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I Have a Dark Side

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    I have always wanted to knife a stranger in a

    crowded place and to dissect a human.
    BrokenOneX BrokenOneX 31-35 2 Responses Sep 8

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    I believe almost everyone has a little bit of

    narcissism or sadism in them. I think I might be a psychopath, not the ted bundy kind though. I don't like to hurt anything. I never killed bugs or anything when I was little. Im talking about hating rules and trying to break them just because. To me breaking the law is...
    Based4ever Based4ever 13-15, M 1 Response Aug 23

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    The dark is supposed to win.

    This world live and breathe to reinforce bad behavior. I have always tried to hold my darker sides back, cause they can be rather dark. But im so so sick and tired of being... more. If I was more abusive, I would be happier. The sad thing, is how true that actually is. Sure...
    Torturedprince Torturedprince 26-30, M 2 Responses Sep 17

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    When you feel my heat Look into my eyes Don't

    get to Close It's dark inside It's where my demons hide
    agent268 agent268 16-17, M Sep 17

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    Every now and then, without warning,

    I become a slave to my demented sexual desires.
    MrsApple MrsApple 26-30, F 19 Responses Aug 23

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    I have this picture on my iPad.

    It's a drawing. Not a real person. But I guess most people think it's disgusting anyways. I love it. I didn't even flinch when I first saw it. It's a girl. She's tied to a chair. Sitting in front if a table. On the table in a jar are her eyes. On a napkin is her tongue. A glass...
    ThisIsMordor ThisIsMordor 16-17, F 9 Responses Dec 18, 2013

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    I'm changing my picture

    for 5 minutes. Ladies ~ ENJOY... Guys ~ don't be jerks!
    Girlzonly Girlzonly 22-25, F 18 Responses Dec 2, 2013

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    My heart is not big or deep

    or wide or tall, Its shallow, small & cramped like a cage which has captured the monster that lurks inside me Every once in a while, it rips through my flesh & unleashes its beautiful, thick, black smoke which spreads slowly & quietly onto its deliciously vulnerable victims...
    sumara21 sumara21 16-17, F 2 Responses Aug 30

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    The more you fear it,

    the more you give it power
    DeHumanization DeHumanization 13-15, M 1 Response Sep 22

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    The Dark Cheerleader

    I think it's sad (out loud) but secretly love that I smile to your face but imagine you being hit by a bus or head exploding! I can never really hide my anger or hatred, so I smile. I work with so many ********! I'm married to a slug! I smile!
    hollyholls hollyholls 31-35, F 7 Responses Nov 25, 2013

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    My dark side seems to be quite noisy

    as of late. It is usually under control when I go to my martial arts gym , but I think it's getting bored.
    Raxyz Raxyz 13-15, M 1 Response Sep 17

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    I have a dark side full of demons.

    I found these Demons every night. The demons have voice. These demons are my insecurities, my deepest fears, and my lonely nights. They are the insults I receive and the emotions I can't contain. They are a part of me and are what I have become. The demons tell me to cut. They...
    callmeperla callmeperla 18-21, F 13 Responses Jan 9

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    Very dark no one can handle it.

    it's almost scary.
    fuglygirlonthebench fuglygirlonthebench 18-21, F 4 Responses Aug 23

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    At school, I'm the girl who's extremely quiet

    and antisocial when I'm not around my good classmates. They think I'm their innocent, foolish-minded pal, but they don't even know me at all. I may look like I'm just zoning out and drifting off into La-La Land but I'm not. At school, I think of the darkest things my mind can...
    ImaginationAbomination ImaginationAbomination 16-17, F 3 Responses Dec 9, 2013

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    So I was holding the stick left from my ice

    cream the other day, then snapped it in half before tossing it away. "Why did you do that?" I was asked out of the blue. "Because I can" I mused. My physical strength doesn't stretch very far, but it gives power knowing you can break something, even something as small and...
    AngelofPink AngelofPink 18-21, F 7 Responses May 26

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    I'm not Sith though I'm a Viking!

    I think we all have that darkness within. Most control it pretty well, but I liked to let the monster out every now and then! It's healthier that way I think.
    Skjeggstad Skjeggstad 22-25, F 5 Responses Sep 22

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    I have a dark side. There are some things

    people might not expect me to do..
    lilykitten1998 lilykitten1998 16-17, F 2 Responses May 30

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    Don't we all? Mine is a love

    for panties and ************ into them and such. What are yours?
    NoVADad703 NoVADad703 31-35, M 6 Responses Aug 28

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    My mind is a dark place.

