

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    I'm changing my picture

    for 5 minutes. Ladies ~ ENJOY... Guys ~ don't be jerks!
    Girlzonly Girlzonly 22-25, F 16 Responses Dec 2, 2013

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    I have a dark side full of demons.

    I found these Demons every night. The demons have voice. These demons are my insecurities, my deepest fears, and my lonely nights. They are the insults I receive and the emotions I can't contain. They are a part of me and are what I have become. The demons tell me to cut. They...
    callmeperla callmeperla 18-21, F 12 Responses Jan 9, 2014

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    Ghouls whispering tales of a tortured past,

    Of a life born anew from ashes of anguish, A Cimmerian shade blotting what once was radiance, Breathing wrathful life into the soul of a brute, Fable no longer a figment but now absolute, Armor of hate and the Sword of pain his legacy, The child of dark saunters among the...
    urbannomad6699 urbannomad6699 36-40, M Apr 3

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    I have this picture on my iPad.

    It's a drawing. Not a real person. But I guess most people think it's disgusting anyways. I love it. I didn't even flinch when I first saw it. It's a girl. She's tied to a chair. Sitting in front if a table. On the table in a jar are her eyes. On a napkin is her tongue. A glass...
    ThisIsMordor ThisIsMordor 16-17, F 9 Responses Dec 18, 2013

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    The Dark Cheerleader

    I think it's sad (out loud) but secretly love that I smile to your face but imagine you being hit by a bus or head exploding! I can never really hide my anger or hatred, so I smile. I work with so many ********! I'm married to a slug! I smile!
    hollyholls hollyholls 31-35, F 6 Responses Nov 25, 2013

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    Damnation your call I heed

    and walk willing, Weary shadows burdened by sin companions of choice, For the road is long and unyielding my friend, Web of deceit and temptation offering false redemption, Trickster of the dark! I recognize your ploys, Emotional frailties shall not weaken resolve, Walking...
    urbannomad6699 urbannomad6699 36-40, M Apr 8

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    Tug Of War

    There is a battle within me. On the surface I'm a happy homemaker, bubbly, smile on my face, milk and cookies kind of gal. I'm team mom for many of the sports teams my sons are on, I volunteer in the school, I teach a Sunday School Class. Yet beneath my surface lies this other...
    swtsacrifice swtsacrifice 36-40, F 13 Responses Sep 10, 2013

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    You know that saying: "It's the quiet ones you

    need to look out for." What if I told you if it was true? I believe everyone has a dark side living inside us. It's that voice that tells you to stay home from school or work or a voice that tells people **** you to the persons you hate. I will not deny that I have a dark side...
    NeoxExor NeoxExor 22-25, M 6 Responses Nov 7, 2014

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    Eleni1179 Eleni1179 31-35, F 12 Responses Oct 13, 2014

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    I Helped A Friend Out.

    I had a friend that was pregnant and she developed where if she had sex with her husband she would brake out, So I lived with them and was the middle person between them.
    Serena32168 Serena32168 36-40, F 14 Responses Dec 2, 2013

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    UrOneAndOnly UrOneAndOnly 36-40, M 3 Responses Mar 9

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    Or A Light Side...

    I've only dated and been sexually active with white guys in my life. Why do black girls do that? I never understood why I lean toward white men and kind of discard men of my own kind. It's not that they're less attractive I would love a black man, but it just never occurred...
    soldiergirl24 soldiergirl24 18-21, F 8 Responses Nov 19, 2013

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    My mind is a dark place.

    I'm scared to be alone with myself because I can't shut those voices down.
    belseg belseg 22-25, F 8 Responses Jun 9, 2014

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    Basically when u first look at me u see a tiny

    little girl who just smiles heaps and is all shy and ****. When u get to know me u'll realize I'm a complete Wack job and I'm random most of the time and have the dirtiest mind. Although there is a side barely no one know about me. When I'm usually alone I spend it crying, it's...
    suzannah98 suzannah98 16-17, F 4 Responses Mar 31, 2014

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    When You Are Broken, Perhaps You Need To Be Broken Again To Heal

    I have been thinking. Before I met anyone, I was quite broken honestly. I was sooo cold. So distant. I was aware of who I was and I did feel much pain still. But often, I dident really feel anything. Someone told me something once that I think is quite true. "You feel so little...
    Wintersorrow Wintersorrow 26-30, M 10 Responses Dec 20, 2012

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    Eyes wide open, Fear looming in every corner,

    A zephyr of dread touching faces, Shadows dancing to the symphony of death, The monster stirring from deep slumber, Hungry and brimming with vengeance, Deception and trickery it's cloak, Devoid of emotion but intentions hidden, A scorching path of destruction and consumption...
    urbannomad6699 urbannomad6699 36-40, M 5 Responses Feb 17

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    Can You Love Mine?

    All humans got a dark side! Everybody ,all of us ! Me ,i have it too! Nobody is a picture perfect but we all worth it! So the question is, Can you love me? Can you love mine - my dark side? ...hmmmmm!
    ascelous21XXX ascelous21XXX 18-21, M 4 Responses Nov 23, 2012

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    Well...since I'm typing this,

    I should be able to tell you that yes, I have a dark side of me. I keep it well hidden, butt it is always inside me, urging me on with thoughts and furious actions that I sometimes can't control. I'm not schizophrenic, but I'm still obsessed with the more macabre side of the...
    SnarklingForever SnarklingForever 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 8

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    Thank you for making me like it a little bit

    more. You are the uniquely familiar without a trace. A breed of rare form who's company I keep. The intensity I feed off of.
    Isis27 Isis27 36-40 2 Responses Mar 2

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    Within the ruins of memories,

    Echoes of hollow screams haunting, Heart darkened by a penumbra of the past, Rising from the expanse of a dark conscious, A whisper, the rumbling of an awakening, Stretching its limbs, waiting and vigilant, Anticipating a taste of freedom from conscience, Ruination of self...
    urbannomad6699 urbannomad6699 36-40, M Mar 9

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    Just found out my husband has been arrested

    for child exploitation. He has been conversing with a 14yr old and just made a move to have sex with her. I am feeling incredibly homicidal right now.
    BrokenOneX BrokenOneX 31-35 4 Responses Feb 23

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    Don't we all love double lives?

    We all have an outer appearance that we show to everyone else but deep down inside is who we truly are. Some are just better at masking it
    HawkEye13 HawkEye13 18-21, M 7 Responses Jan 20, 2014

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    Who doesn't? I think everybody has a dark side,

    some are just better in hiding it than others... *creepy smile*
    Joylove347 Joylove347 18-21, F 6 Responses Mar 16

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    monatonie monatonie 22-25, F 5 Responses Mar 15

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    My dark side is cold,

    detached, isolated. With a dash of explosiveness.
    sahmmama sahmmama 22-25, F 5 Responses 4 days ago

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    Come to the dark side,

    I have cookies.
    Glumie57 Glumie57 13-15, F 8 Responses Apr 15

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    "I am constantly torn between killing myself

    and killing everyone around me. Those seem to be the two choices. Everything else is just killing time."
    Abnormalize Abnormalize 16-17, F 3 Responses Feb 23

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