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I Have a Deep Dark Secret

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    It's weighing too heavily on my consciousness.

    . I'm finding it hard to breathe easy, I need t ofucking die
    ashestodust01 ashestodust01 22-25 3 Responses Feb 11, 2014

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    I Have One

    I got really big secret but no one will ever find it out, and they wont ever know or even get a hint at it. Nobody will ever know it, no matter how  hard they try to get it out of me
    Desolatebones Desolatebones 18-21, M 2 Responses May 14, 2012

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    A Really Gross Secret O.O

    Here i am playing my favourite online game.And suddenly..... my 12 year old dark secret jumped out of my mind... As i said i was 12 when this all happened, my girlfriend was only 11! There was a power outtage in my hotel room for some reason so there were only candle lights...
    123hey321 123hey321 22-25, M 8 Responses Aug 28, 2013

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    I had to claim maternity on my own Son

    and yes I am his Mother. You should have seen the look on the clerks face the day I went 1 day after my 18th birthday and told them just that and I need my name placed on the birth certificate and not the alias name I used. They was in dis-belief and asked if I was sure I meant...
    wickedone72 wickedone72 41-45, F 2 Responses Feb 3, 2014

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    I Just Don't Love Him Anymore

    I have been married a year. My husband is  non romantic ,unaffectionate and lacks gennuine compassion. I hvave tried to work this out but I no longer can withstand it.I am utterly and unmistakenly miserable and I'm wondering is it just that I've become so emtionally...
    sweetlies sweetlies 26-30 1 Response Oct 3, 2010

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    I Have A Secret !!!!!!! ( Deeeep )

    I have a really deep secret. ! Never told anyone .
    ChynaaRosae ChynaaRosae 18-21, F 3 Responses Aug 21, 2013

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    Super Secrets.

    I have secrets. Deep Dark Secrets. Every once in a while they haunt me. There are secrets I will never tell anyone about. There are very few secrets that people know. It's so hard not to tell people. I want to tell people my dark secrets... but I know they are also painful...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Oct 7, 2012

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    None of my secrets are " dark" ,

    it's just I don't trust anyone enough to tell them the truth. I sorta just joined to vent anonymously, outwardly, confidently and without fear of Being judged. I'm a little suspicious of this site or the internet in general putting your secrets out online....... I don't know if...
    Brighteyes47 Brighteyes47 22-25 2 Responses Mar 10, 2014

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    Gross Secret, I Don't Wat To Tell My Mom.

    At age 8 or 9 (I can't remember) I found something very interesting to my young, naive brain. *********** pictures. Gross, right? Why would a young, 9 year old FEMALE like that ****? But that's not all, it was also of PREGNANT WOMEN. I'M SO ******' DISGUSTED WITH MYSELF. I want...
    CococoBird CococoBird 16-17, F 2 Responses May 14, 2012

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    I Have A Deep Deep Dark Secret .

    Im pretty sure we all do ....
    ChynaaRosae ChynaaRosae 18-21, F 3 Responses May 11, 2014

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    I've Changed A Lot

    Once upon a time, I wrote yaoi fanfiction.  Tons of it.  I became 'internet popular'.  I 'double-lied' to the websites I frequented.  I'd always say my age was 20 something.  However, then I would say to my best e...
    MeisterWolf MeisterWolf 18-21, M 2 Responses Jan 11, 2010

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    I have been abused up

    until the beginning of last year. I was touched by my mom's and stepdad's best friend that while growing up I was told to call him uncle. I hate him. He lived with us for five years and he would sneak into my room when I was sleeping. I couldn't talk to guys because he would...
    Nevergivinjinks Nevergivinjinks 16-17, F 3 Responses Jan 28, 2014

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    Crazy Little Thing Called....

    deep seated psychological fear of failure. We all have it. Some are capable of overcoming it with little to no problems. Others; like myself; have a little more trouble. I feel as if my family and everyone around me judge me based solely on how much I earn. So I have been...
    softlyslowly softlyslowly 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 6, 2012

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    Compulsive Lying

    I have many things that I chose not to tell people to their face because let's face it -- it'll only ruin the relationships I have worked hard to establish. I've had them under the impression that the strong-willed, brutally honest, stubborn, tough and unpredictable person is who...
    FireCoyote FireCoyote 26-30, F Oct 12, 2011

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    Only One Person Other Than Me Knows

    ~ And she used it against me 2 days ago. I will never tell another living soul as long as I live. It is a secret that is hard to carry alone, but I have come to realize that is exactly what I will have to do from now on. I will have to be strong & I will be. ~
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Mar 31, 2009

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    Miriam91 Miriam91 22-25, F 4 Responses Jun 5

