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I Have a Deep Dark Secret

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    Crazy Little Thing Called....

    deep seated psychological fear of failure. We all have it. Some are capable of overcoming it with little to no problems. Others; like myself; have a little more trouble. I feel as if my family and everyone around me judge me based solely on how much I earn. So I have been...
    softlyslowly softlyslowly 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 6, 2012

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    I Just Don't Love Him Anymore

    I have been married a year. My husband is  non romantic ,unaffectionate and lacks gennuine compassion. I hvave tried to work this out but I no longer can withstand it.I am utterly and unmistakenly miserable and I'm wondering is it just that I've become so emtionally...
    sweetlies sweetlies 26-30 1 Response Oct 3, 2010

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    I Have A Deep Deep Dark Secret .

    Im pretty sure we all do ....
    ChynaaRosae ChynaaRosae 18-21, F 3 Responses May 11

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    I Have A Secret !!!!!!! ( Deeeep )

    I have a really deep secret. ! Never told anyone .
    ChynaaRosae ChynaaRosae 18-21, F 3 Responses Aug 21, 2013

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    I had to claim maternity on my own Son

    and yes I am his Mother. You should have seen the look on the clerks face the day I went 1 day after my 18th birthday and told them just that and I need my name placed on the birth certificate and not the alias name I used. They was in dis-belief and asked if I was sure I meant...
    wickedone72 wickedone72 41-45, F 2 Responses Feb 3

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    Gross Secret, I Don't Wat To Tell My Mom.

    At age 8 or 9 (I can't remember) I found something very interesting to my young, naive brain. *********** pictures. Gross, right? Why would a young, 9 year old FEMALE like that ****? But that's not all, it was also of PREGNANT WOMEN. I'M SO ******' DISGUSTED WITH MYSELF. I want...
    CococoBird CococoBird 16-17, F 2 Responses May 14, 2012

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    I Have One

    I got really big secret but no one will ever find it out, and they wont ever know or even get a hint at it. Nobody will ever know it, no matter how  hard they try to get it out of me
    Desolatebones Desolatebones 18-21, M 2 Responses May 14, 2012

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    Only One Person Other Than Me Knows

    ~ And she used it against me 2 days ago. I will never tell another living soul as long as I live. It is a secret that is hard to carry alone, but I have come to realize that is exactly what I will have to do from now on. I will have to be strong & I will be. ~
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Mar 31, 2009

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    Compulsive Lying

    I have many things that I chose not to tell people to their face because let's face it -- it'll only ruin the relationships I have worked hard to establish. I've had them under the impression that the strong-willed, brutally honest, stubborn, tough and unpredictable person is who...
    FireCoyote FireCoyote 26-30, F Oct 12, 2011

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    Super Secrets.

    I have secrets. Deep Dark Secrets. Every once in a while they haunt me. There are secrets I will never tell anyone about. There are very few secrets that people know. It's so hard not to tell people. I want to tell people my dark secrets... but I know they are also painful...
    catboydale catboydale 22-25, M 4 Responses Oct 7, 2012

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    It's weighing too heavily on my consciousness.

    . I'm finding it hard to breathe easy, I need t ofucking die
    ashestodust01 ashestodust01 22-25 3 Responses Feb 11

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    None of my secrets are " dark" ,

    it's just I don't trust anyone enough to tell them the truth. I sorta just joined to vent anonymously, outwardly, confidently and without fear of Being judged. I'm a little suspicious of this site or the internet in general putting your secrets out online....... I don't know if...
    Brighteyes47 Brighteyes47 22-25 2 Responses Mar 10

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    I have been abused up

    until the beginning of last year. I was touched by my mom's and stepdad's best friend that while growing up I was told to call him uncle. I hate him. He lived with us for five years and he would sneak into my room when I was sleeping. I couldn't talk to guys because he would...
    Nevergivinjinks Nevergivinjinks 16-17, F 3 Responses Jan 28

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    I've Changed A Lot

    Once upon a time, I wrote yaoi fanfiction.  Tons of it.  I became 'internet popular'.  I 'double-lied' to the websites I frequented.  I'd always say my age was 20 something.  However, then I would say to my best e...
    MeisterWolf MeisterWolf 18-21, M 2 Responses Jan 11, 2010

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    A Really Gross Secret O.O

    Here i am playing my favourite online game.And suddenly..... my 12 year old dark secret jumped out of my mind... As i said i was 12 when this all happened, my girlfriend was only 11! There was a power outtage in my hotel room for some reason so there were only candle lights...
    123hey321 123hey321 22-25, M 7 Responses Aug 28, 2013

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    its really fun knowing the deepest darkest part of people. the ones they show the world are boring whats beneath the surface is always so much more fun. both psychologically...
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    I've felt to much pain, I have to many secrets. I can only take only so much, until I've had enough. I'm only so strong, until I break down. Sometimes I feel suffocated, other...
    Ginger1313 Ginger1313 13-15, F Nov 22

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    I have a dark side. Like one days I was with some of my friends going trick or treating and we went to a house where the person inside just lost some. They both felt bad but I didn...
    catdog5452 catdog5452 13-15, F 3 Responses Dec 8

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    I can't say I have deep thoughts in the shower. I am usually in the moment - in the shower. Most of my thinking happens every where else.
    tryingagainII tryingagainII 56-60, M Dec 9