    I'm scared to be alone with myself because I can't shut those voices down.
    belseg belseg 22-25, F 7 Responses Jun 9

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    I had this really strange dream,

    as usual, where I got a weird text. It said "hello, Hyde". I was so confused. My last name isn't Hyde. Maybe it was because I'm auditioning for the Jekyll and Hyde musical and I'm just anxious. But then again I've found the concept of hiding behind a facade to be vividly...
    UnderworldNymph UnderworldNymph 16-17, F 4 Responses Sep 17

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    Most people who met me

    for the first time or people that know me few months anyway by looking at my picture by seen my personality u never think I had a dark side >:) I've done things I'm not proud of some things I've done was the wrong thing for the right reason like my days as a con-artist I know...
    lucy2014 lucy2014 18-21, F 14 Responses Dec 21, 2013

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    And his name is Leonard Finch.

    I use him as my user name because I want to be him. I can't fully tell you about him, but ask me if you're so so curious. I don't hate or fear Leonard, He is the better, more fortunate side of me. He is me and I am him. That is why we trust and love each other. You ever wonder...
    LeonardFinch LeonardFinch 18-21, M 1 Response Aug 24

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    I mostly feed the good wolf inside me.

    But sometimes... the bad wolf is just more fun.
    Sorfarina Sorfarina 26-30, F 4 Responses 22 hrs ago

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    I have a penchant for the forbidden.

    People dont see it because I appear very reserved, dress prim and proper. But oh, my thoughts! I have to keep them in check.
    heleneceleste heleneceleste 26-30, F 5 Responses Jan 15

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    I Helped A Friend Out.

    I had a friend that was pregnant and she developed where if she had sex with her husband she would brake out, So I lived with them and was the middle person between them.
    Serena32168 Serena32168 36-40, F 14 Responses Dec 2, 2013

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    Ok I know most people have a dark side.

    Some are creepy, or insane or plain evil but it's interesting to see people dark side. You never know what kind of dark side they have.
    Custos1 Custos1 18-21, M 1 Response Aug 30

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    Naughtythoughtss Naughtythoughtss 26-30, M 2 Responses Sep 18

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    But Doesn't Everyone....?

    . I'm not happy with my life, though I act like I have everything together, that I'm carefree and act like the big sister/mentor to some of my peers. I'm a put-together-prude. They don't know that I'm actually not as happy as I look. I'm not as content as I look. I don't want to...
    Fuzzies Fuzzies 56-60, M 2 Responses May 22, 2013

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    I think we all have that dark side of us.

    Some have been controlled by it and others haven't really seen it. For me I used it for a certain part of my life to cover up my mothers track for my family couldn't find her. I also used and learned more skills to help my uncle with his underground business. So i learned to...
    DavidHamilton1 DavidHamilton1 16-17, M 2 Responses Aug 24

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    myraaxx myraaxx 13-15, F 2 Responses Sep 2

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    Tug Of War

    There is a battle within me. On the surface I'm a happy homemaker, bubbly, smile on my face, milk and cookies kind of gal. I'm team mom for many of the sports teams my sons are on, I volunteer in the school, I teach a Sunday School Class. Yet beneath my surface lies this other...
    swtsacrifice swtsacrifice 36-40, F 14 Responses Sep 10, 2013

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    Opening Up More

    I have just gotten out of a long term relationship. I am separated. Never gave myself the ability to be sexually explorative until now. I really want too. I fantasize. I dream. There are all kinds of ideas that come to mind on how I want to be....well I'm not that inappropriate...
    amf0128 amf0128 26-30, F 4 Responses Oct 28, 2013

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    Or A Light Side...

    I've only dated and been sexually active with white guys in my life. Why do black girls do that? I never understood why I lean toward white men and kind of discard men of my own kind. It's not that they're less attractive I would love a black man, but it just never occurred...
    soldiergirl24 soldiergirl24 18-21, F 10 Responses Nov 19, 2013

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    A monster, a real monster,

    doesn't give a damn about the havoc it wreaks or the blood it spills... The hardest thing about knowing you're capable of inflicting pain, death even, is constantly trying to avoid doing so, especially when every fiber of your being wants to hurt and consume everyone you come...
    InfinitePossibilities01 InfinitePossibilities01 18-21, F 1 Response 21 hrs ago

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    Basically when u first look at me u see a tiny

    little girl who just smiles heaps and is all shy and ****. When u get to know me u'll realize I'm a complete Wack job and I'm random most of the time and have the dirtiest mind. Although there is a side barely no one know about me. When I'm usually alone I spend it crying, it's...
    suzannah98 suzannah98 16-17, F 5 Responses Mar 31

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    Pillow Humping

    I have a thing for humping pillows I've been doing it for years and it feels good when it comes to humping a pillow I call it freshing I like using that term when I have fun with a pillow has anyone had a fetish like that?
    leejeans leejeans 36-40, M 6 Responses Nov 6, 2013

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    I sometimes dream about killing people.

