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I Have a Deep Dark Secret

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    Gross Secret, I Don't Wat To Tell My Mom.

    At age 8 or 9 (I can't remember) I found something very interesting to my young, naive brain. *********** pictures. Gross, right? Why would a young, 9 year old FEMALE like that ****? But that's not all, it was also of PREGNANT WOMEN. I'M SO ******' DISGUSTED WITH MYSELF. I want...
    CococoBird CococoBird 16-17, F 2 Responses May 14, 2012

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    It's weighing too heavily on my consciousness.

    . I'm finding it hard to breathe easy, I need t ofucking die
    ashestodust01 ashestodust01 22-25 3 Responses Feb 11, 2014

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    None of my secrets are " dark" ,

    it's just I don't trust anyone enough to tell them the truth. I sorta just joined to vent anonymously, outwardly, confidently and without fear of Being judged. I'm a little suspicious of this site or the internet in general putting your secrets out online....... I don't know if...
    Brighteyes47 Brighteyes47 22-25 2 Responses Mar 10, 2014

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    I Have One

    I got really big secret but no one will ever find it out, and they wont ever know or even get a hint at it. Nobody will ever know it, no matter how  hard they try to get it out of me
    Desolatebones Desolatebones 18-21, M 2 Responses May 14, 2012

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    I Just Don't Love Him Anymore

    I have been married a year. My husband is  non romantic ,unaffectionate and lacks gennuine compassion. I hvave tried to work this out but I no longer can withstand it.I am utterly and unmistakenly miserable and I'm wondering is it just that I've become so emtionally...
    sweetlies sweetlies 26-30 1 Response Oct 3, 2010

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    Compulsive Lying

    I have many things that I chose not to tell people to their face because let's face it -- it'll only ruin the relationships I have worked hard to establish. I've had them under the impression that the strong-willed, brutally honest, stubborn, tough and unpredictable person is who...
    FireCoyote FireCoyote 26-30, F Oct 12, 2011

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    I've Changed A Lot

    Once upon a time, I wrote yaoi fanfiction.  Tons of it.  I became 'internet popular'.  I 'double-lied' to the websites I frequented.  I'd always say my age was 20 something.  However, then I would say to my best e...
    MeisterWolf MeisterWolf 18-21, M 2 Responses Jan 11, 2010

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    A Really Gross Secret O.O

    Here i am playing my favourite online game.And suddenly..... my 12 year old dark secret jumped out of my mind... As i said i was 12 when this all happened, my girlfriend was only 11! There was a power outtage in my hotel room for some reason so there were only candle lights...
    123hey321 123hey321 22-25, M 7 Responses Aug 28, 2013

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    Only One Person Other Than Me Knows

    ~ And she used it against me 2 days ago. I will never tell another living soul as long as I live. It is a secret that is hard to carry alone, but I have come to realize that is exactly what I will have to do from now on. I will have to be strong & I will be. ~
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Mar 31, 2009

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    I have been abused up

    until the beginning of last year. I was touched by my mom's and stepdad's best friend that while growing up I was told to call him uncle. I hate him. He lived with us for five years and he would sneak into my room when I was sleeping. I couldn't talk to guys because he would...
    Nevergivinjinks Nevergivinjinks 16-17, F 3 Responses Jan 28, 2014

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    Crazy Little Thing Called....

    deep seated psychological fear of failure. We all have it. Some are capable of overcoming it with little to no problems. Others; like myself; have a little more trouble. I feel as if my family and everyone around me judge me based solely on how much I earn. So I have been...
    softlyslowly softlyslowly 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 6, 2012

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    I Have A Deep Deep Dark Secret .

    Im pretty sure we all do ....
    ChynaaRosae ChynaaRosae 18-21, F 3 Responses May 11, 2014

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    I Have A Secret !!!!!!! ( Deeeep )

    I have a really deep secret. ! Never told anyone .
    ChynaaRosae ChynaaRosae 18-21, F 3 Responses Aug 21, 2013

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    I had to claim maternity on my own Son

    and yes I am his Mother. You should have seen the look on the clerks face the day I went 1 day after my 18th birthday and told them just that and I need my name placed on the birth certificate and not the alias name I used. They was in dis-belief and asked if I was sure I meant...
    wickedone72 wickedone72 41-45, F 2 Responses Feb 3, 2014

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    Super Secrets.

    I have secrets. Deep Dark Secrets. Every once in a while they haunt me. There are secrets I will never tell anyone about. There are very few secrets that people know. It's so hard not to tell people. I want to tell people my dark secrets... but I know they are also painful...
    catboydale catboydale 22-25, M 4 Responses Oct 7, 2012

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    Related Experiences

    Only my internet bestie knows my dark secrets
    BiXwolfsXbears BiXwolfsXbears 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 7

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    If you have something you feel terrible about. Something you've done that is destroying you. Tell me. I have already forgiven you and I will convince you you are good.x
    RoseC67 RoseC67 46-50, F 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    I have many secrets. and some of them make me want to die. it's hard to live with yourself when you hate yourself for all the ****** up things you have done. nobody at all knows...
    twistedsoul22102210 twistedsoul22102210 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 7

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    I have a secret that one person in my life knows about . I love this person so much and I will always love her and she is the most beautiful girl in the...
    MollyMarie14 MollyMarie14 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 9

