I Have a Deep Dark Secret

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    I Have A Deep Deep Dark Secret .

    Im pretty sure we all do ....
    ChynaaRosae ChynaaRosae
    22-25, F
    3 Responses May 11, 2014

    Compulsive Lying

    I have many things that I chose not to tell people to their face because let's face it -- it'll only ruin the relationships I have worked hard to establish. I've had them under the impression that the strong-willed, brutally honest, stubborn, tough and unpredictable person is who...
    FireCoyote FireCoyote
    26-30, F
    Oct 12, 2011

    I love to spank myself.

    The more it stings, the better. Am I the only person what does this? Do you? What do you use. What causes the most pain. I love to push the limits and see how far I can take it. WOULD LOVE to find something else that could give me a REALLY GOOD SPANKING!!!!
    deleted deleted
    Feb 2, 2016

    Super Secrets.

    I have secrets. Deep Dark Secrets. Every once in a while they haunt me. There are secrets I will never tell anyone about. There are very few secrets that people know. It's so hard not to tell people. I want to tell people my dark secrets... but I know they are also painful...
    deleted deleted
    4 Responses Oct 7, 2012

    I had to claim maternity on my own Son

    and yes I am his Mother. You should have seen the look on the clerks face the day I went 1 day after my 18th birthday and told them just that and I need my name placed on the birth certificate and not the alias name I used. They was in dis-belief and asked if I was sure I meant...
    wickedone72 wickedone72
    41-45, F
    2 Responses Feb 3, 2014

    Gross Secret, I Don't Wat To Tell My Mom.

    At age 8 or 9 (I can't remember) I found something very interesting to my young, naive brain. *********** pictures. Gross, right? Why would a young, 9 year old FEMALE like that ****? But that's not all, it was also of PREGNANT WOMEN. I'M SO ******' DISGUSTED WITH MYSELF. I want...
    CococoBird CococoBird
    18-21, F
    3 Responses May 14, 2012

    I have a secret that I'm reluctant to share

    even on EP. No, it's nothing related to sex. I may write about it one day.
    Jononymous Jononymous
    26-30, M
    Mar 22, 2016

    Only One Person Other Than Me Knows

    ~ And she used it against me 2 days ago. I will never tell another living soul as long as I live. It is a secret that is hard to carry alone, but I have come to realize that is exactly what I will have to do from now on. I will have to be strong & I will be. ~
    deleted deleted
    3 Responses Mar 31, 2009
    TooTricky2Trick TooTricky2Trick
    41-45, M
    1 Response Mar 22, 2016

    Occasionally I get on Kick

    and get the urge to hurt myself either by spanking or hurting the front. Today I got a weird idea and I did it because I'm going try anything at least once and I stuck a needle through my **** because I need to punish myself occasionally. So I stuck the needle very painfully...
    deleted deleted
    Feb 2, 2016

    I have been abused up

    until the beginning of last year. I was touched by my mom's and stepdad's best friend that while growing up I was told to call him uncle. I hate him. He lived with us for five years and he would sneak into my room when I was sleeping. I couldn't talk to guys because he would...
    Nevergivinjinks Nevergivinjinks
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Jan 28, 2014

    When I was around six,

    I lost my virginity to another boy my age. Now I am about fifteen and I still talk to this boy, but we stopped taking from about fifth to eighth grade. Mind you, I very much so am interested in women, I just don't know if this happening has labeled me gay or bisexual for life...
    Whudiddo Whudiddo
    16-17, M
    1 Response Mar 22, 2016

    A Really Gross Secret O.O

    Here i am playing my favourite online game.And suddenly..... my 12 year old dark secret jumped out of my mind... As i said i was 12 when this all happened, my girlfriend was only 11! There was a power outtage in my hotel room for some reason so there were only candle lights...
    123hey321 123hey321
    26-30, M
    7 Responses Aug 28, 2013

    None of my secrets are " dark" ,

    it's just I don't trust anyone enough to tell them the truth. I sorta just joined to vent anonymously, outwardly, confidently and without fear of Being judged. I'm a little suspicious of this site or the internet in general putting your secrets out online....... I don't know if...
    Brighteyes47 Brighteyes47
    1 Response Mar 10, 2014

    Crazy Little Thing Called....

    deep seated psychological fear of failure. We all have it. Some are capable of overcoming it with little to no problems. Others; like myself; have a little more trouble. I feel as if my family and everyone around me judge me based solely on how much I earn. So I have been...
    softlyslowly softlyslowly
    22-25, F
    1 Response Jan 6, 2012

    When I was in middle school,

    I was baby-sitting a kid that was four years younger than me. I was just starting to get into the whole sex thing and recently learned what oral sex was. I was really interested in trying it out and I didn't know how to get this newly found phenomena. So, I asked the kid who I...
    fleaman24 fleaman24
    18-21, M
    1 Response Aug 10, 2015

    It's weighing too heavily on my consciousness.

    . I'm finding it hard to breathe easy, I need t ofucking die
    ashestodust01 ashestodust01
    3 Responses Feb 11, 2014

    I Just Don't Love Him Anymore

    I have been married a year. My husband is  non romantic ,unaffectionate and lacks gennuine compassion. I hvave tried to work this out but I no longer can withstand it.I am utterly and unmistakenly miserable and I'm wondering is it just that I've become so emtionally...
    sweetlies sweetlies
    1 Response Oct 3, 2010
    imugly12354 imugly12354
    16-17, F
    Mar 22, 2016

    I Have A Secret !!!!!!! ( Deeeep )

    I have a really deep secret. ! Never told anyone .
    ChynaaRosae ChynaaRosae
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Aug 21, 2013
    Miriam91 Miriam91
    26-30, F
    1 Response Jun 5, 2015

    I Have One

    I got really big secret but no one will ever find it out, and they wont ever know or even get a hint at it. Nobody will ever know it, no matter how  hard they try to get it out of me
    Desolatebones Desolatebones
    22-25, M
    2 Responses May 14, 2012
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