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I Have a Deep Dark Secret

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    Crazy Little Thing Called....

    deep seated psychological fear of failure. We all have it. Some are capable of overcoming it with little to no problems. Others; like myself; have a little more trouble. I feel as if my family and everyone around me judge me based solely on how much I earn. So I have been...
    softlyslowly softlyslowly 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 6, 2012

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    I Have One

    I got really big secret but no one will ever find it out, and they wont ever know or even get a hint at it. Nobody will ever know it, no matter how  hard they try to get it out of me
    Desolatebones Desolatebones 18-21, M 1 Response May 14, 2012

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    I Have A Secret !!!!!!! ( Deeeep )

    I have a really deep secret. ! Never told anyone .
    Blkbaabydoll Blkbaabydoll 18-21, F 3 Responses Aug 21, 2013

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    A Really Gross Secret O.O

    Here i am playing my favourite online game.And suddenly..... my 12 year old dark secret jumped out of my mind... As i said i was 12 when this all happened, my girlfriend was only 11! There was a power outtage in my hotel room for some reason so there were only candle lights...
    123hey321 123hey321 22-25, M 6 Responses Aug 28, 2013

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    It's weighing too heavily on my consciousness.

    . I'm finding it hard to breathe easy, I need t ofucking die
    ashestodust01 ashestodust01 22-25 3 Responses Feb 11

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    None of my secrets are " dark" ,

    it's just I don't trust anyone enough to tell them the truth. I sorta just joined to vent anonymously, outwardly, confidently and without fear of Being judged. I'm a little suspicious of this site or the internet in general putting your secrets out online....... I don't know if...
    Brighteyes47 Brighteyes47 22-25 1 Response Mar 10

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    Only One Person Other Than Me Knows

    ~ And she used it against me 2 days ago. I will never tell another living soul as long as I live. It is a secret that is hard to carry alone, but I have come to realize that is exactly what I will have to do from now on. I will have to be strong & I will be. ~
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Mar 31, 2009

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    I have been abused up

    until the beginning of last year. I was touched by my mom's and stepdad's best friend that while growing up I was told to call him uncle. I hate him. He lived with us for five years and he would sneak into my room when I was sleeping. I couldn't talk to guys because he would...
    Nevergivinjinks Nevergivinjinks 16-17, F 4 Responses Jan 28

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    I've Changed A Lot

    Once upon a time, I wrote yaoi fanfiction.  Tons of it.  I became 'internet popular'.  I 'double-lied' to the websites I frequented.  I'd always say my age was 20 something.  However, then I would say to my best e...
    MeisterWolf MeisterWolf 18-21, M 2 Responses Jan 11, 2010

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    Compulsive Lying

    I have many things that I chose not to tell people to their face because let's face it -- it'll only ruin the relationships I have worked hard to establish. I've had them under the impression that the strong-willed, brutally honest, stubborn, tough and unpredictable person is who...
    FireCoyote FireCoyote 26-30, F Oct 12, 2011

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    Gross Secret, I Don't Wat To Tell My Mom.

    At age 8 or 9 (I can't remember) I found something very interesting to my young, naive brain. *********** pictures. Gross, right? Why would a young, 9 year old FEMALE like that ****? But that's not all, it was also of PREGNANT WOMEN. I'M SO ******' DISGUSTED WITH MYSELF. I want...
    CococoBird CococoBird 16-17, F 1 Response May 14, 2012

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    I had to claim maternity on my own Son

    and yes I am his Mother. You should have seen the look on the clerks face the day I went 1 day after my 18th birthday and told them just that and I need my name placed on the birth certificate and not the alias name I used. They was in dis-belief and asked if I was sure I meant...
    wickedone72 wickedone72 41-45, F 2 Responses Feb 3

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    Super Secrets.

