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I Have a Deep Dark Secret

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    I Have A Secret !!!!!!! ( Deeeep )

    I have a really deep secret. ! Never told anyone .
    ChynaaRosae ChynaaRosae 18-21, F 3 Responses Aug 21, 2013

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    I love to spank myself.

    The more it stings, the better. Am I the only person what does this? Do you? What do you use. What causes the most pain. I love to push the limits and see how far I can take it. WOULD LOVE to find something else that could give me a REALLY GOOD SPANKING!!!!
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Gross Secret, I Don't Wat To Tell My Mom.

    At age 8 or 9 (I can't remember) I found something very interesting to my young, naive brain. *********** pictures. Gross, right? Why would a young, 9 year old FEMALE like that ****? But that's not all, it was also of PREGNANT WOMEN. I'M SO ******' DISGUSTED WITH MYSELF. I want...
    CococoBird CococoBird 16-17, F 2 Responses May 14, 2012

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    I Have One

    I got really big secret but no one will ever find it out, and they wont ever know or even get a hint at it. Nobody will ever know it, no matter how  hard they try to get it out of me
    Desolatebones Desolatebones 18-21, M 2 Responses May 14, 2012

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    Crazy Little Thing Called....

    deep seated psychological fear of failure. We all have it. Some are capable of overcoming it with little to no problems. Others; like myself; have a little more trouble. I feel as if my family and everyone around me judge me based solely on how much I earn. So I have been...
    softlyslowly softlyslowly 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 6, 2012

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    A Really Gross Secret O.O

    Here i am playing my favourite online game.And suddenly..... my 12 year old dark secret jumped out of my mind... As i said i was 12 when this all happened, my girlfriend was only 11! There was a power outtage in my hotel room for some reason so there were only candle lights...
    123hey321 123hey321 22-25, M 7 Responses Aug 28, 2013

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    None of my secrets are " dark" ,

    it's just I don't trust anyone enough to tell them the truth. I sorta just joined to vent anonymously, outwardly, confidently and without fear of Being judged. I'm a little suspicious of this site or the internet in general putting your secrets out online....... I don't know if...
    Brighteyes47 Brighteyes47 22-25 1 Response Mar 10, 2014

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    Only One Person Other Than Me Knows

    ~ And she used it against me 2 days ago. I will never tell another living soul as long as I live. It is a secret that is hard to carry alone, but I have come to realize that is exactly what I will have to do from now on. I will have to be strong & I will be. ~
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Mar 31, 2009

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    Miriam91 Miriam91 22-25, F 2 Responses Jun 5, 2015

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    When I was in middle school,

    I was baby-sitting a kid that was four years younger than me. I was just starting to get into the whole sex thing and recently learned what oral sex was. I was really interested in trying it out and I didn't know how to get this newly found phenomena. So, I asked the kid who I...
    fleaman24 fleaman24 18-21, M 1 Response Aug 10, 2015

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    I Just Don't Love Him Anymore

    I have been married a year. My husband is  non romantic ,unaffectionate and lacks gennuine compassion. I hvave tried to work this out but I no longer can withstand it.I am utterly and unmistakenly miserable and I'm wondering is it just that I've become so emtionally...
    sweetlies sweetlies 26-30 1 Response Oct 3, 2010

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    Compulsive Lying

    I have many things that I chose not to tell people to their face because let's face it -- it'll only ruin the relationships I have worked hard to establish. I've had them under the impression that the strong-willed, brutally honest, stubborn, tough and unpredictable person is who...
    FireCoyote FireCoyote 26-30, F Oct 12, 2011

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    I had to claim maternity on my own Son

    and yes I am his Mother. You should have seen the look on the clerks face the day I went 1 day after my 18th birthday and told them just that and I need my name placed on the birth certificate and not the alias name I used. They was in dis-belief and asked if I was sure I meant...
    wickedone72 wickedone72 41-45, F 2 Responses Feb 3, 2014

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    I Have A Deep Deep Dark Secret .

    Im pretty sure we all do ....
    ChynaaRosae ChynaaRosae 18-21, F 3 Responses May 11, 2014

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    Occasionally I get on Kick

    and get the urge to hurt myself either by spanking or hurting the front. Today I got a weird idea and I did it because I'm going try anything at least once and I stuck a needle through my **** because I need to punish myself occasionally. So I stuck the needle very painfully...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 days ago

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    I've Changed A Lot

    Once upon a time, I wrote yaoi fanfiction.  Tons of it.  I became 'internet popular'.  I 'double-lied' to the websites I frequented.  I'd always say my age was 20 something.  However, then I would say to my best e...
    MeisterWolf MeisterWolf 18-21, M 2 Responses Jan 11, 2010

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    Super Secrets.