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    I'm good at lieing about myself only my internet. Bestie knows all about me she said that's she is hear for me and ect she is beautiful and amazing 😍 all my friends think I have...
    BiXwolfsXbears BiXwolfsXbears 13-15, F Jan 7

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    I know who I am, and I hate not being able to tell people; what's worse is I need help with it and support. But I can't tell my freinds or my family, because it never ends well...
    shur09 shur09 13-15, F 3 Responses Jan 6

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    I need to text talk wstever to someone right now but promise me not to report me
    AlexanderGarcia AlexanderGarcia 16-17, M 1 Response Jan 7

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    I had so many things that has happened to me as a child. its hard for me to not think about it because it haunts me all the time
    Itsmiprada Itsmiprada 16-17, F 3 Responses Jan 7

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    Chocolate fudge ice cream makes me sneeze! lol
    regitca regitca 41-45, M Jan 21

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    I do have a dark side.. I am not normal, I don't pretend to be one.. I am me.. Like the the bright moon who shines, I do shine, and just like the moon, I have the darker side too...
    h4n5dj22 h4n5dj22 26-30, M 1 Response Jan 21

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    I have a dark sense of humor. It's particularly hard to find other people with a dark sense of humor as well. Forever alone in this dark world... see what I did there.. eh? eh...
    IndySteeler IndySteeler 18-21, M 2 Responses Jan 3

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    Everybody has a dark side, it is just that most people keep it hidden. A lot of people don't acknowledge even to themselves that they have a darker side where the hidden and...
    deleted deleted 26-30 5 Responses Jan 7

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    if a guy doesn't have a dark side, we will never be compatible.
    RememberingSunday22 RememberingSunday22 36-40, F Jan 22

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    I have always been a very dark person. I even have the word morbid tattooed on my arm, and I collect skulls. My darker nature has made it hard for me to get to know people, and it...
    ChristinaPilar ChristinaPilar 41-45, F Jan 9

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    Yes and i really dont know,how can i keep it like a secret :)
    fauxlady fauxlady 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 21

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    i have a secret agenda to take over the world and make all humans my slaves
    CURRYXBLAZE CURRYXBLAZE 18-21, M Jan 22

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    I like to get inside people's heads and break them from the inside. I just haven't found anyone to mess with yet...its terrible, but I secretly love it.
    WheresFranki WheresFranki 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 22

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    I keep things hidden cause am a Sikh! This is the only site I can unleash myself. Apart from religion... I can b ANYONE! From yer next door neighbour to the guy working at McD's in...
    Sazzio Sazzio 26-30, M 1 day ago

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    I have always felt that if I wasn't born my family they would be happier. I feel like a mistake all the time and I tell myself to be more positive and to stop thinking like that...
    bunnypop bunnypop 18-21, F Jan 21

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    I'm kind of weird, I like really obssess over dark stuff like villains in movies and i really want someone to be dark with me 😂😂😂
    hollyleigh16 hollyleigh16 16-17, F 2 Responses Jan 8

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    My dark passenger is my Dominant side. In a world of men who abuse and take advantage of women, this side is looked down upon by society. Because of narcissists and perverted men...
    RedefiningLife RedefiningLife 36-40, M Jan 15

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    I roam the corridors of darkness alone. A dread, that I am transparent. A whisper echoing, source unrevealed; "we know you". I prowl the passage dreading the light. Yet this is my...
    urbannomad6699 urbannomad6699 31-35, M 4 days ago

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    I can't help but get annoyed with super peppy happy people. I always find myself drawn to darker, more closed off people. Sometimes even people who are just a little scary...
    lillolipop lillolipop 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 8

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    I'm a very dark person.. I like being with others that are too
    BootyHadMeLikeDamn BootyHadMeLikeDamn 13-15, F 3 Responses Jan 8

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    I'm what you would call two faced but isn't everyone like that? Well anyway, on the outside to the majority and people in public i am seen as shy, well mannered, not ill-tempered...
    Horse10202 Horse10202 18-21, F 4 Responses Jan 8

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    I am always looking for my female counterpart in the darkness. So few will open up that side to another.
    relax4aday relax4aday 46-50, M 2 Responses Jan 9

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    I wander around the trying to shut out the demons in my head. I am a pawn to the darkness in me. I am aware of right and wrong, my conscience has a voice. But a guttural scream...
    urbannomad6699 urbannomad6699 31-35, M 3 Responses Jan 17

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    My dark side is out in the open for mt faceboook friends ;)
    TheTenaciousPirate TheTenaciousPirate 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 22

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    Sometime when I drive home late at night after work and I'm on the freeway, I get the urge to close my eyes while I'm driving. I know what could happen, but the urge is there. I...
    tremille1 tremille1 36-40, M Jan 9

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    BAD...Is it bad that I never made love, no I never did itBut I sure know how to f...I'll be your bad girl, I'll prove it to youI can't promise that I'll be good to youCause I have...
    Nyx1978 Nyx1978 36-40, F 4 Responses Jan 10

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    I fear it, so I keep it hidden. The things I am capable of only I know. Call me a liar, say stuff like I am not capable of anything. I am more than happy that you believe that I...
    sagard1994 sagard1994 18-21, M 3 Responses Jan 22

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    I laugh at things I'm not supposed to at times. My mind can twist & have a pretty morbid & deranged side. I think the only people who I can be open with this are my kids, my...