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I Have a Deep Dark Secret

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    I have secrets. Deep Dark Secrets. Every once in a while they haunt me. There are secrets I will never tell anyone about. There are very few secrets that people know. It's so hard not to tell people. I want to tell people my dark secrets... but I know they are also painful...
    catboydale catboydale 22-25, M 4 Responses Oct 7, 2012

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    Crazy Little Thing Called....

    deep seated psychological fear of failure. We all have it. Some are capable of overcoming it with little to no problems. Others; like myself; have a little more trouble. I feel as if my family and everyone around me judge me based solely on how much I earn. So I have been...
    softlyslowly softlyslowly 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 6, 2012

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    I have been abused up

    until the beginning of last year. I was touched by my mom's and stepdad's best friend that while growing up I was told to call him uncle. I hate him. He lived with us for five years and he would sneak into my room when I was sleeping. I couldn't talk to guys because he would...
    Nevergivinjinks Nevergivinjinks 16-17, F 4 Responses Jan 28

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    It's weighing too heavily on my consciousness.

    . I'm finding it hard to breathe easy, I need t ofucking die
    ashestodust01 ashestodust01 22-25 3 Responses Feb 11

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    i have a secret desire to be taken by force by

    lots of men, to embarrassed to tell anyone , even my friends , felt like this for but 5 years
    amandasecret amandasecret 36-40, F 6 Responses Oct 15

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    I Have A Secret !!!!!!! ( Deeeep )

    I have a really deep secret. ! Never told anyone .
    ChynaaRosae ChynaaRosae 18-21, F 3 Responses Aug 21, 2013

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    I Have A Deep Deep Dark Secret .

    Im pretty sure we all do ....
    ChynaaRosae ChynaaRosae 18-21, F 3 Responses May 11

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    Gross Secret, I Don't Wat To Tell My Mom.

    At age 8 or 9 (I can't remember) I found something very interesting to my young, naive brain. *********** pictures. Gross, right? Why would a young, 9 year old FEMALE like that ****? But that's not all, it was also of PREGNANT WOMEN. I'M SO ******' DISGUSTED WITH MYSELF. I want...
    CococoBird CococoBird 16-17, F 2 Responses May 14, 2012

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    I've Changed A Lot

    Once upon a time, I wrote yaoi fanfiction.  Tons of it.  I became 'internet popular'.  I 'double-lied' to the websites I frequented.  I'd always say my age was 20 something.  However, then I would say to my best e...
    MeisterWolf MeisterWolf 18-21, M 2 Responses Jan 11, 2010

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    Only One Person Other Than Me Knows

    ~ And she used it against me 2 days ago. I will never tell another living soul as long as I live. It is a secret that is hard to carry alone, but I have come to realize that is exactly what I will have to do from now on. I will have to be strong & I will be. ~
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Mar 31, 2009

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    I had to claim maternity on my own Son

    and yes I am his Mother. You should have seen the look on the clerks face the day I went 1 day after my 18th birthday and told them just that and I need my name placed on the birth certificate and not the alias name I used. They was in dis-belief and asked if I was sure I meant...
    wickedone72 wickedone72 41-45, F 2 Responses Feb 3

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    Compulsive Lying

    I have many things that I chose not to tell people to their face because let's face it -- it'll only ruin the relationships I have worked hard to establish. I've had them under the impression that the strong-willed, brutally honest, stubborn, tough and unpredictable person is who...
    FireCoyote FireCoyote 26-30, F Oct 12, 2011

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    I Just Don't Love Him Anymore

    I have been married a year. My husband is  non romantic ,unaffectionate and lacks gennuine compassion. I hvave tried to work this out but I no longer can withstand it.I am utterly and unmistakenly miserable and I'm wondering is it just that I've become so emtionally...
    sweetlies sweetlies 26-30 1 Response Oct 3, 2010

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    None of my secrets are " dark" ,

    it's just I don't trust anyone enough to tell them the truth. I sorta just joined to vent anonymously, outwardly, confidently and without fear of Being judged. I'm a little suspicious of this site or the internet in general putting your secrets out online....... I don't know if...
    Brighteyes47 Brighteyes47 22-25 1 Response Mar 10