    I have secrets. Deep Dark Secrets. Every once in a while they haunt me. There are secrets I will never tell anyone about. There are very few secrets that people know. It's so hard not to tell people. I want to tell people my dark secrets... but I know they are also painful...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Oct 7, 2012

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    I have been abused up

    until the beginning of last year. I was touched by my mom's and stepdad's best friend that while growing up I was told to call him uncle. I hate him. He lived with us for five years and he would sneak into my room when I was sleeping. I couldn't talk to guys because he would...
    Nevergivinjinks Nevergivinjinks 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 28, 2014

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    It's weighing too heavily on my consciousness.

    . I'm finding it hard to breathe easy, I need t ofucking die
    ashestodust01 ashestodust01 22-25 3 Responses Feb 11, 2014

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    Its not like am a psycho, Im not pesimist either, but its like having a most pesimistic and dark person inside your head that as much as you want not to listen he conveniences you...
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    yes my dark side is very hidden
    PhatGirl1999 PhatGirl1999 16-17, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    So hard to hold it back sometimes
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    I try and keep my shadow side and persona in harmony to be complete...life is about balance...too good is out of balance, too bad is out of balance...what do you think the story of...
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    A MUCH darker side. It haunts me. Tortures me. It dangles it's twisted fantasies in front of my eyes until I'm completely numb to the shock. I almost want to do it, whatever it is...
    FluttershyLabeouf FluttershyLabeouf 18-21, M 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    Why are you Afraid to Expose it ?
    CODECRACKER2014 CODECRACKER2014 41-45, M 6 days ago

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    It only appears in desperation though..when I can't escape the demons in my mind.
    Cocrispy Cocrispy 22-25, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Don't know what to say or do,,the only days I like anymore are the ones I'm working and the ones I'm not suck.i feel so out of place here,,not just the state but in my family...
    DreaSmurph DreaSmurph 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 30

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    I live alone in a small apartment in Nevada. Last night I had one of the worst experiences I've ever had with sleep paralysis. I've experienced SP before and it's nothing new to me...
    ChloeRivers ChloeRivers 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 29

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    I dont know what it is about me but everyone tells me there secrets even people i dont really know and not just little secrets but huge dark secrets. I know every secret at my...
    DemiFrsr DemiFrsr 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 29

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    I think we all have one inside of us. I don't actually have a lot of experience with my "dark side." What I know is that it's an instinctive side of me that only surfaces when...
    AliasSapien AliasSapien 18-21, M Jan 29

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    Dark Phoenix is what I use on other sites. Sometime I can be very morbid or just enough to creep people out.... my darkness though only shows if I wanna scare someone or I am...
    darkcuckoo darkcuckoo 18-21, M Jan 28

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    the biggest problem is when the dark side begins to take over... there is something about the dark side that excites me... and I have to be really careful not to let it grow!
    ElfawithaWolfHeart ElfawithaWolfHeart 36-40, F 6 Responses Jan 27

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    I can be such a nasty person at times, but it doesn't bother me. The thing is the things I can do and feel nothing are REALLY bad. Feelings just go right out the window
    MrBugsyMalone MrBugsyMalone 13-15, M Jan 27

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    Yes I am drawn to it , I'm also drawn to sadness, brokenness, rawness, people at their lowest, that's how I think you find out who a person really is , at those stages.
    beautifullybroken29 beautifullybroken29 26-30, F 9 Responses Jan 27

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    Oh man, I forgot how cancerous this group was.
    EndYourLifePls EndYourLifePls 18-21, M 1 Response Jan 24

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    My secret side I keep Hid under lock and key I keep it caged But I can't control it 'Cause if I let him out He'll tear me up And break me down. This is me to a T.
    wackyzacky wackyzacky 18-21, M 1 Response Jan 23

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    I have a fet for pantyhose and encasement, I also wear them. I have had a girlfriend for a year and I still haven't told her. I know I should tell her but I'm afraid to. I want to...
    Sierra989 Sierra989 18-21, M Jan 23

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    My name is Anastasia, I was treated really badly when young. My mom died when I was 6 and I stayed with my step dad who treated me like a maid he used to beat me up, I was not...
    ssabrinad13 ssabrinad13 31-35, F 9 Responses Jan 22