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I Have a Deep Dark Secret

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    It's weighing too heavily on my consciousness.

    . I'm finding it hard to breathe easy, I need t ofucking die
    ashestodust01 ashestodust01 22-25 3 Responses Feb 11, 2014

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    I've Changed A Lot

    Once upon a time, I wrote yaoi fanfiction.  Tons of it.  I became 'internet popular'.  I 'double-lied' to the websites I frequented.  I'd always say my age was 20 something.  However, then I would say to my best e...
    MeisterWolf MeisterWolf 18-21, M 2 Responses Jan 11, 2010

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    I have been abused up

    until the beginning of last year. I was touched by my mom's and stepdad's best friend that while growing up I was told to call him uncle. I hate him. He lived with us for five years and he would sneak into my room when I was sleeping. I couldn't talk to guys because he would...
    Nevergivinjinks Nevergivinjinks 16-17, F 3 Responses Jan 28, 2014

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    Super Secrets.

    I have secrets. Deep Dark Secrets. Every once in a while they haunt me. There are secrets I will never tell anyone about. There are very few secrets that people know. It's so hard not to tell people. I want to tell people my dark secrets... but I know they are also painful...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Oct 7, 2012

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    A Really Gross Secret O.O

    Here i am playing my favourite online game.And suddenly..... my 12 year old dark secret jumped out of my mind... As i said i was 12 when this all happened, my girlfriend was only 11! There was a power outtage in my hotel room for some reason so there were only candle lights...
    123hey321 123hey321 22-25, M 7 Responses Aug 28, 2013

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    I Have A Secret !!!!!!! ( Deeeep )

    I have a really deep secret. ! Never told anyone .
    ChynaaRosae ChynaaRosae 18-21, F 3 Responses Aug 21, 2013

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    I Just Don't Love Him Anymore

    I have been married a year. My husband is  non romantic ,unaffectionate and lacks gennuine compassion. I hvave tried to work this out but I no longer can withstand it.I am utterly and unmistakenly miserable and I'm wondering is it just that I've become so emtionally...
    sweetlies sweetlies 26-30 1 Response Oct 3, 2010

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    Compulsive Lying

    I have many things that I chose not to tell people to their face because let's face it -- it'll only ruin the relationships I have worked hard to establish. I've had them under the impression that the strong-willed, brutally honest, stubborn, tough and unpredictable person is who...
    FireCoyote FireCoyote 26-30, F Oct 12, 2011

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    Crazy Little Thing Called....

    deep seated psychological fear of failure. We all have it. Some are capable of overcoming it with little to no problems. Others; like myself; have a little more trouble. I feel as if my family and everyone around me judge me based solely on how much I earn. So I have been...
    softlyslowly softlyslowly 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 6, 2012

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    I Have A Deep Deep Dark Secret .

    Im pretty sure we all do ....
    ChynaaRosae ChynaaRosae 18-21, F 3 Responses May 11, 2014

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    I Have One

    I got really big secret but no one will ever find it out, and they wont ever know or even get a hint at it. Nobody will ever know it, no matter how  hard they try to get it out of me
    Desolatebones Desolatebones 18-21, M 2 Responses May 14, 2012

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    I had to claim maternity on my own Son

    and yes I am his Mother. You should have seen the look on the clerks face the day I went 1 day after my 18th birthday and told them just that and I need my name placed on the birth certificate and not the alias name I used. They was in dis-belief and asked if I was sure I meant...
    wickedone72 wickedone72 41-45, F 2 Responses Feb 3, 2014

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    Only One Person Other Than Me Knows

    ~ And she used it against me 2 days ago. I will never tell another living soul as long as I live. It is a secret that is hard to carry alone, but I have come to realize that is exactly what I will have to do from now on. I will have to be strong & I will be. ~
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Mar 31, 2009

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    Gross Secret, I Don't Wat To Tell My Mom.

    At age 8 or 9 (I can't remember) I found something very interesting to my young, naive brain. *********** pictures. Gross, right? Why would a young, 9 year old FEMALE like that ****? But that's not all, it was also of PREGNANT WOMEN. I'M SO ******' DISGUSTED WITH MYSELF. I want...
    CococoBird CococoBird 16-17, F 2 Responses May 14, 2012

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    None of my secrets are " dark" ,

    it's just I don't trust anyone enough to tell them the truth. I sorta just joined to vent anonymously, outwardly, confidently and without fear of Being judged. I'm a little suspicious of this site or the internet in general putting your secrets out online....... I don't know if...
    Brighteyes47 Brighteyes47 22-25 2 Responses Mar 10, 2014

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    deleted deleted 26-30 Apr 27

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    I wrap my true self in chains, & mask into a different person, & I am ashamed of my true self
    WolfsterTheWere WolfsterTheWere 13-15, M 2 Responses Apr 28

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    I have a *not so hidden* darkside: You know that there are people that have a darkside that rarely comes out? That's NOT the case for me. I am a very violent and aggressive person...
    MasterMinecraft768 MasterMinecraft768 13-15, F 1 Response May 15