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    Dark Sided My dark thoughts dim the senses Will not indulge in words like menses Deep down in the abyss low Thoughts considered taboo flow The lust gets a jump start Thoughts...
    ReflectiveMan ReflectiveMan 41-45, M 3 Responses Nov 21

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    We all do Deep down And some day your dark side will show
    RainbowWolf13 RainbowWolf13 13-15, F 2 Responses Nov 28

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    I can secretly be a reason for someone to hate life but no one would be able to tell.
    mickeymousecupcakelover mickeymousecupcakelover 13-15, F Dec 8

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    everyone has some shadow in what makes up who they are. in some its blatant hunger for power and domination...the darkness of the fanatic true believer. in some its a desire to...
    ArnoldJRimmer ArnoldJRimmer 46-50, M Nov 30

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    I have a gift. This is the ability to connect with the heart (or the real self) of other people. I was scared at first, but I was there...I had already entered their world. And it...
    kiendy123 kiendy123 18-21, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Echoes and the dark passenger Today, I hear echoes. Visages of the past and long ago. It is rare that I see and here such things. But sometimes, the memory are as vivas as...
    AwakeYetDreaming AwakeYetDreaming 36-40, M 6 days ago

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    Monsters in the dark~ I was young 5 years old Everyone was asleep but I could not fall asleep in the darkness I saw eyes I thought something was wrong with my eyes I blink once...
    RainbowWolf13 RainbowWolf13 13-15, F 3 Responses Nov 28

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    There are dark passages within the iron citadel of my "self" that very few have explored. The doors into chambers of the pit of blackness have remained locked for so, so long...
    CinimonGypsy CinimonGypsy 41-45 1 Response a week ago

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    Everyone has a secret or more that they will never tell anyone else... except maybe under direct torture...
    MrTibbles2014 MrTibbles2014 26-30, M Nov 22

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    I cant even begin to count the amount of secrets I keep bottled up.
    KensleyRenee KensleyRenee 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 24

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    I'm about to share my big secret and shame to my therapist. I feel like I'm about to die; I fear silent judgement and I'm sure I'll melt down in tears due to shame. Maybe one day I...
    squirrelbounce squirrelbounce 41-45, F 7 Responses Dec 2

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    I will watch you, for my dark admiration of you feeds me,I will make you see little things in your world to make you think about me, seep into your thoughts, conquer your dreams...
    SassyBabe39 SassyBabe39 41-45, F Nov 20

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    She beauty is rare, for many cannot resist her......careful how close you let her be....for she hides the darkest of hearts...She feed on the souls of the weak, commanded by higher...
    SassyBabe39 SassyBabe39 41-45, F 2 Responses Nov 20

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    You feel safe tucked in your cozy little bed, fast asleep in your slumber.As you move through your days, in a happy little glee...be careful, there is something hunting you...
    SassyBabe39 SassyBabe39 41-45, F Nov 20

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    I can be very introverted. I can internalise, and the darkness subsume me. I take care to stay positive.
    Skjeggstad Skjeggstad 22-25, F 2 Responses Nov 22

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    I'm always unhappy, it really is like living in the dark. I have times where I can put up a front but yea..
    wedgieshurtalot wedgieshurtalot 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 23

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    For the most part, if someone insults me, I can rise above it. I'm usually calm and collective, and realise that the problem is not with me, but with the person hurling the abuse...
    shellofaboy shellofaboy 18-21, M 2 Responses Nov 28

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    I take everything with a grain of salt. Mainly because each wound I am given, I make sure to pack with salt so I can enjoy the pain of it. If I am originally here because I have...
    city87 city87 26-30, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    You have no idea what some of the things I think about. I'm my mind it feels like a never ending nightmare ;D don't turn you back lol
    Whothehellcares1 Whothehellcares1 22-25, F 6 Responses Nov 21

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    I have noticed that no matter how well life seems to start looking better, it keeps crashing down in a burning spiral. No matter how hard I try and fight, I end up being kicked to...
    TigerNeko TigerNeko 22-25, F 2 Responses Nov 23

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    This was a couple days ago~ This was around 9 PM I went to the restroom to brush my teeth I was looking at the wall and I notice something strange about my shadow? I moved so to...
    RainbowWolf13 RainbowWolf13 13-15, F 2 Responses Nov 28

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    I have found a daddy dom and don't need any more daddy doms
    socalbored socalbored 22-25, M Dec 7

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    I have a sexual, sadistic other side of me and I don't like her. But it makes me wanna do stuff that sounds fun sometimes~ Like kill, assault*in any way*, or something like that~
    AveiraAmaria AveiraAmaria 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 10

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    I need someone to talk to. Damn, this lonely **** is horrible. Working 3 jobs distracted me but now I only have 2 jobs. What is life? And I'm worried about my sisters and grandma...
    HearHerHeart HearHerHeart 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 22

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    there are things that only a very few know about me. an i only ever tell people when i truly trust them. there things that i know almost noone accepts. but i've come to appreciate...
    Chinsei Chinsei 26-30, M 1 Response Nov 22

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    Careful what you whisper in the night...he will hear you......careful what you dream in your slumber, he will see it.Love your life well, weaken from it you will be his, he will...
    SassyBabe39 SassyBabe39 41-45, F 2 Responses Nov 20

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