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I Have a Deep Dark Secret

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    Crazy Little Thing Called....

    deep seated psychological fear of failure. We all have it. Some are capable of overcoming it with little to no problems. Others; like myself; have a little more trouble. I feel as if my family and everyone around me judge me based solely on how much I earn. So I have been...
    softlyslowly softlyslowly 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 6, 2012

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    I Have One

    I got really big secret but no one will ever find it out, and they wont ever know or even get a hint at it. Nobody will ever know it, no matter how  hard they try to get it out of me
    Desolatebones Desolatebones 18-21, M 2 Responses May 14, 2012

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    I Have A Secret !!!!!!! ( Deeeep )

    I have a really deep secret. ! Never told anyone .
    ChynaaRosae ChynaaRosae 18-21, F 3 Responses Aug 21, 2013

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    Only One Person Other Than Me Knows

    ~ And she used it against me 2 days ago. I will never tell another living soul as long as I live. It is a secret that is hard to carry alone, but I have come to realize that is exactly what I will have to do from now on. I will have to be strong & I will be. ~
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Mar 31, 2009

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    I've Changed A Lot

    Once upon a time, I wrote yaoi fanfiction.  Tons of it.  I became 'internet popular'.  I 'double-lied' to the websites I frequented.  I'd always say my age was 20 something.  However, then I would say to my best e...
    MeisterWolf MeisterWolf 18-21, M 2 Responses Jan 11, 2010

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    I have been abused up

    until the beginning of last year. I was touched by my mom's and stepdad's best friend that while growing up I was told to call him uncle. I hate him. He lived with us for five years and he would sneak into my room when I was sleeping. I couldn't talk to guys because he would...
    Nevergivinjinks Nevergivinjinks 16-17, F 4 Responses Jan 28

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    I Just Don't Love Him Anymore

    I have been married a year. My husband is  non romantic ,unaffectionate and lacks gennuine compassion. I hvave tried to work this out but I no longer can withstand it.I am utterly and unmistakenly miserable and I'm wondering is it just that I've become so emtionally...
    sweetlies sweetlies 26-30 1 Response Oct 3, 2010

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    Super Secrets.

    I have secrets. Deep Dark Secrets. Every once in a while they haunt me. There are secrets I will never tell anyone about. There are very few secrets that people know. It's so hard not to tell people. I want to tell people my dark secrets... but I know they are also painful...
    catboydale catboydale 22-25, M 3 Responses Oct 7, 2012

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    A Really Gross Secret O.O

    Here i am playing my favourite online game.And suddenly..... my 12 year old dark secret jumped out of my mind... As i said i was 12 when this all happened, my girlfriend was only 11! There was a power outtage in my hotel room for some reason so there were only candle lights...
    123hey321 123hey321 22-25, M 6 Responses Aug 28, 2013

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    None of my secrets are " dark" ,

    it's just I don't trust anyone enough to tell them the truth. I sorta just joined to vent anonymously, outwardly, confidently and without fear of Being judged. I'm a little suspicious of this site or the internet in general putting your secrets out online....... I don't know if...
    Brighteyes47 Brighteyes47 22-25 1 Response Mar 10

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    It's weighing too heavily on my consciousness.

    . I'm finding it hard to breathe easy, I need t ofucking die
    ashestodust01 ashestodust01 22-25 3 Responses Feb 11

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    Compulsive Lying

    I have many things that I chose not to tell people to their face because let's face it -- it'll only ruin the relationships I have worked hard to establish. I've had them under the impression that the strong-willed, brutally honest, stubborn, tough and unpredictable person is who...
    FireCoyote FireCoyote 26-30, F Oct 12, 2011

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    I had to claim maternity on my own Son

    and yes I am his Mother. You should have seen the look on the clerks face the day I went 1 day after my 18th birthday and told them just that and I need my name placed on the birth certificate and not the alias name I used. They was in dis-belief and asked if I was sure I meant...
    wickedone72 wickedone72 41-45, F 2 Responses Feb 3

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    Gross Secret, I Don't Wat To Tell My Mom.

    At age 8 or 9 (I can't remember) I found something very interesting to my young, naive brain. *********** pictures. Gross, right? Why would a young, 9 year old FEMALE like that ****? But that's not all, it was also of PREGNANT WOMEN. I'M SO ******' DISGUSTED WITH MYSELF. I want...
    CococoBird CococoBird 16-17, F 1 Response May 14, 2012

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    I Have A Deep Deep Dark Secret .

    Im pretty sure we all do ....
    ChynaaRosae ChynaaRosae 18-21, F 3 Responses May 11

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    Ok I know most people have a dark side. Some are creepy, or insane or plain evil but it's interesting to see people dark side. You never know what kind of dark side they have.
    Custos1 Custos1 18-21, M 1 Response Aug 30

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    It's true. I have a dark mind and I like it ;) I'm into Creepypasta (look it up) ghost stories, I love the feeling of getting scared. I love scaring others. I'm a Goth as well...
    ElviraGoth ElviraGoth 16-17, F Sep 4

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    I'm not Sith though I'm a Viking! I think we all have that darkness within. Most control it pretty well, but I liked to let the monster out every now and then! It's healthier...
    Skjeggstad Skjeggstad 22-25, F 5 Responses Sep 22

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    My heart is not big or deep or wide or tall, Its shallow, small & cramped like a cage which has captured the monster that lurks inside me Every once in a while, it rips through my...
    sumara21 sumara21 16-17, F 2 Responses Aug 30