    I have secrets. Deep Dark Secrets. Every once in a while they haunt me. There are secrets I will never tell anyone about. There are very few secrets that people know. It's so hard not to tell people. I want to tell people my dark secrets... but I know they are also painful...
    catboydale catboydale 22-25, M 3 Responses Oct 7, 2012

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    I can have a dark side too. I can have a dark side, of you want me to. I can develop my brooding potential. If pain's what you want in a man, pain I can do. Yeah, I can have a dark...
    ArguablyLonely ArguablyLonely 18-21, F 4 Responses Apr 1

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    Like all others we all have our own dark side. Some worse then others. Some can be easily directed to do harmful things to themselves. Some minds are set on thinking that they are...
    esarosa esarosa 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 26

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    Some lyrics I wrote-a fictional love story about a grave robber and a corpse. Because I have a dark sense if humour... A moment of ecstasy You can't wait to uncover the mannequin...
    sinkingwater sinkingwater 31-35, M 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    I Have a Dark Side Job Interview The FBI had an opening for an assassin. After all the background checks, interviewing, and testing were done, there were three candidates. For...
    ahyokaatuyastanvusdayvhvsgi ahyokaatuyastanvusdayvhvsgi 36-40, F 2 Responses Mar 26

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    I come out when it gets dark outside, and come to a place where there are a few people. Just a few people though. It doesn't take me that long to find one. I drove my truck to...
    Xzioxix Xzioxix 18-21, M 8 Responses Apr 3

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    My dark side is the efforts I go through to control my "Wild Side". During the day I am a buttoned up white collar professional. Confident, hard working, leadership, well spoken...
    gary1000 gary1000 51-55, M Apr 2

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    How do you know? How do you know, How deep your darkness goes?
    Wallflower921 Wallflower921 18-21, F 5 Responses 4 days ago

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    Misanthropic scientists obsessed with mind-control forced me to become a bad person... Dang psychiatry, neurobiology and military scientists! I was going be a little more...
    Forget2Trust Forget2Trust 26-30, F 3 Responses Apr 8

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    My dark side is like a sexual dark side where I want to try doing rough four play before having sex like being bit on my neck hard and getting hickies all over and to maybe try...
    sexychubbygoddess sexychubbygoddess 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 1

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    Everyone's comments on here are depressing I am gonna try and lighten the mood. My darkest dark side is that I am DARTH VADER mwhahahahah
    Kj802 Kj802 13-15, M 2 Responses Mar 23

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    By dark side comes out when I get really angry. I'm the kind of person who hides all of my pain and doubt behind a smile so I never really have a reason to lash out and get angry...
    KeithPrice94 KeithPrice94 18-21, M 2 Responses Apr 6

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    I have too simple of a dark side. It's almost a cliché. I've liked the antagonists of stories for merely a short time now... But from my point of view... Have I really become a...
    Phantomhummingbird Phantomhummingbird 13-15, F Apr 8

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    Yeah this is true. My dark side comes out every once in a while and while I strongly believe it just wants to protect me it can be mean. If someone starts to push the right buttons...
    solojo solojo 31-35, M 2 Responses Mar 23

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    lol im a mean heated person lol i have a very powerful darkside!! XD
    XXburnttoastXX XXburnttoastXX 13-15, F 5 Responses Mar 27

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    This happened when i was just 14 I was sleeping in my bed and it was only 3:05 In the morning. And I heard my jewelry box move so I got up turned on the Christmas lights I have on...
    somewhereinwonderland somewhereinwonderland 16-17, F 4 Responses Mar 28

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    Do you acknowledge the bad side of you as a part of you? your dark or not so great thoughts as being part of you and how maybe your not such a great person because of them? because...
    seeminglypossible seeminglypossible 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 1

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    They only see what I want them to see. No one can look me in the eyes and see me for who I am. I'm a lost soul who lost a life to live. Now I wait to see where the tunnel to my...
    justhatgurl justhatgurl 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 11