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    A dark cloud appears, in the midst of the sunlight Overshadowing the fresh blossoms, the roaming of the butterflies, and the sounds of the birds which have been singing so...
    WithinTheHeart WithinTheHeart 36-40, F 2 Responses Apr 28

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    Darkness surrounds me with my deepest thoughts.
    3JustThatGirl6 3JustThatGirl6 13-15, F May 7

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    The dark clouds surroundedhugging the heart tightlyComfortingHearing the thoughts which spoke so clearlyWantingCravingOnly feeling an existence which brought forth a loneliness...
    WithinTheHeart WithinTheHeart 36-40, F 9 Responses May 4

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    I've never met someone with such a light side and a strong dark side. I'm a very comforting person but my past is so dark it's hard for people to understand. especially since my...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response May 12

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    The song by Metalica comes to mind The God That Failed and the lyrics "It feeds it grows." Sometimes I feel like it just recedes and the light takes over then after awhile the...
    MrAnonymous13 MrAnonymous13 22-25, M May 13

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    What lurk in the shadow before me? An impossible question to answer in truth. .My shadow precede me as to lead me in the wrong direction. When I close my eyes it steps inside...
    PrettyOldSoul PrettyOldSoul 41-45, F 3 Responses May 17

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    What would your family think if you told them you had a dark side? They would think that you are crazy and lock you up somewhere for some amount of time. My mother was never that...
    AmaterasuNoOkami AmaterasuNoOkami 16-17, F May 14

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    That dark side of me is the voice that constantly tells me to not care about anything else besides myself. It's usually the "good" side that overrides those thought- sometimes...
    Sil833 Sil833 18-21, F 1 Response May 17

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    The dark side of the moon. It is desolate and turbulent. Inhabited by those standing in the raging rain till their souls are ******** to skin and bones. Stained by what was done to...
    urbannomad6699 urbannomad6699 36-40, M 6 Responses May 12

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    My dark side consists of many things including the fact I laugh when I or another gets hurt.
    Ezla617 Ezla617 13-15, F a week ago

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    The corner of the tavern is my abode and my presence a provocation. Observing the inebriated and vacuous souls frolicking without a care in the world, I drown my fury in the...
    urbannomad6699 urbannomad6699 36-40, M 1 Response 9 hrs ago

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    Life is a series of natural and spontaneous changes. It isn't always good to resist them; that only creates sorrow. Sometimes, we have to allow reality to be reality. Let things...
    WithinTheHeart WithinTheHeart 36-40, F 4 Responses May 16

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    Through the looking glass of time I have gazed, Above reproach my actions have not been, But gander into your conscious O' accusers of mine, Silently I shall not bear the echoes...
    urbannomad6699 urbannomad6699 36-40, M 2 Responses Apr 30

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    I need to be dominated so badly. I am wearing only a bra and panty . I have tied my legs spread eagle to my bed posts and tied my left arm to a bed post as well with my right arm...
    kristahere kristahere 26-30, T May 16

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    Considering Darth Vader is my dad I didn't really have much choice ;)
    Stroker71 Stroker71 41-45, M 1 Response a week ago

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    Crazy as it sounds, I do. I also like to turn my humor into skits. I have these crazy ideas that can be really good on film
    BuickLesley BuickLesley 18-21, M 5 days ago

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    Some of the things that frighten me the most do not have a physical form Thoughts Words Love Lust Fear Loneliness Heartbreak They're the things you feel with every component of...
    WithinTheHeart WithinTheHeart 36-40, F 2 Responses Apr 28

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    i fell for my bestfriend and now i feel like im in the depths of hell/all the thoughts and demons accumulated in my brain, and since then they never got along to well and right now...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Apr 29

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    Being open-minded has run my life. It makes new knowledge and experiences all that more enjoyable. Reminiscing through what your brain may hold and contain from the world is a life...
    RydeTheMuzik RydeTheMuzik 18-21, T 1 Response Apr 29

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    Once, I started thinking about life. Why do we live I asked myself? To reproduce to make more. But why? As I started asking questions the more I got to the point qhere I said so...
    PortalJumper PortalJumper 13-15, F 1 Response May 17

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    Yep this is sooo true !!Shhhhhhhhh
    SolitaryElf SolitaryElf 41-45, F 8 Responses May 16

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    I kinda want sex!?!?!?!?!?!?
    Transgendergirl01 Transgendergirl01 13-15, M 1 Response a week ago

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    My life sucks..............
    Transgendergirl01 Transgendergirl01 13-15, M 1 Response a week ago

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    Two necropheliacs walk by a morgue. One necropheliac says to the other, "Wanna go in for a couple of cold ones?" lmao The Amazing Atheist - the only American I respect.
    TGBman TGBman 22-25, M May 8

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    Ahh I've wanted to tell people this but they always get grossed out Okay, How do you stop a baby crying and running around in a circle? Nail its other hand to the floor
    Foreverfairy Foreverfairy 13-15, F 1 Response May 9

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