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    Recently I met someone who shares my interest in dark humor. She and I are similar in other ways as well (which disturbs me on some level) but the shared sense of humor has made me...
    Anaihsohs Anaihsohs 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 9

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    The dark is supposed to win. This world live and breathe to reinforce bad behavior. I have always tried to hold my darker sides back, cause they can be rather dark. But im so so...
    Torturedprince Torturedprince 26-30, M 2 Responses Sep 17

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    well i was very clear honest pure man yea very pure with kind heart now i feel dark acquires me get over me i wanna back o be pure again i hate hate evil part inside me bu i cant...
    Outsider92 Outsider92 22-25, M 1 Response a week ago

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    I don't love my dark side. I don't like it. It has lead me into trouble and sadness more often than not. Parts of it I have accepted and learned to enjoy to a certain extent but...
    Wilddesires Wilddesires 51-55, M 2 Responses Sep 6

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    When you feel my heat Look into my eyes Don't get to Close It's dark inside It's where my demons hide
    agent268 agent268 16-17, M Sep 17

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    My dark side seems to be quite noisy as of late. It is usually under control when I go to my martial arts gym , but I think it's getting bored.
    Raxyz Raxyz 13-15, M 1 Response Sep 17

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    We all have a little dark side monster
    Naughtythoughtss Naughtythoughtss 26-30, M 2 Responses Sep 18

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    some days i be very depressed i feel that depressed wake the dark side in me depressed give power very powerful i loose everything so i don care wat will happen any more love that...
    Outsider92 Outsider92 22-25, M 6 days ago

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    I have struggled with deep depression and anxiety since the age of 12. Right now it seems to be particularly worse. I've been seeing a psychoanalyst for the past 9 months and it...
    Omchandrayanamaha Omchandrayanamaha 31-35, M Sep 21

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    So many things I'm dying to get off my chest that I cant say to anyone. I keep so much from my parents that i spend every waking minute worrying that they're gonna find out about...
    CanYouHearTheSilence CanYouHearTheSilence 13-15, F 1 Response Sep 6

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    And I can't tell anyone.. I'm afraid it will hurt them too much. I have to hold it back and act like i don't care. I know what's wrong but I'm not going to tell them.. I have...
    HerSuperman HerSuperman 16-17, M Sep 14

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    My close friends don't understand how ****** up I really am. They think I'm ok and don't need therapy. I've even been told I'm "the most well adjusted person" they know. based on...
    Scal92 Scal92 22-25, F 2 Responses Aug 31

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    I have always wanted to knife a stranger in a crowded place and to dissect a human.
    BrokenOneX BrokenOneX 31-35 2 Responses Sep 8

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    A night at Muhammad's Aisha lifted the Niqab over her head and shoulders. "Ah Aisha sweetling. I wondered which wife I was getting tonight. " His voice lowered playfully, " you...
    faerylight faerylight 41-45, F Sep 10

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    Being a death metal bassist and writer and a very sarcastic person can give you a morbid sense of humor but it also helps not take things seriously. And for the benefit, I don't...
    ValhallaAwaits ValhallaAwaits 18-21, M 1 Response Sep 18

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    I hate getting flashback from things i don't want to remember .
    myraaxx myraaxx 13-15, F 2 Responses Sep 2

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    those days where your whole personality changes and you become so much more aware of the people around you and start to realize how much you hate them... then start to drift off in...
    RavenRena17 RavenRena17 18-21, F 3 Responses Sep 2

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    Thats super hot!!!!...XD love it
    kokobear1984 kokobear1984 26-30, M Sep 2

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    I execute pain to those who deserve it without mercy 💀
    agent268 agent268 16-17, M 4 Responses Sep 6

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    I'm to demented at times, music makes me feel some type of way. Makes me want to go postal.
    vadorantiwolf vadorantiwolf 16-17, M 3 Responses Sep 12

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    ******* Tuesdays worst day of the week for me.
    Raxyz Raxyz 13-15, M 2 Responses Sep 16

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    Why can't orphans play baseball? Because they don't know where home is.
    artsydarling artsydarling 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 16

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    What's the most confusing holiday in Harlem? Father's Day
    Experiencevisionary Experiencevisionary 13-15, M Sep 17

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    What's the hardest part about being a *********? Trying to fit in.
    artsydarling artsydarling 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 17

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    What's the hardest part about being a *********? Trying to fit in.
    artsydarling artsydarling 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 17

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    I had this really strange dream, as usual, where I got a weird text. It said "hello, Hyde". I was so confused. My last name isn't Hyde. Maybe it was because I'm auditioning for the...
    UnderworldNymph UnderworldNymph 16-17, F 4 Responses Sep 17

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    My favourite game is Grand Theft Auto, you can do virtually anything. I was able to experience raping a child, robbing a charity shop and killing a Jew with my steel crowbar...
    disasterland disasterland 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 18

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    My eyes a burning fortress. My hands a deadly weapon. My mind an endless maze. My ears a razor. My sense of smell is inescapable. Run while you can. Cross my path and you will...
    DarknessFalls101 DarknessFalls101 13-15, F Sep 20

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    The more you fear it, the more you give it power
    DeHumanization DeHumanization 13-15, M 1 Response Sep 22

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    alot of bad stuff (includes knifes and guns)
    TheRainbowDino TheRainbowDino 13-15, F 3 Responses 6 days ago