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    A Really Gross Secret O.O

    Here i am playing my favourite online game.And suddenly..... my 12 year old dark secret jumped out of my mind... As i said i was 12 when this all happened, my girlfriend was only 11! There was a power outtage in my hotel room for some reason so there were only candle lights...
    123hey321 123hey321 22-25, M 6 Responses Aug 28, 2013

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    I Have One

    I got really big secret but no one will ever find it out, and they wont ever know or even get a hint at it. Nobody will ever know it, no matter how  hard they try to get it out of me
    Desolatebones Desolatebones 18-21, M 2 Responses May 14, 2012

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    My mind is a black place. Its no place to sit and dwell for too long. There are nasty things that live in the shadows. Linger too long and you will find the pathway you entered...
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    Every once in a while, I let something slip, so my family knows who I truly am. I'm fine with most sexual activities, I consider that a dark side! I'm vicious when needed, I...
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    I know I do... I listen to heavy metal and draw/ write dark story's to keep it hidden at times! I just feel so angry and the world and its people and how unjust everything is! I...
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    On my way to the dark side I brought a flashlight
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    I don't consider it a dark side. But i'm sure almost everybody would. You see the thing is i don't really believe in right and wrong or bad and good. I did put a story on EP in how...
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    Pretty much everyone I talk to doesn't know about my dark side. The fantasies that I have they will never know about. Some are absolutely crazy and some are considered the norm for...
    cheyenne0 cheyenne0 18-21, F 3 Responses Oct 13

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    The dark side of the force is more fun than the other side. Come join!!.
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    I feel like the darker side of me is taking control over the rest of my personality. Like I'm some sort of Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde hybrid.
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    But not Tonight.... Now, I stretch my wings. Long and dark. Smooth like a bats. I am ready to take flight. Up into the sky. I soar. Searching for my next victim. Cold and...
    thebeautifulprincess thebeautifulprincess 18-21, F 3 days ago

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    I want to kiss dogs. Like French kiss. Only in my mind, of course. I have recently discovered that I like dogs. It's more the idea of dogs that I am attracted to. I'm sort of...
    Leafses Leafses 16-17, M Oct 4

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    The obscenities of my past have diseased the purity in my soul. I question the existence of the soul now. My former world has been consumed by hate, without anybody to get me...
    Justjonathan Justjonathan 16-17, M Oct 12

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    My past is as black as the Ace of spades! I have had a hard life and not only that my urges and temper was not controlled. I was free to roam society unchecked. I have done...
    ultimatehacker ultimatehacker 26-30, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I have an intricate and sensitive mind so I think people will generally label me as an overthinker, but my mind is just complex that way and it feels good when I could finally...
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    I like to photograph dead animals and I keep there sculls in my garage
    APS9 APS9 31-35 2 Responses 6 hrs ago

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    alot of bad stuff (includes knifes and guns)
    TheRainbowDino TheRainbowDino 13-15, F 3 Responses Sep 24

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    It is a curse and sometimes can be awkward when I am in a more reserved crowd.
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    I mostly feed the good wolf inside me. But sometimes... the bad wolf is just more fun.
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    A monster, a real monster, doesn't give a damn about the havoc it wreaks or the blood it spills... The hardest thing about knowing you're capable of inflicting pain, death even, is...
    InfinitePossibilities01 InfinitePossibilities01 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 29

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    But no one seems to appreciate it.
    DarkLoser DarkLoser 13-15, F 1 Response Oct 1

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    I tried talking about my feelings in a relationship, totally backfired. Lol.
    Justjonathan Justjonathan 16-17, M 1 Response Oct 13

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    Yes I do. Don't **** me off or upset me in any way because you will regret ever meeting me. I will not take anyone's abuse because I've had enough crap go on in my life and yours...
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    Is it normal to Get hard when your daughter sits on your lap
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    When people make fun of me or say weird / mean things . They probably think that im feeling lonely and depressed , but really I'm thinking of them being hung and me not tryin to...
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