    Not random strangers, someone I hate, a crime of passion maybe. I feel like I'm getting eaten from the darkness within myself. It's scary, but I love it.
    bluefrogs247 bluefrogs247 18-21, F 6 Responses Jan 3

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    That pretty little girl whose dressed in the

    pink? Well she has some secrets and they're darker than you think. That girl in the corner with the piercing blue eyes? She's not so innocent; a monster in disguise.
    WhatOnceWas WhatOnceWas 16-17, F 12 Responses Feb 9

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    I don't love my dark side.

    I don't like it. It has lead me into trouble and sadness more often than not. Parts of it I have accepted and learned to enjoy to a certain extent but it is a part of me I could live without. Wild D
    Wilddesires Wilddesires 51-55, M 2 Responses Sep 6

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    Can You Love Mine?

    All humans got a dark side! Everybody ,all of us ! Me ,i have it too! Nobody is a picture perfect but we all worth it! So the question is, Can you love me? Can you love mine - my dark side? ...hmmmmm!
    ascelous21XXX ascelous21XXX 18-21, M 4 Responses Nov 23, 2012

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    Stare back at me with scared eyes.

    Your fearful gaze. The look you get once you’ve realized that everything you knew, everything you’ve come to depend on and trust, and all the things you loved and cared for… only existed to entrap you within misery and suffering. Your own hell, compliments of yourself...
    FonderAbsence FonderAbsence 31-35, M 1 Response Jan 14

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    I execute pain to those

    who deserve it without mercy 💀
    agent268 agent268 16-17, M 4 Responses Sep 6

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    Everyone has a dark side.

    And hey dont just judge me based on what you might read from me here. Yes i am horny alot, and maybe like kinky stuff. The last i want is to be annoying. Just mutual fun!. Get to know me a little better. Give some people a change to talk to, i am glad some EP friends actually...
    mic73 mic73 41-45, M 4 Responses Dec 28, 2013

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    I have a side of me I'd

    rather few see, but it's a side I'd rather like to indulge in. It is the flip side of the coin which is me. It is my contradiction. It is my addiction. It is my mistake. It is my pleasure. Is it really me? Is it truly who I am? Is me being nice, kind, and polite all a well...
    ChanceSandmann ChanceSandmann 18-21, M 4 Responses Dec 1, 2013

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    Into The Darkness

    Shadow is here now, he bids me come home my love. For you've danced in the light for too long now, and you've been burned now. . Come into the night, where all is cool, and all is right. No more fears, and no more tears. I will lay you down now, I will penetrate you, and...
    lookingwindow lookingwindow 41-45, F 3 Responses Dec 7, 2012

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    I'm to demented at times,

    music makes me feel some type of way. Makes me want to go postal.
    vadorantiwolf vadorantiwolf 16-17, M 3 Responses Sep 12

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    those days where your whole personality changes

    and you become so much more aware of the people around you and start to realize how much you hate them... then start to drift off in your own thought on how to end them and everyone else... or maybe it's just me.
    RavenRena17 RavenRena17 18-21, F 3 Responses Sep 2

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    Don't we all love double lives?

    We all have an outer appearance that we show to everyone else but deep down inside is who we truly are. Some are just better at masking it
    HawkEye13 HawkEye13 18-21, M 7 Responses Jan 20

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    I never want it to surface again.

    Last time darkness took over, I lost someone important. I liked her we were such good friends. Until the day it happened... Darkness wraps around my kindness and angelic mind. And plays with my emotions and words. I rarely cuss and fight but I will if someone pushes me too...
    unforgivablyuseless unforgivablyuseless 13-15, M Aug 23

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    TheRainbowDino TheRainbowDino 13-15, F 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    My close friends don't understand how ****** up

    I really am. They think I'm ok and don't need therapy. I've even been told I'm "the most well adjusted person" they know. based on all the **** they know I've been through, they think I'm pretty normal. When they say these things I know for sure that they don't really know me...
    Scal92 Scal92 22-25, F 2 Responses Aug 31

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    Everyone thinks I'm a good Christian girl

    but I have a girlfriend and I love it when she ties me up and ***** me from behind with a strap-on.
    skyler327 skyler327 22-25, F 9 Responses Feb 4

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    I Have a Dark Side Job Interview The FBI

    had an opening for an assassin. After all the background checks, interviewing, and testing were done, there were three candidates. For the final test, the FBI agents took one of the men to a large metal door and handed him a gun. "We must know that you will follow your...
    ahyokaatuyastanvusdayvhvsgi ahyokaatuyastanvusdayvhvsgi 36-40, F 2 Responses Mar 26

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