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    I found out along time ago that I had a dark side... Kinda my alter ego and she is something fierce. Some anger management and therapy helped but her back in that box. However, I...
    TooUnbearable TooUnbearable 36-40, F 4 Responses 2 days ago

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    As the years go by I become more and more unable to restrain the monster growing inside me. I am alone in this world and even my own reflection turns its back on me, leaving me...
    anhonestgirl anhonestgirl 26-30, F 10 Responses 4 days ago

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    I have an imaginary friend named Acadra since my 6 years old.. I didn't have friends at school so i imagined one,i don't know if it's my imagination because she said that many...
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    I'm extremely emotional, I'm sensitive and bitter, I overthink (especially at night), I know how to hold a grudge, and I'm addicted to kinky sex. (No one in my real life knows...
    mandycandy0123 mandycandy0123 16-17, F 2 Responses Jul 22

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    Hahahaha my crazy love for forced sex!!!!
    Eroticwriter34 Eroticwriter34 18-21, F 7 Responses Jul 22

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    You know its funny. When I get extremely mad I act very calm keeping it down and I talk erraticly so when someone gets me mad its funny to see how they get scared when I'm so calm...
    GaleTheSwift GaleTheSwift 16-17, M 2 Responses Jul 22

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    My minds just a mess. I don't think anyone could truly understand me nor put up with me for long besides the very few people who have so far. I guess it's why I never let many...
    anon0109 anon0109 22-25, F 9 Responses Jul 21

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    im selling tons of used panties message me if your interested
    usedpantiesseller usedpantiesseller 18-21, F Jul 21

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    SO, Feel free to judge me if you must. You may also judge the dust of my forgotten bones when I have ascended past your stuck small mindedness.
    LadyGallivanter LadyGallivanter 70+, F Jul 20

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    I have one dark dirty secret.I'm sure we all do, like that hit and run you did two months ago, that abortion you hid from your parents, that time when you lied on your taxes, the...
    ChelseaMonroe ChelseaMonroe 26-30, F 3 Responses Jul 20

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    Hopeless. A weathered shell that harbors a child raped by the injustice of human nature. A child that yearn for love and acceptance only to be punished for his love over shadowing...
    NigNog96 NigNog96 18-21, M 4 Responses Jul 20

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    very. very. dark let's us not awaken that darkness that lay dead within dreaming let it sleep awhile longer the time will come. soon enough let it dream
    afterthedead afterthedead 56-60, M Jul 20

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    .pressing into flesh .breaking her skin with fanged tooth .warm crimson flows cold
    xruckusx xruckusx 36-40, M 1 Response Jul 20

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    I am not getting down about myself but I've noticed something.. I have a habit of people leaving. Everyone I love leaves. I had the perfect life. I had a happy marriage, respect...
    RedefiningLife RedefiningLife 36-40, M 2 Responses Jul 19

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    I have a dark side I mostly keep hidden. Most of my friends on here know of this side of me but they don't know the full extent. No one from outside of EP knows the full extent...
    Maybeincubus Maybeincubus 22-25, M 2 Responses Jul 19

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    Is it just me..... or do I feel like my dark side is Dean Ambrose? (don't judge me...)
    Gary2015 Gary2015 13-15, M 1 Response Jul 19

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    They're my favorite , I love people I can just talk to .. But I haven't had one of those conversations in a long time ..
    katieg161 katieg161 16-17, F Jul 18

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    I'm so sorry I have a dark side that would earn me the death penalty. If you bother to go through my experiences, it's listed. I'm not going to apologise for having this side of me...
    Kay06 Kay06 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 18

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    "Violence is never the answer" is the dumbest quote I've ever heard and I really hate it. The person who made that quote most not live on the same planet as me. History and life...
    moose73630 moose73630 16-17, M 5 Responses Jul 18

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    I have been so weird as of late, mixed feelings have come on my way and I feel so blinded. I don't understand who I am anymore and what I have to feel inside hurts and pleases me...
    actuelly actuelly 16-17, F 2 Responses Jul 17

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    I think deep dark taboo perverted fantasies are so hot...
    seanforfriends seanforfriends 36-40, M 5 Responses Jul 17

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    darker than you would want to know soon it will awake soon they will know
    afterthedead afterthedead 56-60, M Jul 16

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    Yes, everyone to some degree has a dark side. Most of them keep it locked away because they are afraid of it. I keep my dark side hidden , not because I am afraid of it, but...
    MIDNIGHTRIDER4 MIDNIGHTRIDER4 41-45, M 3 Responses Jul 16

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    I love this song http://youtu.be/kBBxh25N3ss
    Billypuffnstuff Billypuffnstuff 46-50, M Jul 15

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