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    And I love it!!! Don't run away from the dark, let it embrace you >:D
    CorruptedTyranny CorruptedTyranny 16-17, M 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    What is love? All I've ever known to it was, possession, control, jealously, demanding. Love seems more dark then I ever thought it would be...
    Wallflower921 Wallflower921 18-21, F 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    When I was 10 my parents and I visited the concentration camps from WW2 in Poland and I have seen things that have affected me that night. As I was lying down in the darkness, my...
    HeyRainbow HeyRainbow 16-17, F 1 Response 16 hrs ago

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    But don't worry. Just keep a light turned on, and you won't have to see it. :)
    Whoami30 Whoami30 26-30, M Mar 28

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    Basically when u first look at me u see a tiny little girl who just smiles heaps and is all shy and ****. When u get to know me u'll realize I'm a complete Wack job and I'm random...
    suzannah98 suzannah98 16-17, F 6 Responses Mar 31

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    I've decided to post one of my stories on here in small chapters. I don't want to publish this one, but people tell me it's good and I feel like this is the best place to put it...
    ThisIsMordor ThisIsMordor 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 2

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    I've become addicted to things that used to disturb me. I don't understand why but I have an obsession for the macabre. It almost frightens me.
    ThisIsMordor ThisIsMordor 13-15, F 4 Responses Apr 3

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    i love 2 and i don't know what to do .
    porscheman porscheman 31-35, M Mar 23

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    Ugg I hate how I promise myself no more but I always end up doing it again... I want help, I need help... I hate having to hide them from my parents but what else am I supposed to...
    rosaluv4 rosaluv4 13-15, F 8 Responses Mar 26

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    *Note: I write my stories in stanzas and in 2nd person* Pressure- ~Katie~ You stand in front of a full length mirror Staring...
    ThisIsMordor ThisIsMordor 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 2

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    Please ignore my last post! Someone posted it as I was still typing! So sorry! I'll re-do it!
    ThisIsMordor ThisIsMordor 13-15, F Apr 2

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    Pressure- ~Katie~ You stand in front of a full length mirror. Staring, Thinking...
    ThisIsMordor ThisIsMordor 13-15, F 4 Responses Apr 2

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    Well, there was a time when younger my family andI moved to LA. It was nice at first, all the kids at school were nice and treated me like, well, the new kid lol. But then the next...
    Citygirl06 Citygirl06 13-15, F 3 Responses Apr 2

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    Sometimes I feel so weak, how do I stay strong? What the **** is wrong with me
    terriblefixations terriblefixations 22-25, F 4 Responses Apr 4

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    Please just kill me before I snap and either do it myself or hurt someone else. Please.
    ThisIsMordor ThisIsMordor 13-15, F 4 Responses Apr 6

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    Someone here calls it a nihilist attitude. It's true, sometimes I just want everything to burn including myself. Doesn't make sense but when anger takes over the monster is not in...
    GrumpyGrouchy GrumpyGrouchy 22-25, F Apr 8

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    I just cut my leg while shaving and it is bleeding non stop. I must say the color of blood is soooo pretty. But now my leg looks like a prop from Saw III Yeah
    UnderworldNymph UnderworldNymph 16-17, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    One day I'm gonna snap and it's not gonna be me anymore I kinda notice that when I'm mad I attend to forget what happens and I black out for couple seconds and would calm down...
    abriones abriones 16-17, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Everyone has a deep dark secret right? some of us it eats us away, some are too embarrassed to tell and some are scared of what people think. I pride myself that every deep dark...
    Tami03 Tami03 18-21, F 6 Responses Apr 2

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    I would love to know your deep dark secrets. I wouldn't tell a soul. I don't have anyone to tell anyway. Lol. :)
    Alexicutie Alexicutie 22-25, F 30 Responses Mar 27

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    Even your darkest secrets. I'm very trustworthy.
    niceguygettinby niceguygettinby 41-45, M 2 Responses Mar 26

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    I have overcome Schizophrenia!!! Who the SON SETS FREE IS FREE INDEED.....From the moment I fell when I was 19----The voices told me that I sold my soul! I was redeemed! I had just...
    Jesusfoundme Jesusfoundme 31-35, F 1 Response Apr 9

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